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Climax Control Archives / Slaying the "Jersey Devil"
« Last post by Alexandra Calaway on May 02, 2025, 07:18:27 PM »
Lost it All
Little Mermaid Statue
Copenhagen, Denmark


The sun had only just begun to slip beneath the horizon, casting a golden shimmer across the calm waters of Copenhagen’s harbor. The air was crisp but not cold, tinged with the briny scent of the sea and the faint aroma of roasted almonds from a nearby vendor cart. There was a quiet magic to the moment, a stillness that seemed to wrap itself around the city as if Copenhagen itself were holding its breath.

Standing near the edge of the promenade, Alexandra tilted her head slightly, her gaze fixed on the Little Mermaid statue just a few feet away. The bronze figure sat perched on her rock with eternal grace, her expression equal parts wistful and serene. Waves lapped softly at the stone base, and for a moment, Alexandra didn’t say a word. She didn’t need to. Some moments spoke louder in silence.

LJ stepped up beside her, hands tucked into the pockets of his jacket. He followed her gaze, studying the sculpture as if trying to read its thoughts. “You know,” he said eventually, his voice low and thoughtful, “I used to think that thing was a lot bigger.”

Alexandra let out a soft snort, her lips quirking into a smirk. “You and everybody else who sees it for the first time. It’s like finding out the Eiffel Tower isn’t made of gold or the pyramids aren’t smooth anymore.”

He chuckled. “Guess that’s the risk of legends, huh? Expectations outgrow the reality.”

“Kind of like us,” she said, glancing at him out of the corner of her eye. “All this hype for the Viking Era Tour, the promos the matchs… and here we are. Just two people on a pier, trying to figure it all out. We’ve had wins and we’ve had losses, but here we are.”

LJ turned toward her, arching a brow. “Are we talking about wrestling now or something deeper?”

Alexandra shrugged, but it was the kind of shrug that came with weight behind it—like she was trying to shake something off without really letting go of it. “Maybe both.”

For a while, they just stood there, the murmur of water and distant voices filling the spaces between them. Tourists came and went, some snapping photos, others whispering reverently as if afraid to disturb the statue’s solemn pose. A little girl dropped a flower at the base of the rock, and her mother snapped a quick picture, capturing a moment that would probably live on a fridge for years.

“It’s weird,” LJ said finally, voice softer now. “Being here. On this tour. In this moment.”

Alexandra nodded slowly. “We’re halfway across the world, playing pretend gladiators for people who think they know what we’re about. And yet… it’s more real than most things in my life have ever been.”

He turned to look at her again, more intently this time. “Is that why you’re quieter than usual?”

She hesitated. “Maybe. I mean, Denmark is beautiful. There’s a weight to this place, you know? Like it remembers every footstep, every war, every whisper of history that passed through it. And I guess standing next to a statue about longing and loss just brings things up.”

“Longing and loss, huh?” LJ repeated, rubbing the back of his neck. “You’re getting poetic on me now, Angel.”

“Don’t get used to it.” She cracked a half-smile, then looked out over the water again. “But yeah. The story behind the statue… it’s kind of tragic. She gave everything for someone who didn’t love her back. Lost her voice. Her identity. Just to chase a dream that wasn’t hers.”

He followed her line of sight, as if trying to see the statue the way she did. “And you relate to that?”

“Don’t you?”

LJ didn’t answer right away. He leaned on the railing, letting the cool sea breeze brush against his face. He put an arm around her, pulling her in against his chest.“I used to. When I first started in this business, I thought I had to be someone else to make it. Lose myself, fit the mold. There was a time when I couldn’t even tell where the character ended and I began.”

“And now?” She looked up at him.

“Now,” he said slowly, “I know just about everything I can. Who I am. What I want. But it’s still a work in progress. But in that locker room, I'm no longer Miles' kid brother. I'm a name.”

Alexandra nodded thoughtfully. “Aren’t we all a work in progress? And you were always more than just Miles' kid brother. They just needed to see it.”

They fell into silence again, but this one was more comfortable. Familiar. Like they’d carved out a little piece of peace in the middle of chaos. The tour had been intense—city after city, match after match, pressure mounting with each bell. But here, under the watchful gaze of the Little Mermaid, things felt… slower. Simpler.

“You nervous about the next match?” LJ asked after a beat.

Alexandra laughed lightly. “Always. But not in the way people think. I’m not scared of losing. I’m scared of not being enough.”

“That’s not a problem you have,” he said, a bit more firmly than he meant to. “You’ve been holding your own every step of the way. Hell, you’ve been doing more than that, love, we’ve all seen it. Week after week. Everytime you step foot in a ring you prove it love.”

She looked at him then, really looked—eyes sharp and clear beneath her dark lashes. “Thanks,” she said. “That means more than you know.”

LJ looked away, a bit embarrassed, pretending to study the passing boat lights flickering on the water’s surface. “We’re partners in this. I’ve got your back, and I know you’ve got mine. That’s not just for the cameras. When those cameras shut off, we still have each other.”

“No, it’s not. It's so much more than that, so much deeper.” She paused. “And I think that’s what scares me too.”

He turned back, confused. “What do you mean?”

Alexandra hesitated. “This thing—this connection we’re building—it feels real. And that’s rare in our world. Most of the time, people just play the part until it’s no longer convenient. I mean look at us, we are about to celebrate one year together.”

LJ nodded slowly. “I get that. But I’m not playing.”

“Neither am I.”

Another beat passed. A seagull cried somewhere overhead, swooping down toward the water before vanishing into the fading light. Behind them, the low hum of city life continued—streetcars, distant chatter, the occasional bell from a cyclist.

“You ever think about what comes after this?” Alexandra asked quietly. “After the tour. After all of this is over and done with, what your next plan is?.”

“All the time.”

“And?”

“And I don’t have a clue,” he admitted with a wry smile. “I try not to look too far ahead in this industry anyways. In our business, plans have a shelf life shorter than a carton of milk. I focus on the good stuff, what's important to me.”

She chuckled. “Fair point.”

“But,” he added, “I do think there’s something worth holding onto here. Between us. I'm down for whatever comes next with us. Because there's no limits. No regrets.”

Alexandra nodded slowly, her expression unreadable. Then, softly, she said, “You ever think the statue’s not just about sadness? Maybe it’s about strength too?”

He looked at her curiously. “How so?”

“She made a choice. A painful one. But she didn’t let it break her. She didn’t get the prince, but maybe she found something else in the end. Something about herself.”

LJ smiled. “Now you’re sounding like a motivational poster.”

“Shut up.” She elbowed him lightly, playfully even.

He laughed, rubbing his side playfully. “Hey, I’m just saying. You went from cynical to deep in like ten minutes.”

“That’s Copenhagen for you,” she said, lifting her hands in mock surrender. “Something in the air.”

They started walking slowly along the harbor’s edge, the statue fading into the distance behind them, a silent witness to whatever had just passed between them. The cobbled path beneath their feet echoed softly with each step.

“So what now?” LJ asked.

Alexandra shrugged again, but this time it was lighter. “Now we get some coffee. Maybe take a ride through Nyhavn, see the colorful houses, and pretend we’re locals.”

He smiled. “And tomorrow?”

She smirked. “Tomorrow, we will fight.”

And with that, the two of them walked off into the night, side by side, not as just friends or coworkers, but as two people learning how to be more than the roles they played—finding something real in the heart of a fairytale city.



If the Truth Hurts
Little Mermaid Statue
Copenhagen, Denmark


Copenhagen shimmered under a cold Scandinavian sky, the wind dancing off the waters of the Øresund with a crisp bite that stole breath and seared lungs. It was evening, just after the pale sun had sunk beneath the clouds, and the Little Mermaid statue sat watchfully in her eternal pose of longing and regret. The stone beneath her was slick, darkened by sea spray and the weight of untold stories. And there, a few feet away, leaned Alexandra Calaway — back to the wind, arms crossed tightly over her chest, eyes locked on the statue like it had answers she'd been chasing her entire career.

She wasn’t alone.

LJ, her ever-steady companion in the chaotic world of Sin City Wrestling, stood to her side, silent for once. He knew better than to speak when she was like this. There was a stillness to her, like the calm before a detonation. Her fists were clenched at her sides, not out of rage — not yet — but something far more dangerous: restraint.

"You ever wonder what she’s thinking?" Alexandra asked, voice low, barely above the whisper of wind and waves.

LJ glanced sideways, then at the statue. "The mermaid? Probably something about regret. Giving up everything for a voice she never got back."

Alexandra laughed. Not bitterly. Not sarcastically. But like someone recognizing an echo of their own history. "Sounds familiar."

LJ didn’t reply. He knew where this was going.

"They love a woman who sacrifices herself for the crowd. They want blood, pain, submission. But god forbid you demand something back. Like... respect. Or your name etched into history without needing to sell your soul."

She turned from the statue, finally facing him. Her eyes were stormy. Dark. Electric.

"Joanne Canelli gets to walk back into this business and everyone acts like she never left. Like we’re supposed to fall to our knees because the Jersey Devil has returned from her vacation. Like she matters more than those of us who’ve bled here."

LJ shrugged, but it was more gesture than agreement. "She’s a name."

"So was Nero," Alexandra shot back. "Didn’t stop Rome from burning."

A gust of wind swept between them, tossing a curl of hair into her face. She didn’t move to brush it away. There was a fire building in her chest, and now it was creeping into her bones, demanding motion, violence, and voice.

She stepped forward, toward the statue again, looking past it now. Toward something else. Maybe the arena. Maybe something more abstract.

"She thinks she’s walking into a ring. What she’s really stepping into is my rage, LJ. Years of it. I have been patient. I have played the game. I have watched others rise because of connections, nostalgia, or because they were loud enough to drown out the truth."

Alexandra turned back to him, fire in her voice now, laced with an unhinged intensity that dared the gods to interrupt her. "But I am the truth. And truth... doesn’t need a welcome-back party. It brings judgment. It brings pain."

LJ met her gaze. "Then do what you came to do."

And just like that, something clicked.

The walls came down.

She began to pace, slow and deliberate, boots crunching against gravel and stone as her thoughts become words. Her voice rose, not for him, but for the universe.

"Joanne, I hope you enjoy the fanfare. The spotlight. The illusion that you're still the devil they all fear. Because when the lights go out and it's just you and me in that ring, all the cheers in the world won't save you."

She stopped.

"You're a relic, Joanne. A trophy they pulled off a dusty shelf to parade around before putting you right back where you belong. Forgotten. I too am a trophy they choose to take off a shelf whenever they want to beat someone down. However the difference is.. I don’t let them forget me."

The wind howled through the trees now, as if the city itself was leaning in to listen.

"But me? I'm not a memory. I'm not a footnote. I'm not someone they can ignore anymore. I’ve evolved beyond the fire you used to bring. I am the inferno now. And when I come for you, it's not with admiration or respect. It’s with teeth. With rage. With the fury of a woman who has bled and screamed and endured in silence for too damn long."

She stepped closer to LJ, not looking at him, but through him. Through the veil that separated the performer from predator.

"I will break her. Not just physically. Psychologically. She will question why she ever came back. And when I pin her — no, when I end her — I won't raise my hand. I won't smile. I won't celebrate."

Alexandra’s breath was rapid now, chest rising and falling as if she were already in the match.

"Because it won’t be a victory. It will be an execution."

LJ took a step back. Not out of fear. But respect. Reverence. What stood before him wasn’t just Alexandra Calaway, wrestler, fighter, woman. It was something more. Something mythic.

She turned toward the water again. Silence returned, but only for a moment.

"This is what they wanted. This is what they get. Not the well-behaved bombshell. Not the forgotten middle-carder. They get me. Pure. Unfiltered. Wrath incarnate."

She looked down at her knuckles, flexing them like the ghosts of battles past were still clinging to her skin.

"Let them talk about legends. Let them worship comebacks. I’ll be the footnote on their gravestones."

And then, quieter, to herself:

"Let them remember what happens when you overlook the darkness. It grows. It learns. And then it devours you."

LJ finally spoke, his voice low, steady, the grounding force that tethered the storm. "You ready to kill a devil?"

Alexandra smiled. Not cruel. Not cocky. But deadly.

"No. I'm ready to remind her she never was one."

She laughed as the scene faded to black.



The Devils in the Details
Tivoli Gardens
Copenhagen, Denmark


Night had fully descended over Copenhagen, but Tivoli Gardens thrummed like a beating heart, defiant in the dark. The ancient amusement park — a relic wrapped in lights — glowed from within like a secret trying too hard to stay sweet. Red and gold bled through the mist, spilling over the cobblestone like war paint. Brass music slithered through the air, too slow, too warped — a lullaby played one octave too low. Laughter flared in bursts, but it sounded wrong. Too high. Too hollow. Like a recording of joy played on broken speakers.

The scent of burnt sugar, popcorn, and damp leaves mingled with something older — rust, perhaps. Or memory.

And down a path where the light dared not linger, where the shadows coiled tight like serpents and the air ran colder than the season allowed, Alexandra Calaway stood still beneath a flickering gaslamp. The weak light stuttered overhead, making her shape blur between woman and phantom. Her coat hung off her frame like armor. Her breath fogged in the cold, but she made no move to shield herself from it. She didn’t need warmth. She needed blood.

“You ever notice,” she began, her voice low and deliberate, “how the brightest lights always cast the longest shadows?”

The carousel spun in the distance — lazy, discordant, its chipped horses lurching in a circle of mockery. Their teeth were painted into place, eyes wide with permanent delight. Puppets locked in a loop.

“I hate places like this,” Alexandra muttered. “So much color. So much laughter. And it’s all so…desperate. Manufactured magic. Painted joy.”

She took a step forward. Her boots echoed against the stone like war drums.

“This is what people do when they’re afraid to look at the truth. They build things like this. Lights, music, illusions — all of it designed to distract you. From age. From pain. From death. From the bone-deep rot that lives under the skin of everything.”

Another step.

“I see through it. Always have.”

The fog curled around her like a lover, wrapping around her ankles, whispering at her heels. But she walked through it, slow and steady, toward the carousel. Toward the grotesque parody of innocence.

“Joanne Canelli,” she hissed, and her voice cracked like a whip. “You think this world waited for you.”

She laughed — not humor, but hunger. A deep, involuntary sound scraped from somewhere behind her ribs.

“You think because you called yourself the Jersey Devil, the game would pause until you came back. You thought the fans would still chant your name like gospel. That your throne would stay warm. That your crown would stay clean.”

She spun suddenly, arms out, as if addressing an invisible crowd.

“Welcome home, Joanne! Welcome back to the circus! Step right up! See the former legend in all her faded glory — watch her cling to relevance like a ghost that doesn’t know it’s dead!”

She stopped, breath heaving slightly, shoulders squared, eyes locked on the carousel as if daring it to blink.

“But here’s the thing, sweetheart,” Alexandra said, voice like velvet wrapped around a razor. “While you were gone — while you were sipping vintage wine and signing autographs at Comic-Cons, telling old stories like they still mattered — I was building an empire out of the ashes you left behind.”

Her hands clenched at her sides.

“I didn’t come up through pyro and praise. I came up through silence. Through nights with no crowd. Through matches where no one cared if I lived or died in that ring. And I made them care. Not with nostalgia. Not with name recognition. But with blood. With scars. With fury.”

She circled the carousel now, boots crunching over frost-streaked gravel, never taking her eyes off the spinning relic.

“You called yourself the Devil? Cute. But you’re not a Devil. You’re a memory. You’re a bedtime story the kids don’t believe in anymore.”

She leaned against the iron railing that ringed the ride, speaking now like she was whispering into the mouth of Hell itself.

“I didn’t need a name to become a myth. I earned it. Match by match. Bone by bone. I fought my way through glass, through steel, through fire, and I never stopped. I’ve been broken in rings where the ropes were soaked with the sweat of better wrestlers than you. And I came out smiling. Because I don’t fear pain.”

Her hand shot out suddenly and gripped the cold brass pole of one of the horses. She yanked it violently. The horse groaned and wobbled on its axis. Its painted grin stared back at her — mocking, oblivious.

“You come back thinking you’ll just… pick up where you left off. That the locker room will bow. That the crowd will cheer. That I’ll step aside to make room for your resurrection?”

She slammed her hand down on the horse’s face, cracking a piece of flaking paint from its eye.

“You don’t resurrect what’s already rotting.”

Her voice dropped to a growl.

“This isn’t your kingdom anymore. It’s a killing field. And I own every inch of it. Every inch soaked in my sweat, my blood, my history. You left. I stayed. And I conquered.”

She stood tall now, head back, breath fogging like smoke from a forge.

“When we step into that ring, don’t expect a welcome back. Expect a reckoning. Expect every cheer you think you’ve earned to die in their throats. Expect silence.”

A beat.

“No — worse than silence. Indifference. Because once I break you, no one will remember what you were. Not the belts. Not the legacy. All they’ll see is what I left in that ring: a woman broken by someone hungrier. Someone meaner. Someone who never needed to leave… because this ring is my church. My asylum. My battlefield.”

She stepped back from the carousel, eyes burning now.

“You should’ve stayed gone.”

Her voice cracked, not from weakness — but from too much pressure behind it, like a dam seconds before collapse.

“You should’ve stayed in your scrapbook life. Should’ve kept signing 8x10s for old men who still call you champ. Should’ve stayed where it was safe. Because here? In my world?”

She bared her teeth.

“I will not just beat you. I will erase you.”

A silence fell then. The carousel lights flickered out with a final whine, leaving only the mist and the sound of her breath.

She turned, slowly, walking away — not with haste, but with finality. Her boots echoed on the path like footsteps in a cathedral. And as she vanished into the fog, she whispered, almost lovingly:

“It wasn’t time that buried you, Joanne.” A pause. “It was me.”

With that the scene fades to black with Alexandra chuckling darkly.
12



With the cameras finding themselves rolling inside of what appeared to be a toy store. It took no time at all to reveal a very familiar figure for the faithful of SCW. The shaggy hair was a dead give away. Jayden found himself walking down the aisle. Seemingly just eyeing over the action figures in front of him. Reaching forward a couple of seconds later and taking one off the shelf. Holding it in his hands just looking at it. About that time he could be heard speaking.

“ In wrestling. There’s two types of fans that exist. There are just your typical fans. Fans that are somewhat normal. They come to shows. They buy your merchandise. They cheer or boo for you. They are typically respectful if they see you out and about. They come to the meet and greets for the sheer excitement of being able to meet you. Typical behavior for fandom. But then there’s the other type of fans. They are what we call the ‘Marks’ of the business. ”

His facial expressions said everything it needed to when it came to the ‘marks’ that he was referring to. Jayden took that actual figure that he had in his hand and revealed it to the cameras off to the side.[/fomt]


A close up of the cameras getting a good look at that action figure. It was pretty much a spitting image of a particular person. It shouldn’t have been hard to connect those dots. Jayden finally giving the cameras proper attention. With his gaze narrowing a little at them.

“ They are typically the most vile creatures to ever exist on planet earth. No common sense to them whatsoever. You know the ones that live in their mother’s basement. The ones that look like they don’t shower. The ones that run a wrestling podcast or blog to give their opinions because no one will bring them on to hear them.The ones that think they know better than the actual wrestlers themselves. The ones that think they can run their mouth. Be disrespectful and believe there are no consequences for the actions. And the ones that think they are so knowledgeable that they ruin our business that much more when they try to be wrestlers themselves. ”

Without seemingly a care in the world. He tossed that actual figure back down on the rack where he had found it. Jayden started to walk away from the aisle. Forcing the camera crew to stay out in front of him to catch every word that came from him.

“ You are one of those people, Troll. As a matter of fact. You fit everything I just said to a tee. You are a fat slob that lives in your mom’s basement. You are someone that doesn’t bathe on a regular occurrence.  You are someone that rants on the internet about professional wrestling. You are disrespectful every chance you get and believe there are no consequences for your actions. And you are a mark that has entered our business. Got no credible source for who trained you. Got this wrapped mindset that you are better than what you are. You have no place in our business, but think you do. Yet, if we were to be honest with ourselves here, Troll. That’s kind of the point of all of this isn't it? ”

Jayden’s eyebrow raised up for a brief moment.

“ You are what your name says. You’re a giant troll. A walking talking meme. You just get some much amusement out of all the bullshit you say and do. All of which you don’t care if it amuses anyone else. You don’t care how many people you upset, offend, or even piss off..Simply all that matters is yourself in this delusional world that you have created in your head. That’s fine that you want to be that way, but the thing that you don’t understand about this week compared to all the other times. I’m not like the others. I’m not going to entertain your bullshit. I’m not going to buy in. I’m not going to make you appear bigger than you are. There is simply no reason to see you as a threat.

Despite what your delusion tells you. You’re nothing more than a punching bag. You fall right in alignment with the Justin Smiths, the Logan Hunters, and the Bill Barnharts of the roster. Yet somehow-someway you’re much worse than those three men. Of course you don’t believe that. Anything and everything I am saying right now is going in one ear and out the other. That’s just who are you, but I can tell you right now. I am a man of my word as well. When I say I’m not going to buy into the bullshit. I mean that whole heartedly. I am going to treat this match as it is. It’s a joke of a match. Just something for me to do. A situation where I can rough someone up and blow off some steam. ”


For a brief moment there was a smirk plastered on Jayden’s lips. If anything that was a sign to the fans that this was something that he had been thinking about. And maybe in a way it was something that he had been waiting for.

“ The moment that bell rings. You’re in for a world of trouble. You’re nothing more than prey and I’m not going to stop until I have quenced my hunger. From one side of the ring to the other. You’re going to be tossed over and over again. Giving the SCW fans some amusement watching your humpty dumpty ass bounce off the mat time and time again each time you get tossed. That’s just the tip of the iceberg, Troll.
Wait until the fists start flying.

I’ve got a feeling that your face is just going to cave in like hamburger meat the first time I connect with it. Which to be fair. Isn’t the end of the world by any means. Punching it in a few times. Making sure you can’t speak again and making sure you’re unrecognizable. Well that just benefits everyone else.  Now the only thing that you can look forward to in all of this is the fact. I will eventually get bored of tossing you around the ring.

I will eventually get bored with punching you in the face over and over again. Eventually, staining my hands and the mat with your blood will no longer amuse me. Leaving me with the option of putting you out of your misery. All by locking my arms around that triple chin of yours and squeezing with everything I have. Every last bit of strength and force I can muster up. Feeling you fight for those last couple of breaths in my arms.

Listening to you gasp and choke for that air that you are being deprived of. All the way down to the moment you go limp and are no longer with us anymore. That will be a job well done. That will be a time where we can all rejoice.No longer will we have to listen to your idiotic comments. No longer will anyone have to smell you as you walk past them in the locker room.  No more will our fans be subjected to seeing the awful sight of your body shape and wrestling.

No more of anyone being forced to ever deal with you again. I would tell you to make sure your mom picks out a nice sharp suit for your funeral. But there aren’t caskets big enough for you. Might as well just take your lifeless body when this is all said and done. Dump it in the sea somewhere. If that makes me an asshole. If it seems like I’m crossing a line. If it offends. Oh fucking well. I am done with letting people think they can disrespect me and the business I work hard to be in. You had this coming, Troll. ”


Jayden just let a shrug escape his shoulders. His expression on his face helped further prove his point. There didn’t appear to be any guilt or remorse for the way he had put things. By then he approached the door of that toy shop and found himself walking out towards the sidewalk.

“ It’s just a shame that you’re not going to be able to survive in order to learn a valuable lesson. Lessons that others should have taught you before it ever got to this point, Troll. But that’s not my problem, what others didn’t do in the past. All I know is that you are being thrown in my path of destruction. I want to cause another man. Because you’re being thrown in my direction. That officially makes you my problem and seeing as you’re now my problem. There’s only one way to solve it which is to do everything I have mentioned. Well it’s either that or you for once. Don’t listen to the delusions in your head.

For once don’t listen to the three fans you might have on that wrestling blog. For once don’t listen to your disgusting foul mother and her lies that she has fed you for years. Instead listen to what I am telling you. Listen to the voice of reason. Listen to what would be best for you. Simply crawl into a hole and hide. Do not show up for this week’s match. Do not be anywhere near the building on Sunday. You do that. You get to survive. You get to live another day. But you can do what I think you are going to do. You can do what I believe you will do. You can be foolish. Ignore the warning signs and get slaughtered like the pig you are. ”


Once again a shrug left the man’s shoulders. He was so nonchalant about the way he was going about things. Further proving the point that he was very much over the lack of respect. As well as highlighting just exactly how things were going to be with him going forward. Might be a situation where he falls out of favor with those ‘fans’ that have been on his side as of late.

“ And for you, Vincent. I hope that you’ve got time to take a second to watch this match between Troll and I. I’m more than aware that you got your hands full with the King of Gaslighting and the fakest ‘Good Guy’ to ever exist. Isn’t it kind of funny, he had all this time to challenge you. Had all this time to make you quote pay for what you did at Blaze of Glory. All this time in the world to prove what he has been trying to say about this entire situation. Yet, he doesn’t challenge you. No match is made until suddenly I’m back and in the fold of things.

Once again proves my point about Carter. He can’t stand not having the spotlight on him. Can’t stand not being the center of attention. Has to leach to me and find a way try to force himself into my spotlight. Just so people will talk about him. Cause no one gives a shit about that chamber win now that I exposed him. Regardless, before you get in the ring with that clown. I hope you catch the match. I want you to see what the future awaits for you at Into The Void. I want you to see how far I am willing to go. I want you to see what blood does to me when I am the cause of it.

I want you to see firsthand the type of carnage that I am willing to cause. For the sake of sending a message. For the sake of winning a match that essentially doesn’t mean anything at the end of the day. I want you to see how easy it is going to be for me to dismember a man that I don’t have an intense hatred for. Not the way that I hate you. That way the thought can creep into your mind. If I’m willing to do that to someone with no true hatred for. No ill will with. Then what exactly am I going to be willing to do to you in a few weeks time. Troll’s ending is coming on Sunday, but yours isn’t that far behind. ”


The was only one word to describe the look in Jayden’s eyes at that moment. Intense. Something that was seen when he came back and brawled with Vincent. Something that was seen in the promo he cut a week prior at Climax Control. And something that was seen at this exact moment. He seemed to finally reach his breaking point and was airing it all out. Those eyes of his remained on the cameras as he spoke once again.

“ For far too long I have put handcuffs on myself for the benefit of ours. For far too long I have sabotaged myself and my own goals. For the sake of ‘pleasing’ others. For far too long the limelight has been allowed to be on others. All for the sake of their ego not being crushed and no crying could be heard. No longer am I going to hold myself back. Troll, You are just causality. A message to be seen to Vincent and a message to be sent to the rest of the SCW roster on what’s to come in the very near future! ”

Following those words. Jayden just reached behind him and grabbed a hold of the hood to the hoodie he was wearing. Pulling it up over his head and turned away from the cameras to start walking away. His words were simple. Straight and to the point. Could be considered haunting. Only a matter of time to see whether or not he could back them up against the biggest joke to ever roam the SCW halls. With the man getting further and further away from the cameras they finally faded back out.
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Climax Control Archives / Two Weeks In A Row?
« Last post by J2H on May 02, 2025, 06:47:03 PM »
27th April 2025
Stockholm, Sweden

The match had been won and a happy J2H wandered through the curtain with Austin Parker and a huge arrogant smile on his face, proud of the match he had just put on out there for the fans in Sweden.


J2H: Told ya I was gonna smash that clown to pieces and send his ass back to the circus where he belongs.

Austin looked at J2H, adjusting his cowboy hat and starting at the much younger man.

Austin: Y'all might wanna look that back. For a fella that doesn't wrestle that often, he was better then ah thought he would be.

J2H  stopped walking and looked towards Austin, his head tilted as he let the words slowly sink in to his brain. He put up his hands in front of him, his palms towards Austin.

J2H: Ok, maybe, just maybe he was better then I expected, maybe he lifted up his game because everyone needs to lift their game against me, but I handled him well. I don't underestimate people but he was there to be underestimated. He was a referee, he is a referee, he's not on my level at all. He's seriously what he makes himself to be, a clown.

Austin was used to the confidence slash arrogance of J2H, so let the comments ride off his back.

Austin: Just don't get complacent. Keep yer head in the game because you have no idea who is going to be next.

J2H waved his hand, dismissing the notion of who might be next as a threat.

J2H: It doesn't matter who's next. I don't fear anyone in this competition, I never have, I never will. 

Austin: Ya signed up without looking at who was in it.

J2H smirked at Austin, winking at him while the smirk sat on his face.

J2H: Because I'm that confident. There's no one who can beat me in this thing. I just hope I get a good opponent in the final so I don't have to carry some idiot through. I had a clown this week who doesn't wrestle, probably get some idiot next time who can't wrestle.

Austin: Just don't take anyone lightly.

J2H rolled his eyes, unimpressed with what Austin had to say but before he could talk further, the cameraman interrupted them.

Cameraman: I'm sorry to interrupt, I've been asked if I can get your immediate reaction to the match you just had.

J2H's head snapped around to face the cameraman, looking beyond the camera and in to the man's eyes.

J2H: Who fucking asked you that? I don't really give a shit about who's around me, but I don't think anyone came over to you. Are you going rouge to get a promotion or something? Wanna steal Scott Oliver's job? Although that might not be a bad thing because he loses his stoner shit when talking to the Barnhart's. It's like he's just come out of rehab.

Cameraman: I uh, I got a message in my ear from Mr Ward asking me to film. He thought it might be good to help with selling the tournament.

J2H fired Austin a sideward glance, before looking back down the camera.

J2H: Yeah, always sell, sell, sell, get the brownie points by making shit about wrestling therefore making his bank account look good, but ok, you want me to talk about what I just did out there? You want me to sell the fact that I'm a fucking wrestler and that I can actually wrestle better then everyone else on this planet?

Cameraman: I um...

J2H put his finger to his lip, holding it up to instantly stop the cameraman from talking.

J2H: How do I feel? I'm J2H! I've seriously just gone out there and put on one hell of a match with a guy who barely wrestles. That was one of the best matches on Climax Control this year. I went out there and made him look good. I'm on top of the fucking world, I've taken the first step in to winning this whole damn thing. You want me sitting here selling the tournament, the whole thing was already sold the second my name went on the paper to be part of this. Everyone knew at that point, that I was gonna walk out there every week and make fucking magic and I did that tonight. I made fucking magic against a guy who looks like he belongs in a magic act. I feel like I got this tournament in the bag. I feel like there's not one person out there who can stop me.

Confidence went through him like a freight train, the adrenaline building up.

J2H: I said to everyone this match was gonna be a warning to every person in this tournament. I said I was gonna show you all just what I am capable of and what did I do out there? I went out there and showed everyone what I was gonna do to anyone I face. Shots fired and I'm not running out of ammo for a long time. I got more ammo then everyone in this tournament has brain cells put together. It doesn't matter who is next, I will beat them, because I'm J2H. Now fuck off, time to go home.

J2H attempted to walk away, but Christian Underwood's voice stopped him.

Christian: Actually, I'd reconsider going home. I mean flying all the way back for a few days, then having to go to the next spot, which is much closer, will probably be better for you.

J2H looked curiously at Christian Underwood, an eyebrow raised in his direction.

J2H: Spoken like a man without a family to see. What are you talking about? I just wrestled, I just won, now I get to go home for a couple of weeks.

Christian face changed, almost sympathies, but with hints of joy.

Christian: Well, this is awkward because you won't be at home for a couple of weeks. See there was some changes and you're up again next week so I wouldn't be going home just yet.

The anger instantly hit J2H hard as his blood started to proverbially boil as he looked at Christian through narrowed eyes and spoke through gritted teeth.

J2H: What the actual fuck!? I don't need to wrestle every week, I'm J2H! I'm the special attraction that you need! I don't need to do this, my contract says so!

Christian: The thing is, when you signed up for Blast From The Past, it said everyone can be booked at any time, till the tournament ends. You are up again next week.

J2H turned his head and looked at Austin in disbelief but Austin shrugged his shoulders.

Austin: This is what happens when ya sign shit you don't read.

J2H glared at Austin before turning back to look at Christian.

J2H: Fine, but who the fuck am I facing?

Christian smiled.

Christian: Travis Levitt... Now you have a nice day!

With that, Christian walked away, leaving J2H to just stare at Austin.

J2H: No fucking problem.

Both men wandered away as the camera faded to black.



30th April 2025,
Copenhagen, Denmark.

He was never the most sociable person in the world, keeping his circle close in his personal and professional life, only Austin Parker, Kevin Carter and until recently, Alexander Raven breaking that mold and being close to J2H in a professional environment. He had always made it very clear that he didn't like the people he worked with, other then the job at hand, wrestling, he had zero in common with any of them. Even attempted forced friendships thrust upon him in the past never hit home, with the likes of the innocent Despayre trying to be his friend, and Devona trying to open him up and make him more fan friendly. He'd found his path early, he knew he didn't need the fans on his side to be known, and it worked, why change something that never needed changing? It's no surprise that he wasn't like the rest of the SCW, running to play tourist and looking at famous sights with every country he stepped in, so it would be no surprise that he was laying in a hotel room looking at the ceiling.

His mood was bored as it often was away from home and Kevin wasn't around to keep him entertained. For a man who can take the attention on television, walking around a foreign land with eyes on him wasn't for him. The thought to sleep had run through his head countless times and it felt like it could well be the winning thought until his phone on the nightstand lit up. He reached over for it to see Melody's smiling face, attempting to Facetime with her husband. He wasted very little time in clicking the answer button and seeing Melody's face appear on the screen.


J2H: Hey!

Half a smile appeared on his face as his eyes adjusted to the bright screen in front of him, the feeling of happiness seeing his wife ran through him but there was a slightly different look on her face, her voice faster then usual.

Melody: Are you alright? I got this really weird feeling that something was wrong, so I tried calling and it couldn't connect so I called Simpson and...

He had to stop her, he knew she could talk fast till she ran out of breath.

J2H: You might wanna breathe or something there. Slow down and just talk.

She listened to her husband and took a deep breath before she asked just a simple question.

Melody: Are you ok?

He was more then a little surprised by her asking that, but also knew they had a connection that neither one of them could explain to anyone, they just knew when something was up or wrong.

J2H: Yeah, I'm just bored out of my head in this place. I know this is all about glamour so people think but when ya in a hotel room in a city that makes me think shit it's expensive, takes away to side of the job everyone thinks we have. 

A look of relief instantly covered her face as she looked at him.

J2H: Is everything ok there?

She nodded at a normal pace, her anxiety left her after checking on her husband.

Melody: Yeah, little guy is in school, he misses you, he thought you was gonna be home on Monday.

Internally, J2H sighed, as much as he knew how good he was wrestling, he always preferred to do it in America. SCW was booked close to home for him, he could always get home pretty soon, but half way across the world, he hated it.

J2H: I thought I was gonna be home on Monday, they never do this shit and put me twice in a row, they never do it. This tour has been bullshit from the start. Bad countries with nothing to really do, gawking fans everywhere, and I do mean everywhere. They're polite, but they're everywhere, all over the place. I've avoided everywhere public since I've been here.

She could hear just by his tone that he wasn't happy being there, but she knew he had to do it.

Melody: They won't book you next week, right?

He smiled inside hearing that, knowing it was very unlikely.

J2H: They shouldn't be but you never know. It's not likely, they don't need me there to work on a promo to sell the match or work on anything. Wouldn't be shocked if they want me to do something just to piss me off, but wrestle won't be one of them. Then off to Paris.

It was strange as most people disliked France and the bustling side of Paris, but J2H didn't mind it at all. 

Melody: I can't wait to see Paris again. We'll be flying over as soon as we can for that one.

J2H: Yeah, I just need to get past this match. I know without me getting to that final, there's no need for me to be there for some bullshit match. I can smell the booking now, Blast from The Past losers teaming up to take on other Blast From The Past losers in a mixed tag match. Some kind of bullshit there I don't want any part of. Probably make it a contenders match, means me getting my hands on Finn for the first time will be in a throwaway nothing match.

Melody couldn't help but smile at J2H's fantasy booking, even if she knew it was unlikely, she knew her Husband had been around SCW long enough to notice booking patterns.

Melody: I don't think they'll do that. 

She was assured with her words, adding a slight nod to the end.

J2H: I better make sure I don't lose then. It's a bit of a banana peel, even though I'll rip him a new asshole on like Friday or something, but I hate taking on people like him.

Melody wasn't sure on what to make on J2H's comment.

Melody: What do you mean James?

He chose his words wisely, taking a few seconds to think.

J2H: He took on Justin Smith, not exactly gold standard there. I think he just about did enough to get past him. I don't like people like that, just doing the minimum to get through but me, I'm the guy with the target on my back from the second I signed up, so people who don't take shit one hundred percent serious, I don't like. Watching his match there, he's hard to read. Everyone knew he was gonna get past Justin Smith, seriously everyone. Maybe he knew, but with me. I don't know. I'm not doubting myself, it's just people like him are tricky.

He still had every confidence in himself, but he knew how things could go sometimes.

Melody: You have nothing to worry about at all.

Her words were reassuring and he knew she was right.

J2H: Yeah, I guess being in some hotel looking at the ceiling gives me way too much time to think about every little thing.

Melody knew what he was like on tour and often stayed away from everyone until he had to do something, like check out the arena, or cut a promo.

Melody: I know it's not usually your thing, but why don't you go out for a while? Put on a hood and just walk around the place, I'm sure no one will recognize you if you pull the hood up.

J2H: Are you kidding? This is place is swarming with people. They're everywhere. They're not a threat but seems like SCW has brought out everyone already. It's not even the weekend and people are coming to the city. It's like they're going for the whole tour experience. We've done a lot of tours and I'm praying there's never a world tour again, because these tours are getting worse.

Melody: We'll that'll teach ya to sign up to something without seeing where the shows are going to be held.

He knew she was mocking him and he couldn't help but smile at her.

J2H: Hearing that don't sign shit a lot lately. Surprised with all the stupid shit I sign lately, Despayre hasn't popped up out of nowhere to get me to sign something to adopt a mongoose or something.

Melody instinctively laughed, covering her mouth after her initial outburst. After a few seconds, she composed herself to speak.

Melody: A mongoose? Where did that come from?

He honestly didn't know, it was just the first thing that came to his mind.

J2H: No idea but I wouldn't put it past him. He's been way too quiet lately.

The joke broke the mood, making it in to a much lighter tone and the two spoke for hours more, nothing that was overly important to wrestling, and nothing that would keep the average human being entertained, so this is where the scene fades out.



2nd April 2025,
Rosenborg Palace,
Copenhagen, Denmark.

He sat on the banks of the water surrounding the castle, his back to it all, the camera showing a wide shot of J2H as he looked around at the empty area, closed just for him to sit and talk, as was the respect between the people of Denmark and Sin City Wrestling. The city had been very accommodating to everyone involved in Sin City Wrestling and appreciative of the new trade a wrestling company had pulled in to their city. J2H looked over his shoulder for a second before looking back down the camera.


J2H: A home fit for a king, maybe but when you're a God, you deserve better.

He smirked as he looked down the camera, always proclaiming himself to be a God.

J2H: Well Copenhagen, you're fucking welcome because once again, I've rolled in to town and business just booms once more. The crowds flock from all over Denmark just to see this guy wrestle again. Consider yourself the luckiest people alive because I didn't want to be here, I don't give a shit about this place or anyone in it, but you're welcome anyway.

Arrogance was always his strong suit, but he knew those feelings had some truth to them.

J2H: I was set to go home, be with my family, not give a damn about being here or being around you so called wrestling fans, yet here I am because I was forced to be here. Believe me, if I wasn't being made to smack another nobody in the face, then I would be back in Beverly Hills, not giving a fuck about anything or anyone, but I am here and I'm here to book a ticket, I'm here to book a ticket to a city that is so much better then this place. I'm booking my ticket to Paris, not for that shitty Disneyland offspring, but to once again become Blast From The Past winner. Unfortunately, I had to come to this overpriced garbage land first. That just means by Sunday, I'm not gonna be in the mood to fuck about, I'm coming to destroy someone and get out of here. We all know who that poor bastard is, right?

J2H waited for a few seconds, waiting for people to have time to form an answer. 

J2H: Unless you've been living under a rock, you all know it's Travis Levitt. You guys remember him? Did he actually do anything here at all?

A tap of his chin with his forefinger, along with a frown indicated that he was thinking about the answer.

J2H: Well, no. Didn't do a whole lot, but Travis, you have made the same mistakes so many people have made over the years when it comes to this tournament. You've fell right in to the trap that every returning guy or girl has made when it comes to Blast From The Past. You look at it with tunnel vision, you look at it looking at the end of the road and not seeing everything else that's around you. You've stepped in thinking this is going to be your chance to relive those glory days, because you're back in the big time. You're back in the biggest place you've ever stepped foot in and you're sitting there thinking fuck, I can be someone again, I can actually get back the thing that I lost, prove to myself that I can still hang with the best in the wrestling world. That's what you was thinking when you put your name on that contract, right? 

He put out a hand flat, inviting an answer from no one.

J2H: That's where you've gone wrong, because everyone thinks that. Everyone thinks about the glory, without the work, everyone thinks of the dream ending but not the shit you need to get through to get there. I am the guy no one wants to face cause they know all about me, they know what I can do, they know who I am and when I'm determined as fuck, no one stops me. Deep down, you remember me, and you know this to be the truth, but you're still making that mistake Travis, you're still thinking about the glory at the end of the road. There's a problem there, I see the problem, everyone watching this sees the problem, those brain dead fucks that can just hear me cause they have porn open in another tab can see the problem. While you're looking at the end of the road, not taking any notice of what's around you, I've built a brick wall that you can't get through. I'm everyone's road block. I killed the dreams of a moron with a cape last week.

He smiled as he thought back to his previous victory.

J2H: I stopped him from getting something that he'd always wanted. He was looking for the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow and didn't see the things that was right there in front of him. You're the same Travis, you can't see the wood for the trees. If you're unfamiliar with that saying, looking it up, because this is what you're doing. I bet you didn't do any research, I bet you didn't look in to anyone in this thing, neither did I, but I know nothing stops me. Probably wondering why I'm mentioning that when I can fall on that sword too, right?

He bunched up his fist and mockingly hit himself in the chest in a stabbing motion.

J2H: Well, that's simple. You've looked around and you saw Justin Smith as your first round opponent and you pushed yourself to learn a little about him, but the truth is, he sucks. He doesn't beat anyone, he never has beaten anyone. The guy is nothing. I'm sure you got a big ass confidence boost beating on someone who just make up the numbers. Absolutely well done...

He sarcastically slow clapped, mocking the victory.

J2H: That confidence getting a win must have made you really happy, got you really excited, but go back further, watch the shit that he does and you soon work out that even if you was blindfolded and had one arm tied behind your back, you could have still beat that cackling shit for brains idiot. You could have your legs shackled and still beat him. Believe me when I say he's never gonna have a match in his life where people will call it epic, not one, but me on the other hand...

A prideful smile crossed his face, and he had every right to be proud.

J2H: While you've been gone, I've been in some of the biggest matches of all time. The last two years alone, I was a two time World Champion, I gave the belt up just to let someone else have a go Travis, and they pretty much killed the place because even with the belt, they couldn't outshine me or what I was doing, they couldn't step up and grab that limelight away from me. I put my body through hell, in matches that tore of my flesh from my bones, I went home hurting for weeks, no able to pick up my son. I did that, winning award after award, after award, putting my body on the line for this place for years. While you've been sitting on your sofa, changing up the look, piling on a couple of pounds, I was creating something special. 

He smirked as he looked in to the camera.

J2H: They say long term story telling is dead, but I am proving that wrong.

He nodded to himself at what was quite possibly an inside joke.

J2H: While you sat on your ass for so long, I hit the highs, and I hit some lows. I should be number one contender now but some English son of a bitch stopped that, so I'm doing it by going through this. The dips will make the end game so much better Travis and my end game is winning this whole fucking thing. You returning, doesn't get me excited, you beating Justin Smith is on the level of watching paint dry. Do you think you're gonna come back and stop the biggest story of the year? I don't think so. You're not gonna fuck with the plan. As soon as the chamber was done, I knew I had one more shot at everything, I knew I had to take it and you coming back to wave your flag and try and live those glory days is not gonna stop that. Like I told you, you're no different from anyone else that comes back and tries to win this thing.

He shook his head slowly to get his point across.

J2H: Are you even expecting the fans to actually care about you? Did you think a couple of weeks ago you was gonna get a roaring reception with everyone chanting your name, holding up welcome back signs, throwing out a parade for you?

He looked horrified at the thought of that.

J2H: These people are stupid, they love nostalgia, they're probably pissing their pants over Joanne Canelli coming back this week, which is a bit random, but Travis, they don't care that you returned. They didn't against Justin Smith and they're not tuning in to this match because you're in it. They're tuning in because of me. They're not following your great return story, they're following my rise to the top again. They've seen the "drama" I bring, that roller coaster ride, that lightning in a bottle and they know it's what they want to see. You being in this match, well, they all know it's a goodbye for you because they know that once you lose, you'll be back to the sofa, or under whatever rock you crawled out from, knowing you don't have it anymore.

He pointed to his eyes.

J2H: These things right here, you have some too and yours are gonna be wide open after Sunday because you're gonna see so much from this one little match. You're gonna see you can't hang with people like me anymore. You're gonna see that Justin Smith is your level and I'm sure Christian or Mark will sign you to fight people like him every week, but you're gonna see you're just not up to this level anymore. I mean you never was when compared to me but this is gonna hit you like a truck. Still, you can take away a mostly expenses paid trip to a bunch of cold countries as a win. I mean you've probably never been to these places before so tick them off, but your time of touring around ends after Sunday.

He mocked Travis with a slow wave down the camera.

J2H: No one's gonna remember you after Sunday until they mention me winning Blast From The Past in a few weeks time. No one's gonna care when you walk out that door, because this is all about me, all about J2H. You're just there for the sake of being there, because you put your name on a contract and that's it. You're there because you had a little bit of hope that I will take away from you. I'm thinking that you're not gonna be as much of a challenge as that little clown that I beat last week. He surprised me a little, but I am not expecting anything from you Travis. Justin Smith is like beating up an overgrown baby, but me? I'm a whole different game. People talking about one hundred men beating a gorilla lately and all that stupid shit. Well, it's gonna take more then one hundred Travis Levitt's to beat one J2H. You don't have it in you, you never when you was in your prime and you sure as shit don't have it in you now.

He cracked his knuckles together.

J2H: Whatever delusion you have in your head right now, it's time to get rid of it, because now you've heard me, now you know I'm not coming here to fuck around, I'm coming here to get rid of you, make sure that you never get to darken the door of SCW again. Turn the lights off when you leave and lock the door Travis, we're not throwing you a farewell party, it's time for you to move on again because Sunday's about to show you that any doubts you had about yourself in your mind leading up to this, well they're all true. You don't belong here anymore, you outstayed your welcome after your first match back.Time for you to go and never look back again and that's real talk bitch!

With his last line delivered with complete confidence, a quick nod of his head indicated for the camera to fade to black. >
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Climax Control Archives / OH BOY! A FOUR-WAY CLUSTER F**k MATCH
« Last post by Andrew on May 02, 2025, 09:51:47 AM »
OH BOY A FOUR-WAY CLUSTER F**K MATCH

Narrator:  It looks like Felix Hernandez has a great match for the upcoming climax control where he can earn a shot at the Internet Championship. Also in the match will be Artie, Miles Kasey, and Connor Murphy. This is not going to be an easy match for any of the participants. With that said I now turn you over to Felix Hernandez for his comments on this upcoming match.

The scene shifts and we are taken to a hotel room where we get a camera shot of Felix Hernandez along with Bill and Bea Barnhart. Felix is assigned to the Main Event match, which is a Cluster F*** Four-Way Match with the winner becoming the Number One Contender for the Internet Championship. As the camera person pans around the hotel room we see a smiling Felix Hernandez along with his friends and fellow wrestlers, Bill Barnhart, and Bea Barnhart who serves as their Manager, in addition to serving as an active wrestler in Sin City Wrestling. Bea will be at the Main Event match serving as the manager for Felix. When the three are notified by the camera person that they are going full live broadcasting the three take seats in front of the camera and we listen in on the conversation.

Felix:  As most of you already know I am Felix Hernandez. I have been assigned to an interesting match at Climax Control 424. I am assigned to the Main Event and the winner of that match gets a shot at Kevin Carter for the Internet Championship. Before I go into the details of why I expect to win this match and go on to face Kevin Carter for the Internet Championship I would like to provide some statistics to help the viewers try to come to their own conclusion on who they expect will win this match.

Bill:  You will win this match Felix. I feel it.

Bea:  And with me at ringside as your Manager you can fully focus on your match knowing that I am watching everything and will not allow anyone to cheat you out of a win.

Felix:  I will try to adequately explain to the viewers how this match works. There are four of us assigned to this match. Myself, Artie, Miles Kasey, and Connor Murphy. This is NOT an elimination match. Therefore it comes down to the first wrestler to score a pinfall or submission is the winner of the match and they will go on to ace Kevin Carter for the Internet Championship. To be straight up it comes down to everyone in my match attempting to score a pinfall or submission as quickly as possible to win the match. That wrestler, without a doubt, will be me, so they need to get ready for that situation.

Bea:  Before we went live broadcasting you said you wanted to talk about a few things concerning your match.

Felix:  It has been shown, over the history of wrestling, that is isn’t always the tallest or heaviest or quickest wrestler in a match who ends up winning the match. Therefore I will relate to the viewers the statistics on myself, Miles, Connor, and Artie. I enter this match at 6 feet even and 165 pounds. Miles comes into this match at 6 feet 1 inch and 215 pounds. Connor enters the match at 6 feet 1 inch and 183 pounds. And, finally, wimping out at 5 feet 10 inches and 150 pounds, there is Artie. Taking myself as the middle ground I am basically even with Miles and Connor in the height department but I am giving up 50 pounds to Miles. I am giving up 18 pounds to Connor, and Artie it giving up 2 inches of height to me and giving up 15 pounds of weight.

Bea:  So what you are saying is that you do not feel there is an advantage for the other wrestlers over you.

Felix:  Exactly! Since the match states that the winner is the first wrestler who can score a pinfall or submission on an opponent, any of their opponents, that is an easy thing for me to accomplish. I will enter as one of the participants and I will exit the ring as the Number One Contender for the Internet Championship.

Bill:  That simple eh?

Felix:  Yep! That simple!

The three start laughing at the comments from Felix then when they recover from laughing Felix continues commenting on his upcoming match.

Felix:  Actually there is a bit more involved in this match than I already stated but overall the concept is the same. When you have four wrestlers involved in an all-out, no disqualifications, no count-outs, anything  and everything goes, and the wrestler who scores a pinfall or submission first wins the match, this match is made for me. I told you earlier that this match really is that simple.

Bea:  People involved in matches like this are often not ready to take on a match like this.

Bill:  I agree with Bea. You cannot bring in a specific strategy in this type of match as that most likely won’t work,

Felix:  Oh. . .you two. . .you are over-thinking the match. With matches like this you need to go into the match with a positive attitude. You need to go into the match knowing that the action in the match can change quickly. You also need to go into a match like this knowing you can win by being quicker than your opponents and smarter than them and I am quicker and smarter than my opponents in this match.

Bill:  Well, Felix, you sure make it sound easier than it appears on paper.

Felix:  I will make a few final comments before I end my air time today. I will start with you, Miles, as your name works well for my closing comments. Miles is the appropriate name for you as you are miles away from winning this match. Then for you, Connor, I find that Connor is a good name for you as you are a con artist who is trying to pass as a wrestler. As for you Artie? Well let’s just say that terms like lame, weak, and pathetic, don’t rhyme with Artie. There you have it. Three losers in Miles Kasey, Connor Murphy, and Artie, and one winner in me, Felix Hernandez.

Bea:  Just remember that I will be at ringside serving as your Manager. I will ensure that the match is called properly by the Referee.

Felix:  Thanks Bill. Thanks Bea. It is nice to have friends like you.

Felix mentions to the camera person that he is done with his comments for his upcoming match and that they can shut down their camera now. The camera person informs the Network that he is cutting his camera feed and when he does the Network switches to a run of commercials.

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Well now, would you look at that. I’m a big winner in my debut match against not one, but two, opponents. The only opening round triple threat match and now, I am on to the semi-finals.

As I said, change takes a while. Fortunately for all of you, I have a LOT of time.

Now, I don’t have a plan at the moment. I’m still working on it. I find it best to just let whatever happens, happen. I know what I have to do, and that’s all I’m worried about. There’s all these things going on and people trying to get other people to come back and run divisions and people talking about the good old days and oh, there’s so many happy couples.

So there’s a lot to account for and an actual plan is really hard to formulate at this point. I didn’t know who I was even facing this week for a day or so. I couldn’t plan on it being Julianna, it could have been Samantha, or Laura Jackson, or Mikah, or Alicia Lukas. But… it’s Julianna, and I’ll get to her in due time.

But I haven’t even really started to tell my story, so we have another fun time recollecting about the past.

It’s funny, the past is a running theme around here. If you stop and think about it, I am pretty much the only new crop of talent that is in this tournament still. We have Alicia, Julianna, and Mikah, trying to reclaim recent past glories. And Samantha and Laura have even further past glories. It’s like the fresh, young talent has all but dried up.

And that just won’t do.

The past is supposed to help shape the future, not block it out. The future is inevitable.

I am it.

But I’ll tell you about my past, so that you understand what the future of Sin City Wrestling is going to look like.

Let's introduce a little chaos. It will make it all clear.

Join me. Believe me. Trust me.







The school year wore on and I felt more and more comfortable there and it led to research more things. I developed an interest in animals, but more importantly, anatomy. I was now curious how it all worked. For the first time in my short life, I was shown how open the world was and all the things in it. I was curious about everything. This continued for pretty much my whole life.

But more importantly, I found that Sheila was just as curious. We talked almost daily and shared food and toys at recess. We swung on the swings and did all the little kid stuff you probably remember. This is when kids still went outside, but I mean, this is 2006 we’re talking about, that time was coming to an end. But when I was smaller, I didn’t really have friends that were my age. Our neighbors didn’t have children. Charlie knew a bunch of people and they came to the house frequently, so most of the people I talked to were adults.

Sheila was the first who just talked to me, sounded like me, and had interests similar to mine. I found more things to look up and to talk with Sheila about, as I forged this relationship with her. We spent the first 3 years of school in the same class. Sheila and I were I guess… friends. We said “hi” and “bye” to each other everyday if that qualifies us as such.

Until there was this one time where we took a test in 2nd grade.

I believed that Sheila and I were the two smartest kids in our classes. We always got the highest grades, and it always got to the point that Mrs. Myers, Ms. Prescott, our 1st grade teacher, and Mr. Price, our 2nd grade teacher, would tell us we couldn’t answer questions to give the other children a chance.

This of course fed into my superiority complex. In addition, in my head, I believed I was smarter than Sheila. A little egotistical, I’ll grant that the notion is ridiculous to have in elementary school, but this is how children are wired sometimes. It was also my way of standing out in school because I still wanted to be seen as someone who was worth something. I wasn’t tall, or some beauty pageant material girl. I didn’t dress in expensive clothing, but it wasn’t like I was shopping at the thrift store for clothes.

Anyway, that whole feeling was shattered when we took that Social Studies test on U.S. States and their capitals. I was certain I had gotten them all, but my test came back with a 98% instead of 100%. And Sheila had gotten them all. This had to be a mistake. Could Sheila actually be smarter than me? I couldn’t rationalize this in my brain.

I missed Georgia. For some reason, I was so sure that Augusta was the capital, instead of Atlanta. Augusta is actually the capital of Maine. For some reason I marked Augusta twice.

I wouldn’t live this down in my own head for a long time. It’s preposterous when you think about it, but I held onto this. Sheila was able to match me in everything else, I wasn’t able to get a higher grade than her on anything. This… this would not do.

My mother didn’t set play dates or anything, so the only time Sheila and I ever got together was at school. And then, one day, Sheila came up to me with a big grin on her face.

“Hey, do you wanna come play at my house after school?” She asked, grinning and hoping I would say yes.

“I have to ask my mom.”

Once the day ended, my mother was there to pick me up and I approached her, with Sheila by my side.

“Mom, can I play at Sheila’s house after school?” I asked, not wanting to launch into the puppy dog eyes, just yet.

My mother seemed rather surprised and intrigued that this was happening. She looked around as Sheila’s mother wasn’t there just yet.

“Let’s see if her mom is okay with it.”

“She is.” Sheila replied with a big grin.

Finally, Sheila’s mom appeared and she and my mother had a small conversation and my mother nodded to me.

“Okay, you can go. Sheila’s mom is going to bring you back home at 7.”

“Thanks, mom.” I said, smiling and excited that this was happening.

We arrived at Sheila’s house and it was huge. I had never seen a house as big as hers. She even had a swing set in her backyard. I was so jealous of this. Her mom and dad talked and seemed to have a happy relationship, something else I didn’t have. Why couldn’t I be here? I wanted this for me, but I didn’t have it.

We played with dolls for a little while, then played some games on the internet before heading outside and swinging on her swing set.

“Take it easy, Sheila!” Her mom shouted from the window. I understood that Sheila didn’t have the lung capacity to exert a lot of energy.

Sheila and I played and laughed and giggled and then, out of nowhere, The same labored breathing began in Sheila. She was having an asthma attack. I knew exactly what to do and sat her upright. I reached and felt around her outfit and found her inhaler. I looked at it and then a sudden strange thought crossed my mind.

“What if I don’t give this to her?”

Depending on severity, asthma can be fatal. I don’t know why I thought this was a viable option, but I did. Perhaps this was a little bit of revenge for that test. It had to be. Even though she had nothing to do with it, and it was my mistake. I blamed her. I was still jealous, angry and bitter.

I looked at her face, desperate for the inhaler and I hesitated for a moment, only a brief one, but it felt like forever. There was this feeling of now having Sheila’s life in my hands, and I very much enjoyed it. I looked her dead in the eyes, holding the inhaler and that feeling finally shook from my head. I gave her the inhaler just as her mother rushed outside. I used the technique and her mother stopped, observing me doing this, before her maternal instincts came back and she rushed over. She continued what I started and soon enough, Sheila was her normal self again. Sheila’s mom turned to me, a sigh of relief escaping her as she rubbed my shoulder.

“Thank you, Franchesca.”

I shrugged. “You’re welcome.”

In my head, I had won some kind of battle. Sheila may or may not have been smarter than me, but I had full use of my lungs. And that made me superior.

We went inside, had dinner and we got to play a little longer, just talking about animals and things we found on the internet. I honestly don’t think that Sheila knew what went on in my head and why I hesitated at that moment. I believe that she thought that maybe I didn’t know what to do. Maybe. I’m not sure.

Sheila never really said anything other than “Thank you” to me after that and she and her mother dropped me off at my house. 7pm, right on time. I explained to my mother about all the things I saw at Sheila’s house and how it made me feel. I never told her about the asthma attack thing though.

Charlie had very little interest, he just was concerned that I didn’t get into trouble, because then he would have to come down to the school and have to deal with it. And for the most part, I didn’t get into trouble. I never did much of anything besides my work. I really only talked to Sheila, but occasionally I had to work with Mark on things, or we would be grouped together.

I didn’t really have much to talk about with Mark, but he made it a point to speak to me every day. Mark would talk to me, but it was mostly about stuff he liked, like cartoons or TV shows and stuff like that. He would occasionally be aware of what Sheila and I would talk about seeing on the internet.

And then, one day, out of the blue, he wrote me a love letter and hid it in my desk. I found it, but he hadn’t put his name on it. I knew it was his based on his handwriting, but he also was very curious from then on about how I was feeling and whether or not I liked anybody. Mark really liked me, and thought I was cool. He wanted to hang out with me. A schoolboy crush by the time we hit 2nd grade.

I was clearly too young for dating or even a remote interest in boys or girls, much less romantically. I was interested in Sheila because I spent the most time with her. Mark was… okay I guess?

In fact, Mark was the one gave me the name “Frankie”

Mark had an interdental lisp. So he could never say “Franchesca.” It always came out “FranchTHca” So, one day after many, many times of being unable to say it, he just asked.

“Can I call you Frankie?”

“Frankie is a boy’s name.”  I replied, correcting his despite the fact he probably knew this.

“I know, but it’s really hard for me to say FrancheTHca”

I cringed at hearing my name mispronounced. I hated it, and he was the only one who couldn’t. I know he couldn’t help it, but it just bugged me. But heaven forbid I let the kid struggle. Oh my god, let's make it easier for this kid. So…I just conceded this to make it easier for him.

“You can call me Frankie.” I answered.

Relief washed over Mark’s face as from then on, he called me Frankie whenever he needed to talk to me or ask me something. Soon Sheila started doing it too. It didn’t really bother me as much as I thought it would. It wasn’t any easier to hear Mark talk, but I dealt with it. I just went with it and at the end, almost every person I encountered during my formative years called me “Frankie” instead of “Franchesca”. 

Once we hit 4th grade, Mark just sort of dropped his schoolboy crush and I just became a girl he knew and talked to. I suppose it also was helped that once we hit 4th grade, Mark was no longer in my class.  He would see me in
the hall, smile, wave and occasionally talk to me.

And… for some reason, I felt almost offended. Like… am I not good enough now? Not that I was actually interested in him or even the concept of dating at the age of 10, but the idea that I could be dropped like that was kind of insulting.

Nonetheless, I let it go. I now had more important things to worry about.

Because this was around the time my mother started taking pills to help her get through the day.  So I had to grow and mature a lot faster than most 10 year olds. It felt like working two jobs and not getting paid for either of them, and basically getting no help. Charlie did the bare minimum, if that. Charlie worked at his job, came home and that was the end. So outside of occasionally buying dinner on his way home, or running to the store, he didn’t do much of anything. I was mowing the grass, the dishes, and the laundry as my mother would often forget in her stupor.

But I could take solace in the fact that at school, I had Sheila. I always hate Sheila.

Until I didn’t.

5th grade.

She wasn’t in my class.

My best friend was now not in the same class as me. I was devastated. How did this happen? We were inseparable for 5 years and now she wasn’t there. I was more upset about that than pretty much anything else. Sheila was my escape. My one true friend. Even though years earlier I irrationally hated her for a stupid test, but now, she was gone. In some other class.

I had to find her. Talk to her. Get to the bottom of this situation.

I eventually ran into Sheila in the hallway when I was coming back from lunch and Sheila was going to take hers.

“Hi Sheila!” I announced excitedly.

“Hi Frankie!” She said, with a smile on her face as well. At least she was happy to see me.

“What class are you in now?” I asked, eager to know what happened to my friend.

“I have Mr. Bates now. He’s really fun. What about you?" She replied.

“I have Mr. Rendell now.” I answered. “He’s okay.”

“That’s good. Do you want to talk after school?” She asked.

“Yeah, that’s fine. I have to go now.” I said, hurrying to catch up with my classmates.

“See you later!” She shouted as I was walking away.

Crisis. Averted.

It did feel strange to not have my friend around. She helped me feel normal. I missed my friend. But it did make me hands down the smartest person in my class. So that was a plus, and my sense of superiority returned yet again. I was a born leader and this was just more evidence I was the future.

I aced everything, but by this point, it wasn’t fun anymore. School was now just a thing that I did and I was good at. There was no competition for me. Without a real rival in Sheila, everything just felt half as important. I made the honor roll time and time again. I got awards and plaques and ribbons for 1st place all the time. They are probably in a box somewhere in my former home.

Yeah, life was looking pretty great the first 5 years.

But… as it has a habit of doing, life changes things.

The last conversation I had with Sheila, was over the summer. And that's when I found out she was moving away. Her dad was in the Marines as a reservist, but had gotten promoted and was actually in line to command his own unit in Washington state.

She was moving. And then... she was gone.

She never even said good-bye. She just left me.

Just when I needed her most.




I have to say I am intrigued.

I am never really faced off against a robot or android or whatever you are, Julianna DiMaria. But that’s how you sound. It’s just weird to me to hear someone so obsessed with facts and figures, to the point that that’s all they talk about. You sound like the human equivalent of Chat GPT when you speak. So much so that it’s hard to really know who you actually are. What do you actually stand for? What are your thoughts on the economy? Does pineapple belong on pizza? These are the burning questions that are being asked and yet, all you can say is a version of when you click the speaker button on google.

“Did you know that Bea Barnheart has lost 87% of her matches? That means she must suck! I have not lost as many, therefore I am superior to her in our upcoming wrestling bout!”

It’s just that. Boring stat after boring stat.

Pardon me for being rude here. I didn’t even introduce myself to you. I’m Frankie, I’m the future of Sin City Wrestling and I need to re-shape it in my image. We are facing each other on Sunday and I am going to kick your ass and then win. It’s nice to meet you.

So Julianna, what happens when the person you are facing has no such stats for you to spew? What happens when you face someone who has a clean record? Does the computer have any sort of answer to that? Because that time is now for you, Julianna.

Well, I will tell you a normal person would speak about themselves and their personality or motives or something along those lines. That’s how wrestling works. But I have seldom heard you speak about these things the entire time you’ve been in Sin City Wrestling. The best you can do is talk about facts and figures because you have no personality to speak of. It is your defining trait.

That and the whole “I don’t care what you think about me” thing that you cling to like a binky. But we both know you do care.

Seriously, until literally last week, the last time anyone saw you, you were streaming for fuck’s sake. And it wasn’t even a titty stream. It was you fighting with internet trolls. Do you know how silly that is? You must. If you are famous in any way, there’s just going to be a section of people who dislike and hate everything you do. And you, like a complete buffoon, chose to engage them. You, the same person who claims to not care what people think, went to your haters for an opinion. These two things seem diametrically opposed, but you do you. Now, hilariously, after you, as you are one to do, “laid out of the facts” because that’s… you know… that’s your thing. Facts and figures. Numbers. Men lie, women lie, but numbers don’t, right? So after you laid those out, those haters, those trolls, you convinced them that you were right. You shut them all down and laid down the law and all of a sudden everybody was on your side.

So, this begs the question: How much did you pay those people to make you look good?

It’s okay, you can tell the truth. Was it like 3 people at like 5-6 laptops all with usernames to make it look legit? Different browsers and everything, right? Wait, I bet it was family members. Brothers and sisters and whatnot? And no, I’m not going to bother fact-checking you having siblings, because it’s not really important enough to me. If it was, I would. But the fact that you just outsmarted, out-witted, and were just so right about things and every single one of those people turned in your favor? It’s highly suspect.

But, let’s roll with the whole idea that those were all very real people. All of them. And you brought them all on side. That is impressive!

So, one can help but wonder how they all felt after you did all that, you talked about all the facts, and then… then you lost anyway.

So is it safe for those people to now feel stupid for supporting you? Can they go and just piss off back to Bella Madison fandom? Do you care? I know, you don’t care about these things, which then begs the question why you bothered to do a stream in the first place? You clearly enjoyed making those people look dumb for supporting Bella, right? But… now you’re not going to give a shit about them still liking you, are you?

Or… was the whole thing a sham? 

I mean, we haven’t seen or heard another meet and greet from you. So, where did you run off too, Julianna?

Did you hit rock bottom? Again?

You’re the only one allowed to do it, right? No one else knows what rock bottom is, do they?

You keep telling people that they don’t know what it is, they have never had it as bad as you. You are aware that not everyone experiences the same rock bottom, correct? There is no standard “rock bottom” so to speak. Just because you’ve had it rough for a period, doesn’t mean other people can’t, you twat.

You really want to play the game of “who has had a shittier life?”  You have no idea what a shitty life is. You just present these things in a sad, pathetic attempt at gaining pity from people you allegedly don’t give two fucks about. “My life is so hard, nobody takes me seriously!” “Respect me because I rose above the self-imposed and self-created problems I have!”

I suppose everyone is the hero of their own story. And every good hero goes through the hero’s journey. Even if they have to invent obstacles.

You throw these things out there all the time like a shield. You just think you know what rock bottom is, because you want your problems to be pitied. This is why you spout the facts and figures, when in your favor. You don’t know what a person goes through to experience their own rock bottom. I’ve had it way worse than you ever could.

Have you been homeless, Julianna?
Have you ever been penniless, Julianna?
Have you had to use your body to survive the night, Julianna?

Fuck. No. You haven’t.

So does this make me the authority on rock bottom? No. Because that’s MY personal low point. You can have yours, but I’m going to mock the shit out of it until you stop using it to judge everyone else. And then, then you’ll actually be able to post about not running away from your problems and actually have it be something other than ironically hilarious.

So, I eagerly await when you have to talk about yourself, instead of me. I mean, you can call me a cheater, and say my win wasn’t impressive. You can, I don’t mind. I did cheat, and well, for the first match, beating two people? Maybe it was a fluke. But outside of that, you… what can you say? I’m forcing you to talk about yourself, the one thing you stink at. You have nothing.

Actually. Yes. Yes you do. You do have something to talk about. I’m telling a lie. I just thought of it.

I spent all this time talking about facts and figures being what you do, and I’ve overlooked the obvious. I’ve actually been talking about your personality. You do have a defining personality trait:

Victim.

Now, before you fly off the handle and curse my name and possibly subtweet me… this is the part where I empathize a small amount with you. As a person who loves science, one of the things I studied was people. How the brain works, how it functions. The brain has this bizarre mechanism where it will choose what is comfortable, over something that is objectively better. I understand that is the case with you, Julianna. Because you are in an abusive relationship.

You are in an abusive relationship with yourself.

It’s why you do what you do. It’s why you jump head-first into the lion’s den with steaks tied to your legs. Metaphorically of course. Because you have copy-pasted your father’s voice in your own head, in your own mind. Because you are subconsciously trying to show him all the good things you have done, all the things that give you pride, all the things that make you feel accomplished, hoping that it will change his opinion.

And in your own head, you can hear the “I don’t care” from your father.

This is also why you constantly spew facts, numbers, statistics. It's why you fight trolls, it’s why you attack and prey on their shortcomings. Because You want to be viewed as better. Because you want the evidence to prove your father’s voice in your head wrong.

“Look dad, there’s someone worse than me!”

I will tell you the same thing that his voice does.

“We don’t care.”

And do you know why we don’t care?

Because you insist on reminding us.

You won two championships in Sin City Wrestling. You have probably won championships elsewhere. Good for you. You should be happy. Celebrate those accomplishments. But reminding everyone every time you’re on our screens is just the most annoying shit ever. And guess what? Your father’s voice, the one in your head, will never care.

You may think I’m destroying you right now, which, yes… I am. But at the same time, I’m telling you what nobody else will.

And that’s about as far as I’m going to go with empathizing with you, it’s not really your fault.

Actually, yes it is.

 Because at this point in your life, if you haven’t dealt with this by therapy, then you never will. I am on the mission to change this entire company, but honestly, I believe you to be a lost cause. I don’t want to change you at all. Because you have accepted the abuse.

You love it. You need it. You crave it. You want to try and make the negativity in your life into positivity, but you fail.  No, I don’t want to change you. I want you just the way you are. In a constant battle you will always lose. Because subconsciously, you want to anyway.

Maybe this will change you anyway. Maybe it won’t. At this point, I don’t really care that much. It was cathartic for me to tell you, more than anything.

The only reason I care this week is because you are my opponent, and beating you ups my stock in Sin City Wrestling. Beating a former Roulette and Internet champion week one, and then beating a former Internet and world champion week 2? That is perfect. That would be perhaps the most impressive start for any wrestler in Sin City Wrestling history.

Which includes you.

I just thought I’d point that out.

Anyway, I hope that you have enjoyed our little chat today. Perhaps you will remember it, you will think long and hard about it and it really opens your eyes. And then you can thank me, after the match is over and I make it to the finals.

Or don’t. I don’t care.

Either way, I’m going to beat you and go to the finals.

See you real, real soon, Julianna. Sweet dreams!
16
Greetings and Salutations, Sin City Wrestling.

I believe a proper introduction is owed to you. My name is Franchesca Holliday. Most people call me Frankie. It’s a lot easier to say for most people. Just rolls right off the tongue, I think. You know, I never liked it, but it eventually grew on me. Oh, I’m sorry, where are my manners? This is an introduction.

I have signed with Sin City Wrestling in an effort to compete at something I find very enjoyable. And I feel that this is an excellent release for some pent up emotions. If you have been following my journey, I’m simply telling you my story and how I came to be the person I am today. Today, we continue that journey, but there is an added bonus.

You see, I have followed Sin City Wrestling for some time. And like many companies, businesses or enterprises, there are ebbs and flows. Ups and downs if you will. And SCW has certainly hit the down part. And I don’t want the company I grew up enjoying to have this kind of problem when I am in a position to fix things. So that’s what I’m going to do.

Wait… no. No no no. “Fix” isn’t the right word. That implies that it’s simple and won’t take me time. I am allotting for quite a long amount of time, because there is much work to do. You know what the word is?

Change.

I’m going to change you, Sin City Wrestling.

I have been tasked with my first match, since I have signed up to compete in the Blast From the Past tournament. And I find it very fitting that my first match in a tournament, stands out as the only triple threat match of the whole deal, on either side. I will say I did miss the random mixed tag team format, but I find this to also be a much simpler design. And there is such beauty in simplicity.

I find myself traveling to Sweden of all places to make my debut. And this being a triple threat match, means chaos. It means the unknown, it means the unpredictable. And I like it. I like it a lot. Fitting for the new girl to have to prove herself by beating not one, but two opponents.

Very well.

As I said, I am here to change SCW, and remake it in my image. And that begins by taking on Lilith Locke, and Melissa. This will take time. But, as I also said, I have allotted a lot of time to this process. When I am done, this will be an extremely different place. I will lead you to the future, Sin City Wrestling.

Take my hand, won’t you? You can trust me.

Can’t you?

Let us begin.






School is strange.

What you do in school is supposed to have some kind of impact on your life. It’s supposed to help shape you. To help you make career choices and find what you are good at, what you like and dislike. And a tiny portion of that is true. It’s miniscule, really.

The reality is that school is a glorified popularity contest that parents send their children through with the most unpopular people on the planet. And then it gets awkward and a group of basically strangers get to see how uncool you are while they are also uncool. It’s the world’s lamest fashion show, and then we learn how to properly use skills and emotions. Mostly pettiness, bitterness, jealousy and envy.

It’s a lot to manage but we all just do it.

You may think I’m just taking this wildly contrarian opinion or just being an edgelord or something, but it’s the truth. Nobody at any level of school is “cool”

Go ahead, think back on what you did in school. You wore ugly, uncomfortable clothing to impress people you don’t give two shits about. You said and did stupid shit. You tried your best to “fit in” with people that today, you probably don’t care to remember or have long since forgotten. You listened to teachers and educators that taught you to a standard of a test and really didn’t care otherwise. You made judgments. You bullied or you were bullied. You were judged. You were an asshole to somebody. You were a bitch to somebody you didn’t like. Or you received that abuse. Children don’t allow other children to walk away unscathed.

 And then you have regurgitate a fuck ton of useless and impractical information, all so you can receive a piece of paper which basically states “I’m not the village idiot.”

School is strange.

Elementary school is probably the most civil of all, because we’re all just learning how to be students. Because for the most part, it is an enormous skill in everything we do. Still, we judged others on their appearance, what kind of clothes they wore, what they were into, and we decided whether or not we liked them like that really fucking matters at the end of the day.

But we were and are the future. We are part of one generation or the next.

But it is a complete shitshow getting there isn’t it?




I can remember my first day of school.

The Milwaukee Academy of Science. A pretty nice charter school that doesn’t have a history of crime or embezzlement that a lot of charter schools do. I was chosen by lottery, so I guess I can thank my mother for at least investing in my education. She told me I was a naturally inquisitive child so she wanted me to have a good education.

MAS treats PK-12 so I wouldn’t ever have to go anywhere else. And I would be with the same people for the entire school life. Which sounds great at first, but it really isn’t. But specializing in science made it appealing to me and I took to it with great excitement.

My mother did the job of teaching me to read, write, count, and spell before I ever entered MAS. I could have, if given the option, skipped Kindergarten altogether. Some of these kids were not as advanced as I was and I could tell. I was already forming opinions and the ability to just bluntly blurt out all the things kid say because kids are fucking subtle.

Anyway, my mother brought me to the door to meet the teacher, Mrs. Myers. I had previously met Mrs. Myers at orientation the week prior. She smiled brightly as she waved at me.

“Hello Franchesca!” Her voice was really cheery.

I smiled and waved back. “Are you ready for class today?”

I nodded and Mrs. Myers smiled again and nodded as she looked up at the clock before beginning to greet other students.

 Some children were already crying about the fact that their parents were leaving them with pretty much a complete stranger. We are taught at an early age we should have a healthy fear of strangers, but this one was okay, I suppose. But this just goes against everything we learn before this moment, so some were apprehensive and nervous, and some downright scared.

My mother looked at me, kneeling down and clutching my shoulders and that same pained smile she wore like a glove.

“Are you going to cry when I leave?” She asked.

“No.” I replied with a shake of my head for emphasis. “You’re coming back to get me, right Mommy?” I asked.

“Of course. I’ll be right here when school is out.”  Was her reply.

“Okay.” I responded.

That’s all I needed to hear. I found my name on the desk taped with some fancy and colorful label and sat down. Behind me was a little girl named Sheila Kopecky. In front of me, a boy named Mark Grey. We were listed alphabetically by last name, so they were the closest to me.

I looked back over where my mother was standing when I sat down and she smiled with that empty grin once more, blew me a kiss and I could see the tears welling up in her eyes. I got up and walked over to her. She knelt down and hugged me tightly.

“I love you.” She whispered in my ear, as I felt my shirt becoming wet from her tears. I smiled as I looked her in the face.

“I love you too.”

My mother was taking pride in me. I walked back over and sat down, turning to look again, and she was gone. I looked ahead and Mark was still clinging to his mother and hoping she wasn’t going to leave. But she had to, and Mark sniffled his way to accepting this. I looked back at Shiela,and her parents or whoever had long since left, and Sheila was laying out pencils and a notebook. She also had a weird white thing on her desk I had never seen before. I turned completely around to see her.

“What’s that thing?” I asked, pointing at it.

Sheila looked up at me and picked up the small white object.

“My inhaler.”

“What’s it for?”

“I have asthma.”

I was confused. I had heard the word before but only because my doctor checked me for it when I was a bit younger than I was. All I knew was that I didn’t have asthma, whatever it was. Sheila could see I was lost.

“It helps me breathe when I don’t feel good.” She finally brought me up to speed.

“Oh. Okay.” Was my only response. I didn’t really know what else to say. I wanted to question her further, but even then it felt weird. Like, why am I interrogating this girl? I don’t even know her. I hadn’t even introduced myself.

I turned back around and got my own pencil and notebook prepared. All the parents had finally gone and it was time to learn. But very quickly I learned that I was already ahead. Some of those kids couldn’t read or write.

And thus began my superiority complex. I was better than these other children.

I was superior, I could do these things with ease and they were struggling. Part of me wondered why this was happening. We learned to count and spell and all that fun stuff. It was odd to be away from my family, but it felt more positive than anything. My mother could do things she wanted and well.. Charlie was going to do whatever he wanted anyway.

Once the first day ended, I was even curious about asthma and what it was about. I did a bunch of research, even at 5 years old, I knew what I was looking for. I learned about the 4x4x4 rule and how to care for someone with it. I got as much information as my tiny brain could remember and was eager to share my findings with Sheila, but obviously, she would have already known.

Sheila was pretty much the only person that I talked to consistently. I would occasionally talk with other children in my class, but I don’t remember the vast majority of them with any sort of specific memory, with the exception of Andy Beltrami. Andy was a bigger child, and thus, a bully. He was pretty aggressive when it came to toys and acted out quite a bit.

It was fascinating to see him just be perfectly normal at one moment, and then when something didn’t go his way or, even if nothing actually happened, he just had an impulse to abuse and torment everyone in class. Why are some little kids such assholes to everybody for no reason? You wouldn’t think that a charter school would tolerate this, but it was excused by Andy just being a child. Andy’s mom was called a few times, but this behavior continued.

Until Andy threw a football at my head. It dinged me slightly, but still hurt. I told my mother about it through tears.

“Don’t worry about it sweetie. You have to ignore bullies. Once they see they can’t hurt you, they will leave you alone.”

This seemed like the correct answer so, at first, I chose to heed my mother’s advice and ignore Andy. But the rude behavior continued. So, after the second football was thrown at my head, I decided that this wasn’t going to stand anymore. I searched on how to best get revenge on a bully. And most agreed with my mother that ignoring the bullying makes the bully lose interest. This, as it turns out, is a load of horseshit. Bullies will try even harder to get a rise out of you and Andy made sure I was annoyed. He never really demanded money or anything. He just… acted like a little asshole the majority of the time. So, actions needed to be taken. 

I noticed Andy loved action figures. He brought them for show and tell, he played with them at recess and wouldn’t let anyone touch them. I now knew what I needed to do.

So, one day after show and tell, and while we were having some quiet time, I made my move.

“Mrs. Myers, Can I get paper from my backpack?”

“Go ahead, Franchesca.”

You see, our backpacks and coats were in a separate room. I went out, and found Andy’s backpack and grabbed his Spider-man action figure. I put it in my bag, and returned in no time with paper. At the end of the day, Andy was none the wiser. I took it home, and  Spider-Man became a patient on my make-shift operating table.

Yes, stealing things is wrong, but… meh.

Andy spent the next few days angrily searching for his action figure and swearing up and down it was in his bag. Mrs. Myers helpfully suggested that perhaps they fell out of his backpack. Andy stopped bullying for a while, but it all came to a head when he pushed me off a swing at recess. I finally got my chance.

“Don’t ever touch me ever again!” I shouted in the most shrill voice I could.

Andy just laughed.

“You can’t do anything to me, you ugly toad!”

I don’t know why he went with “toad” but he did. I opened my coat and pulled out the torso of his Spider-Man action figure. It still had the “AB” initials that Andy’s mom most likely put on it to signify it belonged to him. I held it in my hand and showed it to Andy, who got very upset upon seeing it.

“If you ever bully me again, you won’t get ANY of this back.”

Andy became enraged and demanded I give him the torso. He came forward, and one of the very few pieces of advice Charlie ever gave me, came to me.

“If boys try to grab you, you kick ‘em in the nuts.”

So, I did.

Andy went down like a sack of potatoes and screamed in pain. He told Mrs. Myers shortly thereafter, but due to his bullying and nasty behavior, Mrs. Myers took my side. Andy of course then told them I stole his action figure, which I denied. I know lying is wrong, but in this case… meh. My bag and pockets were searched, but while Andy was crying his eyes out, I hid the torso in the sandbox on the playground, so they never found anything.

And after that, Andy hated my guts, but he never bullied me ever again. And I never gave him that action figure back, just in case. I figure his mom bought him a new one or something. My mission was accomplished either way.

Andy did continue to act out and bully other children the rest of kindergarten, but… I’m no hero.

They can figure it out.

I have the weight of the world on my shoulders. I am the future after all.




Wasn't that fun?

Anyway, I suppose I shall speak to both Melissa and Lilith. First, Melissa.

It is an honor and a privilege to be able to welcome you back Melissa.

I have followed your career here in Sin City Wrestling and I have to say I am… I am underwhelmed to be honest with you. I think everyone really is. I expected more, and so did everyone else. You have been wildly inconsistent, coming and going and disappearing for months to years at a time. You said you were looking to make your mark on the company, and yet, you make a small indent and just as soon, it’s fixed and your mark is gone.

Yes, you won some championships and that’s nothing to scoff at. But at this point, it feels more like this is a desperate attempt to remain relevant. You know good and well you’re not cut out for this anymore. You know it’s been far too long and you should just stay away. You know deep down in your soul that this isn’t worth it anymore. The game has passed you by, as it has pretty much everyone that you competed against. Surely you must be aware of this. Mercedes Vargas and Kat Jones? Has-beens and Ariana Angelos is about the closest thing to a never-was as can be and she has as many title victories as you do.

So, it makes me believe that you have tried to make a mark, and got a little bit of success, but it was fleeting. So the odds really don’t favor you right now Melissa. You’re going to come back and fail again. That’s where we stand. If we’re being honest with each other right now, and hey, I know, you don’t know me, I’m the new girl here but I’m still going to give you the helpful advice you need. So let’s be honest with each other right away. I was always taught that it is the best building block to a healthy relationship. The honest truth is, I’m torn.

On one hand, I need to beat someone like you. Even with the miniscule amount of credibility you have, you still have more than I do. So, I need you to show up and do your thing and dance around and feel that middling reception you’re going to get, come to the ring and wrestle me, and then I need to beat you. It’s really a simple thing.

But on the other hand, you know good and well you showing up is only going to lead to that outcome. Deep down in your heart, you are aware that this isn’t your time anymore. It’s my time. I am the future, or as it was, the present. This whole thing is about me. I am the person whom Sin City Wrestling has tasked with changing the whole game, not you. You are irrelevant at this point and really there is no need for you to show up and suffer the embarrassment of losing to me and then going back into hiatus for the foreseeable future. Because if you are sticking around, it means I have to change you too.

And honestly, again, I don’t have the time or patience to really change you when you don’t matter.

I have a grand plan and you are just the stepping stone that I step on and then I don’t think about afterwards. It’s really that simple. The plan doesn’t require you to try and reclaim lost momentum or the tiny amount of faded glory you once had. I want you out of the way. I need you out of the way.

But you can clearly see my dilemma here, correct? It’s not lost on you? I need you to just do me a solid here and just accept what this is and let me get on with my work. Because my work going to be a long, arduous process and you gunking it up would be really fucking rude and I haven’t said anything rude to you, have I? I’ve been nothing but cordial. I have not raised my voice, I haven’t lied about you. I was very polite if I do say so myself. I started this whole thing by telling you what an honor it is to face you.

And yet, I can sense this growing hostility. And I don’t like it, Melissa.

I might have said some things about you that you perhaps find offensive or rude, but they were not intended that way. If you took them that way, then that really says more about you than it does about me. I am merely stating the truth and the shared consensus of your contemporaries. You haven’t lived up to expectations, I think we can both agree on this topic. You haven’t competed, nor won a championship in Sin City Wrestling in over 2 years. You have been absent, and long since forgotten. I have been trying this entire time to give you the respect you deserve and I just keep getting the sense that you are going to be very ungrateful about this and treat me as if I know nothing and I’m just some little girl who knows nothing.

I know more than you think Melissa. I believe I have shown this with this little chat we are having. I could lie about you, but what’s the point? I’ve demonstrated all there is to care about with you, and I’m trying to make that count for something, and I’m doing it for you. But if you insist on all of the hostility and being ungrateful, I will oblige you. I will put you right back into obscurity on Sunday. I will take you out and if you persist I will ensure that you do not return to the ring for a very long time, if ever again.

That’s the game we’re playing Melissa. It can be very easy, and I can beat you and then, hey… you can say you played a part in the biggest game-changing event in Sin City Wrestling history.

Or you can be wiped out.

You can be a good soldier and play the part I need you to play, or I can break you like a toy and put you in the scrap pile.

The choice is really yours Melissa.

Do yourself and your peers a huge favor and make way for the future. Please?


Moving on, it is always fascinating to me to try and figure out what makes a person tick. I believed once this match was announced that I was being given a very tough nut to crack as it were, when it came to Lilith Locke. I took a look, I stared into that abyss and I saw what was ahead of me.

I am scared, Lilith. Terrified, even. Quaking in my boots, as it were.

Okay, no. I don’t want to disrespect you like that. It’s an insult to both mine and your intelligence. On with this.

Does this whole scary-girl spooky bitch thing like… supposed to be that way? Are you really going with that? Do you think that sounds scary or intimidating? 

I hate… Well, no, this has to be said: You really don’t have the first clue about what evil actually is. You just think you do. You put on a mask, you use voice distortion and that is what you think evil or something crazy is. It’s just showing a lack of imagination and creativity to me.

Come on, show me something Lilith. Show me how evil you are. Show me how crazy you are. Because all I’m getting now is the same type of jump scares that people think passes for horror today. Let me explain this to you: I can jump out of the bushes and startle you. Will you be scared of me? No. Of course not. You’ll jump and recoil, but you don’t really have a fear of me. That’s what you’re doing. You jumped out of the bushes and yelled “boo” and I’m more annoyed than anything else. Because it’s cheap. You’re like… 2000’s CGI monster effects. It looks bad, it sounds bad, it’s just bad.

Your words are just hollow, you understand this, right? You don’t scare anybody with them. “I’m going to crush your windpipe oooh boogie boogie boogie.” That’s you. Have you crushed a windpipe yet, Lilith? Have you felt the last bit of air escape a person’s lungs? Because if you have… first of all, that’s awesome, but if you truly had, you really wouldn’t be bragging about it, or threatening people with it. Tell me Lilith, are you really going to do all those horrible things you say to me too? I have yet to see you gouge an eye out or anything like it. I don’t want you to threaten me with that if you’re not going to do it. If you’re going to actually choke me, I need your tiny hands flexing for all their worth. Tense, white-fucking-knuckled. I don’t want you to say it unless you mean it!

No Lilith, I want to FEEL that shit. You will have to try much, much harder than that to really make me feel the fear you want me to feel. Because I’ve felt true fear and you, you are not giving it to me. The psycho babble doesn’t make me feel intimidated. It just feels rehearsed. You can tilt your head to the side like a dog, because you think it makes you look strange. You can ramble on and on about crushing things and digging your fingers into eye sockets and whatever you think makes you sound threatening, but it’s just not gonna work for me.

You see, as I said, I need to feel it. That’s the key to a good sense of horror and dread. Horror isn’t a look, it isn’t a word, it isn’t a voice. Horror is an atmosphere. It is the unknown. It’s what I don’t see, that makes me afraid. It’s not knowing what’s actually there. You’re giving away all your secrets without even trying, Lilith. You’re not going to make me squirm or have that sense of apprehension if you just give me all the blood, guts and gore right away.

Besides, even if you did it the right way, it’s still not going to really bother me.

I used to fucking cut people open for a living, Lilith.

Well, I guess in the proper sense they weren’t people. They were cadavers. I don’t know, do we class cadavers as people? They’re just a corpse, right? Anyway, I had them laying on the slab. I cut them open with a scalpel, and then had to use bolt cutters to break their ribs. I’ve had all kinds of human pus, blood and all kinds of others fluids explode in a big juicy fucking fountain on my table. So no, Lilith, I am not going to be worried about anything you have to say.

No Lilith, I will take you and Melissa and I will beat you both and then, I will move on. I will force you to be who you really are at the end of the day. You will have to look at the woman in the glass and know that you’re cheating her. The role you’re playing isn’t working anymore. Some people may be afraid of you, but I can assure you, I am not. I have dealt with the horrors of the world and I can come out the other side with the knowledge of what’s real. You, Lilith, clearly haven’t.

You just need some therapy. Or to grow up and stop pretending that you are as dangerous as others make you out to be. They may build you up, but I will break you down. In fact, I already have. Just like that.

You call yourself chaos, you call yourself twisted, but right now, your blood boils with rage as I didn’t even need to try that hard. I have turned the chaos on you. Because you just think you understand chaos, you haven’t lived it. You’re angry right now, partly because of what I said, but more so because what I’ve said is the truth. It’s your dirty little secret. And with these words, I will change you.

Can you fathom the depths I will go to change everyone? Especially when I start with you?

Just something for you to consider, Lilith. Think about it for the next few days. And while you do that, just remember to look at that woman in the glass. Because she is clearly very disappointed in you. I will change you Lilith. I’m going to make it a goal of mine. Or maybe not. Maybe I’ll just get bored after I beat you and move on to another toy to play with.

Maybe. Maybe not.

But you won’t know until after Sunday.

See? That’s the atmosphere I love. Uncertainty.

Enjoy it, Lilith.



Ladies, I will see you soon. I just know we're going to be good friends.

17
Character Building Roleplays / Chapter 2: Sarah's Folly
« Last post by Frankie Holliday on May 02, 2025, 01:59:01 AM »

I have told you about my mom, and while I should, and in some ways do feel bad for her, she was complicit in everything that happened to me, even if she didn’t really have much to do with it.

Sarah was born in 1982. She met an awful man in 1999, married him in 2000 and had me in 2001.

From there, despite being the ripe old age of 20, Sarah was a mom. She did the best she could, but she really had no frame of reference and no one to lean on. And it took its toll obviously. When someone just essentially legally kidnaps you, it’s kind of hard. And I would suggest that it just became too much for her.

My mother was there for the majority of my childhood. She tried to teach me things, but when you barely know how the world even works, it becomes rather difficult. She gave me a tablet and let me just learn on my own. My teacher was the internet itself. And not even the awful cesspool the internet is now. Like the infantile days of youtube. Nothing but 10 minute videos of people posting random nonsense. Before anyone really wanted to be youtube famous.

My mother did, when I was young, care for me. She tried her best, I suppose, to raise me. I learned how to read, write, speak and spell without issue. Charlie? I know once I was able to walk, left me to my own devices, but did, a time or two, actually reach out, hold me and comfort me when something was wrong. But most of that was my mother.

Again, it’s not like my mother has some elaborate backstory to really talk about. She was 17 years into her young life, and then boom, you get fucking uprooted, and given a false promise of an easy life. And she lamented it the day she found out she was pregnant. Again, you have to grow up almost instantly when this happens. You just are a parent. I don’t know if my mother ever thought about other options, but then again, I never asked. All I know is that I’m here, and it seemed to suck the soul out of my mother.

I know all too well, just how much having no time to grow up and mature can strain a person. Imagine just being removed from everything you know and you love and being put in a different place, and having to essentially start your life all over again. And with a person who doesn’t really even love or care about you. I don’t think Charlie really cared about anything but himself. He gave my mother money, and just stepped aside after that. He trapped her in a way that I wouldn’t wish on anybody. She was utterly dependent on him, and he essentially used my infancy and early childhood to help handcuff my mother to him.

I don’t believe that Charlie ever really loved my mother. He loved things about her, sure. But truly loved and cared for? No. And what lesson does that teach a woman? To Charlie my mother’s only value was what she could give him when he needed or wanted it. Getting pregnant with me obviously wasn’t what he wanted and only briefly made him act at least… decently, I guess towards my mother. She was a piece of meat, with no real way out of the situation.

Until she found it. Or rather… it was given to her.

I will say that my mother did everything she could have done, all things considered, to raise me. I was fed, clothed, and had a roof over my head. I was taught how to function properly. I had a small sense of right and wrong, good and evil, as it were. My formative years were spent as most any other child’s were. Essentially, it was a 9-5 for my mother. Because after 5, usually dinner time, I was pretty much left to my own devices.

But it became too much for my mother.

Again, you are a straight A student, you have your whole life ahead of you, and then boom, it’s all gone. Like, fucking GONE. You have this new life, and you have to raise a child and you are getting nothing from your partner. It’s a parasitic relationship and eventually, you run out of energy to give. No matter who you are, or how strong you think you are. We all have our breaking points. I often saw my mother crying, no doubt wondering how she fucked up this badly. When I was 8, she suffered a mental breakdown and spent several weeks in the hospital. She came home after that and it did not get any better.

 When I was 9, my mother finally succumbed to medication to help her get through the day. Something to take the pain away. The stress of life is crazy. And sometimes, you need a little help to get you through the day. And she got it.

Alprazolam.

Or, as you probably know it, Xanax.

I don’t know if normal antidepressants would have done any better or worse. Actually, yes I do.

You see, Xanax is usually prescribed for stress, and it relaxes people. But, oddly, or perhaps, not so oddly, one of the side effects of Xanax is actually difficulty sleeping. So, the mood was helped for a little bit, but then it wasn’t enough. This went on for a couple of years. Finally, my mother had to have something to help her sleep. And she got it.

Zolpidem.

Or, as you may know it, Ambien.

Combining Ambien and Xanax together isn’t recommended. They are both antidepressants. They both cause fatigue, drowsiness, and more importantly, slow down breathing. Once the doctor found out about this possible combination, he no longer gave her Xanax and instead, prescribed Sertraline. Which is Zoloft.
Zoloft in the morning enabled my mother to power through and mask the horrible feelings she had. Perhaps I was able to give her some joy early on, but everyone has their limits.

The Ambien was a different story. 

I watched many times as a child as she took those pills and would literally be comatose about 30 minutes later. Completely unresponsive and unable to do anything even if she wanted to. But, she did have a sleepwalking issue which then resulted in multiple times her sleepwalking to the kitchen, opening bottles and retrieving food from the refrigerator, and walking away, back to the couch or even her bedroom and laying down again. I had to ensure a lot of the time that my mother actually slept on her side or stomach, because she would vomit and it would get stuck in her mouth. I distinctly remember fishing chunks of food from her mouth with my finger, and Charlie doing the same once I told him about it. I suppose at least, he cared for her in that he didn’t want her to die.

Perhaps more so that he would be the prime suspect in her death investigation than anything else.

There was even a time when my mother took Ambien, and then went to sleep, only to get up, grab her keys, get in the car and drive down the highway.This is rare, but it did happen. She was pulled over and arrested and Charlie had to bail her out. Perhaps she was mentally trying to escape without even realizing it. But she was trapped.

This incident caused my mother to lose her license and so she couldn’t really go anywhere, further trapping her. Surrounded by the same walls, the same floors, the same things, all day, everyday. I know why my mother took pills. To escape this existence. Perhaps it was just my presence that prevented her from ultimately taking all of them.

It forced me to grow up and mature faster than normal. I basically ran the house when I was 10. I learned through osmosis for some things, but a lot of things I had to look up on the internet. I suppose I should be thankful that it was there. If there was one thing my parents did give me, it was exceptional intelligence. I probably wasted it on dumb shit if I’m being honest, but I was able to essentially cook and clean, and do many household related activities very early in life. My mother had a hand in it, as did Charlie. But when your father has no interest in you and your mother can’t take care of herself much less a child, what more can you really do?

I honestly don’t know if my mother is even aware I left the house. I won’t say that our relationship is broken, or even strained. She raised me, sure. But that only lasted for the first 10-11 years of my life. Once my mother was caught up in pills, once she was finally broken, there wasn’t anything there. She became more or less a zombie who barely spoke, just went through her routine like a robot. She was a husk of a person. She had been on autopilot for basically my entire middle to high school life. It is why she didn’t object to Charlie finding a renewed interest in me.

My mother never reached out to me, she never attempted to contact me in any way once I was gone. She sat there, when Charlie told me to leave. She sat there, on the couch blissfully unaware. Part of me in that moment hoped that it was a permanent one for her. I hoped it was the end for her. More of a mercy killing than anything.

So I can’t really be mad at her, other than putting an incredible strain on me, through no fault of her own.

The end result is that Charlie ruined my mother, which caused my mother to be unable to properly raise me.

I’m not from a broken home, my home was DESTROYED.

And it has made me who I am.
18

My father is a predator and a deviant.

But I cannot tell my story, without telling his story first. Because we’re a lot alike.

No, I’m not a predator. Well, I am. But at least not in that same sense. And I’m not nearly on his level of being a deviant, but we are both products of the home and time we grew up in.

But this is the prequel, if you will, as to how I became the agent of chaos.

Charlie was born in 1960 in Ann Arbor, Michigan. Charlie was a product of the late ‘60’s and into the ‘70’s and like all teens do I guess, he rebelled against his parents, who were products of the 1940’s. Shit was crazy back then. World War II, into the Cold War, Red scare, everybody suspicious of everybody. Rock and Roll coming into its own and being scary as FUCK. Dudes just shaking their hips scared old people and made it devil music. And then you got people going into space, The President of the United States getting shot. Shit was WILD back then.

And then here comes Charlie, who grows up and more people get shot, the hippies show up, and everybody is on drugs. But by all accounts Charlie was a square. A nerd that got swirlies I guess. But boy when he hit the late ‘70’s he fell in love with punk rock. And that fueled his rebellion. He was about anarchy, fighting the man. He was going to concerts, hanging out at bars and clubs and probably doing some shady shit.

I mean, he was. He said so during a drunken rant a time or two.

But then something happened and all of a sudden he was 25 and realized dying his hair and spiking it into a mohawk wasn’t going to be the best option. Because shit changes when you’re 18. There’s no test or anything that says “You’re an adult now.”
You just…are.

 And suddenly, Charlie had to figure life out after a few years of still being carefree despite not actually being able to be as carefree as he was. And so, Charlie grew up and finally tried to get his life together, but those 7 years of drinking, smoking, doing copious amounts of drugs, fucking, and being a punk rocker had left him 7 years behind.

He wasn’t good at anything. Those times where you’re supposed to learn a skill or trade or… anything useful, he had pissed away starting to start a band and an anti-government coup. Probably both at the same time. But once that faded, he had to try and fucking do something.

So he spent the ‘80’s and ‘90’s trying to find something. To become something. All the while still maintaining the rebellious spirit he had. He was still anti-government, but that shit doesn’t pay bills. He spent the better part of two decades landing odd jobs and getting fired because he was a functioning alcoholic and drug addict. Finally, he became a contractor, working for himself and doing roofing, landscaping, shit like that. And he found himself wanting to settle down.

And so, this being the ‘90’s, he found the internet, a fancy new thing to try and get himself a girlfriend and wife. And he set his eyes on a woman named Sarah Clyde. Only, by this point, he wasn’t looking for the girlfriend or wife type. He wasn’t trying to find that at all. What he thought was settling down wasn’t even that.
He was simply looking for a permanent hookup.   

And Charlie took advantage of Sarah, who was only 17 at the time.
In the year 1999… Charlie was 38.

He wined and dined her, and I mean, Sarah was captivated and probably had a thing for older men. Some people are like that. And she thought she was going to live a life that sounded pretty good to a teenager.

“You don’t have to work, you can stay at home, you have money so you don’t need to worry about anything like that. He’s got the job, the car, the career, the house. He knows what he’s doing. He’s got life figured out.”

That sounds pretty great for someone who isn’t even out of fucking high school.

And for the record, nobody has life figured out even at 38. When you’re trying to have a relationship with a person half your age, you have NOTHING figured out.

Charlie set this relationship up and they kept it a secret for six months. He groomed her. And then Sarah turned 18 and now, like I said before, she was an adult. Again, you just are one day. Shit is weird like that. So, Charlie, who had money, bought a house and moved himself and Sarah out of Michigan entirely and settled in Milwaukee, Wisconsin.

This was part of his manipulation and control. He moved her away from everyone she knew. He convinced her this was the right thing to do because he was going to make her life easy. But Charlie wasn’t looking for a loving relationship. Simply, one of dependence. She would be dependent on him, and without him, she would have nothing, and be somewhere where she would be well behind if she attempted to leave.

And the dream scenario turned into her nightmare, because that’s what always happens.

Charlie never went anywhere with Sarah. She may have gone out on her own from time to time, but she had no social life. She didn’t know the neighbors, didn’t work, didn’t drive, she had the bare minimum, and she slowly began to realize that maybe this wasn’t what she wanted. Because, again, she was FUCKING 18. I cannot imagine how batshit crazy the life she was living was then, but I think I have a pretty good idea.

And maybe Charlie sensed that was what was happening, because in 2000, on October 31st, they were married. A 40 year old man married a 19 year old girl. Answering the question “Who the fuck gets married on Halloween?”.

Timing is everything in life I guess, right?

And then, to ring in the new year, Sarah got pregnant. And Charlie was not happy about it. He realized what it meant for him. He now had an extra mouth to feed, and not one that could give him any personal benefits. Sarah was nothing but a concubine for Charlie. And with her pregnant, sex was… less of an option, not that he didn’t try. But now she had less uses. And seeing this as a big negative instead of life being created…

Charlie kicked Sarah out of the house with nothing.

And for two months, Sarah had to stay at a shelter, having no money to do anything for herself.

After those two months, Charlie came back. Perhaps coming to his senses, or more likely, perhaps sobering up for a short period. Charlie poured his heart out to Sarah who, not having any other options, took him back and moved back into the house. And for that short period? Life was as she thought it might be.

And 9 months later, out popped little Francesca Denise Holliday.
September 10th, 2001.
Yes, if you ever had any doubt, I AM a harbinger of world-changing events.

Charlie, at that point, thought about actually settling down. He took care of me, from what my mother told me. He played with me, carried me, bought me things, changed my diaper and all that stuff that dads are supposed to do. Perhaps I gave him some kind of purpose, a reason to not be a complete shithead.

But, turns out, that wasn’t true either.

As soon as I could walk, talk and move about a house of my own volition, Charlie pretty much tagged out on actually being a parent and left that up to Sarah. I became just another mouth to feed, and not one that he was personally interested in feeding if he could help it. Charlie was 40 and wondering what the hell happened to his life.

I became a burden.

I suppose that being a parent isn’t something you just can do without actually wanting to do it. And I know Charlie didn’t want to do that, mainly because of how I was treated.

Now, Charlie was never abusive to me. He never physically harmed me. No, that was too much effort. He may have had some actual disdain for me as a person. I cramped his style, I had to be taken care of. But once I hit the age of 14, I was paraded in front of Charlie’s friends and co-workers. Several times, I was hit on my men nearly 3 times my age, and Charlie didn’t really care. I found it terrible at first. I wasn’t even fully into my body, not developed as a person, and so while I thought this was terrible at first, I became used to it. But I couldn’t become my mother. So that’s why I say at first, because I began to understand and figure out that these men would give me anything I asked for. So, I began using them instead. And I amassed quite a bit of money, gifts and clothes, simply by flirting with 40 year old men, and never giving them anything in return other than a compliment, and most of the time, my time to listen or simply be objectified. It was a small price to pay for becoming a hustler at the age of 15 with literally no consequences.

But Charlie wasn’t impressed by this. I don’t know if he really cared about me at all. He never told me he loved me. Every request was a huge burden, every holiday a complete fiasco. More or less, I got presents and other material things so I would shut up and leave him alone, unless I could do something for him.

The only other real use I had was drunken therapy sessions, which is pretty much where I learned all the information I know. Now, it IS entirely possible that Charlie was gaslighting me, so there’s that aspect as well.

I suppose that was enough, since I did manage to become a fully functioning adult, so there’s that. Not that Charlie is or was interested in that in the first place. I was, and always will be a burden to him, I could never please him, or make him proud or even happy for me. He believed he did his job. And to an extent, I suppose he did.

I have not seen Charlie since I left. That night, Charlie has no idea who I was, and assumed I was either A) A hooker, or B) There to rob him. So he pulled a gun on me, and told me to get out of his house.

So I did.

And I’ve been on my own ever since.

 I don’t know if he’s still alive. I will assume he is though. If I know anything about him, it’s that all the years of drugs and alcohol probably gave him a death tolerance. Death has been coming for him for a long time, and he has persisted for this long.

That’s what I know of my father. I suppose it’s cliche that a girl would have daddy issues.

 But I’m different.

 I don’t JUST have daddy issues.

I have mommy issues too.
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Climax Control Archives / There's something rotten in Denmark
« Last post by The Troll on May 01, 2025, 10:21:51 PM »

The Troll wanders the street just outside of Copenhagen's Hotel Touche, the place of respite reserved for him for this his first appearance what is affectionately coined as "the City of Spires". He had been contacted weeks ago to clear his schedule (HA!) to better ensure that he could have his passport at the ready for his economy flight to Denmark. Of course he had been reserved a First Class ticket but when he had arrived at the airport, the stupid airline had made some grievous error and downgraded his flight to the worst of the worst. Stuck between a crying baby and a fat nun.

The Troll was a first believer that fat people should have to pay double for their flights - no questions asked. It was just a common courtesy for those around them. And kids shouldn't be allowed on airlines - AT ALL!

Still, the Troll took everything in stride - as he was just that sort of gallant warrior, willing to go to great lengths to satisfy and entertain ALL of his fans aka his peeps. Even having the taxi drop him off at the hotel by almost a block and forcing him to heft his heavy luggage the remainder of the way there, passing several stoners who were practically out cold on the hotel's doorstep, stoned out of their collective minds. Not to mention the bevy of international hookers who were hanging out on the corners of the building and nearby lampposts, looking to score an easy buck for a night's work.

As the Troll neared, one such 'lady of the evening' took notice of his approach. Average-looking, she had a medium build and a natural appearance; her features neither striking nor unusual. Her hair was left to fall around her shoulders, and she wore light makeup. She was wearing a mini skirt that ended above the knee, paired with a simple blouse tucked in. She stood upright and approached the now gaping, wide-eyed Troll with her hips swaying to and fro, until she stopped short.

She looked him up and down and sneered.


Prostitute: Ved nærmere eftertanke ville jeg hellere sulte for natten!

Turning her back to the Troll and walking back to her post. The Troll frowned, not knowing what she just said but knowing well enough it wasn't an offer to rock his world.

The Troll: Oh yeah!? Well I'm disease free and I'm happy to stay that way!

And right on cue, every 'prostitueret' turned their heads as one and glared at him, prompting him to swallow hard and hurry thru the doors of the hotel as quickly as he could manage.

The Wisdom of the Troll

The camera turns on for this the latest podcast of the (in)famous Troll, as his rotund face filled the camera. he sat back and he was in his hotel room right here in Copenhagen. The small hotel room was cramped behind him. The dim, overhead yellow light cast a tired glow over faded, mismatched furniture. A single bed behind him sagged in the middle, its linens thin and questionably clean. The air smells faintly of mildew, and the tiny window barely overlooked a noisy alley. In the corner, a miniature TV from another decade flickered with poor reception. There was a sense that everything needed a good scrubbing - or a replacement.

The Troll shook his head.


The Troll: I swear to God, the things I go through to bring a bit of joy and light into the world around me. You peeps would not believe what Mark Ward and Christian Underwood have been putting me through ever since they called me and practically begged me to be a part of probably the most forgettable tour in this promotion's sad little history. I mean, even that haunted locations tour was more memorable than this and that is saying something! But I said yes, because that's just the sort of good-natured soul that I am. And how do they thank me?

He held up his hand and counted off on his pudgy fingers.

The Troll: By LETTING my flight reservations get changed. By booking me in a hotel that would make the worst in the states look like a five star resort! I mean, I thought this place was supposed to be quaint and fun but staying in this pig stye is like camping out in a dumpster - at least the raccoons are tidy and the food's better! So I have a bone to pick with the bosses and you know who I'm going to take it out on? The new 'golden boy' of SCW! Jayden Harris!

The Troll sneered.

The Troll: Jayden Harris, I don't know what else that I can say to you that the world hasn't shouted in your face already. Your clearly unwashed hair looks like it’s been through a tornado and came out with a personal vendetta against combs. Even wild animals would think twice before making a nest in that mess! You look like a human spaghetti noodle with a bad sense of style and a chest hair pattern that could only be described as a failed road map. But hey, at least it looks like you groom the hair on your upper body better than you do that rat's nest on your ugly head!

I tell you! This is going to be my easiest win ever! Jayden, watching you try to fight is like seeing a toddler swing at a piñata—lots of flailing, zero coordination, and everyone just feels sorry for you. And after I'm done with you, they'll feel worse for you than they did after that Looney Tune Vincent Lyons did to you at the Elimination Chamber! Count on it!

The Troll extended a hand and with one digit, turned off his laptop and the screen went black.
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Climax Control Archives / Low-key
« Last post by Alicia Lukas on May 01, 2025, 06:29:38 AM »
Low-key

It’s amazing what happens when the pressure seems to be lifted off. While some people perform better under pressure it’s very situational. In your professional life if you are in a job where you do get put under pressure and you’re able to thrive that leads you to success. But in your personal life, if it’s something that is near indeed to your heart and that pressure buildup sometimes if it isn’t released it can kill you

Alicia has been under pressure for months. Ever since that night when Austin proposed to her and she said yes there was a dark cloud hanging over her. She had told everyone, her friends, the rest of her family. But the one person she avoided telling was her mother. She put it off day after day, week after week, and then month after month. But when she finally told her and she was able to see her mother‘s reaction which was not what she was expecting all of that pressure came off of her shoulders.

She was able to breathe again. But just as that pressure had left and she was able to relax another thought I had entered her mind. Now it was time to start organizing the wedding. Austin had asked her, she had said yes. But aside from that nothing had been done. Neither she nor Austin had rushed into trying to figure out a date, a Location, or any of the other finer details that were going to something like this.

Deep down neither of them wanted to have something big or elaborate. They had both been married before, they had both had weddings that were out of control before. And all they wanted was a quiet affair where they could get together with the people that they cared about and celebrate the fact they found each other.

That’s what Alicia wanted.

That’s what Austin wanted.

The only problem is that sometimes you assume the other person wants something that they don’t and you put on a mask to hide it. Austin thought Alicia wanted a large beautiful expensive wedding, Alicia thought Austin wanted the chance to show off in front of everyone and have a massive blowout. But instead of talking about it they both just smiled as the other one put forward ideas and plans that they thought their partner was going to enjoy.

A self-deprecating cycle of trying to make the other person happy while making yourself miserable. The cycle that was making them both miserable.

”We could you know, do it at that big church that your mother really likes. We could do it in the summer. Summer in Georgia is beautiful.” Austin smiled warmly at Alicia. His hair which had been steadily growing again after he had cut it short was tied back in a bun. He wore a tight-fitting black shirt and black jeans with leather boots and a studded belt. A leather jacket over the top as he put his hands in his pockets.

Alicia smiled slowly looking over the different colour schemes for everything from the flowers to dresses and even the type of carpet that could be rolled down down the aisle for her to walk on. She shrugged, folding her arms over her chest. She looked over at her fiancé. ”We don’t have to get married in Georgia, we can get married in New York. My family with the exception of my mother loves New York. My brother and sister would love to come and then everyone in Wolfslair lives close…”

Austin chuckled ”Except Kayla and Finn and Aidan and Kallie”

Alicia took a sharp breath and made a face before rolling her eyes. The long blonde hair was flying down her shoulders and back over a matching black leather jacket. That was the same as Austin‘s except cut in a slightly different way. ”I don’t know how this is going to work. We haven’t even got a date set yet but we are banking on the fact that it will be a few months down the road and Finn Kayla and Alex can be all in the same room together. Not to mention the fact that Aaron will probably be there even though I don’t want her to be.” Alicia‘s voice was filled with venom as she continued looking through the small booklet. The wedding planner‘s office was busy with couples going in and out.

Many of them stared at Austin and Alicia with quiet disgust. After all, Austin was 6 foot 6, had long hair tattoos, and was dressed like he should be leading the hell‘s Angels. And Alicia had on black and red Converse with torn tight-fitting black jeans and a midriff Mötley Crüe T-shirt with the same kind of leather jacket over the top. They were quite the pair. ” It's going to be our day. So it’s real simple if Finn and Alex can’t play nice then I’ll just beat the shit out of both of them.”

Alicia shook her head chuckling under her breath before moving across the room and looking at pictures of weddings that the organiser had put on. ”A wedding that evolves into violence and punches being thrown. Well, my father would approve. But could we get any more cliche?” 

”We could have our wedding on SCW television”

”That is the most horrifying thing I’ve ever heard you say. Even if I know you weren’t serious, it’s still horrifying.” Austin just smiles and chuckles as Alicia continues looking. She turns and sits on one of the chairs picking up a bridal magazine. Austin steps forward and then takes a seat next to her before stretching and looking around the room.

”I’ve never really done anything like this. When I got married to Lisa, I just let her do everything. And it wasn’t that I didn’t care, she just didn’t invite me to any of these.”

”Did you want to?”

”Yeah, well, part of me did. I understand that the wedding is usually looked at as the bride's day but at the same time I wanted some kind of say in it.” Alicia and Austin smiled as they looked at each other. Austin reached over and his large hand slid into hers as he gave it a quick squeeze. After a few moments, the door opened and a young brunette woman holding a clipboard wearing a grey blazer over a white blouse and a pencil skirt with high heels stepped out.

She cleared her throat and looked over at Austin and Alicia before taking her pen and gliding it down a bit of paper ”Austin James Mercer and Violet Maxwell?”

Alicia‘s nostrils flared as Austin stood up and she followed. She still hated being called by her birth name. They stepped forward as Austin gave the woman a nod. She looked up intimidated at the sheer size of Austin while then giving a smile to Alicia as they stepped into her office. The planning had begun. But at what cost?

Are we shocked?

”Well. Just like that candy is eliminated from the blast from the past. Just like that one of the most overrated women in this company that for some reason you call a legend has been kicked out of this tournament and has no chance of winning. You’re welcome. Candy shouldn’t have been in the tournament anyway, this tournament is supposed to be for those who will take it seriously. Half the reason why we now have two tournaments a men’s and women’s one is because you were always in danger of getting teamed up with someone who wasn’t taking it seriously. Who was just in it for a bit of fun. Candy was in it for a bit of fun.”

Alicia chuckles to herself, slowly walking forward she reaches out with her fingertips as they dance along the back of a chair.

”She was a nostalgia act. There is difference between a returning legend and a nostalgia act. A returning legend is someone coming back for their last hurrah. Or to try and have one more great run because they believe they still have some left in the tank. Candy was here as a nostalgia act, as someone who could be trotted out in front of the SCW fan base who could Smile and wave and have a good little match and bring people back to a time when her kind of wrestling and her kind of work was appreciated. But that was a long time ago.”

“She’s a relic. A relic of a time that has long since passed. Maybe people feel the same way about Me. Over five years ago I came into this company and I was holding two championships from Honor wrestling. I had the legacy title and I had the honor wrestling women’s championship. I then became the SCW Bombshells Championship. I have done nothing but elevate that championship and show the world what this company is capable of.”

“When I first stepped foot in here the women’s division was an afterthought”

“Not anymore. Not now.”

“The bombshells division has gone from strength to strength. It’s gone from being just a few matches on the card to being a mainstay in this company and women have now main evented some of the biggest shows that this company has ever had. That ball started rolling when I wanted it to. I’m not saying that some of the other champions this company had weren't great but they never pushed the envelope like I did. They never raised themselves up to that level like I did. Candy was a leftover relic from that time who never felt like she was in the right place or at the right time when facing people like me.”


Alicia shrugs and laughs to herself.

”Relics, funny cause some in this company will call not just myself but also my opponent Mikah that. And it’s kind of funny because, for the longest time when I came into this company, all I heard was that Mikah was the best. This myth that this woman was one of the first unbeatable champions this company ever had. And if you look at her record and the length of time she held the world bombshells championship. It would certainly lead you to believe that. Unfortunately, if you go back and study the kind of competition she had it’s obvious why she was able to dominate.”

“I just don’t see how a woman that spends half of her time on Twitter begging for attention from Mark Ward and calling herself the favorite of one of the men who run this place can be taken seriously”

“It’s quite frankly… pathetic. It’s pathetic how you beg for that kind of attention. But if you take a closer look at the kind of a woman that Mikah is then it all becomes clear. You see, you are someone who thrives on attention. Who thrives on the attention of others to maintain their relevancy. You sit there and talk about how you are more than happy to stay retired and be with your husband and if any of the young women in this company call you out, you say they aren’t worth your time and you stay at home.”

“Now, I’m no stranger to calling out Legends. Hell in a way neither are you. When I was the champion here to make sure we had the right kind of competition, I stood there and I called out legends because I wanted to fight them. I called out legends because I wanted them to get in the ring with me and I wanted to prove I was the best. You don’t do that. You spend time calling out Legends like Amber Ryan because you want to team up with them. To leach off their relevancy. Amber Ryan beat the record that I set for a single reign the record that I beat of yours originally. And you want to team up with Amber because you know, you know, that she’s going to give you some of that relevance here attention you so surely crave”


Alicia chuckles and shakes her head before clearing her throat and continuing.

”You get that attention by saying you are Mark Ward‘s favorite and begging him to shine the spotlight on you even though you were retired, or so you said. You call out Legends to have your back and start talking about how the women of today wouldn’t be able to handle you and Amber together as a team. Yet when Kayla Richards and Julianna DiMaria called you out to try and get a match with you then it fell on defuse. You said no. Because they apparently weren’t worth your time.”

But what happens when people stop calling you out? What happens when Mark Ward doesn’t bother responding to your amazingly annoying arrogant bullshit? What happens when your husband Kris decides to go back to work and leave you at home? And what happens when Amber Ryan turns you down while you beg her to return as your partner?”

“Well, what else? Return for the blast front the past.”

“Walk back into this company because you’re not getting the attention that you want. I don’t understand how you can sit there and say that the current bombshell champion and a woman who was the bombshells champion aren’t worth your time yet somehow Cassie Wolfe and this tournament was. Well, now you’re gonna have that attention. You beat Cassie, very good. But now you’ve got my attention.”

“And that is very very bad.”


She folds her arms over her chest her red lips twist into a wicked grin filled with arrogance. Confidence. And a tiny bit of sadism.

”This is a clash of styles and errors of this company. You were once the longest reigning bombshell champion of all time in a single rain. But, when was that? When was the last time you were able to climb to the top of the mountain and tell the world that you were the best? 2018. That is the last time you were able to tell the world that you were the best. And the woman who beat you? I beat her and took that championship and basically ran her out of the company.”

“It’s been a long time since I was the bombshell champion but it’s been even longer for you. And the only way that you’ve been able to crawl back and have any type of success was when you teamed up with your husband. Congratulations. Much like you I’ve been in and out of the company for a while but I’ve still had some big moments and I’ve had some great chances. I have still tried everything I can to fly the flag of this company while you have sat at home and done nothing but run your mouth about this division while never stepping foot in the ring. For years you have done nothing but talk shit about the bombshells division. You have never championed this company. You’ve only ever championed yourself and that is the difference between you and me…”

“You arrogant self-righteous bitch…”

“So now what? You want to win this tournament? Face Kayla Richards? Or are you going to go for another championship? I already said what my intentions were, I’m going to use this tournament as a way to get a shot at championships that I have never held. Or, I might go after the Champion the truth is I don’t know. But you had an open gate to go after that. An open path to go for the Bombshells championship. And you turned it down. Because you know you’re not good enough to beat the champion but that pull and that call of having attention was too much for you so you decided to weasel your way back into the company. Accompany that you have never helped.”

“And in return, I’m going to save this company from you. And your selfish bullshit.”
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