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Climax Control Archives / Exhaustion.
« on: August 08, 2025, 10:10:19 PM »Eddie sat half asleep on the couch of his hotel too. He wasn't banished, rather a self-exile to allow Sabrina and baby Jordan to crash on the bed. He looked over at the two ladies and his life with a smile. They looked so calm and peaceful in their sleep. A peace he knew would end in just a couple hours.
Or sooner if whoever was knocking on his door knocked any louder. With an exhausted sigh he got up and went to see who this mystery visitor was.
When he saw his cousin Vincent on the other side he was slightly surprised.
“Vincent? Can I help you?” Eddie asked curiously and slightly on edge.
“It's okay…” Vincent said raising his hands “I come in peace.”
Eddie observed him for a moment, and somehow he knew Vincent was being truthful; he didn't come here looking for trouble.
“Okay you can come in just keep your voice down please.” Eddie said
Vincent nodded as Eddie allowed him to step inside where Vincent noticed the two asleep on the bed.
“Oh I'm sorry I didn't mean to…” Vincent began.
“It's okay.” Eddie said “They're both out cold just don't be too loud and we won't wake them.”
Vincent nodded and took a seat in an armchair next to the couch where Eddie's sat.
“So what's going on?” Eddie asked, "Is it Victoria?”
Vincent shook his head.
“No.” Vincent said “Not this time…”
“Alright. then tell me what's going on.” Eddie said.
“It's the Roulette Championship.” Vincent said “I know I'm the champion now, but they just gave it to me and I'm not really feeling like a champion.”
Eddie studied his cousin for a moment. This wasn't the unhinged Vincent this was somebody genuinely searching for an answer or some sort of validation.
“Then you need to prove yourself.” Eddie said “If you don't feel like a champion you need to go out there and prove you do deserve to have that championship.”
“Victoria told me to just accept it.” Vincent said “Accept that I'm a champion and not worry so much about how it happened. But I wanted to win the championship in a fight. You know as well as I do us Lyons don't like having things handed to us. We like going into a fight and taking it.”
“Then you need to figure out what proving yourself looks like for you.” Eddie said. “I can't tell you what proving yourself looks like for Vincent Lyons Jr. I can tell you for Eddie Lyons, it's going into a match with the world champion at Climax Control and seeing if I can hang it might be different for you but you're going to have to find it or the weight of that championship is just going to get heavier.”
Vincent nodded.
“Look you're the champion now you can't really change that.” said Eddie, “Maybe you need to go out there and find somebody to fight. But at the end of the day you are the champion, and it's up to you to silence any doubters and that includes yourself.”
There was a short pause as Eddie yawned and Vincent took in the advice.
“Don't sleep much these days huh?” Vincent said.
“That's putting it lightly.” said Eddie “With all the travel, having a baby who basically decides my sleep schedule for me, I'm pretty much out here running on fumes and a whole lot of Red Bull.”
“And you still took a match with Carter? Our world champion?” Vincent asked.
“Sometimes my drive is a blessing and a curse.” Eddie shrugged “But there's still that part of me that needs to know if I can still go toe to toe with the best even when I've got nothing left in the tank. I'm not going to back away from an opportunity to face our world champion and prove myself against the best in our business, even if exhaustion has taken over my life.”
Vincent said nothing just took Eddie's words with a quiet nod.
“You know I think I have an idea on what I want to do.” said Vincent. “Thank you Eddie.”
“Anytime man.” said Eddie “I know we have our differences, but we're still family and I will be here for you and that goes for Victoria as well.”
There was a quick handshake, no hug as Vincent slipped out just almost as soon as he arrived, closing the door softly.
Eddie found his way back to his spot on the couch looking at the outlines of his wife and daughter in the bed. He was exhausted and felt like he was going to crash out at any moment. He knew he had to step into the ring with Carter the world champion who had been cutting through everybody in his path, and while Vincent was out questioning himself and his worth of being a champion, Eddie was worried if he had enough left to step into the ring with somebody like Carter.
But for now he needed sleep.
And then the sound of a baby crying entered his ears.
Sleep was going to have to wait….again.
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The camera is open on Eddie Lyons in a hotel room slumped low on a couch with empty cans of Red Bull scattered around him. The first few seconds his head is slept forward and he says nothing has he slowly starts to from to his side before a sharp breath and a jolt and his eyes shoot open and he looks around the room and then at the camera.
“…..I'm awake…I'm awake….” he yawned.
He stretched his arms out before continuing.
“Sorry it's been a hell of a week.” Eddie said, the darkness around his eyes showing the lack of sleep he's been getting.
“I'm not going to lie Carter.” Eddie continued “I'm exhausted and I've been questioning how much I have left in the tank, like do I really have the energy right now to go against a world champion?”
He pauses for a short moment.
“And the answer is honestly no I don't.” said Eddie “Travel, newborn baby, trying to find time to train in between, it's exhausting. But you know what I'm not going to let it stop me so whatever empty fumes I'm running on now I'm going to have to get me through, because I still refuse to go down without a fight.”
Another yawn escapes his lips.
“And the thing is I wouldn't change anything.” said Eddie “My wife, my beautiful daughter, they're everything to me. So all I really can do is keep fighting, fighting for them even when I don't feel like I have enough left. It's that mentality and it's that drive that makes me unbreakable.”
He pauses, straightening himself up a bit on the sofa.
“They are my drive.” said Eddie “Sabrina and Jordan are what keep me fighting even when I'm running on empty. So I'm absolutely not about to throw away an opportunity to throw down with our world champion, I might be swinging at fences but one of them is going to connect that I promise you Carter.”
That hint of determination and dedication is coming through but the obvious look of exhaustion still rests all over Eddie's face.
“You deserve all I can give as well.” said Eddie “And I do apologize if I can't give you my fullest, but I think you're someone that would understand. Still, don't get it twisted. I do plan on winning, and don't you dare think about going lighter on me. You give me the best Carter you can. Give me the world champion, understand me?”
The look in his eyes show truth, he still wants the best version of Carter and anything else he might take as insulting.
“My girls are the reason I keep pushing through.” he said "Even when I want to give up and my body is telling me to stop and my mind is begging me for rest I keep moving forward for them.”
A tired smile grows on his lips as he thinks about his loved ones.
“The first time I held Jordan.” Eddie said “I got hit with something I can't describe and it hit me harder than anything I've ever experienced in the ring. It was just this wave of feeling that I'm guessing you only get when you become a parent. But let me tell you my friend, it's powerful.”
Eddie pauses shortly and stretches his arms some more.
“That tiny little human is the most important thing in the world to me.” Eddie said “She's more important to me than I am to myself. All I want is to give her the life she deserves so I have to go in there with you Carter, no matter what. I have give all this empty tank has left and I have to make it enough, because when I hear that bell ring there's going to be no taking it easy.”
He takes in a deep breath.
"It's been brutal for me this past week Carter." Eddie said "And I can't pretend I'm in a perfect situation. Well… I guess it depends how you look at it, in some ways I am in the perfect situation. I mean I've got a family. But physically I can't say that I'm all there.”
He sighs.
“It's going to be a hard balance and I'm going to have to get used to it.” he said “But I know when it's go time, I got to let all that fade away and put no room for doubt or hesitation especially if I'm going to beat somebody like you and through it all Carter through all this exhaustion I will find a way.”
The confidence shows more in his tone than in his eyes.
“What it all comes down to Carter.” Eddie said “I'm just a man trying to do the best he can with what he's got left. That might mean waking up at four a.m. because the baby's crying and then shoving down the exhaustion to get to the gym by five. It might mean going toe to toe with the world champion on two hours of sleep and a few cans of Red Bull.”
He looks around with a grin at the cans all over the place, realizing he should probably clean them up before Sabrina gets mad.
“So you best believe I'm going to turn up Carter.” Eddie continued “Because the truth is those times when you have nothing left, and you feel like you need to stop. That's when you find out who you really are, that's when you find out if you really are about fighting, or if you're just going to fold, and I assure you Eddie Lyons is always going to choose to fight.”
Another short pause and a yawn.
“Even at my lowest I'm still Eddie Lyons.” he continued “And I'm still fighting for everything that matters to me. I'm tired as hell but I'm not broken I'm still here, and at Climax Control, Helluva Bottom Carter, and everybody else will realize the one truth that's always remained about Eddie Lyons, the fact that he refuses to quit.”
He left his words linger for a moment.
“I see you soon Carter.” he said, "For now I'm going to try to sneak in some rest.”
Eddie nodded to the camera as he leaned his head back on the sofa and everything faded to black.
__________
Eddie sat and the dim light of his hotel room cradling his newborn baby Jordan in his arms he had her swaddled in a soft blanket with cartoon lions on it. The blanket was a gift from Victoria of all people who insisted it was mandatory for a Lyons.
Sabrina lay asleep on the bed, a well deserved rest and Eddie did not want to disturb her.
“Just me and you right now kiddo.” Eddie said softly “We got to let mama have her rest.”
Jordan let out an unintentional gurgle, but Eddie felt like perhaps it was her understanding.
“She's a strong woman.” he said “Stronger than me. She didn't almost faint in the delivery room like like your dad… but we don't got to tell anybody about that okay? Family secret. But I know you're going to be just as strong as she is, and I'll never stop fighting for the two of you .”
He smiles down at her and in his eyes she really is the most beautiful thing in the world.
“You've only been here a few days Jordan.” Eddie said “And you changed me, I thought I had everything figured out I thought I knew my drive and now I sit here holding you in my arms looking at you and I feel like I found a new gear I didn't even know I had.”
He smiled again he just couldn't help smiling when he looked at her.
“Like I'm a nice guy…” he said “But if anybody caused you harm…like, I don't know what I might do to them. I know whatever it was it wouldn't be good. Maybe we should consider ourselves lucky I got a couple crazy cousins that might take care of things for me in that instance.”
He laughed.
“I guess they would be your cousins as well.” he said “First cousins or something like that I don't know, but Vincent and Victoria don't mess around when it comes to family and that includes you.”
He exhales softly.
“Because the truth is kid.” Eddie said “The world's not always going to be kind, nor is it going to be fair. But you are never going to be alone. You've got me, you got your mother, you've got all our crazy cousins, you've got Cleo, you've got Sabrina's family. You're very good hands.”
There he was smiling again but look at that face how could you not.
“I can't promise I'll do everything right.” Eddie said “But I promise I will do my best. I'll take on the whole world at once if that's what it takes to keep you safe and your mom she'll do the same. Nobody's getting past us.”
He stands there in quiet for a moment just looking at his daughter and smiling a sense of comfort washing over him.
“All right we should probably put you back in the crib now.” Eddie said.
He had just later in and comfortably wrapped her up when an unpleasant aroma hit his nose.
“...Really? Now?” he said “Not a couple minutes ago when I had you up?”
With a sigh he walked over and grabbed a clean diaper out of the bag and began changing his daughter's diaper.
“You know you really got to work on your timing..” he said “You're lucky I love you.”
Once he had her all freshened up he laid her down back in the crib once more, kissed her forehead, and went to lay back on the couch doing his best to catch whatever sleep he was able to. Even through the exhaustion, he wasn’t going to stand down. Through the exhaustion, he was still going to give Carter the fight he deserved and he was looking to go out with a win.
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Or sooner if whoever was knocking on his door knocked any louder. With an exhausted sigh he got up and went to see who this mystery visitor was.
When he saw his cousin Vincent on the other side he was slightly surprised.
“Vincent? Can I help you?” Eddie asked curiously and slightly on edge.
“It's okay…” Vincent said raising his hands “I come in peace.”
Eddie observed him for a moment, and somehow he knew Vincent was being truthful; he didn't come here looking for trouble.
“Okay you can come in just keep your voice down please.” Eddie said
Vincent nodded as Eddie allowed him to step inside where Vincent noticed the two asleep on the bed.
“Oh I'm sorry I didn't mean to…” Vincent began.
“It's okay.” Eddie said “They're both out cold just don't be too loud and we won't wake them.”
Vincent nodded and took a seat in an armchair next to the couch where Eddie's sat.
“So what's going on?” Eddie asked, "Is it Victoria?”
Vincent shook his head.
“No.” Vincent said “Not this time…”
“Alright. then tell me what's going on.” Eddie said.
“It's the Roulette Championship.” Vincent said “I know I'm the champion now, but they just gave it to me and I'm not really feeling like a champion.”
Eddie studied his cousin for a moment. This wasn't the unhinged Vincent this was somebody genuinely searching for an answer or some sort of validation.
“Then you need to prove yourself.” Eddie said “If you don't feel like a champion you need to go out there and prove you do deserve to have that championship.”
“Victoria told me to just accept it.” Vincent said “Accept that I'm a champion and not worry so much about how it happened. But I wanted to win the championship in a fight. You know as well as I do us Lyons don't like having things handed to us. We like going into a fight and taking it.”
“Then you need to figure out what proving yourself looks like for you.” Eddie said. “I can't tell you what proving yourself looks like for Vincent Lyons Jr. I can tell you for Eddie Lyons, it's going into a match with the world champion at Climax Control and seeing if I can hang it might be different for you but you're going to have to find it or the weight of that championship is just going to get heavier.”
Vincent nodded.
“Look you're the champion now you can't really change that.” said Eddie, “Maybe you need to go out there and find somebody to fight. But at the end of the day you are the champion, and it's up to you to silence any doubters and that includes yourself.”
There was a short pause as Eddie yawned and Vincent took in the advice.
“Don't sleep much these days huh?” Vincent said.
“That's putting it lightly.” said Eddie “With all the travel, having a baby who basically decides my sleep schedule for me, I'm pretty much out here running on fumes and a whole lot of Red Bull.”
“And you still took a match with Carter? Our world champion?” Vincent asked.
“Sometimes my drive is a blessing and a curse.” Eddie shrugged “But there's still that part of me that needs to know if I can still go toe to toe with the best even when I've got nothing left in the tank. I'm not going to back away from an opportunity to face our world champion and prove myself against the best in our business, even if exhaustion has taken over my life.”
Vincent said nothing just took Eddie's words with a quiet nod.
“You know I think I have an idea on what I want to do.” said Vincent. “Thank you Eddie.”
“Anytime man.” said Eddie “I know we have our differences, but we're still family and I will be here for you and that goes for Victoria as well.”
There was a quick handshake, no hug as Vincent slipped out just almost as soon as he arrived, closing the door softly.
Eddie found his way back to his spot on the couch looking at the outlines of his wife and daughter in the bed. He was exhausted and felt like he was going to crash out at any moment. He knew he had to step into the ring with Carter the world champion who had been cutting through everybody in his path, and while Vincent was out questioning himself and his worth of being a champion, Eddie was worried if he had enough left to step into the ring with somebody like Carter.
But for now he needed sleep.
And then the sound of a baby crying entered his ears.
Sleep was going to have to wait….again.
__________
The camera is open on Eddie Lyons in a hotel room slumped low on a couch with empty cans of Red Bull scattered around him. The first few seconds his head is slept forward and he says nothing has he slowly starts to from to his side before a sharp breath and a jolt and his eyes shoot open and he looks around the room and then at the camera.
“…..I'm awake…I'm awake….” he yawned.
He stretched his arms out before continuing.
“Sorry it's been a hell of a week.” Eddie said, the darkness around his eyes showing the lack of sleep he's been getting.
“I'm not going to lie Carter.” Eddie continued “I'm exhausted and I've been questioning how much I have left in the tank, like do I really have the energy right now to go against a world champion?”
He pauses for a short moment.
“And the answer is honestly no I don't.” said Eddie “Travel, newborn baby, trying to find time to train in between, it's exhausting. But you know what I'm not going to let it stop me so whatever empty fumes I'm running on now I'm going to have to get me through, because I still refuse to go down without a fight.”
Another yawn escapes his lips.
“And the thing is I wouldn't change anything.” said Eddie “My wife, my beautiful daughter, they're everything to me. So all I really can do is keep fighting, fighting for them even when I don't feel like I have enough left. It's that mentality and it's that drive that makes me unbreakable.”
He pauses, straightening himself up a bit on the sofa.
“They are my drive.” said Eddie “Sabrina and Jordan are what keep me fighting even when I'm running on empty. So I'm absolutely not about to throw away an opportunity to throw down with our world champion, I might be swinging at fences but one of them is going to connect that I promise you Carter.”
That hint of determination and dedication is coming through but the obvious look of exhaustion still rests all over Eddie's face.
“You deserve all I can give as well.” said Eddie “And I do apologize if I can't give you my fullest, but I think you're someone that would understand. Still, don't get it twisted. I do plan on winning, and don't you dare think about going lighter on me. You give me the best Carter you can. Give me the world champion, understand me?”
The look in his eyes show truth, he still wants the best version of Carter and anything else he might take as insulting.
“My girls are the reason I keep pushing through.” he said "Even when I want to give up and my body is telling me to stop and my mind is begging me for rest I keep moving forward for them.”
A tired smile grows on his lips as he thinks about his loved ones.
“The first time I held Jordan.” Eddie said “I got hit with something I can't describe and it hit me harder than anything I've ever experienced in the ring. It was just this wave of feeling that I'm guessing you only get when you become a parent. But let me tell you my friend, it's powerful.”
Eddie pauses shortly and stretches his arms some more.
“That tiny little human is the most important thing in the world to me.” Eddie said “She's more important to me than I am to myself. All I want is to give her the life she deserves so I have to go in there with you Carter, no matter what. I have give all this empty tank has left and I have to make it enough, because when I hear that bell ring there's going to be no taking it easy.”
He takes in a deep breath.
"It's been brutal for me this past week Carter." Eddie said "And I can't pretend I'm in a perfect situation. Well… I guess it depends how you look at it, in some ways I am in the perfect situation. I mean I've got a family. But physically I can't say that I'm all there.”
He sighs.
“It's going to be a hard balance and I'm going to have to get used to it.” he said “But I know when it's go time, I got to let all that fade away and put no room for doubt or hesitation especially if I'm going to beat somebody like you and through it all Carter through all this exhaustion I will find a way.”
The confidence shows more in his tone than in his eyes.
“What it all comes down to Carter.” Eddie said “I'm just a man trying to do the best he can with what he's got left. That might mean waking up at four a.m. because the baby's crying and then shoving down the exhaustion to get to the gym by five. It might mean going toe to toe with the world champion on two hours of sleep and a few cans of Red Bull.”
He looks around with a grin at the cans all over the place, realizing he should probably clean them up before Sabrina gets mad.
“So you best believe I'm going to turn up Carter.” Eddie continued “Because the truth is those times when you have nothing left, and you feel like you need to stop. That's when you find out who you really are, that's when you find out if you really are about fighting, or if you're just going to fold, and I assure you Eddie Lyons is always going to choose to fight.”
Another short pause and a yawn.
“Even at my lowest I'm still Eddie Lyons.” he continued “And I'm still fighting for everything that matters to me. I'm tired as hell but I'm not broken I'm still here, and at Climax Control, Helluva Bottom Carter, and everybody else will realize the one truth that's always remained about Eddie Lyons, the fact that he refuses to quit.”
He left his words linger for a moment.
“I see you soon Carter.” he said, "For now I'm going to try to sneak in some rest.”
Eddie nodded to the camera as he leaned his head back on the sofa and everything faded to black.
__________
Eddie sat and the dim light of his hotel room cradling his newborn baby Jordan in his arms he had her swaddled in a soft blanket with cartoon lions on it. The blanket was a gift from Victoria of all people who insisted it was mandatory for a Lyons.
Sabrina lay asleep on the bed, a well deserved rest and Eddie did not want to disturb her.
“Just me and you right now kiddo.” Eddie said softly “We got to let mama have her rest.”
Jordan let out an unintentional gurgle, but Eddie felt like perhaps it was her understanding.
“She's a strong woman.” he said “Stronger than me. She didn't almost faint in the delivery room like like your dad… but we don't got to tell anybody about that okay? Family secret. But I know you're going to be just as strong as she is, and I'll never stop fighting for the two of you .”
He smiles down at her and in his eyes she really is the most beautiful thing in the world.
“You've only been here a few days Jordan.” Eddie said “And you changed me, I thought I had everything figured out I thought I knew my drive and now I sit here holding you in my arms looking at you and I feel like I found a new gear I didn't even know I had.”
He smiled again he just couldn't help smiling when he looked at her.
“Like I'm a nice guy…” he said “But if anybody caused you harm…like, I don't know what I might do to them. I know whatever it was it wouldn't be good. Maybe we should consider ourselves lucky I got a couple crazy cousins that might take care of things for me in that instance.”
He laughed.
“I guess they would be your cousins as well.” he said “First cousins or something like that I don't know, but Vincent and Victoria don't mess around when it comes to family and that includes you.”
He exhales softly.
“Because the truth is kid.” Eddie said “The world's not always going to be kind, nor is it going to be fair. But you are never going to be alone. You've got me, you got your mother, you've got all our crazy cousins, you've got Cleo, you've got Sabrina's family. You're very good hands.”
There he was smiling again but look at that face how could you not.
“I can't promise I'll do everything right.” Eddie said “But I promise I will do my best. I'll take on the whole world at once if that's what it takes to keep you safe and your mom she'll do the same. Nobody's getting past us.”
He stands there in quiet for a moment just looking at his daughter and smiling a sense of comfort washing over him.
“All right we should probably put you back in the crib now.” Eddie said.
He had just later in and comfortably wrapped her up when an unpleasant aroma hit his nose.
“...Really? Now?” he said “Not a couple minutes ago when I had you up?”
With a sigh he walked over and grabbed a clean diaper out of the bag and began changing his daughter's diaper.
“You know you really got to work on your timing..” he said “You're lucky I love you.”
Once he had her all freshened up he laid her down back in the crib once more, kissed her forehead, and went to lay back on the couch doing his best to catch whatever sleep he was able to. Even through the exhaustion, he wasn’t going to stand down. Through the exhaustion, he was still going to give Carter the fight he deserved and he was looking to go out with a win.
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