Blog: Almighty Fire
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Some losses only serve to make people stronger.
A lot of people in my position would have hung up their boots right there and become a “former SCW talent.” Me? I'm determined than most people give me credit for, and I hardly get credit for anything in this company.
There isn’t a star on the current roster, much less in the history of Sin City Wrestling, who has done more and is more important to the company than yours truly. So it's not lost on me why I've become hated by many fans, the locker room and even former talent because of my continuous dominance and ability to back it up day in and day out. I get that there's people who don't like the way I do things. There's people that don't like my personality and find my voice grating, even annoying. And to them, I say 'thank you.' Because as long as I'm on the roster, you're going to be listening to this grating, annoying little voice until the time comes when either I go or this promotion goes. And there's a good chance I'll be long gone before that ever happens. Of course that would make everyone happy, wouldn't it?
Forget the win-loss record this year, forget the history I've made. Just remember the many times people have claimed over and over and over how much they hated me and the subtle jabs thrown my way. And, see, the thing is, I'm not doing this for attention, I'm not being controversial for the sake of being controversial, but people are just making it all too easy. Whether it's a simple interview or behind the camera, a promo or on social media, the simple fact is, none of you on this roster will EVER get rid of me.
That's not delusion, that's not even an opinion.
That's a fact.
I never said I was "God's gift to wrestling" , but I am SCW's gift to the women's division. Without me, none of you would have anything to strive for, namely my records. People like Alicia Lukas have been hot right now, but she's just a small section in the record books while my name is on the cover.
It should be no surprise as one of the longest serving wrestlers in SCW that my name is also on everyone's lips when it comes to a dream opponent. Not Roxi Johnson, a household name; not Alicia who became Bombshell Championship in just three months after her debut, among the quickest to ever capture the prestigious title; not Samantha Marlowe, who everyone seems to fall in love with. Me.
If this is the price of popularity, then deal me in. Unlike some people, I'm never going to change who I am. Accept me, reject me, I couldn't care less if you even respect me. I don't need your advice or approval. I am who I am, and nobody said you had to like it.
When you’re the best women’s wrestler the company has seen then you deserve the accolades involved with it. You tend to polarize opinion like that; it’s what helps me become so popular. Andrea Hernandez seems to have made my Hall of Fame induction win into a quasi-lifetime achievement award (I think she has me confused with Jessie Salco) and she didn't even get my title match wins right either. It's 12, sweetie, not 11. Ignorance is bliss. Being young is no excuse for being stupid.
As good as I am in the ring, and I am great in the ring, I'm surprised my first match in three weeks following Summer XXXtreme at CC 248 was the opening act. Some might see that as a demotion or might even feel insulted by it, but I know the real reason. It's because everybody knows that I'm a tough act to follow, and a tough competitor to beat.
I've seen a lot of girls come and go in my time. Some were one-hit wonders, some hit a sophomore slump. Some burned twice as bright but lasted twice as long. Andrea, a fifth-generation wrestler who is cutting her teeth as the newest Bombshell to the roster. Not the first time I've faced someone who has family in the business. Don't get me wrong, having family connections does give you a HUGE advantage, but really it's both a blessing and a curse. Maybe Andrea plain don't have the skill, talent and charisma that it takes to make it here. Maybe she's reminded with critics everyday after a loss that "she let down her family's legacy/name/reputation" -- and she's become a laughingstock. Maybe she'll never escape her parents' shadow. There really isn't a definitive answer.
In only her second match, here we have the newest addition to the roster who had to face me, with the hope that she can stop my momentum while continuing her own while impressing the hire-ups. And congrats to her, she pulled it off. Andrea's still undefeated and she's about to make her pay-per-view debut. I'm sure we'll be seeing other again soon.
But that's not what the last couple of Climax Control shows were about. That's not to say the last couple of shows weren't good. Alicia and Samantha main evented a champion versus champion match, but what was everyone talking about in the end? Alicia is closing in on 200 days as champ, but it's been met with little fan fare. Sam is a four-time Bombshell Roulette Champion and just crossed over 500 days combined a few weeks ago, but no one is making a big deal out of it. I was taken back when Mark Ward said that Andrea and Bella Madison would be future title contenders and that they had the it factor just after one match. That's a lot to take in after one match if you ask me. But look at me. I didn't have anyone in the business and turned out okay, but anyways when you're a 2nd or 3rd generation superstar like Andrea is, it only gets you in the door. Where she goes next is up to her, but she's off to a nice start.
But that's not what the last couple of Climax Control shows were about. High Stakes is coming and it will be historic. Three new names are going to be inducted into the Hall of Fame, but that's not the history everybody will remember. No, everyone is talking about my match with Melody Grace in her final match in the company. Everyone is talking about how I laid out Melody with a single punch at the go-home show. The history everybody will be talking about is the night I beat Melody and finally put to bed and put to rest any doubt she or anyone else may have that I can't beat her.
Melody, I'll give you your props, I'll give you your credit, I'll give you a round of applause, your career speaks for itself and I'm sure there's a nice little section of your fanbase that will turn up next Sunday and support you because you're good enough, you're smart enough, and gosh darn it, people love you!
Next Sunday will be a night not to be missed, and I wouldn't miss it for the world. How often do we get an an all expense-paid trip to Hawaii? For me, the sights are just the bonus but I think it won't compare to me enjoying the sight of sending you out on your back in your last match.
For the past three years, I've had to be reminded that I've never beat you. For three years, I had to be reminded that I have never beat you one-on-one. For three years, I had to live with all the ways I've lost to you in the past, and it's driving me crazy.
I've done it all. Championships. Accolades. Do you know what’s missing?
A win…
By me…
At all.
I didn’t honestly think it would be you given our past. I truly didn’t believe it would be you walking out from behind that curtain to accept my challenge. I thought maybe someone from SCU would walk down that ramp to prove they could hang with the best. I thought maybe Alicia Lukas would come waltzing out with the World Bombshell Championship and put the title on the line so I can shut her up and add one more title on my mantle. I thought Crystal Zdunich would be brave enough to get that five-star match she's been clamoring about, but she's probably not all there since she's just a shell of former self and a glorified choke artist.
Hell, even Belinda Simone could have answered my challenge from the announce desk just for me to make more history by being the first ever to beat an announcer. I'm sure I would have been a major upgrade over someone who was trained by Teddy Warren.
Then your music hit. I watched, dare I say it, shocked, as you walked out onto that stage. I know there's a lot of misconceptions about me from the other women on the roster, yet none of them had the ovaries to walk out on that ring and say it to my face or accept my challenge. And so here we are, Melody, you and me, me and you. A match two years in the making.
One more match. One more time, for the last time.
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S A N T A M O N I C A • C A L I F O R N I A
It was a day unlike any other. Except time crawled by like a sick cockroach. And every one was wearing pantsuits. It was the second Saturday of the month. A day that she's come to dread the most.
Laundry day. Four a.m.
Mercedes is seen sitting on a bench while staring at a front loading washer spin around filling with suds. Lucky's operation was like a laundromat. And she was put through the wringer. She was down to her last clean outfits. Pastels and a pair of crosstrainers. A second degree offense in the public square of fashion. She had no choice. Not when her washing machine broke down again for the third time this week.
She was mad. Real mad. So mad she could taste it.
Quiet chatter fills the air, which is usual for this time of day. Mercedes usually came here every other week. And just as how separating dark, lights, and colors became routine, conversation also came into three flavors - sports, small talk, or gossip. It's usually the dirty laundry that is heard most, though. Mercedes, finds a way to filter it all, but even some questions come out of nowhere.
"You know the movies they show with the little ad with the concession stand?
"With the cartoon candies dancing and the Mild Duds playing the banjo?"
"Sure plays a mean banjo?
"Yeah, so?"
Mercedes is seated at a bench finishing a crossword and looks up now and again at Ricardo, who leans against a folding table.
Ricardo: I just don't understand the reasoning behind it.
Mercedes: Talking about the sax players?
Ricardo: Right. The box of Raisainetts runs up to the counter to buy another box of Raisainetts. Don't you find that weird?
Mercedes: What? He's buying it for his Pepsi girlfriend.
Ricardo: Yeah, I don't see that working out. They're musicians.
Mercedes: Some things I guess we'll never understand.
Ricardo: Cassie and I are going to the movies this year for Halloween. You?
Mercedes: Nah, I think I'll make it a Netflix kind of night.
Ricardo: Come on, a dark theater is a lot more thrilling than a well-lit living room.
Mercedes: I didn't say the lights would be on. I, too, like to live dangerously. That, and I sually wait for the DVD.
Ricardo: Does the minutes on the box include the previews, credits, and special features, or just the movie itself?
Mercedes: You know, I never really thought about it.
Ricardo: About the cruise...
Mercedes: Don't mention it. I thought I still had the special cabins on the ship, but I was locked out of my room after I lost my title match. It's not everyday that a weeklong cruise ends on a legal matter.
Ricardo: Everything all right? How's the career going along.
Mercedes: I'm wrestling another girl about to have her final match. Funny thing is the pressure isn't so much on her than it is in me.
Ricardo: What makes you say that? It's her last hurrah. You would think she'd want to leave on a high note.
Mercedes: Yeah, I've never beat her. Ever. And she's been tooting her own horn about it, if we're talking about leaving on a high note.
Ricardo: Looks like you got your work cut out for you then. Where you're headed?
Mercedes: Hawaii, October 20. And I haven't even packed yet.
Mercedes shakes her head as she folds away her crossword, then gets up and walks to the loader, starts taking clothes out the dryer and putting them in laundry baskets.
Ricardo: You get to go to all the cool places.
Mercedes: And you and the rest of the crew come along, when you're not busy. Busy time at the set?
Ricardo: Working on an untitled slasher film. Still need to come up with a budget.
Mercedes: How much did you set aside?
Ricardo: Lint, a couple of quarters, and some Milk Duds and Raisainetts.
A woman walks up to them from another table.
Woman: Excuse me. Do you mind if I ask you something? My husband and I have a disagreement and we'd like you to decide who is right.
Mercedes: Can't you see I'm in the middle of something?
Woman: Yes, I can. Is this an interview?
Mercedes: No.
Woman: Is it now? Well, you have yourself quite a looker. I promise this will take a moment.
Mercedes: No, I don't think that's going to happen. Because...
Ricardo thinks quick on his feet as he interrupts.
Ricardo: We're just about leaving. Sorry about that. Perhaps you ask someone else.
Mercedes: Right. What he said.
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It's Not Whether You Win or Lose
Present Day • L O S A N G E L E S, C AL I F O R N I A
[REC•]
"Some things are better left unsaid, but you can bet I'm going to say it anyway. I can't help being who I am."
Mercedes smiles as the cameras are warning up. The SCW is back at one one of her favorite spots in the city.
"Gone are the long, hot summer days and now cool chilly nights are here. I know, I know, I know. I'm sad to see Summer go, but hey, at least we still get to travel. Summer may be over but SCW is still bringing the heat! Now, I don't think anybody thought we'd be heading to the Carribean during hurricane season, but somehow we survived that and we didn't get a t-shirt.
"Things are a little better now because we're back in the good old US of A. to close out the Paradise Lost tour. Even better, we're going to Hawaii for High Stakes IX. High Stakes IX is nine years of SCW bringing its best pay-per-view to an arena near you, and this year is no different. While I wasn't around for the first two High Stakes shows, I've never missed a pay-per-view since joining the roster. Seven straight years, baby, yeah!"
Mercedes pumps her fist in the air at this accomplishment, one of countless many in 2019 and sure enough more to come.
"Retirement. It's a word that's not even in my vocabulary, but sooner or later I'm going to have to learn it. I always wondered about the legacy I would leave behind in SCW when I finally hang up my boots and ride off into the sunset. I hope people always remembered the good times. The moments. The title wins. Every historic accolade I've ever accomplished. No one dare have a bad thing to say about my career."
She pauses, then smiles.
"But we're not talking about me. I'm not retiring from SCW, at least not next week. That honor goes to my opponent. Just one question, Melody. Are you happy where your career has taken you? I mean, you can still get the job done. If you wanted to, if you really wanted to, you could easily win the Bombshell Roulette Championship and finally capture the Triple Crown. If you wanted to, you could easily coax your husband into coming back and win the Blast From the Past Tournament, maybe he can win himself a third world title and you can win a second world title. Could you two become World Mixed Tag Team Champions and win every title there is in the company? I don't even doubt it for a second. But, you know, maybe championships isn't your thing anymore. It's all about the big moments now. Your husband has claimed a few times that he has nothing more to prove. He's not wrong. James is untouchable as far as legends go in SCW. Now that he's going to be inducted into the Hall of Fame, he has absolutely no reason to come back besides the odd appearance like he's accustomed to. Most people believe he's retired. He says he's not but hey, what do I know? If he says he's not retired..."
Mercedes holds up her hands in reservation.
"His words against theirs, right?"
She offers a casual shrug then a dismissive wave at the camera.
"Anyway, heading into High Stakes, first one on one match in over two years, I think we're going to find out whether you still got it, or if it got you. Thinking you have any kind of chance to beat me should give anyone hope, but if you thought wearing your wrestling gear at the go-home show was suddenly going to melt away two 24 months of ring rust, then, sorry to break it to you, you're going to be in for a long night come next Sunday.
"I hate to rain on your parade, but as far as our match goes, this can only end one of two ways: you either tap or I put you to sleep. I swear, I'm not picky. Look at it this way: at least you will still have your pride intact. Hope you have that plane ticket ready and have Orbitz ready to go because you're going to nothing to show for it.
"Everyone who has called me out has disappeared, they're scared to ever step foot back into SCW again, and with good reason. I have dominated the mostly everyone put in front of me just...like...that."
Mercedes dusts her hands in tune to her words.
"For years you've gotten the better of me, but even I know that can't last forever. Hard to believe that only seven people have beat you in your career. An impressive number, for sure. But if Kate Steele can beat you. If Crystal Zdunich can take you down, then I sure as hell know that I'm going to be the next one to join that list.
You said the reason why you accepted my challenge was to find it in myself to finally put the nail in the coffin. Sweetheart, you better wear black because by accepting this match, you already dug a hole for yourself when you should have stopped digging. The coffin is about to close, and next Sunday I will be the nail to drive it home.
"To be the best you have to beat the best and right now, as far as I'm concerned, you need to bring your absolute best next weekend. I know this, you know this, the fans know. So when you come to the plate, you better come out swinging. For your sake, you better hit a grand slam, Melody, because you only get one shot at this. Just one. But even if you don't...
"Bueno, ya sabe lo que dicen, lo mismo da librarse por poco que por mucho
"Well, you know what they say, a miss is as good as a mile."
Mercedes shows off her checklist.
"Just ask everyone who ended up on my checklist. You know, from the looks of it, I think I'm running out of spaces to add more names."
That familiar arrogant smirk grew across the features as Mercedes nods her head slowly, while at the same time absently setting her checklist down.
"So you tell yourself whatever you need to get yourself to sleep each night, you say whatever words you think will give you some validation but know this... None of it means a damn thing to me. The Melody Grace curse is ending at High Stakes, and not a moment too soon. I'm going to make history that night not only continuing my PPV appearance streak at 40 events, but finally retiring you for good. But don't you worry, sweetie, if nothing else, retirement will look good on you."
Mercedes smiles despite herself. If anything, she was staying ready to face her biggest threat yet. More often that not, she's had her share of setbacks, but don't ever say she hasn't given them a challenge.
"After I end your career I’ll ask Mark and Christian if they can send you an emotional support unicorn. I’d hate for you to be alone."
***Fade***