Wow…
Truthfully that’s the only word that comes to my mind because at Violent Conduct 3 I did the unthinkable. Sure it might have been a night where Crystal Millar continued to show off how dominant she has been in the World Bombshell picture and Melody… Yes MELODY… My Best Hair Friend eeeeekkkkkkkkkkkk has showcased that she is getting better and better with every single passing match as she beaten the two previous World Bombshell Champions to remain on top of the Internet Championship division.
Roxi gets to have that storybook ending of being a Grand Slam Champion, and from one girl that resides in Tampa to the other. It is well deserved. Well deserved on becoming the Roulette Champion and we all can’t wait to see what you plan on doing next with your life and your career.
But while all of what I mentioned are very important things that happened within the bombshells division there is something else that happened which is equally important as well. Something that some may have not been paying attention too But on that night of Violent Conduct 3 I beat the very best that this company has to offer. No disrespect to any of the champions in this company but I am going to be very blunt about it.
I beaten the one and only Mikah. The woman who had a record setting year, and a year that every bombshell hopes they could recreate. I gave her my all and I emerged victorious. Yet despite me pouring my heart and soul into the confines of that match. What should be taken as a major upset to some. It doesn’t even seem to be acknowledged and that’s quite hurtful. My entire career of being in this company has been to that of being an afterthought. I myself have had a record setting year with my Roulette Championship reign breaking what Mercedes Vargas had established.
Whether I was the loveable petite woman who poured her heart and soul into the ring that you all loved to cheer for or whether I was the little and short firecracker who can be acknowledged as pint sized attitude in a can. Nobody can question that I have had one of the best years in this company when it comes to a bombshell. I have done everything I possibly could and yet the attention doesn’t seem to come my way.
I damn near broke my own sister in law’s arm on a Climax Control, and nobody really said anything. Well except for Candy Overton but that’s because she was friends with Cindy.
I damn near did everything under the sun to get the spotlight to stand out. Paired myself with Taylor and Hilton, and even that was overlooked. I set the record for the Roulette Championship and nothing. Just nothing indeed but it’s whatever because while I may not have gotten the attention of my peers at least management is acknowledging my work ethic because they are putting me into a match for the precious Internet Championship, and for that I have to say thank you.
I will be humble to acknowledge what they think of me and with this opportunity I will personally pride myself on not letting them down for putting me in this position. I feel after beating Mikah on a big stage that has prepped me for this moment. It has built me up into being in a position where I feel I could take on the entire world and Melody is no different.
To be honest nothing could make my mood sour at this stage in my wrestling career. I have been wrestling for four years now. I have held many championships in my four year career. Went on to have some lengthy title reigns among other things but my favorite team throughout my wrestling career would have to be this year.
This was the year that I pushed myself to becoming better than I ever was. I used to be the girl that would be on the verge of a mental breakdown. A trust fund brat who was handed everything that she could ever want.
Money?
Cars?
New guitars every week?
Daddy dearest did everything to made sure through his company that I had it made, and gave me a trust fund that would make my future stable, but I walked away from all of that. I ended up making my own fortune, and although there are tendencies where I see myself reverting back to that spoiled brat. It still doesn’t change the fact that I am a woman who is growing. Who is maturing… Well minus if one of my husband’s favorite teams ends up losing, and I tend to have a “white girl wasted moment” I bet our very own Zelda Clarke can relate to that when her Cubs get stomped out by the Giants.
Which is nothing compared to the blowout I would have if Chelsea FC lost… That’s right Mark Ward CHELSEA FC!!!! The only club a Brit should be cheering!
N E Way! As I was saying before I came a long way. When I first came into this business and even during my high school days. I was a girl who was being checked into mental facilities and psychiatric wards by her parents because she had emo suicidal tendencies but I have grown from that, and I can say I feel great with where I am in my life.
I have a supportive family. I have mended friendships that I thought were broken because of my all about me attitude, and there’s no greater treasure in this world than being able to hang out with the likes of my friends. I know a lot can be said about me but my friends mean so much to me and without them I am nothing.
Also what makes this year more special than any other year is the fact that I was blessed with a new edition to my family. My four year old adopted daughter, and I would damn near do anything to protect her or be there for her. Make no mistake about that.
She is my life. She is what I fight for and it’s my job to make sure she has a great place to live and live a healthy life. More importantly than that I have to show her how to be better than I ever was. Because everything I have ever done has been because of trial and error, but I don’t want to raise Juliet in an environment where she has to question what’s right or wrong because she has a wreck for a mother.
I want her to know what’s the right thing to do so she can be better than me. Isn’t that the hope for any mother? To see their children far excel anything they have ever done?
Despite how big of a night Violent Conduct 3 might have been to me I have to show Juliet that we shouldn’t just settle for the simplest achievement. One needs to strive high and keep reaching for the stars. For all the times people told me I wasn’t big enough. I wasn’t good enough. I didn’t have the right look to be apart of wrestling. You just need to turn all of those negatives and make it into a positive reinforcement of why you need to keep reaching.
Don’t stop until you make everyone eat their words because when they do eat them. Only then will you ever feel that level of acceptance. Me however I don’t think I have gotten there yet because I still keep making mistakes. I still find myself as the gullible girl who has to make things about her.
It’s not something I want to do but it’s something that always ends up happening. But I know for a fact no matter what I do it’s never enough in somebody else’s eyes and on Climax Control this week. IF people don’t want to accept me. I am going to force feed them more of me until they do. I stand in a position where I can compete for the prestigious Internet Championship. A championship that so many others have held before me. Some of them Grand Slam Champions. Amy Marshall… Roxi Johnson…. And even that of Mercedes Vargas.
These women keep revolutionizing the business and I want to do the same for myself. I want to keep following the path to get to the top. Gradually climbing and climbing finding my way upwards until people acknowledge me as being the best bombshell in the entire division.
How do I get there?
It’s simple by continuing to win and showcase my ability for all of the word to see I will earn that respect and continue to propel myself to new heights.
Mikah I just want to say thank you. Thank you for at least giving me the match of my life inside of that ring. For you it must be hard to not be on the top anymore, and to wrestle someone like me. You had nothing to gain from our match but for me it felt like I gained the entire world. I was able to step into the ring with my favorite wrestler in all of this company. A woman I admire and respect for being the greatest female to have ever entered the ring, and a person I look too as a role model.
There’s no one else on this roster that feels what I am going through as you do. Managing to live a life of being an awesome mother, while carrying on being a new life, while competing with everything you got inside that ring to leave a mark on this industry. It’s hard to go from being a total bitch to being accepted but I think what we did out there in that strap match was worthy of receiving some applause. I have no doubt in my mind it won’t be long until you are holding a championship high above your head, and I will be one of the first person to cheer you on.
However as it currently stands there’s only one person I need to focus on doing that first and that woman is me. I have built up the momentum of beating Mikah and I know for a fact that I can take on Melody. I have her Internet Championship locked tightly in my sights and I will be damn if I let her think that she’s just going to beat me and go on to tell the story of her amazing Internet Championship run.
Melody I love you girl. You are amazing and your own right but there’s something about my background of being a spoiled little brat. When I lock my eyes on something I really want. I won’t stop until I get it and right now you have what I really want, and I will be damned if you are going to be the one to deny me from getting it.
You want to keep on ripping through the competition?
You want to keep on making a name for yourself?! Well this week you get to go through me and I promise on everything inside of me that you will not be leaving Arizona with that title around your waist. The Best Hair Friends are going to officially implode at Arizona and I have no problem with that. After the match we can maybe go for coffee or cookies. Or Ice Cream! God I love ice cream because you are going to need all the therapy in the world how you are going to move on past the fact that your hair buddy beat you for the championship.
Don’t worry Melody we all lose sometimes? Sometimes in matches we least expect it. It happened to me against Veronica and this week it’s going to happen to you. I need to keep on improving and I can’t do that if I don’t beat the very best this company has to offer. I consider you one of them.
But I am fighting for much more than just myself. I am fighting for my family, my friends, and my daughter, and with my little girl putting all her trust in her mother I can’t afford to fail her. So bring it and I will be there to answer the challenge. See you in the ring Melody. Best of luck to you.
Hollywood, California
Off Camera
On The Set of Hexx
Kate’s Steele’s life had started to go in a direction that she couldn’t even imagine. The moment she signed on the dotted line of the Circle Television Network contract is the day that everything started to go in ways that she couldn’t even imagine. CTN had given her a record deal so it was easy to make music. It was easy to bring her band Ignorant Discord back to life, and more importantly than that CTN had blessed her with a spot in a television series based off of a comic book. One where she was playing a meta human named Gaia. Kate grinned as the director on the stage yelled cut, and they immediately brought Kate a robe to put on over her costume. Kate let her crimson red hair dangle as her CTN manager Maleek Raheem had walked over to her.
“Ok job… You have to improve on your acting a bit but it’s a good start…” He shook his head as he continued to walk away. Kate could only sigh in return as she brought her head down.
“Wait Maleek come back… Isn’t there something I can improve on?! Anything at all?!”
Maleek shook his head with a sigh as he glanced right back into her eyes. “Just read the script…There’s a reason why we put the actions in parenthesis just try to channel that...And try not to sound lifeless when you deliver your lines. You need to show some kind of passion or else you ain’t going to capture the viewers. Holla I gotta go home to my girl Ria…”
He smiled as he walked right into the arms of a bubbly woman with a big butt. Kate sighed as she could only look down at her script. Things weren’t going that well for her at all. To make matters worse her fellow actresses Delia and mortal arch enemy Kenzi Grey made it known they were going to make Kate’s life a living hell. Kate opened up her phone as her Twitter was filled with things ranging from #KatesIntervention to various comments from the both of them. Kate sighed as she put her phone back in her pocket as she shook her head in disgust speaking out loud to herself.
“Why do people always find the need to always try and bully me?! God I hate LA… Why can’t I be back home with my loving husband and daughter. Why do I have to put up with this shit, and how come I can’t get this acting thing down?!” Kate screamed out loud as she ran her fingers through her head. She took a seat in her acting chair as she flipped the script open and started to look through her lines. It wasn’t that long until footsteps could be heard going towards her. Kate slowly lifted her head up as she looked at the woman that was heading her way. It was none other than Celeste North. Kate could only sigh as the protege of Celeste made her way towards her.
“Oh let me guess… You came to talk me down just like Delia has been doing all week haven’t you? If that’s the case I rather you just walk off and mind your own business. I really am not in the mood for anybody’s crap right now. Especially someone like you!” Kate could only offer the woman daggers in return as she kept her eyes locked on her. Celeste however shook her head as she looked back at Kate looking down at her script.
“Actually I didn’t come here for any of that… I just wanted to make sure that you were alright?”
Kate opened her eyes as she seemed befuddled by what the woman wanted of her. “I am alright… It get’s irritating to be bullied so much but I will manage. I always find my way into doing so…”
Celeste smiled as she glanced back at Kate. “Well that’s a good thing to hear at least. I know Delia doesn’t want me around you but gathered from what I have seen you don’t really seem to be a bad person. A bit whiny at times but a good person nonetheless…”
“I AM NOT WHINY!!! It’s just that….”
Celeste quickly holds her arms up as she looks directly into Kate’s eyes with a smirk. “Like I said you don’t have to defend yourself. I am on your side, and when it comes to Delia well. This whole acting thing is getting to her. I guess it’s Delia being Delia…”
Kate shook her head as she looked back into Celeste’s eyes. “Yeah and pair her up with Kenzi Grey and you can count on trouble following but it’s something I have come to deal with. At least you don’t have to hear her ramble on and on when you are filming scenes with her. That’s something I have to live with…”
“Yeah well… At least you don’t have to deal with Delia who has a tendency of taking things to the extreme of constantly putting herself over…”
Kate giggles. “Yeah that can suck….Anyway we spent our time in SCW together for a while now and I don’t think we have really properly introduced to one another. At least not that I can recall...Celeste it’s a pleasure to meet you…..”
“Oh trust me I KNOW exactly who you are! So I have one thing to ask you Celeste?”
Celeste thinks about it for a few moments as she shrugs her shoulders. “Sure but if you are asking why I decided to come here. It’s because I don’t live too far away in Beverly Hills. I just wanted to check on you. I know how this scene isn’t for everybody. How the Hollywood movie scene can chew a person up and spit them right out, and I didn’t want you to succumb to the pressure of any of that….”
Kate shook her head as she smiled wider than before. “Oh it has nothing to do with that but the question I have for you is HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE THE DAUGHTER OF CRYSTALLINE NORTH!!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK”
Kate couldn’t help but squeal loudly as she jumped out of her seat and stood right in front of Celeste. Celeste was taken back as Kate couldn’t help but draw closer to her.
“Kate it’s really not that serious… It’s just my mother….”
Kate however jumped up and down as she quickly shook her head with excitement. “NO!!! IT MEANS MORE THAN THAT!!! When I was growing up there were two women who inspired me to follow in the way of being a rock goddess! Joan Jett and your mother Crystalline! If it wasn’t for them I doubt I would even have my own band. They revolutionized everything about females in the rock world and I am thankful for every single bit of it. So you gotta do me a favour….”
“And what exactly would that be Kate?!”
Kate smiles widely. “Can you get her autograph for me?! It would mean the entire world to me! Just one simple autograph and if you could do that for me. I might just consider you a friend!”
“Ummm I guess I could make that happen. Listen….” Celeste says as she keeps her eyes locked tightly on Kate. “If you ever need someone to talk too or if you feel like you are getting bullied and just need a friend you can give me a call. I know I just came back but I really don’t want my past to catch up with me….And well someone like you could help me move in the right direction of having positive friends…”
“Yeah, yeah… Just get me that autograph and then we can talk!!!!”
Kate screamed in return as she couldn’t help but be overly excited. Celeste looked at her as she waved her hands in return. “Alright you take care and enjoy the rest of your filming….”
With that Celeste walked away as Kate decided to take a seat back in her Hollywood seat. She lifted up her script again as she started to look through it and that’s when her phone started to ring loudly. Kate looked at her phone realizing that the name on the caller id belonged to that of her husband. She didn’t hesitate as she placed the phone up to her ears and smiled as she talked.
“Hey babe! How’s it going over there?! And Florida…
Todd: Things are going good well… You know Juliet misses you and she wants you to come home as soon as you can.
“AWWWWWW… I’ll be there as soon as I wrap up things over here….”
Todd: Actually that’s what I was calling you about. With the hurricane heading our way I think it would be best if we headed up north to our parents home and dropped her off in New York.
“You know how my father can get…. You know how he can get if we don’t ask him… “
Todd: I really don’t care… Normally I would ask Jimmy for a favor but considering you broke his wife’s arm I rather hold off on that until you two settle your differences….
“Fine… I miss you babe… Tell Juliet I love her?!”
Todd: Don’t worry I will… Just take care of yourself, and hopefully everything will be alright. Love you babe….
“I love you too….”
With that Kate hangs the phone up as she decides to look back at the script and reads some of the lines out loud to herself.
Tucson, Arizona
Kate Steele could only sigh as she found herself in the Holiday Inn exercise room. Kate found herself on a bicycle as she was riding as fast as she could. She had a lot of things on her mind. Mainly her match with her close friend Melody Grace. Kate had so many thoughts running through her mind. Thoughts of her father yelling at her for leaving Juliet with him. Thoughts of her sister going missing last week when she was supposed to be getting married. There were so many things on her mind, and Kate needed to release them, and the only way she knew how to do so was in the form of exercise. As she rode that bike with everything she had it wasn’t that long before her husband Teddy made his way into the exercise room. He offered a wide grin as he quickly entered into the room and ran after his wife embracing her into a tight passionate hug.
“Hey babe!”
“Hey you…” Is all Kate could say in return as she continued to ride the exercise bike over and over again.
Todd walked over to his wife as he looked at her. “Is everything okay?!”
Kate shook her head offering a sigh. “No it’s not… I just can’t seem to do anything right….”
“It’s about Juliet isn’t it?! “
“That’s part of it but it’s more than that… It just seems like I am meant to fucked something up. Dad was pissed that I dropped her off at the house with him…”
“Well that’s selfish of him… You would think the man would want to make sure all is well with his granddaughter…”
Kate shook her head in return. “He loves her it has nothing to do with her but it has everything to do with the fact that he is still hurting over Samara. It’s been like five days and nobody has seen her since she stood up Galen at the altar. Her best friend has her phone and Samara hasn’t contacted anybody about anything. That’s my sister Todd, and regardless of the hell that she put me through while we were growing up. It still doesn’t change the fact that I am worried about her…”
Todd just sighs as he wraps his arms around his wife tighter than before. “Don’t worry I am sure she will turn up. Remember how scared you were when you were marrying me? You went missing for two days but you resurfaced so I am sure the same is going to happen with her…”
Kate once again shakes her head. “True but this is different. I had always been in and out of a relationship. That was me being afraid of moving out of my own house and transitioning into adult life. Samara has never been one for commitment. She has always been pretty much an independent girl. I just hope that she’s safe. She lives her life on her phone and for her not to have it is just a scary thought to me. Plus I got this big match with Melody coming up, and I don’t want to ruin a great friendship just because we are both wanting the same thing…”
“It’s wrestling I know for a fact that she understands and just because she’s your friend doesn’t mean you have to hold back. This has been your year and don’t let anybody else tell you differently. You know what you need to do babe… You just go out there and do it, and show the whole world what you are made of…”
Kate smiles in return. “You do know how to make a girl feel great about herself…”
“Well when we got married it was for better or for worse right? I might as well cheer you on with everything I got, and how would that look to Juliet if I didn’t support you on? I just want you to know I am proud of everything that you are doing Kate. Really proud of you….”
Kate opens her eyes in amazement. “And for what exactly?”
“For being able to juggle everything wrestling and being a mother. It’s no easy feat but you have managed to do it and not only have you done it, but you have done it well…”
“Yeah but then I fall into old habits like getting drunk and making a public ordeal about it over social media over a sports game….”
“And that’s what makes you human… You aren’t supposed to be perfect all of the time, and that’s part of the reason why I love you so much…”
“Well I don’t feel like that all of the time…”
“Don’t worry about anything… Just do what you do best… And whether you win or lose… I am proud of everything that you have accomplished… Come on let’s go get some dinner. You been working hard. You need this day to relax….”
Kate slowly gets off of the bike as she looks back at her husband. She wraps her arms around him as the two begin to get into a makeout session.
So Climax Control is almost upon us and it will be a night where my great friend Melody Grace and myself will have the pleasure of being in the ring with one another, and I can say personally I am excited to be in this position because I have the chance of a lifetime ahead of me. I can do the unthinkable. I can dethrone the current champion of Melody and I can start doing what I did in the Roulette division in the Internet Championship division, and that just brings a big smile to my lips because I feel like I have worked my entire ass to get to where I am today.
Melody January 10th of this year is when I first found my way into getting a shot at the Internet Championship. It was against a very game Alexis Edwards. It was my first shot at the very championship that you hold around your waist, and I can remember that match it was ridiculous if I do say so myself. Something that only King Despy could cook up. Anyway one thing led to another and it turned into an Anywhere falls match. I gave Alexis everything I had but in the end she was one step ahead of me and she managed to defeat me to have a very excellent defense against me.
I could have cried. I could have sat there and questioned why I lost but instead I focused on the next task and then on Valentine’s Day that’s when everything changed for the better. I became the Roulette Champion and I took that championship to new heights. I set the bar for unpredictable wrestling within this company and night in and night out. I didn’t know what kind of match I was going to be walking into. I simply showed upa nd did what I had to do and usually emerged victorious. It was the best six months of my life added with my daughter coming into my custody and it just didn’t get any better than that. Yet during my title run people never seemed to really talk me up that much. No matter how hard I fought I wouldn’t get the proper respect that I deserved.
So I decided to take the drastic approach to get my respect. I changed my attitude to make them pay attention, and yet still nothing. I was destined to be swallowed up in the limelight of Veronica’s stupidness and Crystal’s passion for being in the spotlight so I dropped them both like a bad habit so I could focus on myself and maybe gaining that spotlight for me.
It worked for a bit but in the grand scheme of things nothing really changed. I felt an emptiness to me, and it wasn’t until I lost the championship that I really found myself. It wasn’t until I mustered up the courage to challenge Mikah did I really find what was missing all this time. The thing that Roxi Johnson had mentioned about me. That I always changed myself just to fit in. It has always been about acceptance to me, and it did make me feel hurt that Zelda Clarke wrote that article about an award show and not mentioning me for most improved or even woman of the year. Because in my eyes witht eh hear I have had I personally think I could qualify for both.
But it’s whatever… I simply will just keep on persevering and ripping through the competition until people acknowledge as being an excellent wrestler. That started at VC3 and it’s going to carry on to this week when I take that championship away from you my friend.
I get it Melody… You have been on an absolute tear. Fighting through the competition. Fighting with everything you have and sometimes it just doesn’t seem to pay off for you. The only thing I have to say is keep pushing. Keep moving forward because you are great and amazing.
But you aren’t the only one who has had her share of hardships. There are others who have been through a lot especially those back in Florida near where I live. People that have to make decisions on whether they should leave their homes and weather the storm or if they should evacuate for the safety of their families. There is so much going on but that doesn’t mean you are the only one that’s fighting.
Everyday I fight for the right of being a better mother, a better, wife, a better woman, and a better woman, and it seems like I never make any ground but it’s not meant to be something that happens overnight. It’s something that takes time, and it’s a gradual climb. The road to solidifying yourself as an amazing champion is something that is always an uphill climb. It’s something you keep on doing and doing to write your name in history, and you will get there.
To me this Internet Championship represents a new direction in my career. It represents me getting out of the realm of gimmicky matches on an everyday basis and it’s preparing me to take the big step of being a great wrestler period! That’s what I really want to showcase when the bell rings. That I am good enough to compete with the upper echelon in this company, and I won’t let anyone deter me of getting to such.
While some that have walked through the doors of this company may have wanted to take the path straight to the top of the foodchain. Immediately going right after the World Bombshell Champion but I don’t want that to me.
I want to work through the ranks and I want to take step after step until I am all the way to top, and doing it that way gives me more to strive for. You are a great wrestler. I know it’s no easy thing being able to defeat two former bombshells in one match to prove yourself to the world but I did something you haven’t managed to done. I beat THE woman… I beat the woman who revolutionized the entire Bombshell division with her own title reign. I beat a woman who held two championships at the same exact time.
And when you stepped in the ring with Mikah that’s something that you couldn’t get accomplished but yet I did so what does that speak of me?
I would say it shows I am ready for this moment, and to be honest after I lost my Roulette Championship I knew the next thing on my mind was going to be the Internet Championship. It was just a matter of when, and I am shocked I am finding myself in this situation so soon but after what I did in the Roulette division. I would say it’s well deserved.
You do some things that I absolutely loathe. One being in your Twitter account you keep track of your record like it’s supposed to matter. Do I really care that you are 19-3? To be honest not really.
There were years when I had losing records and it didn’t bother me because all it did was helped me grow but when I see a woman flashing their record around it just irks me. If you think I am going to be your 20th hashmark you got another thing coming. At Climax Control The Hairy Best Friends Club! Yes the name for us is still a work in progress but I am working on it!
We will compete in that ring and we will put on the show of a lifetime. You want to showcase that you want respect? You want the same things that I do. Well you are going to get them because when you aren’t champion anymore it will be interesting to see how you bounce back from it. What will you do to get back in the limelight?
Will you do what I did? Potentially beating the best Bombshell Champion of all time and best Internet Champion ever in back to back matches to reestablish your legacy as being a top tier talent in this business like I am, or will you beat the best Roulette Champion of all time to continue showing why you are in the spot that you are in. One thing is for sure two women enter and only one of us can walk out as a winner.
This comes down to who wants it more, and guess what Melody you are facing a woman who has absolutely nothing to lose and everything to gain, and that makes me dangerous.
Good luck and remember when you hear that sweet song emerging from my lips. It can’t be good… It spells your demise. It’s my Siren’s Song and it leads you to the point of being Shipwrecked…
I am just now getting into acting and I know I won’t ever be as good as you but my focus is on being a better wrestler than you, and that’s what I have my mind on.
So keep that in mind… See you in the ring hun. Peace, love, and good hair vibes all around!
