Evening all of my Gem Stones out there…
I am excited because this week I have the special pleasure of walking into a match that is part of the proving ground series. It seems like a lot is at stake and it’s really exciting that I can be part of something so special. To be honest I feel like I am a woman who is lost and is trying to find her way. I will be the very first to admit that things haven’t really been going in the way that I had hoped for things to go.
Ever since I got involved in that Victoria Lyons incident when she was Queen for a Day and she demanded that I should do something that I really didn’t want to do. It just wasn’t my cup of tea personally and ever since that day I have lost my footing and a sense of who I am or what I should do.
I wish I could come out here and have all of the passion in the world to do something big but lately it just seems like I just don’t have it in me.
My mind has been elsewhere and I just haven’t been myself.
I need to put all of that behind me. I got something big on the horizon and it looks like I will once again be stepping into the ring with Mercedes Vargas for what will be the 2000th time and I also get to step into the ring with a woman who is a relative newcomer.
Honestly it doesn’t matter to me because the only thing that I can do is go out there to that ring and give my very all. So ladies you better get ready because I am giving all I got.
Cheers…
