Dear Diary;
Well what can I say? This week is like a dream come true I finally get to step inside the six sided ring with my Lord, my Lion, my Benjamin Jordan. I finally get to stand beside him in the sense of being his tag team partner. I’m not his water girl and he’s not my ring bitch, he’s my equal, he’s my right hand man, my partner and now finally my tag team partner. Do you know how long I have wanted this match? Do you know how long I’ve wanted to stand beside him in a match and be his partner?
Ever since the day I walked into ACW and found out by mistake that he too had taken up professional wrestling. It was that very day when our eyes locked up in the backstage arena that I knew that one day I would want to be his tag team buddy. It’s taken well over a year to get here and I can honestly say I’m over the God damn moon.
I know people say you shouldn’t mix your business with pleasure, but I can’t help myself. This weekend at Climax Control, standing beside him is going to be the greatest mixture of these feelings imaginable. I can honestly say that I can trust Ben Jordan one hundred percent; I can honestly say that we will have each other’s back and I’m truly blessed to have him beside me. Without him there would be no Emma Rose in Sin City Wrestling, without Ben there would be no Emma Rose the Sin City Wrestling Bombshell Roulette Champion and without him there would be no TEAM BEMMA.
I owe this man a lot and to finally get him in the ring as my partner... means one thing... its payback time. It means that every bit of hard work and dedication he has put into training me, into keeping me safe, hell ever second he had put into helping create / build me up at the force I am in Sin City Wrestling today I owe it to him to give it back to him in this match. In this match that he isn’t comfortable with, that he isn’t familiar with. How will I do that? by protecting him.
You see in the land of Roulette matches can be fun, yet sometimes they can be unforgiving... sometimes you get a cage match, sometimes you get a hardcore match but sometimes you can get a bra and panties match. This week is not a week that I would like the needle to spin around and land on a “skin to win†match or a “tuxedo and evening gown†match. Ben shouldn’t be put in this position, he shouldn’t be used this way... he should be at the top. So if the wheel does so happen to land on something degrading to him, I will stop at nothing to make sure he doesn’t get left red faced. I will make sure that he doesn’t get left standing in the ring with his reputation in tatters.
This really is a back hand to TEAM BEMMA. We have worked hard for our spot in SCW and now, our big defining moment might be squashed by something that would degrade him. Me? I’m not so concerned, I mean how often am I seen in bikinis or bra and panties or hell even less the thought of maybe having to see Ben in a match that he isn’t comfortable with makes me sad, it makes me angry. As much as I want to be his tag team partner I would never wish for a chip to be taken off his reputation. This match could very well do that; this match could very well impact on his status inside the wrestling world. I will stop at nothing to keep that from happening, if that means refusing to tag him in, I will. Some may call that selfish, I don’t give two shits what they think, people need to see that I will stop at nothing to keep Ben Jordan held in high regards, where he should be. His name should be in bright lights, his name should be at the top... he shouldn’t have to deal with facing someone they call Holly.
I have nothing against the Mean Girls, in fact I don’t have much to do with them at all... but the thought of knowing what they a capable of in making their opponents look like trash is enough to put me on high alert. Not only do we have that do deal with but we also have to deal with Jamie Dean as the referee... not something that Ben is happy of comfortable with also.
To say that TEAM BEMMA has some hurdles to overcome this week is an understatement. We have to deal with a lady boy who will be out to grind up and down on Ben, we have to overcome Veronica Taylor who is so far on herself, it may even be considered as a pinfall... and then we have Jamie, who has made no secret in hiding his affection for Ben.
I’ve seen Ben go into some big matches in our time of dating in the world but I have never seen him look so uncomfortable and so out of it. It’s to the point where I regret saying something on twitter and getting the wheels in motion for a tag team match to even happen.
All I can say to my Lion is that I will do everything in my power to protect you and I will try my best to keep you where you should be and that’s on top.
As for Holly, I have nothing to say to her other than good luck, but if she even thinks that he grinding up on Ben is going to shatter me or mess with my confidence, that Lady has another thing coming for her.
As for Veronica Taylor, the most irreverent Mean Girl what can I say? I don’t know what she is like in the ring all I know is that every time I log into twitter I see her face slandering someone trying to make them feel two inches big. Well VT good luck with trying to make me feel little because right now in Sin City Wrestling, I’m kinda the Leader of the Roulette division... I’m kinda the Duchess... the master and this Sunday you’re stepping into my domain. You’re stepping into my play ground... you’re stepping into my place that I call home. You might be some classy board with lots of money and a over bite the size of a donkey, but when it comes to the six sided ring and roulette matches, I’m the champion... I don’t need a fancy dress to explain that, I don’t need Ben’s money to exploit that... I have the Sin City Wrestling Bombshell Roulette Championship wrapped firmly around my waist to prove that I am the girl beat.
Can you beat me Veronica? I mean think about it? Can you? My Hero Roxi couldn’t get pass me, Amy couldn’t get pass, Joanne, Necra... the list goes on and on about the women who have stepped up with A LOT more to offer wrestling wise, who have all been sent packing. Who have all be sent back to regroup and think of a new way to topple me. Think about it VT will you and Holly be the ones left standing in the middle of the ring on Sunday or will it be the inseparable pairing of Ben Jordan and Emma Rose that will leave the Mean Girls, feeling like high class leftovers?
It’s time to dig down deep Emma and show Ben Jordan what you have learnt from him. It’s time for you to stand up and become the protector.
This Sunday, when TEAM BEMMA hits the stage The Mean Girls, aren’t going to realise what’s just hit them.
All kisses and cuddles aside, Ben and I are going to show the world... just how great we work together as a team and trust me... all romantic BS aside... when Ben and I hit the ring... we take things very seriously.
It’s time to be Kia Kaha...
It’s time to unleash TEAM BEMMA!
Love
ERJ
XXX
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Ben: What on earth do you write in that bloody thing anyways?
The scene opens with Ben standing behind the couch that Emma was sitting in. She had just finished writing up in her journal for the week. Closing it she looks up to her boyfriend with a wicked look in her eyes.
Emma: This old thing?
Waving the book around Emma smiled as Ben’s eyes watched it sway back and forth while nodding.
Ben: Yeah...
Coming from up over the back of the couch Ben jumped over it and landed beside Emma. His hand naturally wrapping around her shoulders tugging her into his side.
Emma: Everything...
Looking up at him with playful eyes, Ben’s happy face quickly faded to a look of concern.
Ben: Everything?
Emma couldn’t help but giggle at Ben’s raised eyebrow as if he was thinking of all the terrible things she may have written in there about him.
Emma: Yes everything Ben... like how you say the water funny as all hell.
Dropping her journal down onto the coffee table in front of her, Emma turned to look up at Ben with her cheeky smile plastered on her face.
Ben: Stop picking on me accent.
Squeezing into him grip tighter Ben’s smile returned as Emma slapped her hand across his bare chest.
Emma: I’ll never stop picking on your accent.
Leaning up to him she lightly pressed her lips against his, letting him know that she was just playing around. Either way Ben wasn’t too concerned as he let the kiss deepen as he held onto his pride from Kiwi. Breaking the kiss slowly Emma opened her eyes too look directly into his a hint of concern had spread across her face.
Emma: Are you ready for Sunday?
A loud sigh left his lips as he just looked down at her, wanting to say a million things he backed up and decided to just say a few.
Ben: Ready as I’ll ever be, I guess... why?
Looking down for her reply Ben waited to hear her reason but Emma just tucked herself into his chest and held herself against his warm body.
Emma: No reason, just know I have your back out there okay regardless of what happens... you have me and I have you?
As she dug herself into him she squeezed in tight, Ben of course did the same to her.
Ben: You’re starting to confuse me what’s wrong?
Brushing a long lock of red hair out of her face Ben looked down at his girlfriend worried about her sudden / random question.
Emma: Nothings wrong I just want you to know that.
Leaving it at that Ben knew better then to question her as he continued to stroke his finger through her hair.
Emma: I love you...
Her soft Kiwi accent pierced his ears as he smiled down at her, without even batting an eyelid he replied.
Ben: I love you too.
AWWWW and we fade.
