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Climax Control Roleplays / Talk shit, Get Hit
« on: May 29, 2026, 11:16:53 PM »
Alexandra Blog
Las Vegas, Nevada
Kasey Home
LIFE UPDATES:
Sometimes life comes at you fast and completely unexpectedly, the past year has been a whirlwind for me. Championships, Big matches and an unexpected engagement. It’s been a world of unforgettable moments and moments I never want to forget. If you would have told me a year ago that I’d be sitting here the Bombshell Internet Champion, I would have told you that you were absolutely out of your damned mind. I never could have dreamed of rising the ranks as quickly as I did her. Sure I’ve slipped and fallen. I’ve had highs and lows, things I thought I could never come back from. But life has a funny way of reminding you just who you are and what you can accomplish, if you never give up, even when everyone else says you should.
Enter the Bombshell Internet Championship. Winning this championship meant proving to myself that I belonged at the top of this division. Every match, every injury, every setback, it all led to this moment. Being champion isn’t just about carrying a title belt around your waist. It’s about pressure. Expectations. Knowing every single woman in the locker room is waiting for their chance to take what you fought so hard to earn. It’s about knowing that at any moment, anyone could knock you off that pedestal and end it.
Being a champion means being willing to lose it all. You can either soar high above everyone, or walk amongst them, knowing that at any moment it could all be over. The Bombshell Internet Championship may not be the world title, but I busted my ass to get it and I refuse to just give it up without a fight. It doesn’t matter who is standing across the ring from me. Friend or Foe, I will see to it that no matter who my opponent is, I give it my all. I want the best of the best and Sin City Wrestling has some of the best talent this industry has to offer.
And honestly? I welcome that challenge.
Outside the ring, things have been just as crazy. Somehow, somewhere along the way, LJ Kasey stopped being just my best friend’s annoying younger brother and became the person I can’t imagine my life without. Trust me, Miles still gives us both grief about it constantly, but I think even he’s finally accepted that this is real. He’s seen how good we are for each other. How we support each other’s dreams and goals. He’s seen how we are there for each other when the world goes dark.
LJ has been my calm in the chaos. Through the travel, the pain, the victories, and the nights where I questioned everything, he’s been there reminding me who I am when I forget. So when he asked me to marry him, there was never going to be another answer besides yes. I know it would sound weird to anyone who didn’t truly know us, but he’s everything I never knew I needed. He’s my rock, my strength, he and my daughter are the reason why I keep fighting when I feel like giving up. When the world is dark, there’s them.
Now we’re trying to balance wrestling schedules, school schedules, college life, family insanity, championship responsibilities, and somehow planning a wedding without losing our minds in the process. Easier said than done. But I wouldn’t give up any of it for the world. I wouldn’t change one minute of this journey we’ve been on. Especially now that we’ve officially set the date. June thirtieth.
To everyone who has supported me this past year, thank you for believing in me when I didn’t have the strength to believe in myself. To the fans who believed in me when I was fighting to prove myself, thank you. And to everyone in the Bombshell division watching this championship closely?
I’m not done yet. This story is far from over, it’s just a new chapter.
Xoxo, Alexandra
Wedding Incoming
Las Vegas, Nevada
Kasey Home
The apartment was finally quiet. Not silent, it was never silent. There was still the distant hum of traffic outside the cracked balcony door, the rattle of pipes somewhere in the building, the low buzz of the television neither of them were actually watching. But compared to the chaos of the last few weeks, it felt close enough. Alexandra sat cross-legged on the couch in one of LJ’s hoodies, her championship belt resting on the coffee table across from her like a third person in the room. Her laptop was balanced against her knees, the glow from the screen reflecting faintly in her tired eyes.
LJ emerged from the kitchen carrying two mugs of tea. “Chamomile,” he said. “Because apparently your body runs exclusively on caffeine and spite.”
She snorted softly without looking up. “It’s gotten me this far.”
“Barely Angel.” He gave her that look she couldn’t deny.
He handed her the mug anyway before dropping down beside her. The couch dipped under his weight, familiar and warm. Alexandra leaned automatically against his shoulder, and LJ kissed the top of her head like it was second nature now. Maybe it was. For a while, neither of them spoke.
LJ glanced at the laptop screen. “You’re still working on that post?”
“I’m trying to.” She sighed. “I don’t know. Everything I write sounds fake.”
“That’s because you’re trying to sound inspirational.” He grinned. “Which is horrifyingly out of character for you.”
Alexandra elbowed him lightly. “I can be inspirational.”
“You threatened to powerbomb a reporter last month.” He chuckled.
“He asked if winning the championship was emotional because I’m a woman.” She rolls her eyes.
“Fair point.” LJ gave her a smile, one that showed he was just messing with her.
A laugh escaped her then, quieter than usual but real. LJ counted that as a victory. He studied her face for a moment. The exhaustion was still there. He could always tell now, even when she hid it from everyone else. The dark circles beneath her eyes, the slight tension in her jaw, the way her shoulders stayed tight even when she was supposedly relaxing. Most people saw the champion. LJ saw the cost of becoming one.
“You don’t have to post anything tonight,” he said gently.
“I know.” She looked at it.
“But?” He took a deep breath looking at her.
She stared down into her tea. “I want to.”
He waited. Alexandra had never needed someone to fill silences for her. That was one of the first things he’d learned about her in the time he knew her, back when she was just Miles’s terrifyingly intense best friend who treated him like an annoying child tagging along behind them. Now she looked at him like he was home.
“That whole year feels insane,” she admitted quietly. “Like I blinked and suddenly everything changed.”
LJ smiled faintly. “That’s because everything did change.”
“Yeah, but,” She shook her head. “I keep thinking about where I was before all this. Before the title. Before us. Before..” She glanced down at the engagement ring on her finger.
The ring caught the light every time she moved her hand. Sometimes LJ still caught himself staring at it in disbelief. Not because he regretted it. Because somehow she’d actually said yes.
Alexandra noticed him looking and smirked slightly. “You’re doing the thing again.”
“What thing?” He questioned softly.
“The ‘holy crap she agreed to marry me’ thing.” She responded without missing a beat.
“I’m allowed to be shocked, Angel.” He gave her a wink.
“You proposed.” She replied.
“And you accepted suspiciously fast.” He gave her a curious look.
She laughed softly and rested her head against his shoulder again. “There was never another answer.”
The teasing expression faded from LJ’s face, at her response. God. Every time she said things like that, it hit him all over again. For a while, Alexandra had felt untouchable to him. Not in the celebrity sense. In the emotional sense. Like she existed on some impossible level where nobody could ever really reach her. She was fierce and driven and stubborn enough to survive anything, but she carried everything alone. Then somewhere along the way, she stopped carrying it alone.
“You know,” she murmured, “if the me a year knew this was where we ended up, she’d probably throw herself into traffic.” She gave a laugh. “Don’t get me started on Miles.”
LJ barked out a laugh. “He still acts personally betrayed every time I kiss you in front of him.”
“He’s dramatic.” She gives a shrug. "You both are."
“He walked into the kitchen yesterday, saw me hugging you, and walked back out like he’d witnessed a murder.” LJ gave a slight chuckle.
“That’s because you’re his baby brother, LJ.” She snuggled into him.
“And you’re his best friend, love.”
“Exactly. I don’t think he expected us to fall in love.”
LJ grinned. “Honestly, I think part of him is just mad you like me more.”
“Nah, and even then.” Alexandra pulled back enough to look at him with mock offense. “I never said that.”
“You didn’t have to.”
“Oh my God.”
He laughed as she shoved at his shoulder again. But then her expression softened.
“He was protective of me for a long time,” she said quietly. “Especially when things got bad.”
LJ nodded once. He knew exactly what she meant. The injuries. The pressure. The nights she spiraled so hard she convinced herself she was failing everyone around her. The panic attacks she tried to hide. The moments she stood in front of a mirror after matches looking like she was trying to recognize herself again. Miles had been there through all of it. So had LJ. Only somewhere along the line, Alexandra had started reaching for LJ first.
“He trusts you now, for you to do the job he used to do.” she continued. “That’s a big deal.”
“Yeah?” He gave a nod. “He trusts you too, you know.”
“Yeah.” A small smile touched her lips. “He sees what I see.”
LJ looked down at her carefully. “And what’s that?”
“That you’re annoyingly good for me.” She gave a laugh.
“Wow. Romance truly lives.” He nodded.
She rolled her eyes, but her fingers laced through his.
“You keep me steady,” she admitted after a moment. “When everything gets loud, you’re the thing that makes it quiet again.”
The sincerity in her voice hit him harder than he expected. Alexandra wasn’t someone who said vulnerable things easily. Every honest emotion felt earned with her.
LJ rubbed his thumb gently over her knuckles. “You do the same for me, you know.”
She looked unconvinced immediately. “LJ.”
“No, seriously.” He shifted so he could face her more fully. “You think you’re the only one who gets lost sometimes?”
Her expression softened.
“You make me feel like I can actually do this,” he continued. "School. Wrestling. Life. All of it. Before you, I was just kind of floating around hoping things worked out.”
“You were not.” She shook her head.
“I absolutely was.”
“You literally have color-coded planners.”
“That’s anxiety, not direction.”
That got another laugh out of her. God, he loved that sound.
LJ leaned back into the couch cushions with a sigh. “We are kind of insane though.”
“Oh, completely.” She nodded in agreement.
“We’re planning a wedding while balancing college schedules and wrestling bookings.” He added in.
"And championship appearances.” She felt like they had been making excuses now.
“And your media obligations.” He motioned.
“And your inability to sleep.” She rested a hand on his chest.
“I sleep.” He knew he was caught.
“You passed out sitting upright yesterday.”
“That still counts.” He smiled before glancing toward the calendar pinned beside the kitchen.
June 30th.
The date was circled three different times because Alexandra kept worrying she’d accidentally double-book something and end up defending her championship during their rehearsal dinner.
“You nervous?” he asked quietly.
“About the wedding?”
“About all of it.”
She was quiet for a long moment. “Sometimes,” she admitted. “Not about marrying you. Never that.” Her voice softened. “Just, everything else.”
LJ listened carefully.
“What if I can’t balance it all?” she continued. “What if eventually something has to give?”
“You mean the career stuff?”
“Everything.” She exhaled shakily. “Being champion. School. Us. Family. Fans expect me to constantly be strong.” She looked down at her hands. “I spent so long trying to prove I deserved any of this.”
LJ reached over and tilted her chin gently upward until she met his eyes. “You don’t have to earn being loved, Angel.”
The words landed heavily between them. Her expression cracked just slightly at the edges, enough for him to see the emotion she usually kept buried beneath confidence and sarcasm.
“That’s easy for you to say.” She whispered softly.
“No,” he said softly. “It’s easy for me to know. Because I do.”
She stared at him for a second like she was trying to decide whether she believed him. Then finally she leaned forward and pressed her forehead against his.
“I hate when you say wise things.” She muttered.
“I know.” He gave her that classic LJ smirk.
“It ruins my whole intimidating aura.”
“Your aura survived throwing a folding chair at someone on live television.” He laughed. "I'd say that's pretty safe."
“They deserved it.”
“I don't disagree love.”
He felt her smile against him. Outside, rain had started tapping softly against the balcony railing. The city lights blurred faintly through the glass, turning the room gold and silver in the dark. For once, neither of them seemed in a hurry. Alexandra picked her laptop back up slowly. The blinking cursor still waited on the unfinished post.
“You know what the weirdest part is?” she asked.
“What?”
“I thought winning the championship would feel like the ending of something.”
LJ watched her carefully.
“But it doesn’t,” she said. “It feels like the beginning."
A warmth spread through his chest at the certainty in her voice. Because she finally sounded hopeful again. Not guarded. Not exhausted. Hopeful.
“That’s because it is.” he said quietly.
She glanced at him.
“The title,” he continued. “The wedding. Everything that is happening right now. None of it is the finish line.” A small smile pulled at his mouth. “It’s just the next chapter.”
Alexandra stared at him for a second before laughing softly under her breath. “You know I’m stealing that line for the post now.”
“I expect royalties.”
“You’ll get emotional fulfillment.”
“That doesn’t pay rent.”
She rolled her eyes fondly before finally starting to type again. LJ stayed beside her while the words slowly came together. Outside the ring, things have been just as crazy.He read pieces over her shoulder as she wrote, watching her shape the last year into something honest. Not polished. Not fake. Just real. The victories. The pain. The love. The fear.
All of it.
When she finally finished, Alexandra leaned back against the couch with an exhausted sigh. “Done.”
“You want me to read it?” He gave her a playful nudge.
“You already basically did.” She laughed and nudged back.
“True.” He nodded with a big smile.
She hesitated before hitting publish. LJ could see the flicker of anxiety in her eyes again, that old fear of being seen too clearly. So he reached over and covered her hand with his.
“You ready?”
Alexandra looked at him. Really looked at him. And suddenly he could see it all reflected there: every fight they’d survived, every late-night phone call, every injury, every argument, every moment they’d chosen each other again and again despite how messy life became.
“Yeah,” she whispered.
Then she hit the button. For a second, nothing changed. The world didn’t stop spinning. No dramatic music played. No fireworks exploded outside. It was just them, her hand still tangled with his. The rain is still falling softly beyond the balcony. The future waiting for them in all its terrifying, beautiful uncertainty. Alexandra smiled faintly as notifications immediately started flooding the screen.
“Think the internet’s gonna lose its mind over the wedding date?”
“Absolutely.”
“Think Miles is gonna call us obnoxious?”
“Without question.” She laughed again, warmer this time, and curled into his side. LJ kissed her temple gently.
June thirtieth. Their Wedding, a new future, a new life. Something she hadn’t expected to happen. Not an ending, just the start of everything else. Their future, the Era of Calaway-Kasey.
“Love, let’s go to bed, you need to rest and so do I.” LJ smiled and held her close.
“Sounds wonderful.” She watched as he stood and held out his hand.
Taking it the two made their way to their bedroom to get some rest. The weekend was quickly approaching, they needed this time to prepare, rest up and prepare for battle.
Everything Happens for a Reason
Indianapolis, Indiana
Fountain Square
A camera comes up on Alexandra who is standing in the middle of Fountain Square. She’s enjoying the moment, just relaxing and taking photos with a few fans before turning back to the camera, there’s so much she needed to say and such a small amount of time to say it in. There was a quick lick of her lips and she nodded, the moment was right here and right now.
"Mercedes Vargas, you are certainly rather full of yourself aren't you. Every time you step out there I want to smack you in the face. Not because you're successful. Not because you've held championships. Not because you've built a reputation for yourself. It's because every time you open your mouth, you act like the entire wrestling world revolves around you. Brace yourself darling, the world doesn’t revolve around you and the sun damn sure doesn’t shoot out your ass.”
She takes a moment to pause, letting what she had to say sink into everyone’s head. She could see some of the fans nod with her in agreement.
"The constant desire to knock the shit out of you, it's not because you're talented. Hell, I'd be lying if I said you weren't. It's because every word that comes out of your mouth sounds like you're trying to convince the world you're something special. You walk around demanding respect while people like me have been earning it. You believe that making demands shows that you are the better competitor. Sure, okay darling we can go with that if it makes you feel so good about yourself."
She smiled for a few moments, just soaking in everything in her head.
“You stand there talking about your legacy, your accomplishments, your greatness. You expect people to bow their heads and thank you for blessing us with your presence. But here's the thing, Mercedes. The world keeps moving. New stars rise. New challengers emerge. And every time somebody starts gaining momentum, you treat it like a personal insult."
She walks over to some of the fans with a bright smile and nods. They wrap their arms around her and she lets out a soft laugh.
"These people right here? They don't care how many times you call yourself a legend. They don't care how many interviews you do talking about your greatness. They care about who shows up when the lights come on. They only care about what they see in that ring. About the blood, the sweat and the tears. The taste of battle."
She knew that her words were hitting hard, that’s what she wanted. She wanted Mercedes to not only hear her words, but feel them.
"You know what I see when I look at you? I don't see confidence. I see fear. I see somebody so terrified of being forgotten that she has to remind everyone who she is every five seconds. You see, I felt like that once upon a time. I felt like I needed to remind everyone by saying it. But I grew out of that. I remind them who I am every single time I step into that ring. Every single match. Every loss, every win, championship or no championship, I remind everyone that I am Alexandra Calaway, for at least one more month anyways. Then it will be Alexandra Kasey."
That’s right, KASEY. She knew that they were quite public with their relationship, but it hasn’t been openly announced that a date was officially set.
"You look at me and see another name. Just another opponent for you to try to belittle right? Another woman you're going to put down and move past. But when that bell rings, you're going to find out exactly who the hell I am. Because while you've been busy protecting your reputation, I've been building mine. You can think whatever you want about me Mercedes, it’s not going to count for anything in that ring.”
She gives her a smirk and a wink.
“While you've been telling everyone how great you are, I've been proving it. And when I finally get my hands on you, Mercedes, that urge I've had every single time I've seen your face? I won't have to fight it anymore. I'll get to act on it. Then we'll find out whether all that confidence is real or whether it disappears the moment somebody punches you in the mouth."
She takes the time to pause and keeps thinking about the next thing she wants to say, the next way she could get under Mercedes' skin.
"And speaking of reminders, let's talk about last week. Let's talk about the fact that I walked out there, gave everything I had, and still ended the night staring at the lights. You think that broke me, Mercedes? You think that loss somehow made me question myself? No. If anything, it pissed me off. It lit a fire under me that was already burning hot.”
She knew that everyone was coming at her from every side. Cassie Wolfe, Kat Jones and now she had to deal with Mercedes Vargas breathing down her.
“Because I don't know how to do this halfway. I don't know how to shrug my shoulders and move on when things don't go my way. Every loss sticks with me. Every mistake replays in my head. Every second where I come up short becomes fuel. Last week wasn't the end of anything. It was a reminder of exactly how badly I want this.”
She would remind every single person who stepped up by knocking them back down. She would show Mercedes that she wasn’t ready for Victoria.
“And what I want more than anything right now is to keep the Bombshell Internet Championship around my waist. See, to some people it's just another title. Just another championship to add to a résumé. Another accolade to brag about in interviews. But to me? That championship means opportunity. It means validation. It means proving that every sacrifice, every setback, every moment of doubt was worth it. It doesn’t matter if it’s Kat Jones, Cassie Wolfe, or you Mercedes, I’ll fight until you’ve lost or there’s nothing left. You’ll all have to incapacitate me to make it happen. The Sin City Wrestling Bombshell Internet Championship is mine.”
She smiles as LJ walks into frame handing it to her. She takes it and puts it around her waist and he tosses an arm around her shoulder as she continues.
“I've chased championships before. I've held gold before. I understand your motives darling. But right now, the Bombshell Internet Championship represents something bigger. It represents the next step in my career. It represents everything I've been fighting toward every single time I lace up my boots. I understand why you want to face me. You think beating me would prepare you to face Victoria. I think you are forgetting something there darling. I had Victoria’s number when it came to the Bombshell Internet Championship and I gained her respect. You think I won't use this opportunity to soften you up for her. If you think I won't, I have some news for you. I absolutely would.”
She gives a small shrug of her shoulders and then continues, knowing that fact alone might actually bother Mercedes.
“That's why last week's loss still burns. Because every match matters when you're chasing something this important. Every opportunity matters. Every victory gets you closer and every defeat feels like somebody slammed a door in your face.”
She takes a moment, collecting her thoughts, she stepped close to the camera, almost as if telling the viewers a secret.
“The difference is I don't stay down when doors get slammed in my face. I kick the damn thing off its hinges. So if you were hoping to catch me doubting myself after last week, you're out of luck. What you're getting instead is a version of Alexandra Calaway that's angry, motivated, and more dangerous than she's been in a long time. And that's bad news for anybody standing across the ring from me. Main Event baby, it’s show time."
Alexandra gives her a smile and turns to walk away, but stops and looks back over her shoulder.
“See you Sunday.” She pauses. “Unless you feel like pussying out.”
The camera is shoved away and crackles to static.
Las Vegas, Nevada
Kasey Home
LIFE UPDATES:
Sometimes life comes at you fast and completely unexpectedly, the past year has been a whirlwind for me. Championships, Big matches and an unexpected engagement. It’s been a world of unforgettable moments and moments I never want to forget. If you would have told me a year ago that I’d be sitting here the Bombshell Internet Champion, I would have told you that you were absolutely out of your damned mind. I never could have dreamed of rising the ranks as quickly as I did her. Sure I’ve slipped and fallen. I’ve had highs and lows, things I thought I could never come back from. But life has a funny way of reminding you just who you are and what you can accomplish, if you never give up, even when everyone else says you should.
Enter the Bombshell Internet Championship. Winning this championship meant proving to myself that I belonged at the top of this division. Every match, every injury, every setback, it all led to this moment. Being champion isn’t just about carrying a title belt around your waist. It’s about pressure. Expectations. Knowing every single woman in the locker room is waiting for their chance to take what you fought so hard to earn. It’s about knowing that at any moment, anyone could knock you off that pedestal and end it.
Being a champion means being willing to lose it all. You can either soar high above everyone, or walk amongst them, knowing that at any moment it could all be over. The Bombshell Internet Championship may not be the world title, but I busted my ass to get it and I refuse to just give it up without a fight. It doesn’t matter who is standing across the ring from me. Friend or Foe, I will see to it that no matter who my opponent is, I give it my all. I want the best of the best and Sin City Wrestling has some of the best talent this industry has to offer.
And honestly? I welcome that challenge.
Outside the ring, things have been just as crazy. Somehow, somewhere along the way, LJ Kasey stopped being just my best friend’s annoying younger brother and became the person I can’t imagine my life without. Trust me, Miles still gives us both grief about it constantly, but I think even he’s finally accepted that this is real. He’s seen how good we are for each other. How we support each other’s dreams and goals. He’s seen how we are there for each other when the world goes dark.
LJ has been my calm in the chaos. Through the travel, the pain, the victories, and the nights where I questioned everything, he’s been there reminding me who I am when I forget. So when he asked me to marry him, there was never going to be another answer besides yes. I know it would sound weird to anyone who didn’t truly know us, but he’s everything I never knew I needed. He’s my rock, my strength, he and my daughter are the reason why I keep fighting when I feel like giving up. When the world is dark, there’s them.
Now we’re trying to balance wrestling schedules, school schedules, college life, family insanity, championship responsibilities, and somehow planning a wedding without losing our minds in the process. Easier said than done. But I wouldn’t give up any of it for the world. I wouldn’t change one minute of this journey we’ve been on. Especially now that we’ve officially set the date. June thirtieth.
To everyone who has supported me this past year, thank you for believing in me when I didn’t have the strength to believe in myself. To the fans who believed in me when I was fighting to prove myself, thank you. And to everyone in the Bombshell division watching this championship closely?
I’m not done yet. This story is far from over, it’s just a new chapter.
Xoxo, Alexandra
Wedding Incoming
Las Vegas, Nevada
Kasey Home
The apartment was finally quiet. Not silent, it was never silent. There was still the distant hum of traffic outside the cracked balcony door, the rattle of pipes somewhere in the building, the low buzz of the television neither of them were actually watching. But compared to the chaos of the last few weeks, it felt close enough. Alexandra sat cross-legged on the couch in one of LJ’s hoodies, her championship belt resting on the coffee table across from her like a third person in the room. Her laptop was balanced against her knees, the glow from the screen reflecting faintly in her tired eyes.
LJ emerged from the kitchen carrying two mugs of tea. “Chamomile,” he said. “Because apparently your body runs exclusively on caffeine and spite.”
She snorted softly without looking up. “It’s gotten me this far.”
“Barely Angel.” He gave her that look she couldn’t deny.
He handed her the mug anyway before dropping down beside her. The couch dipped under his weight, familiar and warm. Alexandra leaned automatically against his shoulder, and LJ kissed the top of her head like it was second nature now. Maybe it was. For a while, neither of them spoke.
LJ glanced at the laptop screen. “You’re still working on that post?”
“I’m trying to.” She sighed. “I don’t know. Everything I write sounds fake.”
“That’s because you’re trying to sound inspirational.” He grinned. “Which is horrifyingly out of character for you.”
Alexandra elbowed him lightly. “I can be inspirational.”
“You threatened to powerbomb a reporter last month.” He chuckled.
“He asked if winning the championship was emotional because I’m a woman.” She rolls her eyes.
“Fair point.” LJ gave her a smile, one that showed he was just messing with her.
A laugh escaped her then, quieter than usual but real. LJ counted that as a victory. He studied her face for a moment. The exhaustion was still there. He could always tell now, even when she hid it from everyone else. The dark circles beneath her eyes, the slight tension in her jaw, the way her shoulders stayed tight even when she was supposedly relaxing. Most people saw the champion. LJ saw the cost of becoming one.
“You don’t have to post anything tonight,” he said gently.
“I know.” She looked at it.
“But?” He took a deep breath looking at her.
She stared down into her tea. “I want to.”
He waited. Alexandra had never needed someone to fill silences for her. That was one of the first things he’d learned about her in the time he knew her, back when she was just Miles’s terrifyingly intense best friend who treated him like an annoying child tagging along behind them. Now she looked at him like he was home.
“That whole year feels insane,” she admitted quietly. “Like I blinked and suddenly everything changed.”
LJ smiled faintly. “That’s because everything did change.”
“Yeah, but,” She shook her head. “I keep thinking about where I was before all this. Before the title. Before us. Before..” She glanced down at the engagement ring on her finger.
The ring caught the light every time she moved her hand. Sometimes LJ still caught himself staring at it in disbelief. Not because he regretted it. Because somehow she’d actually said yes.
Alexandra noticed him looking and smirked slightly. “You’re doing the thing again.”
“What thing?” He questioned softly.
“The ‘holy crap she agreed to marry me’ thing.” She responded without missing a beat.
“I’m allowed to be shocked, Angel.” He gave her a wink.
“You proposed.” She replied.
“And you accepted suspiciously fast.” He gave her a curious look.
She laughed softly and rested her head against his shoulder again. “There was never another answer.”
The teasing expression faded from LJ’s face, at her response. God. Every time she said things like that, it hit him all over again. For a while, Alexandra had felt untouchable to him. Not in the celebrity sense. In the emotional sense. Like she existed on some impossible level where nobody could ever really reach her. She was fierce and driven and stubborn enough to survive anything, but she carried everything alone. Then somewhere along the way, she stopped carrying it alone.
“You know,” she murmured, “if the me a year knew this was where we ended up, she’d probably throw herself into traffic.” She gave a laugh. “Don’t get me started on Miles.”
LJ barked out a laugh. “He still acts personally betrayed every time I kiss you in front of him.”
“He’s dramatic.” She gives a shrug. "You both are."
“He walked into the kitchen yesterday, saw me hugging you, and walked back out like he’d witnessed a murder.” LJ gave a slight chuckle.
“That’s because you’re his baby brother, LJ.” She snuggled into him.
“And you’re his best friend, love.”
“Exactly. I don’t think he expected us to fall in love.”
LJ grinned. “Honestly, I think part of him is just mad you like me more.”
“Nah, and even then.” Alexandra pulled back enough to look at him with mock offense. “I never said that.”
“You didn’t have to.”
“Oh my God.”
He laughed as she shoved at his shoulder again. But then her expression softened.
“He was protective of me for a long time,” she said quietly. “Especially when things got bad.”
LJ nodded once. He knew exactly what she meant. The injuries. The pressure. The nights she spiraled so hard she convinced herself she was failing everyone around her. The panic attacks she tried to hide. The moments she stood in front of a mirror after matches looking like she was trying to recognize herself again. Miles had been there through all of it. So had LJ. Only somewhere along the line, Alexandra had started reaching for LJ first.
“He trusts you now, for you to do the job he used to do.” she continued. “That’s a big deal.”
“Yeah?” He gave a nod. “He trusts you too, you know.”
“Yeah.” A small smile touched her lips. “He sees what I see.”
LJ looked down at her carefully. “And what’s that?”
“That you’re annoyingly good for me.” She gave a laugh.
“Wow. Romance truly lives.” He nodded.
She rolled her eyes, but her fingers laced through his.
“You keep me steady,” she admitted after a moment. “When everything gets loud, you’re the thing that makes it quiet again.”
The sincerity in her voice hit him harder than he expected. Alexandra wasn’t someone who said vulnerable things easily. Every honest emotion felt earned with her.
LJ rubbed his thumb gently over her knuckles. “You do the same for me, you know.”
She looked unconvinced immediately. “LJ.”
“No, seriously.” He shifted so he could face her more fully. “You think you’re the only one who gets lost sometimes?”
Her expression softened.
“You make me feel like I can actually do this,” he continued. "School. Wrestling. Life. All of it. Before you, I was just kind of floating around hoping things worked out.”
“You were not.” She shook her head.
“I absolutely was.”
“You literally have color-coded planners.”
“That’s anxiety, not direction.”
That got another laugh out of her. God, he loved that sound.
LJ leaned back into the couch cushions with a sigh. “We are kind of insane though.”
“Oh, completely.” She nodded in agreement.
“We’re planning a wedding while balancing college schedules and wrestling bookings.” He added in.
"And championship appearances.” She felt like they had been making excuses now.
“And your media obligations.” He motioned.
“And your inability to sleep.” She rested a hand on his chest.
“I sleep.” He knew he was caught.
“You passed out sitting upright yesterday.”
“That still counts.” He smiled before glancing toward the calendar pinned beside the kitchen.
June 30th.
The date was circled three different times because Alexandra kept worrying she’d accidentally double-book something and end up defending her championship during their rehearsal dinner.
“You nervous?” he asked quietly.
“About the wedding?”
“About all of it.”
She was quiet for a long moment. “Sometimes,” she admitted. “Not about marrying you. Never that.” Her voice softened. “Just, everything else.”
LJ listened carefully.
“What if I can’t balance it all?” she continued. “What if eventually something has to give?”
“You mean the career stuff?”
“Everything.” She exhaled shakily. “Being champion. School. Us. Family. Fans expect me to constantly be strong.” She looked down at her hands. “I spent so long trying to prove I deserved any of this.”
LJ reached over and tilted her chin gently upward until she met his eyes. “You don’t have to earn being loved, Angel.”
The words landed heavily between them. Her expression cracked just slightly at the edges, enough for him to see the emotion she usually kept buried beneath confidence and sarcasm.
“That’s easy for you to say.” She whispered softly.
“No,” he said softly. “It’s easy for me to know. Because I do.”
She stared at him for a second like she was trying to decide whether she believed him. Then finally she leaned forward and pressed her forehead against his.
“I hate when you say wise things.” She muttered.
“I know.” He gave her that classic LJ smirk.
“It ruins my whole intimidating aura.”
“Your aura survived throwing a folding chair at someone on live television.” He laughed. "I'd say that's pretty safe."
“They deserved it.”
“I don't disagree love.”
He felt her smile against him. Outside, rain had started tapping softly against the balcony railing. The city lights blurred faintly through the glass, turning the room gold and silver in the dark. For once, neither of them seemed in a hurry. Alexandra picked her laptop back up slowly. The blinking cursor still waited on the unfinished post.
“You know what the weirdest part is?” she asked.
“What?”
“I thought winning the championship would feel like the ending of something.”
LJ watched her carefully.
“But it doesn’t,” she said. “It feels like the beginning."
A warmth spread through his chest at the certainty in her voice. Because she finally sounded hopeful again. Not guarded. Not exhausted. Hopeful.
“That’s because it is.” he said quietly.
She glanced at him.
“The title,” he continued. “The wedding. Everything that is happening right now. None of it is the finish line.” A small smile pulled at his mouth. “It’s just the next chapter.”
Alexandra stared at him for a second before laughing softly under her breath. “You know I’m stealing that line for the post now.”
“I expect royalties.”
“You’ll get emotional fulfillment.”
“That doesn’t pay rent.”
She rolled her eyes fondly before finally starting to type again. LJ stayed beside her while the words slowly came together. Outside the ring, things have been just as crazy.He read pieces over her shoulder as she wrote, watching her shape the last year into something honest. Not polished. Not fake. Just real. The victories. The pain. The love. The fear.
All of it.
When she finally finished, Alexandra leaned back against the couch with an exhausted sigh. “Done.”
“You want me to read it?” He gave her a playful nudge.
“You already basically did.” She laughed and nudged back.
“True.” He nodded with a big smile.
She hesitated before hitting publish. LJ could see the flicker of anxiety in her eyes again, that old fear of being seen too clearly. So he reached over and covered her hand with his.
“You ready?”
Alexandra looked at him. Really looked at him. And suddenly he could see it all reflected there: every fight they’d survived, every late-night phone call, every injury, every argument, every moment they’d chosen each other again and again despite how messy life became.
“Yeah,” she whispered.
Then she hit the button. For a second, nothing changed. The world didn’t stop spinning. No dramatic music played. No fireworks exploded outside. It was just them, her hand still tangled with his. The rain is still falling softly beyond the balcony. The future waiting for them in all its terrifying, beautiful uncertainty. Alexandra smiled faintly as notifications immediately started flooding the screen.
“Think the internet’s gonna lose its mind over the wedding date?”
“Absolutely.”
“Think Miles is gonna call us obnoxious?”
“Without question.” She laughed again, warmer this time, and curled into his side. LJ kissed her temple gently.
June thirtieth. Their Wedding, a new future, a new life. Something she hadn’t expected to happen. Not an ending, just the start of everything else. Their future, the Era of Calaway-Kasey.
“Love, let’s go to bed, you need to rest and so do I.” LJ smiled and held her close.
“Sounds wonderful.” She watched as he stood and held out his hand.
Taking it the two made their way to their bedroom to get some rest. The weekend was quickly approaching, they needed this time to prepare, rest up and prepare for battle.
Everything Happens for a Reason
Indianapolis, Indiana
Fountain Square
A camera comes up on Alexandra who is standing in the middle of Fountain Square. She’s enjoying the moment, just relaxing and taking photos with a few fans before turning back to the camera, there’s so much she needed to say and such a small amount of time to say it in. There was a quick lick of her lips and she nodded, the moment was right here and right now.
"Mercedes Vargas, you are certainly rather full of yourself aren't you. Every time you step out there I want to smack you in the face. Not because you're successful. Not because you've held championships. Not because you've built a reputation for yourself. It's because every time you open your mouth, you act like the entire wrestling world revolves around you. Brace yourself darling, the world doesn’t revolve around you and the sun damn sure doesn’t shoot out your ass.”
She takes a moment to pause, letting what she had to say sink into everyone’s head. She could see some of the fans nod with her in agreement.
"The constant desire to knock the shit out of you, it's not because you're talented. Hell, I'd be lying if I said you weren't. It's because every word that comes out of your mouth sounds like you're trying to convince the world you're something special. You walk around demanding respect while people like me have been earning it. You believe that making demands shows that you are the better competitor. Sure, okay darling we can go with that if it makes you feel so good about yourself."
She smiled for a few moments, just soaking in everything in her head.
“You stand there talking about your legacy, your accomplishments, your greatness. You expect people to bow their heads and thank you for blessing us with your presence. But here's the thing, Mercedes. The world keeps moving. New stars rise. New challengers emerge. And every time somebody starts gaining momentum, you treat it like a personal insult."
She walks over to some of the fans with a bright smile and nods. They wrap their arms around her and she lets out a soft laugh.
"These people right here? They don't care how many times you call yourself a legend. They don't care how many interviews you do talking about your greatness. They care about who shows up when the lights come on. They only care about what they see in that ring. About the blood, the sweat and the tears. The taste of battle."
She knew that her words were hitting hard, that’s what she wanted. She wanted Mercedes to not only hear her words, but feel them.
"You know what I see when I look at you? I don't see confidence. I see fear. I see somebody so terrified of being forgotten that she has to remind everyone who she is every five seconds. You see, I felt like that once upon a time. I felt like I needed to remind everyone by saying it. But I grew out of that. I remind them who I am every single time I step into that ring. Every single match. Every loss, every win, championship or no championship, I remind everyone that I am Alexandra Calaway, for at least one more month anyways. Then it will be Alexandra Kasey."
That’s right, KASEY. She knew that they were quite public with their relationship, but it hasn’t been openly announced that a date was officially set.
"You look at me and see another name. Just another opponent for you to try to belittle right? Another woman you're going to put down and move past. But when that bell rings, you're going to find out exactly who the hell I am. Because while you've been busy protecting your reputation, I've been building mine. You can think whatever you want about me Mercedes, it’s not going to count for anything in that ring.”
She gives her a smirk and a wink.
“While you've been telling everyone how great you are, I've been proving it. And when I finally get my hands on you, Mercedes, that urge I've had every single time I've seen your face? I won't have to fight it anymore. I'll get to act on it. Then we'll find out whether all that confidence is real or whether it disappears the moment somebody punches you in the mouth."
She takes the time to pause and keeps thinking about the next thing she wants to say, the next way she could get under Mercedes' skin.
"And speaking of reminders, let's talk about last week. Let's talk about the fact that I walked out there, gave everything I had, and still ended the night staring at the lights. You think that broke me, Mercedes? You think that loss somehow made me question myself? No. If anything, it pissed me off. It lit a fire under me that was already burning hot.”
She knew that everyone was coming at her from every side. Cassie Wolfe, Kat Jones and now she had to deal with Mercedes Vargas breathing down her.
“Because I don't know how to do this halfway. I don't know how to shrug my shoulders and move on when things don't go my way. Every loss sticks with me. Every mistake replays in my head. Every second where I come up short becomes fuel. Last week wasn't the end of anything. It was a reminder of exactly how badly I want this.”
She would remind every single person who stepped up by knocking them back down. She would show Mercedes that she wasn’t ready for Victoria.
“And what I want more than anything right now is to keep the Bombshell Internet Championship around my waist. See, to some people it's just another title. Just another championship to add to a résumé. Another accolade to brag about in interviews. But to me? That championship means opportunity. It means validation. It means proving that every sacrifice, every setback, every moment of doubt was worth it. It doesn’t matter if it’s Kat Jones, Cassie Wolfe, or you Mercedes, I’ll fight until you’ve lost or there’s nothing left. You’ll all have to incapacitate me to make it happen. The Sin City Wrestling Bombshell Internet Championship is mine.”
She smiles as LJ walks into frame handing it to her. She takes it and puts it around her waist and he tosses an arm around her shoulder as she continues.
“I've chased championships before. I've held gold before. I understand your motives darling. But right now, the Bombshell Internet Championship represents something bigger. It represents the next step in my career. It represents everything I've been fighting toward every single time I lace up my boots. I understand why you want to face me. You think beating me would prepare you to face Victoria. I think you are forgetting something there darling. I had Victoria’s number when it came to the Bombshell Internet Championship and I gained her respect. You think I won't use this opportunity to soften you up for her. If you think I won't, I have some news for you. I absolutely would.”
She gives a small shrug of her shoulders and then continues, knowing that fact alone might actually bother Mercedes.
“That's why last week's loss still burns. Because every match matters when you're chasing something this important. Every opportunity matters. Every victory gets you closer and every defeat feels like somebody slammed a door in your face.”
She takes a moment, collecting her thoughts, she stepped close to the camera, almost as if telling the viewers a secret.
“The difference is I don't stay down when doors get slammed in my face. I kick the damn thing off its hinges. So if you were hoping to catch me doubting myself after last week, you're out of luck. What you're getting instead is a version of Alexandra Calaway that's angry, motivated, and more dangerous than she's been in a long time. And that's bad news for anybody standing across the ring from me. Main Event baby, it’s show time."
Alexandra gives her a smile and turns to walk away, but stops and looks back over her shoulder.
“See you Sunday.” She pauses. “Unless you feel like pussying out.”
The camera is shoved away and crackles to static.
