Sometimes I question if all of this is worth it?!
The more I get involved in wrestling and pouring everything out into the confines of the ring is the more I come to the understanding that maybe I am just not as good as I thought I was.
I keep on getting this notion that even though I want to work hard it’s just not going the way that I had envisioned it going. I thought by becoming Prudence Pierce that I would gain what I have been seeking. I would be taken seriously and I would become feared and respected.
Then I came onto the realization that it’s not going the way I wanted it too.
Perhaps I have been trying to get by on too much of being Mrs. Pierce and not enough on being Ruby Steele.
Anyway bring it Alexandra.
Win, Lose, Draw…
I will figure myself out
