Inner thoughts: I wish I remembered the days that when I was merely a kid, a kid that always listened to my mother when she spoke. Teaching me the differences between good and bad, between right and wrong. To understand that life in itself is never a cake walk.. How right she has been, but then again… Not in the ways that she intended. Oh I know that deep down inside she wanted me to achieve greatness, as a true Christian. As a responsible man that people would look up to and trust their life to… And yet, I cannot imagine the life that I live would be anything else than it is right now…. Again, how does life understand it’s true values when you stare it deadon in the eyes… I’ve believed the true meaning of life to worship one true entity… To have the three as one, the three that is a big important thing in the life of a Christian. Three days he was dead, three times he was betrayed, three days inside the belly of a whale… three men on a cross… three united entities and I can go on and on and on…and yet I stand alone… with my quest to break down the hopes and dreams of those who stand before me… or dare to… isn’t it ironic? Don’t you think?
Those who have waited for many centuries for their liberation, their freedom. Their guide to the promised land, would just have to wait another day for that moment to come. Do I come here to free your soul? Oh yes, it would be a soul to be freed for my thirst to dominate… does this make you worried? I hope it does… who knows… you may just overcome the odds…. Maybe…
We open up the scene with Goth seen walking down the empty streets of a city somewhere in this world. We see street lights flashing around as the Roulette champion is dressed with a long leather coat. He is wearing black leather boots and a matching pants. He is looking at the emptiness of the street that is ahead of him as he notices the camera following him.
“What a difference a few weeks makes huh?”
His eyes are focused and his face shows no sign of any emotion what is going through his mind.
“One week I was the opener to a match and now? Now I got the world at my freaking feet. Some changes were meant to happen, I just it took the world right about now to catch on. The fact that I’m the Roulette champion apparently works”.
We suddenly see rain pour from the sky as the wrestler does not do anything to try to protect himself from the rain. We see the drops fall down on his face as he continues to walk.
“I have walked this path many times, every step seems to be the same. And yet, there’s always something new for me to experience. Every step puts me further away from the past. The past that people say that will either make you or break you… I see things differently though”.
Goth puts his hands up, he stares at them for a few moments before looking upwards again.
“These are my tools of mass destruction, do I need faith to collect another victory? I shudder the thought to put my faith down into the listening ears of something of high above. Oh no, these are true. These are reality, these are the hands that washes away the blood from my fingers. Your blood”.
Silence comes over the man that is called Goth,
“It’s time to share… to share the intention to prove the world wrong… the moment that I have to share my urges to destroy… my desires to break the competition and watch them suffer. And what more could you ask if you got someone that is your equal in many ways??? Oh the joys of life that has granted me access to pleasures unknown to mankind…”.
A chuckle overcomes Goth as he feels the water drops come down on his face faster and harder as he suddenly stops at a corner.
Seriously I have to face Koji once more? The man that I took away his championship belt? The man that now has to ask his sister to benefit his chances to get something back that would be called redemption? Revenge? Oh please, it’s often a benefit to your side when your sibling is a part of your team. Oh hell knows how many championships I have held with my brother in the past, yet the truth needs to be told that it’s your one true weakness”.
“The weakness that your heart is with that other person, the brother always wants to protect his sibling. Whether the sibling is more than capable to take care of him or herself. It is yet that one love bond that will take away your true intensity to completely go for that one match. Is that what you are going to be thinking about after our match Koji? How are you going to explain your sister the fact that you were far from you’re A-Game? Like you were a few weeks ago? I mean seriously Koji? How many did it take tot ry to keep me away from your former championship belt? And yet? I overcame the odds and broke your stinking hopes of holding on?”.
“It must be unbearable to see me standing here, knowing that I owned your existence in that squared circle. I mean seriously, you were so close. You just had to climb that ladder while I was down…and yet? You let me come back, I mean seriously Koji. I am a man that does not give out chances and take them lightly, I’m not a man that weakens down that quickly to benefit another. I only benefit myself… I guess that’s why I’m the champ and your not….”.
Goth chuckles, he has closed his hands to fists as he stares at the finger paint that he always has on his hands.
“Truth needs to be told Koji, I never felt doubt when I stepped foot inside that squared circle. I know it’s easy to say these things when you are holding on to a championship belt and your not. But to allow me to come back from a position that you almost could not lose and yet you did. To allow me to drop your stinking face, to allow me to grace that ladder with grace and determination. Not some giant idiot that thinks that size does matter… how simplistic you are… I’ve never met a duller moment than when you come back to reality that I beat you”.
“And now your sister has to pick you up, has to tell you that you still can do it. That you are the true champion and that I was just merely a fluke. Or are you a man that can look reality in the face of its bearer and bow down your head? Tell me Koji, as I expect your words to flow from your mouth like a violinist that knows no boundaries of that what he cannot do. Is it the desire to prove yourself wrong? To prove the world wrong? Or to show me that I am not as far as I imagined I would have been after winning that championship?”
Have you had those nights whern you woke up? Sweating bullets? Screaming out my name as you know that I overtook your entire expectation and dished out some more? Tell me as I will answer your words with a confident yes. Yes, I beat you. Yes, I am better than you. Yes, I’m a determined son of a bitch that loves to please myself with your pain. I just wished that I could put my hands on your sister in this mixed tag team match. Who knows she may just understand your suffering better then. Ot understand what it was to be dropped face first to the end of existence. It would even make me want to bet the fact that she wont be daring to stand by her brother. I mean being a coward like you is one thing, but to be a coward without brains is obviously too much for even her to bare….”
His eyes are shining in the light of the moon. His eyes are telling us a tale that he has got fun in telling what he has to say.
“Until that moment comes little sister, you have to understand that to you I’m just a myth. A tale that Koji will be uttering over and over and over again. But trust me, when me and my tag team partner are done…the memory will be changed with an orgasmic experience that will never leave your existence… too bad you will be bloodied and broken just like your brother was a few weeks ago. So until then brother and sisterly love… the world is Gothic and I’m the one that will close your eyes… once again…”.
With that Goth walks off as the shot fades to darkness.
