HISTORY PART I: THE DISTANT PAST
Sometimes, you just have to wait for the dust to settle before you jump into anything. If you jump in too early, you may end up involved in a situation that you may not be able to get yourself out of. That’s what I’ve done nearly my entire life. From getting involved with the wrong crowds in junior high school, to getting married before I even knew the guy’s parents… I know something about the regrets that come along with making stupid decisions. If you’re lucky enough to have those regrets, that just means that you’ll be able to live passed them and hopefully never repeat.
SCENE ONE || Return to Southern Hospitality
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It had been a few years since Trishelle had to relive one of the most painful times of her life. She didn’t want to ever have the memory of it creep into her head, but every once in awhile the memory of one of the most painful experiences of your life can just come out of nowhere. This was a very regular occurrence for her. She lived a life full of agonizing pain. She knew that with every decision she ever made, she would be ostracized for it. With every move of her rook on the chess board called life, there would always be another piece ready to take her down. Life was truly a battlefield, and Trishelle’s life was always on the losing side of the war. She walked into her favorite restaurant in her hometown of Atlanta, Georgia. “Tim’s BBQ†was a longstanding tradition in her life, even though her parents were never fans of her gorging on the South’s sinful delicacy. Something about it not being ladylike, but Trishelle never really cared. She was already so insecure with herself, why should she not have the dish that made her last few years of childhood at least somewhat bearable? After laying her eyeballs on the more than two decades old establishment, she realized that not a lot had changed. The walls were still the same color white and kids were still clearly places their barbecue filled hands on the walls. The chairs were all still the exact same. They all had those three legs that were longer than the fourth. The amount of rocking that could be heard on a Superbowl Sunday from those chairs was unbelievable! The only thing that had changed was kind of shocking. The only thing in the place that had changed was the face behind the counter. She had become accustomed to seeing the same smiling face behind the counter, the face of the owner’s wife Alice. She knew that Alice was always happy to see her. She always had the big smile on her face the second that Trishelle would walk in. She knew that there was always something so genuine about Alice. They would stay talking for hours about different things going on in life. They would always just stand there and totally ignore the world. If anyone truly understood Trishelle, it was Mrs. Alice Dawson.
TRISHELLE : “Umm… hi?â€
She slowly walked up to the counter as she didn’t take her eyes off of the person who was behind it. She knew she didn’t have a reason to be cautious, but she couldn’t help to honestly be nervous. She knew that as time went on, Alice wouldn’t be able to keep up with the demands that the establishment entailed. She knew that being advanced in age meant that she wouldn’t be behind the counter forever with that smile. She just didn’t expect it to be so soon. It had only been six months since the last time she walked into the place. Alice was still there and they talked about life. They talked about everything from wrestling to dentures. Alice showed her some of the pictures from her time as a young ingénue in Hollywood. Trishelle showed her some of her favorite wrestling matches, because she couldn’t show her any pictures that you’d want a woman as old as Cleopatra to see. Suddenly, the woman behind the counter flashed a smile. The smile was very warm and inviting. It was nothing like poor old Alice’s smile, but it was still sincere as they can come.
“Well hi there! What can I get for ya today?â€
The woman again flashed her smile at Trishelle, as Trishelle crossed her arms over her chest, she thought about what she was about to say. If it came out wrong, it could easily offend someone. No matter what way she would say what she had to say, it would elicit some kind of response. One way or another, she would know what happened to the most inviting person she had ever met in her life.
TRISHELLE JORDAN : “Umm… I’m actually looking for someone, I wanted to know if they were still around. I’m looking for a woman named Alice Dawson. Would she happen to be around today?â€
The expression on the woman behind the counter changed. The smile that she wore that was almost as inviting as Alice, slowly faded away. A somber expression took over the woman’s face as she slowly grabbed a towel from her back pocket. She began to wipe down the counter of the rather empty establishment for a few second. She couldn’t help it, but she eventually looked back up at Trishelle with a small smile.
“Alice Dawson has been dead for about three weeks. I’m her daughter Leslie. If I could get you anything, let me know okay? I have to get back to checking on the rest of the customers, alright?â€
She didn’t mean to strike a chord, but she did anyway. Trishelle couldn’t help but to feel sorry for Leslie. She didn’t know what it was like to experience the physical loss of a parent. She didn’t have to deal with the arranging of a funeral. She didn’t even know how she would say goodbye to a parent, she had never thought about it. Trishelle slowly moved her hands on the counter. She had rested herself on it comfortably. Before she could utter a word, Leslie’s eyes darted up at Trishelle. She didn’t look angry, but she quickly spoke with a tone that could bring a look of fear into the eyes of Jack the Ripper.
LESLEY : “Woman, take your damn hands off my counter. Did you not just see me take the time out to wipe that thing? I don’t let anyone that isn’t a patron of my damn establishment put their hands on my counters. I swear, it’s always the same with you yanks. You are always coming in here putting your hands where they don’t belong. You see those walls…â€
Lesley’s right hand darted from behind the counter into Trishelle’s face, if she didn’t know better, it was something that would easily be taken as offensive. Luckily, Trishelle knew she was trying to prove a point. She appeased the woman behind the counter by slowly turning her head to the right and looking at the barbecue sauce stained walls.
LESLEY : “We have to repaint this place every six months because of Yanks like you. I swear to God, I’ve never seen more disgusting people in my life. I don’t know what y’all folks do up in New York City, but around these parts we have manners. We use napkins to wipe our hands, not walls.â€
Trishelle let out a small chuckle. She found the similarities between Lesley and her mother almost astonishing. Though they weren’t dead ringers for each other, she could see the resemblance. They both shared the same eyes and nose. They even had the same mannerisms, especially when it came to putting their hands in your face.
TRISHELLE JORDAN : “God, you sound just like your mother. I swear it’s astonishing. Every time I used to come in here, she would be saying the exact same thing to someone. ‘Don’t put your hands on my goddamn wall, we just painted that.’ I swear I used to get a real kick out of that.â€
Lesley could only give Trishelle a look of confusion. That’s the miracle of stereotypes, you think you know and you definitely don’t. Trishelle smiled back at her as she moved her hands down to her hips. Lesley could only look over at Trishelle before she speaks.
LESLEY : “Oh, so you came in here before my mother died? How do you know her anyway? I didn’t really get the chance to ask. I should have probably done that instead of jumping down your throat like I did.â€
The smile that was on Trishelle’s face stayed where it was. Trishelle slowly takes her right hand off of her hips. She pulls the stool nearest to her out and takes a seat. She looks intently at Lesley as the smile fades and she begins to speak.
TRISHELLE JORDAN : “Hey, don’t you dare worry about that. First impressions aren’t exactly my strong suit. I’m Trishelle, your mother helped me through a tough spot when I was younger. She would always be so inviting to me whenever I came in. It was such an interesting experience. I’m not used to having people that try to make sure that I’m comfortable. Your mother did that for me. I swear, she knew what southern hospitality was all about.â€
Lesley looked at Trishelle with a smile. She knew that what she was saying about Alice was correct. Lesley walked from around the counter of the dormant establishment and pulled out the stool that was next to Trishelle.
LESLEY : “My mother always believed in that southern hospitality bullshit. I mean, I know that it’s really a thing, but this isn’t the age of courting people around. That’s something that’s long gone in the world. I really think it died with my mother.â€
Lesley places her hands on the counter and breathes a loud sigh. Talking about her mother seemed to upset her, and Trishelle picked up on that. She moved her right hand and placed it on Lesley’s left. The action made Lesley look up at Trishelle with little tears falling from her eyes. Trishelle rubbed her hand and looked at her with a calming smile.
TRISHELLE JORDAN : “Look, I know that it’s hard talking about your mother. It’s hard talking about losing anyone that you loved with every fiber of your being. The amount of loss that humans have to deal with is quite interesting if you ever think about it. I mean, we lose so many people in our lifetime. We lose friends, family, and even the people we love more than life itself.â€
Lesley listens to Trishelle, but she eventually raises a quizzical look at her. She takes a moment to truly soak in what was being said before she spoke to her again.
LESLEY : “Girl, you sound like you know what you’re talking about from experience. Honey… how much loss could you have possibly dealt with? You’re like what, twenty? I mean, you sound like someone who has a boatload of information when it comes to dealing with this.â€
Trishelle slowly moved her left hand back to her side of the counter. She stayed quiet for a moment without even looking over at Lesley. What she had said had clearly struck a chord with her. She may have not experienced all the same kind of loss, but there was more than enough that she had felt.
TRISHELLE JORDAN : “Well I’m actually twenty-five. I can’t say that I’ve lost anyone like you. I still have both of my parents, in body anyway. You see, that’s why this place used to mean so much to me. It’s almost like I got all the love that I didn’t get at home, here. Miss Alice was almost like the mother I never had… well the mother I always wanted. She reminded me of one of those moms you would see on the television set, you know the ones that would always know exactly what you needed no matter how you were feeling. That’s exactly what your mother seemed like to me.â€
Lesley smiled as she stood up from the stool. She took her time to walk back behind the counter and grab her rag. She began to wipe down the counter as she starts to speak.
LESLEY : “Yeah, my mother always did give off that vibe to people. She was a really sweet woman. I don’t think that it’s possible to find one that genuine anymore. You said you didn’t lose your parents physically, what does that mean?â€
Trishelle took a long breath. She knew that she was about to have to explain herself and that’s what scared her. Parts of the past aren’t things you want people to know. Those are the skeletons that you try to hide for as long as you possibly can, or that’s what she used to do.
TRISHELLE JORDAN : “Honestly, they weren’t happy with a decision that I made. I decided that I was a big girl and I could make my own decisions. When I graduated college, I moved out to Los Angeles. I did a few modeling campaigns to pay bills, and I really fell in love with the process. There is nothing like being in front of a camera. I totally find it empowering. Well, I decided it would be a good idea to try out modeling in a few risqué ways. After about a month, I got approached to appear in one of the bigger x-rated publications. I was nervous, but the photographer really helped me out with that. He was comforting and gentle. We hit it off and the rest was history. When my parents found out about my little photo spread, they weren’t exactly happy. I mean after years of neglect, they finally showed me some attention. It wasn’t the kind of attention I needed, but they did. They were so embarrassed that I resulted in doing that. They basically wrote me off for a year. I didn’t get a call on my birthday or even a Christmas card. I wasn’t even good enough to get an invitation to the family reunion. It hurt like hell, but Aaron was there for me. After six months, we got married. Through it all, I was training to wrestle and the rest is history.â€
Lesley grabbed a mug from behind the counter and began to drink from it. She listened intently to what Trishelle was saying. After placing the mug down onto the counter, she looked at the young woman with the most sincere look she had ever seen.
LESLEY : “Honey, I’m so sorry. No parent should shut their child out for any decision that they made. Even if you don’t like it, they are your child. They can’t take that away from you. I wouldn’t care if my child was showing their bodies in a magazine, that doesn’t affect the person that they are. Your parents were stupid for even letting that affect what they thought about you. You seem like a smart girl, why are you letting that affect you and your marriage?â€
Trishelle grasps her hands together and sighs. She looks over at Lesley before she begins to speak once again.
TRISHELLE JORDAN : “My marriage ended a few years ago, he cheated on me with a coworker of mine, someone that I actually considered a close friend at one point. When my parents found out, they were elated. They couldn’t wait to rub it in my face that my marriage had failed. To them, I’m their biggest failure. I have brother that’s a doctor, and a sister who’s a teacher. I’m just the daughter that got naked for a few magazines and wrestles. I’m like the stain on our family’s carpet.â€
Lesley reaches over and places her hands on top of Trishelle’s she swings her swiveling stool around and looks straight into Trishelle’s eyes.
LESLEY : “You know what, that’s just a family that doesn’t deserve to have you. So what if you’ve shown your breasts in a magazine? That doesn’t discount the fact that you’re a beautiful soul. Honey, other families would be lucky to have you. Don’t let your joke of one ruin your happiness. As for that ex of yours, honey, there are millions of fish in the sea. You’ll find mister right one day.â€
After all of that, Lesley was right. She didn’t need the admiration of her family, at twenty-five years old, she knew that if they weren’t happy with her now, they never would be. This was finally her time to be happy in something. It was finally her time to show that after years of insecurity, it didn’t affect her. It was time for her to grow some skin and finally say what she had to say. What happened to her in the past, is staying in the past. What’s coming to her now will be her future and the start of a brand new history. Whether they liked it or not, it was time that she lived her life without the regrets she once had. With a smile, Trishelle stands up from the stool she quickly wrapped her arms around Lesley and embraced her in a big hug.
TRISHELLE JORDAN : “You don’t realize what you just did for me. I could kiss you right now, even though that would be weird as hell. Look, I have to go but I promise I won’t be a stranger!â€
Trishelle quickly gets off of the stool and heads towards the door keeping the smile on her face. As she opens the door to exit the building, she looks around for a few seconds before leaving. As she stands near the door, she grabs her phone out of her pocket. She quickly opens up the note app on her phone and erases the text “Find the place where you felt the most at home.â€
SCENE TWO || Make It {OR} Break It
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Los Angeles is known for being the land of superficiality. A place where the only thing that matters is how many Emmys you have, or if you were ever up for an Oscar. No one really cares if you can name all the presidents in order, or if you can name all the moons of Jupiter. It’s all about how you walk the walk and how you talk the talk. It’s one of the many sunny days in the coincidentally named “Sunshine state.†On a beach, it’s normal to see many people of different shapes and size. It’s one of those things that’s to be expected during the summer. What’s a better way to beat the heat than going to the beach? On the beach, Trishelle Jordan is lying on a beach towel. The beautiful brunette looks as if she doesn’t have a care in the world. She has her hands lying down at her side, her hair sprawled out all over the beach towel. As she lies on the towel, she picks her head up and looks straight up into the camera. She flashes a simple smile at the camera as she slowly raises herself up to a seated position. Once she gets herself comfortable, she begins to speak.
“Well… They say you’re most relaxed whenever you’re in a calm, peaceful place. The beach has always been one of those places where I would just want to go to get away. Every year, I’d make sure to make a trip down to Miami Beach just to lay around and do nothing. Well, for the last six months I’ve been doing just that, nothing. I left wrestling for a little while, it was the hardest thing I think I’ve ever had to do. After doing something for so long, it’s hard to fill the void that it leaves. I guess that’s kind of apropos, I mean I’m about to make my in ring return at an event called ‘Into the Void’ no less. The void that wrestling left in my heart is about to be filled, in a new company. Even though this is going to be a new venture, it’s nice to know that history is kind of repeating itself.â€
Trishelle slowly raised herself up to her feet, never taking her focus off of the camera. A smile is on her face as she slowly wipes the little bit of sand that was one her off.
“You see, before I took my break from wrestling, I had two chance encounters with one of my opponents. Tiami Tyler, you and I have a little bit of history. Both of those times, I walked out with my hand held high. However, the past has nothing to do with the future. I said that you were one of my favorite opponents that I had ever had, and I meant it. You gave me a run for my money both times that we locked up, but I still walked away with the win. You’re a fiery redhead and there is no doubt about that. You show everyone what it truly means to be one of the best in women’s wrestling. You’ve had success outside of women’s wrestling too. You’re a world’s champion, which makes you one tough cookie. Like I said, the past is staying in the past. What’s important is what’s going to come in the future. At Into the Void, we’re going to put another match under our names. No matter which of us may come out victorious, it’ll be a well-deserved win.â€
Trishelle slowly moves her hands up to her hips. She takes her eyes off of the camera for a moment and takes a few deep breaths. After a moment, she looks back up at the camera and begins to speak.
“I wish I could say that this match would be one on one, but it isn’t. There is another variable in this equation of ours. Zuri Justice, I don’t know too much about you. That’s one of the fun parts about wrestling in a new place. You get to experience all the talents that you wouldn’t have otherwise. That’s what drew me into Sin City Wrestling; a company with some of the most talented women’s wrestlers in the entire world. Zuri, I’m not exactly a fan of things that you do, but I know that’s your decision. I’m not sure where Justice comes from in your name, but I digress. I may be the new chick on the scene, but I promise you won’t forget me anytime soon.â€
Trishelle slowly lowers her hands down to her sides once more. She stares intently at the camera as the tone in her voice changes to one that’s more serious.
“For years, I’ve been underestimated in this great business of ours. For years, I’ve been told that I was nothing. For years, I’ve been treated like some third string player, but that’s all about to change. Forget about the two titles that I’ve won. Forget about the years of pain and agony that I’ve been through. Forget about all the years of pain and agony that you have both been through. At Into the Void, we’re going to take each other to a limit. We’re going to show the entire world what we’re made of. At Into the Void, I’m going to show everyone that Trishelle Jordan is still in this business. I’m going to show everyone that this is the rebirth of Trishelle. This will be the start of another era in my career. Forget about the past, the future is where your destiny lies. The future starts at Into the Void. Tiami and Zuri, I wish you both the very best of luck. Don’t take any of this personally, but I know that I am going to win. That’s not confidence, that’s just a gut feeling. That gut feeling is going to take me a long way. Trust me on this… Trishelle Jordan is back, and better than ever!â€
At the end of her statement, Trishelle places her hands back on her hips. With a confident smirk, she slowly walks towards the camera. Taking her right hand off of her hip, she raised it up to her mouth and blew a slow kiss to it. As she does this the camera feed slowly cuts.