this rp is for both the internet title match as well as for the gauntlet match
A troubing night.
It’s evening in the hotel room of Goth and Sapphira, Sapphira is fast asleep as Goth is right awake. Staring into the darkness before turning his head towards his wife. He is having issues to see whether he should be seeing her face or that she has her back turned to him. He is trying to pierce through the darkness before giving up and slowly oves his hand towards his wife. Trying to search with his fingers where she should be, until he reaches her soft fabric of her nightgown that is covering her chest. Startling her as she wakes up and looks concerned.
Sapphira: Gerrit?? You ok?? What’s wrong??
He closes his eyes, hoping that she wouldn’t see as he has issues with the problems that he is enduring. Unfortunately for him she does see as she moves towards him and holds her husband in her arms.
Sapphira: It’s ok my love, don’t worry. I’m here for you, I’ll always be there for you Gerrit.
His hands move up towards her back as he holds her close to him, pressing his face into her chest as he cries harder while she caresses his hair.
Goth: I just didn’t see whether I was looking at your face or not, not being able to see your beautiful face while you asleep is something I miss at night…all those nights I watched you sleep made me feel so happy for oh so many years.
A tear flows across her cheek, hearing the suffering from her husband as she bends forward and kisses his head.
Goth: It’s so unfair!!! I know you would do anything for me if I would just ask of you, but nothing I can do for you to thank you for everything that you do for me… for us.
Sapphira brushes his hair and whispers soft words into his ear as Goth slowly gets calmer. The tears have slowly dried up and he slowly closes his eyes. Sapphira puts his head on her chest as she lays down on her pillow and slowly tries to get some sleep as Goth looks up at her.
Goth: At Valentine, I will overcome everything and dedicate my victory to everything that you have done for me my love… I love you…,
With that Goth slowly turns his head and falls asleep once more as the camera fades
An interview
Goth can be seen in the lobby of his hotel, drinking some water as Pussy Willow appraochaes him. She sits down and tells her camera crew to set things up as she turns her attention to Goth.
Willow: Goth, I want to thank you for your time out of your busy schedule to talk to us. In recent weeks you have been the target of mostly the remaining members of the New Supremacy. Even if you would win the gauntlet match, you will also have to concern that Drake Green ahs gotten a title rematch clause and will happen at any given moment of his choosing. Can you share with us your thoughts about these events of the last four weeks or so???
Goth scratches his face as he is thinking about the question, he takes another sip from the bottle of water he is holding in his hand before putting it down on the table and answers the question from Willow.
Goth: Well that’s quite some interesting questions that you rolled into one big question isn’t it Willow?? Asking for my thoughts about three guys that like to be team players, yet are just out there for their own chances to become the top dog.
Willow: How so?? I have seen Travis Nathaniel Andrews and Sean Jackson work well together as a unit lately. I…,
Goth rolls his eyes and waves his hand in front of Willow, signalling to stop talking as he wishes to interrupt her.
Goth: Travis and Sean working together?? Isn’t it sad that Travis always comes out to a match, do some colour commentary as he has a hidden agenda of his own?? Now, to be honest I am not going to be wasting much time with that little kid as he is plotting his next move against me in a month or so. Then we can spin the wheel of Christmas past and see who the irrelevant catchphrase of the month really is. But when it comes down to Sean and being a team player?? How many Margarita’s did you drink last night when you wrote this down??
Willow: Well…,
Goth: Exactly, way too many. But that’s ok Willow, I will make an attempt to make your question seems relevant and not ignorant. You see Sean is someone that wants people around him, make them feel that they are a part of a team. That they are relevant and important, but the only problem for the team is this Willow. They need to do everything in their powers and even more, to please his own gutless ego. But to think that Sean will ever please the needs of one Travis Nathaniel Andrews would be just the same as watching the alternative version of Ground Hog day, where Bill Murray doesn’t wake up in the same day over and over again. It will never happen and these two jack offs are waiting for the right moment to stab the other in the back.. period.
Willow: Strong words Goth, but what about Drake?? I…,
Goth: The truth always bites, I’ve seen fools like these all my life Willow. I already know what they will do before they even step foot out of their beds in the morning. But when it comes down to Drake, it doesn’t surprise me at all. When I look at it, the first time I faced him. I took away his world title, something that to this very day he proclaims that it should have never happened but it did. Then we had our match where he witnessed the woman that he loves to fall to me and my tag team partner in our mixed tag team match. I have went through everyone that he has thrown at me for his lackeys and he is realizing that I’m just better than him. Hell, even his friend Sean Jackson is finding something out that lackey number three is too ignorant to admit.
Willow: You mean…..,
Goth: Hush, don’t say his name. if you say his name three times, then Beetlejuice shows up and terrorize the living for the benefit of the dead.
Willow looks at him with a questionable look on her face as she did not understood what he was saying
Goth: Never saw the movie??? Oh my God, never mind. Let’s just move on ok?? Like I was saying. Drake needs his henchmen, he needs his boss. I did not a title opportunity to fight anyone for this belt. No, I am stuck doing the laundry for the Internet champion and then have a gauntlet match to please the bosses. In the hopes I will be injured enough for Drake to get it back one day. Well newslash for ya, that ain’t going to happen big time!!!
Willow is startled for a few moments before finding her composure and turns to her next question.
Willow: You just mentioned Sean Jackson, your opponent this coming Super card. As you two will square off for the Internet championship belt. How will your mindset be when you step foot in the ring with him?? Knowing that only a few matches later, that you will be competing for the world title in the gauntlet match.
Goth laughs at the question as he takes a sip from his water once more before putting it back on the table and puts his left leg on top of his right and relaxes.
Goth: If you think I will go easy on Sean in my match for the Internet title, then you are sadly mistaken Willow. You see, I have questioned his integrity as the man that is running around as the recipient of many awards for last year. I admit, he is a great wrestler. But come on now, if he is willing to spread 5000 bucks to get people to harm me for a match. How much more would he be willing to spread some money to win those awards. I mean let’s be honest, who has had a more impressive 2015?? Him or me?? Oh sure, I may have entered the federation somewhere in may, but then again. I only lost twice fair and square and once by a mugging of how many men??? No Willow, I can not go easy on him now. I have gone so far to get inside of his head to do something this drastic, that I know that he can feel I can just taste victory. Victory over him for HIS Internet championship belt and that makes him so desperate that I just love to push him some more.
Willow: And how will you do that??
Goth laughs at the comment being made by Willow as he waves it off.
Goth: Haven’t I already done enough to him?? He came in with the contract signing, asking four scrawny kids that he has met at the day care centre and promised some candy and some money if they did what he asked them to do. You see, when it comes down to me… there isn’t anything I wouldn’t do to either get the richest price in the world… or get me relieved of all of this that I have been enduring for a few years… and especially since last may when I returned to the ring.
Willow: You mean your visual disability??
Goth: I am talking about the fact that I need help 24/7 period. Whether it is by people or devices, whether it is in the morning, afternoon, in the evening or in the middle of the night. Frustrating to see how your life changes and what it does to your brain, the frustrations that is flowing through my head every single night when I don’t see my wife merely hearing her snoar. Hearing her cry when she has a nightmare, hoping that I won’t see it. Wanting this to end Willow, as I am waiting for that one man that can do it… that will do it… so that I can say thank you when I look into his eyes and realize that my end of my misery has come near… so that I can be a husband and a father for my wife and future children. Never wanting to go back to that ring and do it over and over again…. Like I am having right now.
Willow: You think that Sean is incapable of doing so??
Goth slowly gets irate over the question as he shakes his head with anger, causing his hair to fall in front of his eyes as he pushes them back again.
Goth: You see Willow, the problem with Sean is. He is capable, he is that damn good. He just is too chicken to prove it to the world. He rather wants other to do his dirty job, so that he can take his title belt and put it where the sun won’t shine. He is not the man that he claims to be, he does not deserve the chance of a lifetime to make his life meaningful.. No Willow, this career will not end at the hands of a clown like Sean… because I truly am the rightful man that will walk out with everything in his life and leave the other screaming like a little bitch.
Willow: I just got one more question Goth. After your matches at My Bloody Valentine are over, the results are in and we will know who is the Internet and The World champion. What will be next for you???
Goth thinks as he scratches his goatee for a few moments before grinning.
Goth: After all of this is done, after all that needs to happen has happened. I will give the world why I am Goth. Why I am the triple crown winner in SCW. Why I am the first man that has done it all before there even was a grand slam champion idea. Why I am the one that has ended hopes and dreams of so many others out there and when they realize that it is all over that they will respect me for what I have done.
Willow: Are you implying….,
Goth gets up from his seat as he walks off, he turns around and grins at Willow.
Goth: The 14th will be such a beautiful day to be in love my dear Willow.
A session
Goth: I’ve never been much of a talking man, how ironic how people would not believe these words as they know me as the long winded man from the Netherlands. For years I have kept myself to be quiet, for years I’ve kept myself on the back burner of anything that was close to be in the front running position of attention. Sure things have changed haven’t they?? And I want it to go back to where it used to be. Back to the days where I could have sat down, grabbing a fishing rod and stare into the water for hours and hours before some fish would be stupid enough to bite into it.
Henry: You want some peace huh Goth??
His eyes slowly close, trying to find the right word to answer Henry. Knowing full well that every answer would lead up to the same thing. That his mind and heart are telling him yes, just his lips cannot bear to speak out the truth.
Henry: How long have you been having these thoughts Goth??
A sigh, comes over his mouth. How long has the man that has been the hardest working man since may last year been having these thoughts?? It sure as hell wasn’t thoughts that came over night.
Henry: Goth???
Goth suddenly snaps out of his thoughts, he was already trying to thin back to the first moment he realized what he was saying.
Goth: If I could be honest? I think it was after the match against Drake Green. I kinda felt that it was no use anymore. That I had become a unreliability to myself and to my wife and also to you guys. I…,
Silence comes over Goth as he remembers that evening where he got screwed out of winning the World title and losing his Roulette championship to Drake Green. His hand become fists, turning his fingers white because of the pressure that he put on them.
Henry: You felt you let us down Goth?? You do have to realize that it was Mark Ward and the New Supremacy that cost you that match. Nothing that you could have done to prevent that.
Goth: I KNOW THAT!! And yet it just makes it even more frustrating then it already is you know!!! I cannot wake up any given day and stare at my wife, who is still asleep. Where I don’t feel like I let her down, why she would even be with me for being such a
Henry: Freak?? Is that the word that you were seeking Goth???
Goth turns his head away from Henry, who is writing some pointers down on his note book before turning his attention back to Goth.
Henry: Why are you trying to cover up your fears and sadness Goth?? It’s good to show your vulnerability, especially to those who love you.
Goth: SHUT UP!!! For many of years I have been the one that was there when Sapphira wasn’t sure she would have been the best of wives for me. Whether she was good enough for me!! Can you imagine?? If there is anyone out there that doesn’t deserve perfection. Then it should be me, not deserving the love from that woman. I would give everything up to see her happy. And the only thing I know that I do best, is wrestling Henry,. Stare into the eyes of everyone that I oppose and deliver the boom of destruction upon. Hell, I’m in two matches this coming Valentine’s day. I’ll be facing Sean Jackson for his belt, but also perform against many of other names in a gauntlet match!! And people see me as a threat, but the only one that I am a threat to is myself!!
Henry: Because you want to win??
Goth sighs as he shakes his head.
Goth: Because I must win, I want that championship one more time to ease my worried words. To ease down to a point where I can rest back and know that it was not imagined in my mind that I am something beyond that of others.
Goth: That last Sunday, that I beat Simon Jones in a one on one confrontation. Ending another reign of someone that thinks he could always remind undefeated against me. Showing the world that I can hang with the man that did so much to ACW and SCW. To have a past bug removed from my own life as a competitor that apparently is respected and yet, I will be a man that is worthy of anything else but a compliment. But Simon has learned what it is like to be at the back of the line after Goth beats you and that will happen at My Bloody Valentine II as I will reign supreme in the Gauntlet match for the world title.
Henry: Interesting, but Simon isn’t the only person in that match now is he??
Goth nods his head, he closes his eyes and keeps them shut tight.
Goth: It’s so funny to see that this gauntlet match is with people I have beaten before, I have never won against, where I have never even met before or those who used or are wrestling in my own federation. Just like Casey… I can put him in many categories, but someone that is also in this Gauntlet match. Someone that likes to throw people around with his mght, with his strength. Too bad that his intelligence will avoid him making the right decisions and keep him grounded when it comes down to championship. Nothing to him would be tasting sweeter as a championship belt once more around his waist… too bad that his moment to taste will be shattered with something that far more important…. My reign as champion that’s for sure…,
Goth sighs as he cannot and will not believe that Casey is a threat to him.
Goth: And then there is the high flying, risk taking Steve Ramone that shows no fear and is a master when it comes down to innovating his wrestling moves inside the ring an outside. Too bad for him that there will not be any space left to think he can soar through the sky and drop everyone down.
Henry: Technically he can Goth, I just…,
Goth chuckles as he nods his head in agreement.
Goth: Ramone can do whatever he wants, he can fly like an eagle… soar through the sky and take anyone out with a single move. But once in the air, you are vulnerable enough to realize that you cannot alter direction. And the fact that I have been in more matches with him than anyone else can count… makes me the one that will ground him and dump over the top rope and end his dream once more.
Goth: Just like the ones that needs to be started in the first place.
Henry: Like???
Goth slowly rises up from the bench as he looks at Henry:
Goth: CJ Sharpe, I mean seriously?? I thought that after he fled my company, he would have understood what it would take to get somewhere?? I’m surprised that he has managed to find anyone out there to be his tag team partner.
Henry: Eric Steel
Goth: Something like that, win a tag team match and now eligible for a gauntlet match for the world title?? I’m sorry, since when did SCW invite kindergarten and their baby sitters to a high profile match like this?? The fact that men like me, Sean Jackson, Simon Jones and Ben Jordan are in this as well as Despayre makes sense. Brother Grimm is a power house that I know first hand that can do. But Steel and Sharpe?? It’s just like a bad album title that Judas Priest rejected before coming up with the name of the classical British Steel album name.
Henry: Interesting… indeed…,
Goth rolls his eyes, he hates it when Henry does like this and shows nothing that would make him make out whether Goth made a good or bad judgment call.
Goth: Oh come on Henry…, I know I haven’t forgotten about Raab.
Herny: And why is it that you haven’t mentioned him???
Goth: Because there are times where you start with your stable mate, keep them as the final name or sometimes to break halfway open and mention a man that has almost done it all. Just like yours truly, just like the man that sits in front of you and has got nothing more than the upmost respect for Raab. Someone that knows how to utilize his anger and bring it out at the right moment. To enter the Gauntlet after facing Despayre and just rage on as nobody could stop this man… and yet, I have… remember S/ummer XXXtreme?? I outlasted the monster and we went on like nothing ever happened. That’s how we work, that’s how we do it and that’s why we will butt heads inside that match… fight toe to toe and who knows… make some else bleed.
Henry: Maybe you should team up and take down others.
Goth chuckles as he nods his head…
Goth: We may jus thave to do that yeah.
Henry: And then there are names like Ben Jordan, Brother Grimm, Timm Staggs, Connor Murphy, Travis Nathaniel Andrews, Rage, Joshua Acquin, J2H, Ethan Alexander, Despayre and your opponent for this super card as well Sean Jackson.
Goth: Quite a list huh??
Goth chuckles as he takes a step to being serious for a moment.
Goth: And then we have the man that is our future, I hope so. That means he will be out of my way for a bit longer. You see the future means he has to wait and I’m not sure how long Travis Nathaniel Andrews can allow himself to wait for much longer. I mean seriously, when I have to hear all the bullshit about him, then I could write a novel of ten of how much he can alter his own character as if he is a chameleon or something. But he isn’t.. and that is his biggest flaw… so stick with the future thing bud, it may one day pay off as we are all gone and you’re the only one left to go on.
Herny: And who is next Goth???
Goth: What about names like Rage, Joshua Acquin, Timm Staggs, Ethan Alexander… names that I have yet to face. Names that are to my watchful eyes nothing that I have not seen before. and yet, to have been in the ring with would make things even more interesting. Names that I cannot say too much about, names that I know that I have to go through to achieve my goal… and names that will undoubtedly become names that will be history when I hold up that championship belt high in the air, to be crowned SCW heavyweight champion of the world.
Henry: And what about names like J2H, Despayre?? Even Sean Jackson… names that you haven’t beaten in matches so far. How does that make you feel??
Goth shrugs as it is the most interesting question of all so far.
Goth: A challenge indeed, then again. A challenge is always something that motivates someone. A challenge is needed to get ahead in life wouldn’t you agree? Especially as I have only lost to Despayre and J2H… where I underestimated the one… and I wasn’t good enough for the other. I have taken hostage Despayre’s Angel. Only to bring out the very best ouf of him. Something I have told him I was sorry about and I wanted to put the past in the past. The time will have to tell whether time heals all wounds and makes me at this day a better confrontation that I have ever been for him.
Henry: And Jackson??
Anger comes over Goth’s face before a smile hides his true intentions.
Goth: Sean is a pest, a bug that likes to suck into your flesh and never lets go until you get that rash and then he will strike. Something I have to watch out for.. and something I will. He is not like each and everyone of them and that’s ok. I am going to take him out twice as it two for the price of one. No more championships for the New Supremacy as no supremacy will reign upon their lives as nothing more than a joke.
Goth is about to sit up as Henry stops him
Henry: You have not mentioned your former tag team partner Grimm yet Goth. Why??
Goth rests again as he remembers Grimm. The man that he has held tag team gold with before a smile comes over him.
Goth: I am going to be seeing you in the ring Grimm, it will be a night that neither will ever forget I’m sure of that. But unlike others, I have nothing to be afraid off and why should I??? we were a team, we were the tag team champions of the world. We were domination, we were a threat to others… now we will be a threat to each other when that moment comes to strike. I just wonder what threat you could be to me Grimm… show me… and I’ll show you…
With that Goth walks off as he and Henry shake hands and Goth turns to his wife who is waiting for him as the shot fades to a comemercial break.
A struggle for retribution
My thoughts have raced throughout the entire night since Climax Control. Emotions that have altered from disappointment to joy, from sadness to relief. My body has ached after another war as I can clearly understand that there is not much time. And yet my brain is resisting the temptation that comes with the all knowing fact that one day I may no longer be able to do this anymore.
I sigh after drinking another sip from my bottle of water, it tastes differently for some reason. Is it because my mouth is dry?? Or the mere fact that I still got that foul taste in my mouth that I need to prove myself once more?? I cannot stand the notion of growing anguish that mere inexperienced fools may cause me to slip or fall out of the ring. And I do not deserve this!!!!
A hand blasts in the sand that Goth is sitting in, the sun is burning on his skin. Sweat is emerging upon his body as the heat is getting to him.
Goth: I should have been in the main event, fighting whomever that they could think off and take home that belt… instead I need to school one man and then allow the entire roster that is booked for this Super Card with my wrath… It’s like Psycho Circus all over again isn’t it???
A grin emerges upon the face of Goth, even though he has still got signs of anger upon his face.
The real question about now is….., who I need to focus upon first???
He scratches his chin as he is contemplating sharing his thoughts with everyone that may be watching the Promo of the first and only triple crown winner. The thought turns into silence… his brain is racing overtime as his eyes are staring into the sun that is high above him.
Goth: I usually would attempt to break down the biggest threat to me, simpletons would assume that it will be everyone on this card in the final match. Having to suffer gruesome pains, being one of the final matches giving me a disadvantage. And yet, I have always learned to look at it as a mere snack.
A sinister smile emerges upon the face of Goth as his fingers scrape across his skin, pulling his fingers away from his face as he stares at the drops of sweat at the tips of his fingers.
Goth: Because the gauntlet is merely turning our mental state of survival… either to survive the world… or have the world pass me by. No, the bigger threat is the man that stands in my way, wishing to end my career and by the looks of his track record… I would say he is just as good as me… perhaps even better.
A sigh escapes his mouth, closing his eyes as his hands dig deep into the sand. Lifting one up as he watches the sand fall down to the ground as the camera zooms in on the tattoos on his chest and back.
Goth: And yet, has that ever been the tool for my demise??? I mean seriously… arrogance gives you the confidence to do whatever it is that you need to win isn’t it Sean?? To get away with everything that you come up with as your brilliance has given you the edge over others so many freaking times… that it would almost be too easy to just enter a ring and take home a victory now wouldn’t it Sean?? Oh no, it would be too easy and making yourself easily bored with lack of temptation to beat someone of the likes of Casey Williams without some…. Fun… right??
Goth: So to please your arrogance, your egotistical need to make people suffer beyond that of just beating them with wrestling… you wish to selfishly humiliate them… something I have a lot of respect for Sean…. To go beyond of that what is just merely a tic, tac, toe combination of mere pleasing yourself over the misery of others. Too bad that respect will not gain you any momentum when you are dealing with those who have surpassed boundaries when you were even considering get out of diapers. And yet it amuses me to have followed you career as far as I am allowed to call it like that. You will without a doubt proclaim your existence as a gift to you from God Himself as you just had to open your eyes and feel the blood flow through your veins… But then again, portraying God like deeds to amuse yourself while pleasing your own self with the mere soft touch of your own hands makes me wonder whether you wish to ruin the temple that God Himself allowed you to create. Granted, I’m no saint, without any sinful thoughts and needs…. But I’ve played God Himself in flesh and played the world with my own desires that I cannot quite comprehend to think that you are merely just another weak attempt to please me.
Goth smiles as he closes his eyes, not letting the sun harm his pupils for a few moments as he grabs a hand full of sand and feels it slip away.
Goth: Time and time again, I have seen the weaknesses return before my watchful eyes. Reminding the days of 2007 where I evolved from nothing more from a punk to a man who has been awoke after what… three days?? I know it would be too hard for you to comprehend these words that I speak upon, so save your trouble as I will already proclaim the turning of events that will emerge you to smile and say that I am stupid, wrong and merely waiting to be destroyed… and you know something Sean??? I’ve been wishing for that faithful day since returning to Sin City Wrestling… As I could not take it anymore… to go out there and fight the world to the fullest of my capabilities, going out there to the ring every single night knowing it could be my final night… and survive it every single time. Do you know what that does to a psyche??? Then again, why would you care. You have the wealth, you have the accolades, the trophies and the titles to prove the point as me??? Me being just merely an old dog that needs to be taken out of his misery huh Sean?? And yet I could not help but overhear you say that I am that very dam good… is that why you needed to prove yourself against me?? Was it temptation that took hold of your own curiosity?? Or was it merely the notion that even after our Climax Control confrontation that you just had to do this over and over again. Realizing why it has become a sinister addiction that has shrouded the judgmental ways of your own kin?? Whom I would dare not to mention their names as it merely has made me conclude to myself that they cannot stand the fact that one of your own has moved on and the other has settled down with physical injuries.
A sinister snicker emerges upon his face, a sudden wind blow can be felt as his hair falls before his eyes. He brushes the hair to the side as his face comes back to view.
Goth: It must be a difficult realization that I do not use the terms of anger like a Raab towards you? Or the proven tactics of one single named Kain that would tell you that everything that you say is wrong. You see, I listen to the words and learn, educate my brain as the tingling sensations overcomes me over and over again. Call it an orgasmic notion of feeling alive and weak… I call it the mere fact that desire of the flesh may one day overcome me to do the unthinkable… the unthinkable that someone can do to someone like you, the greatest of all time doing an unthinkable act of impossibility against someone that supposedly has passed me by. Would that be enough to walk home with YOUR Internet championship belt?? It would amuse me if that would be the case once more.
Goth: I just have a question Sean…., have you issues of letting things go?? Are you quickly attached to the things that you obtain.. having issues of letting it fall out of your hands and watch it fly away as if it is a bad dream. Trying to catch it, but with every step you take to get closer to it that it vanishes out of reach. So what will it be next Sean??? How would you try to persevere to retain that championship?? As now you are the flag bearer of something that Mark Ward already has fled from… how ironic to see that you two are just two loners, standing on an island that exists of just merely a few drops of sand.
He once again lets sand flow from his hands to put emphasis to his words.
To think you are clutching on to a leather belt with golden attachments that makes you the very best of that what you represent. Downloaded movies with a virus that could smash up your entire database to dust…, To think that on the day of commercial love, that I will walk away with the golden championship belt that bears your name. The remembering notion of every single moment that I wake up, that I took it away from HIM that is the Mental let down of a rapist…., knowing that one day I will stare you in the eyes and ask you the single question… is this yours??? Is this yours to bare?? Is this yours to live with for the rest of your entire life as I know deep down inside my stomach… that you will watch from the shadows, in the hope of one day ask for a rematch… hoping that I will make a mistake and once again have a single weak flaw of a smile emerging upon your face. A smile that will cloud your judgment as you know deep down inside that once I take that belt.. it will never be yours once more.
Goth: For it is me that is the key to your career Sean…, you can be the Wrestler of the year all you want and yet you can’t beat me… doesn’t that bite Sean?? I know that deep down in your guts it will won’t it?? Because deep down inside you are clutching onto your championship belt as if it is the final thing in your life that means a single damn thing. Your ego needs it, your emotions will be unstable and all for what?? Because of an old dog isn’t it Sean?? Because I will not stop until I get what I want, I will take away your championship belt because that is what I told the world that I would do. Make the New Supremacy fade away like little bit of sand drops that flow through my fingers.
Goth slowly starts to clap his hands clean as the final drops of sand are falling down in front of him as he watches them fall down.
Goth: You can perhaps find salvation with the notion that sand when it falls down, that it will be able to be used over and over again. Like I will use you over and over again during our match to make you suffer, to make you grasp reality that your superiority only exists inside your stinking brain. Your eyes judge me for what I look like and what I stand for, the only thing is that your judgmental ability has clearly become void this time. You should have destroyed me the first time while you had the chance, letting me live is a mortal sin that I need to avenge upon you Sean.
Goth: Avenging the thought that you let me live, while I was so close to relinquish my suffering. You have ever been in the struggle to give up as well as to resist it?? Of course you haven’t, you have been the one that has been fed with a silver spoon up your ass hasn’t it Sean?? The pearly white grin that reveals the many hours of perfecting your craft, perfecting it with the knowledge that if it wouldn’t work you could always resort of some magical dust in the eyes of your victims huh Sean??? Not that I would complain of making fun of our insignificant other inside the ring… I’ve been doing that all my life… it’s like watching a reflection in the rear view mirror and wondering why the eyes never leave yours… you have felt my eyes burning in your soul for how long now Sean??? The Wrestler of the Year, the man of the year and yet…. You have been wondering what if?? What if these eyes never were there, would you still manage to succeed to be a bitch that you are?

The fingers slowly close as he makes a fist with his hand, watching it turn white as he puts more and more pressure upon the muscles as he grinds his teeth.
Goth: Don’t insult me Sean, I know you are laughing on the outside as you will proclaim the obvious that it would be a yes. And yet, the ones that you have beaten… how much did it mean compared to the confrontation that you have been avoiding all of the year of 2015. Twists of answers and lies rolling from your tongue as you inhale all that motivates you to the point of no return. And yet, what does it mean knowing that you cannot beat me…. Just like Travis, just like Drake on his own.. never holding a candle to the man that doesn’t get injured from a match. Weaklings always try to play safe, but these idiots always fall prey to their stupidity. I prefer to fall prey to my own choices in life. And so far, the choice has been fallen upon you. Whether you could surprise my expectations when you fail like each and everyone out there.
Goth: EVERYONE!!!!!!
A loud scream fades into the emptiness and desertedness of the beach that he is in, he arches his back while during the scream. His hands digging deeper and deeper into the sand. His body is full tension before he relaxes and drops his head between his arms, we can see him breathe heavy while a small tear falls down upon the sand.
Goth: Forgive me as I have been sane for oh so long hoping that my craving would come back has vanished, the craving for the one thing that’s stuck in my head to end my life was forever gone.
He is whispering the word “gone†over and over again as he presses his fist up against his forehead. Digging his fingers into his skull as it is hurting him.
Goth: I’m going to fight you Sean, I’ll fight you with every ounce of energy to make me a easy victim for your deranged ideas. I know that if you cannot do it Sean, then nobody will even be coming close to achieving what the best freaking wrestler would be able to achieve. Dropping my head down in sadness, knowing that I have to hope and wish for a gauntlet match to end my suffering.. wishing that I would not dare to struggle against it, wishing that I would not find enough energy to fend off everyone out there that wish to end me. Because I know that their intentions are wrong Sean, they only want the gold. While the greatest achievement would be ending my life!!!
Goth: And yet I want to teach you a thing of two about what it would be like to live in a world that is controlled by my dark desires and wishes. Because let’s face it, evil and deranged sinning thoughts will never leave without a fight huh Sean?? It’s not like you have ever seen this before have you?? Whether it is the anger of my stable partner Lord Raab, the perfect monster killing machine. Just waiting to burst out of his skin and assault the world with his wrath without even speaking one word of sanity. At this moment he just needs to be fed with that what I can give each and everyone of you that confront me…. Pushing historical facts in my face, as if watching the History Channel hasn’t been bad enough. Having to hear the words that You shall not!! Echo through my brain over and over again has been just as bad as entering a record breaking million times inside the Hell in a Cell. Being locked inside the confines of the unforgiving steel.
Goth: Unforgiving???
Goth shakes his head in disagreement because of that one word
Goth: I have found many moments of forgiveness inside a structure that was meant to keep people in and others out of the ring. It reflects my life oh in so many different ways, too bad we wouldn’t be locked inside of one. Being so much alike that we excel in the matches that people would state it would be too much for any other man to compete in. Not just to boast the fact that we can do things better than the other… but merely the fact that we would be at our best even more. And to think that at the end of that long struggle we will be putting each other through, that there is a golden championship belt at the end of the tunnel waiting for us. Would that make things even better?? Much more interesting to wonder to yourself what it would have meant for our careers when we look back at this one match in the near or far future. I know I am asking a lot of questions Sean, but isn’t that what life is all about? One big, gigantic, confusing question?? And what if I would say that I have the answer to everyone’s wondering thoughts about this…. Would it be that I believe in eternal life?? Or the mere thought of Death is staring me in the eyes while I am laughing back at him?? I fight it every single night, not wanting to see the eternal darkness before I enter my final resting place. You do not know what I go through Sean, for that I will make you realize that you should have been thankful we never crossed paths in 2015. Just to realize how sad your year of 2016 would look like, to have nothing to have around your waist that separates you from the likes of the one other that I would never dare to mention anymore. It’s so close on the tip of my tongue to speak out the name of the unspoken joke. But then again, life has it’s ways to make you wonder why others even have gotten a chance to inhale the same oxygen that we do every second of our existence.
Goth: But it goes further than that hasn’t it Sean?? The sickening thought that it must have been destiny that has kept away for so long. Record breaking successes that would have gone to the heads of each and everyone out there, even us!! But at least we could manage to reflect it as it was meant to be… it’s a blessing as well as a curse I suppose, the curse of fending each and everyone off that wants what they do not even have a right to possess. Because they only see the limitations of their own foolishness. Because the price is right in front of them!!! And they only want a vicgtory!!!!
His face lifts up from between his arms as stares into the camera, bloodshed can be seen in his eyes. His hands searches the sand for the bottle of water that he has put down somewhere. After a few moments finally manages to find it and struggles to put it to his mouth as soon as possible. Drinking it down as if his life depends on it before sighing out of relief.
Goth: Am I sane? Does it really matter?? It’s what I know in life and it makes me want more each and every week. Yet I also realize that there is more than life than just this… and it makes me want that too. To let go of this life, just to be a father for my future children. But that means I must be able to let go of this, THIS!! And even how much I want to say the words, I just can’t Sean. Every fibre of my being would not let allow me to do so… accepting the burden that I need to put myself and my wife through. So stop me Sean, because if you can’t and wont… then I will have to drive your name from my list of hopefuls in this industry to end it. Because nobody, NOBODY!!! Will just assume the position and take my life without a fight. But that’s I guess what it is all worth it hasn’t it Sean???
Goth: And yet, yet I already see the opening that I should take advantage off against you… knowing that it will be too easy to do so and end it early…. And why is that?? I suppose it’s my way of telling myself that I am beyond ending things quickly and enjoy both of our suffering inside that ring. Because then and then alone I can accept the fact whether my hopes have come true or the fact that I need to walk to the back in the hope that the next can. Sadness has a reality check to it huh??? And yet, I can’t stand you Sean. You are the perfect guy that I would drive it’s head into a steel step with my Chaos ADDT over and over again. Watching whether you have a bone left in your face that hasn’t broken. To just see the blood flow from every fibre of your face, to see your eyes slowly close as you wish to let it be over with. And then turn into anger towards you, because it should be me instead of you.
Goth: I guess having a deranged side is just as close as being realistic huh Sean???
A sickening smile emerges on the face of Goth for the very first time, as we see his hopes is struggling to resist his desires.
Goth: You are at a point in your career where you had to make a decision at the crossroads of your career. Young, handsome and talented. Having a brain that works in a way that is beyond that of each and everyone else. So don’t feel bad as your brain has met an equal that makes you finally work so hard to overcome it. Don’t feel bad that I am beyond your equal, it happens to each and everyone of us and you are not that special aren’t you?? Not until that you can kill that what wants to be killed… to have my sanity return and leave the insanity in rest for eternity.
Goth: I know I should resist this, but sometimes it’s just like rubbing a woman’s skin for the very first time. Experiencing her yearning for you… her first gasp, her first nod to allow you to try and do more…. We have had our first experience in the ring Sean, the time to be shy should be over now. We know what we both like, we both know what it takes to finish the job and be satisfied… satisfaction for the eternal hopes and dreams to walk away alone, without having to look over your shoulder and wonder… was it enough?? Was this enough to keep the other satisfied for eternity?? Or will the other return and beg for more??? Trust me Sean, there is more to me to satisfy me than a mere double count out…
A chuckle can be heard, he lifts his head towards the sun as we see him slowly sit up and rub his hands all over his body. Gripping his fingrs into his chest as he scratches his fingers before slowly pulling away.
Goth: Some men have a right for greatness, as we are born with it. Those who are genetic superior or just merely the lucky ones in life to have come to a point where others will never come anywhere near. And now I am so near to your life, that I can just taste it to make your life miserable… to take what you proclaim to be yours, your internet championship belt. To make it something so tempting to take away, to know what it is to watch you from afar as it effects you. How it would reflect your entire being Sean, I know you have shown signs of anger as I pushed YOUR buttons… just don’t assume that it ends there… because I will do to you what I expect you to do to me Sean… that’s how life works when you wish to survive the realm of destruction that I walk through on a daily basis. Accept it Sean, there is nothing else besides this that would tempt me to go on in my life. Not wanting to look back and realize that I didn’t do what I should have done to be satisfied. Just don’t make that same mistake against me Sean.. because that would make your existence not worth it anymore… to look at your trophies, your accolades and all the championships that you have obtained in your life and make you wonder… what would it have meant to you when you would have beaten me instead of lose???
Goth: I will scratch and claw, I will dig my fingers into your skin just like my words have gotten underneath your skin. I have enraged you, I have made you become aware that there is so much more to me than merely the successful member of the Monstimals. More to me than just be the first ever triple crown winner. More than the man that should have been the world champion and roulette champion in the first place!!!!
Goth scratches his face as he sighs from the sensations that it gives him.
Goth: Know this Sean, you only have this one opportunity to make your impression upon the world. This one lonely void in your life that makes it worth while. To have been able to say that you have done something that nobody has been able to do in 2015… just make your award that you have received worth it Sean… I’ll be waiting for your attempts, I’ll be praying to see the real Wrestler of the Year compared to the joke I have faced a few weeks ago or fought of just this past Sunday. Money can buy you hitmen Sean, money can buy you many items and makes women want you…. But it cannot buy you what I have and I know you want it Sean… so why don’t you come and take it!!!!
His eyes are burning a hole through the camera as if he is burning a hole through the soul of his opponent Sean Jackson. The shot fades to a commercial as we go to a commercial break.
The gauntlet of my life
Steve Ramone, Joshua Acquin, Casey Williams, Travis Nathaniel Andrews, Brother Grimm, J2H, CJ Sharpe, Eric Steel, Timm Staggs, Connor Murphy, Simon Jones, Ben Jordan, Rage, Ethan Alexander, Despayre, Lord Raab, and Sean Jackson….
Names of every wrestler that will be competing in the Gauntlet match for the vacated championship belt. Champions, contenders, names that just want to fight as they wish to reach the pinnacle of their careers and one name is left out…. The name of the former two time World champion, former three time Roulette champion, former Tag Team champion and maybe the future Internet champion as well as the second ever three time World champion. The name of the man that has gone through a lot and for some reason wishes to get more and more every single night.
Goth: Isn’t life a gauntlet of some sorts?? Never expecting what will happen every time you turn a corner and walk into either happiness or just disappointment over and over again. Makes you want to contemplate your future, your decisions in life. Whether it was the right one or the wrong… but then again, wouldn’t it be wonderful if you managed to pick the right one at that time… instead of looking back after it has happened.. people intend to look back in sorrow.. in anger and in doubt. While you should look at it with a notion that you could do it all over again if you had the chance… and knowing that I will be there, digging my nails into your flesh and claw my way to the top… I know I have been given something that none of you could ever understand… grasp that notion in life for a change, or just merely shut the fuck up….
The voice becomes visible as the man that is Goth walks into the shot from the cloud of darkness. His hair hanging in front of his face, no scene of emotion anywhere. Just a cold and calculated darkness that covers him
Goth: A long list of names, the bodies that host the essence of those who they proclaim to be. And yet I wonder, I dearly wonder whether they know what they are getting themselves into. Those who have been here before should know, they have been bound to know what it is like to survive. And yet, are they willing??? I’m sure that nothing in their lives they would love more to hold up that championship belt… but unfortunately for them… it’s destined to be mine as it should have been all along. Friend, foe, mere acquaintance or merely a name that once past my reading eyes in a magazine… does it really matter??? Or is it merely the notion that you THINK you have a chance to once again reach the highest of highs that you used to have in the past or the hope of finally achieve something that you never have done before.
Goth: Just do not become delusional my friends, fate is at hand as it is mine to be taken all along. It is mine that needs to shed the doubts from each and every one of you who think I am washed up. Someone that needs to put me out of my misery, even if it is something I do crave from time to time. But then again… none of you have managed to achieved such a feat… so why would it start now?? Is it because it will be all for themselves?? The possible notion to gang up against me because you are dead meat cowards??? Oh I would shudder the thought of feeling all those hands all over me as you try to push me outside of the ring, not even knowing which hand belongs to whom… but then again, a blur in life always makes you wonder doesn’t it??
He brushes his hair away from his face, we see him stare at the ground as the shadow around his eyes make it seem like we are looking at a skull of some sorts.
Goth: Since may 2015 I have had to watch people get shot after shot at a title that they did not held up with pride, that they did not held up with dignity. Perhaps the one or two of the exception to that rule, but then again… who have we really had as champions since Gabriel lost that belt.
A sigh of disappointment comes over Goth as he shakes his head. The anger can be seen on his face when you look through his hairs as he is clearly not happy.
Goth: I know that I was not the first and surely not the last that got screwed out of the championship belt. But then again, I am here for me, not to watch others take a spotlight and enjoy a reign that I want. That I crave, that I desire so much, so much that I would do anything to undo the wrong that was done to me. Too bad for the others, too bad for not playing nice. Too bad for those who think I will scratch your backs for scratching mine, will ultimately have their back’s ripped open with my finger nails digging too deep. No boys, nobody will have me play nice because you asked for it. I will shake your hand after the match, grant you a title match in the weeks to come. I will allow you all to fulfil your dreams of one day knocking me off as the greatest that has ever lived. Just think about it… future internet champion, three times Roulette champion, tag team champion and future three time World Heavyweight champion. The sky is the limit and the limitations of each and everyone of you ends right here in front of me. Nothing in this world will take away my championship belt like Drake Green did.
Goth brushes away his hairs with hand as we see his face for the very first time as we see destruction is on his mind.
Goth: Until you will have your careers come to an end, you will regret to take measures into your own hands when I become the champion at My Bloody Valentine. You will regret to take that extra step into immortality as you all enjoy saying as it means something much more special to you all. Enjoy the futile attempts of knowing that you came second best to me, to ME!!! Even the fact that I respect Lord Raab does not change the fact that I am someone that wants to obtain the very best in my career. We have had our words, we have had our differences. But inside that ring, we both know where we stand don’t we Raab??? And we both want that match one more time, to settle this once and for all. To be a a dying breed as nothing is quite like we are huh?? To the names that I have faced and beaten. You all know exactly who I am… trust me, that what you have experienced since my return will mean nothing what I will be doing to you on the fourteenth. Bloodshed, tears and broken wishes. Hopes and dreams vanished with a blink of an eye. And then the ones that I have yet to beat or face in one on one confrontation. Despayre, Brother Grimm, J2H… just to name a few. Just like Simon Jones attempted to gloat about… thinking that history would repeat itself once again… I have broken him with his idle thoughts, so shall I do to you too. Grimm, my former tag team partner. I welcome the moment to stare into your eyes and see what this would lead up to after the match is over. And yet, the richest price of them all… is awaiting me… because I have a dream… a golden dream.
Goth: The end is near, the darkness will fall over me eventually, wishing upon nothing more than silence. But right now, my mind craves the noise, the physicality and the look of doubt in your eyes as I keep getting up. I will throw each and everyone out of the ring, I will dispose of you as nothing that you have witnessed before. Even the so called giants in wrestling, it does not matter to me. I have bled, I have seen my skin being ripped off my face and body as I went on and on. I have set Connor Murphy on fire, I have endured the most physical beat downs at a regular basis as the only 3 time Roulette champion. And guess what?? I want more, I want the world to know that none of you… NONE OF YOU!! Will see your hand raised as SCW World Heavyweight champion. If you have thought it was a bad thing for me to be dominant as the Roulette champion… then you haven’t seen a damn thing YET!!! Because I have been demanding people to put me to rest since day one since my return and nobody could have delivered. People say that they are disappointed in me to do the things that I am doing, but who isn’t here willing enough to excel your careers in destroying a hall of fame legend?? Have we all become soft?? Have we all become the ones that plan their careers for 2017 to shine?? Give me a freaking break… all you are just pathetic and with that I will do what you all will hate me for. I will do what you all will look over your shoulders for and wonder what it will take, nothing but desire, nothing but the will to survive and to overcome and to WIN!!!
Goth shakes his head as he digs his fingers into his skull out of anger, he sighs a little bit as he slowly calms down and laughs.
Goth: To all of you in this gauntlet match, I hope for you all that I will be the first one to enter that match. To believe that after a gruelling internet championship title match that I will be hurt, that I will be tired. So that everyone believes that they have even a bigger chance to become champion. Because every passing second that I am in that ring, I will be a second closer to achieve my destiny. MY DESTINY!!! And your destiny will be that you are going to wake up, having a hangover and wonder how in the hell I have achieved what I have achieved… just know this all before I walk off and leave you clueless… know that I want it the most and that’s something you can’t handle.
With that Goth walks off as the shot slowly fades to darkness