I don't have the fucking money for a lawyer.
The scene opens up with Sean standing in the door way, iPhone in hand. He looks up at Nicki who is standing by the balcony door, she flicks the ash off her cigarette, takes another hit and then tosses it off the balcony.
Location:
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.
Center City
Nicki: What are you going to do ?
Sean: I want full custody.
Nicki: You're not getting full custody, your past is filled be fuck ups and problems, and the judge will look at that.
Sean: My son doesn't need to be around Vincent or Erica.
Nicki: This is going to blow up into something huge and honestly your finances can't handle a huge hit like this, I think you should wait before you focus on that child, you have more important things to focus on like rebuilding your career.
Sean: Fuck my career and fuck the losers of SCW.
Nicki: Good mindset, but right now SCW is the only thing offering you a paycheck and money is very much needed now, you are living off your savings and that's dwindling down as we speak.
Nicki was right, she was only here to help me and her advice is definitely something I needed to hear. I'm not broke, I'm just not financially (Pauses) I can't think of the word at this moment, but let's just say I can't splurge like I use to.
The whole baby mess made it difficult for me to do anything, majority of my assets and money were frozen until the custody battle was over with, Erica is expecting me to pay more $15,000 grand a month and she claims I owe her back pay.
The whole situation was stressful, there are days I don't even want to get out of bed because I don't want to deal with the drama.
Nicki: Honestly I say you make an agreement, get joint custody, pay what you need to and leave it at that, both of you have negative history in your past and the only way for your to persuade the judge is to show him that you've actually improved and made a better life for yourself.
Nicki makes her way over to the couch and sits down beside Sean, she leans over to him resting her head on his shoulder.
Nicki: Everything will be alright, trust me Sean, I know the greatest lawyers and i can get you whatever you need.
Sean: I think I should talk to Synn first.
Nicki moans, she rolls her eyes jumping up from the couch, she turns and looks at Sean.
Nicki: We don't need Synn involved in any of this, he has his own issues to worry about and I really don't want father time around.
Sean sits there with a puzzled look on his face.
Sean: I never knew that you felt that way about Synn, and what's strange to me is that you've never met him so how can you have such a negative mindset about that man.
Nicki: [Takes a deep breath] When I ask you this, I need you to think really hard before you answer it, but do you honestly love this man?
Something told me she was going to ask me that question, the question I always find myself ignoring or trying to resist answering, I didn't know what it was I had for Synn, Love ? Yes! in love ? I don't know.Sean: I care deeply for Synn, he has done things for me no man would possibly ever would and if I could I would give him back every fucking dollar he has ever given to me, but Synn and I are on different pages and we always have been, he is always in and out of my life and its not always his fault, but I don't know how it would work out if we actually took the time out to become a real couple.
Nicki: I don't see what you see in him, but personally he is more of a father figure to you. And I don't know what you guys do in the privacy of your home or whatever, but I don't see any type of attraction there, maybe I just don't see love period but who knows, opposites attract and with this world today, anything can happen.
I didn't understand what Nicki's hatred was towards Synn, maybe it wasn't hate, maybe she just didn't like him but she really never gave me a good enough reason and it was the first time for me to hear someone not liking Synn.Nicki: My point is, you shouldn't be focused on relationships, Synn, or anything that doesn't deal with getting your career on track. You have to understand that in the beginning you were undefeated once again, you shocked a lot of people when you made your return to the ring, look at your life and what you've experienced.
Sean: You're right.
Nicki: You're almost 26 Sean, its time to really get serious, you are not young anymore and you really should set a better example for yourself, but not only yourself, your brother, your son, your family, and even the millions of people that look up to you, the people that admire you.
She was right, even though I didn't want to admit it, she was right.Nicki: Right now Erica and Vincent are making you look like a terrible person, I suggest you lawyer up, pay what you need to pay and be on your way, the more you fight for this child the more difficult you make it and those lawyer fees and court costs will eat you alive.
KNOCK ... KNOCK
Sean looks up at Nicki and then at the door.Sean: Are you expecting anyone ?
Nicki: No, are you?
Sean shakes his head and walks over to the front door, he opens it to find Synn standing on the other side. Sean's mouth drops as he stands there for a minute staring at Synn.Synn: [Chuckles] You look like you've seen a ghost.
Sean: [Clears Throat] I have.
Synn: Are you going to invite me in?
Nicki makes her way over to the door, she stands in between Sean and Synn.Nicki: Look, Mr. [Pauses] What's your last name?
Synn: I don't think that information is needed, but unfortunately I haven't had the pleasure to meet you, and you are?
Nicki: Leaving. [Turns and looks at Sean] If you excuse me Sean, I have a couple errands to run and I'll be back to go over your contract and handle some other things, so if you need me, contact me on my cell.
Sean nods as he watches Nicki pass Synn and leave, Sean stands in the door way.Synn: Is everything alright?
Sean: [Mumbles] Sure.
Synn: So why haven't you invited me in yet?
Sean: Why are you here?
Synn: [Laughs] Something must me wrong, but if I'm bothering you then I can come at a later time, I will only be in Philadelphia for a short period of time, I have some other engagements to attend but I hadn't heard from you in a couple months and I wanted to make sure you were alright.
Sean: I've been better, but I'm pretty sure you read up on me in the tabloids.
Synn: I have, I heard about the recent drug bust in Kentucky, I find it random for you to be in Kentucky in a low end motel, but I won't judge or ask questions, I just hope that you aren't going down the same path before.
Sean: It wouldn't matter, Synn I love you, I love you more then words can say, but I am such a fucking screw up and I really don't want to bring anymore of my drama into your life.
Synn: I've never complained.
Sean: Of course you wouldn't, I know you care for me, and I know you only want me to succeed but I just can't right now. I owe you and Mercedes basically my life, and I know it was you that talked the bosses in to giving me my contract back, and I just hate that you have to run after me and fix all my little problems.
Synn finally walks pass Sean leaving him standing in the door way.Synn: Join me.
Synn makes his way over to the couch, he sits down, resting his feet on the coffee table.Synn: You have to understand that I don't mind helping you Sean, I see a lot of myself in you and I know right now you have a hard time, you may not tell me everything but I do know bits and pieces of whats going on in your life. You are a well respected gentleman, and its not only for your wrestling, but your personality, your whole demeanor. Regardless of what the situation is, I will always be here to help, whether its as a friend, your partner, or just your plain lover. [Laughs] but don't ever think I have a problem when it comes to helping you.
Sean: I really appreciate that.
Synn: You really shouldn't push the people that care for you the most out of your life, you let all these new people in and out of your life and their not steering you in the right direction and that's what scares me the most.
Sean: What do you mean ?
Synn: I really think you should focus on the people who has been there, the people who knows your issues, the people who know your problems and let them help you. These new people that are just popping up, they don't know anything beside what they read in the magazines and maybe what you tell them, but they will never know the full story and I think a lot of these people are bad influences on you.
Sean: I'm old enough to handle and make my own decisions.
Synn: If that was the case then some of the situations you are in, wouldn't even matter or you wouldn't be in them.
Sean: .....
I didn't know what to say, I didn't know what to do. The one thing I didn't like about Synn is that he never beat around the bush, he was always so real and honest about the things that came out of his mouth, and I know he doesn't intend to hurt me and I know that he means well, but sometimes the deliverance can of any of his messages can hit you like a brick wall and make you wake up and realize the shit you may be doing might not be the best thing.
If that makes any sense.Synn: I'm always here for you Sean, just know that.
It was something about Synn that made me realize I could never let him go, he meant the world to me, he was the only man that ever came into my life and gave me so much love and affection, but never wanted anything in return.Sean: I do love you, and that's real homie.
Synn: Homie? [Shrugs his shoulders] I can live with that.
Sean smiles as he walks toward Synn, Synn lays back on the couch as Sean sits on his lap, he wraps his arms around Synn's neck leaning in and kissing him on the lips.It's been so long, but I've missed him so much, I needed this because at that moment I was hurt, I was confused, stressed and under a lot of pressure. It would feel nice to relieve some of that tension and make love to the man I know in my heart I should be with, but my mind was telling me something different.Synn reaches around and grabs Sean pushing him down on the couch, he starts lifting Sean's shirt up but stops.Sean: What's wrong?
Synn: I don't know if this is something you really want to do.
Sean: I need you.
The two lock lips again as the scene slowly fades to black. 1 Hour Later.
The scene opens back up in Sean's bedroom, Synn is shown lying in the bed, the sheet covering his body. Sean climbs out of the bed, he paces around the room looking for his phone and wallet, he slides his jeans on and grabs a shirt of the chair, he looks over at Synn and smiles.BEEP...
Sean receives a text to his iPhone, he looks down at the phone and reads the text that was sent from Nicki.Meet me at Broad & Wyoming street now, I got some work for you and I need you to take care of it immediately, I'll give you the details when you get here.Sean sighs as he slides his phone in his back pocket, he grabs his keys and makes his way towards the door as the scene again fades to black.To Be Cont’d.