It was late when J2H returned home after the last Climax Control of the cycle, technically the last of the SCW year before the big blow out show that is High Stakes, and the whole yearly reboot of SCW about to happen. He crept in to the house in the early hours of the morning, thinking that everyone would be in the land of dream by now, but he was wrong. He stepped through the door, dropping his bag to his side, only to be met with the cold hard stare from his wife Melody, looking directly at him from the door of the living area. He stopped in his tracks, just looking towards her with an arched eyebrow, the tension in the air feeling ten times more during the silence that filled the space in between. He took a step towards her but she couldn't hold it in anymore and broke the silence with a single word.
Melody: Retirement?
Her tone was powerful, almost unlike her and her mood was almost unheard of. J2H's polar opposite wife was usually full of life, energy and a cheery tone, where he was more on the quiet, fuck the world kind of guy, but she had lost the cheery tone in her voice and the positive outlook in her eyes had faded.
J2H: And hello to you too, I'm fine, thanks for asking.
His smart ass approach cut no ice with his wife as she moved her hands to her hips, looking at him as he stood there. He kept his eyes on her, waiting for her response.
Melody: When was you going to tell me?
He had neglected to tell his family of his plans, because frankly, he never had those plans before he got in the ring that night, although he'd often considered hanging up the boots for good, he didn't know the heat of the moment was going to bite him right there and then.
J2H: Well do you want to stand out here like we're having some kind of Mexican stand off or shall we go take a seat and let me explain before you try and rip my head off?
She sighed and he could tell she wasn't really angry about the situation. Like most who J2H had spoke to after the show had ended, including high ranking members of the SCW hierarchy, she was just blind sided by the situation.
Melody: Fine.
The firmness of her tone had gone as she turned away to walk towards the living area of the mansion and J2H followed, his mind racing as he tried to practice the words in his head for the short time that he could before he was face to face with Melody. He watched her sit on the sofa and he opted for a nearby chair, pulling it closer to be looking at Melody before taking a seat.
J2H: Ok, so retirement. I'm not gonna bullshit ya, I know ya pissed because I never mentioned it to you before and that's because I didn't agree to shit. It was never in the long term plans of the whole thing, but in that moment, at that exact moment, it felt like it was gonna add something, it felt like it was gonna change the game, and I was right. This is High Stakes and a stupid death match just wasn't high enough for me.
Melody shook her head as she looked at him with lowered eyebrows.
Melody: So you decided at that point just to put your career on the line there and then without a second thought?
He honestly had no second thoughts when he put his career on the line in the ring. He could have blamed the hype of the moment, the fact he could drop a bombshell on the world, give something the world could be talking about and SCW was about to get it's biggest payday ever, but he didn't think about that in the moment.
J2H: Yeah, it felt right so I did it, just like that. Anyway, what's your problem with it? I get to spend more time at home,we have enough money for life. I was born with enough money for life and I made a shit ton more throwing myself around the ring. I'm earning so much money Mel, that JJ's kids won't have to work.
He looked at her as she shuffled uncomfortably in her seat, he could tell she was conflicted about something.
Melody: It's about your son. He loves seeing you wrestle, he loves going to the big shows and meeting everyone. His eyes light up every time you're on TV. I'm worried this is going to change him.
He looked at her confused, moving the hair from his eyes as it hung over his forehead.
J2H: I'm going to be in a death match, not the first dangerous match I've ever been in but I'm going in to one with a man who truly hates me. Who's to say he's not gonna accidentally do something to end my career anyway? I use the term accidentally loosely because we all know he's always a minute away from snapping and being a dick. Look at last year, this should have been said and done but he had a moment and nothing can stop him from doing that again. These matches change people and I might come out of it unable to be the person on the screen my son looks up to and that will hurt me more then anything Harris can ever do to me.
An awkward silence fills the air as J2H searches for the right words to continue.
J2H: Me upping the stakes doesn't matter because I could come out of that match a broken man, win or lose, I might have to give it up anyway. Me putting my career on the line means if I lose, I'm here more, I'm with JJ more, I'm taking him to school instead of being in some ass end of a country across the world in a place no one has ever heard of, and I'm here. I think he'll like me being around more then not.
A realisation hit J2H as he was talking.
Melody: I guess...
He could tell she'd given up for the sake of avoiding conflict.
J2H: Besides, you're making it sound like I have already lost this thing. I haven't lost, I won't lose and I will go out on my own terms. I'm not giving him or anyone else the satisfaction of retiring me. When the match is done, I will be the one who has won and get to sit there, get myself sewn back together and decide what I want to do. I might just kick the hell out of him, make him bend the knee and retire anyway, just to rub it in his face that it was my choice in the end and not his.
Melody listened to every word, still conflicted by her husbands rash move less then twelve hours before.
Melody: What are you gonna do if you retire anyway? I know you don't like being around people anyway, but you can't spend your whole life sitting in here.
He hadn't thought that far ahead and he knew it, so he said the first thing that popped in to his head.
J2H: I'll take up golf. That's what old retired people do, isn't it?
Melody tried to force herself not to smile, putting her hand over her mouth for just a few seconds.
Melody: You hate golf.
J2H: I do but isn't that what boring old retired people do to stand around and talk business opportunities and shit like that? Or I could take up fishing or something.
Melody: You hate fishing more then golf.
He frowned. He knew she was right but he'd never put any thought in to what he might do after retirement.
J2H: It doesn't matter. I don't need to do anything anyway. Set for life with money. We could just put JJ through school, and travel when he's not at school, you can still take him to SCW shows, if I have to retire, which I won't, but if I did, fuck going to SCW shows again. I don't like those lazy fucks now, plus side of retiring would be never having to see those idiots again.
Melody: You should have told us you was thinking about it.
Her tone returned to being softer.
J2H: Like I said, didn't know until that moment, but it doesn't matter, we got like two weeks to figure out the worst case scenario, but it's not gonna happen anyway, so don't worry about it. We'll talk about this shit in the morning.
Melody nodded her head and the scene faded out.
His eyes looked over all the achievements he'd ever won in his own wrestling memorabilia room in his home. Sitting on a chair looking around, his eyes pass by all the various awards his ever won. It was a moment of peace and clarity, something he often did to reminisce on his glory days and remind himself that at the age of thirty, he had done so much in an unforgiving and often harsh sport, one that dictates quality of life. His moment of clarity was shattered by his phone going off in his pocket. He pulled it out to look at it to see a video call from Austin Parker. A foreboding feeling of doom came over him as he answered the phone.
J2H: Morning Austin.
J2H looked at the face of the cowboy in front of him and knew his feeling of doom was right. Austin looked like a very upset man as he stared down the camera.
Austin: Are y'all out of ya god damned mind?
He didn't mince his words as they rolled out from phone to phone, very venomous and angry.
J2H: Well it does seem to be the theme of my last couple of days it seems so I'm going to have to go with yes, I am out of my god damned mind.
Austin face stayed in its stony demeanour.
Austin: A god dang death match!
J2H knew why Austin would always be against matches like that. He himself competed in a death match many years ago, against none other then Hot Stuff Mark Ward, which ended with barbed wire around Austin's neck and an unwanted move in to retirement.
J2H: I know this is a sore point for you, mostly in the neck....
Inside, J2H was smiling at his quip but kept a straight face.
Austin: Wise ass.
That made him smile even more inside.
J2H: I know what I'm doing Austin. I have been in far worse matches against much tougher people and I've done exactly what I've had to and got out of it all just fine. I am not worried about this one at all.
Austin: This match retired me, it put my ass out of this business for years. This match changed mah life. Ah couldn't get out of bed for days after this match. It didn't shorten my career, it ended mah career.
J2H looked down the phone, looking at Austin's face.
J2H: Yeah, but I'm a lot younger then you were when you did this match type. You were already falling apart.
Austin gritted his teeth as J2H nodded at him.
Austin: Aren't ya just full of piss and vinegar today.
J2H: I'm full of confidence Austin. People forget all the shit I've already done before I was already this good. Roulette champion might sound a whole lot of fun until someone is trying to beat you half to death with every weapon out there. Fuck, even a few weeks ago, a witches road match. I didn't even know what the fuck to expect from it, but I got through it without a scratch. The only issue I had with that was trying to get the smell of Bill Barnhart off me. Took days to do that. People forget the stuff I've already done. In my first run as World Champion which seems a lifetime ago, I did more insane things then most so this death match ain't even playing on my mind.
J2H felt confident in himself but Austin was playing his cards close to his chest.
Austin: An' the whole retirement stuff?
J2H shrugged his shoulder, poking his lip out and looking calm.
J2H: Not even thinking about it because he don't beat me. Yeah, I went off script a bit and I don't give a fuck if it's pissed people off because you know what, more people will buy this now because people want to see me lose, but they'll be disappointed and I still won't give a fuck because I'll be getting paid more anyway.
Austin: Retirement isn't as fun as ya think.
J2H rolled his eyes as he slowly shook his head.
J2H: Why does everyone think this is set up for me to lose? I am not gonna lose this one Austin. Everyone can think I'm going to but I'm not losing this one. Melody's been on my ass about this, everyone is out there thinking I've done this to lay down. Why the fuck would I lay down? No matter what happens, Harris will be out of the place anyway, so why would fate take away the two people in the main event at the same time? It's not for me to be gone in this one. I'm gonna win this one, I can feel it.
Austin looked at J2H, he had faith in the man he had trained in to the guy he was looking at. He had faith in the man he had managed to success for years but the death match and retirement possibility had struck a sour note with the Georgia native.
Austin: Well if you do end up unemployed.... I mean retired by the end of the month, I could always use another farm hand.
For the first time in the entire conversation, Austin broke in to a half smile as he looked down the camera, only to be met with an unimpressed look from J2H.
J2H: From main eventing the biggest show of the year to shovelling shit at your place? Are you out of your fucking mind? I did enough of that when you was training me and I'm not doing that again. Minimum wage bullshit to be covered in horse shit. I don't need that.
Austin smirked down the camera, he knew his words would set J2H off.
J2H: Do you really think I would move everyone from here, to there to shovel horse shit? The place stinks! I mean how the fuck you can spend most of your time there is beyond me. You could have been in a nice place, but you chose to play cowboy, I am not even thinking about working for you there.
Austin knew he had a measure of revenge on the move from J2H's earlier smart ass comments and pushed further.
Austin: Ok, maybe y'all can be a mailman. You'd look so cute in the little uniform.
It was J2H's turn to grit his teeth as he looked back at Austin.
J2H: Fuck off! Mailman. The fuck you get this shit from?
Austin laughed out loud as he looked at J2H through the phone.
Austin: How about a crossing guard? Rich kid schools have those, right? Y'all could stand there stopping traffic.
J2H: I stop traffic everywhere I go because well, I'm J2H! But you know where you can stick that suggestion!
Austin: Car park attendant?
J2H shook his head, feeling that the mocking was only going to get worse.
J2H: I'm hanging up now.
Austin: Security guard?
He rolled his eyes.
J2H: Bye Austin.
With that, J2H quickly hit the button on his phone, ending the call. He leaned back in the chair, just thinking back on the conversation he just had.
J2H: Everyone thinks I'm done, but they all have another thing coming. I'm J2H, I'm sitting in a room with everything I've achieved in my life, most people can put everything they've done in wrestling in a fucking shoe box. This is not my time to retire. This is my time to end someone else's career.
J2H looked around the room and smiled as his eyes looked at everything he'd won.
J2H: They think I'm done? They've got another thing coming!
And with his reassurances to himself, the camera fades to black.
An old wooden stage can be seen, it's best days long behind it, as shown by the worn floor boards and faded wood. A solitary spotlight shines down to centre stage, just about showing the red curtains on either side of the stage. Footsteps can be heard walking across the stage, the floorboards creaking underneath the weight of a person. The footsteps get louder as the shadow of J2H walks towards the spotlight, standing underneath it as the camera moves in closer.
J2H: So now, the end is near, and so I face my final curtain.
The words echo around the empty auditorium, words made famous by the legendary Frank Sinatra fill the room, but J2H shakes his head.
J2H: I think not. They say that life is a play and we're just playing our part or some shit like that, but I don't buy that, I know we're not here just playing a role until that cold embrace of death, I know I'm special so this is not my last curtain call, I know this is not my grand finale, on the grandest stage of all, I know that for me, I'm just getting fucking started!
The passion in his voice bounces off the walls.
J2H: People have been telling me from last Sunday that I must be insane because no one knew I would be willing to put my career on the line, no one was told that I was willing to risk it all for that grasp of glory and I'm going to let you in on a little secret. I didn't know I was going to do it either until I looked that man in the eyes, heard his shit that his was speaking and I heard the crack in his voice. I knew at that point he doesn't have the stomach for this anymore, I heard in his voice that he was already defeated before he put his name on that contract. I could hear it, I could tell so this isn't about my career, this is about making him know his place in the whole thing, this is about him knowing where to kneel, this is about him kissing the ring.
His words grew in confidence as he stood under the spotlight.
J2H: My career is legendary and I could have come back and took the easy ride. I could have lived off my name for chance after chance, but I didn't. What you people don't see is this didn't happen overnight. This started over a year and a half ago. Let's go back to 2023 when I came back for Blast From The Past, the beginning of 2023 when I put on the boots for a pissy little tournament. I didn't do that for the reason everyone else did, I didn't do it for the shortcut to the top, I didn't need that, I could have used my name for that, but I didn't. I came back, I beat everyone and that's where it started, the beginning of everything you witnessed. Think about it, Michael Harris being the champion, me taking it from him, losing it to him, his idiot little son being dragged in to this. The rivalry with Alexander Raven, the fact I stopped him from retiring by giving him another shot, The Entity's arrival to be revealed as Kevin Carter, the end of Michael Harris, the end of Jayden Harris, the reveal of Kevin Carter, the forming of a super group with Alexander Raven. The antagonising of Mark Ward and Christian Underwood. I've been building for this moment for years.
A proud, yet arrogant look appears on J2H's face, his usual default setting.
J2H: Long term storytelling ya silly fucks, proof if you wasn't lazy, you could do this too, but with the long game, you need an end game and the end game falls on you Michael.
The arrogant look turns to a serious look as he takes a deep breath.
J2H: You were the common thing between me, Kevin and Alexander, because not one of us could stand you, not one of us could stomach you, but I knew what you were like, I knew there would be an opportunity to reel you in and you gave it to me with your son. We knew we can get that bastard in you too appear once more and fall in to our trap so that I can get rid of you once and for all. I've been planning your downfall from the second I got in the ring with you, I've been planning your downfall for over a year. Was attempted murder too far? Well, maybe it was only attempted for a reason. Us taking out your bitch son, that was the bait and you fell for it.
That serious look stays on his face as he continues to reveal his thought process.
J2H: I hate Jayden, I hate that little shit stain with a passion but I knew he was your weakness. I knew he was the one that would lure you out. I know as much as he's a secret disappointment to you, he was also your weakness and I was proved right. I've had his number for a long time and no matter how many lucky wins he got here, I knew he is never gonna make it and I knew daddy would do his best to try and protect him, but now Michael, you need to see protecting him has left you exposed. I knew exactly how to lure you in to what I wanted.
He pats himself on the back.
J2H: And I did. I wanted something sick to end you in the ring, but a death match? Fucking hate them, don't want nothing to do with them, but like Kevin whispered in my ear last Sunday, it's you I'm facing, it's someone clinging on to the last of his career by his fingertips, that would do anything to stand in my spotlight.
J2H points up at the spotlight.
J2H: If this is what it takes Michael, if this what tops off the barbed wire cage match of the past, if this what it takes to make you bend the knee to me, then so fucking be it! It won't be the first time I've put my body on the line to protect something. Remember when ya wanted my legacy? You wanted my name wiped from history before you found a way to get fired? I didn't forget. I won't forget, you wanted that and I was willing to go through hell to protect it, and I'm gonna do the same for my career because my story isn't finished yet. Do you remember what I said around eleven months ago, the first Climax Control of 2024? Denver, Colorado ring a bell?
He pauses for a moment to allow people to think back.
J2H: I know Alexander remembers because that was the start of getting this band together. For those too stupid to remember, I took the World Heavyweight championship and laid it in front of me and I told the world I didn't need it cause no one back there could beat me. I made a promise that I would come back for that belt in 2025. I said I wouldn't be in contenders matches or put myself involved in any way. I told everyone they were safe from me taking their championship in 2024 and I stuck to that. Through the year, I've also made tweets towards Finn Whelan that I'll be coming for him for the mega match in 2025 if he is still the champion...
He lays his hands out in front of him.
J2H: See! Long term story shit, planting seeds that none of you lazy fucks know how to do!
He rolls his eyes.
J2H: And I plan on doing that if Finn can hold on to that belt for just a couple more months. I don't go back on my word so Michael, you do not have the last say on my career, death match or any other fucking match, you don't control my destiny. Everything like always is in my very own hands.
He looks down at his hands and continues talking.
J2H: These hands create magic and not in the Harry Potter way. These hands will be covered in your blood. These hands will destroy you like they have done in the past. There's no way on this fucking planet do I let you retire me. There's no way in this world that I live with the fact knowing I got retired by some old fuck trying to remember what his glory days felt like. This is my show Michael, I make this show famous every fucking year. I come to this show and leave my heart in the ring, and this year, main event, I do not leave my career in the ring with it. I refuse to leave my career in the ring with it.
He raises a finger.
J2H: Speaking of main event, any of you internet bitches questioning why I'm in the main event, other then the fact I am the foundation this place is built on, I put in the fucking work, no one else did, cry harder.
A sarcastic roll of the eyes follows his final word as he wipes an imaginary tear from his eye.
J2H: My career is probably the best career in wrestling. I went from getting looked down on, pissed on by everyone, listening to two people moan and bitch when I won the World Championship, yeah, I'm talking about you Goth, and I'm talking about you Rage, because I was nothing but a mid card talent who got lucky, yeah I remember those words. I had people doubt me when I was in my first run, and I had people say I should give up the belt for the good of the company. My DM's were lighting up with shit like "let's do this thing where this happens and you drop the belt to me." from people who years later have still never been a World Champion. I was looked down upon and you know what I did? I went on a fucking run where I held that belt for the longest time in SCW until these no good pricks took me seriously. I went on and on, where I was in the biggest matches against people who were big stars and I fucking beat them all. I lost the belt, I won the belt, I just spent the last year and half of my life making people take fucking notice. I hit the Hall of Fame with more accolades then anyone else in this business. I did that myself, I did that off my own fucking back. I worked with legends and I bitch slapped a few people below me and created this career that no one, and I mean no one can ever match.
The passion in his voice grew as he continues.
J2H: I put myself through hell for years to create something from when I was a teenager, to now, creating something that people can not keep up with. I'm thirty years old and I've done more in my wrestling career then anyone else at my age, and people much older and Michael, you think you're going to be the one that takes that away from me? You think you're gonna end a living, walking talking breathing legend, when your best days are so far behind you, you can't even remember them?
The fire was burning bright in J2H's eyes as he clenches his jaw.
J2H: You do not get that privilege Michael, not now, not ever. If you tried thousands of times, you do not get to be the man that ends me or my career. I will go out on my own terms and it won't be influenced by you because this fight is bigger then any championship match, this fight is bigger then anything you've been involved in. It's not time for this curtain to shut, it's not time for me to wander off in to the sunset, it's not time for me to give up the ghost and leave my boots in the ring and move on to the next stage of my life. This is my career and it's in my hands and death match or any kind of match, you don't control me, you don't control my destiny.
He narrows his eyes slightly.
J2H: Nothing Michael, nothing you can do can stop me, and you will bend the knee like the little bitch that you are in front of your friends, your family and the entire world. You will swallow your pride and admit that I am your better, that I am your superior in every single way. You will feel that shock running through you when you utter those words, you will know that I have humbled you again, and you will know that you will forever be in my shadow. That's real talk bitch!
The spotlight drops out and the auditorium and the camera switch to nothing but darkness. >