Part 1 - A Trip Down Memory Lane
10th October 2017
GIW Revolt - Backstage
The steel folding chair swung again...then again...then again...rebounding off skull, shoulder, arm, the wielder didn’t care as their fit of rage built to a crescendo. The victim let out cries of pain with each strike, each becoming higher pitched and increasingly desperate as they realised the end to the assault was nowhere in sight. As we zoom out, the picture becomes increasingly more bizarre. The attacker, giving away a whole foot in height, bucketloads in stature, and had maybe a third in muscle mass, was in the ascendency. It was held by Galveston Island Wrestling’s Legacy champion, the 16-year old Faith Simpson, otherwise known as “The Future”, and before her last birthday, “The Fifteen Year Old Phenom”. Her gritted teeth could be seen periodically as her blonde locks swung around her face wildly in time with the barrage.
As we see her come mere millimetres away from connecting a clean strike to the unprotected face of the adonis of a man, for reasons currently unknown, the screen freezes. The voice of Mark “The Dragon” Cross steps in as narrator.
Let’s just pause for a second, after all, you probably want some context as to how a teenager ended up swinging for the fences at the face of a guy that was no stranger to a bout of ‘roid rage. It paints the weirdest picture. This is a story about loss. We all experience loss of course, and while they all stick with us in some way, shape or form, not all loss is created equal. Five bucks out of my pocket, who cares. The life of a human I care about? Big impact. In the past five years, I can think of three examples of loss that will live long in my memory. The sudden passing of my Dad, who was the single biggest influence on the person I became...or are still striving to be, the loss of Amanda, the girl that captured my heart from the moment we met, as our marriage of over ten years fell around our ears, and while temporary, the loss of Faith Simpson as my star student.
The first, irreversible, and while by far the most heartbreaking, we will come back to that at another time, in another run of matches. The second, well we’ll talk about that a little bit in part two, and the third...well that whole saga was an interesting story to say the least...but it resolved itself in the end, in the most brutal of ways. Let me set the scene. Galveston Island Wrestling was the last place I really called home before Sin City, as far as my own career went. Afterwards I bounced around, putting myself in the places I needed to be to help Faith, and on a time schedule that did too. After a mentally and physically draining run for the GIW Undisputed title that I’ll refer to later, I took the opportunity to head back to Japan for a tour. Filling my spot on the roster, and stepping into an open Battle Royale used as a proving ground for new and potential signings, was Faith Simpson. The winner got a shot at the Legacy title belt. She was fifteen at the time, and while stepping into that level of competition at such a young age is definitely not recommended, and wouldn’t even be entertained by most promotions, she wasn’t your regular teenage upstart.
I’ve probably said this before, but Faith is that person you hate, unless she’s on your team. Sport wasn’t her strongest suit as she progressed through school, she played a little bit of soccer, normally warming the bench as an impact sub, when her pure speed would be enough to scare a defender or two, but wrestling, that was was in her blood, Faith’s third generation, and when she gets in a wrestling ring she doesn’t think, she just does. One of my favourite examples of this was when I faced her in a training match. Up to then, she’d only performed her finisher from a standing start. It was to my surprise on this day, as I came off the ropes at full-tilt, to find myself on the receiving end of a Twist of Faith, with both of us at a dead run. Yes, it does hurt a lot more at speed, yes my chiropractor had a good payday from me for the rest of the week, and most annoyingly when I asked her about it afterwards, she shrugged, and said it just happened, she guessed. Brilliant.
To her debut then. The nerves were evident that night, and she spent a lot of time keeping out of the way (these days we call it pulling a Teddy Warren), but an opportunity arose, Have a Little Faith from the top rope, one, two, three. She had a shot of becoming the youngest champion in company history. She won that match too by the way, and at fifteen she had already achieved something that others didn't manage in a whole career, championship gold.
In a company with it's fair share of powerful, successful women, Faith was starting to make a splash of her own. She was getting on the radars of the wrong people, and not long after her sixteenth birthday, she defended her title successfully for the first time. As she tried to catch her breath and enjoy the victory, she was viciously assaulted by Aspen Chaud and Alexis Terry with two steel chairs. Two Hall of Fame inductees, intimidated by a teenager with some early success and some blistering speed around a wrestling ring.
Over the next two weeks, we’re going to reflect on some of the most pivotal moments, and the impact it had on some of its key players, then, and now.
29th June 2017
The Simpson Residence
Her parents blamed me for not protecting her, even though I was over in Japan at the time. During this time I left her in the hands of Leon “Octane” McKane, who had trained me since day one of my wrestling journey, a grizzled veteran with over 30 years of in-ring experience and “Deadly” Devinee Delaney, with over 10. In short, she was left in safe, experienced hands. Nobody expected what happened that night to have taken place. Had I been there, would it have been different? Probably not, I wouldn’t have seen it coming until it was too late either. I maybe could have delivered some instant justice, but the damage had already been done
Maybe I should have seen it coming, I mean. I knew Faith was a threat, I worked with her every day, but I figured with her age, and her inexperience, she wouldn’t have been a big concern to anyone else. Her parents thought I’d dropped the ball. I'd abandoned my post...but I left her with people I trusted. Who was to blame, the man who trained me my entire career. One of my oldest friends, who embarked on her own wrestling career around the same time as mine in football...or the staff of Galveston Island Wrestling...who let a teenager, and a potentially huge draw for them as her stock rose, get worked over by two of its biggest stars. I would say option three.
We are taking to a large dining table. Seated around it are Mark “The Dragon” Cross at one end. At the other, Faith’s parents. The placement signifies the obvious stand-off taking place in the room as we jump in. Sitting off to the side, eyes puffy and red, quite understandably, sits Faith.
Faith’s Dad: I'm sorry Mark, we've just decided to go in a different direction.
Faith’s Mom: We think it's for the best.
The Dragon: The best for who exactly?
Mark’s voice was raised just a little. He was trying to keep composure, but it was clear that it was on the rocks by now. Her parents on the other hand were the combined face of calm and solidarity.
Faith’s Dad: For Faith. For her career.
The Dragon: And Faith, do you agree with this...honestly?
Faith: I...I don't know…
Faith’s Mom: We'd rather not make a scene. She starts with her new trainer on Monday.
The Dragon: I'm not making a scene. I'm trying to figure out what happened here. Besides you said a different direction, who did you pick to replace me anyway, which gym?
Faith’s Dad: Apollo Adams.
Mark’s fist struck the table as soon as he heard the name.
The Dragon: Are you FUCKING kidding me? The roid head? The guy's a sadist, is he going to juice Faith up too or just run her into the ground?
For a best description of Apollo, think Teddy from Brooklyn Nine-Nine, but with bigger arms and shorter legs. To his credit, Augustus Adams was a good wrestler in college, and his pro career started with plenty of promise and some good results against some experienced heads. He wisely adopted a snappier first name for his in-ring persona, and he looked like he would belong on the circuit.
Early on he found an addiction to the weight room, as what had started out as a means to make him more durable in the ring brought with it the buzz of lifting heavier, seeing the muscle building in the mirror, and it took over his training regime. He spent less and less time working on wrestling fundamentals, and his in-ring skills fell further and further down his list of priorities. His (ab)use of steroids became infamous as he looked for further improvement to his physique. His sloppy ring work became ever more dangerous, and his tactics leaned more and more towards damaging opponents and less towards outwrestling them. Plus, he had a mean streak when things didn't go his way too, which was on a short fuse as a result of the regular juicing. He struck fear into opponents, not because of his ability, but they’d rather not risk the time on injured reserve to chalk up another win. He had a similar effect to Fenris in Sin City, only the White Wolf does it with far more class and finesse.
Apollo's work ethic when it came to training was unmatched, and while taking on students seemed more like a means to fund his growing list of vices than out of any real desire to make anyone better, those that managed to stay the course with him came out as warriors, and more than capable of withstanding the physicality of the sport, although in dire need of some going back to basics. I couldn’t deny that he was bringing some things to the table that would benefit Faith, but on balance I feared the worst.
The Dragon: You're trying to tell me someone that unstable is the safer bet than me, really?
Faith’s Dad: It's more because she needs someone that won't let that bullshit happen to her again. You're too passive Mark, too laid back. You think two grown women laying into our daughter with steel chairs is character building? Or are you trying to stay in the good books with your employer for when you decide to come back from Japan? My family have been in this business for enough years to understand how this works, jealousy is a terrible thing and those women definitely shouldn’t know better, but the business shouldn't have to toughen her up, YOU should prepare her. Faith ran before she could walk because of you. A champion at 16?
Faith’s Mom: We run a promotion Mark! If she was going to debut anywhere it should have been with us, we’d have wrapped her up in cotton wool and made sure it was done right.
The Dragon: She's already good enough to hold down that belt. She’s a champion now. She’s a winner now, and she defended well. Why stifle that when she’s ready to spread her wings? And why should I let you make this a financial thing?
An icy feel suddenly descended on the room.
Faith’s Mom: What do you mean financial?
Faith’s Dad: Don’t you dare...you know it’s not about that…
Faith: Huh?
Faith’s Mom:It’s nothing Faith…
The Dragon: You wanted her to debut in your promotion, wait for her to light it up like you know she’s going to, fill more seats, sell more merchandise, it’s a business decision isn’t it? That’s exactly why I pushed her elsewhere. It should be about Faith, not me, not you guys, not your promotion…
Faith: Is that true Dad?
Faith’s Dad: Get out. You know that’s not what I think.
He’s right, I did. Faith’s parents and her Grandad, who started the Simpson family legacy, were the good guys. They absolutely put their daughter above their own interests, and I was desperately trying to throw a spanner in the works. It was immature, it could have damaged their relationship with their daughter for life, and could have derailed Faith’s career too.
I felt bad about it then. Thinking back to it now, I still do. I wished I’d never said it, but I put those words out there, and no matter how things went from then on, there was no way I could ever take them back.
6th July 2017
Dragon’s Lair Gym - New Orleans
I was devastated. I don't think anyone expected it to hit as hard as it did, especially me. After all, working with someone as their main coach if you like was a new thing for me. I was still very much in the prime of my career, I was still working a full-time schedule, and while I contemplated pulled the plug on my time in Galveston Island Wrestling after the situation with Faith, as one door began, another door was opening. ECWF were based in Miami, my hometown, were a long established brand, and we were in the early throws of contract negotiation. Something about home was calling to me.
To their credit, my team did their best to try and cheer me up. Also to her credit Amanda, who knew me better than all of them put together, didn't. She knew it was better to leave me to work through it, and anything she tried would likely do more harm than good. As I think back to moments like this in my life, I realise how little I appreciated my wife sometimes. The best things she did for me were often the things she decided not to do. Maybe that’s why I didn’t realise until it was too late.
We are taken to the tiny side office of the Dragon’s Lair’s second location out in New Orleans. Following a short-lived brand split that saw Mark moved to the city, and with no suitable options for a place to train, they copy-pasted their original business model and made one. Mark is seen sitting behind the desk, speaking to lead trainer Leon McKane.
Octane: I’ve got this girl I want you to look at. I think she’s got something.
The Dragon: A girl. How old is she, a teenager?
Octane: She’s 18, man.
The Dragon: A little rough around the edges but good potential, maybe a bit of a high flying type?
Octane: How did y-
The Dragon: You tried to find the first Faith replacement in need of a trainer and brought her into the gym.
Octane: Listen man, when she was here it was different, YOU were different. Focussing on Faith made you focus more on your own career as well somehow, coaching is good for you.
The Dragon: Coaching was good for me. Maybe one day it will be again, but I’ll jump back in when I’m ready.
Octane: Just...man will you just look at her? She’s Japanese?
The Dragon: Why didn’t you just say that!?!
Bounding up from the desk, The Dragon brushed past Octane in his hurry to get to the door, throwing open the exit from the small office and out onto the gym floor. Turning to face the sound of it opening, are two middle-aged Japanese, likely the girl’s parents, who beam as soon as they catch sight of him.
Mum: MA-KU KU-RO-SU!
Dad: Hai! Ma-ku Ku-ro-su!
In the centre of the ring, a bubblegum blue-haired Japanese teenager breaks the side headlock she had her opponent in and waves enthusiastically. Having no patience for the rookie import, her opponent nails a swift elbow to the ribs, followed by a DDT. Mark slowly pushes the door closed.
The Dragon: Why...are her parents here?
Octane: They're renting a house here while she trains with us. They're huge fans of yours from your tours.
The Dragon: We're not uprooting another young girl for her to be disappointed.
Octane: Her family have money, they're happy to do it, they said there was nobody else they'd want to train their daughter. Besides, it'll do you good.
The Dragon: Do me good? What will do me good? This isn't like replacing your son's hamster that died with another similar looking hamster so you don't have to have a conversation about death with them. You can't just bring a replacement Faith in here and pretend that fixes everything.
Octane: But won't it give you something else to focus…
Mark’s fist pounded the wood of the desk, the second time in a matter of days he’d made such a gesture to get his point across.
The Dragon: I HAVE something. My own damn career, don't you get it? I didn't think about putting it on the backburner because I had to. I haven't done that for my own wife, not even once, and she hasn't for me, we both knew that was what we were signing up for. That girl made me want to put her wrestling above mine. You think that happens lightly for someone like me? You think I'm just going to bounce to that girl out there because she’s come a long way?
Octane: I mean you could at least try…
The Dragon: Tell them no Octane. Get rid of them. Is this the grand plan, pick someone so committed to me that they’ll come all this way, make sure what happens with Faith doesn’t happen again? Well I don’t want sure fire bets, I'll pay their goddamn flights back to Japan if I have to just...I want to be back in Miami, not failing another teenager. Get them out of my gym.
Octane: But wha-
The Dragon: Get rid of them Octane. I swear to fucking G-
Octane: OK man, OK, I got this I got this.
With very little argument, Leon McKane did exactly that, bundling the family out of Dragon's Lair, and to the local diner, where he apologized and tried to explain my situation in the clearest way he could to people with a decent, but not native level of English understanding.
He continued to train the girl himself, usually later in the evening, when there were less people in the gym in general, and after I was long gone. I knew what was happening of course, people talked, or asked me questions, out of curiosity. I wanted to try and tell myself that I was doing it out of pity for the family, having come all the way out here to the US in the first place. In truth, I was more curious to see how the girl turned out in the hands of the guy that either taught, or arranged for me to be taught, most everything I knew about the sport.
It’s not particularly relevant, but I will tell you that I did eventually agree to work with the girl, one day per week. Octane handled the rest, and it was an arrangement everyone seemed to be happy and on board with. She was taller than Faith, so she looked a little gangly and awkward in the ring, but dojos in Japan are generally excellent, and she came in with all of the good habits and strong foundations that you would expect. That made adding extra facets to her game was generally a pretty easy experience.
As I read this, the pair are currently working together on Pro Wrestling JAPAN’s latest tour.
17th July 2017
Dragon’s Lair - Miami
Faith and Amanda had their own friendship. I felt it was probably a good idea that they both met the people I’d be spending most of my time with, inside and outside of the ring respectively. Luckily, they both agreed, and consequently they hit it off like a house on fire. Both stereotypical blondes, one from the Midwest, and one from the South, they made quite the pair. It sounded strange, but Faith was almost like the younger sister that Amanda and I never had. As Like-minded women they could talk for hours, and often Amanda would let me in on the aspects of my student’s life that I never really had the emotional bandwidth to ever pick up on.
I figured, almost hoped, it would have fizzled out to nothing, but I guess their friendship could outlast even if mine couldn’t.
Amanda pushed herself into the office with her free hand, the other one still holding the phone close to her ear. The New Orleans office was more spacious than here in Miami, but only just.
Amanda: Faith honey I'm just gonna put you on speakerphone okay? I found him.
She puts the phone down on the desk in front of The Dragon. He stares blankly at it, then at Amanda, for an uncomfortably long time, before shaking his head lightly.
The Dragon: Heyyyy Faith, how's the new training regime?
Faith: Oh you know...there's a lot more running i guess?
The Dragon: That sounds like Apollo.
Faith: Does it?
The Dragon: From what I’ve heard, yeah. Any matches?
Faith: Well my conditioning sucks so I’m not getting anymore matches for a while.
The Dragon: Your conditioning sucks huh?
Faith: That’s what Apollo’s told my Dad.
The Dragon: Wow.
Faith: Yeah.
There is a period of extended, awkward silence. Amanda, who had been leaning against the wall, pushes off it and moves closer so she can smark Mark in the arm. Faith, over ten years the junior, is first to have the presence of mind to break the silence.
Faith: Hey - Dad said you're training this girl from Japan now?
The Dragon: How did you…
Faith: He was talking to her parents about signing her and it came up, apparently they'd only want to come to the US if it was to work with the Dragon?
The Dragon: Not exactly, I'm potentially signing for a company here in Miami so she's Octane's new pet project. I haven't got the time to help her properly.
Faith: Is she...um...good?
The Dragon: Good yeah...good enough? No.
Faith: Not good enough to make it you mean?
The Dragon: No...that's not what I mean…Not good enough to make me change my plans to coach her. She’s no Faith Simpson.
Faith: Oh. Look I'm sorry about...you know...the stuff that happened…
Mark lets out a long, deep sigh.
The Dragon: Well we both know none of that was your fault now don't we? At the end of the day it's just business, your career progressing is all that matters and that’s what we have to keep in mind
Faith: I guess…
The Dragon: Hey Faith look, we’ve got dinner reservations so we need to get going OK?
Reacting much faster than his wife, Mark bounces up from the desk and moves behind her, cupping a hand over her mouth so she can’t cut in. She tries anyway, her attempts muffled as she tries to twist and turn away from him.
Faith: Oh...can I call you soon?
The Dragon: Sure...any...time...tomorrow…is fine...
He struggles to get the words out as Amanda, who still can’t speak, tries to hold her husband back from pressing the red button and ending the call. She has the edge on flexibility, but not on strength, which seems to win the day as he almost pulls Amanda off her feet as he edges closer to the phone.
Faith: Are you guys okay?
The Dragon: Yup, fine! Just...clowning around...byeeeeee!
He finally succeeds, managing to reach the button. With the call ended, he releases the grip on Amanda’s mouth, and she smacks him hard on the arm again.
Amanda: You total jerk! She sounds miserable and you cut her off just like that.
The Dragon: Does she?
Amanda: Mark why are you always so bad at this!?!
Amanda chuckles lightly as she scoops up her phone from the desk.
Amanda: Yes, she sounds miserable. She can't stand Apollo, her parents are in her bad books, and she feels like you gave up too easily on her. Oh, and she's a champion. That's a lot to deal with for someone still in school.
Mark throws his hands up in defence.
The Dragon: What more could I have done though Manda, honestly? Fly her out to Miami and hide her in our spare bedroom? That’s a call the cops worthy move.
Amanda: I don't know...probably nothing…it’s tough. Do we actually have dinner reservations by the way?
The Dragon: We do now, where do you wanna eat?
We hear the pair begin to discuss where they’d like to eat as they head out of the office door. Their voices begin to trail away as their distance increases, finishing with silence as the door finally clicks shut.
21st July 2017
Galveston Island Wrestling HQ
Blake Beckett: Get him...outta here…
It was a bit of a comedy scene really, me in a fit of blind rage, grabbing my 5 foot 8 boss by the scruff of the neck while two security guards who were bigger and heavier than me tried to pull me down, or out. It was the kind of mismatch I faced regularly against linebackers in my NFL career. It was clear that I'd still not lost my touch.
There were a lot of questions as to why I never got induced into Galveston Island Wrestling's hall of fame. This moment probably explained it all.
The Dragon: She's a kid Beckett! A kid! Don’t you get that? I’m not asking for special treatment here just some fucking consideration...
Blake Beckett: Take a few weeks off when you’re finished in Japan please Mark. I think it’ll do you good.
Eventually the two security guys manage to get themselves in front of The Dragon, and with some upward pressure, lift him up onto his toes so he can’t get any push with his legs. As they bundle him further away from the General Manager’s office, his voice increases in volume to cover the distance.
The Dragon: You had a duty to look after here, don’t you see the mistake you’re making? She could have been huge for you, merchandise, PPV sales, ticket sales, when is the last time a talent like that came through these doors, that much potential? Never, they get snapped up by bigger promotions, better development programmes, companies that look after the welfare of their employees! You ruined this Beckett, remember that, you’re going to regret it!
From some distance away we hear the creaking of an external fire door, which reverberates down the length of the corridor as the shouting from the Dragon comes to an end.
That was too little too late. As I mentioned earlier the damage had already been done, and had I maybe kicked down a few more doors earlier, it would have made me look at least a little more capable in the eyes of Faith’s parents, but unlikely to have changed the result.
By this point it had become about letting off steam, about making me feel better about myself. Selfish? Yes. Unfortunately it’s a Cross family trait that everyone seemed to possess. All except my Dad of course. He was the jewel in the crown, and yet he’s the one that isn’t here anymore. I strive to be better. I strive to be more like him. I’d love to say that things had changed of course, but let’s not forget I burned any chance of a friendship with Kate Steele by questioning her parenting skills to win a Blast from the Past match not that long ago.
Still selfish, still trying to be better.
Part 2 - Dismantling the Cockney King
The scene opens to a large, red “TEDx” logo which, judging by the state of the carpet, is resting on the floor of some kind of up-market hotel room. That thought is confirmed a few moments later as the camera pans out to reveal, standing in his hotel room, is Mark “The Dragon” Cross. He is dressed in a slate grey suit and light blue shirt, no tie, and unbuttoned at the collar. He paces around lightly as he addresses the camera.
The Dragon: Now first you deserve a proper explanation for my appearance shortage over the past couple of weeks. I’m not a dancing monkey, wheeled out to entertain the bit-part players of this company like O’Malley and his social media manager, but as much as they are disliked by many, I realise my particular brand of antics are normally one of the mainstays of a Sin City Wrestling show. After Blast from the Past, that all changed for me just a little bit. Yes, it’s temporary, and yes, I felt it was necessary. With my recent record, and the level of success I’ve achieved doing it my way lately, I think it’s fair that I be given the chance to take this opportunity the way I see fit.
The Dragon: I say that because I've been in a similar situation before. You know, when you face your opponent before you actually face your opponent. Since winning the tournament, Ben Jordan and I have been in a ring together three separate times, and it reminds me of a time in my past. Galveston Island Wrestling, 2016. Alioth Starre, longest running Undisputed champion in the history of that company. The company, in their infinite wisdom, had us match up against each other TWICE in the month leading up to our big showdown, one on one. We went 1-1, we threw everything at each other and since the guy was practically untouchable for a time in singles competition, I could take that W in a non-title match and be supremely happy with myself. We were both excellent competitors, we gave it our all on every occasion. By the time we got there, the big finale? Neither of us really had anything left, we’d thrown the proverbial kitchen sinks at each other, everything that needed to be said had already come out. It didn't raise the roof, and I didn't capture that title. I see the same pattern emerging, and while Ben has been watching me, up close and personal, I’ve had the exact same opportunities as he has too. The difference is, my lips have been sealed, and I’m saving it all up for right now. So here we go - The full and complete dissection of the Cockney King. Thank you in advance for coming to my TED talk.
Mark stops his casual pacing, stopping dead in his tracks and turning to face the camera square on.
The Dragon: Now they say behind every good man is a good woman...in Ben’s case - It’s Evie. Coincidently, one of the reasons I’m in this match in the first place, thanks for the assist by the way, but I think I can take it from here, partner. Now just like it was Ben that pushed Evie to enter Blast from the Past, like something out of the Goblet of Fire, it was Evie that nudged him into going all out in Sin City Wrestling. Really going for it, like winning the whole thing. Over the past five years, the two of them have done a pretty good job of being each other’s cheerleaders, impressive stuff, gotta love seeing a relationship that works...Have you ever seen one of those questions though, like when was the last time you saw person X and person Y in the same room? Well when was the last time Ben and Evie were both on top at the same time? Over the past year, while Ben has been putting together one of his best runs, where was Evie? Out of the ring. Working on other projects. Where was Ben when Evie was making her big splashes, winning the Triple Crown, or Blast from the Past? Well, not making a run for the Heavyweight title, that’s one thing. Taking a step back in his own career to help further hers See the thing is, when one of them goes big, the other one goes home, to be the parachute, the safety net. They absorb some of the pressure so the other doesn’t have to. Again, as I say, that’s the perfect, balanced partnership, hashtag goals. You have to wonder how the wheels could ever come off the vehicle...but let’s think about what happens when they both get to sit on the throne at the same time. When they already have enough of their own problems to deal with, can they still be there for each other, or will their dance card be filled up with, for lack of a better phrase, their own shit to deal with?
Mark lightly clears his throat.
The Dragon: I've heard plenty of superlatives spoken when it comes to Evie, how she approaches the big matches, how she makes a good show for the cameras, even though she clearly hates it. She admits to us that she hates it too, but she goes for the jaguar, air play to her, and that’s what sells tickets right? Of course I've seen some of this first-hand in the Blast from the Past tournament and let me tell you, as effective as onlookers think it may be, it wouldn’t be pretty if it became a drinking game. Every swear word. Drink. Every time Ben appears, gets talked about, mentioned, thought about, or has some kind of other input I haven’t thought of yet - Drink. By the time she gets to talking about the damn match, we'd all be plastered. They're a great couple of course, there’s hope for all of us, but you just start to get the impression that you can’t have one without the other anymore.
He takes a perch on the edge of the bed, lowering his voice a little.
The Dragon: Now we’ve talked about this a few times - I've been married. I was married twice as long as they have been in fact. We were both career driven people, for me in football, then in wrestling, Amanda in dance. I don't know if it's because our sports never crossed paths or what, but I did me and she did her. We would catch each other's shows when we could, join each other on the road when schedules allowed, but it was always put yourself first, and with that, it was always our own responsibility to look after ourselves psychologically. It sounds a little cold...in fact it is a little cold, but for two people at the tops of their respective games, it was how we had to be. We had to handle our own, because adding the other’s into the mix would just be too much to handle. Amanda isn’t here, right? She left, right? Yes she did, feel free to use that against me all you want but here’s the difference between Ben and I. How did Amanda leaving affect me emotionally? Well...it sure sucked for a while. How did it affect my wrestling? It didn’t. She played no part in whether I won, or whether I lost. In fact, it probably helped. Lighting it up here gave me a nice distraction. I protected myself from what I think is coming for them. I feel like the rug is about to get pulled, from under Ben, or under Evie, it doesn't matter, and for a relationship that's already volatile, just how is that latest development going to go down? At a time when they need each other the most, where the toppest of top prizes is on the line, bye bye safety net. Not good. Now I don't need it to all fall apart. In fact, I don't want it to, what better way to devalue the victory...but the Jordans work better when one of them plays second fiddle, it doesn’t matter who, that’s just how it has to be. They’re two results away from that being a reality, and I want that to just be in the back of their minds with the big matches just around the corner.
Mark pushes himself back to his feet, pacing again, bringing his voice back up to a more vibrant, higher energy tone.
The Dragon: Of course there is much riding on Into the Void, much at stake. Evie herself, pushed into Blast from the Past, thinking of just throwing in the towel right away, and by chance she gets a partner with all the skill to help get her over the line in the Final. Let's not forget she didn't want to be here, and let's not forget that she is largely because of Ben. He lit the blue touch paper, and it was me and her that brought it home. Ben has a lot of responsibility to take for all of this, the whole sequence of events. Our match, and of Evie’s. He did what he thought was best for her, and he has a lot to answer for if it blows up in her face. The fact that we won’t find out if that happens or not until after our match isn’t lost on me, and I’m sure that added pressure, too, weighs in some small way on my opponent. Rather him than me, that’s for sure.
Mark stretches out his shoulders for a moment as he runs through his next lines in his head.
The Dragon: Ben is going to tell us how much this title means to him, how nobody is going to wrestle it away from him. I get that, of course, but it’s nothing new. It makes a good headline, but it’s nothing special, nothing remarkable. As champion, there will be very few prouder achievements, especially in a company that has been part of your life for such an extended period. Nobody is going to expect anything less than your best in every title match, it’s almost like you don’t have to say it. Everyone wants your spot. Some more than others, and some more publically, but competitors in a combat sport? We all dream of being in the top spot. When that is on the table, games get raised, and if you want to stick up there you'll have to raise your own bar. One day someone will come along that has worked hard enough, made those improvements, and since December 2019 we have to ask, how much has Ben been progressing?
Moving to the edge of shot for a moment, Mark grabs himself a can of beer, which he cracks open and takes a sip from.
The Dragon: Alcohol is not conducive to peak sporting performance, unless it’s Drunken Boxing, and it’s Fenris and Jake Raab who are doing that MMA bullshit this show, so it’s definitely not helping in this instance. Empty calories, decreased liver function, reduced immune response, you name it. I tend not to believe the saying that you can't out train a bad diet though. I think that depends on how bad the diet, and how much free time you have to train. Getting plastered a few times a week, while you're a full-time professional sportsman, in lockdown, with very little else to do other than hit the gym, you can absolutely turn that kind of thing around and keep yourself to a good level. The drinking will pretty much cancel out the next day of training that you do. My question...why bother? Why spend so long playing catch-up each week to try and beat the curve, when you could just as easily stay ahead of it. Why put in three or four sessions per week that puts you further ahead than you were before while your opponent is notching up seven? Dangerous game to play.
After his one sip, Mark returns the can out of shot.
The Dragon: I mean look, I get it. I love my beer, I appreciate a good whiskey, and once in a while I'll let my hair down and go all-out when it’s party time, but that's occasionally, not the norm. That’s once a month level shit. That’s the kind of thing you reserve for the biggest of big title wins, for example. I come across so many people in all walks of life that drink daily. It's just a glass of wine, or a G&T, something to take the edge off. Nothing wrong with that, in fact, for their mental health it's probably good for them...and that one drink a day, in the grand scheme? No it's not bad for them...but these are quote unquote normal people. Desk jockeys, agents, ring techs, producers, cashiers, waiters and waitresses. Their financial situation and their success in their job doesn't hinge on fine margins, physical capabilities, one rep maxes, you name it, like ours do. I don’t live in denial, I'm going to enjoy retirement, when the time is right. I'll take up golf, play the best courses, work my way through the beer menu, eat the best steak, the best lobster, the best shrimp. My waistband will grow, my work ethic will shrink, and I can look back on it all and say that I earned it, and I have no regrets. Until then I stick to the grind, not letting up, and push on until the fire for this brutality we call a job burns to embers. It feels like my opponent wants to live the best of both worlds, have his cake and eat it, and he's playing a tactical game that’s worked well up to this point.
Mark counts the names off with his fingers.
The Dragon: Jake Raab, O’Malley, Javi Gonzalez, anyone who climbs the apples and pears, puts their two plates of meat in the ring and asks for a shot gets one! Yaaaaay! Admirable stuff from the champ, opening the doors to anyone and everyone, budget brand or otherwise, equal opportunities and you know what happens? Devaluing. Laziness. Malaise. Why? Because wrestlers have a habit of bringing alpha male tendencies even if they're producing C-list results. They can't see past the very real truth that they're not good enough to beat Ben Jordan. They're not good enough to beat me either, they’ve all tried actually, they’ve all failed, but this is what’s different between them and I. I'm here by virtue of winning a tournament, not because I asked nicely. I wouldn’t have it any way other than earning it on merit. The opponent has just taken a big step up in class, and it’ll be Ben’s firmest test since he put that belt on his shoulder. It’s finely poised.
Mark glances at his watch, as if to simulate the timer at a real TED talk to keep you on track with your slot.
The Dragon: With Ben we often have to ask the question of just how seriously he is taking this don't we? The party man, the court jester, the first to make it to the bar and the last to leave I can’t wait to see what tricks he has up his sleeve with every go-around, as he throws on cruise control to put away another meagre opponent while having a little fun along the way. There are some predictable things. Ben, Evie and their dog will feature heavily together. Excessively together. Ben will talk about why I’m good, pay me the compliments that my success in my time here, but he’s better, and not really elaborate too much as to why. We want specifics, we don’t get them. He’ll draft in some of the roster to make light of the whole situation, and as someone who isn’t adverse to marching a horn section through a backstage area, I have to say I respect that...but as many of you have noticed, I’ve chosen to clean up my act for this one.
Once again he clears his throat.
The Dragon: ...and watch how good the copy turns out to be if the title changes hands. Mark Cross disappears to work hard on his game while Ben Jordan plans elaborate comedy sketch and loses. Who was wrong after all eh, O'Malley? Yet another Sin City main roster guy who underestimates The Dragon and look who did it? Our very own esteemed champion, well isn't that a disappointment. Or maybe, just maybe, the guy who begins to unify the divisions can perhaps rule the roost with MORE integrity. With LESS comedy sketches, and with NO challenges open to anyone that does not prove on recent form that they have a chance of getting the win. I was a dangerous prospect before Blast from the Past. I was the man to watch on the Hotwire, destined to become World Heavyweight champion in 2020. Choose not to treat me as such? Well then that, quite honestly is your funeral, and I can’t wait to take away what you believe is rightfully yours.
He checks his watch once again.
The Dragon: We’re coming to the end of our time here, so it’s time to pull this all together. Now on balance...is Ben Jordan a good World Heavyweight champion? Yes, of course he is, and it wouldn’t be that bright of me to suggest otherwise. As for memorable? Ehhhh...not so much. When 50 percent of your defences come against guys that, for one reason or another, aren’t deemed worthy of an exclusive position on the main brand, you have to ask questions about how much of a legacy that leaves. When another is against a champion, sure, but a couple of rungs lower on the title hierarchy, a specialist in gimmick matches, it classes as another swerve to me. When you’re not testing yourself at every opportunity, just how ready ARE you to face all comers? A victory against Fenris, Man of the Year for 2019? Well that’s a good result...but that was four months ago. I’ve certainly improved since then. Has Ben?
You will probably be asking, if you haven’t already, what makes me think I’m the more worthy? Well that deserves a part of its own, so you’re going to have to wait until next week for that one. We’ve had good, how about we upgrade to great? We’ve had generous, how about we try making the brightest stars earn their chance? We’ve had holds your shoulders down, maybe it’s time for pins you down and cuts your throat while you struggle. Maybe the division needs some fresh impetus. Thanks again for sticking with me, and let’s do this all again in a week! Bye guys.
With a telling nod to the camera, The Dragon walks towards it, expecting to disappear out of shot. On the way past, we hear a rustling of clothing as he brushes past it a little, sending the tripod tumbling backwards and landing with a thud. We are treated to a lovely shot of the hotel ceiling.
The Dragon: Dammit!! I hope I didn’t lose that footage...