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Climax Control Roleplays / The Oncoming Storm
« on: February 13, 2026, 11:47:23 PM »
Valentines Day
Kasey-Calaway Apartment


Alexandra flitted around the apartment, trying to think of the perfect moment to give LJ his Valentines gift. Living together, newly engaged, planning for a future together. People constantly making their opinions known about their age difference. It didn’t bother them at all, they lived a happy life. Alexandra had paced around the room for the hundredth time, on the phone with LJ’s older brother, and her best friend.

“Miles, I’m just hoping he likes it.” She spoke with a soft tone.

“What did you get him?” Miles' voice sounded from the other end of the line.

“A Rolex day-date.” She took a deep breath. “Something classy for the future lawyer.” She laughed softly.

“A Rolex?!?” Alex, are you out of your mind?” She pulled the phone away from her ear and shook her head.

“Not that I know of.” She tilted her head. “Maybe.”

“He’s going to love it.” She laughed as Miles spoke. “He’s a guy, he’s my brother, but still a guy. He’ll love it, you need to calm down and stop overthinking it.”

“Miles, you know me, I overthink everything.” She laughed. “I just, I want it to be special, it’s our first one. We've had our first holidays, Fourth of July, Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas.. This is the first Valentine's Day and I want it to be memorable for him.” She took a deep breath.

“You two are so much alike, it's scary." Miles laughed. "Deep breath and just give it to him, he’s going to remember it because he’s there with you.” Miles' voice sounded in her ear, she knew he was right.

“You’re right.” She nodded, leaning against the window, looking out over Las Vegas. “It’s going to be great. I know it will.”

“That’s what I was hoping to hear.” She could hear the smile on Miles’ face.

“He should be getting home soon. I need to get ready.” She took a deep breath. “Thanks for being a sounding board Miles. It means a lot to me.” Another pause. “See you soon, say hi to Carter and Kevin for me.”

She waited until the phone clicked and then pushed off the wall next to the window and disappeared into the bedroom. She’d make sure their first Valentine’s day was one they would never forget.


Calling it how I see it
The Plantation


The plantation did not look like a place that belonged to the living, and perhaps that was why Alexandra Calaway felt so at home beneath its sagging roofline and whispering trees. The house stood in stubborn defiance of time, white columns cracked but upright, shutters hanging slightly askew, the wide veranda stretching along the front like a faded memory of former grandeur. Spanish moss swayed in long, ghostly strands from the live oaks, brushing the humid air as though tracing old scars across the evening sky. Magnolia blossoms opened heavy and fragrant in the gathering dusk, their sweetness thick enough to cling to the back of the throat. The air held the kind of stillness that made every sound deliberate, from the low chorus of cicadas to the soft grind of gravel beneath careful footsteps.

Alexandra moved across the grounds with unhurried purpose, her black dress fitting her like a second skin, elegant without effort, deliberate without excess. Lace traced along her collarbone and wrists, not as decoration but as armor disguised as refinement. Her dark hair fell in loose waves over one shoulder, catching the last of the fading light, and the faintest sheen of humidity on her skin only sharpened the impression of someone carved from heat and patience. There was a quiet authority in the way she carried herself, the posture of a woman raised to hold her chin high even when the world dared her to bow.

She stopped near the reflecting pool, its water dulled by neglect, and looked down at her own image shimmering in the murk. For a moment she simply watched herself, studying not her appearance but the steadiness behind her gaze. The Bombshell title was no longer around her waist. That fact did not sting the way outsiders might expect. It burned, yes, but in the way a brand sears into flesh and leaves a mark that cannot be ignored. It was not a wound. It was a reminder.

“I am not walking into this match as champion,” she said softly, her Texas accent curling warm and slow around the words. “I am walking in to earn my way back.”

The breeze shifted, stirring the surface of the pool and fracturing her reflection. She did not look away.

“They call it a triple threat,” she continued, her voice low and measured, each syllable deliberate. “Three women, one opportunity, and a chance to take one step closer to what I lost. The prestige of being a champion.”

She turned from the water and began to walk along the cracked stone path, heels pressing into the earth with a rhythm that felt almost ceremonial. The plantation seemed to lean inward around her, the willows swaying gently as if drawn to her voice.

“Bea Barnhart and I have history,” Alexandra said, her tone thoughtful but edged with certainty. “That is not something I can pretend away, and it is not something she can do either.”

Her gloved hand brushed against the trunk of a magnolia tree as she passed, fingertips tracing the grooves in its bark. “I have beaten Bea many times. Enough times that she knows what it feels like to look up at the lights and see me standing over her.”

There was no cruelty in the statement, only fact.

“I know the way she fights when she is confident,” she went on. “I know the way she fights when doubt starts creeping in. I know the moment her urgency turns into desperation.”

She paused beneath one of the sprawling branches and tilted her head slightly, as though listening to the distant echo of past matches. “Bea is not weak. She is resilient. She has grit that most women would envy. But resilience does not erase repetition.”

Her eyes sharpened, dark and steady. “In this triple threat, she will come at me with everything she has. She will want to break the pattern. She will want to prove that the story between us can change.”

A faint, almost wistful smile touched her lips. “I understand that hunger. I respect it. But understanding something does not mean I intend to let it happen. The bellyaching about people cheating. Please Bea, who’s the real bully here?”

The cicadas hummed louder as the light faded further, and Alexandra stepped into the shadow of a weeping willow, moss brushing softly against her shoulders like a curtain drawn around a stage.

“Amelia Reynolds is a different matter,” she said, her voice lowering into something more contemplative. “I haven't beaten her. That truth stands just as firmly.”

She folded her hands lightly in front of her, posture immaculate even in the deepening shade. “But Amelia does not fight from emotion. She fights from intention. She studies her losses. She absorbs them. She returns sharper.”

There was no dismissal in her tone when she spoke of Amelia, only clear-eyed recognition. “She will not rush into chaos if she can help it. She will watch Bea and me collide and look for the opening that serves her best. She will wait for the moment when our focus splinters and the opportunity becomes too tempting to ignore.”

Alexandra stepped forward again, emerging from shadow into the soft violet glow of dusk. “That kind of patience is dangerous in a triple threat. That kind of composure can steal a match before you realize it is gone.”

She inhaled slowly, letting the scent of magnolia settle into her lungs. “Which is why I will not be so careless as to underestimate her.”

The veranda loomed ahead, boards creaking faintly as she ascended the steps. From there, she turned to face the open grounds, as though addressing Bea and Amelia both, even though no one stood before her but the trees and the gathering night.

“I do not need to pin both of you,” she said, her voice steady and calm. “I do not need to prove I am better than each of you at the same time. I only need to seize the moment when it matters most.”

Her gaze sharpened with quiet intensity. “And I am very good at recognizing moments.”

She rested her hands lightly on the railing, leaning just enough to suggest ease without surrendering control. “Bea will try to rewrite history. Amelia will try to outmaneuver it. And I will walk into that ring carrying both experience and resolve.”

The Texas lilt in her voice deepened slightly, sweetness layered over steel. “I have worn that Bombshell title before. I know what it feels like against my skin. I know the weight of it and the responsibility that comes with it.”

Her jaw tightened almost imperceptibly. “Losing it did not make me less dangerous. It made me more deliberate.”

Fireflies flickered near the treeline, small sparks against the encroaching dark, and Alexandra watched them for a moment before speaking again.

“This match is not about reclaiming something I believe is owed to me because this isn’t about the Bombshell Roulette Title, this is the Bombshell Internet Title.” she said quietly. “It is about earning the right to stand back in the championship conversation.”

She straightened, shoulders squared, chin lifted. “If I defeat Bea again, it will not be because she failed to try hard enough. It will be because I prepared for her fire and refused to be consumed by it.”

Her eyes shifted slightly, as though Amelia stood somewhere beyond the willows. “If I defeat Amelia, it will not be because she lacked patience. It will be because I refused to give her the clean opening she is looking for.” The air felt heavier now, the night pressing closer, but Alexandra did not retreat from it.

“I am not the champion,” she said, her voice firm but unhurried. “I am a contender fighting to earn her way back into that light.” There was pride in that admission, not shame. “And I do not fear the climb.”

She stepped toward the open doorway of the plantation house, shadows stretching long behind her.

“When that bell rings,” she continued, her voice carrying softly into the night, “there will be no nostalgia for what I once held. There will be no hesitation because I have beaten one of these women before. The other, well we both were on the losing end of things.”

She paused at the threshold, half-lit by moonlight, half-veiled in darkness. “There will only be focus. There will only be intention. And there will be a woman from Texas who understands exactly how much she wants to earn that title shot.”

Her lips curved into a slow, deliberate smile, elegant and dangerous all at once.

“Bea may come with fury. Amelia may come with a strategy. But I will come with memory and hunger.” She stepped inside, the shadows closing around her. “And hunger,” Alexandra finished softly, “has a way of making a woman very hard to stop.”

The interior of the plantation house greeted her with the scent of dust and old wood, of summers long past and winters that had crept in through cracks no one had bothered to seal. Moonlight spilled through tall windows, casting pale silver rectangles across warped floorboards, and the air carried a hush that felt almost reverent. Alexandra moved through the dim foyer without hesitation, her heels echoing softly, the sound measured and unafraid. The house did not intimidate her. It felt like a witness.

She trailed her fingers along a long hallway table, the wood worn smooth by hands that no longer existed. A cracked mirror hung above it, its surface fractured in one corner, splitting reflections into subtle distortions. She paused before it, studying the version of herself that stared back in splintered pieces.

“It’s funny,” she said quietly, her voice rolling low and steady in the stillness. “People think losing a title makes you fragile.” Her reflection held her gaze, dark eyes unwavering. “They think it breaks something in you. Makes you doubt.”

A slow breath escaped her, and her lips curved faintly, though there was no humor in it. “What it actually does is strip away the illusion.” She lifted her chin slightly, seeing herself whole despite the cracks in the glass. “When you’re champion, everyone tells you how unstoppable you are. They tell you how dominant. How inevitable. You start to hear it so often it hums in the background.”

She leaned closer to the mirror, her tone soft but firm. “But when you lose, the silence gets louder than any praise ever was. That silence forces you to confront yourself.” She straightened again, shoulders squared. “And I did.”

The words settled into the room like a confession, though there was no weakness in them. She turned and walked deeper into the house, stepping into what had once been a grand parlor. The ceiling stretched high above her, a chandelier hanging crooked and lifeless, its crystals long since dulled. Dust motes floated lazily in the moonlight, drifting in slow arcs through the quiet.

“I lost the Bombshell Roulette title,” she said, her voice echoing faintly. “That is fact.” She clasped her hands loosely in front of her, pacing slowly across the room. “And I could stand here and make excuses. I could say the odds were stacked. I could say the timing was wrong. I could say I was distracted.”

Her gaze hardened. “But that would be dishonest.”

The admission was simple, but it carried weight.

“In this business, you do not get to hold onto gold unless you are the best woman in that ring on that night. And on that night, I was not.” The words did not crack. They did not waver. They rang clear. She walked toward a tall window, looking out at the willow trees swaying gently beyond the glass.

“That does not mean I stopped being dangerous,” she continued. “It does not mean I stopped being capable. It means someone outperformed me.” Her jaw tightened briefly, not in bitterness but in resolve. “And that is a lesson I do not ignore.”

She turned back into the room, the hem of her dress brushing softly against the floorboards.

“This triple threat is not about nostalgia,” she said. “It is not about trying to relive what I once had. It is about proving I have learned.”

She stepped toward the center of the parlor, where the moonlight pooled brightest. “Bea Barnhart,” she said, her tone measured. “You know me. You know the way I move. You know the way I think.”

She lifted one hand slightly, as if addressing Bea directly across from her. “You also know what it feels like to fall short against me. Over and over.” Her expression sharpened, though her voice remained calm. “You have every reason to come into this match with fire in your veins. You have every reason to look at me and see unfinished business.”

She lowered her hand slowly. “But understand this. I have not beaten you by accident. I have not outmaneuvered you because of luck.”

She took a slow step forward, as if closing distance between them in an invisible ring. “I beat you because I see the openings you leave behind. I beat you because when pressure mounts, I stay composed while you reach.” There was no mockery in her tone. Only clarity.

“In a triple threat, your aggression will not just collide with me,” she continued. “It will collide with Amelia. And if you are not careful, it will create the very opening she is looking for.”

Her eyes shifted, focusing now on an unseen second figure.

“Amelia Reynolds,” she said softly. “You carry yourself like a woman who understands timing.” She began to circle the center of the room, slow and deliberate, as though mapping out the dimensions of a wrestling ring beneath her feet.

“You are not reckless. You do not waste movement. You calculate.” Her lips curved slightly. “And I admire that.” She stopped, facing the far wall as though Amelia stood there in shadow. “But do not mistake my respect for hesitation,” she said.

“You think I will be too focused on Bea’s history with me to notice you moving into position.” She shook her head faintly. “I will notice.” Her voice deepened, accent warming around the edges. “I will feel the shift in the air when you step closer. I will hear the change in the crowd when you see your moment.”

She placed her hand over her chest briefly. “I have been in enough matches to recognize that rhythm.”

The house creaked softly as the night settled further in, but Alexandra did not flinch.

“In a triple threat, alliances are illusions,” she said. “There is no loyalty between opponents. There is only opportunity.”

She began walking again, her pace steady and unhurried. “If Bea and I clash, Amelia will wait. If Amelia and I lock up, Bea will strike. The chaos is inevitable.”

Her gaze sharpened with quiet intensity. “The difference is that I thrive in chaos.”

She paused near an old grand piano, its keys yellowed with age. Running her gloved fingers lightly across them, she produced a faint, discordant note that echoed briefly in the room.

“Chaos unsettles some women,” she continued. “It makes them rush. It makes them panic.” She turned away from the piano. “I do not panic.” The statement hung in the air, unchallenged. “I adapt,” she said. “I adjust. I choose my moment.”

She walked back toward the hallway, her reflection catching again in the cracked mirror as she passed. This time, she did not stop. She did not need to. “The Bombshell title is not yet around my waist,” she said quietly as she moved. “But it is not out of reach.”

She stepped back into the foyer, moonlight illuminating the sharp line of her jaw. “This match is my chance to earn that championship opportunity. Not to demand it. Not to assume it. To earn it.”

Her voice softened slightly, though it did not lose its strength. “There is something different about fighting your way back to the top. It strips away entitlement. It forces humility.” She lifted her chin. “And humility does not make me smaller. It makes me sharper.”

Outside, a faint roll of distant thunder murmured along the horizon, the promise of a storm building somewhere beyond the trees. She stepped back out onto the veranda, the night air warm against her skin. Fireflies blinked lazily among the branches, and the magnolia scent seemed richer now, heavier.

“When that bell rings,” she said, her voice carrying across the dark grounds, “I will not be fighting from a place of comfort.” She descended the steps slowly, heels sinking into the soft earth once more. “I will be fighting from hunger.”

The word lingered.

“Hunger changes a woman,” she continued. “It makes her see clearly. It makes her move with purpose.” She walked toward the willow trees again, shadows shifting around her.

“Bea, if you think familiarity gives you an advantage, you will find that familiarity cuts both ways,” she said. “I know your strengths. I know your patterns. And I know how to turn them against you.”

Her eyes narrowed slightly. “Amelia, if you believe patience alone will carry you through, you will learn that patience without control of the tempo is a gamble.”

She stopped beneath the willow, strands of moss brushing against her shoulders like a crown of silver threads.

“I intend to control the tempo,” she said softly.

The wind stirred, lifting her hair gently.

“I will not rush. I will not hesitate. I will not assume either of you will make it easy.” Her gaze drifted upward toward the night sky, stars beginning to pierce through the darkness. “I will earn it,” she said, more to herself than anyone else.

There was pride in that promise.

“I will step into that ring as a contender who understands exactly what she lost and exactly what she wants.” She lowered her gaze again, fireflies dancing in the space between the trees. “And when the match ends,” she continued, her voice smooth and certain, “I will not be the woman wondering what went wrong.”

She turned, beginning the slow walk back toward the plantation house.

“I will be the woman who took her first step toward claiming what belongs in her future.” Her heels echoed softly against the wooden steps as she ascended once more, her silhouette framed against the doorway.

“Bea. Amelia,” she said, her tone calm but unyielding. “Bring your fire. Bring your patience. Bring every ounce of determination you possess.” She stepped into the shadowed interior, the moonlight outlining her form one last time. “Because I am bringing experience, calculation, and a hunger that has only grown sharper with time.”

The door creaked faintly as it shifted in the night breeze, and her final words drifted into the darkened grounds. “And I promise you both, I am not done climbing.”

The storm that had threatened finally began to roll closer, not with rain just yet, but with the low, distant growl of thunder that trembled through the humid air and settled into the bones of the old plantation. The wind shifted, stronger now, dragging the Spanish moss into restless motion and bending the magnolia branches until their blossoms trembled on their stems. Alexandra stepped back out onto the veranda as though summoned by the sound, her silhouette cut sharp against the flicker of lightning far beyond the treeline. The night did not swallow her. It framed her.

She descended the steps slowly, each footfall deliberate, the earth soft beneath her heels. There was no rush in her movements, no frantic energy. What radiated from her now was not hunger alone, but heat. The kind that builds beneath the surface before something ignites.

“For weeks,” she began, her voice carrying across the grounds with smooth authority, “people have asked whether I can climb back to where I once stood. Whether losing that title took something from me that I cannot recover.”

She stopped beneath the largest oak, one hand resting lightly against its trunk as thunder rolled again overhead. “They look at Bea and they see heart. They look at Amelia and they see growth. And they look at me and they see a former champion trying to fight her way back into relevance.”

A faint smile curved her lips, slow and cutting. “Relevance,” she repeated softly, as though tasting the word. She pushed away from the tree and stepped forward, her dark eyes reflecting the flicker of lightning.

“Bea,” she said, her tone no longer contemplative but sharpened to a blade’s edge, “you have chased my shadow for so long that you have convinced yourself this match is your redemption.” Her voice deepened, that Texas lilt warming around something dangerous. “You tell yourself that this time you will finally break the cycle. That this time you will stand over me instead of beneath me.”

She shook her head slowly, almost regretfully. “You are brave, Bea. I will never deny that. But bravery without evolution is just repetition. And repetition has never favored you when it comes to me.”

The wind whipped harder now, tugging at her hair, pressing her dress against her frame as lightning split the sky behind her in a brief, brilliant flash.

“You will come at me with everything you have,” she continued. “You will throw your strength at me, your frustration, your pride. And when that moment comes where you think you have me cornered, where you think history is finally bending in your favor…” Her eyes hardened, unflinching. “You will realize you are still one step behind.”

The thunder cracked louder this time, closer, and Alexandra did not flinch beneath it.

“And Amelia,” she said, turning slightly as though addressing a second presence in the dark, “you have been patient. You have been careful. You have built yourself into someone who cannot be dismissed.”

Her voice lowered, not with softness but with intensity.

“You believe this match is about precision. You believe you can wait until Bea and I tear into each other and then slip in to claim what remains.” She took a slow step forward, gaze cutting through the night. “That is smart. That is disciplined. That is exactly what someone who wants to steal an opportunity would do.”

Her chin lifted slightly, pride and defiance woven together.

“But understand this. I have fought too many battles to let myself become someone else’s opportunity.” The air felt electric now, the promise of rain hanging thick and heavy.

“This is not about who has more heart,” she said firmly. “This is not about who has grown the most. This is about who is willing to do whatever it takes in that moment when the ring is chaotic and the title shot hangs by a thread.”

Her voice carried across the plantation grounds, unwavering. “And I am willing.”

She began to pace again, slow and deliberate, circling an invisible center as though already standing inside the squared circle.

“I have been champion,” she said, and there was no boast in it, only fact. “I have felt the weight of that gold and the pressure that comes with it. I know what it costs.”

Her gaze burned brighter than the lightning that flashed again above.

“And I know what it feels like to have it taken.” The words landed heavy. “That loss did not weaken me. It stripped me down to the core. It forced me to decide whether I was content to be remembered as someone who once held greatness or someone who refused to let it end there.” She stopped moving.

“I chose the latter.” The wind howled through the willows now, bending them low as though in deference. “In that triple threat, there will be a moment,” she said quietly, her voice lowering but growing more intense. “A single heartbeat where one of you hesitates. Where one of you thinks the other will handle it.”

Her eyes narrowed slightly, predatory in their focus. “I do not hesitate.” She stepped forward again, closing the distance between herself and the camera that did not exist, as though speaking directly into the eyes of both women.

“If Bea swings wild, I will step aside and let her momentum betray her. If Amelia waits too long, I will seize the space she thought was safe.” Her accent thickened just slightly, honey over steel. “You both know I am capable of it. You have felt it.”

Thunder cracked directly overhead, loud enough to rattle the old windows behind her.

“This is your warning,” she said, her voice cutting clean through the storm’s growl. “Do not come into this match thinking I am simply fighting to get back what I lost.” She shook her head once, deliberate. “I am fighting to remind this entire women's division exactly who I am.”

Rain began to fall at last, slow at first, heavy drops striking the earth and darkening the dust around her heels. She did not retreat. She did not shield herself.

“I will earn that opportunity,” she continued, rain catching in her hair and tracing down her cheek like liquid silver. “And when I do, it will not be because one of you slipped. It will be because I outlasted you, outthought you, and outperformed you when it mattered most.”

The storm intensified, wind and rain swirling together, magnolia petals tearing loose and scattering across the ground.

“Bea,” she said firmly, “if you want to rewrite your history with me, you better bring more than hope.” She turned slightly, rain streaking across her lashes.

“Amelia, if you want to outmaneuver me, you better move faster than you ever have before.” Lightning flared again, illuminating her in stark white against the darkness.

“Because I am not the woman who just lost the Bombshell Roulette title.” Her voice dropped into something fierce and unyielding. “I am the woman who learned from it.”

The rain poured harder now, soaking through lace and fabric, plastering dark hair against her skin, but she stood unmoved beneath it, chin high, shoulders squared.

“When that bell rings,” she said, her voice steady even as the storm raged around her, “there will be no ghosts of past victories and no comfort in familiar patterns.”

There will only be three women and one future.

“And I promise you both,” Alexandra finished, eyes blazing beneath the lightning-lit sky, “I intend to burn through whatever stands between me and my climb back to the top.”

The thunder answered her like applause as the rain fell harder, and Alexandra Calaway did not step back. She simply turned and walked into the storm, disappearing from view.

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Climax Control Archives / You will not break me
« on: January 30, 2026, 11:25:05 PM »
Silence is deafening
Kasey Apartment
Las Vegas, Nevada


The apartment settled into silence slowly, like it was deciding whether or not to trust it. Alexandra stood in the kitchen after the door closed behind her daughter, listening to the echo of footsteps fade down the hall. Fifteen was old enough to leave without fanfare, no frantic reminders, no clinging at the door. Just a nimble hug, a distracted “Text you later,” and the sound of independence moving away. She exhaled and let the calm arrive.

LJ had already left earlier that morning, law books stacked in his bag, gear stowed away like he was attempting not to let those two worlds bleed into each other too much. Law school demanded structure. Wrestling demanded sacrifice. He somehow gave both what they asked for, even when it cost him sleep. Now the apartment belonged to her. Not empty.

Just still. Quiet. The silence gave her way too much time to think.

Alexandra poured herself coffee she didn’t really want and leaned against the counter, the mug warming her palms. Morning light stretched across the living room floor, catching dust motes and the faint scuff marks from boots kicked off in a hurry. A pre-calculus textbook half haphazardly abandoned on the dining table, a hastily written note slapped onto the page in her daughter’s messy handwriting. Evidence of a life in motion. She turned her left hand slowly.

The engagement ring glinted in the sunlight, unapologetic. It looked different on her hand than it had in the box the night she opened it from the puzzle box, less new now, further integrated. Like it belonged there. Like it had always been waiting for the rest of her life to catch up. Alexandra rubbed her thumb over the band, grounding herself. Engaged. A mother. A fighter. None of those things canceled the others out, no matter how badly some people wanted them to. Her thoughts slid, inevitably, toward Seleana and the upcoming Bombshell Internet Qualifier.

The match sat hard in her chest, not with fear but with awareness. Seleana wasn’t just perilous because of her skill, though she was identical, identical in a good way. She was perilous because she represented a version of the path Alexandra might have taken under different circumstances. No child waiting at home. No partner splitting time between law briefs and ring tape. Just extraordinary focus, sharpened into a blade. People would compare them. They already were. Alexandra knew the whispers. Knew the implication threaded through every analysis and preview.

Has Alexandra lost her edge? Is it possible that the end was coming for her?

She scoffed softly and took a sip of coffee, grimacing when she realized it had gone cold. If anything, she felt sharper now. No loss of focus. Less reckless. Hunger didn’t always look like desperation. Sometimes it looked like control. She crossed the living room and knelt beside her gear bag, unzipping it slowly. The smell immediately hit leather, sweat, and wrist tape. Comforting. Familiar. She ran her hands over the contents like a ritual, feeling her pulse steady. She imagined Seleana across the ring. The tension. Their stare down. The moment where instinct took over and everything else fell away. Seleana wasn’t new to Alexandra, nor was she to Seleana, they had fought several times before, would this one be any different? Despite everything to the contrary, Alexandra knew not to underestimate her.

Underestimating your opponent could be your downfall. And she couldn’t do that again, she had doubted others before and look where that landed her.

And she imagined LJ nearby. Not hovering. Never hovering. Just ever present, as he had been.  Backstage if time allowed it. Ringside if he could swing it. It was always touching that she could find him in the chaos, always more than enough that she knew without looking that someone who understood the cost was watching. A sound at the door pulled her out of her thoughts. The jingle of keys in the lock. A familiar rhythm. Boots hitting the floor. He was home, right when the world seemed to get too quiet.

Alexandra straightened just as LJ’s voice carried down the hall. “Angel?”

“In here” He appeared moments later, jacket slung over one shoulder, law books peeking out of his bag. There was tape still wrapped around his wrists, the edges somewhat frayed, and a faint bruise darkening on his forearm. Training, she guessed. Or sparring that had gone a little harder than planned.

“Thought you had class all afternoon,” she said. “And then training.”

“Professor let us out early,” he replied. “Cold-called half the room and then after a bit of training I decided that was enough suffering for one day.”

She smiled despite herself. His eyes went immediately to her hand. They always did. Not because he needed reassurance, but because he still seemed quietly amazed. “There it is,” he said softly, reaching for her. She let him take her hand, their fingers fitting together with ease. His thumb brushed the ring, callused and gentle. “You okay?” he asked.

Alexandra hesitated, then nodded. “Yeah. Just, the quiet got too loud.”

LJ hummed in understanding and stepped closer, resting his forehead against hers. He smelled like soap and sweat and something distinctly him. “Thinking about Seleana,” he said.

“Is it that obvious?” She took a deep breath trying to steel herself.

“Only if you know what it looks like when you’re already in fight mode.” He nodded.

She snorted. “You mean brooding?”

“I mean focused, Angel.”

She leaned into him, arms circling his waist. His hands settled at her back without hesitation, grounding, steady.

“They’re going to tear this match apart, tear me apart.” She said quietly. “I just want to actually do something worth it this time. I feel like my life is turning into a storyline.”

“Our lives aren’t a storyline,” LJ replied. “Even if you think it is starting to be.”

Alexandra tilted her head back to look at him. “Does it ever bother you? That people think I’ll hesitate now? That I'm being labeled a choke artist.”

He didn’t answer right away. Instead, he lifted her hand and pressed a kiss to her knuckles, right over the ring. “They don’t know you,” he said simply. “And they don’t understand that having something real to fight for doesn’t make you weaker.”

Her throat tightened unexpectedly. “I just feel like I’m starting to fail you, failing my daughter and myself.”

“You aren’t failing anyone, love. Not me, not Ash,” he added. “I’ll be there, I always am. If I’m not backstage, I’ll be ringside. You know I will..”

She smiled, that quiet, fierce smile that only came out around him. “You always are.”

“Occupational hazard,” he said lightly with a smirk that made her blush. “Law school teaches patience. Wrestling teaches loyalty.”

She laughed softly and pulled him into a kiss, unhurried, familiar, full of shared history. When they broke apart, Alexandra rested her forehead against his chest.

“Can we just stay like this for a little bit?” She asked. “Before we both have to go back to being responsible adults.”

“Absolutely,” LJ said.

“Thank you.” She smiled softly.

“For what love?”

“Always being the voice of reassurance.”

They settled onto the couch together, Alexandra tucked into his side, his arm solid and reassuring around her shoulders. Outside, the city continued to move. Inside, the moment held. Her fingers found the ring again, not because she needed reassurance, but because it reminded her of exactly who she was.

And why she wasn’t afraid. Why she never gave up. She had her family, which was growing with the addition of the Kasey's.



Moments of Light
Forestiere Underground Gardens
Fresno, California


LJ and Alexandra took in some of the sights of the Forestiere Underground Gardens, she found a spot, knowing she needed to say something about her match against Seleana. Despite having said so much about her opponent before in previous matches they had. There really wasn’t much else she could say. Perhaps it shouldn’t be about Seleana, after all, Alexandra had been taking her own round of losses lately. Taking a few moments after the camera came on, she gave a few moments to pause, before a soft laugh leaves her lips. She wasn’t going to wait any longer. 

“Seleana, damn. Here we are again, what is this, the fifth time? Goodness, after a while you’d think you’d get tired of losing to me. This time however, I seem to be on a downward spiral, so you might get lucky, right? After all, every time it’s a big one, I never manage to get the job done. We had the two failures at getting my hands on the World Bombshell Championship, my countless failed attempts at regaining the Bombshell Roulette Championship. The failed attempts at the Mix Tag Titles when they existed.”

She pauses and moves around a bit.

“Now here we are, another title shot in the balance. Which leaves everyone, including myself asking can I do it? I know I can. But the question here is darling, do you? Do you believe enough in yourself to get past me?”

Alexandra lets the question hang in the cool underground air, the calm broken only by rich footsteps and the soft echo of water somewhere rich within the Gardens. She exhales slowly, eyes tracing the carved stone walls about her as if they might offer answers. When she speaks again, her voice is steadier, further grounded, like she has settled into the truth she is about to say.

“You know, people love to keep score. They love numbers. Four times before this, five times now. Wins, losses, streaks, slumps. They look at the past like it is a prophecy. Like because something happened before, it has to happen again. And I get it. History matters. Ours especially. Because every time you and I cross paths, something shifts. Careers bend a little. Confidence gets tested. Egos get bruised.”

She turns slightly, brushing her fingers on the stone, eyes focused now, intent.

“But here is the part nobody ever talks about. None of those matches were easy. Not for me. Not for you. Every single time, I had to dig deeper than I wanted to. I had to take shots that would have put people down for good. And every time, you kept coming back for more. So no, I do not think you are some pushover who just walks into the ring and hands me another win. You never were. You never will be.”

Alexandra pauses again, nodding slowly, acknowledging something important.

“And maybe that is why this one feels different. Not because of the title shot on the line, though let us not pretend that is nothing. The Bombshell Internet Championship is not some consolation prize. It is visibility. It is relevance. It is proof that you belong in every conversation that matters. This feels different because I am not walking in with momentum. I am not walking in with the full world behind me, convinced that Alexandra Calaway cannot lose. I also know who's waiting for me at the end of this, should I make it. Victoria Lyons.”

She gives a small smile, but there is no humor in it.

“I have been knocked down. Publicly. Repeatedly. I have heard it all. That I choke when it counts. That I cannot finish the story. That I shine bright until the lights get too hot. And maybe some of that is fair. Maybe I have not always lived up to my own expectations. That stings further than anything anyone else could always say.”

Her gaze lifts, eyes perceptive now, fire returning.

“But here is what people forget. I am still here. I did not disappear. I did not hide. I did not ask for time off to lick my wounds and hope everyone forgot. I kept showing up. I kept fighting. I kept putting myself in positions where failure was possible, because I refused to play it safe. I refuse to sit back and wait till the inevitable end. I refuse to give up, even when others think I should.”

She takes a step forward, as if closing distance between her and the camera.

“So Seleana, when you ask yourself if you believe enough in yourself to get past me, you better understand what stands in front of you. Not a woman clinging to past glory. Not a name living off old wins. You are facing someone who has been stripped down to the rawest version of herself multiple times and yet, still comes back. Someone who knows exactly what it feels like to fall short and still chooses to walk back into the fire.”

Alexandra folds her arms loosely, shoulders squared.

“This fifth time is not about revenge. This isn't like when I faced Victoria, that was revenge. It is not about proving that I own you or that history repeats itself. It is about proving that I am not done writing mine. I am not asking for sympathy. I am not asking for excuses. I’m not even asking for permission. I’m taking everything. I am telling you that when that bell rings, you are getting my full attention, my full effort, and every hard lesson I have learned from losing.”

Her voice softens just a touch, but the intensity never leaves.

“And you, Seleana, you are dangerous right now. You have momentum. You have people whispering that maybe this is your time. Maybe this time Alexandra finally slips. I know you feel that. I know you can taste it. That belief can make someone unstoppable, or it can make them reckless. The difference is how you handle the moment when things do not go your way.”

She tilts her head slightly, studying an imagined reaction.

“Because at some point in that match, something will not go according to plan. It always happens. A move does not land clean. A second too slow. A breath knocked out of you. And in that moment, instinct takes over. That is where this match will be decided.”

Alexandra places a hand over her chest.

“I have been in that moment more times than I can count. I have failed in it. I have survived it. I have learned from it. So when I say I know I can do this, it is not arrogance. It is experience. It is the understanding that belief is not loud. It is not flashy. It is quiet, stubborn, and unyielding.”

She straightens up, her resolve clear.

“This championship is not a promise. It is an opportunity. And opportunities do not care about your past. They care about what you do when they are in front of you. On that night, under those lights, it is just you and me again. No shortcuts. No excuses. No what ifs. Just the knowledge that I am one step closer to my goal.”

A faint smile returns, this time edged with confidence.

“So bring everything you have. Bring the hunger. Bring the hope that this is finally your moment. Please, I’m begging you. Don’t bring some watered down version of yourself. I don’t want the woman who I faced before. Because I am bringing the version of myself that refuses to be defined by failure. And if you are going to beat me, you are going to have to do something nobody else has managed to do yet.”

She holds the camera’s gaze, unwavering.

“You are going to have to break me. And I do not break easily.”

3
Rules of Engagement
Alexandra’s Blog
Las Vegas, Nevada


Turns out the puzzle box wasn’t meant to be beaten alone.

LJ and I finally solved it together. No rushing. No forcing pieces where they didn’t belong. Just patience, laughter, a couple wrong turns, and that quiet moment where everything finally clicked. And when it did, when the live mechanism fell into place and the box finally opened?.

There was a ring inside.

An engagement ring.

I don’t think I’ve ever felt something so perfectly balanced between surprise and inevitability. Like it was always meant to be there, waiting for the right hands, the right moment, the right mindset. The box didn’t open because one of us was stronger or smarter. It opened because we trusted each other enough to slow down and solve it side by side. And that’s when it hit me.

Not every challenge in life is meant to be conquered the comparable way.

Some challenges reward patience, connection, and understanding. Some challenges give back when you stop being difficult to overpower them and start respecting them. The puzzle box wasn’t about domination. It was about partnership. About timing. About being aware when to push and when to listen.

Alicia Lukas?

She’s not that kind of challenge. Alicia isn’t a puzzle you solve with a smile and a quiet moment on the couch. She’s the kind of problem that demands pressure. Violence. Precision. She’s the kind of opponent who tests whether you can stay sharp when everything hurts and the stakes are screaming at you to blink first.

That’s the contrast people don’t seem to understand. I can be soft in one moment and pitiless in the next. I can celebrate love, commitment, and stability,  and then walk into a ring ready to tear someone’s world apart. One doesn’t weaken the other. It sharpens it.

Because when you know who you are, when you know what you’re fighting for, you stop hesitating.
The puzzle box reminded me that not everything worth having comes from brutish force.

But wrestling? Championships?

Alicia Lukas standing between me and what’s mine?

That’s a various equation entirely. At Inception, Alicia won’t get patience. She won’t get a partnership. She won’t get the version of me that sits back and waits for the answer to reveal itself. She gets the version that applies pressure until something gives. The version that thrives when the solution comes through impact, not insight.

The box opened.

The ring is on my finger.

My future is clear.
And Alicia?

You’re not a puzzle.

You’re an obstacle.

And obstacles get removed.

Your Forever Champion,
 Alexandra Calaway




Late Night
Ashlynn’s Room
Las Vegas, Nevada


Ashlynn was supposed to be asleep. Alexandra knew this because the clock on her phone read 1:17 a.m., and because Ashlynn had, very definitively, said “I’m tired, Mom” a few hours ago before disappearing into her room. Which was why the light bleeding out from under the door stopped Alexandra short in the hallway. She hesitated, fingers brushing inattentively over the ring on her left hand. The diamond caught the glow from the living room lamp, delicate but impracticable to ignore. Her heart gave a small, uptight thump, not fear, exactly. Just, weight. She knocked softly.

“Come in,” Ashlynn said, in a voice that said she was way too awake.

Alexandra pushed the door open. Ashlynn was sitting cross legged on her bed, hoodie pulled over her hands, laptop open but clearly abandoned. She looked up and immediately her eyes dropped. direct to the ring. Ashlynn froze. Then her mouth fell open.

“Oh my God,” she breathed.

Alexandra smiled, tired and warm all at once. “Hi.”

“You,” Ashlynn shot to her feet. “YOU,” Alexandra scarcely had time to brace before her daughter crossed the room and grabbed her hands, lifting them like evidence. “IS THAT?”

“Yes,” Alexandra laughed softly. “That’s exactly what it is.”

Ashlynn stared at the ring like it might vanish if she blinked. “LJ proposed?”

“He did.” Alexandra nodded her head softly, smiling at her daughter.

Ashlynn let out a sound that was half laugh, half gasp, and pulled Alexandra into a stiff hug. “I knew it. I KNEW it was coming. He’s been acting all weirdly calm.”

Alexandra snorted. “He was not calm.”

Ashlynn pulled back, eyes bright. “How did he do it? Did he cry? Please tell me he cried.”

“He didn’t cry,” Alexandra said, amused. “But remember that puzzle box he gave me for Christmas. That one that almost made me throw it at the wall. It was inside the box, it took both of us to open it.”

Ashlynn’s eyes widened. “That is SUCH an LJ move.”

Alexandra laughed. "It was a pain in the ass if you ask me.. but romantic as well."

Alexandra leaned against the doorframe as Ashlynn bounced back onto the bed, patting the comforter like she expected the full story to be deposited there.

“So?” Ashlynn prompted. “Please tell me you said yes mom.”

“Of course, I said yes.” Alexandra nodded her head. “Why wouldn’t I? I love LJ.”

Ashlynn grinned, fierce and proud. “Good.”

Alexandra tilted her head. “That’s it? No freak out? No dramatic spiral?”

Ashlynn shrugged. “Why would I freak out?. He's LJ.” Her response was simple and certain. “He moved us out here to be closer to us, so you all could stop having to constantly video call when he couldn’t be in Dallas.” Ashlynn continued, quieter now. “He helped me with math when I was ready to cry. He takes interest in my sports and life. He, even when in pain, is there when you need him, standing backstage watching your matches, believing in you. Hell mom, he treats you like you’re, indestructible and fragile at the same time.”

Alexandra swallowed past the explosive tightness in her throat.

“And,” Ashlynn added, smirking, “he’s gonna lose his mind when you face Alicia Lukas for the Bombshell Roulette Title.”

Alexandra laughed. “He already is.”

“You’re gonna win,” Ashlynn said, immediately. No hesitation in her voice or on her face.

“Bombshell Roulette is literally chaos,” Alexandra said gently. “Anything can happen.”

“Yeah,” Ashlynn said, eyes sharp. “And you thrive in chaos.”

Alexandra reached out, brushing her thumb on Ashlynn’s cheek. “Are you okay with this? With all of it?”

Ashlynn nodded. “I don’t feel like I’m losing you,” she said. “I feel like we’re just, getting more. Not only do we get LJ, but we get Miles, Carter and Kevin as our family.”

Alexandra pulled her into another hug, longer this time. Ashlynn rested her forehead against Alexandra’s shoulder, voice muffled but sure.

“So when you win that title,” Ashlynn added, “we’re totally telling people he proposed before you became champion, right? For melodramatic irony.”

Alexandra laughed, tears stinging her eyes. “Absolutely.”

Ashlynn smiled, content, then yawned hard. “Okay. Now I’m actually tired.”

Alexandra kissed the top of her daughters head and stepped back into the hallway, the glow of the ring catching the light again. Behind her, Vegas hummed on bright, loud, relentless. But inside the apartment, everything felt solid. Anchored. Like they were exactly where they were supposed to be.



Ghosts of the Past
Flamingo Casino
Las Vegas, Nevada


The Flamingo never sleeps.

It pretends to rest, cycles the lights, softens the music late at night, but it never really shuts its eyes. Alexandra noticed that immediately. The hum stayed constant. The kind of sound that crawls under your skin if you stand still eternal enough. She liked that. She stood motionless in the courtyard, hands light at her sides, posture relaxed in a way that came from certainty instead of comfort. Neon washed over her skin in soft pinks and reds, turning everything unreal, like the world was trying to hide its incisive edges under beautiful colors. Water rippled idly nearby. Decorative. Controlled. Designed to look peaceful.

Nothing here was peaceful.

“People say this place is haunted,” Alexandra said calmly, almost absent-minded. “They always do. Anywhere with sufficient history gets labeled that way eventually. Easier to blame ghosts than admit what humans do when they want something deplorable sufficient.”

She shifted her weight slightly, boots grinding faintly against stone. “They talk about mobsters. Visionaries. Criminals with ambition so heavy, sufficient to kill for. Men who thought they owned the future until it turned around and shot them in the back.” A dim smile crossed her face. “That kind of story makes people feel better. Makes it feel distant. Like it could never be them.”

She looked out over the courtyard, eyes unfocused, as if she were staring through layers of time instead than space. “But the ghosts that matter are quieter than that. They don’t announce themselves. They don’t rattle chains or whisper names.” Her jaw tightened slightly. “They just sit with you. Patient. Persistent. Waiting for you to slow down sufficiently enough to hear them.”

She inhaled slowly. “Those ghosts sound like the referee’s hand hitting the mat a third time for someone else. They sound like a crowd going quiet because they thought you were going to win and you didn’t.” Her eyes flickered. “They sound like applause that fades too quickly.”

Alexandra turned her head slightly, as if addressing someone standing nearby. “You don’t know those sounds yet, Alicia. Not really. You’ve been insulated from them. Protected. Wins stacked neatly so people can pretend this industry is fair.” She let out a quiet breath through her nose.

“I’ve lived inside those sounds. They followed me from city to city. From ring to ring. Every time I was told I was close. Every time someone said I was severe but not dependable. What was it so many have called it before, reckless?”

She nodded slowly, as if agreeing with voices only she could hear. “Reckless means you don’t fit into the shape they want. It means you don’t know when to stop. It means you’re willing to go places other people won’t and accept the consequences without asking for sympathy.” Her eyes lifted, calm but sharp. “They said it was a flaw. Like it was something I should sand down, soften, apologize for.”

Her mouth curled faintly. “But bold is just another word for someone who already understands what losing feels like. Someone who isn’t afraid of the damage because the damage has already happened.” She leaned forward slightly, voice steady, unsettling in its certainty. “I didn’t survive all of that to become careful. I survived it so I could finally stop hesitating.”

Her hands flexed once. Then she allowed them to relax.

“They don’t scream anymore,” she continued. “They used to. Back when I still cared what they meant.” Her expression softened into something unsettlingly neutral. “Now they just remind me of patterns. Mistakes. Weaknesses I already burned out of myself.”

She stepped near to the water, staring down at her reflection as it fractured with each ripple. “This is the part people misunderstand about failure. They think it breaks you or humbles you.” A soft laugh escaped her. “Failure teaches you where the rules stop working.”

She tilted her head. “Every loss I took showed me incisively how thin the margin really is. How frail momentum can be. How hot admiration turns into doubt once people decide you are no longer convenient.”

Her gaze hardened. “I learned how forgotten you are the moment you stop winning.”

Alexandra straightened and looked outward again. “You don’t fight with that knowledge. You perform with it. You posture. You protect what you have.” She shook her head slowly. “I fight with the understanding that everything can be taken at any time.”

She paused, letting the idea sit. “That does something to you,” she said quietly. “It strips aside the fantasy. The part where you imagine this being about fairness or destiny.” Her lips twitched. “It turns every match into a negotiation with pain.”

She clasped her hands generally behind her back, pacing slowly now. Not restless. Measured. “People think I’m intense because I move fast or hit hard.” She glanced to the side. “That’s not it. I’m intense because I don’t rush. I don’t need to.”

She stopped again. “I already know what happens when things go wrong. I’ve lived it. I’ve worn it. I’ve had it replayed back to me by strangers who think they understand my career better than I do.”

Her eyes lifted slightly, incisive and focused. “That’s why I’m calm now.”

A beat.

“You stand in the ring with confidence, Alicia. Real confidence. I’m not taking that from you.” Alexandra nodded once. “You believe in your skill. Your presence. Your god given right to be there.”

Her voice lowered. “I believe in my tolerance.”

She stepped forward again, just sufficient to feel the water cool against the edge of her boots. “I know how much I can be hurt before it stops mattering. I know how much pressure it takes before I stop thinking about winning and start thinking about surviving.”

Her mouth curved faintly. “That’s not something you train for. That’s something you earn.”

She turned her head slightly, as if listening to something only she could hear. “The ghosts ask the exact same question every time.” A pause. “What if this is it? What if you fail again?”

Alexandra exhaled slowly. “And every time, I give the voices in my head the exact same answer.”

She leaned forward slightly, voice constant and quiet. “Then I fail again. And I keep going. And I learn something modern about how far I can be pushed.”

“You think this is about skill. You think this is about power. You think this is about who can hit harder or move faster. That’s what they all tell themselves when they step into the ring. They cling to it like a lifeline because they’re afraid to admit what this really is.” Power was just a concept of the feeble mind.

“It’s about recklessness. Pure, naked recklessness. Not the kind that gets applause or fills highlight reels. The kind that sits in your chest and laughs at you while the crowd cheers. The kind that doesn’t care if you’re loved, admired, or remembered. The kind that asks you to keep going when every mental part of you says stop.”

As wrestling often was. It was about the chaos, the carnage. Watching someone destroy someone else, only for the solitary purpose of entertainment. Had been that way since the days of honest to goodness Roman empires.

“That’s what I’ve been listening to my entire career. Not the marks. Not the fans. Not the commentators with their refined sentences and dull smiles. The recklessness. The raw, irrefutable fact that nothing is owed to you. Ever. And you either accept that or you fold.”

HAHA see there another “gambling term”. Folding is what causes people to lose. Risks were meant to be taken.

“I didn’t accept it. I swallowed it whole. I made it part of me. I turned it into something sharp, something unrelenting. And you? You’ve been allowed to live in the safety of convenience, in the illusion of order. You’ve been told that talent is enough, that effort equals reward. You haven’t seen how quickly those rules vanish when someone wants your place more than they want to breathe.”

Even if it means Alexandra made her stop breathing, just eternal enough to pass out.

“I have. Every single time. Every imminent call, every narrow escape, every questionable loss that everyone else labeled a failure, they were lessons. Brutal, humiliating, exhausting lessons that nobody else wanted to teach me. And I learned them all. I didn’t just survive them. I cataloged them, I studied them, I let them sink into my bones.”

In this industry, hesitation could fuck you over in a heartbeat.

“And now? Now there is no hesitation. Now there is no doubt. Now there is no pretense of restraint. Everything I do in that ring is intentional. Every strike, every move, every second of movement is calculated, but calculated in a way that doesn’t look calculated. That’s the difference. That’s what separates someone who just survives from someone who dominates.”

Calculated, Cold, Cunning and Engaged. Focus and clarity came easily these days.

“You think you can intimidate me. You think you can unsettle me. You think I’m like the others who felt the heat and blinked, who felt the pressure and stumbled, who felt the inevitability of loss and froze. You’re wrong.”

No holding back, no restraint this time. “Because I’ve seen what happens when restraint dies. I’ve learned the rhythm of chaos, and I’ve choreographed myself around it. I move through it, I exploit it, I become it. And you? You’ll just be standing there, thinking it’s a match, thinking it’s a competition, thinking that any of this is fair.

Fairness and equality, what a laugh. You couldn’t compare the two of them, as you couldn’t compare any two wrestlers ever.

“Fair doesn’t exist in this ring. Fair exists in pamphlets, in rulebooks, in motivational speeches. It’s for people who are afraid to push too far, to risk too much. I am not afraid. Not of you. Not of this arena. Not of the consequences of pushing every limit, breaking every expectation, shattering every assumption about what someone in my position can do.” A pause, faster than the last, the momentum she had built up, showing through.

“So go ahead. Look at me. Study me. Try to predict me. Try to map me, analyze me, contain me. Because every second you spend doing that, I am moving faster. I am thinking deeper. I am building the inevitability of what comes next while you are still wondering if you can survive it.” She shrugged her shoulders with a smile.

“When that bell rings, it won’t be a fight. It won’t be a contest of skill or endurance or popularity. It will be the point where I finally finish every question, every doubt, every assumption anyone has always dared to place on me. I am not here to win applause. I am not here to perform for a crowd. I am here to end it. Your reign as the Bombshell Roulette Champion.”

She remembered her reign as if it was just yesterday. But the title still didn’t make her, she did that on her own.

“And when it’s over, you won’t know what hit you. You’ll only know that it did. And that will be enough. Because I don’t need permission. I don’t need validation. I don’t need someone else to tell me what I am capable of. I already know.”

She had proved that time and time again, whenever a heavy match came around, management put her name in that match. “I am done playing by the rules anyone else wrote. I am done being careful. I am done pretending that restraint matters. The ring is mine at this moment. And I will bend it, break it, dominate it, and leave no doubt behind.”

She motioned to the camera and then around herself.

“Everything else, the titles, the accolades, the commentary, the applause, they are just noise. And I am a storm. A storm that doesn’t wait. A storm that doesn’t apologize. A storm that doesn’t care who survives and who doesn’t.” Something about everything that had happened, brought her to this point. To the point where recklessness was a gift.

“Step inside if you want. Stand there and try. Test me. But know this before you even take the first step: I’ve been waiting for this. I’ve been preparing for this. And nothing, absolutely nothing, is going to stop what happens next.”

She smirked looking at the camera. “I don’t chase victory. I claim it. I don’t fight opponents. I dismantle them. I don’t enter the ring. I own it. And when it’s done, the only thing left will be the fact that I was here. And that will be enough.”

She straightened, eyes cold now. “You don’t scare me because you might beat me. You scare the people who haven’t learned how to lose yet.” She began pacing again, slow circles, moot movements. “You want to keep the Bombshell Roulette Championship because it validates everything people already believe about you.” She nodded. “That makes sense. Titles are proof. They tell the world a simple story.”

Her gaze snapped forward. “I don’t need a simple story. I need closure.”

The word hung heavy. “Every loss left something unresolved,” Alexandra continued. “Every unreal win left a question mark.” Her jaw clenched. “This title answers them.” She stopped pacing. “Not because it makes me a champion. Because it proves the ghosts of my ancient mistakes, and everyone else wrong.”

Her expression shifted. Something cracked just sufficient to show the edge beneath. “They tell me I hesitate. That when it matters most, I overthink. That I can’t do it, that I can't win.”

Her smile was thin. “They haven’t seen what happens when I stop caring how it looks.”

She took another breath, dull and controlled. “I am not here to impress anyone. I am not here to be admired.” Her eyes burned. “I am here to finish something.”

The Flamingo buzzed behind her. Laughter echoed faintly from inside. Tourists chase luck without realizing what luck costs. Alexandra ignored it all. “This place understands that,” she said quietly. “Vegas doesn’t reward restraint. It rewards nerves. It rewards people willing to bet everything aware the house might still win.”

She nodded to herself. “That’s honest.”

She turned amply now, facing the camera in front of her once more. “You walk into Inception thinking this is about defending a title.” A pause. “I walk in aware I am confronting every version of myself that didn’t get it done.”

Her eyes narrowed. “Those versions are cruel. They don’t forgive. They don’t forget.” Her voice softened, almost gentle. “I do.” She stepped forward one more time, stopping at the edge of the courtyard. “When the bell rings, the noise fades. The ghosts go quiet.” Her lips curled faintly. “All that’s left is instinct.” She tilted her head.

“And instinct doesn’t care about reputation.” She gave a wink at the camera.

Her voice dropped to a soft whisper. “When I pin you, it will feel triumphant. It’ll feel necessary.” She straightened, posture relaxed, certainty absolute. “You won’t be the villain of my story. You’ll just be the moment it stopped haunting me.” Alexandra turned toward the casino doors, the neon reflecting off her eyes like a warning light.

“At Inception, this isn’t a match.” She paused.

“It’s an exorcism.” She smiled, calm and unmistakably unhinged. “And I am finally ready to let the ghosts go.”

With that she walks into the darkness of the desert night, the Las Vegas lights glinting off the new shiny piece of jewelry on the ring finger of her left hand.

4
So the story continues
Alexandra’s Blog
Las Vegas, Nevada


I hope everyone had an amazing Christmas and are starting the New Year off on a high note. I know I had a wonderful Christmas week! I spent mine surrounded by family and friends, people who I hold dear to me. I’m still stuck trying to figure out this puzzle box that LJ gave me. But I know that I will eventually defeat it. I did say I wanted a challenge, never expected that challenge to come from my boyfriend. With the holiday season passed, we move on.

Now, we look forward to Inception VIII. I ended the year staring down the barrel knowing that anything could have happened. It did, just like that, another name gets added to the list of people who thought standing in my way was a saintly idea.  Like they believed they were “cleansing” the wrestling world of my name. Climax Control came and went, and Frankie found out the explosive way that I wasn’t bluffing, not for a second. She stepped onto those tracks thinking she could stare me down, thinking I’d slow up, hesitate, second guess myself. What she got alternatively was impact. What she got was reality. The train didn’t stop. It ran straight through her. And I plan on keeping that momentum going.

See, Frankie’s tough. I’ll give her that. She fights like she’s got something to prove, like she’s been overlooked one too many times. But so have I. The difference is, I don’t blink when it’s time to pull the trigger. I don’t hesitate when things get uncomfortable. I thrive there. And when the dust settled, when the noise died down and the referee’s hand hit the mat, there was no doubt left in anyone’s mind that I was the better woman that night.

That win wasn’t just about Frankie. It was about momentum. It was about reminding Sin City Wrestling, and myself, that I don’t need excuses, sympathy, or perfect circumstances to deliver. I need a ring, an opponent, and a reason. Frankie just happened to be next. And now?. Now my eyes are locked firmly on Inception.

Alicia Lukas, the Bombshell Roulette Championship is no longer a distant idea or a future plan. It’s right there. good enough to touch. Every step I’ve taken this month from Victoria, to Frankie, through chaos, injury, and distractions has led me straight to you. Back to MY Bombshell Roulette Title. I’m not coming in hopeful. I’m not coming in cautious. I’m coming in sharpened, prepared, and absolutely convinced that this is my moment.

So enjoy whatever comfort that title gives you while you can. Because I’m walking into Inception with fire in my chest, blood on my knuckles, and proof behind every word I’ve spoken. Frankie learned. Victoria learned. And soon enough, the rest of the world will remember.

This isn’t a comeback story.

This is a warning.

And it’s written in blood, sweat and tears.


Your Forever Champion,
Alexandra Calaway



Loves Puzzling Challenge
LJ and Alexandra’s apartment
Las Vegas, Nevada


Alexandra did not pick the puzzle box up right away.

That alone should have told her how mischievously it had gotten under her skin. She sat on the couch with her legs tucked beneath her, coffee cooling forgotten on the table, and stared at the thing like it might flinch first if she waited long enough. It sat there incisively as it had all week. Polished. Silent. totally likewise confident for an inanimate object.

She hated that it felt smug. The apartment had settled into a quieter rhythm after LJ disappeared into the bedroom, the sound of running water and the unpredictable shift of movement reminding her she was not alone. That helped. A little. It kept her from spiraling likewise problematic into the idea that she was losing a battle to a woody box. Still, the tension sat large in her shoulders.

Alexandra prided herself on not quitting. She walked away from things when it was strategic, not when they bruised her ego. This did both. Every time she thought she was close, the box stalled, locked itself down, refused to move another inch. She leaned forward and finally picked it up, fingers usual with its weight now. She rotated it slowly, resisting the urge to jump straightforward to the panels she knew would move. She had cooked that enough times already. It had gotten her nowhere. Her thumb traced one of the grooves, the wood politic and warm from the apartment air. The pattern curved, doubled back on itself, disappeared beneath a seam that looked nonfunctional until you stared overly long.

Alexandra frowned and she pressed lightly. Nothing.

She tried again, adjusting pressure, angle, timing. The panel shifted the synoptical fraction it always did before stopping. That familiar resistance met her like a wall. “Unbelievable,” she muttered. She set the box down harder than she meant to and leaned back, scrubbing a hand over her face. "I can solve video game puzzles and I play Dungeons and Dragons, but this thing is worse than any mimic box." The frustration was no longer sharp. It had settled into something heavier. Persistent. The kind that whispered around missed details and witless assumptions.

She hated that part the most.

Because it meant the problem was not the box. It was her. Alexandra forced herself to slow down. She stood and moved around the table, crouching so she could see the box from an inferior angle. The grooves did look diametric from down here, but not in a way that made fast sense. If anything, they raised more questions. She turned the box and tried again, testing a diametric panel. Equal result. She bit down on her lip, irritation bubbling. She could feel herself wanting to brute force it, wanting to apply more pressure just to see what would happen. She knew better. The box had already proven that approach useless.

That did not make it easier to resist. Her gaze drifted concisely toward the bedroom door. She knew LJ could help if she asked. He had offered. He always did. That was not the point. She wanted to win this on her own. Not because of pride alone, though that was part of it, but because she needed to know she could calmly figure things out when they refused to be straightforward. That she had not incomprehensible that part of herself somewhere between packing her life into boxes and starting over in a red hot city.

Alexandra sat back down and picked the puzzle box up again, this time closing her eyes as she turned it in her hands. She focused on the feel alternatively of the sight. The weight distribution. The slight shifts when she rotated it. The way some sides felt further unanimous than others. She pressed at a seam she had not tried in a while. Nothing happened. She exhaled precipitously through her nose and opened her eyes.

“Okay,” she said quietly. “Fine.” She tried another approach. She rotated the box totally and slid a panel that had always felt secondary, something she assumed would come later. It moved, then stopped in the same exasperating way as everything else.

The box gave her just enough to keep her hooked. That might have been the cruelest part. Minutes passed. Or maybe longer. Time blurred as she cycled through possibilities, ruling out patterns that led nowhere, noting reactions that changed nothing. She made progress in millimeters that never compounded. Eventually, her shoulders sagged. Alexandra leaned back against the couch and stared at the ceiling, the box resting grueling in her lap. She felt tired in a way that had nothing to do with sleep. This was intellectual exhaustion. The kind that came from circling the indistinguishable problem without finding a refreshing angle. She hated that too.

“I am missing something,” she whispered. “I know I am.” She did not throw the box. She did not ask for help. She did not give up. But she set it down. Carefully. The puzzle box sat where she left it, unchanged, unbothered by her effort.

“Perhaps LJ is right, this isn’t about one person. Maybe I should let him help me.” Alexandra watched the puzzle box for a retentive moment, jaw set, resolve hardening alternatively of breaking. This was not over. It was hardly not today. And as frustrating as that realization was, she knew one thing with univocal certainty. She would come back to it. Because she always did.


Ghosts of the Past
Flamingo Casino
Las Vegas, Nevada


The Flamingo glowed like a lie told too many times. Pink neon washed over the courtyard, reflecting off water that looked calm until you stared too long and noticed how it never quite sat still. Alexandra moved through the space like she belonged to it, boots clicking softly against stone, her presence heavy and deliberate. This place remembered violence. It remembered ambition soaked in blood and champagne. The Flamingo was not just a casino. It was a grave with a bar built on top of it.

She stopped near the edge of the garden, fingers trailing along a marble column that had seen decades of sins. The air felt thick, charged, as if the dead were leaning in close to listen. Bugsy Siegel’s spirit was said to linger here, furious and proud, surrounded by the echoes of mobsters who bled money and men into the desert to build modern Vegas. Alexandra smiled, slow and sharp, eyes gleaming with something unwell and unrepentant.

“I know you’re here,” she said softly, her voice carrying just enough to cut through the night. “All of you. Watching. Judging. Measuring. Trying to decide my fate through reliving your past.” She laughed under her breath, a sound that did not carry humor so much as hunger. She turned her gaze outward, as if Alicia herself stood across from her beneath the neon palms.

“Alicia,” Alexandra said, tasting the name. “You walk into this like it’s another photoshoot. Another headline. Another moment where everyone tells you how untouchable you are.” Her head tilted slightly, an almost curious gesture. “Do you know what this place was built on? Men who thought they were untouchable. Men who smiled right up until the gun went off. Men who found out that fame, often led them to an early grave.”

She stepped closer to the water, her reflection warping and breaking with every ripple. “This is where Vegas learned how to sin properly. Where ambition learned it had a body count. You feel it, don’t you?” Her eyes lifted, wild and bright. “That pressure in your chest when the lights hit and you realize this is,” she paused. “Much bigger than you. Hell, even bigger than me.”

Alexandra’s fingers curled slowly into a fist. “I am not here to outshine you, to end your career. I am here to end your reign. There is a difference.”

She paced now, controlled but restless, like a predator circling prey it already owned. “You see a chance to keep your title. I see survival. I see validation carved out of bone and broken pride. I will bleed for that Bombshell title, I have before and I’ll do it again and again. I will break rules, bodies, and reputations. And I will smile while I do it.”

She stopped abruptly, staring straight ahead as if Alicia stood inches away. “And you?” Alexandra scoffed. “You want to win, to keep your hold on that title. I need to win, to redeem my past losses. And that,” she paused. “That makes me dangerous.”

The neon buzzed overhead. Somewhere distant, laughter echoed from tourists who had no idea they were standing on sacred criminal ground. Alexandra lowered her voice, almost intimate now. “Bugsy died because he believed the dream belonged to him. Everyone here thought they owned Vegas until it reminded them who really held the knife.” Her smile returned, wider now, unhinged and unapologetic. “At the Flamingo, ghosts don’t rest. They collect. And I am here to take back my Bombshell Roulette Title.”

She leaned in, eyes cold and gleaming. “When I take the Bombshell championship, Alicia, remember this moment. Remember that you were warned. This city rewards monsters. And I am exactly what it’s been waiting for.”

Alexandra stayed where she was, the water at her feet trembling as if something beneath the surface was breathing. The Flamingo whispered around her, the old walls heavy with memory. Every corner of this place had been bought with blood or betrayal, sometimes both, and she felt at home in it. She lifted her chin, eyes unfocused for a moment, as if she were listening to voices no one else could hear.

“They built this city on nerve,” she said quietly. “On men who were willing to kill a friend over a handshake and call it business.” Her lips curled. “That’s the kind of honesty I respect.”

She turned slowly, facing the imagined shape of Alicia again, her posture relaxed but coiled with violence. “You all think I’m unstable,” Alexandra continued, her voice gaining strength. “You all whisper it backstage. You all warn people about me like I’m some kind of problem that needs managing.” She laughed, sharp and sudden. “You’re right. I am a problem. I just happen to be your problem at Inception. Are you sure you are ready to handle it?”

She stepped forward, boots splashing lightly at the edge of the water. “You stand in that ring with perfect posture and perfect hair, telling yourself that skill and charm are enough. That the Bombshell Roulette title will stay right where it is because you deserve it.” Alexandra shook her head slowly. “Deserve is a fairy tale word. Vegas doesn’t care what you deserve. It only cares what you take.”

The lights reflected off her eyes, making them look almost feral. “I don’t sleep before big moments like this. I pace. I plan. I replay the sound of bones hitting canvas in my head until it feels like music.” She pressed a hand to her chest. “This isn’t adrenaline. This is clarity.”

Her voice dropped again, intimate and dangerous. “I will grab that title like it owes me money. I will pull you down into the deep end and hold you there until the panic sets in and you realize you misjudged me.” She smiled. “That moment when your confidence cracks. That’s my favorite part.”

Alexandra glanced toward the towering hotel, pink lights humming like a heartbeat. “This place remembers men who thought fear made them weak. They were wrong. Fear makes you honest. And I am brutally honest about what I am.” She turned back, eyes locked on her invisible opponent. “Alicia, when we step into that ring, this stops being a match. It becomes a reckoning. I am not here to prove I belong. I am here to carve my name into history and leave you wondering how you ever thought you could stop me.”

She took one last step forward, voice steady and cold. “The Flamingo crowned kings and buried them in the same breath. At Inception VIII for the Bombshell Roulette Championship, I am doing the same thing.” Her grin widened, twisted and unwavering. “Pray that the ghosts like you. I already know they like me.”

Alexandra stepped inside the casino proper, the air shifting the moment the doors closed behind her. The Flamingo smelled different at night. Old smoke trapped in velvet, stale perfume clinging to carpet, money that had passed through too many desperate hands. The slots chimed and sang, cheerful and false, but beneath the noise there was another rhythm. A pulse. A memory.

She walked slowly between the machines, her fingers brushing the edges of chrome and glass. For a moment the reflections did not match her movements. Shapes lingered where no bodies stood. Men in sharp suits with hollow eyes. Women draped in silk and secrets. She could see them in the corners of the mirrors, flickering like damaged film.

“Still playing,” she murmured. “Still pretending the house doesn’t always win.”

A shadow passed through a row of slot machines, the lights dimming as it moved. Alexandra stopped, watching it with open fascination. “Bugsy,” she said calmly. “You built this place like a throne and they shot you for it. Isn’t that beautiful?” She smiled. “That’s the risk of vision. People kill what they cannot control. They attempt to end something so powerful, without a single thought.”

She continued walking, heels sinking slightly into carpet worn thin by decades of greed. At the tables, the dealers’ smiles stretched too wide, their hands moving with mechanical precision. For a split second, their faces shifted. Their eyes went dead and their mouths stopped smiling. She saw blood where chips should be, red soaking into green felt before snapping back to normal.

Alexandra leaned down, resting her palms on an empty blackjack table. “This is what Alicia doesn’t understand,” she said softly. “She thinks pressure comes from crowds and cameras.” Her reflection in the polished surface grinned back at her, eyes too bright. “Pressure comes from knowing everything around you wants to take something from you. I’ve known that, experienced it in my many years in this industry.”

She straightened, pacing again. “I walk into a ring and I am calm because I already made peace with the worst parts of myself. I don’t flinch. I don’t hesitate.” Her voice lowered. “I don’t stop when it hurts. I’ve never done that before, why would I start now?”

A laugh echoed somewhere behind her, low and rough, not belonging to any living throat. Alexandra turned her head slowly toward the sound. “I know,” she said. “You all did terrible things for power. You ruined lives and called it legacy.” She inhaled deeply. “I respect that honesty.”

She stopped beneath a chandelier, its crystals casting fractured light across her face. “Alicia wants to be admired,” Alexandra continued. “She wants to be remembered as graceful, dominant, untouchable.” Her expression hardened. “I want her to remember the moment she realized none of that mattered.”

She clenched her hands, knuckles whitening. “When I pin her. When the mat is cold against her back and the noise fades and it’s just me and her heartbeat.” Her lips parted in a slow, unsettling smile. “That’s when she’ll see me clearly.”

The shadows gathered closer now, drifting between tables and machines like curious spectators. Alexandra welcomed them. “You built this city by breaking people,” she said to the ghosts. “I am just following tradition.”

She turned toward the exit, eyes blazing with intent. “Alicia,” she said, voice carrying through the casino like a promise, “this title isn’t a prize. It’s a sacrifice. And I am more than willing to make one.”

The lights flickered as Alexandra moved deeper into the casino, and then something shifted. Not abruptly. Not cleanly. Time here did not snap. It bled.

The music softened, warped, slowing until the electronic hum of modern Vegas thinned into something older. Brass. Cigarette haze. The carpet beneath her boots felt thicker, heavier, as if decades of footsteps pressed back. She inhaled and the air burned her lungs, smoke and whiskey and gun oil. The Flamingo no longer pretended to be polite.

She looked around and the slots were gone.

In their place stood men in suits cut sharp and expensive, hats tilted low, faces half-hidden in shadow. Their voices murmured over one another, low and dangerous, deals being made without paper, without witnesses. Women leaned against tables, lipstick dark, eyes calculating. Chips clacked together with the weight of real consequence. This was the 1940s, and it watched her walk through it like an intruder who belonged.

Alexandra smiled.

“So this is it,” she said aloud, her voice steady, reverent in a twisted way. “This is where monsters learned how to wear manners.”

A man passed straight through her shoulder. She did not flinch. His laugh lingered in her ear, rough and cruel. She turned slowly, meeting the empty space where his eyes should have been. “You would have liked me,” she said calmly. “I don’t bluff. I don’t fold. Alexandra Calaway never folds.”

She stepped forward and the crowd parted without realizing it. Cards slapped down on tables. Money changed hands. Somewhere a woman screamed, then laughed, then disappeared behind a curtain that smelled like regret. Alexandra’s reflection appeared in a mirrored column, but it was wrong. Her eyes looked darker. Wilder. Like she had already crossed a line she could never come back from.

“This is what Alicia is walking into,” she continued, voice low and deliberate. “She thinks history is a backdrop. A theme. A cute story for commentary.” Alexandra leaned closer to the glass. “History has teeth. And it bites hard when you disrespect it.”

She dragged her fingers across a table edge and saw blood smear beneath them, fresh and vivid, before vanishing again. “You men built Vegas by taking what you wanted and daring anyone to stop you,” she said to the ghosts. “You killed for less than a title. You ruined lives for pride.”

Her grin sharpened. “I am not ashamed of what I am willing to do. I think I’ve proven that time and time again. I am done proving myself. Especially to those who don't believe.”

The room seemed to close in around her, walls tightening, the weight of the past pressing against her spine. She welcomed it. She thrived in it. “Alicia,” Alexandra said, voice rising just enough to carry through decades, “you walk into the ring thinking this is sport. Thinking your code and rules will save you.” She stopped in the center of the casino floor, shadows circling her like a jury that already knew the verdict. “I walk in like these men did. Like everything is on the line. Like someone is going to leave changed or not leave at all.”

Her eyes gleamed with something unwell, something honest. “I will drag you backward through every mistake you never paid for. I will make you feel small. I will make you doubt every cheer you ever believed was real.”

The ghosts leaned closer now. Watching. Approving.

“When the ref’s hand hits the mat,” Alexandra whispered, “this city will remember you the way it remembers everyone else. As something that is lost.” She straightened, shoulders squared, fearless. “The Flamingo crowned kings before it buried them. Alicia.” Her smile was slow, vicious. “You don’t get to be the exception.”

With that she walked from the view of the camera, disappearing into the casino crowd.

5
Climax Control Archives / No More Uncertainty
« on: December 19, 2025, 10:34:56 PM »
As the World Falls Down
LJ’s Apartment
Las Vegas, Nevada


Here we are, the end of the year is upon us, Christmas is here and we are staring down the barrel of the annual Toy’s for Tot’s, Sin City Wrestling, Winter Wonderslam show. Now I’ve done many Toys For Tots events while in this industry, but this year, I don’t know, it just seems so different. It’s more than just another stop on the road for me. It’s another chance to show that despite the horrible showing this year, I’m still one of the best Sin City Wrestling has.

Now, with the holiday season upon us, let’s start from the top of my December. Why don’t we? First off, a ghost from my past arrives and basically slaps some sense into me. Thanks Jubal by the way for reminding me just who the fuck I am. I needed that, seriously, I mean it. Then we fast forward to Climax Control and what happens, my boyfriend got injured by a piece of shit, a worthless joke of a man, who thought that attacking someone on the ramp was the way to go. Then pokes the bear by verbally berating my family and he thought I wouldn’t find a way to be out there when he faced off against LJ’s brother Miles, my best friend Miles, the same man who by no surprise, beat the ever loving shit out of Billy boy. And I made sure that his little wifey-poo manager couldn’t get involved, since they like to accuse others of doing the very same thing they are WELL known for doing. Which leads me to that night.

Enter Victoria Lyons, I did exactly what I said I would. I defeated Victoria Lyons, finally closing that chapter of what is really a life-long feud. Will she and I ever see eye to eye? No. I doubt it, because while we both carry that same flame for destruction, it was time that the tides changed for her. Though I know, give it time and we will find our ways back to each other. It’s only a matter of where and when. Just know Vicky, I’ll be waiting to remind you that diamond you think you are.. It was me that made the pressure happen. I was the one who sharpened your sword. And you used it to stab me in the back. But instead of crumbling and never returning, I came back and used that sword and took you down.

I’m making a bee-line for Inception and my match against Alicia Lukas for the Bombshell Roulette title. I’m not going to waste it. I had Victoria in my path there and I put her down. Now Frankie finds herself standing on the tracks and this train isn’t stopping. If she wants to play chicken with this train, I’ll put her down the same way I did Victoria. I will go into Inception primed and ready to remove the burden of the Bombshell Roulette Championship from Alicia. Frankie, if you think that Climax Control is going to be a walk in the park, I’m going to need you to just take a look at everything that’s happened in the past few weeks and ask yourself, is it really going to be that easy?

As for LJ, since I’ve been asked many questions. He’s doing well, healing up and looking forward to being back at work in the new year. Doctor’s said he’s healing up well and that there wasn’t any major damage. Bill should thank his God for that. Or this would be a different message. Now, I’m going to finish decorating for Christmas in our new home and mentally prepare to tear into Frankie and go into Inception on top.

Alexandra Calaway



Soul Sisters
Goldfield Hotel
Goldfield, Nevada


The doors of the Goldfield Hotel open with a sound that feels older than rust, a low, dragging complaint that echoes deeper than it should. Alexandra steps inside alone, and the air changes immediately; thick, stale, heavy with a silence that doesn’t feel empty so much as occupied. Dust hangs in the dim light like something suspended mid-breath, unwilling to settle, unwilling to move on. The outside world seals itself shut behind her, and the hotel receives her without ceremony, without welcome, the way a place that has swallowed too many people learns to do.

She doesn’t rush. She never does anymore. Her boots carry her forward at an unhurried pace, each step measured, deliberate, the sound of leather on warped floorboards traveling farther than it should through the cavernous lobby. The building feels hollowed out, like something vital was taken from it and never returned, leaving behind only structure and memory. Alexandra’s shoulders square instinctively, not out of fear, but recognition. She knows this kind of space. She has lived inside it.

The hotel belongs to Mika now; ownership stamped on paper, keys exchanged, history claimed by someone still breathing, but the walls don’t seem to acknowledge that fact. Ownership is a shallow concept here. The Goldfield Hotel does not feel possessed so much as endured. It stands the way something stands after realizing escape was never an option, only survival.

Alexandra slows near the center of the lobby, her gaze lifting toward the ceiling where shadows gather in corners that light never quite reaches. She can feel the weight of expectation pressing down, the invisible pressure of roles long assigned and never questioned. Wife. Ornament. Proof. Ghost. The hotel hums softly, a frequency just below sound, and something in her chest tightens in response.

“I know,” she murmurs, not sure who the words are meant for.

The thought arrives uninvited, unwelcome, and unmistakably clear: You were never meant to leave. Not the hotel. Not life. Not the shape someone else decided you would take.

Alexandra exhales slowly, her breath fogging faintly in the cold interior air. She doesn’t believe in coincidence, not anymore. Places like this attract the discarded, the contained, the women who were built into cages and told it was love. She takes a step toward the grand staircase, fingers trailing lightly along the banister, the wood worn smooth by hands that once climbed it daily, hands that belonged to someone who had nowhere else to go.

Elizabeth.

The name doesn’t echo. It settles.

She doesn’t see her; not the way stories want you to, not a figure in white or a shadow at the edge of vision. What Alexandra feels instead is presence, dense and intimate, like a thought that has been thinking itself for decades and finally found someone capable of hearing it. Elizabeth is not angry here. She is not a spectacle. She is a restraint that never broke, longing that calcified into permanence.

Alexandra ascends the stairs slowly, each step creaking beneath her weight, the sound swallowed by the hotel as if even noise knows better than to linger. Her hand tightens on the railing as understanding blooms, sharp and unwelcome. Elizabeth was not trapped by walls alone. She was trapped by expectation, by the rigid architecture of what she was supposed to be, who she was supposed to serve, how small she was required to remain in order to be acceptable.

Alexandra stops halfway up the staircase, pulse steady, jaw set.

“I filled those roles too,” she says quietly, voice carrying just enough to feel honest. “I wore them until they started cutting into me.”

The hotel seems to lean in. Floorboards groan softly, not in protest, but acknowledgment.

Alexandra has spent her life being shaped by other people’s needs. The disciplined one. The controlled one. The reliable one. The one who could take it. Every expectation stacked neatly on her shoulders, each one praised as strength while quietly erasing her autonomy. She thinks of the way Elizabeth’s life was defined by proximity to someone else’s ambition, someone else’s image of success, until even her suffering had to be contained, sanitized, and made palatable.

Until there was nowhere left to go but inward.

Alexandra resumes climbing, the stairwell narrowing, shadows thickening with every step. She doesn’t feel watched so much as understood, and the realization unsettles her more than fear ever could. Elizabeth didn’t choose to stay. Staying was the consequence of being molded into something that no longer fit through the door.

The hallway at the top is long and dim, wallpaper peeling like old scabs, the air heavy with the residue of lives half-lived. Alexandra walks it slowly, her thoughts spiraling inward despite her efforts to keep them contained. She recognizes the pattern now; the way control disguises itself as care, the way cages are sold as protection. The way obedience is mistaken for virtue.

“I thought if I did everything right,” she whispers, stopping near a door left permanently ajar, “they’d let me be free eventually.”

The silence answers her, thick and knowing.

Elizabeth never got that freedom. She became part of the building instead, her presence woven into the beams and corridors, a permanent reminder of what happens when a woman’s will is treated as negotiable. Alexandra presses her palm flat against the wall, feeling the cold seep into her skin, grounding her in the moment.

“I didn’t disappear,” she says, more firmly now. “I refused.”

The hotel does not respond with warmth or comfort. It doesn’t absolve. It doesn’t forgive. It simply exists, bearing witness. That feels more honest than any consolation ever could.

Alexandra stands there for a long moment, alone but not lonely, surrounded by the weight of a history she did not live but understands intimately. Elizabeth’s presence does not cling to her, does not ask her to stay. It only mirrors something Alexandra has already survived. The suffocating stillness of being owned by expectation, the slow death of becoming an idea instead of a person.

When she finally turns back toward the stairs, her posture is unchanged, but something inside her has settled into place. She carries the understanding with her, not as a burden, but as a confirmation. She was never meant to be contained. Neither was Elizabeth.

One of them learned that too late.

The other will not.

Alexandra descends the staircase in silence, the hotel closing around her again as if sealing a confession into its walls. The doors wait at the far end of the lobby, patient, indifferent. When she reaches them, she pauses, not out of hesitation, but respect for the woman who stayed, and for the version of herself that never will.

The doors open. Night air rushes in. Alexandra steps through without looking back.

No Uncertainty Here
Red Rocks Amphitheatre
Denver, Colorado


Red Rocks Amphitheatre looms behind Alexandra like the ribcage of a long-dead god, jagged sandstone rising on both sides, carved by time, pressure, and violence. The stage is empty. The seats stretched into darkness, row after row of silent witnesses waiting for a show to begin. The wind cut sharply carrying the distant hum of Denver far below, but up here there is no civilization; only exposure, only stone, only the sense that something ancient is watching.

Alexandra stood alone on the stage, her back to the camera, her posture rigid. The wind tugged at her hair, trying to pull something loose, something buried beneath muscle and memory, and she did not fight it. For a long moment, she said nothing, her head slightly bowed but not in defeat, in concentration. Her voice broke the silence, steady and low, echoing faintly off the stone. “I can feel it now. The silence after a war.”

She turns her head slightly, enough so the camera catches the edge of her profile, the tension set deep in her jaw. “Victoria and I?” Her breath slows. “That wasn’t chaos. That was violence with purpose. That was understanding. Two women who knew exactly what the other was capable of and chose to walk into the fire anyway.”

She turns fully now, facing the camera, expression unreadable. No smile. No anger. Just something simmering beneath the surface, dangerous in its restraint. “Climax Control wasn’t about proving who was better. It was about survival. About refusing to disappear. About dragging the truth out of each other whether we wanted to see it or not.”

Her boots scrape softly against the stone as she steps forward. “And when it was over, when my hand was raised and hers wasn’t, I didn’t feel relief.” She exhales slowly through her nose. “I felt clarity.”

Clarity didn’t arrive gently. It didn’t come with peace or relief or the quiet satisfaction people like to imagine follows victory. It arrived like a blade sliding into place, like something locking shut behind her ribs. Standing there afterward, sweat cooling on her skin, lungs burning, hands still trembling from the violence she had just survived, Alexandra realized that winning hadn’t ended anything at all. It had stripped the excuses away. It had left her alone with the truth.

Victory didn’t heal her.

It sharpened her.

That understanding sits heavy in her chest now as the wind claws across the open stage, tugging at fabric, at hair, at memory. Red Rocks amplifies everything; sound, breath, silence. Even her thoughts feel louder here, echoing back at her with nowhere to hide.

She had expected to feel finished after Victoria. Vindicated. Proven. Instead, she felt exposed, like something ancient inside her had been dragged into the light and refused to go back into hiding. Victoria hadn’t just fought her. She had seen her. Had met her head-on and dared her not to look away from what stared back.

That kind of encounter changes you.

Alexandra inhales slowly, grounding herself in the cold bite of the air, in the solidity of stone beneath her boots. This place understands endurance. It understands what it means to remain standing long after softer things have crumbled into dust.

Her voice, when she speaks again, carries farther now, fuller, as if the amphitheatre itself has decided to listen. “People think winning is the end of the story,” she says quietly. “They think it closes a chapter. Ties things off. Makes sense of the damage.” A faint shake of her head. “It doesn’t.”

She turns slightly, eyes scanning the empty seats, imagining them filled, not with cheers, but with expectation. With judgment. With the weight of being seen. “Winning just removes the lies you tell yourself to survive losing.”

After Victoria, there was no lie left to cling to. No illusion that restraint made her noble. No fantasy that discipline alone could protect her from cruelty. She had crossed a line she could never uncross, and instead of destroying her, it had steadied her.

That scared her more than defeat ever had.

Alexandra takes another step forward, shoulders rolling back as if settling into her own skin more completely. “I stopped pretending pain was a tax you paid for belonging,” she continues. “I stopped believing suffering earned respect.” Her eyes narrow. “I realized the people who thrive in this world don’t endure pain, they apply it.”

The wind surges, rushing through the stands, howling like a warning siren. She lets it wash over her, lets it punctuate the thought. “And that’s when I started thinking about you again, Frankie.”

Not with anger. Not with obsession. With analysis.

Alexandra has always studied her opponents, but before, it had been technical. Mechanical. Footwork. Timing. Conditioning. Against Frankie, she learned something else entirely: how control functions as a weapon. How confidence, when wielded correctly, can suffocate someone before the first blow ever lands.

Frankie didn’t just beat her.

Frankie contained her.

“She didn’t rush me,” Alexandra says, voice low, deliberate. “Didn’t overpower me. Didn’t panic.” A faint, almost appreciative tilt of her head. “She let me exhaust myself trying to prove something.”

That memory still burns, not because it hurts, but because it taught her too much. Frankie’s greatest strength wasn’t speed or strength or even strategy. It was a certainty. The calm assurance that the match would bend to her will if she simply waited long enough.

“That kind of confidence is intoxicating,” Alexandra admits. “Especially when you haven’t earned your own yet.”

Back then, Alexandra had been chasing validation disguised as victory. Every move had carried the weight of please see me. Frankie had sensed it immediately. Had slowed the pace just enough to let doubt creep in. Had turned patience into a cage.

Alexandra stops pacing, eyes darkening as she stares straight into the camera. “You didn’t beat me because you were better,” she says evenly. “You beat me because you were certain. And I wasn’t.”

The silence that follows is thick, charged.

“I fixed that.” The words land without flourish, without heat. They don’t need it.

Certainty didn’t come from winning. It came from understanding exactly who she was willing to be when stripped of approval, of hope, of the need to be liked. It came from accepting that restraint had limits and that crossing them didn’t make her monstrous.

It made her effective.

Alexandra gestures again toward the stone, fingers brushing its surface as if reading a language only pressure understands. “These rocks weren’t formed gently,” she says. “They weren’t shaped by kindness. They were broken down layer by layer until only what could endure remained.”

Her hand presses flat against the cold stone. “I know what that feels like.” Every loss had taken something unnecessary with it. Every humiliation had peeled away a layer she no longer needed. Every time she’d been dismissed, underestimated, overlooked, something inside her had hardened instead of cracking.

She turns back to the camera slowly. “Victoria forced me to stop lying to myself. She showed me that survival isn’t enough.” Her eyes burn brighter. “Jubal reinforced it. Iron sharpens iron. And I learned that if I was going to exist in this world, truly exist, I couldn’t do it half-armed.”

Her pacing resumes, tighter now, more purposeful. “Everyone wants to diagnose me. To label the cracks they see. Call them instability. Call them weakness.” A low laugh. “They don’t understand geology.”

She stops sharply. “Cracks don’t mean collapse. They mean movement.”

The wind surges again, as if answering her. “I am not unraveling,” Alexandra says, voice steady, resolute. “I am shifting. Repositioning. Preparing.”

She steps closer, presence filling the frame. “You thrive on control, Frankie. On dictating rhythm. On pulling people into your pace until they forget their own.” Her lips curve, not quite a smile. “That only works on people who need permission to act.” She doesn’t. “I don’t care about your tempo,” she continues. “I don’t care about your confidence. I don’t care how calm you look while doing violence.” Her voice drops. “I care about results.”

Alexandra leans in slightly, eyes unblinking. “And the result of underestimating me will be catastrophic to your certainty.”

Another pause. This one was deliberate.

“I’m not haunted by my past anymore,” she says. “I’ve mastered it. Every hesitation you exploited is now cataloged. Every moment they waited for me to blink is now a weapon I know how to turn outward.”

She straightens. “I rebuilt myself from that loss. Reinforced every weak point. Burned down everything that depended on approval to function.”

The wind howls through Red Rocks, carrying her words far beyond the empty seats. “You don’t get to face the version of me that hoped hard work would be enough.” Her eyes lock in. “You get the version that understands consequence.”

Alexandra exhales slowly, controlled. “When that bell rings, I won’t be fighting to belong. I won’t be fighting to rewrite history.” Her expression turns feral. “I’ll be fighting to take something from you.

She points at the camera again, unwavering. “Your certainty.” The finality in her voice is unmistakable. “You lit the fuse when you beat me,” she says. “You walked away thinking the explosion had already happened.” A thin, dangerous smile crosses her lips. “You were wrong.”

The smile doesn’t last. It never does. Alexandra lets it fade as quickly as it came, because this isn’t about theatrics or satisfaction. It’s about truth, and truth doesn’t linger in expressions meant for other people. Truth settles deeper than that. It takes root. It waits.

She turns away from the camera again, slow and deliberate, facing the vast, empty sweep of Red Rocks as if the amphitheatre itself deserves the rest of what she has to say. The wind surges harder now, tearing through the open air, rushing past her ears until it almost sounds like voices layered on top of one another; old echoes, imagined crowds, memories of impact and breath and bone colliding under lights that never cared who survived them.

“This is the part no one sees,” she says quietly, not turning back. “The space after realization. After the moment where you understand there’s no going back.”

She inhales deeply, filling her lungs with cold air until it burns, until it grounds her in the present. “People think transformation is loud. Violent. Obvious.” A faint shake of her head. “They think it comes with explosions and spectacle.” Her hands flex at her sides. “They’re wrong.”

Transformation, she learned, happens in silence. In the moments when no one is watching. When you’re alone with the knowledge of what you’re capable of and you don’t flinch. When you stop asking yourself should I? and start asking how far? Alexandra steps closer to the edge of the stage again, looking down at the drop, at the distance between where she stands and where the city glows faintly below. The height doesn’t frighten her. It never has. Heights are honest. They don’t pretend there’s safety where there isn’t.

“I used to think restraint made me strong,” she continues. “That holding back meant I was disciplined. Controlled. Better.” Her lips press together briefly. “All it really meant was that I was afraid of what would happen if I stopped apologizing for my instincts.”

She remembers the first time she realized that mercy had limits. The first time she felt hesitation cost her something she couldn’t get back. The first time she understood that the world doesn’t reward potential. It rewards finality.

“I am done negotiating with myself,” Alexandra says, voice steady. “Done softening my edges so other people don’t bleed when they get too close.”

The wind whips around her again, stronger now, as if the amphitheatre itself is pushing back, testing her resolve. She welcomes it. Let it batter against her like resistance in training. Pressure reveals structure. It always has.

“I know exactly what I am,” she says. “I know what it costs. I know what it takes.”

She turns back toward the camera one final time, eyes dark, focused, stripped of anything unnecessary. There is no anger in them now. Just certainty, sharpened and cold.

“I am not fighting for redemption,” she says. “I am not fighting for validation. I am not fighting to prove I belong in any room, any ring, any conversation.”

Her voice lowers, grounded, immovable. “I fight because I finish what I start.” She takes a step forward, then another, until she stands exactly where she began; center stage, alone, perfectly framed by stone that has endured everything the world could throw at it.

“Every loss I’ve taken taught me something,” Alexandra continues. “Every scar stripped away something that didn’t matter. Every time I was underestimated, something inside me recalibrated.”

She places a hand over her sternum, not dramatic, just present. “What’s left isn’t fragile. It isn’t uncertain. It doesn’t hesitate.”

A pause. Heavy. Intentional. “I don’t spiral,” she says flatly. “I descend.”

The words hang there, unadorned. “Downward is where pressure lives. Where foundations are tested. Where only what’s real survives.” Her gaze never wavers. “And I am very real.”

She straightens fully now, posture relaxed but coiled, like something that knows it doesn’t need to rush. The fight will come. The bell will ring. Time will compress into moments where instinct decides everything.

“And when it does,” Alexandra says, “I won’t be looking for openings.” Her jaw sets. “I’ll be creating them.”

She lets the silence stretch again, long enough to feel uncomfortable, long enough to force attention. The wind roars through the stands, relentless, ancient, carrying her words outward whether anyone is there to hear them or not.

“This isn’t about revenge,” she finishes. “It’s about inevitability.”

One last breath. Calm. Centered. “I am the version of myself that remains when hope is removed from the equation,” Alexandra says. “I am what’s left after fear burns off. After doubt collapses. After permission is no longer required.” Her eyes harden, final and absolute. “I don’t ask,” she says. “I don’t wait. I won't stop.”

She turned from the camera once more, silhouette framed against the dark stone and open sky as the wind howled through Red Rocks like a warning etched into the bones of the earth itself.

Alexandra gestures broadly to the empty amphitheatre, to the towering rock formations that frame her like a cathedral built by indifference. “This place is built for sound. For impact. For voices meant to carry.” Her gaze sharpens. “And tonight, I’m not here to whisper.”

She begins to pace the stage, slow and deliberate, a predator mapping territory. “Beating Victoria reminded me of something I had forgotten. Not how to win. I never forgot that.” She stops, eyes distant for a brief moment. “It reminded me how far I’m willing to go when someone stands across from me and decides my story is finished.”

Her focus snaps back to the lens. “And that brings me to you, Frankie Holliday.”

She lets the name linger, heavy. “You’ve been quiet. Confidence. Watching. Smiling like someone who already knows how this ends.” A faint, humorless chuckle slips free. “I know that smile.”

Her pacing resumes, slower now, heavier. “It’s the smile of someone who’s already beaten me once and thinks that moment is frozen in time. Preserved. Untouchable.” She shakes her head. “Nothing stays untouched. Not even me.”

Alexandra reaches the edge of the stage, Denver’s lights flickering far below like something fragile and small. “You beat me in a different era of my life. Back when I believed effort was enough. Back when I thought discipline and heart could carry me through anything if I followed the rules long enough.”

She turns back toward the camera, eyes darkening. “That version of me didn’t understand cruelty. She thought pain was something to endure, not something to wield. She thought suffering would earn respect. She thought it would change the minds of the people who looked past her.”

A pause. Her jaw tightens. “You took advantage of that.” She lifts her chin. “And I don’t blame you. That’s what predators do. They sense hesitation. They smell uncertainty. They strike before the other side has accepted what they are.”

Alexandra steps closer, the frame filling with her presence. “But here’s what you didn’t account for.” Her voice drops. “I learned.”

She gestures toward her chest, then slowly toward the towering stones behind her. “These weren’t shaped by comfort. They weren’t formed by patience or fairness. They were carved by pressure. By erosion. By forces that didn’t care what cracked along the way.” Her fingers curl into a fist. “That’s what I’ve become.”

She turns, running her hand along the cold rock face, grounding herself in its permanence. “I have been broken. Pushed to the edges. Dismissed. Beaten.” Her eyes blaze as she faces the camera again. “And I survived. Not just survived; I was remade.”

Her voice sharpens. “Victoria forced me to confront the cracks I’d been hiding. She held a mirror up to everything I was afraid to lose. Jubal did the same. Iron sharpens iron. They reminded me who I am when survival isn’t enough.”

She resumes pacing, faster now, energy building. “Everyone thinks I’ve been spiraling. That the cracks they see are weak.” A low laugh escapes her, cold and unsettling. “No. They’re fault lines.”

She stops abruptly. “And fault lines only matter when the ground starts to move.”

Alexandra leans forward slightly, eyes locked in. “I’ve replayed our match more times than I can count. Every misstep. Every hesitation. Every moment I second-guess myself instead of trusting my instincts.” Her voice steadies. “That doesn’t haunt me anymore. It educated me.”

She straightens. “You don’t live rent-free in my head anymore, Frankie. I renovated the place. Reinforced it. Turned it into something fortified.”

The wind howls louder, tearing through the amphitheatre. “You thrive on control. On dictating pace. On dragging people into your rhythm and drowning them in it.” A slow shake of her head. “That won’t work this time.”

Her eyes burn. “I don’t care about your strategy. I don’t care about your certainty. I don’t care how many times you’ve walked out thinking you had someone figured out.” She steps forward again. “I’m not a puzzle anymore.” Her voice lowers. “I’m a consequence.”

A heavy pause settles over the stone.

“When that bell rings, I won’t be fighting to prove I belong. I won’t be fighting to erase the past.” Her expression turns feral. “I’ll be fighting to take something from you.”

She points directly at the camera. “Your certainty.”

Alexandra straightens, breath controlled but intense. “You helped create this version of me when you beat me. You lit the fuse and walked away thinking the explosion was behind you.”

A smile crosses her lips. “You were wrong.”

She takes one last look around Red Rocks, empty but waiting. “This place will be full someday. People are screaming. Chanting. Watching bodies collide under the lights.” Her gaze snaps back. "But right now? This moment is just for you.”

Her voice drops to a dangerous whisper. “You don’t get the version of Alexandra that wants approval. You don’t get the one that hopes.” Her eyes lock in, unflinching. “You get the one that finishes things.”

Alexandra turns her back on the camera, staring into the darkness as the wind roars through Red Rocks like a warning carved into ancient stone.

6
Looking Back
LJ’s Apartment
Las Vegas, Nevada


It’s no secret the past few months have been a rollercoaster, from leaving Dallas and moving to Las Vegas with LJ. From the highest of wins to the lowest of losses. There were championship matches and blood spilled, proving my resilience, but the fact of the matter is, it doesn’t amount to shit if you have nothing to prove for it. Two Bombshell Roulette Championship reigns and then, practically one step outside of obscurity, few chances here and there to prove I wasn’t just a fluke, but each one that came, went with the heartbreak of another loss. Time and time again I have been right on the precipice of doing something absolutely amazing, of getting that title and then falling flat on my face.

The World Championship had been in my grasp, many thought it was my time to shine, but it slipped through my fingers as if it was nothing more than grains of sand in the middle of the desert I now live in. And yet I failed to capture it again and again. The Bombshell Roulette title had been in my reaches again and I failed to deliver on it. This had started a doubt in me, maybe my time had come and passed, I was nothing more than another person the management could put in there to assure that asses were in the seats and at least I would show up. I didn’t need to run around whining about not being booked, like some. Or have to make grandiose showings to have my name put in the hat every time a big title shot was offered. No, I gave them results. Some of those who I've faced, rose to a higher standard, while others failed just as it seems I am doing. So who am I to judge really?

People say I’ve gone soft. That I’m not the same person I’ve always been. The woman who is willing to do whatever it takes. That’s the truth of it. I haven’t gone soft, I just don't focus on just wrestling, I’m more than that. If you think I’m so one dimensional then it proves you don’t know me at all. I am a mother, a sister, a girlfriend and a wrestler. I’m not just one thing. Being one thing is a boring way to go isn’t it. There’s so much life out there to live, so live it. But as for focusing on the match at hand, that’s what I do. Even with Inception looming in the distance and the talks of me facing off against Alicia Lukas again, another shot at the Bombshell Roulette Championship, I think about Victoria. The woman who took that all from me. And yes, she’s brutal, she’s had my number many times. People think she’s already poised to take another win off me. Maybe she will.

But, I know that every dog has their day and this bitch, she is hungrier than ever. She’s salivating over another shot at Victoria, we all know what a hungry bitch does don’t we? They bite, they claw, they rip people apart. They will do whatever it takes, I know that and Victoria knows that. She has always been my achilles heel, Victoria calls herself a lioness. But even lionesses fall. Sometimes they fall defending their pride, but from where I stand, Victoria doesn’t have much of a pride left to defend does she? Her talent is huge, I can speak from experience. Her ego however makes it hard to like her. Well, I’d call it an ego. But I think it’s more than that. What she has is not an ego, it’s something stronger, she believes herself to be a God. To be untouchable, meanwhile her Pride has fallen, and yet it’s clear she’s not going down without a fight. And neither will I. Where she believes herself to be a God, considers herself untouchable, I am humility, self-awareness, a connection to something greater. A being of strength, resilience and truth.

It’s never been in me to half ass my way through life. I don’t plan on starting that now. You all can take that as you will. This is MY moment, my time and I’m not letting anyone stop me from getting back on top. No crown needed. Victoria, I’m coming for you. See you all in Colorado Springs on Sunday.

Alexandra Calaway




Run, Little Mouse…Run
Carrow Gym
Las Vegas, Nevada


Jubal Ashford was a mountain planted dead center in the ring. The man sat in an old metal chair that seemed specifically molded to his imposing frame. At six-foot-one of solid, carved muscle and quiet menace, he looked like a man who had spent a lifetime deciding who deserved to be broken. The swinging bulb above him made his features flicker in and out of the light: the cold, harsh lines of his jaw, the brutal set of his mouth, and the storm-dark hazel eyes that held her with an intense, unwavering gaze; one that offered no question, no welcome, and no comfort. He didn't speak. Not a single word, not even a sharp intake of breath to hint at his mood. He simply watched her approach, his eyes following every subtle shift of her shoulders, every step she took into the space he commanded. He was a threat. He was a judge. Worst of all, he recognized parts of her she had spent months, years, even, trying to bury. The silence was a palpable pressure on her skin, dragging up hated ghosts and memories of the person she used to be in darker rings and grim cities where every scar had been earned.

“Jubal, I didn’t expect to see you here.” Her voice was calm and deep inside that fear flooded in for a moment. “Where’s Mika? She asked me to meet her here.”

Jubal didn’t move, not even a shift of breath to acknowledge her presence. When he finally spoke, his voice was a low, serrated drawl, quiet enough to force her to listen, sharp enough to make her regret it.

“Mika’s not coming.” He paused, heavy and deliberate, before he leaned forward just enough for the light to catch the harsh angles of his face. His eyes were dark hazel, but under that bulb they looked almost black; predatory, unblinking, capable of violence without a raised voice or tensed fist. “I told her I’d handle you tonight.” There was no warmth, no familiarity, no brotherly teasing by association. Just authority wrapped in disdain, carried on a tone that made the temperature in the gym seem to drop.

“Handle me Jubal? Really?” She shook her head. “So this is how it goes huh?” She walked closer. “You get me here, try to scare me? We both know if you harm me, they will never forgive you.” she practically cooed at him.

Jubal’s laugh tore through the gym like something ripped out of a throat made for breaking men, short, vicious, the kind of sound that didn’t come from amusement so much as disbelief that she dared to posture at all. He rose from the chair with the slow, deliberate weight of a man who’d ended wars simply by deciding he was done with them. The metal creaked under the shift of his body, protesting like it understood exactly what he was capable of.

“Scare you?” he echoed, voice dropping to a low, dangerous rasp that slithered across the floorboards. “If I wanted you gone, Alexandra, you wouldn’t have walked through the damn door.” He stepped closer to the ropes, eyes locked on hers with a predator’s stillness; no hesitation, no mercy, just that cold calculation she’d always known lived somewhere under his skin.

“Sweetheart,” he continued, the endearment twisted into something razor-sharp, “you give yourself far too much credit if you think their forgiveness is the thing that keeps my hands off you.” He tilted his head slightly, studying her with a slow drag of his gaze, as though peeling away layers she’d spent years reinforcing.

“You’re here,” he said, voice a dark, low rumble. “Because someone finally needs to remind you what real fear feels like. Not the fear of losing a match. Not the fear of disappointing your little toy at home. I mean the kind that sinks its teeth into your spine when you realize you’ve gone soft enough to think you can cock your head at me like that.”

His lip curled just enough to expose the contempt beneath it. “You’re not cooing at a man who wants to kill you,” he growled. “You’re cooing at the one man in this city who knows exactly how to break you without leaving a single mark.”  He didn’t blink. Didn’t soften. Didn’t take back a single word. “And that,” he finished, voice thinning into something brutal and quiet, “should scare you.”

Alexandra was ready to tear his head off already, yet she didn’t move. She knew Jubal was important to the family. That moving on him to strike him or anything without provocation would be dangerous for her health, for Ash’s safety. “You have no idea who he is.” She closed the distance between herself and the ring, slipping up onto the apron. Her blue eyes, normally soft and inviting, were cold and fixed on him. “Of who they are.”

Jubal didn’t flinch when she closed the distance. He didn’t back away, didn’t brace, didn’t even shift his stance. He simply watched her approach like a wolf tolerating a wounded animal wandering too close; curiously, patiently, already knowing how the story ends. And the moment her hand touched the apron, the moment she came within reach, his arm shot out with the speed and certainty of a man who had never once questioned the consequences of laying hands on someone. His fingers clamped around her jaw, strong enough to bite into bone, forcing her chin upward so she had no choice but to meet the dark, unforgiving stare inches from her own.

“No idea who he is?” Jubal murmured, voice dropping into a lethal whisper that vibrated along her spine. “Sweetheart, the only thing I know about that boy is that you keep dragging him around like a personal toy you’re too embarrassed to admit you outgrew.”

His grip tightened; not enough to hurt her throat, but enough to dominate every breath she tried to take. She clawed at him with one hand, the other throwing a punch at his midsection, where she was met with the firm, rock hard side of Jubal. It stung, but not more than his words did.

“A toddler with mommy issues,” he continued, leaning in, his forehead almost touching hers. “That’s what you’re protecting. That’s what you think stands beside you. A child playing pretend in a world built for killers.” He let his eyes drag over her face, noting every flicker of tension, every instinct she had to strike him and every reason she didn’t.

“Shut your fucking mouth Jubal, before I send you to the hospital to have it sown shut.” She continued to struggle against him. Continued to fight, that fire burning deeper inside her. Something new ignited. “You keep him out of your fucking mouth. If you have issues with me, with my life, you come at me not at them.”

“And look at you,” he said, his voice thick with dark amusement. “Biting your tongue, still holding back, all because you know putting hands on me is the one wrong move that ends badly for everyone you care about. Especially your little boy wonder.” He forced her backward a few inches, still gripping her face, crowding her space with the sheer size of him.

“You’re getting old Jubal.” She smirked. “You wouldn’t harm them, because you KNOW what would happen.” She brought her hand back and slapped him hard across the face. “You think threatening me is going to get to me.”

“And you’re getting sloppy,” Jubal said, eyes narrowing. “Letting some twenty-something nuzzle at your tits and call it loyalty. You think he’s going to save you from yourself? From Victoria? From me?” He leaned closer, lips brushing the edge of her ear, his breath cold against her skin. “He can barely save himself, Alexandra.” Then he brought his gaze back to hers, grip firm and unyielding. “Tell me again,” he growled, “what exactly am I supposed to be scared of? The toddler? Or the woman too afraid to admit she chained herself to one?”

"I don't need anyone to save me." With that a growl left her lips and she put all of her weight into it and bounced back against the ropes, putting her feet in his stomach and kicked him off her with all her might, sending him backwards. “Are we talking or are we fighting? Because right now, I really want to knock your head off your shoulders.”

Jubal hit the canvas with a thundering crash, the ring rattling under the weight of him, but he didn’t stay down. He pushed up with a slow, murderous deliberation like something ancient and dangerous dragging itself out of a grave. His eyes weren’t hazel anymore; they were a storm-black warning, a promise of retribution sharpened and waiting. He wiped the back of his hand across his mouth, not because he needed to but because it gave him an extra second to study her with that predator’s patience. The growl she’d given, the power in the kick, the spark of fury and hated what it wasn’t.

“Oh, we’re not fighting,” he said as he rose to his full, imposing height, voice dark enough to freeze the air between them. “You don’t get to call it a fight until you show me the woman who used to make entire divisions flinch when she walked into a room.” He stepped toward her, slow, each heavy footfall echoing off the cracked gym walls. His presence swallowed space, swallowed light, swallowed sense. He stopped just inside her striking range—not cautious, simply unthreatened. “But that woman?” he continued, his tone twisting into something mocking, cruel. “She wouldn’t have wasted a kick on me. She would’ve torn into me until something broke. She would’ve bled for the satisfaction.” His gaze raked down her face, searching, dissecting, judging.

Rage boiled inside her, festering until there was nothing else. No compassion, no safety net to fall back on. She wanted to rip into Jubal. His words hurt, they did, she wouldn’t even start to lie. He knew her, the woman she used to be. All blood and fury, violence in human form. “Keep pushing and you’ll find out.”

“You’re a ghost of her,” he said, the words a low, merciless blow. “A pale echo.” He rolled his shoulders once, cracking something that sounded like a warning shot. “And you really think you’re ready to step into the ring with Victoria in that state?” His laugh this time was not a bark, it was a quiet, poisoned thing. “She’s going to carve you open, Alexandra. She’s been waiting to.”

And he had a point. She had been just an echo of her former self. Of the woman people once feared. There was no lie in his words and that made her angrier by the second. Had she really seemed that weak to everyone? “We’ve carved each other open, clearly you are blind.” She practically spat in his face.

He took another step, towering over her now, the ropes behind her trembling with the tension in her body. “You think this little spark of anger you just threw at me is enough to survive her?” he asked, voice dropping to a low rasp that coiled around her throat. “She’ll swallow that whole. She’ll break your sternum just to listen to you breathe through the pain.”

It’s as if he could see inside her head. All those thoughts that festered to the surface, but never fully broke through. “You think you know me, know what I am.. Who I am.” She knew at this point her words were only being half heard. He was on a mission. To break her to the point, she could sense that now.

He leaned in, his breath brushing along her cheek. “The tragic part?” His voice softened into something far more cutting. “The Alexandra I knew would’ve been the one doing the carving.” He pulled back just enough for his eyes to lock on hers, dark and merciless. “Right now,” he growled, “you’re not even close.”

And that was the final straw, the thing that sent her tumbling over the edge. He made the same presumptuous comments as others had. “If that’s what you truly think Jubal, you don’t really know me.” Without another thought she balled up her fists throwing a right hook towards his  face, he grabbed her hand making a scolding sound at her. Bringing her left and south pawed him in the jaw. She made sure her mark landed.

Jubal’s head snapped to the side, the crack of her fist against his jaw echoing through the dead, hollow space of the gym. Blood bloomed at the corner of his mouth, dark, rich, a thin line trailing down the cut of his chin. Deep, brutal, feral laughter that belonged to a man who had been waiting for that hit, craving it, needing proof she wasn’t completely dead inside.

He dragged his thumb across the blood on his lip, smearing it with a slow, deliberate swipe. His eyes lifted to her, and the expression he wore was not approval. It was hunger for violence. It was a spark that fanned into something dangerous. “There she is, our little killer,” he growled, voice roughened by impact and delight. “For a minute, I thought you had buried that part of yourself with everything else you used to be worth.”

He stepped in, closing the space she tried to carve out with her fists, moving with the certainty of a man who didn’t care if he bled more, hell, he welcomed it. “You think I don’t know you?” he asked, and his smile was a weapon. “I know you better than you want to admit. I know exactly what it takes to dig up the bones you pretend aren’t there.” He tapped his jaw once with two fingers, still smeared with his own blood.

“You hit like the Alexandra who used to make locker rooms whisper,” he said, then tilted his head with a cold, mocking curve of his lips. “But that wasn’t her. That was desperation.” He leaned close enough that she could smell the copper on his breath, close enough that the ropes behind her trembled from how tightly she held herself. “If you want to prove me wrong?” he murmured, dark eyes boring into hers with vicious command. “Don’t bleed me.” His voice sank into a growl, “Become the nightmare Victoria still flinches at when she sleeps. Make her bleed.”

“Next time you come to me, you’ll come right. That’s what that was.” She walked over and grabbed the rag out of the ice bucket and tossed it at him. “Clean yourself up, I don’t want you bleeding all over the place.”

There was no camera to witness this crashout. No family to stop this from happening, only her and Jubal. Alexandra’s gaze turned cold and the world around her went dark.



Laying it All on the Line
Garden of the Gods
Colorado Springs, Colorado


Alexandra turns her back on the camera and keeps her gaze on the Garden of the Gods in Colorado Springs. It is just her and the tranquil Gardens, with the wind giving a mischievous lift to her hair before it resumes falling on her shoulders. When at last she turns to the camera, the intensity of her look is striking.

“Victoria, we’ve had this conversation already, have we not? I’m not going to act like we haven’t. We have repeatedly put in the effort together in that ring and still do. Neither of us is willing to give up the fight for the championship of the best here, as we are on totally different levels. We are aware of the extreme measures we will each take just to make sure that we are the ones exiting the ring victorious.”

A brief pause while she meditates on their joint suffering. The fights between Victoria and Alexandra were some of the most exciting, albeit violent, in Sin City Wrestling. They have gone through all this and come out with at least a tiny bit of mutual understanding.

“We might not be friends and when we step into that ring, it’s a true showcase of what wrestling should represent. Since losing my Bombshell Roulette Championship, I haven’t been quite myself. You know that feeling, right? You weren’t exactly the same after you lost it, either. Yet, you managed to grab another one soon after. You did what you promised; you rose to the occasion, climbed the ranks, and proved all the doubters wrong. I heard the whispers. Deep down, I always believed in you, Victoria.”

She draws a deep breath, considering her next words. She knows that vowing to put an end to this rivalry doesn’t mean it’ll be over. An arch nemesis never really fades away. It’s just a fact of life; their feud will likely follow them through their careers.

“All that momentum you’ve built? It’s understandable. You think you’re on top of the world now, totally unstoppable. I’ve been there too. I’ve had my fair share of highs, enough to write a book about it.”

Alexandra pauses, allowing the wind to fill the silence. She closes her eyes for a brief moment, calming the excitement fluttering in her chest; not fear, but anticipation, the kind that kept her awake before a big match. When her eyes open again, there’s a feral determination in them, one that only Victoria has ever drawn out.

“Here’s the thing about feeling untouchable,” her voice lowering, steady and clear. “When the world starts calling you unstoppable and the crowd chants your name like you’re some unstoppable force; you begin to believe it. You start to forget the grind, the bruises, those nights filled with doubts. Somewhere along the journey, losing sight of what it took to get there becomes too easy. You stand on that peak for so long that you forget what it’s like to bleed for it.”

Alexandra again faces away from the camera, her eyes fixed on the jagged red stones that stick out from the earth like the ribs of an ancient beast. She runs her fingers along one of the boulders, feeling the warmth left by the sun.

“That was me once,” she confesses. “Thinking I had built something too strong for anyone to tear down. Believing that championship belt secured my place for good. That who I had become was set in stone. And then, I lost it—the one thing I thought defined me. But if I’m honest, nothing truly defines me.”

She exhales sharply, raw honesty behind it.

“I told myself it didn’t break me. I convinced myself I’d get back up, brush myself off, and walk right back into the fire to reclaim what was mine. The truth is, I cracked. At first, it was just a small crack that I ignored, something I covered up with pride and adrenaline. Cracks have a way of spreading. They widen, and before you know it, you recognize that the fighter you promised to always be is slipping away.”

Slowly, Alexandra turns back to the camera. This time, it’s not anger she shows, but resolve. A promise.

“You’ve been through that too, Victoria. Don’t pretend otherwise. I saw you wear that self-doubt after losing the Roulette Championship. Everyone did. But you got back up, rebuilt yourself. The difference between you and others? You didn’t look for excuses or blame anyone else. You just fought.”

She steps closer, filling the frame more as her voice builds with each word.

“That’s why we have this thing between us. This rivalry won’t die, no matter how often we think we’ve put it to rest. It’s not just about wanting to beat each other; we’re proving something with every strike, every fall, every drop of blood shared between us. It’s not hate. It’s about identity. It’s legacy.”

Her jaw tightens as she lifts her chin and cocks her head.

“You’re riding high right now, collecting wins, feeling like the world finally sees you have always dreamed. Good for you. Momentum is great. It makes the ground feel like it’s moving with you. It can trick you into thinking you’re untouchable, and everyone else is just in your way.”

A knowing smirk plays on her lips.

“Remember that momentum doesn’t equal invincibility. I’ve seen many wrestlers fall because they mistook momentum for destiny. It’s not the same. Destiny is something you shape with your own hands. It’s the battle you fight for until your lungs ache. Destiny is what you cling to when the world tries to erase your name, and you refuse to let that happen.”

Alexandra steps even closer, the camera catching the spark in her blue eyes.

“You think you’ve become the immovable force in Sin City Wrestling? Alright. But I’ve always been the one thing built to challenge that force. I didn’t climb to the top overnight. I’m still on that climb. Yet every scar, every bruise, and every setback has sharpened me. I’m done pretending to be anything but what I am.”

She presses a hand over her heart. “I’m a storm, Victoria. I always have been. And storms don’t stay quiet forever. They gather strength, swelling until they burst.”

She lets her hand drop, fingers brushing against her side.

“You’ve had your time to shine. You’ve had your run. But this?” she points between herself and the camera, “this rivalry was never gonna wrap up with just one win or one loss. Our story is more complex than that, not something for easy conclusions. It’s meant to be the kind of rivalry that people talk about even after we’ve hung up our boots. The kind they’ll replay when new wrestlers want to see what real competition looks like.”

Alexandra moves around slowly, letting the camera follow her.

“You know what I’m capable of when I’m pushed into a corner, when others count me out. You know the whispers behind my back. You know they think I might be fading, that I’ve lost my edge. But you know better, Victoria. You’ve faced me enough to know what happens when I’m brought to that breaking point.”

Her tone shifts, darker yet not malicious.

“I become dangerous. I become relentless. I stop caring about pride, popularity, or who’s cheering for me. I become that version of myself that fights to survive, to reclaim what others believe they can take.”

The wind lifts her hair, brushing strands across her face, but her gaze remains locked on the camera.

“So, go ahead. Enjoy the spotlight while it lasts. Feel invincible. Step into the ring thinking you’re untouchable. You should. I want you at your best—at the level of the Victoria who clawed her way back from the dirt. The woman who won’t quit, even when she should. I want the fighter who’s made me bleed and smile at the same time.”

Her smirk sharpens.

“When I step into that match, I won’t be the same Alexandra you faced before. I won’t hesitate. I won’t doubt. I won’t be searching for a safe space. I'll be searching for your one mistake. I'll find it. And I’ll be the one pulling the ground out from under you.”

With a steady arm, she points directly at the camera, her conviction clear.

“This isn’t just another chapter between us. This is the showdown. The moment everything between us reaches a peak. When that bell rings, I’m going to remind you why you feared me from the start.”

Alexandra lowers her hand, her voice lowering into a quiet, dangerous whisper. “You’re not untouchable, Victoria. You’re just next.” She holds that gaze for a long moment, letting the weight of her words sink in.


7
Climax Control Archives / The Predictable and the Unbothered
« on: November 21, 2025, 11:43:04 PM »
Law School and Wrestling
LJS Apartment
Las Vegas, Nevada


3:30 am

Alexandra blinked awake to a quiet apartment, the kind of stillness that felt unusual, almost wrong. LJ usually stirred before she did, always clattering in the kitchen or humming absentmindedly as he made coffee. But this morning, the air felt heavy and unmoving. It felt really off to wake up and him not be there.

She pushed the blanket aside and slid her feet onto the cold floor. “LJ?” Silence answered.

Rubbing the sleep from her eyes, she padded down the hallway. A faint, warm glow seeped from the dining room, the only light in the apartment. As she rounded the corner, the picture snapped into place, LJ, fast asleep at the dining table, his head resting against a tower of open law textbooks. Highlighters, sticky notes, and half-finished case briefs were scattered like fallen leaves around him. His glasses sat crookedly at the end of his nose, threatening to fall off with every slow, exhausted breath. Alexandra’s heart softened. A cold mug of coffee sat beside his elbow, forgotten hours ago. A legal pad had slid partly off the table, covered in LJ’s tight, meticulous handwriting. She stepped closer, lifting the pad carefully so it wouldn’t wake him. Each page was dense with analysis he’d clearly pushed himself through the night.

“You’re going to burn yourself out,” she whispered, knowing he couldn’t hear. She gave a slight shake of her head, eyes fixed on him.

One of his hands still loosely held a pen, as if he’d fallen asleep mid-sentence. His hair was a mess, pushed up on one side where he’d dragged his fingers through it repeatedly while thinking. She could tell from the tiny crease between his eyebrows that even in sleep, he was bracing himself, still wrapped in the pressure he carried when awake.

Alexandra placed her hand gently on his shoulder. He didn’t wake, just breathed a little deeper. She hesitated, torn between letting him sleep and guiding him somewhere more comfortable. Finally, she reached for a blanket draped over the couch and wrapped it around him with careful precision. “You work too hard,” she murmured, touching the edge of his hair. “Far too hard, but I understand why. And I’ll always be here to help you.”

And as she watched him sleep amid the chaos of case law and highlighted statutes, she felt a swell of affection, not just for the man himself, but for his determination, his ambition, and the quiet vulnerability he never let himself show when awake. Alexandra hovered for another moment, watching the slow rise and fall of LJ’s shoulders beneath the blanket she’d just tucked around him. Part of her wanted to leave him there, he needed the sleep. But another part, the one that hated seeing him fold himself in half for everyone except himself, nudged her forward.

She brushed her fingertips lightly over his forearm. “Hey,” she whispered. “LJ, love.” She kissed him softly.

He didn’t move at first. Then his brow twitched, and he let out a soft groan. “Mmh, what time is it Angel?” he mumbled, voice thick with exhaustion.

“Early morning, around three thirty.” she said gently. “You didn’t come to bed.  You need real rest, preferably in bed.”

His eyes cracked open, squinting against the warm dining room lamp. For a second he looked disoriented, like he had to remember what planet he was on. Then he blinked at the books spread around him and sighed.

“Damn,” he muttered. “I must’ve passed out.”

Alexandra pulled out the chair beside him and sat, her knee touching his. “You think?”

He huffed a little laugh, tired, crooked, self-aware. “Sorry. I didn’t want to wake you. I just had to finish outlining these cases, so I’m prepared for class.”

She reached out and slid his skewed glasses off his face before they could drop. He rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand, the movement slow and sluggish.

“This isn’t sustainable, LJ,” she said softly. “You can’t keep doing all-nighters like you’re invincible.”

He shrugged, eyes still half-closed. “I’ll be fine. Law school’s, it’s just, it's a grind.”

“And you act like you’re the only one who knows what grinding feels like.” Her tone stayed warm, teasing, but honest.

He looked at her then, really looked. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

Alexandra gestured between them. “I mean, you realize our lives revolve around throwing our bodies at the ground for a living, right? We take bumps in a ring, and you take them in textbooks too.” She nudged his elbow. “The difference is, our bruises fade. Yours just turned into midterms and finals too.”

That earned a quiet laugh from him, head dipping. “Okay, that’s fair.”

She leaned back slightly, eyes roaming the mess of highlighters and legal pads. “But at least in wrestling, when you’re pushing yourself too hard, someone tags in. Or the ref forces a break.” Her voice softened. “You don’t give yourself breaks, LJ. And you are in need of one.”

He sighed again, this time heavier, rubbing the bridge of his nose. “I just, I want to do this right. I want to prove I belong there. That I can handle it. All of it. Wrestling, School, a family.”

“You already do.” She slid her hand over his, grounding him. “You show up. You fight for it. You’re persistent to a fault.” She squeezed lightly. “But even wrestlers tap out. It doesn't make us weak.”

His shoulders dropped, tension loosening in small degrees, like someone was slowly unwinding him. “I don’t want to disappoint you,” he said quietly. “I don’t want to disappoint my family.”

Alexandra’s heart flickered painfully at that. “Hey.” She tipped his chin up with her finger. “You could never disappoint me. I just don’t want to lose you to this,” she nodded at the books “before you even get where you’re going.”

He swallowed, and the vulnerability in his eyes made her chest ache.

“Come back to bed,” she said, brushing a strand of hair from his forehead. “Please. Just a real hour of sleep. Then you can fight the battle against your textbooks again.”

A small smile tugged at his lips. “One hour?”

“Maybe two,” she teased. “Maybe more?”

He laced his fingers with hers, letting her help him stand. The blanket slid off his shoulders, landing on the chair behind them. As they walked back toward the bedroom, LJ squeezed her hand. “Thanks for waking me.” He leaned down to kiss her softly.

Alexandra glanced at him with a soft smile.  “Someone’s gotta be your tag partner.” The two disappear into bed.


All the Worlds a Stage
Orpheum Theater
Phoenix, Arizona


The Orpheum Theater wasn’t really quiet. It felt more like it was waiting on something, the way a room does right before someone finally says the thing nobody wants to hear. The single work light overhead buzzed faintly, throwing this uneven, almost sickly glow across the stage. It didn’t make her look heroic or dramatic; it was unforgiving. Every little twitch in her expression, the tension in her jaw, that flicker behind her eyes she usually kept buried when people were watching. She didn’t bother hiding any of it tonight. For once, she let it all sit right on the surface.

“Bea.” The name slipped from her lips. “I’ve been thinking about you. Not because you get under my skin the way some do. Not because you run your mouth like you’re auditioning for a trashy reality show.” A tired, disappointed exhale left her, her head tilting slightly. “You’re the kind of unpredictable that makes people sloppy. The kind that mistakes emotional instability for strategy and then gets shocked when everything she touches catches fire. You believe yourself to be untouchable, unpredictable, but in my time here, all I have done when your name is mentioned next to mine, is to say, we already know where this is about to go.”

She walked across the stage, boots over warped hardwood, the sound echoed through the vast empty room like a warning shot. The air had that old-theater smell and for once, she let it pull something honest out of her. “This match? It’s coming at a moment in my life where I actually have a little goddamn peace. No fires to put out. No family crisis waiting to explode. No half-chance that Vincent or anyone else is going to take a shot at me from behind while I’m just trying to get to the damn ring. Do you have any idea how unnatural that feels for me? To breathe without waiting for the barrel to press into the back of your skull? Honestly, do you understand what it feels like?”

Her jaw twitched; pain, anger, relief, all of it living in that one tight line. “That little pocket of quiet; it scares the hell out of me if I’m being honest. It means I can focus. Really focus. You’re the first person standing in my path now that everything else has stopped clawing at me. That’s bad for you. You don’t want this version of me. You don’t want me to be calm. You don’t want me centered. You don’t want me to be well rested.” She looked up into the shadows above the balconies, something cold blooming in her expression. “You want me scattered, distracted, juggling chaos on all sides. You want the version of me that’s stretched thin. But that woman? She’s gone.”

A slow breath dragged out of her, deliberate and steady. “I hear you every damn week. I see how you hold your head high, acting like you’re this walking apocalypse. Then I look at the match history, at the moments that mattered, the nights that shaped this place, and where’s your legacy, Bea? Where’s the moment people replay? Where’s the moment that made the division look different because you walked into it?” She let the silence stretch long enough to sting. “It’s not there.”

Her posture stiffened, not with anger, but truth that hurt even as it landed. “What is there? A trail of almost getting there and being so close. A list of excuses. A pattern.” She shook her head. “You are the queen of empty threats. The master of the unfulfilled prophecy. Every time a champion is crowned, every time an opportunity splits open, it slips right through your fingers. And you stand there, shocked, confused, offended that the spotlight didn’t bow down to you on command.”

She lifted her chin as though looking Bea directly in the eye. “You say you’re dangerous. You say we should fear you. You say you’re ready to take what you’re owed. But if you were half the monster you claim to be, you’d have already carved your name into this place.”

A humorless laugh escaped her, a sound scraped raw from somewhere deep. “Hell, let’s not kid ourselves. If Vincent’s bounty had enough zero's behind it, you’d sprint to the front of the line to take a shot at me. You’d brag about it, too, like it was some master plan you pieced together. Maybe you’re even thinking about it now. Maybe you’re hoping this match is where you get your chance.” Her gaze tightened, sharpened, hardened. “If that’s your plan, if you so much as breathe wrong in my direction for that reason, then you better pray you finish the job. Because I promise you, Bea, I’ll come back for you in ways that will make your ribs ache every time you draw breath.”

The heat in her voice curled into something colder, deeper, conviction forged in pain and perseverance. “I don’t care what this match costs me. I don’t care if I bleed. I don’t care if you drag me through hell. You’re not built to beat me; not now, not when I’m this locked in, not when every instinct in me is screaming that this is the night everything shifts. You’re my obstacle. And I am yours.”

She paused, letting the truth of that settle in the quiet dark. “Victoria Lyons was always my Achilles heel. But you?” Her mouth curved into something that wasn’t quite a smile. “I’m yours.” She knew the words she spoke would cut deep, to the very depth of Bea’s core. Bea could never beat her.

She stepped closer to the camera, closing that physical and emotional distance with a slow, deliberate ease. Shadows stretched behind her like a warning. “So go ahead. Bring every ounce of ego and anger you can dig up. Bring someone to help you if you’re feeling bold. Bring chaos, bring desperation, bring that wild, frenzied energy you mistake for power.” Her eyes narrowed, unblinking. “The result won’t change.”

She leaned in just slightly, voice lowering into something dangerous enough to chill the air. “When it’s over, you’re going to be staring up at the lights, wondering why your body won’t move, listening to the name Alexandra Calaway echo through the arena while you try to remember what it felt like to believe you had a chance.”

Her expression settled into cold finality, the kind that didn’t need volume or theatrics to hit like a blade. “Welcome to the moment that breaks you, Bea. Welcome to Phoenix.” She let the silence sit for a beat, sharp enough to sting. “You walked into this thinking it was just another match. It isn’t. It’s the point where everything you pretend to be comes crashing headfirst into everything I actually am.” Her tone dropped, low and sure. “When the dust clears, you’re going to understand exactly why this city remembers the ones who fall harder than the ones who rise.”

A faint, wicked smile touched the corner of her mouth, blooming slowly like blood spreading through water. “I hope you like how your blood looks under these lights.” She didn’t blink, didn’t soften the threat with theatrics; she simply let it hang there.

The theater’s breathless silence swallowed everything that came after.

8
A sense of Normacly
LJ’s Apartment
Las Vegas, Nevada


Law School, Wrestling, High School, a family atmosphere. Something more, that’s what they had in Vegas. The missing piece of the puzzle that was Alexandra Calaway and her daughter Ashlynn’s lives. Having LJ there, no more facetime calls, no more flights. Just the three of them in LJ’s cozy little place. Though eventually they would probably have to look into something bigger. She wasn’t used to domestic bliss, it felt almost foreign to her. After years of living in a big estate with just herself and Ashlynn, moving like this, felt so much like a second chance at life. Even in other aspects of her life. Not just the domestic part, but also her wrestling. She felt as if a new life had been breathed into her. This time, the possibilities were endless.

Alexandra had been at the apartment alone all day, with her daughter Ashlynn at school and then going straight to some sleepover afterwards, and LJ in classes, Alexandra had free time to relax and think about her upcoming match. But as the day progressed, she knew that LJ would be home from class soon and she wanted to do something nice for him. A couple of hours had just passed and she was just finishing up dinner when LJ walked through the door. He put his bag on the chair and followed the smell of food into the kitchen. That’s when she heard his voice.

“Hey,” LJ said, leaning against the doorframe, a tired smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. “Something smells amazing. Did you actually cook?”

Alexandra turned from the stove, smirking. “What’s that supposed to mean? I can cook, you know.”

He laughed, setting his keys down on the counter. “I just didn’t expect it. You’ve had a long week. I figured you’d order takeout or something.”

“Yeah, well,” she said, stirring the sauce one last time, “I figured you deserved a real meal after your marathon of classes. Plus, Ashlynn’s gone for the night, so it’s just us. We deserve a bit of normalcy around here.”

That last part lingered in the air for a second. LJ met her gaze, something soft and grateful in his expression.

“Then I guess it’s date night,” he said quietly. “Should have picked up some roses on the way home then.”

Alexandra chuckled and handed him a plate. “Sit. Eat. We’ll see if you still feel that romantic after you taste my cooking.”

He took a bite and his eyebrows lifted in surprise. “Okay. I’m impressed. What is this?”

“Chicken with lemon butter and roasted vegetables. Nothing fancy.” She gave a small shrug.

“Nothing fancy?” he said between bites. “This is better than the stuff at that Italian place downtown. Angel, you’ve really outdone yourself this time.”

She smiled, a little blush creeping up her cheeks. “You’re just saying that because you’re starving.”

“Nope,” he said, shaking his head. “You did something amazing and it’s perfect.”

They ate together, the apartment quiet except for the clinking of forks and the hum of the city outside. For the first time all week, Alexandra felt herself unwind. The match on Sunday still loomed in the back of her mind, but right now, right here, everything felt simple. Everything felt it was as it should be. The thoughts about her upcoming match were beginning to become nonexistent.

After a while, LJ leaned back in his chair. “So,” he said, glancing at her. “Are you ready for High Stakes love?”

Just the thought of her championship match at High Stakes brought forward the thoughts of every time she had tried recently at grabbing the championships recently. Every time she had failed to bring home the win. It all had led her back here. Back to another shot, another chance, one she didn’t plan on wasting this time.

Alexandra exhaled slowly. “As ready as I’ll ever be. I mean it’s the Roulette title, I’ve been there so many times. But something about this time seems different.”

He reached across the table and took her hand. “Then you’re gonna crush it.”

She smiled, squeezing his fingers. “You really think so?”

“I know so, Angel.” He pulled hand to her lips and kissed them softly. “Every time you go out there you give it your all.”

Alexandra leaned back in her chair, her fork resting on the edge of her plate. “You always say that,” she said, smiling a little.

“Because it’s always true,” LJ responded softly. He reached for his glass of water and took a sip, still watching her. “You’ve been training like crazy. You’ve earned this. You’re a former Roulette Champion, this match may feel different, but it’s not. The difference this time is you walk out the champion again.”

She gave a small shrug. “Yeah, but sometimes it doesn’t feel like enough, you know? You can do everything right, and still, well, you know.”

He nodded, finishing her thought for her. “Still lose.”

“Exactly.” She nodded her head in agreement with him.

The room went quiet again, but not in an uncomfortable way. The kind of quiet that comes from two people who didn’t need to fill every second with words.

LJ stood and started gathering their plates, ignoring her half-hearted protest. “You cooked, I’ll clean. Fair trade.”

“Fine,” she said, pushing her chair back. “But I’m at least drying.”

They moved around the kitchen together, brushing past each other now and then. The small space made it impossible not to. At one point, LJ reached across her for a towel, and for a moment, his hand lingered on her arm. She looked up, and he smiled, just a small, knowing smile, but it was enough to make her heart skip. Then again anytime he looked at her it did.

“You’re overthinking again, love.” LJ looked over at her and took a deep breath.

“Am I that obvious?” Alexandra asked, her hand on his arm.

“Only to me.” LJ chuckled softly.

She rolled her eyes, but she couldn’t hide the grin creeping across her face. “You always think you know me so well.”

“That’s because I do Angel. Better than just about anyone.” He playfully swatted her on the ass with the towel.

They finished cleaning up, and when the last dish was stacked away, Alexandra leaned against the counter and let out a slow breath. “Thanks,” she said.

“For what?” LJ gave her a look that said more than his words did. He gave her a smirk.

“For this. For being here. For me, for Ashlynn. You’ve already done so much for us.” She kissed his cheek.

He shrugged like it was nothing, but she could see the warmth in his eyes. “Where else would I be?”

She didn’t answer right away. The match, the noise, the pressure of it all. It all felt far away for the first time in days. It was just them. Two people who believed in each other, who supported each other, no matter what.

“Come on,” he said, breaking the silence. “You should rest. Big day on Sunday.”

“Yeah,” she said quietly. “Big day.”

He turned off the kitchen light, and they headed down the hall together. Though she doubted she would actually get any rest. Just before they reached the door to their bedroom, he lifted her up, legs wrapping around his waist.


High Stakes
Sabino Canyon
Tucson, Arizona


Focus and remember just who the hell you are.

Wind blew through the canyon, up onto the top where Alexandra stood. The camera trains in on Alexandra who is walking along the edge. She turns to the camera and starts to speak, eyes full of focus and fire. Something that had been missing from her for months now.

“I didn’t expect to make it back to this point. After many failed attempts at getting my Roulette Title back and multiple failed attempts at getting the Bombshell World Championship in my grasp I had damn near given up the hope of being back here. There were so many times I asked myself, is this the right time for me to say goodbye to this business. I’ve had that thought many times over the course of my career. But I stay, I keep fighting, because that’s what a legend is. They don’t give up and walk away when shit gets hard. If there’s anything I can pride myself on when I finally retire, it's that I didn’t give up. No matter how tough things got. No matter what people had to say.”

She paused for a few moments, thinking about everything that had happened in her time in the industry and her time in Sin City Wrestling. The ups, the downs and everything in between. Her time here was nothing short of legendary and it was far from over.

“With every loss I have, so come the rumors. Alexandra’s getting old, Alexandra’s losing her touch. Truth is, not everyone can sit here day in and day out ignoring their private lives to better their jobs. I do this because  I love it, because I can. I do it for the fans, even those who love to spread rumors and gossip. Did you hear the one about where I’m supposedly pregnant and taking it easy? That’s not the case. I just don't see the need to go out there and purposely injure someone, just to win a match. Sometimes I look at it differently, sure we all love to win. To have something to show for all our hard work. But that’s just it, I have the more important things in life. I have my brilliant daughter, I have a loving boyfriend and a family. But at the end of the day, people only look at the accomplishments you make in the ring.”

The only person standing in the way of her taking the Bombshell Roulette Championship wasn’t Alicia Lukas, it would be herself if she focused on anything other than the match at hand. There was radio silence from Vincent and his bullshit vendetta against her. Right now, the only person in her sights was Alicia Lukas and the Bombshell Roulette Championship.

“Which brings me to my opponent, the Current Sin City Wrestling Bombshell Roulette Champion. Alicia Lukas. You have every right to be proud of what you’ve accomplished in your time here and while I don’t know you all that well, I do have a massive respect for you. But tell me, in your current reign as our beloved Bombshell Roulette Champion, how many times have you defended that belt? It seems that the person who defended it the most, damn near week in and week out was me. I was the workhorse of the division. And guess what, that was perfectly fine to me. I loved going out there and defending that belt anytime someone wanted. Some of my favorite matches here in Sin City were while I was its Bombshell Roulette Champion. Just look at the storied History made with that belt while I was the holder.”

Another pause as she looked out over the canyon. Being here, feeling nature around her, grounded her. Reminded her of what was truly important. In the end, you can’t take glory and fame to the grave with you. Glory doesn’t last forever, but your name does.

“That title was my pride and joy for a time. I held it twice. But in the time I held it, I was a fighting champion, defending it with everything I had in me. I fought some of the strongest women on this roster. Jessie Salco, Bobbie Dahl, Victoria Lyons, Bella Madison, the list goes on and on. I love the women’s division as a whole here in Sin City Wrestling. This company holds the best talent out there. But if you think for a second that I’m going to be an easy win, that’s not the case. Hell, Victoria and I were willing to bloody each other to the point of exhaustion. Tell me Alicia, are you willing to spill not only my blood, but your own for that championship? If you are, then I hope that wheel gives us exactly what we both desire. There’s so many great matches on that wheel. I look forward to whatever fate decides for us. Let’s face it, many have tried to knock me down for good, but I keep coming back for more. It’s called being relentless and I pride myself on never giving up.”

It seemed that Vincent’s threats were long forgotten at this point. No one had made an attempt and she no longer had that looming over her head. With that and the clarity that LJ brought during their many conversations while training, she was ready to reclaim the title.

“Legend versus the darkness-born dominator, I’m glad to see that someone still sees me for who I am. Darkness born, I miss hearing that. I do. Maybe it’s time I remind everyone just who I am and what I am capable of doing. I’ve bloodied up opponents, done things that most people’s lips would quiver at if it was even suggested. I’ve put my body on the line for years. All in the pursuit of glory. Just remember Alicia, that wheel can be fickle. There’s no telling what it will choose for us. Be it bloody, be it submissions, it doesn’t matter, the outcome will be the same at the end of it all. You will be flat on your back and looking up at me with my hand raised, in my hand will be your coveted Bombshell Roulette Championship. Because unlike some of these ladies, I’m not new to this business, I’ve adapted to the changes. That’s how I’ve lasted this damned long darling.”

She gave the camera a smile and tilted her head for a moment, clearly formulating her last words. Nothing she said was ever spur of the moment. She did this methodically. That was another thing that kept her in the industry this long. Adaptability, Relentlessness and the ability to methodically rip her opponents apart. Time to wrap it up. It was getting late and there was still much to do to prepare for Sunday. Not to mention she had a hot man to get back to. While he wasn’t booked, he had come to support her, Miles and Carter in their respective matches.

“All that’s left to say now is I hope that you don’t let me down. I’m actually looking forward to facing you again. Especially since it’s for My Bombshell Roulette Championship. That’s right, mine. I bled for that title. I have yet to see you do the same. Enjoy what little time you have left with the title darling. Because on Sunday, it goes home with me. Sweet dreams Alicia, dream about your reign, it’s about to end.”

With that, she walks away towards the darkness, fading from view. Clear headed and ready to reclaim her Bombshell Roulette Championship.

9
Climax Control Archives / Welcome to Primetime Bitch..
« on: October 17, 2025, 11:57:43 PM »
Getting your blood pumping
Universal Studios Hollywood
Universal City, California


Halloween, Alexandra’s favorite time of the year. One of her favorite things to do, Halloween Horror Nights, it promises thrills, chills and a chance to get her blood pumping. This year however was different, she invited LJ Kasey, her brother Damien and his wife her bestie Mika to join her. Normally she went alone every year before the big halloween party at her old estate. However, now that she lived in Las Vegas, she was sure things would change. For now, she would enjoy her time with some of her favorite people. Her daughter had opted to hang out with some friends in the park, which Alexandra agreed to.

Fog rolled over the entrance gates of Universal Studios Hollywood like a living thing. Lights pulsed red and violet against the haze, and the air buzzed with chainsaws, laughter, and the occasional, genuine scream that sliced through the music.

Alexandra Calaway stood just beyond the archway, her dark halloween horror nights themed jacket buttoned tight against the slight chill. The air smelled faintly of kettle corn and fog juice. Beside her, LJ adjusted the hood of his Camp Crystal Lake sweatshirt, the flicker of his phone screen lighting his grin.

“Are you filming everything again?” she asked.

“Evidence,” he said. “In case I die in there.”

Behind them, Damien and Mika emerged through the crowd, arm in arm, drinks in one hand. Mika’s skull-shaped cup glowed neon green; Damien had a churro in each hand and a look of amused caution.

“This is already chaos,” Mika said, taking a long sip. “We haven’t even entered a maze yet.”

“That’s the fun,” Damien said. “Right before the fear hits. Come on, you and Alexandra have been doing this spooky shit long before you drug me into it all.”

“Speak for yourself,” Alexandra murmured, scanning the fog-drenched midway. “Okay. We start with the Jason Universe house. It’s new. It’s brutal. We go hard early.”

LJ’s eyebrows lifted. “Straight to the machete guy? No warm-up?”

“You’ll thank me later.” He didn’t look convinced.

“Anything you want, Angel.” Truthfully LJ needed this break to not think about Law School or his upcoming match, at least for the time they were here.

The group walked towards the line and conversed before too long it was their turn. The moment they stepped inside, the air changed. It was cooler, heavy with the smell of wet wood and moss. The path wound through a mocked up summer camp, rotting cabins, flickering lanterns, the faint rasp of crickets. Water dripped from somewhere unseen.

A scream cut through the stillness, far too close for comfort.

Then Jason Voorhees appeared. Massive, sudden, and silent, machete glinting under the strobe. LJ swore and ducked; Alexandra grabbed his arm, laughing breathlessly. Behind them, Mika shrieked and shoved Damien forward as a second Jason clone stepped from the fog, blood on his mask. They bolted through the cabin corridor, slamming out into open air and the distant roar of the crowd beyond.

LJ was laughing now, wide-eyed and exhilarated. “That really was something, okay, okay, that was actually insane.”

“You screamed first,” Alexandra teased.

“I’ll take that L,” he said, catching his breath. “But it was worth it.”

“Hopefully you are up for what’s next, because I know I’m not.” Mika chimed in, burying her face against Damien’s chest. “Fucking Clowns.”

They crossed into the next section of the park, where smoke and neon painted everything in carnival colors. The Chainsaw Clownz scare zone was bedlam — broken rides spinning lazily under strobe lights, metal barrels burning blue flames, laughter from unseen corners. A clown with a spark-spraying chainsaw lunged, inches from LJ’s legs. He jumped three feet back, clutching Alexandra’s hand.

Mika cackled. “I swear they can smell fear.”

Damien leaned close to her ear. “You first next time.”

She shot him a look. “Not a chance. I don’t do fucking clowns.”

The line for Five Nights at Freddy’s wound through dark hallways, walls plastered with torn pizza posters and flickering monitors. Inside, the air smelled of dust and grease. The set hummed with mechanical life. The animatronics were too real. Freddy’s head turned with a grinding sound. Bonnie’s eyes flashed red. Somewhere, a child’s laughter played on a loop. Alexandra’s pulse quickened. LJ, usually unflappable, was pressed tight against her side, phone forgotten in his pocket. A spotlight flickered. Foxy the Pirate lunged from behind a door, shrieking static. The group bolted through the next hallway, laughing, yelling, unable to tell if they were terrified or delighted.

When they stumbled out into the open again, Alexandra doubled over, laughing so hard she had tears in her eyes. “That was ridiculous. But I fucking loved it.”

“Never trusting a pizza place again,” LJ said, grinning.

“Keep that attitude up and she’ll make you go to Chuck E. Cheese.” Damien laughed.

“Oh HELL no.. that mouse scares me.” Alexandra laughed. “Reminds me too much of my opponent Crystal.”

The Terrifier house was a different breed of fear. The entrance was a cracked circus tent streaked with a red viscous liquid that smelled faintly metallic. Inside, the world was drenched in crimson. Mirrors fractured faces, laughter echoed, and the infamous Art the Clown appeared and vanished in flashes of strobe light. Mika screamed, Damien laughed, and Alexandra shoved LJ forward as the clown stepped out from behind a curtain, tilting his head with eerie calm. They ran for the exit, stumbling into the night with the sound of distorted carnival music chasing them.

“Okay,” Damien gasped. “That one actually got me.”

“Fucking clowns.. I want to get away from here.” A clown came near her and she drew back to prepare to punch it.

“Same,” Alexandra said, shaking her hands out. “Too much red.”

LJ exhaled. “Too much everything.”

They needed a breather, so they went into Poltergeist. It was quieter but somehow worse.
Suburban living rooms gone wrong. Television static filling the air. Furniture that moved when you weren’t looking.

“Don’t blink,” Mika whispered.

A child’s voice echoed from the next room. Then a chair slid across the carpet, causing Alexandra to shriek. There were no strings visible. LJ grabbed Alexandra’s hand. She felt his pulse racing against hers, and she squeezed back until the lights flickered off, plunging them into blackness. When they finally escaped into the cool air again, none of them spoke for a moment. Just the sounds of the park, the music, screams, laughter, washing over them. A brea before the long nights to come.

Later, they boarded the Terror Tram. The old movie sets stretched ahead like a ghost town under floodlights. As they walked through the backlot, scenes from M3GAN, The Black Phone, and The Exorcist: Believer came alive around them, possessed dolls dancing, masked figures whispering, phones ringing in the dark with no one on the other end.

Mika and Damien stayed close, half laughing, half holding their breath. LJ’s arm was looped around Alexandra’s shoulders, the weight of it grounding her. A scare actor dressed as M3GAN tilted her head unnaturally and whispered, “Smile for me.” Alexandra nearly did. They boarded the tram again, adrenaline still thrumming, the ride rumbling back through the fog.

Once the screams were over it was time to relax and they ended up at a snack cart near the exit, paper trays of churros and butterbeer between them. The night had cooled. The fog hung heavier now, turning the lights above them into soft halos.

“That was,” LJ started, shaking his head. “I don’t even have words.”

“Perfect,” Alexandra said. “Terrifying, exhausting, perfect.”

Mika stretched her arms. “I screamed enough for a lifetime.”

Damien smiled, brushing powdered sugar from his shirt. “We survived Jason, Freddy, Art the Clown, and demons. I’d call that a success.”

They fell quiet for a moment, the night breathing around them. The park was still alive, screams in the distance, bass from a stage show vibrating faintly underfoot. Alexandra glanced at LJ, who was watching her instead of his phone for once. His grin was smaller now, softer. She reached for his hand.

“Ready for one last scare zone?” she asked.

He groaned. “You’re insatiable.”

“Always.” Alexandra gave a laugh.

“Anything for you Angel.” LJ leaned down and kissed Alexandra, in front of her family.

Mika laughed and Damien stood, offering his hand to her. Together, the four of them disappeared once more into the fog and sound, the laughter and the screams blending into something like joy.


The Hard Truth
Undisclosed Location
Santa Clara, California


Alexandra found herself thinking about everything that had led her to this, another chance to get her hands on Gold. It’s true, she had been focused on everything except that, but now that her life was calming down once again, she knew she could focus, there was no crime there, nothing to worry about. Yes, she was concerned that someone would try to pull the trigger on Vincent's offer on Alexandra’s head. For now though, she could only focus on what was in front of her currently, that being Crystal Caldwell. Again, she was facing off against a woman she had won over repeatedly. And there was always the possibility that Mercedes Vargas would get involved to help her “client” win. The camera clicked on and she began to speak.

“Crystal, you and I have done this song and dance before. It’s getting to the point where I am seeing you more and more every week. Great, that’s good. When you actually can do something on your own. Every week, I see you talk about how you are willing to step on whoever you can to get ahead. Including your own wife. So that proves you are nothing more than another narcissistic bitch. But honestly, I saw that in you LONG before your poor wife became the victim of your own bullshit.”

She took a deep breath. Crystal really got under her fingernails. She knew if she let her get too deeply under her skin, that everything could come crashing down around her. She wouldn’t allow that to happen.

“Here we are in California, Hollywood land. The place where dreams are made and broken. Okay big shot, isn’t this the land of the stars? So tell me Crystal, if you are such a big name and the woman who should be at the top of the food chain here in Sin City Wrestling, why is it that every time a new champion is crowned, it’s not your name that’s called? Huh? What’s with that babydoll? Look at what I’ve accomplished in my time here, look at the nominations, whose name is there more than yours? Oh wait, that’s right, it’s mine. You aren’t the name you seem to think you are. You are letting people like Mercedes fill your head with bullshit. I can’t wait until she gets tired of her back hurting from carrying you to victory and she drops you on your head.”

She gave a moment to let that sink in. The thought that Mercedes could screw Crystal over made her smile. Hell, even Harper could screw Mercedes this time around, after all, she had made quite a stir against Harper lately.

“You know, you had my attention last week, all that talk about Harper. I’ve lost to Harper, I find no shame in that. You had to have help to beat her. Between the way you trashed Harper, get Mercedes help to win matches and betrayed your wife for a spot at the glory is, well, it’s utter fucking bullshit. But go ahead darling, step on everyone you need to and you’ll find out that it’s cold at the top. The past two shows, I’ve done what I’ve always done, protected the people who are important to me. That pissed off Vincent Lyons, someone who is trying to do the same thing you do, step on people to get to the top. I stood up to him, just like I will you.”

Another deep breath and Alexandra’s mind continued to swirl at the thoughts of what she was walking into. A proverbial Lions Den, where either woman who will be out there, could be the one to answer Vincent's call.

“And it’s very possible you could attempt to be the one to collect the bounty on my head. But remember just what it’s been like in the ring with me every single time. If you think that I’m going to allow you to steal my shot to High Stakes you are dumber than you look. I don’t care if I have to spill every bit of your blood or my own, I will. That shot is mine. And when it comes down to next week, I’ll fight like I always do. Everything has been building up to this moment, since I lost the Bombshell Roulette Title, every shot I’ve taken and lost, the nights I’ve sat up telling myself I’d get another chance, that I could get back on track. It brought me here. The only thing I have left to do now is get through you. And I will. Just like Victoria Lyons has always been my achilles heel, I’m yours. Your shot ends here.”

With that Alexandra shook her head and took a deep breath, time to wrap this up and get back for some rest and relaxation, before she had to prove her words by punching this bitch in the face.

“Crystal, bring your best, hell bring Mercedes. I can’t wait to see what chaos you two will attempt to use on me. I can’t wait to see just how badly Harper makes you pay for what you have done to her. And when the match is over and you lay down on the mat, looking up at the lights, you’ll hear the name Alexandra Calaway is your winner and advancing for a chance at World Bombshell Championship. Then I can get my chance to once again face Victoria and dash her chances of advancing to the top.”

She turns away from the camera and then turns back to say one last phrase.

“Welcome to Primetime BITCH, see you in Hell.”

With a chuckle she fades into the darkness and fog.

10
Climax Control Archives / Flash of Gold
« on: October 10, 2025, 11:51:55 PM »
Family Ties
The Sand Dollar
Las Vegas, Nevada


The rain was coming down hard enough to make the pavement hiss. Sixty-seven degrees, damp and dark, the kind of night Las Vegas rarely bothered with. Mika walked with her hands shoved into her jacket pockets, hair damp and clinging to her jaw as she crossed the cracked parking lot toward The Sand Dollar, a small, half-forgotten dive bar tucked between a tattoo parlor and a shuttered pawn shop.

The neon sign buzzed overhead, flickering blue through the rain. The door creaked when she pushed it open, and a wave of sound rolled out — low laughter, the clatter of pool balls, a jukebox whispering some old Tom Petty song about running down a dream. The air smelled like beer and damp wood, cigarette smoke caught in the rafters. It was familiar in the way only bad lighting and cheap whiskey could be.

She spotted Ally near the back, hunched over a high-top table, a beer sweating onto a napkin beside her.

Ally looked up when she saw her, the faintest grin cutting through the dim. “Hey, look who decided to crawl out of her cave.”

“Couldn’t sleep,” Mika said, shrugging out of her damp jacket. “Figured I’d come haunt you.”

“It’s good to see you.” She offered a seat. “Congrats on your match last week. And welcome to Sin City Wrestling.” She held her drink. “Sorry it took me so long to bring it up. I was back here in Vegas.”

Mika shrugged and sat down, ordering herself a whiskey. “Thanks.” She swallowed it down in one gulp before ordering another. “Never thought I would see you living in the desert.”

She took a moment to think about it. She had moved to Vegas, a place she had never thought of moving to herself. “If you had told me a year ago that I’d be moving out here, I would have called you crazy. But I don’t know how to explain it. He made room in his life for us and it feels right.”

Mika glanced over, “Made room?” She asked, “That doesn’t sound right.” She grumbled into her drink. “So…you catching the red eye to Cali?”

“That’s not how I meant..” She sighed. “He made room in his place for us to move in.. you know.” Rolling her eyes. “I forgot I gotta be literal with you.”  She laughed. “Yeah I am. I had to have a conversation with Ash. But there’s also something else I need to ask you. And feel free to say no. You’ve always had my back and you know I appreciate it.” Taking a drink of the beer in front of her she looked over at her best friend for as long as she could remember, her sister in law. “There’s a bounty on my head from Vincent Lyons JR. And I need you to have my back if shit goes down. LJ and Miles, they can’t get involved if another Bombshell chooses to take that offer. There’s rules against that in SCW.”

Mika smirked and her eyes flashed dangerously. “They will never find her…or him if it really comes to it.” She looked over at Ally, “You never needed to ask.”

“Hey, I know my best friend, it’s better to ask.” She gave her a laugh. “The next round is on me.” She motioned for the bartender. “So tell me, what’s it like having the estate now?”

Mika groaned, “Too damn big. But I can avoid Damien for days if he really pisses me off so — silver lining.”

Alexandra laughed softly. “It was a big house with just Ash and I honestly. So I get it.” She took a large drink of her beer. “Hey at least there’s a massive library and you could always get some cows and horses out there. But I’m glad you all are settling in.”

The two friends spend time together drinking and catching up.

Flash of Glitter
Anaheim Convention Center
Anaheim, California


Anaheim, California, a place with some of the best memories for people. Disneyland being one of them, however, she wasn’t here for a trip to Disneyland with LJ and Ashlynn. No, this time she was here to fight against someone she had seen working her ass off in the industry. Candy. The camera fades in on Alexandra who is standing in front of a colorful fountain. Her eyes are solemn and fixed on the camera.

“Dear sweet little Princess in Pink Candy, our fun loving, glittery fairy. It seems that we must cross paths finally. I knew this day would come and we would find ourselves standing across the ring from each other. It’s a shock that it’s taken this long to happen, considering how we’ve gravitated in the same companies for years. It’s about time a company took you and showed you off, the way you deserve to be.”

She sits by one of the fountains and smiles brightly. Candy was a breath of fresh air, considering the looming bounty on her head. It was only a matter of time before one of the lovely ladies of Sin City Wrestling's Bombshell division, took Vincent up on that little offer. Cash for the head of Alexandra Calaway, what is this the Wild Wild West?

“Now this match comes at a dark time for me. At least I know you aren’t the type of woman to take a bribe from a mad man. You are far too good for that. Far too honest. Far too fair. But that’s the price you pay sometimes for doing the right thing. What can I say, I was protecting my man and Lyons took offense to it. I’d do it a thousand times over. If it comes down to it, I’ve taken out my own insurance policy. But enough about that, let’s get back to matters at hand, like us.”

She paused, looking into the shimmering water, the lights changing colors, dancing across her features. It was clear that she was lost in thought of the impending doom.

“I’m actually looking forward to this match. I’ve always wanted to be in that ring against you, since the first moment I saw you wrestle. I knew that it would get here eventually. In this business it’s only a matter of time. I’m excited to face you Candy, honestly, just glad that it's the opening round of the tournament. Which means we both have a golden opportunity ahead of us, all one of us needs to do, is win. And while I’d love to step back and go ahead, congratulate you. I simply cannot do that. I want you to know that no matter what goes on out there, be it the mysterious attacker that is lurking in the wings, just waiting for the right moment to strike, or the glitter I know you love to carry in your pockets, I plan on walking out the winner.”

Another quick moment of silence passes as Alexandra takes another breath. Everything seemed to be crashing out, but she had her resilience. Even after a string of losses, she had managed to pull one out with LJ by her side. Now it was time for her to prove that win wasn’t just a fluke. She was ready to get back on the pathway to the gold.

“It’s better this way, because now I get to see what you can do first hand. And you get to spend time fighting against someone you say you look up to. It’s a win/win for both of us, even if we lose, we got a memory to carry with us in the end. See you on Sunday Candy. Afterwards, we’ll get some cotton candy and hang out.” 

She gives the camera a two finger salute before walking away into the crisp Anaheim night, into the waiting arms of LJ Kasey.

11
Early Mornings In Vegas
LJs Apartment
Las Vegas, Nevada


The sun had started to brush through the windows of LJ’s bedroom. Bathing Alexandra in the warmth of the morning sunlight, she rolled over and kissed LJ’s head, before slipping from the bed. Slipping into her slippers and wrapping a robe around her body she made her way to the kitchen. She had slipped out the day before to grab some groceries, wanting to have a full breakfast prepared for them before they headed out.  LJ to Law School and Ash to her first day at The Meadows School. Getting to work she quickly made them breakfast and before she could finish plating the food, she felt an arm slip around her waist. 

“Good morning Angel,” LJ’s lips brushed across her jawline and she turned slightly to look up at him.

“Good morning darling,” Alexandra laughed and leaned against him. “Breakfast is almost ready and I’m sure Ash will be down soon.”

“I smell bacon,” came a voice from behind her.  Ashlynn padded into the room, a book bag slung over her shoulder, which was quickly discarded on the floor.

“I took the liberty of making you guys some breakfast. I know it’s not always this big of a thing, but I wanted to do something nice for you both.” A bright smile crossed Alexandra’s face.

Alexandra finished plating their food and putting it on the island counter so that they could eat. She watched as Ashlynn poured herself some juice and sat it down next to her food and sat down. Alexandra handed LJ a cup of coffee and sat down to join them.

Ashlynn dug into her bacon with a grin. “You spoil me mom. Most mornings, I’m lucky if I grab a granola bar before running out the door.”

Alexandra arched her brow. “That’s exactly why I wanted to slow things down today. You’ve been burning the candle at both ends lately, homework, SAT prep.”

“Don’t forget late night FaceTiming with her friends,” LJ teased, earning a dramatic sigh from Ashlynn.

“Seriously, Mom, Da" she quickly catches herself. "LJ,” she said, trying to hide the almost slip up, hoping he hadn’t caught it. Her tone was more playful than defensive. “Junior year’s no joke. Half the time it feels like every teacher thinks their class is the only one I have.”

Alexandra reached across and touched her daughter’s hand. “I know, sweetheart. But you’re managing it beautifully. You just have to remember to take care of yourself in between all of it.”

Ashlynn softened at that, her smile less guarded. “Thanks, Mom. I’ll survive. It’s just,” a sigh escaped her lips “a lot.”

Alexandra looked over at LJ, noticing his interest in the conversation. She knew Ashlynn liked having LJ around someone else to be the buffer between them sometimes. It also helped to have a second person around in moments like this.

LJ nodded, sipping his coffee. “That’s what this home is for, to be your place to breathe when the world feels like too much. I want you to feel comfortable here. It’s your home too.”

For a moment, Ashlynn let the words sink in before returning to her plate. The hum of everyday life, the scrape of chairs, the clink of silverware, the smell of coffee and bacon, settled over them like a comfort they didn’t take for granted. They all finished their meal and Alexandra moved over to take the plates to the sink, getting everything ready to clean up.

Ashlynn grabbed her bag and made her way over to her mother kissing her cheek. “I need to go now if I plan on catching my bus. The Meadows School waits for no one.”

“Have a good day sweetheart and be safe,” Alexandra smiled a little. The fear of her daughter alone in a new city still crept over her.

“Mom, it’s not that far, I’ll be fine,” with that Ashlynn was gone for the door before another word could be said.

“That’s my cue as well. I need to get to the campus.” LJ stood and moved towards Alexandra, turning her away from the sink and capturing her lips in a passionate kiss. “Have a good day Angel and don’t work too hard. We got the show this weekend.”

“I won’t” Alexandra nodded and tried so hard to not let go of him. “I’d tell you not to work hard, but it’s law school.” A chuckle left her lips.

“I’ll be home before you know it.” he pulled away and put his blazer on, before kissing her again a bit longer this time. “I love you, Alexandra.”

“I love you too LJ,” she watched as he smiled and pulled away, disappearing out the door.

Turning back to the sink she takes her time to clean the dishes, making sure to get everything handled up and put away, before moving to look at the articles for the show. She knew nothing of her opponents and yet she didn’t fear the unknown. She trusted what she and LJ could do together in that ring; they had proven it against Logan and Brooke as well as against Justin Smith and Song. Anthrax and Twisted Sister may be a different breed altogether but still nothing to fear.


Barbed Wire and Roses
Lost Weekend Staircase
Miami Beach, Florida


The flight to Miami from Las Vegas hadn’t been hard on them at all. Finding their hotel rooms, the two headed out for Alexandra’s filming place. Lost Weekend club, after speaking with the manager for about thirty minutes, they had access to the club before hours. The camera was set up and there was no time left to waste.

“Let’s do this,” Alexandra looked up at LJ with a smile.

“Right behind you Angel, this is your time.”

Alexandra sat down on the step, on the step behind her sat LJ, sunglasses on, even though it was indoors in the middle of the day. She took a moment to lick her polished lips before speaking.

“So it seems either myself or LJ, or both of us, have managed to garner the attention and ire of Anthrax and Twisted Sister. Personally I don’t think I know either of these two individuals, but as I’ve said all along. There’s always someone else out there who thinks they are crazier or darker than YOU think you are. I mean, just look at Victoria Lyons.”

She gave a quick moment of pause, knowing that this match wasn’t going to be easy. From what she could find about these two, they were as crazy as crazy could be. Even crazier than she had ever pretended to be. That was the thing most people forgot about the industry. Crazy is a common gimmick around it, but violence, the kind that comes from Funhouse matches, Alexandra had made a career on.

“It’s Violent Conduct everyone. And would you know it, they put the hottest new couple as the opening match for the banger show of the year. LJ and I, we’ve torn through several other mixed tag teams and shown time and time again both in the ring together and apart that we are willing to push the limits, to do whatever must be done to win. Weapons or no weapons.”

She looks up at LJ who lowers his sunglasses for a moment letting her talk, but nodding in agreement.

“You see Anthrax, I’m not going to waste my valuable time on addressing you directly, LJ more than had that covered. But I will say this, you don’t scare me. I don’t scare as easily as some of these other women. I used to fight men like you, before coming here. However, since I cannot fight you in the ring, sadly, it’s against the rules, I’ll just say this, Twisted Sister will experience what it’s like to be in there with me, and she can fill you in.”

Leaning back she kissed LJ’s cheek and then sat back up.

“Twisted Sister, let me address you directly my dear little doll. I’ve seen people like you, faced them, countless times over and it’s ended the same way. With their clown paint washed away, mingling with the blood we spilled and guess what, they wound up flat on their backs with me pinning them for the three count. You’ll be no different.”

The camera holds on Alexandra for a few moments before panning up to LJ who smirks and gives that air of confidence he always has.

“They say for every rise, there is a fall. Much like this staircase we are on, climbing ever upwards in this industry is what we all do. It doesn’t matter if you win or lose, upwards is always the goal. We all know too well what’s at stake here, what can happen in this type of match. Hell I’ll even admit it. Matches like this, they take years off a person's career and I’ve been in a lot of them.”

The camera pans out to posters from past shows at the Lost Weekend, it zooms in on one entitled Funhouse, with the picture of a creepy carnival and some deadly looking clowns on it. Alexandra looks up at it and laughs.

“If you think the grease paint and ominous vibes scare either of us. You have no clue who you are going up against. Look, we've both taken our lumps and proven that this company needs us, win or lose, our names are mentioned in meetings, we are pushed into some of the highest caliber matches, hell we put asses in the seats week in and week out.”

A soft laugh leaves her and she see’s LJ’s hand come out for hers.

“And at Violent Conduct Twisted Sister, Anthrax, you two get to see just what we do to people who stand against us. Hell, maybe go pull Logan out of whatever bottle he’s in the bottom of and ask him, ask his little baby doll Brooke, then meet us in the Funhouse, I’ll be glad to make you bleed.”

With that, LJ pulls her into a kiss and the camera fades to black.

12
Climax Control Archives / Goodbye Dallas || Chasing the Future
« on: August 29, 2025, 10:31:48 PM »
Goodbye Dallas
The Move
Dallas, Texas


Alexandra had her fears about the whole idea of moving to Vegas, but after moving her brother and his family into the old estate she had their things moved to the guest house to be stored away and then took herself, her daughter, a few small items that had been sent to LJ’s ahead of the big move. She found a moment to look back up at the house, before climbing into the rental and riding away to the airport.

The house loomed in the distance as they pulled away, its wide windows catching the late afternoon light. It was the house that had watched her grow up, the house that had been filled with laughter and arguments, first crushes, family dinners, and long Texas summers that never seemed to end. She had spent countless nights staring up at its ceilings, dreaming about her future, about who she might become once she finally had the courage to step out into the wider world. And now, here she was, leaving it all behind.

Ashlynn sat beside her in the backseat of the rental, earbuds in, gaze glued to her phone. Sixteen and already so much her own person, Alexandra thought. The girl handled the move with more calm than her mother had expected. Sure, there had been protests at first, some slammed doors and sharp words about uprooting her from her school and her friends in Dallas. But once Alexandra explained that this was more than just a move, it was about a chance at building something stable with LJ, Ashlynn had gone quiet. Not sulking, exactly, but thinking. Processing.

The airport was crowded, as airports always were on a busy day, a blur of rolling suitcases, coffee cups, and overhead announcements. Alexandra guided her daughter through the check-in line, her mind flickering back to Dallas even as her body moved forward on autopilot. Every step felt like a goodbye, though she knew the estate wasn’t truly gone. Her brother would care for it, his children would grow up in the same backyard Ashlynn had, and that brought a small measure of comfort.

By the time they settled into their seats on the flight, Alexandra finally allowed herself a long exhale. She pressed her forehead lightly to the cool window and watched the baggage handlers move with brisk efficiency. Her chest tightened as the plane’s engines hummed to life, and for a moment she wasn’t sure if the tears behind her eyes were from fear, relief, or something in between.

That was when her thoughts drifted to LJ.

It had been his idea, of course, though he’d framed it carefully. He hadn’t pressured her, hadn’t said you need to move to Vegas. Instead, he’d asked. One evening, in the quiet of his place, when the conversation had dipped into that sweet space of vulnerability, he’d reached across, taken her hand, and said, “What if you and Ashlynn came here? What if we stopped doing this long-distance thing and just built something?”

At first, Alexandra had laughed internally. The idea seemed too sudden, too monumental. Dallas was home. Dallas was everything she had ever known. But then he kept talking about how serious he was about her and about how he could see a future for them. About how Ashlynn could finish high school in Vegas, still have every opportunity she might have in Texas, and more. But had it really been unreasonable after a year of dating? No. It’s exactly what they both should have wanted. Especially after he wasn’t accepted to college in Austin. But home for her wasn’t a place, it was a person, home was LJ.

But when she really took the time to think it through, Las Vegas with LJ and Ashlynn seemed like the right move. And with her giving the house to her brother, if needs be, she could always go home right? Isn’t that the phrase, you can always go home. There were so many pros and cons to everything, but she was never one to let fear hold her back.

That word, FUTURE, had settled into her chest like an anchor. No more traveling back and forth, no more late night facetimes, no more falling asleep with her phone clutched to her chest. Now, she could curl up next to him and rest in his embrace. She had almost told him yes when he asked. But she always wanted Ashlynn’s opinion, because it affected her as well. There was

A home, roots, a future they were building together.

LJ wasn’t the type to throw words around lightly. He was steady, grounded in ways that balanced her own hesitations. When he said he wanted her there, he meant it. It wasn’t just about convenience. It was about commitment. Now, with the plane lifting off the runway, Alexandra replayed that moment in her mind, the way his eyes had softened, the certainty in his voice. It was the first time in years she had felt the possibility of something permanent.

Ashlynn nudged her, "You okay, Mom?”

Alexandra blinked, realizing she’d been staring at nothing. She forced a smile, "Yeah, baby. Just thinking.”

“About LJ?” Ashlynn asked, her tone casual but curious, "About the move?”

Alexandra chuckled softly, "Maybe.”

Her daughter rolled her eyes, but there was no malice in it, "You really like him mom. There’s nothing wrong with that.”

“I do,” Alexandra admitted, "More than I expected to. More than I thought possible. Even when I shouldn’t have, because he’s Miles' brother.”

Ashlynn took a deep breath and smiled, "Maybe this is the next step in your relationship with LJ then. It’s time you started focusing on your forever. As for the move, it will take time to adjust, but it’s possible to do. Especially since Las Vegas has some great programs for college, which you’ve been on me about.”

She let out a soft laugh, looking over at Ashlynn, "You are the one who needs to think about the future. What you want to do with life.”

“Mom, you need to think about what you are going to do once I graduate next year,” Ashlynn had always worried about what her mothers life would be like once she was gone.

“I’ll do what I’ve always done, work,” She laughed.

“Maybe you and LJ could...I don’t know. Have a sibling for me” She shrugged questioningly.

“Let’s not worry about that. Right now, this adventure is big enough,” Alexandra smiled and turned out to look out the window.

That was the truth. For years she had built her world around stability, raising Ashlynn, managing family responsibilities, maintaining the estate and wrestling. Dating had been casual, fleeting. No one had ever felt safe enough, serious enough, to fold into the life she’d worked so hard to protect. And yet LJ had come along, and suddenly, all the old walls didn’t feel so necessary.

The flight seemed to stretch on, the desert landscape eventually unfolding beneath them in shades of brown and gold. Alexandra’s stomach fluttered at the sight. Las Vegas had always been a place she associated with bright lights, noise, and chaos. But from above, it was quieter, more subdued, the city simply another collection of lives woven together in the vast sweep of the desert.

Still, the fears lingered. What if this didn’t work? What if the move proved too much for Ashlynn? What if living with LJ changed the rhythm of their relationship in ways they couldn’t anticipate? What if things failed and there was nowhere to go? All real fears to have at this moment. Especially with Ashlynn so close to being out of the house and away at college.

She closed her eyes and took a steady breath. Relationships were always a risk. Love was always a leap. And yet, something in her heart told her this was worth it. That she was worth it. That after all the years of treading carefully, it was okay to let herself imagine a life where she wasn’t carrying everything alone.

By the time the flight touched down, Alexandra felt a mix of exhaustion and anticipation. She gathered her things, nudged Ashlynn awake, and followed the flow of passengers off the plane. Stepping down off the escalator and there he was. LJ, waiting just beyond security, his face breaking into a grin the moment he saw them. Ashlynn smiled faintly, and Alexandra’s heart gave a little twist. For the first time, Vegas didn’t feel like an ending. It felt like the start of something entirely new. The two ran over to him Alexandra dropped her bag and wrapped LJ in a hug, kissing him passionately. Enough to make Ashlynn playfully gag.

“Oh gross...come on,” Ashlynn laughed.

“Get used to it Kiddo,” Alexandra smiled, the fear melting from her in that moment.

“Let’s go home,” LJ smiled and led them over to grab their luggage.

“To our new life,” Ashlynn nodded.

Seeing LJ made her feel as if all this was the right move. The fear she had been feeling was quickly melting away, leaving only the excitement of what the future would now bring. The trio got the luggage and quickly exited the airport, heading out to their new home.


The Only VIP that matters
Hilton Cancun Mar Caribe
Cancun, Mexico


The sun melts into the horizon, spilling streaks of gold, pink, and violet across the sky as the waves kiss the shoreline. The air is warm, carrying the gentle scent of salt and ocean breeze, wrapping the evening in a hush of luxury. She walks the white sand with quiet confidence, each step leaving a delicate trace in the soft earth before the tide sweeps it away.

Behind her, the Hilton Cancun Mar Caribe rises like a beacon of elegance, its glow reflecting the promise of indulgence. But it is not the resort that commands attention, it is her. Bathed in the last light of the day, she radiates presence, untouchable, undeniable. The world slows, as if the ocean itself pauses to admire her. A golden shimmer dances along the rim of her glass, the sun’s final gift before nightfall. She lifts it slightly, not in toast, but as a subtle claim. In this moment, under this sky, on this shore, there is no doubt.

She is the only name that matters.
The only presence that lingers.
The only VIP that mattered.
Alexandra Calaway.


Alexandra turns to look into the camera, calm and collected. Licking her lips she begins to speak. Her focus on the task at hand.

“I’ve looked at the path ahead, and honestly, it’s nothing new to me. Every single woman standing in front of me right now? I’ve shared a ring with them before. I know their strengths, I know their weaknesses, and more importantly, I know exactly how far I’ve come since the last time we stood toe-to-toe. Some of them tested me, my career and my place here, some of them pushed me to limits I didn’t even know I had, but all of them have been stepping stones in my growth. I’m not walking into this blind or unprepared, I’m walking into it with experience, with scars, and with the kind of focus that only comes from being tried and tested against the very best.”

She takes a deep breath, a hint of a smirk breaking through.

“This isn’t just about proving myself anymore, it’s about proving that the future belongs to me. Every loss I’ve ever taken has taught me something, every victory has built me higher, and now I’m standing at a point where I’m not just looking to survive these matches. I’m looking to define them. Each woman in this division has her place, but it’s my time to carve out mine, loud and clear. And if anyone doubts that, all they’ll have to do is watch what happens when I step in that ring. Which brings me to my first of five other competitors in this match.”

She pauses, not moving around.

“Which brings me to you Crystal, you have been in the ring with me before and you’ve never managed to tip the scales in your favor. Tell me, what makes you think this time will be any different? It won't. I can assure you of that. When that match is over, the one woman left will be me. All I need to do is take out you and Seleana or watch as you are taken out and laugh alongside the others as the bouncers escort both of you out of MY VIP section. You see, Crystal, people like you live off illusions. You love the bright lights, the cameras, the applause—because it convinces you that you belong here. But when the lights dim and the crowd goes quiet, reality sets in, and reality is me. I am the wall you’ve never been able to climb, the storm you’ve never been able to weather. And just like every other time, you’ll find yourself staring up at the ceiling, wondering why you ever thought you had a chance.”

There was something behind the fire in Alexandra’s eyes. Crystal had clearly been an annoyance for everyone. Latching onto whoever she could for relevancy.

“Crystal, you’re the definition of smoke and mirrors. You change personas, reinvent yourself, slap on new names and titles as if that’s going to erase the failures stacked behind you. You don’t evolve, you just recycle. The problem is, no matter how many times you flip the script, the ending is always the same: you lying flat on your back, your voice silenced, your spotlight stolen by someone who actually knows how to deliver when it counts. And deep down, I think you know it too, that’s why you’re always chasing validation instead of commanding respect.”

Now it was time to drive it home with Crystal, once and for all.

“You can call yourself a star, a legend, a queen, whatever fantasy makes you feel safe at night, but the truth is you’ve never been able to shine without someone else holding the torch for you. Without the drama, without the theatrics, without the endless self-promotion, who is Crystal really? Just another name on a long list of women who thought they could step into my ring and prove something, only to leave broken, embarrassed, and forgotten. And that’s exactly where you’ll end up again, right where you belong alongside Seleana.”

She smirked and gave the camera a quick wink, before continuing.

“As for Seleana, she’s caught in the crossfire whether she realizes it or not. Loyalty won’t save her, desperation won’t save her, and certainly your history together won’t save either of you. When the bell rings, I don’t see friends, rivals, or partners, I see obstacles. And obstacles are meant to be destroyed. So when it’s all said and done, the only name anyone will remember, the only presence that will matter, is mine.”

She almost felt bad for Seleana, constant chances, constant failures. Nothing was ever promised in this industry and Seleana was finding that out first hand.

“Seleana, I almost feel sorry for you. Almost. Because no matter how hard you try, you’ll always be known as the one standing in Crystal’s shadow. You’ve built your whole identity around being loyal, being supportive, being the ‘good one’, but loyalty won’t win you matches, and it sure as hell won’t save you from me. You’re not stepping into the ring with a friend, you’re stepping into the ring with a predator, and predators don’t show mercy.”

She gave a sad shrug, she couldn’t play nice, not now, not with so much at risk. There was so much she could do. Another chance at that Bombshell World Championship. A chance to prove she was still on the top.

“You’ve had moments, flashes where people thought maybe...just maybe...you’d break out and become your own force. But every time, you fall short. Every time, you get dragged back down, and it’s not just Crystal holding you there, it’s your own weakness. That’s the truth no one says to your face, but I’ll say it right here: you’re not built to be at the top. And when this is over, you’ll learn that lesson the hard way as I stand tall and leave you lying beside the woman you’ve wasted your career protecting. I will say it time and time again, you could be worth so much more, out of her shadow.”

Now it was time to really get into it. The rest of the ladies in this match had either beaten Alexandra every time they’ve stepped in the ring, or have at least one win over her. Something she couldn’t allow to happen this time. Something she needed to do was outlast the others, to use her resilience.

“Cassie Wolfe, I’ll give you this, you’ve managed to get one win over me. One. And you cling to it like it’s the crown jewel of your career. But let’s be honest, you and I both know the score. For every one you’ve taken, I’ve stacked several against you. That’s not a rivalry, Cassie, that’s dominance. And while you hang onto that one little spark of victory, I’ve already turned it into ash several times over.”

She wanted to pace, to show her anger, but she didn’t move. She stayed in her spot.

“The thing about you, Cassie, is that you mistake hunger for power. You think showing up, scratching, clawing, and telling the world you’re ‘hungry like the Wolfe’ is enough to change the outcome. But hunger without substance is nothing but desperation. You’ve proven time and time again that when it really matters, you can’t finish the job. You don’t devour the competition, you starve in the spotlight, while I’m the one feasting on every opportunity.”

There’s so much she could say, but what she had said was already more than enough, wasn’t it? But still, she couldn’t stop herself.

“So go ahead, end another promo with your little slogan. Tell everyone you’re ‘hungry like the Wolfe’ and try to sound fierce. I’ll even let you say it with a straight face. But when the bell rings, I’ll remind you why I’ve beaten you more times than you’ve beaten me. Because there’s a difference between being hungry and being fed, and Cassie. When you step into the ring with me, you’re nothing more than prey waiting for the inevitable.”

With Cassie out of the way Alexandra could focus on the two women who worried her the most in this match. Two women she held no wins over.

“Frankie Holliday. Yeah, you got me once. I’ll never forget that. You walked out of the ring with your hand in the air, and I had to live with that picture stuck in my head for months. You had your night, you had your moment. Fine, I’ll give you that. But that was then. That was the old me, a different woman. Scared of the failures she already had. And the person standing here right now? She’s not the same. She’s stronger, sharper, and a hell of a lot more dangerous than you’re ready for.”

Frankie had managed to get inside her head for a bit. Alexandra found herself now ready to prove herself again. This time to someone new to her.

“Since that loss, I’ve been grinding. Every damn day. Breaking myself down, building myself back up, promising I would never feel that again. I’ve replayed that match over and over, picked apart every mistake, and I turned all of it into weapons. You showed me where I was weak once, Frankie, but that doesn’t happen twice. That loss? It became fuel. And now, I’m walking into this fight ready to light you up with it.”

She was on fire, filled with the fuel needed to win, perhaps she could pull one out of the bag and surprise everyone.

“So hear me, Frankie. You’re not beating me again. Not now, not ever. I’ll be standing across from you, looking you dead in the eye, and you’re gonna see exactly what happens when I refuse to fall. This isn’t revenge, it’s redemption. And when that bell rings, everybody’s gonna know your little win was nothing more than a memory. This time, Frankie Holliday, I’m the one leaving with my hand raised.”

Which brings Alexandra to the biggest thorn in her side. Victoria Lyons, cousin to one of her best friends. The two had repeatedly bathed each other in blood, but kept coming back for more as if they were bound to do this forever.

“Victoria, you and I, we’ve done this song and dance countless times. Yes, every single time we’ve stepped into this ring together, you’ve walked out with the upper hand. There hasn’t been a time when I’ve not heard how you are superior to me. It got to a point where I almost believed it for a bit. But honestly, if the truth needs to be told, I pity you Victoria. I pity the fact that you choose to be the kind of person you are. I pity you for the fact you could be an amazing person, if your attitude and persona weren’t absolute trash.”

She pauses for a moment.

“I do, however, respect what you’ve done in the company. Your title reign was nothing to bat an eye at. You showed everyone in this company just what you were made of. But you’ve also shown everyone just where to fail and fail spectacularly. You keep trying to be the end of me. You keep trying to say that we are meant to do this... To be enemies forever. And honestly, yes. We are. But I’d like to think in another lifetime, you and I could have been friends. Much like Xander and I are. But as this is how you’ve chosen to be I never see that being possible. Instead I’m going to have to prove to you that just because you might get one or two over me, doesn’t mean it will happen EVERY time.”

She takes a moment looking out over the water. Enjoying the sounds of the waves on the sand.

“Victoria, you thrive on people doubting me. You love being the one to smirk when I stumble, the one to point out every flaw and remind the world that I’m not perfect. But here’s the thing, perfection was never the goal. Growth was. And while you’ve stayed the same bitter, venom-filled competitor, I’ve adapted. I’ve learned from every misstep, every time you thought you buried me. And what you don’t realize is that every loss I’ve taken to you has sharpened me into the kind of threat you’re not ready for. This time, when the bell rings, I’m not the Alexandra you’re used to. I’m the version you’ve been unintentionally building all along.”

She takes a step forward towards the camera, her voice lowering but the conviction cutting sharper than ever.

“You see, Victoria, legacy isn’t about how many times you win. It’s about who you elevate, who you push to their breaking point. And whether you want to admit it or not, you’ve done that for me. You’ve made me stronger, fiercer, more determined than I’ve ever been. So maybe you’ll get your laughs in now, maybe you’ll strut around with that arrogant grin one more time. But when we meet again, it won’t be about me surviving you, it’ll be about me surpassing you. And when that happens, when I finally put you down, you’ll realize that our rivalry wasn’t your story of dominance. It was my story of becoming undeniable. This war between us is far from over, we both know that’s the truth.”

Alexandra took a moment to think over everything that had led her to this moment. The losses, the wins, the downfall from the top. How she’s fought with everything she had, even when others told her to give up.

“I’ve been pushed to the bottom more times than I’d like to count, yet they continue to book me because I’m resilient. I bounce back. I prove time and time again that I deserve my spot on this roster, can you ladies say the same? I guess we will find out in time won't we? See you all in the ring.”

Turning away she made her way down the beach, right into LJ’s waiting arms. Win or lose, she had him and her family, everything else was just window dressing. The camera fades out on their image fading into the distance.

13
Climax Control Archives / Unanswered Questions
« on: August 08, 2025, 10:37:08 PM »
A lot to consider, before leaving for Ibiza
Calaway Estate
Dallas, Texas


“But if I stay here… I don’t want to keep doing the long-distance shuffle. Not just for me but for you and in a way for Ashlynn.”

“I’m not trying to rush anything,”

"It’s just...the idea of waking up next to you, not having to count days or flights or FaceTimes...it sounds like something real. Something we could build. Together.”


Alexandra had LJ had just hung up after a very deep phone call. She hadn’t expected him to ask something so big. It’s true, they had just crossed the year mark a few weeks ago. His need for them to be there with him, to build something real together.

She sat in the quiet after, her fingers loosely wrapped around the phone, heart still echoing his words. They filled the corners of the room like sunlight trying to reach her, but they didn’t quite warm her completely. There was love there, deep and steady. She felt it every time he said her name like it mattered. And the way he talked about a future, their future, not just some vague dream, but a life he wanted to create with her. With Ashlynn.
But that’s what made it harder.

Ashlynn. Her whole world wrapped up in a sixteen-year-old who was already balancing on the edge of adulthood. Confident. Bright. Guarded in ways only teenage girls could be. She had roots here, friends she’d grown up with, teachers who understood her, a social circle she trusted, and a rhythm to her life that Alexandra had worked hard to protect. Taking her away from all that? From everything she knew? It felt like tossing a stone into still water and bracing for the ripple.

Still, the memory of LJ’s voice lingered, warm, steady, full of hope. And God, she wanted that too. Waking up to someone who chose her every day. Building something with hands that wouldn’t let go. She could see it: Sunday mornings with quiet coffee, Ashlynn rolling her eyes at their stolen kisses in the kitchen, a life full of ordinary moments that didn’t have to be packed into weekend visits or countdown clocks.

But love came with risk. And being a mother meant holding two hearts in her chest, not just one.
She rubbed her temple, torn between longing and responsibility. Was it fair to even consider asking Ashlynn to start over at sixteen? To leave the place where she’d kissed her first boyfriend, bombed her math midterm, cried on the bathroom floor after a fight with her best friend?

Alexandra leaned her head back against the wall, eyes closed. The silence wasn’t empty, it was full of possibilities, each one asking her to be brave in a different way. What if Ashlynn hated her for this? What if she pulled away? What if this love, this rare, hard-earned, beautiful thing, unraveled under the weight of reality?

And yet... wasn’t that the gamble of love? That sometimes it asked you to leap, not because it promised a perfect landing, but because the person waiting on the other side was worth the fall?

She sighed and stood slowly, glancing down the hallway where Ashlynn’s door was closed, music leaking faintly from behind it. Her daughter, her world. This conversation, when it came,  would matter more than any she’d had with LJ. Because if they went, they’d go as a we, or not at all.

One conversation at a time, she told herself.

And maybe... just maybe... the rest would follow. For now she needed to focus, she needed to prepare for her match. Bella and Victoria wouldn’t be easy on her. But no one could be harder on her than she herself was at this moment.


Short and Simple
Hotel
Monaco

A panoramic drone shot glides over the glittering Monaco coastline. The moonlight shimmers on the water, the yachts are lit like floating palaces, and the distant hum of music from the casinos fills the air. The camera slowly pushes in on the balcony of the Hôtel de Paris. Alexandra Calaway stands there, black silk robe over her exquisite frame, long hair flowing in the breeze, a champagne flute in her hand. She stares out at the city with the calm confidence of someone who already believes she owns it.

"Monaco, The crown jewel of the Riviera. A place where fortunes change hands over the spin of a wheel, where billionaires and movie stars mingle in champagne lounges, where every balcony hides a story worth telling. And tonight, this balcony, this view, this story, belongs to me.”

She takes a moment to look over the railing at the view below. The bright lights of the city, the roar of the nightlife below.

“Look down there, the streets are alive. Laughter, music, the shuffle of chips, the clink of glasses. They came here for a taste of luxury but me? I didn’t come to taste it. I came to take it.”

She took a deep breath, closing her eyes and soaking in the night time air, the sound around her. Breathing it all in she continues.

“And in just a matter of hours, luxury won’t be measured in diamonds or bank accounts. It’ll be measured in blood spilled under velvet ropes. It’ll be measured in broken bottles and shattered egos. Because tomorrow night, in the main event, it’s a VIP Lounge Brawl. Boy do I pity Christian when this is over. Bella Madison. Victoria Lyons. And Alexandra Calaway. One winner. One ticket punched straight to Mykonos, where Kayla Richards and her precious title will be waiting for one of us lucky women."

She swirls the champagne, eyes locked on the glittering coastline.

"You know, I’ve wrestled all over the world. Tokyo. London. Vegas. But there’s something about Monaco that feels somehow fitting. This city understands status. It understands power. It understands that not all women are created equal. Some of us are born to rule and some are born to kneel. Tomorrow night, I will remind the world which category I belong to. But before we get to the fight, let’s talk about my opponents, shall we?"

She leans against the balcony rail, her voice softening but her smirk sharp.

"Bella Madison. Let’s start with you. Because unlike the other name on that list, you’ve earned a certain level of respect from me. You’re a fighter. You don’t hide behind excuses. You don’t need to stab someone in the back to get ahead. You’ve been in wars and you’ve walked away stronger. And I respect that. Truly. In a business full of pretenders, you’re one of the few who can look me in the eye and mean it when you say you’re coming to fight. But here’s the thing about respect, Bella, we both know, respect doesn’t mean mercy. It doesn’t mean I’ll pull my punches. If anything, it means I’ll give you the very best version of Alexandra Calaway and that is not a gift, it’s a death sentence. We both know this.”

She hated that she had to go up against Bella, because she did have quite a bit of respect from Alexandra. That wouldn’t change things in the end though. She would go hard on Bella if it meant the win.

“When that bell rings, the velvet ropes in that VIP section won’t be for keeping people out, they’ll be there to trap you in with me. And when I drive your head through a glass drink tray, when I wrap that hookah hose around your neck and squeeze, it won’t be out of spite, it’ll be out of necessity. Because I’m not stepping into that ring to make friends. I’m stepping in to win. And if I have to break you to do it, Bella, I will."

Her smile fades. The champagne glass lowers. There’s a flicker of heat in her eyes now.

"And then there’s you. Victoria Lyons. You and I we’ve danced this dance before, haven’t we? You’ve been a thorn in my side for too long. You’re like a shadow that lingers just long enough to make me want to burn the whole room down. Everywhere I turn, there you are. Whispering. Plotting. Clinging to whatever scraps of relevance you can get your claws on. And you’ve tried,  oh, you’ve tried, to make me stumble. You’ve tried to make me doubt myself. You’ve tried to make yourself my equal. But you’re not my equal, Victoria. You never have been. And the thing is,  I think you know that. I think that’s why you’re so desperate to make my life hell. Because deep down, you understand the truth: No matter how hard you claw you’ll never reach the throne again."

She sets the champagne down on the balcony railing, her voice hardening.

"I’ve never beaten you before. I’ve never embarrassed you before. But tomorrow night, it’s not just about beating you. It’s about ending this. I’m going to take that leather couch in the VIP lounge, lay you across it, and drive my knee into your skull until you stop moving. I’m going to make you wish you’d never signed the contract for this match. And when it’s over, when the champagne is mixed with your blood on that floor, you’ll finally understand… there’s no room for you in my world."

She picks the champagne glass back up, but doesn’t drink. She turns, facing the camera fully for the first time.

"The VIP Lounge Brawl, what a beautiful concept. Velvet ropes, strobe lights, champagne bottles, hookah hoses, DJ headphones, it’s like they designed it just for me. See, some wrestlers panic when you put them in a chaotic environment like that. They get distracted. They lose focus. Me? I thrive in it. Chaos is my natural habitat. When that bell rings, I’m not just going to use the weapons they hand me. I’m going to turn that VIP section into a masterpiece. Every bottle, every tray, every rope, I’ll use them all. And when I’m done, people won’t just remember the fight, they’ll remember the artwork I left behind."

She sets the glass down completely now. The wind picks up slightly. Her voice lowers, dripping with venom.

"Victoria, I’ve been patient. I’ve been composed. I've listened to every slight you have thrown in my direction and took it with class and poise. But the truth is every time I think about you, my hands itch to tear you apart. You’ve cost me matches. You’ve cost me moments. And tomorrow night, I’m going to take everything from you in return. I want you to feel it. I want you to hear the sound of the glass breaking under your body. I want to see the panic in your eyes when you realize you’re trapped. I want you to understand that when I said I was going to end you, I meant it.”

That was the truth of it. She would make sure to deal with Victoria, however she needed to. By the end of the night, that Bombshell World Title shot would be hers.

“Bella, you’ll get caught in the crossfire. And I’m sorry for that. But you knew the risk the moment you signed your name. Tomorrow night isn’t about who wants it most. It’s about who’s willing to go the farthest. And I’ve been to the darkest corners of this business, ladies. I’ve done things you wouldn’t even whisper about. And tomorrow night in Monaco, you’ll see all of it."

Her tone shifts again, calmer but still deadly.

"And when it’s over, when I’m standing there, hand raised, the winner of the VIP Lounge Brawl,  I’ll get on a plane. I’ll fly to Mykonos. And Kayla Richards, I hope you’re watching. Because I’m not coming to Greece for the sunshine. I’m coming for your title. Climax Control is just the beginning. Mykonos is the destination. And when I get there, I’ll do to you what I did to them. This is the year Alexandra Calaway takes everything."

She picks up the champagne, finishes it in one smooth motion, and sets the empty glass down with a quiet click. She leans forward, eyes locked on the lens, and delivers her final words with icy precision.

"Monaco, enjoy the show. I know I will. Because tomorrow night, the streets run gold and red."

The camera slowly fades to black, with LJ coming out to the balcony and wrapping his arms around Alexandra’s midsection and kissing the back of her head.


Its a simple answer Angel
Hotel
Monaco


The scene opens where the promo left off. The champagne glass is still on the balcony railing, the moonlight dancing across the water. Alexandra stands with her back to the sliding doors, her eyes scanning the horizon. The glass door behind her slides open quietly, and LJ steps out, dressed in a crisp white shirt, sleeves rolled to his forearms. He closes the door gently behind him.

“You’re out here alone again. Let me guess, running through the match in your head?”

Alexandra doesn’t turn right away. She smirks faintly, still staring at the city lights.

“Always. You know me, I can’t shut it off. Especially not now. Monaco tonight. Mykonos next week. Everything I’ve been fighting for could be decided in the next seven days.”

LJ walks up beside her, resting his elbows on the railing. For a moment, they just stand together, listening to the faint sounds of the city below.

“I get it. I do. But I also know, when you’re chasing the next big thing, everything else starts fading into the background. But there are bigger things that we need to discuss, certain questions that have been asked.”

That makes Alexandra turn her head, her eyes narrowing slightly, not in anger, but in that sharp, analytical way she does in the ring.

“Don’t. You know Ashlynn and you are my whole world. You both are. But right now, I’m—”

“—Right now, you’re Alexandra Calaway, wrestler, Bombshell, contender. But what happens when you’re not in fight mode? What happens when the match is over? Have you given any more thought to what I asked you last week? About you and Ashlynn moving to Vegas with me?”

Alexandra looks away, back out over the harbor. She grips the railing a little tighter, her nails tapping lightly against the metal.

“I’ve thought about it. Believe me, I have. Vegas is tempting. I mean, you’ve built a life there. And Ashlynn would love the change, new schools, new energy. But LJ, you know what that move would mean. Vegas would be home base, and home base means commitment. It means, less running, less chasing every booking around the globe. And I’m not sure I’m ready to slow you down. Not yet. You are young, but I know that this, us, is real.”

LJ turns toward her fully, his expression gentle but firm.

“I’m not asking you to stop being who you are. Lord knows I’m not, hell I’m here too. I’m asking you to give yourself and us a foundation. You’ve been living out of suitcases for years and long flights home to Dallas, Angel. Always on the move, always somewhere else. Vegas could be the one place you come back to. A place where Ashlynn knows her bedroom’s always waiting for her. A place where I’m always with you. No more long flights and scheduled facetimes.”

Alexandra exhales slowly, her gaze drifting down to the empty champagne glass.

“You make it sound so simple.”

“It is as simple as breath love. You just have to decide what matters more chasing the gold every second of every day, or having something solid to come home to when the chase is over.”

A beat of silence. The waves crash softly below.

“Let me get through this VIP Lounge Brawl. Let me get through Mykonos. If I win that title shot, everything changes. I just, I can’t divide my head right now. Not when Victoria’s in that match. Not when Bella’s in it. But after, I promise. We’ll talk. And I’ll give you an answer.”

LJ studies her for a moment, then nods. He leans in, kisses her temple, and rests his forehead against hers briefly.

"Fair enough Angel. Just, don’t take too long to decide, okay? Because I’m all in on this. On us.”

Alexandra finally turns fully toward him, a small but genuine smile tugging at her lips.

“Me too.”

They stand together for a long moment, the city lights reflecting in their eyes. Then, from somewhere down on the streets of Monaco, the distant sound of music swells, a reminder of the world still moving around them. The camera slowly pulls back from the balcony as the scene fades to black.

14
In loves embrace
LJ and Alexandra’s Cabin
Summer XXXtreme


The gentle sway of the cruise ship was a constant, rhythmic hum beneath the cabin walls, a slow lullaby that mixed with the faint chatter of distant passengers and the occasional clink of glassware from the ship’s bar down the hall. Alexandra sank deeper into the cushions of the worn but cozy couch, a half-empty bag of chips in her lap and a bowl of popcorn spilling over onto the floor beside her. The glow of the television flickered against the cabin’s soft white walls, casting light over the room as a ridiculous comedy rerun played—something utterly mindless and silly, the kind of show neither of them really cared about but enjoyed just for the distraction.

LJ, sprawled beside her, had his arm casually draped over the back of the couch. His dark hair was tousled, and his bright eyes twinkled with the kind of mischievousness that had made Alexandra fall for him in the first place. He popped a handful of popcorn into his mouth, then caught her watching him and grinned. “Come on, love,” he teased, “you know I’m the king of bad jokes.”

Alexandra smirked, shaking her head as she tossed a chip his way. “King of dorks, more like.”

He caught the chip effortlessly and held it up like a trophy. “Only for you, angel,” he said softly, that pet name slipping out without thought but filled with warmth.

She leaned into his shoulder, the weight of the world momentarily lifted by the comfort of his presence. Around them, the cabin was a mess—empty wrappers and crumpled napkins piled up on the small table, remnants of their junk food feast. The scent of melted chocolate mingled with the faint saltiness from the ocean outside the window.
For a while, they just watched the nonsense on the screen, laughing quietly at the absurd antics unfolding. But beneath the lightheartedness, Alexandra’s mind churned. The match was only days away, and the weight of it pressed against her like the waves rocking the ship.

LJ noticed the shift in her demeanor and shifted closer, resting his hand over hers. “Hey,” he said gently. “You okay?”

She glanced up at him, her eyes searching his for some kind of anchor. “I’m… just thinking.”

“About the match?” His voice was soft but steady, a safe harbor in the storm of her doubts.

Alexandra nodded, fingers tightening around his hand. “Yeah. Andrea’s in it. She’s… tough. The toughest I’ve faced in a long time.”

LJ’s expression grew serious, the playful sparkle replaced with quiet concern. “I know. And I know she’s good at getting under your skin.”

“That’s what scares me,” Alexandra admitted. “It’s not just the physical fight. She’s a master at the mental games—the doubt, the second-guessing. She knows how to break you down before the bell even rings.”

LJ squeezed her hand reassuringly. “You’re stronger than you think, love. You’ve fought through hell before. Andrea doesn’t know what you’re made of.”

She let out a shaky breath. “Sometimes it feels like I’m my own worst enemy. Like the biggest battle isn’t in the ring—it’s inside my head.”

LJ lifted her hand to his lips, pressing a soft kiss to her knuckles. “Then let me be the one to remind you: You’re not alone in that fight. You have me. Always.”

Alexandra’s eyes glistened, a tear slipping down her cheek before she could stop it. “I don’t want to fail again. Not like last time.”

LJ’s thumb brushed the tear away. “You won’t. Because this time, you’re fighting for you—not for anyone else. And you’re not alone.”

She smiled, shaky but genuine. “Thank you. I needed to hear that.”

He smiled back, that easy, reassuring grin that made everything feel a little less heavy. “I believe in you, angel. More than anything.” The moment hung between them, thick with unspoken fears and hopes. Then LJ leaned in slowly, his forehead resting against hers. “No matter what happens, I’m here.”

Their lips met in a gentle, tender kiss—soft, warm, full of promise and trust. Alexandra melted against him, the tension in her chest easing for the first time in weeks. When they pulled apart, LJ rested his forehead against hers again.

“I love you,” he whispered.

“I love you too,” she replied, voice trembling but strong.

They settled back into the couch, fingers still entwined, the laughter from the TV washing over them like a balm. The fight was coming. But for now, here in this little cabin on a ship surrounded by endless ocean, Alexandra felt ready. Alexandra shifted slightly, settling more comfortably against LJ’s side as she pulled the blanket up over their legs. The cabin was cozy, the perfect refuge from the storm of thoughts swirling through her head. Outside, the ocean stretched endlessly, waves rolling beneath the ship’s steel hull, and the low hum of the engines made a steady soundtrack for their quiet night.

“So,” LJ said, nudging her lightly with his elbow, “what’s the game plan? You know, if you had a magic wand and could change anything about the match?”

She laughed softly, the sound a little brittle but genuine. “Magic wand, huh? I wish. Honestly, I think my plan is just to stay the hell out of my own way.”

He smiled at that, eyes shining in the soft light. “That’s not such a bad plan. Sometimes the hardest opponent is the one inside.”

“Exactly.” Alexandra’s voice was thoughtful. “I get so wrapped up in everything—pressure, expectations, past mistakes—it just messes with my head.”

LJ reached over and tucked a stray lock of hair behind her ear. “You don’t have to carry all that alone. I know you’re tough as hell, but even the strongest people need someone to lean on.”

She leaned into his touch, heart swelling. “I know. It’s just hard. I don’t want to seem weak.”

“You’re not weak, love.” His voice was firm, unwavering. “Vulnerability isn’t weakness. It’s strength. And it’s part of what makes you amazing.”

Alexandra’s eyes brimmed again, this time with gratitude. “Sometimes I forget that.”

“That’s why I’m here—to remind you.” He pressed a gentle kiss to her temple. “I’m your biggest fan. You’re my angel, my Queen.”

Her lips curved into a small smile. “I’m lucky to have you.”

He shrugged with mock humility. “Hey, I’m just doing my job.”

They both laughed softly, the tension in the room easing like the tide pulling back from the shore.

After a moment, Alexandra shifted, looking directly at him. “You know, part of what scares me the most is Andrea. She’s relentless. And honestly, sometimes I wonder if she even respects me.”

LJ’s brow furrowed. “She may not respect you, but that doesn’t mean you have to respect her or her games.”

“I know.” Alexandra sighed. “But she gets inside my head. She twists everything.”

“Let her.” LJ smiled, eyes locked on hers. “Let her do that. Then show her what happens when you refuse to be broken.”

“That’s the thing.” She swallowed hard, fingers tightening around his hand. “I want to believe that, but what if I crack? What if the doubts win?”

LJ leaned forward, his voice low and steady. “Then I’ll be right there to catch you. But I don’t think you’ll crack. You’ve got fire. You’ve got heart. And no one—no one—can take that away from you.”

Alexandra’s chest tightened with emotion, and before she knew it, LJ’s hand was cupping her cheek.

“You’re not alone in this. Whatever happens, I’ve got you.” She closed her eyes, leaning into his palm, feeling the steady warmth that grounded her. “You know,” LJ said, a mischievous grin creeping back onto his face, “all this talk about fighting and matches… you’re making me want to get in the ring myself, cause some mischief, even though I'm not booked.”

She laughed, nudging him playfully. “You? The king of bad jokes? I’d pay to see that.”

“Hey, don’t underestimate me.” He winked. “I’ve got moves you’ve never seen.”

Alexandra rolled her eyes, smiling wide. “Sure you do, babe. Sure you do.”

They laughed again, the sound light and full of love. Moments like these were rare, precious—little islands of calm in the middle of chaos.

“Promise me something?” LJ asked suddenly, serious again.

“Anything.”

“Promise me that no matter what, you’ll be kind to yourself. That you won’t let the pressure crush you.”

Alexandra nodded, her voice soft but sure. “I promise. I’ll try.”

“That’s all I need.” He pulled her close, wrapping his arms around her. “Because I want to see you shine. Not just in the ring, but in life.”

She rested her head against his chest, heart beating steady. “Thank you, babe. For being my light.”

He kissed the top of her head. “Always.”

The TV flickered in the background, the silly comedy continuing its endless loop, but Alexandra barely noticed anymore. She was lost in the feeling of LJ’s arms around her, the soft cadence of his voice, and the promise that no matter how hard the fight, she wouldn’t face it alone.

“I love you, Angel.” LJ whispered again, this time into her hair.

“I love you too, babe.” she replied, her voice barely above a breath.

They stayed like that for a long time—two souls intertwined in the small cabin, surrounded by the vastness of the ocean, holding onto each other against whatever storms lay ahead.

Eventually, Alexandra pulled back slightly, looking up at him with a newfound determination. “I’m ready, LJ. Ready to fight. Not just for the match, but for me.”

He smiled, pride shining in his eyes. “That’s my girl.”

And in that moment, everything felt possible.


The Calm before the Break
Summer XXXtreme Cruise
Middle of the Sea, Top Deck


The ocean stretched wide and black under the night sky, rolling with the slow, relentless rhythm of something ancient and disinterested. The ship hummed beneath her boots—gentle, steady. The distant sound of music and laughter drifted up from a poolside bar several decks below, like a ghost of something she had no intention of participating in. Alexandra leaned her elbows on the railing, breathing in the salt and steel of the open sea. Her fingers curled around the cool metal. Behind her, the ship pulsed with life—bright lights, tourists-turned-fans trying to snap selfies, the air warm with excitement. But out here? All alone? With just her thoughts. It was quiet. Still.

"You ever notice how the quiet ones always end up talking the longest?"

Her voice broke the silence, dry and unhurried. She didn’t look over her shoulder, didn’t scan for cameras. She knew they were there—she wanted them there. The match was only days away, and this was the moment she chose. Alone. No production, no backup dancers, no smoke machines. Just her and the night and the truth that had been simmering for far too long.

"I listened to you, Amelia," she continued, her voice slipping out like a blade just beginning to slide from its sheath. "Every word. Every carefully placed metaphor about tides and beach-town grit and how no one looked your way. I listened—not because I was inspired. But because I wanted to understand just how deep your delusion runs."

She turned her head slightly, eyes fixed on nothing and everything all at once. The waves whispered below, pretending they weren’t listening.

"And I’ve got my answer." Her body moved with purpose now—no fanfare, no posturing. She pushed off the rail, standing tall. Not theatrical. Not begging to be seen. Simply existing in that space with the kind of presence that didn’t need to announce itself.

"You think being the underdog makes you noble. You think standing there on this ship, eyes wide, voice soft, painting yourself as the 'weakest link' somehow makes you untouchable. Like self-awareness is your armor. Like humility’s going to keep you from being broken when this thing sets sail and the war begins."

A pause. Just long enough to let it breathe. She paced a step, then two, rolling her wrist as if loosening up for something heavier.

"It won’t." Her tone didn’t rise. It didn’t need to. Every syllable carried weight—measured, grounded, inevitable. "You’ve told us all how present you are. How you study. How you adapt. How you’ve trained in silence and now it’s your time to prove you belong here. But Amelia… proving you belong isn't the same thing as being ready."

She let that truth hang in the air, the kind of truth that didn’t sting right away. It settled. It nested. It waited to strike.

"You’re here—two matches deep—talking about loathing and legacies and how you’ve already felled some of the 'best.' As if that’s enough to walk into the most chaotic match of your life and come out anything but exposed. You wrapped yourself in every cliché a rookie with talent but no scars tends to cling to. You called it grit. You called it survival."

Alexandra stopped walking. She turned fully toward the camera now. Her face was unreadable, the kind of calm that came from a long, intimate relationship with chaos.

"But it sounds a lot like safety."

She drew in a breath through her nose, exhaled like she was bored of the lie already.

"You said you're not here to make enemies, not here to yell, not here to posture like the rest of us. Good. Because in a match like this? You won’t have time to." Her jaw flexed ever so slightly. "You’ll be too busy picking your jaw off the canvas."

She bit her lip, taking a moment to think it ovr.

"And while you’re sitting there, wondering what just hit you, I’ll still be standing. Because I didn’t come into this for a moment. I didn’t arrive with a speech, or a script, or a whole self-aware monologue about being underestimated. I came here with facts. With history. With blood on my hands and not a single apology in my throat." Her stare sharpened, not cruel, but focused—like a surgeon before the first incision. "And the truth is, Amelia… I don’t underestimate you." She let that land, let it settle in like the prelude to something brutal. "I just don’t care about your story."

Her hands dropped to her sides. Her knuckles cracked as she rolled one wrist, then the other.

"Because when the bell rings, stories don’t matter. Work does. Pain does. How you handle chaos when it hits you from behind—that matters. Not how many nights you trained in secret. Not how many bruises you wore like badges. Not how many friends you’ve watched on your little screen with admiration in your eyes. You said you learned by watching." She smiled. Not warm. Not mocking. Something colder. "I didn’t. I learned by surviving. And then I stopped surviving and started dismantling. There’s a difference."

There was a small pause.

"You want everyone to believe that you’re just some unexpected force slipping under the radar. That you’re not here to scream for attention or chase fireworks, you’re just here to earn it. But let’s not lie to ourselves, yeah? That whole speech you gave? That was a scream. It wasn’t loud, but it was desperate."

Something about the way they had spoken, lit a fire in Alexandra.

"You want people to see you. You want to be remembered. You want us to treat you like a threat but still pity you like an outsider. You want both—and in this ring, you don’t get both. You either rise… or you get run the hell over." Her boots echoed lightly as she walked toward the ship’s interior, where polished steel and glass reflected the sharpness of her voice. She didn’t falter. "I’m not the kind of opponent that gives you space to grow into your potential. I’m not the one who lets you learn your way through a match. I won’t walk into Summer XXXTreme thinking, ‘Ah, she’s green, but she’s got heart.’ No, Amelia. I walk in with one goal: to make sure your chapter ends here."

She touched her chest once—fingertips, not for emphasis, just a reminder. "That all those poetic lines about tides and darkness and quiet mornings are the last things people hear from you before your shoulders hit the mat—twice. Two falls. That’s what this is. Not a miracle waiting to happen. Not your ‘earned moment.’ Not some coming-of-age tale. This isn’t a fairytale. This is a contest of precision, awareness, and violence. And I thrive in all three."

This was it, the time it is now. She had another chance to take the Bombshell World Championship, if she could get past this.

"You’re on a boat with sharks, sweetheart. And you’ve convinced yourself you’re a dolphin that can just dance your way through the feeding frenzy because you’ve ‘studied enough’ and you’re ‘ready to adapt.’ You’re not. And deep down, I think you know that."

She stopped in front of a door with the match graphic posted on it—six women. One match.

"That’s why you talk so much about your doubt. Why you lean on it like a security blanket. Why you keep saying you expect to be underestimated. Because it makes it easier when you lose. It gives you a fallback when the match doesn’t go your way. You’ve already built the excuse—you’re new, you’re not the favorite, you're just grateful to be here. But I don’t buy it."

She pressed her palm flat against the door.

"Because there’s a glint in your voice when you talk about standing tall. About how you’ve already beaten some of the names in this match. About how you didn’t come in loud because you didn’t need to be. You’re playing humble, but you’re hunting validation like the rest of them. And that makes you dangerous—but not in the way you think. You’re dangerous because you don’t even know what you are yet. You’re not a legend. Not a monster. Not a mainstay. You’re a wildcard. You swing your emotions like they’re a weapon, but you haven’t learned how to aim. That’s where I come in."

Her voice dropped. Not a whisper—something heavier.

"I’m not the loudest voice. But when I speak, people lean in. I don’t need to drop names or trace my legacy across some family tree like it’s a badge. My name’s already enough. Alexandra. Not the loudest. But the most decorated. I am the one who makes everyone else regret looking past her. I don’t come for the crown because it’s shiny. I come because I know I can take it. And I’ll do it with my hands wrapped around the neck of this entire match. Not just you."

She knew who she was, former Queen for a Day, the former Bombshell Roulette Champion. A born fighter.

"Joanne. Kate. Andrea. Diamond. All of them. I respect all your résumés, but I’m not here to be impressed by bullet points. I’m here to make sure when this cruise docks and the sun comes up, my name is the only one anyone remembers. And not because I begged them to see me. Because I forced them to."

She backed away from the door. No need to go through it yet.

"You talk about people not seeing you. I’ve spent my entire career making damn sure no one can look away from me. I don’t need the noise. I don’t need the cheers. I need the outcome. Victory. Control. Dominance. You said this isn’t just about a title shot for you. That it’s about standing in the moment and owning it."

She laughed. Once.

"That’s adorable. But here’s the reality—you don’t own moments like these until you’ve bled in them. You don’t earn this kind of match with soft-spoken declarations and a pretty turn of phrase. You earn it when people know you’ll do whatever it takes."

She couldn’t help but look out over the water.

"And Amelia… I don’t think you’ve been pushed to that place yet. You’re still operating with training wheels on. You still think pain is a metaphor. You still think resilience is about quiet strength and poetic speeches. But when the storm hits? When your lungs are burning and your spine’s been tested and every instinct you thought you had starts betraying you?"

She was speaking the truth, in volumes. "I know who I am in that exact moment." She pointed directly at the camera now. Final shot. No retreat. "Do you? Do you still think you’ll float when the current shifts and every woman in that ring decides you’re the easy mark?"

She knew of the women in this match, and beat most of them. Save this young woman and Andrea, both of them were people she needed to beat.

"I won’t lie to you. There’s a part of me that hopes you survive. That you show up. That you make me earn every second of tearing you down. Because I like the fight. I respect anyone willing to walk into the fire and not blink. But understand this: I don’t plan on remembering you. I don’t plan on giving you the story you want—the one where the new girl overcomes doubt and shocks the world. Because that’s not what you’re walking into. This isn’t your underdog moment. This is a battlefield. And I’m not walking in to be the final boss in your journey."

Her battlefield, her shot, her time.

"I’m walking in to be the reason it ends. So no, Amelia. I don’t underestimate you. But I do plan on outlasting you. Outworking you. Outclassing you. And when the match is over, when two falls have been scored and one woman stands with her eyes already locked on the title match ahead—"

She shook her head knowing that she could walk away the champion.

"It won’t be you. Because you weren’t built for this storm. You were just hoping to survive it. I don’t need to hope." She took a step forward. Her voice is calm, controlled and ruthless. "I win. And that’s the difference." The words poured from her — rage, clarity, regret, growth — a monologue not just for the fans, not for the roster, not even for her opponents. It was for herself.

She had already dragged Amelia before the fire. She’d already opened the door to vulnerability, to honesty. But something still simmered. Still twisted deep in her stomach. And when she looked back toward the lens, wind tugging strands of dark hair across her cheek — she didn’t hesitate. Her voice dropped.

“And then there’s Andrea.”

That name wasn’t thrown like a jab. It was laced with disdain. Heavy. Like it had been stuck in her throat for far too long. "Andrea fucking Hernandez. The golden girl with a chip on her shoulder and a mirror in her hand. Always reflecting the world back with this ‘how DARE you underestimate me’ energy — like people aren’t sick of watching her spiral every time someone doesn’t kneel."

She took a step forward. The camera adjusted. Her boots echoed lightly on the steel grating beneath them. "Let’s not lie to ourselves. This match isn’t about proving anything to Amelia. It’s about finally settling the score with you."

Alexandra leaned on the railing, letting her voice cool again. Cold wasn’t empty. The cold was her version of control.

"Because I’ve watched you slink your way into match after match for years now — telling anyone who’d listen that you’re misunderstood, underappreciated, and better than whatever ‘low effort’ scrub is across the ring from you." She scoffed. "But the truth? You only thrive when you're the victim. When the spotlight's just out of reach. When you can pout your way into being called resilient."

She turned now, facing the camera fully, the ocean wind sweeping across her jacket. "You think people calling you a paper champion is the wound? No, Andrea. The wound is you still believe they’re wrong."

Her arms folded across her chest. The words cut like a slow blade."Because for all the screaming you’ve done about what you ‘deserve,’ about the effort you’ve allegedly given, your biggest enemy isn’t Amelia, or the critics, or even me. It’s the fact that when the lights are the brightest, you fade."

Her boots struck the floor with purpose as she stepped forward again. "And this time? I’m not going to let you walk out with some inspiring loss and a chip on your shoulder big enough to carry you to the next ‘redemption arc.’ I’m going to break you the same way you’ve broken every single run you ever started."

Her voice never raised. It didn't need to. "You see, Andrea — I don’t hate you because you’re talented. I don’t even hate you because of the spotlight. I hate you because you waste it. Every single time. You take the opportunities others starve for and you ruin them — not because you’re outmatched, but because you’re insecure. Because the second anyone doubts you, you crumble into a think-piece about how ungrateful everyone is and how wrong the world is for not recognizing your genius."

The tone tightened. Like a grip slowly closing. "You want to stand there next week and declare you’ve turned a corner again? Spare us. Because this time, you’re not just going to lose a match — you’re going to lose the illusion." Alexandra closed the gap between her and the lens. "That you’re still one of the best. That your name still means something. That people should still be afraid of the woman you used to be."

Beat.

"And don’t think I don’t see it. I’ve been on the other side of your resentment. I’ve felt that jealous little glance when someone you don't think 'belongs' starts getting a little more attention than you. You act like you’re not affected. But you are. You hide your venom under faux-humility and hashtags. But me? I don’t hide shit." Her hand gripped the rail tighter now. "You are the past. I am what’s next."

No shout. No smirk. Just purpose.

"You can talk about your legacy. You can scream about your effort. You can crawl into this match wearing all your heartbreak like armor again. But when I slam your face into that mat — when you realize that this isn't about redemption anymore — it’s going to hit you like a wave to the chest. You’ve spent all this time trying to prove you’re better than who people say you are. And all along, I’ve just been here. Waiting. Watching. Knowing. That I’d be the one to finally end the cycle."

A pause.

"So go ahead. Cling to the narrative. Blame everyone else. Blame me, if it helps. But when you’re laying there after the bell and there’s nothing left to protect you from the truth? Just know, you didn’t fall because people underestimated you. You fell because I fucking didn’t."

She took a final moment, just one, thinking over everything that was happening.  Kate, Diamond and Joanne, all the ladies she had beaten, remained silent, even now. They had long since missed their window.

“Joanne, Diamond, Kate,” she said slowly, letting each name hang in the air like a challenge. “You three ladies—I’ve said all I can about you. Every word, every thought. But honestly? I want you to prove me wrong. Prove to me that you deserve this shot more than anyone else standing in this match.”

Alexandra let out a breath, feeling the fire building inside her. “Because here’s the truth ladies. I’ve already more than proven myself. I’ve fought tooth and nail, clawed my way through every obstacle, faced every demon that’s been thrown at me, and I’ve come out standing. So standing here, looking at you three, I’m waiting. Waiting to see what you’ve got. Because right now? You haven’t shown me a damn thing.”

Her voice hardened, eyes flashing with a fierce determination. “And that? That right there is what’s got me fired up. It’s what’s driving me harder than ever. The fact that you three, who think you’re the best contenders, haven’t even made me question my place in this match yet—that’s a slap in the face I’m not going to ignore.”

She stepped forward, the intensity radiating from her like heat off a flame. “I’m not just here to compete. I’m here to dominate. To show that nothing, no one, is going to stand in my way. And that means I will do whatever it takes to make sure the five of you don’t make it to the end. Not Joanne. Not Diamond. Not Kate. Not Andrea. Not even the precious Amelia.”

A slow, cold smile crossed her face, the kind that only comes from knowing the fight is already half won. “You want to prove me wrong? Good. Because when you step into that ring with me, you’re stepping into a war. And I promise you this—I’m ready for battle. I’m ready to fight harder, faster, and smarter than any of you.”

Her eyes narrowed, burning with resolve. “So go ahead—bring your best. But know this: I’m coming for that victory, and I’m not stopping for anything or anyone. You haven’t seen what I’m truly capable of yet. And by the time this is over, one thing will be clear: none of you will stand between me and what I deserve.

She walked toward the edge of the deck’s light and into the shadows. No theatrics. No music. Just silence broken by the wind and the hum of the engines beneath her boots.

15
Preparing for the Trip
LJs Place
Las Vegas, Nevada


The last of Alexandra’s gear was packed, the suitcase zipped, and her boots resting on top like a final piece of armor. The soft hum of Las Vegas nightlife filtered through the window as she stood in the middle of her bedroom, mentally checking off everything for the trip. It was strange, in a way, how much calmer she felt this year compared to last. Experience had softened the edges of uncertainty. She knew what was waiting on that ship. The chaos. The fans. The long days and wild nights. But this time, she wasn’t walking into it with that same heavy weight on her chest. Across the room, LJ sat on the edge of the bed, scrolling through his phone absently before setting it down. His duffel bag sat mostly empty at his feet.

“Are you sure you’re packed enough?” she asked, glancing at the bare bag with a teasing smile.

He looked up and smirked. “I’m not the one stepping into the ring in the middle of the ocean. I figured out a few shirts, a pair of shorts, and one dress outfit in case they try to get fancy.”

“You’ll need more than that. It’s Summer XXXtreme. There's sun, saltwater, and the kind of mayhem that eats clean clothes alive.”

LJ chuckled and stood, walking over to her. “Yeah, but I’m not on the card. I’m not working. I’m just... yours this time. Bodyguard, emotional support, maybe a glorified luggage handler.”

Alexandra’s smile faded into something warmer, softer. “You’re more than that. Just having you there makes everything feel more grounded.”

He shrugged, but the faint pink in his cheeks gave away how much that meant to him. “Still feels weird, though. Not being booked. Not being part of the show. I’ve spent so much time fighting for a spot that stepping away, even for a week, messes with my head.”

She nodded in understanding. “It messed with mine last year. I wasn’t sure I even belonged on that cruise. I kept second-guessing everything, Ashlynn, the matches, the fans, being out at sea with no safety net. But it ended up being one of the best things for me. Because I stopped trying to be perfect and just... showed up. Did my thing. And people noticed.”

“You got everyone talking,” he said. “And now they’re expecting you to outdo yourself.”

“I’m not worried about that,” she said, stepping closer and slipping her arms around his waist. “What I care about is being focused, being me. And this year, I get to have my partner there. Not as a tag team, not as an act, just as someone who has my back.”

LJ rested his chin on top of her head. “Always. Even if I’m the guy in the crowd with the overpriced drink yelling too loud.”

She laughed against his chest. “You’d be the best part of the crowd.”

For a few moments, they stood there in silence, the weight of everything unspoken hanging between them. This trip wasn’t just about the cruise or the matches—it was about taking a step forward, together. With Ashlynn staying with Cassandra and Dhillon for the week, there was finally room for Alexandra and LJ to breathe as a couple.

“I think I needed this more than I realized,” she said quietly.

“The cruise?”

“No,” she replied, lifting her eyes to meet his. “This time. With you. Without everything pulling us in five different directions. I’ve been going non-stop for so long, I forgot what it feels like to just be with someone.”

“You haven’t really let yourself slow down,” LJ agreed. “Even when we first got together, you were still wearing your armor.”

“I had to,” she said, her voice soft. “For Ashlynn. For survival. For my own sanity. But I’m tired of carrying that weight all the time.”

He nodded. “Then don’t. Let me carry some of it with you.”

Her eyes glistened for just a second before she looked away, blinking it back. “You say things like that and I remember why I let you in.”

“I didn’t knock gently,” he said with a small grin.

“No, you didn’t. You walked in like you belonged here. And maybe, you do.”

They sat on the bed, her hand resting over his. The bags were packed, the plans set. Tomorrow, they’d board the ship. Alexandra would step back into the spotlight, the ring, the madness of a wrestling cruise. And LJ would be right there, not as a wrestler, not as her man in the corner while she was in a match, but as her anchor.

“You nervous?” he asked, glancing at her sideways.

“Not about the match,” she said. “That’s the easy part. It’s the stuff between the matches that gets tricky.”

“Like what?”

“Like trying to remember who I am when I’m not being the performer. Like making space for us in a world that doesn’t stop moving. Last year, I felt like I was surviving. This year, I want to live in it.”

LJ leaned back on his elbows. “So we do that. You work. I support you. We steal moments in between. Breakfast on the balcony. Watching the sunset. Making fun of people in the pool.”

Alexandra laughed again, brighter this time. “God, that sounds perfect.”

“It will be,” he said. “You fight. I’ll be there. And when the lights go out, it’s just you and me. That’s what I’m looking forward to most.”

She turned, curling into his side, her head resting on his shoulder. “Promise me something?”

“Anything.”

“When we get back, when the cruise is over, and real life crashes back in, don’t let me shut down again. Remind me of this. What it feels like to let someone stay.”

He kissed her forehead gently. “I’ll remind you every damn day if I have to.”

The air between them settled into something steady, calm. Tomorrow would bring the roar of the ocean and the madness of fans. Alexandra would face whatever challenge the cruise had in store. But tonight, she had something far more powerful than momentum, she had LJ. And for the first time in a long time, she wasn’t walking in Summer XXXtreme alone.


Let’s Talky Talk
The Strip
Las Vegas, NV


The camera opened on the glimmering chaos of the Las Vegas Strip. Neon signs buzzed above packed sidewalks. Tourists shouted, music blared from open doors, and slot machines chirped from every direction. In the middle of it all, walking with slow, measured steps through the chaos, was Alexandra. She was dressed in a sharp leather jacket, sunglasses covering eyes that burned with purpose, her boots striking the pavement with deliberate weight.

She didn’t glance at the noise or the spectacle. All of it faded behind her focus. The camera followed as she walked past the Bellagio fountains, the spray catching the city lights in bursts of color. She finally came to a stop beneath the glowing canopy of the Flamingo, turned to face the camera, and pulled off her sunglasses.

Her eyes locked onto the lens, cold, sharp, and surgical.

"Let’s talk," she said, voice low but firm enough to cut through the roar of the Strip.

Amelia: "The Unknown Equation"

Alexandra tilted her head, a small smirk curling at the edge of her mouth. "Amelia. The one I haven’t touched yet. The enigma. The one the fans like to call a mystery. You know what mysteries are to me? Just problems waiting to be solved."

She took a few steps down the sidewalk, weaving between a group of partygoers without breaking her stride. "We’ve never faced each other, and I know that’s been eating away at you. They’ve been protecting you. They’ve been crafting your journey like it’s a fairy tale. But here’s the thing, sweetheart, fairy tales end in horror when reality hits. And I am that reality."

She stopped again, just in front of a luxury store, her reflection staring back from the glass. "You’ve never had to bleed for your momentum, Amelia. You’ve never felt what it’s like to be broken in front of a crowd that expected more from you. You dance, you fly, you smile—and they eat it up like it’s gourmet. But when you step into the ring with me, none of that’s going to save you."

Alexandra leaned closer to the glass, staring into her own eyes before looking back at the camera. "You’re fast, you’re clean, you’ve got technique. But I’ve made careers end for less. What you’ve built for yourself—your potential, your precious image—I’m going to drag it all into the street like garbage and show the world what happens when smoke and mirrors meet substance."

The Strip pulsed behind her, but her tone never wavered. "So go ahead, Amelia. Be their rising star. Be their future. Because when the time comes, I’ll be the one who introduces you to your ceiling. And I promise, it’s going to hurt."

Joanne: "The Broken Record"

Alexandra turned a corner, walking past Caesar’s Palace, the grandeur behind her a stark contrast to the venom in her voice. "Joanne. Poor, stubborn, beautifully deluded Joanne. We’ve been here before, haven’t we? And every single time, I’ve beaten you into the floor like it’s tradition."

She rolled her shoulders, brushing past a performer on stilts without a second glance. "What amazes me isn’t that you lost. It’s that you keep coming back like something’s going to change. Like this time, things will be different. Like you’ve somehow evolved past the woman I already exposed."

She scoffed, glancing sideways as if picturing Joanne’s face. "You’re not evolving, Joanne. You’re decorating failure. You put up a fresh coat of paint every time I destroy you and try to convince yourself the cracks aren’t there. But I see them. Every twitch in your eye when my name is brought up. Every forced breath you take when they ask about your losses to me. You’re not fighting to win. You’re fighting to survive. And I’ve got bad news, survival isn’t enough anymore."

Alexandra stopped beneath a massive LED billboard flashing championship belts and highlight reels. She didn’t even look up. "I don’t hate you, Joanne. You’re not worth that. What I feel is pity. Because no matter how many times you crawl back into that ring, hoping this time you’ll rise. I’ll be there to remind you that some stories end the same way, every time."

She looked into the camera with icy finality. "And your story? It ends with me."

Andrea: "The Thorn in My Side"

Now Alexandra’s walk had slowed. Her pace was deliberate. There was weight behind her steps as she passed the Mirage. The lights flickered above her, like sparks trying to find fuel. "Andrea," she said, the name alone carrying tension. "You’re the one that stays with me. The one who got through."

She stopped, folding her arms. The tension in her jaw said everything. "You’ve beaten me. Not often. But enough. Enough to leave a scar. And that’s why I don’t take you lightly. I don’t dismiss you. I respect you, but that respect comes with a price. Because every single time I’ve tasted defeat by your hand, I’ve carved a new weapon out of it. I’ve built new armor. You sharpened me without realizing it."

She stepped off the main sidewalk and onto a quieter stretch of pavement, where the Strip’s noise dulled just slightly. Her voice dropped. "But here’s where we differ, Andrea. You were satisfied with the win. You wanted the moment. I wanted domination. You got the applause. I want the silence that comes after I leave my opponent broken."

Alexandra turned her head slightly, her profile lit by the passing glow of LED lights. "You’re dangerous. But now I’m smarter. Meaner. Colder. You won’t find the same Alexandra you beat before. She’s dead. I buried her myself."

She looked back into the camera, the storm behind her eyes ready to break. "And when we meet again, Andrea... I’m not walking away with a win. I’m walking away with you. Shattered. Humbled. And finally... beneath me."

Kate: "The Identity Crisis"

Further down the Strip, Alexandra came to a halt near a street performer dressed like a living statue. She stared at it for a moment, blank, unmoving, artificial. Then turned back to the camera.

"Kate. You know, I’ve faced chaos, I’ve faced strategy, I’ve faced rage—but you? You’re not even a finished thought. You’re half of a character sketch, barely colored in, and every week you show up with a new coat of confusion like that’s going to make you interesting."

She stepped forward, slicing through the crowd with presence alone. "You think being mysterious is the same as being compelling. It’s not. It’s exhausting. No one knows who you are not even you. You spend more time reinventing your image than refining your craft. And while you're out there figuring yourself out, I’m going to crack your ribs one by one."

The sign for The LINQ blinked erratically behind her. "You're a walking question mark hoping the world doesn’t notice you’ve got no answer. But I noticed. I see the cracks. I see the fear. You’re not dangerous. You’re desperate. Desperate to matter. Desperate to be something other than a filler name on someone else’s win column."

She looked into the camera again, deadly calm. "You’re not a mystery, Kate. You’re a delay. A pause before something real. And I’m going to press play... and erase you."

Diamond: "The Forgotten Victory"

Alexandra now neared the end of the Strip, where the lights grew thinner and the tourists scarcer. She paused at the base of a blinking casino marquee, her silhouette sharp against the fading neon.

"Diamond. Ah, Diamond... the one I’ve already beaten. And yet, here we are again. Trying to shine like you weren’t already dulled. You want another shot? Fine. I’ll remind you what it felt like when I shattered your illusion the first time."

She brushed her hair back, the Vegas wind teasing it loose. "They say diamonds are forever. But you? You cracked. Under pressure, under fists, under me. You fought like you were precious. But I saw through the sparkle. I saw the fracture. You’re costume jewelry, Diamond. All flash, no foundation."

Alexandra began walking again, slower now, like delivering the final eulogy. "There’s no revenge story here. No grand comeback. You can train all you want, bleed all you need to, but when you step into that ring again, nothing will have changed. I’ll put you back in your place like muscle memory."

She stopped, turning toward the camera one last time. "So bring your shine. Bring the defiance. Bring the hope. I’ll crush it again. Not because I need to, but because I can."

She slipped her sunglasses back on, the city lights gleaming in the lenses.

"Vegas is all illusions. But I’m the only truth walking this Strip. Remember that."

With that, Alexandra turned and disappeared into the crowd.

16
Climax Control Archives / The Edge of something Epic
« on: July 04, 2025, 09:55:08 PM »
On building a future
Calaway Estate
Dallas, Texas


The low hum of the central A/C mixed with the steady rhythm of sneakers hitting the mat. The private gym at Alexandra’s estate was quiet except for the sounds of movement — rapid footwork, the occasional sharp breath, and the clean, crisp slap of tape-wrapped hands against pads. Alexandra was working at her usual relentless pace. LJ, sitting on the edge of the ring apron, water bottle in hand, watched her with a smirk. He’d seen that intensity countless times — on TV, in the gym, across dinner tables when she was planning her next move. But this was different. They were days away from stepping into the ring together for the first time, and everything felt just a little more… electric.

“You know,” he finally said, “I think Song’s going to try and goad you early. Get in your head.”

Alexandra didn’t stop her combination — jab, elbow, spin kick into a grounded stomp. Fluid, aggressive, precise.
“Let her try,” she replied. “She doesn’t know what’s already in there.”

LJ chuckled and took a long sip. “That’s the part that scares me.”

She walked over to him, grabbing her own water bottle and towel. Her ponytail was frayed at the edges, sweat trickling down her spine. “Scared already? That’s not how I imagined this conversation going.”

He rolled his eyes and leaned back on his hands, gazing up at her. “Nah, I’m not scared of the match. I’m scared of how good we’re gonna look out there.”

That earned a small laugh from her, soft and genuine. “You’ve got jokes.”

“Always,” LJ said, then his expression shifted, more thoughtful. “But real talk? I’ve never been more ready. Not just for a fight — for this one. With you.”

Alexandra leaned beside him on the ring apron, their shoulders brushing. The familiar comfort of his presence didn’t dull the edge of her thoughts, but it anchored her. “Do you ever think about how weird it is that it took us this long?” she asked quietly.

“To team up?” He shrugged.

She nodded. “We’ve danced around it for a year. And now it’s here. First match together, first time letting the world see us not just as a couple, but in sync.”

LJ glanced down at his hands. “There were good reasons we waited. Didn’t want people to say you were carrying me. Or I was riding your momentum.”

“Yeah,” Alexandra said. “I remember.”

There had been talks — whispered, second-guessed. Concerns about image, politics, balance. Their relationship had thrived behind the scenes while they both tore through their respective divisions, never letting the world see them side by side between the ropes. Until now.

“This match changes things.” she said.

“It defines things,” he replied. “We’re not just lovers teaming up for a promo moment. We’re gonna show them we’re dangerous together. Not some PR couple — a goddamn force.”

She smiled at that. “That’s the goal.”

They both fell into a quiet beat of reflection. The sunset poured golden light through the narrow windows, casting a soft glow across the gym floor. It made the space feel warmer, more intimate, less like a battlefield, more like home.

Alexandra turned toward him, resting her arms behind her on the apron. “How do you want to play it?”

“In the match?” She nodded. “Hard tags, fast switches,” LJ said, shifting gears. “I say we keep them guessing. You start. I know you’ll bait Song right out of the gate. Let Justin get frustrated that he can’t touch you, then tag me in and let me brawl with him.”

“You know he’ll go stiff.” She bit her lip.

“Considering that I had a boxing match with my own brother without hesitation, so will I.” He smirked.

She grinned. “Just don’t let him draw you out of position. He’ll want to get you chasing.”

LJ nodded, serious again. “And when he does, you stay fresh. I’ll eat the first wave.”

Alexandra looked at him, eyes narrowing just slightly. “You’re not protecting me.”

He met her gaze. “No. I’m protecting us. There’s a difference.”

She considered that and eventually accepted it. “I’ve fought for a lot of things,” she said. “Titles. Respect. Power. This time? It’s different.”

“I know,” LJ said. “Because you’re not just fighting for yourself.”

They sat there for another few minutes, tension leaving their bodies in quiet waves. It felt good — not just the training, but the calm that followed. The knowing. That they were entering the ring stronger because of what they had, not in spite of it.

Eventually, Alexandra stood and walked to the corner where her phone rested on a bench. She picked it up, thumbed through a few unread messages, then set it back down, face-down this time.

LJ noticed the shift in her expression. “Something up?” She hesitated. He sat forward. “Angel?”

She exhaled slowly. “It’s not about the match.”

“Alright,” he said gently. “Then what is it?”

She didn’t turn toward him right away. Instead, she stayed facing the window, her arms crossing in front of her chest, defensive out of habit more than needed.

“It was something Miles said.” she admitted.

LJ’s face hardened a little. “When?”

“At the Queen for a Day announcement.”

He stood up now, slower, walking toward her. “What’d he say?”

Alexandra finally looked at him. Her voice was calm, measured — the way it always was when something actually cut deeper than she’d admit. “He bitched my ass out for how I booked the match with Artie. Then, just before walking away, he said, ‘Tell my brother I said hi — since you see him more than I do.’” Her voice flattened, mocking the nonchalance. “I understand his displeasure, but that last part seemed like a slight.”

LJ’s jaw clenched.

“I laughed it off or rather, I tried to.” she continued. “Everyone was watching. I couldn’t let it land, not in public. But it did.”

He took a step closer, his voice low. “Love…”

“I know,” she said. “It’s just Miles being Miles. It was calculated. It’s like he wanted to land a body shot, knowing I wouldn’t fight him on it. Out of love and respect.”

LJ looked away, anger burning just beneath the surface. “Well love, Artie is his friend and someone that he and Fenris have been training.”

“I understand that. But it brought up some painful thoughts.” Alexandra said, eyes steady. “Because I’ve been thinking about it. Wondering if… I’m in the way.”

“You’re not, Angel.” LJ said immediately, forcefully.

“I know,” she said again, quieter. “But it made me question. Just for a second.”

He stepped right up to her now, closing the space. His hand found her chin, lifting it gently so she’d look at him “You are not the reason I’m distant from Miles,” he said. “I’ve just been busy, focusing on getting better, on my career. On the choice of Law school. On living a life outside of his shadow.”

She searched his face, needing to believe it.

“I live here because I want to,” he continued. “I train with you because you make me better. I love you, Angel. You can’t let his anger get to you.”

Alexandra blinked once, then leaned forward, resting her forehead against his. “I’m sorry I didn’t bring it up sooner. I didn’t want it to cloud what we’re building for this match.”

He held her face in both hands now. “It’s not a cloud. It’s a fire. Let it burn and let’s use it.”

She smiled — not out of amusement, but relief. “You always say the right thing at the exact right moment. I hate how good you are at that.”

He laughed softly. “It’s a gift.”

“I love you too,” she said, the words soft but solid.

LJ kissed her, slow and grounding. Then, pulling back just an inch, he murmured, “Let’s go make some noise, Love.” Causing her to chuckle.

They stood in the dim light of the gym, the world outside quiet, the fight ahead still waiting. But inside them — in their bones, in their connection, in their fists — the storm was already rolling.
Together.


Bond Stronger than Distance
DFW Airport
Dallas, Texas


The camera feed buzzed to life on Alexandra’s Twitter livestream, her face filling the screen. No filter. No glamour lighting. Just her, framed by the distant hum of DFW Airport behind her — polished floors, dull announcements, the occasional rolling suitcase. She wore a pair of dark aviators, a black hoodie with the sleeves shoved up to her elbows, and her hair pulled back in a clean, tight braid. Her expression? Cool. Collected. But you could still see the tension in her jaw, the fire in her stare. The stream kicked off with no preamble.

“Just dropped LJ off at his gate,” she said flatly, her voice calm but laced with edge. “He’s flying out ahead of me to see his brother before we meet up in Grand Junction.”

She paused for a breath, eyes narrowing slightly as she leaned a little closer toward the camera. “Which means I’ve got a little time to sit with some thoughts. And since this place has decent Wi-Fi and half decent iced coffee, I figured — what better time to address the elephant in the room.”

A beat.

“Song.” She didn’t spit the name — didn’t need to. She said it like someone laying a playing card flat on a table. Unbothered. Certain. “Every single time we’ve been in the ring together, the same result follows. You come in with a chip on your shoulder, thinking you’re the one to finally shut me down… and I walk out with my hand raised.”

A small, humorless smirk curled at the corner of her lips. “And don’t act like you’ve forgotten. Because I haven’t. I remember every bell, every stare-down, every attempt you made to make a name off mine. And I remember how each time, you fell short.”

She hated to call her out on that, but it was the truth. “The truth hurts I know, but let’s not sugarcoat it, darling.” She shifted the phone slightly, tucking it into her palm as she started walking through the terminal, the camera now bouncing gently with each step. “This match in Grand Junction? You want to make it different. You’ve got Justin Smith by your side now. You think that’s your difference-maker. Your key to finally tipping the scale. Let me save you some suspense — it’s not.”

Her voice stayed steady, but there was no mistaking the conviction behind it. “See, I’ve spent the past year building something real with LJ. Not just a relationship. Not just a connection. We’ve been training, pushing each other harder than anyone on your roster could understand. We’ve fought through things that would break most. This isn’t just our first match as a couple. This is a declaration.”

She stopped walking now, turning the camera back on herself, face taking up most of the frame, eyes cold, expression sharp. “You can throw everything you’ve got at us. You can run highlight reels and call yourselves contenders. You can talk about experience or legacy or hunger. But here’s the truth you don’t want to admit…”

She tilted her head slightly, voice dropping lower. “You’ve never beaten me. And you’re not going to start now.” She held that gaze for a long moment before giving a slow, confident nod. “I believe in LJ. I believe in what we bring as a team. You and Justin? You’re stepping in as individuals trying to click. We’re stepping in already locked. Ready. Tight.” Another small smirk, this one with a touch more heat behind it.

“I’m not just aiming to win, Song. I’m gunning for it. I’m stepping into Grand Junction with one mission — to remind you, them,  and my doubters, just who I am, and to make sure the whole damn division understands that we’re not just a threat. We’re the standard.” She glanced briefly toward the overhead screen showing departure gates, then back at the camera. “When it comes to LJ, let’s face it, you didn’t pull a good card with your tag partner. But I won’t fault you for that dear Song. Justin Smith will let you down, accept the truth now, before it's too late.”

“I’ll see you soon.” Then, just before ending the stream, she added with a calm, venom-laced finality. “Try not to waste my time.”

The screen cut to black.


The Edge of something Epic
Cold Shivers Point
Grand Junction, Colorado


The car ride was quiet at first, but Alexandra eventually broke the silence, her voice soft and steady, careful not to disturb the calm that wrapped around them like the fading daylight. “Have you thought about how this match... it’s more than just a fight? Like, it’s the first real test for us as a team.” She glanced over at LJ, who kept his eyes on the road, fingers steady on the wheel.

He gave a small nod, a hint of a smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. No words yet.

She let the thought settle between them, then continued, “After a year of doing this, wrestling, training, traveling back and forth from Dallas to Vegas together, this is the moment where everything comes together, or it doesn’t. You know?”

LJ’s eyes flicked toward her briefly, warm and sure. “We’ve been ready for it longer than you think love.”

She smiled then, a little softer. “Yeah. But still... there’s nerves. It’s like knowing you’re standing on the edge of a cliff. You don’t fall, but it doesn’t mean you’re not scared.”

He reached over, brushing a stray strand of hair behind her ear. “I’m not scared. Not when I’m with you.”

Alexandra’s eyes met his, her own steady but shimmering with a quiet vulnerability. “That’s why I needed you here. Not just in the ring. But right  here, now, at this moment.”

LJ’s hand rested lightly on her thigh. “Always, my angel.” He squeezed her thigh a bit.

The car rounded a bend, and the canyons closed in closer, the shadows deepening. Alexandra sighed, her breath catching on the beauty and the pressure all at once. “Justin and Song... they’re good. But they don’t know us. They don’t know what it’s like to fight alongside someone who’s also your home. It’s true that I’ve faced Song before, but never with you by my side.”

He squeezed her leg, affirming every word. “They’re about to find out.”

The silence returned then, but it wasn’t empty. It was full, full of everything unsaid, everything understood, and everything they would face together. When they arrived, Alexandra didn’t step out immediately. She sat still, letting her pulse settle into the hum of the earth beneath them. Finally, she opened the door. They climbed the short trail in silence. Alexandra in her fitted black jacket and leggings, boots crunching gravel. LJ beside her, a looming shadow of stillness and presence. When they reached the overlook, the world opened up.

The sun was beginning its descent, spilling gold across the horizon. The cliffs stretched endlessly, every curve of rock a thousand years in the making. It was all so impossibly still. Alexandra exhaled. She turned and faced the camera they had mounted themselves, set to record in ultra-wide. No crew. No noise. Just nature, power, and purpose. LJ stood just behind her, to the right. Arms folded. Eyes hidden behind shades. His stance said everything: I am here. I am with her. I am listening. Alexandra stepped forward.

“There’s something about standing on the edge of the world that makes everything simpler.” Her voice was calm, not distant. Sharp without being angry. It didn’t echo against the canyon walls—it didn’t need to. It carried its own gravity. “In a few nights, we step into the ring for our first match as a team. As a couple. A year in the making. A year of building, of grinding, of knowing exactly what this moment means.”

She let the wind touch her face. It played with the strands of her hair. “Justin Smith. Song. I hope you're listening. I hope you're ready. Because this isn't just a match. This is a statement.” Her expression shifted, subtly. From composed to concentrated.

“Justin. You walk into that ring like you own the canvas. Like the ropes bend for you. You’ve got this aura about you, like everything you touch becomes part of your legacy. And in many ways? That’s true. You’re calculated. You’re smart. You’re dangerous.” She nodded once. “But you’re also comfortable. Too comfortable. You’re not preparing for a match, you’re preparing for another chapter. Another footnote to add to your career. That complacency? It’s going to eat you alive when the bell rings.”

She paused for a breath, grounding herself in the moment. “Because LJ and I? We don’t step into that ring thinking about what people will say afterward. We step in knowing what we need to say during. And that message? It’s going to be written in broken rhythms, fast tags, and the kind of synchronicity that no amount of tape study can prepare you for.”

She walked toward the edge a little further. “And Song... I’ll give you credit. You want to rise. I see it. I feel it. You carry that heat like you’re ready to explode at any moment. But there’s a difference between ambition and understanding. Between wanting the spotlight and knowing how to hold it.”

She paused again, breath steady and eyes unwavering. “You targeted me. You chose me. Thought I was the statement to make. The obstacle to overcome. You looked at me and thought, ‘That’s the mark. That’s the moment.’” Her lips curved into something colder than a smile. “You should have aimed lower.”

Another breeze swept past. Her hair brushed across her cheeks as she turned back toward the camera. “You’re not walking into a highlight reel. You’re walking into a consequence.”

She extended a hand behind her, palm open, and LJ took it. One simple connection. Nothing flashy. But undeniably present. “This right here? This isn’t chemistry. This is creation. You are looking at two people who have built something stronger than tag ropes and arena lights. We don’t just know each other’s timing. We know each other’s pain tolerance. Each other’s tells. We know how to move as one, and strike as two.”

She dropped his hand gently, stepping forward again. “We have trained side by side, bled side by side, fought battles outside the ring that would bury most. We didn’t come together because it was convenient. We came together because it was unavoidable.”

The sky behind her began to change hues. Golden bleeding into purple. “I know what people are whispering. That it’s our first time teaming up. That maybe there’s cracks in this foundation waiting to be split open the second things get hard.” She leaned in slightly. “There are no cracks. There is only pressure. And pressure makes diamonds.”

She gave the moment its space. Then continued. “So, Justin. Song. I hope you bring your best. I hope you fight like your reputations depend on it. Because for us? This isn’t about reputation. This is about arrival.”

She turned slightly toward LJ now, her voice softening without losing weight. “We didn’t wait a year to debut. We waited a year to strike.” Turning back. “You wanted to test us. What you’re going to get instead is an unveiling. The first glimpse at something that doesn’t break. Doesn’t buckle. Doesn’t back down.”

Her eyes narrowed just slightly. “You’re not facing Alexandra and LJ. You’re facing every moment we spent preparing for this. You’re facing two people who know exactly what they mean to each other, and exactly what they can do together.” She spread her arms for a moment, as if presenting the vast canyon behind her. “So when we walk into that arena, remember this moment. Remember what stood behind me. Not just the cliffs or the wind or the gold-stained sky. But what he represents behind me.”

She closed the distance to the camera now, voice low, certain. “He is the mountain at my back. And I am the fire in front of him.” Her final line cut through the air like a blade. “We’re not coming to prove we belong. We’re coming to remind you why you don’t.”

FADE OUT.

17
Climax Control Archives / Happy Birthday to Me..
« on: June 20, 2025, 09:26:06 PM »
“Same Stage, Different Fire: A Birthday on the Road to Summer XXXTreme XIII”
Alexandra’s Blog
Denver, Colorado


Here we are on another stage, another place and another time. It’s my birthday weekend and I’m spending it here, typing out this blog for whoever happens to read it. It’s strange what your mind decides to latch onto when the clock turns over on your birthday. Some people look for balloons, gifts, the occasional half-hearted hug from people they pretend not to resent. Me? I woke up this morning with a sharp sense of clarity, the kind that only comes with age, pain, and a long string of victories that still don’t seem to satisfy. I didn’t want cake. I didn’t want candles. Even though I know I’d get them. They aren’t the most important things in my life, that’s the people I choose to have in it. Hell, I didn’t even want peace. I wanted confrontation. I wanted to feel something real, because the truth is... peace has never really looked good on me.

I think that’s the biggest thing about all of this.. The unknown.. The unexpected. I feel like this match is a gift. One I can’t take for granted. I refuse to do that. I got a stroke of luck when I won the Queen for a day match. It reminded me of what I need to do, of what I must continue to do. It gave me a new perspective.  A new sense of purpose. A Goal.

And wouldn’t you know it? Life — or the universe, or fate, or maybe just a lazy booking committee — delivered the perfect gift: a rematch against someone I’ve already beaten so many times, I’ve lost count. Her name doesn’t even sting anymore. It doesn’t inspire rage or respect. It doesn’t shake me. It just... lingers. She’s like a ghost that refuses to understand it’s already dead. I keep sending her back into the dark, and she keeps crawling back into the light thinking the ending’s going to change this time. And now, in Denver, Colorado, on the mile-high stretch of this blood-stained road to Summer XXXTreme XIII, I get to bury her one more time. How poetic. How exhausting.

Little Miss I think I’m Hollywood and you are trash. I think I’m the main event, the be all and end all. When really, let’s just call her what she is — a repeat. A rerun. Someone I should've left behind in last season’s storyline, and yet somehow, she’s still crawling into my path like she matters. And maybe to someone, she does. Maybe there’s a fan out there who sees her as the underdog — the phoenix trying to rise. But me? I see her for what she really is. Not a threat. Not a rival. Just a necessary evil, a checkpoint on my route to something that actually means something. Still, she’s not the same as before. That much is obvious. She’s trained harder. She’s got that wide-eyed desperation now, that wild energy that makes someone believe their failure is a setup for redemption. Cute. Dangerous, maybe, in the hands of someone with purpose. But not here. Not with me. Not on this path.

Because the thing people forget about me — the thing she forgot — is that I’m not interested in playing the game the way it’s supposed to be played. I don’t align with the fan favorites, and I don’t dance with the devils just to wear their crown. I don’t owe the world a villain, and I sure as hell don’t care about being a hero. I exist to tear down the narrative. I live in the chaos between the lines. And I’ll do whatever it takes to keep control of my story — even if that means becoming the monster no one sees coming. The monster she likes to play me off to me. The Queen who overlooked the self proclaimed Golden Goose. I hate to say it, if I have my way, she won’t make it out of there tonight as the winning party. But hell it’s anyone's game right? However, let’s look at the past to detect the future.

I’ve beaten her before. That’s not up for debate. Check the tapes. The record books are stained with her failures against me. I’ve left her broken on canvas, clutching her ribs, gasping for answers I never bothered to give. I’ve heard the excuses. “She wasn’t focused.” “She’s evolved now.” “She’s not the same competitor.” None of that matters. The truth is, I could walk into Denver on zero sleep, bruised, pissed off, and emotionally bankrupt, and I’d still have her number. Because when she sees me across that ring, something inside her knows. We all know this doesn’t end well for her. Knows the outcome before the first strike. Some people call that intimidation. Others call it dominance. I call it history — and history doesn’t lie.

But let me be clear. This isn’t a promo. It’s not some monologue I’m cutting into a mirror with fake bravado. This is personal. Not because she’s earned that level of intimacy, but because the timing is just too perfect to ignore. A birthday is a moment. A pause in the chaos. A checkpoint on the highway of whatever this life is supposed to be. And while most people use it to reflect on their achievements and mistakes, I use it to sharpen my perspective. To remind myself who I am — and more importantly, who I’m not.

I’m not here to make friends, though I’ve met and made some of the best friends a girl could ever ask for. I’m not here to give anyone a push, though I’ve helped others achieve greatness. I’m not the measuring stick; I’m the executioner. And on this particular birthday, the only candle I’ll be blowing out is the spark she still thinks she carries. That flicker of hope. That belief that maybe — maybe — this time she’ll break the cycle. But the thing about cycles is... they don’t break. Not for people like her. They repeat — endlessly, painfully, until you finally accept that the ceiling you keep trying to shatter is actually just the bottom of my boot.

Denver is a strange city for this chapter, I’ll admit. The air is thinner. The lights are brighter. The fans are louder, maybe. But none of that changes the fact that I walk in as the storm and she walks in trying to find her footing. That ring — that sacred six sided square where fates are rewritten and careers are ended — doesn’t care about effort. It doesn’t care how many times you’ve practiced your entrance or how tightly your boots are laced. It only cares about impact. About who leaves standing and who doesn’t. And let’s be honest: we already know how this ends.

Still, I welcome it. Not because I’m underestimating her, but because I understand the role she plays in my story. Every queen needs a few skulls to decorate the throne. Every road to greatness is paved with familiar faces who didn’t know when to stay down. She’ll bring her fire, and I’ll bring my storm. She’ll think she’s found a new level, and I’ll remind her that even at my worst, I’m the cliff she always falls from.

I don’t fear being tested. I invite it. But there’s a difference between a test and a rerun. There’s a difference between being pushed and being pestered. And as I stand on the edge of Summer XXXTreme XIII, eyes locked on something bigger, something worthy — I know I can’t afford distractions. I can’t afford sentimentality. I can’t let a ghost from the past pull me out of alignment. But I’ll give her the fight she’s hoping for. Not because she’s earned it. But because I like to remind people what reality feels like when you strip away the fantasy.

And fantasy is all she has left. She fantasizes that this is her time. That all the training, all the losses, all the quiet humiliations were just setups for the big redemption. That narrative works in movies. Maybe even in books. But in this world — in my world — there are no fairy tale endings. Just final chapters written in blood and steel. And if she thinks for one second that my birthday is going to soften me? That sentimentality is going to slow me down or open the door to mercy?

She’s already lost.

I don’t do mercy. I don’t do grace. What I do is walk into arenas, steal the oxygen out of the room, and make sure the only thing the audience remembers is the name Alexandra Calaway — burned into their memories like smoke in their lungs. And if I have to remind her of that one more time in Denver, so be it. Because when the lights hit, and that bell rings, and she’s staring at me from across that ring, all that “growth” she’s been clinging to will vanish. All that bravado? Gone. What she’ll see is a force she can’t tame, a chaos she can’t outthink, and a woman who doesn’t give a damn about underdog stories or redemption arcs.

She’ll see the same thing she saw every other time I put her down. She’ll see the truth. And the truth is... I’m still here. Unchanged. Unbroken. Unapologetically cruel when I need to be, indifferent when I want to be, and untouchable no matter what version of herself she brings to that ring.

So happy birthday to me. I get to make another statement. I get to send another message to the roster, to the fans, to the whole damn industry: Alexandra Calaway isn’t going anywhere. I don’t fade. I don’t stumble. I don’t get caught up in drama or desperation.

I endure. I thrive.

And on this mile-high stop on the way to Summer XXXTreme XIII, I won’t just win. I’ll remind you. I’ll remind her. I’ll remind them. I’ll remind myself.

That this isn’t just my story. It’s a storm. And everyone who steps in the path of Alexandra Calaway?

Eventually, they drown.



A Love Letter in Real Time
The Ramble Hotel, Rooftop private area
RiNo District
Denver, Colorado


The night sky over Denver glowed with a velvet hush, the city lights flickering like earthbound stars below. On the rooftop of The Ramble Hotel, nestled in the heart of RiNo, two figures sat under a canopy of strung café lights, wrapped in an unlikely cocoon of blankets, half-eaten takeout containers, and the soft, flickering glow of a projected movie against a makeshift screen. The air was crisp, early summer brushing the skin with the breath of memory and promise.

Alexandra Calaway, Former Queen for a Day in Sin City Wrestling and relentless storm outside of it, lay with her legs draped over LJ Kasey’s lap. Her black hoodie was two sizes too big, sleeves swallowed over her fists, and her hair was piled in a messy bun that had long surrendered its structure. She held a fry between her fingers like a weapon, staring suspiciously at the scene playing on the wall beside them. "Seriously?" she asked, smirking as the heroine of 13 Going on 30 broke into tears in the rain. "You picked this out of every rom-com the internet could throw at us?"

LJ laughed, pulling a soda can from the cooler and handing it to her. "It’s iconic. She dances to Thriller at a corporate party. There’s something beautifully unhinged about that level of commitment."

Alexandra rolled her eyes, but the laughter on her lips betrayed her. She raised the can like a toast. "To chaos, then."

"To owning it."

The cans clinked, fizzling slightly, the sound muffled by the wind. Down below, Denver pulsed with its usual rhythm—the chatter of patios, the distant thump of bar music, the occasional rumble of a train—but up here, on their private stage above the world, the noise became ambiance.

The movie continued, dancing into its next montage, but Alexandra’s eyes stayed on LJ. Her fingers toyed absently with the fraying edge of the blanket around her shoulders. "You ever think about how weird this is?" he asked after a beat. "How all of this started in a hotel room with cold pizza and Saturday morning cartoons, and now you’re up here plotting vengeance with a view of the skyline?"

She smirked, sipping her drink. "Plotting vengeance is what I do. The skyline’s just a bonus."

"But that night," he said, "you weren’t 'Queen of Chaos.' You were just... there. Quiet. Present. A little scared, I think."

Alexandra didn’t answer immediately. The wind pulled at her hair and her silence. Finally, she shrugged. "I wasn’t supposed to be anyone that night. Just a friend. A body to fill the space. Your brother’s partner was in the hospital. You were unraveling. I didn’t have a plan."

"You brought junk food and cartoons."

"I panicked. Food and Bugs Bunny seemed safer than emotions."

LJ chuckled and ran his thumb over her knee, a soft gesture that she pretended not to notice. "You could’ve said nothing and it still would’ve meant more than anything else anyone did that week."

Her eyes lifted to meet his. "You didn’t look at me like I was chaos."

"You weren’t," he said simply. "You were comfort." He smiled, running the backs of his fingers down her jawline.
 
"I didn’t know how to be comfort. I didn’t even know how to be in moments like that without trying to fight something." She took a deep breath, her mind had been a storm that night. Seeing how Miles was over Carter. It was the same way she felt watching Miles and LJ go at it last week, unable to do anything to stop it.

"You didn’t need to fight. You just needed to be there. And you were." He gave her one of his signature smirks.

They paused, the gravity of the memory stitching a quiet peace between them. Onscreen, Jennifer Garner twirled in a pink dress, reliving her thirteenth birthday wish with wide-eyed innocence. Alexandra scoffed lightly. "Okay, but seriously—rain epiphanies? Always with the dramatic weather."

LJ grinned. "It’s metaphorical."

"It’s impractical." She giggled, but secretly enjoyed it. “We would be soaked..”

"Maybe, but... if you danced in the rain, I’d still be the idiot standing next to you trying not to slip." He leaned closer.

She tilted her head. "You’d kiss me in the rain?"

He leaned in, slow and close, his nose brushing hers. "I’d kiss you through a hurricane, Luv."

The kiss was soft. Not staged, not perfect—just real. The kind of kiss that happened when the world’s edges faded. The kind that spoke of quiet loyalty and long nights. When they pulled apart, the wind had shifted slightly. It carried something more now—the anticipation of change, of what lay beyond this still night.

Alexandra stood, stretching the stiffness from her legs, her hoodie rising to reveal a line of ink along her hip. She turned to him with a smirk. "You know... if I hit a moonwalk during my match at Summer XXXTreme, I’m blaming you."

"I’d pay to see it," LJ said, rising beside her. "You’d still make it terrifying."

"I am terrifying." She shook her head with a chuckle

"Not right now you aren’t." He gave her a sweet wink.

"Don’t ruin my brand, Kasey." She held out a hand. "Come on. Let’s give Red Rocks a preview."

He took it, and together they shuffled awkwardly into a half-dance, half-mock routine as Thriller started to play. She moved with exaggerated drama, socked feet skimming across the rooftop, arms flailing in mock-zombie rhythm. LJ mirrored her, the two of them laughing uncontrollably. There was no crowd, no judgment—only the sound of music, wind, and laughter echoing into the night.

Eventually, Alexandra paused, catching her breath, her expression softening as she looked at him. "Tomorrow I will fight a ghost," she said, quietly. "Someone who thinks she deserved a spot on my card just because she showed up a few times."

"And tonight, Angel?" LJ smiled at her.

"Tonight, I remind myself who and what I fight for." She smiled in response to him.

LJ brushed a strand of hair from her cheek. "And what’s that?"

"Moments like this. Where I’m not Alexandra Calaway, Former Queen for a day. Where I’m just me and that’s enough. For you. For my daughter. For myself." She took a deep breath

They held each other then. No big declarations. No sweeping cinematic swell. Just a steady heartbeat between them. Above, the stars blinked their approval. The movie fades into the credits. The food had long gone cold. But none of that mattered. Because this—this moment, this rooftop, this accidental romance born from cartoons and crisis—was where she had rediscovered the part of herself that didn’t need to roar to be heard. Here, in the quiet heart of Denver, beneath a sky that promised storms and stars alike, Alexandra Calaway wasn’t just preparing for war. She was remembering why she fought at all.


The Overlooked always Overreach
Red Rocks Amphitheatre
Denver, Colorado


Scene opens at dusk atop the legendary Red Rocks Amphitheatre, the red sandstone formations glowing in the fading Colorado light. Alexandra Calaway stands center stage, her figure silhouetted against the sprawling Colorado skyline. The wind brushes her leather coat as the sky bleeds orange into deepening blue. She takes a slow breath, surveying the horizon like a queen overlooking her domain. Her eyes glint with quiet fire.

“You see this place? Red Rocks. Symbol of power. Symbol of rebellion. A space where the earth itself begs you to stand tall, to scream louder, to make your presence known. That’s exactly why I chose it — because this moment with Crystal isn’t happening in a ring, or backstage, or under some predictable spotlight. It’s opening in a space built for giants. Built for chaos. And trust me... I plan on making this venue remember my name tonight.”

She begins to walk slowly across the open stage, boots striking the stone beneath her. Her fingers graze the microphone clipped to her collar, but her voice remains raw and unfiltered.

“Let’s be honest — all this tension between us? It never boiled down to wins and losses. No, it began way before the bell sounded. It began when Crystal realized she wasn’t booked on my show — Queen for a Day. She came running, begging, insisting she deserved the spotlight I built. She wanted an invite. A pass. A hand‑me‑down moment in my kingdom. But when the message came back: “You’re not on the card,” she cracked.”

She stops center stage again, chin lifted slightly. The wind shifts, and her dark hair lashes across her cheek. She doesn’t flinch.

“She couldn’t handle not being booked. And here’s the thing — it wasn’t about punishment. It was selection. I gave opportunity to those who matched my vision. To those who understood what power looked like when it stared back at you. Crystal didn’t. She couldn’t. So she spiraled. That’s where this all began — with a whimper. Not a war cry.”

Alexandra steps to the edge of the amphitheater, gazing down over the empty stone seating, each row like a ripple in the earth’s skin.

“You think I didn’t notice her little digs on social media? The veiled jabs in interviews? The crocodile tears disguised as “passion”? But I stayed quiet. I let her simmer in her self-made stew of bitterness, because I knew — eventually — we’d end up here. And she’d have nowhere to run. Crystal calls herself a veteran. I call her a footnote. She wants to pretend we’re equals — that we’ve shared similar battles, that we’ve carried the same weight. But no. She’s someone who’s survived long enough to become her own punchline. This match, in her mind, is retribution. Redemption. A way to show the world she still matters. But you know what it is to me? An inconvenience. A waste. But still, I’ll do it. To prove the point.”

She crouches down and runs her fingers across the rocky stage floor, the grit gathering under her nails.

“I’m not looking for closure. I’m not searching for resolution. I’m here to remind her why the crown never touched her head. Why the throne never bent to her shape. Why she was never — and will never be — Queen. Let’s talk about that, shall we? Queen for a Day. My concepts. My Card. My execution. My empire.”

She rises again, standing taller now. Behind her, the last sliver of sunlight disappears. Floodlights hum to life, casting eerie shadows.

“I didn’t just create that night to hand out accolades or favors. I crafted it as a tribute to power — to ruthless brilliance. Every match was calculated. Every performer? Selected with the precision of a scalpel. I wanted the kind of night that left echoes in people’s bones. The kind that carved fear into the hearts of anyone watching. And Crystal thought she was owed a spot. Owed. Entitlement is such a rotten stench. And Crystal wears it like cheap perfume. See, real royalty doesn’t beg. Real royalty doesn’t demand a spotlight — it harnesses it, it becomes the light. I didn’t just host Queen for a Day, I embodied it. Every moment, every beat, every entrance down that ramp — I was the crown, the fire, and the fury.”

She paces now, the rhythm of her steps matching the rising tension in her voice.

“So when Crystal was told she wasn’t on the card? That was the cleanest mercy she ever received. And she turned it into a grudge. Now she wants to rewrite that moment — repaint it as injustice. But here's the truth, Crystal. That wasn't an injustice. That was a decision. That was me looking through the lens of destiny and seeing no reason to include you. That wasn’t personal. I overlooked you, because you haven’t shown you want it bad enough. Prove to us ALL that you do. That was professional. But now? It is personal. Because you made it so. You are right though, I could have put you on the card. But against whom, if I had known you wanted to face me so badly, I would have booked us in a match. Speak up more next time. Sweetie.”

She stops. Her head turns slightly, as if hearing the whisper of ghosts in the wind. The night around her grows colder.

“You made your absence a tantrum. You made your disappointment a narrative. You decided to take your bitterness and poison everything around you. And now you’re here — thinking this match, this venue, this moment, gives you back what you think you lost. It doesn’t. This match isn’t your redemption. It’s your reckoning. You think you’ve been wronged. I think you’ve been warned. And let’s be clear — this isn’t just a match in Denver. This is the prologue to Summer XXXTreme XIII. The road ends there. But it burns here. Red Rocks isn’t just a venue tonight. It’s an altar. And I’m the storm that consecrates it.”

Thunder rumbles faintly in the distance. Her hands slowly rise, arms outstretched to the sky.

“Feel that wind? That electric pulse in the air? That’s not nerves. That’s inevitability. This stage is soaked in history. In echoes of the gods. U2. The Beatles. Stevie Nicks. All voices that shook these rocks to life. And tonight — it’s mine that will echo. Not in song. In declaration. I’ve been called a lot of things. Dangerous. Relentless. Unpredictable. But tonight? I’m adding unforgiving to the list. You see, Crystal thinks this is a rivalry. It’s not. You can’t rival something you don’t understand. Chaos isn’t something you challenge — it’s something you survive. If you’re lucky. She’s walking into this with delusions of grandeur. But I’m not here to wrestle her ego. I’m here to crush it.”

She turns slowly, facing the horizon again. Lightning flashes far in the distance — a silent warning.

“I didn’t climb Red Rocks for the view. I came here to claim the storm. I came here to send a message — not just to her, but to every name on that roster who thinks they can coast on legacy and call it greatness. Legacy is earned. Not inherited. It’s not about how long you’ve been in the game. It’s about what you leave behind. And Crystal? She’ll leave behind this match. This memory. This echo of a scream lost in the canyons of Colorado. A last gasp before silence. While I? I’ll leave behind myth. I’ll leave behind prophecy.”

She steps forward once more, her voice dropping to a near whisper — as if confiding in the mountains themselves.

“Because I’m not done. Here in Denver, Colorado, The Red Rocks is the beginning. But Summer XXXTreme XIII? That’s where the thunder cracks. I plan on being there, booked or not, to make a fucking statement. That’s where the sky splits wide open. So Crystal, if you came here hoping for redemption — prepare to be disappointed. If you came here hoping to be remembered — you will be. But not for the reasons you want. Because after tonight, when people speak of Red Rocks, they won’t talk about the lights or the music. They’ll talk about the night Alexandra Calaway brought the storm. And buried a ghost.”

Final lightning flash. Fade out.

Homeward Bound
The Ramble Hotel, Alexandra & LJ’s Suite
RiNo District
Denver, Colorado


The late summer sun cast golden streaks across the vintage-style windows of the Ramble Hotel in Denver, where Alexandra sat in a quiet corner of her suite. Her hair was still damp from a shower, braided loosely over her shoulder, and she wore a faded tee and joggers — comfort after chaos. The glow from her laptop screen lit her face as it connected. Ashlynn’s smiling image appeared almost instantly, curled up on the couch at home, barefoot and dressed in a tank top and shorts, summer break in full swing.

“Hey, baby girl,” Alexandra said, voice warm but tired. “How’s home?”

Ashlynn grinned. “Loud. Damien and Mika are arguing over who gets the last ice cream bar.” She leaned closer to the camera. “You look wiped, Mom. Long day?”

Alexandra gave a small laugh, running a hand over her face. “Long few weeks, honestly. Everything’s changing faster than I thought it would.” She paused, leaning back in the chair. “PWS is shutting down. It’s official now. And my contract with EPW… it’s officially up.”

Ashlynn blinked, the smile fading into something more thoughtful. “So… that’s it? You’re done?”

“No,” Alexandra said quickly, shaking her head. “Not done. Not yet Just... shifting gears. For once, I’m not going to be everywhere at once. No more juggling three promotions. I’ve given so much of myself to all these places, but now... it’s time I focus on what really matters. That’s you. That’s LJ. That’s home.” She paused again, her voice softening. “And if I’m going to keep fighting, it’s going to be where I want to, not where I feel like I have to.”

Ashlynn tilted her head. “So you’re staying in Sin City Wrestling?”

Alexandra nodded. “Yeah. That’s where I’m putting everything now. My energy, my attention, what’s left of this fight in me. I still love this business — I always will — but I’ve realized I don’t need to be everywhere to be heard. SCW is where I belong right now.”

There was a quiet beat between them, the kind filled with unspoken understanding. Ashlynn finally smiled again. “Good. You deserve to have one lane to run in. And... I just want you to be happy.”

Alexandra’s heart swelled as she looked at her daughter’s face. “I am. Or at least... I’m getting there.” She gave a half-smile. “You know, I used to think walking away from anything meant weakness. But this? This is strength. Choosing peace. Choosing family. Choosing to fight with purpose instead of pressure.”

Ashlynn’s voice came through softly. “You’re still my hero, Mom. You always will be.”

Alexandra’s eyes misted over, but she smiled through it. “That’s all I’ve ever tried to be.”

Outside, the Denver skyline shimmered in the heat of the setting sun. Inside, Alexandra felt something rare — clarity. The scene fades out on the video call as LJ enters the room.

18
A Few Hours Later
A Rooftop Greenhouse
Paris, France


The storm had finally broken.

Rain painted the city in sheets of silver, drumming against glass, cascading down centuries-old gutters. Lightning cracked across the Parisian sky like veins of divine fury. And inside the rooftop greenhouse of the old hotel—forgotten, hidden behind ivy and dust—Alexandra sat barefoot among wild herbs and overgrown roses.

The leather coat was gone, draped over the back of an old wrought-iron chair. Her knees were pulled to her chest. The glass walls around her shuddered with each gust of wind. Candlelight flickered from a cracked mason jar, casting her shadow against the moss-covered stones beneath her. Her face was calm, but her knuckles were white around the wine glass in her hands.

She didn’t look up when LJ stepped through the creaking door. He paused for a moment, letting the silence wrap around them like fog. He saw her then—not the champion, not the avenger, not the war machine. Just Alexandra. Alone, barefoot, and burning with something no crown could ease.

“You shouldn’t be out in this,” he said, quietly, stepping inside and shutting the storm out behind him.

Her voice was flat but not cold. “Neither should you.”

“I never said I was smart.” He walked closer. “Just stubborn.”

A breath escaped her, half amusement, half exhaustion. “Same.”

LJ stood in front of her, then slowly lowered himself to the ground. The candlelight painted gold into his eyes, and Alexandra finally met his gaze.

“This place…” she murmured, eyes scanning the ceiling of rain-streaked glass, “feels like a confession box. But all the gods I’d pray to are already dead.”

LJ didn’t flinch. “Then maybe you’re the one we pray to now.”

She shook her head. “Don’t do that.”

“Do what?”

“Turn me into a symbol. I’m already a weapon. I don’t want to be worshiped, LJ. I want to be remembered. Feared. And when this war is over…” Her voice caught. “I want to disappear.”

He leaned forward, reaching out to brush a lock of damp hair from her face. “And where will you go, my phantom queen?”

“I don’t know,” she whispered. “Someplace where no one speaks my name like it’s a curse. Someplace where I don’t have to be strong just to survive.”

He took the wine glass from her hand and set it aside gently, letting his hand linger over hers. “Then we’ll go there. One day. But not yet.”

She nodded slowly, her cheek resting on her knees. “Not yet.”

Lightning lit the greenhouse, illuminating every vine and thorn. The shadows danced like ghosts. LJ watched her carefully, knowing the war inside her was louder than any thunder outside.

“Do you think there’s a version of us,” she asked quietly, “in another life, where we don’t carry blood on our hands?”

He considered the question. “Maybe. But I like this version better. Because it's real.”

Alexandra gave him a look—tired, amused, unbelieving.

“No, really,” LJ continued, taking her hand. “Because in this life, I get to love the strongest person I’ve ever known. Not just for her victories. But for the fact that she keeps going, even when she wants to vanish.”

Her throat tightened. The words settled in her ribs like warmth and weight all at once. “What if I don’t make it back?”

“You will. I have the map remember?”

“And if I don’t?”

“Then I’ll make the whole world look for you and we will find you. But you and I both know, I won't let you lose your way.”

Silence stretched between them. Honest. Raw. The kind of silence that spoke more than any vow ever could.

Then, without a word, she leaned forward and rested her forehead against his. Her breath ghosted over his lips, slow and trembling.

“You and Ashlynn, you’re the only thing that feels real anymore,” she said. “The only thing I don’t have to fight for.”

“You do fight for us,” he whispered. “Every time you come back.”

A crack of thunder split the night sky, and she flinched slightly—but LJ didn’t move. His grip remained firm. Steady. Unshaken. Alexandra closed her eyes and let herself lean into him, finally, as the storm roared around them.

Outside, Paris drowned in rain.

Inside, Alexandra Calaway—warrior, queen, survivor—finally let someone hold her without armor. And LJ did exactly that. He didn’t speak. He just stayed, holding her in his arms tightly.


A Sermon for the Queens
Notre-Dame Cathedral
Paris, France


The entire cathedral was cloaked in shadow. Thunder growled beyond the stained-glass windows of Notre-Dame, casting fractured light across the ancient stone floor. Candles flickered along the altar, their flames bowing toward a presence darker than the storm itself. Alexandra Calaway stood in the nave — a black-clad confessor in this cathedral of reckoning, her gaze as cold as the marble beneath her feet.

"You were a star once, Crystal," she said, her voice slicing through the stillness like a blade drawn at mass. She did not pace. She did not raise her voice. There were no theatrics. Just truth — sharp, relentless, and cruel.

"The lights. The fans. The glitter. The name changes. The weddings. The comebacks. The speeches. The retirements. The un-retirements. You did it all, didn’t you? Reinvented yourself so many times the original is just a ghost."

Alexandra’s heels clicked on the ancient flagstone like judgment drums as she walked the aisle toward the altar.

"But the truth? The truth is you’ve become the ghost of your own myth. A flickering VHS tape in an age of streaming wars. You cling to memories as if they can protect you, as if nostalgia can throw punches. It can’t."

She stopped before a crumbling marble effigy of a forgotten saint, gazing into the fragments of a broken mirror scattered at its base. Her own reflection looked back at her in pieces — fractured and dangerous, just like the legacy she was about to bury.

"You built your empire on illusions — weddings sold like season finales, tears scripted for cameras, gold handed out because your name once meant 'ratings.' You didn’t defend your crown, Crystal. You posed with it. You didn’t rule. You reminisced."

Lightning flared. For a heartbeat, her shadow stretched behind her like a pair of wings. Then it vanished.

"Every comeback? A grasp. Every promo? A prayer. Every time you stepped back into that ring you whispered: ‘Remember me.’ But this? This isn’t your resurrection. It’s your requiem. And I’m the one lowering you into the earth."

She ascended the steps to the altar, her approach more sacred than sacrilegious.

"And then there’s Seleana." The name was spoken like a benediction — or perhaps a lament.

"You didn’t ask to be in her shadow. But you stood there anyway. Is that loyalty? Or fear? Maybe both. You followed her — into titles, into teams, into chaos. But here’s the truth: Crystal never reached back for you. She pulled, and you followed, and she let you fade so she could shine."

A new candle was lit by her hand, its flame catching the blood-red hues of the nearby stained glass.

"You are the weight she wears. The ballast she keeps so she can pretend she’s steady. And when it comes down to the final moments, the final rung, when your hands are both on the crown — she’ll push. She won’t even blink."

She turned to the empty pews, preaching to shadows.

"But you’re not weak, Seleana. You’re just quiet. Steady. You’ve survived storms she couldn’t comprehend. You’re the iceberg beneath her sinking ship. And maybe, just maybe, if you stop apologizing, if you stop pretending you don’t belong — you’ll finally rise."

Her voice softened like a prayer. "Don’t be her sacrifice. Be her successor."

There was silence for a beat. Then she whispered the next name like a curse.

"Kat Jones."

It did not echo. It struck.

"You’re not here by accident. You’re not a legacy act. You’re not a hanger-on. You’re a survivor — a relentless, brutal, brilliant survivor. You crawled through hell and came out with your fists still swinging."

She knelt before a stone cross, her hand brushing its base. "But even iron rusts. Even icons fall. You’re fire-forged, but this match is ice and shadow and silence. And I am all three."

She stood again. "You want the crown? You’ll have to bleed for it. And I will make you. Because I don’t care how many wars you’ve survived. I care how many you’ve lost."

Her feet carried her to the apse like a shadow in sermon.

"Cassie."

A laugh escaped her — not cruel, but pitying.

"You beat me once. And you’ve worn that win like armor. But that night? That wasn’t your coronation. That was a gift. A moment where the stars aligned and I blinked." She stopped before an unlit candle. "But this isn’t about who you beat. It’s about who you are. And you, Cassie, are still green. Still writing your story in pencil. Still hoping someone hands you a pen."

A match flared. The candle ignited.

"I’m not going to beat you. I’m going to rewrite you. Break you down until all that’s left is truth — and pain." The corridor of prayer candles lit her path like a runway of reckoning. "You haven’t lost enough yet to understand what it takes to win. But you will."

She came to a stop.

"And Julianna." She faced a shattered mirror bolted to the wall. "You beat me with mirrors. With manipulation. With masks and misdirection. But the woman you faced then? She’s gone. You’re staring at the storm now. The flood."

Her hand swept over the cracked surface, her gaze unwavering.

"You think you're ten steps ahead. But you’re blind to the avalanche rolling over your game board. I’m not a queen playing chess. I’m the fire that melts it." From the floor she lifted a jagged shard of glass. "You want to win clean. I want to win cruel. And cruelty doesn’t need approval. It just needs blood."

She dragged the shard across her palm. Blood welled, glistened. "This crown isn’t validation. It’s a weapon. And in my hands? It becomes judgment."

With deliberate steps, she returned to the altar. Blood dripped onto the pulpit as she placed the shard down like an offering.

"Every woman in this match walks in with something to prove. I walk in with something to end. Your dreams. Your illusions. Your thrones. This isn’t a coronation. It’s a reckoning."

Her arms spread wide.

"Let this cathedral remember. Let the storm take your names. Let the broken glass beneath our boots become the new stained glass of history."

Her whisper was a vow.

"I am Alexandra Calaway. I am the storm, the sentence, the end. And when the crown falls — it will land in blood."

Fade to black.

Reaching deep inside
Hotel Balcony
Paris France


The rain had eased, leaving the Paris skyline slick with silver light. Montmartre glowed in the distance, sacred and serene, while the low murmur of the city thrummed beneath them like a heartbeat slowed. On the rooftop of an old apartment wrapped in ivy and rust, Alexandra sat barefoot on the edge, a blanket around her shoulders, cigarette untouched between her fingers. Her eyes weren’t on the city. They were on nothing.

Behind her, a soft creak. LJ stepped out from the open French doors, sleeves rolled, tea in one hand. He didn’t speak right away. Just set the mug down beside her and lowered himself onto the ledge, close enough to feel her cold shoulder.

“You’ve got that look again,” he said gently. She didn’t answer. “The one like you’re staring through the world. Like you're already haunting it.”

Still nothing.

He reached down and plucked the drink from her hand, took a sip and swallowed, before he exhaled toward the stars. “You’re not drinking your wine. That’s how I know it’s bad.”

She turned her head slightly. “What if they’re right?”

LJ raised an eyebrow, his voice soft but edged. “Who?”

“Crystal. Julianna. All of them.” Her eyes fell back to the streetlights far below. “What if I’m just another monologue in a world that stopped listening?”

He looked at her for a long moment. “You want the truth, Angel?”

She nodded.

“Good. Because I’m not the type to rub your back and whisper bullshit just to make you feel warm.” He leaned closer, the drink now forgotten on the balcony table. “You’re not some fading echo, luv. You’re the thunder that hasn’t hit yet. They hear the rumble and think it’s passed — but you haven’t even landed.”

She smiled faintly, but it was bitter. “Feels like I’ve been fighting ghosts lately. Their pasts. My own.”

LJ’s voice dropped to something just above a whisper. “You think ghosts can bleed? ‘Cause I saw what you did in Notre-Dame. That wasn’t haunting, Angel. That was holy war.”

She looked down at her hands, still faintly marked from the glass. “It’s all becoming noise. Rage. Fire. I don’t even know if I’m doing this for me anymore.”

“That’s because you’re not just fighting for a crown,” he said. “You’re fighting to be remembered. And that’s bloody terrifying. But let me tell you something — legacies aren’t built on peace. They’re carved out of nights like this. Out of doubt. Out of broken knuckles and sleepless stares.”

He reached over, took her hand in his, thumb brushing lightly over her scars.

“You don’t need them to believe in you. You just need to remind them why they feared you.”

She met his gaze, vulnerable now. Raw. “And if I fall?”

His answer was immediate, unwavering. “Then you fall with the heavens shaking and every woman in that ring knowing they weren’t enough to keep you down.”

She leaned her head against his shoulder. The city breathed beneath them.

“You always know what to say,” she murmured.

He smirked, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. “That’s ‘cause I know who you are. Not Alexandra Calaway. Not the Queenslayer. Not the storm in stilettos. Just you. My Angel.” A pause. Then softly: “So go remind them. Make them choke on the silence after your name. Burn the map, redraw the crown, and bloody well make them remember why they should’ve stayed in the shadows.”

She sat up straighter, the fire slowly returning behind her eyes.

“Yeah,” she whispered. “Time to make them remember.”

The two of them share a passionate kiss as the night carries on.


I bury Queens
Paris Catacombs
Paris France


Beneath the skin of Paris, where the light dared not linger, a different cathedral sprawled — not of stone and stained glass, but of bone and silence. The catacombs breathed with ancient death, the skull-lined walls witnessing centuries of secrets and sins. Here, where empires had turned to dust and monarchs were but marrow and memory, Alexandra Calaway walked alone.

Each step echoed through the hollow chamber as if even the dead paused to listen.

Her silhouette flickered under the dim glow of torchlight, a phantom robed in purpose. In her hand, she carried the same bloodied shard of mirror from Notre-Dame, now dulled by ash and absolution. She had come not to mourn, but to bury.

“You thought it ended at the altar?” she whispered, her voice sharp as a dagger unsheathed. “You thought my reckoning could be confined to hollow halls and candlelight confessions? No. That was the bell tolling. This... this is the burial.”

A drip of water fell from the ceiling. It echoed like a falling blade. She passed rows of stacked skulls, each one grinning in eternal judgment. Her voice curled around them like smoke, rising into the void.

“Crystal,” she said, the name hanging like a curse. “This is your true mausoleum. Not the ring. Not the locker room stories you whisper to stay relevant. This. Here. Where your legacy truly belongs — among the long-forgotten.”

She ran her fingers over the dusty brow of a centuries-old skull, tracing the hollows where eyes once lived. “You were a queen once. I’ll give you that. You sold millions on glitter and gloss. On tears and redemption arcs. But look what’s left. Bone. Dust. Empty sockets.”

A cruel smile played at her lips.

“Your comeback tour ends with a requiem played on broken bones. You never understood how to let go. You kept coming back for a crown already stolen, clawing at a throne that was burned to ash.”

The torchlight danced across her face — a storm in human skin.

“Legacy isn’t what they remember. It’s what they fear. And no one fears you anymore, Crystal. They pity you.” She pressed her palm to the wall, as if communing with the past. “And pity is the first step toward irrelevance.”

She moved deeper into the labyrinth.

“Seleana,” she murmured, her tone shifting — not softer, but heavier. “I hope you can hear this. I hope somewhere in your heart, that steady, breaking heart, you know I’m right. You’ve been holding up a collapsing monument. A one-woman rescue mission for someone who’d leave you in the rubble.”


Her eyes narrowed.

“This isn’t about betrayal. This is about liberation. You deserve more than being her final excuse. You deserve more than trailing behind her spotlight like a loyal echo. You’ve suffered in silence while she monologued in mirrors.”

Alexandra paused before a collapsed arch, her voice echoing in the still air.

“But you won’t rise until you let her fall. This isn’t survival. This is rebirth. And like all births, it will come with blood.”

She drew a breath that tasted of mildew and memory.

“You’re not weak, Seleana. You’re just drowning in someone else’s myth. Time to burn the book.”

A gust of air swept through the tunnel. Dust danced with the ghosts. Even they, it seemed, stopped to listen. She stopped before a particularly ornate alcove. A tomb. Carved with a single word: Victoria.

“Fitting, isn’t it? Even in death, they name these places for the victorious. But victory doesn’t come to those who beg for it. It comes to those who drag it screaming from the jaws of the abyss.”

She turned slowly.

“Like you, Kat.”

The name struck like a sword hitting stone.

“You’re strong. You’re scarred. But scars are not strength. They are souvenirs. Reminders of survival — not conquest. And I collect no souvenirs. I take legacies and reduce them to bones.”

She stepped forward, her voice tightening.

“You’ll fight with fury. I’ll fight with finality. There’s a difference. You want to walk out with the crown. I want to make sure no one else can crawl out at all.”

She knelt, running her hand over the carved letters in the tomb.

“You were born in fire, but I am forged in the silence that follows destruction. And in that silence, I will make you remember what it means to be outmatched.”

Then came the name spoken with reluctant amusement.

“Cassie.” She chuckled — not cruelly, but like a parent watching a child rush toward traffic. “Poor, bright-eyed Cassie. All heart. All momentum. But momentum dies when it hits a wall. And I am that wall.”

She stared into the darkness.

“I see your fire. But fire without oxygen dies. And I will suffocate you with silence. You’ve never walked through halls like these. Never smelled death up close. But after I’m done, you will. You’ll know the quiet scream of irrelevance.”

The shard of glass caught the torchlight. It shimmered like a promise.

“Your story’s still being written. But not all stories end in glory. Some end in burial.”

She stood, drawing a line through the wall with the glass. And then the storm behind her eyes returned.

“Julianna.” The name cracked like a whip. “Still calculating. Still pretending you can outmaneuver chaos. You treat matches like chessboards. But here? Where the air is thick with time and decay? Strategy means nothing.”
Her voice grew colder. “I don’t play games. I burn the board.”

She stared at the wall of bones, her voice rising into something ritualistic.

“You think you’ve cracked me before. That wasn’t a crack. That was patience. That was me waiting for you to make your final move. And now? Now the storm bears down on you.” She leaned in, close enough to whisper. “I am not the opponent you faced. I am the evolution of every scar you tried to leave on me. I am the sharpened edge of every lesson you thought I didn’t learn.”

A heartbeat passed. Then she continues. “You think you win clean. I don’t care. I don’t need clean. I need conclusive. And when it’s over, when you're on your knees choking on the aftermath, remember: You were outplayed not by a strategist — but by inevitability.”

The silence roared louder than any scream.

"This isn’t a warning. This isn’t a promo. This is scripture. And the gospel according to Alexandra reads: blood before mercy, crown before camaraderie, war before peace."

She raised the shard of glass once more.

“I didn’t come to compete. I came to close the book.”

And then her voice dropped, low and lethal.

"When you climb, when your fingertips brush that crown, feel this chill. The cold breath of these catacombs will wrap around you like a noose. Because I’ll be beneath you, dragging you back down. One by one. With a whisper. With a scream."

She turned, facing the torch.

"This city remembers revolutions. Guillotines. Purges. Don’t think for a second it won’t remember this."

She looked upward — beyond the ceiling, beyond the bones, to the sky beyond stone and time.

“I am not the villain in your fairy tale. I am the reckoning at the end of your dynasty. And when this is over, when the dust settles and the belt lies bloodstained in the center of that ring, Paris will not whisper your names.”

A pause. A breath.

“It will scream mine.” The flame dimmed, then flared once more — a heartbeat of light in a kingdom of decay. "I am Alexandra Calaway. And in the house of bones…” She raised the shard toward the ceiling as if anointing the sky. “I bury queens.”

Blackout.

“Ladders, Love & Legacy: My Fight, My Heart”
Alexandra’s Queenslayers Blog
Paris France


The city of Paris is beautiful and brutal all at once. It wears its history like a scarred jewel — gleaming, complicated, alive. Tonight, as I prepare to step into the ladder match that will decide the future of this crown, I feel that same mix inside myself: a fierce warrior ready to fight for everything, and a woman quietly holding on to love. Because this isn’t just a ladder match. It’s a war staged on steel, but it’s also a story of heartbeats — mine, and his.

Love in the Chaos

I often think about the paradox of love and war. How they live side by side in me. How the same hands that can rip and claw in the ring also need to reach out and be held. LJ — my Angel, my Luv — is the tether that keeps me grounded when the storm threatens to tear me apart. He’s the quiet in the roar, the warmth beneath the cold spotlight. When the ladder looms overhead like a monument to pain, he’s the one whispering strength into my bones. It’s a reminder that beyond the bruises and blood, there is softness. There is hope.

But this fight? It’s no fairy tale.

It’s a brutal, unforgiving ladder match — and every woman in it is a force to be reckoned with. Crystal, Seleana, Kat, Cassie, Julianna — these aren’t just names. They’re the flames I have to walk through, the ghosts I have to lay to rest, the future I have to conquer.

Crystal — the ghost of glory past.

She’s a storm in her own right, wrapped in nostalgia and fading lights. I don’t think she knows how to let go of what once was, clinging to comebacks like they’re life rafts. But she’s fragile, wrapped in illusions. In the ring, nostalgia won’t save her. It never has. It’s my job to make sure this is her final requiem, and I won’t hesitate.

Seleana — the steady heart beating in the shadows.

She’s quieter, yes. But don’t mistake that for weakness. Seleana is the iceberg beneath the sinking ship of this rivalry. She’s held up by loyalty and perhaps a touch of fear, but beneath that, there’s an unyielding strength. She’s survived storms I can’t even imagine. Our history is tangled, complicated. And in this match, I see the fight not just against her, but for her — for her to step out of the shadows, to stop apologizing for belonging here.

Kat — forged in fire and resilience.

Kat isn’t a hanger-on. She’s survived hell, come out swinging, and that makes her dangerous. But scars don’t make strength. They make souvenirs. I’m here to break souvenirs down, to take what’s left and turn it into something brutal and final. She fights with fury, but I fight with finality. There’s a difference — and I intend to show her.

Cassie — bright, burning, but green.

She’s got fire, but fire needs oxygen, and I will suffocate her with silence. Cassie hasn’t yet tasted the quiet scream of irrelevance, but I will make her understand it intimately. She’s still writing her story in pencil, and I’m the force that will make her ink the pain and truth with blood.

Julianna — the strategist who thinks she’s ten steps ahead.

She played me before with mirrors and misdirection, but the woman she faced then is gone. This is a storm she can’t outmaneuver. In this match, brilliance breaks — and I am the hammer. She wants clean victories. I want cruel ones. Blood before mercy. Crown before camaraderie. War before peace.

This is the crucible where legends are forged. Every woman here has a reason, a history, a fire that drives her. But I am here to remind them all: this ladder is not just steel and ropes. It’s a test of heart and will. Of who is willing to bleed for the crown.

And through it all, I carry him with me.

LJ — my anchor and my flame. When the pain gets too sharp, when the weight of the past tries to crush me, I feel his presence like a soft hand on my shoulder. He doesn’t ask me to be perfect. He just asks me to be real — fierce, flawed, human. Our love isn’t a retreat from the fight. It’s the reason I fight.

Because in the quiet moments — when the crowd fades, the blood dries, and the adrenaline ebbs — there’s him. The man who looks at me and sees more than a competitor. The man who calls me Angel, who sees the woman beneath the warrior’s mask.

I’ll climb that ladder for the crown. But more than that, I’ll climb it for us. For the promise that even in the darkest battles, there is light. For the hope that after the dust settles, there will be nights where it’s just him and me, far from the chaos.

Romance and war — two sides of the same coin. One demands vulnerability, the other strength. One requires trust, the other grit. But both ask for everything you’ve got.

And I’m ready to give it all. 

So to the women who step into this ring with me — I see you. I respect your fire. But this is my story too. And when I reach the top, when I take that crown, it won’t just be a victory over them. It will be a victory of love and war. Of heart and strength. Of everything that makes me who I am.

To my Angel, my Luv — thank you for being my calm in the storm, my strength when I falter, and my reason to keep climbing.

This fight is ours, as much as it is mine.
Here’s to climbing higher — with love as my ladder.
— Alexandra Calaway

19
Before the Storm
Hotel Terrace
Paris, France


The Eiffel Tower twinkles in the near distance. A gentle wind cuts across the terrace. The rain hasn’t started yet, but the clouds hang low and heavy. Alexandra Calaway leans against the stone railing, dressed in black leather and lace, her dark makeup flawless, but her jaw tense. She stares at the horizon like it insulted her. She hated that she was going to be here alone, without him. She lets her thoughts wander to her daughter, who just celebrated her sixteenth birthday. And to him, to LJ. She hated that they couldn’t be here.

“I don’t know if I can do this alone.” Her eyes look up at the sky. They had been traveling together for so long that it was almost like second nature for them. She had already been here two days without him. “I have to.. I must carry on. It’s what he’d want.”

LJ slips in silently, making sure he’s not heard. He watches her — not just her body, but the weight she carries in her posture, her breathing, the quiet storm behind her eyes.

“Hello Angel..” He looks at her.

She shook her head as she jumped and turned around.  “LJ.. you.. You’re..”  She took a deep breath, but her gaze was millions of miles away.

“You’re somewhere else right now.” the words come out softly, a knowing smirk crosses LJ’s features.

Alexandra smiles weakly and keeps her gaze on him. “I’m five steps up a ladder… with blood on my hands and five women clawing at my ankles.” Her fingers play with the hem of her shirt.

LJ steps forward, speaking calmly. “You’ve already beaten most of them. And the ones you didn’t? You’re going to break.”

Alexandra gives him a half smirk. “That’s the plan.” She brings her gaze up, finally meeting his eyes. The hardness doesn’t leave her face, but her voice softens just slightly. “Do you think I’m obsessed?”

LJ cocks his head, rising to his feet. “With what? The match? The crown? Revenge?”

“All of it.” her hand reaching out for his, as if he was her lifeline.

He pauses, then moves to join her at the edge of the balcony. “No Angel, I don’t. I think you’re doing exactly what you were born to do. People confuse obsession with purpose. You just know what your war looks like.”

She exhales through her nose, looking down at the streets below. “I don’t just want to win. I want to make them feel it. Cassie. Julianna. The Zdunich Dynasty,  And Kat Jones. All of them. I want their ears to ring with my name long after I’ve climbed down that ladder.”

His voice is quiet and firm, his arms slipping around her waist. “And they will, luv.”

She finally leans against him slightly, her body relaxing just an inch, but that edge remains. “I don’t know how to switch it off, LJ. I don’t know how to be soft when the blood’s still fresh.”

He smiles as he grabs her chin, making her look up at him. “You don’t have to be soft with me. You just have to be real. Honestly, I kind of like it when you are rough.”

Alexandra closes her eyes. “I’m genuinely scared of what I’ll become if I keep going like this.”

LJ turns her gently to face him fully. His hands rested on her shoulders, before dropping down to her waist again. “Then become it. Whatever ‘it’ is. Queen. Queenslayer. Legend. I’ll still be here. Paris, Tokyo, hell… even Vegas. You won’t lose yourself. Not with me holding the map.”

She finally gives him a real smile, small but sharp, like a flicker of sunlight on a blade. “You always know what to say.”

He leans in, brushing his lips against hers. “Then go say yours. Go take the crown. Burn the kingdom down if you have to.”

She kisses him, quick but charged. Then she turns toward the rooftop exit, her long coat trailing behind her like war banners. She speaks to the emptiness of the night. “It’s time.”

She walks off into the night. The clouds rumble above. And LJ stays behind, watching the woman he loves vanish into the storm, knowing exactly what kind of legend she’s about to carve across Paris and Sin City Wrestling. Rain hadn’t yet begun, but the wind whispered it's warning through the narrow alleys of Paris. Even after Alexandra vanished into the stairwell, LJ didn’t move. He stood on the rooftop terrace alone, staring at the place where she’d stood — still feeling the fire she left behind.

Eventually, he moved.

He picked up her coat, black leather and still warm, and made his way down the narrow stairs. His footsteps echoed against old iron as the scent of the city crept in through the open corridors: wet stone, jasmine, and the electric promise of a storm. He found her at street level, just outside the alley that led from their building. She stood under the glow of a flickering street lamp, her arms crossed, back pressed to the cool stone wall. She wasn’t crying. She wasn’t shaking. But her jaw was tight and her breathing deep — the kind that came from trying not to explode.

He whispered softly. "You left this."

He held out her coat. Alexandra looked over at him but said nothing as he draped it over her shoulders. She tugged the lapels closer to her throat, the gesture more armor than warmth.

"I just needed air." She shrugged.

LJ shook his head, his eyes fixed on hers. "That’s not all you needed."

She didn’t argue. Instead, she turned and looked up at the glowing tower behind them. The Eiffel Tower sparkled every hour on the hour — a tradition, a spectacle. But to her, it looked like a crown wrapped in a thousand tiny lies. She didn’t say that, though. Not yet.

"Do you ever wonder what it’s like? To not be like this?" She took a deep breath.

LJ he tilted his head looking at her. "Like what?"

"This… consumed. Always plotting. Always thinking about the next fight. The next step. The next name I have to rip apart before they rewrite the story without me in it." She sighed softly.

LJ stepped closer but gave her space, hands in his jacket pockets. She wasn’t asking for comfort. She was asking for honesty. "Sometimes. But I think people like us? We’re not made to sit still. We’re made to break the glass before it cuts us first."

Alexandra laughed softly under her breath — sharp, bitter. "I can’t remember the last time I won something and didn’t immediately wonder who would try to take it away."

LJ moved closer to her, leaning against the wall. "That’s not paranoia. That’s clarity. You’ve built yourself into something they can’t ignore anymore. And that scares them."

She glanced at him. "I don’t just want to beat them. I want them to remember me when they fail. I want Cassie to dream about me every time she tries to rise. I want Julianna to feel me in the bruise I leave behind. I want the Zdunichs to question every part of their legacy because they couldn’t stop me. I want Kat screaming in anger." Her voice didn’t rise. The conviction in it was enough to quiet the street around them. "I want to leave them with doubt. Because once that seed takes root, it grows like poison."

LJ smirked softly. "And the crown?"

She smiled — the kind of smile that didn’t reach her eyes, but came from a place far deeper. Hungrier. "The crown is proof. Not of power… but of victory. Of intention. Of dominance."

LJ stepped in front of her now, taking her hands in his. "You’re not obsessed, Angel. You’re evolving. You’ve been through hell — and you didn’t just survive, you built a legacy in the ashes."

Alexandra took a deep breath. "And now?"

LJ shrugged and held her close. "Now you burn the rest down."

Her body trembled slightly — not from fear, not from weakness — but from sheer restraint. Alexandra looked up at him. "I don’t know if I’m coming back the same."

LJ smirked and shook his head. "Then don’t. Come back as whatever you need to be. Just know I’ll still be here. In Paris. In Vegas. Wherever the next war takes you."

She looked up at him then, eyes gleaming. "You make it sound romantic."

LJ smirked and kissed her nose. "Isn’t it? You, out there turning ladders into altars. Me, waiting at the edge of the battlefield with open arms and a bandage."

Alexandra laughed, shaking her head. "You’re ridiculous."

LJ nuzzled against her neck, laughing softly. "And you love it."

He leaned in and kissed her — slow and full of quiet promises. Her hands slid up to his face, holding him there for a moment longer before they broke apart. "This city is going to remember me."

LJ nodded in agreement with her. "So will they. Every. Single. One."

She turned then, walking back toward the alley’s entrance with a fire in her stride that dared the night to try and stop her. Before she stepped out of view, she turned her head slightly.

"Sometimes… to destroy queens—"

LJ smiled at her and spoke. "You must become one."

The rain started as the final word left his mouth. Alexandra didn’t flinch. She walked into it like it was a coronation. And LJ stood in the shadows, watching his queen go carve her legacy out of bone and gold.


Midnight Strolls
Tour Eiffel
Paris, France


A thunderstorm looms just beyond the skyline. Alexandra Calaway stalks across the edge of a cathedral rooftop in the Latin Quarter. The Eiffel Tower glows defiantly behind her. Lightning flashes over the River Seine. Her boots click against aged stone as she paces beneath stone gargoyles. A ladder leans ominously near the edge, its shadow stretching like a blade. The wind picks up her dark hair. She turns to face the camera. Alexandra’s voice is calm but laced with venom.

“Paris... the city of lights, of dreams, of crowns once forged in fire and sharpened with blood. Seems fitting, doesn’t it? That we’re all coming here to fight for the right to call ourselves ‘Queen.’ And yet—one of the women I’m supposed to share a ring with? She’s already been playing royalty her whole damn life.”

She smirks, stepping toward the edge of the rooftop where a rusted gargoyle snarls out toward the city.

“Crystal Zdunich. Or Christina. Or Christina Rose. Or Crystal Hilton. Or Crystal Whatever-the-Hell-she’s-calling-herself-this-week. And her pretty little wifey Seleana.”

“You wear identities like dresses in your closet. Glittery, dramatic, outdated. You show up under the lights like you’re still the main attraction… but the truth is, ladies? Neither of you are the headliner anymore. You’re a walking fucking parody.” She walks slowly across the roof, trailing her fingers across a rusted iron ladder leaning against the stone wall.

“I’ve stood across from both of you before. And I broke the illusion. Beneath all that glitz, all that promo talk about championships, marriages, red carpets and star power — are two women desperate to still be relevant in a world that’s long since passed them by.” She stops, looking up at the full moon.

“Neither of you could beat me. You couldn’t. Because when we fought, you brought flash and I brought fire. You brought a performance… and I brought war. And when it ended? You were the one staring up at the lights. Reality hit hard. Didn’t it?” She takes a step back, breathing in deeply, the Parisian air thick with anticipation.

“You’re not the worst in that ring. Not by far. But you are the most exhausted. You’ve run so many laps around your own gimmick, you don’t even know who you are anymore. You’re not here for the fight. You’re here to preserve a legacy that’s already cracked down the middle.” She crouches beside the edge, fingers brushing a crown-shaped scorch mark painted on the stone.

“And you cling to your accolades like armor. ‘I’ve been world champion. I’ve headlined. I’ve BEEN the Queen.’ That’s your mantra. But here’s the problem with people like you two ladies. You think legacy is supposed to protect you. You think your past wins are shields. But they’re anchors. Dead weight.” She stands, turning sharply, voice rising.

“This match isn’t about who you WERE. It’s about who you are RIGHT NOW. And right now? You’re the weakest link in this chain of wolves.” She walks back toward the center of the rooftop where a single ladder stands upright, silhouetted by lightning.

“You married Seleana, dragged her into your spotlight, and now you’re both in this match together. I don’t care how much you two smile in public or what pretty little picture you paint — the second that crown starts to swing above that ring, you’ll cut her throat if it gets you ten feet higher. That’s who you two are. You don’t believe in love in that ring. You don’t believe in legacy. You believe in the image, the spotlight.” She grabs the ladder, slamming a boot against its base.

“But I’m not here to entertain. I’m not here to pose for pictures. I’m here to climb this ladder, tear the crown from the sky, and put it on my bloodied head while every woman in that ring watches their chance at glory die.” She shook her head. “And when you look up, from the mat — your face caked in glitter, sweat, and the shattered glass of your own self-image — you’ll realize something you should’ve known a long time ago…”

She climbs halfway up the ladder, standing still.

“There is no room for old royalty in the new era. You had your precious chance. You danced in the spotlight long enough. But the house lights are going down. The curtain’s falling ladies.” She glares into the camera. “And this time, you won’t get a standing ovation. You’ll get trampled under a steel ladder and a legacy that means nothing when the bell rings.”

She ascends the final rungs of the ladder until she’s at the top. She reaches up to the night sky as if claiming the crown itself. “The show’s over for you two ladies.” She looks down. Her voice drops to a near whisper.

“Time for the execution of your pathetic dynasty.”

Rain sizzles as it hits the hot stone beneath Alexandra’s boots. Thunder rolls across the Paris skyline. The Eiffel Tower glows faintly now, as clouds crawl across the moon. Alexandra steps down from the ladder, her long coat trailing behind her like a shadow pulled by gravity. She walks across the rooftop, stopping near a crumbling angel statue, its wings chipped, its face eroded by time and neglect. Her eyes lift to the storm, and her voice cuts clean through the wind.

“Kat Jones.”

She says it with no venom. No mockery. Just a deliberate, quiet certainty — like reading a name carved into a gravestone.

“You’ve been in this game for a hot minute. You’ve earned your scars. You’ve survived fires that would’ve burned others to ash. I’ve seen the work. I’ve seen the legacy. You’re not a poser. You’re not someone who stumbled into this moment by luck.”

She kneels at the rooftop’s edge. Rain collects on her gloves.

“But that’s the thing about legacy — it’s past tense. What you’ve done doesn’t matter when you’re standing under a ladder, staring up at the future.” She presses two fingers to the stone ledge, almost like she’s testing the weight of her words. “I don’t deny what you are, Kat. You’re strong. You’re focused. You’re dangerous. And that’s exactly why I’m looking at you first.”

Alexandra rises slowly, turning toward the camera. The storm behind her pulses like a heartbeat.

“You’re not walking into this like a rookie. You’re not starstruck, and you’re not soft. But what you are... is in my way.” She walks again, boots splashing gently in puddles gathering across the rooftop, each step calm, unhurried — like she already knows how this ends.

“See, everyone in this match has something to prove. A reason. An angle. A ghost chasing them. Some want redemption. Some want revenge. Some want to be seen. But me?” She stops, tilting her head slightly. “I just want the crown. I want the chance to rule this company for one whole show.”

She pauses in front of a rusted weathervane shaped like a crown, spinning wildly in the storm. Her hand grips the base, stilling it with ease. “And I don’t care who I have to break to get it.” She steps around the statue now, circling it like a predator.

“Kat, I know your type. I’ve fought your type. The battle-hardened vet. The strategist. The one who keeps her cool while others burn out. That’s your armor. You’ve made a living out of being composed while chaos unfolds around you.” She leans against the stone, rain running off her coat.

“But what happens when the chaos isn’t around you — it’s coming for you? What is it that you fight for huh? Because whatever it is, it should be ashamed of you. Because I look at you and I see a failure. A Woman who isn’t worth the time.”

She begins to walk again, her pace a little faster now, the thunder above growing louder.

“This isn’t a normal match. There’s no count-outs, no sanctuary in the ropes. It’s not about who can chain wrestle. It’s about who’s willing to shove a woman’s face into steel and climb over her bones to grab gold.” She stops again, looking up at the ladder now towering behind her. “You think being calm gives you control. But control doesn’t win wars. Violence does. Desperation does. Knowing when to throw grace out the window and become the monster.”

She turns slowly, eyes narrowed. “I’m already that monster, Kat.” She climbs up onto the parapet, her balance effortless despite the wind whipping around her.

“I’m not carrying friendships into that ring. I’m not weighed down by alliances or promises. I don’t need to play politics. I’m free. And that freedom? It makes me lethal.” She extends her hand toward the camera — fingers steady.

“You want to climb, Kat? Climb. But know this — if we meet at the top, and both our hands are on that crown, I won’t hesitate. I won’t blink. I won’t breathe before I throw you off that ladder so hard your past glories shatter with your spine.” She drops her hand.

“I don’t care if this match makes me a villain. I’m not here to play a role. I’m here to win.” She jumps down from the parapet, landing in a crouch as lightning flashes behind her. “Kat Jones... you’ll still be talked about after this. But not because of what you accomplished.”

She walks to the ladder and grips the lowest rung.

“They’ll remember the fall.”

The skyline grows darker now, the thunderstorm creeping closer. The Eiffel Tower flickers in the distance like a dying beacon. Alexandra stands near the edge of the roof again, this time framed by twin gargoyles. Her coat whips in the wind, rain running in thin rivers down her arms. She’s no longer smirking. Her eyes are focused. Cold. A fire beneath the surface. The moment is quiet but intense.

“Cassie Wolfe. The sweetheart. The prodigy. The ‘can’t miss.’”

She leans against the stone ledge, one boot pressed up behind her, casually confident.

“You got one over on me. Let’s not sugarcoat it. You walked into a ring with me and you walked out with the win. That’s the truth. And I know you’ve held that moment in your heart ever since, like a trophy no one else could see.”

She looks down at the cobblestone streets below, then turns to the camera.

“But here’s the thing about beating someone like me, Cassie — you better make damn sure I don’t get back up.” She pushes off the wall, eyes now piercing. “You didn’t end me. You didn’t break me. You just pissed me off.”

Alexandra walks toward the ladder again, placing a single hand on its side.

“You remind me of every overhyped rookie I’ve ever stepped in the ring with. So much promise. So much potential. So much talk. But the minute things get gritty, the moment your game plan falls apart — you crumble.” She starts circling the ladder, her voice picking up momentum. “You’re fast. You’re gifted. But you’re not ready to lead. You’re not ready to be Queen. You think this crown is some fairytale coronation, that all you have to do is fight hard and believe in yourself and you’ll ascend.”

She stops, slowly shaking her head.

“But this isn’t a movie. This is war. This is betrayal. This is steel on bone and clawing teeth and desperation. You think you’re climbing a ladder to glory, but baby, you’re climbing into a cage with wolves. You know.. Those same wolves you claim to be hungry like. Please pup.. That line is so old now.” She lifts a gloved hand and taps one of the metal rungs. “You beat me once. I didn’t forget. I watched the tape. I remember every second of it. And that loss? It didn’t break me. It sharpened me. Refined me. Molded me into something colder. Deadlier. And more dangerous than you’ve ever seen.”

She steps up onto the ladder, one boot at a time, slowly ascending.

“And I’ve watched you since then. You’ve grown since you arrived, sure. You’ve gotten tougher. Hungrier. But Cassie — I’ve grown into something that cannot be destroyed. Many have tried before you and many will try after..” She stops halfway up again, wind battering her as lightning forks behind her silhouette.

“You’re a spark. But I’m a wildfire.” She climbs a few more rungs, then drops back down to the roof with a metallic slam. “You beat Alexandra Calaway once. But you forge, I've got two up on you. The one who remembered. The one who studied you. Who saw every weakness in that saccharine little smile of yours. The one who’s ready to rip your legacy out from under you and snap it across her knee.”

She stalks across the rooftop again, her expression no longer calm.

“See, you still want to belong, Cassie. You want people to like you. Cheer for you. Remember you. But I already accepted the truth a long time ago — I’m not here to be liked. I’m here to be feared. Revered. And obeyed.”

She steps onto the slick ledge of the roof, facing the tower in the distance.

“You’re walking into this match thinking it’s your moment. Your rise. Your storybook climb. And you’re not even seeing the pit of knives beneath your feet.” She turns her head just slightly, voice low. “I’ll show you how this fairytale ends.”

She jumps down, boots crunching on the rooftop again. Her breathing steadies. That deadly calm returns.

“You’ve never had to make a choice like this, Cassie. You’ve never had to throw a body off a ladder just to survive. You’ve never had to betray someone mid-climb, or wrap your hands around a crown with your fingers bleeding from steel.” She picks up a loose chain from the rooftop — part of a rusted maintenance fixture — and wraps it slowly around her palm. “But I have.”

She holds the chain up to the camera.

“And when that crown dangles above us, when every Bombshell in that ring is fighting for their life — I’ll make sure you remember one thing forever.”

She tosses the chain to the ground. It hits with a metallic thud.

“Lightning never strikes twice. But I do.”

The thunderstorm is nearly overhead now. The rain has intensified, falling in sheets across the rooftop. Thunder rips through the air, echoing off the stone. Alexandra stands drenched, her coat soaked and clinging to her frame, yet she’s unmoved. The Eiffel Tower is barely visible behind sheets of rain. She’s perched at the edge of a sloped parapet now, her silhouette cast in flashes of lightning. There’s tension in her body — like a panther waiting to pounce.

“Julianna DiMaria. The name burns a little extra, doesn’t it?”

She doesn’t move, staring straight ahead into the storm, hair soaked and clinging to her face.

“You’re one of the few who’s beaten me... and had the nerve to grin about it like you’d just killed God.” She turns, slowly, lightning flashing across her face. “But you didn’t kill me, Julianna. You poked the sleeping monster underneath. And I’ve been sharpening my claws ever since.”

She begins walking across the slick stone, slow, measured, eyes locked on the ladder in the distance like a target.

“There’s something about you that’s always rubbed people the wrong way — that smirk, that dismissiveness, that ‘I’m better than all of you’ energy that you wear like a designer dress. But you know what pisses people off the most about you?”

She stops, hands at her sides.

“You’re usually right.” She gives a ghost of a smile — not admiration, but grim acknowledgment. “You’re good, Julianna. You don’t just win. You dissect. You manipulate. You know how to find the crack in a person’s armor and pry it wide open.”

She walks again, now circling the ladder like it’s prey.

“And that night you beat me? You found the crack. Exploited it. Used your arrogance like a blade and cut through me with precision. I hated every second of it.” She stops and tilts her head, her voice now rising with intensity. “But hate is a powerful motivator. And I used that loss as fuel. Because while you were busy parading around like the second coming of Sin City royalty, I was learning. Evolving. Preparing for the next time our paths crossed.”

She slams her hand against the side of the ladder, metal echoing across the rooftop.

“And now? Here we are. No more hiding. No excuses. Just six women, one crown, and nothing between us but violence and resolve.” She begins climbing slowly. “I know how you operate, Julianna. You won’t hesitate to throw anyone off this ladder — not Cassie, not Kat, not Zdunichs... and sure as hell not me.”

She pauses halfway up, gripping the ladder with both hands.

“But here’s where your plan fails — you think you’ve already won. You think your mental warfare will keep me off balance. You think the past is your weapon.” She leans her forehead against the top rung for a second, then looks into the camera. “But I’m not the same woman you beat.” She climbs another rung, her voice sharpened to a blade.

“I’m colder. I'm cruel. And I’ve been saving every ounce of that loss for this moment — the moment I bury it under your broken body at the base of this ladder. The moment I finally get to prove that I am better than you.”

She reaches the top, standing tall now, arms outstretched into the rain.

“You might be the smartest woman in that ring. The most cunning. But this match doesn’t reward strategy — it rewards pain tolerance. Risk. Sacrifice.” She tilts her head to the side. “And let’s be honest, Julianna... you’re great when you’re on top. But how well do you climb when your ribs are broken and your teeth are loose?”

She crouches down at the top, voice lower again.

“You want to be Queen because you believe you already are. But real queens bleed for the throne. And I’m ready to bleed.” She reaches upward toward the rain. “So bring your smirk. Bring your condescension. Bring that smug, sneering confidence you hide behind like a mask.”

She looks down into the camera.

“Because I’m not just coming to beat you this time, Julianna... I’m coming to humble you.” She descends the ladder, boots ringing against the steel, every step echoing like a countdown. “You built your kingdom on strategy and bravado. I’ll tear it down with brutality.”

She plants both feet on the rooftop again, breathing steady.

“I’m not the woman you embarrassed. I’m the reckoning you didn’t plan for.”

The Paris rooftop is chaotic now. Wind shrieks like ghosts between stone and steel. The rain pounds the rooftop in waves. Alexandra stands alone beside the ladder, now fully soaked, her coat billowing like wings behind her. The Eiffel Tower behind her flashes with distant lightning. Her hair sticks to her face. Her eyes burn like torches in the storm. Alexandra Calaway speaks, her voice low, controlled, every syllable laced with venom and vision

“Each of you sees that crown as a symbol of triumph. Power. Legacy. A title that cements you in history. And maybe for some of you… it’s a shiny piece of validation. A way to finally be seen. To be worshipped. To rule.”

She runs her gloved hand along the metal of the ladder, like it’s an old friend.

“But me? I don’t want the crown to wear it. I want the crown to burn it.” She looks up into the storm, rain dripping from her lashes. “I’m not climbing for celebration. I’m climbing to punish. To remind every single woman in that ring that this isn’t a fairy tale. This isn’t a coronation. This is a bloodletting. And when it’s done…”

She turns back toward the camera, a grin tugging at the corner of her lips.

“You’ll all look up from the floor, broken, breathless, battered — and you’ll see me above you, holding your kingdom in my hands like a goddamn guillotine.” She takes the first step up the ladder, voice calm now. Almost reverent.

“Because sometimes… to destroy queens…” She climbs another rung. “You must become one.”

She stares straight into the camera. No smile now. Just certainty. The storm rages around her violently. And Alexandra Calaway — she stands tall, unmoved, unyielding. Already wearing the crown in her mind.

Blackout.

20
Climax Control Archives / Slaying the "Jersey Devil"
« on: May 02, 2025, 07:18:27 PM »
Lost it All
Little Mermaid Statue
Copenhagen, Denmark


The sun had only just begun to slip beneath the horizon, casting a golden shimmer across the calm waters of Copenhagen’s harbor. The air was crisp but not cold, tinged with the briny scent of the sea and the faint aroma of roasted almonds from a nearby vendor cart. There was a quiet magic to the moment, a stillness that seemed to wrap itself around the city as if Copenhagen itself were holding its breath.

Standing near the edge of the promenade, Alexandra tilted her head slightly, her gaze fixed on the Little Mermaid statue just a few feet away. The bronze figure sat perched on her rock with eternal grace, her expression equal parts wistful and serene. Waves lapped softly at the stone base, and for a moment, Alexandra didn’t say a word. She didn’t need to. Some moments spoke louder in silence.

LJ stepped up beside her, hands tucked into the pockets of his jacket. He followed her gaze, studying the sculpture as if trying to read its thoughts. “You know,” he said eventually, his voice low and thoughtful, “I used to think that thing was a lot bigger.”

Alexandra let out a soft snort, her lips quirking into a smirk. “You and everybody else who sees it for the first time. It’s like finding out the Eiffel Tower isn’t made of gold or the pyramids aren’t smooth anymore.”

He chuckled. “Guess that’s the risk of legends, huh? Expectations outgrow the reality.”

“Kind of like us,” she said, glancing at him out of the corner of her eye. “All this hype for the Viking Era Tour, the promos the matchs… and here we are. Just two people on a pier, trying to figure it all out. We’ve had wins and we’ve had losses, but here we are.”

LJ turned toward her, arching a brow. “Are we talking about wrestling now or something deeper?”

Alexandra shrugged, but it was the kind of shrug that came with weight behind it—like she was trying to shake something off without really letting go of it. “Maybe both.”

For a while, they just stood there, the murmur of water and distant voices filling the spaces between them. Tourists came and went, some snapping photos, others whispering reverently as if afraid to disturb the statue’s solemn pose. A little girl dropped a flower at the base of the rock, and her mother snapped a quick picture, capturing a moment that would probably live on a fridge for years.

“It’s weird,” LJ said finally, voice softer now. “Being here. On this tour. In this moment.”

Alexandra nodded slowly. “We’re halfway across the world, playing pretend gladiators for people who think they know what we’re about. And yet… it’s more real than most things in my life have ever been.”

He turned to look at her again, more intently this time. “Is that why you’re quieter than usual?”

She hesitated. “Maybe. I mean, Denmark is beautiful. There’s a weight to this place, you know? Like it remembers every footstep, every war, every whisper of history that passed through it. And I guess standing next to a statue about longing and loss just brings things up.”

“Longing and loss, huh?” LJ repeated, rubbing the back of his neck. “You’re getting poetic on me now, Angel.”

“Don’t get used to it.” She cracked a half-smile, then looked out over the water again. “But yeah. The story behind the statue… it’s kind of tragic. She gave everything for someone who didn’t love her back. Lost her voice. Her identity. Just to chase a dream that wasn’t hers.”

He followed her line of sight, as if trying to see the statue the way she did. “And you relate to that?”

“Don’t you?”

LJ didn’t answer right away. He leaned on the railing, letting the cool sea breeze brush against his face. He put an arm around her, pulling her in against his chest.“I used to. When I first started in this business, I thought I had to be someone else to make it. Lose myself, fit the mold. There was a time when I couldn’t even tell where the character ended and I began.”

“And now?” She looked up at him.

“Now,” he said slowly, “I know just about everything I can. Who I am. What I want. But it’s still a work in progress. But in that locker room, I'm no longer Miles' kid brother. I'm a name.”

Alexandra nodded thoughtfully. “Aren’t we all a work in progress? And you were always more than just Miles' kid brother. They just needed to see it.”

They fell into silence again, but this one was more comfortable. Familiar. Like they’d carved out a little piece of peace in the middle of chaos. The tour had been intense—city after city, match after match, pressure mounting with each bell. But here, under the watchful gaze of the Little Mermaid, things felt… slower. Simpler.

“You nervous about the next match?” LJ asked after a beat.

Alexandra laughed lightly. “Always. But not in the way people think. I’m not scared of losing. I’m scared of not being enough.”

“That’s not a problem you have,” he said, a bit more firmly than he meant to. “You’ve been holding your own every step of the way. Hell, you’ve been doing more than that, love, we’ve all seen it. Week after week. Everytime you step foot in a ring you prove it love.”

She looked at him then, really looked—eyes sharp and clear beneath her dark lashes. “Thanks,” she said. “That means more than you know.”

LJ looked away, a bit embarrassed, pretending to study the passing boat lights flickering on the water’s surface. “We’re partners in this. I’ve got your back, and I know you’ve got mine. That’s not just for the cameras. When those cameras shut off, we still have each other.”

“No, it’s not. It's so much more than that, so much deeper.” She paused. “And I think that’s what scares me too.”

He turned back, confused. “What do you mean?”

Alexandra hesitated. “This thing—this connection we’re building—it feels real. And that’s rare in our world. Most of the time, people just play the part until it’s no longer convenient. I mean look at us, we are about to celebrate one year together.”

LJ nodded slowly. “I get that. But I’m not playing.”

“Neither am I.”

Another beat passed. A seagull cried somewhere overhead, swooping down toward the water before vanishing into the fading light. Behind them, the low hum of city life continued—streetcars, distant chatter, the occasional bell from a cyclist.

“You ever think about what comes after this?” Alexandra asked quietly. “After the tour. After all of this is over and done with, what your next plan is?.”

“All the time.”

“And?”

“And I don’t have a clue,” he admitted with a wry smile. “I try not to look too far ahead in this industry anyways. In our business, plans have a shelf life shorter than a carton of milk. I focus on the good stuff, what's important to me.”

She chuckled. “Fair point.”

“But,” he added, “I do think there’s something worth holding onto here. Between us. I'm down for whatever comes next with us. Because there's no limits. No regrets.”

Alexandra nodded slowly, her expression unreadable. Then, softly, she said, “You ever think the statue’s not just about sadness? Maybe it’s about strength too?”

He looked at her curiously. “How so?”

“She made a choice. A painful one. But she didn’t let it break her. She didn’t get the prince, but maybe she found something else in the end. Something about herself.”

LJ smiled. “Now you’re sounding like a motivational poster.”

“Shut up.” She elbowed him lightly, playfully even.

He laughed, rubbing his side playfully. “Hey, I’m just saying. You went from cynical to deep in like ten minutes.”

“That’s Copenhagen for you,” she said, lifting her hands in mock surrender. “Something in the air.”

They started walking slowly along the harbor’s edge, the statue fading into the distance behind them, a silent witness to whatever had just passed between them. The cobbled path beneath their feet echoed softly with each step.

“So what now?” LJ asked.

Alexandra shrugged again, but this time it was lighter. “Now we get some coffee. Maybe take a ride through Nyhavn, see the colorful houses, and pretend we’re locals.”

He smiled. “And tomorrow?”

She smirked. “Tomorrow, we will fight.”

And with that, the two of them walked off into the night, side by side, not as just friends or coworkers, but as two people learning how to be more than the roles they played—finding something real in the heart of a fairytale city.



If the Truth Hurts
Little Mermaid Statue
Copenhagen, Denmark


Copenhagen shimmered under a cold Scandinavian sky, the wind dancing off the waters of the Øresund with a crisp bite that stole breath and seared lungs. It was evening, just after the pale sun had sunk beneath the clouds, and the Little Mermaid statue sat watchfully in her eternal pose of longing and regret. The stone beneath her was slick, darkened by sea spray and the weight of untold stories. And there, a few feet away, leaned Alexandra Calaway — back to the wind, arms crossed tightly over her chest, eyes locked on the statue like it had answers she'd been chasing her entire career.

She wasn’t alone.

LJ, her ever-steady companion in the chaotic world of Sin City Wrestling, stood to her side, silent for once. He knew better than to speak when she was like this. There was a stillness to her, like the calm before a detonation. Her fists were clenched at her sides, not out of rage — not yet — but something far more dangerous: restraint.

"You ever wonder what she’s thinking?" Alexandra asked, voice low, barely above the whisper of wind and waves.

LJ glanced sideways, then at the statue. "The mermaid? Probably something about regret. Giving up everything for a voice she never got back."

Alexandra laughed. Not bitterly. Not sarcastically. But like someone recognizing an echo of their own history. "Sounds familiar."

LJ didn’t reply. He knew where this was going.

"They love a woman who sacrifices herself for the crowd. They want blood, pain, submission. But god forbid you demand something back. Like... respect. Or your name etched into history without needing to sell your soul."

She turned from the statue, finally facing him. Her eyes were stormy. Dark. Electric.

"Joanne Canelli gets to walk back into this business and everyone acts like she never left. Like we’re supposed to fall to our knees because the Jersey Devil has returned from her vacation. Like she matters more than those of us who’ve bled here."

LJ shrugged, but it was more gesture than agreement. "She’s a name."

"So was Nero," Alexandra shot back. "Didn’t stop Rome from burning."

A gust of wind swept between them, tossing a curl of hair into her face. She didn’t move to brush it away. There was a fire building in her chest, and now it was creeping into her bones, demanding motion, violence, and voice.

She stepped forward, toward the statue again, looking past it now. Toward something else. Maybe the arena. Maybe something more abstract.

"She thinks she’s walking into a ring. What she’s really stepping into is my rage, LJ. Years of it. I have been patient. I have played the game. I have watched others rise because of connections, nostalgia, or because they were loud enough to drown out the truth."

Alexandra turned back to him, fire in her voice now, laced with an unhinged intensity that dared the gods to interrupt her. "But I am the truth. And truth... doesn’t need a welcome-back party. It brings judgment. It brings pain."

LJ met her gaze. "Then do what you came to do."

And just like that, something clicked.

The walls came down.

She began to pace, slow and deliberate, boots crunching against gravel and stone as her thoughts become words. Her voice rose, not for him, but for the universe.

"Joanne, I hope you enjoy the fanfare. The spotlight. The illusion that you're still the devil they all fear. Because when the lights go out and it's just you and me in that ring, all the cheers in the world won't save you."

She stopped.

"You're a relic, Joanne. A trophy they pulled off a dusty shelf to parade around before putting you right back where you belong. Forgotten. I too am a trophy they choose to take off a shelf whenever they want to beat someone down. However the difference is.. I don’t let them forget me."

The wind howled through the trees now, as if the city itself was leaning in to listen.

"But me? I'm not a memory. I'm not a footnote. I'm not someone they can ignore anymore. I’ve evolved beyond the fire you used to bring. I am the inferno now. And when I come for you, it's not with admiration or respect. It’s with teeth. With rage. With the fury of a woman who has bled and screamed and endured in silence for too damn long."

She stepped closer to LJ, not looking at him, but through him. Through the veil that separated the performer from predator.

"I will break her. Not just physically. Psychologically. She will question why she ever came back. And when I pin her — no, when I end her — I won't raise my hand. I won't smile. I won't celebrate."

Alexandra’s breath was rapid now, chest rising and falling as if she were already in the match.

"Because it won’t be a victory. It will be an execution."

LJ took a step back. Not out of fear. But respect. Reverence. What stood before him wasn’t just Alexandra Calaway, wrestler, fighter, woman. It was something more. Something mythic.

She turned toward the water again. Silence returned, but only for a moment.

"This is what they wanted. This is what they get. Not the well-behaved bombshell. Not the forgotten middle-carder. They get me. Pure. Unfiltered. Wrath incarnate."

She looked down at her knuckles, flexing them like the ghosts of battles past were still clinging to her skin.

"Let them talk about legends. Let them worship comebacks. I’ll be the footnote on their gravestones."

And then, quieter, to herself:

"Let them remember what happens when you overlook the darkness. It grows. It learns. And then it devours you."

LJ finally spoke, his voice low, steady, the grounding force that tethered the storm. "You ready to kill a devil?"

Alexandra smiled. Not cruel. Not cocky. But deadly.

"No. I'm ready to remind her she never was one."

She laughed as the scene faded to black.



The Devils in the Details
Tivoli Gardens
Copenhagen, Denmark


Night had fully descended over Copenhagen, but Tivoli Gardens thrummed like a beating heart, defiant in the dark. The ancient amusement park — a relic wrapped in lights — glowed from within like a secret trying too hard to stay sweet. Red and gold bled through the mist, spilling over the cobblestone like war paint. Brass music slithered through the air, too slow, too warped — a lullaby played one octave too low. Laughter flared in bursts, but it sounded wrong. Too high. Too hollow. Like a recording of joy played on broken speakers.

The scent of burnt sugar, popcorn, and damp leaves mingled with something older — rust, perhaps. Or memory.

And down a path where the light dared not linger, where the shadows coiled tight like serpents and the air ran colder than the season allowed, Alexandra Calaway stood still beneath a flickering gaslamp. The weak light stuttered overhead, making her shape blur between woman and phantom. Her coat hung off her frame like armor. Her breath fogged in the cold, but she made no move to shield herself from it. She didn’t need warmth. She needed blood.

“You ever notice,” she began, her voice low and deliberate, “how the brightest lights always cast the longest shadows?”

The carousel spun in the distance — lazy, discordant, its chipped horses lurching in a circle of mockery. Their teeth were painted into place, eyes wide with permanent delight. Puppets locked in a loop.

“I hate places like this,” Alexandra muttered. “So much color. So much laughter. And it’s all so…desperate. Manufactured magic. Painted joy.”

She took a step forward. Her boots echoed against the stone like war drums.

“This is what people do when they’re afraid to look at the truth. They build things like this. Lights, music, illusions — all of it designed to distract you. From age. From pain. From death. From the bone-deep rot that lives under the skin of everything.”

Another step.

“I see through it. Always have.”

The fog curled around her like a lover, wrapping around her ankles, whispering at her heels. But she walked through it, slow and steady, toward the carousel. Toward the grotesque parody of innocence.

“Joanne Canelli,” she hissed, and her voice cracked like a whip. “You think this world waited for you.”

She laughed — not humor, but hunger. A deep, involuntary sound scraped from somewhere behind her ribs.

“You think because you called yourself the Jersey Devil, the game would pause until you came back. You thought the fans would still chant your name like gospel. That your throne would stay warm. That your crown would stay clean.”

She spun suddenly, arms out, as if addressing an invisible crowd.

“Welcome home, Joanne! Welcome back to the circus! Step right up! See the former legend in all her faded glory — watch her cling to relevance like a ghost that doesn’t know it’s dead!”

She stopped, breath heaving slightly, shoulders squared, eyes locked on the carousel as if daring it to blink.

“But here’s the thing, sweetheart,” Alexandra said, voice like velvet wrapped around a razor. “While you were gone — while you were sipping vintage wine and signing autographs at Comic-Cons, telling old stories like they still mattered — I was building an empire out of the ashes you left behind.”

Her hands clenched at her sides.

“I didn’t come up through pyro and praise. I came up through silence. Through nights with no crowd. Through matches where no one cared if I lived or died in that ring. And I made them care. Not with nostalgia. Not with name recognition. But with blood. With scars. With fury.”

She circled the carousel now, boots crunching over frost-streaked gravel, never taking her eyes off the spinning relic.

“You called yourself the Devil? Cute. But you’re not a Devil. You’re a memory. You’re a bedtime story the kids don’t believe in anymore.”

She leaned against the iron railing that ringed the ride, speaking now like she was whispering into the mouth of Hell itself.

“I didn’t need a name to become a myth. I earned it. Match by match. Bone by bone. I fought my way through glass, through steel, through fire, and I never stopped. I’ve been broken in rings where the ropes were soaked with the sweat of better wrestlers than you. And I came out smiling. Because I don’t fear pain.”

Her hand shot out suddenly and gripped the cold brass pole of one of the horses. She yanked it violently. The horse groaned and wobbled on its axis. Its painted grin stared back at her — mocking, oblivious.

“You come back thinking you’ll just… pick up where you left off. That the locker room will bow. That the crowd will cheer. That I’ll step aside to make room for your resurrection?”

She slammed her hand down on the horse’s face, cracking a piece of flaking paint from its eye.

“You don’t resurrect what’s already rotting.”

Her voice dropped to a growl.

“This isn’t your kingdom anymore. It’s a killing field. And I own every inch of it. Every inch soaked in my sweat, my blood, my history. You left. I stayed. And I conquered.”

She stood tall now, head back, breath fogging like smoke from a forge.

“When we step into that ring, don’t expect a welcome back. Expect a reckoning. Expect every cheer you think you’ve earned to die in their throats. Expect silence.”

A beat.

“No — worse than silence. Indifference. Because once I break you, no one will remember what you were. Not the belts. Not the legacy. All they’ll see is what I left in that ring: a woman broken by someone hungrier. Someone meaner. Someone who never needed to leave… because this ring is my church. My asylum. My battlefield.”

She stepped back from the carousel, eyes burning now.

“You should’ve stayed gone.”

Her voice cracked, not from weakness — but from too much pressure behind it, like a dam seconds before collapse.

“You should’ve stayed in your scrapbook life. Should’ve kept signing 8x10s for old men who still call you champ. Should’ve stayed where it was safe. Because here? In my world?”

She bared her teeth.

“I will not just beat you. I will erase you.”

A silence fell then. The carousel lights flickered out with a final whine, leaving only the mist and the sound of her breath.

She turned, slowly, walking away — not with haste, but with finality. Her boots echoed on the path like footsteps in a cathedral. And as she vanished into the fog, she whispered, almost lovingly:

“It wasn’t time that buried you, Joanne.” A pause. “It was me.”

With that the scene fades to black with Alexandra chuckling darkly.

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