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Heroes Never Die
« on: July 17, 2020, 06:48:47 PM »
 
Saxon Hotel

Things really weren’t going in the way that Christina Zdunich had hoped they would have gone. She thought her world was going to change for the better the very moment that she won Queen of the Day. After all she had earned the right to finally feel accepted for one night. A night where everybody in the company could look upon her as being a Queen and could at least give her a bit of respect for all of her hard efforts. She did everything in her power to make a fair card in hopes for everyone to enjoy. Christina not only did that but she wanted to really stand behind her own product. She wanted to showcase that she was a supportive wife but also a huge fan of SCW as a whole. She did everything she could have possibly done appeared in so many segments, her wife Seleana would go on to win the Roulette Championship fair and squarely. Yet as much as Christina put into her own product nobody would give her anything close to the respect that she had yearned for.

As a matter of fact everything she did in the span in one night caused people to look at her differently. Some fans on wrestling websites have stated that Christina has ran off of the deep end and it’s a case of her becoming the biggest Bitch once again. Others like her friends have made sub tweets about her questionable booking or the fact that they didn’t even appear on the show. As if that wasn’t enough to completely destroy her world she had won a Golden Contract with the chance to challenge for any championship in the company. However her eyes weren’t really set on a title as much as they were on trying to have a match with one of the best females to have ever stepped foot inside of an SCW ring.

A request to Vixen which was immediately shut down and because of such under the rules of Christian Underwood her contract was now void and she would have to address the situation on Climax Control. To make matters worse she had Mercedes Vargas on the horizon. It never seemed to slow down for Christina Zdunich. She couldn’t help but pace around her hotel room as she spoke out loud to herself.

“I honestly can’t believe that this company would forget about me for the past four weeks. I haven’t honestly been booked since I booked my own show and now I have to step in the ring with Keira for like the 20th time… History always seems to repeat itself doesn’t it?!”

Christina isn’t in the hotel room alone as her wife Seleana is also there. She is sitting down at the edge of the bed as she just glances at her wife.

“So what chickie… It shouldn’t matter if the company decides to book you or not. When they do find their way into putting you on the show you need to make sure that you do everything in your power to show out. If you show out everybody knows you are going to show up. That’s what you always tend to do in those situations ja?!”

Christina nods her head with a sigh as she continues to speak.

“I guess you do have a point but the company is putting me in the ring against Keira for like the 20th time. Lord knows I have always had trouble beating her. I only beat her like twice in this company. That’s like very low statistics compared to what usually happens whenever we step into the ring with one another. Nine times out of ten she gets the better of me. I bet everybody is just hoping to see Keira beat me just to build this momentum for when she goes to the Super Card and fights for your title…”

Seleana shrugs her shoulders.

“So… Regardless of what anybody thinks it doesn’t really matter to me. Christian didn’t think much of me and guess what?! He caught a right hand to the face… Everybody told me that I only got to where I am because of who I am married to and have sexual relations with. It’s not like you were out there holding my hand in wrestling matches. Granted you did help me win my first World Championship…”

Christina shrugs her shoulders.

“Yeah and people just assume I put the Roulette Championship on you as well.”

“Who cares what people think?! You made a fair match. You put me in the ring with three other women who you felt deserved a chance. I just so happened to win on my own and therefore I am the champion. People will always complain about things but they just need to learn to deal with it. Same thing should go for you Star. Do you really care what people think of you?! Last time I checked…”

Before Seleana can finish that statement that’s when Christina continues to vent.

“It still won’t change the fact that people will constantly say the same old thing on how I do this for you and at the end of the day it isn’t about you it’s about furthering my own ego. I am holding a golden contract that is completely useless. I tried to offer a challenge and it’s one that instantly fell flat on its head. So where do I go from here now?!”

“Chickie you are better than this.. You should know what to do. You always know what to do. It just seems like the minute something doesn’t go your way you quickly jump off of the handle. You can’t always act like that. I know you better than that and I wouldn’t be a Roulette Champion if it wasn’t for you. Not that you gave me the belt but the fact that I had to deal with so many people telling me I didn’t deserve to be here. I was nothing but your trophy wife. I am just your sexual object, and in spite of every single bad comment I went out there and I won. Carpe Diem… When your number is called you need to seize the moment and you can’t have regrets if it was enough or not. You need to be happy with the outcome and as long as you gave it your all that’s all that ever mattered…”

“I know you want to say that but I CAN’T EVER FEEL THAT!!! I can never feel that…”

“And why can’t you Christina… Why do you continue to be your own worst enemy?! You do know the definition of insanity is doing the same EXACT thing and expecting a different result. You are just going round about in circles. I don’t know how many times I need to tell you about yourself. However if you can never accept that you aren’t perfect you are going to continuously feel this way over and over again. You aren’t going to go anywhere.”

Christina sighs as she shakes her head.

“I just can’t feel it Seleana…”

“Well you need to go about and feel and actually commit to something. I don’t know if you need to look in the mirror and bring Crystal Hilton out, or play some video games and let Christina play. Long story short you want to end this feeling you need to COMMIT to something and live with that choice. I got your back. I don’t give a damn if the entire world hates you or not. I am your wife so you know I will have your back but what’s the point of having faith in someone who doesn’t have faith in themselves. It’s sad and it’s sickening. I know you get jealous because you feel my sisters pick on you or Eavan gives you shit. If you shit in the cupboard you better own that shit. You need to live with it. At the end of the day I think what you really need to do Star is grow a pair and put your big girl pants on. The world isn’t a nice place I have come to know that by living in this country with the President that we have now. You are half black, half Mexican, Lesbian and a woman not to mentioned married to a foreigner. I am pretty sure the current administration hates everything about you. Do you cry in the corner because he hurts your feelings or do you take a stand and voice your opinion whether by voting come November or protesting?! Either way you can’t just stand idle and do nothing…”

Seleana begins to vent more.

“The more you stand idle is the more that people will call you out on shit. It’s the more you are going to get so overwhelmed and you won’t accomplish anything. I know how you think Christina. Even when you aren’t thinking it I can tell you exactly what you are feeling. Deep down you feel like the world is passing you by. You feel that just because you lost to Andrea in three straight matches people have forgotten about you. It has gotten to the point that you just could have given yourself a match for the Queen of the Day booking. You could have been in the ring with the World Champion but instead of going that route you wanted to make it look like you were going to earn a shot. Just so you could stand in front of a camera and say YOU EARNED IT and gain sympathy points… Christina you are better than that!”

Seleana shakes her head.

“Come on you should know you are better than that as well and…”

Christina sighs as she angrily grabs her phone and begins to storm away.

“I can’t deal with this right now… I rather speak to somebody else… Let me check on Aurora…”

“Right because calling your biggest fan the little girl with Leukemia just to make you feel better sounds like such an amazing thing to do. When reality hits you in the face you just need to own that shit… Don’t be like this…”

Christina shrugs her shoulders as she didn’t want to hear that. She instead focuses on calling her biggest fan. It had been a while since she had heard from Aurora and right now Christina just needed to hear her voice mainly just to have someone pat her on the pat. She wasn’t ready to deal with the reality from her wife. The phone started to ring and a few moments went by finally somebody picked up. It was Angelica, Aurora’s mother. She couldn’t help but sob on the phone. Christina was shocked as she quickly replied back to her.

“What’s going on?!”

“AURORA… SHE…. SHE….”

More crying followed as Christina was lost for words. She didn’t know what was going on but she immediately could only think of the worst as she replied back to her.

“SHE WHAT?! WHAT’S GOING ON ANGELICA… IS AURORA OKAY?!”

“MY AURORA…. SHE….”

More sobbing continued as the phone hung up. Crystal seemed to be that of an emotional mess as she glances over at her wife.

“Aurora… I… She…. Her mother….”

“What’s wrong Christina?!”

Christina couldn’t say anything as she was seriously shocked. Her hands started to shake as she kept her eyes locked on her wife and hugged her as tightly as she possibly could.

“I….”

“CHRISTINA TALK TO ME!!!”

“I DON’T FUCKING KNOW SELEANA… HER MOTHER WAS CRYING HYSTERICALLY ON THE PHONE!!!!!!!! I CAN’T FUCKING STAY HERE…. THAT GIRL IS MY ENTIRE WORLD… FUCK THIS… I GOTTA GO…”

Christina was an absolute wreck. She grabbed her car keys as she was storming her way towards the door.

“Christina stop… You can’t drive not like this… You are an emotional wreck… It’s not safe and I don’t want anything to happen to you…”

“I don’t give a fuck Seleana… I need to go… If something is happening I need to be there. I feel helpless by staying here…I rather go alone…”

With that Christina makes her way out of the hotel room. She quickly sprints her way to her car. She knew things were risky with leaving the hotel under the rules of quarantining and what not. However regardless there was a lot of time to get tested again. This was a family emergency though. She just had to find out what was happening with Aurora. She had poured so much into that little girl as the Events Coordinator for the Golden Ring casino. For the first time in a long time Christina really was putting somebody else’s needs ahead of her own. She don’t know what it was that was driving her towards the girl but her destination was that of her luxury apartment where she was letting Aurora and her mother stay. She sped out of the parking lot and towards that of her apartment.




20 Minutes Later

Christina had arrived at her luxury apartment. She quickly got out of the car as she ran to that of her door. It had been months she or Seleana had gone to their apartment especially under the rules of SCW. It felt strange being back at her Vegas home. Christina’s heart started to beat as she didn’t know what to think as she placed the key into the door. The adrenaline was rapidly flowing and she slowly opened the door. That’s when she could hear the loud sounds of sobbing from Angelica. Christina took her time as she walked into the apartment. Angelica was cradling her daughter as Christina drew closer.

“Is everything okay…. Is Aurora….”

Angelica keeps cradling her daughter as she looks to Christina with tears in her eyes. The little ten year old girl looks back at Christina as she smiles at her. She is wearing a blue wig along with one of Christina’s t shirts.

“Hai Christina!!!!!”

Christina is taken back as she looks over at Angelica who just continues to cry. She places her hands on her hips as she looks over at Angelica before she turns her attention to Aurora.

“What the heck is going on in here, I heard all of that sobbing on the phone and I thought something bad happened… Why are you crying so much Angelica please tell me what’s going on…”

Angelica seems to be a mess as she looks back at Christina.

“My Aurora…. She….. Her doctor called and…”

Angelica is shaking as she doesn’t know what to say. Aurora stands up as she looks at Christina with a wide grin on her face. Christina however seems befuddled as she looks at Aurora.

“And what exactly did the doctor say?!

“Well first and foremost I just want to thank you Christina for everything you have done for me. There is no way that my mother could afford all of my chemotherapy sessions with no insurance. It would have tough. I don’t know where she would have gotten forty thousand dollars from… You really are an amazing person Christina…”

“Money is nothing to me Aurora. At one point it was but to be honest it’s nothing compared to just doing everything in my power for you and your mother. I know Corona Virus has been tough and being shut in because you have a terrible immune system. That’s why I made sure that you and your mother could say here at my Vegas home. Seleana and I wasn’t using it and it seems to be the safest place for you both. Don’t worry about money or anything like that. The only thing that is important to me is you and your health. I just want you to be a healthy little girl. It sucks being the hand that you were dealt and no little girl needs to go through life like that…”

Aurora shakes her head as she looks back at Christina.

“Being what Christina?! A sickly child… I appreciate everything you have done for me but I don’t want anybody to look at me differently just because I am fighting a disease. I am a fighter and I am not going to let anything break me that easily. If I felt down about myself what would that really solve?! It still wouldn’t change the situation. I still would be the little girl with cancer. I don’t want special treatment and I don’t want to be anybody’s pity party. Life doesn’t always go the way we want it to go but as long as we take the cards we were given and make something out of them. We can really make a difference…”

Aurora smiles as she looks at Christina.

“Take my hero for example. She may not have been sick but she wasn’t even raised by her parents. She came all the way from Detroit and made her mark on Hollywood. She would establish a huge legend in wrestling. It’s so cool being able to win 16 World Championships. That’s so crazy! Not only that but she has always had to rise up against doubters. She is a super fighter or in my eyes a real super hero…”

“Aurora… I am not a super hero… That’s more in the hands of somebody like Keira and Roxi Johnson. They go about fighting evil and try to ALWAYS do the right thing. I can’t say the same thing. I am no hero. I am far from that and nobody even thinks that way about me…You know who else is a hero?! Andrea because everybody sees her as the next big thing. How about Evie Jordan the woman who can just come back to the company win a tournament and win the World title like she hasn’t missed a step. Those are heroes and compared to that I am nothing…”

The little girl can’t help but walk over to Christina and hugs her tightly and as passionately as she can.

“Well I don’t see any of them taking the time to invest in me like you have. I don’t see them putting me and my mom in an apartment or even making sure we have food on the table. YOU did that for me Christina and I like all shades of you. Not all super heroes wear capes and have super powers. The true heroes are those who can help the little people like me when the cameras aren’t rolling. The people who are actually there and not to fulfill some make a wish dream. I see you as someone who is very sincere and you really are my spiritual mother. I don’t know how others feel about you but to me next to my mom you are everything. I am happy to have you as a friend and I don’t know where I would be without you…”

Christina slowly backs away as she keeps her eyes focused on the little girl.

“You really shouldn’t be hugging me especially with your condition. I honestly shouldn’t even be here right now to be honest. If I got you sick I would feel absolutely terrible. When I tried to call your mother I heard her saying your name and crying so much. I just had to rush over here because I thought the worst. I thought my biggest fan in the entire world had passed away. More importantly than that I lost somebody who is dear to me and I couldn’t let that happen. I honestly didn’t know what to expect to be honest but I knew I had to come rushing over here…”

“And look when you walked in my mother was crying… The thing is Christina she wasn’t crying out of being sad. Those were tears of joy. I have been on this Earth for ten years. It has been very rough for my mother and I. Sometimes she had to work 3 jobs just to make ends meet and it still wasn’t enough to pay for my medical bills. It was never enough to fund my treatments. Yet you come along and you start taking care of them. You didn’t have to do that Christina but you did. It feels amazing to feel so loved. My doctor did call and for the first time in my life after all of the treatments that you have paid for my Leukemia is in Remission…. I guess what I am saying Christina is you are my hero because you saved my life…Nobody in this world has saved me but you came into my life and you did that…”

She can’t help but hug Christina as tightly as possible as she looks up into her eyes.

“If hugging you gets me sick by all means I don’t care because I wouldn’t be around in the first place if it wasn’t for you. If something does happen to me I know you would save me again because that’s just the type of person that you are. I know sometimes words can be so devastating trust me I have had to hear so many of them. Words such as cure rate, survival rate, chemo, and it just seemed those were the only words that people ever wanted to associate around me. They were too focused on my death and not enough on the life I was living. I just kept channeling my hero which was you ,a woman who has always fought her entire life. If you could fight all of those things I knew I could beat Cancer just like you did alcohol addiction. Just like you always do…”

“Thank you so much Aurora it feels good to hear that… I have been beating myself up far too much for my liking…”

“Well stop doing that then. Who are you trying to prove yourself too?! If it’s for everybody in the world you are never going to receive the satisfaction that you are looking for. It will never happen Christina. Didn’t you work hard once leaving your home town just to show those people back in Michigan what they were missing when they didn’t want you anymore?! Haven’t you gone on to always rise above whatever anybody throws at you and be such an amazing wrestler?! You should know how good you are… You don’t need to feel accepted by everyone…”

Aurora smiles as she continues to speak.

“Just look at me. Nobody even gave me a chance. I was just going to be another statistic to them. I wasn’t going to go down though. I kept fighting for my very life because I wanted to prove them wrong. I wanted to prove that I was a survivor. I had no idea that my hero would swoop right in right when I needed her and give me the extra boost that I needed. You saved my life and nothing will ever take away from that. I know sometimes it gets super hard because you would like for things to go a certain way. I know you think it hurts your legacy that your daughter was fired from SCU, and no matter how much you try to seek forgiveness it’s never going to come. I know you want everybody in the world to like you. Even though the people who are closest to you always have your back you will get emotional over the one who doesn’t even know you and makes harsh comments about you. You need to stop focusing on how you feel you are wronged and focus on the things you know to be true…”

Christina couldn’t believe it. This little ten year old girl was really giving her the heart to heart she needed to have. Christina had been running in circles for a very long time. She looks down into the eyes of the little girl.

“I guess you have a point Aurora… I never imagined that a little ten year old would be taking me to school…”

The little girl nods her head.

“Hey you are never too old to learn something and it doesn’t matter what age the person is. We aren’t that perfect that we can’t take advice from all sorts of people. Christina you just need to stop worrying about things and let them play out. Sometimes the best plans are the ones where there really wasn’t a plan. It’s the one’s where you can just go with the flow and play with the hand that was dealt to you. You have always taken what was given to you and brought it to another time. How many women in SCW can say they are a Hall of Famer?! How many people can say they won woman of the year?! How many people can say they won the World Championship four different times… People can bully you and say whatever they wish but one thing you can never argue with are the facts. The facts are you are great and they need to deal with it…”

Christina just takes it all in as she looks down at the little girl.

“And sometimes it just feels like management doesn’t even appreciate me either. I took a gamble when I won my golden contract and because I gambled wrong when I wanted to cash it in they want to take it from me. Just like they initially created the loophole of them dictating on when I would get my shot if I asked for it… That wasn’t directed at Roxi or Kris Ryans. It was directed towards me…

“I know that Christina but it will only bother you if you let it bother you. Ever think that maybe everybody picks on you because they see you as an easy target. If they didn’t they wouldn’t mess with you. Picking on you is a way to build their credibility up. It’s a way to make them feel better about themselves. However don’t even pay any attention to that because I know you are better than that. I know it must suck that this contract of yours is void and Christian probably expects to embarrass you about it in front of the world but to be honest since when did you ever need a contract to dictate when you get a championship opportunity… You don’t need it… You didn’t even need to put yourself in a match like that to begin with because you are way better than that…You have always worked your way through the ranks. Whether you were at your worst you were never really one that looked for a handout…”

“You say that but people won’t ever let me live down attacking my wife to get a title shot…”

“Okay so maybe attacking Seleana was wrong however it’s not like it wasn’t deserved. You beat Kate Steele, and an undefeated Cat Riley in back to back Super Cards. It shouldn’t have even been a question. You deserved that shot. Besides a little later on you would go on to earn a title shot anyway. Don’t pay any attention to anybody. Just believe in yourself and let those beliefs take you to wherever you want to go… You never stopped believing when you fought alcohol addiction did you?!”

“No… I kept fighting…”

“You never stopped fighting when you wanted to repair your relationship with your wife right?!”

“Of course not I kept on fighting…”

“And when Teddy and Diamond took your movie studio away from you did you give up?!”

“No… That’s when I found my way to Golden Ring Casino and Daniel hired me to wait tables. I went on to get promoted to Events Administrator and I do believe it was at a Toys for Tots give away where I met you…”

“Exactly and even though your mother abused you and you had some doubts when it came to confronting your biological son what did you do?!”

“I confronted her and buried the hatchet so I could have a great relationship with my son…”

“Exactly and last but not least you didn’t have to really have to help my mother and I. When you thought of the worse who ended up leaving the hotel putting her own being in risk just to check on somebody else…”

“I did…I would always make those same decisions over and over again because they are what feels right…”

The little girl smiles.

“Good because in all honesty that is who I see as being the real Christina Zdunich. That is the woman that is my hero and it’s that woman that I cherish. Now please go the super star that I know you can be and don’t let anything affect you ever again. At least not when it comes to your professional career, at the end of the day you are Christina Zdunich and NOBODY or ANYBODY can ever take that away from you….”

Christina is the one to hug the little girl now. She squeezes as tightly as she can as the smiles escapes her lips.

“Thank you… I really needed to hear that and I won’t ever forget this…”

“Good and you shouldn’t… If I can overcome a serious condition like Leukemia you can overcome being your own worst enemy…Now go out there and be the woman that you know you could be…Also I have a favor…”

Aurora smiles wider than ever.

“Since I am in remission and things seem to be getting much better when it comes to me. I want to go to summer XXXtreme… I want to be on that cruise… PLEASEEEEEEE LET ME GO…”

Christina can only smile in return as she keeps her eyes locked on the little girl.

“Okay Aurora I will definitely see what I can do. Just keep kicking cancer in the butt and I will continue being the fighter that I know I can be…”

“Good I would expect for my hero to never let me down. Even if she does fail you can always pick yourself back up and keep on fighting… It isn’t over until it’s over… So go do what you do best Christina…”

“I will Aurora… I know you said I saved your life but in all honesty I think you saved me…”

“We are there for each other Christina… I am glad I can be your hero…”

The little girl giggles in return as we end on a sight of them hugging one another as tightly as possible.










On Camera

The cameras come into focus and as they do we are treated to the sight of Christina Zdunich. Her eyes meet with that of the cameras as she takes a long deep breath and seems to have a serious expression on her lips.

“I just want to say that not all super heroes in the world wear capes or even have anything remotely close to super powers. Some people are heroes because of how people perceive them. Anybody can be a hero and in my eyes I just want to take the time to shout out a special little ten year old girl. A girl named Aurora who is my biggest fan but in addition to that she is a true survivor. This past week she has received some amazing news. She has beaten Leukemia and has sent it packing to Remission. That is the best news I have heard all week and seeing her fight for her very life makes me come to the realization that I need to fight for the things I believe in as well. My name is Christina Zdunich. Whether you want to call me Crystal of a thousand names or like to joke about the fact that I am by far one of the most inconsistent person when it comes to gimmick changes, mood changes, or my opinions on how I feel about the fans. By all means go ahead and say things that everybody has always said about me…

I honestly don’t care because that just seems to be the norm for everybody but while you are at it talking me down for my Hollywood lifestyle or that I ran far away from my home town let me explain something to everybody who might be listening to this. I am not a pushover. I am Christina Zdunich and I am the only woman in this company who has won the World Championship on four different occasions. I am a woman who is a Hall of Famer. Before people are quick to shit on the life of Crystal Zdunich let’s not forget that when it comes to wrestling I am by far one of the best in this business and I will find my way back to the top not because I am going to use a contract to get there. Not because I got injured back in December like certain Georgia peaches and feel I am entitled to a rematch…

I am going to get back on top for the simple fact that I am a fighter and that’s all I have been doing since I came to this company. You can complain about the horrors that is my personal life or my personality but nobody can take away from my wrestling ability, and it’s that very ability that will carry me to whatever heights in this company. I will be honest I might have been distant since I competed on the show that I booked. I might have been in my feelings when people were reacting to the show I put together…

I somehow wanted to feel acceptance.

I wanted to feel like I made it…

I wanted to feel like I did something right but that was never going to come. Somebody was always going to be a critic or question my booking intentions. They can place the blame on whatever they want but then I came to a realization after I received the good news from Aurora about her kicking Cancer’s ass. I realized I shouldn’t have to feel accepted by anything. Those who support me are the only ones I need to really fight for. If that little girl can fight cancer after being looked upon as a girl who wasn’t cut to make it through this world then by all means I will have the power to overcome all of the haters. If you really wanted to stop me from booking a show everybody in that Queen for a Day match could have stopped me…

Which mainly includes Mercedes Vargas who found it in her heart to attack me on my own show, but I am over it now and the only thing I am focused on is getting right back into the fray. I am focused on continuing my winning streak and I will do whatever it takes to march right into Summer XXXtreme with a huge win under me, and I guess that brings me to the match in front of me.”

Christina takes a deep breath as she runs her hands through her hair and continues to speak.

“That brings me to a match with that of Keira Johnson and to be honest I like Keira a lot. She is somebody I love to call a friend. We have a habit of joking with one another and in her mind she will be my senpai and that’s the type of relationship we got going on. Although we might be friends when it comes to wrestling in a match with one another that friendship usually tends to get thrown out of the window. That’s when she starts throwing me under the bus saying the same exact thing that everybody else says. She was quick to jump on the train of making fun of my names AFTER somebody made that comment on Twitter. Keira is a lot of things to me. she is by far probably the woman in SCW who can eat you out of a house and home. She is always eating and it must be that damn metabolism that she has. She is an amazing mother. She is a good wrestler but sometimes I suspect if she is really the super hero that she claims she is… Her ideals sometimes seems to be mixed up and I doubt she even knows what side she is supposed to be fighting on…”

Christina smiles as she looks deeper into the camera.

“I think she might be a hypocrite because a true hero would definitely stay the course and do what’s right. Keira however seems to have this over the top pompous attitude at times. Let’s go back to a year ago when she first came back to the company. She made her return by facing me at the Super Card. She would get the better of me and after she beat me she was ready to fight a new challenge. She was ready for something else. That is completely acceptable and there’s nothing wrong with that. When she fought Diamond at High Stakes last year it was the same story. She beat her and was done with her because she wanted to fight new challenges. A few months later I beat her wife to win the world Championship and immediately she challenges me so I could put my title on the line…

I didn’t mind being a fighting champion. I would be all for it but it’s shocking considering her wife had mentioned that once she beat me she was hoping she could make everything right in this company. She wanted to set things right and make it where people would have to earn their title matches by climbing through the ranks. It’s almost as like Keira didn’t even pay attention to anything her wife said. She went against her and was immediately begging for a title shot. It’s weird considering she was ready for new challenges because we always fight one another but the moment I have a championship that makes things very different..

I never did fight her but we did have our match after I lost my title and that win over Keira was enough to boost me right into another title match. Last Super card Keira was in an Internet Championship match that she rightfully earned. She won a fatal four way match the Super Card prior to that and was next in line. You would think for a woman who had openly begged for shots after shots would have more passion about competing for a title but it was nowhere to be found. Weeks had gone by and only when she saw her wife was facing Kate for a title did it peak her interest.  Not because it had anything to do for the Internet Championship but it was mainly due to the fact that she could have this dream amtch with Roxi Johnson… She could have the whole world looking at her and Roxi fighting for a title but to be honest you shouldn’t have wishful thinking. You should be focused on the task at hand which was preparing for whoever the champion might have been…

When Kate beat your wife you took a moment and then you started to care about your match. You should have cared about it from the beginning though. You shouldn’t have waited so long to finally give a shit. You knew you were getting a shot since that previous super card. You should have been hyping it up, you should have been over the top with it but you weren’t. You were complacent and in the end I think that is what hurt you the most.

By the time the match with Diamond came around you tried to get all drastic and play mind games with a woman who isn’t all there at times but knows how to deal with her shit in the ring. You totally forgot everything that got you that match with Diamond in the first place and instead of focusing on trying to be the best Keira that you could have possibly been. You brought in Sin and for what exactly?! I guess drastic times call for drastic measures but you didn’t have to do that. Everybody knew you were talented you just needed to show you gave a damn but sometimes I feel really confused about you.

I truly don’t understand you at times….”

Christina takes a long sigh as she continues to speak.

“I know I didn’t book you and to be honest I wanted to put you in that fatal four way match for the Roulette title. I could have left Jessie out and put you in it instead but did you really deserve to be there after dropping the ball to Kate in a title match. After losing to Candy, and not having any momentum going for you… You know somewhere deep in your heart you didn’t deserve it. You seem to forget what’s important. You had a huge match with Kate that you knew about for months and instead of focusing on that you were more focused on having a dream match with Candy because she’s a friend and you wanted that… If you couldn’t beat the Roulette Champion what gave you any hope that you were just going to waltz in and beat a woman who hasn’t been pinned or submitted all year?! There is nothing that would have given you that match…

You lost that match and you went quiet for a while but now I see you on Twitter tweeting you want a round three with Kate?! That’s funny considering when you beat her last October you were completely done with her but since she is holding a championship I guess that makes you want to fight her again. You don’t deserve an immediate rematch especially after such a definitive finish. This is not me trying to pick on you, this is me just being a friend and being completely honest with you. You can’t say one thing at one time and then later on do the complete opposite. You should pay more attention o your wife and what she says because you tend to do the opposite of that as well. Last but not least I don’t ever want to hear you complaining that you are hungry for a fight or you were tired of being left off of a show. That’s completely asinine in every single form…”

Christina shrugs her shoulders.

“Instead of complaining about not being on a show or being booked why don’t you go out there and make the company book you. You could set up an interview with pussy willow. You can make your intentions known. You can basically sell yourself so in turn the company can sell you. I know I might do some messed up stuff at times but the company doesn’t ever have to worry about the Crystal brand being popular because I will always put myself out there. I am in the open. Sometimes it might seem like a bad thing and I know I get upset when people say shit about me that I don’t like but after thinking about it. I am one of the most overexposed women in the company. The only reason people hate on me is because I throw myself out there. Yeah I might do stupid stuff. Yes I might be crazy but I love this company and I love it to the point where I will always be out there whether I am the center or not…

You at times can be rude. The way you talked down Apple was rude same thing with Jessie. I know Jessie loses a lot but at one point she beat me in a huge Super Card match. She beat me legit and it just goes to show you that on any given day anybody can beat anybody. Keira I know you might have had my number in the past and you have beaten me a lot but during the course of our last couple of matches I have gotten the best of you and I feel I will beat you once again come Climax Control. So bring me your very best but I doubt it’s going to be enough.

I need momentum going into Summer XXXtreme and I promised Aurora I wouldn’t let her down. Not now and certainly ever. Consider this a brand new start in the way I perceive things. Consider this flipping the script. I feel confident and I do feel like a star.

Lights

Camera

Action

It’s showtime… You ready for this movie Keira?! One will I will be the star and you will be my co-star. A movie that ends with me being victorious with my hands raised proudly in the air… You should get used to that image because I refuse to lose. Let’s roll the credits. Consider this the curtain call, take a bow, because your show is over… See you soon friend. You better bring your best because I won’t be holding back…”

With that Christina seems more determined than ever and it is on this image that we slowly fade out on.
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