19 Years Ago
2001
It had been a rough upbringing for the 14 year old Todd (Teddy)and his little four year old sister Dawn. It had been a constant flow of being in and out of foster homes and belonging to that of the state of New York. At the time Teddy didn’t know that their father would turn out to be legendary wrestler Markus Reeves. With both parents never being around the two siblings were simply products of the state. Yet today at first seemed to be like any other day of their life. Well Dawn was too young to remember it but for Teddy he had been accustomed to the constant changing of homes along with schooling and everything that went with it. Yet today felt differently as their social worker picked them up from a foster home and started driving them towards that of the agency. Teddy sat in the backseat as he sat next to his four year old sister who was strapped to a car seat. The social worker Michelle Peters smiled as she was driving the car.
Michelle: Are you both excited, today is a big day for the two of you. You are going to be adopted. I know you have been in the system for a very long time but the rest of your lives are going to be changed for the better today.
Dawn: Adoption?!
Teddy slowly turns his attention to his four year old as he runs his hands through her hair.
Teddy: Yes it means that we are going to have a family. No more moving around, no more going from house to house. We are going to be in one place for the rest of our lives.
Teddy looks into the rearview mirror as he glances back at the woman.
Teddy: Michelle whoever is adopting us does know this is a two for one package right?! I am not going to be separated from my sister. It’s my job to protect her and no matter what we are both in this together. I will always have her back and if you plan on ripping us a part I am not going to deal with it…
The woman smiles in return as she smiles back warmly.
Michelle: No they are going to take you both. They want the both of you so you could live in the same household. Right now it’s a little family of three but they wanted to add two more o the home. This family has a son your age so you definitely will have a playmate and somebody to bond with.
Teddy: Oh is that a fact?! I never really had anybody to hang out with around my own age.
Michelle: You are going to love it there. It will be an amazing place for you to grow up with Dawn. This family have wanted the both of you for a while now. They have gone throughout the process and now you get to live with them. We are almost there…
Michelle smiles as she pulls up to the front of a little cozy home. The home was decorated with balloons among other things as if to celebrate something special. Michelle smiled as she glanced over at Teddy and Dawn in the back of the car.
Michelle: Welcome to the rest of your life.
Teddy at first didn’t know what to say as he looked at the family of three emerging out of the house. They were all white but it didn’t really matter as he glanced over at her sister who had a better mixed complexion then he did. He knew that she would at least be okay. The boy runs up to the car as he quickly swings the door open.
Jimmy: Are you my new brother and sister?! My name is James but everybody calls me Jimmy…Sweet!!! My sister is cute. You want to play we have a swing set and a slide in the backyard just for you!
Teddy keeps his eyes locked on the boy as he slowly smiles at him. He turns his attention over to Dawn.
Teddy: Do you want to play Dawn?!
Dawn: YESSS TODDY!!!!
Teddy: I guess I am your brother Todd and this is our sister Dawn….
Jimmy: Awesome maybe we can go to my room and play. I just got a Playstation 2 and I have a lot of games for it. I bet I can beat you in Tekken Tag Tournament!
Teddy: You are on!
Teddy let’s Dawn out of the car seat as Michelle smiled at him.
Michelle: You think you are going to like your future home. The Warrens are a wonderful family. They have been waiting patiently and have all of the means to help you have a successful future.
Teddy:[b/] This seems to be a nice place. As long as I am with my sister and can protect her that’s all that really matters to me.
Michelle: I have to take care of some stuff but enjoy time with your brother.
With that she exits the car as she goes to talk to the parents. Teddy however holds his sister by the hand as he walks her to the backyard towards the swing. Jimmy followed suit and Teddy could only smile as he looks at his sister.
Teddy: No matter what happens I will always protect you Dawn.
Dawn: Yay can we play now!
Teddy: Yes we can play…
He smiles as his future was definitely looking bright.
Last Sunday
Saxon Hotel
The Day of Climax Control
Teddy wasn’t cleared to go to Climax Control so as everybody else departed off to that of the Go Gym Teddy had to stay in his hotel room with that of his daughter Juliet. Besides that of his wife, Juliet was everything to him. She was a product of the foster care system but the Steeles had adopted her four years ago to bring her into their family. As Teddy glanced at the little girl she really reminded him of who he and his sister Dawn used to be before the Warrens adopted the two of them. Kate wasn’t in a hurry to give up a year of her career to have a baby and Teddy wasn’t going to force the issue so they decided on adoption and Juliet who was rough around the edges was really bonding with her parents. The little 1 year old girl smiled as she stood in front of the door with her arms crossed.
Juliet: Mommy says that no matter what happens you aren’t allowed to do anything physical. That means no swimming, no running, or doing anything. You are to take it easy and I am your official body guard.
Teddy: Oh so you are going to protect me now?! I think the roles are backwards Juliet. I think I should be the one protecting you and not the other way around.
Juliet: That may be true but tonight is going to be differently. While mommy is at work you are to sit right here and just relax. If we want food we can call room service but you aren’t leaving for anything. Do I make myself clear?!
Teddy could only giggle in return. It actually felt nice to have a strong willed daughter. To be honest when he was that age he felt like he would do anything to protect Dawn so he couldn’t fault her for being there when he needed her the most. He slowly turned her attention over to Juliet as he patted the bed.
Teddy: Pumpkin you don’t have to worry about anything. Daddy isn’t going to go anyway especially considering that I am in your care. Why don’t you sit next to me so we could see mommy at work.
Juliet: Okay sounds like a plan!
Juliet sat next to him as they turned the television on. It was just in time to see the Gem Stones concert on Climax Control. Teddy and Juliet seem to be moving their heads to the music. However Teddy cheers approvingly as Kate talks up Keira and how she’s a fighting champion.
Juliet: You tell her mommy!
Teddy: Keira ain’t got nothing on you Kate! She don’t really want that title shot considering she has DISAPPEARED and pulled a HOUDINI since winning that title shot!
However Kate continues to speak and that’s when she mentions that she and the Gem Stones are going to go hunting for Tony Thorn. Teddy seems furious as he quickly stands up and yells at the television.
Teddy: NOOOOO… What are you doing?! I told you that Tony was my fight and it was my situation to deal with. I don’t need you fighting this battle Kate… I need you focused on your own fight!
Juliet: Dad you need to calm down… Remember no physical activity… You are yelling and…
Teddy: I don’t care I told your mom she didn’t need to fight my BATTLES! This is what I need to deal with Julie. I don’t need her to step into my affairs.
Juliet: She’s only doing it because she’s stubborn and she loves you. You know how she is.
Teddy: I know but it doesn’t make it any more right. I just don’t want her to do something stupid and on top of that Tony said that he has an issue with me… That doesn’t include her. I can’t protect her if she is going about doing things that I don’t want her to do. Now I have to sit here praying and hoping the best for your mother.
Juliet: It should be fine daddy trust in mommy.
Teddy: You know I do but it’s just she went totally against what I wanted her to do and she’s getting the Gem Stones involved. Tony said I am wearing the mask. I am hiding behind something and for her to go about this hunt just makes everything that he said right!
Teddy just sits down as they continue to watch the show together. He takes a long deep breath as the show goes on. The cameras come back to that of Diamond in the locker room with Ruby. It seems like Ruby has left the locker room in search of the other missing gem stones and on live television Kate is actually calling Teddy. He quickly picks up the phone as she speaks to him.
Kate: Hey Luv how is everything going?!
Teddy: What do you mean how is everything going?! YOU DISREGARDED everything we talked about in the hotel room a few days ago! You promised me you would let me deal with Tony. Yet you and your girls are going about some witch hunt. Just drop it Kate and LET ME DEAL WITH HIM!!!
Yet Kate doesn’t get a chance to answer the phone as she drops it running towards the scream from the door which results in a locked door and Kate banging.
Teddy: KATE WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!
Teddy tries to scream as Kate finally makes her way out the room to see the broken bodies of the Gem Stones scattered throughout the backstage area. Teddy screams even louder as he feels helpless as everything unfolds in front of him like that of a slasher flick.
Juliet: MOMMY
Teddy: LOOK BEHIND YOU!!!
Yet it’s not like his words could reach her as it’s already a lost cause. Kate is spiked into the ground by Victoria Thorn and the mother of his newfound enemy just walks away leaving all of the Gem Stones decimated. Teddy shakes his head in disgust as he angrily turns the television off in frustration.
Teddy: DAMN IT KATE!!!! How in the hell did you let one single woman destroy you and your band! How many times have we played any video game and I have always told you to always check your surroundings and behind you. You just can’t go blindly running somewhere with peripheral vision. That’s how you get taken out!
Teddy felt helpless as he wasn’t in the arena Juliet turns the television back on. A few moments go by and they are able to catch Tony talking down Teddy how he is a liar and isn’t who he is cracked up to be. Teddy just takes it all in as he shakes his head.
Teddy: I can’t believe I wasn’t there to protect her…
Julie: It’s okay daddy… By next week you can always make a statement or do something to let Tony know you are for real.
Teddy:[b/] I guess… I just want to really be there for your mother. I promised I would always be there for her… Even when we were separated and she wasn’t really the nicest person and was far from me I had always had her back.
Juliet smiles in return.
Juliet: Can you tell me the story of when you met mommy… You never really told me…
Teddy: Okay pumpkin… It all started when…
12 years ago
Deer Park Train Station, Long Island, New York
May 2007
The 22 year old Todd Warren couldn’t believe it. A month ago he had gone to the train station to commit suicide. He had hopes of pulling the plug on his life by standing in front of a train because his fiancée of two years Kristina Brodie had decided to call things off because Todd was just selfish and he just wasn’t quite into him anymore. She had revealed that she had moved on with her life. Todd didn’t know how to deal with denial so instead of facing his problems he was going to end it all but as he stood there his attention was caught by a 17 year old raven haired high school girl wishing to do the same thing. He just couldn’t let the girl end her life so he pushed her out of the way on the oncoming train and thus a small friendly relationship had occurred between him and the girl. He knew it was wrong chatting with the girl as she was only 17 but he didn’t care. He just needed to talk to her.
He had no intentions of hurting her or doing anything out of the ordinary he just wanted to talk to. Yet after saving her life and constant communication for the next few days after that there was radio silence from the girl for the next two weeks. Todd had hoped for the best as the girl wasn’t the most stable and he had hoped she didn’t do anything drastic.
Yet out of the blue he had gotten a text from her to meet where it all begun and that’s why Todd was waiting at the train station. A train that was eastbound coming directly from Manhattan pulled into the station and Todd waited patiently to see if the girl was on the train. Sure enough there came the likes of that girl with her raven hair and her emo makeup. Yet for some reason it actually appealed to Todd as he stood there clad in an Armor For Sleep band hoodie and a pair of jeans and vans. The girl smiled as she walked towards him.
Kath-Lyn: Cheers luv… That hoodie is awesome I might have to take it from you at some point. Anyway where are we going?!
Teddy however shakes his head as he walks her over to that of his car. He crosses his arms as he glances at her with a strange look on his face.
Teddy: And you look just as emo as you did the first night I saw you fresh out of an Atreyu concert. On top of that maybe you should perhaps tone of it down. I won’t lie it is super attractive but seeing you in that dark place is something I don’t want to see again.
Kath-Lyn: Can we just please go. I don’t want to stand out here all day.
Teddy: Kath-Lyn…I think we need to have a serious talk about everything. One minute you are going to commit suicide, the next moment I bring you around places to show you there are better ways to let out your frustration. I took you to a nice poetry spot in the city and introduced you to spoken word and after all of these positive ways to get your mind off of things you go silent with everything. I think we need to talk about this.
The two of them step into the car and as they do Kath-Lyn begins to mess around in that of Todd’s car. She opens the glove compartment among messing around different buttons.
Kath-Lyn: This car is quite the classic isn’t it. What is this for?!
She says pointing to the cassette tape radio.
Kath-Lyn: Bloody hell… This car is old. I can’t help but gander around a bit. No reason to be off your trolley.
Teddy sits there dumbfounded as he had a hard time understanding her accent.
Teddy: I didn’t understand a single thing you just said. Please talk English.
Kath-Lyn: Bloody hell. I was speaking English. After all I have come from the United Kingdom. I have been in this country for five years and you Americans still don’t understand me. So let’s be honest you brought me here because you wanted to do the hanky panky…
Teddy: I am not going to have sex with a 17 year old.
Kath-Lyn: No I meant give me a snog. You are really gormless aren’t you…
Teddy doesn’t say anything as she smiles in return.
Teddy: …
Kath-Lyn: From that mindless stare I am going to assume you are. Anyway I appreciate being away from my family. I really didn’t tell you the truth the first time I met you but my family is from the United Kingdom my dad is English and my mother is Scottish. My father is the owner of a big fortune 500 company and five years ago we moved to America so he could expand his business. When you saw me a month ago my sister brutally assaulted me like she always does. I appreciate you seeing differently on life but when I told my parents they told me that it wasn’t the case. They didn’t believe me like they never do because Samara is their favorite. The older child can never do any wrong.
Kath-Lyn sighs in return as she shakes her head in disgust.
Kath-Lyn: She can never do any wrong but my parents wouldn’t understand. They are always too busy traveling the world for various conferences and company meetings. I don’t give a bloody hell if I am a trust fund brat with unlimited funds and the use of daddy’s credit card. Expensive things can’t buy me happiness. Even if they are expensive cars, the best clothes, and everything else… I guess deep down they just hate that I don’t dress and portray myself in the way that they want…
Kath-Lyn sighs as Teddy listens.
Kath-Lyn: They want me to be like Samara and I am not like her. That night I met you when I was going to commit suicide is the night that Samara beat the shit out of me. it was the day she revealed to me that she had slept with and made hanky panky with my boyfriend Tyler. We had a high school garage band together and I can’t go back to any of that.
Teddy: Kath-Lyn…
Kath-Lyn: Kate… I hate the name Kath-Lyn it’s so pretentious and so English, and people always tend to get me upset because they don’t know how to say it properly. It’s not Catherine… It’s not Kathleen… It’s not Kaitlyn… It’s Kath-Lyn my name has a bloody fucking hyphen in it so people could understand it but these Americans don’t get it!
Teddy: Relax… Oh the struggles to be young, white, and privileged in that of America sounds like such a HARD struggle to be here. To be a high school girl who pretty much has her entire future planned out for her with an endless bank account. Yes the struggle sounds to be real indeed Kath-Lyn… Or should I say Kate…
Kate shakes her head with a sigh.
Kath-Lyn: That’s the thing though. I don’t want any of that privilege. I told my parents what went down and all they saw that I was acting in the same way that I usually do, and it also doesn’t help I have a habit of doing this.
Kate shows her arms that has a whole bunch of cuts on it. Teddy just looks at it.
Teddy: You can’t just hurt yourself Kate it isn’t healthy.
Kate: I know Teddy but sometimes I feel like going to my dark place and questioning everything.
Teddy: …Todd…
Kate: I know but you look like a big Teddy bear to me.
Teddy: Fine call me whatever you want. It actually would benefit me considering my best friend’s name is Todd…
Kate: Anyway once my parents heard about the suicide thing they had me admitted to the psych ward at the hospital and I have been there for the past three weeks. I finally got out and as soon as they brought me home I made sure to contact you and runaway. So that’s why I am here now.
Teddy looks at Kate as she stares into her eyes.
Teddy: Look I know life must be taste and I can only imagine that your home life really makes it hard for you but you just can’t run away when things get tough. You need to persevere and power through them. It may not seem like it but your parents love you. They just want to understand you. Don’t run away from those who love you the most or else you might end up losing something that means the world to you.
Kate nods her head as takes the ring box out of the glove compartment.
Kate: You really loved her didn’t you?!
Teddy: I rather not talk about it.
Kate: Whatever you say I talked about my problems so you could have also.
Teddy: Whatever… Look you shouldn’t worry about me I am not that important. Let’s talk about you though for a young girl you should have big dreams. Something you can keep your mind pushing yourself towards.
The girl just shrugs her shoulders.
Kate:/ I don’t know… I would love to get into music but I just want to do something that I feel passionate about doing.. I want to be in a place where I can be accepted for who I am and not give a bollocks what people think.
Teddy: You can do it… You can do anything you put your mind on.
Kate: What about you?! What are your dreams…
Teddy: To be honest… I don’t even know as long as I can watch my loved ones accomplish what they set out to do.
Kate: Thank you for hearing me out… Mind giving me a smog right now… Or should I say kiss?!
Teddy: Kate I am not going to do that… You are only in high school and…
Before he could say anything else she kisses him smearing her black lipstick on his lips. She winks at him as she sits in her chair.
Kate: Don’t worry I turn 18 next month in June and I also graduate so you don’t have to worry about anything. Maybe you can even take me to prom.
Teddy sighs as he didn’t want to do this yet for as wrong as it was it felt good. He could wait a month as he smiled back at her.
Teddy: Slow it down… Let’s just take things slowly and I want this to be done the right way. I want to meet your parents and if we have their blessing then we will carry on… If not…
Kate: You can wait until I am 18.
Todd: Kate no matter what happens you don’t have to worry about anything because I will always protect you. You won’t have a reason to hurt yourself anymore… That’s a promise.
With that the two smile at one another as Teddy drives off into the distance with the emo girl actually smiling about something.
Hello everyone this is Teddy Warren better known to the entire world as Teddy Steele. I feel like I have some things that I need to get off of my chest. I just want to say that this past year has been an absolute blast to be in SCW. I know it sounds silly considering I was voted as the most hated man in the entire company. Yet it feels actually good to be accepted at doing something. It felt so right and I was happy to be in a place where I was appreciated for my talents.
People can say whatever they want about me and honestly I don’t give a shit whether you like it or not. I have gotten tons of hate messages on a fan website. Not that it’s my fan site as I really don’t have that many but it’s more so through Kate’s fans.
To be honest I never saw myself at being a professional wrestler. I was merely comfortable at sitting on the sidelines and being a drummer for an emo band and rocking out alongside that of my amazing girlfriend in Kath-Lyn Steele. I never saw myself having my biggest dream come true which would be that of marrying the love of my life and having a happy wife means having of course a happy life.
Since I could remember going back to my days are going through the foster care system from home to home I made a promise that I would always protect the woman in my life. It started off watching out for my little sister Dawn, it moved on to my wife, and now it’s about being there for my daughter Juliet. Yet somewhere along the way I sacrificed on what I was about for the small hope of receiving a bit of fame and recognition.
Back in 2012 I got my start into the wrestling business. I wasn’t an active wrestler by any means. I was merely Kate’s boyfriend. I was simply there to watch her emerge fresh out of wrestling school and rise up through the ranks of a wrestling company. She was at first supposed to be a tag team wrestler to team up with her best friend Misty Whitmore yet things started to take a different turn one year into her career when she became the Ultraviolence Champion. It was amazing because even though I may not have accomplished the feat I felt I did so by being attached to Kate. It was both of our accomplishments.
I am by no means an outstanding grappler or this big time technician. I was always looked upon as being the valet, as being the drummer. In everything I was always behind that of the true stars whether it was a kick ass guitarist or also lead singer, or even that of my wife. I was happy because I always got to see Kate develop not only as a wrestler but as a woman. That meant the entire world to me because she was no longer that little girl that would cut herself out of depression or emotions she was a woman who had evolved past her childhood and was now a mentor for my little sister Dawn.
Yet as successful as Kate may have been she wanted me to get out of her shadows. She taught me how to wrestle. It wasn’t a case of the amazing husband looking out for his wife. It was the short petite girl trying to elevate her husband to the next level.
Yet when I entered into the ring people could only see me as an idiot. I was simply going to be in the realm of being a joke of a wrestler and as they said a comedy act. I guess I have myself to blame as I would parade around in my USA gear and proudly shout USA from the top of my lungs. People called me out on it because how could I dare act in such a way and yet be married to a British woman. It goes against the point, yet Kate never said anything. She supported me and stood by my side. However there came the toughest match of my career when I had to face Kate’s sister Samara. If I lost I would have to give up my career but if I won I would get a title shot.
I gave everything I had. Yes it was an intergender company but throughout everything somehow I managed to win. It felt like I conquered everything and in that instance I felt like I was finally ok at something.
Down the road I found my way to this company but things seemed rough. Yet I kept at it and once again I didn’t care if things didn’t make sense to me or not. I was able to live out my dream. I got to have freedom and from what I gathered from wrestling I could be whatever I wanted. My only knowledge of wrestling was watching the likes of my best friend T-Will and seeing him emerge from a man who made his dreams become a reality, to a movie star, to a rapper, to a 70s rip off an afro wielding African American crime fighter who had this 70s vibe black woman with an afro Kristal Williams at his side. Wrestling seemed to be a fun place and I saw it where I could live out my biggest fantasies. If I wanted to be an ALL USA guy who screamed it out at the top of his lungs I could be that. If I wanted to wear makeup and live out a life of cross dressing while wearing high heels I could do that as well. Yet to be honest every single thing I have ever done is because I wanted to do it and it was fun to me.
I know this is a case of people not really understanding who Todd Warren is or what he is really after. It might seem as being compulsive and people are quick to judge me on my decisions but I have always done what I felt what’s right and as long as I was having fun that’s all that mattered the most.
It’s the only thing that mattered and of course being there to watch the women in my life achieve what they want the most. Yet last year something started to change. I was actually winning matches. People were actually buying into me not only as a wrestler but as a human being. I became the Roulette Champion and I was on Cloud Nine. No matter could tell me differently. I had a championship, I had four beautiful valets accompanying me. it was a huge dream come true yet things changed.
Because that little bit of fame gone to my head and I thought I was God’s gift to Earth. Yet the biggest mistake I made is when I felt like I was becoming bigger than what I was. Receiving the simple recognition of everyone wasn’t enough. I wanted to be even LARGER than that. I wanted to be LARGER THAN LIFE ITSELF.
I made challenge after challenge. I called out Hall of Famers, I called out legends and I did so only with the intention of receiving just a little bit of fame. I really didn’t care if I won or lost. I just wanted to be something more than a valet.
As everything was happening in the way I wanted I realized I was fading away from the very thing I had set out to do. I was hurting my wife and my family. I totally disregarded Kate even though she helped me get to where I was. I didn’t care about my daughter, and soon as I tried to step out on my own that’s when the entire world came crashing down.
People can say be quick to say Teddy is so cool! Or he had so much potential but how does it sound that when I started stepping away from Kate is the moment that my world crumbled. How does it look that I lost my title, I started losing matches because I felt I could do it on my own.
It sounds absolutely stupid and slowly but surely I realized I couldn’t focus on trying to be the next J2H, I couldn’t be the next Griffin Hawkins, or even the next Austin James Mercer. I could only be myself and that’s what I have to resort back to.
I wanted to get back to the very thing that got me to where I was and that was being by my wife and fighting for the women in my life. Two weeks ago was supposed to be the happiest day in my life. It was the night I shared with my daughter for the very first time. We were going to have a daughter and daddy sing a long and I would tell the world that I couldn’t walk from this. I needed to keep on fighting to show my daughter that when things get tough you need to keep going.
That’s when it happened…. That’s when Tony attacked me. He turned my whole world inside out and honestly he can talk about trying to show me who I really am. He can call me a liar and tell me how much I am frantically changing but I won’t buy into that because I refuse to walk away from the very reason I live…
I refuse to walk away from all of the women in my life and I won’t do that ever again.
Yet in the span of two weeks he has simply destroyed the very people that I wish to protect. Decimating me in front of my daughter crushed her spirit, and it hurt her.
Taking me out destroyed Kate and caused her to be reckless. Not to mention that last week his mother took out all of my Gem Stones. You have pushed me to an unknown place and whatever it is that you are looking for you won’t get it Tony. I won’t give you the satisfaction if anything this has just propelled me to fight even harder than before.
I guess that brings me to this match with you Austin James Mercer. To be honest Austin I have no business being in the ring with you. I am not going to sit here and claim to talk all of this nonsense like I am the best wrestler in the company because I am far from that. So what happens when one of the shortest guys in the company goes up against one of the biggest.
It could only spell trouble for me. Especially considering that Austin you are definitely one hell of a wrestler. You are a serious threat and nobody should ever take you lightly. You weren’t even in this company that long and you set the bar high on what you were going to do as an athlete. You became World Champion in your first year of being in this company.
I know people would undersell achievements or accomplishments but you went out there and you beat Fenris. You are the one who took the title off of him and made something of that title for five months. That is absolutely impressive. It’s one thing to beat a champion such as Fenris but it’s another thing to go on to hold the top prize in the company for five months.
That’s five months of shredding through the competition and tearing people apart. It’s actually funny considering that Todd Williams is my best friend, and when I looked at Wolfslair I would have assumed that Alex Jones would have been the star of Wolfslair considering all the battles I remember him having with Todd among watching him in other places. I thought he would be the one to have the impact day one but yet it was you. You became the star of this division and not only have you taken the World title and made it meant something but now you are doing the same with the Internet Championship.
Hell I only held onto the Roulette title for a month and a half. It’s not like I really beat Griffin for it and pinned him. I simply only held it because I knew how to climb on a structure over a pool. Yet you are showcasing your ability as a wrestler and you are better at me in wrestling. You are stronger than me, you are more physically gifted yet there is one thing however that is propelling me to go on.
That’s my determination to fight for what I believe in. You basically said it in the promos leading up to the ladder match at My Bloody Valentine. You forgot I was even in that match. When you saw my name as an opponent in that match you were laughing because I was a joke to you.
I wasn’t even worth Jake Raab or Caleb Storms to you. I was simply one big fake fraud because I was too busy messing with my wife. It just reinforces the fact that I am doing the right thing and since that time I have fixed things with my wife and my daughter. I am back to the basics of fighting for them and it’s that support system which will propel me to give my absolute best against you.
Am I a nutcase? Of course…
Am I irrational at times? Damn straight…
I could gain the entire world but if I don’t have my wife’s support or support her in the same way I don’t want none of it. I don’t want the fame, fortune, or anything that goes with it. People may not like that but that’s who I really am and if you or Tony don’t like it honestly you can shove it.
To me this match isn’t about the title because I know I don’t deserve this opportunity let alone a main event spot. There are other people on the roster who have been more consistent and have been here consistently. I simply promised to walk out if I didn’t win the BFTP because I saw that as a ticket to get on J2Hs radar but it’s not about that anymore.
It’s now about fighting for what I believe in and that’s in me.
Last summer even though I was abusive and I won’t be afraid to admit that. Despite having issues Kate supported me when I won the Roulette Championship even though she failed in winning her Ultimate X Championship. Yet I took that win and I became too far cocky with it.
That won’t happen this time around. Austin I know you don’t like me but I respect what you have done. I respect the strides you have made in making every decision you are in just as strong as you.
I will say that doesn’t scare me. If I could make ridiculous callouts on people such as J2H who is supposed to be the most feared wrestler to have ever stepped foot in this company then I am not afraid of fighting you.
I am coming at you with everything I got and it will be enough. People may not like me or the way I choose to live my life but one match at a time they will learn to respect me.
If you think this is too much potential gone to waste I wouldn’t quite think that. After Climax Control there will be one huge rock concert in the hotel. It will be with the Warren family parading around with the Internet Championships and becoming the first SCW Internet couple. The Jordans had that luxury in 2018 and they probably wish to repeat that when Evie wins the World title but this is something I want and through every ounce of sweat and tears it will happen.
What should you expect?! To be honest the unexpected…. Seeing as it’s me it may not make sense. It may be twenty coatings of face paint, it could be high heels, hell maybe I might dress up as a tickle me emo and confuse the hell out of everyone but the one single thing that will make sense by the end of the night is me standing with the Internet Championship.
At My Bloody Valentine I didn’t take it seriously because I truly felt I didn’t have me… This time is much different. Count down the days because that title will be mines and when it does I feel like I could be a step towards potentially being in the running for most improved of the year.
See you soon champ and I wish you the best.
Tony I hope you are watching because you will see how real I actually am…
