Blog: Almighty Firesemana del 21 al 28 de marzo de 2021Look, I'm glad I made it to 2021. I spent the first few weeks coming up with resolutions outside of the usual going to the gym, eating healthy, and chasing your dreams spiel. But come on, three months in now, I haven't won a match, am nowhere near the main event scene, and I haven't held a championship in who knows how long. This is not the Mercedes Vargas who has taken a red pen and rewritten the history books. This isn't the Mercedes Vargas who has won more championships than anyone in the company. This isn't the Mercedes Vargas who has forged a legacy that will never be equaled or surpassed.
There comes a time when success, accolades, praise and fanfare slowly start to fade away, I'm not blind to that. I've reached the mountaintop, I've also hit rock bottom, and once that happens, well, there is only one way to go from there. I know these things because I've lived through them. Many people are conditioned to believe they are a product of their circumstance. It could be true. Maybe I'm wrong, but it could be. I could easily blame bad luck, injury and circumstances out of my control for this year and I wouldn't be surprised if people took that as gospel but why lie to myself. The reason why people actively call me out is because they can get a badly needed win. It's been said that I'm past my prime, and maybe it's time I've come to grips with that, maybe I've finally reached that moment of clarity. There's no getting over, under, around or through it that out of all the talent in the women's division, which is seemingly getting stronger every month not to mention the inevitability of new stars being called up from Sin City Underground, that I can't keep up with the young talent. You've seen the results, and it hasn't been pretty or anything I would write home about and it's certainly something I'm not readily admit nor am I happy about. I've made no secret of the frustration about that. When they say that life is 10% what happens to you and 90% how you react, I think they missed out on the fact 100% of my experience is based on seeing the glass half-full.
I've been in this industry long enough to know that there will always be someone younger, hungrier and more motivated than you when you're at the top. They are working to live the success that you have, and some are just outright looking to take your spot. It's not easy to carry a target on your back. And it's very easy to lose focus on what you set out to do and take things easy.
Before you know it, the rude shock of a defeat is around the corner. One defeat leads to another, then another, then another. Suddenly you're in a free fall and once that happens, the same fans cheering your name in the past will doubt your abilities. If you're not careful, the glitz, the glamour, the money and the glory can all disappear very quickly. Sometimes, no matter how hard you try, you can't get it back.
I hate to say it but I'm just treading water right now. Alicia is building herself back up, Christina and Myra are featured heavily as champs, Amber has been the name on everyone's lips while Bella and Lucy has been revitalized since falling short in the Blast From the Past. Even Mikah has been on a roll and it's like she never even left the company.
So, right, past my prime. I get it, I don't have it anymore, that no matter what I do, it's only a matter of time before I hang up my boots. At least I still have a chance. Violet, on the other hand, is a different story. See, no matter what she does, I can’t think anyone takes her seriously as a threat to the top stars in SCW. Her against say Char Kwan or Jessie Salco on a typical card? Sure, she's got more than a fighting chance because they're at her level. But Violet against Evie Jordan last year? Nope. Violet versus Roxi Johnson or Andrea Hernandez in a future match this year? Don't make me laugh. I can't take Violet beating any of those names, and now she has step in the ring with the best of the best. Any other day, SCW would do her no favors making this match, but I wanted Violet all to myself so she can back up every word that comes out of her mealy mouth.
So, past my prime, right? Does that mean I can't go back and find it? I believe my prime is there somewhere. Even as the losses pile up. Even as my career is stuck in neutral. Even as each opponent has got my number.
And even as I want this streak to end as soon as possible.
Past my prime. I wouldn't say that Because I think I'm at that stage of my career. Take Blaze of Glory for example, I'm about to compete at this supercard for the seventh consecutive year. Sure, longevity doesn't mean muqch these days, but it has to count for something. I've been at it longer than many of my competitors have been around. It's hard to believe I've been wrestling professionally for nearly 12 years, nine of them in Sin City Wrestling alone, and I’ll continue doing so.
With the championships, records and accolades I've set in this company, I could retire today and not be bothered. I've won 12 championships. Some may view the pursuit of titles as the only worthy goal in wrestling, or really any other sport in general, but once someone has won as many as I have, the idea that chasing more might become less satisfying is somewhat understandable. Whether I add another championship or retire, everything that happens to me from here on out is just icing on the cake.
Violet is anticipating this match against me at the supercard, but she's going to wish she hadn't. She's on borrowed time, and her fifteen minutes of fame - or should that be infamy - is almost up.
Violet, if anything you should be thanking me that you're getting to compete at Blaze of Glory for the first time because I can promise you that you're going to live up to the name.
You had a chance to take me out at Climax Control 294 and make a name for yourself.
I'm the only woman to give you a second chance in the first place.
Estar preparado para lo peor, esperar lo mejor.
Prepare for the worst, hope for the best.
Y que la suerte está siempre en su favor.
And may the odds be ever in your favor.~~~
Flashback - January 2009, Washington, DCUn Sueño - Faded Glory
[[What was that Ferris said? Life comes at you fast? Yeah.
2018 has come and gone. The menorah and dreidel have been put away. Christmas trees and ornaments are rewrapped are back into boxes. Many an office party was had. Times Square counted down the final seconds until another ball dropped to ring in the New Year.
New Year's resolutions were made just as soon as they were broken.
Resolutions...
I never was a fan of New Year's resolutions to start with. If I really wanted to change something, I didn't need to wait until December 31st when there's no better time than the present.
I took a leap of faith joining my
first wrestling promotion after a few years off doing the modeling and acting thing, even then the wrestling bug never went away.
So I'm in Washington, D.C. for the first time. Little did I know, visiting the nation's capital was a little hectic than I thought it would be. With so many things to see and do, it was just a challenge trying to get in all the sights.
That, and I had a match that night. Second match of my career and already I'm facing a woman towering six feet. It's been a week since I made my in-ring debut, yet somehow I still felt like that fresh-faced newcomer, even though I truly was. My opponent was making her debut against me. Lucky for me, I won my debut in North Carolina, but that's neither here or there. I like challenges, embraced it. I like taking risks too.
In this business you have to.
Whatever it takes.
I don't believe in resolutions, but I do believe in setting goals. Right now, all I wanted was to get a photo of the one place I only seen on television.]]The North Lawn from Pennsylvania Avenue at the White House. Mercedes walks up to a security guard..::MERCEDES::..
So, how well do you know Barrack?
.::OFFICER::..
Uh, he was inaugurated three days ago, ma'am.
.::MERCEDES::..
Seriously? He's the leader of the free world and you don't know one thing about him? The shame! What do they even pay you for?
.::OFFICER::..
I'm just doing my job. Don't you have someplace to be?
.::MERCEDES::..
Not right now, no. Can I show you something?
Mercedes opens a sketchpad with the blue print of the inside of the White House. Incredulous, the officer looks at the drawings than back to the her..::OFFICER::..
This is incredible, you got every place right, right down to the very last detail. Are you an artist?
.::MERCEDES::..
Artist? No, I'm with the tour group.
Mercedes turns to wave at a few people who are a few yards back..::MERCEDES::..
But I did stay at a Holiday Inn last night. Can I get Obama's autograph?
.::OFFICER::..
I'm going to ask you leave.
Mercedes spins on her heels and walks away a backwards glance.
>••••L A S V E G A S • N E V A D AFlash forward to now.Mercedes: I was this close.
Irma: So you did get to meet Obama?
A quiet evening overlooking the Las Vegas skyline from her hotel room at The Saxon. Mercedes sits comfortably on her bed talking with Irma on the screen through Facetime. She can hear her television giving way to 80s music. Irma is rummaging through a collage of old newspaper clippings framed that shows the sensational headlines from that year.Mercedes: He was busy, apparently. I was very disappointed. To think I compromised a lot to get an autograph. Is that so much to ask?
Irma: If you're watching a four-hour game on a five-inch screen, you've compromised a lot.
Mercedes: Irma, please. It's late.
~~~
L A S V E G A S • N E V A D A
Present DayStanding in front some colorful art murals in downtown Las Vegas, Mercedes takes a deep breath and waits for her cue as the cameraman starts a five second countdown, then goes silent at “two” and “one” before her opening words are spoken."Grass is mostly green. Water is wet. The sun is hot, rises in the East and sets in the West. These are some generally well-known facts. In life, you are guaranteed three things: death, taxes, and me competing at Blaze of Glory. That was a gimme there. I'm making history too just by showing up and officially claiming the record for most consecutive pay-per-view appearances. You didn’t have to read the spoilers to know that this match was pretty much decided the moment it was placed on the card. Still, I have to hand it to Violet. She sounds very much determined. It’s not for a lack of trying on her part, because if she was facing someone else this Sunday, maybe, just maybe, the outcome would have been different.
"See, Vivi, the only thing standing between failure and earning maybe the third biggest win of your career after Dani Weston and winning the Bombshell Roulette Championship from Candy…is me. The only thing standing between getting that elusive Bombshell Roulette Championship you never received and having to earn your way back to title contention is me. The only thing standing between you and me is reality. Now you’re probably going to hate me for this..."
She raises an index finger in a wait a minute gesture"Actually, let me rephrase that. You’re probably going to hate me for this, but it has to be said. If it wasn't for me putting out this challenge, chances are you would be sitting at home and watching the supercard. You would be kicking yourself knowing that you could have been on one of the premier supercards and earning a hearty paycheck."
Mercedes makes the cha-ching gesture with her hands.
"No, don't shake your head. Don’t try to persuade me, sweetheart, you know it's the truth. Your eyes says it all, much more than anything that comes out of your mouth. Don’t think that just because you got a free ride to Blaze of Glory that you’re going to waltz right through this match. Don’t expect the seas to part again. This is far from a cakewalk. As good as you think you are, as great as you think you're going to be, you’re not going to get past me.
"It’s not going to happen. Not on my watch. Not while I have anything to say about it. Because it all comes full circle now. It's you and me, sweetheart, and face to face this time. I won't have my back turned, and that alone should scare you.
"So I’ll see you at Blaze of Glory, Violet, and I’ll show you why exactly you’re out of your league. And after I beat you and ruin your Blaze of Glory debut you will rue the day you ever disrespected one of the most decorated champions in history."
***Fade***