[Sean Williams]

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I never understood the point of a therapist, or a shrink. I mean what are they good for? They basically give you information that you already know and usually are to scared to admit yourself, or maybe you just feel better if you pay someone to tell you the same shit your friends or family probably told you the day before. Sadly for me, my therapy sessions are mandatory and are court ordered, so even if I miss one session and if I don't have a good excuse why I miss it, then my ass is right back in jail.

To make a long story short, I guess I was so busy partying and acting a damn fool my past years, that I guess a judge felt it was necessary to make sure I seeked professional help, maybe he thought I was suicidal, but I never showed any signs of that. The good news is my probation ends on December 21st, which means I can either drops this bullshit or continue it.

Every friday, from 3:00 to 4:00 I have to tell every single detail of my life to Ms. Rodriguez. She's a sweet lady, late 30's maybe, very long brown silky hair and she wears these tight outfits, not trashy, more classy, with some professional touch to it. Believe it or not, she has a good sense of style and she really knows how to keep her clients full attention, male and female.

Location:

South Philadelphia (Broad Street) 3:40 PM Dr. Rodriguez Office.

The scene opens inside Dr. Rodriguez Office, Sean is shown sitting in the chair in the far corner staring out the window as Dr. Rodriguez continues to write down notes in her journal, she smiles as she lays her pin down and looks up at Sean.

Dr. Rodriguez: Today has been pretty interesting Sean, I think we covered a lot.

Sean I guess you can say that.

Dr. Rodriguez: So how was your Thanksgiving? I remember earlier you telling me that you got to spend Thanksgiving with your Uncle and Aunt, correct?

Sean [Shrugs] If that's what you want to call it.

Dr. Rodriguez: Well tell me how that was, how did you interact with them?

I mean there wasn't anything special about Thanksgiving, Uncle Brian was drunk out of his mind and Aunt Rachel disappeared after we cut the Turkey, we didn't hear from her until late that evening so if you want to call that a Happy Family Dinner then, whatever.

Sean Nothing special, we ate, we talked, and then I went in my room and closed my door.

Dr. Rodriguez: Do you have a relationship with them?

Sean When I was younger, I could remember my aunt coming over to the house a lot, she had issues with the guy she was with at the time. I remember she would come over and have black eyes and swollen lips, but at that time I was only ten so I had a feeling of what was going on, but I never really knew.

Dr. Rodriguez: So your telling me that your Aunt was in a abusive relationship?

Sean If you haven't noticed yet Doc, my whole family is a f*cked up situation.

Dr. Rodriguez: I believe every family has issues, no one's family is perfect and were all human beings so -

Sean Doc save the speech for someone who hasn't lived, I know that spill and honestly I am so sick and tired of hearing it. What you don't understand is since I've been 17 years old, I've been out on my own and I've struggled and struggled through life and you sit there with your scripted lines feeding me what you think I want to hear, but in reality I could careless. My family may be different from other people's families and believe me I'm pretty sure the shit that has happened to me has probably happened to others but I am so lucky to be alive today and I Thank God every day for letting me see another day.

Dr. Rodriguez: I'm sorry you feel so negative about life.

Maybe if she knew the shit I've been through then she would understand exactly how I feel. But like I said before, she's only doing her job and I can appreciate that, she just another person out here trying to make the next dollar and I have no problem with that.

Sean laughs to himself.

Dr. Rodriguez: What's funny Mr. Williams?

Sean Do you really wanna know why my relationship is the way it is with my father, and with my his brother and with my mother? Do you really want to know?

Dr. Rodriguez: If it will make you feel better to open up and share with me then go right ahead, maybe talking about it will finally help you, Hmmm? [Pauses] Maybe it will help you find closure and kind of let these bad memories lay to rest.

Sean I remember I was 15, and -

The scene fades.

FLASH BACK

Location:

June 19th, 1996 Los Angeles, California (Williams Household)

The scene opens up outside Sean's parents home, Sean is shown standing outside puffing on a cigarette.

SEEEEAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNN!!!!!

Sean drops the cigarette on the ground, brushing the smoke out of his face and smashing the ashes underneath his foot making sure the cigarette is out, he turns and runs into the house where his Mom is standing with her purse in hand.

Mom: Listen Dear, I need to go and make a run, I should be gone about an hour, maybe two. So your Uncle Brian is sleep on the couch and your father is at the market but he is on his way home now.

Sean's mom reaches in her purse and pulls a $10 bill out and hands it to Sean.

Mom: Order you and your brother a pizza and do not and I repeat do not let your brother outside today. It took me three hours to get those dirt stains out of his school clothes, when he gets home, make sure he finishes his homework and also make sure he cleans his room, I swear you two act like it's a maid service around here.

She leans over and kisses Sean on the cheek, she walks toward the door and heads out. Sean lays the $10 bill on the counter and makes his way towards the living room area, there laid his Uncle Brian drunk on the couch. Sean walked towards the couch and could smell the alcohol rising from his Uncle's body, he turned and headed towards the front door to see if his brothers school bus was coming.

Brian: [Mumbles] What time is it?

Sean turns to see Brian sitting up on the couch, Sean looks down at his watch.

Sean It's 3:00, Anthony should be home in about twenty minutes.

Brian: Go in the kitchen and get me some water, and bring me a freaking tylenol.

Sean rolls his eyes and wallks into the kitchen grabbing a plastic cup off the counter, he turns and runs the faucet water filling the cup to the rim. He walks back into the living room handing Brian the cup. Sean sits down on the bed beside his uncle reaching for the remote.

Brian: I got a job for you today.

Sean sighs.

Brian: Don't give me that shit, we made a deal and that deal was I wouldn't tell your parents that I caught you looking at gay porn.

Sean But what you make me do is worst then looking at some porn.

Brian: It's what you want, and plus a young boy like you makes me a lot of money. So once your dad gets back, you and me are going for a ride so I suggest you go wash up and do whatever else you need to do, because this guy is top dollars and he's paying a lot for someone like you.

Sean I don't want to do this anymo-

Before Sean could finish, Brian reaches his arm around Sean's neck pulling him into a headlock position. Sean lets out three muffled screams before finally giving up.

Brian: It doesn't matter what you want to do, you know for a fact that your parents, my brother won't like or accept the fact that have a queer son running around. And as much as I don't like Queers, you people make people like me very good money so I suggest you stop complaining and do as I say, I'll be ready to leave in a few so go wash up!

Sean's head drops as Brian pushes him out on the floor, Sean slowly gets to his feet and makes his way towards the staircase as the scene fades.

Flash Back Over.

Location:

South Philadelphia (Broad Street) 4:06 PM Dr. Rodriguez Office.

The scene opens up with Sean sitting in the chair as he watches Dr. Rodriguez listen in shock, he reaches over and grabs his water bottle off the table and takes a sip of water.

Dr. Rodriguez: Wow.

Wow was right, there are many stories I could tell her but I just didn't have the time nor did I want to bring up past memories that still haunt me til this day. People wonder why I'm so fucked up, why it's so hard for me to trust a man, to get close to a man, now people see why I turned my life to drugs, partying, sex, and alcohol. When I'm under the influence, my body's numb, it's like I'm on pain killers and I can't feel a fucking thing.

Dr. Rodriguez: Did you ever go to the Police?

Sean I couldn't, I wouldn't.

Dr. Rodriguez: Why?

Sean There are a lot of things about my family that you don't know, I have family that works in high places, family who have authority to do whatever they feel they need to do to ruin someone's life. If my Uncle wanted to, he could erase me from this earth and no one would know I would be missing.

Dr. Rodriguez: How many men did you sleep with?

Sean It really wasn't me sleeping with the men, it was more of the men taking advantage of me. Most of the time they would want to see me play with myself, or walk around naked, or kiss me and you know grind bodies together.

Dr. Rodriguez: So it was never any physical action?

Sean looks down at his phone and notices the time, he rises out of his seat.

Sean Listen, my session is up and I have to go. I have a very important match to train for and I'm really focused on my career and restarting my life. I really don't feel comfortable discussing my past, especially during that whole time of my life. I finally came to grips with a lot that has happened to me, and only talking about it will bring back bad memories and I don't want to relapse.

Dr. Rodriguez: I understand, so next week, how about on Monday?

Sean Fine with me.

Dr. Rodriguez: I appreciate you meeting with me Sean. [Stands up] And I really do want to go deep and talk about some issues when you were younger. I won't ask for every detail, but I do feel like we need to discuss some of your past so we can figure out how we can help you succeed in the future.

Dr. Rodriguez smiles as she extends her hand out to Sean, Sean nods as he replies with a hand shake. He turns and walks toward the door.

2 Hours Later

Location:

Downtown Philadelphia, Center City.

The scene opens up outside Sean's condo, Sean makes his way up the long drive way before reaching his building, he notices a 2009 Black BMW 745i sitting in front of his building with California Tags, he reaches out of his pocket and pulls his keycard out to unlock the lobby door entrance.

That car looks so familiar.

Sean shrugs his shoulders and ignores the fact that the car is familiar to him, he nods his head towards the security guard and makes his way towards the elevator, the elevator door opens and standing in front of him was a face he hasn't seen in three years.

The scene fades to black.

1 1/2 Hour Later

The scene opens up inside Sean's condo, Sean is shown sitting on his couch with a dutch in one hand and his iPhone in the other. He reaches for the Kleenex box on the coffee table pulling out two tissues.

Sean How long have you been living in New York Mercy?

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Standing by the window, depressed and still crying. Mercedes turns and looks at Sean.

Mercedes: Ever since the seperation, I mean we were engaged to be married, I was pregnant, and I don't know what happened.

I couldn't believe Mercedes was actually standing in my apartment. Alicia "Mercedes" Matthews, one of the baddest female wrestlings in my time, and one of the most entertaining person I've ever met. She's done movies, had five platinum albums, held numerous championships, covered plenty magazines including Playboy three times and owns two of the hottest boutique's in the country. Mercy's Playground in Miami and Secrets in Los Angeles. I hadn't talked or heard from Mercedes since the end of 2008, I remember checking myself into rehab and kind of pushing her out of my life, so I wasn't mad at her when I didn't hear from her, I treated Mercedes really bad and during that time she was only trying to help me and be my friend, but in the back of my mind I felt like she was trying to control me, trying to make me live my life the way she wanted me to live it.

Sean How did you know I was here though?

Mercedes: My publicist got in touch with SCW after I found out you signed a contract with them. I was able to get some information and I drove out here immediately.

Sean I'm sorry.

Mercedes: You don't have to apologize to me Sean because I know how it is to go through a bad time in life, please believe my life may not as been as crazy as yours was growing up but I've experienced some ups and downs in my life time and I know how stressful it can be.

Sean I'm really happy you came out to see me, I figure I had lost you as a friend.

Mercedes: I was there when your ass almost over dosed in the Roosevelt Hotel. Sean you are a fucked up individual, but deep down inside I know your just lost right now and I'm pretty sure in due time your life will come together. You needed some time by yourself to figure out what you wanted, to kind of figure out which direction to go in life and right now it seems like your heading into the right direction.

Sean passes Mercedes the dutch, she takes two puffs and starts coughing.

Mercedes: I haven't smoked weed since my days in LIWA, and there was that one time when Babydoll, Shawna, Fyre, and I snuck outside during training one day and Fyre had brought some weed and we all smoked. It was hilarious because the way I'm coughing now, that's how I was coughing then so you know this whole scene is not my thing.

I couldn't help but laugh, it felt so good to have Mercedes here with me right now. Don't get me wrong, there's nothing wrong with Brandon but Mercy and I've been closed for a while now and she knows everything about me, what I've been through and she's definitely helped me grow as a person.

Mercedes: So as you can see I've already made myself comfortable. The gentleman downstairs let me in, he knew who I was and I told him it was alright with you because we were training for this tournament and blah blah blah, he fell for it so I hope you don't mind.

Sean I don't mind, I'm actually happy your here.

Mercedes: Well we do have a lot of work to do, I see you have this match coming up and it's for the Tag Titles I guess?

Sean Yeah, I'm not to thrilled about it but at the same time I am excited. I know that didn't make sense, but you know I'm leaning towards a World Championship shot, but Tag Titles is fine for me. I just wish my partner was someone I really knew, I hope he doesn't mess it up for me.

Mercedes: You gotta start somewhere Sean, I think this is good for you because you can get your first taste at gold and then when your ready I'm pretty sure the World Title will be in your palms. I mean look at me, I went from EFWO, to LIWA, to 3WL and a couple other federations and each federation I worked my ass off and did what I was suppose to do.

Sean Your right.

Mercedes: We need to get you ready for this match, and I have the perfect way at doing it.

Sean How?

Mercedes: The way I see it, all these opponents including your partner are new to you. So you need to go in this match prepared, your mind set on one thing and that's winning those Tag Team Titles. You may have to carry your own weight and if that's the case just be prepapred.

Sean I am, I don't know if you saw my last match but I handled that pretty well.

Mercedes: You've always been a good wrestler Sean, but at the end of the day if you wanna win The World Title, or hell even if it's not the World Title, at the end of the day you to be in that position, it requires you to be the BEST. I'm pretty sure you have this match in the bag, but don't pump your head up just yet because you can be disappointed also. I tell you what, let's go grab so lunch and then we can go meet up with a personal friend of mines, he stays out in Jersey but he has his own personal gym and wrestling ring at his home, I will give him a call and I say we go out there for the weekend just to kind of you know train a little and see what we can work on.

Sean That's fine with me, but one problem. Synn kind of invited me to Vegas this weekend and I don't want to let him down, we haven't seen each other in a while and we kind of just started talking again and I know he would be upset if I didn't show.

I felt like things couldn't get any better, Mercedes was here, Synn was talking to me again, I won my debut match here in SCW, nothing could go wrong.

Mercedes: I'm sure Synn will understand, this match is important to you.

Sean Yeah I know, but I don't want him to think that I'm not interested or I just made him waste however much money he spent on these tickets.

Mercedes: Okay, listen! You fly out and spend the weekend with Synn, and I'll stay here in Philly and when you come back, then we will head out to Jersey and meet up with Pauly, and we'll go from there.

Sean Good Plan.

Mercedes: Now let's get something to eat, I'm starving.

It felt good to have Mercedes here, I just knew with her positive attitude and he being here that it would help me. Dr. Rodriguez was always hesitant about me being alone so much, she always felt the need to suggest me getting a room mate or possibly staying with family because I assume she thought I was like a really unhappy depressed person, maybe she felt I would bring harm to myself but it was never that deep, well at least intentional harm.

Sean reaches for his Dolce hoodie and his shoes, Mercedes slides some baby phat sweats on and zips up her jacket, the two head for the door as the scene fades to black.