Crystal had made the trip over to Iceland for the big tour. The Mexican American found herself in a local gym where she was working out by herself. It wasn’t that long until she was joined by that of Mackenzie Page. Mackenzie was the more violent woman of London Underground. Crystal was working on doing some squats when the blonde British woman walked over to her.
“I am glad you found yourself into a gym, I didn’t know if you were going to take things seriously or not?!”
Crystal slowly turned her attention over to her friend as a sigh escapes her lips.
“That’s not what I want to hear Kenzie… All of this is just so frustrating to me. I thought I was really a big deal. I thought that SCW respected me. I poured so much into that company in the same way I poured just about everything I had into helping the Golden Ring Casino with the expansion and getting a casino but it just seems like nobody respects me…”
Mackenzie just rolls her eyes as she looks deeply into Crystal’s eyes as the Hispanic turns around to face her.
“You know that’s all in your head right?! Daniel respects you. All of us at the casino respect you. We just want you to respect yourself?!”
Zdunich just places her hands on her hips as she gazes deeply into Mackenzie’s eyes.
“That’s easy for you to say when you aren’t the one that SCW refused to book. It’s like I wasn’t good enough. Ever since I dropped the ball to Mercedes and then to Harper the company doesn’t see anything for me, and…”
Mackenzie just shakes her head as she looks back at Crystal.
“So you need to figure that out… Don’t say anything, just prove to them that you deserve to be here and let everything else do the talking… Do that and nobody can take anything from you…”
Crystal just nods her head as she goes back to working out.
What’s going on SCW Nation, can I just say it bluntly and honestly?! Did all of you miss me?! Don’t even answer that if you haven’t realized it or not that was more of a rhetorical question. I am going to be completely blunt with all of you. I don’t like being in this position. I know that there may be bombshells and even superstars that will Bitch and complain about being in the opening match on a show. It’s irritating how much the people who think they matter whine that they are opening on a card. Then of course you have certain individuals and I know Bill Barnhart is definitely one of them who want to be a good sport and act like he doesn’t care. He always goes out of his way to have this carefree attitude like he is just so happy to be here.
To be honest it is really sickening. It makes me want to vomit because nobody can’t be that overly excited and happy to constantly showcase to the world that they suck. Hey to each their own right?! At least for as much that he sucks or is just a terrible wrestler in general is somebody that this company loves to book and put into big marquee matches with the chance to ascend up the rankings.
It’s maddening to see that somebody actually values Bill Barnhart as a wrestler. Of course then you have somebody like me and while everybody got booked at Blaze of Glory and were granted the opportunity to compete and do the very thing that they love I didn’t even get that chance. Instead I wasn’t even booked on a Super Card. I was forced to ride the bench and I was left out and left off of competing on such a big card.
Surely it must have been some sort of oversight, it must have been one big mistake?! It was probably a simple misunderstanding and surely Christian and Mark wouldn’t leave one of their biggest attractions from competing on such a grand stage. I was willing to accept that about my situation and prepare myself for my next big encounter but then I started watching some of the promos that aired for Blaze of Glory and I had to listen to Bella Madison talk. The same Bella Madison who had put me on the shelf over two years ago when she DDT me on the chair over and over again! The same woman who constantly pointed out that I just didn’t care about anything and was merely here for a paycheck.
To be honest I was on the verge of telling this little blonde Bitch that she could go royally and forever have sex with herself with the help of a rusty dildo. How dare she tell Harper that her win over me wasn’t impressive and that I haven’t been the “it” girl in so long.
I was fuming.
I was angry.
Despite what I went through it honestly served as a reality check to me. When did the legend of Crystal Zdunich fall so hard and so far that beating me just isn’t a big deal anymore?! Let alone how did I even get into a position where I would allow Harper Mason to even beat me in the first place?!
I truly have fallen hard and it’s been happening for a long time now. I could say it started at the beginning of last cycle when I dropped my match to Mercedes Vargas but I have no shame in losing to such a legend. Vargas has been at this for a very long time and there’s nothing wrong in taking a lost to her. It is a problem though when one realizes that I have completely her in every single outing in this company minus one match where she used me as an example for Tempest and beating me by smashing a pumpkin over my head.
In my heart it should have been me in that chamber match, just like it should have been me competing for the Internet Championship but none of those came to pass. Instead I wasn’t even worth wasting a spot on the Super Card and that’s what hurts me more than anything.
I could sit here and complain about it but it all finally hit me. Maybe just maybe for the past few years I have been caught up in worrying way too much about worrying about how everybody feels about me. It can even go back as far to my debut in SCW when I was afraid of being myself and I wore a mask to become La Paloma because I didn’t want people to know the real me. I bounced from being Crystal Hilton, to Crystal Millar, to Christina Rose, to Crystal Zdunich and for what reason exactly?!
It was all in an attempt to make people love me. I just needed to be accepted, and I just wanted to be liked. It was foolish and I shouldn’t have to go about doing all of these ridiculous things in order to gain that type of love. If anything people should respect me because of what I do in the ring, and I think that’s what has been missing.
I have gotten into a case where I care too much and I am finally letting go.
So it brings me to the question who am I?!
Who is this woman that stands before all of you and I can’t help but smile because I will definitely answer in the only best way that I can.
My name is CRYSTAL HILTON… It’s been a long time since I have called myself in SCW but it is who I am at heart. I am the top billing movie star, the woman who can sell out arenas and in other words I am perhaps the best woman to have stepped foot inside of an SCW ring so put some respect on my name.
Now with that being said that brings me to the task at hand and it so happens to be on this week’s edition of Climax Control. First stop of the Nordic tour and I know my wife Seleana is going to be getting cheered throughout the night when she competes in the main event. As much as I love Seleana and I hope she brings it to Bella the true story is about what I plan to do in my match.
I have accomplished so much in SCW. Honestly former and unbeaten Internet Champion, two time Roulette Champion, BFTP winner, woman of the year, most improved, Hall of Famer and FIVE TIME WORLD BOMBSHELL CHAMPION. I have a hell of a resume but what I haven’t managed to accomplish is go out there and win a Tag Team Championship. It has been the one thing that has eluded me and because it’s something I haven’t achieved that means I want it even more.
That Mixed Tag Team Championship is the only thing standing in my way of being able to say that I can be called a Grand Slam Champion so that means I need to push towards it even more. Two members of the GRC are going to strut right into the division and prove that we are the best team in this very division. For far too long Kayla and Finn have dominated the division but that’s mostly because there really isn’t anybody else in the division.
It’s easy to be a champion when you don’t have the competition to step up and make you work to keep those titles. Kayla and Finn are the end goal, and I want to make that very clear. We will get to that match and we will beat them when the time comes but first we need to get through this little warm up just show that Daniel and I can gel together. Honestly this match that SCW has put me in looks nothing more than one huge joke.
Daniel and I are going to be stepping into the ring with the Barnharts.
If I can be blunt the Barnharts are former mixed Tag Team Champions. I know it is surprising that the two of them actually managed to accomplish something together. The only reason they got to where they are and have a championship to their name is because Teddy and Kate decided to take the night off.
Sure they may have beaten them but can it really be looked upon as a real win when the two people they were facing were on the verge of getting a divorce and wouldn’t really having a great personal life?!
Bill is nothing more than a scrub and he will talk up how he is a great wrestler but how great is somebody who has been here for an eternity and has nothing to show for it?!
It doesn’t matter I know that Daniel will tear up Bill and he isn’t even going to break a sweat while doing so. What this match comes down to is how long will Bea be able to survive?!
When I look at this team I don’t see a team that’s honestly that intimidating. I see a team that despite being married they really aren’t that good to begin with. I see a Bill desperately trying so hard to make his wife relevant. He can talk her up but that’s not really going to protect her when she has to get into the ring and lock up with me.
If I can be brutally honest you are terrible Bea. Nobody in this company takes you seriously. One of your last major wins came against that of Prudence Pierce and I will even give you props that you made her tap out, but is it really impressive when a woman who really doesn’t give a damn anymore just shows up to work to collect a pay check?!
That is how people view me. They act like I don’t care but that couldn’t be further from the truth. I love this business. I am this business and people tend to forget everything that I have put into this company. They forget that I am a five time champion and my name is forever written into the Hall of Fame. I even have women such as Amy Marshall who want to somehow dance with me again.
It’s time I force people to put some respect on my name and it’s time that I embarrass you to showcase that I am still very much part of this company. Everybody wants to look past me like I don’t even matter but little by little I am going to change the narrative. It’s time to force people to remember what I have done for this business and that I am a force to be reckoned with.
More importantly than that I am the Bitch that when fully focused can take on anybody and everybody.
Bea you are the perfect person to use as a stepping stone to springboard me back into the spotlight. More importantly Daniel and I are taking over the Mixed Tag division. We are going to go through the rest of the competition until we can prove that the GRC should be next.
It’s our time, it’s showtime, and now we have to do what we have to do…
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