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« on: March 06, 2026, 11:50:38 PM »
Sometimes, you have to make mistakes. That’s how you learn. That’s how you grow. You live and you learn from making mistakes.
I realize now the mistakes I made the first time around. I didn’t really put my foot down. I didn’t really step on the neck. I didn’t double tap. And that cost me.
So this time around, there will be no mistakes.
I have worked hard in under a year and stand on the verge of becoming the Bombshell’s champion again, and this time making it stick. I’m not going to make the same mistake again. I’ve learned.
I’ve had to do that my whole life.
And so, I will put an end to the Captain, and bring about the change I’ve wanted, and this company has needed.
And at the end of the day. Sometimes the journey will lead you back to where you started. To make things right.
“Fuck. That’s a lot of blood.”
I felt indifferent. This was my first time.
“Okay, okay… what do we need?”
But like a true leader, Levi was right there to think clearly despite our situation.
“Okay, listen, go to Drug store, or Wal-Mart, or… any place that’s open. Get a couple pairs of gardening gloves, some washcloths or towels, some bleach, & weed killer ”
“Weed killer?” I was confused.
“Well let’s not walk around with a shopping cart full of evidence we killed somebody.”
“Right. Right. I’m sorry.”
“Just go. I’ll take care of this.”
..
We had sold about half the bag of coke. We only had a few buyers, but we were trying to get rid of this and make some money. I think Levi had some experience in dealing drugs, because we moved around quite a bit in the downtown area. Never in the same spot twice.
It didn’t make a lot of sense to me at first. If you have buyers, why move around and potentially lose them? It just baffled me. But then I remembered, we’re not selling ice cream, we’re selling drugs. You don’t want to be in one place for any longer than you need to be.
But the second time, the suspicious man who bought from us before. The one I thought was a cop, turned up again. At first I was so suspicious of him, but he didn’t do anything. I was able to dismiss the whole cop thing, until the second time. The second time, he was way too friendly. Like he and Levi were old friends who knew each other for 15 years or something.
All my antennas were up. Something was off.
He bought again, but it was too friendly, and he casually mentioned he had a friend who also sold “this shit” and asked if we knew him or worked with him. Now this was way too friendly. He was clearly trying to get either myself or Levi to mention the drug by name, or see if we were working for someone. There was no way that guy was just a dude who bought coke.
He bought and he left. We had only a couple of baggies left. We sat in the car and I finally voiced my suspicions to Levi.
“I don’t like that guy. I don’t trust that guy.”
Levi smirked and looked at me before he kissed me.
“I don’t either.”
“You think he’s a cop?” I asked.
“Probably.”
“Me too.”
Another week went by, we were in a different spot, and sure enough, he found us. Now all of a sudden, we were best friends. He was smiling and laughing. He wanted the last two baggies. We would have been happy to just give them to him at this point, but there was something wrong. It never felt right.
We started to put it together. He always walked up. Never drove up. Always walked away into a store or around a corner where we couldn’t see him. We never saw his car the first two times. Always the same. And this time. He pulled up in a car. I didn’t like it. I had seen enough cop shows to know that, this was strange when someone just changes how they do things like that. People are creatures of habit.
Clearly this time, he wanted to be seen by someone else, buying this stuff.
I began to scan everywhere for someone else who was watching this. A person, a vehicle. Somebody somewhere was keeping close tabs on him. I didn’t like it.
“Hey, I’m cold. Can we go?” I asked. Loud enough for both Levi and the guy to hear me.
Levi knew what that meant. He smiled, and put his hands up.
“You heard the lady, maybe some other time.”
“What do you mean?” The guy was clearly agitated. “Hey, come on now!”
Levi closed the trunk, I got in the passenger seat, and we drove away. Slowly.
The man was clearly annoyed, but didn’t do anything out of the ordinary. Until he pulled out his phone and was clearly calling someone, or pretending to. We turned off the road onto the dirt. We were out of sight and we both got out, and Levi took out his binoculars and watched.
Sure enough, a red chevy pulled up after a few minutes and he got in.
“Looks like we were right.” I said, proud of myself.
“Yeah.”
“So what now?”
“Looks like we have to find a different clientele.”
Lucky for us, Phoenix had a lot of weird little places to do business. Places that seemed big, but they were sparsely populated. We pulled up and it was quiet. People didn’t approach us. We only had those two baggies left, and we couldn’t give them away. It was nothing. Nobody wanted it. Dead. It was late, the parking lots were empty. People had gone home for the night.
But then… he appeared.
Except this was way different. He was angry.
“You guys left?! What the fuck gives!?”
He marched forward and he shoved Levi.
“Hey man, what the fuck is your problem?!” Levi shouted and the shoving match escalated. Suddenly they were tussling and on the ground. I wanted to intervene, but when I reached for my switchblade, I remembered I left it at Mal’s house.
Fuck.
I scrambled, thinking of what to do. Then I remembered, Levi kept a gun under the seat in the car. I opened the door as the two continued to fight and there it was. I snatched it. I looked back and the man was on top of Levi and was starting to choke him. I ran up, and put the gun to the man’s head.
*BANG*
The noise was loud. The blood and viscera flew everywhere. The man slumped over. Levi was caked in blood. He looked at me, and I looked at him. There was a moment where neither of us said anything. We just bathed in the aftermath.
I stood there, and I knew I should have felt something. Anything. I knew that I was trying to kill him. I aimed the gun and shot it. I hit him in the head. But I felt… almost nothing. More or less it was just the feeling of that incident being over. It wasn’t like I enjoyed it.
Levi and I had robbed people. We beat people up, we broke into their houses. Levi shot Glenn and killed him. But now… now it was me. I had stabbed people, but not with the intention of killing them, just to escape a situation. Other than that… nothing.
Levi looked at me and then got to his feet. He touched my shoulder, snapping me out of the haze I was in.
“You good?”
“Huh? Yeah.” I said, shaking my head.
And then I looked at him.
“Fuck, that’s a lot of blood.”
–
I was far enough away that I didn’t get a lot of blood on me, but there was a 24-hour drug store open. I got everything we needed and returned to Levi. All the items were in the trunk.
“I got what I could.”
“Pop the trunk”
I popped the trunk. Levi took a look and shrugged.
“Okay, put all this in the back seat, because he has to go to the trunk.”
I quickly swapped everything and after I lined the trunk with the towels, washcloths, and paper towels. Anything to absorb the blood. We loaded his dead body in the trunk and making sure the coast was clear. Levi found the shell casing and then, just like that, we were driving away.
“So what do we do with him?”
“We have to bury him.” Levi said.
We drove back to Mal’s house. It was the dead of night and Mal was asleep, as was Issac. We drove further from the house and then to a more secluded spot. Spots where we blew shit up with our home made explosives. We got him out of the trunk and Levi drove back towards the house. My curiosity then reached a peak. I needed to know who this guy was. I went rifling through his pockets and jacket. Took some money because… well, he wasn’t going to need it anymore, and found his wallet.
Dan Jordan.
He had credit cards, bank cards, pictures of his wife and kids all tucked inside. And then, what I was looking for. A photo of his police academy graduation with what was probably his girlfriend at the time.
Levi returned while I was doing this.
He had shovels.
He positioned the car near the woods, headlights with the high beams on. He got out as I was inspecting the body.
“What are you doing? He’s dead.”
“I know, I just… was curious is all.”
I was literally absent-mindedly poking my finger in the bullet hole in his head. Blood would ooze out every time I did it. I didn’t even think about it. Until finally I snapped out of it. Levi grabbed the shovels he collected and some lighter fluid. He searched around with the shovel and found a spot.
We dug.
We dug for a while, and then dumped Mr. Jordan’s body in the hole. And then we covered it up. I stopped a little bit short.
“Wait, grab that… bird thing.”
I spotted a large chuck of some animal that was caught in one of our blasts. Levi was confused but grabbed it.
“Throw it on top.”
“What?”
“At some point, somebody may come looking for him. But if they have a dog to sniff for a body, they’ll find this thing. If nothing else, it’ll confuse them for a bit.”
Levi nodded and tossed the bird on top. We finished filling up the hole and then took off our clothes. We piled them up and Levi set them on fire. We both had other clothes but we needed to get rid of all that.
We burned some sticks and branches we found to make it less obvious.
We returned home once the sun was coming up. We hurried into the shower and washed off all the blood and guts. We changed into fresh clothes and the day was new.
“I don’t think we need to try selling this shit anymore. We got some money but…we can’t have stuff like that happen anymore.” Levi said.
I agreed.
So now the new plan needed to be put in motion.
Drug dealing wasn’t the road.
9-5 was back on the table.
So, I finished prepping and got my G.E.D after taking the test. I used Mal’s address and got it in the mail a week or two later.
I was legit.
Well, I needed to make myself that way. I applied for a few jobs in town and I did have experience in fast food. But I wanted to do something different. I didn’t want to be serving food forever.
I suppose luckily, I never got a response from anyone. So, it was back to the drawing board.
–
Weeks went by and there was nothing. No visit from the cops, no questioning, no big search for anything. Though I believe that the cops generally stayed away from Mal’s house. He didn’t take kindly to visitors in the first place. Now it felt like we were intruding. It felt like we just were freeloading in Mal’s house. And I really didn’t feel like I knew him that well.
Until we bonded.
Most nights, Mal was in his room before the sun went down. But some nights, Mal was actually okay if he was distracted by something. And it turns out, Mal loved wrestling.
And then… Amber and I were reunited.
She was back in my life, and so was Jason Cashe. My surrogate mom and dad. I re-connected with them. Amber was spitting tacks in people’s faces. She was lighting them on fire.
She was so fucking cool.
Mal just cheered and acted like it was real. Perhaps it was. Mal enjoyed just the brutality, the fighting. Two people kicking each others asses. Between that and football, he was almost a normal person.
Mal and I would watch and share this unspoken bond. Although sometimes Mal would act up and Isaac would have to step in. Still, bonding with Mal was fun. I learned a lot from him. Especially his books. And his attitude towards authority.
But like I said, it felt like we were freeloading.
And Levi then confirmed to me one night that the Cops may have had a lead on the vehicle we were driving, and that might bring them to Mal’s doorstep.
And that meant… we’d have to go.
But go where?
“Hey, didn’t ya’ll come from California?” Mal asked.
“Yeah.”
“You know, you all should see my friend Raphael. He lives up there in Laguna Beach. He can hook ya’ll up with anything. Just tell ‘em I sent you.”
…
And so we were going back to California.
I have to tell you, Captain, you have made me proud yet again.
I have to admit, you proved me wrong. I didn’t think you could do it, but you did.
So yes, a big kudos goes to you. A salute to the Captain, if you will. I didn’t think it could be done, but you in fact proved yourself capable of pulling it off. I mean, I kept waiting for it. I was waiting for it so I could use it in this interview, but it didn’t happen. You showed so much restraint and actually made me feel like a fool.
You went an entire interview about me and didn’t mention Amber Ryan.
I know you’re looking back on it and probably think you need to next time out, but trust me, this was much, much better. Because I was actually getting worried that you were obsessed. Because you really mention her a lot. I’m not even sure why, but you do. Do you think it gets under her skin? Or my skin for that matter? The way you spoke about her it’s like you’re begging for her to come back and you really, really want her to notice you.
Is that what this is? Like a… what do they call it? Senpai?
Yeah, that thing.
I was totally about to bring up the fact that you mention her more than I do. I don’t bring her up in my interviews just on a whim. I literally have zero actual connection, other than admiration and respect. Amber Ryan was an inspiration. But you were so hell bent on making this connection. You kept trying to say that I was up her ass and all this, when honestly, I’ve never met Amber in person. Do I take after her? Yes. I call her “mom” because she was someone I could relate to because my mom was on fucking pills. She got me through tough times growing up. So to have her approval is more than enough.
But hey, you didn’t even bring her up this time. So good on you.
I mean, it would have been something. Instead of the giant nothing burger I got and continue to get from you.
You’re just not fun Captain. Everything with you is a debate. Everything with you is he said she said. And on top of that,, you’re just putting words in my mouth to help you cope.
Which is fine with me. I’m making you more interesting by proxy. I know it makes you mad that I used your own words against you. You said these things, they’re on camera. Caught in 4K motherfucker. So all you have left is to try and throw words that I said in some random order to make it fit what you pull out of it.
I’ve been in your head, and under your skin for so long you almost can't do a single interview without mentioning my name. Meanwhile, I don’t have to say yours at all. That’s why when I say Captain, you listen intently. It’s a more amusing little thing to call you that instead of by your name. And you gave me a great reason to continue to do it:
Because it bothers you.
I bother you.
I bother you because you are so desperate to be recognized by everyone as being great. And… the only people who do so? They are running the company you are in, and your very few friends in whatever your cool person group is called.
The people who wrestle you? The people who you work with? They don’t recognize that. It used to be that way, didn’t it? You used to be feared as a matter of fact. Or… that’s what the company says, anyway. You ruled with an iron fist and you could sit there and bask in it. You got what you wanted.
And then I came along.
I ran through the Blast From the Past tournament last year.
I put an end to Mikah and Laura Phoenix’s comebacks.
I ran Julianna DiMaria out of the company altogether.
I won that thing, my first goddamn try. I made people stand up and take notice immediately. People were talking about me, taking this company by storm. Not because it fit a narrative, not because I was the right person, but because I took the bull by the horns metaphorically, and made it that way. Me. It took me 5 matches to get to your doorstep.
And that bothers you.
And then, when you expected me to be impressed with you., to be in awe, or to recognize you as an important figure, because the company said you were…
I rejected that notion.
And that bothered you very very much.
Maybe it’s because you didn’t think that I would, or that nobody’s ever said it to your face. But I did. Because I never have and never will sweat you, Captain. I am going to forever hold from you the thing you want the most: Respect.
But yes, we had our match.
And then you beat me.
Hit me with everything you had. You clearly understood the threat I was even then, and you had to throw your entire arsenal at me multiple times over.
But you won.
I said it. I acknowledge it. I offered no complaints or excuses. I got beat. I was perfectly fine starting from the bottom. And then because Andrea Hernandez turned into a fucking coward, they scrambled and threw out a chance. I didn’t ask for it. I didn’t beg to be part of it. I would have been perfectly fine without it. But I was put in that battle royale, and I won.
And then, then you thought “Okay, she clearly has to know I’m the best and she should respect me since I beat her.”
And then… I still didn’t.
And it bothers you.
It bothers you that I took your best shot. I took all your best shots, and I didn’t back down. I didn’t run away from having a chance to fight you again. I was ready to fight you again, and I will ALWAYS be ready to fight you. Because fuck you. I told you to your face you weren’t shit.
You kicked my ass and I said “Is that all you got?” And I came back for more.
And then I beat you.
I took it all away from you, and you scurried away, re-thinking your life choices.
You had the moment of “What do I do now?”
Not me.
You had moments of self-doubt.
Not me.
You were going through a crisis.
Not me.
You were pondering taking a vacation.
Not me.
And now, you want to act like those things didn’t happen, and you were just messing around and now you want to have this… how did you put it? End to our “Epic trilogy”.
Let’s be honest here. This match really is about both of us, trying to right a perceived wrong.
You don’t think I’m on your level, despite me beating you. You don’t think I belong. You can’t stand the fact that I took the title and your aura away from you. You don’t think I am worthy. And because of this, you are desperate to prove that you’re still the same Kayla Richards from before. Before I got here. Before I challenged everything you stood for and represented.
You feel like I wronged you.
The fact is, you need this way more than I ever will, Captain. You know you do. You know deep down that when you step in the ring with me, a lot more is on the line for you than just the trinket you carry. Losing to me, in this “epic trilogy” as you call it, means that slim chance you had of ever getting that reputation and all that back?
It’s gone. Forever.
Then the sentence “I’m Kayla Richards” becomes worthless. It will have no value. And that’s what makes this so exciting for me. To take you and reduce you to nothing. To ruin you. Forever. That gets me excited, baby.
But, I have other, more pressing priorities.
My goal from the very beginning, when I got here, was to change things. To make this place better, and a lot more exciting. Part of you must understand this. Even on its most basic level.
Do YOU want to deal with Seleana, Crystal, Mercedes, and all these other women over and over and over again, because of the “story” that they could tell? I told them all this was a re-run. Crystal does what she does. She won her 7th championship, because she’s worse than you when it comes to just needing a fucking belt to justify her existence.
Seleana inexplicably got another title match, and now, Crystal and fucking Mercedes have a guaranteed title match. This is where we are. Aren’t you sick of this? Aren’t you tired of this? Don’t you want things to change?
And I was about to change everything, but because I lost the belt, I lost the power. I lost it, because they were so threatened by me and what I was trying to do, they snatched it away from me. I could have complained about cheating, but hey… I fucking cheat so it would be very hypocritical of me. But sure, I was annoyed.
Never mind the fact that I had one title defense and then had to sit around and do nothing. I tried so hard to take control, but in the end, it wasn’t enough.
That’s the wrong I intend to make right. It really has zero to do with you, Captain. You love to grossly overestimate your own importance. I told you, you’re a pawn. You are a lap dog. You get the belt and you couldn’t care less about this. That’s your role. I just called it like I saw it. You are not the hero of my story, You are just a page in the book. A chapter that will conclude for now at Blaze Of Glory.
It could have been Mercedes, Crystal, literally anybody. The fact that it IS you, is just the icing on the cake. Because at the end of the day, I can finish doing what I was trying to do from the start, AND ruin you.
The “trilogy” will end, the way it should. With me, using you as a stepping stone to where I need to go next. And then I will move on.
I’ve done it with everyone, Captain. You are not an exception.
Oh, and I know that bothers you too.
The mere idea that I could stand over your beaten, broken body and claim victory. Because you know, in the pit of your stomach, that I can do it. Hell, I’ve done it before. And I’ll be more than happy to do it again. To make sure you understand that you are not special.
Hell, you got your title match before me, because I said I would wait.
So, if I don’t get a thank you by the end of this, I’m going to be very upset.
Well, now that that’s all taken care of…
This is where this part of the story officially ends, Captain. I will not say you will never again be a part of my story, because at some point or another, I’m sure our paths will cross again. And I will be waiting with open arms. And I should warn you, the choice to try and cross my path again is one you make at your own peril. Whatever happens, you made that choice.
But anyway, this is what’s about to happen.
I’m going to beat you.
Again.
I’m going to take your title.
Again.
And you can go on that vacation you wanted to go on a few months ago.
Just don’t say I never did anything for you.
And if you really want to get down and dirty. If you really want to go balls fucking deep. If you really want to swap blood, sweat, tears, jizz, and any other fluids….
Baby….
Captain. My fucking Captain…
My body is fucking ready.
Trust me.