Made to Climb
Osaka, Japan
Ryan’s hotel room had been taken over by Sasha Seams.
There were garment bags on hooks, fabric on the bed, and little bits of thread everywhere. The desk was a mess too, covered in tape, scissors, sewing clips, chalk, and Sasha’s coffee sitting there forgotten.
Sasha stood in the middle of all of it with her hair done, makeup sharp, and a measuring tape around her neck. Somehow she looked terrifying but fabulous.
Ryan stood near the mirror in the base gear she had already made him put on. Black trunks with the gold crown detail, dark green and orange trim, kneepads set aside near the bed, and tall boots waiting by the garment rack. The sleeveless gray hoodie was only there because he had thrown it back on while Sasha checked something on the vest.
Aron Baltasarsson sat near the window with his phone, calm as ever, like none of this had anything to do with him. He had been unbothered when Ryan changed, which Ryan figured was part manager, part Icelandic, and part Aron just being Aron.
Sasha tapped Ryan’s shoulder with two fingers.
“Hoodie off.”Ryan looked at her through the mirror.
“Hello to you too.”“Hello, darling. Hoodie off. I need to see how the vest sits on your shoulders, not how it sits over whatever you put on because you got bored.”“You make this sound so glamorous.”“Fittings are glamorous when I’m done. Before that, they are work.”Aron didn’t look up.
“That sounds right.”Ryan turned toward him.
“You’re supposed to help me.”“I am helping you stay alive.”Sasha smiled.
“Smart man.”Ryan pulled the hoodie off and tossed it onto the chair. He was moving better than he had earlier in the tour. The rest between shows had helped. Sasha still caught the small pause when he straightened because of course she did.
“You’re still a little stiff.”Ryan made a face.
“A little is better than last time.”“Better is not fixed.”“No, but it’s easier to dress.”“That depends on the client.”Ryan looked at her.
“I feel like that was aimed at me.”“It landed, then.”Aron glanced up.
“She doesn’t miss often.”Ryan gave them both a look.
“I feel very supported.”Sasha grabbed the vest from the rack and settled it over his shoulders. She tugged one side into place, checked the strap near his ribs, then made a quick chalk mark near the seam.
“You took a rough one,” she said.
“You look better, but I can still see it when you move.”Ryan glanced at himself in the mirror and let out a small breath. He was not trying to make the whole room about Copenhagen again. Still, he had worn the referee shirt, called the match fair, and Bill still dropped him for it.
He rolled one shoulder, more out of habit than anything.
“That’s the price sometimes,” Ryan said.
“You want to be in this business, you want to entertain people, you want the big moments, you’re gonna pay for it somewhere. Back, neck, knees, crotch, pride, whatever. Comes with the ticket.”He looked at Aron through the mirror, then smiled a little.
“But Bill dropping me on my head while I was wearing stripes? Yeah. I’d like a little payback for that one.”Aron studied him.
“A little?”Ryan’s smile grew.
“I’m being mature.”Sasha snorted.
“That’s what we’re calling it?”“For legal reasons, yes.”She shook her head and lifted his arm so she could check how the vest sat when he moved. The room went quiet for a bit after that. Sasha adjusted the straps, checked the lines, made him turn, then told him to stop moving before he made her redo something on purpose. Aron watched a little closer now, not saying much.
Ryan looked at the vest again, then at the rest of the gear.
The idea had started with those reference pictures he sent Sasha the week before. A hat, some colors, cartoon spikes, and one message that probably started with “hear me out.” Sasha hadn’t known what the character was. She just called it some cartoon lizard king thing and turned it into actual gear.
Black, dark green, orange, and gold. Crown details. Flame accents. Spikes on the wrists and knees. A vest with that spiked shell look. Dramatic, but not impossible to move in.
It wasn’t too much. Not for Into the Void.
“Bill’s going to hate this.”Aron looked up.
“The gear?”“Me. The gear too, probably. But mostly me.”Sasha made another small chalk mark inside the vest.
“That sounds like Bill’s problem.”“That’s the thing with Bill,” Ryan said.
“I can joke about his temper all I want, but he’s not just some angry guy swinging at air. He’s big. He’s stubborn. If he gets control of the match, he can turn the whole thing into a mess real quick. I don’t even want to think about what kind of matches he’s gonna have people do if he wins this thing.”Sasha kept working, but she was listening. Aron set his phone down.
“Bill doesn’t have to be quick,” Ryan went on.
“He doesn’t have to be pretty. He only has to get his hands on you once and make the ladder feel far away. He can slow everything down. He can make you carry his weight. He can make one bad landing turn into five bad minutes.”Aron nodded a little.
“Then don’t let him have that match.”“Exactly.”Sasha told Ryan to turn again. He turned, waited for her to fix the side strap, then kept going.
“I don’t beat Bill by standing there trying to prove I can be tougher than him in the most boring way possible. That’s his game. I’m not walking into Into the Void to out-bulldog the Bulldog. If he wants ugly, fine. I can deal with ugly. But I don’t have to stay there with him. I have to move, make him reach, make him spend time trying to catch me while the match keeps moving. If he falls off a few ladders, that’s just a bonus.”Sasha lifted her eyes to the mirror.
“That almost sounded like a plan.”Ryan smiled.
“I have those sometimes.”“Rarely while being fitted.”“I’m changing. It’s beautiful.”Aron looked at Sasha.
“Should we be concerned?”“Deeply,” Sasha said.
Ryan shook his head, still smiling.
“Hostile room.”The fitting kept going. Sasha fastened the vest properly this time, checked the waist again, fixed one side, then had him step onto a small riser she had brought with her somehow. Ryan didn’t ask how. Sasha always had things. Fabric, eyelashes, emergency tape, insults, and whatever else the moment needed.
Once he was standing there, the mirror gave him the full shape of it. The gear was still Ryan. Still fun. Still made for attention. It had that cartoon final-boss look Ryan wanted, the kind of thing that fit the park without turning the gear into a costume. If this worked, maybe it could become a thing for pay-per-views.
“Ciaran is different,” Ryan said after a moment.
Sasha glanced up from where she was checking the vest.
“Different how?”“He’s not trying to drag me down like Bill. He’s trying to get up there before either one of us can stop him.”Aron leaned back a little and listened.
Ryan kept his eyes on the mirror.
“Ciaran has that thing right now. That spark. He beat Bill, got himself into this match, and now the whole thing probably feels closer than it ever did before. I don’t blame him. He should feel good. He earned that. He proved he belongs.”Sasha stepped back, looked him over, then nodded for him to keep talking.
“But belonging there and winning there are not the same thing. Ciaran has momentum, and momentum is great until it starts making choices for you. You get one big win, and suddenly the next step feels like it should happen too. You start seeing the crown before you feel the ladder shake. You climb because it feels like your moment, not because the ring is clear.”Aron’s eyes stayed on him.
“That is where he is dangerous,” Ryan said.
“Not because he is careless. I don’t think he is. He is dangerous because he believes. And when a guy believes, he’ll jump before he thinks, reach before he checks, climb before his hands are ready. Sometimes that wins. Sometimes it gets you pulled down so hard the whole building hears it.”Sasha crossed her arms for a second.
“You respect him.”“I do. He reminds me a little bit of me.”Ryan said it without thinking about it first.
“I’m not going to act like Ciaran tripped into the biggest match of his life. He beat Bill. He earned his spot. But I’m not stepping aside because he has a good story. I have one too. Besides, after dealing with Brooke last time, having Marissa only in the back of my mind feels like a vacation.”That came out quieter than the rest. Sasha caught it and smiled toward the mirror.
“And you have better gear.”Ryan’s grin came back.
“See? This is why I flew you here.”“You flew me here because you needed help.”“And emotional support.”“I charge extra for that.”“Put it on the invoice,” Aron said.
Ryan turned his head.
“Do not encourage her.”Sasha smiled wider.
“Too late. I feel encouraged.”The room felt a little warmer after that. Aron with his phone. Sasha with her measuring tape. Ryan standing there in the gear, looking at himself like he was still getting used to seeing it on him. Outside, Osaka kept moving, but inside the room, it was just the fitting, the match, and the people who knew him well enough to call him out when he needed it.
He looked ready enough. That was the point.
“You know what’s funny?” Ryan asked.
Aron gave him a look.
“Usually when you ask that, it is not funny.”“Rude.”“He may be right,” Sasha said.
“Both of you are lucky I am mature now.”Aron tilted his head.
“When did that happen?”“Recently. Do not test it.”Ryan looked back at the gear.
“What’s funny is that this match is for King For A Day, and I’m standing here getting fitted like I’m already planning the after party. But that is not what this is. I’m not acting like it’s mine already. I’m making sure I walk in looking like I believe it can be.”Sasha stopped moving for a second. Aron looked at him too.
Ryan shrugged a little.
“I spent too much time showing up and hoping the night liked me. Sometimes that works. Not always. Into the Void is not that kind of night. Bill is too heavy for that. Ciaran is too fast for that. Ladders are too rude for that.”“Ladders are rude,” Sasha said.
“All that rattling. Terrible manners. Especially if they give us ladders that are too short.”Aron leaned back in his chair.
“Then what is the plan?”Ryan looked at him through the mirror.
“Don’t let Bill turn the match into a parking lot fight. Don’t let Ciaran turn it into a race I’m not ready for. Don’t climb just because the ladder is there. Climb when it matters.”Aron gave the smallest nod.
“Everybody talks about ladder matches like they are about who wants it most,” Ryan said.
“They are not. Everybody wants it. That’s why they’re in the match. It’s about who can still make a good choice after getting thrown into metal. It’s about who can breathe, look around, and know when the opening is real.”Ryan looked back at himself.
“I can do that.”Sasha gave the vest one final tug, then stepped back with her hands on her hips.
“Now move.”Ryan blinked.
“Move how?”“Like you are not decorative.”“I am a little decorative.”“Move.”Ryan stepped off the riser and tested the gear the normal way first. He bent his knees, turned once, took a couple steps, then lifted one leg like he was stepping onto a ladder.
Sasha watched the vest, then the waistband, then the knee pads, her face doing that thing where she was already fixing problems in her head.
“Okay. That works.”“Of course it works.”“I was complimenting you.”“Do it louder.”Ryan laughed.
“The queen has built another masterpiece.”Sasha smiled and gave a small bow.
“Accepted.”Aron looked at the gear one more time.
“It fits the match.”Ryan nodded, still looking at himself in the mirror.
“Good.”For once, he did not add a joke right away.
The room got quiet again, except for the steamer by the bathroom. Ryan could see the version of himself who would walk into Into the Void XV. Not the referee from Copenhagen. Not the guy joking through every little ache because standing still made it harder to ignore. This was the guy after that. The guy who took the shot, took the fall, laughed about it when he could, and still showed up to get ready.
“Bill can try to make me hurt,” Ryan said, more to himself at first.
“Ciaran can try to beat me to the climb. That is the match. But neither one of them gets to decide what I am walking in there as.”Sasha softened a little.
“And what are you walking in there as?”Ryan looked at her through the mirror, then at Aron, then back at himself.
His grin came back. Smaller than usual, but real.
“The guy dressed better than both of them.”Sasha rolled her eyes, but she was smiling.
Aron sighed, though the corner of his mouth moved.
“There it is.”Ryan let the joke sit for a second, then nodded once.
“And the guy who knows exactly why he’s climbing.”Sasha picked up the measuring tape from the desk and pointed it at him.
“Good. Now take that off before you wrinkle it.”Ryan looked wounded.
“I’m having a moment.”“Have it carefully.”“That should be your career motto,” Aron said.
Ryan pointed at Aron.
“That was actually good.”“Thank you.”“Don’t get comfortable.”Sasha clapped once.
“Enough bonding. Out of the gear, superstar. I still have work to do, and you still have a ladder match to not ruin my stitching in.”Ryan stepped back onto the riser, still smiling as Sasha moved in to help with the vest. Somewhere beyond the hotel and the streets, Into the Void waited. Bill Barnhart, Ciaran Doyle, a ladder, and a crown that could give Ryan the chance to book part of a future show.
Week one had been about enjoying the ride. This was different. This was about making sure he was ready for the fall, the climb, and everything between.
Bill would bring weight and anger. Ciaran would bring speed and belief. Ryan would bring himself, the good ideas, the bad jokes, the bright gear, the little reminder Copenhagen left behind, and the part of him that kept moving when staying down would have been easier.
He was not trying to become colder for this match. He was not trying to become meaner either. That was never going to fit him. Sasha could fix fabric, not turn him into someone else. He did not need to be someone else to win.
He just had to climb when it mattered.
Ryan looked at himself in the mirror one more time before Sasha started unfastening the vest.
“Hey, Sasha?”“Yes, darling?”“Make sure it can handle me winning.”Sasha smiled like that was the easiest request in the world.
“Honey, that was the first thing I planned for.”