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Climax Control Archives / Silencing the doubt
« on: June 27, 2025, 08:48:23 PM »
Echoes of Climax Control

The balcony outside Lilith’s hotel room overlooked the late-night glow of Colorado Springs. It was warm—unseasonably so, even for mid-summer—but she didn’t notice the heat. Her skin shimmered faintly under the dim balcony light, not from sweat, but from memory. Two weeks had passed since Climax Control 427, and yet the match still lived in her body like a bruise she couldn’t stop pressing.

Down below, the city murmured. Faint sirens in the distance. Laughter from someone on the street. A car stereo rolling by with the windows down. The kind of details that reminded her life moved on, even when you didn’t feel ready. She eased into the wrought-iron chair and tucked one knee up against her chest, feeling the faint ache in her ribs as she moved. The bruising was nearly gone. The tenderness wasn't.

The match had ended, but the aftermath lingered.

Not the kind of lingering that came from pain. No—this was deeper. This was reflection. Frustration. Something unresolved threading through her like a live wire. It hadn’t been just another show. This had been the one people circled when the card was announced. Lilith versus Mercedes Vargas. A chance to shake the status quo. To make a statement under the lights of Sin City Wrestling’s traveling banner. And she had. Sort of.

She hadn’t won. But she hadn’t backed down, either.

Two Weeks Earlier

She’d arrived in Colorado Springs three days before the event, wanting to get acclimated. It wasn’t the altitude she was worried about—it was the pressure. Every conversation buzzed with possibility: the breakout moment, the upset, the statement match. Everyone had an opinion.

But opinions didn't win matches.

She’d kept to herself mostly. Early morning cardio, afternoon weight sessions, evenings watching tape. She didn’t need distractions. She wasn’t there to smile for the cameras. She was there to fight.

The venue had been packed—one of SCW’s biggest summer crowds. She remembered walking past the arena that morning, seeing the banners go up: CLIMAX CONTROL 427, bold as hell. Her name beside Mercedes’s in big red letters. Surreal. She’d stared at it for a long moment, then walked on without a word.

By the time the night arrived, the air was buzzing. Fans filled the parking lot hours early. Some wore her merch—bootleg or official, it didn’t matter. Others were decked out in red and black for Mercedes. The split was even. The energy wasn’t. Inside the locker room, she’d kept her headphones in and her eyes low. Just another match, she told herself. But it wasn’t.

The Memory She Can’t Shake

Now, two weeks later, that truth was undeniable. It hadn’t been just another match—not to her. It had been the kind of moment that crystallizes something in a person. Not because it went the way she wanted. It hadn’t. She’d lost.

Not decisively. Not embarrassingly. But it still counted.

The match had pushed her further than she’d ever gone. And she’d pushed back harder than anyone expected. But the moment came—late in the second half—when she felt it slip away. That small shift. The timing off. The breath was too shallow. The margin of error is too thin. And then it was over.

No grand collapse. No dramatic knockout. Just the truth. Mercedes had her hand raised. Lilith had her jaw clenched.

The Lesson in the Hurt

She reached up now and touched the side of her face. The swelling was gone, but the memory of that final moment still echoed under her skin. Loss, she’d learned, didn’t always feel like failure. Sometimes it felt like a scalpel—precise, cutting through ego and illusion with surgical grace.

You got close, something whispered.

Too close.


She’d seen the doubt in Mercedes’s eyes more than once during that match. Seen the moment her opponent stopped seeing her as “up and coming” and started seeing her as a threat. That was its own kind of victory. But not the one she’d come for.

The Philosophy of Losing

She leaned back in the chair and looked up at the stars. Vegas didn’t have skies like this—too many lights, too much chaos. Here, the constellations actually showed up. She didn’t know their names. Never cared much for astronomy. But tonight, the vastness meant something.

Loss wasn’t the end. It was a forge. What she’d endured in that ring wasn’t humiliation. It was education. Every strike, every reversal, every second she hung in against one of the most respected names in the company—those were lessons written into her bones now. She knew where she rushed. Where she second-guessed. Where she gave too much.

She wouldn’t make the same mistakes again. And the next time they faced off—and there would be a next time—she wouldn’t come to prove herself. She’d come to finish it once and for all.

The Morning After the Reflection

She stayed on that balcony until the horizon flushed orange behind the mountains. The sunrise washed over the city like watercolor bleeding across paper. Soon, she’d head back to Las Vegas. There were training sessions scheduled. Podcasts lined up. Sponsors to update. People wanted to hear from her. Some called her performance valiant. Others called it a missed opportunity. A few had already started whispering about a rematch. Lilith didn’t respond to any of them. Not yet. This wasn't about the noise. It was about the work she did in that ring.

She’d go back to the gym. Fix the gaps. Rebuild her timing. Toughen the weak spots. She’d earn the kind of reputation that didn’t rely on almosts or what could have been. Her voice was barely audible as she spoke into the wind: “No more waiting. No more mercy.” The words felt right. Solid. Heavy. She stood slowly, mug in hand, empty now. Tapped it once against the armrest like punctuation. “I’ll be back on top,” she said to the sky. Not as a wish. As a promise. And this time, she meant it.


Shutting them up once and for all
Chautauqua Trailhead


The air in Boulder, Colorado was sharp with pine and heat, the kind of early summer clarity that made every sound seem brighter, every thought feel louder. From high on the Chautauqua Trailhead, Lilith stood alone, staring up at the sawtooth edges of the Flatirons. They jutted out of the earth like the bones of some ancient beast, worn down by time but no less imposing. It was barely past dawn. The sky was still streaked in pastel orange, clouds stretched thin across the peaks.

Lilith had risen long before the sun. She'd left Kevin still asleep in their hotel room, the hum of the air conditioner and the faint murmur of Boulder traffic their lullaby from the night before. He hadn’t stirred when she slipped out. She hadn’t needed to explain.

She needed solitude. Not silence—because her mind was anything but quiet—but stillness. The trailhead had offered that. The trees, the sharp rocks, the smell of dust and heat before the sun got high enough to make it unbearable.

She stood now on a low ridge, wind whispering at her back, eyes on the distant university campus where the CU Events Center crouched like a coiled beast. Tonight, that arena would be her battlefield. Tonight, she and Kevin would stand on the same side, facing off against the Barnharts. Bill and Bea. Husband and wife. A team more famous for their persistence than their success. The thought twisted Lilith’s mouth into a crooked smile.

They weren’t threats—not really. Not in the way Mercedes Vargas had been. Not in the way Climax Control 427 had been, with all its expectation, its tension, its stage lights burning like fire. But that didn’t mean Lilith was underestimating them. Far from it.

She crouched, pressing her palm to the earth. It was warm, gritty. Real. There was no pageantry here, no smoke or lights, just the truth. And truth mattered.

Lilith exhaled slowly. She wasn’t angry. Not anymore. She had been—after 427, after Mercedes. The loss had dug deep, not because she hadn’t expected it, but because she had. Because somewhere, in the marrow of her bones, she'd known she wasn't quite there yet. She could feel it in her timing, in the half-second delay in her last reversal, in the way her body had hit the mat and didn’t rise fast enough. But loss was a better teacher than victory ever would be.

She stood, brushing dirt from her palms, and began walking along the ridge. Her boots crunched softly against the trail. The wind teased the hem of her hoodie. As she moved, she let her thoughts gather and settle. It had been two weeks since Climax Control. Two weeks of hard training, of reconnecting with Kevin in a way that wasn’t about game plans or tag signals but about who they were outside the ropes. Two weeks of recovery—not just of her muscles, but of her sense of self.

Mercedes had beaten her. Fine. But Lilith had walked out of that arena with her chin high, her pride intact, and something new simmering in her chest: purpose. And now, at climax control, she will bring that purpose to the ring. The Barnharts were a married couple. They had chemistry. Familiarity. But Lilith had something stronger—something forged not just in romance, but in shared war.

Kevin Carter.

He was more than her partner. More than her boyfriend. In the ring, he was a second instinct. Where she moved, he followed. When he struck, she finished. They had spent hours in the gym, pushing each other harder than anyone else dared. They knew each other's tells, their timing, their grit. And they’d bled for it.

She knew Bea Barnhart would talk. That’s what Bea did—endless noise, chirping on Twitter, flapping her mouth about legacy and resilience. And Bill, always trailing after, chest puffed, words empty. But words wouldn’t stop Lilith from cracking Bea’s jaw if she tried to get cute.

Lilith stopped walking. She stood at the edge of the ridge again, the valley yawning wide beneath her. The wind had picked up, carrying scents of crushed pine, warming earth, the faintest hint of firewood from a morning camp. She imagined them: Bea and Bill, going over strategies, hyping themselves up, pretending this match was just another chance to prove something.

And it was. But not for them.

For Lilith, it was a line in the sand. The start of a new arc. The moment where the girl who had come close… became the woman who took it all.

She crouched again, tying her laces tighter. Then she stood, rolling her neck, cracking her knuckles. Her face was calm. Focused. Not angry. Not anymore. Then she lifted her eyes to the horizon and let the words come.

“You know, I came up here to breathe. To be above the noise. Above the lies and the fake smiles and the tired, recycled catchphrases. Because down there in that arena tonight, that’s where Bea Barnhart’s gonna try to convince the world she’s relevant again.”

Lilith’s voice was soft but cutting, clear as the morning air. Her hands rested lightly on her hips.

“Bea, I know your playbook. Talk big, swing sloppy, and pray your husband can pick up the slack when things fall apart. But let’s not pretend like this is something new. The Barnharts have been at this a long time. And what do you have to show for it? A highlight reel full of almosts and a legacy built on never quite being enough.” She laughed, sharp and sudden.

“I’m not Mercedes Vargas. I’m not anyone you’ve faced before. I’m not here to add you to my résumé—I’m here to burn your chapter out of the book entirely. And I’m not alone.” Lilith turned slightly, her gaze drifting back toward the town, toward the CU Events Center nestled in the trees.

“Kevin and I? We’re not just a couple. We’re not some Instagram romance trying to get a double feature. We are dangerous. We are disciplined. And we are done letting people like you talk their way into main events while we’re sharpening steel in the shadows.” She leaned forward, voice dropping "We shocked the world when we revealed our relationship to the world, had you all fooled. And now, people pay to see US. Your jealousy is showing Bea." She smirked.

“You like to talk legacy, Bea. But the truth is, yours has rusted. Kevin and I—we’re writing ours now. With blood. With sweat. With every damn breath. And tonight, you and Bill? You’re just the punctuation mark at the end of our next win.” She took a breath.

“You want to know what separates us, Bea? It’s not just talent. It’s not just youth or hunger or timing. It’s self-awareness. You keep showing up week after week, clinging to this illusion that you’re owed something because you’ve stuck around long enough. But staying in the game isn’t the same as evolving. You haven’t changed. You haven’t grown. You haven’t earned the spot you’re pretending to defend.”

Lilith began walking again, slow and steady.

“You and Bill are the past. Dusty boots. Duller blades. You’re nostalgia for people who don’t even miss you. But Kevin and I? We’re the sharp edge of what’s next. We’re the moment the division shifts and the moment people stop asking if we can do it—because they’ll already know.”

She paused beneath a crooked pine, hand resting on the rough bark.

“I’m not mad at you, Bea. I don’t hate you. Honestly? I pity you. Because you’re gonna walk into that arena tonight thinking you’ve got a shot. That maybe this time it’ll be different. That maybe this time you’ll finally rise to the moment.”

Lilith shook her head slowly.

“But it won’t be. Because you’re still you. And we’re not who we were a month ago. We’re sharper now. Hungrier. Focused. Kevin is going to dismantle Bill brick by brick. And me? I’m going to break you down, word by word, until there’s nothing left but silence.”

She smiled. “And when your legacy crumbles? Don’t worry. I’ll be standing there. Watching. Because some people are meant to fade. Others were born to shine.” She took one last look at the ridge, the valley, the trail ahead. Then Lilith turned. And began her walk back to destiny.

But she didn’t walk fast. Each step was deliberate, a meditation. Every grain of gravel beneath her boot is another reminder of how far she’d come—not just up this mountain, but through every insult, every loss, every underestimation.

She remembered standing in locker rooms where veterans didn’t make eye contact with her. Where they saw her as someone who hadn’t paid enough dues. Where her name was always paired with a condescending She’s got potential. She remembered when people used to speak over her in promos, in segments, backstage interviews—like she wasn’t even there.

They weren’t talking over her now. They were watching. Listening. Waiting. And the Barnharts? They were the last ones left pretending they couldn’t hear her. Let them. Let them talk one more time like they mattered. Let them roll out the same tired lines about love and loyalty, about surviving the long haul. Let Bea lean into her performative pride and drag Bill behind her like a safety net with arms.

Let them believe this was just another tag match in a long list of tag matches. Because for Lilith, this wasn’t about two veterans. This was about erasing a stain. “This is where we clear the board,” she murmured, not to anyone in particular, her breath fogging faintly in the mountain air. “Where we reset the tone. For far too long, the Barnharts have been the safe choice. The go-to couple when management wanted veteran presence. Not the best. Not the fastest. But the most available. The most consistent. The most… tolerated.”

But consistency without excellence was just comfort. And comfort was dangerous in this business. “Bea,” she said quietly, imagining the woman’s smug smile, her overly-rehearsed promos, her desperate clinging to the word legacy like it meant something. “You think you’re the standard. That just because you’ve lasted, you’ve won. But surviving isn’t thriving. Surviving just means no one’s made you quit yet.” Lilith’s lips curled. “I’ll make you want to.”

She could see it now—Bea’s face mid-match, the smugness slipping. The smile cracking. The tilt of her head when she realized Lilith wasn’t here to work a ‘respectful contest.’ That this was personal. That the hits wouldn’t come choreographed. That she wasn’t there to share the spotlight—she was there to steal it and shatter it over Bea’s head. Tonight wasn’t about earning respect. It was about demanding relevance. It was about shutting them up. Once and for all.

“And Kevin? God, Kevin is ready. He is coiled steel. I have seen the way he has moved this week—fluid, efficient, ruthless. The kind of calm fury that didn’t waste energy. If Bill thought he’d be able to coast behind a few clotheslines and a tired dad-bod flex, he was in for the rudest awakening of his long, mediocre career.”

Kevin hadn’t just trained. He evolved. He didn’t want a win—he wanted a turning point. And together, they weren’t just in sync—they were inevitable. Lilith took another breath as the trail began to slope downward. The city below was starting to stir now. She could hear it—car doors slamming, dogs barking, someone playing music off their phone. Life returning to the streets. People getting ready for their days.

She was getting ready to ruin someone’s night. In her head, the promo wasn’t done. Not yet. Not until the last nail was hammered in. She looked up again, toward the arena, then started speaking aloud—like the camera was on her, like the world needed to hear. “You’ve made a career off survival, Bea. Off just being there. You were never the best in the ring. Never the best on the mic. But you were... consistent. Present. Dependable. The company knew what they were getting every time they booked you—same moves, same energy, same promos. Reliable. Predictable.” She tilted her head. “But predictable gets people hurt.”

Lilith crouched to tighten her laces again, though they didn’t need it. Just something to do with her hands as her mind caught fire. “I’m not going to surprise you, Bea. I’m going to devastate you. I’m going to walk down that ramp with my head high and my fists ready, and I’m going to remind everyone in that building—and everyone watching at home—that we’re done letting old reputations hog new opportunities.”

She rose slowly, brushing her palms together. “You had your time. You wasted it. Now it’s mine.” And it was. No more sharing space with people who coasted. No more handing over respect to those who hadn't evolved in a decade. No more playing the game just to stay in it.

Lilith and Kevin weren’t here to play. They were here to win. To dominate. To tear down and rebuild the very idea of what a team should be.

Real chemistry. Real hunger. Real danger. This was war.

“By the time I’m done with you, Bea,” Lilith whispered, “you’ll wish we were just another flavor-of-the-month team. You’ll wish this was about proving yourselves again. But you won’t get that chance.”

Because this wasn’t about proving the Barnharts wrong. It was about proving Lilith and Kevin were right. It was about finally putting to rest the idea that just showing up was enough. That longevity was a substitute for evolution. That people like Bill and Bea could keep skating on nostalgia and technicalities while others clawed their way up from the bottom.

Lilith had clawed. She had bled. She had bent and broken and rebuilt. Bea? She just... persisted. Stubbornly. Comfortably. Safely.

Tonight, that ended.

“I’m not here for your legacy,” Lilith said, the edge in her voice cutting like cold steel. “I’m here to write over it. To take every tired quote, every clumsy promo, every forgettable match—and replace it with something real. With something brutal. With something unforgettable.” She paused, then smiled to herself, sharp and certain. “And when it’s done? When the dust settles and you’re lying in that ring, wondering how it all slipped through your fingers? Don’t look to the ref. Don’t look to the crowd. Look at me. Look at us. And remember this moment.”

Because there would be no rematch. No redemption arc. No next time. This was the silencing. The end of the noise. The death of the illusion.

Lilith crested the final slope back toward town, heart steady, steps sure. Her hoodie fluttered in the rising breeze as the sun crept higher, painting the trail in gold and heat. Somewhere below, the arena was waiting. The ring was being set. The lights would soon come alive.

And so would she.

Her fingers curled into fists at her sides. Bea Barnhart wanted to talk about legacy every time she opened her mouth? Tonight, Lilith would teach her how to build one.

From the ground up.
From blood.
From silence.


And once the voices of their doubters were gone—Lilith would look into the lens, alongside Kevin who had just joined her, and say the one thing no one would dare deny after that bell rang: "We are the present. We are the future. And we’re done pretending we’re not already better than you ever were."

Fade to black.

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Climax Control Archives / Hell or High Water: Taking what I want.
« on: June 13, 2025, 09:42:24 PM »
JOURNAL ENTRY
Date: Unknown — Time doesn't matter when you're chasing the thrill.


They say the ring is where truths are revealed. They say the canvas doesn't lie. Every scar, every bruise, every ounce of pain—honest currency in a world where most wear masks. But tonight, I'm not lacing up my boots. I'm not wrapping my fists or psyching myself up for another battle. Tonight, I'm sitting in silence. Just me, this pen, and the storm I’ve been pretending wasn’t raging in my chest.

And God… that fire.

Kevin lit it.
 That son of a bitch—he lit it and walked away like it was just another matchstick in a pile of broken dreams. But I’m not letting it die. Not now. Not ever.

There was a time when I thought my name would fade. Just another girl in the endless line of bombshells who showed up, flared hot, and disappeared faster than they came. Wrestling is full of ghosts, and I didn’t want to be one. I wanted more. I deserved more.

But I didn't always believe that.

There were nights I stared at the ceiling wondering why I even bothered showing up. Nights where my body ached and my soul was too tired to argue with the pain. Nights where it seemed like no one noticed, no one cared. Where I felt like my name was barely a whisper in the halls of Sin City Wrestling—lost among the screams of louder, bolder women with bigger entourages and flashier gimmicks.

But then… Kevin. He didn’t come crashing into my life like a hero in some fairytale. He didn’t sweep me off my feet. That was never our style. He challenged me. Pushed me. Pissed me off. Made me feel like I was more than the role I’d resigned myself to playing. Like I was a wildfire just waiting for someone to stop trying to contain it and instead just… let it burn.

He saw me—not the show, not the mask, not the carefully curated version of Lilith I used to put on for the fans and the cameras. He saw the bruises I didn’t show. He read between the lines I never dared speak aloud. And that night—the one I’ll never forget—he looked me dead in the eyes and said, “You’ve got the kind of hunger that swallows lesser women whole. So what the hell are you waiting for?”

It wasn’t romantic. It was real. Raw. A punch to the gut that hurt in the best way.

That was the night I remembered who the hell I was.

So here I am. Sitting in the middle of a war I chose—a war I’m going to win. Not just for the glory. Not just for the title. But because every damn step I’ve taken led me here. To this moment. The Bombshell Division isn’t ready. They think they are. They think they’ve seen everything. But I’ve got something they can’t measure on a stat sheet or a highlight reel.

I’ve got fire.

And unlike most of them, I don’t run from it. I am it.

They parade around like queens, like icons, talking about legacy and dominance and sisterhood—whatever the flavor of the week is. I watch them preen for the cameras, throw shade on social media, pretend they’re untouchable. But I’ve seen what they look like when the lights go off. I’ve seen the fear behind their eyes when someone like me steps into the ring.

I don’t play the game the way they want me to.

I don’t kneel.

And maybe that’s why I’ve always felt like the outcast. Like I wasn’t made for this world but somehow forced my way into it anyway. I used to be ashamed of that. Now? It’s my greatest weapon. Because I’ve got nothing to lose—and everything to prove.

Kevin has told me, “You don’t need their crown. You’re a kingdom unto yourself.”

I didn’t understand it at first. I thought it was just some poetic bullshit meant to make me feel better after a tough loss. But the more I sat with it, the more it took root inside me. I’m not here to play nice. I’m not here to fit in. I’m not here to wait my turn. I’m here to carve my name into the walls of this place—whether they like it or not. Let them call me a problem. Let them label me difficult, dangerous, unstable. Let them write me off. It won’t matter when they’re flat on their backs, staring up at the lights, trying to figure out how the hell they lost to someone they didn’t even bother preparing for.

Because while they were practicing victory speeches and booking photo shoots, I was bleeding for this. Sacrificing for this. Burning for this. And no spotlight can outshine the kind of fire that’s been lit in my soul. Some nights, I still hear Kevin’s voice in my head. When the crowd fades and the adrenaline wears off. When the locker room is too quiet and I’m left alone with my thoughts.

“Don’t forget why you started, Lilith. Don’t forget who you are. Be the thing they fear, show them.. Show me you can stand on your own.”

As if I ever could. The truth is, I don’t fight for the fans. I don’t fight for the accolades or the paychecks.
I fight because it’s all I’ve ever known. Because the ring doesn’t lie to me. It doesn’t gaslight me. It doesn’t pretend. It’s the only place I’ve ever felt honest. Out there, under the heat of the lights, everything makes sense. Every scream, every strike, every pinfall—it’s all real. And for someone like me, who’s spent a lifetime being told she was too much or not enough, that kind of truth is everything.

They’ll remember me. One way or another.

Maybe not for the glitter or the drama or the press conferences. But they’ll remember what it felt like to stand across from me. To face me. They’ll remember the way I didn’t blink. The way I smiled when they thought they had me beat. The way I refused to break, even when they threw everything they had at me.

Because I’m not just another Bombshell.

I’m the warning they ignored.

I’m the storm they didn’t see coming.

I’m the reckoning they can’t stop.

And if Kevin’s reading this—if by some twist of fate, these words find their way to him—I hope he knows…

You lit the fire.
 And I’m not putting it out.

Not yet.

Not until they scream my name like it’s carved into legend.

Not until I’ve made damn sure that every woman who steps into that ring after me knows exactly who Lilith was—and why she could never be duplicated.

You believed in me when I didn’t believe in myself. You broke me open and showed me that even in the ruin, there was something worth saving. You didn’t save me, Kevin. You armed me.

And now?

Now they all get to find out what happens when the fire doesn’t die.

It consumes.

End Entry.

 But not the end.
Not even close.



“HELL OR HIGH WATER”
Location: Colorado Springs, Colorado – Off the Grid

The cold mountain air bit at Lilith’s skin as she stepped out onto the overlook, boots crunching over frost-hardened earth. Colorado Springs stretched beneath her, lit in patches by halogen street lamps and the faint pulse of neon far below. The sky above was a sea of storm clouds rolling in slow, quiet menace—bruised gray and roiling with promise. Lightning flickered somewhere over the Front Range in the distance. She inhaled, slow and steady, letting that cold sting her lungs, letting it wake something inside that hadn’t slept in weeks.

She wasn’t dressed for the cold—not really. Torn black jeans clung to her legs, her boots worn and mud-caked. Her jacket was leather, scuffed and scratched from too many nights spent on the road and in fights no one would ever document. Her dark hair was pulled back in a low braid that whipped slightly in the wind. Her fingers flexed at her sides—tight, then loose. It wasn’t nerves. It wasn’t hesitation. It was restraint.

There was a GoPro perched on a nearby rock, the red light glowing. Recording. Capturing everything. This wasn’t a show. This wasn’t some manufactured studio set or in-ring promo crafted for ratings.

This was Lilith.

Unfiltered.

Unforgiving.

Unstoppable.


She stood there in silence for a beat longer, eyes locked on the city as if she could already feel the shockwaves rippling outward from what she was about to say. And then, with her voice low and steady, she began.

“You know what’s funny?”

Her lips curled—not a smile. Something sharper. Something with teeth.

“I’m about twenty minutes away from the arena right now. While they’re testing the lights and setting up the entrance ramp, I’m up here… above it all. Not because I think I’m better. Not because I don’t belong down there. I am the storm they’re building the whole damn card around, they just don’t know it yet. No, I’m up here because I needed space. Space to breathe. Space to clear my head. Space to remind myself who I am before I step into that ring and make sure someone else forgets who they are.”

She shifted slightly, the wind tugging her coat back as she turned to face the camera, eyes like loaded guns.

“I’m talking about you, Mercedes.”

Her name hung in the air, heavy as thunder.

“Sin City Wrestling’s crown jewel. The so-called constant. A pillar of the Bombshell Division. You’ve lasted longer than most, and for that, I guess you deserve some credit. You’ve endured. You’ve weathered trends, roster overhauls, changing times. You’re still here. Still fighting. Still holding on.”

She stepped forward slowly, the camera tightening on her face.

“But here’s the truth no one wants to say out loud: you’re not the future. You’re the cautionary tale.”

A flash of lightning illuminated the peaks behind her—sharp and jagged as the tone in her voice.

“You’re what happens when someone refuses to let go, when someone holds on too long, thinking legacy alone makes them untouchable. You’ve turned survival into a brand. Longevity into an illusion of dominance. But this isn’t about how long you’ve been here, Mercedes. It’s about how fast I’m coming for everything you thought was safe.”

She crouched beside the overlook’s edge, picking up a rock and turning it over in her hand. It was smooth, cold, cracked through the middle. She stared at it for a long moment before letting it fall from her fingers, hearing it tumble into the abyss below.

“That’s what it feels like, doesn’t it? Watching the ground disappear beneath your feet. Watching the inevitable creep toward you while you cling to stats and name recognition like they’re armor. But they won’t save you. Not from me. Because I’m not the next chapter in your book, Mercedes.”

She stood.

“I’m the one who closes it.”

The camera followed her now as she walked slowly along the cliff’s edge, hands out of her pockets, voice steady but hardening.

“I’m not coming to Colorado Springs to steal your spotlight. I’m not coming to take your seat at the table. I’m coming to burn the whole table down. You’ve had your time. You’ve had your reigns, your matches, your moments. But now it’s my moment. And if the only way to get what I deserve is to tear your legacy apart brick by brick, then I’ll start swinging.”

Her eyes narrowed, ice cold.

“Because I’m done asking for opportunities. I’m done knocking on doors that were never going to open for someone like me. Hell or high water, I will get that title shot. And you? You’re the stepping stone. You’re the gatekeeper.”

She tilted her head.

“And I’m the one kicking the gate down.”

The wind picked up, howling now. It wrapped around her like something alive, her coat whipping back behind her as she stalked forward again. Her words came sharper now, like blades carving into skin.

“I’ve spent months watching the Bombshell Division pretend like I’m not a threat. I’ve heard the excuses. ‘Lilith hasn’t done enough. She hasn’t earned it. She’s not marketable enough. Not polished enough.’ Let me explain something.”

Her voice dipped low.

“I’m not here to be polished. I’m not here to smile on posters or sign deals with makeup brands. I’m not the division’s next PR win. I’m the one dragging it back to where it belongs: the fight. The blood. The grit. The war.”

She jabbed a finger at the camera.

“You want to talk about deserving a title shot? Let’s talk about what I’ve done to get here. Let’s talk about the nights I didn’t sleep. The days I trained until my knuckles bled. The battles no one recorded. The pain I didn’t post online because it wasn’t about getting sympathy—it was about building fire in my bones.”

She pressed her hand flat against her chest.

“That fire Kevin lit in me? It hasn’t dimmed. It hasn’t flickered. It’s a goddamn inferno now, and it’s spreading.”

She turned again, facing the city.

“Mercedes, you’re the match this whole company is watching. The ‘veteran showdown.’ The test. They say if I beat you, then maybe I deserve something. Maybe then, they’ll take me seriously.”

Her jaw tightened.

“But I’m not here to pass your test. I’m here to make an example out of you.”

Her breath fogged in the cold, but her eyes never lost their heat.

“When you’re lying on the mat, lungs empty, mind foggy, asking yourself what the hell just hit you—I want you to remember this moment. I want you to remember that I warned you. I gave you a chance to walk away with what little pride you had left. But you stayed.”

She stepped closer again, eyes locking directly with the lens.

“So now you’ll fall.”

For a moment, the wind died. A heavy stillness settled in. All you could hear was her breathing.

Slow. Purposeful. Controlled.

And then she spoke again, the weight of the world behind her voice.

“After I take you out, there will be no more debates. No more rankings to manipulate. No more ignoring the firestorm breathing down management’s neck.”

She raised her voice, not yelling—but commanding.

“You will give me my shot. Whether it’s handed to me in the middle of that ring or pried from the unconscious hands of whoever holds it, I will get it. I will force the spotlight on me, because I am not waiting anymore. Not in the shadows. Not behind someone else’s legacy. I am the one kicking the walls down now. I am the main event.”

She took a long pause. Lightning struck again in the distance, illuminating the jagged terrain beneath the mountains. A distant rumble echoed across the valley. Her voice dropped to a whisper, barely audible, but every word as sharp as broken glass.

“I didn’t come here to be remembered, you want that go to Alexandra Calaway. I came here to make damn sure no one ever forgets.”

Another long silence.

And then—quietly, solemnly—she said: “Hell or high water… I’m coming.”

She turned away from the camera, walking toward the edge one last time. The wind screamed louder now, carrying with it a promise of violence and transformation. She stood there a final moment, silhouetted against a canvas of lightning and stone and sky, before reaching over and clicking the camera off.

Darkness swallowed everything.


“MAKE THEM FEAR YOU”
Location: Abandoned warehouse gym. Colorado Springs. Night.

The warehouse was silent but alive with ghosts. Echoes of fists on heavy bags and guttural shouts from years past still clung to the crumbling concrete walls. Overhead, the hum of fluorescent lights battled the stillness, casting pale light across a dust-laced ring sitting dead-center like an altar. Outside, the night roared with wind, but in here, the only storm was building inside her.

Lilith’s breath steamed in the frigid air. Her hands trembled—not from fear, but from the strain of hours. The tape on her wrists was soaked through with sweat and streaks of red where her knuckles had split open. Her black tank top clung to her body, soaked through. Each breath tasted like iron and heat. She stood just outside the ropes, chest rising and falling like she’d been running through fire.

Inside the ring, Kevin was waiting.

He didn’t speak when she staggered back in. He didn’t have to. The set of his jaw, the calm in his eyes, the way he flexed the pads on his hands—it all said the same thing: You’re not done. Not even close.

Lilith climbed the apron and ducked between the ropes with the weight of gravity tripled. Her legs ached with each step, knees threatening to lock. Her body had already quit twice tonight, and he had made her drag it back both times.

“Combo three,” Kevin said, no inflection. “You know the drill.”

She nodded, wiped her mouth with the back of her taped hand, and took her stance. Then came the hits.

Jab. Cross. Hook. Elbow.

Again.

Harder.

Faster.


Kevin caught each strike cleanly, pushing her off-balance if she hesitated, slamming the pad against her arms when her guard dropped too slow. There were no words of encouragement. No praise. Only the sound of breath and pain and the harsh thuds echoing off the walls.

“Again.”

She fired the combo again. Her elbow landed with a wet crack, and her shoulder flared white-hot. But he didn’t stop her.

“Again.”

The numbers blurred. She didn’t know how many she’d thrown—only that her lungs were tightening, her vision was starting to narrow, and her fists felt like cinder blocks dragging her down.

Then she dropped.

Not dramatically—just a collapse of joints refusing to hold her up. She landed on one knee, her breath coming in short, gasping pulls.

Kevin didn’t move. He stared down at her with that same expressionless mask. “You finished?”

Lilith shook her head, even if every part of her body screamed otherwise.

“Then get up.”

She pushed, and it felt like trying to move a mountain. Her body didn’t want to obey. Her muscles had turned against her. But her will—the raw, bitter fire burning in her gut—had other plans.

When she stood again, she looked like hell.

Kevin didn’t flinch. He simply raised the pads.

“Combo five. Twenty reps. No breaks.”

Lilith opened her mouth to say something, maybe protest, maybe scream—but she swallowed it down. Words were useless here. The only thing that mattered was movement.

She launched into the combo—uppercut, cross, elbow, spinning backfist—and immediately stumbled.

Kevin didn’t correct her. He didn’t help. He just circled her like a vulture.

“Sloppy,” he muttered. “She’ll kill you like that.”

“I said—” she spat through clenched teeth, catching her balance.

“She’ll break you in two. Laugh while she does it. You’re not going to beat her like this. Not even close.”

Lilith’s breath turned to a snarl. She struck again. Cleaner.

He nodded. “Again.”

They went through the reps. She lost count. Somewhere after the thirteenth her legs went numb, her shoulders locked up, and still he kept counting. When she reached twenty, she fell back against the ropes and nearly slid to the mat.

Kevin didn’t stop.

“You want to know why they gave you Mercedes?” he asked, voice low but sharp. “Because they think she’ll chew you up. Because they think you’re fire with no control. Flash without burn. That she’ll humble you in front of everyone. They’re not throwing you a test, Lilith. They’re throwing you in the meat grinder to see what’s left when it spits you out.”

Lilith wiped sweat from her eyes, shaking her head.

“They’re wrong.”

“Are they?”

He stepped forward, pressing the mitts into her chest. “Prove it.”

And she did.

She came at him again, faster this time, fury in every strike. Her fists stopped being fists—they became weapons. Her elbow caught the edge of the pad and glanced off, nearly hitting his jaw. She saw the flicker of surprise in his eyes—and something darker. Satisfaction.

For a moment, the air between them turned electric. Not romantic. Not even personal.

Primal.

Kevin ripped the mitts off and tossed them. “That’s it. Now we spar.”

She hesitated. Her hands were shaking, her legs leaden.

“Now.”

They didn’t circle. They collided.

Kevin didn’t hold back. His palm strikes came hard, meant to knock her senseless, to break her rhythm. He swept her legs, caught her by the hair when she staggered, threw her against the ropes to see how fast she bounced back. When she hit the mat, she had to crawl.

“Get up.”

He wasn’t yelling. His voice never rose. That was the worst part—how clinical it all was. Like he was fine-tuning a weapon.

She launched back at him—wild, unbalanced. He punished her for it. A chop to the chest sent her stumbling. She came back again, more focused, more violent. She ducked his strike and landed one across his ribs. He smiled then—not warm. Not pleased. Just the barest flicker of approval.

He pressed her again. Over and over.

Until finally—she hit him hard enough to drop him to one knee.

Kevin rose slowly, rubbing his jaw, and stared at her like he was finally seeing what he’d been trying to pull out of her all along.

She stood across from him, blood in her mouth, soaked with sweat, chest heaving. But she wasn’t broken.

She was sharpened.

“You want that title shot?” he asked, voice low.

She nodded.

“Then you don’t beat Mercedes. You end her. You send a message so loud the whole damn Bombshell Division hears it in their bones.”

Lilith stared at him, her mouth a thin, bloodied line.

“I will.”

Kevin stepped forward and tapped two fingers against her temple.

“Think like a monster.”

Then he pressed them against her heart.

“Move like a killer.”

Finally, he pointed to the ring beneath their feet.

“Take everything. Give nothing back.”

She didn’t respond. She didn’t need to. Kevin stepped back through the ropes and out of the ring. His job for the night was done. He had dragged her to the edge of her own limits and made her look over. And now? Now she was ready to jump. Lilith turned and looked at herself in the mirror bolted to the wall across the ring. Her reflection didn’t look like a contender. It looked like something dangerous.

3
Rain drummed softly against the window of Dr. Harris’s office, a low, steady rhythm like a distant heartbeat. Lilith sat curled in the same leather chair, her knees drawn slightly in. She was dressed in black this time — a hoodie zipped halfway, sleeves pushed up. The air was tense, like something unspoken had been trailing her all morning.

Dr. Harris set down her pen and gave a gentle smile. “It’s good to see you again, Lilith.”

Lilith offered a slow nod. “I’ve been dreaming again.”

“About Wonderland?” He asked.

Lilith let out a hollow laugh. “Yeah. But it’s worse now. It’s not just the Red Queen anymore.”

Dr. Harris tilted her head slightly. “Tell me what you saw.”

Lilith’s eyes grew distant. “It’s like… I’m back in that warped place. But this time, the board is bigger. More players. Victoria’s still there — the Red Queen, regal and cruel. Every move she makes is calculated. She’s not just trying to win. She’s trying to erase me.”

Dr. Harris waited, patient.

“But then there’s Harper,” Lilith continued, her voice tightening. “She’s not loud like Victoria. She’s precise. Cold. She moves like a knight — one of those card soldiers. Everything she does is by the book. No wasted motion. She makes me feel… sloppy. Emotional. Weak.”

“And Song?” Dr. Harris asked.

Lilith’s lips pressed into a thin line. “She doesn’t even follow the rules. She’s the Jabberwocky — chaos made flesh. One second she’s laughing, the next she’s tearing the dream apart at the seams. She scares me the most, because I don’t know who she is until she’s already broken something.”

Dr. Harris’s gaze stayed steady. “Sounds like each of them represents something different. Something you’re wrestling with.”

Lilith let out a slow breath. “Victoria’s control. Harper’s discipline. Song’s unpredictability. And me? I’m just… Alice. Wandering around trying to figure out which version of myself I need to be to survive.”


Dr. Harris leaned forward slightly. “What if you’re not meant to become them? What if you’re meant to confront what they bring out in you?”

Lilith was quiet for a long moment. “That’s the thing. I know what they trigger. Victoria makes me feel like I have to dominate just to matter. Harper makes me second-guess every instinct I have. And Song — she’s like the part of me I’ve always been afraid of. The unhinged part. The one that doesn’t know when to stop.”

“You’ve just described three very real parts of the human psyche,” Dr. Harris said gently. “The tyrant. The perfectionist. The chaos.”

Lilith blinked.

“Victoria is the part of you that believes power is only real when it controls. Harper is the part that fears mistakes so much, she’d rather feel nothing than risk failure. And Song? She’s the impulse to burn it all down when the pain becomes too much.”

Lilith’s throat tightened. “So they’re not just my opponents. They’re me.”

“In some way, yes,” Dr. Harris said. “Or at least, reflections of the conflicts inside you.”

Lilith sat back, her hand rubbing absently at her temple. “God. No wonder I’m exhausted.”

“Fighting them in the ring is only part of it,” Dr. Harris said. “Fighting what they represent inside you — that’s where the real weight lies.

Lilith’s voice was low. “I don’t know if I can do all of that. I thought I just had to be stronger. Hit harder. But now it feels like I have to untangle my whole identity just to get through one match.”

“It’s not about untangling all at once,” Dr. Harris said. “It’s about recognizing what part of you each of these women brings to the surface — and choosing what you want to do with that.”

Lilith swallowed. “Victoria makes me want to fight dirty.”

Dr. Harris raised an eyebrow.

“Not like… literally,” Lilith clarified. “Just — emotionally. She gets under my skin. Makes me want to become like her, just to prove I can.”

“But then you’d be giving her the narrative.”

Lilith nodded slowly. “Yeah.”

“And Harper?” Dr. Harris prompted.

Lilith sighed. “She makes me feel like I’ll never be enough. She’s so clean. Controlled. Like everything I’m not. When I watch her train, she’s surgical. I feel like a street brawler next to her.”

“Is there anything about her that you admire?”

Lilith hesitated. “Her discipline. I just… I hate how small she makes me feel.”

“And Song?”

Lilith closed her eyes. “She makes me afraid of myself. There’s something in her that I recognize. That need to destroy before being destroyed. Sometimes, I look at her and wonder if that’s where I’m headed if I lose my grip.”

Dr. Harris let a moment pass. “What do you fear happens if you lose control?”

Lilith’s jaw clenched. “I stop caring. About the fight. About who gets hurt. About myself.”

Dr. Harris’s voice softened. “You’ve spent so long being the underdog that you’ve tied your identity to the struggle. But what happens if you’re no longer clawing your way up? Who are you without the fight?”

Lilith opened her mouth — then paused. “I don’t know.”

“Maybe that’s what this match is really about,” Dr. Harris said. “Not proving you can beat Victoria, or out-discipline Harper, or outwit Song. But proving that Lilith Locke can stand in the center of all those forces — and still be herself.”

Lilith breathed out slowly. “Even if I lose?”

“Especially if you lose,” Dr. Harris said. “Because that’s where identity is tested most — when things don’t go your way.”

Lilith nodded, a faint flicker of resolve building behind her tired eyes.

“You said something last time,” Dr. Harris continued. “That you wanted to face them not just with strength, but with heart. Does that still feel true?”

Lilith thought. “More than ever. Because if I walk out of that ring, even in defeat, but still knowing I chose me… then maybe that’s a win too.”

Dr. Harris smiled. “That’s what Alice did, after all. She didn’t conquer Wonderland. She woke up from it.”

Lilith looked toward the window, where the rain had softened to mist. “Maybe I don’t need to beat the Red Queen. Maybe I just need to show her — and everyone else — that I don’t belong to her world.”

“She plays a game of fear,” Dr. Harris said. “But you don’t have to.”

Lilith stood slowly, a different kind of tension in her shoulders now. Not the weight of dread — but the tension of someone readying herself for something deeper than a match.

“You’re not alone in this,” Dr. Harris reminded her gently. “Even when it feels like it.”

Lilith gave a small nod. “I don’t need to be Alice becoming the queen. I need to be the girl who learned to survive the madness — and still walked away with her name intact.”

“And that,” Dr. Harris said with warmth, “is power.”

Lilith smiled faintly, tilting her head to the side. “Time to flip the board.”



I. Descent into the Dream

The air shimmered with electricity, soft ripples undulating across reality as Lilith Locke drifted into unconsciousness. One moment, she was lying in her bed, staring at the ceiling, the shadows of self-doubt wrapping around her like cold vines. Her fingers curled instinctively around the edge of the blanket, as if anchoring herself to the waking world. Her heart pounded with questions she had no words for. Who was she when no one was watching? What waited for her in the silence?

Then everything shifted.

The still darkness of her room peeled away like paper, and she was somewhere else entirely.

A forest of glass trees stretched around her, the trunks smooth and impossibly tall, their branches clinking like wind chimes in a phantom breeze. Shards of amber and jade glittered among the foliage, casting fractured beams of light that danced across her skin. The air tasted like static and something sweet — like honeysuckle mixed with ozone.

Her boots crunched softly on a path of crushed gemstones, each step echoing with crystalline resonance. Lilith glanced down — the ground beneath her shimmered, as though the path had been paved with the remnants of forgotten dreams. Above her, the sky was not sky but water — an immense ocean suspended upside down. Silver fish swam lazily through cloudlike currents, their scales catching the bioluminescent glow of drifting seaweed. A whale the size of a cathedral passed silently overhead, its call reverberating through her chest like a distant drumbeat.

Her breath fogged in front of her, though the air was neither hot nor cold. She walked forward, not out of curiosity but compulsion, the weight of something vast and unknown dragging at her shoulders. She didn’t remember deciding to move — the dream moved her. It was like being carried by a tide beneath the surface of her own mind.

Whispers echoed faintly around her. Not voices, but fragments — her own thoughts, looping back at her in twisted echoes: You’re not ready. You’ll fall apart. You’re alone.

She clenched her fists and kept walking.

Soon, the trees thinned, revealing a clearing encircled by ancient stone pillars wrapped in silver vines. At the center, the path forked into three. Each path pulsed with ominous energy, as if alive with intent. Above them floated three symbols, suspended midair: a crimson crown glowing like a dying star, its facets pulsing with heat and menace; a silver sword, perfectly still, humming with restrained force as though waiting to be drawn; and a swirling vortex of shifting color, chaotic and hypnotic, that seemed to spin in time with her heartbeat.

Lilith stared at them, her breath shallow. She didn’t know what lay beyond each path — not exactly. But she knew what they meant. Not intellectually, but emotionally. Viscerally. These symbols were her. Or at least, pieces of her. They tugged at memories she’d buried, fears she’d silenced, desires she’d disguised as ambition.

The crown. The need to prove herself, to be seen, to conquer not just her enemies but the whispering voices inside.

The sword. Discipline. Control. The mask she wore so no one would see her flinch.

The vortex. Chaos. Emotion. The part of her that danced on the edge of losing herself completely.

Lilith swallowed, her throat dry. She could turn back. She could let the dream fade. But she knew — this wasn’t just a dream. It was a reckoning. A trial.

She squared her shoulders.

"Okay," she whispered to herself, steeling her jaw as the wind stirred her hair. "Let’s get this over with."

She stepped toward the path of the crown, and the world shifted again. Lilith stepped onto the path of the crown. The ground beneath her boots turned from gemstone to marble, then to crimson velvet. The forest vanished like smoke, replaced by the grandeur of an immense palace corridor. The walls stretched upward, impossibly tall, draped in banners of red silk and stitched gold. The air was perfumed with roses — heavy, almost cloying — and the scent carried an undertone of iron.

The carpet squished beneath her feet, thick and plush like a tongue. Mirrors lined the hallway, but none reflected her true form. Instead, in each one stood Victoria — the Red Queen — watching her with cold, amused disdain. She changed in each reflection: in some, dressed in armor; in others, draped in royal finery; but always with the same smirk, the same unrelenting judgment.

Lilith moved forward. The deeper she went, the heavier the air became, pressing against her chest like invisible hands. Her lungs burned. Her insecurities whispered with every step.

You’ll never be her. You’ll never be enough.

The doors at the end of the hall flew open with a whipcrack that echoed through her bones. Beyond them sprawled a throne room — a cathedral of ambition. Crimson light poured through stained-glass windows shaped like swords, and every surface gleamed with polished arrogance. The ceiling arched like a cathedral’s dome, but instead of saints and angels, the mural above depicted Lilith herself — in varying poses of defeat.

At the center, a throne clawed its way toward the sky. It was monstrous — a skeletal structure of thorns, bones, and molten gold. And upon it sat Victoria. Regal. Imposing. Her crimson gown billowed like fire, woven from living roses whose thorns pierced her skin. She bled, but wore it like a crown.

“Late, as always,” she purred, her voice like wine over broken glass. Her eyes gleamed — sharp enough to pierce through armor and skin.

Lilith straightened, her voice steady. “I didn’t come here to bow.”

Victoria descended the steps, every movement a calculated display of dominance. “Oh, I don’t want your submission,” she said, circling Lilith like a shark. “I want your acknowledgment. That you want to be me.”

“I don’t,” Lilith spat, but the words trembled on her tongue.

Victoria smiled, slow and knowing. “You do. You want the crown. The power. The control. Don’t lie — it’s the only way you can make sense of the chaos around you. Isn’t it?”

Lilith turned to follow her movements, resisting the rising panic. “Wanting power doesn’t mean I want to become a tyrant.”

“No?” Victoria tilted her head. “You fight to be seen, to win, to dominate the narrative — every move you make is about control. About silencing the voice inside that says you’re not enough.”

“That voice isn’t me.”

“It is. And I am the version of you that answers it. I am what you become when you stop pretending to be small.”

Lilith flinched as the mirrors in the room began to shimmer. Each one now reflected her — not Victoria — but distorted. In some she was monstrous, eyes hollow with ambition. In others, she was regal, untouchable. In one, she wore Victoria’s crown.

“I don’t want to rule through fear,” Lilith said, voice shaking. “I want to rise because I’ve earned it.”

Victoria paused, and for a moment, her expression flickered. “Then earn it,” she said, her tone suddenly sharp. “But know this — compassion makes you weak. You hesitate, you fall. That’s the truth.”

Lilith stepped closer. “Compassion isn’t weakness. It’s courage. Without it, the crown is just a cage.”

The air cracked. The palace trembled. The mirrors shattered, one by one, shards raining like stars. The throne split down the middle. Victoria’s crown tilted — just slightly — and the roses on her dress began to wilt.

“Without control,” she hissed, “you are nothing.”

“Without compassion,” Lilith said firmly, “you’re alone.”

A gust of wind tore through the hall, and the walls peeled away like pages. Light surged around her, blinding and cleansing. Victoria’s figure dissolved into petals and smoke.

Lilith stood in the center of the crumbling throne room, breath heaving, heart pounding. For a brief moment, she felt both heavier and lighter — as if she’d shed a skin she didn’t know she was wearing.

Then the dream shifted again, carrying her into the next trial.

III. The Silver Sword: Facing the Knight

Lilith landed hard on a field of obsidian sand, the impact driving the air from her lungs. She coughed, struggling to her knees as wind cut across her skin like razors. The sky above was an endless eclipse — a black sun suspended in a halo of frozen fire, casting the battlefield in shifting hues of silver and shadow.

At the center of the field stood Harper — the Playing Card Knight. Her armor gleamed like liquid mercury, etched with intricate patterns resembling suits of cards. Her helmet visor hid her eyes, but the rest of her body radiated rigidity. Precision. Resolve. She stood as if carved from the code of a warrior’s creed.

Harper did not speak. She simply raised her sword. It pulsed with white fire, humming with a note that rang deep in Lilith’s bones.

Lilith slowly rose to her feet, brushing grit from her palms. “Do I get to ask questions this time, or are we just going straight into judgment?”

Harper charged.

The first clash struck like a thunderclap. Steel against something deeper — spirit, will. Lilith barely dodged, her instincts saving her from a devastating blow. Harper’s movements were mechanical perfection — every strike measured, elegant, lethal.

“You think discipline is cold,” Harper’s voice echoed between attacks, like metal dragged across stone. “But it’s what saves you when the chaos comes.”

Lilith grunted, rolling out of the way of a sweeping strike. “No, I think it’s what isolates you. What turns people into statues.”

Another clash. Sparks flew, and the impact reverberated through her arms.

“You flail through life,” Harper growled, her voice now edged with disdain. “No structure. No plan. Just emotion. Chaos. Reaction.”

“I feel everything,” Lilith shot back, ducking low and delivering a desperate counterstrike. “That’s not weakness — that’s strength. That’s what makes me human.”

“You think strength comes from passion?” Harper thundered, knocking Lilith’s weapon from her hand and slamming her to the ground. “You’ll burn out. You’ll break.”

Lilith gasped, pinned beneath the knight’s weight. Her muscles screamed. The sword hovered over her chest, a glowing judgment.

“No,” she said, voice cracking, “I’ll burn bright.”

With a guttural cry, she surged upward, grabbing the burning blade with both hands. Pain seared through her palms, white-hot and blinding — but she held on. Her fingers tightened despite the agony.

“I respect discipline,” she said through clenched teeth, eyes blazing, “but I won’t let it own me.”

For a moment, everything froze.

Then — a hairline crack split down the front of Harper’s helmet. The armor trembled. Slowly, the visor fell away, clanging softly to the ground.

Beneath it was not Harper’s face.

It was Lilith’s.

Not the defiant Lilith, not the firebrand. But a tired, quiet version. Worn down. Hollow-eyed. Still standing, but at what cost?

Lilith stared at herself. She offered a hand.

The mirrored Harper hesitated… then took it.

The obsidian battlefield rippled. The sword’s flame extinguished. The sky uncoiled like a ribbon. And the ground gave way.

Lilith fell, once more.

Onward to the next reckoning.

IV. The Swirling Vortex: Embracing the Chaos

Lilith’s sense of footing dissolved entirely. The ground beneath her vanished like mist, and with it, any illusion of safety or stability. She found herself suspended in a realm that defied the laws she knew — a boundless void without horizon, without gravity, where nothing was fixed. Instead, she drifted weightlessly, adrift in a sea of sensation and memory.

Colors roiled around her in impossible hues — iridescent blues that shifted into burning oranges, deep purples bleeding into molten gold. The air hummed, thick with electricity and emotion, pulsing in rhythm with her heartbeat. Images flashed past in bursts: a childhood laugh echoing down a sunlit hallway; the sharp sting of tears beneath a bruised eye; a triumphant scream beneath bright arena lights; the cold loneliness of an empty room. Each memory was a starburst of light and shadow, woven tightly with the others into a tapestry of who she was.

Lilith’s breath came unevenly, though the void had no air. She felt raw, exposed — like every hidden corner of herself was turned inside out. It was disorienting, frightening. Yet beneath the fear, there was a strange beauty: a wild, vibrant pulse of life.

From this chaos emerged Song.

She was a tempest incarnate — shifting, elusive, untamable. One moment, Song was a child, her feet bare and dancing lightly across a meadow of impossible flowers that bloomed and faded in seconds. Her laughter was pure, ringing like crystal bells, carrying a sense of wonder and freedom.

Then, like a thunderclap, Song morphed. Her skin cracked like fractured glass, revealing a monstrous form beneath — sharp claws dripping shards of light, eyes blazing with fierce, untethered energy. Her voice split and multiplied, echoing in the void: playful, cruel, haunting.

“I am freedom!” Song cried, spinning in a cyclone of color and sound. “I am the storm you bury under layers of calm and control! The chaos you deny but cannot escape!”

Lilith reached out instinctively, fingers brushing against the swirling winds of the vortex. The storm tugged at her with a magnetic pull, wild and disorienting. “I’m not trying to bury you,” she said softly, voice trembling but steady. “I want to understand. I want to know why you’re here.”

Song’s laughter twisted, a mixture of mirth and menace that sent ripples through the air. “Understand? You think you can box me into reason? No. You want order, rules, control. You want to cage me so you can breathe easy.”

Lilith’s chest tightened. “I don’t want control to suffocate me. I want peace.”

“Peace?” Song’s many faces flickered, contorting into masks of rage and sorrow. “Peace is a graveyard! Stillness that kills the soul! You fear me because I am the unknown, the chaos you refuse to face.”

Lilith closed her eyes, summoning courage from the storm within. “I fear you because you remind me of all the parts of myself I keep locked away — the anger, the vulnerability, the unpredictability. But you’re not the enemy. You’re a part of me.”

A moment of silence stretched between them. Song’s form softened, swirling slower, the harsh edges melting into shimmering light. “You fear losing control,” she whispered. “But control is an illusion. You cannot master the storm — only learn to dance with it.”

Lilith felt tears welling in her eyes, not of sorrow but release. “I want to stop fighting you. I want to embrace who I am — the chaos and the calm.”

Song extended a hand, her form shifting between childlike grace and fierce power. Lilith took it without hesitation. The vortex around them exploded into radiant light, wrapping Lilith in warmth and energy.

She felt whole.

The chaos no longer threatened her but gave her strength. It was the fire that forged her resilience, the river that carried her forward. The storm was not something to control or fear — it was a part of the journey, as vital as the quiet moments of peace she craved.

Lilith opened her eyes and smiled, a fierce, serene smile that spoke of acceptance and power. She was a fighter. A dreamer. A survivor. Not in spite of the chaos, but because of it.

And in that swirling vortex, she found herself — complete, unbroken, ready.

V. Integration and Awakening

Lilith stood once more at the crossroads.

But this time, the landscape around her had changed. The air no longer crackled with tension or uncertainty; it was still—reverent, as though the dream itself waited in silence to witness her next breath. The trees around the clearing, once glassy and cold, had softened into shapes of living crystal, pulsing with color and life. The path beneath her feet felt solid, real, not made of illusion but of choices—of truths faced and trials survived.

And above her, the three symbols hovered. The crimson crown, the silver sword, and the swirling vortex. No longer rigid in place, no longer tugging her in separate directions, they now orbited her slowly like celestial bodies. Each pulsed with steady light—different, yet in perfect harmony. She didn’t flinch from them. She didn’t brace. She simply stood in their presence, her shoulders squared, her spine tall.

They were no longer adversaries.

They were hers.

The crown had once dazzled her with the promise of supremacy—of recognition, of victory at any cost. Now, its glow was gentler, dignified. Not the hollow radiance of ego, but the deep, earned light of self-worth. Lilith reached toward it and felt the warmth of validation—not from the world, but from herself. She was allowed to want to win. She was allowed to lead. Power didn’t make her unworthy. It made her responsible.

The sword gleamed with sharper clarity than before, its edge no longer a threat but a boundary. Discipline. Integrity. Devotion to the craft. Lilith understood now—it hadn’t come to punish her, but to anchor her. To give shape to her fire without extinguishing it. She thought of Harper—the mask, the armor, the rules. And she thought of the vulnerability behind that visor. She bowed her head for a moment, in respect. In acceptance.

Then there was the vortex. The living chaos. It still spun wild and beautiful, a storm of sensation and raw emotion. The Song. The fear. The fire. Lilith stepped closer, not to contain it—but to feel it. To join it. Inside that whirlpool had been her oldest wounds—grief she had denied, rage she had misnamed, joy she had distrusted. Now she let them surge through her, no longer something to cage, but something to channel.

Her eyes welled again, but she didn’t wipe the tears away. They weren’t signs of weakness. They were proof that she still felt, still cared, still fought.

A wind swept through the crossroads. Not cold. Not warm. Just real. It rustled her hair and rippled her clothes, carrying with it the scent of earth after rain, the smell of possibility. The dream had given her what it could. The time for questions was over. It was time for answers—her answers.

She exhaled, long and slow. It felt like shedding a skin. Beneath the weight of the moment, something uncoiled in her chest—grief, maybe. Or relief. Or a kind of love she hadn’t known how to name before now.

Acceptance.

She opened her arms, and the symbols came to her—not to be wielded, not to be dominated, but to be welcomed. They entered her body in waves of light: the crown settling in her heart like a sun, the sword fusing into her spine like steel, the vortex unfolding behind her eyes like galaxies. She didn’t need to become them.

She already was.

Above her, the sky shifted. The endless sea turned once more to sky, a sunrise breaking gently over a dreamscape horizon. But this was no ordinary dawn. The colors were richer, impossibly vivid—amethyst clouds lit with golden fire, cerulean winds curling like silk. The world itself seemed to exhale with her.

The dream did not end. It completed.

And in that moment, Lilith woke.

Her breath hitched. Tears lined her cheeks, cool against skin flushed with sleep. She didn’t wipe them away. These weren’t tears of sorrow. They were the kind of tears that came when you finally saw yourself clearly. When you stopped hiding from your reflection.

She looked around the room slowly while in bed. The real world wrapped around her, familiar and different. The ache in her body was still there—bruises from training, stiffness from restless nights—but the ache in her spirit was gone. In its place was something solid. Grounded.

She was ready.

Not just for the match. Not just to step into the ring. She was ready to face the voices, the doubts, the expectations. She was ready to carry everything she had seen, everything she had felt, into the waking world—not as burdens, but as truths.

Because she was no longer trying to be Alice. No longer trying to follow the story someone else had written for her. She was done shrinking. Done compartmentalizing.

She had walked through her Wonderland. Through every mirror. Every monster.

She had faced her queens and knights, her chaos and her grief.

And she had come out the other side.

Not unscarred.

But whole.

Not perfect.

But true.

And that—she now knew—was what real strength looked like.

...eyes opened.

She lay still for only a second. One breath. Two. Then she sat up.

No hesitation. No confusion. Just clarity — like the calm that settles after a storm has torn through everything false and left only truth behind.

The room around her was unchanged: the same cracked ceiling, the scent of sweat and steel in the air. But she had changed. And the fire in her chest wasn’t fear — it was fuel.

Lilith swung her legs over the side of the bed, planting her feet on the cold floor like a declaration. She didn’t shake. Didn’t blink. Her hands, once clenched in doubt, were steady now. Ready.

Tonight was the match.

She pulled on her gear in silence. Every strap, every buckle, every layer — not just armor, but ritual. A way of saying: I’m still here. I know who I am now.

In the mirror, she met her own gaze. No masks. No echo of Victoria’s crown, Harper’s helmet, or Song’s storm. Just Lilith — fire and steel and soul.

“I’m not walking in to prove I belong,” she said aloud. “I know I do.”

Her voice didn’t waver.

“They’re expecting the fighter who flinched. The girl who second-guessed. The chaos they could control. But I’ve danced with all of it now. And I didn’t break. I built something.”

Her lips curled into a slow, unshakable smile.

“This match isn’t a test. It’s a conclusion. Of everything they tried to make me forget.”

She stood, a storm contained in a body of discipline. A queen who chose her own crown. A warrior who fought with open hands. A storm that no longer raged — but roared on command.

Lilith opened the door.

Time to win.

She stepped into the hallway, each footfall deliberate, her shadow stretching long behind her like a legend catching up. The hum of distant lights overhead didn’t buzz — it thrummed, pulsing with the same rhythm in her chest. Every sense was sharpened. The world didn’t blur now; it came into focus.

As she walked, memories flickered — every loss, every sneer, every time they said she wasn’t enough. Not fuel for rage, but reminders. Markers of how far she’d come.

This wasn’t about proving them wrong.

It was about proving herself right.

And she would.

4
Sleep Perchance to Dream

The small hotel room in Amsterdam felt both foreign and familiar. Lilith Locke sat on the edge of the narrow bed, the hum of distant city life seeping through the thin walls. Her eyes traced the faded pattern of the worn quilt as exhaustion weighed down her limbs. The adrenaline from tonight’s match—the moment she pinned Victoria Lyons—still pulsed faintly in her veins, but now her body demanded rest.

She ran her fingers through her dark hair, the strands still damp from sweat and effort. Her mind replayed the match in fragmented flashes: the roaring crowd, the crushing impact, the shock of victory. It felt surreal—like stepping through a veil between two worlds. Victoria’s glare burned at the edges of her memory, a reminder that this was only the beginning.

“Goodnight sweet Queen.. Soon we will dance.. And your reign will end..”

Lilith stood and moved toward the window. Outside, Amsterdam’s canals shimmered under the moonlight, the ancient city breathing quietly beneath the stars. She took a slow breath, feeling the cool air seep through the cracked glass. In this moment, alone and vulnerable, the weight of everything she carried—the expectations, the fears, the hope—settled like a stone in her chest. She wondered where he was, if he was thinking of her.

“Goodnight Kevin… soon my love.”

She climbed back into bed, pulling the covers close. Her heartbeat slowed, but her thoughts raced, tangled in doubt and determination. Was she ready for what came next? Could she face the challenges Victoria and the others would bring? Her eyes fluttered shut, surrendering to sleep’s pull.

And as the city whispered outside, Lilith slipped into a dreamscape where reality twisted—where Wonderland waited, and the Queen’s Gambit was far from over.


CHAPTER I: THE FALL

There was a teacup.

Delicate, porcelain. Cracked.

Spinning slowly in midair like it was caught between time and truth, suspended by some unseen force that defied logic, gravity, and sanity alike.

Lilith Locke blinked at it, wide-eyed. Her breath trembled in her throat, fogging the cold air around her lips. She stood in the center of a vast checkerboard floor — black and white tiles that shimmered beneath her bare feet like they were made of glass and bone. The pattern stretched far beyond the visible horizon, bleeding into a lavender sky streaked with gold lightning and veins of something... red.

The world groaned, as if it had been turned inside out.

"I was just in Amsterdam," she whispered, her voice hanging in the air like smoke.

She remembered the moment vividly — the roar of the crowd, the shock in Victoria Lyons' eyes, the three count. She'd done the impossible. She'd beaten the Queen. And then — then it all shattered like a mirror, and she was here.

Wherever here was.

She looked down.

The hem of her dress — blue, Victorian, strangely elegant with delicate frills and a cinched corset — swayed gently in a wind that didn’t exist. Her fingernails were painted black. Her boots had laces that twisted like vines. There was a faint hum beneath her skin, like she was vibrating slightly out of step with reality.

Lilith Locke, once again, had fallen down the rabbit hole.

This wasn’t the first time she'd slipped into madness — but it was the first time it welcomed her back like an old friend.

The air smelled like static and sugared decay. Time didn’t tick here — it dripped. Her surroundings pulsed like a heartbeat, each second a little too slow, a little too loud.

She turned in slow circles, eyes scanning the surreal world around her. The trees in the distance were not trees at all — they were mirror shards, towering and crooked, reflecting distorted versions of herself back at her. In one, she was crying. In another, laughing maniacally. And in a third, she was standing triumphant — crown tilted on her head, blood on her hands.

“Where am I?” she murmured, though no answer came.

Somewhere beyond the mirrors, a music box played. A lullaby. But it was wrong. Off-key, backwards — like someone trying to remember a tune they’d only heard in a nightmare.

"Hello?" she called out louder, voice steady now despite the strangeness. Her shadow stretched behind her like it was trying to crawl away, flickering out of sync, delayed.

Then a whisper, almost too soft to hear: “The game has already begun.”

Her breath caught.

And the teacup?

Still spinning. Still cracking.

And somewhere, far above or perhaps deep within, the Red Queen smiled.

CHAPTER II: THE RED QUEEN’S GAME

The chessboard shifted beneath Lilith’s feet — the once-still squares began to flip like trapdoors, some falling away into endless voids, others rising like broken teeth jutting from a maw. Each move threatened to throw her off balance, a test of footing, of will. A rumble rolled beneath the surface as if the world itself was a living creature stirring from sleep.

In the distance, framed against a fractured horizon, rose a castle — massive and unnatural. Crimson and bone were its foundation, with jagged spires like claws tearing through the sky. Its towers twisted impossibly upward, scraping clouds that bled gold and ink. Around its base sprawled a garden, if it could be called that — thorned vines writhed like serpents, and the roses were withered, blackened, and dripping red. Not dew. Blood.

Then the voice came.

“OFF WITH HER HEAD!”

Lilith’s head snapped up.

There, on the tallest balcony overlooking the twisted landscape, stood the Red Queen — Victoria Lyons.
Her silhouette was regal and terrifying. Draped in a floor-length gown of blood-red crushed velvet, the fabric shimmered with malevolence. Gold filigree traced up her arms like veins, and jagged shoulder spikes curved like fangs. A crown of thorns rested upon her brow, sinking into her scalp — a symbol of both her dominance and her cruelty. And that smile. That smirk. Arrogant. Dismissive. Like nothing here could touch her.

“The Queen of the Roulette Division,” Lilith muttered, fists curling at her sides. “Victoria Lyons. Of course.”

Victoria raised a scepter shaped like a bishop’s staff, though it ended in a sharp dagger instead of a cross. Her voice crackled across the sky, thick with condescension.

“You thought you’d won in Amsterdam, didn’t you?” she sneered. “That one pinfall — one mistake — made you my equal?” Her laughter echoed like breaking glass. “Oh, sweet little Lilith… This is my Wonderland now. And you are just a trespasser in it.”

Lilith took a step forward.

“No,” she whispered, voice gathering strength. “It’s not your Wonderland anymore.”

The ground responded.

The roses hissed and thrashed. The sky cracked like porcelain under pressure. Thunder, though there were no clouds. Behind Victoria, statues of former champions — stone effigies twisted into tortured poses — trembled. Hairline fractures formed across their surfaces before they shattered completely, crumbling into dust. Each fallen figure was a monument to an empire Victoria thought eternal — now collapsing in the presence of defiance.

Lilith’s defiance.

The Red Queen’s smirk faltered — just slightly — as if she had felt something shift.

She raised her scepter high.

A beam of blinding light erupted from its tip, slicing the air in a scream of magic and fury. The castle walls pulsed. The board beneath Lilith’s feet began to tremble.

This was no dream.

The match had already begun.

And Lilith Locke wasn’t here to play by the Queen’s rules anymore.

CHAPTER III: THE CARD KNIGHT

From the brambles, something stirred — a ripple in the thorned silence.

Then a rustle. A deliberate sound, too exact to be natural.

A figure emerged from the shifting maze of blackened vines and blood-soaked roses, her presence as precise as a blade drawn from its sheath. Her footfalls landed with the finality of a gavel, each step echoing like the drumbeats of an execution parade.

Harper Mason.

But not quite.

This was not the Harper Lilith had faced under the harsh lights of a wrestling ring. This was something else entirely — something reshaped, reframed, and rearmed by the rules of this distorted Wonderland.

She was suited in gleaming armor, her form encased in polished steel painted with crimson hearts and gleaming diamonds. A living Playing Card — the Queen’s loyal Knight. Her helmet was a half-mask, molded to show one side of her face while obscuring the other — a symbol of duality, of control and suppression. Her eyes gleamed like rubies cut to perfection, sharp and unyielding.

“You don’t belong here, Locke,” Knight Harper said, voice flat and stripped of anything human. “The Queen has made her move. There’s no room for wild pieces on her board.”

Lilith tilted her head, a crooked smile tugging at her lips. “Funny,” she replied, voice soft and amused, “I was just thinking how much this place needs to be wilded.”

They circled each other, two predators with different instincts. Harper moved like a metronome — clean, measured, every gesture a study in discipline and control. Lilith, by contrast, was unpredictable. Her steps were light, dancing. She moved with the grace of a whisper and the danger of a scream.

“Tell me something, Harper,” Lilith said, her tone teasing but edged. “Do you ever get tired of being a soldier in someone else’s story? Don’t you ever wonder what you’d be without her leash around your neck?”

Knight Harper’s eyes flickered. Barely. But it was there.

“Better a soldier than a dreamer choking on fantasy,” she snapped. “This world is built on order. On hierarchy. You don’t belong in it — you never did.”

“Maybe not,” Lilith said. “But doesn’t that make me exactly what it needs?”

Then the clash.

It came without warning — sudden and vicious. Harper lunged forward, blade flashing in the twisted daylight, a swipe meant to end the conversation. Lilith ducked beneath it, rolled to the side, and kicked upward, her boot connecting square with Harper’s ribs. The impact echoed like a gunshot. Harper staggered but held firm, armored boot sliding back to catch her stance.

Lilith grabbed a broken tile from the chessboard — it elongated in her grip, transforming into a jagged, crystalline sword of thought and rebellion. She brought it up just in time to block Harper’s next strike.

Steel met madness.

Sparks erupted with each clash, lighting the battlefield like fireworks at a funeral. They moved in a violent rhythm, logic and chaos colliding in bursts of breath and fury.

And as they fought — as the Queen’s Knight clashed with the rogue Alice — Lilith saw something deeper. A tremor in Harper’s swing when Victoria’s name was invoked. A hesitation in the kill shot. A shadow behind those ruby eyes.

Doubt.

It was buried beneath duty and armor, but it was there.

And Lilith smiled — not because she had won, but because the cracks had begun to show.

CHAPTER IV: THE JABBERWOCKY

The ground trembled.

It was not a gentle shake, but a deep, bone-humming quake that rolled across the checkerboard earth like a warning. The sky, already unstable, darkened to bruised purple as the clouds convulsed, folding in on themselves like paper burned at the edges. The wind shrieked, sharp and discordant, carrying with it the sound of leaves torn from trees — only these trees bled when wounded.

Then, as if summoned by the dread in the air, the trees parted.

Something massive moved between them — something primal, ancient. A beast stepped into the clearing, and the dreamscape bowed in its presence. Towering, scaled, and terrible, it walked with the grace of a predator that knew it had nothing to fear. Its wings shimmered like jagged glass, translucent and cruel, reflecting twisted versions of the world around it. Claws dug into the tile beneath it, leaving trails of broken time and splintered thought.

Its eyes locked on Lilith. They pulsed with otherworldly light — ancient, intelligent, hungry.

“Song…” Lilith breathed.

Or what was left of her.

No, this wasn’t just Song. This was a nightmare version, pulled from the pages of forgotten prophecy. A living weapon cloaked in elegance and dread. Her body flickered between solid shadow and sinew, her every movement like ink spilled underwater — beautiful, terrifying, wrong. This was the Jabberwocky. Her final form. Her fury unrestrained.

Lilith stood still, her heart pounding like a war drum in her chest. Her hands clenched, but her voice faltered.

“You’re not her…”

The Jabberwocky tilted its head, as if amused by the fear it felt rippling from her.

Then it spoke.

Its voice was not one, but many — a harmony of riddles and rage, each syllable echoing like it had been spoken in a dozen tongues before reaching her ears.

“Only the fearless walk the Queen’s path, Lilith. And you… you tasted victory. Stole from the throne. Now the forest wants its dues.”

Its wings extended, slicing the air with a scream of metal.

Lilith’s lip curled. “Then let it try and take them.”

She dropped into a stance — fists raised, knees bent, every nerve on fire.

The Jabberwocky leapt.

It was less a pounce and more an eruption of movement, a storm of claws and kicks and whirling fury. Song's strikes came faster than thought, a hurricane of spinning kicks, elbows, and feints. Lilith had fought her before — but not like this. Not in a realm where reality bent to thought, where dreams turned traitor.

She moved on instinct.

Reflex.

Survival.

A kick arced toward her temple. She ducked, rolled, came up with a floating pocket watch in her hand — spinning midair like it had been waiting to be found. With a snarl, she swung it like a mace. Time shattered, exploding into fragments of glass and clock gears, raining across the battlefield.

The Jabberwocky reeled back — a flicker of pain, or perhaps memory.

For one heartbeat, there was silence.

Then… a sound rose.

Not from the trees, not from the sky.

But from beneath the earth.

And they all heard it.

CHAPTER V: THE TEA PARTY

The battlefield shifted again — violently, yet with a kind of theatrical grace. The chessboard beneath them cracked and split, and from its shattered seams grew fine porcelain grass, delicate as bone china. Trees melted into twisted chairs with high, arched backs and clawed feet. Platters and teapots floated down from the violet sky, spinning like fireflies, filling the air with the scent of rosewater and smoke.

A long banquet table materialized from the mist — warped and uneven, its surface covered in lace stained with rust and red. The cups on it giggled when no one touched them. Silverware danced in slow pirouettes. Candles burned with blue fire, dripping wax that hissed as it hit the tablecloth.

They were seated now.

All four.

At the head of the table sat Victoria Lyons, robed in royalty and malice. Her gown billowed like flame, her scepter resting lazily in her hand. Her lips were curled into that same imperious smirk she always wore when she believed the match had already been won.

To her right, Harper Mason sat straight-backed, armored and silent. A blade shaped like a spade was cradled in her lap, and she was sharpening it with clinical precision, her eyes never straying from Lilith. No emotion. Only duty.

Across from her, Song — the Jabberwocky — sat coiled in shadow, her body half-glimpsed and flickering. She sipped from a cracked teacup filled not with tea, but black ink. Each swallow left smudges on her mouth that vanished like fading nightmares.

And at the far end stood Lilith Locke.

She didn’t sit. She refused to.

Her hands slammed onto the table with defiance, rattling the china.

“You stacked the deck,” Lilith said, voice steady and sharp. “You picked three names you thought you could control, Victoria. You turned Harper into your loyal pawn, you twisted Song into a monster, and you figured I’d be too far gone, too lost in the dream to find my way through.”

Victoria tilted her head, intrigued more than insulted. She took a slow sip from her goblet — the liquid inside shimmered red, viscous and alive.

“I did choose,” she replied. “And now I choose again — I choose to break you. In this Wonderland, I write the rules. You’re in my court, dear.”

Lilith smiled — not sweetly, but like someone who had learned to laugh at pain.

“And in mine?” she said, eyes gleaming like stormlight. “The Queen bleeds.”

In an instant, the table erupted.

Teacups shattered into stars. Platters exploded in fireworks of silver and bone. Candles screamed as they melted down into molten wax serpents, hissing and writhing. The chairs buckled and warped, launching Harper and Song into motion.

Above them, a massive clock began to tick — backward. Loud. Ominous.

The countdown had begun.

“One of us leaves with the crown,” Lilith declared, rising amidst the chaos. “And I plan to wear it while you choke on your own rules.”

Victoria hurled her goblet with a snarl.

Harper rose, blade in hand.

Song screamed — a sound that split the dream down its seams.

And the final round began.

CHAPTER VI: THE FINAL MOVE

The world fractured, then reassembled.

No spiral, no descent — just impact. The checkerboard crumbled into fog, and through that veil, a new reality surged into being.

A ring appeared from nothingness. It didn’t rise from the ground; it asserted its existence — ancient and electric. The ropes pulsed like veins of lightning, humming with energy that cracked the dream wide open. The canvas was stitched from memory, blood, and myth — it shimmered with every past fight, every sacrifice, every scream swallowed by the crowd that didn’t exist, yet somehow felt present.

And in the four corners of this spectral battleground — the final four.

Harper Mason. Breathing like a machine. Calm. Precise. Her knuckles bloodied, her blade discarded. Her eyes never left the center of the ring — never left the title.

Song. Wings unfurled, feathers razor-sharp. Her mouth curled into a bestial snarl, lips painted in ink. Every muscle coiled. She was a tempest in flesh, a nightmare refusing to fade.

Victoria Lyons. The Queen. Standing tall, regal despite her crown lying somewhere in the dust. She held the Roulette Championship tight against her chest — not like a trophy, but like a birthright. Her gaze was pure venom, and her nails were already stained with someone else’s blood.

And then there was Lilith Locke.

She stood barefoot in the center of it all — the eye of the storm. Bruised. Bleeding from a cut above her brow. Her lip split. Her arms trembling from the weight of everything she'd endured.

But she was smiling.

Because this was what she fought for. Not the dream. Not the escape. But the war. The moment where fate didn’t choose — where she did.

A single bell rang. Low and haunting. A funeral dirge and a battle cry all in one.

The match began.

Lilith launched first — no hesitation, no breath wasted. She hurled herself at Song, meeting the beast head-on, knee driving up into her midsection. The Jabberwocky staggered, wind ripped from her lungs. But there was no time to breathe.

Harper was on her before she could blink — fists moving with military precision, every strike measured, meant to dismantle. Lilith weaved under a hook and twisted Harper’s momentum into a throw, sending her crashing chest-first into the ropes.

Pain exploded down her back — Victoria’s claws, raking across her spine like a queen claiming her due.
Lilith spun, caught Victoria’s wrist, and twisted low. One heartbeat. Then she spiked the Red Queen with a DDT — the canvas howled beneath them. The title rolled from Victoria’s grasp, spinning away like fate trying to choose.

Chaos reigned.

Bodies collided.

Reality itself blurred. Every second was its own hallucination — agony blooming into glory, blood dripping into dreams. Harper and Song crashed into each other like titans, wings and fists. Victoria crawled along the ropes, teeth gritted, regal rage radiating from every breath.

Lilith climbed — not metaphorically.

She climbed the ropes.

Her knees buckled beneath her, vision swimming like the ring was caught underwater. Her lungs burned. Her shoulders screamed. But she climbed — because she had to.

Below her, Harper had driven a spear into Song’s gut, but the beast would not die. She kicked Harper across the chest, but Harper rose again, staggered but unbroken. Victoria reached for her crown — grasping, desperate.

And Lilith?

She looked to the sky — that broken, bleeding dream-sky that had watched her fall and rise again.
And she whispered.

Not a name.

Not a threat.

Just a prayer — to the moon, to madness, to every piece of herself she’d left in every ring she’d ever bled in.
Then she leapt.

A corkscrew senton — body twisting like stardust, every wound burning in the wind.

She crashed into the chaos — all three of them colliding at once in the eye of the storm.

Time paused.

Then — the count.

ONE.

Harper twitched beneath her, too stunned to move.

TWO.

Victoria’s fingers scraped the canvas, reaching, grasping.

THREE.

Stillness.

No roar of a crowd. No booming announcement. Just the slow, haunting toll of the bell.

The lights flickered above the ring like dying stars.

Lilith lay on the mat, chest heaving, eyes wide with disbelief. Her fingers curled around the title — heavy, warm, real.

And in that moment, in the collapsing dream, the cracked Wonderland...

The Queen had fallen.

And Lilith Locke had risen.

CHAPTER VII: IN DREAM AWAKENING

Lilith Locke sat up with a gasp — sharp, ragged, like someone drowning who finally broke the surface.
The air was cold. The world was still. And the violent hum of the dream had gone silent.

She was back.

Concrete walls. Dim fluorescent lights. The low hum of a vending machine somewhere outside the door. Her body ached, every muscle a memory of war. She looked down — hands bruised, knuckles raw. Her pulse still thundered in her ears, but slowly, reality began to settle over her like dust.

She sat on the bench in the locker room, sweat clinging to her skin like a second layer. A cracked mirror reflected her image — mascara smeared, blood drying on her temple, strands of hair matted against her cheek.

Not Alice.

Lilith.

And beside her, on the bench… it gleamed.

The Roulette Championship.

Gold and leather. Scratched. Burnished. Hers.

She blinked, reached out, fingers trembling slightly as they made contact with the plate. It was warm. Solid. Real. Not a hallucination. Not a mirage conjured by some twisted dream-world court.

Real.

Lilith exhaled — slow, disbelieving. Her throat felt raw from screaming, though she couldn't remember if she'd screamed in the dream… or only in victory.

The Queen’s Gambit had ended.

Victoria’s reign had cracked. The Jabberwocky had been silenced. The loyal Knight had faltered. And in the end, the girl who had fallen through the rabbit hole — who’d danced with madness and fought monsters stitched from her own doubt — had risen.

Not yet awake.

Alive.

Lilith Locke stood, title in hand, shoulders square.

She hadn’t escaped Wonderland.

She’d conquered it.

And now?

Now the real story began.

EPILOGUE: OFF WITH HER CROWN

“I’ll tell you a secret,” Lilith whispered to the camera later that night, her hair matted, her knuckles split. “I don’t want to be Alice. I didn’t want to be anyone’s dreamgirl. But this place — this company — it makes monsters and queens and soldiers out of all of us.”

She smirked.

“And sometimes… sometimes the girl who falls through the cracks is the one who crawls out wearing the crown.”

Fade to black.


Therapy Session: Lilith Locke & Dr. Harris

The soft ticking of the clock filled the room as Lilith Locke shifted uneasily in the leather chair. Her fingers twisted nervously in her lap, eyes darting between the muted pastel walls and the calm, expectant gaze of Dr. Harris seated across from her.

Dr. Harris adjusted her glasses and smiled gently. “Good to see you, Lilith. How have you been feeling since our last session?”

Lilith let out a slow breath and stared down at her hands. “I… had the strangest dream.”

Dr. Harris nodded, encouraging her to continue. “Tell me about it.”

Lilith swallowed hard, eyes distant. “It was like stepping into a twisted Wonderland. I was Alice, and Victoria was this terrifying Red Queen. Harper was a card soldier, all sharp edges and cold discipline. Song was this Jabberwocky — a nightmare version of herself, chaotic and dangerous. And I was… lost.”

She paused, swallowing again, a flicker of fear in her eyes. “It felt so real. Like it was trying to tell me something. Like a warning.”

Dr. Harris leaned forward. “What do you think it was warning you about?”

Lilith shook her head, voice barely above a whisper. “That the match isn’t just about fighting the others. It’s about fighting myself. My doubts. My fears. That if I don’t get through it… I’ll lose more than just a match.”

There was a moment of silence. Dr. Harris’s eyes softened. “That’s a very powerful insight, Lilith. What part of yourself do you feel at risk of losing?”

Lilith’s gaze fell to the floor. “My sense of control. My identity. I’ve always been the underdog, the scrapper, but now… I’m supposed to be the champion in waiting. And that terrifies me.”

“Tell me more about that fear,” Dr. Harris prompted gently.

Lilith’s hands clenched into fists. “I keep wondering if I’m really ready. If I’m strong enough. That dream… it showed me parts of myself I try to hide. The loneliness, the panic, the feeling that no matter how hard I fight, I’m just a piece on someone else’s board.

Dr. Harris nodded thoughtfully. “It sounds like you’re wrestling with a lot of pressure — both internal and external.”

Lilith let out a humorless laugh. “Yeah. Everyone expects me to be unstoppable. But inside, I’m scared. Scared of failing. Scared of losing everything I’ve worked for.”

“Have you noticed any ways that fear affects you in your daily life?” Dr. Harris asked.

Lilith paused, considering. “I’ve been restless. Hard to sleep. My mind races with ‘what ifs.’ Sometimes I replay the dream, like it’s a puzzle I’m trying to solve. Other times, I feel numb, like I’m shutting down before the storm even hits.”

“That’s a natural response to high stress and anxiety,” Dr. Harris said. “Your mind is trying to prepare you for what’s ahead. But it can also be overwhelming.”

Lilith nodded, biting her lip. “I want to be ready. To go into that match confident and strong. But the dream… it feels like a shadow hanging over me.”

Dr. Harris smiled reassuringly. “Dreams can be our mind’s way of processing fears and desires. They bring what’s hidden into the light so we can face it. What do you think Alice learned in your dream?”

Lilith’s eyes flickered, the tension in her face softening. “That I can’t just fight the Red Queen or the Jabberwocky. I have to face the parts of me that feel small and powerless. And maybe… accept them instead of running.”

“That’s an important step,” Dr. Harris agreed. “Growth often comes from embracing our vulnerabilities rather than denying them. How might you start doing that as you prepare for the match?”

Lilith’s lips pressed together thoughtfully. “I guess… by being honest with myself. Not pretending I’m fearless. Not pushing down the panic or the loneliness. Maybe even sharing some of it, instead of carrying it alone.”

“That’s very brave,” Dr. Harris said warmly. “Vulnerability can be a source of strength. Have you talked to anyone about how you’re feeling?”

Lilith’s gaze dropped. “Not really. I don’t want to seem weak. I’m supposed to be the contender — the future champion. People expect me to be tough.”

“Toughness doesn’t mean you have to do everything alone,” Dr. Harris said gently. “Sometimes, asking for support is the strongest thing you can do.”

Lilith nodded slowly. “I think I’ve been afraid that if I show fear, I’ll lose respect.”

Dr. Harris smiled. “True respect often grows from authenticity, from showing up as your whole self. Even the parts you’re afraid to share.”

Lilith sighed, a flicker of relief washing over her. “Maybe that’s what I need to remember. That I don’t have to be perfect. That it’s okay to be scared.”

“Absolutely,” Dr. Harris said. “And in that space, you might find a new kind of courage — one rooted in self-compassion.”

Lilith’s eyes glistened with unshed tears. “It’s strange. I’ve always thought of courage as charging forward, no matter what. But maybe it’s also about knowing when to pause and breathe.”

“That’s a beautiful realization,” Dr. Harris affirmed. “Pausing doesn’t mean giving up. It means honoring your humanity.”

Lilith looked around the room, the soft light calming her restless energy. “I want to go into the match not just to win, but to grow. To come out whole, no matter what happens.”

“That’s a powerful intention,” Dr. Harris said. “And it will serve you well.”

Lilith smiled faintly. “Thank you. I needed to hear that.”

Dr. Harris’s voice softened. “Remember, Lilith, the dream you had is a story your mind is telling you — but it’s not the whole story. You get to write the next chapter. How do you want it to go?”

Lilith thought for a moment, then said with quiet determination, "I want to fight fiercely, but with kindness — to myself and others. To face the Red Queen and the Jabberwocky not just with strength, but with heart. And to come out knowing that I’m more than the sum of my fears.”

“That’s a beautiful way to step into your power,” Dr. Harris said with a smile.

Lilith sat back, a weight lifting from her chest. “It’s still scary. But I don’t feel so alone.”

“You’re not alone,” Dr. Harris assured her. “And you don’t have to be.”

Lilith took a deep breath and looked out the window, feeling the sun’s warmth on her skin. The dream was still there — but now it felt less like a trap and more like a guide.

The journey ahead was uncertain, but for the first time in a long while, Lilith was ready to face it.

5
Climax Control Archives / "Shards of Glass"
« on: May 07, 2025, 11:08:13 PM »
Therapy Session 5: Finding herself in the shattered reflections.

Scene opens in the same pale blue room. The ticking clock seems louder today. Maybe it’s the silence. Maybe it’s her. The lamp hums above, casting half-light on two familiar faces. Lilith is curled up in the armchair again, but this time her posture is tighter. A coiled spring. Black hoodie pulled low. No makeup. Just shadows. Dr. Harris sits in his usual chair, legs crossed, notebook unopened.

"I saw the tournament match."

His tone is even. No accusation. Just a fact. An observation placed gently between them like a raw nerve. Lilith doesn’t flinch. She doesn’t look up. But her mouth twitches. A smirk? A wince?

“Of course you did. Everyone did. Tell me something I don’t know.”

Her voice is hollow, soaked in something that isn’t quite regret. Not quite bitterness either. Just tired. Dr. Harris shook his head as he began to speak.

“Blast From The Past. You couldn’t even make it past the first round. You lost focus. Where was that fire you had before? That drive to prove to Kevin he needed you. You just proved he didn’t.” He waits, letting her sit with it. She doesn’t take the bait. “You were quieter than usual. No post-match interview. No fire. No retaliation. That’s not like you.”

Lilith sighed, running her fingers through her hair. “Maybe I ran out of matches to bleed for.”

She lets the words hang, then finally looks up. Her eyes are colder today. Not sharp. Not angry. Just... dulled.

Dr. Harris took the moment to speak up. “Or maybe losing forced a kind of silence you weren’t ready for.”

She scoffs, shakes her head, curls deeper into herself. “You think I gave a fuck about winning that damn tournament?”

But it sounds defensive. Shaky. She knows it. Dr. Harris always knows it.

“I think you care about not being forgotten. And losing in front of the world makes it easier for them to move on.”

Lilith glares at him. But there’s no venom in it.

“You think I don’t know that? They already forgot me the moment the bell rang. The moment I didn’t pin her.” She leans forward now, voice rising. “Everyone kept looking at me like I was the weak link. Maybe I was. Maybe that’s all I ever am. Static on a broadcast everyone tunes out.”

Dr. Harris nodded, speaking quickly. “Did you feel like you failed yourself?”

“I wasn’t supposed to be the one pinned. That wasn’t the story I wanted.” She looks down at her hands—bandaged. Bruised. Not from the match. From after. From fists against walls, and every mirror in her hotel room.

Dr. Harris closes his book. “That’s the thing about stories, Lilith. Sometimes the audience reads a different chapter than you wrote.” Silence again. The clock ticks. Dr. Harris speaks gently now. “Tell me what losing felt like.”

Lilith scoffs, leans her head back, stares at the ceiling like the answer might drip from it.

“It felt like standing in a crowded room screaming—and no one even looking up.”
She sighs. “Like my pain wasn’t big enough. My rage not loud enough.”

Dr. Harris finally opens his notebook. Not to shield himself—but to record. “So you’re telling me the match wasn’t just about winning. It was about proving you still mattered.”

She looks at him now. Tired. Honest.

“It’s always about that. Every promo. Every punch. Every stomp. I’m not just fighting them—I’m fighting oblivion.” She hugs her knees closer to her chest. “And I’m losing.”

Dr. Harris lowered his glasses looking at her with studious eyes. “You were alone in that match. What did it feel like to fight against someone when you felt like no one was in your corner?”

Lilith laughs—but there’s no humor in it. Just bitterness. “It felt like waiting for a ghost to show up. She was a monster in the ring—but she’s not me. Not really. No one ever is.

Dr. Harris shook his head. “Do you think you’re easy to be with?”

Lilith flinches. That lands. She hasn't spoken for a long time. Just breathing slowly. Then she finally speaks up “I don’t know how to be soft. Or still. Or... easy. I burn too loud. And people... they either get too close and melt, or they run before the heat hits.”

Dr. Harris leans forward now, elbows on knees. “That match wasn’t a betrayal. It wasn’t abandonment. It was just a loss. A part of the job. And maybe that’s scarier for you than betrayal—because it means sometimes, pain just happens. No enemy. No narrative. Just life.”

Lilith closes her eyes. Breathing in deep. The truth hurts more than the loss.

Dr. Harris speaks up at this point. “Did you look in the mirror after the match?”

She hesitates. Shaking her head. “I smashed it.”

Dr. Harris tilted his head. “Why? Why would you smash a mirror like that?”

Lilith speaks quietly. “Because she looked disappointed. Like she expected more. Like I wasn’t enough.” She opens her eyes, voice trembling. “I couldn’t take her judgment too.”

Dr. Harris took a moment, thinking over his next words. “Maybe that wasn’t judgment. Maybe it was grief.” Lilith frowns. He continues. “Grief for the version of you that thought winning would fill the hole. That thought recognition would equal love. That thought violence would be enough.” She bites her lip and looks away. “What would it mean if people forgot you, Lilith?”

Lilith spoke up now. “It would mean I never mattered.”

Dr. Harris shook his head. “That’s not true.”

Lilith glared at him now. “How would you know?”

He closes the notebook, setting it aside finally. “Because you’re here. Again. Still trying. Still talking. Still asking the mirror to show you something real. That’s more than most people do.”

Lilith’s jaw clenches. She swallows hard.

Dr. Harris stood, walking around the room. “Losing doesn’t make you invisible. It just makes you human.”

She hates that word. “I don’t want to be human. Humans break.”

Dr. Harris shrugged his shoulders. “So do mirrors. But we keep looking anyway.”

Silence. But it’s softer now. Like a blanket, not a blade. Lilith finally uncurls, stretches her legs out, stares at the ceiling again. Her voice, almost a whisper. “What if I’m more than the violence?”

Dr. Harris gives a final nudge. “Then we find out who that woman is.”

Scene closes on Lilith walking out of the room. She doesn’t have the mirror anymore—but something in her posture is different. Not hope. Not yet. But hunger. Not just for blood. But for truth.


Not theatrical darkness, but total sensory deprivation. A sound begins—slow, wet breathing. Uncomfortably close.

A heartbeat joins it, but not the steady thump of life—it’s uneven, arrhythmic, like something learning to beat.

The camera sparks to life. Fuzzy, grainy. We see Lilith in a room too large to be real, walls covered in sheets of cracked mirror, all slightly askew. Each reflection shows her at a different moment—laughing, weeping, seething, silent. None of them blink in sync.

Lilith, low, speaking to herself at first.

“Hell has no throne.
No gold. No velvet. No kingdom.”


She tilts her head at one mirror showing her curled in a fetal position, pale, breathing slow.

“No crowns.
Just teeth. Just heat.
Just the echo of your own voice,
chewing on your thoughts like meat.”


She turns to face the camera, stepping slowly forward, bare feet dragging slightly like they don’t belong to her. Her smile is lazy, not quite kind.

“There is no Queen in Hell.
Except me.”


She walks as she speaks, voice drifting with the cadence of poetry, but underneath it—rage. Deep and rooted like mold in the walls.

“You want to be royalty?
You cling to a title
You believe you earned it.
But it’s all just make believe.”


She shook her head. There was something that could be said about a woman like Victoria. She had seen them before, destroyed them.. She sent them packing. Victoria wasn’t a Queen, she was nothing more than a pawn.

“Victoria—that name,
that title—
you wear it like armor made of mirrors.
Polished. Pretty. Reflective.
But easily destroyed.”


Her hand glides across a jagged mirror edge, slicing open a finger. She doesn’t flinch. Blood streaks downward in slow motion.

“But what happens when no one claps?
What happens when the glass cracks and there’s no one there to see their face in you?”


She turns a mirror toward the camera. It doesn’t reflect the room. It shows fire.

“You think you’re safe because you’ve survived a few trials?
Because you played the wheel and it didn’t break you?
The Roulette Champion.
The False Queen.
Your throne is built on lies
Your Kingdom is crumbling
How ironic.”


She sneers, a twitch of disdain.

“Because I don’t play games.
I unmake them.
And when I pull the tablecloth from the altar,
let’s see if you still feel holy when everything smashes at your feet.”


She spins suddenly, grabbing one of the mirrors and hurling it off screen. The crash is loud. Satisfying. She doesn’t flinch.

“I hear the whispers.
Where's Lilith been?
Why hasn't she spoken?
Is it all just a game?
Did she run away?
Is she broken?”


She shakes her head.

“No.”

Her voice is low, gravelly.

“I was... watching.
Listening to the silence that came after Kevin disappeared.
Not just gone from the ring.
Gone from me.
I listened to the silence after my loss.
My first loss here in Sin City Wrestling.”


Her voice shakes now, a crack of something real breaking through the performance. She grins through it.

“He stopped speaking.
So I ripped my own voice out just to see what silence tasted like.
Spoilers darlings,
It tastes like copper.
Like iron.
Like teeth
Like blood..
And I loved the taste of it.
Every last drop of it.”


Her hand lifts to her lips, stained in a blood red color.

“I talked to the walls.
I screamed at the ceiling.
I ran my fingers through glass, as if it was nothing.
I buried parts of myself in places I can't draw maps to anymore.”


She paces slowly. Every footstep a sentence.

“And when they said my name out loud again,
it didn't feel like a return.
It felt like a summoning.”


A mirror flashes — a version of Lilith with black sclera eyes, grinning too wide.

“You think silence is a void?
No.
Silence is a pressure chamber.
And now I'm the explosion.”


She starts pacing faster now. Her bare feet leave red footprints. We don’t know if it’s paint, blood, or metaphor. We don’t ask.

“And now this little chessboard match.
Queen's Gambit.
How cute.
Like we're all pieces in some tidy little story.
Like we're meant to move only when allowed.”


She jerks her arm sideways, knocking over a stack of chairs arranged like pawns. They clatter and tumble like broken soldiers.

“But I don't move by rules.
I am moved by rage.
I step hand in hand with anger.
I was born from chaos, not crafted by order.”


She laughs softly, almost sweetly. Then when she speaks, again, it’s cold and calculated.

“You call me a threat like it’s an insult.
But that’s just a shape you use to fit me into your script.
Threat. Villain. Monster.
It makes you feel safe, doesn’t it?
Like I’m bound to the stage and the lights and the outcome.”


She kneels briefly, pressing her palm into a splintered reflection.

“But I am not your script.
I am the ink that runs when the paper gets wet with blood.”


She rises again, breathing heavier.

“Song... my partner?
She is silent and precise.
Graceful destruction.
An assassin.
We don’t belong together.
And that’s why it’ll work.”


She crouches low, crawling on all fours with eerie grace. Her face twitches, half-grin, half-growl, feral even.

“Because while she slices clean... I devour.
While she calculates. I thrive in chaos.
She’s graceful and delicate..
I am dangerous and go unchecked.”


She crawls until she’s under a hanging bulb that flickers with her every word.

“We are not two queens.
We are the sword and the scream.
And you don’t survive both.”


She rises again, and the mirrors show flashes: Victoria stumbling, Harper pinned down, Song with eyes like razors.

“She is the assassin in the night.
I am the nightmare that wakes you from sleep,
heart pounding, unable to scream.”


She claps once. Lights flicker in rhythm.

“Together.
We're not a team.
We're a reckoning choreographed in shadow and blood.”


She stops before a massive cracked mirror. The reflection in this one is twisted, delayed, like the footage is lagging. She watches herself... watching herself.

“Harper Mason.
The Strong One.
The workhorse.
The backbone.”


She walks slowly, hands trailing the wall.

“The one who gets things done while others pose, right?
The one they never worry about because you don’t break, do you?”


A chuckle. Bitter.

“You’ll be too busy
Trying to impress the Queen of Lies.
With your attempt at greatness.
Focused on the bullshit she feeds you.
Acting like a starving lunatic.
Slurp it up little one.
It will take more than just her dose.
But we know it’ll fail.”


She stretches her arms out like a crucifixion, head rolling back as if receiving a vision.

“I bet they pat you on the back a lot, huh?
Nice job, Harper.
You did great out there.
You held it together.”


Her voice turns mocking, saccharine.

“So stable. So dependable.
The Future of the business.”


She turns vicious instantly, stepping into the camera’s face.

“But what happens when something unstable grabs you by the spine and yanks?
What happens when it tears you apart?
Rips you open and see’s what makes you tick?
What do you do when there’s no pattern to follow?”


Lilith's fingers twitch. She flexes like she's feeling invisible strings being pulled.

“What if I don’t want to pin you, Harper?
What if I want to ruin you?
What if I want to undo the image they built for you?
Turn that hardworking reputation into gristle between my teeth?”


She laughs. Not loud. Not manic. Just... delighted. Like a child pulling the wings off a fly.

“Because this match isn’t about the Bombshell Roulette Championship.
Such a pretty little thing.
Gold and Glory.
It’s not about status.
It’s not even about winning.”


She walks into the darkness, voice still heard as the camera lingers.

“It’s about the unveiling.
About showing all of you that the roles you've been clinging to
are costumes soaking in gasoline.
And I brought the match.”


We hear the sound of something striking. A flame, brief. Burning hot and fast.

“There is no winner here.
Only survivors.
And even that is temporary.”


Suddenly she’s seated, cross-legged on a floor made of shattered glass, bleeding from a dozen small cuts she doesn't seem to feel. Her eyes flick upward.

“I have lived in my own silence for weeks.
Because I was waiting.
Not for the right moment.
For the wrong one.
The moment where it stops making sense.
Where the crowd can’t chant your name because they’re too busy screaming.”


She begins rocking gently. Humming. Childlike. The sound becomes distorted. She sways side to side a little.

“Where Victoria’s shine turns to smoke.
Where Harper’s balance becomes wobble.
That’s where I thrive.
That’s where I destroy kingdoms.
That’s where I plant flags in the flesh of my enemies.”


She reaches into her mouth and pulls something out slowly. A thread. Long. Dark. Wet. She keeps pulling. It seems endless. Finally she snaps it between her teeth and drops it on the floor like it's a dead snake.

“There is no Queen in Hell.
Except me.
And I don’t sit on a throne.
I pace the walls.
I scratch sigils into stone with fingernails.
Until my fingers bleed.”


She pulls her hand from the floor. Blood. Glass embedded in the skin.

“I make altars out of regret.
And when I speak…”


She leans into the lens. A whisper escaping her lips, as if she’s telling a secret.

“Reality flinches.”

She smirks, her eyes cold and uncaring.

“And when the match ends,
and they scrape the wreckage from the ring…
Don’t call it victory.
Call it a curse fulfilled.”


The lights flicker again. A low, grinding sound in the background—like metal dragging on stone.

“I didn’t come back to be seen.
I came back to make sure you see yourselves
in every single mirror I smash.”


The broken mirror behind her flickers with more visions—screams, fire, empty arenas, reflections without faces.

“Every shard reflects a truth.
And none of them are beautiful.
They all show the truth.
You are far too afraid to face.
In the end, you are a false pretender.”


The lights begin to flicker again. The mirror behind her shows not her reflection, but flashes of her opponents screaming, losing, breaking. None of it has happened yet. Lilith is eerily calm now.

“This is not about victory.
This is baptism.
Not in fire.
Not in water.
In the kind of darkness that stares back.”


She stands one final time, blood dripping from her hands now.

“Victoria, Harper—you haven’t been silent.
You’ve been comfortable.
I will peel the comfort from your bones.
I will make you question why you ever put on boots and called this a sport.
I am not the opponent.
I am the reckoning.”


She steps into a final spotlight. The mirror behind her shatters entirely.

“And when it’s done…
When you’re left coughing blood into your trembling hands…
Don’t look for mercy.
Don’t look for the Queen.”


Beat.

Her smile returns. So soft. So sincere.

“Because there is no Queen in Hell.
Except me.”


She shoves the camera away. The camera crashes to the marble floor and the feed cuts to static.


The dream did not begin.

It ruptured.

A crack in the fabric of silence, a scream without sound. There was no waking into it—only a slipping. A bleeding. Like Lilith had been caught in a riptide pulled not from water, but from memory. Ash blanketed the world. Thick, soft, endless. It coated the ground and the breath, graying the air into something heavy and still. The sky above sagged, swollen with an unseen storm. No stars. No moon. Just pressure—oppressive and constant.

And then—

She felt it. A vibration through the bones. A name shivering up her spine like a long-forgotten melody.

“Lilith.”

Not a shout.

A call.

Wounded. Wanting. Soft, like prayer… of confession.

She turned, though direction had no meaning in this place. There was no ground. No walls. No light. Still, she turned, drawn not by logic but by the tether that had never fully unraveled.

Kevin.

His name echoed in the marrow, burned beneath her ribs. She had buried that ache once—wrapped it in rage, smothered it in silence. But the ember was still there, and now it flared to life like breath on coal.

She moved forward. Slowly. Bare feet sinking into ash that held no heat. The air changed. She crossed into the forest of mirrors. Tall, warped, and cracked, they lined her path like sentinels—each one reflecting not her as she was, but as she had been. Each glass was a moment frozen: Lilith laughing with blood on her hands, Lilith holding Kevin’s jaw tenderly in the corner of the locker room, Lilith walking away while he watched her go.

She stopped before one—its surface trembling. In it, Kevin moved. Not in the past. Not in memory. Now. He wandered, barefoot like her, the ash curling around his ankles. His mouth shaped her name like it hurt. Like it bled.

“Lilith…”

She didn’t blink. Didn’t breathe. He was here. She stepped through the mirror. The surface folded around her like warm silk, and the world tore open. She emerged into the same landscape as Kevin—but behind him. Close, but unseen. Not yet.

Not until he needed her.

The dream changed shape around them. Kevin moved through a hallway made of rusted doorways. Each door pulsed with memory. He reached for them like relics, his fingers tracing names he could no longer say out loud. He stopped at the last door. The one still breathing.

It opened like an eye.

Lilith did not follow right away. She watched him disappear through the frame, then stepped in behind him.

The cathedral was made of bone. Familiar. Sacred. A structure she had built for him in dreams she no longer remembered dreaming. Every wall was carved with her name. Every echo was tuned to the sound of his heartbeat. He found the altar. Found the voice she had left behind.

“I’m not your light in the dark, Kevin.
 I’m the reason you know the dark has shape.”


He knelt before it like it might forgive him.

The dream cracked again.

And Kevin moved on.

Now the ash glowed.

The path led to a sea of teeth—chattering softly, like laughter underwater. Kevin crossed it barefoot, each step sending ripples through the bone-white tide.

And on the other side— The throne.

Lilith sat upon it, waiting. But not soft. Not safe. She was radiant in ruin. Her skin glowed where the cracks ran deepest, light seeping from every fault line like fire behind shattered glass. The throne beneath her was a monument to violence—blades, bones, broken promises. Her crown was made of silence.

Kevin approached.

Not with awe. With exhaustion. He dropped to his knees. And said her name again.

“Lilith…”

She opened her eyes. And the dream froze. The tether snapped taut between them, binding them like it once had before silence grew teeth. She stepped down from the throne. Her bare feet whispered against the ash-glass floor.

Kevin looked up. His eyes were wreckage. Haunted. Hollowed out.

“Why didn’t you come?” he asked. His voice was low. Broken.

Lilith knelt in front of him. Her hand found his cheek. She smeared ash across it like a benediction.

“I did,” she whispered. “You just didn’t open your eyes.”

His hand found hers, gripping it tightly. “I thought I lost you.”

“You did,” she answered. “But I’m the kind of thing that finds herself again.”

Kevin’s forehead met hers. He breathed her in like absolution. “I need you.”

The words hung there. Not pleading. Not dramatic. Just true. Lilith did not flinch. She held him. Let him collapse into her like the man who once stood behind her in every war. Her arms wrapped around him, and for a moment, neither one moved. Neither one spoke.

And the world held its breath.

The ash stilled.

The knives dissolved.

The sky bled gold and red and black.

In this sacred unreality—this pocket of myth and memory—they were whole again.

Not healed.

But bound.

Lilith stroked Kevin’s hair with trembling fingers. His heartbeat fluttered against her ribs. He was warm and shaking, and she memorized the weight of him in her lap as if she’d lose it all again by morning. She bent close. Whispered against the curve of his ear.

“You called me back.
 So now we burn together.”



Camera opens: a flickering flame. It pulses like a heartbeat, center frame. A low hum. No music. Just Lilith’s voice—beginning in darkness.

“There’s a moment in the silence before the scream.
Not peace.
Not calm.
Something else.
A stillness so complete it feels like suffocation.
That’s where I’ve been.
Not resting.
Not healing.
Not hiding.
I’ve been coiled.
Waiting for the right match to strike.
And now… I smell gasoline.”


The flame bursts upward, revealing Lilith in a cracked, cathedral-like space. The walls are draped in decayed banners—old victories turned to ash. The camera zooms in slowly. She sits cross-legged on a throne of broken steel chairs, blood on her hands, her mouth, her eyes too calm.

“Let’s get this out of the way.
I’m not here to make friends.
I’m not here to play fair.
I am not here to be clapped for, posted about, or paraded as the "dark horse" everyone underestimated.
I am the weight you didn’t train for.
I am the moment in the match when your lungs stop pulling air and your brain tells you to quit, and something older keeps moving anyway.”


She stands now, barefoot, each step leaving a smear across the floor like paint—or blood.

“Harper Mason.
Let’s start with you.
The Slaytanic Avenger
The Future.
Everyone’s Favorite Handshake.
You are the ribbon they wrap around mediocrity to make it look noble.
The girl who gets thanked, but never feared.
Congratulated, but never crowned.
You work hard.
You show up.
You hit your marks.
But you’re not dangerous, Harper.
And that’s your death sentence.”


Lilith stops in front of a twisted mirror showing Harper mid-match, shouting, fighting, sweating—yet somehow still fading.

“You mistake consistency for resilience.
But I’ve seen real resilience.
It lives in silence.
It digs with its nails when there are no cameras left.
It doesn’t care about applause.
You think because you’ve survived hard matches, you’re untouchable.
But survival isn’t strength.
It's a delayed consequence.
And I am the consequence.
The overdue debt.
The weight that doesn’t break your back—
…it snaps your spine like brittle chalk.”


The mirror shatters behind her. Lilith doesn’t flinch. She’s already walking.

“Then there’s Victoria.
The Queen.
The Roulette Champion.
The golden veneer over a hollow core.
You walk like you’ve earned something eternal.
Like the belt on your shoulder sanctified your soul.
But I know better.
I know what a crown looks like when it’s desperate.
I know what a throne sounds like when it creaks under the weight of a lie.”


Lilith kneels beside a pile of ruined glass—each shard showing Victoria at her highest moments. She drags her fingers through them like bones.

“You need the crowd.
You need the crown.
You need the throne.
You need the title.
You need the illusion.
You need the adoration.
Because if they stop looking at you,
you cease to exist,
To matter.
Because you didn’t have that
From your parents.
You’re not the Queen, Victoria.
You’re the mirror.
And when I crack it—
no more reflections.
Just shards.
And if I cut my hands doing it?
So be it.
I’ve bled for worse.”


She laughs now, low, bitter. She stands, brushing dust from her knees.

“And Song…
My sweet, sharp-edged shadow.
The one they call an assassin.
The calm in the storm.
You’ve been silent.
You’ve been watching.
And I respect that.
But hear me clearly, partner:
If you falter—
if you freeze when it’s time to carve,
if you hesitate when it’s time to strike—
I will leave you behind.
Not because I want to.
Because this world demands it.”


Her tone softens—not kind, but intimate. Like a mother warning her child before a storm.

“I didn’t choose you because I believed in unity.
I chose you because I believed in your precision.
Your stillness.
Your ability to kill quietly.
But this isn’t a silent death, Song.
This is a blood opera.
And if your blade wavers—if your heart flutters instead of stabs—
I will make sure you pay the price.”


She walks into a narrow hallway of red light. The walls breathe. The floor pulses. It’s more alive than architecture.

“There’s no room in this war for softness.
No space for mercy.
Not when Harper still believes she can “outwork” the abyss.
Not when Victoria clutches her title like it will keep her safe from the void.
Not when the crowd thinks this is just another Roulette match.
It isn’t.
It’s a reckoning.
It’s a sacrifice.
It’s a ritual.
And I’m the knife.”


She stops at a door covered in symbols. Her hand touches it. It peels open, revealing a cold, white ring under flickering lights.

“This ring?
It’s not a stage.
It’s not a proving ground.
It’s not the place where stories get finished.
It’s the pit.
And when you fall in?
You don’t crawl out the same.
Ask anyone.
Ask the ones I buried beneath silence.”


She enters the ring now, bare feet smudging red across the mat. She crouches low, voice dropping to something sacred and terrifying.

“I’m not here to win.
Winning is too small for me.
Too tidy.
No.
I’m here to unmake.
To peel skin from myth.
To chew the sinew of your reputations
until all that’s left is bone and the crowd's confusion.”


She tilts her head, almost smiling.

“When this match ends,
Harper will be asking where the mat went—
because she’ll be buried beneath it.”


Victoria will be clutching the Roulette belt like a lifeline, unaware that I already fed it to the fire.

“And Song…
If you fail to do what needs doing—
if you forget what we are,
forget the dance of blade and shadow we promised to be—
then you’ll find yourself alone.
And I’ll leave your name in my wake like all the others.
Etched into the wall of the ones who almost mattered.”


She leans into the camera now. Eyes unblinking. Voice barely above a whisper.

“This isn’t a promo.
It’s a sermon.
A warning.
A prophecy.
There is no Queen in Hell.
Except me.
And I didn’t come here to rule.
I came here to ruin.”


Cut to black. The last thing heard is the sound of breathing—too close. Too calm. Then, a whisper.

“See you soon.”

6
Climax Control Archives / Paint it Red
« on: April 25, 2025, 11:30:10 PM »
Therapy Day Four: Look in the mirror

Scene opens in a therapy room that feels stark yet safe. Pale blue walls. A ticking clock. One lamp. No windows. Lilith sits slouched in a worn armchair, eyes rimmed in red, jaw clenched. Dr. Harris sits across from her, notepad closed. No barriers. Just listening. Fingers tapping against the converse shoes she had tucked under her.

Dr. Harris, her own personal therapist, the only one who even cared enough to try and get into the twisted wonderland that was her mind. Sat in his big high backed chair, eyes peeking at her over the top of his notebook. The leather bound tome rested between them, almost as if he used it to shield himself from her.

Dr. Harris speaks up, looking at Lilith. “You came back. I wasn’t sure you would.” He tapped his fingers on the arm of his chair.

Lilith gives a tired laugh, a small shrug of her shoulders. “Neither was I. But the quiet gets loud. Thought maybe your voice would drown it out for a while.”

He nods and motions towards her seat. “Let’s sit in the quiet for a moment, then. You don’t always have to fill it. You don’t have to perform here.”

Lilith stiffens at that word: perform. Her fingers twitch. The facade flickers. The silence, she hates it, yet he forces it upon her as if she’s some drunken prom date.

Dr. Harris speaks gently, intrigued by what she had said. “You say the silence gets loud. What is it saying?” He was intrigued by her comment, taking notes as she began to talk.

Lilith speaks without looking up, messing with the hem of her jacket sleeve. “That I’m losing him. That maybe I already have. That I was always just noise to him. White noise. Static.”

Dr. Harris wanted to pull more from her. “Static can be comforting, Lilith. People play it to help them sleep. But it can also be overwhelming. Suffocating even to others. What does that feel like to you?”

“It’s suffocating, overwhelming and lonely.” Lilith took a deep breath, mulling over the thoughts in her mind. “He made me feel real. Like I wasn’t just... something broken. I gave him everything. And now he looks at me like I’m the ghost haunting his past. Not the person who longs to help build his future.”

Dr. Harris nodded and continued. “And you feel abandoned.” Again.. intriguing.

Lilith’s eyes flash. “No. I feel betrayed. There’s a difference. Abandonment is passive. Betrayal is deliberate. He chose this distance. He chose to forget.”

The anger inside her grew, burning white hot. She was trying all she could to hold it in, to save it, to use it in the ring. To use it to win.

Dr. Harris took a deep breath, pinching the bridge of his nose. “And what do you choose now?”

Silence stretches. She bites her lip, then speaks softly. Lilith takes a moment to think about it and slowly she starts to speak. “I chose to remind him. With words. With warnings. With... violence, if I have to.”

Dr. Harris speaks without flinching from how she might react. “And did it work?”

Lilith shrugged her shoulders. “I don’t know. I saw his eyes during my promo. The twitch. The shift. He felt it. I know he felt it.”

Dr. Harris took a deep breath. “Is that why Aaron Asphyxia had to become collateral?”

Lilith after a long pause began to speak. “Aaron’s not the point. She was just... well she was the canvas. I painted her in rage so he could see the picture I’m still trying to finish.”

Dr. Harris wrote some notes in his book he kept on her. “But Lilith, if your art is built on blood... how will you know when it’s finished?”

She looks at him for the first time, really looks. There’s fear there, buried under all the fury. Lilith speaks quietly, almost weakly. “Maybe I don’t want it to be. Maybe the painting of pain is all I have left.” Her whole body shook. “Perhaps it’s my fate..”

Dr. Harris walks to a shelf, pulls a small mirror from the top, and sets it gently in front of her. “Then tell me, Lilith... when you look into this, do you see Kevin? Or do you finally see you?”

She stares at it. A war brews behind her eyes. She deeply gazed into the mirror, her reflection distorted for her a few times over. “I don’t know who that woman is. She is a stranger to me.”

Dr. Harris looked surprised. It’s clear to him that Lilith was starting to understand. “Then that’s what this session is. Not about Kevin. Not about Aaron. Or anyone else you’ve ever wrestled against. Not about being remembered or feared. It’s about figuring out what you want to be when the noise stops.”

Lilith gritted her teeth. “But what if I need the noise?” Her voice was almost a growl, unnatural. Feral even.

Dr. Harris shook his head. “Then we learn how to listen to it without letting it consume you.”

Silence again. But this time, not oppressive. A pause. A breath. Scene shifts slightly. Lilith alone in the hallway outside the therapy office. She holds the mirror in her hand, staring. Her reflection stares back. She whispers, not to Dr. Harris this time—but to herself.

“I don’t want to be forgotten. But maybe… I don’t have to be lost either.”

She slides the mirror into her bag.

She didn’t want to admit it, she didn’t have to. How she felt, belonged to her and her alone. Something she wasn’t used to having.

Something that belonged to only her.

Like she wanted him to belong to her.

Blackout.


Blackout.

The world didn't stop with it.

 If anything, the dark became louder. A heavy, breathing thing pressed against Lilith’s ribs, clawing at her lungs, whispering sharp little nothings behind her eyes.

 She stumbled through the hallway outside Dr. Harris’s office, the mirror shoved deep into her bag like a stolen secret, its weight dragging on her shoulder like an accusation.

Her feet moved without thought, her breath shallow, hands twitching with every step.
 She had left the room where words were supposed to fix her.
 Now she was stepping back into a world that didn’t want her fixed at all.

Good girls get fixed, the mirror seemed to murmur against her hip.
 You’re not a good girl, Lilith.
 You’re something else.

The streets outside were colder than she remembered, the sky bruised purple and gold at the edges like a healing wound.
 People passed her without looking.
 Cars honked in the distance, a mechanical scream that barely scratched the surface of the static roaring in her skull.

Somewhere between one heartbeat and the next, she heard it.
 His voice.

"Lilith."

Soft. Broken. Beautiful.

She froze in place, her heart slamming against her ribs so hard it left her dizzy.

 The world blurred at the edges, the ground breathing beneath her boots.

"Lilith," Kevin’s voice called again, a whisper curling through the gutters, seeping up from the cracks in the sidewalk.

"Come find me."

Lilith pressed a trembling hand over her heart and smiled, wide and wicked.
 She could still hear him.
 Still feel him.
 Still belong to him.

She turned without thinking, her feet dragging her toward the theater — the stage where the next chapter of their story would be written in blood and bruises and breathless screams.
 Where he would watch.
 Where he would remember.

And standing between them —
 in the way, in the path —

Frankie Holliday.

The little lamb.
 The new blood.
 The wide-eyed fool who thought stepping up in Sin City Wrestling meant anything but a death sentence.


The theater loomed ahead, sagging under its own weight, black windows glinting like broken teeth.
 Lilith’s boots thudded against the cracked pavement as she approached, her shadow stretching long and twisted behind her.

"Frankie," she whispered, tasting the name on her tongue like wine.
 "Pretty little Frankie. Fresh little Frankie. Unbroken. Untouched."

Her lips curled into a jagged smile.
 She could almost see Frankie inside already —
 tightening her boots, fixing her hair, telling herself that she was ready.
 That she belonged here.
 That she could survive this.

Lilith’s hand tightened into a fist so hard the mirror in her bag shifted, whispering against the canvas.
 She wanted to rip that hope out of Frankie’s chest with her bare hands.
 She wanted to show her how stupid hope was.
 How naive dreams were.

Because dreams didn’t survive people like Lilith Locke.

"Did you think it would be easy, Frankie?" Lilith hissed into the empty air as she stepped into the shattered lobby.
 "Did you think you could just walk in here, throw a few punches, and make yourself a name?"

She laughed, the sound hollow and sharp enough to cut glass.
 The world bent around her, the walls pulsing in and out with every breath she took.
 The floor cracked under her boots.

"You're not a fighter," she sneered. "You're a sacrifice."

The theater lights flickered once, twice.
 Somewhere in the distance, a door slammed.
 Lilith didn’t flinch.

She marched through the darkness like it was a church built in her name.
 And she was here to burn it to the fucking ground.


The ring stood at center stage, cracked and sagging, ropes fraying like severed nerves.

Melissa lingered at the far edge of her vision — steady, strong, solid.
 A monument to survival.
 A minor annoyance.

But Frankie —
 Frankie shone in Lilith’s mind like a target painted in blood.
 She could already see it —
 the panic tightening in Frankie’s throat when the first blow landed.
 The way her hands would shake trying to cover up the terror.
 The way she’d realize too late that this wasn’t a match.
 
It was a funeral.

Lilith paced along the cracked floor, boots dragging, fingers twitching at her sides.

"I want you to know something, Frankie," she said, voice carrying through the empty theater like a sermon. But she whispered her prayers to him, only to him and him alone.
 "I’m not here to beat you."

She stopped at the edge of the ring, tilting her head at the imagined girl standing inside.
 Wide eyes. Trembling hands. Hope bleeding out of every pore.

"I’m here to break you."

She smiled, slow and sweet, like rot blooming under silk.

"I want to watch you fall apart, piece by pretty little piece. I want to see the fear crawl up your spine when you realize you were never built for this."

Lilith stepped through the ropes, the canvas groaning under her weight.
 She moved like something loosed from a nightmare — slow, deliberate, hungry.

"You walked into the wrong story, little lamb," she cooed.
 "You didn’t know the author was already writing your ending."

She crouched in the center of the ring, tracing idle circles on the canvas with her fingertip. Her beautiful little dreamscape.

"And me?"
 "I'm not here to make you famous, Frankie."
 "I'm here to make you a cautionary tale."


Her eyes gleamed as she pictured it —
 Frankie broken at her feet, Melissa scrambling to pick up the pieces, Kevin standing in the dark, watching it all unfold.

Watching Lilith.

Remembering.

She licked her lips, tasting copper and static.

"You’ll be a stain on this company’s memory," Lilith promised.
 "A whisper. A joke. A name people forget five minutes after I bury you."


She closed her eyes, swaying slightly, breathing it all in —
 the blood, the dust, the inevitability.


The hallucination sharpened.

 Kevin stood at the edge of the ring now —
 arms crossed, expression unreadable.

Lilith smiled wider.
 Her whole body sang with the need to be seen.
 To be acknowledged.
 To be claimed.

"You see me, don't you?" she whispered to the ghost.
 "You always saw me. Even when you pretended you didn't."

The mirror in her bag pulsed against her hip, whispering back:
"Mine."

She rose slowly to her feet, never breaking eye contact with the phantom in the shadows.

"I’ll tear them apart for you," she promised.
 "I’ll break Frankie until she doesn’t even remember her own name. I’ll shatter Melissa until all that’s left is regret and broken ribs."

Lilith staggered forward, the world tilting and warping around her.

"And you’ll watch," she breathed.
 "You’ll see what you made. You’ll see what you left behind."

Her smile cracked wide open, teeth bared.

"You’ll remember me."

The lights above her flickered violently.
 The air thickened with static.
 The floor groaned under the weight of what she had become.

Lilith stretched her arms out wide, a broken messiah in a church built of ruin.

"You’ll never forget me again."


The theater trembled around her, dust spilling from the rafters like ash.
 Lilith staggered through the ropes, boots dragging, her body humming with the kind of electric madness that only ever came before a killing blow.

"Frankie, Frankie, Frankie," she sang, the name dripping off her tongue like something too sweet, too rotten.
 "Did you think anyone was going to save you?"

She turned in a slow, lazy circle, addressing the empty seats.
 The silent ghosts.
 The phantoms of a crowd that would bear witness to the slaughter.

"Melissa won't save you. She’ll be too busy trying to survive herself. She knows what’s waiting here. She’s tasted it before."

Lilith’s head cocked sharply to the side, listening.
 The mirror in her bag buzzed against her hip like a heartbeat.

"But you, Frankie..."
 "You still believe this ends with your hand raised, don't you?"
 "You still think you’re the heroine of your own little story."


A laugh ripped from her throat — wild, sharp, deranged.

"Nobody wins against me, Frankie."
 "Nobody leaves the same."


She stumbled to the edge of the ring, leaning over the ropes, grinning down at the imagined Frankie below.

Fragile. Delicate. Breakable.

"You’re going to beg," she whispered.
 "Not for the win. Not for the match. You’re going to beg just to be allowed to crawl away with a piece of yourself still intact."

Her fingers flexed and unflexed, nails digging crescent moons into her own palms.
 Blood welled up and dripped to the canvas, each drop a vow.

"I’m not going to pin you, Frankie. I’m not going to end it clean."
 "I’m going to drag it out. Stretch it until the screams are the only thing keeping you tethered to this world."


The world tilted again.
 The edges of the theater frayed like burned cloth.

Kevin leaned closer out of the shadows.
 Watching.
 Always watching.

Lilith’s breath hitched.

"This isn’t just about you," she admitted, voice cracking around the edges.
 "It’s about him."

She pressed a bloody hand to her heart.

"It's always been about him."

The lights buzzed overhead.
 
The mirror in her bag whispered, a million tiny voices weaving together into a single undeniable truth:

"You are his ghost."

Lilith’s smile sharpened, teeth flashing.

"You don’t matter, Frankie," she said, voice slipping into something cold and sweet.
 "You’re a means to an end. You’re the blood I spill to get his attention."

She stepped down from the ring, stalking across the stage, dragging her hand along the tattered curtains.

"Melissa’s smart enough to know she’s a casualty."
 "But you?"
 "You thought you were making a debut. You thought you were ascending."


Lilith giggled, a high, hysterical sound that echoed against the broken walls.

"All you’re really doing is dying slow."

The mirror in her bag pulsed again.

 Stronger.

 Hungrier.

She dug it out with trembling hands, holding it up, staring into her own fractured reflection.
Her face splintered into a thousand jagged pieces —
 smiling, sneering, screaming.

Kevin’s voice whispered through the cracks.

"Break her."

Lilith pressed the mirror to her chest like a rosary.

"I will," she whispered back.
 "I’ll break her in your name. I’ll stain the canvas red for you."

The mirror heated against her skin until it burned.
 She didn’t let go.

She welcomed the pain.
She needed it.


The stage seemed to breathe beneath her.
 The walls pulsed.
 The seats swayed like trees caught in a hurricane.

Lilith closed her eyes and pictured it:

Frankie on her knees, gasping, bleeding, trying to understand where it had all gone wrong.
 Melissa retreating, broken, irrelevant.
 Kevin standing at the edge of it all — watching her, seeing her, remembering.

Her lips curled into a slow, savage grin.

"I'm not just going to beat you, Frankie," she purred, voice syrupy and venomous.
 "I'm going to make you wish you never set foot in my world."

She dropped the mirror to the stage floor.
 It shattered on impact.
 The sound rang out like a gunshot in a church.

Lilith knelt among the shards, running her fingers through them, letting the glass slice her skin without a flinch.

"I’ll carve your name into my bones, Frankie," she promised.
 "I’ll drag you into memory kicking and screaming."

She lifted a shard to her lips, pressing it against the corner of her mouth until a thin line of blood blossomed.

She smiled wider.

"You don't get to be forgotten, Frankie."

She dragged the glass down her throat, leaving a crimson line like a necklace.

"You get to be a monument to my devotion."

The lights above flickered again, harder this time.

The air trembled with the weight of it.

The mirror shards buzzed against the floor like insects, singing her name.


Lilith rose slowly from the broken mirror, bloodied fingers leaving red fingerprints across her throat, her lips, her heart.

Every step toward the center of the stage was heavier now, the air so thick she could barely breathe.
 But it wasn’t suffocating — it was intoxicating.
 A baptism in the ruin she had built for herself.

"Frankie, Frankie, Frankie," she sang again, almost a lullaby now.
 "You should have stayed away. You should have picked another night. Another place."

She stepped back into the ring, dragging herself over the ropes like a wraith come home.

"You don't belong here," she whispered, spinning slowly in a circle.
 "This isn't a victory. It's a dissection."

Her eyes rolled back as she breathed in the memory of blood that hadn't even been spilled yet.

"I will break your legs, Frankie."
 "I will crush your ribs. I will split your lip and black your eyes and tear you open until you don't even recognize your own reflection."


The canvas thudded under her boots, echoing louder than the heartbeat in her ears.

"And when you're lying there," Lilith crooned, voice soft and loving, "gasping like a dying thing, wondering what went wrong..."

She closed her eyes and tilted her head back, smiling.

"You'll look up and see me."

The shadows in the theater shifted.
 Morphed.

Kevin stood again at the far edge of her vision, hands in his pockets, head tilted, watching.
Silent.
 Patient.
 Unforgiving.

Lilith’s heart splintered in her chest, spilling rage and devotion in equal measure.

"This is all for you," she whispered to him, voice cracking.
 "Every broken bone, every scream, every drop of blood — it’s all a love letter you’re too much a coward to read."

The mirror shards on the floor hissed.

The ropes creaked.

Lilith staggered forward, every step heavier than the last.

"Frankie, you poor stupid girl," she said, almost kindly.
 "You never even stood a chance."

The ring spun around her.
 The world folded in on itself.
 Reality peeled back like rotting wallpaper, leaving nothing but the shrieking hum of inevitability.

"You’re not the beginning of something, Frankie."
 "You’re the proof that it’s already too late."


She fell to her knees at the center of the ring, hands pressed flat against the canvas, forehead bowing low.

A supplicant.
 A sinner.
 A soldier.

"And you, Melissa?" she sneered without looking up.
 "You're just collateral."

The canvas pulsed under her hands like a living thing.
 The blood on her fingers smeared into it, seeping deep into the fabric.

"This is where you both end," Lilith promised.
 "This is where you both are unmade."

She dragged herself upright, every inch of her trembling with the force of her devotion.

"Not because you're weak."
 "Not because you're unworthy."


She grinned, wild and broken.

"But because he needs to see."

She spread her arms wide again, the cracked ceiling above her splintering with the weight of it all.

"Kevin Carter," she breathed into the void, "I'm still here."

Her voice cracked apart on the name.
 Tore something open inside her.

"I'm still yours."

The mirror shards around her shivered and shook.

The air thickened into concrete.

Her body sagged under the pressure of it.

"And I'll keep breaking them, Kevin," she vowed.
 "One by one by one, until you look me in the eyes again and remember what you made."

She pressed her bleeding palms to the mat and smiled through her own ruin.

"You said you needed me."
 "You said you couldn't do this without me."


The lights above buzzed louder.
 A bulb shattered somewhere high in the rafters, raining glass down like glittering rain.

Lilith didn't flinch.

She reveled in it.

"I won't let you forget that."

She dragged herself upright, stumbling, laughing, broken.

"I won't let you forget me."

She staggered toward the ropes, gripping them until her fingers bled fresh.
 Her breath heaved in ragged sobs that twisted into giggles halfway up her throat.

"Frankie won't save you."
 "Melissa won't save you."
 "Only I will."


She leaned over the ropes, speaking not to the crowd that wasn't there, not to the lambs she'd already marked for slaughter —

but directly to Kevin.

"You made me this way."

Her voice cracked, shattered.

"Now you get to live with it."

The final light overhead sparked, then died.

The stage plunged into darkness.

And somewhere, in the pitch black of her broken kingdom, Lilith Locke smiled wide enough to break her own face.


The blackout swallowed her whole.

The world outside the ring collapsed into a smothering, endless nothingness.
 But Lilith didn’t fear the dark.
 The dark was where she lived.
 Where she breathed.
 Where she remembered.

Her body sagged against the canvas, the blood leaking from her sliced skin spreading outward, pooling beneath her like a black halo.
 It wasn’t just blood anymore—it was consecration. A sacrament born from ruin.
 The mat was slick and warm under her palms, breathing in shallow, labored pulses as if the ring itself had come alive to mourn her.
 The fabric clung to her skin like a lover desperate not to let her go.

She stayed there for a long moment.
 Long enough to feel the tremors rattle up from the floor into her bones.
 Long enough for the hallucinations to begin whispering in her ears again, scratching at the soft, exposed places inside her skull.

"Lilith..."

The voice wasn’t real.
 She knew that.
 She didn't care.

Her body twitched, muscles locking and seizing, her breath hitching on a broken sob.

"Come find me," Kevin’s ghost purred against her spine, the heat of him ghosting up the arch of her back, phantom fingertips tracing the curve of her ribs.

Lilith pushed herself upright, rocking slowly back and forth on her knees, her arms wrapped tight around her bloodied chest as if trying to hold herself together by sheer force of will.
 Her hands slipped against the blood slicking her skin, making wet, obscene sounds as she clutched herself tighter.

Her head lulled back, exposing her throat like an offering, her voice a fragile whisper.

"I'm still here," she told the empty dark. "I never left. I never will."

The world around her flickered, reality stuttering like a dying heartbeat, and in the swirling blackness, she saw it—
 a shape slumped across the mat a few feet away.

 Broken.
 Bleeding.
 Perfect.


Frankie.
 Or what was left of her.

Lilith crawled toward the hallucination, leaving a thick, glistening trail of blood behind her like a slug dragging its ruined body across a blade.
 The smear steamed faintly in the stale, freezing air, like the breath of something dying.

She reached the phantom form, her hands trembling as she cupped the imagined girl's cheek, her thumb smearing fresh blood across imaginary skin, painting her as hers.

"Poor thing," she murmured, voice cracked and broken, throat raw from screams she hadn’t even noticed spilling out.
 "You never had a chance."

She leaned down, pressing her forehead to the illusion’s brow, rocking them both slowly, her breath coming in wet, ragged sobs.

"You walked into my funeral thinking it was your coronation," Lilith whispered, her mouth brushing the phantom’s ear. "You thought you could survive me."

Her fingers dipped into the blood pooled around them, warm and viscous, and she began to paint.
 Long, looping strokes across the canvas, over the hallucinated Frankie’s chest, across her own torn skin.
 Symbols no sane mind would recognize.
 Words scratched out in crimson.

At first, she painted circles.
 Then hearts.
 Then the only thing that mattered.

K-E-V-I-N.

Lilith carved the letters into the mat with her nails, the tips split and bleeding, smearing blood into every desperate curve.
 Her mouth moved in silent prayers as she etched, the madness wrapping tighter around her ribs, each breath shallower, sharper.

"You see, Frankie..." she said, voice lilting into a mad, sing-song rhythm, a lullaby for corpses.
 "It's not enough to beat you. It's not enough to break you. I have to offer you. I have to bleed you dry and lay you at his feet so he'll remember."

She laughed then—a soft, cracked sound, too sweet, too broken to be anything but monstrous.

"And you, sweet thing," she cooed to the phantom, tracing the blood-slick letters with a trembling finger, "you're going to help me bring him home."

Lilith grabbed a shard of shattered mirror, its jagged edge glittering like a promise in the dark.
 Without hesitation, she dragged it across her forearm, watching with glassy fascination as the skin split open like wet paper, the blood welling up thick and sluggish.

She pressed her bleeding arm against the mat, smearing more blood over the twisted symbols she had drawn, sealing them in flesh and devotion.

"This is our vow," she whispered, voice thick with reverence. "Our sacrifice. Our covenant."

The hallucinated Frankie twitched beneath her—a final, shuddering death rattle that existed only in the deepest, darkest corners of Lilith’s shattered mind.
 But Lilith didn’t care.
 Lilith believed.

She straddled the broken body, her hands painting, smearing, claiming every inch she could find, like a lover branding her beloved with sacred ruin.
 She dragged her bloodied fingers across the hallucination’s eyes, closing them forever.

"You belong to me now," she crooned, her words sinking into the rotting wood and broken canvas.
 "Just like he does. Just like they all will."

She smeared more blood across her own face, down her throat, down between her breasts, marking herself with savage, ritualistic strokes, each one cutting deeper into her own skin, deeper into the heart of her unraveling.
The canvas sucked at her knees, the walls groaning around her as if the theater itself was crumbling under the weight of her devotion, groaning beneath the burden of her madness.

"Do you see me yet, Kevin?" she sobbed into the dark, her voice cracking like dry wood under a cruel hand.
 "Do you feel me breaking for you?"

The hallucination faded, slipping through her fingers like smoke.

But Lilith didn’t notice.

She pressed her bloodied palms flat against the mat and began to crawl, dragging herself forward inch by inch, leaving a wide, jagged red smear behind her—a dying comet across the blackened sky of the ring.

Toward him.
 Toward the shadow that wasn’t there.
 Toward salvation or damnation—she no longer cared which.

"I’ll make them remember me," she rasped, her voice a threadbare promise barely clinging to her ruined lips.
 "I'll make them all remember what you created."

The mirror shard gleamed beside her, winking cruelly in the fractured light—a final broken promise, a final weapon.

Lilith gripped it tight, the edges slicing fresh lines into her palms, and pressed it to her ribcage.
 The point bit deep, deeper than before, carving slow, deliberate lines over her heart.

"If love won’t bind you to me..." she whispered, forehead pressed to the blood-slick mat, "then blood will."

She carved again, dragging the shard down, deeper, faster, until the pain became a second heartbeat pounding in her skull, until the blood ran like tears down her body.

The ring trembled beneath her, the ropes twitching like severed tendons, the structure itself weeping beneath the onslaught of her madness.

Above her, the ceiling split open, bleeding dust and broken wood.

The world rained down on her.

But Lilith kept going.

Painting.
 Praying.
 Promising.

"Frankie was the first," she crooned, voice rising into a fevered pitch, a hymn sung by a dying saint to a god who never loved her.
"But she won't be the last."

She began to laugh again, the sound climbing higher, higher, until it cracked against the ruins of the ceiling.

"I’ll unmake them all for you, Kevin. Every Bombshell. Every champion. Every broken doll they throw at me. I'll tear them apart and build a throne of their bones just so you can see me again."

The darkness pressed in tighter, suffocating, wrapping its fingers around her throat.

Lilith collapsed fully now, splaying herself across the bloodied mat, arms outstretched like a martyr nailed to a cross of her own making.
 Her chest heaved.
 Her vision blurred, splitting the world into shards of red and black.

But still, she smiled.

"You needed me once," she whispered into the endless void, her breath rattling like death through shattered lungs.
 "And you will again."

The final lights above flickered.

Guttered.

Died.

The world around her caved in.

And in that endless, breathing dark, Lilith Locke remained—broken, bleeding, smiling.

Still his.

Always his.

7
Supercard Archives / Re: AARON ASPHYXIA vs LILITH LOCKE
« on: March 28, 2025, 09:05:04 PM »
Therapy Day Three: I fucked up.

The phone rings twice before a soft click is heard. There’s a few moments of silence from both sides, the only sound is the whirring of the hotel room air system.

Dr. Harris spoke calmly. “Lilith? I wasn't expecting a call from you tonight. Are you alright? Has something happened?”

Lilith shifted quietly, trying to stay quiet, but she couldn’t. “Hey, Doc. Yeah, I... I just needed to talk to someone. I did something again.”

Dr Harris pauses, listening intently. “Alright, take a deep breath. We can have a real appointment after this week's show. Tell me what happened.”

Lilith is hesitant, fidgeting with the phone cord and then a loose thread on her sleeve. “It’s Kevin. I left him a note. I thought it would... I don't know, mean something to him. But he just threw it away. Didn’t even hesitate. Like it was trash. Like I was trash.”

She can hear Dr. Harris shuffling. Sounded like he was leaning forward a bit, probably grabbing some paper to write out her current situation. “I see. What did the note say?”

Softly, eyes darting around the dimly lit room. She really hated that she had called. "YOU SAID YOU NEEDED ME. NEVER FORGET IT. CAUSE I WON’T! xoxo LILITH."

Dr. Harris presses fingers together, thinking. “And where did you leave it Lilith?” He had a feeling he already knew. “Lilith..”

Lilith's voice wavers, rubbing her forehead. “In his car. On the driver’s seat. He found it before he got in.” She shivered a bit, remembering the gaze he had in his eyes.

Dr. Harris pauses, his tone is firm yet gentle. “Lilith, I need to ask—how did you get into his car?"

Lilith gives a shaky sigh, gripping the phone tighter. “It wasn’t locked. I didn’t break in or anything. I just... I saw it, and I couldn’t help myself. He’s been so distant lately. So cold. I just wanted to remind him that he’s not alone. That I’m here for him.”

Dr. Harris leans back, processing the information she had just given him. “Well it’s good you didn’t break in.” He took a deep breath, knowing the next part might be hard for her to handle. “And how did he react?”

Lilith’s voice tightens, hands clenched into fists. “He looked disgusted. Like I made his skin crawl. He tossed the note out like it was nothing. Then he drove away. Ran right over it.” You could hear the heartbreak in her voice. “Like I was nothing.”

Dr. Harris nods slowly. “That must have hurt. And it’s perfectly normal to feel rejection. It’s what you do now that matters.”

Lilith laughed bitterly, running a hand through her hair. “Yeah. You could say that. I mean, I poured myself into those words. And he just... erased me. Like I didn’t even exist. He acted like I’ve not done everything for him.”

Dr. Harris folds hands together. “Lilith, I know this isn’t what you wanted to hear, but Kevin’s reaction—it’s telling you something. He’s setting a boundary.”

Lilith snaps and starts to pace around her hotel room. “I know what you’re going to say! That I should stop. That I should just give up. But how do you give up on someone who needs you? Who said they needed you?”

Dr. Harris leans forward, voice steady. “When did he say that, Lilith?”

Lilith whispers, staring down at the floor. “A long time ago, I heard it. But he did. And I believed him. I still believe him.” She knew he meant it.

Dr. Harris exhaled, choosing words carefully. “Yes, because you were having him arrested, he’d say anything to get out of that. But things have changed. And right now, Kevin is making it clear that he wants space. The more you push, the more he’ll pull away. That’s not a connection, Lilith. That’s control. And it’s not healthy for either of you."

Lilith’s voice breaks, as she wraps her arms around herself. “But if I let go... what if he really forgets me?”

Dr. Harris softly, watching her reaction. “I think the real question is—what happens if you don’t?”

A long silence stretches between them. Lilith swallows hard, blinking rapidly as her vision blurs. A soft sniffle is heard on the other end of the line.

Lilith wipes her eyes angrily. “I don’t know who I am without knowing him.”

Dr. Harris’s voice once again becomes gentle but firm, almost fatherly. “That’s what we need to work on. Not Kevin. You.”

Lilith's voice comes back soft and unsure that she believes him. “...Okay.”

Dr. Harris nods to himself. “I want you to take care of yourself tonight. No more notes. No more waiting outside his home, his hotel, his car, his locker room. Can you do that for me?”

Lilith’s voice is barely audible, staring out the window at the dark street. “I’ll try.”

Dr. Harris gives a small smile, hoping he was getting through to her. “That’s all I ask. We’ll talk more in our next session, alright?”

Lilith gives a deep sigh, gripping the phone one last time before nodding. “Yeah. Alright.”

The call ends with a soft click. Lilith lingers, staring at her phone, lost in thought. She paced around her hotel room trying to resist the urge to do something rash. Dare she find out what room he was in for the show.


The camera flickers to life in a dimly lit room. Shadows dance across cracked walls, the lone source of illumination a single, swaying lightbulb overhead. Lilith sits in a decrepit wooden chair, rocking slightly, her fingers tapping erratically against the armrests. Her eyes are hollow yet alight with an eerie fascination. A sharp, twisted grin curls her lips as she tilts her head, staring directly into the camera. Her voice is soft, almost a whisper.

“Do you believe in ghosts, Aaron? Do you ever hear them in the dead of night, whispering sweet little nothings in your ear? I do.” She lets out an erratic giggle, that brightens her dark eyes for a moment. “Oh, I do… I’ve seen them. Moving about.. Barely holding onto the world of the living.”

She laced her fingers together, pressing them tightly against her chest as if cradling something precious and fragile. Her expression flickers between sorrow and euphoria. Her breath hitches.

“I see them everywhere. I feel them, crawling beneath my skin, scratching inside my skull. They tell me things... secrets... truths.”

Her eyes suddenly widened, unblinking. She tilts her head, gaze focused on the camera in front other.

“Kevin... oh, Kevin... he’s one of them now, you know? He’s a ghost. A phantom. A beautiful, wretched illusion that drifts just beyond my reach. He won’t speak to me anymore. Won’t even look at me. Can you believe that?” She chuckles. “After all I’ve done for him... after all I’ve given him…”

Her smile falters, replaced by a twitching scowl. She grips the armrests tightly, her knuckles whitening.

“But you, Aaron... you’re real, aren’t you? Flesh and blood. Bones to break. Skin to carve. A heart that still beats so deliciously inside that arrogant little chest of yours.”

She leans forward, the shadows swallowing half of her face, her grin stretching.

“You stand in front of me like you have a right to exist in my space. You think you can fight me? Beat me? Silence me? Oh, sweet girl, you have no idea what you’ve walked into…”

She suddenly bursts into a fit of laughter, rocking back and forth in her chair, her fingers twitching. The sound is shrill, unhinged, like nails scraping against glass.

“You’re just another distraction. Another obstacle between me and him. But don’t worry, Aaron. I’ll make sure you understand exactly what that means. You see, when I take you apart, piece by agonizing piece, it won’t just be about winning. No, no, no..." Shaking her head. "It’ll be a message.”

She sighs, tilting her head dreamily as she reaches out toward the camera, tracing a ghostly pattern in the air.

“When I’m finished with you, when you’re lying broken at my feet, gasping for air, struggling to remember your own name... he’ll see me. He’ll have no choice. Because I won’t be ignored, Aaron. Not by him. Not by anyone. Not anymore. I’m done being an afterthought here. I will be noticed.”

Her expression darkens, her eyes burning with something indescribable.

“So tell me, little Asphyxia... how does it feel to be marked? To be chosen? To be the lamb I lead to slaughter.The one I sacrifice on the altar to please them.. To please him.”

Her breathing quickens as she runs her hands through her hair, tugging at the strands as if trying to pull something unseen from her mind. She whispers, her voice shaking. It was clear that nothing was going to hold her back.

“The Ghosts..” She spoke quickly.

“They tell me things, Aaron. They whisper in the dark, in the quiet moments, in the spaces between dreams and nightmares. They tell me about pain. They tell me all about suffering. About you.”

She begins tracing invisible lines on her arms, as if mapping out something sacred, something violent.

“You think you’re strong, don’t you? You think you’ve faced darkness? Oh, sweet thing, you don’t know darkness. You don’t know the feeling of it coiling around your throat, squeezing, choking, laughing at your struggles. But you will. I’ll show you.”

A slow, shuddering breath escapes her lips, her eyes fluttering shut for a moment as if savoring a private pleasure. It was as if something inside her had snapped and she was ready to do whatever must be done to make herself unforgettable.

“You’ll beg, Aaron. You’ll scream. You’ll cry out for mercy, and I will look down at you, and I will smile. Because the pain and anguish on your face will be like a drug to me. It will soothe the beast inside, that's scratching and clawing, clawing and scratching, night after night to get out. To escape the prison of my mind.”

She presses a finger against her lips, shushing the camera as a sickeningly sweet smile spreads across her face.

“Don’t worry, darling… I won’t be quick about it. I promise to enjoy it. You will too. I promise I’ll make it last.”

She suddenly tilts her head back and lets out a slow, guttural laugh that echoes through the room, the lightbulb above her swaying more violently now, casting warped shadows against the walls. The air itself seems heavier, suffocating.

“You don’t walk away from me, Aaron. Nobody does. Kevin thinks he has. But he hasn’t. He’s just waiting. Waiting for me to remind him... waiting for me to come back home.”

Her fingers drum against the armrests again, erratic, impatient.

“And you... you’re just another step toward that. Another thing I must destroy. Another body to be buried beneath the weight of my devotion.”

She suddenly stops moving, her body eerily still, her eyes locked onto the camera like a predator sizing up its prey.

“I’ll see you soon, Asphyxia. I’ll see you in the dark. I’ll see you when the screams become whispers and the pain becomes pleasure. And when the match is over, when your body is broken and your spirit is shattered…”

She leans in, her lips nearly brushing the lens.

”..he’ll see me, too.”

The screen distorts, static crackling before abruptly cutting to black. The static fades back in for a moment. The camera flickers, revealing Lilith again, but she is closer now, her face barely an inch from the lens. Her pupils are dilated, and she is breathing heavily, her lips quivering as if she is on the verge of something unspeakable. She whispers to the camera.

“Do you know what obsession tastes like, Aaron? It’s sweet. Sickly. Like honey mixed with blood. It coats your tongue, clings to your throat, and it never, ever goes away. Despite how hard you try.”

Her fingers creep along the edges of the frame, nails scraping, slow and deliberate.

“He used to taste it, you know. He used to love it. And now... now he pretends he doesn’t remember. People who lose their obsessions go mad fending forit. They hold back a part of them that should never be controlled or put into a box. People have forgotten that. But I don’t. I remember everything.”

She tilts her head, her voice softening, almost childlike. Doing this, preparing for a match seemed so simple after everything she had been doing recently.

“I wonder... will you remember me, Aaron? When the lights fade and the pain sets in? Will my name be the last thing you whisper before everything turns black? Before you asphyxiate?” She lets out a laugh.  “See what I did there? I made a play on your name.. Your real name or your stage name makes no difference. Asphyxia.. You’ll get it, I don’t mind choking you out if that’s what gets me the win.”

A long silence. Then, with an almost tender smile, she presses her hand against the camera lens.

“Sweet dreams, little Asphyxia.”

The feed crackles.

STATIC

Screen cuts to black—this time, for good. Then, just when silence seems final, a faint whisper echoes back, so low it’s barely audible:

“Kevin... I'm coming home…”


The screen remains black. But the breathing continues. A rasping, whispering breath that lingers, crawling beneath the viewer’s skin like an unwelcome touch. It stretches on... until finally, it fades.

Lilith sat in the dim hotel room, the walls pressing in on her like the weight of all her failures. The conversation with Dr. Harris still echoed in her mind, his voice firm but gentle, like a tether keeping her from floating into the abyss she had built for herself. She hated how rational he sounded. She hated how much sense he made.
But most of all, she hated that she couldn’t bring herself to believe him.

Her fingers traced the faint indentations of the phone cord where she had gripped it too tightly. She could still feel the ghost of it in her palm. Her eyes flickered toward the window, to the street below, dark and empty except for the occasional car headlights sweeping through the gloom. Was he out there? Was he thinking about her at all? Or was she nothing more than a shadow he had already forgotten?

She let out a bitter laugh, shaking her head at the absurdity of it all. He had said he needed her once. Those words had been real. They had meant something. And now, now she was supposed to just accept that they had faded? That they no longer carried the same weight? No. That wasn’t how love worked. That wasn’t how devotion worked.

Dr. Harris wanted her to move on. To let go. To ‘find herself’ beyond Kevin. But what if there was nothing beyond him? What if she unraveled every thread of who she was, only to find that the only thing holding her together had been him all along? The thought was suffocating, a weight pressing down on her chest until she could barely breathe.

Her mind spun back to the note, the simple scrap of paper she had written with the desperate hope that it would remind him, pull him back to her. But he hadn’t hesitated. He had thrown it away. Thrown her away. She clenched her jaw, feeling the sting of rejection all over again. He was lying to himself. He had to be. No one could just erase another person so easily, not when there was history, not when there was love.

Love.

That’s what this was, wasn’t it? Even if the world painted her as obsessive, as dangerous, she knew what she felt. And she knew what he had felt, too, before everything had twisted into this unbearable distance. He had needed her. He had wanted her. And if he had forgotten that, then it was her job to remind him.

Her fingers curled into fists as she rose from the chair, pacing the small space. Every step felt heavier than the last, weighed down by the war waging inside her. Dr. Harris had warned her not to wait outside Kevin’s home. Not to linger near his hotel. Not to leave any more notes.

He thought she was suffocating Kevin. That she was chasing a ghost.

But Kevin wasn’t a ghost. He was still here, still breathing, still real. And he was still hers, whether he admitted it or not.

Her breath hitched as she thought about their last real moment together, before everything had shattered. The way he had looked at her then, the way his voice had cracked when he had spoken her name. She closed her eyes, willing the memory to stay clear in her mind. It was proof that what they had wasn’t just in her head. That it had been real. That it was real.

The room felt colder now, the air thick with something she couldn’t quite name. She wrapped her arms around herself, trying to find warmth where there was none. The silence stretched on, oppressive and unrelenting. She could hear her own heartbeat pounding against her ribs, a steady reminder that she was still here, still fighting.
Dr. Harris thought she needed to work on herself. To find an identity outside of Kevin. But what he didn’t understand was that Kevin was her identity. Every part of her was woven into him, into the space they had occupied together. To unravel that would be to destroy herself entirely. And she wasn’t ready for that.
She wasn’t ready to disappear.

Her eyes drifted to the door, to the keycard resting on the bedside table. It would be so easy to find out which room he was in. So easy to just be near him, even if he didn’t know she was there. She wasn’t going to hurt him. She wasn’t some kind of monster. She just wanted to see him, to remind herself that he was real. That they were real.

Dr. Harris would say it was unhealthy. That she was feeding an obsession instead of healing.

But how could she heal when the wound was still bleeding?

She took a slow, shuddering breath, forcing herself to sit back down. She could feel the weight of her own desperation pressing against her bones, threatening to consume her whole. She didn’t want to be this person. She didn’t want to be the woman who left notes in unlocked cars and paced hotel hallways searching for someone who no longer wanted to be found.

But what choice did she have?

She ran a hand through her hair, tugging slightly at the strands as if that might pull the chaos from her mind. She needed to think. She needed to be careful. The last thing she wanted was for Kevin to hate her. To truly, irrevocably hate her.

Dr. Harris’s words came back to her then, unbidden. The more you push, the more he’ll pull away.

Her stomach twisted at the thought. What if she was making things worse? What if, by trying to hold on, she was only pushing him further from her? What if she lost him completely?

Her throat tightened, and she pressed the heels of her hands into her eyes, willing herself not to cry. She didn’t have time for tears. She needed a plan. A way to remind him without scaring him. A way to make him see that she was still the woman he had once needed.

The camera flickers in her mind’s eye, the image of herself speaking to Aaron, to the world, to him. It had felt so easy to pour her emotions into that, to let the words flow like venom from her lips. She had always been good at turning her pain into something useful.

Maybe that was the answer. Maybe the only way to make Kevin see was to make the whole world see first. To remind him through the fire and the fury of the stage, through the echoes of her voice in the ring. If he wouldn’t hear her now, then she would make sure he had no choice but to listen.

Her lips curled into a slow, deliberate smile.

She wasn’t giving up.

Not yet.

Not ever.

8
Supercard Archives / Re: AARON ASPHYXIA vs LILITH LOCKE
« on: March 22, 2025, 07:16:16 PM »
Therapy Day Two: Digging Deeper

 Dr. Harris sits in a leather chair, jotting notes on a pad. Across from him, Lilith Locke reclines in an armchair, legs crossed, twirling a strand of her hair between her fingers. Her expression shifts between amusement and frustration. He picked up a file that had been sent over about the incident. He needed to address it with her, to help her further break these habits.

“Lilith, we need to talk about what happened with Kevin Carter. The accusations. The retraction. This pattern you’ve been following…”

Lilith smirks a bit, before it turns into a full smile.

“Pattern? Oh, come on, Doc. I was just having a little fun. Kevin needed a reminder that I’m the only one who truly understands him. That’s not a crime, is it?”

Dr. Harris shook his head, lowering his glasses for a moment.

“You accused him of assault, had him practically arrested, then took it all back within minutes. Do you see how that could be... problematic?”

Lilith lets out a giggle, remembering everything that happened. The look on Kevin's face. The way he called out to her, telling her he needed her.

“I gave him an experience! Something to keep me in his mind, in his soul. He needed to see how much he needs me, Doctor.”

Dr. Harris leans forward, trying to get her to understand what’s going on. He needed her to understand why it was so twisted and wrong.

“Lilith, obsession is not love. Your fixation on Kevin is unhealthy. You’re creating chaos to force a connection. That’s not romance; that’s control.”

Lilith shrugged, but listened to him before speaking.

“What’s love without a little madness Doc? He felt something, didn’t he? I could see it in his eyes.”

Dr. Harris shook his head.

“He felt fear. Anger. Betrayal. Those aren’t the emotions of a man in love, Lilith.”

Lilith scowls and then it softens.

“You don’t understand, Doctor. Kevin and I... we have this pull. This... thing. He doesn’t see it yet, but he will. I’m the best thing that’s ever happened to him. I’ve come to free him from his restraints, the ones both life and himself have placed on him.”

Dr. Harris thinks things over, selecting his words carefully.

“Lilith, what you’re describing isn’t love. It’s an illusion you’re creating. I need you to recognize that forcing someone into dependency, manipulating their reality—it won’t make them love you. It will only push them away.”

Lilith’s voice trembles as she starts to speak again.

“I’m not manipulating. I’m... guiding. If I just give him enough... encouragement, he’ll come around. He just needs time. He needs me.”

Dr. Harris lets out an exasperated sigh, setting down his notepad.

“I think we need to explore why you believe love must be earned through suffering. Tell me, Lilith—has anyone ever loved you without conditions?”

A flicker of vulnerability crosses Lilith’s face. She quickly masks it with a grin, but Dr. Harris sees it. Lilith speaks quietly, something from deep within stirs inside her.

“Love without conditions? Sounds boring.”

Dr. Harris sits back and looks at her.

“Or maybe... it sounds impossible to you.”

Lilith looks away, the smirk fading. The room falls into a tense silence. Dr. Harris goes for it, to dig deeper into her past, seeing if there’s a connection here.

“I want you to tell me about the first time you felt love, Lilith. Not obsession. Not control. Just love.”

Lilith chuckles darkly.

“Oh, Doc, you’re fishing for childhood trauma, aren’t you? Trying to dig up some sob story to make sense of me? That’s so textbook. So... dull. Some people just live better this way.”

Dr. Harris laces his fingers together and places them on his lap.

“I just want to understand.”

Lilith smirked, nodding her head, playing along with the good doctor. She could tell him anything and sadly the man would probably eat it up. Therapists loved this shit.

“Fine. I had a cat once. Loved that little thing. Until it ran away. Or maybe I left the window open on purpose, I don’t know. Either way, that was the first and last time I loved something that didn’t disappoint me.”

Dr. Harris nodded, before he spoke again.

“That’s a sad way to look at love.”

Lilith took a moment to pause, thinking things over.

“Love is sad, Doc. Love is pain. Love is freeing. You have to make them feel it, or else it’s not real. Kevin? He felt it. Love is both happiness and sadness.”

Dr. Harris chimed in, stopping her flow.

“That’s not love, Lilith. That’s control. Let’s talk about control.”

Lilith's smile falters slightly. She shifts uncomfortably in her chair.

“Control is security. It’s... knowing what’s going to happen. Knowing they’ll come back, no matter what.”

Dr. Harris shook his head.

“Because they want to, or because they’re afraid not to?”

Lilith smiles, but it doesn’t reach her eyes.

“Does it matter? If they come back, they come back. He’ll come back, the desire to be unhinged, to let himself feel everything. The rage, the power, how free he’ll feel with me by his side. He'll come back.”

Dr. Harris shook his head.

“It does matter. Love is freedom, Lilith. If you have to force it, it isn’t love.”

Silence. Lilith picks at a thread on her dress, avoiding his gaze. Dr. Harris continued.

“Tell me about your parents.”

Lilith laughs, shaking her head. Here it goes, the good doctor was going to shrink her into some box of people with trauma. She didn’t fear her demons, she welcomed them.

“Oh, here we go. The ‘daddy issues’ segment of the session. Let’s just say, my father was a piece of work. My mother? A ghost, even when she was alive.”

Dr. Harris knew of Lilith’s past, her parents were a broken home. She grew up in that darkness.

“How did that shape your view on love?”

Lilith shook her head.

“It taught me one thing: If you don’t hold on tight, if you don’t make sure they need you... they leave. Love is freedom to be real, but it doesn’t come for free, there’s a price to pay.”

Dr. Harris still wanted to understand further into her mind.

“And Kevin? You think if you make him need you, he won’t leave?”

Lilith smiles darkly again.

“Oh, he won’t. Not when I’m done. I don’t want to hold him down and control him. I want him to realize he needs to let go of that control and let himself feel and to use that anger.”

Dr. Harris took a deep breath.

“Lilith, that’s not love. That’s fear. And I think, deep down, you’re the one who’s afraid. The man doesn’t want you Lilith.”

Lilith’s jaw tightens. She shakes her head, but her fingers tremble slightly as she grips the armrest. Lilith shook her head. Delicate hands digging into the wood of the armrest, digging holes into it.

“You’re wrong. He loves me and he needs me. He just doesn’t know it yet. But I believe I’m finally getting through to him.”

Dr. Harris jumped in with both feet.

“Or maybe... you don’t know what love really is.”

Long silence. Lilith’s smile fades entirely. Her eyes darken, but there’s something else there now. Doubt? Pain? A crack in the mask? Dr. Harris watches, waiting, letting the weight of the words settle in.



STATIC

The screen flickers. A low hum crawls through the silence, a sickly sound that writhes in the ears, burrowing deep like a parasite. Then—a whisper. Soft. Sweet. Poisoned. A cupcake laced with cyanide.

"Do you hear it, Aaron?"

A face flickers into view. Lilith.

But not really.

Not...right.

Her eyes are wide, too wide, pupils dilated like twin black holes. Her lips curl, a grotesque mimicry of a smile, stretching too far, too sharp. Her fingers twitch at her sides, nails caked in something dark and drying. The camera shakes, trembles, distorts around the edges, as if reality itself recoils from her presence.

"It's the sound of inevitability. The sound of the abyss calling your name. It's beautiful, isn’t it? That little hum just beneath your heartbeat, that quiet whisper in the dark? Shhh. Listen."

Silence.

Then—a single, rhythmic THUMP.

The screen spasms violently. A flash of images: A broken doll, limbs twisted the wrong way. A moth pinned through the thorax, still fluttering. A smear of red on pristine white tile.

Lilith giggles. It starts small, a delicate sound, sugar-sweet—until it grows, fractures, becomes something jagged and hysterical. Her body shakes with it, as if her very bones are rattling apart beneath her skin.

"Aaron, Aaron, Aaron... Do you think I don’t see you? Do you think I don’t know you? You call yourself Asphyxia. How deliciously ironic. Because when I get my hands around your throat, when my fingers press into that fragile little windpipe of yours..."

Her breath hitches. Her head tilts. A shudder rolls down her spine.

"Ohhh, Aaron, the beautiful sounds you will make for me."

The camera jolts. Another flash. This time—

A room. No doors. No windows. Just walls covered in frenzied, erratic scrawlings. Scribbled names scratched so deep into the plaster they bleed. One word, again and again:

UNMADE.

Lilith’s face returns. Closer now. Too close. Lips cracked. Teeth bared. Her breath fogs the lens.

"I am not here to fight you, Aaron. I am not here to best you, or to prove something. No, no, no. That would be too small. Too insignificant. I am here to take you apart. To pull at the seams and unravel every little thread that makes you who you are. Piece by piece. Strip by strip. Until there's nothing left but raw, screaming essence."

Her hands rise, fingers wriggling like restless spiders.

"I want to peel back the layers, see what color you bleed. I want to hear what your voice sounds like when it is nothing but a gurgle. When your breath is stolen. When your world turns to black, and the last thing you see... is me."

She inhales deeply, shuddering, euphoric.

"You don't understand yet, do you?"

The room behind her shifts, melts. The walls drip like candle wax, revealing a yawning, endless void beneath.

Her expression softens. Just for a moment. Her head tilts, and the wildness in her eyes dims, like a dying ember flickering in the wind. When she speaks next, it is not a taunt. Not a threat.

It is a whisper of something raw. Something painful.

"Aaron... I could have been different. We could have been different. In another world. Another time. Another life." Her fingers tremble, just for a breath, a heartbeat, before curling back into claws. "But this is the only story we were given, isn’t it? And I... I was never meant to be anything but this. A shadow. A sickness. A thing that unmakes."

A pause. A silence that stretches too long, pressing down like the weight of a grave.

Then—

She snaps back.

The softness is gone, devoured by the abyss inside her. The madness slams back into place with a sharp, wet grin, a delighted shiver running through her spine.

"But oh, Aaron, that doesn’t mean I can’t enjoy it."

The static swells, the image distorting, twisting, warping as her laughter crawls through the speakers like something alive, something with teeth. It stretches, jagged and gleeful, reverberating in the dark like a child's nursery rhyme played in reverse.

And then—

Blackness.

Her voice lingers, stretched and warped, sinking into the deep.

"See you soon, little gasping thing..."

STATIC.

Then—an interruption.

The camera feed returns, but something has changed. The room is darker now, almost suffocating in its emptiness. Lilith is still there, but she is different. The manic energy that had once rattled her form is momentarily subdued. Her fingers twitch against her thighs, not in excitement, but in hesitation.

"Aaron," she says, and for the first time, his name is not laced with glee. It is a whisper. A recognition. A crack in the madness.

She steps back, and the void seems to move with her. The walls behind her shift again, but this time they do not melt. They change. They rebuild. They reshape into something familiar.

A hallway. A home. Flickering lights and the distant echo of footsteps.

"Do you remember?" Her voice is barely audible now. "Before all of this. Before the hunger. Before the unmaking."

The screen glitches, and for a brief moment, another image appears—a girl, much younger, standing at the edge of a dimly lit hallway. Not Lilith. Not exactly. But close enough. And then it is gone. Ripped away as she lets out a breath, sharp and pained, before the madness slams back into place like a rusted iron gate.

"No," she snarls, shaking her head violently. "No, no, no. That’s not the story. That’s not our story."

The camera distorts once more, her smile returning, stretched wide, teeth bared.

"Forget it, Aaron. Forget all of it. Because I will unmake you. I will peel you apart, and when there is nothing left but the whisper of what you once were, I will be there, watching, smiling. Because that is what I am. That is what I was made to be. And you?"

She leans forward, her lips almost brushing the lens.

"You were made to be undone."

The static surges. The screen spasms. Lilith throws her head back and laughs—a sound that drowns the world, that claws at the edges of sanity itself.

And then—

Blackness.

[CONNECTION LOST.]



Lilith sat in the dim glow of an old motel lamp, the flickering light painting restless shadows across the peeling wallpaper. The air smelled of stale cigarettes and cheap whiskey, a fitting backdrop for the storm swirling inside her.

She had done quite a bit since her last session with the good doctor. But it seemed that no matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t resist the urge to cause chaos. It was instinctual, something woven into the fabric of her being. A beast prowling beneath her skin, sharpening its claws every time she thought—maybe this time I can be different.

Kevin Carter had been proof of that. The spectacle she’d crafted around him was glorious, wasn’t it? The way the world turned its gaze toward him, the way his facade cracked under the pressure. The chaos she unleashed wrapped around him like an elegant noose, one woven with perfectly placed whispers and just the right push at the right time. And oh, the sweet crescendo—the police storming the venue, his name becoming a headline, his downfall bleeding into the air like the iron tang of fresh violence.

It should have felt perfect.

Instead, it left a hollow ache gnawing at her ribs.

Lilith dragged a hand through her hair, fingers tightening into her scalp as she stared at her reflection in the cracked mirror above the dresser. Her pupils were blown wide, rimmed with something that looked too much like frustration—too much like doubt.

He had said he needed her.

That should have been enough.

So why did she feel like she had lost something instead of won?

Her hand twitched toward the phone beside her. A dozen messages sat unread, names blinking on the screen like distant lighthouses she had no desire to reach. She hovered over one in particular.

The doctor.

The one who thought he could fix her, or maybe just understand her.

Lilith let out a sharp laugh, one that came out more like a snarl. Understanding her was like trying to hold onto smoke—by the time you thought you had a grasp, it had already slipped through your fingers.

And yet…

She leaned forward, staring into her own eyes, searching.

Could she be different? Could she take all of this—the games, the chaos, the carnage—and reshape it into something else?

She tapped her fingers against the table. Once. Twice. A steady, rhythmic beat.

Then she slammed her fist down so hard the lamp rattled.

No.

This was who she was. Who she had always been.

And if there was a way out—if there was another path she could take—she sure as hell hadn’t found it yet.

Her phone vibrated in her hand. A new message.

Her doctor.

"Still trying to define yourself in the wreckage? How poetic."

Lilith let out a sharp laugh, one that came out more like a snarl.

Define herself?

She glanced back at Kevin’s post, then at her own reflection in the dark screen.

If she was just a storm, then why did she feel the need to check if he was still standing in the aftermath?

The phone screen cast a sickly glow against Lilith’s face, illuminating the sharp angles of her features in the dim motel room.

She scrolled.

Again.

Again.


Kevin’s words sat frozen in time, untouched since the moment the police stormed in and ripped him from the stage. No responses. No cryptic messages. No biting remarks wrapped in poetry and thorns.

Just… silence.

Her thumb hovered over the screen. Her breath slowed. The emptiness of it gnawed at her, a raw and aching void in her gut. He wasn’t saying anything. No smug declarations. No carefully curated thoughts. No scathing observations about the world or about her.

It was like he wasn’t there at all.

And that?

That was unbearable.

She scrolled back further. Older posts. Older thoughts. Pieces of him, still lingering like ghosts in the machine.

"To some people. I'll always be the bad guy."

She traced the words with her eyes, drinking them in, letting them coil around her like whispered prayers. Looked at the image of him that accompanied it.

Would he think she was a storm?

But she had listened to him once. Hadn’t she? Sat in the shadows, watching, waiting, learning. She had studied the way he twisted words into weapons, the way he made chaos look like art. She reveled in his chaos, studied it as if there was some final exam coming her way. Because life was always a test.

And yet… he thought she was mindless.

Her grip on the phone tightened until the plastic creaked beneath her fingers.

She had done so much since her last session with the good doctor. She had tried. God, she had tried. But no matter what games she played, no matter how she bent the world around her like a puppeteer pulling on unseen strings—there was still something missing.

Still something inside her that clawed and screamed and hungered.

And that hunger was never satisfied.

Kevin Carter should have been a victory. His downfall should have been another notch in the ever-growing tally of chaos she’d left in her wake. The police stormed the venue. The headlines. The looks on their faces when they realized she had done it.

But it hadn’t been enough.

Why wasn’t it enough?

She squeezed her eyes shut, digging the heels of her palms into them until colors burst behind her eyelids, swirling, writhing.

Somewhere deep inside her, buried beneath the layers of madness and static, was something fragile. Something raw. A part of her that had been twisted so many times it no longer remembered its original shape.

And that part of her ached.

Her phone dimmed in her grip, the screen going dark.

Silence.

Still, she held it close.


STATIC

A harsh crackle, the sound of something being torn apart, echoes through the void. It rips through the silence, slicing through the air with a power that leaves the room cold and heavy.

Then—silence. Not just empty silence. Not just quiet.

Heavy.

A weight presses down from all sides, suffocating the very air around you. The stillness isn’t just still—it’s thick. It's all-encompassing. The dark isn’t merely the absence of light. It’s a presence. An entity that clings, suffuses, spreads. A presence that consumes. It is all there is.

Then, there's a pulse. Slow at first. A rhythmic throb that crawls through the air, like the heartbeat of something ancient, something not human.

Thump.

Deep. Distant. Almost too quiet to hear, but there. Always there. A heartbeat, like the rhythm of the world itself.

Then— Thump. Thump. Thump.

Faster now. Growing. Eager.

Something stirs at the edges of vision, something that isn’t quite seen, but it’s felt. A cold slithering beneath the skin of the world, creeping into your thoughts, pressing against your senses. Just outside the corner of your eye.

Thump-thump-thump-thump.

Faster. Closer. It’s coming, whatever it is. The pulse is frantic now. A wild, erratic rhythm that matches the desperate beat of your own heart. The air gets thinner, suffocating. The walls close in, and you can’t escape it. You can't escape what's coming.

And then—

A breath. Sharp. Labored.

It’s drawn in through unseen teeth, wet and hungry.

A voice.

A low, wet whisper creeps into the stillness, curling through the silence like smoke, seeping into your mind. It lingers, and its words scrape the air, leaving a chill that bites deep into your soul.

“Did you think you were alone?” it hisses.

The blackness flickers—a fleeting flash, then it reclaims its hold, swallowing the faintest hint of light. A shadow stretches across the floor. It grows, it spreads, and then—

A face.

No, not a face.

A mask. A thing too hideous to be real. Pale skin stretched too tight. Eyes wide and unblinking. A grin—no, a rictus—that spreads too wide, too thin. Jagged teeth catch the faintest glimmer of light, sharp as broken glass.

She leans closer, into your vision. Not human. Never human. Her gaze pierces through you, down to the core of your being.

She sees you.

No.

She knows you.

It is inside you, a thread of something broken, woven into the very fabric of who you are. It’s something dark, something that was always there, lurking in the recesses of your mind. You can’t remember when it entered, but you know it’s been there all along. Something hungry. Something is wrong.

"You can hide," she whispers, voice like shattered glass, sharp and brittle. "You can pretend. You can lock your doors and shut your windows. But tell me..." she pauses, and for a brief moment, there’s something almost playful in her tone. "Who do you think is watching?"

The pulse grows louder. Faster. You hear it now, echoing in your skull. The very heartbeat of the world, drowning out everything else. The walls creak, groan, like they’re about to collapse. The air is thick, heavy, pressing in on you from every side.

And then, a voice again. Closer this time. So close you can feel its breath against your skin.

“Do you feel it? The walls are closing in, Aaron. Can you hear it? Can you hear your mind breaking?”

The words come with a malicious joy, and the figure's grin stretches impossibly wider.

Suddenly, a violent jolt. Images flash across your vision—flashes of memories, of things you thought you’d forgotten.

A figure in the dark, watching from just beyond the edge of the bed. Always there. Always waiting. A hallway that stretches endlessly, the walls pulsing, as if the very house is alive, breathing, alive with something terrible, something hungry. A door, slightly ajar. Just enough to see what’s behind it. But something is behind it. Something that’s been waiting. A mirror. Cracked. Distorted. Reflections warping, twisting, stretching out of shape when they shouldn’t. A dress, torn and soaked, lying in a heap on a dirt floor. A pair of hands, nails split and broken, clawing at something unseen, something that can’t be touched. A mouth sewn shut. Something thrashing, struggling to get out from behind those lips.

The pulse skips, stutters. Something twisted inside the rhythm.

“I know what you dream of,” the voice murmurs, and you feel it in your bones.

A breath, long and drawn. Thick with anticipation.

“I know the sounds you hear when you think you're alone. I know what you are.”

There’s a giggle. Not a child's giggle, but something twisted. Something is wrong. It grates against your sanity, gnaws at the edge of your mind like broken glass.

"You tell yourself you're not afraid of the dark," She whispers, the voice now so close that it's like it’s right inside your skull, whispering directly into your thoughts. "But the dark... the dark is so very afraid of me."

The world around you shifts. Splinters. Breaks. The walls warp, twist, folding like they’re caught in a wind that never stops. A storm, endless and unforgiving. The floor buckles beneath your feet. The weight of it all presses in on you. There’s nowhere to run. Nowhere to hide.

You try to scream. You try to fight back, but it's like your body’s moving in slow motion, like you’re trapped in some kind of twisted nightmare, unable to wake up.

The name. The name is carved into the walls. Deep. Ragged. Blood-streaked. It’s everywhere.

“Hope,” she murmurs, the word twisting like a song from the edge of oblivion. "Hope is nothing but a lie. And I... will undo you."

The pulse skips, and something inside you cracks.

Thump. Thump. Thump.

The world jerks, and for a moment, you’re not sure if the pulse belongs to you or to the world itself. But it’s coming faster. More frantic now. The walls are closing in.

And then, in the darkness, you hear it.

A voice. A whisper.

"Run."

The words are sweet, cold. A lullaby from hell itself. It wraps around you, clings to you, like the darkness is trying to swallow you whole. It’s a twisted comfort, a promise.

“Run as fast as you can, Aaron,” She croons, its voice like a blade. "But you can’t outrun what’s already inside you. You can't outrun me."

The air shivers with the weight of it. You can feel the presence of it, that thing lurking in the dark, watching you. Waiting. And you know it’s not over. It’s never over.

And then the static returns. Louder. Fizzing and crackling, like electricity ripping through the air. A surge. A rush. A wave of noise that presses against your skull. Your mind.

The pulse beats faster. Faster.

“Do you think you’re free now, Aaron?” Lilith's voice spits out, twisted, distorted, stretched out like it’s coming from miles away. “You can run. You can scream. But there’s no place left to hide. No door to lock. This world... is mine. And you, Aaron? You are mine, too.”

The walls tremble again, splintering like brittle bone. The floor beneath you cracks. Splits open. The hallway stretches out before you, infinitely long, its end pulling away into the blackness. The darkness is all around you now. It’s closing in, tightening, choking you. The walls themselves seem to grow closer.

No escape.

The name—Aaron. It echoes in your mind, a song you can’t escape. It’s on the walls, it’s in the floorboards, etched into your skin.

And then—

A flicker. A movement.

A figure, swift as death. Too fast to catch.

It’s there. Behind you. Just out of reach. You can’t see it, but you feel it. The cold breath against your neck. The sharp, unsettling pressure against your spine.

And then—

The face. That same face.

It’s never quite there. Always just beyond the veil of reality. But you can see it now. The pale, twisted grin. Those eyes, burning into you, seeing through you. Burning holes into your very soul.

“You thought you could escape me, Aaron?” she whispers, its voice like poison, sweet and cruel. “You thought you could outrun the truth? The truth that you’re nothing but a vessel? A dream inside my head? You can’t escape what’s inside you. You can’t escape me. No matter how far you run, I will always find you.”

The walls twist and bend. The floor cracks open beneath your feet. The air itself seems to fold and shift, like reality is collapsing all around you. You reach out, grasping at empty air, but there’s nothing. Nothing to hold onto. Nothing to keep you grounded.

“I told you,” her voice murmurs, too close now. "You can hide, you can scream, but you can't escape what you are. You’ll never escape me. Never escape this.”

Laughter rings out. A thousand voices. A thousand souls, all laughing together. All echoing that same twisted joy. The sound cracks the air open, shattering reality itself.

And then—there it is. The pulse.

It’s not yours. It’s the world’s. The heartbeat of the nightmare itself. It’s inside you now. Part of you.

And you can feel it. Closing in. Always closing in.

But here’s the thing, Aaron. You’ll fight. You always fight.

But you can’t beat what’s already inside you.

The truth is... I’ll always be there. Waiting. Watching.

And when the time comes, you’ll know it.

You’ll feel it.

The walls are closing in.

And I... am coming for you.

[CONNECTION LOST.]



The darkness lifts, and Lilith awakens.

Her body is cold, stiff—disoriented, as though she'd been submerged in a frozen sleep. Her breath catches, a gasp escaping her lips as she shudders awake. The remnants of the dream cling to her like cobwebs, images of her opponent, Aaron, broken and crumpled at her feet, whispering sweet defeat in her ear.

But as the fog of the dream fades, she finds herself lying in her bed, the world still around her. No dark corridors.

No walls closing in. Only silence. Stillness.

With a soft groan, she reaches for her phone on the nightstand, her fingers brushing over its screen as she unlocks it. The soft glow illuminates her face, casting eerie shadows across her sharp features.

A single message.

Her lips curl into a smile—wide, cold, knowing.

“I need you.”

She doesn’t reply. She doesn’t need to.

The hunt isn’t over. It’s just begun.

Her smile deepens.

And soon… she'll be coming for Aaron Asphyxia and the rest of the Bombshell division of Sin City Wrestling.

“See you soon Aaron, Darling..”

9
Climax Control Archives / Part 1 of my Confessions || Lilith Locke
« on: March 07, 2025, 06:15:03 PM »
Therapy Day One: The Truth is Known

The soft ticking of the clock fills the room as Lilith Locke, a woman in her early thirties, sits across from Dr. Harris in a quiet, cozy therapy office. Lilith fidgets in her seat, her hands tightly clasped together, eyes fixed on the floor as Dr. Harris starts the session. The session begins by Doctor Harris speaking up first.

“Good afternoon, Lilith. It’s good to see you today. How are you feeling?”

Lilith pauses, her voice soft but tense.

“I’m... I’m not sure, honestly. It’s like I’m stuck, Dr. Harris. Like I can’t escape this... this thing with Kevin. I don’t know why I can’t just let it go. Every time I try, it just gets worse. I even signed up to work at Sin City Wrestling, just to get closer to him.”

Dr. Harris nods, listening to what she has to say.

“I hear you, Lilith. It sounds like things are becoming more difficult for you. We’ve talked before about your thoughts and feelings around Kevin Carter, but it seems like things have been escalating recently. Can you tell me more about what's been happening?”

Lilith exhales, her hands trembling slightly.

“I’ve... I’ve done things that I’m not proud of. It’s like I can’t control it. First week, after his match, I begged him for an autograph—just... just hoping maybe he'd look at me and see me for once. But he didn’t. He looked at me like I was crazy. And then, there was the time I... I helped him get into the building. I knew he’d been escorted out, but I just couldn’t stand to see him outside. I thought... I thought if I helped him, maybe he’d... notice me. Maybe he’d appreciate me.”

Dr. Harris writes down a few notes on what she’s saying, trying to see if this obsession is something he needs to really worry about.

“It seems like you’re feeling rejected by him in those moments, which must be really difficult. Can you tell me more about what you were hoping for when you asked for the autograph or helped him get in? What was going through your mind?”

Lilith her voice falters as she speaks, avoiding eye contact.

“I thought... if I just get close enough, if I just get him to see me, even for a second, then maybe I’d finally matter. I know it’s stupid, but when I see him, it’s like... everything else fades away. For a moment, I feel like I’m seen. Like I’m someone. And I thought that if I kept pushing, if I just kept showing up, maybe... maybe he’d notice me in a way that felt real. It doesn’t make sense, I know.”

Dr. Harris nods their head, finally starting to make sense of everything.

“It makes sense to want to feel seen and acknowledged, especially if you’ve been feeling invisible in other parts of your life. Kevin, being a public figure, might feel like a way to get that attention and validation. Can you talk a little about how it feels when you’re close to him, or when you interact with him? What is that like for you?”

Lilith softly, almost in a trance like state.

“When I’m near him, I feel like I exist. Like I’m not just a shadow walking through the halls. Everything else feels meaningless, but when I’m close to Kevin... I feel real. I know it’s unhealthy, and I know it’s wrong to do the things I’ve done, but when I see him, I just... I feel like I have to try, like it’s my only shot at being someone. That’s the only time I feel... valuable.”

Dr. Harris, tilts their head, before looking over their notepad at Lilith.

“It sounds like Kevin represents something much deeper for you. It’s not just about him—it's about a longing for connection and a sense of self-worth. But the actions you’ve been taking, like helping him when he wasn’t supposed to be there or begging for an autograph, are starting to feel like ways of seeking validation at any cost. Do you see that?”

Lilith looks down at her lap, the guilt evident in her voice. She was playing the doctor's game.

“Yeah. I see it now. It’s like I don’t know how else to get that feeling. When I’m not with him, it’s like I’m... nothing. I just fade away. I’ve tried everything else—work, relationships, hobbies—but none of that fills the void. But when I’m near him, even just for a second, it feels like everything makes sense.”

Dr. Harris takes a moment, before speaking up.

“You’re trying to fill a void, a feeling of being unnoticed or unimportant. But that void isn’t something that another person—no matter who they are—can fill permanently. It’s an internal process. What would it look like for you to start finding ways to feel seen without depending on Kevin or anyone else for validation?”

Lilith shakes her head slowly, her voice full of doubt.

“I don’t know if I can. I’ve spent so long chasing after this feeling... I don’t even know what it would look like to not need him for that. I’m not sure I even know how to feel important without him or someone else noticing me. I’ve tried focusing on other things, but it just... doesn’t work. All I can think about is him, about getting that approval, about being someone.”

Dr. Harris shook his head.

“It’s understandable, Lilith. It’s not easy to shift away from something that’s been a source of comfort, even if it’s unhealthy. But part of our work together will be about finding ways for you to reconnect with yourself, with the parts of you that don’t rely on others to feel validated. It will take time, but we can start by finding ways to build your self-worth from the inside. Can you think of a time, even just a small moment, where you felt good about yourself without anyone else’s approval?”

Lilith pauses, thinking hard about everything, all that’s been said.

“I guess... when I’m at work, and I do something right, like when I pull off a move in the ring that feels just perfect. It’s not the same as when Kevin notices me, but for a second, I feel... like I’m good enough. Like I’ve done something well.”

Dr. Harris nods their head, trying to let her work through it herself.

“That’s a really important realization. That moment when you do something in the ring—that’s you, at your best. That’s not dependent on anyone else’s validation. How can we build on that feeling and start to create more moments where you feel that internal sense of accomplishment, without relying on others to validate it?”

Lilith her voice softens, the weight of the conversation sinking in.

“I guess I could focus more on what I enjoy about wrestling itself. Like, not just doing things to get noticed, but doing them because I love the sport. Maybe if I started there... I’d stop needing it so much from him right?”

Dr. Harris nods his head.

“That’s a great start. Reconnecting with your own love for the sport, focusing on your own achievements, and allowing yourself to be proud of those moments—without needing external validation—could be a powerful way to rebuild your sense of self-worth. It’s not about getting rid of your desire to feel connected or seen, but about finding healthier, more sustainable ways to meet those needs.”

Lilith smiled faintly, playing the doctors game. She know what to say to get the doctor to believe her.

“I’ll try... I know it won’t be easy, but maybe it’s time to start. I can’t keep living like this.”

Dr. Harris nods their head.

“I’m really proud of you for acknowledging that, Lilith. It’s going to be a process, but you’ve already taken the first step by realizing that things need to change. For next week, let’s work on some concrete goals—maybe focusing on strengthening your personal connection to wrestling, or finding another passion outside of it that gives you fulfillment.”

Lilith nods her head slowly, her voice more confident than before.

“Okay. I’ll give it a try. Thank you, Dr. Harris.”

The session wraps up as Lilith stands to leave, a sense of cautious optimism in the air. Dr. Harris offers her a reassuring smile, and Lilith returns it, though still uncertain about the journey ahead.



[STATIC.]

The screen flickers. Darkness.

Then—a sickly violet glow seeps into view. A cracked mirror. A reflection that isn’t quite right. A wide-eyed Lilith Locke, her pupils blown like an animal that’s just caught the scent of blood. She giggles. A sound too sweet, too childlike to belong to something so… wrong.

“Ohhh, Song~”

Her voice drips like honey laced with poison. She tilts her head, the mirror-image stuttering, glitching—like it’s struggling to keep up with her movements.

“You move like the wind, don’t you? So elegant. So graceful. Like a little leaf, twirling, spinning, floating... and then…”

She SLAMS her fist into the mirror. A spiderweb of cracks erupts across the glass, distorting her reflection into something monstrous.

“…CRUSHED under my boot.”

Lilith drags a trembling finger across her lips, smearing her black lipstick like a smudged inkblot test.

“Tai chi, balance, peace—how adorable. Do you think that’ll save you? You think a deep breath and inner tranquility will stop me from digging my fingers into your soft, fragile little throat and squeezing until your ‘chi’ is nothing but a pathetic wheeze?”

She chuckles again, biting her bottom lip until the taste of copper blooms on her tongue.

“You are an artist, aren’t you? Every movement, a dance. Every strike, a brushstroke. But I?”

She lifts a trembling hand, caked in crimson—whether it’s paint, blood, or something else entirely is anyone’s guess.

“I am destruction. I am chaos. I don’t make art, Song—I unmake it. I take something beautiful and I RIP IT APART, and ohhh, it is the most delicious thing to witness.”

The camera pulls back. We see her now, hunched over a canvas—no, not a canvas. A wall. A wall covered in erratic, manic scribblings. Drawings of broken limbs. Shattered spines. Dismembered dolls with Xs for eyes. And there, in the center, smeared in deep, violent red—three words.

LILITH EATS SONG.

A long silence. Then—

A sharp, sudden inhale. Her eyes snap wide. Her grin stretches.

“See you soon, little dancer.”

The screen flickers again, the violet hue painting the corners of the room in unsettling shades. Shadows twist in unnatural directions as though they are alive. The camera shakes violently as it slowly zooms in, revealing the outline of Lilith standing in the center of a room that is completely devoid of furniture. The floor is a glossy black, like a pool of ink that reflects nothing. The walls seem to pulse, throbbing as if the very air is thickening, suffocating under the weight of her presence.

The room feels wrong, out of place, like it shouldn’t exist in the real world. It’s as if the space itself has been distorted, twisted by Lilith’s energy, her madness, leaving only a fractured version of reality behind. The atmosphere is thick, cloying. You can almost feel the weight of the walls pressing in from all sides, closing in around you.

Lilith stands still, her head cocked to one side, her eyes wide, far too wide—unnaturally large pupils swallowing her irises whole. Her lips stretch into a grotesque grin, but there’s no joy in it. There’s nothing but hunger. The same primal, insatiable hunger she’s always carried.

“Do you see it yet, Song? Do you see how everything around you is bending, warping, breaking under the strain of me?”

Her voice is a low, guttural whisper, but it reverberates through the air like a thunderclap, heavy and oppressive. The camera shakes again as if the entire world itself is quivering in response to her words.

She laughs. It’s slow at first, soft, almost mocking, but it spirals, quickly building in volume, until it’s manic and violent, splitting the air. The walls around her pulse faster in rhythm with the crescendo of her laughter, and suddenly, they begin to bleed—thick, dark veins of liquid pouring from the seams, dripping down to the floor. It’s like the very room is alive, infected by Lilith’s touch.

She walks forward, her feet barely making a sound, like she’s gliding through the blackness. The camera tilts, following her movements with a sense of dread that grows heavier with each passing second.

“You thought I would be content with just a little destruction? That I’d be satisfied with just breaking things?”

Lilith’s voice curls around her words like a viper, venomous and cruel.

“No, no, no, Song. I want to unmake everything. I want to watch it all dissolve into nothingness. I want to hear the silence after the screams have ended.”

Her hands twitch, fingers curling into claws that scrape against the air, as if she’s drawing power from the nothingness surrounding her. She moves towards a cracked mirror that now hangs in the corner, its surface shattered, pieces hanging by thin strands of glass. Each piece reflects a fragment of her face, but none of them align perfectly. Each piece is wrong. Twisted.

She presses her palm against the mirror. The glass fractures further beneath her touch, each crack spreading like the web of a spider, growing faster, more violent, until the whole thing shatters, sending shards falling to the floor with a deafening crash.

“Do you hear it, Song?”

Lilith whispers, bending down to pick up a shard of glass. She holds it up to her eye, peering through it with manic fascination.

“The sound of reality breaking? Of everything you hold dear cracking open?”

She lowers the shard, her eyes never leaving the camera.

“I can feel it, you know. The tension in the air. The way your heart races. The way your mind tries to keep hold of the pieces that are falling apart.”

Suddenly, she smashes the shard against the floor. The impact is sharp, brutal. The sound echoes around the room, reverberating off the walls like a slap against reality itself.

“I can feel your mind breaking, Song. The fracture in your thoughts. It’s so delicious. So perfect. And when you crack? When your soul splits apart at the seams?”

Lilith’s grin widens.

“That’s when I’ll eat you. That’s when I’ll feast on everything you’ve ever been.”

The camera shifts, spinning erratically, as though it’s struggling to hold onto any semblance of stability. There’s a new sound now—a wet, squelching noise that grows louder with every passing moment. Something dripping. Something thick. Something unnatural.

The floor beneath Lilith begins to shift, transforming into a liquid black tar, thick and viscous, bubbling like an open wound. She steps into it, unbothered, as the substance rises around her ankles. Her gaze locks with the camera, and for a moment, her pupils seem to disappear entirely, leaving only the black void of her eyes. The tar continues to rise, creeping up her legs, her torso, until it’s at her chest. The substance is alive, pulsing with a twisted energy, drawing her deeper, like it’s consuming her from the inside out.

“You think this is death, don’t you?”

She murmurs, her voice muffled as the tar engulfs her.

“But it’s not. It’s just the beginning. The real fun begins when there’s no way out. When you’re drowning in your own mind, suffocating in your thoughts, while I sit back and watch it all unfold. Watch you break.”

The camera shakes violently as Lilith's form is swallowed whole by the tar, her body consumed by the viscous, sentient liquid, and the screen flickers again—this time, darker. The noise grows—scraping, tearing, like something is trying to claw its way out.

Suddenly, the image cuts to black. The sound of screaming fills the void. Screams that echo and distort, twisting into each other, merging into one unified, maddened sound. The screen shudders under the pressure of it, as if it might tear itself apart at any moment.

When the screen flickers back to life, the scene has changed entirely. Now, it’s a sprawling, endless landscape—no trees, no animals. Just a vast, open expanse of cracked earth, stretching as far as the eye can see. The sky above is a sickly green, swirling with clouds that churn and twist like something alive. The air is thick, almost suffocating, charged with a palpable, crackling energy.

In the distance, Lilith appears, standing tall against the horizon, her form silhouetted against the chaotic sky. Her hair is a wild, tangled mass, her clothes torn and hanging from her body like a ragged flag. Her eyes are black holes, pulling everything into them.

“Do you see it now?”

She calls, her voice ringing out across the barren landscape, distorted by the wind.

“Do you see the void? The nothingness that’s waiting for you? Waiting for all of us?”

She starts to walk, the ground beneath her cracking and splitting with each step. As she moves, the earth around her begins to crumble, swallowed by the abyss that seems to follow in her wake. It’s as if she’s dragging the world down with her, unraveling the very fabric of reality. Behind her, there’s nothing but an endless chasm, yawning wide, ready to devour everything.

“You can try to escape.”

She sings, her voice sweet and mocking.

“But there’s no escaping me. There’s no escaping the abyss I’ve carved into this world.”

Her laughter echoes, a maddened cackle that bounces off the walls of the void, distorting everything it touches.

“You think I’m the end? Oh, no. I’m the beginning. I’m the first crack in the mirror, the first crack in your soul. I’m the thing that comes before the end, the thing that turns everything to dust. I am the chaos before the order. And I will consume you. I will unmake you.”

The camera shakes violently again, the earth trembling beneath her feet. The cracks grow larger, wider, swallowing everything in their path. And yet, Lilith moves forward, her eyes gleaming with manic delight.

“I can hear it.”

She whispers, her voice now soft and intimate, as if she’s speaking directly to you.

“I can hear your heartbeat. Faster now. Thumping, racing. Your pulse pounding in your ears as the world falls apart around you. But it’s too late, Song. Too late to stop it. Too late to save yourself.”

She turns, her body jerking unnaturally, like a puppet on frayed strings. Her grin is wide, unhinged. Her voice rises to a screeching crescendo.

“It’s already begun!”

She shrieks, the sound like nails on a chalkboard.

“It’s already started. The end. The unmaking.”

With a final, deafening laugh, she lunges toward the camera, her form distorting and breaking, as the screen cracks into a million pieces.

[STATIC.]

The screen flickers again, and now we’re somewhere else. A dimly lit room, a wooden chair in the center. The walls are covered in paper—pages torn from books, newspapers, handwritten notes. Each piece of paper has the same word scrawled on it, over and over.

SONG. SONG. SONG. SONG.

Lilith steps into view, her bare feet soundless against the cold floor. She hums, her voice lilting, eerie, a lullaby from a nightmare. She runs her fingers across the pages, her touch almost… affectionate.

“Do you feel it yet?”

She whispers.

“That tiny, nagging feeling in the pit of your stomach? That little whisper in the back of your mind telling you to run?”

She suddenly SNATCHES a page from the wall, crumpling it in her fist. Her breathing quickens. Her fingers twitch.

“But you won’t run. Because you believe in balance. You believe in control. You think you can center yourself and face me like some noble warrior.”

She presses the crumpled page to her lips, inhales deeply, and then—

She eats it.

Chews it. Swallows it whole.

Lilith closes her eyes, savoring the moment. Then, she licks her lips and leans in close to the camera.

“But what happens… when I throw you off balance? What happens… when I don’t play by the rules of your little dance?”

She presses a finger to her lips.

“Shhh. Don’t answer. I want to see for myself.”

She steps back. The lights flicker. The papers on the walls start to peel and flutter to the ground as if some unseen force is breathing against them.

A final whisper, dripping with wicked glee—

“Goodnight, my sweetest Song.”

[STATIC.]

The feed returns. But now it’s shaky, handheld. The screen bobs and wobbles as if someone is moving through a hallway. Heavy, uneven breathing can be heard. A single dim light flickers overhead, casting eerie, shifting shadows against the walls.

Lilith’s voice hums through the darkness. But she isn’t on screen yet.

“Do you know what I love, Song?”

The camera swings wildly, revealing deep scratch marks on the walls—gouged in by fingernails, maybe something sharper. Symbols. Spirals. Jagged hearts, split in two.

“I love the moment… right before a scream.”

The camera turns a corner—

And there she is.

Lilith sits on the floor, cross-legged, surrounded by dozens of dolls. Faceless. Limbs twisted. Some missing heads. In her lap, she holds a porcelain one with a painted-on smile. Her fingers twitch along its throat.

“That little intake of breath. That split second where the brain realizes—oh, no. This is real.”

She tightens her grip on the doll’s neck until CRACK—

The head pops clean off, rolling to the side, shattering as it hits the floor.

Lilith exhales slowly, a shudder of pleasure washing over her.

“I wonder… how long it will take for you to break?”

She stands now, stepping over the wreckage of broken dolls, letting the glass crunch beneath her feet. Her head tilts, her grin stretching wider as the camera shakes in her presence.

“You like to move, don’t you? You like to flow like water, like the wind. But what happens, Song, when I clip your pretty little wings?”

A sudden SNAP—the screen glitches as Lilith lunges, her face right up against the lens, her eyes wild, manic, starving.

“What happens… when I drown you?”

The screen distorts again. Static. Then—

A flash of something. Water. Rushing. Gurgling. The sound of desperate splashing, something struggling beneath the surface.

A hand. Fingers clawing. Reaching.

And Lilith’s voice, sweet as sugar—

“Shhh. Just let it happen.”

More static.

When the screen stabilizes, Lilith is sitting in a bathtub, fully clothed, her body half-submerged in dark, blood red water. Her hair sticks to her face, dripping, her breath slow and controlled. A single red petal floats beside her.

Her fingers trace lazy circles in the water. She looks up, lips parting slightly as if she’s about to say something profound—

Then she lets herself slip beneath the surface.

The water stills. Silence.

Nothing.

Then—

A violent, thrashing explosion as Lilith BURSTS from the water, gasping, laughing, her eyes gleaming with electric, unhinged delight.

She leans forward, water dripping from her chin as she whispers, almost lovingly—

“I can’t wait to feel you struggle.”

[STATIC.]

Fade to black.

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