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Climax Control Roleplays / "Shards of Glass"
« on: May 07, 2025, 11:08:13 PM »
Therapy Session 5: Finding herself in the shattered reflections.

Scene opens in the same pale blue room. The ticking clock seems louder today. Maybe it’s the silence. Maybe it’s her. The lamp hums above, casting half-light on two familiar faces. Lilith is curled up in the armchair again, but this time her posture is tighter. A coiled spring. Black hoodie pulled low. No makeup. Just shadows. Dr. Harris sits in his usual chair, legs crossed, notebook unopened.

"I saw the tournament match."

His tone is even. No accusation. Just a fact. An observation placed gently between them like a raw nerve. Lilith doesn’t flinch. She doesn’t look up. But her mouth twitches. A smirk? A wince?

“Of course you did. Everyone did. Tell me something I don’t know.”

Her voice is hollow, soaked in something that isn’t quite regret. Not quite bitterness either. Just tired. Dr. Harris shook his head as he began to speak.

“Blast From The Past. You couldn’t even make it past the first round. You lost focus. Where was that fire you had before? That drive to prove to Kevin he needed you. You just proved he didn’t.” He waits, letting her sit with it. She doesn’t take the bait. “You were quieter than usual. No post-match interview. No fire. No retaliation. That’s not like you.”

Lilith sighed, running her fingers through her hair. “Maybe I ran out of matches to bleed for.”

She lets the words hang, then finally looks up. Her eyes are colder today. Not sharp. Not angry. Just... dulled.

Dr. Harris took the moment to speak up. “Or maybe losing forced a kind of silence you weren’t ready for.”

She scoffs, shakes her head, curls deeper into herself. “You think I gave a fuck about winning that damn tournament?”

But it sounds defensive. Shaky. She knows it. Dr. Harris always knows it.

“I think you care about not being forgotten. And losing in front of the world makes it easier for them to move on.”

Lilith glares at him. But there’s no venom in it.

“You think I don’t know that? They already forgot me the moment the bell rang. The moment I didn’t pin her.” She leans forward now, voice rising. “Everyone kept looking at me like I was the weak link. Maybe I was. Maybe that’s all I ever am. Static on a broadcast everyone tunes out.”

Dr. Harris nodded, speaking quickly. “Did you feel like you failed yourself?”

“I wasn’t supposed to be the one pinned. That wasn’t the story I wanted.” She looks down at her hands—bandaged. Bruised. Not from the match. From after. From fists against walls, and every mirror in her hotel room.

Dr. Harris closes his book. “That’s the thing about stories, Lilith. Sometimes the audience reads a different chapter than you wrote.” Silence again. The clock ticks. Dr. Harris speaks gently now. “Tell me what losing felt like.”

Lilith scoffs, leans her head back, stares at the ceiling like the answer might drip from it.

“It felt like standing in a crowded room screaming—and no one even looking up.”
She sighs. “Like my pain wasn’t big enough. My rage not loud enough.”

Dr. Harris finally opens his notebook. Not to shield himself—but to record. “So you’re telling me the match wasn’t just about winning. It was about proving you still mattered.”

She looks at him now. Tired. Honest.

“It’s always about that. Every promo. Every punch. Every stomp. I’m not just fighting them—I’m fighting oblivion.” She hugs her knees closer to her chest. “And I’m losing.”

Dr. Harris lowered his glasses looking at her with studious eyes. “You were alone in that match. What did it feel like to fight against someone when you felt like no one was in your corner?”

Lilith laughs—but there’s no humor in it. Just bitterness. “It felt like waiting for a ghost to show up. She was a monster in the ring—but she’s not me. Not really. No one ever is.

Dr. Harris shook his head. “Do you think you’re easy to be with?”

Lilith flinches. That lands. She hasn't spoken for a long time. Just breathing slowly. Then she finally speaks up “I don’t know how to be soft. Or still. Or... easy. I burn too loud. And people... they either get too close and melt, or they run before the heat hits.”

Dr. Harris leans forward now, elbows on knees. “That match wasn’t a betrayal. It wasn’t abandonment. It was just a loss. A part of the job. And maybe that’s scarier for you than betrayal—because it means sometimes, pain just happens. No enemy. No narrative. Just life.”

Lilith closes her eyes. Breathing in deep. The truth hurts more than the loss.

Dr. Harris speaks up at this point. “Did you look in the mirror after the match?”

She hesitates. Shaking her head. “I smashed it.”

Dr. Harris tilted his head. “Why? Why would you smash a mirror like that?”

Lilith speaks quietly. “Because she looked disappointed. Like she expected more. Like I wasn’t enough.” She opens her eyes, voice trembling. “I couldn’t take her judgment too.”

Dr. Harris took a moment, thinking over his next words. “Maybe that wasn’t judgment. Maybe it was grief.” Lilith frowns. He continues. “Grief for the version of you that thought winning would fill the hole. That thought recognition would equal love. That thought violence would be enough.” She bites her lip and looks away. “What would it mean if people forgot you, Lilith?”

Lilith spoke up now. “It would mean I never mattered.”

Dr. Harris shook his head. “That’s not true.”

Lilith glared at him now. “How would you know?”

He closes the notebook, setting it aside finally. “Because you’re here. Again. Still trying. Still talking. Still asking the mirror to show you something real. That’s more than most people do.”

Lilith’s jaw clenches. She swallows hard.

Dr. Harris stood, walking around the room. “Losing doesn’t make you invisible. It just makes you human.”

She hates that word. “I don’t want to be human. Humans break.”

Dr. Harris shrugged his shoulders. “So do mirrors. But we keep looking anyway.”

Silence. But it’s softer now. Like a blanket, not a blade. Lilith finally uncurls, stretches her legs out, stares at the ceiling again. Her voice, almost a whisper. “What if I’m more than the violence?”

Dr. Harris gives a final nudge. “Then we find out who that woman is.”

Scene closes on Lilith walking out of the room. She doesn’t have the mirror anymore—but something in her posture is different. Not hope. Not yet. But hunger. Not just for blood. But for truth.


Not theatrical darkness, but total sensory deprivation. A sound begins—slow, wet breathing. Uncomfortably close.

A heartbeat joins it, but not the steady thump of life—it’s uneven, arrhythmic, like something learning to beat.

The camera sparks to life. Fuzzy, grainy. We see Lilith in a room too large to be real, walls covered in sheets of cracked mirror, all slightly askew. Each reflection shows her at a different moment—laughing, weeping, seething, silent. None of them blink in sync.

Lilith, low, speaking to herself at first.

“Hell has no throne.
No gold. No velvet. No kingdom.”


She tilts her head at one mirror showing her curled in a fetal position, pale, breathing slow.

“No crowns.
Just teeth. Just heat.
Just the echo of your own voice,
chewing on your thoughts like meat.”


She turns to face the camera, stepping slowly forward, bare feet dragging slightly like they don’t belong to her. Her smile is lazy, not quite kind.

“There is no Queen in Hell.
Except me.”


She walks as she speaks, voice drifting with the cadence of poetry, but underneath it—rage. Deep and rooted like mold in the walls.

“You want to be royalty?
You cling to a title
You believe you earned it.
But it’s all just make believe.”


She shook her head. There was something that could be said about a woman like Victoria. She had seen them before, destroyed them.. She sent them packing. Victoria wasn’t a Queen, she was nothing more than a pawn.

“Victoria—that name,
that title—
you wear it like armor made of mirrors.
Polished. Pretty. Reflective.
But easily destroyed.”


Her hand glides across a jagged mirror edge, slicing open a finger. She doesn’t flinch. Blood streaks downward in slow motion.

“But what happens when no one claps?
What happens when the glass cracks and there’s no one there to see their face in you?”


She turns a mirror toward the camera. It doesn’t reflect the room. It shows fire.

“You think you’re safe because you’ve survived a few trials?
Because you played the wheel and it didn’t break you?
The Roulette Champion.
The False Queen.
Your throne is built on lies
Your Kingdom is crumbling
How ironic.”


She sneers, a twitch of disdain.

“Because I don’t play games.
I unmake them.
And when I pull the tablecloth from the altar,
let’s see if you still feel holy when everything smashes at your feet.”


She spins suddenly, grabbing one of the mirrors and hurling it off screen. The crash is loud. Satisfying. She doesn’t flinch.

“I hear the whispers.
Where's Lilith been?
Why hasn't she spoken?
Is it all just a game?
Did she run away?
Is she broken?”


She shakes her head.

“No.”

Her voice is low, gravelly.

“I was... watching.
Listening to the silence that came after Kevin disappeared.
Not just gone from the ring.
Gone from me.
I listened to the silence after my loss.
My first loss here in Sin City Wrestling.”


Her voice shakes now, a crack of something real breaking through the performance. She grins through it.

“He stopped speaking.
So I ripped my own voice out just to see what silence tasted like.
Spoilers darlings,
It tastes like copper.
Like iron.
Like teeth
Like blood..
And I loved the taste of it.
Every last drop of it.”


Her hand lifts to her lips, stained in a blood red color.

“I talked to the walls.
I screamed at the ceiling.
I ran my fingers through glass, as if it was nothing.
I buried parts of myself in places I can't draw maps to anymore.”


She paces slowly. Every footstep a sentence.

“And when they said my name out loud again,
it didn't feel like a return.
It felt like a summoning.”


A mirror flashes — a version of Lilith with black sclera eyes, grinning too wide.

“You think silence is a void?
No.
Silence is a pressure chamber.
And now I'm the explosion.”


She starts pacing faster now. Her bare feet leave red footprints. We don’t know if it’s paint, blood, or metaphor. We don’t ask.

“And now this little chessboard match.
Queen's Gambit.
How cute.
Like we're all pieces in some tidy little story.
Like we're meant to move only when allowed.”


She jerks her arm sideways, knocking over a stack of chairs arranged like pawns. They clatter and tumble like broken soldiers.

“But I don't move by rules.
I am moved by rage.
I step hand in hand with anger.
I was born from chaos, not crafted by order.”


She laughs softly, almost sweetly. Then when she speaks, again, it’s cold and calculated.

“You call me a threat like it’s an insult.
But that’s just a shape you use to fit me into your script.
Threat. Villain. Monster.
It makes you feel safe, doesn’t it?
Like I’m bound to the stage and the lights and the outcome.”


She kneels briefly, pressing her palm into a splintered reflection.

“But I am not your script.
I am the ink that runs when the paper gets wet with blood.”


She rises again, breathing heavier.

“Song... my partner?
She is silent and precise.
Graceful destruction.
An assassin.
We don’t belong together.
And that’s why it’ll work.”


She crouches low, crawling on all fours with eerie grace. Her face twitches, half-grin, half-growl, feral even.

“Because while she slices clean... I devour.
While she calculates. I thrive in chaos.
She’s graceful and delicate..
I am dangerous and go unchecked.”


She crawls until she’s under a hanging bulb that flickers with her every word.

“We are not two queens.
We are the sword and the scream.
And you don’t survive both.”


She rises again, and the mirrors show flashes: Victoria stumbling, Harper pinned down, Song with eyes like razors.

“She is the assassin in the night.
I am the nightmare that wakes you from sleep,
heart pounding, unable to scream.”


She claps once. Lights flicker in rhythm.

“Together.
We're not a team.
We're a reckoning choreographed in shadow and blood.”


She stops before a massive cracked mirror. The reflection in this one is twisted, delayed, like the footage is lagging. She watches herself... watching herself.

“Harper Mason.
The Strong One.
The workhorse.
The backbone.”


She walks slowly, hands trailing the wall.

“The one who gets things done while others pose, right?
The one they never worry about because you don’t break, do you?”


A chuckle. Bitter.

“You’ll be too busy
Trying to impress the Queen of Lies.
With your attempt at greatness.
Focused on the bullshit she feeds you.
Acting like a starving lunatic.
Slurp it up little one.
It will take more than just her dose.
But we know it’ll fail.”


She stretches her arms out like a crucifixion, head rolling back as if receiving a vision.

“I bet they pat you on the back a lot, huh?
Nice job, Harper.
You did great out there.
You held it together.”


Her voice turns mocking, saccharine.

“So stable. So dependable.
The Future of the business.”


She turns vicious instantly, stepping into the camera’s face.

“But what happens when something unstable grabs you by the spine and yanks?
What happens when it tears you apart?
Rips you open and see’s what makes you tick?
What do you do when there’s no pattern to follow?”


Lilith's fingers twitch. She flexes like she's feeling invisible strings being pulled.

“What if I don’t want to pin you, Harper?
What if I want to ruin you?
What if I want to undo the image they built for you?
Turn that hardworking reputation into gristle between my teeth?”


She laughs. Not loud. Not manic. Just... delighted. Like a child pulling the wings off a fly.

“Because this match isn’t about the Bombshell Roulette Championship.
Such a pretty little thing.
Gold and Glory.
It’s not about status.
It’s not even about winning.”


She walks into the darkness, voice still heard as the camera lingers.

“It’s about the unveiling.
About showing all of you that the roles you've been clinging to
are costumes soaking in gasoline.
And I brought the match.”


We hear the sound of something striking. A flame, brief. Burning hot and fast.

“There is no winner here.
Only survivors.
And even that is temporary.”


Suddenly she’s seated, cross-legged on a floor made of shattered glass, bleeding from a dozen small cuts she doesn't seem to feel. Her eyes flick upward.

“I have lived in my own silence for weeks.
Because I was waiting.
Not for the right moment.
For the wrong one.
The moment where it stops making sense.
Where the crowd can’t chant your name because they’re too busy screaming.”


She begins rocking gently. Humming. Childlike. The sound becomes distorted. She sways side to side a little.

“Where Victoria’s shine turns to smoke.
Where Harper’s balance becomes wobble.
That’s where I thrive.
That’s where I destroy kingdoms.
That’s where I plant flags in the flesh of my enemies.”


She reaches into her mouth and pulls something out slowly. A thread. Long. Dark. Wet. She keeps pulling. It seems endless. Finally she snaps it between her teeth and drops it on the floor like it's a dead snake.

“There is no Queen in Hell.
Except me.
And I don’t sit on a throne.
I pace the walls.
I scratch sigils into stone with fingernails.
Until my fingers bleed.”


She pulls her hand from the floor. Blood. Glass embedded in the skin.

“I make altars out of regret.
And when I speak…”


She leans into the lens. A whisper escaping her lips, as if she’s telling a secret.

“Reality flinches.”

She smirks, her eyes cold and uncaring.

“And when the match ends,
and they scrape the wreckage from the ring…
Don’t call it victory.
Call it a curse fulfilled.”


The lights flicker again. A low, grinding sound in the background—like metal dragging on stone.

“I didn’t come back to be seen.
I came back to make sure you see yourselves
in every single mirror I smash.”


The broken mirror behind her flickers with more visions—screams, fire, empty arenas, reflections without faces.

“Every shard reflects a truth.
And none of them are beautiful.
They all show the truth.
You are far too afraid to face.
In the end, you are a false pretender.”


The lights begin to flicker again. The mirror behind her shows not her reflection, but flashes of her opponents screaming, losing, breaking. None of it has happened yet. Lilith is eerily calm now.

“This is not about victory.
This is baptism.
Not in fire.
Not in water.
In the kind of darkness that stares back.”


She stands one final time, blood dripping from her hands now.

“Victoria, Harper—you haven’t been silent.
You’ve been comfortable.
I will peel the comfort from your bones.
I will make you question why you ever put on boots and called this a sport.
I am not the opponent.
I am the reckoning.”


She steps into a final spotlight. The mirror behind her shatters entirely.

“And when it’s done…
When you’re left coughing blood into your trembling hands…
Don’t look for mercy.
Don’t look for the Queen.”


Beat.

Her smile returns. So soft. So sincere.

“Because there is no Queen in Hell.
Except me.”


She shoves the camera away. The camera crashes to the marble floor and the feed cuts to static.


The dream did not begin.

It ruptured.

A crack in the fabric of silence, a scream without sound. There was no waking into it—only a slipping. A bleeding. Like Lilith had been caught in a riptide pulled not from water, but from memory. Ash blanketed the world. Thick, soft, endless. It coated the ground and the breath, graying the air into something heavy and still. The sky above sagged, swollen with an unseen storm. No stars. No moon. Just pressure—oppressive and constant.

And then—

She felt it. A vibration through the bones. A name shivering up her spine like a long-forgotten melody.

“Lilith.”

Not a shout.

A call.

Wounded. Wanting. Soft, like prayer… of confession.

She turned, though direction had no meaning in this place. There was no ground. No walls. No light. Still, she turned, drawn not by logic but by the tether that had never fully unraveled.

Kevin.

His name echoed in the marrow, burned beneath her ribs. She had buried that ache once—wrapped it in rage, smothered it in silence. But the ember was still there, and now it flared to life like breath on coal.

She moved forward. Slowly. Bare feet sinking into ash that held no heat. The air changed. She crossed into the forest of mirrors. Tall, warped, and cracked, they lined her path like sentinels—each one reflecting not her as she was, but as she had been. Each glass was a moment frozen: Lilith laughing with blood on her hands, Lilith holding Kevin’s jaw tenderly in the corner of the locker room, Lilith walking away while he watched her go.

She stopped before one—its surface trembling. In it, Kevin moved. Not in the past. Not in memory. Now. He wandered, barefoot like her, the ash curling around his ankles. His mouth shaped her name like it hurt. Like it bled.

“Lilith…”

She didn’t blink. Didn’t breathe. He was here. She stepped through the mirror. The surface folded around her like warm silk, and the world tore open. She emerged into the same landscape as Kevin—but behind him. Close, but unseen. Not yet.

Not until he needed her.

The dream changed shape around them. Kevin moved through a hallway made of rusted doorways. Each door pulsed with memory. He reached for them like relics, his fingers tracing names he could no longer say out loud. He stopped at the last door. The one still breathing.

It opened like an eye.

Lilith did not follow right away. She watched him disappear through the frame, then stepped in behind him.

The cathedral was made of bone. Familiar. Sacred. A structure she had built for him in dreams she no longer remembered dreaming. Every wall was carved with her name. Every echo was tuned to the sound of his heartbeat. He found the altar. Found the voice she had left behind.

“I’m not your light in the dark, Kevin.
 I’m the reason you know the dark has shape.”


He knelt before it like it might forgive him.

The dream cracked again.

And Kevin moved on.

Now the ash glowed.

The path led to a sea of teeth—chattering softly, like laughter underwater. Kevin crossed it barefoot, each step sending ripples through the bone-white tide.

And on the other side— The throne.

Lilith sat upon it, waiting. But not soft. Not safe. She was radiant in ruin. Her skin glowed where the cracks ran deepest, light seeping from every fault line like fire behind shattered glass. The throne beneath her was a monument to violence—blades, bones, broken promises. Her crown was made of silence.

Kevin approached.

Not with awe. With exhaustion. He dropped to his knees. And said her name again.

“Lilith…”

She opened her eyes. And the dream froze. The tether snapped taut between them, binding them like it once had before silence grew teeth. She stepped down from the throne. Her bare feet whispered against the ash-glass floor.

Kevin looked up. His eyes were wreckage. Haunted. Hollowed out.

“Why didn’t you come?” he asked. His voice was low. Broken.

Lilith knelt in front of him. Her hand found his cheek. She smeared ash across it like a benediction.

“I did,” she whispered. “You just didn’t open your eyes.”

His hand found hers, gripping it tightly. “I thought I lost you.”

“You did,” she answered. “But I’m the kind of thing that finds herself again.”

Kevin’s forehead met hers. He breathed her in like absolution. “I need you.”

The words hung there. Not pleading. Not dramatic. Just true. Lilith did not flinch. She held him. Let him collapse into her like the man who once stood behind her in every war. Her arms wrapped around him, and for a moment, neither one moved. Neither one spoke.

And the world held its breath.

The ash stilled.

The knives dissolved.

The sky bled gold and red and black.

In this sacred unreality—this pocket of myth and memory—they were whole again.

Not healed.

But bound.

Lilith stroked Kevin’s hair with trembling fingers. His heartbeat fluttered against her ribs. He was warm and shaking, and she memorized the weight of him in her lap as if she’d lose it all again by morning. She bent close. Whispered against the curve of his ear.

“You called me back.
 So now we burn together.”



Camera opens: a flickering flame. It pulses like a heartbeat, center frame. A low hum. No music. Just Lilith’s voice—beginning in darkness.

“There’s a moment in the silence before the scream.
Not peace.
Not calm.
Something else.
A stillness so complete it feels like suffocation.
That’s where I’ve been.
Not resting.
Not healing.
Not hiding.
I’ve been coiled.
Waiting for the right match to strike.
And now… I smell gasoline.”


The flame bursts upward, revealing Lilith in a cracked, cathedral-like space. The walls are draped in decayed banners—old victories turned to ash. The camera zooms in slowly. She sits cross-legged on a throne of broken steel chairs, blood on her hands, her mouth, her eyes too calm.

“Let’s get this out of the way.
I’m not here to make friends.
I’m not here to play fair.
I am not here to be clapped for, posted about, or paraded as the "dark horse" everyone underestimated.
I am the weight you didn’t train for.
I am the moment in the match when your lungs stop pulling air and your brain tells you to quit, and something older keeps moving anyway.”


She stands now, barefoot, each step leaving a smear across the floor like paint—or blood.

“Harper Mason.
Let’s start with you.
The Slaytanic Avenger
The Future.
Everyone’s Favorite Handshake.
You are the ribbon they wrap around mediocrity to make it look noble.
The girl who gets thanked, but never feared.
Congratulated, but never crowned.
You work hard.
You show up.
You hit your marks.
But you’re not dangerous, Harper.
And that’s your death sentence.”


Lilith stops in front of a twisted mirror showing Harper mid-match, shouting, fighting, sweating—yet somehow still fading.

“You mistake consistency for resilience.
But I’ve seen real resilience.
It lives in silence.
It digs with its nails when there are no cameras left.
It doesn’t care about applause.
You think because you’ve survived hard matches, you’re untouchable.
But survival isn’t strength.
It's a delayed consequence.
And I am the consequence.
The overdue debt.
The weight that doesn’t break your back—
…it snaps your spine like brittle chalk.”


The mirror shatters behind her. Lilith doesn’t flinch. She’s already walking.

“Then there’s Victoria.
The Queen.
The Roulette Champion.
The golden veneer over a hollow core.
You walk like you’ve earned something eternal.
Like the belt on your shoulder sanctified your soul.
But I know better.
I know what a crown looks like when it’s desperate.
I know what a throne sounds like when it creaks under the weight of a lie.”


Lilith kneels beside a pile of ruined glass—each shard showing Victoria at her highest moments. She drags her fingers through them like bones.

“You need the crowd.
You need the crown.
You need the throne.
You need the title.
You need the illusion.
You need the adoration.
Because if they stop looking at you,
you cease to exist,
To matter.
Because you didn’t have that
From your parents.
You’re not the Queen, Victoria.
You’re the mirror.
And when I crack it—
no more reflections.
Just shards.
And if I cut my hands doing it?
So be it.
I’ve bled for worse.”


She laughs now, low, bitter. She stands, brushing dust from her knees.

“And Song…
My sweet, sharp-edged shadow.
The one they call an assassin.
The calm in the storm.
You’ve been silent.
You’ve been watching.
And I respect that.
But hear me clearly, partner:
If you falter—
if you freeze when it’s time to carve,
if you hesitate when it’s time to strike—
I will leave you behind.
Not because I want to.
Because this world demands it.”


Her tone softens—not kind, but intimate. Like a mother warning her child before a storm.

“I didn’t choose you because I believed in unity.
I chose you because I believed in your precision.
Your stillness.
Your ability to kill quietly.
But this isn’t a silent death, Song.
This is a blood opera.
And if your blade wavers—if your heart flutters instead of stabs—
I will make sure you pay the price.”


She walks into a narrow hallway of red light. The walls breathe. The floor pulses. It’s more alive than architecture.

“There’s no room in this war for softness.
No space for mercy.
Not when Harper still believes she can “outwork” the abyss.
Not when Victoria clutches her title like it will keep her safe from the void.
Not when the crowd thinks this is just another Roulette match.
It isn’t.
It’s a reckoning.
It’s a sacrifice.
It’s a ritual.
And I’m the knife.”


She stops at a door covered in symbols. Her hand touches it. It peels open, revealing a cold, white ring under flickering lights.

“This ring?
It’s not a stage.
It’s not a proving ground.
It’s not the place where stories get finished.
It’s the pit.
And when you fall in?
You don’t crawl out the same.
Ask anyone.
Ask the ones I buried beneath silence.”


She enters the ring now, bare feet smudging red across the mat. She crouches low, voice dropping to something sacred and terrifying.

“I’m not here to win.
Winning is too small for me.
Too tidy.
No.
I’m here to unmake.
To peel skin from myth.
To chew the sinew of your reputations
until all that’s left is bone and the crowd's confusion.”


She tilts her head, almost smiling.

“When this match ends,
Harper will be asking where the mat went—
because she’ll be buried beneath it.”


Victoria will be clutching the Roulette belt like a lifeline, unaware that I already fed it to the fire.

“And Song…
If you fail to do what needs doing—
if you forget what we are,
forget the dance of blade and shadow we promised to be—
then you’ll find yourself alone.
And I’ll leave your name in my wake like all the others.
Etched into the wall of the ones who almost mattered.”


She leans into the camera now. Eyes unblinking. Voice barely above a whisper.

“This isn’t a promo.
It’s a sermon.
A warning.
A prophecy.
There is no Queen in Hell.
Except me.
And I didn’t come here to rule.
I came here to ruin.”


Cut to black. The last thing heard is the sound of breathing—too close. Too calm. Then, a whisper.

“See you soon.”

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Climax Control Archives / Paint it Red
« on: April 25, 2025, 11:30:10 PM »
Therapy Day Four: Look in the mirror

Scene opens in a therapy room that feels stark yet safe. Pale blue walls. A ticking clock. One lamp. No windows. Lilith sits slouched in a worn armchair, eyes rimmed in red, jaw clenched. Dr. Harris sits across from her, notepad closed. No barriers. Just listening. Fingers tapping against the converse shoes she had tucked under her.

Dr. Harris, her own personal therapist, the only one who even cared enough to try and get into the twisted wonderland that was her mind. Sat in his big high backed chair, eyes peeking at her over the top of his notebook. The leather bound tome rested between them, almost as if he used it to shield himself from her.

Dr. Harris speaks up, looking at Lilith. “You came back. I wasn’t sure you would.” He tapped his fingers on the arm of his chair.

Lilith gives a tired laugh, a small shrug of her shoulders. “Neither was I. But the quiet gets loud. Thought maybe your voice would drown it out for a while.”

He nods and motions towards her seat. “Let’s sit in the quiet for a moment, then. You don’t always have to fill it. You don’t have to perform here.”

Lilith stiffens at that word: perform. Her fingers twitch. The facade flickers. The silence, she hates it, yet he forces it upon her as if she’s some drunken prom date.

Dr. Harris speaks gently, intrigued by what she had said. “You say the silence gets loud. What is it saying?” He was intrigued by her comment, taking notes as she began to talk.

Lilith speaks without looking up, messing with the hem of her jacket sleeve. “That I’m losing him. That maybe I already have. That I was always just noise to him. White noise. Static.”

Dr. Harris wanted to pull more from her. “Static can be comforting, Lilith. People play it to help them sleep. But it can also be overwhelming. Suffocating even to others. What does that feel like to you?”

“It’s suffocating, overwhelming and lonely.” Lilith took a deep breath, mulling over the thoughts in her mind. “He made me feel real. Like I wasn’t just... something broken. I gave him everything. And now he looks at me like I’m the ghost haunting his past. Not the person who longs to help build his future.”

Dr. Harris nodded and continued. “And you feel abandoned.” Again.. intriguing.

Lilith’s eyes flash. “No. I feel betrayed. There’s a difference. Abandonment is passive. Betrayal is deliberate. He chose this distance. He chose to forget.”

The anger inside her grew, burning white hot. She was trying all she could to hold it in, to save it, to use it in the ring. To use it to win.

Dr. Harris took a deep breath, pinching the bridge of his nose. “And what do you choose now?”

Silence stretches. She bites her lip, then speaks softly. Lilith takes a moment to think about it and slowly she starts to speak. “I chose to remind him. With words. With warnings. With... violence, if I have to.”

Dr. Harris speaks without flinching from how she might react. “And did it work?”

Lilith shrugged her shoulders. “I don’t know. I saw his eyes during my promo. The twitch. The shift. He felt it. I know he felt it.”

Dr. Harris took a deep breath. “Is that why Aaron Asphyxia had to become collateral?”

Lilith after a long pause began to speak. “Aaron’s not the point. She was just... well she was the canvas. I painted her in rage so he could see the picture I’m still trying to finish.”

Dr. Harris wrote some notes in his book he kept on her. “But Lilith, if your art is built on blood... how will you know when it’s finished?”

She looks at him for the first time, really looks. There’s fear there, buried under all the fury. Lilith speaks quietly, almost weakly. “Maybe I don’t want it to be. Maybe the painting of pain is all I have left.” Her whole body shook. “Perhaps it’s my fate..”

Dr. Harris walks to a shelf, pulls a small mirror from the top, and sets it gently in front of her. “Then tell me, Lilith... when you look into this, do you see Kevin? Or do you finally see you?”

She stares at it. A war brews behind her eyes. She deeply gazed into the mirror, her reflection distorted for her a few times over. “I don’t know who that woman is. She is a stranger to me.”

Dr. Harris looked surprised. It’s clear to him that Lilith was starting to understand. “Then that’s what this session is. Not about Kevin. Not about Aaron. Or anyone else you’ve ever wrestled against. Not about being remembered or feared. It’s about figuring out what you want to be when the noise stops.”

Lilith gritted her teeth. “But what if I need the noise?” Her voice was almost a growl, unnatural. Feral even.

Dr. Harris shook his head. “Then we learn how to listen to it without letting it consume you.”

Silence again. But this time, not oppressive. A pause. A breath. Scene shifts slightly. Lilith alone in the hallway outside the therapy office. She holds the mirror in her hand, staring. Her reflection stares back. She whispers, not to Dr. Harris this time—but to herself.

“I don’t want to be forgotten. But maybe… I don’t have to be lost either.”

She slides the mirror into her bag.

She didn’t want to admit it, she didn’t have to. How she felt, belonged to her and her alone. Something she wasn’t used to having.

Something that belonged to only her.

Like she wanted him to belong to her.

Blackout.


Blackout.

The world didn't stop with it.

 If anything, the dark became louder. A heavy, breathing thing pressed against Lilith’s ribs, clawing at her lungs, whispering sharp little nothings behind her eyes.

 She stumbled through the hallway outside Dr. Harris’s office, the mirror shoved deep into her bag like a stolen secret, its weight dragging on her shoulder like an accusation.

Her feet moved without thought, her breath shallow, hands twitching with every step.
 She had left the room where words were supposed to fix her.
 Now she was stepping back into a world that didn’t want her fixed at all.

Good girls get fixed, the mirror seemed to murmur against her hip.
 You’re not a good girl, Lilith.
 You’re something else.

The streets outside were colder than she remembered, the sky bruised purple and gold at the edges like a healing wound.
 People passed her without looking.
 Cars honked in the distance, a mechanical scream that barely scratched the surface of the static roaring in her skull.

Somewhere between one heartbeat and the next, she heard it.
 His voice.

"Lilith."

Soft. Broken. Beautiful.

She froze in place, her heart slamming against her ribs so hard it left her dizzy.

 The world blurred at the edges, the ground breathing beneath her boots.

"Lilith," Kevin’s voice called again, a whisper curling through the gutters, seeping up from the cracks in the sidewalk.

"Come find me."

Lilith pressed a trembling hand over her heart and smiled, wide and wicked.
 She could still hear him.
 Still feel him.
 Still belong to him.

She turned without thinking, her feet dragging her toward the theater — the stage where the next chapter of their story would be written in blood and bruises and breathless screams.
 Where he would watch.
 Where he would remember.

And standing between them —
 in the way, in the path —

Frankie Holliday.

The little lamb.
 The new blood.
 The wide-eyed fool who thought stepping up in Sin City Wrestling meant anything but a death sentence.


The theater loomed ahead, sagging under its own weight, black windows glinting like broken teeth.
 Lilith’s boots thudded against the cracked pavement as she approached, her shadow stretching long and twisted behind her.

"Frankie," she whispered, tasting the name on her tongue like wine.
 "Pretty little Frankie. Fresh little Frankie. Unbroken. Untouched."

Her lips curled into a jagged smile.
 She could almost see Frankie inside already —
 tightening her boots, fixing her hair, telling herself that she was ready.
 That she belonged here.
 That she could survive this.

Lilith’s hand tightened into a fist so hard the mirror in her bag shifted, whispering against the canvas.
 She wanted to rip that hope out of Frankie’s chest with her bare hands.
 She wanted to show her how stupid hope was.
 How naive dreams were.

Because dreams didn’t survive people like Lilith Locke.

"Did you think it would be easy, Frankie?" Lilith hissed into the empty air as she stepped into the shattered lobby.
 "Did you think you could just walk in here, throw a few punches, and make yourself a name?"

She laughed, the sound hollow and sharp enough to cut glass.
 The world bent around her, the walls pulsing in and out with every breath she took.
 The floor cracked under her boots.

"You're not a fighter," she sneered. "You're a sacrifice."

The theater lights flickered once, twice.
 Somewhere in the distance, a door slammed.
 Lilith didn’t flinch.

She marched through the darkness like it was a church built in her name.
 And she was here to burn it to the fucking ground.


The ring stood at center stage, cracked and sagging, ropes fraying like severed nerves.

Melissa lingered at the far edge of her vision — steady, strong, solid.
 A monument to survival.
 A minor annoyance.

But Frankie —
 Frankie shone in Lilith’s mind like a target painted in blood.
 She could already see it —
 the panic tightening in Frankie’s throat when the first blow landed.
 The way her hands would shake trying to cover up the terror.
 The way she’d realize too late that this wasn’t a match.
 
It was a funeral.

Lilith paced along the cracked floor, boots dragging, fingers twitching at her sides.

"I want you to know something, Frankie," she said, voice carrying through the empty theater like a sermon. But she whispered her prayers to him, only to him and him alone.
 "I’m not here to beat you."

She stopped at the edge of the ring, tilting her head at the imagined girl standing inside.
 Wide eyes. Trembling hands. Hope bleeding out of every pore.

"I’m here to break you."

She smiled, slow and sweet, like rot blooming under silk.

"I want to watch you fall apart, piece by pretty little piece. I want to see the fear crawl up your spine when you realize you were never built for this."

Lilith stepped through the ropes, the canvas groaning under her weight.
 She moved like something loosed from a nightmare — slow, deliberate, hungry.

"You walked into the wrong story, little lamb," she cooed.
 "You didn’t know the author was already writing your ending."

She crouched in the center of the ring, tracing idle circles on the canvas with her fingertip. Her beautiful little dreamscape.

"And me?"
 "I'm not here to make you famous, Frankie."
 "I'm here to make you a cautionary tale."


Her eyes gleamed as she pictured it —
 Frankie broken at her feet, Melissa scrambling to pick up the pieces, Kevin standing in the dark, watching it all unfold.

Watching Lilith.

Remembering.

She licked her lips, tasting copper and static.

"You’ll be a stain on this company’s memory," Lilith promised.
 "A whisper. A joke. A name people forget five minutes after I bury you."


She closed her eyes, swaying slightly, breathing it all in —
 the blood, the dust, the inevitability.


The hallucination sharpened.

 Kevin stood at the edge of the ring now —
 arms crossed, expression unreadable.

Lilith smiled wider.
 Her whole body sang with the need to be seen.
 To be acknowledged.
 To be claimed.

"You see me, don't you?" she whispered to the ghost.
 "You always saw me. Even when you pretended you didn't."

The mirror in her bag pulsed against her hip, whispering back:
"Mine."

She rose slowly to her feet, never breaking eye contact with the phantom in the shadows.

"I’ll tear them apart for you," she promised.
 "I’ll break Frankie until she doesn’t even remember her own name. I’ll shatter Melissa until all that’s left is regret and broken ribs."

Lilith staggered forward, the world tilting and warping around her.

"And you’ll watch," she breathed.
 "You’ll see what you made. You’ll see what you left behind."

Her smile cracked wide open, teeth bared.

"You’ll remember me."

The lights above her flickered violently.
 The air thickened with static.
 The floor groaned under the weight of what she had become.

Lilith stretched her arms out wide, a broken messiah in a church built of ruin.

"You’ll never forget me again."


The theater trembled around her, dust spilling from the rafters like ash.
 Lilith staggered through the ropes, boots dragging, her body humming with the kind of electric madness that only ever came before a killing blow.

"Frankie, Frankie, Frankie," she sang, the name dripping off her tongue like something too sweet, too rotten.
 "Did you think anyone was going to save you?"

She turned in a slow, lazy circle, addressing the empty seats.
 The silent ghosts.
 The phantoms of a crowd that would bear witness to the slaughter.

"Melissa won't save you. She’ll be too busy trying to survive herself. She knows what’s waiting here. She’s tasted it before."

Lilith’s head cocked sharply to the side, listening.
 The mirror in her bag buzzed against her hip like a heartbeat.

"But you, Frankie..."
 "You still believe this ends with your hand raised, don't you?"
 "You still think you’re the heroine of your own little story."


A laugh ripped from her throat — wild, sharp, deranged.

"Nobody wins against me, Frankie."
 "Nobody leaves the same."


She stumbled to the edge of the ring, leaning over the ropes, grinning down at the imagined Frankie below.

Fragile. Delicate. Breakable.

"You’re going to beg," she whispered.
 "Not for the win. Not for the match. You’re going to beg just to be allowed to crawl away with a piece of yourself still intact."

Her fingers flexed and unflexed, nails digging crescent moons into her own palms.
 Blood welled up and dripped to the canvas, each drop a vow.

"I’m not going to pin you, Frankie. I’m not going to end it clean."
 "I’m going to drag it out. Stretch it until the screams are the only thing keeping you tethered to this world."


The world tilted again.
 The edges of the theater frayed like burned cloth.

Kevin leaned closer out of the shadows.
 Watching.
 Always watching.

Lilith’s breath hitched.

"This isn’t just about you," she admitted, voice cracking around the edges.
 "It’s about him."

She pressed a bloody hand to her heart.

"It's always been about him."

The lights buzzed overhead.
 
The mirror in her bag whispered, a million tiny voices weaving together into a single undeniable truth:

"You are his ghost."

Lilith’s smile sharpened, teeth flashing.

"You don’t matter, Frankie," she said, voice slipping into something cold and sweet.
 "You’re a means to an end. You’re the blood I spill to get his attention."

She stepped down from the ring, stalking across the stage, dragging her hand along the tattered curtains.

"Melissa’s smart enough to know she’s a casualty."
 "But you?"
 "You thought you were making a debut. You thought you were ascending."


Lilith giggled, a high, hysterical sound that echoed against the broken walls.

"All you’re really doing is dying slow."

The mirror in her bag pulsed again.

 Stronger.

 Hungrier.

She dug it out with trembling hands, holding it up, staring into her own fractured reflection.
Her face splintered into a thousand jagged pieces —
 smiling, sneering, screaming.

Kevin’s voice whispered through the cracks.

"Break her."

Lilith pressed the mirror to her chest like a rosary.

"I will," she whispered back.
 "I’ll break her in your name. I’ll stain the canvas red for you."

The mirror heated against her skin until it burned.
 She didn’t let go.

She welcomed the pain.
She needed it.


The stage seemed to breathe beneath her.
 The walls pulsed.
 The seats swayed like trees caught in a hurricane.

Lilith closed her eyes and pictured it:

Frankie on her knees, gasping, bleeding, trying to understand where it had all gone wrong.
 Melissa retreating, broken, irrelevant.
 Kevin standing at the edge of it all — watching her, seeing her, remembering.

Her lips curled into a slow, savage grin.

"I'm not just going to beat you, Frankie," she purred, voice syrupy and venomous.
 "I'm going to make you wish you never set foot in my world."

She dropped the mirror to the stage floor.
 It shattered on impact.
 The sound rang out like a gunshot in a church.

Lilith knelt among the shards, running her fingers through them, letting the glass slice her skin without a flinch.

"I’ll carve your name into my bones, Frankie," she promised.
 "I’ll drag you into memory kicking and screaming."

She lifted a shard to her lips, pressing it against the corner of her mouth until a thin line of blood blossomed.

She smiled wider.

"You don't get to be forgotten, Frankie."

She dragged the glass down her throat, leaving a crimson line like a necklace.

"You get to be a monument to my devotion."

The lights above flickered again, harder this time.

The air trembled with the weight of it.

The mirror shards buzzed against the floor like insects, singing her name.


Lilith rose slowly from the broken mirror, bloodied fingers leaving red fingerprints across her throat, her lips, her heart.

Every step toward the center of the stage was heavier now, the air so thick she could barely breathe.
 But it wasn’t suffocating — it was intoxicating.
 A baptism in the ruin she had built for herself.

"Frankie, Frankie, Frankie," she sang again, almost a lullaby now.
 "You should have stayed away. You should have picked another night. Another place."

She stepped back into the ring, dragging herself over the ropes like a wraith come home.

"You don't belong here," she whispered, spinning slowly in a circle.
 "This isn't a victory. It's a dissection."

Her eyes rolled back as she breathed in the memory of blood that hadn't even been spilled yet.

"I will break your legs, Frankie."
 "I will crush your ribs. I will split your lip and black your eyes and tear you open until you don't even recognize your own reflection."


The canvas thudded under her boots, echoing louder than the heartbeat in her ears.

"And when you're lying there," Lilith crooned, voice soft and loving, "gasping like a dying thing, wondering what went wrong..."

She closed her eyes and tilted her head back, smiling.

"You'll look up and see me."

The shadows in the theater shifted.
 Morphed.

Kevin stood again at the far edge of her vision, hands in his pockets, head tilted, watching.
Silent.
 Patient.
 Unforgiving.

Lilith’s heart splintered in her chest, spilling rage and devotion in equal measure.

"This is all for you," she whispered to him, voice cracking.
 "Every broken bone, every scream, every drop of blood — it’s all a love letter you’re too much a coward to read."

The mirror shards on the floor hissed.

The ropes creaked.

Lilith staggered forward, every step heavier than the last.

"Frankie, you poor stupid girl," she said, almost kindly.
 "You never even stood a chance."

The ring spun around her.
 The world folded in on itself.
 Reality peeled back like rotting wallpaper, leaving nothing but the shrieking hum of inevitability.

"You’re not the beginning of something, Frankie."
 "You’re the proof that it’s already too late."


She fell to her knees at the center of the ring, hands pressed flat against the canvas, forehead bowing low.

A supplicant.
 A sinner.
 A soldier.

"And you, Melissa?" she sneered without looking up.
 "You're just collateral."

The canvas pulsed under her hands like a living thing.
 The blood on her fingers smeared into it, seeping deep into the fabric.

"This is where you both end," Lilith promised.
 "This is where you both are unmade."

She dragged herself upright, every inch of her trembling with the force of her devotion.

"Not because you're weak."
 "Not because you're unworthy."


She grinned, wild and broken.

"But because he needs to see."

She spread her arms wide again, the cracked ceiling above her splintering with the weight of it all.

"Kevin Carter," she breathed into the void, "I'm still here."

Her voice cracked apart on the name.
 Tore something open inside her.

"I'm still yours."

The mirror shards around her shivered and shook.

The air thickened into concrete.

Her body sagged under the pressure of it.

"And I'll keep breaking them, Kevin," she vowed.
 "One by one by one, until you look me in the eyes again and remember what you made."

She pressed her bleeding palms to the mat and smiled through her own ruin.

"You said you needed me."
 "You said you couldn't do this without me."


The lights above buzzed louder.
 A bulb shattered somewhere high in the rafters, raining glass down like glittering rain.

Lilith didn't flinch.

She reveled in it.

"I won't let you forget that."

She dragged herself upright, stumbling, laughing, broken.

"I won't let you forget me."

She staggered toward the ropes, gripping them until her fingers bled fresh.
 Her breath heaved in ragged sobs that twisted into giggles halfway up her throat.

"Frankie won't save you."
 "Melissa won't save you."
 "Only I will."


She leaned over the ropes, speaking not to the crowd that wasn't there, not to the lambs she'd already marked for slaughter —

but directly to Kevin.

"You made me this way."

Her voice cracked, shattered.

"Now you get to live with it."

The final light overhead sparked, then died.

The stage plunged into darkness.

And somewhere, in the pitch black of her broken kingdom, Lilith Locke smiled wide enough to break her own face.


The blackout swallowed her whole.

The world outside the ring collapsed into a smothering, endless nothingness.
 But Lilith didn’t fear the dark.
 The dark was where she lived.
 Where she breathed.
 Where she remembered.

Her body sagged against the canvas, the blood leaking from her sliced skin spreading outward, pooling beneath her like a black halo.
 It wasn’t just blood anymore—it was consecration. A sacrament born from ruin.
 The mat was slick and warm under her palms, breathing in shallow, labored pulses as if the ring itself had come alive to mourn her.
 The fabric clung to her skin like a lover desperate not to let her go.

She stayed there for a long moment.
 Long enough to feel the tremors rattle up from the floor into her bones.
 Long enough for the hallucinations to begin whispering in her ears again, scratching at the soft, exposed places inside her skull.

"Lilith..."

The voice wasn’t real.
 She knew that.
 She didn't care.

Her body twitched, muscles locking and seizing, her breath hitching on a broken sob.

"Come find me," Kevin’s ghost purred against her spine, the heat of him ghosting up the arch of her back, phantom fingertips tracing the curve of her ribs.

Lilith pushed herself upright, rocking slowly back and forth on her knees, her arms wrapped tight around her bloodied chest as if trying to hold herself together by sheer force of will.
 Her hands slipped against the blood slicking her skin, making wet, obscene sounds as she clutched herself tighter.

Her head lulled back, exposing her throat like an offering, her voice a fragile whisper.

"I'm still here," she told the empty dark. "I never left. I never will."

The world around her flickered, reality stuttering like a dying heartbeat, and in the swirling blackness, she saw it—
 a shape slumped across the mat a few feet away.

 Broken.
 Bleeding.
 Perfect.


Frankie.
 Or what was left of her.

Lilith crawled toward the hallucination, leaving a thick, glistening trail of blood behind her like a slug dragging its ruined body across a blade.
 The smear steamed faintly in the stale, freezing air, like the breath of something dying.

She reached the phantom form, her hands trembling as she cupped the imagined girl's cheek, her thumb smearing fresh blood across imaginary skin, painting her as hers.

"Poor thing," she murmured, voice cracked and broken, throat raw from screams she hadn’t even noticed spilling out.
 "You never had a chance."

She leaned down, pressing her forehead to the illusion’s brow, rocking them both slowly, her breath coming in wet, ragged sobs.

"You walked into my funeral thinking it was your coronation," Lilith whispered, her mouth brushing the phantom’s ear. "You thought you could survive me."

Her fingers dipped into the blood pooled around them, warm and viscous, and she began to paint.
 Long, looping strokes across the canvas, over the hallucinated Frankie’s chest, across her own torn skin.
 Symbols no sane mind would recognize.
 Words scratched out in crimson.

At first, she painted circles.
 Then hearts.
 Then the only thing that mattered.

K-E-V-I-N.

Lilith carved the letters into the mat with her nails, the tips split and bleeding, smearing blood into every desperate curve.
 Her mouth moved in silent prayers as she etched, the madness wrapping tighter around her ribs, each breath shallower, sharper.

"You see, Frankie..." she said, voice lilting into a mad, sing-song rhythm, a lullaby for corpses.
 "It's not enough to beat you. It's not enough to break you. I have to offer you. I have to bleed you dry and lay you at his feet so he'll remember."

She laughed then—a soft, cracked sound, too sweet, too broken to be anything but monstrous.

"And you, sweet thing," she cooed to the phantom, tracing the blood-slick letters with a trembling finger, "you're going to help me bring him home."

Lilith grabbed a shard of shattered mirror, its jagged edge glittering like a promise in the dark.
 Without hesitation, she dragged it across her forearm, watching with glassy fascination as the skin split open like wet paper, the blood welling up thick and sluggish.

She pressed her bleeding arm against the mat, smearing more blood over the twisted symbols she had drawn, sealing them in flesh and devotion.

"This is our vow," she whispered, voice thick with reverence. "Our sacrifice. Our covenant."

The hallucinated Frankie twitched beneath her—a final, shuddering death rattle that existed only in the deepest, darkest corners of Lilith’s shattered mind.
 But Lilith didn’t care.
 Lilith believed.

She straddled the broken body, her hands painting, smearing, claiming every inch she could find, like a lover branding her beloved with sacred ruin.
 She dragged her bloodied fingers across the hallucination’s eyes, closing them forever.

"You belong to me now," she crooned, her words sinking into the rotting wood and broken canvas.
 "Just like he does. Just like they all will."

She smeared more blood across her own face, down her throat, down between her breasts, marking herself with savage, ritualistic strokes, each one cutting deeper into her own skin, deeper into the heart of her unraveling.
The canvas sucked at her knees, the walls groaning around her as if the theater itself was crumbling under the weight of her devotion, groaning beneath the burden of her madness.

"Do you see me yet, Kevin?" she sobbed into the dark, her voice cracking like dry wood under a cruel hand.
 "Do you feel me breaking for you?"

The hallucination faded, slipping through her fingers like smoke.

But Lilith didn’t notice.

She pressed her bloodied palms flat against the mat and began to crawl, dragging herself forward inch by inch, leaving a wide, jagged red smear behind her—a dying comet across the blackened sky of the ring.

Toward him.
 Toward the shadow that wasn’t there.
 Toward salvation or damnation—she no longer cared which.

"I’ll make them remember me," she rasped, her voice a threadbare promise barely clinging to her ruined lips.
 "I'll make them all remember what you created."

The mirror shard gleamed beside her, winking cruelly in the fractured light—a final broken promise, a final weapon.

Lilith gripped it tight, the edges slicing fresh lines into her palms, and pressed it to her ribcage.
 The point bit deep, deeper than before, carving slow, deliberate lines over her heart.

"If love won’t bind you to me..." she whispered, forehead pressed to the blood-slick mat, "then blood will."

She carved again, dragging the shard down, deeper, faster, until the pain became a second heartbeat pounding in her skull, until the blood ran like tears down her body.

The ring trembled beneath her, the ropes twitching like severed tendons, the structure itself weeping beneath the onslaught of her madness.

Above her, the ceiling split open, bleeding dust and broken wood.

The world rained down on her.

But Lilith kept going.

Painting.
 Praying.
 Promising.

"Frankie was the first," she crooned, voice rising into a fevered pitch, a hymn sung by a dying saint to a god who never loved her.
"But she won't be the last."

She began to laugh again, the sound climbing higher, higher, until it cracked against the ruins of the ceiling.

"I’ll unmake them all for you, Kevin. Every Bombshell. Every champion. Every broken doll they throw at me. I'll tear them apart and build a throne of their bones just so you can see me again."

The darkness pressed in tighter, suffocating, wrapping its fingers around her throat.

Lilith collapsed fully now, splaying herself across the bloodied mat, arms outstretched like a martyr nailed to a cross of her own making.
 Her chest heaved.
 Her vision blurred, splitting the world into shards of red and black.

But still, she smiled.

"You needed me once," she whispered into the endless void, her breath rattling like death through shattered lungs.
 "And you will again."

The final lights above flickered.

Guttered.

Died.

The world around her caved in.

And in that endless, breathing dark, Lilith Locke remained—broken, bleeding, smiling.

Still his.

Always his.

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Supercard Archives / Re: AARON ASPHYXIA vs LILITH LOCKE
« on: March 28, 2025, 09:05:04 PM »
Therapy Day Three: I fucked up.

The phone rings twice before a soft click is heard. There’s a few moments of silence from both sides, the only sound is the whirring of the hotel room air system.

Dr. Harris spoke calmly. “Lilith? I wasn't expecting a call from you tonight. Are you alright? Has something happened?”

Lilith shifted quietly, trying to stay quiet, but she couldn’t. “Hey, Doc. Yeah, I... I just needed to talk to someone. I did something again.”

Dr Harris pauses, listening intently. “Alright, take a deep breath. We can have a real appointment after this week's show. Tell me what happened.”

Lilith is hesitant, fidgeting with the phone cord and then a loose thread on her sleeve. “It’s Kevin. I left him a note. I thought it would... I don't know, mean something to him. But he just threw it away. Didn’t even hesitate. Like it was trash. Like I was trash.”

She can hear Dr. Harris shuffling. Sounded like he was leaning forward a bit, probably grabbing some paper to write out her current situation. “I see. What did the note say?”

Softly, eyes darting around the dimly lit room. She really hated that she had called. "YOU SAID YOU NEEDED ME. NEVER FORGET IT. CAUSE I WON’T! xoxo LILITH."

Dr. Harris presses fingers together, thinking. “And where did you leave it Lilith?” He had a feeling he already knew. “Lilith..”

Lilith's voice wavers, rubbing her forehead. “In his car. On the driver’s seat. He found it before he got in.” She shivered a bit, remembering the gaze he had in his eyes.

Dr. Harris pauses, his tone is firm yet gentle. “Lilith, I need to ask—how did you get into his car?"

Lilith gives a shaky sigh, gripping the phone tighter. “It wasn’t locked. I didn’t break in or anything. I just... I saw it, and I couldn’t help myself. He’s been so distant lately. So cold. I just wanted to remind him that he’s not alone. That I’m here for him.”

Dr. Harris leans back, processing the information she had just given him. “Well it’s good you didn’t break in.” He took a deep breath, knowing the next part might be hard for her to handle. “And how did he react?”

Lilith’s voice tightens, hands clenched into fists. “He looked disgusted. Like I made his skin crawl. He tossed the note out like it was nothing. Then he drove away. Ran right over it.” You could hear the heartbreak in her voice. “Like I was nothing.”

Dr. Harris nods slowly. “That must have hurt. And it’s perfectly normal to feel rejection. It’s what you do now that matters.”

Lilith laughed bitterly, running a hand through her hair. “Yeah. You could say that. I mean, I poured myself into those words. And he just... erased me. Like I didn’t even exist. He acted like I’ve not done everything for him.”

Dr. Harris folds hands together. “Lilith, I know this isn’t what you wanted to hear, but Kevin’s reaction—it’s telling you something. He’s setting a boundary.”

Lilith snaps and starts to pace around her hotel room. “I know what you’re going to say! That I should stop. That I should just give up. But how do you give up on someone who needs you? Who said they needed you?”

Dr. Harris leans forward, voice steady. “When did he say that, Lilith?”

Lilith whispers, staring down at the floor. “A long time ago, I heard it. But he did. And I believed him. I still believe him.” She knew he meant it.

Dr. Harris exhaled, choosing words carefully. “Yes, because you were having him arrested, he’d say anything to get out of that. But things have changed. And right now, Kevin is making it clear that he wants space. The more you push, the more he’ll pull away. That’s not a connection, Lilith. That’s control. And it’s not healthy for either of you."

Lilith’s voice breaks, as she wraps her arms around herself. “But if I let go... what if he really forgets me?”

Dr. Harris softly, watching her reaction. “I think the real question is—what happens if you don’t?”

A long silence stretches between them. Lilith swallows hard, blinking rapidly as her vision blurs. A soft sniffle is heard on the other end of the line.

Lilith wipes her eyes angrily. “I don’t know who I am without knowing him.”

Dr. Harris’s voice once again becomes gentle but firm, almost fatherly. “That’s what we need to work on. Not Kevin. You.”

Lilith's voice comes back soft and unsure that she believes him. “...Okay.”

Dr. Harris nods to himself. “I want you to take care of yourself tonight. No more notes. No more waiting outside his home, his hotel, his car, his locker room. Can you do that for me?”

Lilith’s voice is barely audible, staring out the window at the dark street. “I’ll try.”

Dr. Harris gives a small smile, hoping he was getting through to her. “That’s all I ask. We’ll talk more in our next session, alright?”

Lilith gives a deep sigh, gripping the phone one last time before nodding. “Yeah. Alright.”

The call ends with a soft click. Lilith lingers, staring at her phone, lost in thought. She paced around her hotel room trying to resist the urge to do something rash. Dare she find out what room he was in for the show.


The camera flickers to life in a dimly lit room. Shadows dance across cracked walls, the lone source of illumination a single, swaying lightbulb overhead. Lilith sits in a decrepit wooden chair, rocking slightly, her fingers tapping erratically against the armrests. Her eyes are hollow yet alight with an eerie fascination. A sharp, twisted grin curls her lips as she tilts her head, staring directly into the camera. Her voice is soft, almost a whisper.

“Do you believe in ghosts, Aaron? Do you ever hear them in the dead of night, whispering sweet little nothings in your ear? I do.” She lets out an erratic giggle, that brightens her dark eyes for a moment. “Oh, I do… I’ve seen them. Moving about.. Barely holding onto the world of the living.”

She laced her fingers together, pressing them tightly against her chest as if cradling something precious and fragile. Her expression flickers between sorrow and euphoria. Her breath hitches.

“I see them everywhere. I feel them, crawling beneath my skin, scratching inside my skull. They tell me things... secrets... truths.”

Her eyes suddenly widened, unblinking. She tilts her head, gaze focused on the camera in front other.

“Kevin... oh, Kevin... he’s one of them now, you know? He’s a ghost. A phantom. A beautiful, wretched illusion that drifts just beyond my reach. He won’t speak to me anymore. Won’t even look at me. Can you believe that?” She chuckles. “After all I’ve done for him... after all I’ve given him…”

Her smile falters, replaced by a twitching scowl. She grips the armrests tightly, her knuckles whitening.

“But you, Aaron... you’re real, aren’t you? Flesh and blood. Bones to break. Skin to carve. A heart that still beats so deliciously inside that arrogant little chest of yours.”

She leans forward, the shadows swallowing half of her face, her grin stretching.

“You stand in front of me like you have a right to exist in my space. You think you can fight me? Beat me? Silence me? Oh, sweet girl, you have no idea what you’ve walked into…”

She suddenly bursts into a fit of laughter, rocking back and forth in her chair, her fingers twitching. The sound is shrill, unhinged, like nails scraping against glass.

“You’re just another distraction. Another obstacle between me and him. But don’t worry, Aaron. I’ll make sure you understand exactly what that means. You see, when I take you apart, piece by agonizing piece, it won’t just be about winning. No, no, no..." Shaking her head. "It’ll be a message.”

She sighs, tilting her head dreamily as she reaches out toward the camera, tracing a ghostly pattern in the air.

“When I’m finished with you, when you’re lying broken at my feet, gasping for air, struggling to remember your own name... he’ll see me. He’ll have no choice. Because I won’t be ignored, Aaron. Not by him. Not by anyone. Not anymore. I’m done being an afterthought here. I will be noticed.”

Her expression darkens, her eyes burning with something indescribable.

“So tell me, little Asphyxia... how does it feel to be marked? To be chosen? To be the lamb I lead to slaughter.The one I sacrifice on the altar to please them.. To please him.”

Her breathing quickens as she runs her hands through her hair, tugging at the strands as if trying to pull something unseen from her mind. She whispers, her voice shaking. It was clear that nothing was going to hold her back.

“The Ghosts..” She spoke quickly.

“They tell me things, Aaron. They whisper in the dark, in the quiet moments, in the spaces between dreams and nightmares. They tell me about pain. They tell me all about suffering. About you.”

She begins tracing invisible lines on her arms, as if mapping out something sacred, something violent.

“You think you’re strong, don’t you? You think you’ve faced darkness? Oh, sweet thing, you don’t know darkness. You don’t know the feeling of it coiling around your throat, squeezing, choking, laughing at your struggles. But you will. I’ll show you.”

A slow, shuddering breath escapes her lips, her eyes fluttering shut for a moment as if savoring a private pleasure. It was as if something inside her had snapped and she was ready to do whatever must be done to make herself unforgettable.

“You’ll beg, Aaron. You’ll scream. You’ll cry out for mercy, and I will look down at you, and I will smile. Because the pain and anguish on your face will be like a drug to me. It will soothe the beast inside, that's scratching and clawing, clawing and scratching, night after night to get out. To escape the prison of my mind.”

She presses a finger against her lips, shushing the camera as a sickeningly sweet smile spreads across her face.

“Don’t worry, darling… I won’t be quick about it. I promise to enjoy it. You will too. I promise I’ll make it last.”

She suddenly tilts her head back and lets out a slow, guttural laugh that echoes through the room, the lightbulb above her swaying more violently now, casting warped shadows against the walls. The air itself seems heavier, suffocating.

“You don’t walk away from me, Aaron. Nobody does. Kevin thinks he has. But he hasn’t. He’s just waiting. Waiting for me to remind him... waiting for me to come back home.”

Her fingers drum against the armrests again, erratic, impatient.

“And you... you’re just another step toward that. Another thing I must destroy. Another body to be buried beneath the weight of my devotion.”

She suddenly stops moving, her body eerily still, her eyes locked onto the camera like a predator sizing up its prey.

“I’ll see you soon, Asphyxia. I’ll see you in the dark. I’ll see you when the screams become whispers and the pain becomes pleasure. And when the match is over, when your body is broken and your spirit is shattered…”

She leans in, her lips nearly brushing the lens.

”..he’ll see me, too.”

The screen distorts, static crackling before abruptly cutting to black. The static fades back in for a moment. The camera flickers, revealing Lilith again, but she is closer now, her face barely an inch from the lens. Her pupils are dilated, and she is breathing heavily, her lips quivering as if she is on the verge of something unspeakable. She whispers to the camera.

“Do you know what obsession tastes like, Aaron? It’s sweet. Sickly. Like honey mixed with blood. It coats your tongue, clings to your throat, and it never, ever goes away. Despite how hard you try.”

Her fingers creep along the edges of the frame, nails scraping, slow and deliberate.

“He used to taste it, you know. He used to love it. And now... now he pretends he doesn’t remember. People who lose their obsessions go mad fending forit. They hold back a part of them that should never be controlled or put into a box. People have forgotten that. But I don’t. I remember everything.”

She tilts her head, her voice softening, almost childlike. Doing this, preparing for a match seemed so simple after everything she had been doing recently.

“I wonder... will you remember me, Aaron? When the lights fade and the pain sets in? Will my name be the last thing you whisper before everything turns black? Before you asphyxiate?” She lets out a laugh.  “See what I did there? I made a play on your name.. Your real name or your stage name makes no difference. Asphyxia.. You’ll get it, I don’t mind choking you out if that’s what gets me the win.”

A long silence. Then, with an almost tender smile, she presses her hand against the camera lens.

“Sweet dreams, little Asphyxia.”

The feed crackles.

STATIC

Screen cuts to black—this time, for good. Then, just when silence seems final, a faint whisper echoes back, so low it’s barely audible:

“Kevin... I'm coming home…”


The screen remains black. But the breathing continues. A rasping, whispering breath that lingers, crawling beneath the viewer’s skin like an unwelcome touch. It stretches on... until finally, it fades.

Lilith sat in the dim hotel room, the walls pressing in on her like the weight of all her failures. The conversation with Dr. Harris still echoed in her mind, his voice firm but gentle, like a tether keeping her from floating into the abyss she had built for herself. She hated how rational he sounded. She hated how much sense he made.
But most of all, she hated that she couldn’t bring herself to believe him.

Her fingers traced the faint indentations of the phone cord where she had gripped it too tightly. She could still feel the ghost of it in her palm. Her eyes flickered toward the window, to the street below, dark and empty except for the occasional car headlights sweeping through the gloom. Was he out there? Was he thinking about her at all? Or was she nothing more than a shadow he had already forgotten?

She let out a bitter laugh, shaking her head at the absurdity of it all. He had said he needed her once. Those words had been real. They had meant something. And now, now she was supposed to just accept that they had faded? That they no longer carried the same weight? No. That wasn’t how love worked. That wasn’t how devotion worked.

Dr. Harris wanted her to move on. To let go. To ‘find herself’ beyond Kevin. But what if there was nothing beyond him? What if she unraveled every thread of who she was, only to find that the only thing holding her together had been him all along? The thought was suffocating, a weight pressing down on her chest until she could barely breathe.

Her mind spun back to the note, the simple scrap of paper she had written with the desperate hope that it would remind him, pull him back to her. But he hadn’t hesitated. He had thrown it away. Thrown her away. She clenched her jaw, feeling the sting of rejection all over again. He was lying to himself. He had to be. No one could just erase another person so easily, not when there was history, not when there was love.

Love.

That’s what this was, wasn’t it? Even if the world painted her as obsessive, as dangerous, she knew what she felt. And she knew what he had felt, too, before everything had twisted into this unbearable distance. He had needed her. He had wanted her. And if he had forgotten that, then it was her job to remind him.

Her fingers curled into fists as she rose from the chair, pacing the small space. Every step felt heavier than the last, weighed down by the war waging inside her. Dr. Harris had warned her not to wait outside Kevin’s home. Not to linger near his hotel. Not to leave any more notes.

He thought she was suffocating Kevin. That she was chasing a ghost.

But Kevin wasn’t a ghost. He was still here, still breathing, still real. And he was still hers, whether he admitted it or not.

Her breath hitched as she thought about their last real moment together, before everything had shattered. The way he had looked at her then, the way his voice had cracked when he had spoken her name. She closed her eyes, willing the memory to stay clear in her mind. It was proof that what they had wasn’t just in her head. That it had been real. That it was real.

The room felt colder now, the air thick with something she couldn’t quite name. She wrapped her arms around herself, trying to find warmth where there was none. The silence stretched on, oppressive and unrelenting. She could hear her own heartbeat pounding against her ribs, a steady reminder that she was still here, still fighting.
Dr. Harris thought she needed to work on herself. To find an identity outside of Kevin. But what he didn’t understand was that Kevin was her identity. Every part of her was woven into him, into the space they had occupied together. To unravel that would be to destroy herself entirely. And she wasn’t ready for that.
She wasn’t ready to disappear.

Her eyes drifted to the door, to the keycard resting on the bedside table. It would be so easy to find out which room he was in. So easy to just be near him, even if he didn’t know she was there. She wasn’t going to hurt him. She wasn’t some kind of monster. She just wanted to see him, to remind herself that he was real. That they were real.

Dr. Harris would say it was unhealthy. That she was feeding an obsession instead of healing.

But how could she heal when the wound was still bleeding?

She took a slow, shuddering breath, forcing herself to sit back down. She could feel the weight of her own desperation pressing against her bones, threatening to consume her whole. She didn’t want to be this person. She didn’t want to be the woman who left notes in unlocked cars and paced hotel hallways searching for someone who no longer wanted to be found.

But what choice did she have?

She ran a hand through her hair, tugging slightly at the strands as if that might pull the chaos from her mind. She needed to think. She needed to be careful. The last thing she wanted was for Kevin to hate her. To truly, irrevocably hate her.

Dr. Harris’s words came back to her then, unbidden. The more you push, the more he’ll pull away.

Her stomach twisted at the thought. What if she was making things worse? What if, by trying to hold on, she was only pushing him further from her? What if she lost him completely?

Her throat tightened, and she pressed the heels of her hands into her eyes, willing herself not to cry. She didn’t have time for tears. She needed a plan. A way to remind him without scaring him. A way to make him see that she was still the woman he had once needed.

The camera flickers in her mind’s eye, the image of herself speaking to Aaron, to the world, to him. It had felt so easy to pour her emotions into that, to let the words flow like venom from her lips. She had always been good at turning her pain into something useful.

Maybe that was the answer. Maybe the only way to make Kevin see was to make the whole world see first. To remind him through the fire and the fury of the stage, through the echoes of her voice in the ring. If he wouldn’t hear her now, then she would make sure he had no choice but to listen.

Her lips curled into a slow, deliberate smile.

She wasn’t giving up.

Not yet.

Not ever.

4
Supercard Archives / Re: AARON ASPHYXIA vs LILITH LOCKE
« on: March 22, 2025, 07:16:16 PM »
Therapy Day Two: Digging Deeper

 Dr. Harris sits in a leather chair, jotting notes on a pad. Across from him, Lilith Locke reclines in an armchair, legs crossed, twirling a strand of her hair between her fingers. Her expression shifts between amusement and frustration. He picked up a file that had been sent over about the incident. He needed to address it with her, to help her further break these habits.

“Lilith, we need to talk about what happened with Kevin Carter. The accusations. The retraction. This pattern you’ve been following…”

Lilith smirks a bit, before it turns into a full smile.

“Pattern? Oh, come on, Doc. I was just having a little fun. Kevin needed a reminder that I’m the only one who truly understands him. That’s not a crime, is it?”

Dr. Harris shook his head, lowering his glasses for a moment.

“You accused him of assault, had him practically arrested, then took it all back within minutes. Do you see how that could be... problematic?”

Lilith lets out a giggle, remembering everything that happened. The look on Kevin's face. The way he called out to her, telling her he needed her.

“I gave him an experience! Something to keep me in his mind, in his soul. He needed to see how much he needs me, Doctor.”

Dr. Harris leans forward, trying to get her to understand what’s going on. He needed her to understand why it was so twisted and wrong.

“Lilith, obsession is not love. Your fixation on Kevin is unhealthy. You’re creating chaos to force a connection. That’s not romance; that’s control.”

Lilith shrugged, but listened to him before speaking.

“What’s love without a little madness Doc? He felt something, didn’t he? I could see it in his eyes.”

Dr. Harris shook his head.

“He felt fear. Anger. Betrayal. Those aren’t the emotions of a man in love, Lilith.”

Lilith scowls and then it softens.

“You don’t understand, Doctor. Kevin and I... we have this pull. This... thing. He doesn’t see it yet, but he will. I’m the best thing that’s ever happened to him. I’ve come to free him from his restraints, the ones both life and himself have placed on him.”

Dr. Harris thinks things over, selecting his words carefully.

“Lilith, what you’re describing isn’t love. It’s an illusion you’re creating. I need you to recognize that forcing someone into dependency, manipulating their reality—it won’t make them love you. It will only push them away.”

Lilith’s voice trembles as she starts to speak again.

“I’m not manipulating. I’m... guiding. If I just give him enough... encouragement, he’ll come around. He just needs time. He needs me.”

Dr. Harris lets out an exasperated sigh, setting down his notepad.

“I think we need to explore why you believe love must be earned through suffering. Tell me, Lilith—has anyone ever loved you without conditions?”

A flicker of vulnerability crosses Lilith’s face. She quickly masks it with a grin, but Dr. Harris sees it. Lilith speaks quietly, something from deep within stirs inside her.

“Love without conditions? Sounds boring.”

Dr. Harris sits back and looks at her.

“Or maybe... it sounds impossible to you.”

Lilith looks away, the smirk fading. The room falls into a tense silence. Dr. Harris goes for it, to dig deeper into her past, seeing if there’s a connection here.

“I want you to tell me about the first time you felt love, Lilith. Not obsession. Not control. Just love.”

Lilith chuckles darkly.

“Oh, Doc, you’re fishing for childhood trauma, aren’t you? Trying to dig up some sob story to make sense of me? That’s so textbook. So... dull. Some people just live better this way.”

Dr. Harris laces his fingers together and places them on his lap.

“I just want to understand.”

Lilith smirked, nodding her head, playing along with the good doctor. She could tell him anything and sadly the man would probably eat it up. Therapists loved this shit.

“Fine. I had a cat once. Loved that little thing. Until it ran away. Or maybe I left the window open on purpose, I don’t know. Either way, that was the first and last time I loved something that didn’t disappoint me.”

Dr. Harris nodded, before he spoke again.

“That’s a sad way to look at love.”

Lilith took a moment to pause, thinking things over.

“Love is sad, Doc. Love is pain. Love is freeing. You have to make them feel it, or else it’s not real. Kevin? He felt it. Love is both happiness and sadness.”

Dr. Harris chimed in, stopping her flow.

“That’s not love, Lilith. That’s control. Let’s talk about control.”

Lilith's smile falters slightly. She shifts uncomfortably in her chair.

“Control is security. It’s... knowing what’s going to happen. Knowing they’ll come back, no matter what.”

Dr. Harris shook his head.

“Because they want to, or because they’re afraid not to?”

Lilith smiles, but it doesn’t reach her eyes.

“Does it matter? If they come back, they come back. He’ll come back, the desire to be unhinged, to let himself feel everything. The rage, the power, how free he’ll feel with me by his side. He'll come back.”

Dr. Harris shook his head.

“It does matter. Love is freedom, Lilith. If you have to force it, it isn’t love.”

Silence. Lilith picks at a thread on her dress, avoiding his gaze. Dr. Harris continued.

“Tell me about your parents.”

Lilith laughs, shaking her head. Here it goes, the good doctor was going to shrink her into some box of people with trauma. She didn’t fear her demons, she welcomed them.

“Oh, here we go. The ‘daddy issues’ segment of the session. Let’s just say, my father was a piece of work. My mother? A ghost, even when she was alive.”

Dr. Harris knew of Lilith’s past, her parents were a broken home. She grew up in that darkness.

“How did that shape your view on love?”

Lilith shook her head.

“It taught me one thing: If you don’t hold on tight, if you don’t make sure they need you... they leave. Love is freedom to be real, but it doesn’t come for free, there’s a price to pay.”

Dr. Harris still wanted to understand further into her mind.

“And Kevin? You think if you make him need you, he won’t leave?”

Lilith smiles darkly again.

“Oh, he won’t. Not when I’m done. I don’t want to hold him down and control him. I want him to realize he needs to let go of that control and let himself feel and to use that anger.”

Dr. Harris took a deep breath.

“Lilith, that’s not love. That’s fear. And I think, deep down, you’re the one who’s afraid. The man doesn’t want you Lilith.”

Lilith’s jaw tightens. She shakes her head, but her fingers tremble slightly as she grips the armrest. Lilith shook her head. Delicate hands digging into the wood of the armrest, digging holes into it.

“You’re wrong. He loves me and he needs me. He just doesn’t know it yet. But I believe I’m finally getting through to him.”

Dr. Harris jumped in with both feet.

“Or maybe... you don’t know what love really is.”

Long silence. Lilith’s smile fades entirely. Her eyes darken, but there’s something else there now. Doubt? Pain? A crack in the mask? Dr. Harris watches, waiting, letting the weight of the words settle in.



STATIC

The screen flickers. A low hum crawls through the silence, a sickly sound that writhes in the ears, burrowing deep like a parasite. Then—a whisper. Soft. Sweet. Poisoned. A cupcake laced with cyanide.

"Do you hear it, Aaron?"

A face flickers into view. Lilith.

But not really.

Not...right.

Her eyes are wide, too wide, pupils dilated like twin black holes. Her lips curl, a grotesque mimicry of a smile, stretching too far, too sharp. Her fingers twitch at her sides, nails caked in something dark and drying. The camera shakes, trembles, distorts around the edges, as if reality itself recoils from her presence.

"It's the sound of inevitability. The sound of the abyss calling your name. It's beautiful, isn’t it? That little hum just beneath your heartbeat, that quiet whisper in the dark? Shhh. Listen."

Silence.

Then—a single, rhythmic THUMP.

The screen spasms violently. A flash of images: A broken doll, limbs twisted the wrong way. A moth pinned through the thorax, still fluttering. A smear of red on pristine white tile.

Lilith giggles. It starts small, a delicate sound, sugar-sweet—until it grows, fractures, becomes something jagged and hysterical. Her body shakes with it, as if her very bones are rattling apart beneath her skin.

"Aaron, Aaron, Aaron... Do you think I don’t see you? Do you think I don’t know you? You call yourself Asphyxia. How deliciously ironic. Because when I get my hands around your throat, when my fingers press into that fragile little windpipe of yours..."

Her breath hitches. Her head tilts. A shudder rolls down her spine.

"Ohhh, Aaron, the beautiful sounds you will make for me."

The camera jolts. Another flash. This time—

A room. No doors. No windows. Just walls covered in frenzied, erratic scrawlings. Scribbled names scratched so deep into the plaster they bleed. One word, again and again:

UNMADE.

Lilith’s face returns. Closer now. Too close. Lips cracked. Teeth bared. Her breath fogs the lens.

"I am not here to fight you, Aaron. I am not here to best you, or to prove something. No, no, no. That would be too small. Too insignificant. I am here to take you apart. To pull at the seams and unravel every little thread that makes you who you are. Piece by piece. Strip by strip. Until there's nothing left but raw, screaming essence."

Her hands rise, fingers wriggling like restless spiders.

"I want to peel back the layers, see what color you bleed. I want to hear what your voice sounds like when it is nothing but a gurgle. When your breath is stolen. When your world turns to black, and the last thing you see... is me."

She inhales deeply, shuddering, euphoric.

"You don't understand yet, do you?"

The room behind her shifts, melts. The walls drip like candle wax, revealing a yawning, endless void beneath.

Her expression softens. Just for a moment. Her head tilts, and the wildness in her eyes dims, like a dying ember flickering in the wind. When she speaks next, it is not a taunt. Not a threat.

It is a whisper of something raw. Something painful.

"Aaron... I could have been different. We could have been different. In another world. Another time. Another life." Her fingers tremble, just for a breath, a heartbeat, before curling back into claws. "But this is the only story we were given, isn’t it? And I... I was never meant to be anything but this. A shadow. A sickness. A thing that unmakes."

A pause. A silence that stretches too long, pressing down like the weight of a grave.

Then—

She snaps back.

The softness is gone, devoured by the abyss inside her. The madness slams back into place with a sharp, wet grin, a delighted shiver running through her spine.

"But oh, Aaron, that doesn’t mean I can’t enjoy it."

The static swells, the image distorting, twisting, warping as her laughter crawls through the speakers like something alive, something with teeth. It stretches, jagged and gleeful, reverberating in the dark like a child's nursery rhyme played in reverse.

And then—

Blackness.

Her voice lingers, stretched and warped, sinking into the deep.

"See you soon, little gasping thing..."

STATIC.

Then—an interruption.

The camera feed returns, but something has changed. The room is darker now, almost suffocating in its emptiness. Lilith is still there, but she is different. The manic energy that had once rattled her form is momentarily subdued. Her fingers twitch against her thighs, not in excitement, but in hesitation.

"Aaron," she says, and for the first time, his name is not laced with glee. It is a whisper. A recognition. A crack in the madness.

She steps back, and the void seems to move with her. The walls behind her shift again, but this time they do not melt. They change. They rebuild. They reshape into something familiar.

A hallway. A home. Flickering lights and the distant echo of footsteps.

"Do you remember?" Her voice is barely audible now. "Before all of this. Before the hunger. Before the unmaking."

The screen glitches, and for a brief moment, another image appears—a girl, much younger, standing at the edge of a dimly lit hallway. Not Lilith. Not exactly. But close enough. And then it is gone. Ripped away as she lets out a breath, sharp and pained, before the madness slams back into place like a rusted iron gate.

"No," she snarls, shaking her head violently. "No, no, no. That’s not the story. That’s not our story."

The camera distorts once more, her smile returning, stretched wide, teeth bared.

"Forget it, Aaron. Forget all of it. Because I will unmake you. I will peel you apart, and when there is nothing left but the whisper of what you once were, I will be there, watching, smiling. Because that is what I am. That is what I was made to be. And you?"

She leans forward, her lips almost brushing the lens.

"You were made to be undone."

The static surges. The screen spasms. Lilith throws her head back and laughs—a sound that drowns the world, that claws at the edges of sanity itself.

And then—

Blackness.

[CONNECTION LOST.]



Lilith sat in the dim glow of an old motel lamp, the flickering light painting restless shadows across the peeling wallpaper. The air smelled of stale cigarettes and cheap whiskey, a fitting backdrop for the storm swirling inside her.

She had done quite a bit since her last session with the good doctor. But it seemed that no matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t resist the urge to cause chaos. It was instinctual, something woven into the fabric of her being. A beast prowling beneath her skin, sharpening its claws every time she thought—maybe this time I can be different.

Kevin Carter had been proof of that. The spectacle she’d crafted around him was glorious, wasn’t it? The way the world turned its gaze toward him, the way his facade cracked under the pressure. The chaos she unleashed wrapped around him like an elegant noose, one woven with perfectly placed whispers and just the right push at the right time. And oh, the sweet crescendo—the police storming the venue, his name becoming a headline, his downfall bleeding into the air like the iron tang of fresh violence.

It should have felt perfect.

Instead, it left a hollow ache gnawing at her ribs.

Lilith dragged a hand through her hair, fingers tightening into her scalp as she stared at her reflection in the cracked mirror above the dresser. Her pupils were blown wide, rimmed with something that looked too much like frustration—too much like doubt.

He had said he needed her.

That should have been enough.

So why did she feel like she had lost something instead of won?

Her hand twitched toward the phone beside her. A dozen messages sat unread, names blinking on the screen like distant lighthouses she had no desire to reach. She hovered over one in particular.

The doctor.

The one who thought he could fix her, or maybe just understand her.

Lilith let out a sharp laugh, one that came out more like a snarl. Understanding her was like trying to hold onto smoke—by the time you thought you had a grasp, it had already slipped through your fingers.

And yet…

She leaned forward, staring into her own eyes, searching.

Could she be different? Could she take all of this—the games, the chaos, the carnage—and reshape it into something else?

She tapped her fingers against the table. Once. Twice. A steady, rhythmic beat.

Then she slammed her fist down so hard the lamp rattled.

No.

This was who she was. Who she had always been.

And if there was a way out—if there was another path she could take—she sure as hell hadn’t found it yet.

Her phone vibrated in her hand. A new message.

Her doctor.

"Still trying to define yourself in the wreckage? How poetic."

Lilith let out a sharp laugh, one that came out more like a snarl.

Define herself?

She glanced back at Kevin’s post, then at her own reflection in the dark screen.

If she was just a storm, then why did she feel the need to check if he was still standing in the aftermath?

The phone screen cast a sickly glow against Lilith’s face, illuminating the sharp angles of her features in the dim motel room.

She scrolled.

Again.

Again.


Kevin’s words sat frozen in time, untouched since the moment the police stormed in and ripped him from the stage. No responses. No cryptic messages. No biting remarks wrapped in poetry and thorns.

Just… silence.

Her thumb hovered over the screen. Her breath slowed. The emptiness of it gnawed at her, a raw and aching void in her gut. He wasn’t saying anything. No smug declarations. No carefully curated thoughts. No scathing observations about the world or about her.

It was like he wasn’t there at all.

And that?

That was unbearable.

She scrolled back further. Older posts. Older thoughts. Pieces of him, still lingering like ghosts in the machine.

"To some people. I'll always be the bad guy."

She traced the words with her eyes, drinking them in, letting them coil around her like whispered prayers. Looked at the image of him that accompanied it.

Would he think she was a storm?

But she had listened to him once. Hadn’t she? Sat in the shadows, watching, waiting, learning. She had studied the way he twisted words into weapons, the way he made chaos look like art. She reveled in his chaos, studied it as if there was some final exam coming her way. Because life was always a test.

And yet… he thought she was mindless.

Her grip on the phone tightened until the plastic creaked beneath her fingers.

She had done so much since her last session with the good doctor. She had tried. God, she had tried. But no matter what games she played, no matter how she bent the world around her like a puppeteer pulling on unseen strings—there was still something missing.

Still something inside her that clawed and screamed and hungered.

And that hunger was never satisfied.

Kevin Carter should have been a victory. His downfall should have been another notch in the ever-growing tally of chaos she’d left in her wake. The police stormed the venue. The headlines. The looks on their faces when they realized she had done it.

But it hadn’t been enough.

Why wasn’t it enough?

She squeezed her eyes shut, digging the heels of her palms into them until colors burst behind her eyelids, swirling, writhing.

Somewhere deep inside her, buried beneath the layers of madness and static, was something fragile. Something raw. A part of her that had been twisted so many times it no longer remembered its original shape.

And that part of her ached.

Her phone dimmed in her grip, the screen going dark.

Silence.

Still, she held it close.


STATIC

A harsh crackle, the sound of something being torn apart, echoes through the void. It rips through the silence, slicing through the air with a power that leaves the room cold and heavy.

Then—silence. Not just empty silence. Not just quiet.

Heavy.

A weight presses down from all sides, suffocating the very air around you. The stillness isn’t just still—it’s thick. It's all-encompassing. The dark isn’t merely the absence of light. It’s a presence. An entity that clings, suffuses, spreads. A presence that consumes. It is all there is.

Then, there's a pulse. Slow at first. A rhythmic throb that crawls through the air, like the heartbeat of something ancient, something not human.

Thump.

Deep. Distant. Almost too quiet to hear, but there. Always there. A heartbeat, like the rhythm of the world itself.

Then— Thump. Thump. Thump.

Faster now. Growing. Eager.

Something stirs at the edges of vision, something that isn’t quite seen, but it’s felt. A cold slithering beneath the skin of the world, creeping into your thoughts, pressing against your senses. Just outside the corner of your eye.

Thump-thump-thump-thump.

Faster. Closer. It’s coming, whatever it is. The pulse is frantic now. A wild, erratic rhythm that matches the desperate beat of your own heart. The air gets thinner, suffocating. The walls close in, and you can’t escape it. You can't escape what's coming.

And then—

A breath. Sharp. Labored.

It’s drawn in through unseen teeth, wet and hungry.

A voice.

A low, wet whisper creeps into the stillness, curling through the silence like smoke, seeping into your mind. It lingers, and its words scrape the air, leaving a chill that bites deep into your soul.

“Did you think you were alone?” it hisses.

The blackness flickers—a fleeting flash, then it reclaims its hold, swallowing the faintest hint of light. A shadow stretches across the floor. It grows, it spreads, and then—

A face.

No, not a face.

A mask. A thing too hideous to be real. Pale skin stretched too tight. Eyes wide and unblinking. A grin—no, a rictus—that spreads too wide, too thin. Jagged teeth catch the faintest glimmer of light, sharp as broken glass.

She leans closer, into your vision. Not human. Never human. Her gaze pierces through you, down to the core of your being.

She sees you.

No.

She knows you.

It is inside you, a thread of something broken, woven into the very fabric of who you are. It’s something dark, something that was always there, lurking in the recesses of your mind. You can’t remember when it entered, but you know it’s been there all along. Something hungry. Something is wrong.

"You can hide," she whispers, voice like shattered glass, sharp and brittle. "You can pretend. You can lock your doors and shut your windows. But tell me..." she pauses, and for a brief moment, there’s something almost playful in her tone. "Who do you think is watching?"

The pulse grows louder. Faster. You hear it now, echoing in your skull. The very heartbeat of the world, drowning out everything else. The walls creak, groan, like they’re about to collapse. The air is thick, heavy, pressing in on you from every side.

And then, a voice again. Closer this time. So close you can feel its breath against your skin.

“Do you feel it? The walls are closing in, Aaron. Can you hear it? Can you hear your mind breaking?”

The words come with a malicious joy, and the figure's grin stretches impossibly wider.

Suddenly, a violent jolt. Images flash across your vision—flashes of memories, of things you thought you’d forgotten.

A figure in the dark, watching from just beyond the edge of the bed. Always there. Always waiting. A hallway that stretches endlessly, the walls pulsing, as if the very house is alive, breathing, alive with something terrible, something hungry. A door, slightly ajar. Just enough to see what’s behind it. But something is behind it. Something that’s been waiting. A mirror. Cracked. Distorted. Reflections warping, twisting, stretching out of shape when they shouldn’t. A dress, torn and soaked, lying in a heap on a dirt floor. A pair of hands, nails split and broken, clawing at something unseen, something that can’t be touched. A mouth sewn shut. Something thrashing, struggling to get out from behind those lips.

The pulse skips, stutters. Something twisted inside the rhythm.

“I know what you dream of,” the voice murmurs, and you feel it in your bones.

A breath, long and drawn. Thick with anticipation.

“I know the sounds you hear when you think you're alone. I know what you are.”

There’s a giggle. Not a child's giggle, but something twisted. Something is wrong. It grates against your sanity, gnaws at the edge of your mind like broken glass.

"You tell yourself you're not afraid of the dark," She whispers, the voice now so close that it's like it’s right inside your skull, whispering directly into your thoughts. "But the dark... the dark is so very afraid of me."

The world around you shifts. Splinters. Breaks. The walls warp, twist, folding like they’re caught in a wind that never stops. A storm, endless and unforgiving. The floor buckles beneath your feet. The weight of it all presses in on you. There’s nowhere to run. Nowhere to hide.

You try to scream. You try to fight back, but it's like your body’s moving in slow motion, like you’re trapped in some kind of twisted nightmare, unable to wake up.

The name. The name is carved into the walls. Deep. Ragged. Blood-streaked. It’s everywhere.

“Hope,” she murmurs, the word twisting like a song from the edge of oblivion. "Hope is nothing but a lie. And I... will undo you."

The pulse skips, and something inside you cracks.

Thump. Thump. Thump.

The world jerks, and for a moment, you’re not sure if the pulse belongs to you or to the world itself. But it’s coming faster. More frantic now. The walls are closing in.

And then, in the darkness, you hear it.

A voice. A whisper.

"Run."

The words are sweet, cold. A lullaby from hell itself. It wraps around you, clings to you, like the darkness is trying to swallow you whole. It’s a twisted comfort, a promise.

“Run as fast as you can, Aaron,” She croons, its voice like a blade. "But you can’t outrun what’s already inside you. You can't outrun me."

The air shivers with the weight of it. You can feel the presence of it, that thing lurking in the dark, watching you. Waiting. And you know it’s not over. It’s never over.

And then the static returns. Louder. Fizzing and crackling, like electricity ripping through the air. A surge. A rush. A wave of noise that presses against your skull. Your mind.

The pulse beats faster. Faster.

“Do you think you’re free now, Aaron?” Lilith's voice spits out, twisted, distorted, stretched out like it’s coming from miles away. “You can run. You can scream. But there’s no place left to hide. No door to lock. This world... is mine. And you, Aaron? You are mine, too.”

The walls tremble again, splintering like brittle bone. The floor beneath you cracks. Splits open. The hallway stretches out before you, infinitely long, its end pulling away into the blackness. The darkness is all around you now. It’s closing in, tightening, choking you. The walls themselves seem to grow closer.

No escape.

The name—Aaron. It echoes in your mind, a song you can’t escape. It’s on the walls, it’s in the floorboards, etched into your skin.

And then—

A flicker. A movement.

A figure, swift as death. Too fast to catch.

It’s there. Behind you. Just out of reach. You can’t see it, but you feel it. The cold breath against your neck. The sharp, unsettling pressure against your spine.

And then—

The face. That same face.

It’s never quite there. Always just beyond the veil of reality. But you can see it now. The pale, twisted grin. Those eyes, burning into you, seeing through you. Burning holes into your very soul.

“You thought you could escape me, Aaron?” she whispers, its voice like poison, sweet and cruel. “You thought you could outrun the truth? The truth that you’re nothing but a vessel? A dream inside my head? You can’t escape what’s inside you. You can’t escape me. No matter how far you run, I will always find you.”

The walls twist and bend. The floor cracks open beneath your feet. The air itself seems to fold and shift, like reality is collapsing all around you. You reach out, grasping at empty air, but there’s nothing. Nothing to hold onto. Nothing to keep you grounded.

“I told you,” her voice murmurs, too close now. "You can hide, you can scream, but you can't escape what you are. You’ll never escape me. Never escape this.”

Laughter rings out. A thousand voices. A thousand souls, all laughing together. All echoing that same twisted joy. The sound cracks the air open, shattering reality itself.

And then—there it is. The pulse.

It’s not yours. It’s the world’s. The heartbeat of the nightmare itself. It’s inside you now. Part of you.

And you can feel it. Closing in. Always closing in.

But here’s the thing, Aaron. You’ll fight. You always fight.

But you can’t beat what’s already inside you.

The truth is... I’ll always be there. Waiting. Watching.

And when the time comes, you’ll know it.

You’ll feel it.

The walls are closing in.

And I... am coming for you.

[CONNECTION LOST.]



The darkness lifts, and Lilith awakens.

Her body is cold, stiff—disoriented, as though she'd been submerged in a frozen sleep. Her breath catches, a gasp escaping her lips as she shudders awake. The remnants of the dream cling to her like cobwebs, images of her opponent, Aaron, broken and crumpled at her feet, whispering sweet defeat in her ear.

But as the fog of the dream fades, she finds herself lying in her bed, the world still around her. No dark corridors.

No walls closing in. Only silence. Stillness.

With a soft groan, she reaches for her phone on the nightstand, her fingers brushing over its screen as she unlocks it. The soft glow illuminates her face, casting eerie shadows across her sharp features.

A single message.

Her lips curl into a smile—wide, cold, knowing.

“I need you.”

She doesn’t reply. She doesn’t need to.

The hunt isn’t over. It’s just begun.

Her smile deepens.

And soon… she'll be coming for Aaron Asphyxia and the rest of the Bombshell division of Sin City Wrestling.

“See you soon Aaron, Darling..”

5
Climax Control Archives / Part 1 of my Confessions || Lilith Locke
« on: March 07, 2025, 06:15:03 PM »
Therapy Day One: The Truth is Known

The soft ticking of the clock fills the room as Lilith Locke, a woman in her early thirties, sits across from Dr. Harris in a quiet, cozy therapy office. Lilith fidgets in her seat, her hands tightly clasped together, eyes fixed on the floor as Dr. Harris starts the session. The session begins by Doctor Harris speaking up first.

“Good afternoon, Lilith. It’s good to see you today. How are you feeling?”

Lilith pauses, her voice soft but tense.

“I’m... I’m not sure, honestly. It’s like I’m stuck, Dr. Harris. Like I can’t escape this... this thing with Kevin. I don’t know why I can’t just let it go. Every time I try, it just gets worse. I even signed up to work at Sin City Wrestling, just to get closer to him.”

Dr. Harris nods, listening to what she has to say.

“I hear you, Lilith. It sounds like things are becoming more difficult for you. We’ve talked before about your thoughts and feelings around Kevin Carter, but it seems like things have been escalating recently. Can you tell me more about what's been happening?”

Lilith exhales, her hands trembling slightly.

“I’ve... I’ve done things that I’m not proud of. It’s like I can’t control it. First week, after his match, I begged him for an autograph—just... just hoping maybe he'd look at me and see me for once. But he didn’t. He looked at me like I was crazy. And then, there was the time I... I helped him get into the building. I knew he’d been escorted out, but I just couldn’t stand to see him outside. I thought... I thought if I helped him, maybe he’d... notice me. Maybe he’d appreciate me.”

Dr. Harris writes down a few notes on what she’s saying, trying to see if this obsession is something he needs to really worry about.

“It seems like you’re feeling rejected by him in those moments, which must be really difficult. Can you tell me more about what you were hoping for when you asked for the autograph or helped him get in? What was going through your mind?”

Lilith her voice falters as she speaks, avoiding eye contact.

“I thought... if I just get close enough, if I just get him to see me, even for a second, then maybe I’d finally matter. I know it’s stupid, but when I see him, it’s like... everything else fades away. For a moment, I feel like I’m seen. Like I’m someone. And I thought that if I kept pushing, if I just kept showing up, maybe... maybe he’d notice me in a way that felt real. It doesn’t make sense, I know.”

Dr. Harris nods their head, finally starting to make sense of everything.

“It makes sense to want to feel seen and acknowledged, especially if you’ve been feeling invisible in other parts of your life. Kevin, being a public figure, might feel like a way to get that attention and validation. Can you talk a little about how it feels when you’re close to him, or when you interact with him? What is that like for you?”

Lilith softly, almost in a trance like state.

“When I’m near him, I feel like I exist. Like I’m not just a shadow walking through the halls. Everything else feels meaningless, but when I’m close to Kevin... I feel real. I know it’s unhealthy, and I know it’s wrong to do the things I’ve done, but when I see him, I just... I feel like I have to try, like it’s my only shot at being someone. That’s the only time I feel... valuable.”

Dr. Harris, tilts their head, before looking over their notepad at Lilith.

“It sounds like Kevin represents something much deeper for you. It’s not just about him—it's about a longing for connection and a sense of self-worth. But the actions you’ve been taking, like helping him when he wasn’t supposed to be there or begging for an autograph, are starting to feel like ways of seeking validation at any cost. Do you see that?”

Lilith looks down at her lap, the guilt evident in her voice. She was playing the doctor's game.

“Yeah. I see it now. It’s like I don’t know how else to get that feeling. When I’m not with him, it’s like I’m... nothing. I just fade away. I’ve tried everything else—work, relationships, hobbies—but none of that fills the void. But when I’m near him, even just for a second, it feels like everything makes sense.”

Dr. Harris takes a moment, before speaking up.

“You’re trying to fill a void, a feeling of being unnoticed or unimportant. But that void isn’t something that another person—no matter who they are—can fill permanently. It’s an internal process. What would it look like for you to start finding ways to feel seen without depending on Kevin or anyone else for validation?”

Lilith shakes her head slowly, her voice full of doubt.

“I don’t know if I can. I’ve spent so long chasing after this feeling... I don’t even know what it would look like to not need him for that. I’m not sure I even know how to feel important without him or someone else noticing me. I’ve tried focusing on other things, but it just... doesn’t work. All I can think about is him, about getting that approval, about being someone.”

Dr. Harris shook his head.

“It’s understandable, Lilith. It’s not easy to shift away from something that’s been a source of comfort, even if it’s unhealthy. But part of our work together will be about finding ways for you to reconnect with yourself, with the parts of you that don’t rely on others to feel validated. It will take time, but we can start by finding ways to build your self-worth from the inside. Can you think of a time, even just a small moment, where you felt good about yourself without anyone else’s approval?”

Lilith pauses, thinking hard about everything, all that’s been said.

“I guess... when I’m at work, and I do something right, like when I pull off a move in the ring that feels just perfect. It’s not the same as when Kevin notices me, but for a second, I feel... like I’m good enough. Like I’ve done something well.”

Dr. Harris nods their head, trying to let her work through it herself.

“That’s a really important realization. That moment when you do something in the ring—that’s you, at your best. That’s not dependent on anyone else’s validation. How can we build on that feeling and start to create more moments where you feel that internal sense of accomplishment, without relying on others to validate it?”

Lilith her voice softens, the weight of the conversation sinking in.

“I guess I could focus more on what I enjoy about wrestling itself. Like, not just doing things to get noticed, but doing them because I love the sport. Maybe if I started there... I’d stop needing it so much from him right?”

Dr. Harris nods his head.

“That’s a great start. Reconnecting with your own love for the sport, focusing on your own achievements, and allowing yourself to be proud of those moments—without needing external validation—could be a powerful way to rebuild your sense of self-worth. It’s not about getting rid of your desire to feel connected or seen, but about finding healthier, more sustainable ways to meet those needs.”

Lilith smiled faintly, playing the doctors game. She know what to say to get the doctor to believe her.

“I’ll try... I know it won’t be easy, but maybe it’s time to start. I can’t keep living like this.”

Dr. Harris nods their head.

“I’m really proud of you for acknowledging that, Lilith. It’s going to be a process, but you’ve already taken the first step by realizing that things need to change. For next week, let’s work on some concrete goals—maybe focusing on strengthening your personal connection to wrestling, or finding another passion outside of it that gives you fulfillment.”

Lilith nods her head slowly, her voice more confident than before.

“Okay. I’ll give it a try. Thank you, Dr. Harris.”

The session wraps up as Lilith stands to leave, a sense of cautious optimism in the air. Dr. Harris offers her a reassuring smile, and Lilith returns it, though still uncertain about the journey ahead.



[STATIC.]

The screen flickers. Darkness.

Then—a sickly violet glow seeps into view. A cracked mirror. A reflection that isn’t quite right. A wide-eyed Lilith Locke, her pupils blown like an animal that’s just caught the scent of blood. She giggles. A sound too sweet, too childlike to belong to something so… wrong.

“Ohhh, Song~”

Her voice drips like honey laced with poison. She tilts her head, the mirror-image stuttering, glitching—like it’s struggling to keep up with her movements.

“You move like the wind, don’t you? So elegant. So graceful. Like a little leaf, twirling, spinning, floating... and then…”

She SLAMS her fist into the mirror. A spiderweb of cracks erupts across the glass, distorting her reflection into something monstrous.

“…CRUSHED under my boot.”

Lilith drags a trembling finger across her lips, smearing her black lipstick like a smudged inkblot test.

“Tai chi, balance, peace—how adorable. Do you think that’ll save you? You think a deep breath and inner tranquility will stop me from digging my fingers into your soft, fragile little throat and squeezing until your ‘chi’ is nothing but a pathetic wheeze?”

She chuckles again, biting her bottom lip until the taste of copper blooms on her tongue.

“You are an artist, aren’t you? Every movement, a dance. Every strike, a brushstroke. But I?”

She lifts a trembling hand, caked in crimson—whether it’s paint, blood, or something else entirely is anyone’s guess.

“I am destruction. I am chaos. I don’t make art, Song—I unmake it. I take something beautiful and I RIP IT APART, and ohhh, it is the most delicious thing to witness.”

The camera pulls back. We see her now, hunched over a canvas—no, not a canvas. A wall. A wall covered in erratic, manic scribblings. Drawings of broken limbs. Shattered spines. Dismembered dolls with Xs for eyes. And there, in the center, smeared in deep, violent red—three words.

LILITH EATS SONG.

A long silence. Then—

A sharp, sudden inhale. Her eyes snap wide. Her grin stretches.

“See you soon, little dancer.”

The screen flickers again, the violet hue painting the corners of the room in unsettling shades. Shadows twist in unnatural directions as though they are alive. The camera shakes violently as it slowly zooms in, revealing the outline of Lilith standing in the center of a room that is completely devoid of furniture. The floor is a glossy black, like a pool of ink that reflects nothing. The walls seem to pulse, throbbing as if the very air is thickening, suffocating under the weight of her presence.

The room feels wrong, out of place, like it shouldn’t exist in the real world. It’s as if the space itself has been distorted, twisted by Lilith’s energy, her madness, leaving only a fractured version of reality behind. The atmosphere is thick, cloying. You can almost feel the weight of the walls pressing in from all sides, closing in around you.

Lilith stands still, her head cocked to one side, her eyes wide, far too wide—unnaturally large pupils swallowing her irises whole. Her lips stretch into a grotesque grin, but there’s no joy in it. There’s nothing but hunger. The same primal, insatiable hunger she’s always carried.

“Do you see it yet, Song? Do you see how everything around you is bending, warping, breaking under the strain of me?”

Her voice is a low, guttural whisper, but it reverberates through the air like a thunderclap, heavy and oppressive. The camera shakes again as if the entire world itself is quivering in response to her words.

She laughs. It’s slow at first, soft, almost mocking, but it spirals, quickly building in volume, until it’s manic and violent, splitting the air. The walls around her pulse faster in rhythm with the crescendo of her laughter, and suddenly, they begin to bleed—thick, dark veins of liquid pouring from the seams, dripping down to the floor. It’s like the very room is alive, infected by Lilith’s touch.

She walks forward, her feet barely making a sound, like she’s gliding through the blackness. The camera tilts, following her movements with a sense of dread that grows heavier with each passing second.

“You thought I would be content with just a little destruction? That I’d be satisfied with just breaking things?”

Lilith’s voice curls around her words like a viper, venomous and cruel.

“No, no, no, Song. I want to unmake everything. I want to watch it all dissolve into nothingness. I want to hear the silence after the screams have ended.”

Her hands twitch, fingers curling into claws that scrape against the air, as if she’s drawing power from the nothingness surrounding her. She moves towards a cracked mirror that now hangs in the corner, its surface shattered, pieces hanging by thin strands of glass. Each piece reflects a fragment of her face, but none of them align perfectly. Each piece is wrong. Twisted.

She presses her palm against the mirror. The glass fractures further beneath her touch, each crack spreading like the web of a spider, growing faster, more violent, until the whole thing shatters, sending shards falling to the floor with a deafening crash.

“Do you hear it, Song?”

Lilith whispers, bending down to pick up a shard of glass. She holds it up to her eye, peering through it with manic fascination.

“The sound of reality breaking? Of everything you hold dear cracking open?”

She lowers the shard, her eyes never leaving the camera.

“I can feel it, you know. The tension in the air. The way your heart races. The way your mind tries to keep hold of the pieces that are falling apart.”

Suddenly, she smashes the shard against the floor. The impact is sharp, brutal. The sound echoes around the room, reverberating off the walls like a slap against reality itself.

“I can feel your mind breaking, Song. The fracture in your thoughts. It’s so delicious. So perfect. And when you crack? When your soul splits apart at the seams?”

Lilith’s grin widens.

“That’s when I’ll eat you. That’s when I’ll feast on everything you’ve ever been.”

The camera shifts, spinning erratically, as though it’s struggling to hold onto any semblance of stability. There’s a new sound now—a wet, squelching noise that grows louder with every passing moment. Something dripping. Something thick. Something unnatural.

The floor beneath Lilith begins to shift, transforming into a liquid black tar, thick and viscous, bubbling like an open wound. She steps into it, unbothered, as the substance rises around her ankles. Her gaze locks with the camera, and for a moment, her pupils seem to disappear entirely, leaving only the black void of her eyes. The tar continues to rise, creeping up her legs, her torso, until it’s at her chest. The substance is alive, pulsing with a twisted energy, drawing her deeper, like it’s consuming her from the inside out.

“You think this is death, don’t you?”

She murmurs, her voice muffled as the tar engulfs her.

“But it’s not. It’s just the beginning. The real fun begins when there’s no way out. When you’re drowning in your own mind, suffocating in your thoughts, while I sit back and watch it all unfold. Watch you break.”

The camera shakes violently as Lilith's form is swallowed whole by the tar, her body consumed by the viscous, sentient liquid, and the screen flickers again—this time, darker. The noise grows—scraping, tearing, like something is trying to claw its way out.

Suddenly, the image cuts to black. The sound of screaming fills the void. Screams that echo and distort, twisting into each other, merging into one unified, maddened sound. The screen shudders under the pressure of it, as if it might tear itself apart at any moment.

When the screen flickers back to life, the scene has changed entirely. Now, it’s a sprawling, endless landscape—no trees, no animals. Just a vast, open expanse of cracked earth, stretching as far as the eye can see. The sky above is a sickly green, swirling with clouds that churn and twist like something alive. The air is thick, almost suffocating, charged with a palpable, crackling energy.

In the distance, Lilith appears, standing tall against the horizon, her form silhouetted against the chaotic sky. Her hair is a wild, tangled mass, her clothes torn and hanging from her body like a ragged flag. Her eyes are black holes, pulling everything into them.

“Do you see it now?”

She calls, her voice ringing out across the barren landscape, distorted by the wind.

“Do you see the void? The nothingness that’s waiting for you? Waiting for all of us?”

She starts to walk, the ground beneath her cracking and splitting with each step. As she moves, the earth around her begins to crumble, swallowed by the abyss that seems to follow in her wake. It’s as if she’s dragging the world down with her, unraveling the very fabric of reality. Behind her, there’s nothing but an endless chasm, yawning wide, ready to devour everything.

“You can try to escape.”

She sings, her voice sweet and mocking.

“But there’s no escaping me. There’s no escaping the abyss I’ve carved into this world.”

Her laughter echoes, a maddened cackle that bounces off the walls of the void, distorting everything it touches.

“You think I’m the end? Oh, no. I’m the beginning. I’m the first crack in the mirror, the first crack in your soul. I’m the thing that comes before the end, the thing that turns everything to dust. I am the chaos before the order. And I will consume you. I will unmake you.”

The camera shakes violently again, the earth trembling beneath her feet. The cracks grow larger, wider, swallowing everything in their path. And yet, Lilith moves forward, her eyes gleaming with manic delight.

“I can hear it.”

She whispers, her voice now soft and intimate, as if she’s speaking directly to you.

“I can hear your heartbeat. Faster now. Thumping, racing. Your pulse pounding in your ears as the world falls apart around you. But it’s too late, Song. Too late to stop it. Too late to save yourself.”

She turns, her body jerking unnaturally, like a puppet on frayed strings. Her grin is wide, unhinged. Her voice rises to a screeching crescendo.

“It’s already begun!”

She shrieks, the sound like nails on a chalkboard.

“It’s already started. The end. The unmaking.”

With a final, deafening laugh, she lunges toward the camera, her form distorting and breaking, as the screen cracks into a million pieces.

[STATIC.]

The screen flickers again, and now we’re somewhere else. A dimly lit room, a wooden chair in the center. The walls are covered in paper—pages torn from books, newspapers, handwritten notes. Each piece of paper has the same word scrawled on it, over and over.

SONG. SONG. SONG. SONG.

Lilith steps into view, her bare feet soundless against the cold floor. She hums, her voice lilting, eerie, a lullaby from a nightmare. She runs her fingers across the pages, her touch almost… affectionate.

“Do you feel it yet?”

She whispers.

“That tiny, nagging feeling in the pit of your stomach? That little whisper in the back of your mind telling you to run?”

She suddenly SNATCHES a page from the wall, crumpling it in her fist. Her breathing quickens. Her fingers twitch.

“But you won’t run. Because you believe in balance. You believe in control. You think you can center yourself and face me like some noble warrior.”

She presses the crumpled page to her lips, inhales deeply, and then—

She eats it.

Chews it. Swallows it whole.

Lilith closes her eyes, savoring the moment. Then, she licks her lips and leans in close to the camera.

“But what happens… when I throw you off balance? What happens… when I don’t play by the rules of your little dance?”

She presses a finger to her lips.

“Shhh. Don’t answer. I want to see for myself.”

She steps back. The lights flicker. The papers on the walls start to peel and flutter to the ground as if some unseen force is breathing against them.

A final whisper, dripping with wicked glee—

“Goodnight, my sweetest Song.”

[STATIC.]

The feed returns. But now it’s shaky, handheld. The screen bobs and wobbles as if someone is moving through a hallway. Heavy, uneven breathing can be heard. A single dim light flickers overhead, casting eerie, shifting shadows against the walls.

Lilith’s voice hums through the darkness. But she isn’t on screen yet.

“Do you know what I love, Song?”

The camera swings wildly, revealing deep scratch marks on the walls—gouged in by fingernails, maybe something sharper. Symbols. Spirals. Jagged hearts, split in two.

“I love the moment… right before a scream.”

The camera turns a corner—

And there she is.

Lilith sits on the floor, cross-legged, surrounded by dozens of dolls. Faceless. Limbs twisted. Some missing heads. In her lap, she holds a porcelain one with a painted-on smile. Her fingers twitch along its throat.

“That little intake of breath. That split second where the brain realizes—oh, no. This is real.”

She tightens her grip on the doll’s neck until CRACK—

The head pops clean off, rolling to the side, shattering as it hits the floor.

Lilith exhales slowly, a shudder of pleasure washing over her.

“I wonder… how long it will take for you to break?”

She stands now, stepping over the wreckage of broken dolls, letting the glass crunch beneath her feet. Her head tilts, her grin stretching wider as the camera shakes in her presence.

“You like to move, don’t you? You like to flow like water, like the wind. But what happens, Song, when I clip your pretty little wings?”

A sudden SNAP—the screen glitches as Lilith lunges, her face right up against the lens, her eyes wild, manic, starving.

“What happens… when I drown you?”

The screen distorts again. Static. Then—

A flash of something. Water. Rushing. Gurgling. The sound of desperate splashing, something struggling beneath the surface.

A hand. Fingers clawing. Reaching.

And Lilith’s voice, sweet as sugar—

“Shhh. Just let it happen.”

More static.

When the screen stabilizes, Lilith is sitting in a bathtub, fully clothed, her body half-submerged in dark, blood red water. Her hair sticks to her face, dripping, her breath slow and controlled. A single red petal floats beside her.

Her fingers trace lazy circles in the water. She looks up, lips parting slightly as if she’s about to say something profound—

Then she lets herself slip beneath the surface.

The water stills. Silence.

Nothing.

Then—

A violent, thrashing explosion as Lilith BURSTS from the water, gasping, laughing, her eyes gleaming with electric, unhinged delight.

She leans forward, water dripping from her chin as she whispers, almost lovingly—

“I can’t wait to feel you struggle.”

[STATIC.]

Fade to black.

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