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Climax Control Roleplays / Talk shit, Get Hit
« on: May 29, 2026, 11:16:53 PM »
Alexandra Blog
Las Vegas, Nevada
Kasey Home


LIFE UPDATES:

Sometimes life comes at you fast and completely unexpectedly, the past year has been a whirlwind for me. Championships, Big matches and an unexpected engagement. It’s been a world of unforgettable moments and moments I never want to forget. If you would have told me a year ago that I’d be sitting here the Bombshell Internet Champion, I would have told you that you were absolutely out of your damned mind. I never could have dreamed of rising the ranks as quickly as I did her. Sure I’ve slipped and fallen. I’ve had highs and lows, things I thought I could never come back from. But life has a funny way of reminding you just who you are and what you can accomplish, if you never give up, even when everyone else says you should.

Enter the Bombshell Internet Championship. Winning this championship meant proving to myself that I belonged at the top of this division. Every match, every injury, every setback, it all led to this moment. Being champion isn’t just about carrying a title belt around your waist. It’s about pressure. Expectations. Knowing every single woman in the locker room is waiting for their chance to take what you fought so hard to earn. It’s about knowing that at any moment, anyone could knock you off that pedestal and end it.

Being a champion means being willing to lose it all. You can either soar high above everyone, or walk amongst them, knowing that at any moment it could all be over. The Bombshell Internet Championship may not be the world title, but I busted my ass to get it and I refuse to just give it up without a fight. It doesn’t matter who is standing across the ring from me. Friend or Foe, I will see to it that no matter who my opponent is, I give it my all. I want the best of the best and Sin City Wrestling has some of the best talent this industry has to offer.

And honestly? I welcome that challenge.

Outside the ring, things have been just as crazy. Somehow, somewhere along the way, LJ Kasey stopped being just my best friend’s annoying younger brother and became the person I can’t imagine my life without. Trust me, Miles still gives us both grief about it constantly, but I think even he’s finally accepted that this is real. He’s seen how good we are for each other. How we support each other’s dreams and goals. He’s seen how we are there for each other when the world goes dark.

LJ has been my calm in the chaos. Through the travel, the pain, the victories, and the nights where I questioned everything, he’s been there reminding me who I am when I forget. So when he asked me to marry him, there was never going to be another answer besides yes. I know it would sound weird to anyone who didn’t truly know us, but he’s everything I never knew I needed. He’s my rock, my strength, he and my daughter are the reason why I keep fighting when I feel like giving up. When the world is dark, there’s them.

Now we’re trying to balance wrestling schedules, school schedules, college life, family insanity, championship responsibilities, and somehow planning a wedding without losing our minds in the process. Easier said than done. But I wouldn’t give up any of it for the world. I wouldn’t change one minute of this journey we’ve been on. Especially now that we’ve officially set the date.  June thirtieth.

To everyone who has supported me this past year, thank you for believing in me when I didn’t have the strength to believe in myself. To the fans who believed in me when I was fighting to prove myself, thank you. And to everyone in the Bombshell division watching this championship closely?

I’m not done yet. This story is far from over, it’s just a new chapter.

Xoxo, Alexandra




Wedding Incoming
Las Vegas, Nevada
Kasey Home


The apartment was finally quiet. Not silent, it was never silent. There was still the distant hum of traffic outside the cracked balcony door, the rattle of pipes somewhere in the building, the low buzz of the television neither of them were actually watching. But compared to the chaos of the last few weeks, it felt close enough. Alexandra sat cross-legged on the couch in one of LJ’s hoodies, her championship belt resting on the coffee table across from her like a third person in the room. Her laptop was balanced against her knees, the glow from the screen reflecting faintly in her tired eyes.

LJ emerged from the kitchen carrying two mugs of tea. “Chamomile,” he said. “Because apparently your body runs exclusively on caffeine and spite.”

She snorted softly without looking up. “It’s gotten me this far.”

“Barely Angel.” He gave her that look she couldn’t deny.

He handed her the mug anyway before dropping down beside her. The couch dipped under his weight, familiar and warm. Alexandra leaned automatically against his shoulder, and LJ kissed the top of her head like it was second nature now. Maybe it was. For a while, neither of them spoke.

LJ glanced at the laptop screen. “You’re still working on that post?”

“I’m trying to.” She sighed. “I don’t know. Everything I write sounds fake.”

“That’s because you’re trying to sound inspirational.” He grinned. “Which is horrifyingly out of character for you.”

Alexandra elbowed him lightly. “I can be inspirational.”

“You threatened to powerbomb a reporter last month.” He chuckled.

“He asked if winning the championship was emotional because I’m a woman.” She rolls her eyes.

“Fair point.” LJ gave her a smile, one that showed he was just messing with her.

A laugh escaped her then, quieter than usual but real. LJ counted that as a victory. He studied her face for a moment. The exhaustion was still there. He could always tell now, even when she hid it from everyone else. The dark circles beneath her eyes, the slight tension in her jaw, the way her shoulders stayed tight even when she was supposedly relaxing. Most people saw the champion. LJ saw the cost of becoming one.

“You don’t have to post anything tonight,” he said gently.

“I know.” She looked at it.

“But?” He took a deep breath looking at her.

She stared down into her tea. “I want to.”

He waited. Alexandra had never needed someone to fill silences for her. That was one of the first things he’d learned about her in the time he knew her, back when she was just Miles’s terrifyingly intense best friend who treated him like an annoying child tagging along behind them. Now she looked at him like he was home.

“That whole year feels insane,” she admitted quietly. “Like I blinked and suddenly everything changed.”

LJ smiled faintly. “That’s because everything did change.”

“Yeah, but,” She shook her head. “I keep thinking about where I was before all this. Before the title. Before us. Before..” She glanced down at the engagement ring on her finger.

The ring caught the light every time she moved her hand. Sometimes LJ still caught himself staring at it in disbelief. Not because he regretted it. Because somehow she’d actually said yes.

Alexandra noticed him looking and smirked slightly. “You’re doing the thing again.”

“What thing?” He questioned softly.

“The ‘holy crap she agreed to marry me’ thing.” She responded without missing a beat.

“I’m allowed to be shocked, Angel.” He gave her a wink.

“You proposed.” She replied.

“And you accepted suspiciously fast.” He gave her a curious look.

She laughed softly and rested her head against his shoulder again. “There was never another answer.”

The teasing expression faded from LJ’s face, at her response. God. Every time she said things like that, it hit him all over again. For a while, Alexandra had felt untouchable to him. Not in the celebrity sense. In the emotional sense. Like she existed on some impossible level where nobody could ever really reach her. She was fierce and driven and stubborn enough to survive anything, but she carried everything alone. Then somewhere along the way, she stopped carrying it alone.

“You know,” she murmured, “if the me a year knew this was where we ended up, she’d probably throw herself into traffic.” She gave a laugh. “Don’t get me started on Miles.”

LJ barked out a laugh. “He still acts personally betrayed every time I kiss you in front of him.”

“He’s dramatic.” She gives a shrug. "You both are."

“He walked into the kitchen yesterday, saw me hugging you, and walked back out like he’d witnessed a murder.” LJ gave a slight chuckle.

“That’s because you’re his baby brother, LJ.” She snuggled into him.

“And you’re his best friend, love.”

“Exactly. I don’t think he expected us to fall in love.”

LJ grinned. “Honestly, I think part of him is just mad you like me more.”

“Nah, and even then.” Alexandra pulled back enough to look at him with mock offense. “I never said that.”

“You didn’t have to.”

“Oh my God.”

He laughed as she shoved at his shoulder again. But then her expression softened.

“He was protective of me for a long time,” she said quietly. “Especially when things got bad.”

LJ nodded once. He knew exactly what she meant. The injuries. The pressure. The nights she spiraled so hard she convinced herself she was failing everyone around her. The panic attacks she tried to hide. The moments she stood in front of a mirror after matches looking like she was trying to recognize herself again. Miles had been there through all of it. So had LJ. Only somewhere along the line, Alexandra had started reaching for LJ first.

“He trusts you now, for you to do the job he used to do.” she continued. “That’s a big deal.”

“Yeah?” He gave a nod. “He trusts you too, you know.”

“Yeah.” A small smile touched her lips. “He sees what I see.”

LJ looked down at her carefully. “And what’s that?”

“That you’re annoyingly good for me.” She gave a laugh.

“Wow. Romance truly lives.” He nodded.

She rolled her eyes, but her fingers laced through his.

“You keep me steady,” she admitted after a moment. “When everything gets loud, you’re the thing that makes it quiet again.”

The sincerity in her voice hit him harder than he expected. Alexandra wasn’t someone who said vulnerable things easily. Every honest emotion felt earned with her.

LJ rubbed his thumb gently over her knuckles. “You do the same for me, you know.”

She looked unconvinced immediately. “LJ.”

“No, seriously.” He shifted so he could face her more fully. “You think you’re the only one who gets lost sometimes?”

Her expression softened.

“You make me feel like I can actually do this,” he continued. "School. Wrestling. Life. All of it. Before you, I was just kind of floating around hoping things worked out.”

“You were not.” She shook her head.

“I absolutely was.”

“You literally have color-coded planners.”

“That’s anxiety, not direction.”

That got another laugh out of her. God, he loved that sound.

LJ leaned back into the couch cushions with a sigh. “We are kind of insane though.”

“Oh, completely.” She nodded in agreement.

“We’re planning a wedding while balancing college schedules and wrestling bookings.” He added in.

"And championship appearances.” She felt like they had been making excuses now.

“And your media obligations.” He motioned.

“And your inability to sleep.” She rested a hand on his chest.

“I sleep.” He knew he was caught.

“You passed out sitting upright yesterday.”

“That still counts.” He smiled before glancing toward the calendar pinned beside the kitchen.

June 30th.

The date was circled three different times because Alexandra kept worrying she’d accidentally double-book something and end up defending her championship during their rehearsal dinner.

“You nervous?” he asked quietly.

“About the wedding?”

“About all of it.”

She was quiet for a long moment. “Sometimes,” she admitted. “Not about marrying you. Never that.” Her voice softened. “Just, everything else.”

LJ listened carefully.

“What if I can’t balance it all?” she continued. “What if eventually something has to give?”

“You mean the career stuff?”

“Everything.” She exhaled shakily. “Being champion. School. Us. Family. Fans expect me to constantly be strong.” She looked down at her hands. “I spent so long trying to prove I deserved any of this.”

LJ reached over and tilted her chin gently upward until she met his eyes. “You don’t have to earn being loved, Angel.”

The words landed heavily between them. Her expression cracked just slightly at the edges, enough for him to see the emotion she usually kept buried beneath confidence and sarcasm.

“That’s easy for you to say.” She whispered softly.

“No,” he said softly. “It’s easy for me to know. Because I do.”

She stared at him for a second like she was trying to decide whether she believed him. Then finally she leaned forward and pressed her forehead against his.

“I hate when you say wise things.” She muttered.

“I know.” He gave her that classic LJ smirk.

“It ruins my whole intimidating aura.”

“Your aura survived throwing a folding chair at someone on live television.” He laughed. "I'd say that's pretty safe."

“They deserved it.”

“I don't disagree love.”

He felt her smile against him. Outside, rain had started tapping softly against the balcony railing. The city lights blurred faintly through the glass, turning the room gold and silver in the dark. For once, neither of them seemed in a hurry. Alexandra picked her laptop back up slowly. The blinking cursor still waited on the unfinished post.

“You know what the weirdest part is?” she asked.

“What?”

“I thought winning the championship would feel like the ending of something.”

LJ watched her carefully.

“But it doesn’t,” she said. “It feels like the beginning."

A warmth spread through his chest at the certainty in her voice. Because she finally sounded hopeful again. Not guarded. Not exhausted. Hopeful.

“That’s because it is.” he said quietly.

She glanced at him.

“The title,” he continued. “The wedding. Everything that is happening right now. None of it is the finish line.” A small smile pulled at his mouth. “It’s just the next chapter.”

Alexandra stared at him for a second before laughing softly under her breath. “You know I’m stealing that line for the post now.”

“I expect royalties.”

“You’ll get emotional fulfillment.”

“That doesn’t pay rent.”

She rolled her eyes fondly before finally starting to type again. LJ stayed beside her while the words slowly came together. Outside the ring, things have been just as crazy.He read pieces over her shoulder as she wrote, watching her shape the last year into something honest. Not polished. Not fake. Just real. The victories. The pain. The love. The fear.

All of it.

When she finally finished, Alexandra leaned back against the couch with an exhausted sigh. “Done.”

“You want me to read it?” He gave her a playful nudge.

“You already basically did.” She laughed and nudged back.

“True.” He nodded with a big smile.

She hesitated before hitting publish. LJ could see the flicker of anxiety in her eyes again, that old fear of being seen too clearly. So he reached over and covered her hand with his.

“You ready?”

Alexandra looked at him. Really looked at him. And suddenly he could see it all reflected there: every fight they’d survived, every late-night phone call, every injury, every argument, every moment they’d chosen each other again and again despite how messy life became.

“Yeah,” she whispered.

Then she hit the button. For a second, nothing changed. The world didn’t stop spinning. No dramatic music played. No fireworks exploded outside. It was just them, her hand still tangled with his. The rain is still falling softly beyond the balcony. The future waiting for them in all its terrifying, beautiful uncertainty. Alexandra smiled faintly as notifications immediately started flooding the screen.

“Think the internet’s gonna lose its mind over the wedding date?”

“Absolutely.”

“Think Miles is gonna call us obnoxious?”

“Without question.” She laughed again, warmer this time, and curled into his side. LJ kissed her temple gently.

June thirtieth. Their Wedding, a new future, a new life. Something she hadn’t expected to happen. Not an ending, just the start of everything else. Their future, the Era of Calaway-Kasey.

“Love, let’s go to bed, you need to rest and so do I.” LJ smiled and held her close.

“Sounds wonderful.” She watched as he stood and held out his hand.

Taking it the two made their way to their bedroom to get some rest. The weekend was quickly approaching, they needed this time to prepare, rest up and prepare for battle.



Everything Happens for a Reason
Indianapolis, Indiana
Fountain Square


A camera comes up on Alexandra who is standing in the middle of Fountain Square. She’s enjoying the moment, just relaxing and taking photos with a few fans before turning back to the camera, there’s so much she needed to say and such a small amount of time to say it in. There was a quick lick of her lips and she nodded, the moment was right here and right now.

"Mercedes Vargas, you are certainly rather full of yourself aren't you. Every time you step out there I want to smack you in the face. Not because you're successful. Not because you've held championships. Not because you've built a reputation for yourself. It's because every time you open your mouth, you act like the entire wrestling world revolves around you. Brace yourself darling, the world doesn’t revolve around you and the sun damn sure doesn’t shoot out your ass.”

She takes a moment to pause, letting what she had to say sink into everyone’s head. She could see some of the fans nod with her in agreement.

"The constant desire to knock the shit out of you, it's not because you're talented. Hell, I'd be lying if I said you weren't. It's because every word that comes out of your mouth sounds like you're trying to convince the world you're something special. You walk around demanding respect while people like me have been earning it. You believe that making demands shows that you are the better competitor. Sure, okay darling we can go with that if it makes you feel so good about yourself."

She smiled for a few moments, just soaking in everything in her head.

“You stand there talking about your legacy, your accomplishments, your greatness. You expect people to bow their heads and thank you for blessing us with your presence. But here's the thing, Mercedes. The world keeps moving. New stars rise. New challengers emerge. And every time somebody starts gaining momentum, you treat it like a personal insult."

She walks over to some of the fans with a bright smile and nods. They wrap their arms around her and she lets out a soft laugh.

"These people right here? They don't care how many times you call yourself a legend. They don't care how many interviews you do talking about your greatness. They care about who shows up when the lights come on. They only care about what they see in that ring. About the blood, the sweat and the tears. The taste of battle."

She knew that her words were hitting hard, that’s what she wanted. She wanted Mercedes to not only hear her words, but feel them.

"You know what I see when I look at you? I don't see confidence. I see fear. I see somebody so terrified of being forgotten that she has to remind everyone who she is every five seconds. You see, I felt like that once upon a time. I felt like I needed to remind everyone by saying it. But I grew out of that. I remind them who I am every single time I step into that ring. Every single match.  Every loss, every win, championship or no championship, I remind everyone that I am Alexandra Calaway, for at least one more month anyways. Then it will be Alexandra Kasey."

That’s right, KASEY. She knew that they were quite public with their relationship, but it hasn’t been openly announced that a date was officially set.

"You look at me and see another name. Just another opponent for you to try to belittle right? Another woman you're going to put down and move past. But when that bell rings, you're going to find out exactly who the hell I am. Because while you've been busy protecting your reputation, I've been building mine. You can think whatever you want about me Mercedes, it’s not going to count for anything in that ring.”

She gives her a smirk and a wink.

“While you've been telling everyone how great you are, I've been proving it. And when I finally get my hands on you, Mercedes, that urge I've had every single time I've seen your face? I won't have to fight it anymore. I'll get to act on it. Then we'll find out whether all that confidence is real or whether it disappears the moment somebody punches you in the mouth."

She takes the time to pause and keeps thinking about the next thing she wants to say, the next way she could get under Mercedes' skin.

"And speaking of reminders, let's talk about last week. Let's talk about the fact that I walked out there, gave everything I had, and still ended the night staring at the lights. You think that broke me, Mercedes? You think that loss somehow made me question myself? No. If anything, it pissed me off. It lit a fire under me that was already burning hot.”

She knew that everyone was coming at her from every side. Cassie Wolfe, Kat Jones and now she had to deal with Mercedes Vargas breathing down her.

“Because I don't know how to do this halfway. I don't know how to shrug my shoulders and move on when things don't go my way. Every loss sticks with me. Every mistake replays in my head. Every second where I come up short becomes fuel. Last week wasn't the end of anything. It was a reminder of exactly how badly I want this.”

She would remind every single person who stepped up by knocking them back down. She would show Mercedes that she wasn’t ready for Victoria.

“And what I want more than anything right now is to keep the Bombshell Internet Championship around my waist. See, to some people it's just another title. Just another championship to add to a résumé. Another accolade to brag about in interviews. But to me? That championship means opportunity. It means validation. It means proving that every sacrifice, every setback, every moment of doubt was worth it. It doesn’t matter if it’s Kat Jones, Cassie Wolfe, or you Mercedes, I’ll fight until you’ve lost or there’s nothing left. You’ll all have to incapacitate me to make it happen. The Sin City Wrestling Bombshell Internet Championship is mine.”

She smiles as LJ walks into frame handing it to her. She takes it and puts it around her waist and he tosses an arm around her shoulder as she continues.

“I've chased championships before. I've held gold before. I understand your motives darling. But right now, the Bombshell Internet Championship represents something bigger. It represents the next step in my career. It represents everything I've been fighting toward every single time I lace up my boots. I understand why you want to face me. You think beating me would prepare you to face Victoria. I think you are forgetting something there darling. I had Victoria’s number when it came to the Bombshell Internet Championship and I gained her respect. You think I won't use this opportunity to soften you up for her. If you think I won't, I have some news for you. I absolutely would.”

She gives a small shrug of her shoulders and then continues, knowing that fact alone might actually bother Mercedes.

“That's why last week's loss still burns. Because every match matters when you're chasing something this important. Every opportunity matters. Every victory gets you closer and every defeat feels like somebody slammed a door in your face.”

She takes a moment, collecting her thoughts, she stepped close to the camera, almost as if telling the viewers a secret.

“The difference is I don't stay down when doors get slammed in my face. I kick the damn thing off its hinges. So if you were hoping to catch me doubting myself after last week, you're out of luck. What you're getting instead is a version of Alexandra Calaway that's angry, motivated, and more dangerous than she's been in a long time. And that's bad news for anybody standing across the ring from me. Main Event baby, it’s show time."

Alexandra gives her a smile and turns to walk away, but stops and looks back over her shoulder.

“See you Sunday.”  She pauses. “Unless you feel like pussying out.”

The camera is shoved away and crackles to static.

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Climax Control Archives / Even Judas paid for his crimes
« on: April 17, 2026, 11:06:00 PM »
Wedding, Wrestling and Rivalries
Hotel near Tivoli Gardens
Copenhagen, Germany


The hotel room felt smaller than it actually was, mostly because of the way their lives spilled into every corner of it. Gear bags sat open on the floor, clothes half folded and half forgotten, and a stack of papers about the wedding rested on the nightstand like it was daring them to deal with it. Alexandra sat cross legged on the bed, slowly running her hand around her wrist, working out the knots in her body, then adjusting it again like she was buying time inside her own thoughts. LJ stood near the window, looking out at the city for a moment before turning back toward her, running a hand through his hair.

“You ever think about how insane this is,” she said, not looking up yet. “We’ve got matches Sunday and somehow we’re also supposed to care about table settings and cake flavors.”

LJ let out a quiet laugh and shook his head. “I think the cake might actually be the most stressful part. I’m still not convinced you didn’t pick that one just to mess with me.”

She finally looked up at him, giving him a look. “You said you liked chocolate.”

“I do like chocolate. I just didn’t expect that much chocolate. That thing looked like it could knock someone out.”

“That’s the point. It’s memorable.” She gave him a shrug of her shoulders

“Yeah, memorable like one of wrestler’s cheap shots.” He grabbed her hand.

She smirked a little at that but it didn’t last long. Her focus drifted back to her hands, tightening her fist again. “Speaking of that, are you good?”

"With Raven?" LJ shrugged, casual on the surface. “Yeah. I know what he is.”

“And that doesn’t bother you?”

“It should,” he admitted, then walked over and sat on the edge of the dresser across from her. “But it doesn’t, not really. Guys like him, they want you thinking about everything they might do. That’s how they get you to hesitate.”

She nodded slowly, taking that in. “Cassie’s the same way. Maybe worse. At least Raven never pretended to be something else. Cassie did. She made people believe she had their back and then just cut them loose when it helped her.”

“You used to trust her, didn’t you?”

Alexandra let out a small breath, almost a laugh but not quite. “Yeah. I did. That’s the part that sticks. Not even the matches, not the losses, none of that. Just that moment where you realize someone was never who you thought they were.”

LJ leaned forward slightly, elbows on his knees. “You thinking about that going into the match?”

“I’m trying not to,” she said. “But it’s there. Every time I picture the match, I don’t just see her trying to win. I see her looking for the easiest way to do it. And I hate that part of it. I hate that I even have to think like that.”

“You don’t have to think like her,” he said.

“No, but I have to think about her. That’s different.”

He nodded, understanding that distinction. For a second, neither of them said anything. The hum of the city outside filled the silence just enough to keep it from feeling heavy.

After a moment, LJ spoke again. “You’re not going to turn into her just because you’re ready for what she does.”

"I know." Alexandra said, though her voice wasn’t completely certain. “It’s just where’s the line, you know? Between being ready and becoming that kind of person.”

“The line is you,” he said simply. “You don’t cross it. That’s it.”

She looked up at him again, studying his face like she was trying to decide if it was really that simple. “You make it sound easy.”

“It’s not easy,” he said. “It’s just clear.”

She let that sit for a second, then leaned back on her hands, stretching her legs out in front of her. “God, listen to us. We sound like we’re giving a seminar or something.”

“Hey, we could. ‘How to fight terrible people and still plan a wedding.’ I think there’s a market for that with the amount of people announcing their engagements in this company. We started a trend Angel.”

She laughed for real this time, the tension breaking just a little. “Yeah, I’m sure there’s a huge audience for that very specific problem.”

“You’d be surprised.”

Her eyes drifted over to the papers on the nightstand. “We still haven’t finished picked the seating arrangement.”

“Don’t remind me,” LJ said immediately. “All I care about is our families will be at the same table. That’s non-negotiable.”

“I know. It would be dangerous not to.” She laughed softly. “That feels like admitting defeat.”

“It is admitting defeat,” he said, completely serious. “But it’s the smart kind.”

She shook her head, smiling faintly. “We’re really out here strategizing seating charts like it’s a match.”

“Everything is a match,” LJ said. “Different rules, same idea. You put people in the right positions and hope nobody does anything unpredictable.”

“That’s the problem though,” she said. “People always do something unpredictable.”

“Yeah,” he agreed. “But you can’t build everything around that. Otherwise you’d never do anything.”

She was quiet again after that, her fingers tracing along the edge of the bed underneath both of them. “Do you ever worry about it?” she asked. “Not the wedding stuff. Just everything. The matches, the travel, all of it piling up.”

LJ didn’t answer right away. He leaned back slightly, thinking about it. “Sometimes,” he admitted. “Not in a way that makes me want to stop. Just in a way that makes me take it seriously.”

“That’s a very you answer darling.” She gave him another soft smile.

“What’s that supposed to mean love?”

“It means you don’t panic,” she said. “You just adjust.”

He shrugged. “Panic doesn’t help. Especially not against someone like Raven. If I go in there thinking he’s got some big trick waiting for me, I’m already behind.”

“So you’re not worried at all.”

“I didn’t say that,” he replied. “I said I’m not letting it run the show.”

She nodded again, then looked down at her hands. “I wish I could switch it off like that.”

“You don’t need to switch it off,” he said. “You just need to not let it take over.”

She let out a quiet breath. “You’re really good at this whole calm thing.”

“I’ve had practice.” He laughed.

“With me?” she teased lightly.

“With everything,” he said, though he smiled a little. “You included.”

She shifted slightly on the bed, turning so she was facing him more directly. “You really think I’ve got this match.”

“I know you do.”

“Even with everything Cassie’s going to try.” She tilted her head.

“Especially because of that,” he said. “She’s going to expect you to get frustrated, to lose focus. That’s where she wins. You don’t give her that.”

“And if she pushes it anyway.”

“She will,” he said. “That’s the point. But you’re better than her at the actual fight. That’s what matters.”

She held his gaze for a moment, then nodded, a little more sure this time. “Okay. Yeah. I can work with that.”

He stood up then, stretching slightly, then walked over to the bed and sat down next to her.

“What about you,” she said, nudging him lightly with her shoulder. “You keep talking about me. What’s your plan with Raven.”

“Hit him before he hits me,” he said, deadpan.

She gave him a look. “Wow. Incredible strategy. Really groundbreaking stuff.”

“Hey, don’t mock greatness,” he shot back. “But seriously, he’s going to try something underhanded. I just have to be ready for it and not let it be the thing that decides the match.”

“And you’re sure you can do that.” She took a deep breath. “Technically you are still healing up.”

“I’ve dealt with guys like him before,” LJ said. “They all think they’re the exception. They’re not.”

She smiled a little at that. “I like that. They’re not special. Just predictable in a different way.”

“Exactly.”

There was another pause, but this one felt lighter. Alexandra leaned her head back slightly, staring up at the ceiling. “You know, when we first started all this, I didn’t think it would look like this.”

“What did you think it would look like Angel?” LJ gave her a soft smile.

“I don’t know,” she said. “Less, everything at once, I guess. Matches, travel, a wedding, all of it stacked on top of each other.”

“Too late now,” he said, nudging her back.

“Hell Yeah,” she said, smiling softly. “Too late.”

He glanced over at the wedding papers again. “We’ll figure that out too.”

“We will,” she agreed. “One thing at a time.”

“Sunday the matches happen,” he said.

“And after that, we go back to playfully arguing about cake and seating charts.”

“Can’t wait,” he said with a small grin.

She laughed quietly, then leaned into him just a little, letting the moment settle. “Hey,” she said after a second.

“Yeah.”

“No matter what happens during this planning, we’re still good, right.”

He looked at her, a little confused by the question at first, then softened when he understood what she meant. “Yeah,” he said. “We’re still good. That doesn’t change with super chocolate cake.”

She nodded, like she needed to hear it out loud. “Okay. Good.”

He bumped his shoulder lightly against hers. “Now get some rest. You’re going to need it.”

“You too,” she said. “Try not to overthink it.”

“Same to you,” he replied.

They sat there for a little while longer, the noise of the city humming in the background, neither of them rushing to move. The matches were coming, the chaos, the unpredictability, all of it waiting just a few hours away. But for now, in that small hotel room, it was just the two of them, figuring things out one conversation at a time.


Judas suffered, so shall you
Tivoli Gardens
Copenhagen, Germany


Alexandra Calaway and her family walked around the park, she watched as Ashlynn hung out with LJ, Miles, Carter and Kevin. This was her family now. People she would be willing to fight for. Hell people she had thrown herself into danger to protect. People she could never see herself doing the things Cassie had done to her own so-called unit of a family.

“Cassie Wolfe, you’ve had this coming for a few weeks now haven’t you? Can you feel it? The judgement, the retribution coming at you for what you’ve done. You betrayed the people who had your back in more ways than one. Look at what you’ve done. You turned your back on Harper and Josh, you accused her of being behind the attack on Alicia Lukas too. Who’s to say it wasn’t YOU who attacked Alicia to get attention. That’s right up your alley isn’t it? Who’s to say you wanted Harper as your scapegoat to cover up your own crimes? While the old me would have laughed it up and patted you on the back for it. I’ve changed. I’ve grown as a human being. I’ve noticed something about you Cassie. You’ve changed and not for the better. It’s time I showed you what happens when you are all alone and your back is against the wall.”

She gave her the momentarily tisk tisk sound before continuing on with what she needed to say.

“You see, I pulled that stunt once upon a time, turned my back on everyone who had my back, pushed them out of my life as if they were nothing more than yesterday's trash. But I get it, anything to win right. Well you see, I always knew you had it in you. I knew you weren’t the kind of person you tried to play yourself off to be. This good person who had her friend’s backs. Let me tell you something sweetheart, you never had me fooled. I could see it in your eyes. While there was a time I could have respected what you’ve done, the person I am today, sees you for what you really are.”

She took the moment to pause, wanting what she was about to say to really sink in, to seep so deeply into Cassie that she would begin to realize the error of her ways and quickly try to make amends, though people like Cassie rarely changed.

“I don’t care what’s at stake, I couldn’t do that to Miles, Carter, or my fiance LJ Kasey. Hell I’ve had to be across the ring from Miles and let me tell you, even then, if I had been as close to him then as I am now, I don’t think the outcome would have been the same. I know I wouldn’t have been able to do what I did to him, if we had been close at that time. To turn on someone like that, it would take me being the woman I used to be. The one who had no loyalties who, when her back was against the wall and she realized she had no one, she lost everything.”

Alexandra had betrayed those closest to her before, causing the same kind of damage that Cassie had done. She knew what was coming for the younger woman, the retribution that she herself would bring about.

“As someone who used to be like you, I know what’s coming for you and it starts with me. It starts on Sunday. You see, I don’t care what excuses you will try to use for your actions. I’ve used them before myself. Let me tell you, it didn’t help me then and it’s not going to help you now. Let’s be honest, you did it because you are selfish, you craved that spotlight. What was that tag phrase you’ve used before, ‘Hungry like the Wolfe…’, a really catchy phrase there wasn’t it? You see, you don’t know the first things about Wolves. Wolves are loyal to their pack. Lone Wolves, those usually happen because a young male wolf leaves to spread the pack further out. They are forming their own families. But you, you are in it for yourself.”

She gave a bitter, jaded laugh. She had seen and done this all before. Was this now Alexandra’s calling, to be the one who punished the younger talent for their mistakes? If it was, then so be it.

“You didn’t do it to teach Harper a lesson. You didn’t teach Josh anything he didn’t already know. All you did was show everyone in that backstage area that you are a traitorous snake that will stop at nothing to get what you want in life. You called yourself the Judas Wolfe, well you got that right. But, while I might not be a Christian I think you need to read that book again and see just how badly Judas suffered after betraying the so-called miracle man from Galilee. Emotional torment, remorse and despair. He was rejected by the leaders, he lost hope. Hell Cassie, the man killed himself over the guilt of what he did. Is that really how you want to be remembered? It takes YEARS to get yourself back to where people will trust you again. I speak from experience.”

She paused again, this time she thought over her own past where she had betrayed the people closest to her. It didn’t get her where she wanted to go, it didn’t help the situation at hand and she had to deal with the fall out of that, alone.

“You might look at me and say Alexandra’s mind is all over the place and maybe you're right. I’ve got the Bombshell Internet Championship, my upcoming nuptials, and Into the Void XV looming on the horizon, with an unknown challenger for my Bombshell Internet Championship at this time. But if the truth needs to be known, we’ve all seen what I can do when the odds are truly stacked against me. It’s where I shine, I don’t need to turn on those closest to me, I don’t need to make false accusations against them.”

She watched as LJ handed her daughter cotton candy from one of the vendors and a bright smile crossed her face. The warmth of the family surrounded her, hearing their laughter. She took a deep breath and spoke again.

“There comes a day in everyone's story where you start seeing life differently. Where the bullshit and the backstabbing don’t make sense anymore. You find a purpose, you push forward through people like you and you come out on the other side, for lack of a better phrase, a Hero. Isn’t that what you wanted to be at one time? A Hero, Cassie? I guess the phrase is true. You either die a hero or you live long enough to see yourself become the villain. I happen to know that phrase too, it is however possible, to pull yourself out of that muck you’ve stepped in and be better. But it’s not going to be on my name. It’s not going to be by beating me. No. It’s going to be by getting your ass handed to you by me in that ring on Sunday. You see, you used to be one of my daughters favorites, now she just turns her nose up at the very mention of your name. After what you did to Harper, she sees you as someone she could never look up to.”

She cracked up laughing hard and then nodded licking her lips.

“If you truly believe that you are going to take my Bombshell Internet Championship from me kiddo, you’ve got another thing coming. Yes, I took this from Victoria, she and I tore up the wrestling world, chasing each other around and around, but you know what I can say about her, she didn’t have to turn her back on people she was close to, just to get ahead. She did that all on her own. Just as I did. You got big shoes to fill, shoes you aren’t ready for, not yet. That’s the real difference here. Victoria was herself from the start, open with who she was, she didn’t need to hide behind catch phrases and puns like you. She didn’t have to turn her back on those she was the closest to, to win. She was unapologetically herself. She also has earned my respect, you haven’t. So I won’t be easy to take down. I have a fire deep inside me, one that cannot be quenched.”

Another moment to pause, another smile crossed her lips. Victoria and Alexandra had a respect for each other now, an understanding of how each other worked.

“So I guess all I really have left to say is I’ll see you on Sunday, right now, I got better things to do. Priorities and all. I plan on spending the rest of the day surrounded by people who love me and care about me. People who have my back and I have theirs. My family. While, I’m sure the only person you truly have is yourself, everyone you surround yourself with now are just pawns on the chessboard, you will use them and throw them out when they no longer serve your purpose. I hope they see what you’ve done and they leave you hanging high and dry with no one to have your back.”

She see’s LJ waving for her to join them to put her phone away for the rest of the day. 

“See you Sunday Wolfe Girl, until then, think about the words I’ve given you today. Search yourself, because if this woman is the one you bring into the ring with me on Sunday, you have already fucked yourself over. Dream big Cassie, because on Sunday.. I crush your dream of being the Bombshell Internet Champion, just like you’ll never make it to the Crown.”

With that the feed went dead and she joined LJ and the family for an exciting day at Tivoli Gardens.

3
Climax Control Archives / Road to Into The Void XV: Part 1
« on: April 03, 2026, 11:35:39 PM »
PARK TIME!
Europa Park
Rust, Germany


The morning air in Rust carried a soft chill, the kind that made everything feel sharper, the colors brighter, the laughter louder, the anticipation almost electric. Alexandra adjusted the strap of her bag as she stepped through the entrance, her eyes already scanning the park like a kid who had waited too long for this exact moment. Ashlynn had opted to ride something with Kevin and Miles, with the promise of Castle hopping on Saturday.

LJ followed just behind her, grinning at the way she bounced slightly on her heels. “You’re about five seconds away from sprinting, aren’t you?”

“I am trying to act normal,” she said, though her smile betrayed her. “But you don’t understand this place is huge.”

“I can tell,” he said, glancing around at the sprawling paths and themed buildings stretching in every direction. “So what’s first?”

She turned to him with mock seriousness. “Strategy.”

“Oh, we have a strategy now Angel?” He smirked.

“Yes,” she said, nodding firmly. “We get drinks, we hydrate, and then we go straight to the biggest ride before the lines get insane.” She gave him a laugh.

“That sounds suspiciously responsible Love.” LJ gave her a smile in return.

“Don’t get used to it,” she replied, already tugging him toward a nearby café.

The small stand had a striped awning and a chalkboard menu written in looping handwriting. Alexandra stepped up confidently while LJ hovered just behind her, watching with interest.

“Hallo,” she said to the cashier, her voice smooth and easy. “Zwei Getränke, bitte. Eine Cola und ein Wasser.”

The cashier nodded, tapping the order into the register. “Möchten Sie noch etwas dazu?”

Alexandra glanced back at LJ. “Do you want anything else?”

He shook his head. “I’m good.”

She turned back. “Nein, danke.”

Moments later, she handed LJ the cold bottle of water and took her cola, the condensation already forming under her fingers.

“Show-off,” he teased.

She shrugged lightly. “It’s just ordering drinks."

“Yeah, in another language.” He looked impressed.

“It’s not that hard,” she said, though there was a flicker of pride in her eyes. “You could learn. Come on, you know some latin for law school.”

“I know only how to say ‘beer,’ in German.” he said confidently. “And Law school is a completely different thing altogether, love.”

She laughed. “That will get you far in life.”

They stepped away from the stand and found a small shaded area near a cluster of benches. Around them, families moved in every direction, kids pointing excitedly at distant rides, the faint hum of roller coasters rising and falling in the background.

LJ took a sip of his water and tilted his head. “So the biggest ride? What are we talking about?”

Alexandra’s expression shifted instantly, excited, almost conspiratorial. “It’s called Silver Star.”

“That sounds intense already.”

“It’s one of the tallest in Europe,” she said, her hands starting to move as she spoke. “Huge drops, fast speeds, it's amazing.”

He raised an eyebrow. “You say that like you’ve been on it before.”

“Never,” she said, grinning. “I heard about it, they say if you can ride it, you can ride ANYTHING in park.”

“That’s either a glowing review or a warning.” He looked worried.

“Both,” she admitted.

He laughed softly, shaking his head. “Alright. Lead the way.”

They tossed their empty bottles and started off, following signs that pointed toward the ride. As they walked, the park seemed to open up even more different themed areas blending into each other, music drifting through the air, the scent of food stalls tempting them at every turn. Alexandra walked a little faster now, her excitement building with every step. LJ noticed and matched her pace.

“You’re really excited about this,” he said.

“I am,” she replied. “It’s just. I don’t know. Rides like that make everything else disappear for a minute.”

He glanced at her, curious. “Disappear?”

“Yeah,” she said, slowing slightly as they approached a wide pathway where the coaster tracks became visible in the distance. “When you’re up there, you’re not thinking about anything else. Just the speed, the height, the feeling.”

LJ followed her gaze, watching as a train of the coaster climbed slowly up a steep incline before vanishing over the top. “Okay,” he said. “That does look insane.”

She smiled. “Good insane.”

“Debatable. Law School doesn't scare me. Wrestling doesn’t scare me. Proposing to you, didn't scare me. This however..” LJ shrugged a bit.

They reached the entrance area, where a line had already begun to form. It wasn’t too bad yet, but it was growing.

“See?” Alexandra said. “We got here just in time.”

He looked at the towering structure again, then back at her. “You’re absolutely sure about this?”

She stepped closer, nudging his arm lightly. “You’ll be fine.”

“That’s what people always say right before something terrifying happens.” He gripped her hand a little.

She laughed. “Trust me.”

There was something in the way she said it light, but sincere that made him relax just a little.

“Alright,” he said, exhaling. “I’m trusting you.”

They joined the line, which moved steadily forward. As they got closer, the sounds of the ride became louder: the clatter of the tracks, the rush of wind, the distant screams that were equal parts fear and exhilaration.

Alexandra shifted her weight from one foot to the other, her excitement barely contained. “I love this part,” she said.

“The waiting?” LJ asked.

“The buildup,” she corrected. “It makes it better.”

He smirked. “You’re enjoying this way too much.”

“Maybe,” she admitted.

The line continued to move, weaving through barriers and up a set of stairs until they reached the loading platform. The coaster trains pulled in and out in a smooth rhythm, riders stepping off with wide eyes and messy hair.

LJ watched them carefully. “Some of them look like they’ve seen things.”

“They’ve seen greatness.” Alexandra said.

“Uh-huh.” LJ looked at her.

When it was finally their turn, they were directed toward the front row. Alexandra’s eyes lit up immediately.

“Oh, that’s perfect,” she said.

“Front row?” LJ repeated. “We’re doing the front row?”

“We are absolutely doing this in the front row.”

He laughed nervously. “Of course we are.”

They slid into their seats, the restraints coming down securely over their shoulders. Alexandra glanced over at him, her grin wide and infectious. “Ready?”

He took a breath, then nodded. “Ready as I’ll ever be Love.”

The train began to move, slowly at first, then turning toward the massive lift hill. The clicking sound of the chain pulling them upward echoed around them, each second stretching longer as the ground fell away beneath their feet. LJ gripped the handles, his eyes flicking between the horizon and Alexandra. She, on the other hand, looked completely at ease, calm, focused, alive in a way that was impossible to miss.

“Look,” she said softly, nodding toward the view.

He was focused on her. "I am.."

"At the view, darling." She blushed.

He did. From the top, the park spread out in every direction, colorful and vibrant under the morning sun. For a brief moment, everything was still. Then they tipped over the edge. The world dropped away in an instant, the rush of air stealing any chance of a scream as gravity took over. The speed hit fast, the track racing beneath them, twists and turns blurring together into pure sensation. LJ’s initial fear dissolved into something else entirely, something wild and exhilarating. Beside him, Alexandra laughed, the sound carried away by the wind. And for those few moments, just like she said, everything else disappeared. No Brandon Hendrix, not drama, just them and a chance to breathe.



Walking through fire
Hotel 'Krønasår'
Rust, Germany


Alexandra stood on the balcony of her Presidential Deluxe suite, given to her and LJ while they are on their Theme Park Tour for Sin City Wrestling, on their way to their big wedding day. The moon was full and bright when Alexandra flipped her camera on. She didn’t know much about her opponent for the show, other than Brittany had gone up against Bella recently.

“Your Bombshell Internet Champion is enjoying life right now and doing well. Staying at the Hotel Kronasar, has been an experience in itself. The best part is, I'm getting to do it with my fiance, LJ Kasey. It’s true, we are on the Road to I Do and the Road to Into The Void XV at the same time. Getting here has been a roller coaster, but one I’ve been happy to ride. Not to mention, my kid gets to visit Germany for the first time in her life. There are so many plans and so little time.”

She pulls him into view, letting him wave at the camera and the two share a quick kiss and he wanders back into the room, letting her finish.

“Brittany, now I know you are still kind of new here and to have to face someone like Bella Madison, who is by far one of the most talented women in this company, I dare say this industry, had to be daunting. You held your own for a bit, but then somewhere you messed up didn’t you darling. You couldn’t exactly get that spot and it all went wrong. It’s alright, we all have our days and your last showing just wasn’t the right time.”

She gave a small chuckle, she wanted to give this new face a chance. Going up against a Champion was a big thing, something that Brittany shouldn’t bat her eyelashes at.

“I can promise you, this week won't be any different. I’m on an uptick, with a lot of power, anger and unfinished business behind me. Your newly crowned Bombshell Internet Champion, I fought and crawled through the division to get here and honestly, it was all worth it. Now, you stand between me and my path to Into the Void XV. I plan on going out there and doing what I do best, proving time and time again that I am still the one they all look at.”

She knew Into the Void was rapidly approaching and there was a huge target on her shoulder. And with Brandon Hendrix and his constant need to come at the Kasey family and herself.

“Now I know there’s a chance Hendrix could have hired you or anyone really to try and make an example of me. If he wants to try, that’s fine. I can handle whatever he decides to throw my way. Including his goons getting involved in this match. Come at me all you want. I’ll send you back to whoever put you in my path, broken, bleeding and ready to give up. Because there’s nothing standing in my way anymore.”

She gives the camera a knowing smile.

“And hey Brandon Hendrix, I’m sure you are watching. You want to touch me so bad, come on. Prove you got what it takes to step to me, oh wait, you can’t. You touch me, you get another fine. Maybe it’s time I start collecting fines for attacking you. I can afford it, even with all the wedding planning. You made a choice when you messed with this family. Hell ask Logan Hunter what happens when you do that dumb fuck shit. I’m sure he still remembers what it was like when the floodgates opened on him. Ask him, he will let you know. It’s open season on anyone who might be connected to you from here on out.”

With a wink she continues, closing it off.

“Brittany sorry about that, now I’ll get back to you. I do hope that you are ready for what’s coming your way. I know I’m looking forward to it. Take the time we’ve got in Germany to enjoy yourself, prepare for what’s coming, while I might look like I’m smiling and having the best time ever, know that I am focused on proving myself, every single time I walk out to that ring. I’ll see you Sunday night darling, for now, I’m going to relax with the man I love, spend time with my daughter and my friends, planning the wedding of the year.”

She waves at the camera and it fades to black.

4
Climax Control Archives / Fear or No Fear
« on: March 20, 2026, 10:28:05 PM »
Wedding Planning, High School, Law School, and Wrestling
Calaway-Kasey Residence
Las Vegas, Nevada


The apartment always felt different after Ashlynn went to bed. Not quieter, exactly, Las Vegas didn’t really allow for true quiet, but it was softer. Like everything exhaled at once. The traffic outside still whispered along the streets, and somewhere in the distance a siren rose and fell, but inside their place, the noise dulled into something manageable. Familiar.

Alexandra sat cross-legged on the couch, a blanket bunched around her waist, her hair falling loose and slightly tangled down her back. The coffee table in front of her had completely disappeared under a mess of bridal magazines, loose papers, and her laptop, which cast a pale glow against her face. She hadn’t meant for it to get this out of hand. It started with one article. Just one, something harmless, “Simple Wedding Ideas for Modern Couples.” She’d clicked it while Ashlynn was brushing her teeth, half paying attention, half thinking about what to make for dinner the next night.

Now it was this.

Twelve tabs open, maybe more. She’d stopped counting. Her finger hovered over the trackpad before she clicked into another article, her eyes scanning too fast to really absorb anything. “Ten Must-Have Details for an Unforgettable Wedding Day.” Unforgettable. That word snagged on something in her chest. She reached for one of the magazines, flipping it open again even though she’d already looked through it twice. A full-page spread stared back at her, some outdoor ceremony at sunset, everything gold and glowing, the kind of light you couldn’t fake even if you tried. The bride looked effortless. The groom looked like he’d never been nervous a day in his life. Alexandra frowned slightly.

“Yeah, okay,” she muttered under her breath. “Sure. But this needs to be perfect.”

She flipped the page harder than she meant to. There were too many choices. That was the problem. Too many versions of what a wedding could be, and every single one of them came with its own list of expectations, details, things you were apparently supposed to care about.

Chair covers.
Signature drinks.
Coordinated color palettes.


“Hell wrestling a match is easier than all of this.” She shook her head. “How do people do this? I have no idea, but I need to do this. I need to plan this wedding. It’s important.”

She pressed her lips together, leaning back against the couch as her eyes flicked toward the laptop again.

A checklist glared at her from the screen:

Book venue.
 Finalize guest list.
 Choose a theme.
 Hire a florist.
 Engagement photos.
 Bridal shower.
 Bachelorette party.


Her stomach tightened. She didn’t even know where to start. The apartment had fallen silent. Ashlynn was asleep, curled up on her side, one arm tucked under her cheek, the way she always ended up no matter how she started the night. Alexandra had checked on her twice already, just to be sure she was getting the rest she needed. Alexandra always did that. Like if she didn’t look, something might change. Alexandra let out a slow breath and dragged a hand down her face.

“This shouldn’t be this hard,” she said quietly.

But it was. Because it wasn’t just a wedding. It was everything around it. Everything it was supposed to mean. The front door opened with a soft click. She didn’t react right away. Just stared at the screen, scrolling again like maybe the next article would suddenly make everything make sense. Keys hit the counter. Shoes shifted against the floor.

“Angel?” LJ’s voice carried easily through the apartment, low and familiar. “Love?”

“In here,” she called back, though her voice came out a little thinner than she meant it to.

His footsteps moved closer, steady, unhurried. There was something about the way he walked that always grounded her, like he wasn’t trying to rush through anything, even when the day had probably been long. He stopped just behind the couch. She could feel him there before she even looked up.

“What’s going on love?” he asked. “What is all this?” He let out a soft laugh.

She let out a small huff of a laugh, not quite amused. “Have you ever thought about how many types of wedding flowers there are?”

There was a pause. “No,” he said honestly. “Not really something I’ve had to think about.”

“Because apparently there are too many,” she went on, pushing herself up a little straighter. “And they all mean different things. Like, did you know peonies mean romance, but also prosperity? And roses are love, obviously, but different colors mean different things, so you can mess that up too.”

The laptop suddenly went dark causing Alexandra to blink.

“Hey.” Before she could grab it, the magazine in her hands was gone too, lifted easily away from her grip. “LJ, I need those.” she protested, turning toward him.

He had already tossed the magazine onto the pile, closing the laptop the rest of the way with a quiet, decisive motion.

“That’s enough,” he said.

She stared at him, somewhere between annoyed and too tired to fully argue. “I was in the middle of something.”

“You’ve been in the middle of something for, what, three hours?” He replied, one eyebrow lifting slightly.

She opened her mouth, then hesitated. “I don’t know,” she admitted.

“Yeah,” he said, softer now. “You need to take a break from all this planning, you have a match to prepare for. Not to mention, keeping your eyes trained on any other threats. After what happened at Blaze of Glory.”

He moved around the couch and sat down beside her, close enough that their knees brushed. The cushion dipped under his weight, grounding the space in a way the scattered magazines hadn’t. For a second, neither of them said anything.

Alexandra looked down at her hands, twisting her fingers together. “I just, I want it to be unforgettable.”

There it was. Not perfect, not right. Unforgettable. LJ leaned back slightly, studying her face like he was trying to figure out exactly where her thoughts had gone.

“It will be, love.” He said.

She shook her head a little. “You don’t know that.”

“I do.” He gave her a shrug.

“How?” she asked, finally looking at him. “We don’t even have a venue. Or a date. Or,” she gestured vaguely toward the table. “Any of this is figured out.”

He followed her glance, taking in the chaos for what was probably the first time.

“Okay, yeah,” he said. “We’ve got a lot of whatever this is.”

She let out a breath that was almost a laugh.

“But none of that is what makes it Unforgettable.” He continued.

She frowned slightly. “Then what does?”

He didn’t answer right away. Instead, he reached for her hand, pulling it gently away from where she’d been fidgeting with her fingers. His grip was warm, steady, familiar in a way that made her shoulders drop without her even realizing it.

“Us.” He said finally.

She held his gaze, searching his face like she was waiting for him to elaborate, to explain it in a way that would make it feel less simple than that. But he didn’t.

“It’s us,” he repeated. “That’s it.”

Alexandra huffed softly. “That sounds nice, but,” he covered her mouth.

“I’m serious,” he cut in, not harsh, just firm enough to stop her from spiraling again. “You think I’m gonna care if the flowers are the wrong kind? Or if the chairs don’t match?”

She didn’t answer.

“Because I won’t,” he said. “I’m gonna be standing there, probably trying not to mess up my vows, hoping I don’t trip over something.”

“You would.” she muttered.

He smirked a little. “Exactly. And you’re gonna be there. And Ashlynn’s gonna be there. Our families.”

At that, something in Alexandra’s expression softened immediately.

“She’ll probably get bored halfway through,” he added. “Or try to wander off.”

“She will wander off.” Alexandra said, a hint of a smile breaking through.

“We’ll have to bribe her with snacks or something.” He smiled at her.

“Definitely snacks.” She nodded in agreement.

The tension in her chest loosened, just a little more. LJ squeezed her hand lightly.

“That’s what I’m gonna remember,” he said. “Not whether we picked the right color napkins or whatever.”

She glanced at the table again, at all the pages she’d been flipping through like they held answers.

“They make it seem like it all matters.” She said quietly.

“They always do.” He replied.

She leaned back into the couch, her head tilting until it rested against his shoulder. He shifted slightly to make it easier, like it was second nature. For a moment, neither of them spoke. The city lights flickered through the blinds, casting slow-moving shadows across the room.

“I think I got in my own head.” Alexandra admitted after a while.

“Yeah,” he said, not unkindly.

She nudged him with her elbow.

“I didn’t say that to be mean,” he added quickly, a small grin pulling at his mouth. “Just that you do that sometimes.”

“I know.” Her voice was quieter now. A calm washing over her. She looked at the magazines again, but they didn’t feel as loud anymore. Just paper, just ideas, not rules.

“Do you care where it is?” she asked.

He shrugged slightly. “Not really.”

“Not even a little?” She tilted her head looking at him.

“I mean,” he said, “Vegas has options. We could go fancy, or we could go completely not fancy.”

She let out a small laugh. “That narrows it down. I've been thinking a destination wedding.”

“I’m just saying,” he continued, “we don’t have to overcomplicate it.”

She thought about that. About all of it. About the checklists and the articles and the feeling that she was already behind on something she hadn’t even fully started yet. Then she looked at him. Really looked. And for the first time that night, it didn’t feel like she was trying to solve something.

“Okay,” she said softly.

He glanced down at her. “Okay?”

“Okay,” she repeated. “We start simple.”

A small, satisfied smile settled on his face. “I like simple.”

“Cause lord knows, Climax Control will be anything but simple.”

She shifted slightly, lacing her fingers through his again, holding on a little tighter this time. From down the hall, Ashlynn let out a faint sleepy sound, then settled again. Alexandra closed her eyes for a second, just listening. Everything felt still, silent. Not perfect, not finished. But right.


Afraid of you huh?
Legoland California outside Galacticoaster
Carlsbad, California


Alexandra, LJ and her daughter Ashlynn are seen walking with a few security personnel through the park, near one of their newer sections. Clearly they were getting the celebrity treatment while at Legoland for the Sin City Wrestling show. Ashlynn was excitedly talking with her mom and LJ about all the rides she wanted to try. Alexandra was enjoying the last bit of her daughter's childhood wonder before she knew that college loomed on the horizon, just a few years away. When they got into line for Galacticoaster, Alexandra took the time to record a little live message for Bea, via her phone.

“Hey, here I stand as your new Sin City Wrestling Bombshell Internet Champion, much to the displeasure of many backstage. However, it was my night. And I appreciate the kind words from our former champion. However, one specific Bombshell, Bea Barnhart, the new proverbial thorn in my side. Yes, that’s exactly what you are, it’s what you’ve always been to everyone. The former champion who can’t seem to grab that brass ring again. Yes I've had my fair share of attempts at the Gold, everything from the Mixed Tag Titles, when they existed, to the Bombshell Roulette Championship I've held twice, to the Bombshell World Championship, which I failed to collect and now, I am the Bombshell Internet Champion.”

She planned to make this short and sweet, to the point, LJ occasionally poking her in the side and making her giggle hard. She focused back on the task at hand.

“So Bea, darling, this is where I have to ask, why are you so obsessed with me? Is it because I can do what you cannot? I stay relevant and in the title picture, while you are losing to people like Harper Mason, who’s younger and fastly rising to the top. Give it the rest of the year and she could be the World Champion. But you, you'll still be on the bottom. You wanna know why?”

She shrugged softly, giving the camera a knowing smile.

“Because at the end of the day, everyone sees through your bullshit. Every bombshell can see right through that facade you try to throw into everyone's faces, each and every week, be it your match or Bills. Poor man’s got to deal with you hogging his time. I feel so bad for your husband, dealing with you day in and day out must be a living nightmare. Jesus Christ woman, do you ever hear yourself speak?”

She took a few moments to pause, watching as she moved in line, careful of the other people around her. Knowing the place was crawling with kids, teens and adults alike.

“You whine and complain about people, saying we are bullies or we cheated to win. Play back the tapes of your matches and note how many times you've been seconds away from getting caught doing some questionable stuff. Then you tried to say I cheated to win against you. I get it. No one likes to lose. Hell, I have had my own fair share of losses here in Sin City since my arrival and you've never once heard me whine about it or accuse my opponent of cheating. I think I can speak for each and everyone of the Bombshells of Sin City Wrestling when I say, can you please, shut the hell up?”

Her daughter and LJ chuckle behind her in line and she smiles over her shoulder at them. They share a laugh for a few moments before she looks back up at the camera.

“Mom,” Ashlynn’s voice sounded from behind her and she spoke again. “She doesn’t understand the concept of shutting up. If she did, she’d know to keep her trap shut before the flies collect on her face.”

Alexandra shook her head at her daughter's thoughts on the match. Deep inside Alexandra’s mind, thoughts flowed freely from her as they waited in line for the ride.

“I know. I know, I am such a bully. Allowing my daughter to say that about you. I’m hurting your delicate feelings. We both know damned good and well, you have no emotions when it comes to that. You can say whatever the hell you want about me. Honestly, I don’t care. You’ve said it all before, through our countless matches during my time in Sin City Wrestling. You see the last time we faced off, you did this same bravado, it’s the same as every other single time we’ve stepped into the ring together. You said you’d beat me, you said you would have the win, yet once again, you looked up at the lights, your back flat on the mat with me standing over you, my hand raised in victory. So no, I'm not afraid of you, because there's nothing to fear.”

She takes time to pause, thinking over every match she’s ever had with Bea Barnhart. Every single time, it’s come out the same, with Bea losing and Alexandra standing tall.

“You consistently lose to me. You’ve seen it over and over, yet you still keep coming. I respect that. I do. Your tenacity is unmatched. You have this grandiose dream that some day you will get the win over me. I mean look at what Victoria and I have done, only to come out in the end at Blaze of Glory realizing that maybe we aren’t as different as we seem. However, we are nothing alike. As far as I am concerned, and those who are in my life are concerned we will never be anything alike. I don’t need to sit here and invent an ending that I know the outcome of. You and me, it’s always going to end the same as it has before. That is unless you hire someone to take me out and I’m incapable of kicking out, but you would have to damn near kill me.”

Another small moment of time, a beat even and she speaks again, moving further in the line. This wait could be a while, but

“I’ll always come out on top, because that’s what I do. That’s the outcome of our time together Bea, let’s face the fact. You always wanna go based on facts right? You like to judge the differences between us, it’s fine, that’s common to do, to focus on stats. But remember darling, this is baseball, this is Wrestling. You can’t predict a win anymore than you can predict a winning lotto ticket. When we are in that ring, you can only focus on the problem right in front of you. This time, it’s me. You want a shot at the glory, a shot at my Bombshell Internet Championship, beat me.. Go win a Bombshell Roulette Championship twice, then come back and we can talk. Until Sunday, I’m going to enjoy my time with my family and plan my wedding. Right now, I’m going to ride Galacticoaster with my Fiance and my Daughter. See you Sunday Bea.”

With that said the three of them wave at the camera, before Alexandra puts her phone away and the three of them get into the ride car. The screen goes black.

5
Supercard Archives / IT'S SHOWTIME
« on: March 06, 2026, 09:50:13 PM »
Are you sure you want to do this?
Calaway Estate
Dallas, Texas


“Are you sure about this Ally?” Mika’s voice chimed where they looked down at the plot of earth recently dug up. “Is this really how you want to swing this?”

Alexandra smirked. “She did a whole mock fucking funeral for me, why the hell not? It will fucking shock everyone.”

Mika rolled her eyes a bit. “It shouldn't be hard if it’s done right. Little morning fog, fresh dug earth.”

“I still don’t relish the idea of you burying yourself and digging your way out, Angel.” LJ spoke up. “What if something goes wrong?”

“That’s why they are here.” She motions to the medical team. “To hell with calm and rational, it’s time to do something unhinged and unexpected of me."

LJ stared at her for a long moment, jaw tight, eyes flicking from the open grave to the coffin beside it and then back to her face. The morning air hung damp and gray around them, thin curls of fog dragging across the ground exactly like Mika had predicted. Finally he exhaled through his nose.

“God, I hate this idea, love.” he muttered. “I don’t relish doing this.”

Alexandra’s smirk softened a little. “That’s not a no.”

“No,” he admitted. “It’s not. It's me being uncomfortable with this choice.”

Mika snorted quietly. “Shocking development.”

LJ shot her a look before returning his attention to Alexandra. “You realize the second anything even looks remotely wrong, I’m ripping that coffin open and this whole stunt is over.”

“Fair.” Alexandra smiles at him. “And the med team stays right here.”

Alexandra gestured broadly at the small group nearby. Two paramedics leaned against a truck, watching with the kind of wary patience that said they had been briefed on the absurdity already.

“They aren’t going anywhere.” LJ looked over at them.

One of them raised a hand lazily. “We’re contractually obligated to stay for the chaos.”

Mika folded her arms. “And I’ll be monitoring the timing. This isn’t some horror movie scenario where you disappear underground for half an hour.”

Alexandra rolled her shoulders like she was warming up for a performance. “So we’re doing this.”

There was a quick pause. LJ looked at Mika. Mika looked at the grave. Then she sighed dramatically. “Fine. Screw it. If we’re going to commit to the bit, we commit.”

Alexandra grinned, victorious.

“That’s my girl. Difficult and now I guess I can say unhinged.” He pulled her into a hug.

“Don’t push it,” Mika warned. “And don’t encourage her.”

They moved into motion after that. The coffin lid rested against the side of the open grave, the interior lined with simple white padding that was already collecting little flecks of dirt from the damp air. Alexandra stepped over and looked down into it.

“Well,” she said. “That’s cozy.”

“Alexandra,” LJ said quietly. "Please."

She glanced back at him. His expression had softened in that way it only did when the bravado dropped away. He stepped closer, taking her hands in his.

“You don’t actually have to prove anything to anyone,” he said. “You are already an impressive individual, Angel.”

“I know,” she replied gently. “But this? This will be memorable.”

“That’s one word for it.” LJ kissed her hands.

Mika checked her watch. “The fog's getting thicker. If this is happening, now’s the moment.”

Alexandra took a breath, then climbed carefully into the coffin and settled onto her back. She adjusted her jacket and folded her hands over her stomach like she was posing for a portrait.

“See?” she called. “Natural.”

LJ leaned over the edge, still looking unconvinced. “You’re unbelievable.”

“Yet you’re marrying me.” She gave him a quick wink.

“That might be proof I’ve lost my mind.” LJ nodded.

She laughed softly. “Probably.” A soft wink to LJ.

Mika stepped closer to the grave, peering down at Alexandra. “Last chance to back out before we seal you in your dramatic little stage prop.”

Alexandra wiggled slightly to get comfortable. “Nope. Let’s do it.”

The paramedics moved a little nearer, one of them kneeling by the monitoring equipment they’d insisted on using. Everything remained calm, quiet except for the whisper of wind moving through the nearby trees. "Clear."

LJ didn’t reach for the lid yet. Instead, he leaned down into the coffin.

“Hey,” he said softly.

Alexandra tilted her head. “What?”

His hand brushed a strand of hair away from her face. “If this goes wrong I’m going to be extremely annoying about it for the rest of our lives.”

She smiled up at him. “Then I guess we better make sure it doesn’t.”

He hesitated one more second. Then he bent down and kissed her. It wasn’t rushed or nervous, just warm and certain, the kind of kiss that made the whole ridiculous plan feel briefly quiet around the edges. When he pulled back, Alexandra was still smiling.

“Okay,” she murmured. “Now we can go full gothic drama.”

LJ shook his head, though a reluctant grin tugged at his mouth. “You’re impossible. Just make sure you come back to me.”

“I love you too.” Alexandra smiled at him. "I promise I will."

 He finally reached for the coffin lid. Mika stepped up beside him to help guide it into place.

“It’s Showtime,” she said.

Slowly, carefully, they began lowering the lid toward the coffin as the fog thickened around the grave, pouring a couple thin layers of dirt on it and then it was showtime.



You thought you did something there
Calaway Estate
Dallas, Texas


A camera comes up on a grave, the tombstone above it reads, Beloved Mother, Sister, and friend. Alexandra Calaway. There's a cracking sound and a sudden blast of dirt upwards and a bloodied hand reaches out of the dirt, ripping through the wood, hands digging their way out. A head snaps up from inside the coffin, dirt and earth falling off the female form. She moved further, crawling her way out of the earth. Crawling up to her knees out of the coffin and taking a deep breath of air. After a few moments she started speaking.

“Victoria Lyons,” Her voice is somber and calm, holding onto the current moment. “Victoria, you and I will forever be entwined in this fight for dominance in this company. You and I are two sides of the same coin, two different people on a parallel path. But the question is, which one of us will pull out on the winning side.”

Dirt fell from her skin, blood dripping from her fists where she dug her way out of the ground. It’s clear that this was her awakening, it seemed Victoria and Alexandra always brought out the darker and better sides of each other.

“Because at the end of all of this, you’ll have to look back and say, was this really worth it?” Finally she exhales slowly, the breath leaving her lungs in a measured release that briefly fogs in the cool night air. Fog pooled around her form. “Was all of this really worth losing my title? Was I too blinded by my greatness to see the truth coming my way? These are all questions I have asked myself before, hundreds of times over.”

She felt the cold air, brushing across her skin, the way her hair blew in the darkness. She looked like something out of a horror film. Something unnatural and extremely uncanny.

“You know, Victoria,” she begins, her voice calm and reflective, “I watched your little performance.  It was really touching. I watched the entire thing from beginning to end, and I have to admit, I was almost impressed by the effort you put into it. Bravo my dear, bravo indeed, you learned from the best, after all.”

She pauses briefly, motioning to herself, the faintest hint of a smirk forming at the corner of her mouth as the memory replays in her mind. That smirk turned into a knowing smile. Alexandra was deep inside Victoria’s head now, practically living rent free.

“The piano playing in the background, the chapel setting, the coffin sitting there with my picture on top of it like some kind of centerpiece, it was theatrical, I’ll give you that. Just like something you’d do. You stood there dressed in black with your championship draped over your shoulder, reading a eulogy about the ‘life and impending death’ of Alexandra Calaway as if the entire world had already gathered to mourn. As if you had already won. I admire your bravado, but only I decide when I'm done.”

Alexandra slowly straightens herself from the grave, folding her arms loosely across her chest as she turns just slightly toward the camera. Her eyes still drift occasionally towards the darkness then back to the camera.

“You even went as far as pulling a photo from my social media,” she continues, her tone still controlled and even. “The one of me and LJ. I remember that night pretty clearly because it was a special moment. We had just finished dinner, we were laughing about something stupid, and someone snapped that photo before either of us even noticed. It was just a moment between two people enjoying a quiet night. But you had to use it to make a spectacle didn’t you? Because that’s what you do.”

She shakes her head slightly, letting out a quiet breath. Alexandra kneels down lifting dirt off the ground from the grave. She applauded slowly, practically a golf clap at this point.

“You called it preparation,” she continued after a moment. “You said that some endings deserve preparation, that what happens at Blaze of Glory is so inevitable that you might as well start planning the funeral ahead of time.”

She stops walking and rests one hand against the tombstone with her name engraved on it.

“The funny thing about funerals, Victoria, is that people usually plan them when they’re absolutely certain someone isn’t coming back. They’re meant for closure, for finality, for the moment when everyone accepts that the story is over.” Her expression hardens slightly as she looks back toward the camera. “But watching that little performance of yours didn’t feel like closure.”

A short pause follows.

“It felt like someone was trying very hard to convince herself that the ending she wants is already written. Like what she thinks really matters in the end. We both know that’s not the case. What matters is what happens in that ring at Blaze of Glory. This time it's different. We both can feel that. I've got the momentum, and that scares you.”

Alexandra pushes herself away from the tombstone and moves to pace, you can tell her normally calm nature is slowly slipping away. Her voice remains calm, but there’s a growing unhinged nature behind her words now.

“You talked a lot about history in that speech,” she says. “You talked about how whenever we’ve shared a ring, you’ve walked away the winner more often than I have. You stood there in front of that coffin and spoke like the outcome of our next match is just another inevitable chapter in the story of Victoria Lyons.”

She nods slowly to herself.

“And you know what? That part is true. You have beaten me before. There have been nights where you stood tall in the center of that ring while I was left staring up at the lights wondering where everything slipped away. Wondering how in the hell was I ever going to make it back to the top.”

Alexandra pauses again, glancing down at the ground beneath her bare feet as if replaying those moments in her mind.

“But what you didn’t mention, Victoria, what you very carefully left out of that eulogy, is just how close those moments actually were.” She lifts her head again, her eyes narrowing slightly as her focus returns to the camera.

“You keep calling me ‘almost.’ Almost beat you. Almost caught you. It almost mattered.” The word lingers in the air between almost choking her. “Almost. Makes you sound no different than most of the people I’ve known in my time in this industry.”

Alexandra lets out a quiet breath through her nose before continuing.

“The funny thing about ‘almost’ is that it means I’ve never been far away. Every single time we’ve stepped into the ring together, I’ve been right there with you. Close enough to make you work harder than you expected, close enough to push you further than you were comfortable going, and close enough to remind you that even the champions people call dominant aren’t untouchable. Iron sharpens iron, remember?”

She resumes walking again, slower this time, her eyes drifting once more toward the distance.

“And every time we’ve faced each other, you’ve needed something to tip the scales in your favor. Sometimes it was momentum. Sometimes it was timing. Sometimes it was the circumstances lining up just right.” Her gaze sharpens slightly. “And sometimes, it was just stupid blind luck luck.”

Alexandra stops again near the tombstone, resting her hands against it while looking into the camera. “Now we’re heading toward Blaze of Glory, and you’re telling the entire world that this match is nothing more than another page in your reign. You’re telling everyone that history favors you, that the story has already been written and that I’m just another name waiting to be added to the list of people who tried and failed.”

She slowly shakes her head.

“But history doesn’t stay frozen forever.” Her fingers tap lightly against the marble slab under her fingers. “Records change. Reigns end. Dynasties that once looked unbreakable eventually find the moment where the ground beneath them finally cracks.”

Alexandra glances up toward the camera again, hair falling into her face

“You also brought up Alicia Lukas in that speech of yours,” she continues. “You said she caught you on a night when you weren’t perfect, that she managed to beat you only because you had one imperfect moment.”

Her expression turns thoughtful again.

“That’s interesting, Victoria, because the greatest champions I’ve ever watched didn’t get to decide when perfection showed up. They didn’t get to look back on a loss and explain it away by saying it happened on the wrong night.”

She pushes away from the railing and begins walking again.

“Matches don’t wait for perfect nights. Opponents don’t step aside just because a champion says they’re not at their best. If anything, those are the moments that define who someone really is.” Her gaze sharpens again. “And challengers certainly don’t wait.”

The wind picks up slightly as she walks toward the camera, folding her arms across her chest.

“You also said something else that caught my attention. You said you don’t make the same mistakes twice. You said that what happened against Alicia Lukas won’t happen again because this time your championship is on the line.”

She pauses, studying the thought. “But I think you already made the same mistake again without even realizing it.” Alexandra turns fully toward the camera now, her expression calm but unmistakably focused.

“You underestimated somebody. It seems you always do that when it comes to me.” She lets the words sit in the air for a moment before continuing. “And now you’re standing there trying to convince yourself that you won’t do it again.”

Her gaze softens slightly as she looks away from the camera, the moonlight reflecting faintly in her eyes.

“Then there was the part where you mentioned LJ,” she says quietly. “You talked about him like he’s some kind of weakness for me, like saying his name is supposed to rattle me or distract me from what’s waiting in that arena.” She shakes her head gently. “He’s not my weakness.” Her voice carries a subtle warmth now.

“He’s the person who sees everything that happens when the cameras aren’t around. He sees the training sessions that stretch long past midnight, the injuries that never fully heal, and the days when walking hurts but quitting would hurt even more.” Alexandra glances back toward the camera. “And he knows exactly what kind of person I become when someone underestimates me.”

The wind sweeps across the gravesite again as she takes a slow step forward.

“You said patience is my strategy,” she continues. “You said I believe that if I stand firm long enough, eventually you’ll make a mistake.” She nods once. “You’re right about one thing. I am patient. I’m very patient.” Her gaze drifts back toward darkness one last time.

“But patience isn’t standing still. Patience isn’t waiting around hoping something changes.” Her eyes sharpen with quiet intensity. “Patience is watching. It’s learning. It’s studying every move someone makes until the moment comes when the champion finally slips.”

Alexandra takes another step closer to the camera.

“But it isn’t just patience that keeps me going, it never has been just patience, it’s also resilience. You know that thing it seems every opponent keeps hating about me. I don’t give up when I lose, I just push harder and faster in the next round.

She took a moment to think about everything again.

“You think I’ve been standing still all this time, Victoria, but every match we’ve had, every encounter we’ve shared, every moment where you walked away thinking you proved something.” She pauses briefly. “I was learning. Adapting.” Her voice lowers slightly as she finishes. “And now we’re here.” She glances back toward the arena glowing in the distance.

“Blaze of Glory.” The name hangs in the air like a promise.

“You planned my funeral, Victoria. You brought a coffin and wrote a eulogy about how Alexandra Calaway will always be the one who almost got Victoria Lyons.”

A faint smile appears across her face. “But you forgot something very remarkable when you planned that short ceremony.” She takes one step near the camera. “You should always make sure the person you’re burying is actually dead first.”

Alexandra turns back toward the skyline of Fort Worth as the wind moves across the yard. “Because when we walk into that arena at Blaze of Glory,” she says quietly, “there’s only going to be one funeral that night.” She pauses before finishing. “And we’re about to find out whose name actually belongs on that headstone.”

She walks towards the camera now, slower and almost ghostlike. “See you Sunday your highness.” With that she disappears from view.

6
Going Home
Kasey-Calaway Home
Las Vegas, Nevada


The apartment smelled like breakfast, coffee, and the faint desert dust that always seemed to sneak in through the sliding balcony door. Suitcases lay open across the living room floor, one decently sized black roller for Alexandra, another with tag on the handle for LJ, and a purple hard-shell case Ashlynn had covered in band stickers.

Alexandra stood in front of the hallway mirror, tightening the ponytail with her shaky hands while balancing her phone between shoulder and ear. She had called home, to see if they could take the estate for the weekend. She wasn’t actually on a call anymore, the screen had gone dark, but she’d been staring at an old photo of her and her siblings outside a gym in Dallas. She caught her own reflection and forced a smirk.

“Don’t start that,” LJ said from the couch.

She glanced at him. “Start what darling?”

“That face.” He zipped his suitcase and tossed it upright. “The one you make when you’re pretending this is just another match.”

Ashlynn’s bedroom door creaked open. “Mom only makes that face when she’s about to ruin someone’s life,” she said matter-of-factly, stepping out in ripped jeans and an oversized hoodie. “But this is more than just a match isn’t it mom, it’s with that bitch?”

Alexandra gave her daughter a look. “Language Ashlynn.”

“You literally choke people for a living, mom.” Came the retort from the teenager.

“Technically I out-wrestle them.” Alexandra responded.

LJ snorted. “That’s one way to describe what you did to Barnhart in Washington.”

“That’s what I always do to Barnhart.” Alexandra ignored him and turned back to the mirror. “It’s Blaze of Glory. That’s it. Big stage. Big crowd. Same business.”

“Big history,” LJ corrected gently.

She didn’t answer.

Ashlynn plopped down on the arm of the couch. “It’s in Fort Worth, right? That’s like… basically where you grew up?”

“About thirty minutes west of Dallas,” Alexandra said automatically. “Different world, though.”

LJ leaned forward, elbows on his knees. “It’s still Texas, Angel. Your stomping ground, your home, your kingdom.”

That word hung in the air for a moment. Texas. Home. Heat. High school gyms. Friday night lights. The first time she’d ever laced up her first pair of boots and decided she wasn’t going to be ordinary.

She finally peeled her eyes away from the mirror. “Yeah. It is.”

Ashlynn studied her mother. “Are you nervous?”

Alexandra laughed too quickly. “No.”

LJ raised an eyebrow, that knowing smirk crossing his features.

She sighed. “Okay. A little.”

“Because it’s there?” Ashlynn asked.

“Because it’s her,” Alexandra replied.

Silence settled heavier this time.

Victoria Lyons.

Even saying the name felt like biting down on something sharp. LJ stood and crossed the room, stopping just in front of Alexandra. He didn’t touch her yet, he knew better than to crowd her when she was wound tight.

“You’ve beaten her before,” he said quietly. “You can do it again, love.”

“And she’s beaten me repeatedly.” Alexandra’s jaw flexed. “We’re not tied in matches that matter. This one decides who walks into the year with the edge needed to reshape the divison.”

Ashlynn tilted her head. “Is she the blonde one who tried to end you repeatedly last year?”

“Yes.”

“And you took the chance away from her and..”

“Okay,” Alexandra cut in, laughing at her. “No play-by-play needed.”

“But that was awesome,” Ashlynn muttered. “You all showed everyone how tough the women in Sin City Wrestling are.”

LJ finally reached out, resting his hands on Alexandra’s hips. Grounding her. “It’s not just the rivalry,” he said. “It’s going back home and doing it there.”

She exhaled slowly. “You know what the worst part is?”

“What?”

“I used to sit in my bedroom in Dallas and watch tapes of women like her and promise myself I’d never let someone like that push me around. Now I’m flying back as her equal. In front of people who remember me before any of this.”

Ashlynn slid off the couch. “So let them see.”

Alexandra blinked. “See what?”

“The you now,” her daughter said simply. “Not the old one.”

LJ smiled faintly. “Kiddo’s got a point.”

Alexandra looked between them, her chest tightening in a way that had nothing to do with pre-match nerves. “You make it sound easy.”

“It’s not,” LJ said. “But it’s yours.”

He stepped back and grabbed her suitcase, rolling it behind him. “Besides, you think Victoria doesn’t feel it too? Big anniversary show. Blaze of Glory fifteen. Packed house. Your hometown state. She’s walking into your territory.”

Alexandra’s lips curved slowly. “It’s neutral ground.”

“Is it?” LJ challenged.

Ashlynn grinned. “You said it yourself Texans are loud.”

“They are,” Alexandra admitted.

“And stubborn,” LJ added.

“And proud,” Ashlynn finished.

Alexandra shook her head, a reluctant smile breaking through. “You two are ridiculous.”

“But we’re right, love,” LJ said.

She walked to the coffee table and picked up the folded black leather jacket she wore to the ring. The back was scuffed from years of travel. The stitching at the collar was coming loose. It had been with her through her first main event with Sin City Wrestling, through injuries, through nights when the crowd booed and nights when they roared. Through every chapter of the war with Victoria Lyons. She slipped it on. The weight felt familiar. Steady.

“Fort Worth isn’t my territory,” she said quietly. “It’s my reminder.”

“Of what?” Ashlynn asked.

“Of why I started.”

LJ watched her carefully. “And why was that Angel?”

Alexandra met his eyes in the mirror. “Because nobody was going to tell me I couldn’t.”

A beat passed.

Then Ashlynn clapped once. “Okay, that was cool. Can we go now? I want Whataburger as soon as we land.”

Alexandra burst out laughing. “There it is. The real motivation.”

“Food is important,” Ashlynn said solemnly.

LJ grabbed the last suitcase and headed for the door. “Flight leaves in two hours. If we hit traffic, I’m blaming you.”

“You always blame me,” Alexandra shot back.

“Because you’re usually at fault.” Lj gave her a flirty wink and Ashlynn faked a gag.

She followed him toward the door, Ashlynn right behind her. Just before stepping out, Alexandra paused and looked back at the apartment: the small couch, the dent in the drywall from when she’d accidentally thrown a kick too high while shadowboxing, the little kitchen table where Ashlynn did homework while Alexandra iced bruised ribs. To the doorway that led to the bedroom where she slept with LJ every night. Las Vegas had been a new home, a new beginning for her and Ashlynn, a life with LJ Kasey. Texas had been her beginning, her old home. Blaze of Glory would be something else entirely.

“You ready?” LJ asked softly.

Alexandra turned, fire settling into her eyes like it had a permanent home there.

“Yeah,” she said. “Let’s go remind Victoria exactly who she’s stepping into the ring with.”

Ashlynn pumped a fist. “That’s my mom.”

They stepped out into the desert evening, the apartment door clicking shut behind them as they headed toward the airport and toward Fort Worth, toward history, toward the war that had been building for over a year, through many small battles.


Visiting the Family Estate
Calaway Estate
Dallas, Texas


The second the plane doors opened, Texas air rolled in, thicker than Vegas, heavier somehow. Familiar.

Ashlynn stretched on the jet bridge. “Okay, yeah. This feels different now.”

“That’s humidity,” LJ said, adjusting the strap on his duffel. “You and your mother grew up in soup.”

Alexandra didn’t laugh. She’d gone quiet the moment they touched down at Dallas/Fort Worth International Airport. Inside the terminal, it didn’t take long. A couple of fans near a coffee stand froze mid-sip. One whispered. Another nudged his friend.

“That’s her.” Fans whisper to each other.

“And that’s LJ, right? From Sin City Wrestling?”

“He’s so handsome..” A girl spoke.

“I heard they just got engaged during the Christmas offtime.” Her friend spoke.

LJ exhaled under his breath. “Told you.”

Alexandra smirked faintly. “You love it.”

“I tolerate it. Sometimes, love.”

They didn’t make it ten feet before a small cluster approached, respectful, excited, buzzing.

“Alexandra! We’ll see you at Blaze of Glory!”

“LJ, man, your matches last month were insane!”

Ashlynn stepped slightly to the side, used to this choreography by now. Alexandra signed a boarding pass, LJ took a quick photo with two college-aged fans in SCW hoodies.

“Are you ready for Victoria?” someone asked.

The name hung there. Victoria, Victoria fucking Lyons. Alexandra’s smile sharpened. “Always.”

LJ clapped a fan on the shoulder. “Fort Worth’s gonna be loud. Y’all better show up.”

“Oh, we will!”

As they walked toward baggage claim, Ashlynn leaned in. “You two are like celebrities.”

“We are celebrities,” LJ corrected.

“Wrestling ones,” Alexandra added dryly.

Baggage claim was more of the same, double takes, whispers, a few discreet photos. But it wasn’t hostile. It wasn’t invasive. It was anticipation. Outside, the Texas night wrapped around them. Not desert-dry like Vegas. This air carried grass, asphalt, and something sweet she couldn’t name.

LJ tossed the suitcases into the back of the rental SUV. “You sure you want to go straight there?”

She nodded. “Yeah.”

Ashlynn slid into the backseat. “I want to see if my room still smells like my candles.”

LJ gave Alexandra a look before getting behind the wheel. “We don’t have to stay long.”

“I know,” she said quietly. “But there’s something I need to grab while we're here."

They pulled onto the highway, headlights stretching endlessly in front of them. As they drove east, the skyline rose in the distance, glass and steel catching the glow of streetlights.When the illuminated sphere of Reunion Tower came into view, Ashlynn leaned forward between the seats.

“I forgot how big it looks.”

“You never really forget,” Alexandra murmured.

Traffic thinned as they turned into the gated neighborhood. The Estate loomed ahead, white stone, manicured lawn, wide windows that once felt like victory. The gates opened with a soft mechanical hum.

“It looks the same,” Ashlynn said.

It did. The porch light flicked on automatically as they pulled into the driveway. For a moment, none of them moved.

LJ broke the silence first. “You want me to go in first?”

Alexandra shook her head. “No. Damien and Mika have been keeping it up. Probably turned it into a goth paradise.”

She stepped out, the gravel crunching under her boots. The house stood still, pristine. Untouched. Just months ago, it had been everything. Now it felt like a chapter already printed. She unlocked the door and pushed it open. Stillness greeted them. The air smelled faintly of cleaner and old wood. The furniture remained staged and immaculate. The staircase curved upward like it always had.

Ashlynn walked inside slowly. “It feels smaller.”

“It’s not,” Alexandra said.

“I know. It just… feels like it.”

Upstairs, Ashlynn disappeared toward her old room. LJ stayed near the entryway, watching Alexandra instead of the house.

“You okay?”

She stepped into the living room, eyes drifting to the fireplace. “This place was supposed to mean we made it.”

“You did.”

“I thought it would feel different.”

Footsteps sounded overhead. Then silence, too long of one. Ashlynn reappeared at the top of the stairs. “My room’s so empty."

Alexandra blinked. “Empty?”

“Just walls.” She shrugged. “None of my posters. Just a bed. Nothing.” A quiet settled over the house.

“That’s good,” LJ said gently.

Alexandra climbed the stairs. Each step felt heavier than it should. She stopped in the doorway to Ashlynn’s old room. Bare walls. Soft light. Echo.

Ashlynn stood beside her. “It’s weird, right?”

“Yeah.”

Ashlynn bumped her shoulder lightly. “But I kinda like that it’s empty.”

“Why?” Alexandra asked.

Ashlynn looked around once more, then back at her mom. “Because it means we didn’t leave something unfinished,” she said. “We outgrew it.”

Alexandra swallowed hard.

Downstairs, LJ called up, “Hey.” They both looked over the railing. He stood in the foyer, hands on his hips, half-smiling. “You two coming? Or are we moving back in?”

Alexandra glanced around one last time, the quiet, the polish, the version of herself who once believed this house was the destination. Then she slipped an arm around Ashlynn’s shoulders.

“No.” she said. “We’re just visiting for the weekend. Easier than booking a hotel. Besides we came because there’s something I need to pick up from the attic.”

Ashlynn blinked. “The attic?”

LJ’s eyes narrowed slightly, not suspicious, just curious. “You didn’t mention that part.”

“I didn’t need to,” Alexandra replied gently. “It’ll only take a minute.”

Ashlynn made a face. “Hard pass. Attics are horror-movie territory.”

“That’s because you watch too much late-night streaming,” LJ said.

Alexandra slipped off her jacket and draped it over the banister. “Stay down here. I’ll be right back.”

LJ caught her wrist before she could turn away. His thumb brushed over the back of her hand, grounding. “You want company?”

She held his gaze for a second too long.

“No,” she said softly. “I need to do this part alone.”

He studied her, then nodded. “We’ll be here love.”

Ashlynn flopped onto the couch. “If you get attacked by a raccoon, I’m not coming up there.”

Alexandra smirked faintly. “Duly noted.”

She moved toward the hallway closet and pulled the cord that lowered the attic ladder. The wood unfolded with a creak that echoed louder than it should have in the quiet house. For a moment, she just stared up into the dark opening above. For decades it sat up there, wrapped in its silk guard, with a ribbon keeping it closed to the dust and debris.

Then she climbed up, each step groaned under her weight. The air changed as she rose, warmer, thicker with insulation and old dust. The single pull-chain bulb flickered to life when she tugged it, casting a pale yellow glow across boxes, covered furniture, and forgotten corners. The attic felt smaller than she remembered. Or maybe she was just bigger now. She stepped carefully across the wooden beams until she reached the far wall. There it was. An old cedar chest tucked behind two plastic storage bins and a folded treadmill that hadn’t worked in years.

Her chest tightened.

For a second, she just stood there, staring at it like it might disappear if she blinked. Downstairs, faintly, she could hear Ashlynn laughing at something LJ said. The sound drifted up through the ceiling, alive, warm. Alexandra knelt in front of the chest, cust coated the lid, she ran her palm across it, leaving a clean streak through the gray. Her left hand caught the light as she reached for the latch.

The engagement ring shimmered under the bare bulb. She paused, her hand hovered there, suspended between past and present. The diamond wasn’t oversized or flashy. LJ had known her better than that. It was strong, simple. Clean lines. Something that would survive wear and tear. Something elegant, yet tasteful, something so very her. What LJ saw in her. She twisted her wrist slowly, watching how the light fractured across the stone. A promise, not just of love, but of stability. Of partnership. Of a future that wasn’t built on proving something to the world. Her throat tightened.

“You’re really doing this,” she murmured to herself. “It’s time to set that date.”

She opened the chest. The hinges creaked softly. Inside, folded with careful precision and wrapped in protective cloth, lay the wedding dress. Ivory. Structured bodice. Elegant but not delicate. Strong seams a clean silhouette. No excessive lace. No dramatic train to trip over.

It was her.

Or at least, the version of her who believed she could have both war and peace in the same lifetime. She lifted it slowly, fabric whispering as it unfolded in her hands. Dust motes swirled in the air around her, caught in the single beam of light. Alexandra stood, holding the dress up in front of her. The attic was silent and empty. She swallowed.

“I didn’t think I’d come back for you,” she admitted quietly to the still room. “Yet here I am.”

When she and Ashlynn left Texas months ago, she’d told herself this chapter was closed. The Estate, the expectations, the version of success she thought she needed. But this, this wasn’t about proving anything. Her fingers brushed the bodice, then drifted back down to her ring.

She remembered the night LJ proposed. Not flashy. Not public. Just the two of them in their living room in Las Vegas as LJ and Alexandra finished the puzzle box together. Telling her daughter, Ashlynn, pretending not to cry. Alexandra pretending she wasn’t terrified of wanting something permanent. Victoria Lyons had once sneered that Alexandra didn’t know how to build anything she couldn’t tear down. Alexandra looked at the dress again.

“Watch me,” she whispered.

She lowered the gown slightly, letting it hang from her hands. For the first time since landing in Texas, the tightness in her chest eased. This house wasn’t her proof anymore. The ring on her finger was. The family downstairs was.

And the fight waiting in Fort Worth? That was just business.

She folded the dress carefully, reverently, and placed it back in the chest, then paused. No. She lifted it out again. Time to push the fear of the future aside. This wasn’t something to hide in an attic anymore. Cradling it against her chest, she reached up and switched off the light. The attic fell into darkness as she descended the ladder slowly, step by deliberate step. When her feet hit the hallway floor, LJ and Ashlynn both looked up.

Ashlynn’s eyes widened. “Is that?”

Alexandra met LJ’s gaze first. She kept the dress tucked in the wrappings. “Yeah,” she said softly. “It’s time.”

LJ nodded knowingly. “Alright Love.”

“For now, we have a show to get ready for. Let’s go get some dinner.” She put the wrapped dress on the hallway table, near their suitcases.

The Estate stood quiet behind them as they walked toward the SUV, not as something lost, but as something completed. Ahead of them was Blaze of Glory. And waiting in Fort Worth, Texas, just thirty minutes west.

Victoria Lyons, and another shot at Gold.


This is War
Dickies Arena
Fort Worth, Texas


Alexandra was standing outside the Dickies Arena, looking up at the looming building she saw being built years ago. She took a deep breath, her eyes focused on it for a moment before she turned back to the camera and spoke.

“A Kingdom is nothing if its Queen isn’t strong enough to fight it. This isn’t your kingdom anymore Victoria, it never really was. You sit around acting like you run the division, but I have yet to see you claim the real crown. The Bombshell Roulette Champions, the Bombshell Internet Title, Queen for a Day.. they are all nothing compared to the World Championship. That’s the real crown here, yet, you haven’t gotten close to that yet. Been there, done that. Didn’t claim that crown, but I got damned close, closer than you ever have.”

She thinks about the past between her and Victoria. It was long and storied, battling all over the world, over a strap, bleeding each other every single time, the threats, the thrown words, the call for someone to destroy Alexandra, ordered by the so-called Queen Victoria.

“You stand around, barking orders, taking your spot as the Queen within the division. Perhaps in a way, yes, you are. You had the title, just as I did. We both have been Queen for a day, there’s the kicker, a day. You let that power go to your head. You believe yourself to still be a Queen, based on the fact of a few wins, but you forget the way you got there. That’s where you slipped up. You aren’t a Queen because you were born to do this, you are a Queen because you don’t care who you step on to get there. And that’s where you are going to make your biggest mistake. I give you this, you’ve never discredited my career or time here, or my accomplishments. In that respect, I appreciate you, but it will not stop me from coming for that Bombshell Internet Championship.”

Being the  Bombshell Internet Champion would be an amazing way to walk out of Blaze of Glory, but Alexandra knew it wouldn’t be as easy as the tournament to get here had been.

“We don’t live in a fantasy world here. Being a Queen here is no different than being a Disney Princess at a Theme Park or a birthday party. It’s as fake as your throne was and I burned that to the bloody ground. So yeah, I never give up, I’m resilient, every single time you’ve thought you banished me I come right back. So what does that mean for you this time? It means that this time, I'm ready for you.”

She took a moment, pausing to look at the world around her.

“I need you to really think about this here. You have so much going for you, so much, yet you choose to continue to put your boot on the heads of those who got you there, you learn nothing from your mistakes. You see, I almost let that crown go to my head too. I almost became like you, but then I remembered those who had my back. I made mistakes and I had to pay for them, I almost lost my best friend, Miles. He made sure that I checked myself, before I fucked up everything good in my life. I found myself and I reclaimed not, not on the backs of others, or at the destruction of others. I found it through my own sweat, blood and tears.”

She thought about everything she had just said about what happened. She had almost lost herself in that crown, thanks to Miles, he verbally smacked her back into her right mind. She found herself again through her hard work, now she had the chance to claim the Bombshell Internet Championship, from her biggest competitor, Victoria Lyons. The false pretender Queen of Sin City Wrestling.

“And I say this this, to reach this point, I respect the things you’ve done, you carried a portion of the division on your back. You took on all competitors, you brought them to their knees one by one. Including myself multiple times over. But then I realized something, all this, bravado, this attitude. This persona you are putting on, it’s all an act. It’s a cover up for the fact that you know, deep down inside, eventually, it’s all going to fade away, just like it did for me. After that it’s back to the bottom and building your way up, like I did.”

She laughed at the thought that they’ve both been on the same path this whole time. Chasing each other around the world.

“There’s also the fact that the path you are going on, it’s going to lead to your very destruction. You can believe however you want, believe you are the best, that you are unbreakable, undefeatable, and indestructible. But in the end someone will always have your number. This time, I plan on it being me.”

She took a few moments to pause again, looking up at the Dickies Arena, the banner for Blaze For Glory XV hanging on the side of the building. Was there more that could be said? Always, but for now, she was going to play it close to the hip. To make her point perfectly clear once and for all.

“Victoria, you and I are two sides of the same coin. Our paths run parallel to each other and we are bound to consistently be on opposing sides. You and I, we are always going to be locked in this embroiled battle with each other. We are going to consistently find a way to fight each other. And in the end you are going to realize one simple fact, resilience means everything. See you soon Vicky.”

With that, Alexandra turns and walks up the steps to stand in the light that shines upwards onto the Dickies arena as the scene fades to black.

7
Climax Control Archives / Do you ever stop talking and just listen Bea?
« on: February 20, 2026, 10:54:04 PM »
Precious Moments
Kasey-Calaway Home


The sunlight peeked in through their bedroom window, sliding through the thin gap in the curtains and spilling across the bed in a soft wash of gold. It warmed Alexandra’s shoulder first, then her cheek, coaxing her gently from sleep. She blinked slowly, adjusting to the light, and became aware of the steady rise and fall of the body pressed against hers.

LJ was still asleep. He had rolled toward her sometime in the night, and now his arm was wrapped securely around her waist, his hand fisted loosely in the fabric of her shirt as if even in his dreams he needed to make sure she was there. His leg was tangled with hers beneath the blankets, warm and heavy, keeping her anchored in place.

She shifted just enough to see his face. Sleep softened him. The usual spark in his expression was replaced by something peaceful, almost boyish. His lashes rested against his cheeks, his lips slightly parted with each slow breath. A faint line marked his pillow where he’d pressed into it, and his hair was a mess, falling across his forehead in a way that would normally drive him crazy. Alexandra smiled.

Carefully, she lifted her hand and brushed the hair away from his eyes. Her fingers lingered against his temple, tracing the familiar curve of his face. “You’re so handsome when you’re not being stubborn,” she whispered, her voice barely louder than the hum of the ceiling fan. He didn’t wake. But he made a soft, sleepy sound and pulled her closer.

The movement was instinctive. His arm tightened around her waist, drawing her flush against his chest until there wasn’t an inch of space left between them. His chin dipped, resting lightly against the top of her head. She could feel the warmth of his breath in her hair.

“Okay,” she murmured, smiling at him. “I’m not going anywhere.”

She let her palm slide over his chest, feeling the steady rhythm of his heart beneath her hand. It beat strong and sure, a quiet reminder that this was real. That he was real. That this life they were building together wasn’t some fragile dream that would dissolve with the morning light.

“I love you,” she whispered softly. The words settled into the space between them, simple and true. He shifted slightly, his fingers flexing at her back, but he stayed asleep.

His body responded to her voice even if his mind didn’t. He tucked her in closer, his nose brushing faintly against her temple in a sleepy nuzzle that made her breath catch.

Her throat tightened unexpectedly. “I can’t wait to marry you,” she continued quietly, her fingers tracing absent patterns against his chest. “I can’t wait to call you my husband. To wake up like this every morning for the rest of our lives.”

The sunlight crept higher, catching on the curve of his cheekbone and turning his skin warm gold. She watched it move, watched the way it made him look almost unreal.

“I can’t wait for the loud mornings,” she went on softly. “The messy ones. The days we’re running late and arguing over who forgot to set the coffee maker.” She smiled to herself. “I can't even wait for the hard days. As long as it’s with you.”

He inhaled deeply, and for a second she thought he might wake. But instead, he only tightened his hold again, one broad hand sliding slowly up her back in a lazy, unconscious motion. It settled between her shoulder blades, warm and protective.

She pressed her face closer to his chest, breathing him in. “You don’t even know how much you mean to me,” she whispered. “How safe you make me feel. How steady everything feels when you’re next to me.” Her fingers curled lightly into his shirt.

“I used to wonder what forever would look like,” she admitted quietly. “And now I know. It looks like this. Sunlight and you half-asleep and refusing to let me move.”

As if to prove her point, LJ shifted again and pulled her impossibly closer, his leg hooking more firmly around hers. His lips brushed clumsily against her hair in another unconscious kiss. Alexandra laughed under her breath.

“You’re ridiculous,” she said fondly. “You’re not even awake and you’re still making me fall in love with you.”

She lifted her head just enough to press a soft kiss to his chest, right over his heart. The steady thump beneath her lips made her close her eyes for a moment.

“I promise I’m going to love you like this forever,” she whispered. “Even when we’re old and grumpy. Even when you steal all the blankets. Even when you pretend you don’t want to cuddle.”

He made a low sound in his sleep, something between a sigh and a hum, and buried his face more securely against her. His hand tightened once more at her back, as if sealing some silent agreement. She smiled, blinking back the sudden sting of happy tears.

“I can’t wait to start the rest of our lives,” she said softly. “I can’t wait to build everything with you. Every holiday, every ordinary Tuesday, every late-night conversation. All of it. I want all of it with you.”

The room remained quiet except for their breathing. The sunlight now fully bathed the bed, wrapping them in warmth, but neither of them moved. Alexandra settled against him again, letting her weight sink into the solid comfort of his embrace. She felt small there, protected and cherished in a way that didn’t need grand gestures or dramatic declarations.

Just this. Just him holding her, even in sleep. “I love you, LJ,” she whispered one last time. He didn’t wake. But his arms stayed wrapped around her, firm and sure, as if even in his dreams he already knew.



Never Gonna Stop
Unknown Location


The iron gate does not swing so much as it complains, a long, tired groan rolling out into the evening as Alexandra lays her hand on cold metal and persuades it to open. The hinge sounds like it has remembered every season it has endured, every storm that has rattled its bones, every time someone crossed this threshold with grief in their throat and flowers trembling in their hands, and it resents the living enough to make them work for it. Alexandra does not. She applies pressure with the steady ease of someone who expects the world to yield when she asks, and the gate gives way just enough for her to pass through, the iron brushing the lace of her sleeve as if testing the texture, as if curious whether this woman is velvet or blade.

“That was like a welcome home..” She looked at the iron gate as she spoke.

She steps into the cemetery and the air changes, not dramatically, not like a door slamming shut behind her, but like a slow exhale, a subtle shift that presses the scent of damp earth and standing water closer to her skin. Spanish moss hangs thick from the oaks, trailing in gray-green veils that sway gently, stroking one another as though whispering. The ground is softer than it ought to be, a skin of moss and slick grass over mud that remembers rain and refuses to dry, and between leaning headstones the swamp has begun its quiet invasion, black water pooling in shallow basins where it reflects pieces of twilight sky. Fireflies drift in lazy arcs, their light blinking like distant lanterns across a forgotten yard, and somewhere beyond the fence frogs sing with the steady confidence of creatures that have never needed permission to survive.

Alexandra’s dress belongs to this place the way candlelight belongs to a parlor, not because it is modest, but because it is deliberate. Black lace overlays pale silk that catches what little light filters through the canopy, the fabric moving in soft, controlled waves with each step, the bodice fitted in a way that shapes her posture into something unyielding and regal, while the neckline curves with a femininity that is not offered so much as possessed. The sleeves are sheer lace, intricate patterns crawling along her arms like shadowed vines, and the skirt trails behind her like a slow, whispering promise. A velvet ribbon circles her throat, anchored by an antique brooch that looks like it has been worn through funerals and weddings alike, and the faint scent of jasmine follows her, warmed by something darker beneath it, something earthen and sweet like crushed petals pressed into damp soil.

She closes the gate behind her with careful finality, letting it meet the post with a low clang that echoes across the graves and settles into the humid air. She stands there a moment, fingertips resting against the iron, her head tilted slightly as though listening to the cemetery’s response, and when she speaks her voice is smooth enough to be mistaken for kindness until the meaning settles in.

“Now this,” she murmurs, eyes sliding over the rows of stones, “is a place that understands consequences. A place that understands finality.”

She begins to walk, unhurried, the camera catching the slow glide of her hand along the tops of headstones as though she is greeting old acquaintances. Names blur beneath lichen, dates soften, marble edges wear down into gentler shapes, and the cemetery seems less like a map of the dead and more like a ledger of time’s patience, a reminder that everything eventually lies down and stays quiet. Alexandra’s boots sink slightly with each step, leaving impressions that darken as water seeps up around them, and she does not hurry to keep her hem dry, because she is not here to be careful.

“You’ve been talking, Bea,” she says, her voice carrying through the open air as if she expects the trees to relay it, as if she expects the swamp to keep record. “I can’t say I’m surprised. You always did enjoy the sound of your own outrage, like it’s a hymn you can sing until it becomes holy.”

She stops beside a tilted headstone, one that leans toward the path as if trying to listen, and she traces the carved letters with a fingertip, slow and thoughtful, her nail catching in a groove where the stone has cracked. She looks at it like she’s considering whether the name still matters, then turns her gaze back toward the darkness between the oaks, toward a presence that is not there but will be, toward a rival who exists in Alexandra’s words whether Bea is listening or not.

“You want to call it cheating,” Alexandra continues, tone warm as candle wax, “because that’s easier than admitting what really happened. Cheating means you were wronged. Cheating means you were robbed. Cheating means you don’t have to look at yourself and ask what it is you lack.”

Her smile is slow, almost indulgent, as if she’s humoring a child’s tantrum.

“But I was there,” she says, and the softness in her voice turns into something sharper without raising its volume. “I stood across from you. I saw your eyes. I felt the way you tried to force the moment to bend toward you, like willpower alone could rewrite the ending.”

She takes another step, and the ground dips toward a shallow pool of swamp water that has spilled into the cemetery’s belly, dark and reflective, collected between graves like spilled ink. Alexandra lifts her skirt just enough to keep the lace from dragging, not out of delicacy but out of preference, and she steps into the water with calm certainty, boots breaking the surface and sending slow ripples outward. The water is cool against her ankles, and the reflection of her dress fractures into wavering shapes, black lace becoming shadow, pale silk becoming moonlight, the entire image trembling as if the swamp itself is unsettled by her presence.

“I didn’t cheat you,” she says, looking down at the water as though it might show her the match again if she stares hard enough. “I beat you.”

She lets the words hang. She does not rush to fill the silence. Somewhere in the trees something rustles, a small sound, perhaps a bird shifting, perhaps nothing at all, and it feels like the cemetery is holding its breath, listening for what comes next.

“I beat you,” she repeats, quieter this time, as if the repetition is not for emphasis but for pleasure, as if she enjoys the feel of truth on her tongue. “Clean. Clear. And the only reason it gnaws at you like rot in the bone is because you walked in believing you were entitled to an outcome you hadn’t earned.”

She wades through the pool and steps onto higher ground, the hem of her gown catching a faint sheen of water that clings like dew, and she does not bother to wipe it away. Instead she drifts toward a weathered statue, an angel whose face has been softened by time until its features are barely there, less expression than suggestion. Spanish moss has gathered around its shoulders like a stole, and Alexandra reaches up to lift it away, fingers combing through the strands slowly, almost sensually, as though she is undressing the stone.

“You demanded another chance,” she says, eyes on the statue as her hand strokes along its wing, which is chipped at the edge. “Not because you’re noble. Not because you’re brave. Not because you love the fight.” She turns her head slightly, gaze sharpening as if she can see Bea standing between two headstones, arms crossed, chin lifted, indignation painted across her face like war paint.

“You demanded another chance because you can’t stand losing to me,” Alexandra continues, and now the cruelty in her voice becomes unmistakable, not loud, not screaming, but steady as a knife pressed into skin. “Because you can’t stand that I am the proof. The proof that all your noise, all your insistence, all your righteous little speeches don’t mean a God damn thing when the bell rings and the only thing that matters is who can take it and who can’t.”

She drags her fingers from the angel’s wing down to the cold stone shoulder, then lets her hand fall away and continues walking, deeper into the cemetery where the graves begin to lean more sharply, where the ground looks less tended, less visited, and the swamp’s encroachment grows bolder.

“Death comes for all in the end.” a smirk. “I’m not talking about literal death here, I’m talking about the death of belief in your skill.” The water gathers in larger pools here, dark and glossy, and roots twist up through the soil like knuckles, breaking the surface in slow, patient rebellion. Fireflies blink in clusters near the ground, their soft light reflecting in the water like scattered beads.

“I remember the end,” Alexandra says, voice turning almost conversational, as if she is recounting a story at a dinner table with a silver fork in her hand. “I remember you trying to twist away, trying to scramble for leverage like you could negotiate with gravity, like you could bargain with pain.”

She pauses beside a grave whose marker has sunk so far that only the top edge shows above the mud. She crouches slowly, lace folding around her knees like dark petals, and she places her fingertips on the exposed stone as if steadying it. “Just like this moment, I’m already staring your future in the face. The death of your dreams.” The swamp water laps quietly at the base, and Alexandra’s reflection hovers in the surface, a pale throat, a dark ribbon, a mouth curved in calm contempt.

“You felt it, hell Amelia felt it, I felt it.” she says softly, eyes on the water. “That moment when the match stopped being your story and started being mine.” She stands again with controlled grace, brushing her fingertips together as if removing invisible dust, and then she smiles, the sort of smile that suggests she is enjoying herself.

“I don’t need to embellish,” Alexandra continues. “I don’t need to invent. I don’t need to tell people what happened like it’s folklore.” Her gaze lifts, steady and unblinking, as if she is staring straight into Bea’s future. “The record already tells it, and your body remembers it.”

She walks on, the path narrowing, the moss hanging lower, brushing her shoulders like a lover’s hand. She does not flinch or duck. She allows it. Her fingers reach up and trail through the moss as she passes, the strands slipping between her knuckles, leaving faint dampness behind. The camera catches the way she touches the world, not like a tourist, not like someone passing through, but like a woman reminding the land who it belongs to.

“You want to talk like the Bombshell internet title like it was stolen from you,” she says, voice softening into something almost pitying, which somehow makes it worse. “As if it ever belonged in your hands. As if you ever held it in your spirit. You don't even have it yet.”

She laughs quietly, a low sound that feels like a door closing somewhere deep inside an old house. “Bea,” Alexandra murmurs, “I didn’t take your chance. I took your fantasy and I broke it in front of you.”

She stops near a cluster of wildflowers blooming in stubborn defiance beside a cracked headstone, pale petals glowing faintly in the twilight. She bends and plucks one flower from its stem with careful fingers, lifting it to her nose as if inhaling something delicate and precious. The gesture is soft, feminine, almost tender, but the look in her eyes is not.

“Smells sweet,” she says, still holding the flower, her voice warm with mock appreciation. “That’s the trouble with sweetness, though. It fools people into thinking it can’t rot.” She drops the flower into a pool of swamp water beside the stone and watches it float for a moment before the petals begin to darken at the edges, soaking, sinking. “That’s you,” she says lightly, turning away as if she has already dismissed the matter. “Pretty noise until the moment it meets real weight.”

She moves toward a family plot enclosed by rusted iron fencing. The gate is crooked, hanging slightly, and she pushes it open with a slow squeal of metal, stepping inside with the ease of someone entering a private garden. The air feels a degree cooler here, the shadows deeper, the stones larger and older, and Alexandra circles the central monument once, fingertips trailing along the iron rail as if tracing a boundary.

“You ever notice,” she says, voice carrying through the enclosure, “how wrestlers build these little fences like they think iron can keep the world from changing?” Her fingers tighten briefly around the rail, and when she speaks again the sweetness leaves her voice, replaced by a calm, lethal certainty.

“You built yourself a fence too,” she says. “You built a story where you’re the wronged woman, where you’re the one who deserves, where every obstacle is unfair and every outcome that isn’t yours is a theft.” She releases the rail and rests her hand on the monument, palm flat, as if claiming it. “And then you ran into me,” Alexandra continues, the words slow and heavy, “and I showed you what happens when fences meet storms.”

She steps back out of the plot and lets the gate swing shut behind her with a soft clang that feels like punctuation. The swamp hums around her, alive with insects, and the sky deepens toward night, the last traces of gold fading into bruised purple. Somewhere in the distance thunder murmurs low, not yet a threat, but a promise.

“That’s what happens, when you step into the ring with me. By now, I figured you would know this for a fact.”

Alexandra begins to follow a narrow trail leading away from the densest graves, and the silhouette of the church emerges through the trees ahead, a crooked steeple rising against the darkening sky. The building looks like it has been abandoned for decades, paint peeled away into strips, boards warped and swollen, windows shattered into jagged mouths. Vines creep along its walls like veins, and Spanish moss drapes from the eaves as though the church itself wears mourning.

Alexandra slows as she approaches, not because she is hesitant, but because she wants the moment to last. She steps carefully onto the first porch board, and it groans beneath her weight, a long, complaining sound that echoes into the trees. She smiles at that, as if amused by how everything in this place insists on speaking. “You hear it?” she asks, tone gentle, almost intimate, as though Bea is standing close enough to feel her breath. “Even the wood complains when I walk on it.” She takes another step. The board creaks again. “That’s power,” Alexandra murmurs, and the word sounds like silk drawn slowly across skin. “Not the kind you beg for, not the kind you demand with tantrums and petitions.”

She reaches the door and runs her fingers along the weathered wood, tracing the grooves carved by time, her nail catching on a splinter that lifts like a tiny tooth. She does not flinch. She presses her thumb against it until it snaps, then wipes her hand against the side of her skirt with slow, elegant precision.

“Bea,” she says, voice low, “you demanded a match like you were calling a servant to fetch you tea, like you could ring a bell and the world would hurry to please you.” She leans closer to the door, and for a moment her reflection wavers in the dark, cracked pane beside it, her pale throat framed by black lace, her eyes steady and cruel. “I’m not your servant,” she murmurs. “And I’m not your salvation.”

She pushes the door open slowly. The hinge groans like something waking from a long sleep, and the smell inside is different, cooler, layered with dust and old wood and the faint hint of mildew, as if the building has been breathing quietly all these years and no one has noticed. Moonlight spills through broken windows in pale beams, illuminating floating dust motes that drift like slow snowfall. The pews sit in rows, coated in a thin layer of time, their edges worn smooth by hands that are long gone.

“I’m your reaper, your end. We both are veterans here, let’s not get that twisted my dear. I’ve been around Sin City Wrestling isn’t my first company, but it’s become my home.”

Alexandra steps inside and the sound of her boots changes, no longer sinking into mud, now echoing softly against warped floorboards. The church feels hollow, but not empty. It holds its own quiet, as if it remembers every prayer ever spoken here and keeps them pressed into the walls like dried flowers.

“Listen, soak it all in.” She walks down the aisle slowly, fingertips gliding along the backs of pews as she passes, leaving faint tracks in the dust, a visible sign of her presence. Her dress brushes the wood with soft whispers, and the lace catches faintly on a splintered corner before slipping free. She pauses, not at the front yet, but halfway down, turning her head slightly as if listening to the building.

“Can you feel it?” she asks, voice soft, intimate, the question aimed at Bea but also at the space itself. “How quiet it gets when it’s honest.”

She resumes walking, and with each step the echo follows her, gentle and persistent, as if the church is repeating her words back in its own language.

“You want to rewrite what happened,” Alexandra says, her tone returning to that calm, controlled cruelty that feels like cold water poured slowly. “You want to pretend the match was stolen, that the outcome was unfair, that the universe owes you a correction. You want to pretend like it was everyone’s fault, except your own. Who’s really to blame for your shortcomings?”

She stops near the front, where the pulpit stands, wood worn and cracked, and she rests her hand upon it, palm flat, as if claiming the only throne she needs. The moonlight catches on the lace of her sleeve, turning it briefly into something silver.

“But the truth,” she continues, gaze steady, “does not care about your feelings. Nor do I. I have a goal in mind.”

She trails her fingers along the pulpit’s edge, collecting dust on her fingertips, then lifts her hand and rubs the dust between her thumb and forefinger as if testing its texture. “This dust,” she murmurs, “is what happens when time keeps going whether you win or lose.”

She turns slowly, facing the rows of pews as though addressing an unseen congregation, as though the church is full of witnesses who have come to watch Bea’s pride be dismantled.

“I beat you,” Alexandra says again, and this time the words land like a final nail driven into wood. “Not because I got lucky, not because I cheated, not because anyone handed me a gift.” Her lips curve into a slow smile, sensual and cold all at once. “I beat you because I wanted it more than you did,” she says, “and because I understood something you still refuse to understand.”

She steps away from the pulpit and begins to walk along the front of the church, slow and deliberate, trailing her fingers along the edge of a broken altar rail. The wood is splintered, rough, and she lets it scrape lightly against her skin, not enough to draw blood, but enough to remind her body that the world has teeth.

“You think you can demand your way into power,” Alexandra continues, voice low, smooth, relentless. “But power isn’t something you ask for, Bea.” She stops, tilting her head, eyes glinting in the moonlight. “It’s something you embody,” she murmurs. “It’s something that changes the room when you enter it. It’s something you take.”

She gestures lightly, letting her hand sweep across the empty church as if presenting it, as if this decaying place is her ballroom and the moss outside is her curtain. “And I changed everything the moment you stood across from me,” she says softly. Her gaze hardens, the sensual warmth sharpening into a merciless edge.

“So here’s what’s going to happen,” Alexandra continues, her voice steady as a vow. “You can keep buzzing and whining, you can keep clinging to the story that protects your pride, you can keep telling anyone who will listen that you were cheated.”

She pauses, allowing the silence to deepen, allowing the church to hold her words like a sermon. “And then you can step into the ring with me again,” she says, “and I will do what I do best.” Her smile returns, slow and terrible. “I will take that story from you,” Alexandra murmurs, “and I will crush it in front of you until all that’s left is the truth.”

She steps back toward the pulpit, resting her hand upon it once more, posture tall and composed, lace and silk and shadow, aristocratic queen and swamp witch all at once, as though she belongs to both candlelight and mud, to both velvet and bone.

“And Bea,” she adds, voice soft, intimate, carrying through the empty church like a whisper sliding under a door, “the next time you come looking for justice…”

She tilts her head, eyes narrowing with quiet delight. “Make sure you’re ready to meet it.”

She lets the silence linger, the church swallowing the last of her words, and she stands there in the pale spill of moonlight, one hand resting on the pulpit like a crown set gently on a throne, as the swamp outside continues its slow, inevitable rise.

8
Climax Control Archives / The Oncoming Storm
« on: February 13, 2026, 11:47:23 PM »
Valentines Day
Kasey-Calaway Apartment


Alexandra flitted around the apartment, trying to think of the perfect moment to give LJ his Valentines gift. Living together, newly engaged, planning for a future together. People constantly making their opinions known about their age difference. It didn’t bother them at all, they lived a happy life. Alexandra had paced around the room for the hundredth time, on the phone with LJ’s older brother, and her best friend.

“Miles, I’m just hoping he likes it.” She spoke with a soft tone.

“What did you get him?” Miles' voice sounded from the other end of the line.

“A Rolex day-date.” She took a deep breath. “Something classy for the future lawyer.” She laughed softly.

“A Rolex?!?” Alex, are you out of your mind?” She pulled the phone away from her ear and shook her head.

“Not that I know of.” She tilted her head. “Maybe.”

“He’s going to love it.” She laughed as Miles spoke. “He’s a guy, he’s my brother, but still a guy. He’ll love it, you need to calm down and stop overthinking it.”

“Miles, you know me, I overthink everything.” She laughed. “I just, I want it to be special, it’s our first one. We've had our first holidays, Fourth of July, Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas.. This is the first Valentine's Day and I want it to be memorable for him.” She took a deep breath.

“You two are so much alike, it's scary." Miles laughed. "Deep breath and just give it to him, he’s going to remember it because he’s there with you.” Miles' voice sounded in her ear, she knew he was right.

“You’re right.” She nodded, leaning against the window, looking out over Las Vegas. “It’s going to be great. I know it will.”

“That’s what I was hoping to hear.” She could hear the smile on Miles’ face.

“He should be getting home soon. I need to get ready.” She took a deep breath. “Thanks for being a sounding board Miles. It means a lot to me.” Another pause. “See you soon, say hi to Carter and Kevin for me.”

She waited until the phone clicked and then pushed off the wall next to the window and disappeared into the bedroom. She’d make sure their first Valentine’s day was one they would never forget.


Calling it how I see it
The Plantation


The plantation did not look like a place that belonged to the living, and perhaps that was why Alexandra Calaway felt so at home beneath its sagging roofline and whispering trees. The house stood in stubborn defiance of time, white columns cracked but upright, shutters hanging slightly askew, the wide veranda stretching along the front like a faded memory of former grandeur. Spanish moss swayed in long, ghostly strands from the live oaks, brushing the humid air as though tracing old scars across the evening sky. Magnolia blossoms opened heavy and fragrant in the gathering dusk, their sweetness thick enough to cling to the back of the throat. The air held the kind of stillness that made every sound deliberate, from the low chorus of cicadas to the soft grind of gravel beneath careful footsteps.

Alexandra moved across the grounds with unhurried purpose, her black dress fitting her like a second skin, elegant without effort, deliberate without excess. Lace traced along her collarbone and wrists, not as decoration but as armor disguised as refinement. Her dark hair fell in loose waves over one shoulder, catching the last of the fading light, and the faintest sheen of humidity on her skin only sharpened the impression of someone carved from heat and patience. There was a quiet authority in the way she carried herself, the posture of a woman raised to hold her chin high even when the world dared her to bow.

She stopped near the reflecting pool, its water dulled by neglect, and looked down at her own image shimmering in the murk. For a moment she simply watched herself, studying not her appearance but the steadiness behind her gaze. The Bombshell title was no longer around her waist. That fact did not sting the way outsiders might expect. It burned, yes, but in the way a brand sears into flesh and leaves a mark that cannot be ignored. It was not a wound. It was a reminder.

“I am not walking into this match as champion,” she said softly, her Texas accent curling warm and slow around the words. “I am walking in to earn my way back.”

The breeze shifted, stirring the surface of the pool and fracturing her reflection. She did not look away.

“They call it a triple threat,” she continued, her voice low and measured, each syllable deliberate. “Three women, one opportunity, and a chance to take one step closer to what I lost. The prestige of being a champion.”

She turned from the water and began to walk along the cracked stone path, heels pressing into the earth with a rhythm that felt almost ceremonial. The plantation seemed to lean inward around her, the willows swaying gently as if drawn to her voice.

“Bea Barnhart and I have history,” Alexandra said, her tone thoughtful but edged with certainty. “That is not something I can pretend away, and it is not something she can do either.”

Her gloved hand brushed against the trunk of a magnolia tree as she passed, fingertips tracing the grooves in its bark. “I have beaten Bea many times. Enough times that she knows what it feels like to look up at the lights and see me standing over her.”

There was no cruelty in the statement, only fact.

“I know the way she fights when she is confident,” she went on. “I know the way she fights when doubt starts creeping in. I know the moment her urgency turns into desperation.”

She paused beneath one of the sprawling branches and tilted her head slightly, as though listening to the distant echo of past matches. “Bea is not weak. She is resilient. She has grit that most women would envy. But resilience does not erase repetition.”

Her eyes sharpened, dark and steady. “In this triple threat, she will come at me with everything she has. She will want to break the pattern. She will want to prove that the story between us can change.”

A faint, almost wistful smile touched her lips. “I understand that hunger. I respect it. But understanding something does not mean I intend to let it happen. The bellyaching about people cheating. Please Bea, who’s the real bully here?”

The cicadas hummed louder as the light faded further, and Alexandra stepped into the shadow of a weeping willow, moss brushing softly against her shoulders like a curtain drawn around a stage.

“Amelia Reynolds is a different matter,” she said, her voice lowering into something more contemplative. “I haven't beaten her. That truth stands just as firmly.”

She folded her hands lightly in front of her, posture immaculate even in the deepening shade. “But Amelia does not fight from emotion. She fights from intention. She studies her losses. She absorbs them. She returns sharper.”

There was no dismissal in her tone when she spoke of Amelia, only clear-eyed recognition. “She will not rush into chaos if she can help it. She will watch Bea and me collide and look for the opening that serves her best. She will wait for the moment when our focus splinters and the opportunity becomes too tempting to ignore.”

Alexandra stepped forward again, emerging from shadow into the soft violet glow of dusk. “That kind of patience is dangerous in a triple threat. That kind of composure can steal a match before you realize it is gone.”

She inhaled slowly, letting the scent of magnolia settle into her lungs. “Which is why I will not be so careless as to underestimate her.”

The veranda loomed ahead, boards creaking faintly as she ascended the steps. From there, she turned to face the open grounds, as though addressing Bea and Amelia both, even though no one stood before her but the trees and the gathering night.

“I do not need to pin both of you,” she said, her voice steady and calm. “I do not need to prove I am better than each of you at the same time. I only need to seize the moment when it matters most.”

Her gaze sharpened with quiet intensity. “And I am very good at recognizing moments.”

She rested her hands lightly on the railing, leaning just enough to suggest ease without surrendering control. “Bea will try to rewrite history. Amelia will try to outmaneuver it. And I will walk into that ring carrying both experience and resolve.”

The Texas lilt in her voice deepened slightly, sweetness layered over steel. “I have worn that Bombshell title before. I know what it feels like against my skin. I know the weight of it and the responsibility that comes with it.”

Her jaw tightened almost imperceptibly. “Losing it did not make me less dangerous. It made me more deliberate.”

Fireflies flickered near the treeline, small sparks against the encroaching dark, and Alexandra watched them for a moment before speaking again.

“This match is not about reclaiming something I believe is owed to me because this isn’t about the Bombshell Roulette Title, this is the Bombshell Internet Title.” she said quietly. “It is about earning the right to stand back in the championship conversation.”

She straightened, shoulders squared, chin lifted. “If I defeat Bea again, it will not be because she failed to try hard enough. It will be because I prepared for her fire and refused to be consumed by it.”

Her eyes shifted slightly, as though Amelia stood somewhere beyond the willows. “If I defeat Amelia, it will not be because she lacked patience. It will be because I refused to give her the clean opening she is looking for.” The air felt heavier now, the night pressing closer, but Alexandra did not retreat from it.

“I am not the champion,” she said, her voice firm but unhurried. “I am a contender fighting to earn her way back into that light.” There was pride in that admission, not shame. “And I do not fear the climb.”

She stepped toward the open doorway of the plantation house, shadows stretching long behind her.

“When that bell rings,” she continued, her voice carrying softly into the night, “there will be no nostalgia for what I once held. There will be no hesitation because I have beaten one of these women before. The other, well we both were on the losing end of things.”

She paused at the threshold, half-lit by moonlight, half-veiled in darkness. “There will only be focus. There will only be intention. And there will be a woman from Texas who understands exactly how much she wants to earn that title shot.”

Her lips curved into a slow, deliberate smile, elegant and dangerous all at once.

“Bea may come with fury. Amelia may come with a strategy. But I will come with memory and hunger.” She stepped inside, the shadows closing around her. “And hunger,” Alexandra finished softly, “has a way of making a woman very hard to stop.”

The interior of the plantation house greeted her with the scent of dust and old wood, of summers long past and winters that had crept in through cracks no one had bothered to seal. Moonlight spilled through tall windows, casting pale silver rectangles across warped floorboards, and the air carried a hush that felt almost reverent. Alexandra moved through the dim foyer without hesitation, her heels echoing softly, the sound measured and unafraid. The house did not intimidate her. It felt like a witness.

She trailed her fingers along a long hallway table, the wood worn smooth by hands that no longer existed. A cracked mirror hung above it, its surface fractured in one corner, splitting reflections into subtle distortions. She paused before it, studying the version of herself that stared back in splintered pieces.

“It’s funny,” she said quietly, her voice rolling low and steady in the stillness. “People think losing a title makes you fragile.” Her reflection held her gaze, dark eyes unwavering. “They think it breaks something in you. Makes you doubt.”

A slow breath escaped her, and her lips curved faintly, though there was no humor in it. “What it actually does is strip away the illusion.” She lifted her chin slightly, seeing herself whole despite the cracks in the glass. “When you’re champion, everyone tells you how unstoppable you are. They tell you how dominant. How inevitable. You start to hear it so often it hums in the background.”

She leaned closer to the mirror, her tone soft but firm. “But when you lose, the silence gets louder than any praise ever was. That silence forces you to confront yourself.” She straightened again, shoulders squared. “And I did.”

The words settled into the room like a confession, though there was no weakness in them. She turned and walked deeper into the house, stepping into what had once been a grand parlor. The ceiling stretched high above her, a chandelier hanging crooked and lifeless, its crystals long since dulled. Dust motes floated lazily in the moonlight, drifting in slow arcs through the quiet.

“I lost the Bombshell Roulette title,” she said, her voice echoing faintly. “That is fact.” She clasped her hands loosely in front of her, pacing slowly across the room. “And I could stand here and make excuses. I could say the odds were stacked. I could say the timing was wrong. I could say I was distracted.”

Her gaze hardened. “But that would be dishonest.”

The admission was simple, but it carried weight.

“In this business, you do not get to hold onto gold unless you are the best woman in that ring on that night. And on that night, I was not.” The words did not crack. They did not waver. They rang clear. She walked toward a tall window, looking out at the willow trees swaying gently beyond the glass.

“That does not mean I stopped being dangerous,” she continued. “It does not mean I stopped being capable. It means someone outperformed me.” Her jaw tightened briefly, not in bitterness but in resolve. “And that is a lesson I do not ignore.”

She turned back into the room, the hem of her dress brushing softly against the floorboards.

“This triple threat is not about nostalgia,” she said. “It is not about trying to relive what I once had. It is about proving I have learned.”

She stepped toward the center of the parlor, where the moonlight pooled brightest. “Bea Barnhart,” she said, her tone measured. “You know me. You know the way I move. You know the way I think.”

She lifted one hand slightly, as if addressing Bea directly across from her. “You also know what it feels like to fall short against me. Over and over.” Her expression sharpened, though her voice remained calm. “You have every reason to come into this match with fire in your veins. You have every reason to look at me and see unfinished business.”

She lowered her hand slowly. “But understand this. I have not beaten you by accident. I have not outmaneuvered you because of luck.”

She took a slow step forward, as if closing distance between them in an invisible ring. “I beat you because I see the openings you leave behind. I beat you because when pressure mounts, I stay composed while you reach.” There was no mockery in her tone. Only clarity.

“In a triple threat, your aggression will not just collide with me,” she continued. “It will collide with Amelia. And if you are not careful, it will create the very opening she is looking for.”

Her eyes shifted, focusing now on an unseen second figure.

“Amelia Reynolds,” she said softly. “You carry yourself like a woman who understands timing.” She began to circle the center of the room, slow and deliberate, as though mapping out the dimensions of a wrestling ring beneath her feet.

“You are not reckless. You do not waste movement. You calculate.” Her lips curved slightly. “And I admire that.” She stopped, facing the far wall as though Amelia stood there in shadow. “But do not mistake my respect for hesitation,” she said.

“You think I will be too focused on Bea’s history with me to notice you moving into position.” She shook her head faintly. “I will notice.” Her voice deepened, accent warming around the edges. “I will feel the shift in the air when you step closer. I will hear the change in the crowd when you see your moment.”

She placed her hand over her chest briefly. “I have been in enough matches to recognize that rhythm.”

The house creaked softly as the night settled further in, but Alexandra did not flinch.

“In a triple threat, alliances are illusions,” she said. “There is no loyalty between opponents. There is only opportunity.”

She began walking again, her pace steady and unhurried. “If Bea and I clash, Amelia will wait. If Amelia and I lock up, Bea will strike. The chaos is inevitable.”

Her gaze sharpened with quiet intensity. “The difference is that I thrive in chaos.”

She paused near an old grand piano, its keys yellowed with age. Running her gloved fingers lightly across them, she produced a faint, discordant note that echoed briefly in the room.

“Chaos unsettles some women,” she continued. “It makes them rush. It makes them panic.” She turned away from the piano. “I do not panic.” The statement hung in the air, unchallenged. “I adapt,” she said. “I adjust. I choose my moment.”

She walked back toward the hallway, her reflection catching again in the cracked mirror as she passed. This time, she did not stop. She did not need to. “The Bombshell title is not yet around my waist,” she said quietly as she moved. “But it is not out of reach.”

She stepped back into the foyer, moonlight illuminating the sharp line of her jaw. “This match is my chance to earn that championship opportunity. Not to demand it. Not to assume it. To earn it.”

Her voice softened slightly, though it did not lose its strength. “There is something different about fighting your way back to the top. It strips away entitlement. It forces humility.” She lifted her chin. “And humility does not make me smaller. It makes me sharper.”

Outside, a faint roll of distant thunder murmured along the horizon, the promise of a storm building somewhere beyond the trees. She stepped back out onto the veranda, the night air warm against her skin. Fireflies blinked lazily among the branches, and the magnolia scent seemed richer now, heavier.

“When that bell rings,” she said, her voice carrying across the dark grounds, “I will not be fighting from a place of comfort.” She descended the steps slowly, heels sinking into the soft earth once more. “I will be fighting from hunger.”

The word lingered.

“Hunger changes a woman,” she continued. “It makes her see clearly. It makes her move with purpose.” She walked toward the willow trees again, shadows shifting around her.

“Bea, if you think familiarity gives you an advantage, you will find that familiarity cuts both ways,” she said. “I know your strengths. I know your patterns. And I know how to turn them against you.”

Her eyes narrowed slightly. “Amelia, if you believe patience alone will carry you through, you will learn that patience without control of the tempo is a gamble.”

She stopped beneath the willow, strands of moss brushing against her shoulders like a crown of silver threads.

“I intend to control the tempo,” she said softly.

The wind stirred, lifting her hair gently.

“I will not rush. I will not hesitate. I will not assume either of you will make it easy.” Her gaze drifted upward toward the night sky, stars beginning to pierce through the darkness. “I will earn it,” she said, more to herself than anyone else.

There was pride in that promise.

“I will step into that ring as a contender who understands exactly what she lost and exactly what she wants.” She lowered her gaze again, fireflies dancing in the space between the trees. “And when the match ends,” she continued, her voice smooth and certain, “I will not be the woman wondering what went wrong.”

She turned, beginning the slow walk back toward the plantation house.

“I will be the woman who took her first step toward claiming what belongs in her future.” Her heels echoed softly against the wooden steps as she ascended once more, her silhouette framed against the doorway.

“Bea. Amelia,” she said, her tone calm but unyielding. “Bring your fire. Bring your patience. Bring every ounce of determination you possess.” She stepped into the shadowed interior, the moonlight outlining her form one last time. “Because I am bringing experience, calculation, and a hunger that has only grown sharper with time.”

The door creaked faintly as it shifted in the night breeze, and her final words drifted into the darkened grounds. “And I promise you both, I am not done climbing.”

The storm that had threatened finally began to roll closer, not with rain just yet, but with the low, distant growl of thunder that trembled through the humid air and settled into the bones of the old plantation. The wind shifted, stronger now, dragging the Spanish moss into restless motion and bending the magnolia branches until their blossoms trembled on their stems. Alexandra stepped back out onto the veranda as though summoned by the sound, her silhouette cut sharp against the flicker of lightning far beyond the treeline. The night did not swallow her. It framed her.

She descended the steps slowly, each footfall deliberate, the earth soft beneath her heels. There was no rush in her movements, no frantic energy. What radiated from her now was not hunger alone, but heat. The kind that builds beneath the surface before something ignites.

“For weeks,” she began, her voice carrying across the grounds with smooth authority, “people have asked whether I can climb back to where I once stood. Whether losing that title took something from me that I cannot recover.”

She stopped beneath the largest oak, one hand resting lightly against its trunk as thunder rolled again overhead. “They look at Bea and they see heart. They look at Amelia and they see growth. And they look at me and they see a former champion trying to fight her way back into relevance.”

A faint smile curved her lips, slow and cutting. “Relevance,” she repeated softly, as though tasting the word. She pushed away from the tree and stepped forward, her dark eyes reflecting the flicker of lightning.

“Bea,” she said, her tone no longer contemplative but sharpened to a blade’s edge, “you have chased my shadow for so long that you have convinced yourself this match is your redemption.” Her voice deepened, that Texas lilt warming around something dangerous. “You tell yourself that this time you will finally break the cycle. That this time you will stand over me instead of beneath me.”

She shook her head slowly, almost regretfully. “You are brave, Bea. I will never deny that. But bravery without evolution is just repetition. And repetition has never favored you when it comes to me.”

The wind whipped harder now, tugging at her hair, pressing her dress against her frame as lightning split the sky behind her in a brief, brilliant flash.

“You will come at me with everything you have,” she continued. “You will throw your strength at me, your frustration, your pride. And when that moment comes where you think you have me cornered, where you think history is finally bending in your favor…” Her eyes hardened, unflinching. “You will realize you are still one step behind.”

The thunder cracked louder this time, closer, and Alexandra did not flinch beneath it.

“And Amelia,” she said, turning slightly as though addressing a second presence in the dark, “you have been patient. You have been careful. You have built yourself into someone who cannot be dismissed.”

Her voice lowered, not with softness but with intensity.

“You believe this match is about precision. You believe you can wait until Bea and I tear into each other and then slip in to claim what remains.” She took a slow step forward, gaze cutting through the night. “That is smart. That is disciplined. That is exactly what someone who wants to steal an opportunity would do.”

Her chin lifted slightly, pride and defiance woven together.

“But understand this. I have fought too many battles to let myself become someone else’s opportunity.” The air felt electric now, the promise of rain hanging thick and heavy.

“This is not about who has more heart,” she said firmly. “This is not about who has grown the most. This is about who is willing to do whatever it takes in that moment when the ring is chaotic and the title shot hangs by a thread.”

Her voice carried across the plantation grounds, unwavering. “And I am willing.”

She began to pace again, slow and deliberate, circling an invisible center as though already standing inside the squared circle.

“I have been champion,” she said, and there was no boast in it, only fact. “I have felt the weight of that gold and the pressure that comes with it. I know what it costs.”

Her gaze burned brighter than the lightning that flashed again above.

“And I know what it feels like to have it taken.” The words landed heavy. “That loss did not weaken me. It stripped me down to the core. It forced me to decide whether I was content to be remembered as someone who once held greatness or someone who refused to let it end there.” She stopped moving.

“I chose the latter.” The wind howled through the willows now, bending them low as though in deference. “In that triple threat, there will be a moment,” she said quietly, her voice lowering but growing more intense. “A single heartbeat where one of you hesitates. Where one of you thinks the other will handle it.”

Her eyes narrowed slightly, predatory in their focus. “I do not hesitate.” She stepped forward again, closing the distance between herself and the camera that did not exist, as though speaking directly into the eyes of both women.

“If Bea swings wild, I will step aside and let her momentum betray her. If Amelia waits too long, I will seize the space she thought was safe.” Her accent thickened just slightly, honey over steel. “You both know I am capable of it. You have felt it.”

Thunder cracked directly overhead, loud enough to rattle the old windows behind her.

“This is your warning,” she said, her voice cutting clean through the storm’s growl. “Do not come into this match thinking I am simply fighting to get back what I lost.” She shook her head once, deliberate. “I am fighting to remind this entire women's division exactly who I am.”

Rain began to fall at last, slow at first, heavy drops striking the earth and darkening the dust around her heels. She did not retreat. She did not shield herself.

“I will earn that opportunity,” she continued, rain catching in her hair and tracing down her cheek like liquid silver. “And when I do, it will not be because one of you slipped. It will be because I outlasted you, outthought you, and outperformed you when it mattered most.”

The storm intensified, wind and rain swirling together, magnolia petals tearing loose and scattering across the ground.

“Bea,” she said firmly, “if you want to rewrite your history with me, you better bring more than hope.” She turned slightly, rain streaking across her lashes.

“Amelia, if you want to outmaneuver me, you better move faster than you ever have before.” Lightning flared again, illuminating her in stark white against the darkness.

“Because I am not the woman who just lost the Bombshell Roulette title.” Her voice dropped into something fierce and unyielding. “I am the woman who learned from it.”

The rain poured harder now, soaking through lace and fabric, plastering dark hair against her skin, but she stood unmoved beneath it, chin high, shoulders squared.

“When that bell rings,” she said, her voice steady even as the storm raged around her, “there will be no ghosts of past victories and no comfort in familiar patterns.”

There will only be three women and one future.

“And I promise you both,” Alexandra finished, eyes blazing beneath the lightning-lit sky, “I intend to burn through whatever stands between me and my climb back to the top.”

The thunder answered her like applause as the rain fell harder, and Alexandra Calaway did not step back. She simply turned and walked into the storm, disappearing from view.

9
Climax Control Archives / You will not break me
« on: January 30, 2026, 11:25:05 PM »
Silence is deafening
Kasey Apartment
Las Vegas, Nevada


The apartment settled into silence slowly, like it was deciding whether or not to trust it. Alexandra stood in the kitchen after the door closed behind her daughter, listening to the echo of footsteps fade down the hall. Fifteen was old enough to leave without fanfare, no frantic reminders, no clinging at the door. Just a nimble hug, a distracted “Text you later,” and the sound of independence moving away. She exhaled and let the calm arrive.

LJ had already left earlier that morning, law books stacked in his bag, gear stowed away like he was attempting not to let those two worlds bleed into each other too much. Law school demanded structure. Wrestling demanded sacrifice. He somehow gave both what they asked for, even when it cost him sleep. Now the apartment belonged to her. Not empty.

Just still. Quiet. The silence gave her way too much time to think.

Alexandra poured herself coffee she didn’t really want and leaned against the counter, the mug warming her palms. Morning light stretched across the living room floor, catching dust motes and the faint scuff marks from boots kicked off in a hurry. A pre-calculus textbook half haphazardly abandoned on the dining table, a hastily written note slapped onto the page in her daughter’s messy handwriting. Evidence of a life in motion. She turned her left hand slowly.

The engagement ring glinted in the sunlight, unapologetic. It looked different on her hand than it had in the box the night she opened it from the puzzle box, less new now, further integrated. Like it belonged there. Like it had always been waiting for the rest of her life to catch up. Alexandra rubbed her thumb over the band, grounding herself. Engaged. A mother. A fighter. None of those things canceled the others out, no matter how badly some people wanted them to. Her thoughts slid, inevitably, toward Seleana and the upcoming Bombshell Internet Qualifier.

The match sat hard in her chest, not with fear but with awareness. Seleana wasn’t just perilous because of her skill, though she was identical, identical in a good way. She was perilous because she represented a version of the path Alexandra might have taken under different circumstances. No child waiting at home. No partner splitting time between law briefs and ring tape. Just extraordinary focus, sharpened into a blade. People would compare them. They already were. Alexandra knew the whispers. Knew the implication threaded through every analysis and preview.

Has Alexandra lost her edge? Is it possible that the end was coming for her?

She scoffed softly and took a sip of coffee, grimacing when she realized it had gone cold. If anything, she felt sharper now. No loss of focus. Less reckless. Hunger didn’t always look like desperation. Sometimes it looked like control. She crossed the living room and knelt beside her gear bag, unzipping it slowly. The smell immediately hit leather, sweat, and wrist tape. Comforting. Familiar. She ran her hands over the contents like a ritual, feeling her pulse steady. She imagined Seleana across the ring. The tension. Their stare down. The moment where instinct took over and everything else fell away. Seleana wasn’t new to Alexandra, nor was she to Seleana, they had fought several times before, would this one be any different? Despite everything to the contrary, Alexandra knew not to underestimate her.

Underestimating your opponent could be your downfall. And she couldn’t do that again, she had doubted others before and look where that landed her.

And she imagined LJ nearby. Not hovering. Never hovering. Just ever present, as he had been.  Backstage if time allowed it. Ringside if he could swing it. It was always touching that she could find him in the chaos, always more than enough that she knew without looking that someone who understood the cost was watching. A sound at the door pulled her out of her thoughts. The jingle of keys in the lock. A familiar rhythm. Boots hitting the floor. He was home, right when the world seemed to get too quiet.

Alexandra straightened just as LJ’s voice carried down the hall. “Angel?”

“In here” He appeared moments later, jacket slung over one shoulder, law books peeking out of his bag. There was tape still wrapped around his wrists, the edges somewhat frayed, and a faint bruise darkening on his forearm. Training, she guessed. Or sparring that had gone a little harder than planned.

“Thought you had class all afternoon,” she said. “And then training.”

“Professor let us out early,” he replied. “Cold-called half the room and then after a bit of training I decided that was enough suffering for one day.”

She smiled despite herself. His eyes went immediately to her hand. They always did. Not because he needed reassurance, but because he still seemed quietly amazed. “There it is,” he said softly, reaching for her. She let him take her hand, their fingers fitting together with ease. His thumb brushed the ring, callused and gentle. “You okay?” he asked.

Alexandra hesitated, then nodded. “Yeah. Just, the quiet got too loud.”

LJ hummed in understanding and stepped closer, resting his forehead against hers. He smelled like soap and sweat and something distinctly him. “Thinking about Seleana,” he said.

“Is it that obvious?” She took a deep breath trying to steel herself.

“Only if you know what it looks like when you’re already in fight mode.” He nodded.

She snorted. “You mean brooding?”

“I mean focused, Angel.”

She leaned into him, arms circling his waist. His hands settled at her back without hesitation, grounding, steady.

“They’re going to tear this match apart, tear me apart.” She said quietly. “I just want to actually do something worth it this time. I feel like my life is turning into a storyline.”

“Our lives aren’t a storyline,” LJ replied. “Even if you think it is starting to be.”

Alexandra tilted her head back to look at him. “Does it ever bother you? That people think I’ll hesitate now? That I'm being labeled a choke artist.”

He didn’t answer right away. Instead, he lifted her hand and pressed a kiss to her knuckles, right over the ring. “They don’t know you,” he said simply. “And they don’t understand that having something real to fight for doesn’t make you weaker.”

Her throat tightened unexpectedly. “I just feel like I’m starting to fail you, failing my daughter and myself.”

“You aren’t failing anyone, love. Not me, not Ash,” he added. “I’ll be there, I always am. If I’m not backstage, I’ll be ringside. You know I will..”

She smiled, that quiet, fierce smile that only came out around him. “You always are.”

“Occupational hazard,” he said lightly with a smirk that made her blush. “Law school teaches patience. Wrestling teaches loyalty.”

She laughed softly and pulled him into a kiss, unhurried, familiar, full of shared history. When they broke apart, Alexandra rested her forehead against his chest.

“Can we just stay like this for a little bit?” She asked. “Before we both have to go back to being responsible adults.”

“Absolutely,” LJ said.

“Thank you.” She smiled softly.

“For what love?”

“Always being the voice of reassurance.”

They settled onto the couch together, Alexandra tucked into his side, his arm solid and reassuring around her shoulders. Outside, the city continued to move. Inside, the moment held. Her fingers found the ring again, not because she needed reassurance, but because it reminded her of exactly who she was.

And why she wasn’t afraid. Why she never gave up. She had her family, which was growing with the addition of the Kasey's.



Moments of Light
Forestiere Underground Gardens
Fresno, California


LJ and Alexandra took in some of the sights of the Forestiere Underground Gardens, she found a spot, knowing she needed to say something about her match against Seleana. Despite having said so much about her opponent before in previous matches they had. There really wasn’t much else she could say. Perhaps it shouldn’t be about Seleana, after all, Alexandra had been taking her own round of losses lately. Taking a few moments after the camera came on, she gave a few moments to pause, before a soft laugh leaves her lips. She wasn’t going to wait any longer. 

“Seleana, damn. Here we are again, what is this, the fifth time? Goodness, after a while you’d think you’d get tired of losing to me. This time however, I seem to be on a downward spiral, so you might get lucky, right? After all, every time it’s a big one, I never manage to get the job done. We had the two failures at getting my hands on the World Bombshell Championship, my countless failed attempts at regaining the Bombshell Roulette Championship. The failed attempts at the Mix Tag Titles when they existed.”

She pauses and moves around a bit.

“Now here we are, another title shot in the balance. Which leaves everyone, including myself asking can I do it? I know I can. But the question here is darling, do you? Do you believe enough in yourself to get past me?”

Alexandra lets the question hang in the cool underground air, the calm broken only by rich footsteps and the soft echo of water somewhere rich within the Gardens. She exhales slowly, eyes tracing the carved stone walls about her as if they might offer answers. When she speaks again, her voice is steadier, further grounded, like she has settled into the truth she is about to say.

“You know, people love to keep score. They love numbers. Four times before this, five times now. Wins, losses, streaks, slumps. They look at the past like it is a prophecy. Like because something happened before, it has to happen again. And I get it. History matters. Ours especially. Because every time you and I cross paths, something shifts. Careers bend a little. Confidence gets tested. Egos get bruised.”

She turns slightly, brushing her fingers on the stone, eyes focused now, intent.

“But here is the part nobody ever talks about. None of those matches were easy. Not for me. Not for you. Every single time, I had to dig deeper than I wanted to. I had to take shots that would have put people down for good. And every time, you kept coming back for more. So no, I do not think you are some pushover who just walks into the ring and hands me another win. You never were. You never will be.”

Alexandra pauses again, nodding slowly, acknowledging something important.

“And maybe that is why this one feels different. Not because of the title shot on the line, though let us not pretend that is nothing. The Bombshell Internet Championship is not some consolation prize. It is visibility. It is relevance. It is proof that you belong in every conversation that matters. This feels different because I am not walking in with momentum. I am not walking in with the full world behind me, convinced that Alexandra Calaway cannot lose. I also know who's waiting for me at the end of this, should I make it. Victoria Lyons.”

She gives a small smile, but there is no humor in it.

“I have been knocked down. Publicly. Repeatedly. I have heard it all. That I choke when it counts. That I cannot finish the story. That I shine bright until the lights get too hot. And maybe some of that is fair. Maybe I have not always lived up to my own expectations. That stings further than anything anyone else could always say.”

Her gaze lifts, eyes perceptive now, fire returning.

“But here is what people forget. I am still here. I did not disappear. I did not hide. I did not ask for time off to lick my wounds and hope everyone forgot. I kept showing up. I kept fighting. I kept putting myself in positions where failure was possible, because I refused to play it safe. I refuse to sit back and wait till the inevitable end. I refuse to give up, even when others think I should.”

She takes a step forward, as if closing distance between her and the camera.

“So Seleana, when you ask yourself if you believe enough in yourself to get past me, you better understand what stands in front of you. Not a woman clinging to past glory. Not a name living off old wins. You are facing someone who has been stripped down to the rawest version of herself multiple times and yet, still comes back. Someone who knows exactly what it feels like to fall short and still chooses to walk back into the fire.”

Alexandra folds her arms loosely, shoulders squared.

“This fifth time is not about revenge. This isn't like when I faced Victoria, that was revenge. It is not about proving that I own you or that history repeats itself. It is about proving that I am not done writing mine. I am not asking for sympathy. I am not asking for excuses. I’m not even asking for permission. I’m taking everything. I am telling you that when that bell rings, you are getting my full attention, my full effort, and every hard lesson I have learned from losing.”

Her voice softens just a touch, but the intensity never leaves.

“And you, Seleana, you are dangerous right now. You have momentum. You have people whispering that maybe this is your time. Maybe this time Alexandra finally slips. I know you feel that. I know you can taste it. That belief can make someone unstoppable, or it can make them reckless. The difference is how you handle the moment when things do not go your way.”

She tilts her head slightly, studying an imagined reaction.

“Because at some point in that match, something will not go according to plan. It always happens. A move does not land clean. A second too slow. A breath knocked out of you. And in that moment, instinct takes over. That is where this match will be decided.”

Alexandra places a hand over her chest.

“I have been in that moment more times than I can count. I have failed in it. I have survived it. I have learned from it. So when I say I know I can do this, it is not arrogance. It is experience. It is the understanding that belief is not loud. It is not flashy. It is quiet, stubborn, and unyielding.”

She straightens up, her resolve clear.

“This championship is not a promise. It is an opportunity. And opportunities do not care about your past. They care about what you do when they are in front of you. On that night, under those lights, it is just you and me again. No shortcuts. No excuses. No what ifs. Just the knowledge that I am one step closer to my goal.”

A faint smile returns, this time edged with confidence.

“So bring everything you have. Bring the hunger. Bring the hope that this is finally your moment. Please, I’m begging you. Don’t bring some watered down version of yourself. I don’t want the woman who I faced before. Because I am bringing the version of myself that refuses to be defined by failure. And if you are going to beat me, you are going to have to do something nobody else has managed to do yet.”

She holds the camera’s gaze, unwavering.

“You are going to have to break me. And I do not break easily.”

10
Rules of Engagement
Alexandra’s Blog
Las Vegas, Nevada


Turns out the puzzle box wasn’t meant to be beaten alone.

LJ and I finally solved it together. No rushing. No forcing pieces where they didn’t belong. Just patience, laughter, a couple wrong turns, and that quiet moment where everything finally clicked. And when it did, when the live mechanism fell into place and the box finally opened?.

There was a ring inside.

An engagement ring.

I don’t think I’ve ever felt something so perfectly balanced between surprise and inevitability. Like it was always meant to be there, waiting for the right hands, the right moment, the right mindset. The box didn’t open because one of us was stronger or smarter. It opened because we trusted each other enough to slow down and solve it side by side. And that’s when it hit me.

Not every challenge in life is meant to be conquered the comparable way.

Some challenges reward patience, connection, and understanding. Some challenges give back when you stop being difficult to overpower them and start respecting them. The puzzle box wasn’t about domination. It was about partnership. About timing. About being aware when to push and when to listen.

Alicia Lukas?

She’s not that kind of challenge. Alicia isn’t a puzzle you solve with a smile and a quiet moment on the couch. She’s the kind of problem that demands pressure. Violence. Precision. She’s the kind of opponent who tests whether you can stay sharp when everything hurts and the stakes are screaming at you to blink first.

That’s the contrast people don’t seem to understand. I can be soft in one moment and pitiless in the next. I can celebrate love, commitment, and stability,  and then walk into a ring ready to tear someone’s world apart. One doesn’t weaken the other. It sharpens it.

Because when you know who you are, when you know what you’re fighting for, you stop hesitating.
The puzzle box reminded me that not everything worth having comes from brutish force.

But wrestling? Championships?

Alicia Lukas standing between me and what’s mine?

That’s a various equation entirely. At Inception, Alicia won’t get patience. She won’t get a partnership. She won’t get the version of me that sits back and waits for the answer to reveal itself. She gets the version that applies pressure until something gives. The version that thrives when the solution comes through impact, not insight.

The box opened.

The ring is on my finger.

My future is clear.
And Alicia?

You’re not a puzzle.

You’re an obstacle.

And obstacles get removed.

Your Forever Champion,
 Alexandra Calaway




Late Night
Ashlynn’s Room
Las Vegas, Nevada


Ashlynn was supposed to be asleep. Alexandra knew this because the clock on her phone read 1:17 a.m., and because Ashlynn had, very definitively, said “I’m tired, Mom” a few hours ago before disappearing into her room. Which was why the light bleeding out from under the door stopped Alexandra short in the hallway. She hesitated, fingers brushing inattentively over the ring on her left hand. The diamond caught the glow from the living room lamp, delicate but impracticable to ignore. Her heart gave a small, uptight thump, not fear, exactly. Just, weight. She knocked softly.

“Come in,” Ashlynn said, in a voice that said she was way too awake.

Alexandra pushed the door open. Ashlynn was sitting cross legged on her bed, hoodie pulled over her hands, laptop open but clearly abandoned. She looked up and immediately her eyes dropped. direct to the ring. Ashlynn froze. Then her mouth fell open.

“Oh my God,” she breathed.

Alexandra smiled, tired and warm all at once. “Hi.”

“You,” Ashlynn shot to her feet. “YOU,” Alexandra scarcely had time to brace before her daughter crossed the room and grabbed her hands, lifting them like evidence. “IS THAT?”

“Yes,” Alexandra laughed softly. “That’s exactly what it is.”

Ashlynn stared at the ring like it might vanish if she blinked. “LJ proposed?”

“He did.” Alexandra nodded her head softly, smiling at her daughter.

Ashlynn let out a sound that was half laugh, half gasp, and pulled Alexandra into a stiff hug. “I knew it. I KNEW it was coming. He’s been acting all weirdly calm.”

Alexandra snorted. “He was not calm.”

Ashlynn pulled back, eyes bright. “How did he do it? Did he cry? Please tell me he cried.”

“He didn’t cry,” Alexandra said, amused. “But remember that puzzle box he gave me for Christmas. That one that almost made me throw it at the wall. It was inside the box, it took both of us to open it.”

Ashlynn’s eyes widened. “That is SUCH an LJ move.”

Alexandra laughed. "It was a pain in the ass if you ask me.. but romantic as well."

Alexandra leaned against the doorframe as Ashlynn bounced back onto the bed, patting the comforter like she expected the full story to be deposited there.

“So?” Ashlynn prompted. “Please tell me you said yes mom.”

“Of course, I said yes.” Alexandra nodded her head. “Why wouldn’t I? I love LJ.”

Ashlynn grinned, fierce and proud. “Good.”

Alexandra tilted her head. “That’s it? No freak out? No dramatic spiral?”

Ashlynn shrugged. “Why would I freak out?. He's LJ.” Her response was simple and certain. “He moved us out here to be closer to us, so you all could stop having to constantly video call when he couldn’t be in Dallas.” Ashlynn continued, quieter now. “He helped me with math when I was ready to cry. He takes interest in my sports and life. He, even when in pain, is there when you need him, standing backstage watching your matches, believing in you. Hell mom, he treats you like you’re, indestructible and fragile at the same time.”

Alexandra swallowed past the explosive tightness in her throat.

“And,” Ashlynn added, smirking, “he’s gonna lose his mind when you face Alicia Lukas for the Bombshell Roulette Title.”

Alexandra laughed. “He already is.”

“You’re gonna win,” Ashlynn said, immediately. No hesitation in her voice or on her face.

“Bombshell Roulette is literally chaos,” Alexandra said gently. “Anything can happen.”

“Yeah,” Ashlynn said, eyes sharp. “And you thrive in chaos.”

Alexandra reached out, brushing her thumb on Ashlynn’s cheek. “Are you okay with this? With all of it?”

Ashlynn nodded. “I don’t feel like I’m losing you,” she said. “I feel like we’re just, getting more. Not only do we get LJ, but we get Miles, Carter and Kevin as our family.”

Alexandra pulled her into another hug, longer this time. Ashlynn rested her forehead against Alexandra’s shoulder, voice muffled but sure.

“So when you win that title,” Ashlynn added, “we’re totally telling people he proposed before you became champion, right? For melodramatic irony.”

Alexandra laughed, tears stinging her eyes. “Absolutely.”

Ashlynn smiled, content, then yawned hard. “Okay. Now I’m actually tired.”

Alexandra kissed the top of her daughters head and stepped back into the hallway, the glow of the ring catching the light again. Behind her, Vegas hummed on bright, loud, relentless. But inside the apartment, everything felt solid. Anchored. Like they were exactly where they were supposed to be.



Ghosts of the Past
Flamingo Casino
Las Vegas, Nevada


The Flamingo never sleeps.

It pretends to rest, cycles the lights, softens the music late at night, but it never really shuts its eyes. Alexandra noticed that immediately. The hum stayed constant. The kind of sound that crawls under your skin if you stand still eternal enough. She liked that. She stood motionless in the courtyard, hands light at her sides, posture relaxed in a way that came from certainty instead of comfort. Neon washed over her skin in soft pinks and reds, turning everything unreal, like the world was trying to hide its incisive edges under beautiful colors. Water rippled idly nearby. Decorative. Controlled. Designed to look peaceful.

Nothing here was peaceful.

“People say this place is haunted,” Alexandra said calmly, almost absent-minded. “They always do. Anywhere with sufficient history gets labeled that way eventually. Easier to blame ghosts than admit what humans do when they want something deplorable sufficient.”

She shifted her weight slightly, boots grinding faintly against stone. “They talk about mobsters. Visionaries. Criminals with ambition so heavy, sufficient to kill for. Men who thought they owned the future until it turned around and shot them in the back.” A dim smile crossed her face. “That kind of story makes people feel better. Makes it feel distant. Like it could never be them.”

She looked out over the courtyard, eyes unfocused, as if she were staring through layers of time instead than space. “But the ghosts that matter are quieter than that. They don’t announce themselves. They don’t rattle chains or whisper names.” Her jaw tightened slightly. “They just sit with you. Patient. Persistent. Waiting for you to slow down sufficiently enough to hear them.”

She inhaled slowly. “Those ghosts sound like the referee’s hand hitting the mat a third time for someone else. They sound like a crowd going quiet because they thought you were going to win and you didn’t.” Her eyes flickered. “They sound like applause that fades too quickly.”

Alexandra turned her head slightly, as if addressing someone standing nearby. “You don’t know those sounds yet, Alicia. Not really. You’ve been insulated from them. Protected. Wins stacked neatly so people can pretend this industry is fair.” She let out a quiet breath through her nose.

“I’ve lived inside those sounds. They followed me from city to city. From ring to ring. Every time I was told I was close. Every time someone said I was severe but not dependable. What was it so many have called it before, reckless?”

She nodded slowly, as if agreeing with voices only she could hear. “Reckless means you don’t fit into the shape they want. It means you don’t know when to stop. It means you’re willing to go places other people won’t and accept the consequences without asking for sympathy.” Her eyes lifted, calm but sharp. “They said it was a flaw. Like it was something I should sand down, soften, apologize for.”

Her mouth curled faintly. “But bold is just another word for someone who already understands what losing feels like. Someone who isn’t afraid of the damage because the damage has already happened.” She leaned forward slightly, voice steady, unsettling in its certainty. “I didn’t survive all of that to become careful. I survived it so I could finally stop hesitating.”

Her hands flexed once. Then she allowed them to relax.

“They don’t scream anymore,” she continued. “They used to. Back when I still cared what they meant.” Her expression softened into something unsettlingly neutral. “Now they just remind me of patterns. Mistakes. Weaknesses I already burned out of myself.”

She stepped near to the water, staring down at her reflection as it fractured with each ripple. “This is the part people misunderstand about failure. They think it breaks you or humbles you.” A soft laugh escaped her. “Failure teaches you where the rules stop working.”

She tilted her head. “Every loss I took showed me incisively how thin the margin really is. How frail momentum can be. How hot admiration turns into doubt once people decide you are no longer convenient.”

Her gaze hardened. “I learned how forgotten you are the moment you stop winning.”

Alexandra straightened and looked outward again. “You don’t fight with that knowledge. You perform with it. You posture. You protect what you have.” She shook her head slowly. “I fight with the understanding that everything can be taken at any time.”

She paused, letting the idea sit. “That does something to you,” she said quietly. “It strips aside the fantasy. The part where you imagine this being about fairness or destiny.” Her lips twitched. “It turns every match into a negotiation with pain.”

She clasped her hands generally behind her back, pacing slowly now. Not restless. Measured. “People think I’m intense because I move fast or hit hard.” She glanced to the side. “That’s not it. I’m intense because I don’t rush. I don’t need to.”

She stopped again. “I already know what happens when things go wrong. I’ve lived it. I’ve worn it. I’ve had it replayed back to me by strangers who think they understand my career better than I do.”

Her eyes lifted slightly, incisive and focused. “That’s why I’m calm now.”

A beat.

“You stand in the ring with confidence, Alicia. Real confidence. I’m not taking that from you.” Alexandra nodded once. “You believe in your skill. Your presence. Your god given right to be there.”

Her voice lowered. “I believe in my tolerance.”

She stepped forward again, just sufficient to feel the water cool against the edge of her boots. “I know how much I can be hurt before it stops mattering. I know how much pressure it takes before I stop thinking about winning and start thinking about surviving.”

Her mouth curved faintly. “That’s not something you train for. That’s something you earn.”

She turned her head slightly, as if listening to something only she could hear. “The ghosts ask the exact same question every time.” A pause. “What if this is it? What if you fail again?”

Alexandra exhaled slowly. “And every time, I give the voices in my head the exact same answer.”

She leaned forward slightly, voice constant and quiet. “Then I fail again. And I keep going. And I learn something modern about how far I can be pushed.”

“You think this is about skill. You think this is about power. You think this is about who can hit harder or move faster. That’s what they all tell themselves when they step into the ring. They cling to it like a lifeline because they’re afraid to admit what this really is.” Power was just a concept of the feeble mind.

“It’s about recklessness. Pure, naked recklessness. Not the kind that gets applause or fills highlight reels. The kind that sits in your chest and laughs at you while the crowd cheers. The kind that doesn’t care if you’re loved, admired, or remembered. The kind that asks you to keep going when every mental part of you says stop.”

As wrestling often was. It was about the chaos, the carnage. Watching someone destroy someone else, only for the solitary purpose of entertainment. Had been that way since the days of honest to goodness Roman empires.

“That’s what I’ve been listening to my entire career. Not the marks. Not the fans. Not the commentators with their refined sentences and dull smiles. The recklessness. The raw, irrefutable fact that nothing is owed to you. Ever. And you either accept that or you fold.”

HAHA see there another “gambling term”. Folding is what causes people to lose. Risks were meant to be taken.

“I didn’t accept it. I swallowed it whole. I made it part of me. I turned it into something sharp, something unrelenting. And you? You’ve been allowed to live in the safety of convenience, in the illusion of order. You’ve been told that talent is enough, that effort equals reward. You haven’t seen how quickly those rules vanish when someone wants your place more than they want to breathe.”

Even if it means Alexandra made her stop breathing, just eternal enough to pass out.

“I have. Every single time. Every imminent call, every narrow escape, every questionable loss that everyone else labeled a failure, they were lessons. Brutal, humiliating, exhausting lessons that nobody else wanted to teach me. And I learned them all. I didn’t just survive them. I cataloged them, I studied them, I let them sink into my bones.”

In this industry, hesitation could fuck you over in a heartbeat.

“And now? Now there is no hesitation. Now there is no doubt. Now there is no pretense of restraint. Everything I do in that ring is intentional. Every strike, every move, every second of movement is calculated, but calculated in a way that doesn’t look calculated. That’s the difference. That’s what separates someone who just survives from someone who dominates.”

Calculated, Cold, Cunning and Engaged. Focus and clarity came easily these days.

“You think you can intimidate me. You think you can unsettle me. You think I’m like the others who felt the heat and blinked, who felt the pressure and stumbled, who felt the inevitability of loss and froze. You’re wrong.”

No holding back, no restraint this time. “Because I’ve seen what happens when restraint dies. I’ve learned the rhythm of chaos, and I’ve choreographed myself around it. I move through it, I exploit it, I become it. And you? You’ll just be standing there, thinking it’s a match, thinking it’s a competition, thinking that any of this is fair.

Fairness and equality, what a laugh. You couldn’t compare the two of them, as you couldn’t compare any two wrestlers ever.

“Fair doesn’t exist in this ring. Fair exists in pamphlets, in rulebooks, in motivational speeches. It’s for people who are afraid to push too far, to risk too much. I am not afraid. Not of you. Not of this arena. Not of the consequences of pushing every limit, breaking every expectation, shattering every assumption about what someone in my position can do.” A pause, faster than the last, the momentum she had built up, showing through.

“So go ahead. Look at me. Study me. Try to predict me. Try to map me, analyze me, contain me. Because every second you spend doing that, I am moving faster. I am thinking deeper. I am building the inevitability of what comes next while you are still wondering if you can survive it.” She shrugged her shoulders with a smile.

“When that bell rings, it won’t be a fight. It won’t be a contest of skill or endurance or popularity. It will be the point where I finally finish every question, every doubt, every assumption anyone has always dared to place on me. I am not here to win applause. I am not here to perform for a crowd. I am here to end it. Your reign as the Bombshell Roulette Champion.”

She remembered her reign as if it was just yesterday. But the title still didn’t make her, she did that on her own.

“And when it’s over, you won’t know what hit you. You’ll only know that it did. And that will be enough. Because I don’t need permission. I don’t need validation. I don’t need someone else to tell me what I am capable of. I already know.”

She had proved that time and time again, whenever a heavy match came around, management put her name in that match. “I am done playing by the rules anyone else wrote. I am done being careful. I am done pretending that restraint matters. The ring is mine at this moment. And I will bend it, break it, dominate it, and leave no doubt behind.”

She motioned to the camera and then around herself.

“Everything else, the titles, the accolades, the commentary, the applause, they are just noise. And I am a storm. A storm that doesn’t wait. A storm that doesn’t apologize. A storm that doesn’t care who survives and who doesn’t.” Something about everything that had happened, brought her to this point. To the point where recklessness was a gift.

“Step inside if you want. Stand there and try. Test me. But know this before you even take the first step: I’ve been waiting for this. I’ve been preparing for this. And nothing, absolutely nothing, is going to stop what happens next.”

She smirked looking at the camera. “I don’t chase victory. I claim it. I don’t fight opponents. I dismantle them. I don’t enter the ring. I own it. And when it’s done, the only thing left will be the fact that I was here. And that will be enough.”

She straightened, eyes cold now. “You don’t scare me because you might beat me. You scare the people who haven’t learned how to lose yet.” She began pacing again, slow circles, moot movements. “You want to keep the Bombshell Roulette Championship because it validates everything people already believe about you.” She nodded. “That makes sense. Titles are proof. They tell the world a simple story.”

Her gaze snapped forward. “I don’t need a simple story. I need closure.”

The word hung heavy. “Every loss left something unresolved,” Alexandra continued. “Every unreal win left a question mark.” Her jaw clenched. “This title answers them.” She stopped pacing. “Not because it makes me a champion. Because it proves the ghosts of my ancient mistakes, and everyone else wrong.”

Her expression shifted. Something cracked just sufficient to show the edge beneath. “They tell me I hesitate. That when it matters most, I overthink. That I can’t do it, that I can't win.”

Her smile was thin. “They haven’t seen what happens when I stop caring how it looks.”

She took another breath, dull and controlled. “I am not here to impress anyone. I am not here to be admired.” Her eyes burned. “I am here to finish something.”

The Flamingo buzzed behind her. Laughter echoed faintly from inside. Tourists chase luck without realizing what luck costs. Alexandra ignored it all. “This place understands that,” she said quietly. “Vegas doesn’t reward restraint. It rewards nerves. It rewards people willing to bet everything aware the house might still win.”

She nodded to herself. “That’s honest.”

She turned amply now, facing the camera in front of her once more. “You walk into Inception thinking this is about defending a title.” A pause. “I walk in aware I am confronting every version of myself that didn’t get it done.”

Her eyes narrowed. “Those versions are cruel. They don’t forgive. They don’t forget.” Her voice softened, almost gentle. “I do.” She stepped forward one more time, stopping at the edge of the courtyard. “When the bell rings, the noise fades. The ghosts go quiet.” Her lips curled faintly. “All that’s left is instinct.” She tilted her head.

“And instinct doesn’t care about reputation.” She gave a wink at the camera.

Her voice dropped to a soft whisper. “When I pin you, it will feel triumphant. It’ll feel necessary.” She straightened, posture relaxed, certainty absolute. “You won’t be the villain of my story. You’ll just be the moment it stopped haunting me.” Alexandra turned toward the casino doors, the neon reflecting off her eyes like a warning light.

“At Inception, this isn’t a match.” She paused.

“It’s an exorcism.” She smiled, calm and unmistakably unhinged. “And I am finally ready to let the ghosts go.”

With that she walks into the darkness of the desert night, the Las Vegas lights glinting off the new shiny piece of jewelry on the ring finger of her left hand.

11
So the story continues
Alexandra’s Blog
Las Vegas, Nevada


I hope everyone had an amazing Christmas and are starting the New Year off on a high note. I know I had a wonderful Christmas week! I spent mine surrounded by family and friends, people who I hold dear to me. I’m still stuck trying to figure out this puzzle box that LJ gave me. But I know that I will eventually defeat it. I did say I wanted a challenge, never expected that challenge to come from my boyfriend. With the holiday season passed, we move on.

Now, we look forward to Inception VIII. I ended the year staring down the barrel knowing that anything could have happened. It did, just like that, another name gets added to the list of people who thought standing in my way was a saintly idea.  Like they believed they were “cleansing” the wrestling world of my name. Climax Control came and went, and Frankie found out the explosive way that I wasn’t bluffing, not for a second. She stepped onto those tracks thinking she could stare me down, thinking I’d slow up, hesitate, second guess myself. What she got alternatively was impact. What she got was reality. The train didn’t stop. It ran straight through her. And I plan on keeping that momentum going.

See, Frankie’s tough. I’ll give her that. She fights like she’s got something to prove, like she’s been overlooked one too many times. But so have I. The difference is, I don’t blink when it’s time to pull the trigger. I don’t hesitate when things get uncomfortable. I thrive there. And when the dust settled, when the noise died down and the referee’s hand hit the mat, there was no doubt left in anyone’s mind that I was the better woman that night.

That win wasn’t just about Frankie. It was about momentum. It was about reminding Sin City Wrestling, and myself, that I don’t need excuses, sympathy, or perfect circumstances to deliver. I need a ring, an opponent, and a reason. Frankie just happened to be next. And now?. Now my eyes are locked firmly on Inception.

Alicia Lukas, the Bombshell Roulette Championship is no longer a distant idea or a future plan. It’s right there. good enough to touch. Every step I’ve taken this month from Victoria, to Frankie, through chaos, injury, and distractions has led me straight to you. Back to MY Bombshell Roulette Title. I’m not coming in hopeful. I’m not coming in cautious. I’m coming in sharpened, prepared, and absolutely convinced that this is my moment.

So enjoy whatever comfort that title gives you while you can. Because I’m walking into Inception with fire in my chest, blood on my knuckles, and proof behind every word I’ve spoken. Frankie learned. Victoria learned. And soon enough, the rest of the world will remember.

This isn’t a comeback story.

This is a warning.

And it’s written in blood, sweat and tears.


Your Forever Champion,
Alexandra Calaway



Loves Puzzling Challenge
LJ and Alexandra’s apartment
Las Vegas, Nevada


Alexandra did not pick the puzzle box up right away.

That alone should have told her how mischievously it had gotten under her skin. She sat on the couch with her legs tucked beneath her, coffee cooling forgotten on the table, and stared at the thing like it might flinch first if she waited long enough. It sat there incisively as it had all week. Polished. Silent. totally likewise confident for an inanimate object.

She hated that it felt smug. The apartment had settled into a quieter rhythm after LJ disappeared into the bedroom, the sound of running water and the unpredictable shift of movement reminding her she was not alone. That helped. A little. It kept her from spiraling likewise problematic into the idea that she was losing a battle to a woody box. Still, the tension sat large in her shoulders.

Alexandra prided herself on not quitting. She walked away from things when it was strategic, not when they bruised her ego. This did both. Every time she thought she was close, the box stalled, locked itself down, refused to move another inch. She leaned forward and finally picked it up, fingers usual with its weight now. She rotated it slowly, resisting the urge to jump straightforward to the panels she knew would move. She had cooked that enough times already. It had gotten her nowhere. Her thumb traced one of the grooves, the wood politic and warm from the apartment air. The pattern curved, doubled back on itself, disappeared beneath a seam that looked nonfunctional until you stared overly long.

Alexandra frowned and she pressed lightly. Nothing.

She tried again, adjusting pressure, angle, timing. The panel shifted the synoptical fraction it always did before stopping. That familiar resistance met her like a wall. “Unbelievable,” she muttered. She set the box down harder than she meant to and leaned back, scrubbing a hand over her face. "I can solve video game puzzles and I play Dungeons and Dragons, but this thing is worse than any mimic box." The frustration was no longer sharp. It had settled into something heavier. Persistent. The kind that whispered around missed details and witless assumptions.

She hated that part the most.

Because it meant the problem was not the box. It was her. Alexandra forced herself to slow down. She stood and moved around the table, crouching so she could see the box from an inferior angle. The grooves did look diametric from down here, but not in a way that made fast sense. If anything, they raised more questions. She turned the box and tried again, testing a diametric panel. Equal result. She bit down on her lip, irritation bubbling. She could feel herself wanting to brute force it, wanting to apply more pressure just to see what would happen. She knew better. The box had already proven that approach useless.

That did not make it easier to resist. Her gaze drifted concisely toward the bedroom door. She knew LJ could help if she asked. He had offered. He always did. That was not the point. She wanted to win this on her own. Not because of pride alone, though that was part of it, but because she needed to know she could calmly figure things out when they refused to be straightforward. That she had not incomprehensible that part of herself somewhere between packing her life into boxes and starting over in a red hot city.

Alexandra sat back down and picked the puzzle box up again, this time closing her eyes as she turned it in her hands. She focused on the feel alternatively of the sight. The weight distribution. The slight shifts when she rotated it. The way some sides felt further unanimous than others. She pressed at a seam she had not tried in a while. Nothing happened. She exhaled precipitously through her nose and opened her eyes.

“Okay,” she said quietly. “Fine.” She tried another approach. She rotated the box totally and slid a panel that had always felt secondary, something she assumed would come later. It moved, then stopped in the same exasperating way as everything else.

The box gave her just enough to keep her hooked. That might have been the cruelest part. Minutes passed. Or maybe longer. Time blurred as she cycled through possibilities, ruling out patterns that led nowhere, noting reactions that changed nothing. She made progress in millimeters that never compounded. Eventually, her shoulders sagged. Alexandra leaned back against the couch and stared at the ceiling, the box resting grueling in her lap. She felt tired in a way that had nothing to do with sleep. This was intellectual exhaustion. The kind that came from circling the indistinguishable problem without finding a refreshing angle. She hated that too.

“I am missing something,” she whispered. “I know I am.” She did not throw the box. She did not ask for help. She did not give up. But she set it down. Carefully. The puzzle box sat where she left it, unchanged, unbothered by her effort.

“Perhaps LJ is right, this isn’t about one person. Maybe I should let him help me.” Alexandra watched the puzzle box for a retentive moment, jaw set, resolve hardening alternatively of breaking. This was not over. It was hardly not today. And as frustrating as that realization was, she knew one thing with univocal certainty. She would come back to it. Because she always did.


Ghosts of the Past
Flamingo Casino
Las Vegas, Nevada


The Flamingo glowed like a lie told too many times. Pink neon washed over the courtyard, reflecting off water that looked calm until you stared too long and noticed how it never quite sat still. Alexandra moved through the space like she belonged to it, boots clicking softly against stone, her presence heavy and deliberate. This place remembered violence. It remembered ambition soaked in blood and champagne. The Flamingo was not just a casino. It was a grave with a bar built on top of it.

She stopped near the edge of the garden, fingers trailing along a marble column that had seen decades of sins. The air felt thick, charged, as if the dead were leaning in close to listen. Bugsy Siegel’s spirit was said to linger here, furious and proud, surrounded by the echoes of mobsters who bled money and men into the desert to build modern Vegas. Alexandra smiled, slow and sharp, eyes gleaming with something unwell and unrepentant.

“I know you’re here,” she said softly, her voice carrying just enough to cut through the night. “All of you. Watching. Judging. Measuring. Trying to decide my fate through reliving your past.” She laughed under her breath, a sound that did not carry humor so much as hunger. She turned her gaze outward, as if Alicia herself stood across from her beneath the neon palms.

“Alicia,” Alexandra said, tasting the name. “You walk into this like it’s another photoshoot. Another headline. Another moment where everyone tells you how untouchable you are.” Her head tilted slightly, an almost curious gesture. “Do you know what this place was built on? Men who thought they were untouchable. Men who smiled right up until the gun went off. Men who found out that fame, often led them to an early grave.”

She stepped closer to the water, her reflection warping and breaking with every ripple. “This is where Vegas learned how to sin properly. Where ambition learned it had a body count. You feel it, don’t you?” Her eyes lifted, wild and bright. “That pressure in your chest when the lights hit and you realize this is,” she paused. “Much bigger than you. Hell, even bigger than me.”

Alexandra’s fingers curled slowly into a fist. “I am not here to outshine you, to end your career. I am here to end your reign. There is a difference.”

She paced now, controlled but restless, like a predator circling prey it already owned. “You see a chance to keep your title. I see survival. I see validation carved out of bone and broken pride. I will bleed for that Bombshell title, I have before and I’ll do it again and again. I will break rules, bodies, and reputations. And I will smile while I do it.”

She stopped abruptly, staring straight ahead as if Alicia stood inches away. “And you?” Alexandra scoffed. “You want to win, to keep your hold on that title. I need to win, to redeem my past losses. And that,” she paused. “That makes me dangerous.”

The neon buzzed overhead. Somewhere distant, laughter echoed from tourists who had no idea they were standing on sacred criminal ground. Alexandra lowered her voice, almost intimate now. “Bugsy died because he believed the dream belonged to him. Everyone here thought they owned Vegas until it reminded them who really held the knife.” Her smile returned, wider now, unhinged and unapologetic. “At the Flamingo, ghosts don’t rest. They collect. And I am here to take back my Bombshell Roulette Title.”

She leaned in, eyes cold and gleaming. “When I take the Bombshell championship, Alicia, remember this moment. Remember that you were warned. This city rewards monsters. And I am exactly what it’s been waiting for.”

Alexandra stayed where she was, the water at her feet trembling as if something beneath the surface was breathing. The Flamingo whispered around her, the old walls heavy with memory. Every corner of this place had been bought with blood or betrayal, sometimes both, and she felt at home in it. She lifted her chin, eyes unfocused for a moment, as if she were listening to voices no one else could hear.

“They built this city on nerve,” she said quietly. “On men who were willing to kill a friend over a handshake and call it business.” Her lips curled. “That’s the kind of honesty I respect.”

She turned slowly, facing the imagined shape of Alicia again, her posture relaxed but coiled with violence. “You all think I’m unstable,” Alexandra continued, her voice gaining strength. “You all whisper it backstage. You all warn people about me like I’m some kind of problem that needs managing.” She laughed, sharp and sudden. “You’re right. I am a problem. I just happen to be your problem at Inception. Are you sure you are ready to handle it?”

She stepped forward, boots splashing lightly at the edge of the water. “You stand in that ring with perfect posture and perfect hair, telling yourself that skill and charm are enough. That the Bombshell Roulette title will stay right where it is because you deserve it.” Alexandra shook her head slowly. “Deserve is a fairy tale word. Vegas doesn’t care what you deserve. It only cares what you take.”

The lights reflected off her eyes, making them look almost feral. “I don’t sleep before big moments like this. I pace. I plan. I replay the sound of bones hitting canvas in my head until it feels like music.” She pressed a hand to her chest. “This isn’t adrenaline. This is clarity.”

Her voice dropped again, intimate and dangerous. “I will grab that title like it owes me money. I will pull you down into the deep end and hold you there until the panic sets in and you realize you misjudged me.” She smiled. “That moment when your confidence cracks. That’s my favorite part.”

Alexandra glanced toward the towering hotel, pink lights humming like a heartbeat. “This place remembers men who thought fear made them weak. They were wrong. Fear makes you honest. And I am brutally honest about what I am.” She turned back, eyes locked on her invisible opponent. “Alicia, when we step into that ring, this stops being a match. It becomes a reckoning. I am not here to prove I belong. I am here to carve my name into history and leave you wondering how you ever thought you could stop me.”

She took one last step forward, voice steady and cold. “The Flamingo crowned kings and buried them in the same breath. At Inception VIII for the Bombshell Roulette Championship, I am doing the same thing.” Her grin widened, twisted and unwavering. “Pray that the ghosts like you. I already know they like me.”

Alexandra stepped inside the casino proper, the air shifting the moment the doors closed behind her. The Flamingo smelled different at night. Old smoke trapped in velvet, stale perfume clinging to carpet, money that had passed through too many desperate hands. The slots chimed and sang, cheerful and false, but beneath the noise there was another rhythm. A pulse. A memory.

She walked slowly between the machines, her fingers brushing the edges of chrome and glass. For a moment the reflections did not match her movements. Shapes lingered where no bodies stood. Men in sharp suits with hollow eyes. Women draped in silk and secrets. She could see them in the corners of the mirrors, flickering like damaged film.

“Still playing,” she murmured. “Still pretending the house doesn’t always win.”

A shadow passed through a row of slot machines, the lights dimming as it moved. Alexandra stopped, watching it with open fascination. “Bugsy,” she said calmly. “You built this place like a throne and they shot you for it. Isn’t that beautiful?” She smiled. “That’s the risk of vision. People kill what they cannot control. They attempt to end something so powerful, without a single thought.”

She continued walking, heels sinking slightly into carpet worn thin by decades of greed. At the tables, the dealers’ smiles stretched too wide, their hands moving with mechanical precision. For a split second, their faces shifted. Their eyes went dead and their mouths stopped smiling. She saw blood where chips should be, red soaking into green felt before snapping back to normal.

Alexandra leaned down, resting her palms on an empty blackjack table. “This is what Alicia doesn’t understand,” she said softly. “She thinks pressure comes from crowds and cameras.” Her reflection in the polished surface grinned back at her, eyes too bright. “Pressure comes from knowing everything around you wants to take something from you. I’ve known that, experienced it in my many years in this industry.”

She straightened, pacing again. “I walk into a ring and I am calm because I already made peace with the worst parts of myself. I don’t flinch. I don’t hesitate.” Her voice lowered. “I don’t stop when it hurts. I’ve never done that before, why would I start now?”

A laugh echoed somewhere behind her, low and rough, not belonging to any living throat. Alexandra turned her head slowly toward the sound. “I know,” she said. “You all did terrible things for power. You ruined lives and called it legacy.” She inhaled deeply. “I respect that honesty.”

She stopped beneath a chandelier, its crystals casting fractured light across her face. “Alicia wants to be admired,” Alexandra continued. “She wants to be remembered as graceful, dominant, untouchable.” Her expression hardened. “I want her to remember the moment she realized none of that mattered.”

She clenched her hands, knuckles whitening. “When I pin her. When the mat is cold against her back and the noise fades and it’s just me and her heartbeat.” Her lips parted in a slow, unsettling smile. “That’s when she’ll see me clearly.”

The shadows gathered closer now, drifting between tables and machines like curious spectators. Alexandra welcomed them. “You built this city by breaking people,” she said to the ghosts. “I am just following tradition.”

She turned toward the exit, eyes blazing with intent. “Alicia,” she said, voice carrying through the casino like a promise, “this title isn’t a prize. It’s a sacrifice. And I am more than willing to make one.”

The lights flickered as Alexandra moved deeper into the casino, and then something shifted. Not abruptly. Not cleanly. Time here did not snap. It bled.

The music softened, warped, slowing until the electronic hum of modern Vegas thinned into something older. Brass. Cigarette haze. The carpet beneath her boots felt thicker, heavier, as if decades of footsteps pressed back. She inhaled and the air burned her lungs, smoke and whiskey and gun oil. The Flamingo no longer pretended to be polite.

She looked around and the slots were gone.

In their place stood men in suits cut sharp and expensive, hats tilted low, faces half-hidden in shadow. Their voices murmured over one another, low and dangerous, deals being made without paper, without witnesses. Women leaned against tables, lipstick dark, eyes calculating. Chips clacked together with the weight of real consequence. This was the 1940s, and it watched her walk through it like an intruder who belonged.

Alexandra smiled.

“So this is it,” she said aloud, her voice steady, reverent in a twisted way. “This is where monsters learned how to wear manners.”

A man passed straight through her shoulder. She did not flinch. His laugh lingered in her ear, rough and cruel. She turned slowly, meeting the empty space where his eyes should have been. “You would have liked me,” she said calmly. “I don’t bluff. I don’t fold. Alexandra Calaway never folds.”

She stepped forward and the crowd parted without realizing it. Cards slapped down on tables. Money changed hands. Somewhere a woman screamed, then laughed, then disappeared behind a curtain that smelled like regret. Alexandra’s reflection appeared in a mirrored column, but it was wrong. Her eyes looked darker. Wilder. Like she had already crossed a line she could never come back from.

“This is what Alicia is walking into,” she continued, voice low and deliberate. “She thinks history is a backdrop. A theme. A cute story for commentary.” Alexandra leaned closer to the glass. “History has teeth. And it bites hard when you disrespect it.”

She dragged her fingers across a table edge and saw blood smear beneath them, fresh and vivid, before vanishing again. “You men built Vegas by taking what you wanted and daring anyone to stop you,” she said to the ghosts. “You killed for less than a title. You ruined lives for pride.”

Her grin sharpened. “I am not ashamed of what I am willing to do. I think I’ve proven that time and time again. I am done proving myself. Especially to those who don't believe.”

The room seemed to close in around her, walls tightening, the weight of the past pressing against her spine. She welcomed it. She thrived in it. “Alicia,” Alexandra said, voice rising just enough to carry through decades, “you walk into the ring thinking this is sport. Thinking your code and rules will save you.” She stopped in the center of the casino floor, shadows circling her like a jury that already knew the verdict. “I walk in like these men did. Like everything is on the line. Like someone is going to leave changed or not leave at all.”

Her eyes gleamed with something unwell, something honest. “I will drag you backward through every mistake you never paid for. I will make you feel small. I will make you doubt every cheer you ever believed was real.”

The ghosts leaned closer now. Watching. Approving.

“When the ref’s hand hits the mat,” Alexandra whispered, “this city will remember you the way it remembers everyone else. As something that is lost.” She straightened, shoulders squared, fearless. “The Flamingo crowned kings before it buried them. Alicia.” Her smile was slow, vicious. “You don’t get to be the exception.”

With that she walked from the view of the camera, disappearing into the casino crowd.

12
Climax Control Archives / No More Uncertainty
« on: December 19, 2025, 10:34:56 PM »
As the World Falls Down
LJ’s Apartment
Las Vegas, Nevada


Here we are, the end of the year is upon us, Christmas is here and we are staring down the barrel of the annual Toy’s for Tot’s, Sin City Wrestling, Winter Wonderslam show. Now I’ve done many Toys For Tots events while in this industry, but this year, I don’t know, it just seems so different. It’s more than just another stop on the road for me. It’s another chance to show that despite the horrible showing this year, I’m still one of the best Sin City Wrestling has.

Now, with the holiday season upon us, let’s start from the top of my December. Why don’t we? First off, a ghost from my past arrives and basically slaps some sense into me. Thanks Jubal by the way for reminding me just who the fuck I am. I needed that, seriously, I mean it. Then we fast forward to Climax Control and what happens, my boyfriend got injured by a piece of shit, a worthless joke of a man, who thought that attacking someone on the ramp was the way to go. Then pokes the bear by verbally berating my family and he thought I wouldn’t find a way to be out there when he faced off against LJ’s brother Miles, my best friend Miles, the same man who by no surprise, beat the ever loving shit out of Billy boy. And I made sure that his little wifey-poo manager couldn’t get involved, since they like to accuse others of doing the very same thing they are WELL known for doing. Which leads me to that night.

Enter Victoria Lyons, I did exactly what I said I would. I defeated Victoria Lyons, finally closing that chapter of what is really a life-long feud. Will she and I ever see eye to eye? No. I doubt it, because while we both carry that same flame for destruction, it was time that the tides changed for her. Though I know, give it time and we will find our ways back to each other. It’s only a matter of where and when. Just know Vicky, I’ll be waiting to remind you that diamond you think you are.. It was me that made the pressure happen. I was the one who sharpened your sword. And you used it to stab me in the back. But instead of crumbling and never returning, I came back and used that sword and took you down.

I’m making a bee-line for Inception and my match against Alicia Lukas for the Bombshell Roulette title. I’m not going to waste it. I had Victoria in my path there and I put her down. Now Frankie finds herself standing on the tracks and this train isn’t stopping. If she wants to play chicken with this train, I’ll put her down the same way I did Victoria. I will go into Inception primed and ready to remove the burden of the Bombshell Roulette Championship from Alicia. Frankie, if you think that Climax Control is going to be a walk in the park, I’m going to need you to just take a look at everything that’s happened in the past few weeks and ask yourself, is it really going to be that easy?

As for LJ, since I’ve been asked many questions. He’s doing well, healing up and looking forward to being back at work in the new year. Doctor’s said he’s healing up well and that there wasn’t any major damage. Bill should thank his God for that. Or this would be a different message. Now, I’m going to finish decorating for Christmas in our new home and mentally prepare to tear into Frankie and go into Inception on top.

Alexandra Calaway



Soul Sisters
Goldfield Hotel
Goldfield, Nevada


The doors of the Goldfield Hotel open with a sound that feels older than rust, a low, dragging complaint that echoes deeper than it should. Alexandra steps inside alone, and the air changes immediately; thick, stale, heavy with a silence that doesn’t feel empty so much as occupied. Dust hangs in the dim light like something suspended mid-breath, unwilling to settle, unwilling to move on. The outside world seals itself shut behind her, and the hotel receives her without ceremony, without welcome, the way a place that has swallowed too many people learns to do.

She doesn’t rush. She never does anymore. Her boots carry her forward at an unhurried pace, each step measured, deliberate, the sound of leather on warped floorboards traveling farther than it should through the cavernous lobby. The building feels hollowed out, like something vital was taken from it and never returned, leaving behind only structure and memory. Alexandra’s shoulders square instinctively, not out of fear, but recognition. She knows this kind of space. She has lived inside it.

The hotel belongs to Mika now; ownership stamped on paper, keys exchanged, history claimed by someone still breathing, but the walls don’t seem to acknowledge that fact. Ownership is a shallow concept here. The Goldfield Hotel does not feel possessed so much as endured. It stands the way something stands after realizing escape was never an option, only survival.

Alexandra slows near the center of the lobby, her gaze lifting toward the ceiling where shadows gather in corners that light never quite reaches. She can feel the weight of expectation pressing down, the invisible pressure of roles long assigned and never questioned. Wife. Ornament. Proof. Ghost. The hotel hums softly, a frequency just below sound, and something in her chest tightens in response.

“I know,” she murmurs, not sure who the words are meant for.

The thought arrives uninvited, unwelcome, and unmistakably clear: You were never meant to leave. Not the hotel. Not life. Not the shape someone else decided you would take.

Alexandra exhales slowly, her breath fogging faintly in the cold interior air. She doesn’t believe in coincidence, not anymore. Places like this attract the discarded, the contained, the women who were built into cages and told it was love. She takes a step toward the grand staircase, fingers trailing lightly along the banister, the wood worn smooth by hands that once climbed it daily, hands that belonged to someone who had nowhere else to go.

Elizabeth.

The name doesn’t echo. It settles.

She doesn’t see her; not the way stories want you to, not a figure in white or a shadow at the edge of vision. What Alexandra feels instead is presence, dense and intimate, like a thought that has been thinking itself for decades and finally found someone capable of hearing it. Elizabeth is not angry here. She is not a spectacle. She is a restraint that never broke, longing that calcified into permanence.

Alexandra ascends the stairs slowly, each step creaking beneath her weight, the sound swallowed by the hotel as if even noise knows better than to linger. Her hand tightens on the railing as understanding blooms, sharp and unwelcome. Elizabeth was not trapped by walls alone. She was trapped by expectation, by the rigid architecture of what she was supposed to be, who she was supposed to serve, how small she was required to remain in order to be acceptable.

Alexandra stops halfway up the staircase, pulse steady, jaw set.

“I filled those roles too,” she says quietly, voice carrying just enough to feel honest. “I wore them until they started cutting into me.”

The hotel seems to lean in. Floorboards groan softly, not in protest, but acknowledgment.

Alexandra has spent her life being shaped by other people’s needs. The disciplined one. The controlled one. The reliable one. The one who could take it. Every expectation stacked neatly on her shoulders, each one praised as strength while quietly erasing her autonomy. She thinks of the way Elizabeth’s life was defined by proximity to someone else’s ambition, someone else’s image of success, until even her suffering had to be contained, sanitized, and made palatable.

Until there was nowhere left to go but inward.

Alexandra resumes climbing, the stairwell narrowing, shadows thickening with every step. She doesn’t feel watched so much as understood, and the realization unsettles her more than fear ever could. Elizabeth didn’t choose to stay. Staying was the consequence of being molded into something that no longer fit through the door.

The hallway at the top is long and dim, wallpaper peeling like old scabs, the air heavy with the residue of lives half-lived. Alexandra walks it slowly, her thoughts spiraling inward despite her efforts to keep them contained. She recognizes the pattern now; the way control disguises itself as care, the way cages are sold as protection. The way obedience is mistaken for virtue.

“I thought if I did everything right,” she whispers, stopping near a door left permanently ajar, “they’d let me be free eventually.”

The silence answers her, thick and knowing.

Elizabeth never got that freedom. She became part of the building instead, her presence woven into the beams and corridors, a permanent reminder of what happens when a woman’s will is treated as negotiable. Alexandra presses her palm flat against the wall, feeling the cold seep into her skin, grounding her in the moment.

“I didn’t disappear,” she says, more firmly now. “I refused.”

The hotel does not respond with warmth or comfort. It doesn’t absolve. It doesn’t forgive. It simply exists, bearing witness. That feels more honest than any consolation ever could.

Alexandra stands there for a long moment, alone but not lonely, surrounded by the weight of a history she did not live but understands intimately. Elizabeth’s presence does not cling to her, does not ask her to stay. It only mirrors something Alexandra has already survived. The suffocating stillness of being owned by expectation, the slow death of becoming an idea instead of a person.

When she finally turns back toward the stairs, her posture is unchanged, but something inside her has settled into place. She carries the understanding with her, not as a burden, but as a confirmation. She was never meant to be contained. Neither was Elizabeth.

One of them learned that too late.

The other will not.

Alexandra descends the staircase in silence, the hotel closing around her again as if sealing a confession into its walls. The doors wait at the far end of the lobby, patient, indifferent. When she reaches them, she pauses, not out of hesitation, but respect for the woman who stayed, and for the version of herself that never will.

The doors open. Night air rushes in. Alexandra steps through without looking back.

No Uncertainty Here
Red Rocks Amphitheatre
Denver, Colorado


Red Rocks Amphitheatre looms behind Alexandra like the ribcage of a long-dead god, jagged sandstone rising on both sides, carved by time, pressure, and violence. The stage is empty. The seats stretched into darkness, row after row of silent witnesses waiting for a show to begin. The wind cut sharply carrying the distant hum of Denver far below, but up here there is no civilization; only exposure, only stone, only the sense that something ancient is watching.

Alexandra stood alone on the stage, her back to the camera, her posture rigid. The wind tugged at her hair, trying to pull something loose, something buried beneath muscle and memory, and she did not fight it. For a long moment, she said nothing, her head slightly bowed but not in defeat, in concentration. Her voice broke the silence, steady and low, echoing faintly off the stone. “I can feel it now. The silence after a war.”

She turns her head slightly, enough so the camera catches the edge of her profile, the tension set deep in her jaw. “Victoria and I?” Her breath slows. “That wasn’t chaos. That was violence with purpose. That was understanding. Two women who knew exactly what the other was capable of and chose to walk into the fire anyway.”

She turns fully now, facing the camera, expression unreadable. No smile. No anger. Just something simmering beneath the surface, dangerous in its restraint. “Climax Control wasn’t about proving who was better. It was about survival. About refusing to disappear. About dragging the truth out of each other whether we wanted to see it or not.”

Her boots scrape softly against the stone as she steps forward. “And when it was over, when my hand was raised and hers wasn’t, I didn’t feel relief.” She exhales slowly through her nose. “I felt clarity.”

Clarity didn’t arrive gently. It didn’t come with peace or relief or the quiet satisfaction people like to imagine follows victory. It arrived like a blade sliding into place, like something locking shut behind her ribs. Standing there afterward, sweat cooling on her skin, lungs burning, hands still trembling from the violence she had just survived, Alexandra realized that winning hadn’t ended anything at all. It had stripped the excuses away. It had left her alone with the truth.

Victory didn’t heal her.

It sharpened her.

That understanding sits heavy in her chest now as the wind claws across the open stage, tugging at fabric, at hair, at memory. Red Rocks amplifies everything; sound, breath, silence. Even her thoughts feel louder here, echoing back at her with nowhere to hide.

She had expected to feel finished after Victoria. Vindicated. Proven. Instead, she felt exposed, like something ancient inside her had been dragged into the light and refused to go back into hiding. Victoria hadn’t just fought her. She had seen her. Had met her head-on and dared her not to look away from what stared back.

That kind of encounter changes you.

Alexandra inhales slowly, grounding herself in the cold bite of the air, in the solidity of stone beneath her boots. This place understands endurance. It understands what it means to remain standing long after softer things have crumbled into dust.

Her voice, when she speaks again, carries farther now, fuller, as if the amphitheatre itself has decided to listen. “People think winning is the end of the story,” she says quietly. “They think it closes a chapter. Ties things off. Makes sense of the damage.” A faint shake of her head. “It doesn’t.”

She turns slightly, eyes scanning the empty seats, imagining them filled, not with cheers, but with expectation. With judgment. With the weight of being seen. “Winning just removes the lies you tell yourself to survive losing.”

After Victoria, there was no lie left to cling to. No illusion that restraint made her noble. No fantasy that discipline alone could protect her from cruelty. She had crossed a line she could never uncross, and instead of destroying her, it had steadied her.

That scared her more than defeat ever had.

Alexandra takes another step forward, shoulders rolling back as if settling into her own skin more completely. “I stopped pretending pain was a tax you paid for belonging,” she continues. “I stopped believing suffering earned respect.” Her eyes narrow. “I realized the people who thrive in this world don’t endure pain, they apply it.”

The wind surges, rushing through the stands, howling like a warning siren. She lets it wash over her, lets it punctuate the thought. “And that’s when I started thinking about you again, Frankie.”

Not with anger. Not with obsession. With analysis.

Alexandra has always studied her opponents, but before, it had been technical. Mechanical. Footwork. Timing. Conditioning. Against Frankie, she learned something else entirely: how control functions as a weapon. How confidence, when wielded correctly, can suffocate someone before the first blow ever lands.

Frankie didn’t just beat her.

Frankie contained her.

“She didn’t rush me,” Alexandra says, voice low, deliberate. “Didn’t overpower me. Didn’t panic.” A faint, almost appreciative tilt of her head. “She let me exhaust myself trying to prove something.”

That memory still burns, not because it hurts, but because it taught her too much. Frankie’s greatest strength wasn’t speed or strength or even strategy. It was a certainty. The calm assurance that the match would bend to her will if she simply waited long enough.

“That kind of confidence is intoxicating,” Alexandra admits. “Especially when you haven’t earned your own yet.”

Back then, Alexandra had been chasing validation disguised as victory. Every move had carried the weight of please see me. Frankie had sensed it immediately. Had slowed the pace just enough to let doubt creep in. Had turned patience into a cage.

Alexandra stops pacing, eyes darkening as she stares straight into the camera. “You didn’t beat me because you were better,” she says evenly. “You beat me because you were certain. And I wasn’t.”

The silence that follows is thick, charged.

“I fixed that.” The words land without flourish, without heat. They don’t need it.

Certainty didn’t come from winning. It came from understanding exactly who she was willing to be when stripped of approval, of hope, of the need to be liked. It came from accepting that restraint had limits and that crossing them didn’t make her monstrous.

It made her effective.

Alexandra gestures again toward the stone, fingers brushing its surface as if reading a language only pressure understands. “These rocks weren’t formed gently,” she says. “They weren’t shaped by kindness. They were broken down layer by layer until only what could endure remained.”

Her hand presses flat against the cold stone. “I know what that feels like.” Every loss had taken something unnecessary with it. Every humiliation had peeled away a layer she no longer needed. Every time she’d been dismissed, underestimated, overlooked, something inside her had hardened instead of cracking.

She turns back to the camera slowly. “Victoria forced me to stop lying to myself. She showed me that survival isn’t enough.” Her eyes burn brighter. “Jubal reinforced it. Iron sharpens iron. And I learned that if I was going to exist in this world, truly exist, I couldn’t do it half-armed.”

Her pacing resumes, tighter now, more purposeful. “Everyone wants to diagnose me. To label the cracks they see. Call them instability. Call them weakness.” A low laugh. “They don’t understand geology.”

She stops sharply. “Cracks don’t mean collapse. They mean movement.”

The wind surges again, as if answering her. “I am not unraveling,” Alexandra says, voice steady, resolute. “I am shifting. Repositioning. Preparing.”

She steps closer, presence filling the frame. “You thrive on control, Frankie. On dictating rhythm. On pulling people into your pace until they forget their own.” Her lips curve, not quite a smile. “That only works on people who need permission to act.” She doesn’t. “I don’t care about your tempo,” she continues. “I don’t care about your confidence. I don’t care how calm you look while doing violence.” Her voice drops. “I care about results.”

Alexandra leans in slightly, eyes unblinking. “And the result of underestimating me will be catastrophic to your certainty.”

Another pause. This one was deliberate.

“I’m not haunted by my past anymore,” she says. “I’ve mastered it. Every hesitation you exploited is now cataloged. Every moment they waited for me to blink is now a weapon I know how to turn outward.”

She straightens. “I rebuilt myself from that loss. Reinforced every weak point. Burned down everything that depended on approval to function.”

The wind howls through Red Rocks, carrying her words far beyond the empty seats. “You don’t get to face the version of me that hoped hard work would be enough.” Her eyes lock in. “You get the version that understands consequence.”

Alexandra exhales slowly, controlled. “When that bell rings, I won’t be fighting to belong. I won’t be fighting to rewrite history.” Her expression turns feral. “I’ll be fighting to take something from you.

She points at the camera again, unwavering. “Your certainty.” The finality in her voice is unmistakable. “You lit the fuse when you beat me,” she says. “You walked away thinking the explosion had already happened.” A thin, dangerous smile crosses her lips. “You were wrong.”

The smile doesn’t last. It never does. Alexandra lets it fade as quickly as it came, because this isn’t about theatrics or satisfaction. It’s about truth, and truth doesn’t linger in expressions meant for other people. Truth settles deeper than that. It takes root. It waits.

She turns away from the camera again, slow and deliberate, facing the vast, empty sweep of Red Rocks as if the amphitheatre itself deserves the rest of what she has to say. The wind surges harder now, tearing through the open air, rushing past her ears until it almost sounds like voices layered on top of one another; old echoes, imagined crowds, memories of impact and breath and bone colliding under lights that never cared who survived them.

“This is the part no one sees,” she says quietly, not turning back. “The space after realization. After the moment where you understand there’s no going back.”

She inhales deeply, filling her lungs with cold air until it burns, until it grounds her in the present. “People think transformation is loud. Violent. Obvious.” A faint shake of her head. “They think it comes with explosions and spectacle.” Her hands flex at her sides. “They’re wrong.”

Transformation, she learned, happens in silence. In the moments when no one is watching. When you’re alone with the knowledge of what you’re capable of and you don’t flinch. When you stop asking yourself should I? and start asking how far? Alexandra steps closer to the edge of the stage again, looking down at the drop, at the distance between where she stands and where the city glows faintly below. The height doesn’t frighten her. It never has. Heights are honest. They don’t pretend there’s safety where there isn’t.

“I used to think restraint made me strong,” she continues. “That holding back meant I was disciplined. Controlled. Better.” Her lips press together briefly. “All it really meant was that I was afraid of what would happen if I stopped apologizing for my instincts.”

She remembers the first time she realized that mercy had limits. The first time she felt hesitation cost her something she couldn’t get back. The first time she understood that the world doesn’t reward potential. It rewards finality.

“I am done negotiating with myself,” Alexandra says, voice steady. “Done softening my edges so other people don’t bleed when they get too close.”

The wind whips around her again, stronger now, as if the amphitheatre itself is pushing back, testing her resolve. She welcomes it. Let it batter against her like resistance in training. Pressure reveals structure. It always has.

“I know exactly what I am,” she says. “I know what it costs. I know what it takes.”

She turns back toward the camera one final time, eyes dark, focused, stripped of anything unnecessary. There is no anger in them now. Just certainty, sharpened and cold.

“I am not fighting for redemption,” she says. “I am not fighting for validation. I am not fighting to prove I belong in any room, any ring, any conversation.”

Her voice lowers, grounded, immovable. “I fight because I finish what I start.” She takes a step forward, then another, until she stands exactly where she began; center stage, alone, perfectly framed by stone that has endured everything the world could throw at it.

“Every loss I’ve taken taught me something,” Alexandra continues. “Every scar stripped away something that didn’t matter. Every time I was underestimated, something inside me recalibrated.”

She places a hand over her sternum, not dramatic, just present. “What’s left isn’t fragile. It isn’t uncertain. It doesn’t hesitate.”

A pause. Heavy. Intentional. “I don’t spiral,” she says flatly. “I descend.”

The words hang there, unadorned. “Downward is where pressure lives. Where foundations are tested. Where only what’s real survives.” Her gaze never wavers. “And I am very real.”

She straightens fully now, posture relaxed but coiled, like something that knows it doesn’t need to rush. The fight will come. The bell will ring. Time will compress into moments where instinct decides everything.

“And when it does,” Alexandra says, “I won’t be looking for openings.” Her jaw sets. “I’ll be creating them.”

She lets the silence stretch again, long enough to feel uncomfortable, long enough to force attention. The wind roars through the stands, relentless, ancient, carrying her words outward whether anyone is there to hear them or not.

“This isn’t about revenge,” she finishes. “It’s about inevitability.”

One last breath. Calm. Centered. “I am the version of myself that remains when hope is removed from the equation,” Alexandra says. “I am what’s left after fear burns off. After doubt collapses. After permission is no longer required.” Her eyes harden, final and absolute. “I don’t ask,” she says. “I don’t wait. I won't stop.”

She turned from the camera once more, silhouette framed against the dark stone and open sky as the wind howled through Red Rocks like a warning etched into the bones of the earth itself.

Alexandra gestures broadly to the empty amphitheatre, to the towering rock formations that frame her like a cathedral built by indifference. “This place is built for sound. For impact. For voices meant to carry.” Her gaze sharpens. “And tonight, I’m not here to whisper.”

She begins to pace the stage, slow and deliberate, a predator mapping territory. “Beating Victoria reminded me of something I had forgotten. Not how to win. I never forgot that.” She stops, eyes distant for a brief moment. “It reminded me how far I’m willing to go when someone stands across from me and decides my story is finished.”

Her focus snaps back to the lens. “And that brings me to you, Frankie Holliday.”

She lets the name linger, heavy. “You’ve been quiet. Confidence. Watching. Smiling like someone who already knows how this ends.” A faint, humorless chuckle slips free. “I know that smile.”

Her pacing resumes, slower now, heavier. “It’s the smile of someone who’s already beaten me once and thinks that moment is frozen in time. Preserved. Untouchable.” She shakes her head. “Nothing stays untouched. Not even me.”

Alexandra reaches the edge of the stage, Denver’s lights flickering far below like something fragile and small. “You beat me in a different era of my life. Back when I believed effort was enough. Back when I thought discipline and heart could carry me through anything if I followed the rules long enough.”

She turns back toward the camera, eyes darkening. “That version of me didn’t understand cruelty. She thought pain was something to endure, not something to wield. She thought suffering would earn respect. She thought it would change the minds of the people who looked past her.”

A pause. Her jaw tightens. “You took advantage of that.” She lifts her chin. “And I don’t blame you. That’s what predators do. They sense hesitation. They smell uncertainty. They strike before the other side has accepted what they are.”

Alexandra steps closer, the frame filling with her presence. “But here’s what you didn’t account for.” Her voice drops. “I learned.”

She gestures toward her chest, then slowly toward the towering stones behind her. “These weren’t shaped by comfort. They weren’t formed by patience or fairness. They were carved by pressure. By erosion. By forces that didn’t care what cracked along the way.” Her fingers curl into a fist. “That’s what I’ve become.”

She turns, running her hand along the cold rock face, grounding herself in its permanence. “I have been broken. Pushed to the edges. Dismissed. Beaten.” Her eyes blaze as she faces the camera again. “And I survived. Not just survived; I was remade.”

Her voice sharpens. “Victoria forced me to confront the cracks I’d been hiding. She held a mirror up to everything I was afraid to lose. Jubal did the same. Iron sharpens iron. They reminded me who I am when survival isn’t enough.”

She resumes pacing, faster now, energy building. “Everyone thinks I’ve been spiraling. That the cracks they see are weak.” A low laugh escapes her, cold and unsettling. “No. They’re fault lines.”

She stops abruptly. “And fault lines only matter when the ground starts to move.”

Alexandra leans forward slightly, eyes locked in. “I’ve replayed our match more times than I can count. Every misstep. Every hesitation. Every moment I second-guess myself instead of trusting my instincts.” Her voice steadies. “That doesn’t haunt me anymore. It educated me.”

She straightens. “You don’t live rent-free in my head anymore, Frankie. I renovated the place. Reinforced it. Turned it into something fortified.”

The wind howls louder, tearing through the amphitheatre. “You thrive on control. On dictating pace. On dragging people into your rhythm and drowning them in it.” A slow shake of her head. “That won’t work this time.”

Her eyes burn. “I don’t care about your strategy. I don’t care about your certainty. I don’t care how many times you’ve walked out thinking you had someone figured out.” She steps forward again. “I’m not a puzzle anymore.” Her voice lowers. “I’m a consequence.”

A heavy pause settles over the stone.

“When that bell rings, I won’t be fighting to prove I belong. I won’t be fighting to erase the past.” Her expression turns feral. “I’ll be fighting to take something from you.”

She points directly at the camera. “Your certainty.”

Alexandra straightens, breath controlled but intense. “You helped create this version of me when you beat me. You lit the fuse and walked away thinking the explosion was behind you.”

A smile crosses her lips. “You were wrong.”

She takes one last look around Red Rocks, empty but waiting. “This place will be full someday. People are screaming. Chanting. Watching bodies collide under the lights.” Her gaze snaps back. "But right now? This moment is just for you.”

Her voice drops to a dangerous whisper. “You don’t get the version of Alexandra that wants approval. You don’t get the one that hopes.” Her eyes lock in, unflinching. “You get the one that finishes things.”

Alexandra turns her back on the camera, staring into the darkness as the wind roars through Red Rocks like a warning carved into ancient stone.

13
Looking Back
LJ’s Apartment
Las Vegas, Nevada


It’s no secret the past few months have been a rollercoaster, from leaving Dallas and moving to Las Vegas with LJ. From the highest of wins to the lowest of losses. There were championship matches and blood spilled, proving my resilience, but the fact of the matter is, it doesn’t amount to shit if you have nothing to prove for it. Two Bombshell Roulette Championship reigns and then, practically one step outside of obscurity, few chances here and there to prove I wasn’t just a fluke, but each one that came, went with the heartbreak of another loss. Time and time again I have been right on the precipice of doing something absolutely amazing, of getting that title and then falling flat on my face.

The World Championship had been in my grasp, many thought it was my time to shine, but it slipped through my fingers as if it was nothing more than grains of sand in the middle of the desert I now live in. And yet I failed to capture it again and again. The Bombshell Roulette title had been in my reaches again and I failed to deliver on it. This had started a doubt in me, maybe my time had come and passed, I was nothing more than another person the management could put in there to assure that asses were in the seats and at least I would show up. I didn’t need to run around whining about not being booked, like some. Or have to make grandiose showings to have my name put in the hat every time a big title shot was offered. No, I gave them results. Some of those who I've faced, rose to a higher standard, while others failed just as it seems I am doing. So who am I to judge really?

People say I’ve gone soft. That I’m not the same person I’ve always been. The woman who is willing to do whatever it takes. That’s the truth of it. I haven’t gone soft, I just don't focus on just wrestling, I’m more than that. If you think I’m so one dimensional then it proves you don’t know me at all. I am a mother, a sister, a girlfriend and a wrestler. I’m not just one thing. Being one thing is a boring way to go isn’t it. There’s so much life out there to live, so live it. But as for focusing on the match at hand, that’s what I do. Even with Inception looming in the distance and the talks of me facing off against Alicia Lukas again, another shot at the Bombshell Roulette Championship, I think about Victoria. The woman who took that all from me. And yes, she’s brutal, she’s had my number many times. People think she’s already poised to take another win off me. Maybe she will.

But, I know that every dog has their day and this bitch, she is hungrier than ever. She’s salivating over another shot at Victoria, we all know what a hungry bitch does don’t we? They bite, they claw, they rip people apart. They will do whatever it takes, I know that and Victoria knows that. She has always been my achilles heel, Victoria calls herself a lioness. But even lionesses fall. Sometimes they fall defending their pride, but from where I stand, Victoria doesn’t have much of a pride left to defend does she? Her talent is huge, I can speak from experience. Her ego however makes it hard to like her. Well, I’d call it an ego. But I think it’s more than that. What she has is not an ego, it’s something stronger, she believes herself to be a God. To be untouchable, meanwhile her Pride has fallen, and yet it’s clear she’s not going down without a fight. And neither will I. Where she believes herself to be a God, considers herself untouchable, I am humility, self-awareness, a connection to something greater. A being of strength, resilience and truth.

It’s never been in me to half ass my way through life. I don’t plan on starting that now. You all can take that as you will. This is MY moment, my time and I’m not letting anyone stop me from getting back on top. No crown needed. Victoria, I’m coming for you. See you all in Colorado Springs on Sunday.

Alexandra Calaway




Run, Little Mouse…Run
Carrow Gym
Las Vegas, Nevada


Jubal Ashford was a mountain planted dead center in the ring. The man sat in an old metal chair that seemed specifically molded to his imposing frame. At six-foot-one of solid, carved muscle and quiet menace, he looked like a man who had spent a lifetime deciding who deserved to be broken. The swinging bulb above him made his features flicker in and out of the light: the cold, harsh lines of his jaw, the brutal set of his mouth, and the storm-dark hazel eyes that held her with an intense, unwavering gaze; one that offered no question, no welcome, and no comfort. He didn't speak. Not a single word, not even a sharp intake of breath to hint at his mood. He simply watched her approach, his eyes following every subtle shift of her shoulders, every step she took into the space he commanded. He was a threat. He was a judge. Worst of all, he recognized parts of her she had spent months, years, even, trying to bury. The silence was a palpable pressure on her skin, dragging up hated ghosts and memories of the person she used to be in darker rings and grim cities where every scar had been earned.

“Jubal, I didn’t expect to see you here.” Her voice was calm and deep inside that fear flooded in for a moment. “Where’s Mika? She asked me to meet her here.”

Jubal didn’t move, not even a shift of breath to acknowledge her presence. When he finally spoke, his voice was a low, serrated drawl, quiet enough to force her to listen, sharp enough to make her regret it.

“Mika’s not coming.” He paused, heavy and deliberate, before he leaned forward just enough for the light to catch the harsh angles of his face. His eyes were dark hazel, but under that bulb they looked almost black; predatory, unblinking, capable of violence without a raised voice or tensed fist. “I told her I’d handle you tonight.” There was no warmth, no familiarity, no brotherly teasing by association. Just authority wrapped in disdain, carried on a tone that made the temperature in the gym seem to drop.

“Handle me Jubal? Really?” She shook her head. “So this is how it goes huh?” She walked closer. “You get me here, try to scare me? We both know if you harm me, they will never forgive you.” she practically cooed at him.

Jubal’s laugh tore through the gym like something ripped out of a throat made for breaking men, short, vicious, the kind of sound that didn’t come from amusement so much as disbelief that she dared to posture at all. He rose from the chair with the slow, deliberate weight of a man who’d ended wars simply by deciding he was done with them. The metal creaked under the shift of his body, protesting like it understood exactly what he was capable of.

“Scare you?” he echoed, voice dropping to a low, dangerous rasp that slithered across the floorboards. “If I wanted you gone, Alexandra, you wouldn’t have walked through the damn door.” He stepped closer to the ropes, eyes locked on hers with a predator’s stillness; no hesitation, no mercy, just that cold calculation she’d always known lived somewhere under his skin.

“Sweetheart,” he continued, the endearment twisted into something razor-sharp, “you give yourself far too much credit if you think their forgiveness is the thing that keeps my hands off you.” He tilted his head slightly, studying her with a slow drag of his gaze, as though peeling away layers she’d spent years reinforcing.

“You’re here,” he said, voice a dark, low rumble. “Because someone finally needs to remind you what real fear feels like. Not the fear of losing a match. Not the fear of disappointing your little toy at home. I mean the kind that sinks its teeth into your spine when you realize you’ve gone soft enough to think you can cock your head at me like that.”

His lip curled just enough to expose the contempt beneath it. “You’re not cooing at a man who wants to kill you,” he growled. “You’re cooing at the one man in this city who knows exactly how to break you without leaving a single mark.”  He didn’t blink. Didn’t soften. Didn’t take back a single word. “And that,” he finished, voice thinning into something brutal and quiet, “should scare you.”

Alexandra was ready to tear his head off already, yet she didn’t move. She knew Jubal was important to the family. That moving on him to strike him or anything without provocation would be dangerous for her health, for Ash’s safety. “You have no idea who he is.” She closed the distance between herself and the ring, slipping up onto the apron. Her blue eyes, normally soft and inviting, were cold and fixed on him. “Of who they are.”

Jubal didn’t flinch when she closed the distance. He didn’t back away, didn’t brace, didn’t even shift his stance. He simply watched her approach like a wolf tolerating a wounded animal wandering too close; curiously, patiently, already knowing how the story ends. And the moment her hand touched the apron, the moment she came within reach, his arm shot out with the speed and certainty of a man who had never once questioned the consequences of laying hands on someone. His fingers clamped around her jaw, strong enough to bite into bone, forcing her chin upward so she had no choice but to meet the dark, unforgiving stare inches from her own.

“No idea who he is?” Jubal murmured, voice dropping into a lethal whisper that vibrated along her spine. “Sweetheart, the only thing I know about that boy is that you keep dragging him around like a personal toy you’re too embarrassed to admit you outgrew.”

His grip tightened; not enough to hurt her throat, but enough to dominate every breath she tried to take. She clawed at him with one hand, the other throwing a punch at his midsection, where she was met with the firm, rock hard side of Jubal. It stung, but not more than his words did.

“A toddler with mommy issues,” he continued, leaning in, his forehead almost touching hers. “That’s what you’re protecting. That’s what you think stands beside you. A child playing pretend in a world built for killers.” He let his eyes drag over her face, noting every flicker of tension, every instinct she had to strike him and every reason she didn’t.

“Shut your fucking mouth Jubal, before I send you to the hospital to have it sown shut.” She continued to struggle against him. Continued to fight, that fire burning deeper inside her. Something new ignited. “You keep him out of your fucking mouth. If you have issues with me, with my life, you come at me not at them.”

“And look at you,” he said, his voice thick with dark amusement. “Biting your tongue, still holding back, all because you know putting hands on me is the one wrong move that ends badly for everyone you care about. Especially your little boy wonder.” He forced her backward a few inches, still gripping her face, crowding her space with the sheer size of him.

“You’re getting old Jubal.” She smirked. “You wouldn’t harm them, because you KNOW what would happen.” She brought her hand back and slapped him hard across the face. “You think threatening me is going to get to me.”

“And you’re getting sloppy,” Jubal said, eyes narrowing. “Letting some twenty-something nuzzle at your tits and call it loyalty. You think he’s going to save you from yourself? From Victoria? From me?” He leaned closer, lips brushing the edge of her ear, his breath cold against her skin. “He can barely save himself, Alexandra.” Then he brought his gaze back to hers, grip firm and unyielding. “Tell me again,” he growled, “what exactly am I supposed to be scared of? The toddler? Or the woman too afraid to admit she chained herself to one?”

"I don't need anyone to save me." With that a growl left her lips and she put all of her weight into it and bounced back against the ropes, putting her feet in his stomach and kicked him off her with all her might, sending him backwards. “Are we talking or are we fighting? Because right now, I really want to knock your head off your shoulders.”

Jubal hit the canvas with a thundering crash, the ring rattling under the weight of him, but he didn’t stay down. He pushed up with a slow, murderous deliberation like something ancient and dangerous dragging itself out of a grave. His eyes weren’t hazel anymore; they were a storm-black warning, a promise of retribution sharpened and waiting. He wiped the back of his hand across his mouth, not because he needed to but because it gave him an extra second to study her with that predator’s patience. The growl she’d given, the power in the kick, the spark of fury and hated what it wasn’t.

“Oh, we’re not fighting,” he said as he rose to his full, imposing height, voice dark enough to freeze the air between them. “You don’t get to call it a fight until you show me the woman who used to make entire divisions flinch when she walked into a room.” He stepped toward her, slow, each heavy footfall echoing off the cracked gym walls. His presence swallowed space, swallowed light, swallowed sense. He stopped just inside her striking range—not cautious, simply unthreatened. “But that woman?” he continued, his tone twisting into something mocking, cruel. “She wouldn’t have wasted a kick on me. She would’ve torn into me until something broke. She would’ve bled for the satisfaction.” His gaze raked down her face, searching, dissecting, judging.

Rage boiled inside her, festering until there was nothing else. No compassion, no safety net to fall back on. She wanted to rip into Jubal. His words hurt, they did, she wouldn’t even start to lie. He knew her, the woman she used to be. All blood and fury, violence in human form. “Keep pushing and you’ll find out.”

“You’re a ghost of her,” he said, the words a low, merciless blow. “A pale echo.” He rolled his shoulders once, cracking something that sounded like a warning shot. “And you really think you’re ready to step into the ring with Victoria in that state?” His laugh this time was not a bark, it was a quiet, poisoned thing. “She’s going to carve you open, Alexandra. She’s been waiting to.”

And he had a point. She had been just an echo of her former self. Of the woman people once feared. There was no lie in his words and that made her angrier by the second. Had she really seemed that weak to everyone? “We’ve carved each other open, clearly you are blind.” She practically spat in his face.

He took another step, towering over her now, the ropes behind her trembling with the tension in her body. “You think this little spark of anger you just threw at me is enough to survive her?” he asked, voice dropping to a low rasp that coiled around her throat. “She’ll swallow that whole. She’ll break your sternum just to listen to you breathe through the pain.”

It’s as if he could see inside her head. All those thoughts that festered to the surface, but never fully broke through. “You think you know me, know what I am.. Who I am.” She knew at this point her words were only being half heard. He was on a mission. To break her to the point, she could sense that now.

He leaned in, his breath brushing along her cheek. “The tragic part?” His voice softened into something far more cutting. “The Alexandra I knew would’ve been the one doing the carving.” He pulled back just enough for his eyes to lock on hers, dark and merciless. “Right now,” he growled, “you’re not even close.”

And that was the final straw, the thing that sent her tumbling over the edge. He made the same presumptuous comments as others had. “If that’s what you truly think Jubal, you don’t really know me.” Without another thought she balled up her fists throwing a right hook towards his  face, he grabbed her hand making a scolding sound at her. Bringing her left and south pawed him in the jaw. She made sure her mark landed.

Jubal’s head snapped to the side, the crack of her fist against his jaw echoing through the dead, hollow space of the gym. Blood bloomed at the corner of his mouth, dark, rich, a thin line trailing down the cut of his chin. Deep, brutal, feral laughter that belonged to a man who had been waiting for that hit, craving it, needing proof she wasn’t completely dead inside.

He dragged his thumb across the blood on his lip, smearing it with a slow, deliberate swipe. His eyes lifted to her, and the expression he wore was not approval. It was hunger for violence. It was a spark that fanned into something dangerous. “There she is, our little killer,” he growled, voice roughened by impact and delight. “For a minute, I thought you had buried that part of yourself with everything else you used to be worth.”

He stepped in, closing the space she tried to carve out with her fists, moving with the certainty of a man who didn’t care if he bled more, hell, he welcomed it. “You think I don’t know you?” he asked, and his smile was a weapon. “I know you better than you want to admit. I know exactly what it takes to dig up the bones you pretend aren’t there.” He tapped his jaw once with two fingers, still smeared with his own blood.

“You hit like the Alexandra who used to make locker rooms whisper,” he said, then tilted his head with a cold, mocking curve of his lips. “But that wasn’t her. That was desperation.” He leaned close enough that she could smell the copper on his breath, close enough that the ropes behind her trembled from how tightly she held herself. “If you want to prove me wrong?” he murmured, dark eyes boring into hers with vicious command. “Don’t bleed me.” His voice sank into a growl, “Become the nightmare Victoria still flinches at when she sleeps. Make her bleed.”

“Next time you come to me, you’ll come right. That’s what that was.” She walked over and grabbed the rag out of the ice bucket and tossed it at him. “Clean yourself up, I don’t want you bleeding all over the place.”

There was no camera to witness this crashout. No family to stop this from happening, only her and Jubal. Alexandra’s gaze turned cold and the world around her went dark.



Laying it All on the Line
Garden of the Gods
Colorado Springs, Colorado


Alexandra turns her back on the camera and keeps her gaze on the Garden of the Gods in Colorado Springs. It is just her and the tranquil Gardens, with the wind giving a mischievous lift to her hair before it resumes falling on her shoulders. When at last she turns to the camera, the intensity of her look is striking.

“Victoria, we’ve had this conversation already, have we not? I’m not going to act like we haven’t. We have repeatedly put in the effort together in that ring and still do. Neither of us is willing to give up the fight for the championship of the best here, as we are on totally different levels. We are aware of the extreme measures we will each take just to make sure that we are the ones exiting the ring victorious.”

A brief pause while she meditates on their joint suffering. The fights between Victoria and Alexandra were some of the most exciting, albeit violent, in Sin City Wrestling. They have gone through all this and come out with at least a tiny bit of mutual understanding.

“We might not be friends and when we step into that ring, it’s a true showcase of what wrestling should represent. Since losing my Bombshell Roulette Championship, I haven’t been quite myself. You know that feeling, right? You weren’t exactly the same after you lost it, either. Yet, you managed to grab another one soon after. You did what you promised; you rose to the occasion, climbed the ranks, and proved all the doubters wrong. I heard the whispers. Deep down, I always believed in you, Victoria.”

She draws a deep breath, considering her next words. She knows that vowing to put an end to this rivalry doesn’t mean it’ll be over. An arch nemesis never really fades away. It’s just a fact of life; their feud will likely follow them through their careers.

“All that momentum you’ve built? It’s understandable. You think you’re on top of the world now, totally unstoppable. I’ve been there too. I’ve had my fair share of highs, enough to write a book about it.”

Alexandra pauses, allowing the wind to fill the silence. She closes her eyes for a brief moment, calming the excitement fluttering in her chest; not fear, but anticipation, the kind that kept her awake before a big match. When her eyes open again, there’s a feral determination in them, one that only Victoria has ever drawn out.

“Here’s the thing about feeling untouchable,” her voice lowering, steady and clear. “When the world starts calling you unstoppable and the crowd chants your name like you’re some unstoppable force; you begin to believe it. You start to forget the grind, the bruises, those nights filled with doubts. Somewhere along the journey, losing sight of what it took to get there becomes too easy. You stand on that peak for so long that you forget what it’s like to bleed for it.”

Alexandra again faces away from the camera, her eyes fixed on the jagged red stones that stick out from the earth like the ribs of an ancient beast. She runs her fingers along one of the boulders, feeling the warmth left by the sun.

“That was me once,” she confesses. “Thinking I had built something too strong for anyone to tear down. Believing that championship belt secured my place for good. That who I had become was set in stone. And then, I lost it—the one thing I thought defined me. But if I’m honest, nothing truly defines me.”

She exhales sharply, raw honesty behind it.

“I told myself it didn’t break me. I convinced myself I’d get back up, brush myself off, and walk right back into the fire to reclaim what was mine. The truth is, I cracked. At first, it was just a small crack that I ignored, something I covered up with pride and adrenaline. Cracks have a way of spreading. They widen, and before you know it, you recognize that the fighter you promised to always be is slipping away.”

Slowly, Alexandra turns back to the camera. This time, it’s not anger she shows, but resolve. A promise.

“You’ve been through that too, Victoria. Don’t pretend otherwise. I saw you wear that self-doubt after losing the Roulette Championship. Everyone did. But you got back up, rebuilt yourself. The difference between you and others? You didn’t look for excuses or blame anyone else. You just fought.”

She steps closer, filling the frame more as her voice builds with each word.

“That’s why we have this thing between us. This rivalry won’t die, no matter how often we think we’ve put it to rest. It’s not just about wanting to beat each other; we’re proving something with every strike, every fall, every drop of blood shared between us. It’s not hate. It’s about identity. It’s legacy.”

Her jaw tightens as she lifts her chin and cocks her head.

“You’re riding high right now, collecting wins, feeling like the world finally sees you have always dreamed. Good for you. Momentum is great. It makes the ground feel like it’s moving with you. It can trick you into thinking you’re untouchable, and everyone else is just in your way.”

A knowing smirk plays on her lips.

“Remember that momentum doesn’t equal invincibility. I’ve seen many wrestlers fall because they mistook momentum for destiny. It’s not the same. Destiny is something you shape with your own hands. It’s the battle you fight for until your lungs ache. Destiny is what you cling to when the world tries to erase your name, and you refuse to let that happen.”

Alexandra steps even closer, the camera catching the spark in her blue eyes.

“You think you’ve become the immovable force in Sin City Wrestling? Alright. But I’ve always been the one thing built to challenge that force. I didn’t climb to the top overnight. I’m still on that climb. Yet every scar, every bruise, and every setback has sharpened me. I’m done pretending to be anything but what I am.”

She presses a hand over her heart. “I’m a storm, Victoria. I always have been. And storms don’t stay quiet forever. They gather strength, swelling until they burst.”

She lets her hand drop, fingers brushing against her side.

“You’ve had your time to shine. You’ve had your run. But this?” she points between herself and the camera, “this rivalry was never gonna wrap up with just one win or one loss. Our story is more complex than that, not something for easy conclusions. It’s meant to be the kind of rivalry that people talk about even after we’ve hung up our boots. The kind they’ll replay when new wrestlers want to see what real competition looks like.”

Alexandra moves around slowly, letting the camera follow her.

“You know what I’m capable of when I’m pushed into a corner, when others count me out. You know the whispers behind my back. You know they think I might be fading, that I’ve lost my edge. But you know better, Victoria. You’ve faced me enough to know what happens when I’m brought to that breaking point.”

Her tone shifts, darker yet not malicious.

“I become dangerous. I become relentless. I stop caring about pride, popularity, or who’s cheering for me. I become that version of myself that fights to survive, to reclaim what others believe they can take.”

The wind lifts her hair, brushing strands across her face, but her gaze remains locked on the camera.

“So, go ahead. Enjoy the spotlight while it lasts. Feel invincible. Step into the ring thinking you’re untouchable. You should. I want you at your best—at the level of the Victoria who clawed her way back from the dirt. The woman who won’t quit, even when she should. I want the fighter who’s made me bleed and smile at the same time.”

Her smirk sharpens.

“When I step into that match, I won’t be the same Alexandra you faced before. I won’t hesitate. I won’t doubt. I won’t be searching for a safe space. I'll be searching for your one mistake. I'll find it. And I’ll be the one pulling the ground out from under you.”

With a steady arm, she points directly at the camera, her conviction clear.

“This isn’t just another chapter between us. This is the showdown. The moment everything between us reaches a peak. When that bell rings, I’m going to remind you why you feared me from the start.”

Alexandra lowers her hand, her voice lowering into a quiet, dangerous whisper. “You’re not untouchable, Victoria. You’re just next.” She holds that gaze for a long moment, letting the weight of her words sink in.


14
Climax Control Archives / The Predictable and the Unbothered
« on: November 21, 2025, 11:43:04 PM »
Law School and Wrestling
LJS Apartment
Las Vegas, Nevada


3:30 am

Alexandra blinked awake to a quiet apartment, the kind of stillness that felt unusual, almost wrong. LJ usually stirred before she did, always clattering in the kitchen or humming absentmindedly as he made coffee. But this morning, the air felt heavy and unmoving. It felt really off to wake up and him not be there.

She pushed the blanket aside and slid her feet onto the cold floor. “LJ?” Silence answered.

Rubbing the sleep from her eyes, she padded down the hallway. A faint, warm glow seeped from the dining room, the only light in the apartment. As she rounded the corner, the picture snapped into place, LJ, fast asleep at the dining table, his head resting against a tower of open law textbooks. Highlighters, sticky notes, and half-finished case briefs were scattered like fallen leaves around him. His glasses sat crookedly at the end of his nose, threatening to fall off with every slow, exhausted breath. Alexandra’s heart softened. A cold mug of coffee sat beside his elbow, forgotten hours ago. A legal pad had slid partly off the table, covered in LJ’s tight, meticulous handwriting. She stepped closer, lifting the pad carefully so it wouldn’t wake him. Each page was dense with analysis he’d clearly pushed himself through the night.

“You’re going to burn yourself out,” she whispered, knowing he couldn’t hear. She gave a slight shake of her head, eyes fixed on him.

One of his hands still loosely held a pen, as if he’d fallen asleep mid-sentence. His hair was a mess, pushed up on one side where he’d dragged his fingers through it repeatedly while thinking. She could tell from the tiny crease between his eyebrows that even in sleep, he was bracing himself, still wrapped in the pressure he carried when awake.

Alexandra placed her hand gently on his shoulder. He didn’t wake, just breathed a little deeper. She hesitated, torn between letting him sleep and guiding him somewhere more comfortable. Finally, she reached for a blanket draped over the couch and wrapped it around him with careful precision. “You work too hard,” she murmured, touching the edge of his hair. “Far too hard, but I understand why. And I’ll always be here to help you.”

And as she watched him sleep amid the chaos of case law and highlighted statutes, she felt a swell of affection, not just for the man himself, but for his determination, his ambition, and the quiet vulnerability he never let himself show when awake. Alexandra hovered for another moment, watching the slow rise and fall of LJ’s shoulders beneath the blanket she’d just tucked around him. Part of her wanted to leave him there, he needed the sleep. But another part, the one that hated seeing him fold himself in half for everyone except himself, nudged her forward.

She brushed her fingertips lightly over his forearm. “Hey,” she whispered. “LJ, love.” She kissed him softly.

He didn’t move at first. Then his brow twitched, and he let out a soft groan. “Mmh, what time is it Angel?” he mumbled, voice thick with exhaustion.

“Early morning, around three thirty.” she said gently. “You didn’t come to bed.  You need real rest, preferably in bed.”

His eyes cracked open, squinting against the warm dining room lamp. For a second he looked disoriented, like he had to remember what planet he was on. Then he blinked at the books spread around him and sighed.

“Damn,” he muttered. “I must’ve passed out.”

Alexandra pulled out the chair beside him and sat, her knee touching his. “You think?”

He huffed a little laugh, tired, crooked, self-aware. “Sorry. I didn’t want to wake you. I just had to finish outlining these cases, so I’m prepared for class.”

She reached out and slid his skewed glasses off his face before they could drop. He rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand, the movement slow and sluggish.

“This isn’t sustainable, LJ,” she said softly. “You can’t keep doing all-nighters like you’re invincible.”

He shrugged, eyes still half-closed. “I’ll be fine. Law school’s, it’s just, it's a grind.”

“And you act like you’re the only one who knows what grinding feels like.” Her tone stayed warm, teasing, but honest.

He looked at her then, really looked. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

Alexandra gestured between them. “I mean, you realize our lives revolve around throwing our bodies at the ground for a living, right? We take bumps in a ring, and you take them in textbooks too.” She nudged his elbow. “The difference is, our bruises fade. Yours just turned into midterms and finals too.”

That earned a quiet laugh from him, head dipping. “Okay, that’s fair.”

She leaned back slightly, eyes roaming the mess of highlighters and legal pads. “But at least in wrestling, when you’re pushing yourself too hard, someone tags in. Or the ref forces a break.” Her voice softened. “You don’t give yourself breaks, LJ. And you are in need of one.”

He sighed again, this time heavier, rubbing the bridge of his nose. “I just, I want to do this right. I want to prove I belong there. That I can handle it. All of it. Wrestling, School, a family.”

“You already do.” She slid her hand over his, grounding him. “You show up. You fight for it. You’re persistent to a fault.” She squeezed lightly. “But even wrestlers tap out. It doesn't make us weak.”

His shoulders dropped, tension loosening in small degrees, like someone was slowly unwinding him. “I don’t want to disappoint you,” he said quietly. “I don’t want to disappoint my family.”

Alexandra’s heart flickered painfully at that. “Hey.” She tipped his chin up with her finger. “You could never disappoint me. I just don’t want to lose you to this,” she nodded at the books “before you even get where you’re going.”

He swallowed, and the vulnerability in his eyes made her chest ache.

“Come back to bed,” she said, brushing a strand of hair from his forehead. “Please. Just a real hour of sleep. Then you can fight the battle against your textbooks again.”

A small smile tugged at his lips. “One hour?”

“Maybe two,” she teased. “Maybe more?”

He laced his fingers with hers, letting her help him stand. The blanket slid off his shoulders, landing on the chair behind them. As they walked back toward the bedroom, LJ squeezed her hand. “Thanks for waking me.” He leaned down to kiss her softly.

Alexandra glanced at him with a soft smile.  “Someone’s gotta be your tag partner.” The two disappear into bed.


All the Worlds a Stage
Orpheum Theater
Phoenix, Arizona


The Orpheum Theater wasn’t really quiet. It felt more like it was waiting on something, the way a room does right before someone finally says the thing nobody wants to hear. The single work light overhead buzzed faintly, throwing this uneven, almost sickly glow across the stage. It didn’t make her look heroic or dramatic; it was unforgiving. Every little twitch in her expression, the tension in her jaw, that flicker behind her eyes she usually kept buried when people were watching. She didn’t bother hiding any of it tonight. For once, she let it all sit right on the surface.

“Bea.” The name slipped from her lips. “I’ve been thinking about you. Not because you get under my skin the way some do. Not because you run your mouth like you’re auditioning for a trashy reality show.” A tired, disappointed exhale left her, her head tilting slightly. “You’re the kind of unpredictable that makes people sloppy. The kind that mistakes emotional instability for strategy and then gets shocked when everything she touches catches fire. You believe yourself to be untouchable, unpredictable, but in my time here, all I have done when your name is mentioned next to mine, is to say, we already know where this is about to go.”

She walked across the stage, boots over warped hardwood, the sound echoed through the vast empty room like a warning shot. The air had that old-theater smell and for once, she let it pull something honest out of her. “This match? It’s coming at a moment in my life where I actually have a little goddamn peace. No fires to put out. No family crisis waiting to explode. No half-chance that Vincent or anyone else is going to take a shot at me from behind while I’m just trying to get to the damn ring. Do you have any idea how unnatural that feels for me? To breathe without waiting for the barrel to press into the back of your skull? Honestly, do you understand what it feels like?”

Her jaw twitched; pain, anger, relief, all of it living in that one tight line. “That little pocket of quiet; it scares the hell out of me if I’m being honest. It means I can focus. Really focus. You’re the first person standing in my path now that everything else has stopped clawing at me. That’s bad for you. You don’t want this version of me. You don’t want me to be calm. You don’t want me centered. You don’t want me to be well rested.” She looked up into the shadows above the balconies, something cold blooming in her expression. “You want me scattered, distracted, juggling chaos on all sides. You want the version of me that’s stretched thin. But that woman? She’s gone.”

A slow breath dragged out of her, deliberate and steady. “I hear you every damn week. I see how you hold your head high, acting like you’re this walking apocalypse. Then I look at the match history, at the moments that mattered, the nights that shaped this place, and where’s your legacy, Bea? Where’s the moment people replay? Where’s the moment that made the division look different because you walked into it?” She let the silence stretch long enough to sting. “It’s not there.”

Her posture stiffened, not with anger, but truth that hurt even as it landed. “What is there? A trail of almost getting there and being so close. A list of excuses. A pattern.” She shook her head. “You are the queen of empty threats. The master of the unfulfilled prophecy. Every time a champion is crowned, every time an opportunity splits open, it slips right through your fingers. And you stand there, shocked, confused, offended that the spotlight didn’t bow down to you on command.”

She lifted her chin as though looking Bea directly in the eye. “You say you’re dangerous. You say we should fear you. You say you’re ready to take what you’re owed. But if you were half the monster you claim to be, you’d have already carved your name into this place.”

A humorless laugh escaped her, a sound scraped raw from somewhere deep. “Hell, let’s not kid ourselves. If Vincent’s bounty had enough zero's behind it, you’d sprint to the front of the line to take a shot at me. You’d brag about it, too, like it was some master plan you pieced together. Maybe you’re even thinking about it now. Maybe you’re hoping this match is where you get your chance.” Her gaze tightened, sharpened, hardened. “If that’s your plan, if you so much as breathe wrong in my direction for that reason, then you better pray you finish the job. Because I promise you, Bea, I’ll come back for you in ways that will make your ribs ache every time you draw breath.”

The heat in her voice curled into something colder, deeper, conviction forged in pain and perseverance. “I don’t care what this match costs me. I don’t care if I bleed. I don’t care if you drag me through hell. You’re not built to beat me; not now, not when I’m this locked in, not when every instinct in me is screaming that this is the night everything shifts. You’re my obstacle. And I am yours.”

She paused, letting the truth of that settle in the quiet dark. “Victoria Lyons was always my Achilles heel. But you?” Her mouth curved into something that wasn’t quite a smile. “I’m yours.” She knew the words she spoke would cut deep, to the very depth of Bea’s core. Bea could never beat her.

She stepped closer to the camera, closing that physical and emotional distance with a slow, deliberate ease. Shadows stretched behind her like a warning. “So go ahead. Bring every ounce of ego and anger you can dig up. Bring someone to help you if you’re feeling bold. Bring chaos, bring desperation, bring that wild, frenzied energy you mistake for power.” Her eyes narrowed, unblinking. “The result won’t change.”

She leaned in just slightly, voice lowering into something dangerous enough to chill the air. “When it’s over, you’re going to be staring up at the lights, wondering why your body won’t move, listening to the name Alexandra Calaway echo through the arena while you try to remember what it felt like to believe you had a chance.”

Her expression settled into cold finality, the kind that didn’t need volume or theatrics to hit like a blade. “Welcome to the moment that breaks you, Bea. Welcome to Phoenix.” She let the silence sit for a beat, sharp enough to sting. “You walked into this thinking it was just another match. It isn’t. It’s the point where everything you pretend to be comes crashing headfirst into everything I actually am.” Her tone dropped, low and sure. “When the dust clears, you’re going to understand exactly why this city remembers the ones who fall harder than the ones who rise.”

A faint, wicked smile touched the corner of her mouth, blooming slowly like blood spreading through water. “I hope you like how your blood looks under these lights.” She didn’t blink, didn’t soften the threat with theatrics; she simply let it hang there.

The theater’s breathless silence swallowed everything that came after.

15
A sense of Normacly
LJ’s Apartment
Las Vegas, Nevada


Law School, Wrestling, High School, a family atmosphere. Something more, that’s what they had in Vegas. The missing piece of the puzzle that was Alexandra Calaway and her daughter Ashlynn’s lives. Having LJ there, no more facetime calls, no more flights. Just the three of them in LJ’s cozy little place. Though eventually they would probably have to look into something bigger. She wasn’t used to domestic bliss, it felt almost foreign to her. After years of living in a big estate with just herself and Ashlynn, moving like this, felt so much like a second chance at life. Even in other aspects of her life. Not just the domestic part, but also her wrestling. She felt as if a new life had been breathed into her. This time, the possibilities were endless.

Alexandra had been at the apartment alone all day, with her daughter Ashlynn at school and then going straight to some sleepover afterwards, and LJ in classes, Alexandra had free time to relax and think about her upcoming match. But as the day progressed, she knew that LJ would be home from class soon and she wanted to do something nice for him. A couple of hours had just passed and she was just finishing up dinner when LJ walked through the door. He put his bag on the chair and followed the smell of food into the kitchen. That’s when she heard his voice.

“Hey,” LJ said, leaning against the doorframe, a tired smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. “Something smells amazing. Did you actually cook?”

Alexandra turned from the stove, smirking. “What’s that supposed to mean? I can cook, you know.”

He laughed, setting his keys down on the counter. “I just didn’t expect it. You’ve had a long week. I figured you’d order takeout or something.”

“Yeah, well,” she said, stirring the sauce one last time, “I figured you deserved a real meal after your marathon of classes. Plus, Ashlynn’s gone for the night, so it’s just us. We deserve a bit of normalcy around here.”

That last part lingered in the air for a second. LJ met her gaze, something soft and grateful in his expression.

“Then I guess it’s date night,” he said quietly. “Should have picked up some roses on the way home then.”

Alexandra chuckled and handed him a plate. “Sit. Eat. We’ll see if you still feel that romantic after you taste my cooking.”

He took a bite and his eyebrows lifted in surprise. “Okay. I’m impressed. What is this?”

“Chicken with lemon butter and roasted vegetables. Nothing fancy.” She gave a small shrug.

“Nothing fancy?” he said between bites. “This is better than the stuff at that Italian place downtown. Angel, you’ve really outdone yourself this time.”

She smiled, a little blush creeping up her cheeks. “You’re just saying that because you’re starving.”

“Nope,” he said, shaking his head. “You did something amazing and it’s perfect.”

They ate together, the apartment quiet except for the clinking of forks and the hum of the city outside. For the first time all week, Alexandra felt herself unwind. The match on Sunday still loomed in the back of her mind, but right now, right here, everything felt simple. Everything felt it was as it should be. The thoughts about her upcoming match were beginning to become nonexistent.

After a while, LJ leaned back in his chair. “So,” he said, glancing at her. “Are you ready for High Stakes love?”

Just the thought of her championship match at High Stakes brought forward the thoughts of every time she had tried recently at grabbing the championships recently. Every time she had failed to bring home the win. It all had led her back here. Back to another shot, another chance, one she didn’t plan on wasting this time.

Alexandra exhaled slowly. “As ready as I’ll ever be. I mean it’s the Roulette title, I’ve been there so many times. But something about this time seems different.”

He reached across the table and took her hand. “Then you’re gonna crush it.”

She smiled, squeezing his fingers. “You really think so?”

“I know so, Angel.” He pulled hand to her lips and kissed them softly. “Every time you go out there you give it your all.”

Alexandra leaned back in her chair, her fork resting on the edge of her plate. “You always say that,” she said, smiling a little.

“Because it’s always true,” LJ responded softly. He reached for his glass of water and took a sip, still watching her. “You’ve been training like crazy. You’ve earned this. You’re a former Roulette Champion, this match may feel different, but it’s not. The difference this time is you walk out the champion again.”

She gave a small shrug. “Yeah, but sometimes it doesn’t feel like enough, you know? You can do everything right, and still, well, you know.”

He nodded, finishing her thought for her. “Still lose.”

“Exactly.” She nodded her head in agreement with him.

The room went quiet again, but not in an uncomfortable way. The kind of quiet that comes from two people who didn’t need to fill every second with words.

LJ stood and started gathering their plates, ignoring her half-hearted protest. “You cooked, I’ll clean. Fair trade.”

“Fine,” she said, pushing her chair back. “But I’m at least drying.”

They moved around the kitchen together, brushing past each other now and then. The small space made it impossible not to. At one point, LJ reached across her for a towel, and for a moment, his hand lingered on her arm. She looked up, and he smiled, just a small, knowing smile, but it was enough to make her heart skip. Then again anytime he looked at her it did.

“You’re overthinking again, love.” LJ looked over at her and took a deep breath.

“Am I that obvious?” Alexandra asked, her hand on his arm.

“Only to me.” LJ chuckled softly.

She rolled her eyes, but she couldn’t hide the grin creeping across her face. “You always think you know me so well.”

“That’s because I do Angel. Better than just about anyone.” He playfully swatted her on the ass with the towel.

They finished cleaning up, and when the last dish was stacked away, Alexandra leaned against the counter and let out a slow breath. “Thanks,” she said.

“For what?” LJ gave her a look that said more than his words did. He gave her a smirk.

“For this. For being here. For me, for Ashlynn. You’ve already done so much for us.” She kissed his cheek.

He shrugged like it was nothing, but she could see the warmth in his eyes. “Where else would I be?”

She didn’t answer right away. The match, the noise, the pressure of it all. It all felt far away for the first time in days. It was just them. Two people who believed in each other, who supported each other, no matter what.

“Come on,” he said, breaking the silence. “You should rest. Big day on Sunday.”

“Yeah,” she said quietly. “Big day.”

He turned off the kitchen light, and they headed down the hall together. Though she doubted she would actually get any rest. Just before they reached the door to their bedroom, he lifted her up, legs wrapping around his waist.


High Stakes
Sabino Canyon
Tucson, Arizona


Focus and remember just who the hell you are.

Wind blew through the canyon, up onto the top where Alexandra stood. The camera trains in on Alexandra who is walking along the edge. She turns to the camera and starts to speak, eyes full of focus and fire. Something that had been missing from her for months now.

“I didn’t expect to make it back to this point. After many failed attempts at getting my Roulette Title back and multiple failed attempts at getting the Bombshell World Championship in my grasp I had damn near given up the hope of being back here. There were so many times I asked myself, is this the right time for me to say goodbye to this business. I’ve had that thought many times over the course of my career. But I stay, I keep fighting, because that’s what a legend is. They don’t give up and walk away when shit gets hard. If there’s anything I can pride myself on when I finally retire, it's that I didn’t give up. No matter how tough things got. No matter what people had to say.”

She paused for a few moments, thinking about everything that had happened in her time in the industry and her time in Sin City Wrestling. The ups, the downs and everything in between. Her time here was nothing short of legendary and it was far from over.

“With every loss I have, so come the rumors. Alexandra’s getting old, Alexandra’s losing her touch. Truth is, not everyone can sit here day in and day out ignoring their private lives to better their jobs. I do this because  I love it, because I can. I do it for the fans, even those who love to spread rumors and gossip. Did you hear the one about where I’m supposedly pregnant and taking it easy? That’s not the case. I just don't see the need to go out there and purposely injure someone, just to win a match. Sometimes I look at it differently, sure we all love to win. To have something to show for all our hard work. But that’s just it, I have the more important things in life. I have my brilliant daughter, I have a loving boyfriend and a family. But at the end of the day, people only look at the accomplishments you make in the ring.”

The only person standing in the way of her taking the Bombshell Roulette Championship wasn’t Alicia Lukas, it would be herself if she focused on anything other than the match at hand. There was radio silence from Vincent and his bullshit vendetta against her. Right now, the only person in her sights was Alicia Lukas and the Bombshell Roulette Championship.

“Which brings me to my opponent, the Current Sin City Wrestling Bombshell Roulette Champion. Alicia Lukas. You have every right to be proud of what you’ve accomplished in your time here and while I don’t know you all that well, I do have a massive respect for you. But tell me, in your current reign as our beloved Bombshell Roulette Champion, how many times have you defended that belt? It seems that the person who defended it the most, damn near week in and week out was me. I was the workhorse of the division. And guess what, that was perfectly fine to me. I loved going out there and defending that belt anytime someone wanted. Some of my favorite matches here in Sin City were while I was its Bombshell Roulette Champion. Just look at the storied History made with that belt while I was the holder.”

Another pause as she looked out over the canyon. Being here, feeling nature around her, grounded her. Reminded her of what was truly important. In the end, you can’t take glory and fame to the grave with you. Glory doesn’t last forever, but your name does.

“That title was my pride and joy for a time. I held it twice. But in the time I held it, I was a fighting champion, defending it with everything I had in me. I fought some of the strongest women on this roster. Jessie Salco, Bobbie Dahl, Victoria Lyons, Bella Madison, the list goes on and on. I love the women’s division as a whole here in Sin City Wrestling. This company holds the best talent out there. But if you think for a second that I’m going to be an easy win, that’s not the case. Hell, Victoria and I were willing to bloody each other to the point of exhaustion. Tell me Alicia, are you willing to spill not only my blood, but your own for that championship? If you are, then I hope that wheel gives us exactly what we both desire. There’s so many great matches on that wheel. I look forward to whatever fate decides for us. Let’s face it, many have tried to knock me down for good, but I keep coming back for more. It’s called being relentless and I pride myself on never giving up.”

It seemed that Vincent’s threats were long forgotten at this point. No one had made an attempt and she no longer had that looming over her head. With that and the clarity that LJ brought during their many conversations while training, she was ready to reclaim the title.

“Legend versus the darkness-born dominator, I’m glad to see that someone still sees me for who I am. Darkness born, I miss hearing that. I do. Maybe it’s time I remind everyone just who I am and what I am capable of doing. I’ve bloodied up opponents, done things that most people’s lips would quiver at if it was even suggested. I’ve put my body on the line for years. All in the pursuit of glory. Just remember Alicia, that wheel can be fickle. There’s no telling what it will choose for us. Be it bloody, be it submissions, it doesn’t matter, the outcome will be the same at the end of it all. You will be flat on your back and looking up at me with my hand raised, in my hand will be your coveted Bombshell Roulette Championship. Because unlike some of these ladies, I’m not new to this business, I’ve adapted to the changes. That’s how I’ve lasted this damned long darling.”

She gave the camera a smile and tilted her head for a moment, clearly formulating her last words. Nothing she said was ever spur of the moment. She did this methodically. That was another thing that kept her in the industry this long. Adaptability, Relentlessness and the ability to methodically rip her opponents apart. Time to wrap it up. It was getting late and there was still much to do to prepare for Sunday. Not to mention she had a hot man to get back to. While he wasn’t booked, he had come to support her, Miles and Carter in their respective matches.

“All that’s left to say now is I hope that you don’t let me down. I’m actually looking forward to facing you again. Especially since it’s for My Bombshell Roulette Championship. That’s right, mine. I bled for that title. I have yet to see you do the same. Enjoy what little time you have left with the title darling. Because on Sunday, it goes home with me. Sweet dreams Alicia, dream about your reign, it’s about to end.”

With that, she walks away towards the darkness, fading from view. Clear headed and ready to reclaim her Bombshell Roulette Championship.

16
Climax Control Archives / Welcome to Primetime Bitch..
« on: October 17, 2025, 11:57:43 PM »
Getting your blood pumping
Universal Studios Hollywood
Universal City, California


Halloween, Alexandra’s favorite time of the year. One of her favorite things to do, Halloween Horror Nights, it promises thrills, chills and a chance to get her blood pumping. This year however was different, she invited LJ Kasey, her brother Damien and his wife her bestie Mika to join her. Normally she went alone every year before the big halloween party at her old estate. However, now that she lived in Las Vegas, she was sure things would change. For now, she would enjoy her time with some of her favorite people. Her daughter had opted to hang out with some friends in the park, which Alexandra agreed to.

Fog rolled over the entrance gates of Universal Studios Hollywood like a living thing. Lights pulsed red and violet against the haze, and the air buzzed with chainsaws, laughter, and the occasional, genuine scream that sliced through the music.

Alexandra Calaway stood just beyond the archway, her dark halloween horror nights themed jacket buttoned tight against the slight chill. The air smelled faintly of kettle corn and fog juice. Beside her, LJ adjusted the hood of his Camp Crystal Lake sweatshirt, the flicker of his phone screen lighting his grin.

“Are you filming everything again?” she asked.

“Evidence,” he said. “In case I die in there.”

Behind them, Damien and Mika emerged through the crowd, arm in arm, drinks in one hand. Mika’s skull-shaped cup glowed neon green; Damien had a churro in each hand and a look of amused caution.

“This is already chaos,” Mika said, taking a long sip. “We haven’t even entered a maze yet.”

“That’s the fun,” Damien said. “Right before the fear hits. Come on, you and Alexandra have been doing this spooky shit long before you drug me into it all.”

“Speak for yourself,” Alexandra murmured, scanning the fog-drenched midway. “Okay. We start with the Jason Universe house. It’s new. It’s brutal. We go hard early.”

LJ’s eyebrows lifted. “Straight to the machete guy? No warm-up?”

“You’ll thank me later.” He didn’t look convinced.

“Anything you want, Angel.” Truthfully LJ needed this break to not think about Law School or his upcoming match, at least for the time they were here.

The group walked towards the line and conversed before too long it was their turn. The moment they stepped inside, the air changed. It was cooler, heavy with the smell of wet wood and moss. The path wound through a mocked up summer camp, rotting cabins, flickering lanterns, the faint rasp of crickets. Water dripped from somewhere unseen.

A scream cut through the stillness, far too close for comfort.

Then Jason Voorhees appeared. Massive, sudden, and silent, machete glinting under the strobe. LJ swore and ducked; Alexandra grabbed his arm, laughing breathlessly. Behind them, Mika shrieked and shoved Damien forward as a second Jason clone stepped from the fog, blood on his mask. They bolted through the cabin corridor, slamming out into open air and the distant roar of the crowd beyond.

LJ was laughing now, wide-eyed and exhilarated. “That really was something, okay, okay, that was actually insane.”

“You screamed first,” Alexandra teased.

“I’ll take that L,” he said, catching his breath. “But it was worth it.”

“Hopefully you are up for what’s next, because I know I’m not.” Mika chimed in, burying her face against Damien’s chest. “Fucking Clowns.”

They crossed into the next section of the park, where smoke and neon painted everything in carnival colors. The Chainsaw Clownz scare zone was bedlam — broken rides spinning lazily under strobe lights, metal barrels burning blue flames, laughter from unseen corners. A clown with a spark-spraying chainsaw lunged, inches from LJ’s legs. He jumped three feet back, clutching Alexandra’s hand.

Mika cackled. “I swear they can smell fear.”

Damien leaned close to her ear. “You first next time.”

She shot him a look. “Not a chance. I don’t do fucking clowns.”

The line for Five Nights at Freddy’s wound through dark hallways, walls plastered with torn pizza posters and flickering monitors. Inside, the air smelled of dust and grease. The set hummed with mechanical life. The animatronics were too real. Freddy’s head turned with a grinding sound. Bonnie’s eyes flashed red. Somewhere, a child’s laughter played on a loop. Alexandra’s pulse quickened. LJ, usually unflappable, was pressed tight against her side, phone forgotten in his pocket. A spotlight flickered. Foxy the Pirate lunged from behind a door, shrieking static. The group bolted through the next hallway, laughing, yelling, unable to tell if they were terrified or delighted.

When they stumbled out into the open again, Alexandra doubled over, laughing so hard she had tears in her eyes. “That was ridiculous. But I fucking loved it.”

“Never trusting a pizza place again,” LJ said, grinning.

“Keep that attitude up and she’ll make you go to Chuck E. Cheese.” Damien laughed.

“Oh HELL no.. that mouse scares me.” Alexandra laughed. “Reminds me too much of my opponent Crystal.”

The Terrifier house was a different breed of fear. The entrance was a cracked circus tent streaked with a red viscous liquid that smelled faintly metallic. Inside, the world was drenched in crimson. Mirrors fractured faces, laughter echoed, and the infamous Art the Clown appeared and vanished in flashes of strobe light. Mika screamed, Damien laughed, and Alexandra shoved LJ forward as the clown stepped out from behind a curtain, tilting his head with eerie calm. They ran for the exit, stumbling into the night with the sound of distorted carnival music chasing them.

“Okay,” Damien gasped. “That one actually got me.”

“Fucking clowns.. I want to get away from here.” A clown came near her and she drew back to prepare to punch it.

“Same,” Alexandra said, shaking her hands out. “Too much red.”

LJ exhaled. “Too much everything.”

They needed a breather, so they went into Poltergeist. It was quieter but somehow worse.
Suburban living rooms gone wrong. Television static filling the air. Furniture that moved when you weren’t looking.

“Don’t blink,” Mika whispered.

A child’s voice echoed from the next room. Then a chair slid across the carpet, causing Alexandra to shriek. There were no strings visible. LJ grabbed Alexandra’s hand. She felt his pulse racing against hers, and she squeezed back until the lights flickered off, plunging them into blackness. When they finally escaped into the cool air again, none of them spoke for a moment. Just the sounds of the park, the music, screams, laughter, washing over them. A brea before the long nights to come.

Later, they boarded the Terror Tram. The old movie sets stretched ahead like a ghost town under floodlights. As they walked through the backlot, scenes from M3GAN, The Black Phone, and The Exorcist: Believer came alive around them, possessed dolls dancing, masked figures whispering, phones ringing in the dark with no one on the other end.

Mika and Damien stayed close, half laughing, half holding their breath. LJ’s arm was looped around Alexandra’s shoulders, the weight of it grounding her. A scare actor dressed as M3GAN tilted her head unnaturally and whispered, “Smile for me.” Alexandra nearly did. They boarded the tram again, adrenaline still thrumming, the ride rumbling back through the fog.

Once the screams were over it was time to relax and they ended up at a snack cart near the exit, paper trays of churros and butterbeer between them. The night had cooled. The fog hung heavier now, turning the lights above them into soft halos.

“That was,” LJ started, shaking his head. “I don’t even have words.”

“Perfect,” Alexandra said. “Terrifying, exhausting, perfect.”

Mika stretched her arms. “I screamed enough for a lifetime.”

Damien smiled, brushing powdered sugar from his shirt. “We survived Jason, Freddy, Art the Clown, and demons. I’d call that a success.”

They fell quiet for a moment, the night breathing around them. The park was still alive, screams in the distance, bass from a stage show vibrating faintly underfoot. Alexandra glanced at LJ, who was watching her instead of his phone for once. His grin was smaller now, softer. She reached for his hand.

“Ready for one last scare zone?” she asked.

He groaned. “You’re insatiable.”

“Always.” Alexandra gave a laugh.

“Anything for you Angel.” LJ leaned down and kissed Alexandra, in front of her family.

Mika laughed and Damien stood, offering his hand to her. Together, the four of them disappeared once more into the fog and sound, the laughter and the screams blending into something like joy.


The Hard Truth
Undisclosed Location
Santa Clara, California


Alexandra found herself thinking about everything that had led her to this, another chance to get her hands on Gold. It’s true, she had been focused on everything except that, but now that her life was calming down once again, she knew she could focus, there was no crime there, nothing to worry about. Yes, she was concerned that someone would try to pull the trigger on Vincent's offer on Alexandra’s head. For now though, she could only focus on what was in front of her currently, that being Crystal Caldwell. Again, she was facing off against a woman she had won over repeatedly. And there was always the possibility that Mercedes Vargas would get involved to help her “client” win. The camera clicked on and she began to speak.

“Crystal, you and I have done this song and dance before. It’s getting to the point where I am seeing you more and more every week. Great, that’s good. When you actually can do something on your own. Every week, I see you talk about how you are willing to step on whoever you can to get ahead. Including your own wife. So that proves you are nothing more than another narcissistic bitch. But honestly, I saw that in you LONG before your poor wife became the victim of your own bullshit.”

She took a deep breath. Crystal really got under her fingernails. She knew if she let her get too deeply under her skin, that everything could come crashing down around her. She wouldn’t allow that to happen.

“Here we are in California, Hollywood land. The place where dreams are made and broken. Okay big shot, isn’t this the land of the stars? So tell me Crystal, if you are such a big name and the woman who should be at the top of the food chain here in Sin City Wrestling, why is it that every time a new champion is crowned, it’s not your name that’s called? Huh? What’s with that babydoll? Look at what I’ve accomplished in my time here, look at the nominations, whose name is there more than yours? Oh wait, that’s right, it’s mine. You aren’t the name you seem to think you are. You are letting people like Mercedes fill your head with bullshit. I can’t wait until she gets tired of her back hurting from carrying you to victory and she drops you on your head.”

She gave a moment to let that sink in. The thought that Mercedes could screw Crystal over made her smile. Hell, even Harper could screw Mercedes this time around, after all, she had made quite a stir against Harper lately.

“You know, you had my attention last week, all that talk about Harper. I’ve lost to Harper, I find no shame in that. You had to have help to beat her. Between the way you trashed Harper, get Mercedes help to win matches and betrayed your wife for a spot at the glory is, well, it’s utter fucking bullshit. But go ahead darling, step on everyone you need to and you’ll find out that it’s cold at the top. The past two shows, I’ve done what I’ve always done, protected the people who are important to me. That pissed off Vincent Lyons, someone who is trying to do the same thing you do, step on people to get to the top. I stood up to him, just like I will you.”

Another deep breath and Alexandra’s mind continued to swirl at the thoughts of what she was walking into. A proverbial Lions Den, where either woman who will be out there, could be the one to answer Vincent's call.

“And it’s very possible you could attempt to be the one to collect the bounty on my head. But remember just what it’s been like in the ring with me every single time. If you think that I’m going to allow you to steal my shot to High Stakes you are dumber than you look. I don’t care if I have to spill every bit of your blood or my own, I will. That shot is mine. And when it comes down to next week, I’ll fight like I always do. Everything has been building up to this moment, since I lost the Bombshell Roulette Title, every shot I’ve taken and lost, the nights I’ve sat up telling myself I’d get another chance, that I could get back on track. It brought me here. The only thing I have left to do now is get through you. And I will. Just like Victoria Lyons has always been my achilles heel, I’m yours. Your shot ends here.”

With that Alexandra shook her head and took a deep breath, time to wrap this up and get back for some rest and relaxation, before she had to prove her words by punching this bitch in the face.

“Crystal, bring your best, hell bring Mercedes. I can’t wait to see what chaos you two will attempt to use on me. I can’t wait to see just how badly Harper makes you pay for what you have done to her. And when the match is over and you lay down on the mat, looking up at the lights, you’ll hear the name Alexandra Calaway is your winner and advancing for a chance at World Bombshell Championship. Then I can get my chance to once again face Victoria and dash her chances of advancing to the top.”

She turns away from the camera and then turns back to say one last phrase.

“Welcome to Primetime BITCH, see you in Hell.”

With a chuckle she fades into the darkness and fog.

17
Climax Control Archives / Flash of Gold
« on: October 10, 2025, 11:51:55 PM »
Family Ties
The Sand Dollar
Las Vegas, Nevada


The rain was coming down hard enough to make the pavement hiss. Sixty-seven degrees, damp and dark, the kind of night Las Vegas rarely bothered with. Mika walked with her hands shoved into her jacket pockets, hair damp and clinging to her jaw as she crossed the cracked parking lot toward The Sand Dollar, a small, half-forgotten dive bar tucked between a tattoo parlor and a shuttered pawn shop.

The neon sign buzzed overhead, flickering blue through the rain. The door creaked when she pushed it open, and a wave of sound rolled out — low laughter, the clatter of pool balls, a jukebox whispering some old Tom Petty song about running down a dream. The air smelled like beer and damp wood, cigarette smoke caught in the rafters. It was familiar in the way only bad lighting and cheap whiskey could be.

She spotted Ally near the back, hunched over a high-top table, a beer sweating onto a napkin beside her.

Ally looked up when she saw her, the faintest grin cutting through the dim. “Hey, look who decided to crawl out of her cave.”

“Couldn’t sleep,” Mika said, shrugging out of her damp jacket. “Figured I’d come haunt you.”

“It’s good to see you.” She offered a seat. “Congrats on your match last week. And welcome to Sin City Wrestling.” She held her drink. “Sorry it took me so long to bring it up. I was back here in Vegas.”

Mika shrugged and sat down, ordering herself a whiskey. “Thanks.” She swallowed it down in one gulp before ordering another. “Never thought I would see you living in the desert.”

She took a moment to think about it. She had moved to Vegas, a place she had never thought of moving to herself. “If you had told me a year ago that I’d be moving out here, I would have called you crazy. But I don’t know how to explain it. He made room in his life for us and it feels right.”

Mika glanced over, “Made room?” She asked, “That doesn’t sound right.” She grumbled into her drink. “So…you catching the red eye to Cali?”

“That’s not how I meant..” She sighed. “He made room in his place for us to move in.. you know.” Rolling her eyes. “I forgot I gotta be literal with you.”  She laughed. “Yeah I am. I had to have a conversation with Ash. But there’s also something else I need to ask you. And feel free to say no. You’ve always had my back and you know I appreciate it.” Taking a drink of the beer in front of her she looked over at her best friend for as long as she could remember, her sister in law. “There’s a bounty on my head from Vincent Lyons JR. And I need you to have my back if shit goes down. LJ and Miles, they can’t get involved if another Bombshell chooses to take that offer. There’s rules against that in SCW.”

Mika smirked and her eyes flashed dangerously. “They will never find her…or him if it really comes to it.” She looked over at Ally, “You never needed to ask.”

“Hey, I know my best friend, it’s better to ask.” She gave her a laugh. “The next round is on me.” She motioned for the bartender. “So tell me, what’s it like having the estate now?”

Mika groaned, “Too damn big. But I can avoid Damien for days if he really pisses me off so — silver lining.”

Alexandra laughed softly. “It was a big house with just Ash and I honestly. So I get it.” She took a large drink of her beer. “Hey at least there’s a massive library and you could always get some cows and horses out there. But I’m glad you all are settling in.”

The two friends spend time together drinking and catching up.

Flash of Glitter
Anaheim Convention Center
Anaheim, California


Anaheim, California, a place with some of the best memories for people. Disneyland being one of them, however, she wasn’t here for a trip to Disneyland with LJ and Ashlynn. No, this time she was here to fight against someone she had seen working her ass off in the industry. Candy. The camera fades in on Alexandra who is standing in front of a colorful fountain. Her eyes are solemn and fixed on the camera.

“Dear sweet little Princess in Pink Candy, our fun loving, glittery fairy. It seems that we must cross paths finally. I knew this day would come and we would find ourselves standing across the ring from each other. It’s a shock that it’s taken this long to happen, considering how we’ve gravitated in the same companies for years. It’s about time a company took you and showed you off, the way you deserve to be.”

She sits by one of the fountains and smiles brightly. Candy was a breath of fresh air, considering the looming bounty on her head. It was only a matter of time before one of the lovely ladies of Sin City Wrestling's Bombshell division, took Vincent up on that little offer. Cash for the head of Alexandra Calaway, what is this the Wild Wild West?

“Now this match comes at a dark time for me. At least I know you aren’t the type of woman to take a bribe from a mad man. You are far too good for that. Far too honest. Far too fair. But that’s the price you pay sometimes for doing the right thing. What can I say, I was protecting my man and Lyons took offense to it. I’d do it a thousand times over. If it comes down to it, I’ve taken out my own insurance policy. But enough about that, let’s get back to matters at hand, like us.”

She paused, looking into the shimmering water, the lights changing colors, dancing across her features. It was clear that she was lost in thought of the impending doom.

“I’m actually looking forward to this match. I’ve always wanted to be in that ring against you, since the first moment I saw you wrestle. I knew that it would get here eventually. In this business it’s only a matter of time. I’m excited to face you Candy, honestly, just glad that it's the opening round of the tournament. Which means we both have a golden opportunity ahead of us, all one of us needs to do, is win. And while I’d love to step back and go ahead, congratulate you. I simply cannot do that. I want you to know that no matter what goes on out there, be it the mysterious attacker that is lurking in the wings, just waiting for the right moment to strike, or the glitter I know you love to carry in your pockets, I plan on walking out the winner.”

Another quick moment of silence passes as Alexandra takes another breath. Everything seemed to be crashing out, but she had her resilience. Even after a string of losses, she had managed to pull one out with LJ by her side. Now it was time for her to prove that win wasn’t just a fluke. She was ready to get back on the pathway to the gold.

“It’s better this way, because now I get to see what you can do first hand. And you get to spend time fighting against someone you say you look up to. It’s a win/win for both of us, even if we lose, we got a memory to carry with us in the end. See you on Sunday Candy. Afterwards, we’ll get some cotton candy and hang out.” 

She gives the camera a two finger salute before walking away into the crisp Anaheim night, into the waiting arms of LJ Kasey.

18
Early Mornings In Vegas
LJs Apartment
Las Vegas, Nevada


The sun had started to brush through the windows of LJ’s bedroom. Bathing Alexandra in the warmth of the morning sunlight, she rolled over and kissed LJ’s head, before slipping from the bed. Slipping into her slippers and wrapping a robe around her body she made her way to the kitchen. She had slipped out the day before to grab some groceries, wanting to have a full breakfast prepared for them before they headed out.  LJ to Law School and Ash to her first day at The Meadows School. Getting to work she quickly made them breakfast and before she could finish plating the food, she felt an arm slip around her waist. 

“Good morning Angel,” LJ’s lips brushed across her jawline and she turned slightly to look up at him.

“Good morning darling,” Alexandra laughed and leaned against him. “Breakfast is almost ready and I’m sure Ash will be down soon.”

“I smell bacon,” came a voice from behind her.  Ashlynn padded into the room, a book bag slung over her shoulder, which was quickly discarded on the floor.

“I took the liberty of making you guys some breakfast. I know it’s not always this big of a thing, but I wanted to do something nice for you both.” A bright smile crossed Alexandra’s face.

Alexandra finished plating their food and putting it on the island counter so that they could eat. She watched as Ashlynn poured herself some juice and sat it down next to her food and sat down. Alexandra handed LJ a cup of coffee and sat down to join them.

Ashlynn dug into her bacon with a grin. “You spoil me mom. Most mornings, I’m lucky if I grab a granola bar before running out the door.”

Alexandra arched her brow. “That’s exactly why I wanted to slow things down today. You’ve been burning the candle at both ends lately, homework, SAT prep.”

“Don’t forget late night FaceTiming with her friends,” LJ teased, earning a dramatic sigh from Ashlynn.

“Seriously, Mom, Da" she quickly catches herself. "LJ,” she said, trying to hide the almost slip up, hoping he hadn’t caught it. Her tone was more playful than defensive. “Junior year’s no joke. Half the time it feels like every teacher thinks their class is the only one I have.”

Alexandra reached across and touched her daughter’s hand. “I know, sweetheart. But you’re managing it beautifully. You just have to remember to take care of yourself in between all of it.”

Ashlynn softened at that, her smile less guarded. “Thanks, Mom. I’ll survive. It’s just,” a sigh escaped her lips “a lot.”

Alexandra looked over at LJ, noticing his interest in the conversation. She knew Ashlynn liked having LJ around someone else to be the buffer between them sometimes. It also helped to have a second person around in moments like this.

LJ nodded, sipping his coffee. “That’s what this home is for, to be your place to breathe when the world feels like too much. I want you to feel comfortable here. It’s your home too.”

For a moment, Ashlynn let the words sink in before returning to her plate. The hum of everyday life, the scrape of chairs, the clink of silverware, the smell of coffee and bacon, settled over them like a comfort they didn’t take for granted. They all finished their meal and Alexandra moved over to take the plates to the sink, getting everything ready to clean up.

Ashlynn grabbed her bag and made her way over to her mother kissing her cheek. “I need to go now if I plan on catching my bus. The Meadows School waits for no one.”

“Have a good day sweetheart and be safe,” Alexandra smiled a little. The fear of her daughter alone in a new city still crept over her.

“Mom, it’s not that far, I’ll be fine,” with that Ashlynn was gone for the door before another word could be said.

“That’s my cue as well. I need to get to the campus.” LJ stood and moved towards Alexandra, turning her away from the sink and capturing her lips in a passionate kiss. “Have a good day Angel and don’t work too hard. We got the show this weekend.”

“I won’t” Alexandra nodded and tried so hard to not let go of him. “I’d tell you not to work hard, but it’s law school.” A chuckle left her lips.

“I’ll be home before you know it.” he pulled away and put his blazer on, before kissing her again a bit longer this time. “I love you, Alexandra.”

“I love you too LJ,” she watched as he smiled and pulled away, disappearing out the door.

Turning back to the sink she takes her time to clean the dishes, making sure to get everything handled up and put away, before moving to look at the articles for the show. She knew nothing of her opponents and yet she didn’t fear the unknown. She trusted what she and LJ could do together in that ring; they had proven it against Logan and Brooke as well as against Justin Smith and Song. Anthrax and Twisted Sister may be a different breed altogether but still nothing to fear.


Barbed Wire and Roses
Lost Weekend Staircase
Miami Beach, Florida


The flight to Miami from Las Vegas hadn’t been hard on them at all. Finding their hotel rooms, the two headed out for Alexandra’s filming place. Lost Weekend club, after speaking with the manager for about thirty minutes, they had access to the club before hours. The camera was set up and there was no time left to waste.

“Let’s do this,” Alexandra looked up at LJ with a smile.

“Right behind you Angel, this is your time.”

Alexandra sat down on the step, on the step behind her sat LJ, sunglasses on, even though it was indoors in the middle of the day. She took a moment to lick her polished lips before speaking.

“So it seems either myself or LJ, or both of us, have managed to garner the attention and ire of Anthrax and Twisted Sister. Personally I don’t think I know either of these two individuals, but as I’ve said all along. There’s always someone else out there who thinks they are crazier or darker than YOU think you are. I mean, just look at Victoria Lyons.”

She gave a quick moment of pause, knowing that this match wasn’t going to be easy. From what she could find about these two, they were as crazy as crazy could be. Even crazier than she had ever pretended to be. That was the thing most people forgot about the industry. Crazy is a common gimmick around it, but violence, the kind that comes from Funhouse matches, Alexandra had made a career on.

“It’s Violent Conduct everyone. And would you know it, they put the hottest new couple as the opening match for the banger show of the year. LJ and I, we’ve torn through several other mixed tag teams and shown time and time again both in the ring together and apart that we are willing to push the limits, to do whatever must be done to win. Weapons or no weapons.”

She looks up at LJ who lowers his sunglasses for a moment letting her talk, but nodding in agreement.

“You see Anthrax, I’m not going to waste my valuable time on addressing you directly, LJ more than had that covered. But I will say this, you don’t scare me. I don’t scare as easily as some of these other women. I used to fight men like you, before coming here. However, since I cannot fight you in the ring, sadly, it’s against the rules, I’ll just say this, Twisted Sister will experience what it’s like to be in there with me, and she can fill you in.”

Leaning back she kissed LJ’s cheek and then sat back up.

“Twisted Sister, let me address you directly my dear little doll. I’ve seen people like you, faced them, countless times over and it’s ended the same way. With their clown paint washed away, mingling with the blood we spilled and guess what, they wound up flat on their backs with me pinning them for the three count. You’ll be no different.”

The camera holds on Alexandra for a few moments before panning up to LJ who smirks and gives that air of confidence he always has.

“They say for every rise, there is a fall. Much like this staircase we are on, climbing ever upwards in this industry is what we all do. It doesn’t matter if you win or lose, upwards is always the goal. We all know too well what’s at stake here, what can happen in this type of match. Hell I’ll even admit it. Matches like this, they take years off a person's career and I’ve been in a lot of them.”

The camera pans out to posters from past shows at the Lost Weekend, it zooms in on one entitled Funhouse, with the picture of a creepy carnival and some deadly looking clowns on it. Alexandra looks up at it and laughs.

“If you think the grease paint and ominous vibes scare either of us. You have no clue who you are going up against. Look, we've both taken our lumps and proven that this company needs us, win or lose, our names are mentioned in meetings, we are pushed into some of the highest caliber matches, hell we put asses in the seats week in and week out.”

A soft laugh leaves her and she see’s LJ’s hand come out for hers.

“And at Violent Conduct Twisted Sister, Anthrax, you two get to see just what we do to people who stand against us. Hell, maybe go pull Logan out of whatever bottle he’s in the bottom of and ask him, ask his little baby doll Brooke, then meet us in the Funhouse, I’ll be glad to make you bleed.”

With that, LJ pulls her into a kiss and the camera fades to black.

19
Climax Control Archives / Goodbye Dallas || Chasing the Future
« on: August 29, 2025, 10:31:48 PM »
Goodbye Dallas
The Move
Dallas, Texas


Alexandra had her fears about the whole idea of moving to Vegas, but after moving her brother and his family into the old estate she had their things moved to the guest house to be stored away and then took herself, her daughter, a few small items that had been sent to LJ’s ahead of the big move. She found a moment to look back up at the house, before climbing into the rental and riding away to the airport.

The house loomed in the distance as they pulled away, its wide windows catching the late afternoon light. It was the house that had watched her grow up, the house that had been filled with laughter and arguments, first crushes, family dinners, and long Texas summers that never seemed to end. She had spent countless nights staring up at its ceilings, dreaming about her future, about who she might become once she finally had the courage to step out into the wider world. And now, here she was, leaving it all behind.

Ashlynn sat beside her in the backseat of the rental, earbuds in, gaze glued to her phone. Sixteen and already so much her own person, Alexandra thought. The girl handled the move with more calm than her mother had expected. Sure, there had been protests at first, some slammed doors and sharp words about uprooting her from her school and her friends in Dallas. But once Alexandra explained that this was more than just a move, it was about a chance at building something stable with LJ, Ashlynn had gone quiet. Not sulking, exactly, but thinking. Processing.

The airport was crowded, as airports always were on a busy day, a blur of rolling suitcases, coffee cups, and overhead announcements. Alexandra guided her daughter through the check-in line, her mind flickering back to Dallas even as her body moved forward on autopilot. Every step felt like a goodbye, though she knew the estate wasn’t truly gone. Her brother would care for it, his children would grow up in the same backyard Ashlynn had, and that brought a small measure of comfort.

By the time they settled into their seats on the flight, Alexandra finally allowed herself a long exhale. She pressed her forehead lightly to the cool window and watched the baggage handlers move with brisk efficiency. Her chest tightened as the plane’s engines hummed to life, and for a moment she wasn’t sure if the tears behind her eyes were from fear, relief, or something in between.

That was when her thoughts drifted to LJ.

It had been his idea, of course, though he’d framed it carefully. He hadn’t pressured her, hadn’t said you need to move to Vegas. Instead, he’d asked. One evening, in the quiet of his place, when the conversation had dipped into that sweet space of vulnerability, he’d reached across, taken her hand, and said, “What if you and Ashlynn came here? What if we stopped doing this long-distance thing and just built something?”

At first, Alexandra had laughed internally. The idea seemed too sudden, too monumental. Dallas was home. Dallas was everything she had ever known. But then he kept talking about how serious he was about her and about how he could see a future for them. About how Ashlynn could finish high school in Vegas, still have every opportunity she might have in Texas, and more. But had it really been unreasonable after a year of dating? No. It’s exactly what they both should have wanted. Especially after he wasn’t accepted to college in Austin. But home for her wasn’t a place, it was a person, home was LJ.

But when she really took the time to think it through, Las Vegas with LJ and Ashlynn seemed like the right move. And with her giving the house to her brother, if needs be, she could always go home right? Isn’t that the phrase, you can always go home. There were so many pros and cons to everything, but she was never one to let fear hold her back.

That word, FUTURE, had settled into her chest like an anchor. No more traveling back and forth, no more late night facetimes, no more falling asleep with her phone clutched to her chest. Now, she could curl up next to him and rest in his embrace. She had almost told him yes when he asked. But she always wanted Ashlynn’s opinion, because it affected her as well. There was

A home, roots, a future they were building together.

LJ wasn’t the type to throw words around lightly. He was steady, grounded in ways that balanced her own hesitations. When he said he wanted her there, he meant it. It wasn’t just about convenience. It was about commitment. Now, with the plane lifting off the runway, Alexandra replayed that moment in her mind, the way his eyes had softened, the certainty in his voice. It was the first time in years she had felt the possibility of something permanent.

Ashlynn nudged her, "You okay, Mom?”

Alexandra blinked, realizing she’d been staring at nothing. She forced a smile, "Yeah, baby. Just thinking.”

“About LJ?” Ashlynn asked, her tone casual but curious, "About the move?”

Alexandra chuckled softly, "Maybe.”

Her daughter rolled her eyes, but there was no malice in it, "You really like him mom. There’s nothing wrong with that.”

“I do,” Alexandra admitted, "More than I expected to. More than I thought possible. Even when I shouldn’t have, because he’s Miles' brother.”

Ashlynn took a deep breath and smiled, "Maybe this is the next step in your relationship with LJ then. It’s time you started focusing on your forever. As for the move, it will take time to adjust, but it’s possible to do. Especially since Las Vegas has some great programs for college, which you’ve been on me about.”

She let out a soft laugh, looking over at Ashlynn, "You are the one who needs to think about the future. What you want to do with life.”

“Mom, you need to think about what you are going to do once I graduate next year,” Ashlynn had always worried about what her mothers life would be like once she was gone.

“I’ll do what I’ve always done, work,” She laughed.

“Maybe you and LJ could...I don’t know. Have a sibling for me” She shrugged questioningly.

“Let’s not worry about that. Right now, this adventure is big enough,” Alexandra smiled and turned out to look out the window.

That was the truth. For years she had built her world around stability, raising Ashlynn, managing family responsibilities, maintaining the estate and wrestling. Dating had been casual, fleeting. No one had ever felt safe enough, serious enough, to fold into the life she’d worked so hard to protect. And yet LJ had come along, and suddenly, all the old walls didn’t feel so necessary.

The flight seemed to stretch on, the desert landscape eventually unfolding beneath them in shades of brown and gold. Alexandra’s stomach fluttered at the sight. Las Vegas had always been a place she associated with bright lights, noise, and chaos. But from above, it was quieter, more subdued, the city simply another collection of lives woven together in the vast sweep of the desert.

Still, the fears lingered. What if this didn’t work? What if the move proved too much for Ashlynn? What if living with LJ changed the rhythm of their relationship in ways they couldn’t anticipate? What if things failed and there was nowhere to go? All real fears to have at this moment. Especially with Ashlynn so close to being out of the house and away at college.

She closed her eyes and took a steady breath. Relationships were always a risk. Love was always a leap. And yet, something in her heart told her this was worth it. That she was worth it. That after all the years of treading carefully, it was okay to let herself imagine a life where she wasn’t carrying everything alone.

By the time the flight touched down, Alexandra felt a mix of exhaustion and anticipation. She gathered her things, nudged Ashlynn awake, and followed the flow of passengers off the plane. Stepping down off the escalator and there he was. LJ, waiting just beyond security, his face breaking into a grin the moment he saw them. Ashlynn smiled faintly, and Alexandra’s heart gave a little twist. For the first time, Vegas didn’t feel like an ending. It felt like the start of something entirely new. The two ran over to him Alexandra dropped her bag and wrapped LJ in a hug, kissing him passionately. Enough to make Ashlynn playfully gag.

“Oh gross...come on,” Ashlynn laughed.

“Get used to it Kiddo,” Alexandra smiled, the fear melting from her in that moment.

“Let’s go home,” LJ smiled and led them over to grab their luggage.

“To our new life,” Ashlynn nodded.

Seeing LJ made her feel as if all this was the right move. The fear she had been feeling was quickly melting away, leaving only the excitement of what the future would now bring. The trio got the luggage and quickly exited the airport, heading out to their new home.


The Only VIP that matters
Hilton Cancun Mar Caribe
Cancun, Mexico


The sun melts into the horizon, spilling streaks of gold, pink, and violet across the sky as the waves kiss the shoreline. The air is warm, carrying the gentle scent of salt and ocean breeze, wrapping the evening in a hush of luxury. She walks the white sand with quiet confidence, each step leaving a delicate trace in the soft earth before the tide sweeps it away.

Behind her, the Hilton Cancun Mar Caribe rises like a beacon of elegance, its glow reflecting the promise of indulgence. But it is not the resort that commands attention, it is her. Bathed in the last light of the day, she radiates presence, untouchable, undeniable. The world slows, as if the ocean itself pauses to admire her. A golden shimmer dances along the rim of her glass, the sun’s final gift before nightfall. She lifts it slightly, not in toast, but as a subtle claim. In this moment, under this sky, on this shore, there is no doubt.

She is the only name that matters.
The only presence that lingers.
The only VIP that mattered.
Alexandra Calaway.


Alexandra turns to look into the camera, calm and collected. Licking her lips she begins to speak. Her focus on the task at hand.

“I’ve looked at the path ahead, and honestly, it’s nothing new to me. Every single woman standing in front of me right now? I’ve shared a ring with them before. I know their strengths, I know their weaknesses, and more importantly, I know exactly how far I’ve come since the last time we stood toe-to-toe. Some of them tested me, my career and my place here, some of them pushed me to limits I didn’t even know I had, but all of them have been stepping stones in my growth. I’m not walking into this blind or unprepared, I’m walking into it with experience, with scars, and with the kind of focus that only comes from being tried and tested against the very best.”

She takes a deep breath, a hint of a smirk breaking through.

“This isn’t just about proving myself anymore, it’s about proving that the future belongs to me. Every loss I’ve ever taken has taught me something, every victory has built me higher, and now I’m standing at a point where I’m not just looking to survive these matches. I’m looking to define them. Each woman in this division has her place, but it’s my time to carve out mine, loud and clear. And if anyone doubts that, all they’ll have to do is watch what happens when I step in that ring. Which brings me to my first of five other competitors in this match.”

She pauses, not moving around.

“Which brings me to you Crystal, you have been in the ring with me before and you’ve never managed to tip the scales in your favor. Tell me, what makes you think this time will be any different? It won't. I can assure you of that. When that match is over, the one woman left will be me. All I need to do is take out you and Seleana or watch as you are taken out and laugh alongside the others as the bouncers escort both of you out of MY VIP section. You see, Crystal, people like you live off illusions. You love the bright lights, the cameras, the applause—because it convinces you that you belong here. But when the lights dim and the crowd goes quiet, reality sets in, and reality is me. I am the wall you’ve never been able to climb, the storm you’ve never been able to weather. And just like every other time, you’ll find yourself staring up at the ceiling, wondering why you ever thought you had a chance.”

There was something behind the fire in Alexandra’s eyes. Crystal had clearly been an annoyance for everyone. Latching onto whoever she could for relevancy.

“Crystal, you’re the definition of smoke and mirrors. You change personas, reinvent yourself, slap on new names and titles as if that’s going to erase the failures stacked behind you. You don’t evolve, you just recycle. The problem is, no matter how many times you flip the script, the ending is always the same: you lying flat on your back, your voice silenced, your spotlight stolen by someone who actually knows how to deliver when it counts. And deep down, I think you know it too, that’s why you’re always chasing validation instead of commanding respect.”

Now it was time to drive it home with Crystal, once and for all.

“You can call yourself a star, a legend, a queen, whatever fantasy makes you feel safe at night, but the truth is you’ve never been able to shine without someone else holding the torch for you. Without the drama, without the theatrics, without the endless self-promotion, who is Crystal really? Just another name on a long list of women who thought they could step into my ring and prove something, only to leave broken, embarrassed, and forgotten. And that’s exactly where you’ll end up again, right where you belong alongside Seleana.”

She smirked and gave the camera a quick wink, before continuing.

“As for Seleana, she’s caught in the crossfire whether she realizes it or not. Loyalty won’t save her, desperation won’t save her, and certainly your history together won’t save either of you. When the bell rings, I don’t see friends, rivals, or partners, I see obstacles. And obstacles are meant to be destroyed. So when it’s all said and done, the only name anyone will remember, the only presence that will matter, is mine.”

She almost felt bad for Seleana, constant chances, constant failures. Nothing was ever promised in this industry and Seleana was finding that out first hand.

“Seleana, I almost feel sorry for you. Almost. Because no matter how hard you try, you’ll always be known as the one standing in Crystal’s shadow. You’ve built your whole identity around being loyal, being supportive, being the ‘good one’, but loyalty won’t win you matches, and it sure as hell won’t save you from me. You’re not stepping into the ring with a friend, you’re stepping into the ring with a predator, and predators don’t show mercy.”

She gave a sad shrug, she couldn’t play nice, not now, not with so much at risk. There was so much she could do. Another chance at that Bombshell World Championship. A chance to prove she was still on the top.

“You’ve had moments, flashes where people thought maybe...just maybe...you’d break out and become your own force. But every time, you fall short. Every time, you get dragged back down, and it’s not just Crystal holding you there, it’s your own weakness. That’s the truth no one says to your face, but I’ll say it right here: you’re not built to be at the top. And when this is over, you’ll learn that lesson the hard way as I stand tall and leave you lying beside the woman you’ve wasted your career protecting. I will say it time and time again, you could be worth so much more, out of her shadow.”

Now it was time to really get into it. The rest of the ladies in this match had either beaten Alexandra every time they’ve stepped in the ring, or have at least one win over her. Something she couldn’t allow to happen this time. Something she needed to do was outlast the others, to use her resilience.

“Cassie Wolfe, I’ll give you this, you’ve managed to get one win over me. One. And you cling to it like it’s the crown jewel of your career. But let’s be honest, you and I both know the score. For every one you’ve taken, I’ve stacked several against you. That’s not a rivalry, Cassie, that’s dominance. And while you hang onto that one little spark of victory, I’ve already turned it into ash several times over.”

She wanted to pace, to show her anger, but she didn’t move. She stayed in her spot.

“The thing about you, Cassie, is that you mistake hunger for power. You think showing up, scratching, clawing, and telling the world you’re ‘hungry like the Wolfe’ is enough to change the outcome. But hunger without substance is nothing but desperation. You’ve proven time and time again that when it really matters, you can’t finish the job. You don’t devour the competition, you starve in the spotlight, while I’m the one feasting on every opportunity.”

There’s so much she could say, but what she had said was already more than enough, wasn’t it? But still, she couldn’t stop herself.

“So go ahead, end another promo with your little slogan. Tell everyone you’re ‘hungry like the Wolfe’ and try to sound fierce. I’ll even let you say it with a straight face. But when the bell rings, I’ll remind you why I’ve beaten you more times than you’ve beaten me. Because there’s a difference between being hungry and being fed, and Cassie. When you step into the ring with me, you’re nothing more than prey waiting for the inevitable.”

With Cassie out of the way Alexandra could focus on the two women who worried her the most in this match. Two women she held no wins over.

“Frankie Holliday. Yeah, you got me once. I’ll never forget that. You walked out of the ring with your hand in the air, and I had to live with that picture stuck in my head for months. You had your night, you had your moment. Fine, I’ll give you that. But that was then. That was the old me, a different woman. Scared of the failures she already had. And the person standing here right now? She’s not the same. She’s stronger, sharper, and a hell of a lot more dangerous than you’re ready for.”

Frankie had managed to get inside her head for a bit. Alexandra found herself now ready to prove herself again. This time to someone new to her.

“Since that loss, I’ve been grinding. Every damn day. Breaking myself down, building myself back up, promising I would never feel that again. I’ve replayed that match over and over, picked apart every mistake, and I turned all of it into weapons. You showed me where I was weak once, Frankie, but that doesn’t happen twice. That loss? It became fuel. And now, I’m walking into this fight ready to light you up with it.”

She was on fire, filled with the fuel needed to win, perhaps she could pull one out of the bag and surprise everyone.

“So hear me, Frankie. You’re not beating me again. Not now, not ever. I’ll be standing across from you, looking you dead in the eye, and you’re gonna see exactly what happens when I refuse to fall. This isn’t revenge, it’s redemption. And when that bell rings, everybody’s gonna know your little win was nothing more than a memory. This time, Frankie Holliday, I’m the one leaving with my hand raised.”

Which brings Alexandra to the biggest thorn in her side. Victoria Lyons, cousin to one of her best friends. The two had repeatedly bathed each other in blood, but kept coming back for more as if they were bound to do this forever.

“Victoria, you and I, we’ve done this song and dance countless times. Yes, every single time we’ve stepped into this ring together, you’ve walked out with the upper hand. There hasn’t been a time when I’ve not heard how you are superior to me. It got to a point where I almost believed it for a bit. But honestly, if the truth needs to be told, I pity you Victoria. I pity the fact that you choose to be the kind of person you are. I pity you for the fact you could be an amazing person, if your attitude and persona weren’t absolute trash.”

She pauses for a moment.

“I do, however, respect what you’ve done in the company. Your title reign was nothing to bat an eye at. You showed everyone in this company just what you were made of. But you’ve also shown everyone just where to fail and fail spectacularly. You keep trying to be the end of me. You keep trying to say that we are meant to do this... To be enemies forever. And honestly, yes. We are. But I’d like to think in another lifetime, you and I could have been friends. Much like Xander and I are. But as this is how you’ve chosen to be I never see that being possible. Instead I’m going to have to prove to you that just because you might get one or two over me, doesn’t mean it will happen EVERY time.”

She takes a moment looking out over the water. Enjoying the sounds of the waves on the sand.

“Victoria, you thrive on people doubting me. You love being the one to smirk when I stumble, the one to point out every flaw and remind the world that I’m not perfect. But here’s the thing, perfection was never the goal. Growth was. And while you’ve stayed the same bitter, venom-filled competitor, I’ve adapted. I’ve learned from every misstep, every time you thought you buried me. And what you don’t realize is that every loss I’ve taken to you has sharpened me into the kind of threat you’re not ready for. This time, when the bell rings, I’m not the Alexandra you’re used to. I’m the version you’ve been unintentionally building all along.”

She takes a step forward towards the camera, her voice lowering but the conviction cutting sharper than ever.

“You see, Victoria, legacy isn’t about how many times you win. It’s about who you elevate, who you push to their breaking point. And whether you want to admit it or not, you’ve done that for me. You’ve made me stronger, fiercer, more determined than I’ve ever been. So maybe you’ll get your laughs in now, maybe you’ll strut around with that arrogant grin one more time. But when we meet again, it won’t be about me surviving you, it’ll be about me surpassing you. And when that happens, when I finally put you down, you’ll realize that our rivalry wasn’t your story of dominance. It was my story of becoming undeniable. This war between us is far from over, we both know that’s the truth.”

Alexandra took a moment to think over everything that had led her to this moment. The losses, the wins, the downfall from the top. How she’s fought with everything she had, even when others told her to give up.

“I’ve been pushed to the bottom more times than I’d like to count, yet they continue to book me because I’m resilient. I bounce back. I prove time and time again that I deserve my spot on this roster, can you ladies say the same? I guess we will find out in time won't we? See you all in the ring.”

Turning away she made her way down the beach, right into LJ’s waiting arms. Win or lose, she had him and her family, everything else was just window dressing. The camera fades out on their image fading into the distance.

20
Climax Control Archives / Unanswered Questions
« on: August 08, 2025, 10:37:08 PM »
A lot to consider, before leaving for Ibiza
Calaway Estate
Dallas, Texas


“But if I stay here… I don’t want to keep doing the long-distance shuffle. Not just for me but for you and in a way for Ashlynn.”

“I’m not trying to rush anything,”

"It’s just...the idea of waking up next to you, not having to count days or flights or FaceTimes...it sounds like something real. Something we could build. Together.”


Alexandra had LJ had just hung up after a very deep phone call. She hadn’t expected him to ask something so big. It’s true, they had just crossed the year mark a few weeks ago. His need for them to be there with him, to build something real together.

She sat in the quiet after, her fingers loosely wrapped around the phone, heart still echoing his words. They filled the corners of the room like sunlight trying to reach her, but they didn’t quite warm her completely. There was love there, deep and steady. She felt it every time he said her name like it mattered. And the way he talked about a future, their future, not just some vague dream, but a life he wanted to create with her. With Ashlynn.
But that’s what made it harder.

Ashlynn. Her whole world wrapped up in a sixteen-year-old who was already balancing on the edge of adulthood. Confident. Bright. Guarded in ways only teenage girls could be. She had roots here, friends she’d grown up with, teachers who understood her, a social circle she trusted, and a rhythm to her life that Alexandra had worked hard to protect. Taking her away from all that? From everything she knew? It felt like tossing a stone into still water and bracing for the ripple.

Still, the memory of LJ’s voice lingered, warm, steady, full of hope. And God, she wanted that too. Waking up to someone who chose her every day. Building something with hands that wouldn’t let go. She could see it: Sunday mornings with quiet coffee, Ashlynn rolling her eyes at their stolen kisses in the kitchen, a life full of ordinary moments that didn’t have to be packed into weekend visits or countdown clocks.

But love came with risk. And being a mother meant holding two hearts in her chest, not just one.
She rubbed her temple, torn between longing and responsibility. Was it fair to even consider asking Ashlynn to start over at sixteen? To leave the place where she’d kissed her first boyfriend, bombed her math midterm, cried on the bathroom floor after a fight with her best friend?

Alexandra leaned her head back against the wall, eyes closed. The silence wasn’t empty, it was full of possibilities, each one asking her to be brave in a different way. What if Ashlynn hated her for this? What if she pulled away? What if this love, this rare, hard-earned, beautiful thing, unraveled under the weight of reality?

And yet... wasn’t that the gamble of love? That sometimes it asked you to leap, not because it promised a perfect landing, but because the person waiting on the other side was worth the fall?

She sighed and stood slowly, glancing down the hallway where Ashlynn’s door was closed, music leaking faintly from behind it. Her daughter, her world. This conversation, when it came,  would matter more than any she’d had with LJ. Because if they went, they’d go as a we, or not at all.

One conversation at a time, she told herself.

And maybe... just maybe... the rest would follow. For now she needed to focus, she needed to prepare for her match. Bella and Victoria wouldn’t be easy on her. But no one could be harder on her than she herself was at this moment.


Short and Simple
Hotel
Monaco

A panoramic drone shot glides over the glittering Monaco coastline. The moonlight shimmers on the water, the yachts are lit like floating palaces, and the distant hum of music from the casinos fills the air. The camera slowly pushes in on the balcony of the Hôtel de Paris. Alexandra Calaway stands there, black silk robe over her exquisite frame, long hair flowing in the breeze, a champagne flute in her hand. She stares out at the city with the calm confidence of someone who already believes she owns it.

"Monaco, The crown jewel of the Riviera. A place where fortunes change hands over the spin of a wheel, where billionaires and movie stars mingle in champagne lounges, where every balcony hides a story worth telling. And tonight, this balcony, this view, this story, belongs to me.”

She takes a moment to look over the railing at the view below. The bright lights of the city, the roar of the nightlife below.

“Look down there, the streets are alive. Laughter, music, the shuffle of chips, the clink of glasses. They came here for a taste of luxury but me? I didn’t come to taste it. I came to take it.”

She took a deep breath, closing her eyes and soaking in the night time air, the sound around her. Breathing it all in she continues.

“And in just a matter of hours, luxury won’t be measured in diamonds or bank accounts. It’ll be measured in blood spilled under velvet ropes. It’ll be measured in broken bottles and shattered egos. Because tomorrow night, in the main event, it’s a VIP Lounge Brawl. Boy do I pity Christian when this is over. Bella Madison. Victoria Lyons. And Alexandra Calaway. One winner. One ticket punched straight to Mykonos, where Kayla Richards and her precious title will be waiting for one of us lucky women."

She swirls the champagne, eyes locked on the glittering coastline.

"You know, I’ve wrestled all over the world. Tokyo. London. Vegas. But there’s something about Monaco that feels somehow fitting. This city understands status. It understands power. It understands that not all women are created equal. Some of us are born to rule and some are born to kneel. Tomorrow night, I will remind the world which category I belong to. But before we get to the fight, let’s talk about my opponents, shall we?"

She leans against the balcony rail, her voice softening but her smirk sharp.

"Bella Madison. Let’s start with you. Because unlike the other name on that list, you’ve earned a certain level of respect from me. You’re a fighter. You don’t hide behind excuses. You don’t need to stab someone in the back to get ahead. You’ve been in wars and you’ve walked away stronger. And I respect that. Truly. In a business full of pretenders, you’re one of the few who can look me in the eye and mean it when you say you’re coming to fight. But here’s the thing about respect, Bella, we both know, respect doesn’t mean mercy. It doesn’t mean I’ll pull my punches. If anything, it means I’ll give you the very best version of Alexandra Calaway and that is not a gift, it’s a death sentence. We both know this.”

She hated that she had to go up against Bella, because she did have quite a bit of respect from Alexandra. That wouldn’t change things in the end though. She would go hard on Bella if it meant the win.

“When that bell rings, the velvet ropes in that VIP section won’t be for keeping people out, they’ll be there to trap you in with me. And when I drive your head through a glass drink tray, when I wrap that hookah hose around your neck and squeeze, it won’t be out of spite, it’ll be out of necessity. Because I’m not stepping into that ring to make friends. I’m stepping in to win. And if I have to break you to do it, Bella, I will."

Her smile fades. The champagne glass lowers. There’s a flicker of heat in her eyes now.

"And then there’s you. Victoria Lyons. You and I we’ve danced this dance before, haven’t we? You’ve been a thorn in my side for too long. You’re like a shadow that lingers just long enough to make me want to burn the whole room down. Everywhere I turn, there you are. Whispering. Plotting. Clinging to whatever scraps of relevance you can get your claws on. And you’ve tried,  oh, you’ve tried, to make me stumble. You’ve tried to make me doubt myself. You’ve tried to make yourself my equal. But you’re not my equal, Victoria. You never have been. And the thing is,  I think you know that. I think that’s why you’re so desperate to make my life hell. Because deep down, you understand the truth: No matter how hard you claw you’ll never reach the throne again."

She sets the champagne down on the balcony railing, her voice hardening.

"I’ve never beaten you before. I’ve never embarrassed you before. But tomorrow night, it’s not just about beating you. It’s about ending this. I’m going to take that leather couch in the VIP lounge, lay you across it, and drive my knee into your skull until you stop moving. I’m going to make you wish you’d never signed the contract for this match. And when it’s over, when the champagne is mixed with your blood on that floor, you’ll finally understand… there’s no room for you in my world."

She picks the champagne glass back up, but doesn’t drink. She turns, facing the camera fully for the first time.

"The VIP Lounge Brawl, what a beautiful concept. Velvet ropes, strobe lights, champagne bottles, hookah hoses, DJ headphones, it’s like they designed it just for me. See, some wrestlers panic when you put them in a chaotic environment like that. They get distracted. They lose focus. Me? I thrive in it. Chaos is my natural habitat. When that bell rings, I’m not just going to use the weapons they hand me. I’m going to turn that VIP section into a masterpiece. Every bottle, every tray, every rope, I’ll use them all. And when I’m done, people won’t just remember the fight, they’ll remember the artwork I left behind."

She sets the glass down completely now. The wind picks up slightly. Her voice lowers, dripping with venom.

"Victoria, I’ve been patient. I’ve been composed. I've listened to every slight you have thrown in my direction and took it with class and poise. But the truth is every time I think about you, my hands itch to tear you apart. You’ve cost me matches. You’ve cost me moments. And tomorrow night, I’m going to take everything from you in return. I want you to feel it. I want you to hear the sound of the glass breaking under your body. I want to see the panic in your eyes when you realize you’re trapped. I want you to understand that when I said I was going to end you, I meant it.”

That was the truth of it. She would make sure to deal with Victoria, however she needed to. By the end of the night, that Bombshell World Title shot would be hers.

“Bella, you’ll get caught in the crossfire. And I’m sorry for that. But you knew the risk the moment you signed your name. Tomorrow night isn’t about who wants it most. It’s about who’s willing to go the farthest. And I’ve been to the darkest corners of this business, ladies. I’ve done things you wouldn’t even whisper about. And tomorrow night in Monaco, you’ll see all of it."

Her tone shifts again, calmer but still deadly.

"And when it’s over, when I’m standing there, hand raised, the winner of the VIP Lounge Brawl,  I’ll get on a plane. I’ll fly to Mykonos. And Kayla Richards, I hope you’re watching. Because I’m not coming to Greece for the sunshine. I’m coming for your title. Climax Control is just the beginning. Mykonos is the destination. And when I get there, I’ll do to you what I did to them. This is the year Alexandra Calaway takes everything."

She picks up the champagne, finishes it in one smooth motion, and sets the empty glass down with a quiet click. She leans forward, eyes locked on the lens, and delivers her final words with icy precision.

"Monaco, enjoy the show. I know I will. Because tomorrow night, the streets run gold and red."

The camera slowly fades to black, with LJ coming out to the balcony and wrapping his arms around Alexandra’s midsection and kissing the back of her head.


Its a simple answer Angel
Hotel
Monaco


The scene opens where the promo left off. The champagne glass is still on the balcony railing, the moonlight dancing across the water. Alexandra stands with her back to the sliding doors, her eyes scanning the horizon. The glass door behind her slides open quietly, and LJ steps out, dressed in a crisp white shirt, sleeves rolled to his forearms. He closes the door gently behind him.

“You’re out here alone again. Let me guess, running through the match in your head?”

Alexandra doesn’t turn right away. She smirks faintly, still staring at the city lights.

“Always. You know me, I can’t shut it off. Especially not now. Monaco tonight. Mykonos next week. Everything I’ve been fighting for could be decided in the next seven days.”

LJ walks up beside her, resting his elbows on the railing. For a moment, they just stand together, listening to the faint sounds of the city below.

“I get it. I do. But I also know, when you’re chasing the next big thing, everything else starts fading into the background. But there are bigger things that we need to discuss, certain questions that have been asked.”

That makes Alexandra turn her head, her eyes narrowing slightly, not in anger, but in that sharp, analytical way she does in the ring.

“Don’t. You know Ashlynn and you are my whole world. You both are. But right now, I’m—”

“—Right now, you’re Alexandra Calaway, wrestler, Bombshell, contender. But what happens when you’re not in fight mode? What happens when the match is over? Have you given any more thought to what I asked you last week? About you and Ashlynn moving to Vegas with me?”

Alexandra looks away, back out over the harbor. She grips the railing a little tighter, her nails tapping lightly against the metal.

“I’ve thought about it. Believe me, I have. Vegas is tempting. I mean, you’ve built a life there. And Ashlynn would love the change, new schools, new energy. But LJ, you know what that move would mean. Vegas would be home base, and home base means commitment. It means, less running, less chasing every booking around the globe. And I’m not sure I’m ready to slow you down. Not yet. You are young, but I know that this, us, is real.”

LJ turns toward her fully, his expression gentle but firm.

“I’m not asking you to stop being who you are. Lord knows I’m not, hell I’m here too. I’m asking you to give yourself and us a foundation. You’ve been living out of suitcases for years and long flights home to Dallas, Angel. Always on the move, always somewhere else. Vegas could be the one place you come back to. A place where Ashlynn knows her bedroom’s always waiting for her. A place where I’m always with you. No more long flights and scheduled facetimes.”

Alexandra exhales slowly, her gaze drifting down to the empty champagne glass.

“You make it sound so simple.”

“It is as simple as breath love. You just have to decide what matters more chasing the gold every second of every day, or having something solid to come home to when the chase is over.”

A beat of silence. The waves crash softly below.

“Let me get through this VIP Lounge Brawl. Let me get through Mykonos. If I win that title shot, everything changes. I just, I can’t divide my head right now. Not when Victoria’s in that match. Not when Bella’s in it. But after, I promise. We’ll talk. And I’ll give you an answer.”

LJ studies her for a moment, then nods. He leans in, kisses her temple, and rests his forehead against hers briefly.

"Fair enough Angel. Just, don’t take too long to decide, okay? Because I’m all in on this. On us.”

Alexandra finally turns fully toward him, a small but genuine smile tugging at her lips.

“Me too.”

They stand together for a long moment, the city lights reflecting in their eyes. Then, from somewhere down on the streets of Monaco, the distant sound of music swells, a reminder of the world still moving around them. The camera slowly pulls back from the balcony as the scene fades to black.

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