[Gabriel]

 Sunday 23rd October 2011

Ok, so it's been a while since I wrote my thoughts down in journal style but it always helps me get out of my head sometimes when I got a lot on my mind. What might you ask? Well I just got done with Climax Control and heard the annoucement that everyone is getting a World Title shot, me included. I'm not really sure how to take that considering I'm here as part of a team, but I can't help but get the urge to go on and do as best as I can for myself and to hell with the consequences. I guess we'll find out more tomorrow when I get the card.

Climax control was a lot of fun. The themed matches really came across well watching from the back and the fans absolutely loved them. Great match for Blade Alexander and JT Underwood, came across really well. Also the women's match was great too.

Despayre's really gotta learn to keep a secret, keep telling these chicks about me talking about their funbags... Let's not beat around the bush, these interviewers have massive massive... well funbags.

Just wanna state here, I had nothing to do with Christian getting slimed, nothing at all.

Monday 24th October 2011

So the card just got sent to me and now I'm conflicted. Beating Poisoned Power should be no problem at all. Casey and I have tore it up on occasion and he knows I'm already inside his head. He know's he needs more then an A game to defeat me, he knows he needs to do it all and he should be smart enough to relay that message to Ryan King, if he's not too busy chasing chasing that birds tail but that is not why I'm conflicted

When I first came to Sin City Wresting, it was to work with Despayre, now we both have a shot at that world title, I don't know what to think. I'm pretty damn sure I'm good enough to take the gold, hell, I'm more then sure that I could lead this company and take the ball and not drop it, but the plan was tag team dominance first, then worry about what we can do in singles competition. Now it feels like I should belong there. I notice no tag gold is on the line for the show, known as High Stakes by the way, and I feel I am good enough to take some gold, I feel that this is the way I should start my legacy here and that's by winning the gold and putting out the message that I am the best here. I know I am good enough. I put on a hell of a show against team Viagra, a hell of a show, so maybe I should be the one leaving High Stakes as the top dog.

Tuesday 25th October 2011

Met with Synn earlier. Didn't express my concerns or confliction directly to him today, there was no point. It's difficult enough to get Despayre to focus on one match let alone two. His natural thoughts are hanging with Angel and having some innocent fun. Getting him focused on two matches in one night is gonna be a struggle, there's no need nor point of bringing this up to Synn at this moment in time. I guess whatever happens, happens. Maybe I need to get my head in to two matches too, starting with Poisoned Power. Casey is on a run of two wins after all.

Wednesday 26th October 2011

Couldn't sleep much last night. Been struggling to think straight since I heard I could have a shot at Sin City Wrestling's world title. I could actually walk out with the biggest title belt in the game. Felt absolutely drained beyond my wildest dreams and fantasies. Havee a very busy day today. Promo work to be done, and a meeting with Shane and Fantasia in like.... shit, ten minutes. Will have to keep writing when I get back.

Ok, so I just got back from the meeting with Shane and Fantasia. It was the usual run down on my opponents, weaknesses etc, making sure my head is well and truly in the game and not all over the place. I had a quiet little talk with Shane, and he's now eased my mind about my worries and concerns about going after the top title. I don't know if I'm going to do it and give both my matches my all. I doubt I'm alone in this situation, I think everyone on the card will have one eye on the title and one eye elsewhere.

Got a call from Sera Gamble, The show runner for Supernatual. I had a lot of fun with the show first time around, think I may have to return to the show just after the Supercard to start filming. If nothing else, it will be fun to just hang out with the cast again. Thinking of popping in to Coyote Ugly for a happy hour beer.

I did pop down there, shocked a few drunken frat boys. Always entertaining to do that.

Heading to Despayre's and Synn's holloween party, so will write about that tomorrow.

Thursday 27th October 2011

So that party was wild, I think my gladiator costume went down a storm, got a lot of admiring glances, and many gropes, you think that would be and ego boost, right? Wrong. I thought "hey, people wanna get hold of me because I look damn good with these legs on display and my sword in my hand" sadly a different story. Gropes for snicker bars, oh yes, gropes for snicker bars. Despayre, being the "businessman" that he is was selling gropes of me for snicker bars. To be fair, he did pretty well at it and will probably mak himself very damn sick after all those snicker bars. You reap what you so, but hell, I'm not complaining. Some of those gropes were hot. I did get kinda scared when I saw Synn pull out a bag of snickers though!

Still lots of fun teaching a card trick to Ms. Rocky Mountains and Pussy Willow, bet those two could teach me more then a trick or two, and that's something I believe big time. You don't have fun bags like that and not know how to use them to your advantage.

Friday 28th October 2011

Spoke to Sera Gamble about the Supernatural script that arrived today. Very interesting episode she wants me to be part of. I'm looking forward to it, contract should be here early next week that will make me a slightly wealthier guy. Not gonna complain at that. Mallek shall return and help those pesky Winchester Brothers out again.

Finally got a chance to play Football Manager 2012 today, been out a week but clearly been busy, complicated game but god damned addictive. Don't ya just love games like that, that just seem to draw you in? Get the feeling Saints Row The Third may have the same effect on me.

Saturday 29th October 2011

Deadline day for promos, time to catch up. Christian was nice enough to send the recordings over to me so I don't have to wait around for them to air tomorrow randomly. Just a damn shame no one gets them in earlier, would make life so much easier. First off, I look great on camera.... even my legs! Gotta watch them all being as I will be in the ring with most of these guys come High Stakes

JT Underwood... Whole new side to JT, I'm impressed with his darkness at times. You can tell that Blade guy has got deep under his skin, but that his issue. His manager talks a lot of shit though, writing me off before I even get in the ring. I should kick his manager's arse for that. Pretty damn sure I can take him. I should give him a history lesson or two to show him not to write me off so easily. Those two wanna look at failure, they need go no further then a mirror. I have won two titles in my career, didn't lose either of them. I won't ask what record JT or Matt have to best that one. Greed is an overpowering emotion, so in the view that this is not gonna work for me because of greed, what do you think drives everyone on to take what they want?  If you had the chance to have millions, are you telling me you wouldn't do whatever it takes to get it? If you don't have the greed to take the top prize, what are you even doing here?

Bruce Evans.... delusions of grandure... absolutely no chance against me

Maoi... No threat at all, he's too much of a Mr Nice Guy

Damn, let's hear it for the girls, Raynin, Misty, Kittie, Angelica, seriously arse kicking material there, and very easy on the eye.

Back to the guys, Wyatt Peterson, likeable, but not ready yet

OH MY FUCKING GOD.... Did Kid Karma just wrap about me? I mean seriously, did that little skinny Eminem wannabe just rap about me? Seen it all now. I bet he's well proud of himself now. That rhyming dictionary he got for Christmas is really paying off, rhyming Gabriel, with stable AND table... I'm impressed. I appologize to people who are reading this, but I'm writing in a seriously sarcastic tone. I think I may just take up his offer to "fuck with them" try and put me through a table, bad shit happens. Oh, and those tiny little fists.... be shocked if they could KO a fly.

Blade Alexander... complete prick, but fuck can the man talk. He is the main threat to the gauntlet match. Big threat to everyone. Be shocked if he is not one of the favourites. He can talk, he can wrestle, he can clearly get under peoples skin. This guy has a huge future.

Ok, guess I better write about my opponents now I've just seen that Ryan King promo. Least he got it through his drunk head that I do live the high life. I like a drink as much as the next man, but hell, I stay sober long enough to know a little about people. Surprisingly, Ryan has stayed sober enough to dig up a little info on me. Yep, rent free Luxor, millionaire and I'm not near my 30s yet, sober enough to know I don't see him or his little buddy as a threat. I do have to pull Ryan up on one comment. "The only remaining tag team that is worth the money Mark or Christian is paying" or something along those lines. Correct me if I'm wrong but that simply sounds like that even though you and Casey are a legit team, you don't feel like you're worth paying. Interesting concept of how your talents do not match your salary, and not in a good way too. Is it much of a surprise that you are no longer taken seriously? Is it much of a surprise that we, Despayre and I, don't see you as competition?

Shockingly, that's all I got from Ryan's work, so let's talk about Casey's work. It's clear to a blind man that Casey works on compliments, digging for them from his partner. Dude, Ryan already knows how many matches you've won. Kinda lucky that you're facing Sinful Obsession really because I doubt for even a split second that your mind could count past two, so we'll deal with that for you. Two wins and you're stepping up from burgers to steaks, you must be real proud Casey. No more eating shit for you eh? I know Casey is trying so hard to make this personal. When I first started wrestling, in the AWA, Casey was my first ever opponent and I beat the guy pretty easily. I think he still holds a serious grudge from there in the ring, even if he doesn't show it outside the ring, I think he hates the fact of losing, even though he lost more then he won in the AWA, I think he hated getting beat by the new guy. Yes, I thought in his corner to get his job back when he lost it, because we were on the verge of going in to what would have been a great rivalry, yes, I wanted to kick his sorry arse all over the place but never got a chance after our first meeting, but now I have that chance. Now I have the chance to do it, different ring but same old story for Casey. This will be a grudge he'll be holding on to for a long, long time. Hanky Henry III was a drunk, a crazy drunk, Ryan King is a drunk... I guess you must be attracted to drunks or something Casey. Only difference is Ryan won't stab me with a fork like crazy Hank did. I know Casey is not gonna be easy to take on once he gets going, I know he's gonna be a nightmare to deal with once he gets in his stride, but I pick on weaknesses, I pick on slow movements, and well, all I gotta do is stop Casey from getting in that killer punch, that huge blow that gave Saint Patty a concussion.

I'm not the man you know Casey? Not who I used to be? Something missing from who I was? Ok, maybe my focus is a little all over the place, but maybe, just maybe there's something added to me that you just don't see yet. In a week or so, you just might find out about it buddy.

Sunday 30th October 2011

They say no rest for the wicked.... well I must be one evil bastard. Up at 6am for a media day. I've spoke to reporters selling High Stakes, I've done radio interviews, I've been to press conferences, I've done the lot. All have been asking me about the Heavyweight title, yes, heavyweight, I know, I know, I've been saying World title all week, but it's the same thing, right? The more I was asked about it, the more I still don't know what to do about it. It's an awkward situation to have to deal with. Something in me is telling me not to think about it, but my greed, my hunger for all things bright and beautiful is making me want it more again. Damn those reporters for sticking that idea in my head again.

I think the worst part of it was that guy asking me what would happen to Despayre if I won the world title..... shit, there I go again, Heavyweight title. Fact is, I have no idea, I have no answer to that question because I simply do not know. I mean really have no clue what to do there. I guess I shouldn't worry about it till I have that belt. Maybe that's when everything will become clear.

Monday 31st October 2011

It just dawned on me, what would happen if Despayre won the world title? He would make a great champion if I'm honest, probably more so then I would. Now that would be a great twist to a very unconventional federation.

Speaking of that bowl of crazy, walked in and found Despayre in my suite jumping on the bed. He's a strange little fella but ya can't help but like him. He seems very relaxed about the Supercard, but he usually is. I think having Angel around probably calms him a lot... Although alcohol levels him out a while lot.

Oh, and somehow I owe Angel money.... not sure how that happened, not even gonna try to explain, but somehow it always seems to happen.

Oh yeah, happy halloween, been people walking round dressed as strange things all day. It's like the night of the living dead around here... except those hot nurses I've seen a lot around here. They can take my pulse any day!

Tuesday 1st November 2011

Just had one of the oddest conversations of my life with Shane. The guy takes his time to get to the point about things when it's important. Seems that Shane had spoke to Synn, Synn had told him that he spoke to Despayre, and Despayre doesn't want the heavyweight title and Synn suspects he'll be happy with me winning it. Here lies another dilemma - if I were to win, surely the direction I'll be heading in would be away from Despayre to battle one on one with the big boys rather then take on talentless hacks like Poisoned Power. I'd be main eventing every week and leaving people like that in the past. I wonder if Despayre would be happy knowing and seeing that. I know he hates single matches and me winning will leave him in the lurch so to speak. Maybe that chat with Shane has made up my mind.... maybe it's just clouded my judgement even more.

Wednesday 2nd November 2011

Contract for Supernatual showed up.... oh my god! The amount of money is crazy, I think it's time to go on a shopping spree here for completely random stuff. Contract signed, shown to Synn... well, I gotta show it to Synn, he's my manager after all inside and outside of the ring, sent back and filming starting soon

Ok, I think I've overspent, but screw it, more money coming in anyway. Now the proud owner of more gold then Mr. T, about $200,000 worth of gold to be exact. Looks like I've just robbed a jewellers with all this stuff around. More bling then a rapper. Also now own a new car, I figured that I needed a new car... Something not many people own or can afford... I saw it, fell in love, cost me a cool 2.4 million dollars, yes, you saw that right, $2,400,000 what can I say? Greed kicked in, but I now own a Bugatti Veyron

It's 11.30pm now and I've just sat down to watch Fantasia's Web Shoot thing. Good god did she put that Carter guy in his place but she does raise some good points about how we have to deal with things while we're trying to relax. I get asked to do a magic trick on average 5 times an hour. That guy must have spies everywhere if he thinks he knows the story about the Heavyweight title, myself and Despayre. Dissention my arse. Despayre is like my little brother. Like I've been told in private conversations, there will be no issues if I win the world title, or if Despayre wins. In fact, it would actually be pretty cool to see Despayre with the title. Fantasia tore those women apart and if she does decide to step out of the ring, it would be Sin City Wrestlings loss because that promo work, absolute brilliance. The bosses should offer her a rise and keep her in the ring, well, not Mark, not sure how he'll react to those comments, but Christian is probably pissing himself laughing, so he'll give her a pay rise!

Thursday 3rd November 2011

So I finally met our returning prodigal son. Jesus the dude is huge. I know exactly what he's gonna do and I so wouldn't wanna be his target. Glad he's on our side then against us, he seems like one angry dude, but I trust Synn and Shane's judgement. The guy is seriously scary.

Sorry, but this one isn't gonna be a long writing day, that car is amazing, cruising round Vegas in it is just quality and the women love it. This could be the best investment I've made in a long time... Unless I buy a cafe or diner or something, I'd make a shedload of cash from Casey Williams, the dude is always eating

Friday 4th November 2011

It's after midnight, so I can technically write this. Got a few things to do but still in the mood to take out Poisoned Power so sleep time, then focus time for me, it's all about Sunday and winning a match or two. King and Williams don't know what's gonna hit them. I know all about them, I know all the things they're gonna do, I know how to deal with these guys. Time for a few days radio silence while I deal with Godzilla and his little buddy. When I'm done with these guys, who knows, maybe I'll be adding some more gold to all that bling I bought a couple of days ago. Next time I write here, I'll have a 2-0 record in Sin City Wrestling and poor old Casey will be losing his streak. As for Ryan.... well, he'll be too drunk to find the arena I expect...

The sound of a book is heard slamming... the scene fades out