[Kate Steele]

 

Thoughts… So many rapid thoughts constantly filling my mind it’s hard to stay focused when my mind paces back and forth. People expect me to remain stable in the midst of everything but when you are broken and are left as a fraction of what you used to be where do you honestly go from there?

Who am I?

Kate Steele… Kate Steele-Warren to be exact but even that name doesn’t hold any weight to it because nobody seems to trust me anymore. It’s hard to be trusted when people know that you tried to sleep with another woman while you were married. It’s hard to regain the trust of your family, your friends, and your inner circle. I know I am the cause for a rift in so many relationships and friendships and I will own up to it.

But one thing you cannot take away from me is what I bring whenever I step foot into the ring and when the bell sounds I want to put on a performance that will always be remembered. After all I am Kate Steele and I will give everything I have plus more in order to prove my point. I don’t care if it’s against a former mentor, if it’s against my best friend, or if it’s against a stuck up blonde cunt who just started getting into wrestling this year and immediately assumes she is going to take my place as a hardcore legend.

It will take much more than that to put me out of commission and I truly do feel that everyone is honestly continues to poke some sticks at me. They keep poking me over and over again, and eventually tis little beast is going to shred them apart. I will be damned if people think I am the welcome mat in order to get fame out of this business.

You got another thing coming if you think that’s the case because this week you all get to witness as I check off the very first name on my check list.

Crystal Millar….

Crystal you and I go way back, back to the year of 2013 to be exact. Do you remember how I was this rich snobby bitch who was training to be a wrestler at the All Star Wrestling Academy down in Tampa?! Of course you do because I was simply used by your whore of a best friend in Stephanie Sullivan. She used me as a way to get closer to Lyn’s school because he was a man who wanted to focused on newer talent. Yet Stephanie was already an experienced wrestler, and that wasn’t good enough. She used me as a way to fit her own needs.

I will admit I didn’t want anything to do with wrestling. What the fuck could I gain from doing something I didn’t want to do? I had all the money in the world living off of the trust fund that my parents left for me. I got everything I ever wanted in life. My father owned a company and yet despite all of that I chose to wrestle and stick with it even though I didn’t want too.

Yet when I got kicked out of that school because I got drunk and I made my way over to the Absolute Wrestling Academy in Las Vegas as a student Crystal made sure she followed suit but as a teacher. I have respect for Crystal but who gave her the right to be anyone’s teacher? The bitch has her own wrestling school in Mexico she has tons of students that are learning down yet but of course she pays no attention to them because she’s focused more on something that will boost her own ego. What else is new?

I know people give me shit because I went through this entire process of owning a bakery, of being a wrestler, in a band, a mother, and trying to run my own wrestling management agency and being drunk on a daily basis. As I usually say getting white girl wasted. Yet as much as I put my body through all of that while wrestling in so many companies I am able to show hard working positive results. I am able to make it all work together and when you see me gain a championship I usually set the bar for that title. You can call me a measuring stick of some sort.

Yet Crystal has been blinding everyone for years with her being a movie star, owning her own movie company, wrestling school, being a teacher at another, being a gamer girl, a cos-player and desperately trying to gain acceptance from just about everyone.

She has tried so much to do it all but she failed at it all. The difference between the both of us is I know how to manage it all and whenever people try to call me out on my shit I simply use it as a fan to flame my fires meanwhile Crystal rather just dwell in her own mediocrity.

But that’s Crystal Millar for you all. A woman who cried like a little bitch to Mark ward in hopes of gaining a shot at a World Championship she claimed she never got her rematch clause for. What she won’t tell you is that when the company needed her after losing she bailed like a little bitch. She left the company and expected to waltz right in and be elevated right back to where she was. It doesn’t work like that and even after winning her title back she did absolutely nothing with her title run. She got her ass destroyed in the middle of the ring by Evie Baang… A woman whom I beat when I was the Internet Champion just saying, and it’s not that Crystal lost but it looked like she had no fight in her.

So the question is what’s next for Crystal Millar? The answer is it’s time to face the facts. It’s time to come to the realization that you aren’t as good as you used to be, and you can preach about who you used to be in 2011 but bitch stop living in the past! That was more than 6 years ago and it’s time to move on with your life. The world doesn’t revolve around you anymore, and you aren’t getting any younger. Perhaps it might be time to hang up the boots and start moving on to a different part of your career where you go to wrestling conventions and you milk people for five bucks so you can hand them your autograph on an awful looking 8x10.

Nobody cares if you are from Los Angeles this week, the Queen of Vegas the next week, Mexico just because your father ran a school there, or Detroit when it suits you. Eventually people will get fed up with your shit and they just won’t buy it anymore just like they don’t buy your bargain bin movies. People are ready to catch up in the times and honestly I know it pains you to hear this but I am the second coming of you. More stable which honestly doesn’t take much. I can get drunk but not run over my kid because of it.

But you will always do what you always do after you lose. You will get all butt hurt and act like the girl who cried wolf. You will start tweeting about how retirement is coming how you don’t have it anymore just to show the same fucking rerun over and over that you want to come back and have another shot at the title.

It’s time to move on and accept reality. The reality that people just aren’t into it anymore, or maybe you could go home to your husband but then you might forget you have one since you are always so quick to try to ride Matt Stone’s dick and you don’t even hide it. That’s just how Crystal operates isn’t it?

Unless everything you do is one big grand scheme to show how much of an actress you really are but then again I don’t believe you are even that talented to come up with something like that. After all what could we expect from someone who wasn’t even intelligent enough to get a high school degree.

Don’t try to blame it on getting pregnant at an early age you just didn’t have the mental capacity to graduate and that’s fine. So what comes next Christina? Is this where you completely no sell what everyone has been telling you for years and you try to chase off playing video games with Roxi Johnson? Cali Kate, JMC, or whoever it is that you are bonding with nowadays or is this where you actually take things seriously take a long glance in the mirror and figure things out?

And by looking in the mirror I don’t mean it talking back to yourself, we been through that and I rather keep the schizophrenia to a minimum.

But hey it’s Crystal Millar so we might as well strike while the iron is hot. Crystal you are nothing more than a has been, and you are the only one that just doesn’t see it.

I mean just look at what you are doing in LAW and in SCW respectively. You have put yourself in a position where you want to chase after the Marquee and Internet Championship and that’s because deep down in your heart you just know you don’t have what it takes to compete on a top notch level anymore gunning for the top prize.

I will be the reality check you need because the world will see that I am aiming solely for the top and I won’t let anything bring me down. I know it might seem foolish to have a check list of some sort but it’s because I want to test my limits against the very best of the best and I want the quickest path to the top.

To the people that might consider what I am doing a death wish then come and try me.

Mainly I hope Mercedes Vargas is watching because she has been running her mouth for a while now, she has been stalking me to no end. Stalking me to a point where I will make an announcement about my list come Sunday. She’s been getting out of hand and I will have to readjust things a bit.

But as it currently stands Crystal is the only focus on my mind. It’s over for this Silver Screen Queen. We have reached the end credits and your rose has long since wilted away. On Sunday I will be one step closer unto chasing what I am really after and the only thing you can do about it is accept it.

Be prepared to get Shipwrecked courtesy of the Siren!



Off Camera
Circle Television Network Studios
Los Angeles, California

Kate Steele found inside of the recording studio at the CTN headquarters in Los Angeles. Believe it or not Kate and her husband Teddy were working on Guilty Pleasures first album. Kate had wrote the band an entire album during her free time away from the ring. She had spent hours filling out black composition notebooks full of lyrics and now it was time to put some music behind the words. The band seemed to be a little shaken up after the departures of Melissa Reaver which she was responsible for who served as the Lead Guitarist for the band, and of course Cass Baumer who was the bands drummer. It wasn’t a big deal to replace a drummer as she had always been in a band with her husband Teddy who was an amazing drummer. Kate held her electric guitar as it was hooked up into the sound system and she stared at her pedals on the ground. She smiled as she looked at Teddy who was behind an electric drum set.

Kate: “Babe you finally ready to record this?!”

Teddy: “I guess I am but you know they are going to bitch when they find out I am recording this with you. Shouldn’t we perhaps wait for Stephanie so we can get the Bass portion added in.”

Kate: “Nah we can just go ahead… We can always add her in later and besides I spent my ass off writing this album. We might as well have a foundation laid out so that when the times comes we can promote the living shit out of it make tons of money and go from there…”

Teddy: “I can’t believe it’s actually happening… Finally we are going to have an album. We been through so much with Eternal Suffering, and Ignorant Discord I didn’t think an album was possible. But after everything we are finally getting it done. The only real question is what is Kenzi going to do about this?!”

Kate just shrugs her shoulders as she looks back at her husband.

Kate: “To be honest I don’t really care knowing her she’s going to try to take all of the credit for everything but with her we were just a cover band. I am taking us to the next level and she better respect me for it! She better respect that I am carrying her and her little whore too….”

Kate says uneasy as her husband just sighs in return. He looks back at her as he puts his drum sticks down.

Teddy: “Babe I know it hurts you don’t have to lie to me… I know she was your friend but it just wasn’t meant to be…”

Kate: “To be honest I really liked Kenzi and it just wasn’t in that way. We both been through a lot and I felt us starting to bond. To be honest if it wasn’t for her I wouldn’t have been as big as I was in Hexx I would have gotten the publicity that I got because of CTN. She really did look out for me but when you put in the addition of Sarah Lacklan  What was I supposed to do?! It seems unfair to throw Kenzi in the middle of the cross fire but once Sarah awaken Lil Miss Ultraviolence there was no turning back.

Teddy: “Well maybe you need to catch Kenzi alone sometime and have a sit down about where the two of you stand. After all it’s not like you both are losing money. I know CTN is loving this because they are getting all the publicity by you both fighting with one another but I don’t want your fighting to be the reason why the band dissolves. I know how much music means to you…”

Kate: “I know it’s so fucking stupid… There shouldn’t be a GP 1.5 or anything named like that. We all should be able to come together. It’s bad enough my attitude ran a member away and I rather not run any other ones off even if they both don’t care for me. Music has always been what I have been about. For Kenzi she was born to an actress but music is what I love the most. It’s what I want to excel in besides wrestling and I don’t want that dream crushed. You get what I am saying?!”

Teddy: “Well you are going to have to tell her that at some point Kate… She’s the one that needs to hear it… So shall we get to this recording thing?!”

Kate: “1…2…3.. Let’s…..”

Before Kate could even finish her statement that’s when Kenzi Grey enters the room. There is some tension in the air as the younger woman walks into the recording studio. Kate takes her headphones off as she just stares daggers into Kenzi. Kenzi looks back at her with a very smug grin.

Kenzi: “There a reason you in the recording studio right now?!”

Kate: “It’s called RECORDING you know the thing musicians do non talented vocalists can look important and make money?

Kenzi: “Right… Well I do have time for this… I have some work to do for this premier coming up on Thursday night….”

Kate: “Teddy can you leave us be for a bit I think Kenzi and I need some time to ourselves.”

Kenzi: “Sorry… Like I told you before I have a girlfriend… Some people just need to get the hint…”

Teddy nods his head as he gets up and begins to walk away leaving the two of them alone in the room. Kenzi smiles as he waves at Teddy.

Kenzi: “See you Bitch boy. Don’t let the door hit you on the way out!”

Kate: “That’s my husband and he has a name you can at least treat him with respect seeing as he is going to be the drummer for the band…”

Kenzi: “Over my dead body he will… You don’t have that type of power to make that decision.”

Kate: “Actually as a cofounder I believe I do and you made three decisions by my back. You brought Cass in, you brought Melissa in, and you brought Stephanie in, and two out of three left. So I think we are going to try things my way for a chance unless there’s a problem. Oh yeah you brought Sarah in so all is fair in love and war isn’t it Kenzi?!”

Kenzi: “Like I care what happens with the band I have a movie to think about…”

Kate: “Where did we go wrong Kenzi?!”

Kenzi: “I don’t know you tell me… You were the one that was picking on me that started this shit with me. I said I was wrong but you just had to take it up a notch!”

Kate: “Only because I knew what was going to happen once tings started. You were going to side with Sarah.”

Kenzi: “I was still ready to make Guilty Pleasure a major focus but you ruined that!”

Kate: “Whatever… Look you can take it for whatever you want but truth be told I still want to work with you Kenzi… It may not be in a team aspect but we are band mates, we are co stars we make money together and I don’t want that ruined just because of my problems with your girlfriend.”

Kenzi: “So what do you want to do?!”

Kate: “You tell me I can’t make that decision for you but just know I been putting so much time into us having a first album…”

Kate throws the notebook at Kenzi.

Kate: “Look that over and tell me what you honestly think on your free time and we could maybe promote this album together like old times… I didn’t lie to you about the outreach program so you know I can be trusted… You just have to ask yourself if you believe in your heart that you can because if you can’t then I can’t be held responsible on what will happen in the future.”

Kenzi: “That a threat?!”

Kate: “That’s a promise… Now I am going to get going…. I have a husband to spend time with…”

With that Kate takes her leave, leaving Kenzi Grey to look over the notebook of lyrics and to think over what Kate said to her.