Atlanta, Georgia. Wednesday 21st February. (Offline)

It was my therapy session day as the other days I was busy either racing at Daytona or wrestling in other companies. Saying that, it had been an eventful week, especially debuting in NFW yesterday and was a success. I already made the decision to temporary leave UGWC because I just had enough of wrestlers shitting on my activities that had nothing to do with wrestling or racing. Granted if it had been wrestling, I would stay, but it wasn't. That was to be said more during the week though as my therapist Cameron, despite him telling me earlier today that I have a female sports therapist Josephine Perry I will meet next week.

We were back in my home where I soak in the glory of winning all the Atlanta Motor Speedway races as I'm undefeated on that track, but Cameron saw something online for me that he wanted to discuss with me as we already shared sugar-free Celsius drinks. Granted, Rockstar Energy were still going to be my sponsors, but because my team had Celsius sponsors, I also had them as well and got some German sponsors along with it too. Anyway, he gets into detail of what he wanted to talk about.

Cameron: “I saw something online that is pretty interesting to the situations you've told me about you were struggling.”

Konrad Raab: “Oh yeah, what's that?”

Cameron: “I came across Sin City Wrestling, doing this Blast From The Past Tournament.”

Konrad Raab: “Oh come on Cameron, that company doesn't allow us guys wrestle against women, how is that going to make me the top wrestler if I just beat male wrestlers consistently?”

Cameron: “Wake up Konrad, this is not about you being the top wrestler, well part of it is when it comes to one of the goals I want you to think about, but I feel this would be good for you.”

I shook my head as I wanted nothing to do with the company, especially after how Jake was treated with some of the wrestlers that were still there. Granted glad Griffin Hawkins was gone, I hated that guy with a passion and he was overall a hypocrite and talks crap behind people's backs like a coward he is.

Konrad Raab: “I still haven't forgotten how they treated my cousin last time he wrestled there. He got treated horribly by his colleagues because Jake told the truth about twitter being for cowards. He hasn't really found the motivation to want to wrestle in the business since.”

Cameron: “Konrad, that's in the past with your cousin. You're ignoring what we've spoken about earlier. You need to be in this tournament quite frankly because you have social anxiety, this would help you have a friend in wrestling, especially female. I don't recall you having a female wrestling friend actually.”

Konrad Raab: “That's where your wrong. I have a female wrestling friend called Kimberly Williams. I like her because we pushed our limits towards each other and we respect each other. It was my fault admittedly I didn't recognise Kim respecting me earlier. That's all on me.”

Cameron widened his eyes, I haven't told him about friends I had in the other company as it was unrelated to the situation I wanted to tackle and none of the problems I had were happening in Supreme Championship Wrestling, despite Cameron knows I wrestle there too. I drank more of the energy drink.

Cameron: “Despite that, you still need to overcome your social anxiety. As far as I recall, I've never once heard or seen you interact with anyone in the wrestling business apart from your family and the team we won't discuss.”

Konrad Raab: “Made my life a living hell last time I tried. People just don't give a damn about me.”

Cameron: “It's a good thing I suggest for you to sign up to encourage you to talk to someone you don't work with and they'll listen to you because they don't know you very well. I see friends don't work well for you when your in the same company. Get yourself out there and start talking to people in wrestling.”

Konrad Raab: “There's more to it, isn't there why you want me to sign up?”

I knew it in Cameron's body language that he had more to offer to me than anything he was saying and knew there was more to it than being randomised with a female partner to have a friend to talk to on confronting my social anxiety and stop the social anxiety attacks from happening when talking to wrestlers.

Cameron: “Yes. The other thing you've spoken to me about is the pressure of you being scared of doing World Title matches. That's where this tournament comes to play to overcome that too. When you and your female partner win, you literally have no choice, but to challenge the World Champion of Sin City Wrestling.”

Konrad Raab: “You know I feel psychically sick each time I think about being World Champion because it's always the feeling I had since I got into this business. I never feel I'm good enough to be a world champion.”

Cameron: “Because mentality when it comes to that as you'll discover next week, your quite weak for not believing in yourself. I understand the pressure Konrad, but you can't run away from situations like that the rest of your life. I suggest for you to sign up and enter, otherwise, our therapy sessions are permanently terminated as I can't help someone who doesn't want to overcome his insecurities.”

Konrad Raab: “Alright, fine for fuck sake. I sign up for this bullshit tournament.”

Cameron: “Good, I expect to see you do it first thing tomorrow morning and I won't leave the house until I've seen you do so.”

It was pretty serious because I did need Cameron by my side to help me overcome my anger issues as truthfully, I didn't want to be angry to the world anymore, but I don't know how to combat my anger. Although I realised I felt I was angry so much that it became a hobby for me to be angry and piss people off since my life in the wrestling business was non existent.

I use racing to keep my mind off from wrestling and do something other than doing combat sports that many wrestlers resort to. Plus racing relaxes me over doing boxing or MMA. Cameron went and left me alone after that small discussion we had and I just went into my sim machine to get more practice done for Atlanta Motor Speedway, although I know the track from the back of my hand since I was the king of Atlanta.

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Dover, Delaware. Friday 26th April. (Offline)

Things have changed dramatically over the last few years. I have gone from being just a professional wrestler to being both a professional wrestler and a professional racing car driver. I was even known more than just being a NASCAR Xfinity Series driver. I was a dirt car driver. I also do the tarmac oval series with the Cars Tour, ASA Stars Tour, and Snowball Derby, which I won last year and was automatically entered this year.

I also did the IMSA Rolex twenty-four-hour race for the first time this year, and I'm already in talks with the manager of the team I drove within IMSA about doing it again next year because I loved driving the HyperCars. To date, they were the fastest cars I've ever driven. The good thing is I rarely ever race on the same days as I wrestle, making the schedule more manageable. However, I must retire from wrestling at one of the companies to chase for the Cup Series Championship.

So I did practice and qualifying for the Xfinity Series race tomorrow at Dover Motor Speedway and did solid with the car. Being on a new team, I already felt like I was part of the family more than I had ever been in the last three years on a previous team, despite being the Xfinity Series champion last year. It was hectic at the race track, and I was there for my job, but at the same time, I was walking around the paddock for another reason: to meet with a professional wrestler that wasn't in my family or my team for the first time in a long time. Known as my partner for the Blast From The Past Tournament, Bea Barnhart.

It took me a while to find her, as I didn't know what she looked like other than seeing her bio picture on the SinCW profiles. I knew I had to be careful not to get both SCW wrestling companies mixed up, sharing the same name, so I called Blast From The Past SCW SinCW. Ten minutes later, I saw Bea talking to a wrestling fan, which is common in these parts of NASCAR. After the fans went away, I walked up to Bea.

Konrad Raab: “You must be Bea Barnhart, right?”

Bea Barnhart: “Indeed I am.”

Konrad Raab: “Good to hear. Now, away from the busy paddock, as you can tell, we need to talk in private. I don't discuss the wrestling business with NASCAR staff or people themselves. I know where to go."

Bea nodded as I was very strict about talking about the wrestling business in front of NASCAR staff and even my team, although they knew I was a wrestler, and the only time I talked about wrestling was when fans discussed it. But Bea was a wrestler, not a wrestling fan. So I took her to my changing room and talked about the racing business area, but mechanics and pit crew were understandably there.

Konrad Raab: "Guys, I need to talk with Bea alone. I’ll catch up with the car stuff and how it felt tomorrow."

They left without asking questions, as they knew I needed some space at times, and this was one of the times I did. Bea walked in and widened her eyes on the changing room and race discussion meetings alone.

Bea Barnhart: "It's amazing."

Konrad Raab: "That's nothing compared to my motorhome here. But we're not here to talk about that."

Bea Barnhart: "Oh yes, the Blast From The Past Tournament. I thought you were Lord Raab because you both look alike."

Konrad Raab: "No, he's my twin brother, though; that's likely the mix-up."

Bea Barnhart: "I've meant to ask why you've entered the tournament?"

That was the topic I did want to bring up, and I don't blame her. She had every right to ask me that question, considering it was under very odd circumstances for me to be in the tournament when I could've easily focused solely on SupremeCW and NFW efforts. But there's a significant reason for it, as I cleared my throat, relaxing the anxiety of meeting anyone new like Bea.

Konrad Raab: "I intended to make a new wrestling friend, not in my family or a team I got in SupremeCW. I have nobody to talk to about things in wrestling. I've lost all of my friends because of either my extreme anger issues that are getting worse or have betrayed me. I've never been successful in tag wrestling because of my trust insecurities."

Bea Barnhart: "I can relate; my husband has some anger issues too, although he hides it with the comedy stuff he does at times."

Konrad Raab: "Also, my therapists say I need to overcome my social anxiety. They put me in the tournament to help that."

Bea Barnhart: "I understand, and I can tell your body language is anxious. You are afraid of social interactions. I won't tell anyone about anything you say."

That was the friend I needed, one who would not go and spread shit about me, unlike wrestlers in UGWC who shamelessly still required to bring my name up every five minutes and still talked shit about me behind my back on Twitter like a bunch of pussies. It always grinded my gears on people doing that. I stood up and got two cans of Celsius sugar-free energy drinks from the fridge. I gave one to Bea.

Bea Barnhart: "Thanks, I needed that."

Konrad Raab: "You're welcome. The thing is, I need you to understand that we are going to work as a team. Of course, I hate the ruling that women are unable to fight men, but at the same time, you do whatever you have against the female wrestler you face, and I tackle whoever the guy is we'll face."

Bea Barnhart: “With anger, right?”

Konrad Raab: "Yes, and with violence unleashed in me. I need to beat the shit out of people because, mentally, everyone has fucking wronged me in the past. Everyone has made my life a living hell, my dad who used to beat me psychically and mentally and people within the wrestling business and you better not become the next person to stab me in the back."

I always make people scared when I use my anger towards them, and I always feel bad about it, but Bea, because she was a wrestler, and wasn't at all phased by my anger. It was clear she was used to it with Bill. I opened the can and drank my Celsius drink with a few sips, as did Bea.

Bea Barnhart: "I won't, I promise. I'm in the tournament to be paired with Bill, but it wasn't to be with how random the names are drawn. Besides having a dog, Bill isn't named as Bulldog for no reason. He’s an angry man at times."

Konrad Raab: "Really? I have two dogs, Frankie and Justin, although they are English Mastiff breeds. I have them to tackle my social anxiety and my mental health, but it hasn't had an effect yet so far. They are father and son. Frankie got a dog knocked up because I didn't have the time to get him sprayed, but he is now."

Bea Barnhart: "Wow, that's one hell of a story. We only have one dog, Iris, the English Bulldog, around us. We're from Lawrenceville, Georgia."

This was interesting as we lived in the same state, well, with it being my holiday home. I live there as well, but not as much as Chicago. I scratched my head and saw so many similarities.

Konrad Raab: "We're from the same state. I also have a home in Georgia, too, but in Atlanta. Honestly, I'm a huge name there, and I go there when I'm down in the dumps to remind myself of my successes there. I'm undefeated at Atlanta Motor Speedway. Everyone talks about other winners, but I'm the most famous one. I recently got my VIP spot named after me because of my successes."

Bea Barnhart: "But I heard you live mainly in Chicago."

Konrad Raab: "I do, but it's only because a wrestling company always wrestles there. Truthfully, if I wanted to live in a permanent home, it would be in Atlanta, Georgia. I recently got two more holiday homes in Daytona Beach, Florida, despite how much I hate the place, but because I do a lot of dirt and NASCAR racing there and Charlotte, North Carolina, for my team's shop."

Bea Barnhart: "I'm guessing you don't like Florida because of hurricanes."

She got me, she obviously knew about my protests for climate change which I have been heavily promoting, which nobody gives a damn about, and that pisses me off royalty. It was why I was on a vegan diet to protect animals and living things around us. I snapped my fingers at her.

Konrad Raab: "Exactly. Climate change is something I've been so heavily into ever since the flooding happened in Germany a couple of years ago, and it hit me so hard that I decided to do something about it. That's why I'm also with this team; they are all about running charities and doing things to promote different things, so they are helping me hugely with that because it pisses me off people are ignoring it. There's a twenty-year-old guy who runs a stop suicide charity."

Bea Barnhart: "That's amazing."

Konrad Raab: “It sure is. We all do something to give back to the community."

Bea Barnhart: "We kind of want to run a charity to prevent dogs being homeless, killed and beaten, but don't know how we can do that."

I nodded. I had tried animal charities in the past, and when I did, I was banished from doing animal charities for the rest of my life. However, I was also against animal cruelty. It made me sick. I was banished because of something that wasn't my fault.

Konrad Raab: "I'll talk to Matt Kaulig tomorrow, who runs a lot of charities, and see what we can do about that. I'm against it as much as you are, but sadly, I can't do anything because of stupid fucking ass World Wrestling Headquarters booking me against a real-life wrestling bear, and because I harmed it due to no fault of my own, I was banished from doing so."

Bea Barnhart: "I'm so sorry that they resorted to that. But it would be great. You help me with that, and I help you be the great friend you need in the wrestling business. That's what makes us a team already, and we all do our part to win the tournament and get a title shot."

Konrad Raab: "Well, that's another reason, too. I've never had the confidence to challenge for the Heavyweight title, and that's why my therapists put me in the tournament. Also, if I win it, I'd have no choice but to confront my fears and challenge the Heavyweight champion for the title."

Bea Barnhart: "We'll be the assholes to go and beat every male and female wrestler and get ourselves a title shot. I've never held a solo’s title in SCW, but my husband has."

Konrad Raab: "Well, you got a tag partner that can easily help you. I'm a piece of shit to other people, but you, you're quite entertaining, but at the same time, you need to step up where it matters most. We will succeed because we're helping each other to be the top wrestlers, and all these idiots are too selfish to help their partners get there, being all about themselves."

Bea agreed with me as we shook hands and exchanged each other's numbers as we finished drinking our Celsius drinks. Then, she left the changing room and meeting area every driver had in the paddock. Some, like my friend AJ, had two. Anyway, she left to go and watch ARCA Menards Series racing in the grandstands.

I need to see the ARCA Menards Racing Series myself, considering I'm participating in their series this year. Portland and Sonoma road course races are in the West Series, and Watkins Glen road course races are in the main ARCA series. The one thing about my Xfinity Series championship run I hated last year was not getting a road course win.

I watched the ARCA Menards Series race with the spotters and team owners standing with a team my teammate was with when he had to be in the ARCA Menards Series to race the Daytona race. I also had the same car and number as him before I headed off to bed in my motorhome.

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Never thought I had any reason to do tag matches with a random partner, but I needed to blog (Online)

“You know, I love how pathetic some of you are, using this tournament to debut yourselves as under your father and brother names just because you couldn't be arsed to actually put in the work to deliver. Makes me sick so many wrestlers these days leech from their family members instead of thinking outside the box for other goals. I had to fly to America to make a debut in wrestling because there was no wrestling promotions in Germany back in those days to start anywhere but America. Why do family leechers need to debut in the tournament instead of debuting on a regular Climax Control show, because you won't win a title or something? It's stupid.

I'm not a debuting wrestler leeching off my twin brother, I'm already a name in the wrestling business and I became a wrestler before my twin brother did, although he did use my name to get into the business, but he could because we looked so alike and we didn't realise at the time we were twin brothers until he and I got caught by police since someone in Germany reported the name and we went under lawsuit over it, so much so that we had to change our real names. Oh and before you wrestlers say silly shit, I don't speak to the camera or that fancy stuff anymore. I write in my blogs about you all because it turns out I write better than I can talk and talking to the camera is so overrated and uncreative now.

The thing is I'm in this tournament because I had to be, not because I want to or making myself a name. Mostly because my stupid therapist put me in this tournament or rather he would not be my therapist anymore if I didn't sign up. But he had a point because the two things that exist in this tournament are the problems I consistently face every day. I let you idiots figure those two things out.

I let Bea talk about Sin City Wrestling bombshell Kallie Reznik mostly because it would make someone read as if I'm a coward if I started talking trash to someone I can't face in the ring. But all I say is she has been impressive since Kallie got into Sin City Wrestling and winning every match if I remember correctly.

But the problem is I have no idea who Artie is or what he'll do in the wrestling ring as there's no information whatsoever to know what his in ring style is or anything. We can't assume he'll have the same as his wife, every wrestler is different. I can't even say he's a joke or anything since we know absolutely nothing of his in ring ability or if he's had practice matches. All I know is he entered in this tournament by accident just for your wife Bobbie Dahl to enter which she was more than capable of doing herself without you anyway.

But I can't really criticise you for that, no because you see, you came into the business almost like how I did, except I fought a champion in my first match as a non wrestler at that twelve years ago now and I got beaten in five minutes. Except you never wanted to be a professional wrestler, did you? It makes me sick I had to cut so many damn corners to want to be a wrestler because Germany didn't have any wrestling schools or promotions like they do now, but you randomly threw yourself into this like the family name leechers.

You officially made yourself stupid for doing that and I'm not going to call you a joke, I don't know what you're capable of since you're too afraid to put your information out there, keeping it a secret like a pussy you already are. I was forced into this tournament and I aim to fucking deliver. Also I highly doubt you and Kallie have met up because you and the rest of the teams are in this match for yourselves.

Not to help your tag partner to get the world title shot, just doing it for yourself which is sad and pathetic. Me and Bea, we've already met each other up, we already know what our goals are, but we are also working towards being friends too because apart from one other girl, my family and my team, I have zero friends to talk to. Bea was there when I needed her and we are there for each other.

That's the factor for us that all you other teams lack is none of you are going to work with your partners or even meeting them up to discuss plans. I know it's ironic for me to say this, considering working with people hasn't been my strong suit since I was stabbed in the back by wrestlers a few years ago, but that's a fact. None of you are willing to overstep the boundaries that actually, your partner can be key to getting your world title shot.

That's what I think about here with Bea. But you are in a whole world of pain you'll suffer from me and I know, you'll have me confused with Lord Raab, like Bea did, but he's my twin brother so I understand the confusion. I have burned people in the past, I've been burned myself a few months ago actually so you could say I'm a very violent wrestler and Bea sure, she has lost a ton of matches, but I can easily work my way through with her on my side to win because you are literally stupid if you have to bitch and moan about lack of your partner's skills, pussy behaviour honestly.

But me and Bea are going to violently beat the shit out of the pair of you, more with me and Artie who has no business being a professional wrestler, all because his wife is which is why I will never date professional wrestlers. I will beat the living daylights out of you Artie because you had it coming for a while and there's nothing you can do to stop team firedog from winning this match or this tournament to rob our chances to be world champions and that's what we're here to do. If you aren't, take a fucking hike. You're fucked and done for.”

 After The Monstimals lost the tag team title match for the tag titles, Lord Raab was actually really happy to have lost the tag team belts as they go back to the locker room and as soon as they close the door, he says this.

Lord Raab: "Thank goodness that has ended."

Henry Losak: "Why you say that?"

Lord Raab: "Because I'm not longer forced to do pointless camera appearances because other champions do that shit when SCW staff know I prefer to be a champion in the ring. I'm honestly glad I'm walking out of those SCW doors for good and I don't need this shithole of a company that reward title shots to people who show up on camera every week instead of the skills they produce in the ring by hard work.

Of course this was something Henry knew that had bother Raab for many months at a time and he didn't want to come on the next show to say goodbye and his thanks to the SCW staff and locker room as Henry says this.

Henry Losak: "Yeah, but your in a much better place now where you're not forced on camera and not get rewarded for title shots because your on camera every week."

Lord Raab: "Like Awful Club always did and they barely did anything in the ring. To hell with this company, I'm packing my bags and leaving right now because I don't need to be here anymore and nobody would even care I'm gone because I don't want their farewells cos they can stick them up their asses. Fuck SCW and Carnage Wrestling is a much better company than this dump. Lets go and at least for me forget about tonight and the fact we lost tag titles I'm not gonna even cry about.

Samuel McPherson: "Naarrp."

Lord Raab: "OK fine you guys stay here as it's understandable since Samuel's officially starting his solo's career right now from this point on, but I'm going back home. Samuel, you'll do a good job here when I'm gone and you deserve to make your own mark here without me and win all the belts you can because I have faith in you to do it. I'll just get the fuck out of here because I'm leaving WHOOO."

It was clear Raab was glad his career ended in SCW without wasting any time for the show to end which Samuel and Henry do so they can interact with other wrestlers at the end of the Supershow, Raab couldn't give a damn as he packs his stuff away and leaves the locker room as he had no reason to stay when there's nothing left for him to do

When Lord Raab walks out of the arena during the Supershow that's still going on that's the last you see of Raab where he's ending his SCW career for good without a goodbye message from him or anybody in the locker room, knowing he won't be missed because everyone will be glad he's gone as in fact, after he left the arena, he got his things from the hotel and immediately got his flight back home where he didn't have to deal with SCW ever again.

 Discussing The Monstimals return and their upcoming match. Melbourne, Australia. Sunday 9th September. (Off Camera)

It was a few hours after Lord Raab had his feast or fired ladder match over in Extreme Hardcore Wrestling Federation as he and Samuel officially joined a stable to destroy and take out Samson family and Joshua who Lord Raab's hated from the day he heard about him by his twin brother and he felt much happier because little do people know that no longer was Raab carrying any broken bones or that he's had glass removed from his back. Reason being was because he had to have surgery to remove skin cancer from a lump on his face.

Of course you can't see the signs of surgery because Raab was fully clothed, but little does he know he's gonna make a debut very soon in Carnage Wrestling after he made his mark by attacking wrestlers named Candyman and Shinjiro Yamamoto. He was now officially employed with Carnage Wrestling, but for now was only there for singles matches, much like he's only employed with Sin City Wrestling for tag matches.

It works both ways with Lord Raab discovering new things in Carnage Wrestling to start his solo's debut, while Samuel hadn't made a proper solo's run with Sin City Wrestling after the news about Lord Raab's skin cancer. Raab was really happy after they've just got back in their hired apartment and while Samuel sat down, Raab walks around like he's looking for something and although he was glad to be in pain again.

Lord Raab: “It was awesome I'm feeling pain again. It's well worth celebrating.”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Although it was also down to Lord Raab and Samuel McPherson having new hurdles stacking against them, there was also one reason why Lord Raab hadn't fully retired from SCW, the tag titles he wanted to win for two whole years and it has drove him mad and he says this.

Lord Raab: “I'm fucking dying to win those tag team titles. Every fucking time we get a chance, we fucking blew it. I want to win those SCW tag titles.”

It turned to anger as Lord Raab clinches his fists, but at the same time remembers what the doctors at the hospital told him about his heart, having to take medication everyday to save his life, more so now that he got a girl pregnant and having twins. Of course, Sarah was up to nearly 3 months now and she was struggling, big time with the twins she's carrying.

Lord Raab: “Wonder if Sarah is alright? Fuck, what the hell is wrong with me, giving a damn about a girl?”

Samuel relaxs Raab as he was angry because he not only was unable to win the tag titles, but also that Sarah was vomiting a lot and Samuel writes down for Raab to relax and takes a deep breath, while the phone goes off and Henry walks away from them as Samuel nods. When Raab notices a few minutes later Henry was not in the room, he asks.

Lord Raab: “Where's Henry?”

Samuel does a phone sign with his hands, explaining that Henry's on the phone to somebody, who knows what and where as both The Monstimals members hadn't been watching any Climax Control or even the Supershow they had recently because they've been trying to be with Raab, coping with many different surgeries he had, even nearly had fights a few times because he hates pain being removed from him. Henry returns to the room and he smiles with Raab looking at the floor, not noticing Henry's smile and he says this.

Henry Losak: “Funny you mention the tag titles because guess what team is gonna go for the tag titles?”

Lord Raab: “What?”

Henry Losak: “I was told by Christian Underwood that the tag titles were recently stripped from The Bad Boys because of their lack of effort of defending those tag titles. Since they beat you and Samuel for the tag titles, they upped and left the company.”

Lord Raab: “See, I was right about them being The Pussy Boys after all. It's funny how that truth came out when they can't be bothered to put in the work. So what's gonna happen now?”

Henry Losak: “They said at the Supershow, they announced the tag titles need to go to a new home both male and female tag divisions and they knew you guys were coming back so they've added you and a few other teams to be in the battle royal match for the tag titles.”

It was the news Raab was hoping for, the one and only thing he really wants to do has come true. He's getting another chance to become tag team champions. Right now, that's all Lord Raab cared about and he says this.

Lord Raab: “Two fucking years we've been tracking those belts and it's driving me fucking mental that me and Samuel have never won those belts. I want them more than anything else right now in the wrestling business.”

Henry Losak: “I'm surprised y.............”

Lord Raab: “I don't give a shit which teams they throw at us because I'm showing these tag teams that nobody is gonna step in mine and Samuel's way this time to capture those tag titles. We want them and there's no team gonna stop us from achieving that goal. We'll bring fucking weapons to the match to beat the living shit out of all the teams in the match just to win those tag titles.”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Henry Losak: “But we have to stay here because they are on the road trip over here and New Zealand. I said to them, we're already in Australia, but the problem is now, I've got to cancel flights back to America and swap them for New Zealand.”

Lord Raab of course got concerned as he knew right now, Samuel's friend was looking after Sarah and seeing their not able to come home on Tuesday like they planned to, things have to be changed and he says this, thinking and worrying about the pregnant girl he knocked up.

Lord Raab: “Fuck, it means I have to phone Samuel's friend right now to tell her to stay with Sarah longer.”

Right now, who his opponents were at this time weren't on his mind as he snatches the phone away from Henry and dials her number up, waiting for her to pick up, even if the time zones are very different in Australia to America. It took a while, but Samuel's friend, Charlotte picked up and Raab went right down to the chase.

Lord Raab: “We have a problem. Me and Samuel have got to travel to New Zealand.”

Charlotte: “Why?”

Lord Raab: “Because we have to wrestle as a tag team next Sunday for the tag titles. Please, can you stay with Sarah for an extra week?”

Charlotte: “Sure, no problem and I'll tell Sarah that you won't be back for a bit.”

Lord Raab: “No, I will be back cos I got to wrestle in America on the same week anyway, but just until I come straight back. Thank you so much for everything on looking after Sarah and being able to do an extra week of taking care of her. Is she alright?”

Charlotte: “She's asleep at the moment. She's vomiting a lot, but it's nothing to worry about. Just remember it's a good thing because in the long run, those babies are gonna be healthy.”

Lord Raab: “Yeah, you're right, must remember those babies are fine and apart of the pregnancy process. I let you go and sorry for calling you so late.”

Charlotte: “No, not at all as this was important for me to know. I'll see you and Samuel later.”

Raab puts the phone down as he never wanted to say goodbye, but now he knows Sarah is officially asleep at this point in time and the vomiting signs he has to remember are a good signs of the babies being in general healthy, he then suddenly switched his focus back to the tag title match as he does ask the question.

Lord Raab: “So who's the other teams we're facing then?”

Henry Losak: “Thought you'd never ask. You have The Black Sheep which as you guys know have beaten before, you got Travis Nathaniel Andrews and Horace Jackson.”

Lord Raab: “Oh don't make me laugh. Travis will always be a fucking joke of the wrestling business, especially the shit he's said about my brother a few months ago. I'll blast this fake cunt with words. That's funny really people think he has a chance of winning the titles like wise with Black Sheep as well. I mean sure my brother and I never got along, even disagree with our views of wrestling, but they shouldn't be teaming if they can't get along, that's why we defeated them with no problems last time.”

Henry Losak: “There's more. There's also James Tuscini and Pinky.”

Lord Raab: “Oh god it gets worse. Why is Pinky in the match? This match is sounding like a god damn joke already. The guy has never wrestled.”

Henry shook his head, knowing Raab already completely forgot about Samuel starting out as a wrestler and he reminds him of that.

Henry Losak: “Yet you forgot that Samuel's first match was also in a professional wrestling company in 4CW against Chris Madison, you know the time where you ran away those years ago? Yeah so think what you say.”

This clearly shut Raab up, he had forgotten about that match Samuel had to do first time around against Chris Madison which he lost, but the difference was Samuel was built for wrestling and had two weeks of training, Pinky would only have training for a week, but he however understood where Henry was coming from, although were in different situations.

Henry Losak: “While you've faced all of those opponents except for Pinky and Horace Jackson, there's a new team they've mentioned to me and I'll try and gather the info up for them along with Horace Jackson known as London Underground. They have a stable of male and female wrestlers.”

Lord Raab: “Oh just great, another stable is exactly what we need. I mean Black Sheep are piss poor as a stable, but who are their names in that London Underground team?”

Henry Losak: “Excluding the woman cos they aren't important. Daniel Morgan and a big guy Osbourne.”

Lord Raab: “All I can say is good to have new competition in SCW, especially for the tag team division. I mean I know SCW has their problems of gathering teams together so I can't really complain on London Underground taking that opportunity to place themselves in the match. Still they along with the other teams haven't had the commitment like me and Samuel have and we'll beat the living shit out of them.”

Of course Raab was going to bring up the fact of him and Samuel, chasing the tag titles for two years again, but Henry sighed, but at the same time, he even sees Samuel wanting to repeat and he even writes down something very important that he shows to Raab and Henry.

Henry Losak: “You do have determination of how bad you guys want to win the tag gold. However as much as I want you guys to train in the gym, I also want you both to spend time together while you both are in New Zealand as well outside of the gym. Go out and explore New Zealand together, doing something different for a change.”

Lord Raab: “Yeah, I've thought a lot about that me and Samuel really don't spend a lot of time outside of the gym. I do want to change that, more now that we're gonna be father's. In fact, I wanna have private time with Samuel right now. We'll discuss our cravings for the tag titles in the week.”

Of course without saying a word, Henry leaves the hired apartment, seeing he wanted them to have time together as he goes back to the hotel, Raab and Samuel go in the bedroom to close the door behind them, getting down to doing what they've not done in months, making love as they make noises and moaning before a few hours later, the room went silent with both lads getting the sleep they need before travelling to New Zealand after the last minute change of tickets as they head there and finally found a hired apartment for Raab and Samuel to stay in.

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Cardrona Ski fields. Queenstown, New Zealand. Thursday 14th September. (Off Camera)

They were told by Henry while they were in Australia to have a day off from working out in the gym and spend time as a couple they are which it seems like they are in a very odd place where you don't expect to see a monster and an animal on their snowboards, going down the hills. Raab's very used to cold weather as there's some part of his home country that has hills and mountain covered with snow and it so happens that Germany are better in winter Olympics.

Of course, there's been a few times where both Samuel and Raab have fallen over, but they were having fun like they were told to do which even Raab felt like he could do while away from America. He almost felt like he's free because barely anybody knows him outside of America so he's willingly able to go snowboarding with Samuel. Needless to say Lord Raab and Samuel aren't very good snowboarders. They even had tips from people who've snowboarded and skied here every single winter as they both listened and Lord Raab thanked them as they knew what they were doing now on how to snowboard since they've never done anything like it before.

Besides, Raab wanted to take risks and be in pain if he hurts his body and even if they were wrestling on Sunday, they didn't care for what people will say or do when they snowboard. Of course, they were getting looks from people which Raab scared the crowd away as he wasn't someone who'd sign autographs or pose for pictures unlike his twin brother.

It's been an enjoyable day for Samuel and Raab to snowboard as a couple and kissed a few times during the snowboard course. There was a lot of people today seeing there's some snowboarding event going on with the big air competition, but they decide to leave it alone for a few hours so they could get better at snowboarding.

Lord Raab: “It's been great to snowboard with you.”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Lord Raab: “But I'm thinking about the tag team titles Sam. It's all I got in my mind. Lets continue to snowboard down the hill a few times before we watch the big air competition, what do you say?”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

As Lord Raab sticks to his word to Samuel and they snowboard down every single mountain they could find, even some laughing and joking coming from them due to them having a ton of fun and a few hours later, they decide to call snowboarding for the day as they've been there since ten in the morning and it's now three in the afternoon as they take their snowboards back to the cabin and boots to wear normal boots again before they walk towards the big air competition that's been taking place this weekend.

The Snowboarders were doing a lot of tricks to get those big airs as Raab and Samuel lined the fence to watch the competition as it amazed even Samuel who's never seen anything like this before, even if Raab was thinking about the title match as Samuel writes to ask Lord Raab if he was alright.

Lord Raab: “I'm fine, just what I said to you hours ago. I'm sick and tired of not delivering when it comes to tag title shots in SCW. We seem to have the worst luck in the world. I mean enough is enough of allowing our competition to steal our chances for the tag team titles. We earned every right to go for the tag titles, but unlike some people in this match, we can't claim we're the tag team champions.”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Lord Raab: “Things are gonna change big time and we're gonna cause fucking destruction on all those bitches, but one thing I will brag and admit to, we've got the most dedication for those belts. Not a big deal if the rest of the teams lose, especially London Underground because they'll be around for years and get the belts in the future.”

Raab had to face some hard truths about when he's going to retire from the wrestling business, but he shrugs it off with the complements as there's a guy doing a trick that's unbelievable towards the fans.

Lord Raab: “Wow, that was some sick air he got there. If we got nasty and dangerous, we'd teach them a thing or two how to earn a title shot. I mean we've lost to The Bad Boys, but I think it was our performance is what's having us be in this match. The Pussy Boys are gone and thank god they are, shitting on the title like they did. How dare they try to ruin the legacy of the tag division.”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Lord Raab: “I suggest you enjoy the experience of the big air competition because they are so alike to us, even risking their lives you know.”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Even Raab who's not usually into sports like that match was enjoying the tricks they were doing, taking risks a lot and he admired that and it occurred to Raab that London Underground are honestly gonna be an extremely hard test for them to come through with them in the ranks already.

Lord Raab: “I don't want to say this because I believe we can and will win the tag titles, but London Underground team is still something I'm gathering up information on. We can't overlook them because as far as I recall, they will push us to the test because the danger fact of them is we don't know what they can do.”

Samuel writes down what his thoughts were and he had to agree with Lord Raab, they weren't able to find much, other than their moves of what they can do in the ring and that they discovered something else about them which Samuel wrote down.

Lord Raab: “I didn't know they named themselves after trains in London. Good find Samuel. I mean yeah you got Black Sheep as well who could be dangerous, especially how one of them beat The Bad Boys recently, but it's like meh on the other two teams as I've said because there's no way Pinky will be ready in time so they'll already be out, Travis will continue to suck and I want his ass more than anybody in the match.”

Samuel asks why as he responds to the question while watching the sick air the snowboarders got in a competition.

Lord Raab: “Because that cunt kissed Kaden Kessler's ass, a cunt who gave out suicide and death threats to my brother and his wife. That goes to show that Travis will never change and he'll forever be a fucking joke to the business. I can't take him seriously, more now after what my brother said to me. Horace will carry his ass all throughout the match.”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Lord Raab: “In fact, I'm hearing a lot of things lately and we are pretty much favourites in the match to become new tag team champions and believe me, we're already ready to face against these pricks and use weapons to take everybody out, using chairs to eliminate people over the top to have us be the last men standing to hold the tag champions after two whole years of hard work. We need to win and we're gonna do that.”

As they were watching the competition, they were cheering and rooting on the snowboarders landing their tricks as the guy who done the first trick ever done on a snowboard won the competition and he imagines something that's on later tonight and says this.

Lord Raab: “Hopefully FC Koln will beat Arsenal tonight and we'll win the tag team titles. FC Koln are a soccer team I support in Germany. Me and Konrad are massive fans of them and for the first time in 25 years, they're in Europe competition. Konrad and I are seeing FC Koln in two weeks time when they play Red Star Belgrade in Europa League, although Konrad's gonna stay in Germany longer than me cos he's got a lot of promoting to do for Supreme Championship Wrestling, according to Fizz.”

Samuel nods before writing down the new fact about his husband being a massive FC Koln fan and you could tell Lord Raab was excited for the game tonight. He wants FC Koln to win bad and he says this.

Lord Raab: “Seeing we got a long way home, we'll better head back now as I'm not gonna miss FC Koln play Arsenal or in Europe for the world and I'm not allowing anybody take short cuts at us and allow them to become champions because we've got the biggest determination out of everybody in our tag team match and trust me Samuel, there won't be just regular plain old tag matches like the other champions have done, we're gonna make more hardcore, cage and even hell in a cell tag matches.”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Lord Raab: “Because other tag teams didn't think things through that apart from battle royals and triple threat tag matches, they were still matches with disqualification's and that's what we're gonna change when we become champions. It's nice to have enjoy snowboarding and watching the big air competition. Lets go home.”

Raab kisses Samuel's cheek as Samuel returns one for him before they head towards the train station along with getting a bus back to their hired apartment which Raab immediately goes to turn his laptop on and watches FC Koln play Arsenal in Europa League. Samuel on the other hand decides to listen to music as soccer wasn't really his cup of tea. Once the match was over with Arsenal winning 3-1 with Lord Raab saying this.

Lord Raab: “Fuck.”

Samuel obviously had no clue why as he had been watching youtube videos as he asks what's wrong and Raab looked at him with anger.

Lord Raab: “What do you think? FC Koln lost against Arsenal and I'm supposed to be happy about that? Hell no because Konrad would be feeling the same way too. Some of these Koln fans are complete utter wankers to delay the game like they did. Idiots. At least me and Konrad are guaranteed tickets to see FC Koln play Red Star Belgrade in two weeks time as his wife got me tickets for the game as well as Konrad.”

After Lord Raab turns the laptop off and places the lid down, Samuel drags Raab into the bedroom which did eventually calm him down, but it lasted a lot longer than usual, making Raab completely forget about the soccer game he watched and they went to sleep at 3 in the morning.

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Time to finally become tag team champions ustream.com shoot by Lord Raab (On camera)

“I'm fucking sick and tired of saying the same bullshit when it comes to me and Samuel still not winning the tag titles. It's driving us crazy, but despite me and Samuel being pissed off, we're still excited to get a chance to be tag team champions. I proved everything I said about The Pussy Boys when I mentioned them, taking off like they did without losing the belts because the competition was too tough for them. Heck, we nearly defeated them for those belts and do you know why? Because of mine and Samuel's determination and hard work we've done to get ourselves here.

Of course, we'll start with James Tuscini and Pinky. I know James has been far more focused on getting Pinky ready to wrestle. I don't need to listen to what he said because it's the truth. You've had the less time to prepare for this match because of that boundry in the way. Samuel was in the same position two years ago where he fought one of the top wrestlers going today, Chris Madison, but he trained two weeks before he fought him and he lost that match. I give James props for beating Calvin Harris, but the problem is you guys are no where near ready to become tag team champions.

Nor do I feel Travis Nathaniel Andrews and Horace  Jackson are ready either, especially I have a problem with Travis calling my brother out for the shit you've said about him on twitter. You know, you're good at sucking Kaden off who I'll get my hands on him one day to brutally beat the motherfucker myself for threatening suicide and death threats on my brother and his wife. Cos of your actions of shitting on Konrad who's innocent as anything, I don't believe a single thing of you changing and guess what? I'm gonna brutally beat the living shit out of you as well.

Nobody gets away calling me and my brother a joke, especially you've been the biggest joke out of everyone in this match, especially agreeing with a shit wrestlers like Kaden Kessler who doesn't give a fuck about this business. I don't know very much about Horace, but I know what he's done here though as I'm sure he has achieved a lot here, but I don't know much beyond this point and I may not want to beat you as much as I do with Travis, but you're just as guilty and Ben made a mistake allowing himself to manage the pair of you because you don't stand a chance against me and Samuel.

Black Sheep shouldn't even be together at this point because they can't get along as brothers they should be. Do you know why me and Konrad never teamed up? Because our views for wrestling is completely different to each other and it seems to be the case with you both along with your general lack of focus of being tag champs speaks volumes. At least the other teams you can depend on them getting along, but you sweete brothers won't and the whole stable is pointless. We'll  beat your asses like no tomorrow with that. Sure, one of you beat one of the pussy boys, but it means nothing now.

London Underground, the only team we have no history. I mean there's no way we can hate them for coming in and having the balls to take on the best tag teams in this company. Fuck, they could be the biggest threats in this match, but at the same time, We're also pissed off you joined the roster when they were giving out a free title shot. Me and Samuel had to work our asses off to get to be tag title contenders and you snoop in to get them. You're threats because nobody has seen what you guys can do and we wish you the best of luck.

See, the facts speak for itself as me and Samuel have been wrestling together as a team for two whole fucking years and all this pent and energy we have is sorely focused on finally becoming champions here after all the hard work we've done to get the tag division how it is. We might even be considered favourites because none of you teams have any confidence on being champions, nor any determination for the tag belts we've been craving on for many years. It's like a drug to me and Samuel that we must and want them in our hands.

Even if it's one title reign, it doesn't matter because I'll go down in the Hall Of Fame in SCW and once I become tag champion and lose the belts, I'm officially putting my focus on my Carnage Wrestling career as I've recently joined there. Samuel will take charge here on being a solo's competitor, but that's for later on, we aren't leaving here without those tag titles on Sunday night and you better guarantee none of you teams have the god damn passion and pride we have to be tag team champions. We'll eliminate each one of you with your bodies touching the floor with steel chairs.

That's right, we're gonna bring weapons to the ring and there'll be many changes regarding the tag stipulation matches being in place a lot more often because the tag division needs a variety and it's gonna happen because we refuse to give up our quest for The Monstimals of the Animal and The Monster to be the new SCW tag team champions. Prepare to be fucking destroyed by The Monstimals being the tag team champions right here tomorrow night in New Zealand with pumped up determination energy to do anything to win those belts.”

 



Samuel meeting the woman who Lord Raab slept with. Las Vegas, Nevada. Tuesday 16th May.

Two days after coming home after going out partying with Ben and Evie over the BFTP win they done together, Lord Raab knew he didn't have any interest in doing the SCW heavyweight title match, like he had to pretend to get excited for the challenge he'll get from J2H. Of course it's geared to think that way because nobody really knew the plans was actually for Samuel than for himself as he didn't need to win SCW World title once again as he's been there and done that.

However when it comes down to it, before the visitor comes as of course before Raab has to go outside to meet with the visitor, Raab knew it was something he clearly had to address with Samuel as he sits down on the sofa with him and talks about the situation.

Lord Raab: “Sorry I had to pretend to act like the title shot was for me, but deep down inside, it wasn't for me, I was actually happy for you Samuel. Samuel, I know this might be really rushed and you might think this has come too soon, but you've earned this title match with James. We know between me, you and Henry you're the real contender. I have no reason to fight James for the belt.”

Samuel points at himself for his reasons for the match as he speaks again.

Lord Raab: “I know you do of course. After all, you was the runner up for the chance to be an SCW title contender battle royal. Remember when you and Jamie Dean were the last men left in the match? You've even earned it there and then. People are so fucking stupid to think I'm the title contender when actually you are.”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Lord Raab: “I've flat out said on my videos and on the shows itself the title shot was for you so for them to say oh Raab's the number one contender for the SCW World title just because I competed in a match where I overcame my fears with women wasn't ever my goal to achieve, I gladly give the chance to you because you need the chance more than I do.”

Of course he knew after yesterday from talking to Henry, he said Raab was stupid to turn it down, but he feels it'll be stupid if he accepts something he didn't even target to do in the first place as he gets down to the real business of things regarding the reason they were preparing for something.

Lord Raab: “I called for you to dress a little nice like myself not because of training, obviously we would wear normal clothes if we were and trust me Samuel, I'm gonna push you like crazy until the match comes around, but that's for the previous days, along with my visit to another company I'll be visiting on Sunday for my career after I'm done with SCW, we've got to be ready for you to meet this woman who I slept with in California I told you about.”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Lord Raab: “Her name is Sarah. Just remember, I'll always love you and you'll forever be my husband, but I ha............................”

Samuel knew as he draw a picture of a baby as it made Raab stop talking and being nervous as he nodded at Samuel, knowing it's for that exact reason why he had to do what he did with Sarah as he speaks.

Lord Raab: “Glad you remembered. Sorry for being nervous all the time, just hope in a few weeks time, we'll know the results of the situation and hopefully I done enough to do the job I did to create a life.”

Of course Samuel had been making a lot of love to Raab ever since he told the news to him as his mobile phone bleeped which Henry recently got for him because of getting in contact with his friends and family more and it was Sarah saying she's outside waiting for Raab as he says this.

Lord Raab: “Go and give her some orange juice, I'll bring her in the house.”

Samuel goes and does just that in the kitchen as Lord Raab goes out of his apartment and sort of leaves his headquarters to meet up with Sarah as he sees a blond chick who was quite tall and thin as he sees she stands far away from the headquarters as Sarah gives Raab a hug, feeling a little weirded out about it, but still accepted it as he speaks.

Lord Raab: “You didn't need to stand here, could've stood outside the gates.”

Sarah: “But I didn't want to get in trouble with those scary guards.”

If there's one thing Raab hadn't learnt with women, it's their hormones being completely messed up which of course wasn't anything major as of yet as it's still two weeks in since that night, but Raab had to understand as he speaks.

Lord Raab: “You wouldn't, trust me. At least you're here now, come with me. Samuel's so excited on seeing you.”

Sarah: “As I am with him.”

Raab always allowed Sarah to go ahead of him as it's something he's learnt overtime with Henry to always have the ladies first approach with everything, even Samuel had to learn a bit about that too as he hadn't really been out with a lady, but rightfully so cos of his autism so he points the direction to go and as usual, the security guards stop her as Raab speaks.

Lord Raab: “It's alright guys, she was invited by me and for a good reason too.”

It was something Sarah knew about on the guards stopping other people who weren't invited in the headquarters as she walks in and Raab points her to the direction of where Samuel's staying as she goes into the house and sits on the sofa, seeing orange juice made for her as she turns around, she speaks to Samuel.

Sarah: “Hello.”

Samuel at this point waves as Sarah places her hand to her mouth as she addresses the mistake she made.”

Sarah: “Oh, sorry. I forgot Markus told me you can't speak other than yes and no.”

Markus knew it was a classic mistake since she might've forgot about everything he told her that night as he did attempt to have sex with her in the morning as well to make sure and she picks up the glass of orange juice which she clearly knew it was for her since it was in front of her and takes a sip as she speaks.

Sarah: “This is a nice place you guys got here.”

Markus Lord Raab: “Yeah, this originally was just a place for me and Henry.”

Sarah: “Henry?”

Markus Lord Raab: “Oh, he's the head boss of this headquarters and is our anger shrink. You'll meet him very soon, but for now, I just want you to meet Samuel who's well hopefully gonna be the other father of the child, well if you're pregnant. I met Samuel god was it back in two thousand and fourteen?”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Markus Lord Raab: “Believe it or not, he was just a friend who lived with me since I'm not someone who has lots of friends or I didn't back then cos as I told you about my trust with women and how I've been hurt in the past, but we suddenly felt a connection, someone who turned from being my friend to being someone I truly loved.”

Sarah: “Really?”

Markus Lord Raab: “Yaarrp cos I had no friends or that I felt I wasn't ever gonna meet anybody else I had a bond with. I proposed to Samuel in July in two thousand and fifteen and got married on Christmas day in that same year.”

Sarah had no clue the relationship between Markus and Samuel was very recent, still only a year into it as she could tell they were very much in love on how close they were sitting next to each other and then a kiss on the cheek for each other as she truly understood where the love came from with the pair of them.

Markus Lord Raab: “Now here we are, looking forward to the next step in our lives which involves you.”

Sarah: “Can I talk to Samuel?”

Markus Lord Raab: “Yes you can. He may not be able to talk, but he has a very good understanding what you say to him, even responds with a pen and paper.”

It was all very new for Sarah on knowing about Samuel's lack of speech and she was very curious as to why that was as she was clearly a little uncomfortable when it came to talking to Samuel.

Sarah: “Why can't he talk?”

Markus Lord Raab: “It's because he has autism. Some autistic's can't talk at all and it's apart of it. Samuel's a very nice guy once you get to know him which you clearly have to, being that me and him could be fathers at this point.”

Sarah: “Like you and Konrad, is he a wrestler as well?”

Markus Lord Raab: “Very much so. Mostly based as a tag team wrestler, but that's gonna change now with me winning a certain tournament, usually the winner gets a special title shot, but I've already been champion before so I'm giving it to Samuel. Yeah he'll go on a solo's run very soon.”

This surprised Sarah, she had no idea about Samuel, other than him being Markus's husband that he was a wrestler like Markus and Konrad were. Samuel wasn't a very well known wrestler as he clearly was mostly in the background, but Sarah was impressed that Samuel was too as Raab speaks about something he wants to show Sarah.

Markus Lord Raab: “I have another reason why I'm gonna give Samuel the shot for the SCW World title. I want to show you something, you get talking with Samuel. Just wait a minute.”

While Markus went off to go and get his item, Sarah just looks at Samuel, thinking what to say which took her a while before she does.

Sarah: “You know, Markus has told me a lot about how much he loves and cares for you. I can see how much in love you and he are with each other. I think it's great he's so caring towards you. So what do you and Markus like to do?”

Samuel writes the details of what he and Markus do off wrestling as he shows it to Sarah and sees there's not much there, but nodded her head.

Sarah: “Ah I see. I guess he's right in saying he's never been the social type guy, but he said that's changing. He talked so much on that Wednesday in California how much he and you want a baby so bad, is that true?”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Sarah: “That's great and believe me, he was really scared that you'd leave him after he told you about me and what he did to me in the night and the next morning, but I'm glad you understood cos it was to benefit you and him. He loves you so much. If he didn't, he wouldn't have slept with me that night to do it. I didn't understand at first, but once he told me what the purpose was for what he did to me, I accepted that he loves you for who you are.”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Raab eventually came down at that point with another title he held in his hands as it was the Internet title he recently won and she nods.

Sarah: “Oh wow, you never told me you're a current champion in SCW. That's amazing.”

Markus Lord Raab: “Yeah and I'm almost done with the company. I'm done in terms of holding all the singles titles in SCW. It's another reason why as well I'm giving Samuel that SCW World title shot. I can't defend both this Internet and SCW World title belts at the same time.”

Sarah: “Oh of course not. That would be a tough task to follow up, a really tough task as a matter of fact. When you're defending that Internet title next?”

Markus Lord Raab: “Hopefully very soon as Dimtri that fucking prick wants a shot of this once again. God, that vampire freak attacks everywhere he goes to try and make a point and I got to say, he's a fucking pussy.”

Sarah shrugged her shoulders, having no clue what he meant as she sees Samuel writing to know what he meant by being a pussy and he wrote down one word and responds to it.

Sarah: “Ah, now I get it cos was gonna say, he's not attacking my pussy.”

Both boys laughed as it was quite funny for them to have a joke like that as Markus speaks.

Markus Lord Raab: “God no. Dimtri is stupid like that. I've beaten the guy so many times I can't even count. He's not even earned shit for this belt, especially when he lost to Jamie Dean. In fact, Jamie Dean should've got the Internet title match with me instead. I'm not gonna ask you to come to SCW shows if you don't want to, but I don't want you anywhere near one company.”

He whispers the company that's not SCW for her not to visit and his reasons for not doing so as she nods and Markus speaks.

Markus Lord Raab: “Yeah because I'm near enough of retiring from SCW, I'm gonna visit Redemption Wrestling on Sunday to see what their shows are like as my next step forward on moving towards wrestling there when me and Samuel lose the tag titles. After all, I might need the extra money if you're pregnant.”

Sarah: “Yeah you will, but we'll wait and see won't we? Lets talk more about that upstairs alone with you and Samuel so Henry doesn't hear us.”

Markus Lord Raab: “That's a good idea.”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

As they did as they went upstairs to talk more about plans with the baby away from Henry and them becoming fathers, doing in their heart everything they can to get ready, with the stuff they've been learning in parenting classes and with Konrad and Fizz as it lead all night until all three went off to sleep in the same bed before she goes home the next day before both Raab and Samuel go to train in the gym all day to get themselves ready for matches as they've got two wrestling rings now so they don't have to wait until one finishes.

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His thoughts on his next employment after SCW. Montreal, Canada. Sunday 21st May.

Lord Raab was being in attendance for an event in Canada to scot some wrestling companies he could be in after he's packed it up with SCW, a place known as Redemption Wrestling with Henry with him to discover the company. As apart of being in the crowd for their every other week show in Redemption known as Glory that also has wrestling matches on a Sunday night just like SCW.

Of course the problem was Raab would have to wrestle on his own at times if Samuel's wrestling in a match in SCW which concerns Henry, but Raab was impressed with a few stars he sees in the company, even the prospect of a guy having face paint on his face and the Redemption champion he's got his firm eyes on and he speaks.

Lord Raab: “If I have to wrestle on Sunday's Henry, so be it. Samuel needs you more than me anyway.”

Henry Losak: “Well of course I know that, but I'm concerned if you get into an............”

Lord Raab: “I don't care because I'm interested in a few wrestlers there. If I get into any trouble, so be it. I'd be able to take care of things myself. Fuck sake Henry, do you honestly think if this company was garbage, would I tell you to come here and watch the show?”

Henry Losak: “No.”

Lord Raab: “Exactly and it's hard to see why. I mean after all, Samuel's got to get used to wrestling without me around. I think I've found my new home.”

Of course Henry was shaking his head while they were apart of the crowd, watching the show as they hear a lot of energy at the Redemption event, just like the SCW shows were, but there's the thing about Lord Raab in Henry's mind as he talks about it.

Henry Losak: “Don't tell me yo.............”

Lord Raab: “No Henry, I'm not stabbing my back against SCW. This is for after I'm completely done with SCW. I like the feel of this place. Of course this will happen after I've either lost the tag titles or I lost the Internet title, whatever happens last. I literally feel like I want to be here.”

Henry Losak: “Well I heard Ryan Keys is competing in this company so you'd already know one person there already.”

Lord Raab: “I heard about that myself. These guys have a lot of passion for wrestling and I think this company is gonna be my new home. Obviously, defending the Internet title against Dimtri once again comes first above everything and getting Samuel ready to face James for the SCW World title.”

Of course he remembered one of the names he's previously worked with before in Inferno Wrestling known as Gavin Grimes which is another name he just remembered from the top of his head. There's two people Markus knows already as he clearly wanted to stay for the rest of the show as Henry's got a plan to do.

Henry Losak: “I'll allow you to continue watching the show, while I go and find the owner of the company to talk business regarding you being here in the future once you've achieved every single title belt you've won in SCW. Meet me outside the arena when it finishes.”

Markus nods as he allows Henry to go off and find a way to get backstage towards finding the owner of Redemption Wrestling as Markus focuses right on the matches going on in the ring, while thinking when he's facing Dimtri for the Internet title and he feels the bones crushing on the mat as he speaks quietly to himself.

Lord Raab: “These guys have no idea what's gonna hit them in the future when I'm there. Needs to have some hardcore matches in place. Still great wrestling to watch.”

He watches the show right up until the end as he leaves with everybody else as he goes outside of the arena and sees Henry already standing for Raab as he speaks while they walk to Montreal airport.

Lord Raab: “So, how did the discussions go?”

Henry Losak: “Really well, Devlin Scott the name of the owner would be more than happy to have you apart of his roster. He knew you was coming for some reason.”

Lord Raab: “Maybe Konrad told him via twitter I was. I asked Konrad what he recommended to me on going to a new company, he said Redemption is pretty good to start of with and he was right.”

Henry Losak: “Konrad sure was. Devlin said he knew from Konrad himself about you attending tonight. I told him also that you're not able to join ASAP because of the Internet title situation and how you want to win the SCW tag titles before leaving and he understood completely. He says he has a certain amount of wrestlers on his roster which are full as of right now anyway, pretty much like the system SCW has.”

Henry Losak: “Of course, this is for the future though and we got each other's numbers and everything and I'll call him when you're SCW career is done and dusted, but for now, I just received a text a while ago that you're facing against Dimtri on Sunday for that Internet title.”

Lord Raab: “Finally, facing the biggest coward in wrestling for the title he never earned. Then again, he's never earned anything fairly as he's a chicken shit.”

Once Raab said that, they reached to Montreal airport as they got themselves checked in and flew straight back to Las Vegas, Nevada which took them a day, but of course the trip was mainly for the match he had in Canada with EHWF, but Raab had plans to visit Redemption Wrestling as well for the future which was great for him to plan things perfectly to visit the shows. He was smiling about it and the match he heard he's been placed in with Dimtri for the Internet title.

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Talking to Ben about Dimtri. Las Vegas, Nevada. Friday 26th May.

Since Ben Jordan was in Las Vegas due to the event being located there, Raab and Ben are sitting at a restaurant nearby, talking about different things in terms of Raab's improvement on changing into someone very different as he followed his dad's letter the entire time since he died of lung cancer and he knew the one thing he hasn't done yet and only a very few people have been to Raab's place as he asks this.

Lord Raab: “Want to come over to my headquarters and chat more about my title defense with Dimtri?”

Ben Jordan: “Sure mate.”

Raab and Ben stood up as they pay the food they ate at the restaurant Ben chose while they were in Las Vegas as Raab and Ben left to walk straight to Raab's headquarters. As they got there, like the 1st time Sarah was around, Ben was stopped and Raab allowed him in as he says this.

Lord Raab: “I invited him here, it's all good.”

It was strange for the security guards for Raab to have so many visitors come into his headquarters lately with Sarah two weeks ago and now Ben Jordan as he looks at how big the headquarters is as he speaks.

Ben Jordan: “Wow, looks awesome mate.”

Lord Raab: “Yeah, me and Henry put a shit ton of hard work into this place, even got a 2nd wrestling ring lately since mine and Samuel's in ring time has been delayed and Samuel needs all the preparation he needs for the upcoming SCW World title match against James.”

Ben Jordan: “I think it's really kind you offered ya World title match to Samuel.”

Lord Raab: “Of course because the only title I wanted was the Internet title. You know I wasn't even targeting the World title so therefore, I didn't give a shit about it and I still don't.”

Ben Jordan: “However, I still think you should take it cos not many singles title holders hold two belts at once before. Think about the history breaking you'd do if ya achieve that goal?”

Lord Raab: “It doesn't mean anything to me Ben. Goth and Drake Green have done it before, nothing for me to care about. As for the SCW World title shot, been there, done that, moving on from it.”

Of course Ben knew Raab would have no interest in winning the SCW World title as it wasn't something he aimed for at all, but trusting women and not being afraid of them however was the biggest target as he couldn't tell Ben anything about him being a father as it's far too soon and the results haven't come in as they go out of the gym they were in to leave Samuel to focus on training and go into Raab's apartment as Ben takes a seat.

Ben Jordan: “This place is amazing, no wonder why you chose to stay here.”

Lord Raab: “Me and Henry built the place from scratch, but I'm not here to talk about that with you. I'm here to talk about the biggest coward I've ever met in the wrestling business, Dimtri. He never wants to earn his title shots. Oh I just earn them by attacking people like a chicken shit from behind. It's quite pathetic how Mark and Christian allow someone to get title shots like that.”

Ben Jordan: “Mate, even ya never ever attack someone behind to get a title shot, not even when we were tag champs 1st time around. I do agree even though I've lost to Dimtri and James Tuscini, but you've beaten them both tag and singles competitions.”

Lord Raab: “Indeed I have, but nobody buys into Dimtri's blood sucking vampire shit. He doesn't even come from Transylvania in Romania. He comes from Russia, but it's typical though cos Russians are usually stuck up tight with everything and getting shit their way. He couldn't ask or demand title shots to my face, just get them by attacking.”

Ben was in complete agreement with Dimtri's actions being out of order to get cheap title shots in his opinion like with Raab as well as he speaks.

Ben Jordan: “Well you unleash that monster like you did against me and beat the life out of Dimtri, making him regret on attacking you from behind, but at least we can agree that after he lost against Jamie Dean, he hasn't even earned the title shot against you. You'd smother him into pieces of dust.”

Lord Raab: “Of course and I'm gonna get my way of getting Jamie Dean to be the next contender for my Internet title when I beat the shit out of Dimtri because vampires don't belong in the sport and they need to be removed. Jamie Dean defeated Dimtri, Jamie should've faced me.”

Ben Jordan: “I couldn't agree more with you. I've seen a massive change in you outside of the ring and I'm guessing I've helped you discover your inner self.”

Lord Raab: “Yeah, you have and Evie Baang has too. Speaking of her, how's she doing? Been wanting to know since after the tournament.”

Ben knew at some point Raab was going to ask how she was, even if she's moving away from Ben at the moment due to some issues they were having as he says this.

Ben Jordan: “I'm not entirely sure man. She hasn't really spoken to me since after the match.”

Lord Raab: “Maybe she needed time to herself for a while. I can't blame her since she is a title contender like Samuel is. I'm focusing on the cowardly vampire to murder and destroy as he's not been impressive at all even in results when he lost to me and lost to Jamie too. Maybe he's slightly bigger than me, but I've beaten him before, I can do it again and prove who the better wrestler is.”

Ben Jordan: “I suppose you'll talk shit about him.”

Lord Raab: “Of course Ben. I have no respect for cowards like him at all. He even attacked the Bad Boyz as well just because they were tag title contenders.”

Ben Jordan: “I got to admit, The Monstimals and The Bad Boyz would be a great match, but we'll take care of them.”

Lord Raab: “Of course, I'm not expecting to come out there and help you and Jamie win. Heck, you said yourself The Monstimals and The Bad Boyz match would be a great one, but Dimtri is just a spoilt punk. Heck, who even knows about The Blood Legion alliance?”

It was clearly something Ben forgot about as well as it's not been known very well they are aligning each other, heck the friendship between Lord Raab and Ben Jordan was more popular and well known than the stable altogether.

Ben Jordan: “Exactly. I gotta go, got stuff with Sam Marlow to sort out. Nice of you to invite me here. Shame I couldn't talk to Samuel, but it's understandable he's got a lot of training to do.”

Lord Raab: “I understand and I will be the monster in the ring to beat the hell out of Dimtri and retain my Internet title he thinks he deserves which he doesn't. I'll break the motherfucker in half and get him to drink garlic juice or even him smelling it so he'll be easy to beat. See you around.”

Ben waves to Raab as he gets up from Raab's and Samuel's sofa in their apartment and he leaves the apartment and the headquarters to head back towards his hotel and to deal with stuff with Sam Marlow as Raab goes into the gym and does a lot of training to prepare himself with Dimtri all day long like Samuel training to prepare for J2H for the SCW World title.

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Chickenshit vampire ustream.com shoot.

“Of course, everybody knows about me and Evie Banng becoming title contenders for the bombshells world and the SCW World title. Not something I wanted to achieve in the tournament because I don't care about being a SCW World title contender. I care much more about my Internet title, especially right at this point of me facing against Dimtri.

I'm sick and tired of you going around and attacking people from behind like a chickenshit you are. Are you that afraid Dimtri that you wouldn't attack in my face and destroy the living shit out of me? That's exactly the answer, isn't it? Because you also attacked The Bad Boyz too in the same sort of way. You aren't a real wrestler at all whatsoever. At least come in my face and challenge me for a title match, fine I would've gladly accepted your offer.

But you didn't and you made yourself fucking stupid. I have no fucking respect for you whatsoever because you haven't earned shit for this belt I hold and you shouldn't be getting one against me when you lost against Jamie Dean. He should be my opponent on Sunday because he beat you fair and square.

You know, something you fail to even acknowledge or even accept into your pathetic life. What's with the whole Blood Legion crap? People are right, it's just a faction thrown in together with no real reason why the team made any sense. Sad thing is the friendship I have with Ben is more known than it should be.

Because people see a change in me to be a lot more human, although I'm not a fan of this change, but it had to be done for me to move forward and it's paid off because while last year, I was struggling to go anywhere much as yourself, but it was when my father died that forced me to change because it's made me a stronger person.

But it's OK, go ahead and call me a fake monster, but your a fake Vampire. Biting on people's necks to get blood? What happens when I mix in garlic and blood all in one for food and drink? Would the smell of garlic or even bright lights destroy a useless cowardly vampire? I think so because you may have been the Internet champion, but don't you think it's time you move away from this belt and go to Roulette title for a change?

Oh James is in that division, therefore I don't go in the division. Bullshit, if me and Samuel were fighting in the same division, we'd beat the fuck out of each other because we want to better each other to see who's the best husband. No problems and even Samuel wouldn't have a problem of fighting me if he had to.

But we know your a chicken shit Dimtri, nothing about you has been impressive, you lost against me and Jamie in singles matches, yet I'm facing you for the belt I want to take great pride in, even defending this belt every single week just to prove I'm gonna be the best Internet champion in SCW history.

I can't wait to beat the fuck out of you and tear you apart because you truly deserve every ounce of damage you'll get from me you piece of shit. You go and make excuses each time you lost, yet can't accept that you lost because you was beaten by the better man/men and you've not taken me much to the test as far as it goes, but yes I give you credit for being the Internet champion in the past and your overall moves you have.

But it doesn't mean anything when you've not held any other title apart from the one I hold because things all end for you tomorrow night and I'll bring the Monster towards your useless ass on me beating you for god knows how many times now and either pin or submit you to still be the Internet champion.

Continue to run your stupid fucking mouth at me, but not if I knock your teeth out and cut your tongue out completely so you'd wouldn't be able to suck blood out of people's necks and I don't mind if you bite me cos it would do no effect on me since I'm injured anyway, but I'm coming in with a lot more momentum than you because I will beat you once again.

Because unlike you, I will not be a champion who will wait until a contender decides for me, heck if James was interested, he'd most likely be the next contender for my Internet belt cos he would have earned it, but we know it's doubtful that would happen when he'll focus on Samuel beating him for the SCW World title and Samuel's been working his ass off all week, you I doubt you even care about the wrestling gym cos you've not improved since we last met.

Prepare to be Raabinated by The Masked German Monster who will hurt and destroy you to pieces as I'll retain my Internet title with no problems whatsoever where you're heart isn't really in this match, but I hope you'll prove me wrong on showing a lack of heart to face me for the Internet title."

 




First counselling support with Evie Baang. Las Vegas, Nevada. Tuesday 11th April.

It's time for Evie to at least attend a counselling session for getting to know Raab better, especially about his past. Of course, Evie's trying really hard for Markus to speak to her, but he still was a little uncomfortable, even after the dinner they had yesterday. Of course Henry was there as well to make sure Raab arrives these sessions he has and may say things he wouldn't say.

Henry sees how uncomfortable Raab is with Evie knowing more about his personal life like why was it he was so shy on speaking to women which was Henry's idea. Raab hides from both Henry and Evie because he preferred it if it was just kept within his family and Henry as Evie got concerned of Raab, he's never hid from Evie before.

Especially they were just in a waiting room together, waiting to see Steven Qivers who's the only person that's been helping and tackling with Raab's insecurities with women since his childhood which is exactly still bothering him to this day.

Henry Losak: “I know he's quiet Evie, but you attending will help you understand more about Raab's life.”

Lord Raab: “Why?”

Henry Losak: “For gods sake Raab, if you want to be a father, you got to open up about it. Maybe she'll only tell Ben, but who else would know? I told Evie to come because she needs to understand why you're so afraid of speaking to women and trust me Evie, there's a reason for what he said the other day.”

Evie Baang: “About me being hurt in the past?”

Henry Losak: “Yeah. I won't say any more as I was hoping Raab would open up about his life a bit more, but he obviously hasn't because you don't know why the tournament is important to him.”

After he said that, Evie was wondering what it could be as it could've been worse than what she said yesterday, but it took a while until Steven came and called Raab and Henry in. Of course he didn't know Evie, but Henry flicks his hand towards her so she could come in and know more about Raab's life.

Of course Steven realises there's a woman in the room as he remembers all of a sudden who she was and he introduces himself to her.

Steven Qivers: “Oh yes, you must be Evie Baang, Lord Raab's tag partner, right?”

Evie Baang: “Yes, I am.”

Steven Qivers: “Well I'm Steven, Raab's counsellor. I'm really glad you've come today cos it means I can tell you more since I know Raab hasn't said a word about his life, right?”

Henry Losak: “No he's barely spoken a word to her. I was hoping he'd come out more with what he says, but he won't.”

This disappoints Steven as he shakes his head on Raab's insecurities of talking and possibly trusting women was still on his mind as he knew everything about Raab's life as did Henry, but of course he gets all the old paper work out, even from the time they began their sessions as he sees Raab being embarrassed and ashamed with himself, knowing someone else would be able to know more about Raab and he clearly didn't like it. He sat away in the corner as Steven nods, understanding how uncomfortable it made Raab feel.

Steven Qivers: “I'm so disappointed Raab hasn't attempted to speak about his personal life and right now, he's embarrassed to let you know what's happened to him in the past.”

Henry Losak: “You think you are? I'm the only one who's been encouraging Raab from the beginning that the tournament will do him a lot of good, but it's still hard for him to talk to her.”

Steven Qivers: “Sadly, it takes a lot of work for a man who's been hurt mentally in the past, but of course me and Henry understand, but there's a reason why Raab's acting like this towards you. I don't think it's cos he hates you, he hasn't attacked you yet.”

Evie Baang: “He attacks me? Please, you've not known me for five minutes, yet your judging me? I'm a monster just like Raab, but the only difference is I've only see him as a monster in the ring.”

Raab closes his ears, not believing the fact he's allowing Henry to expose Raab's life because Raab didn't and Steven was about to do that as he uncovers his ears and says this.

Lord Raab: “Don't you fucking dare.”

Steven Qivers: “I'm gonna tell Evie. I'm sorry Raab, but it needs to be done.”

Henry knew it wasn't going to be good, but he places his finger up for one minute as he goes over to Raab and allows to get him to understand about this as of course, it was a promise they kept for a long time to not tell anybody else apart from his family and it clearly needed to get into Raab's head he needed encouragement to tell Evie about what happened in the past.

Henry Losak: “I know you think we are breaking the promise we had, but fact is Evie is generally a really good person, heck I'm sure it was hard for her to tell you about her life a little bit, right?”

Evie Baang: “Yes of course.”

Henry Losak: “I'm sure Evie will not tell anybody and everything we say to her is left only in this room.”

Evie Baang: “Of course I won't tell anybody, not I have any friends anyway, but I won't stab Raab in the back with anything he'll say.”

Lord Raab: “I can't.”

Henry and Evie go back to where they were as it was going to take a lot of convincing for Raab to come out of his shell to talk more than just a few words, knowing how uncomfortable it was in the room as Steven sees a different side to Raab, barely to not speaking at all with Evie in the room. Not he speaks much in these sessions anyway, but it was a sign he's seen Raab for the first time of how he's really like with a woman in the room.

Steven Qivers: “Raab, come here. Me nor Henry want to tell Evie about your life unless we have to. She's promised not to tell anybody about what you've gone through in the past and it's time for you to come out and speak about everything you've gone through.”

He was kinda more satisfied at the fact of him to tell Evie about his life and what had happened when he was a young boy. He decided after fifteen minutes of silence to get this over and done with and stands up from sitting in the corner of the room to sitting with Henry and Evie as he knows with the support of Steve and Henry, it was time for him to spill the details to Evie as he speaks.

Lord Raab: “Do you know why I asked if you've ever been hurt yesterday?”

Evie Baang: “Well I thought it was you getting to know me more.”

Lord Raab: “Partly yes it was, but it's also because I've been hurt as well. Not just psychically either.”

Evie nodded her head, she knew Raab had clearly been full of anger in the past, but she never knew the reason why as he gulps very loudly, having no confidence at all to tell someone he barely knew, but at the same time cos they were a team and potentially could be long term friends, he had to open up and he starts to speak.

Lord Raab: “It was a time when me and Konrad went to a nightclub when we were able to drink alcohol back then, but we tried to get out when it finished, but a woman stopped us, even put drugs in our drink to a point we were passed out. She tied us up against the wall and stripped our clothes off to a point she raped me and Konrad.”

It took a lot for Raab to speak about this as he knows it's affected his brother as well with how he comes about with struggling with overcoming his fears of anger and everything as he was given water by Steven as he takes a sip of the water before he speaks again.

Lord Raab: “She spat in our faces, she hit us with weapons and boxing us to literally to a point she nearly ended our lives. She tried everything and we had our mouths taped to our mouths so we couldn't scream for help and knifed us right downstairs and our rib cage to a point we had to go to hospital for a bit and I almost committed suicide cos of it as so did Konrad. We blamed ourselves for the damage she done.”

It was clear Raab was in tears as he always found it so hard to tell the story to anybody without the fact of being tough with it all as he speaks again.

Lord Raab: “We was saved by a neighbour who sensed something was wrong to get the police to put her in jail. Konrad did everything he could to place her in a psychiatric hospital and he went to court with her and eventually me and him won our case and now she's sitting in a mental hospital.

They allow Markus to cry really hard as it even touched Evie as well as it took a lot for him to come out as even Steven and Henry clapped as they were so proud of Raab being encouraged to come out and spill the details of his life and Steven speaks.

Steven Qivers: “You see, that's why he's been quiet because he's honestly scared and well I guess you would be if you got raped. I bet up until now, you didn't have a clue men get raped.”

Evie Baang: “Kinda, but now I understand. It's no wonder why he's a dangerous brutal monster in the ring, especially he has to be with beating the fuck out of Dimtri for the Internet title.”

Henry Losak: “I'm glad we've gotten that out as it needed to be done and this is why I placed him in the tournament because I want him to understand not all women are like what he's seen in the past.”

Evie Baang: “I want Raab to be that fucking monster. None of this nice bullshit, I want him to beat the holy crap out of Dimtri and win that Internet title.”

All Raab could do was listen to the argument as he just barely could say anything more after the story he told. He even stood up to leave the room cos he was so embarrassed as they allowed the talking to continue without him which all of a sudden, Steven notices something was clearly wrong as he speaks.

Steven Qivers: “I knew he would do that. I knew he'd leave the room cos it took a lot out of Markus for him to say what he did and honestly, this is why we had this support today for him to talk about his life and he did so now you understand about Raab's life and you understand his quiet shyness reaction to you.”

Henry Losak: “I'm gonna do everything I can to get him to speak more to you as he really needs to.”

Evie just nods at Henry and Steven as she got exposed to more about Raab's life in a way she couldn't have imagined. Obviously she knew Raab was hurting as she now knows why the tournament was so important to him and she speaks.

Evie Baang: “It makes perfect sense that if he and I win, he's able to forget about his past and move on with his life along with having a baby with Samuel, especially he could have a girl.”

Steven Qivers: “I didn't think about Raab potentially having a female baby, but yes, that's exactly the reason for him to be in the tournament and hopefully now, is a start of being more confident to talk to you and to follow his dreams more of not only being Internet Champion, but also being a father cos two weeks ago, he badly wants to be a dad. I saw it on his eyes that day and even today too.”

Henry Losak: “I guess that's the end for today. Lets go and find Raab and I thank you for coming today Evie.”

Evie Baang: “Not a problem.”

Steven allows them to leave the room as they eventually found Raab, standing outside in tears as it took a lot out of him and Henry knowing he understands everything about Raab knew it was going to be difficult as he says this.

Henry Losak: “It's alright, we can go home now.”

Evie Baang: “Yeah, I wanna train with you in your headquarters on Thursday as I think they wanna see two psychos beat the hell out of opponents you train with.”

Lord Raab: “Yeah.”

Henry shoves Raab a bit as he says this.

Henry Losak: “Raab's more than honoured to have you come along and train with him. He's got his first set of baby duties to do with Konrad's and Fizz's child on Friday hence why it had to be Thursday this week for training.”

Evie Baang: “Anyway, I see Raab on Thursday regardless to get some training done.”

Evie leaves Raab and Henry in the car park as she heads towards home herself as Raab just wanted to leave the counselling place as he gets in the car straight away to head himself back to his headquarters and spend the day with Samuel, although Samuel already senses something wrong with Raab as Henry discusses to Samuel.

Henry Losak: “He had to tell Evie about his past. It took a lot out of him so I suggest you spend time with him and try to cheer him up. Don't forget about the parenting classes tomorrow.”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Although for them it was hard to deal with the fact of being the only gay parents in the group who really wanted to change their live around and the fact they get the chance for looking after a baby on Friday with Konrad's baby girl, giving them a chance to learn and grow about their parenting and how to look after a baby, learning how to change a baby's nappy mostly for now as the baby is too young to be fed baby food, but still was a start and also how to hold a baby too.

Samuel goes inside and comforts Raab to be more happier and for him to know it's all gonna be fine which does do the trick as they ended up playing more zombie verses vampire games all night which turned Raab to be much happier than he was before. They played until eleven at night before heading off straight to bed for parenting classes the next day.

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Parenting classes. Las Vegas, Nevada. Tuesday 11th April.

Of course, it was another week of Raab and Samuel attending parenting classes. Although they couldn't be at the session last week cos of other things they had going on that day, they knew what they really wanted out of all of this as they see a lot of interaction with the other parents, even seeing more gay couples in the group now, but they are having kids while Raab and Samuel haven't got there just yet with that.

Sarah smiles as she's proud of seeing Raab and Samuel coming again after the first time as she usually can see how committed people were and she speaks.

Sarah: “I was worried you boys weren't taking these classes seriously.”

Samuel writes down why they weren't there last week as she nods her head, even with Raab still being shy to speak to Sarah.

Sarah: “Oh I understand you both being wrestlers and all. I understand how difficult it can be to be wrestlers and trying to come to these classes. I'm glad I haven't turned you boys away.”

Samuel nods as the class starts fifteen minutes after talking to them as they learn how it's like to raise a baby and what proper food it needs in the near future with how newborns were fed which was either from a mother's breast milk or getting baby milk from the shops to place in a bottle. Obviously it would be the second option for them at the moment as they didn't have or know any woman who could allow themselves to produce a baby for them.

Samuel writes down on the thought of Evie having a baby with Raab just for them to be parents as Raab shakes his head.

Lord Raab: “Are you kidding me? Evie doesn't seem remotely interested in having kids. I doubt she'll do that for us. She's not the kind of person who is a mother type model.”

It was worth a try and of course, Samuel's only seen Evie once, but at the same time, he could figure out why he doesn't want fuck a wrestler because it would destroy his work life and that's something he rather keep apart with not mixing with his personal and work life as Samuel's writing everything down on what he and Raab are sitting to learn with the baby stuff, even learning about how to hold a baby and changing the nappy, something they are going to learn on Friday.

It was a much larger class than it usually was which meant it was quite successful, especially with a story of a young mother having to raise a baby on her own and how difficult it is without a male figure in her life to cope with the baby on her own, even was homeless at one point as it even shocked Raab as he whispers to Samuel.

Lord Raab: “There are women with babies who are homeless? Evil bastards.”

Of course Raab was on about men being evil bastards to leave them in the streets, especially what Fizz told him too which seems to be happening on a consistent bases, but the difference was that her sister saved her from being in the streets with her baby and place them in a temporary home.

Lord Raab: “That's almost the same story as what Konrad did with Fizz, except she had her kids taken away from her.”

It was something Samuel had no clue about until now, but obviously it was because Markus just found out a few weeks ago when he went to address Konrad with his anger issues. They still listened and in Samuel's case wrote everything to keep notes on track with things as Sarah advised everyone to watch a DVD about parenting a baby leading towards their adulthood as everyone, even Raab and Samuel received a DVD to learn more about being parents.

She also advised people if they knew anybody who have babies or children to not only come to the parenting classes, but also to practice with people they know to tackle a real baby if they haven't got kids already which suited in Samuel's and Raab's case. The hour long session finished as they stayed around, looking at the DVD for them to watch in their spare time on everything they've learned so far.

Sarah saw a lot of people gone home without the chance to speak to them, but spoke to everyone if they had questions or anything they were going to do on what she said or anything they've said in the classes they liked. Sarah always leave Raab and Samuel last as she could attend to them easier and spoke.

Sarah: “So, you guys got something to say?”

Lord Raab: “Yeah, me and Samuel are getting the chance to hold and change a baby's nappy on Friday. It's my brother's baby named Jasmin.”

Sarah: “That's really good. It's always nice to have family members you know who have experience being a parent and I feel he will guide you both to prepare yourselves to have a baby in the future.”

Samuel wrote down something to Sarah as she looked on what he wrote and speaks.

Sarah: “I'm sure a woman would love to help you both achieve your dreams on becoming parents and taking in everything I've said and what Lucy said on stage today.”

Lord Raab: “I knew there are some evil bastards out there. My brother saved his wife from being in the streets any more. He saved her life where she had nothing, even her kids she had with her ex husband who's a fucking cunt were taken into social services. Now they are married and have six kids of their own.”

Sarah: “That's really nice and it is sad that men just leave women in the street like that. They should take responsibility more for their children and I'm sure you'll learn that one way or another Markus. I did have the time to watch your match with Evie a couple of weeks ago and you really showed the world, even to me how much you really want to be a dad and overcome your fears of trusting women.”

Lord Raab: “I'm sorry.”

Raab wasn't going to talk about that part of his life again as he already done that yesterday and it still affected him as Sarah nods at Raab, understanding how much he wants to be a dad and it's important as she speaks.

Sarah: “No, don't be because I'm sure whatever reasons you have is a good one. I hope you boys can come again next week, especially we've had more gay couples here in the last few weeks cos of you guys. I better let you guys go home as I'm sure you got things to do.”

Lord Raab: “Yes we have as I'm doing cooking with Henry for the first time in my life and Samuel's washing clothes. We are already learning how to do things to prepare us for this stage of our lives. At the same time, I'm not gonna stop wrestling in SCW until I've achieved two things, the tag team titles with Samuel and my chance again to win the Internet title this week if I beat Dimitri on Sunday.”

Sarah: “That's great. I really hope cooking and washing clothes will be a great step forward on learning how to look after yourselves as it must be done before you have a baby in your lives.”

Both Samuel and Raab nod as they shook hands with Sarah before they leave the community centre where they held the parenting classes and they walked back to their headquarters to the laundry room and the kitchen as steps of ways of both Samuel and Raab improving themselves to look after themselves and being a lot more independent. Of course things did run into trouble when Samuel didn't know what powder and detergent goes where along with starting the machine, while Raab nearly burnt food when he turned the chicken up too high.

Luckily, it was something cos they wanted to do it as Henry has nothing, but smiles on his face with Raab and Samuel doing more household chores as a step to being fathers in the future.

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After doing training with Evie and match discussions. Las Vegas, Nevada. Thursday 13th April.

Raab and Evie were in the ring against a male middle aged wrestler and a young woman who were in the ring with them, being exactly like they were in terms of their personalities and their overall strengths and weaknesses. They trained for five hours as it was usually longer with Raab, but the two wrestlers they fought with had to go as they did use a lot of dangerous moves, even doing a double team move should it come to it.

Raab won the match with him pinning the male middle aged wrestler as he finally got Evie to explore the world of his gym, something that only Goth and Konrad had seen as they took a seat on the bench, getting bottles of water from the vending machine and he passes one to Evie as he saw she clearly needed a towel as she wipes sweat off her face as she was a little out of breath as she asks Raab a question.

Evie Baang: “Fucking hell, do you always train that long for a match?”

Lord Raab: “That's only the fucking half of how much I train. I train even up to twelve hours sometimes.”

Evie Baang: “Where the fuck was that aggression in our last match as a team?”

Lord Raab: “I guess it was me getting started with this whole thing as I'm still struggling with it all, but trusting you is even harder at least for me. That's most likely where I went wrong almost.”

Evie Baang: “Of course, you fought someone you had no history with, but you do with Dimitri.”

Lord Raab: “The guy who makes fucking excuses every single loss he has or his dumbass partner does. I mean I can't take them seriously as a team at all.”

Of course Evie knew exactly what Raab meant, she meant the whole Elders/Unholy Alliance rivalry wasn't going to work. At least he didn't have that sort of problem with Evie, but the problem of him overcoming his insecurities was. He was trying to learn to talk to Evie, but when he does, it's always about the wrestling business, something he's always felt comfortable talking to anyone with.

Evie Baang: “I want you to bring that bloodthirsty gut wrenching sick monster of you to the ring.”

Lord Raab: “Of course I will because me and Dimitri have the chance to be the Internet champion and there's a lot at stake for us, especially me because I've said it before Despayre match and I'll say it again, I won't be singles wrestler any more when I win the Internet title, except when I'm defending the belt. After I've lost it, I'm gonna be just a tag wrestler.”

Evie Baang: “I wanna win this fucking tournament because I want to be the bombshells title contender. I need that Bombshells title shot  so I can beat the shit out of whoever will be champion and be the champion people will fear of.”

Lord Raab: “Yes, but only if you can beat Orchid. I've not faced her, but The Elders are honestly the biggest hypocrites you'd ever meet. Fuck them, they act all goody too shoes with Ben and Jamie, only to turn on them. Of course it was just down to Ben wanting to help me that got me to get along with him and it wasn't easy.”

Evie nodded as this was the most he's spoken since he started teaming with Evie. Obviously it was about wrestling so of course Raab would talk a lot about the match, although Evie did scare Raab at times, even in the practice match they had, but she was about to tell something to Raab he may not have any clue about.

Evie Baang: “But you know that you'll become Internet champion if I pin Orchid for the three count. Of course you didn't as you don't have twitter to know, but I asked Mark about it and he said you will.”

Lord Raab: “Oh regardless, you'll see the same monster as you saw in that ring. You won't see me be a nice fucking bastard because I won't, especially with the so called vampire. Fuck Dimitri on what he done to you, but little does he know about this.”

Raab's got a lot of history of drinking blood in the past as he obviously placed his blood in the bottle, but Evie smells something odd in the blood too as she talks about it.

Evie Baang: “Is that garlic?”

Lord Raab: “Oh yes because if I leave it there in the ring, he'll drink it and have his fake stupid vampire powers away from him. Irony is he doesn't come from Transylvania which is a place in Romania and is playing vampire. I even got this too.”

Raab gets out a flashing torch to shine in Dimtri's eyes with as she sees where Raab was coming from with the idea as she speaks.

Evie Baang: “Yeah I got blood taken out of me by Gothika and Dimtri last week, but you need to beat the shit out of him for that. You know he's trying to embrace the real you by doing what he did a..........”

Lord Raab: “Na, he's always done shit like this, even before I faced him in a match back in December and who won that match? Me and he tries to make up excuses how he was on par with James when he was champion who honestly I thought was a fucking joke of a champion. I don't think anybody remembers Dimtri being champion. I certainly don't, even if it's in the record books.”

Evie Baang: “Orchid is like someone who's no match for me at all. She doesn't have the spark of being a wrestler to me and although she has gotten Elders far with tag title glory, she just isn't any match for me whatsoever. “

Raab nods as he feels exactly the same with Dimtri, more so he could back that fact up with the amount of wins he's had over him and James in both tag and singles competition as he hears water splashing on the rooftop of the gym, but nothing other than the weather outside changed as he drinks more water.

Lord Raab: “I've beaten Dimtri before and I can do it again as he's no match for me either, but I can back that up and the amount of fire I have to beat him once again is very high and I'll make sure he pours out blood, but I'll pour some of my blood with garlic in the ring too to make him fucking weak to a point he could lose to me with the Internet title and if I want something, I'm focused entirely on it and winning the tournament and the Internet title is what I want more than anything.”

Evie Baang: “That's the fucking monster I wanted to bring out. I expect you to have a bloody war with Dimtri, making him suffer for what he and Gothika did to me last week, but they didn't fucking hurt me. They just forced me and in a way you to get under their skin to fight them with brutality and we know it's not gonna be a pleasant match for Orchid or Dimtri.”

Lord Raab: “Not at all. I need to get to bed. Got baby duties to practice tomorrow with my brother's baby as he's flying back to America today with my mum too. She's spending Easter with us and wanting to help me look after myself more.”

Evie Baang: “That's awesome. Yeah I do understand and I got to see Ben about a few things myself. I'll see you Sunday in the ring.”

Raab nods as he allows Evie to leave as he was out of business mode, straight into relationship and father mode. He sees Samuel waiting for Raab to come in as they had the time to watch a DVD they were given on Tuesday on parenting a baby leading towards their adulthood. It was something they are glad to keep as they aren't the type of people who'd read books, they rather watch DVD's together to learn from it as the DVD ends with them going up to their bedroom and go straight off to sleep.

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Practising father duties. Anaheim, California. Friday 14th April.

It was time to do everything they've learned and watched over the last few days of being parents to a baby in the future as they've been with Konrad and Fizz for a while, holding Jasmin and obviously, the kids were still a little shy with their uncle and Samuel as they've only met them once with the Christmas family gathering they had and it certainly was nice for Markus and Samuel to meet with Konrad's kids again.

Konrad sees how well Samuel is holding Jasmin, while Markus needed a bit more practice with it as he shows Markus what to do as he says this.

Konrad Raab: “Place your arm here to protect the baby's neck. The reason why you do that is because so the baby's head doesn't go all the way back.”

As Markus does as he just remembers how to do it, knowing he feels he's a failure of being a dad so far or practising to as he shakes his head, but Konrad says this.

Konrad Raab: “It takes time to get used to Markus. It's OK really. Fizz struggled when we had Mattheus when she held him the first time, even though she had children before.”

Markus Lord Raab: “Yeah, your right.”

Markus lifts his mask up a little bit and kisses the baby which made both Fizz and Konrad very happy as he already loved holding Jasmin in his arms, even if she wanted her father and her mother to hold her, but it was going to take time as Markus speaks about it.

Markus Lord Raab: “Does it take time for any baby to get used to you?”

Konrad Raab: “Yes it does. I just been to Germany to see my grandson and he's still getting used to me. He looks a lot like our father actually and has the same colour eyes as me. He's so adorable.”

Fizz Raab: “Yes and that's partly the problem with Konrad's anger. He was also pissed off because he couldn't get the time to visit his grandson since he wants to be apart of his life so bad.”

Markus Lord Raab: “Obviously there's more to his anger though.”

Markus was making funny noises to Jasmin, even was confident to hold her up in the air as he had the chance to feed Jasmin with milk. Konrad places milk in a baby's bottle and he sits down with Jasmin after Markus passes Jasmin back to him and he shows both Samuel and Markus how to feed a baby with a bottle.

Konrad Raab: “Just slowly place it in their mouth and tip it slightly for her to drink like here. At the same time place it down to give Jasmin sometime to swallow the bottle.”

It was something else they saw on the DVD and in the parenting classes on how to feed a baby the bottle and Samuel wanted to have a go as Konrad lets him with Fizz giving Konrad a hug as she sees how much Samuel and even Markus loved holding Jasmin.

Konrad Raab: “I see how much Samuel wants to be a dad.”

Fizz Raab: “I think Markus is not that confident to be one.”

Konrad Raab: “But he's trying his best as he's making mistakes, we all did when we held a baby for the first time, even you, but he'll get confident sooner rather than later as I said, he's getting prepared to be a dad. It's lucky they are doing all of this before having kids.”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Markus was now feeding the baby as he almost forgot to take the bottle out of the baby's mouth, but he remembered from the video they watched last night along with Konrad's demonstration of feeding a baby a bottle. The bottle was finished as he gave it to Konrad as he nods at him with the thumbs up as Fizz speaks.

Fizz Raab: “Not too bad Markus. I was so like you when I was a mother with Mattheus, but I got pregnant unexpectedly with Mattheus and was premature. You aren't doing too bad, just need more practice holding the baby. I suggest you get a doll to get you to practice holding a baby. It would help you.”

Lord Raab: “Yeah even if it's childish, but I see what you mean as it would help me become a better dad.”

Konrad came back as he notices Jasmin was crying as he picks her up, feeling how heavy she was as her nappy was dirty and wet as he sees how much in love Markus and Samuel were with them kissing each other as Konrad speaks.

Konrad Raab: “Hey, lets go upstairs and see what you can do on changing Jasmin's nappy.”

Samuel and Markus do exactly just that as they see Konrad holding Jasmin by his shoulder while they go upstairs, Markus asks about it.

Lord Raab: “You can hold the baby on your shoulder as well?”

Konrad Raab: “Yes you can, especially in this case with the stairs as it's quite dangerous to hold the baby by your side as you can easily drop the baby and that's the last thing you want to do.”

They both nodded as they went upstairs to the changing area they created as Konrad tells Samuel to remove the nappy as he does very gently to in his view not hurt Jasmin, but while it was nice Samuel was doing it carefully, Konrad addresses it.

Konrad Raab: “I understand you don't want to hurt Jasmin, but you can simply pull it off a bit harder. Obviously not too hard, but always make sure the nappy goes straight in the bin cos it can be smelly.”

Konrad does just that as he places it in the bin as he comes over with wet wipes and demonstrates what to do as he speaks.

Konrad Raab: “Lift the baby's legs up and cos it's a girl, you wipe back to front everywhere to not have the baby be infected with anything. You can do that part Markus.”

It was a very enjoyable experience for Markus and Samuel to learn everything about babies, even if it was just the beginning, it clearly showed how helpful Konrad is to allow them to practice with Jasmin as he shows the next part even though it wasn't infected to place ointment and Samuel does that before the final touches of placing a new nappy on the baby which handed to Markus as Konrad also shows them how to place a baby in the cot before they came downstairs and discuss on their progress.

Konrad Raab: “I have no doubt you guys will be great parents. I think it just takes more practise and I suggest you come and see Jasmin more just so you can practise doing stuff you aren't comfortable with.”

Lord Raab: “I know I am, but as you said along with our parenting teacher, it does take practise. Heck me and Samuel are taking parenting classes as well and Sarah did advise us to go to anyone people know who have babies and practise techniques we've learned.”

Konrad Raab: “That I'm proud of you both on because it shows the commitment of wanting to be dads. I suggest you continue going to them cos it will benefit you both a whole big deal out of all of this.”

Lord Raab: “Indeed, just like the tournament is a start of me trusting Evie a bit more and more so of the will I have to win, especially with the Internet title on the line. I can't wait to beat the fuck out of the so called Vampire Dimtri once again. I've beaten him before and I can do it again.

Konrad Raab: “But just be aware it could be an upset so I wouldn't underestimate any opponent.”

Lord Raab: “Good point. Before I go, Henry said he'll meet you in Milwaukee to continue the sessions. Trust me Konrad, he's gonna force you to be angry. He wants you to scream your fucking head off, even wanting you to hit him. I think he's crazy, but he wants to see how far you'll go to lash out. He expects to see you after training with Chris.”

That wasn't good, Konrad tried everything possible to not lash out at Henry and he already worries about it as he gives Fizz a hug for reassurance

Lord Raab: “Na, I won't tell you off if you hit Henry, but he's gonna force that on you and Fizz, don't worry if he tends to be a little out of control, Konrad has to learn to not run from this emotion and he'll learn it's for his own good. I see you both later and thank you for allowing us to learn to take care of Jasmin for today. I'll see you in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania on Sunday.”

Konrad nods as he allows Markus and Samuel to leave his home as they wanted some time together as so do Markus and Samuel, feeling like they got really close with a baby being close to their chests today as they enjoyed holding a baby, knowing it's what they really want to do with their lives and Samuel depends on Markus not only winning the Blast From The Past tournament, but also being the guy who'll could get a girl pregnant.

They took the public transport from Anaheim to Las Vegas back in their headquarters for a night before getting up early in the morning to go to Las Vegas airport to arrive in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania for his match against Dimtri and Song with Evie as his partner.

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Vampire needs to be destroyed once again to be the Internet champion ustream.com shoot.

“It's like I can't get away from Dimtri these last few months. Seems like I have to face him every single month as of late and it's not even funny, especially I keep defeating the guy regardless of the amount of counters I've had with him. Anyway so I saw what he did last week and it's disgusting and no, I still don't buy into his vampire bullshit because it's just a fantasy thing I think the bullshit Dimitri has brought into.

The guy talks a lot and I mean a god damn lot. Sure, brag about how you've come close on beating me and James, but you was nowhere near it. It's funny because you and your tag partner James make the worst bunch of excuses I've ever heard, like you can't take a fucking loss. I lost against Despayre last week, I'll just cry my eyes out. Oh fuck that petty shit that monsters and vampires don't have.

I don't know how anyone believes in the fact you suck blood out of people, but funny thing is Evie is not scared of you or your bitch girl Gothika who cost me to win the fucking tournament last year with her shit effort. Fact is you and Orchid don't work well as a team, especially when she's a member of the elders.

That must hurt right? Come on Dimitri, you know our match is much bigger now than it would've been with the Internet title. The only singles title I'm interested in winning. You can go around and talk about how many title shots I've lost, but I've lasted a lot longer than you in those title matches and I've beaten you in a singles match as well.

I want to fucking win you mouthy son of a bitch. You claim to have faced J2H three times which you did, but it's only because he had no competition to face. Of course, I'm a weak person who won't allow Samuel to be wrestling on his own, you never been more wrong as you've heard, Samuel will be wrestling by himself soon, sooner rather than later with me becoming Internet Champion that he will be wrestling on his own.

But he's irrelevant in this match and I of course have beef with the hypocrite team of Elders too who've never gotten a clean fair win against me or me and Samuel for that matter, but why should I worry about this Orchid bitch when she's not my opponent?

Um Henry doesn't speak for me you fucking idiot, he speaks for Samuel because he can't talk with autism hello. Get your facts straight because I will be that monster you fucking crave so much when I just aim to beat the living shit out of you, drinking my blood, but my blood should you drink it will make you stronger or weaker I don't know what I've done.

But you've pissed me the fuck off so much that I wish it was a roulette type match. I wish it was a violent type match where the four of us break the rules to a point you and Orchid will be too badly beaten to get up and destroy us because Evie and I will do just that and Evie will guide me to become the Internet champion.

Not sure why I have to face against you for the Internet belt, but it's what I crave more than the worthless SCW World title because it's worthless to be and has been since James became champion, well now it's Rage, but he only did it because he's a too much of a scared bitch to fight his friends. I'll leave a bottle of blood near the ring so I wait until you drink it because I drink blood too you know.

I drink blood and urine and I'll make sure I'll produce it especially for you Dimitri if anybody buys into your crap with a little more flavour to it. You make me laugh and I will have the last laugh when you are destroyed and brutally beaten to a point you won't ever be able to get up, some say it would be the end of the fake vampire who doesn't even come from Romania where real Transylvanian's come from and I class you not real, especially your partner from the tournament last year caused me to hate women even more and even though SCW won't allow me to put my hands on your whore, I still wait to seek revenge on her she deserves.

But you're on my sights right now and you already been Internet champion so you don't need to win the Internet belt again, however I do and I'll prove to be the first and only person to be triple crown champion in SCW to not have won the tag titles and they will come sooner rather than later to me and Samuel.

You're gonna be my beaten down bitch, knowing there's nothing more I want in this match than to prove I can beat you once again, being a dangerous monster I am and do everything in my power to capture the Internet title and advance on towards whoever me and Evie will face next. You talked about me failing to win titles in your tag video? Says the guy who failed to win the Heavyweight and tag titles too.

Then again continue to make excuses about your losses, but I'll leave one without you saying anything to complain on how this and that isn't allowed. Me and Evie can do whatever we damn fucking please and tomorrow night when Evie or me will pin or submit Dimtri or Orchid, prepare to be Raabinated by The Psychos.”

 





Back to counselling once again. Las Vegas, Nevada. Friday 24th March

It’s been a very long while since Lord Raab went back to see Steven again as of course, things have changed quite a bit from the past where he was so shy on speaking to women that he’d just beat the hell out of them every time he sees one, but it seemed like it was changing now, especially it comes to the upcoming tournament where his focus was purely on not the title shot, he could give less of a fuck about that, but more to do with him and his trust with women both in and out of the ring.

Some say this tournament is more do or die for Lord Raab as he knows he’d never be able to be a dad if he couldn’t cope wrestling in the tournament more less trusting a woman which he still doesn’t know how he truly felt about Evie Baang as he’s very uncertain of her. He just couldn’t understand her at all.

Lord Raab: “I don’t understand Evie at all. Like can women be monsters in the ring too?”

Henry Losak: “Yes seems like they can be. That’s why we are waiting for Steven and it’s good thing he called as well to see you as he knows you need to talk.”

Lord Raab: “But there’s something about her I truly don’t understand. It’s weird to think she’s my partner in this tournament, but she’s like another woman I’ve never met before.”

Henry Losak: “I know it’s hard for you to cope encountering her like the way you did, but not all women can take advantage of you and honestly, she won’t do that.”

Raab just nodded as he was clearly still very shy on talking to Evie, but what’s most concerning was the fact Raab was still uncertain about her and he looks at Henry like he honestly doesn’t want to take part in the tournament at all, but as soon as Henry was going to remind him why he was in the Blast From The Past tournament, he was called in by Steven to sort the whole mess out and to come in the room to take a seat as Steven speaks.

Steven Qivers: “So I heard a lot’s changed with you since the last time we saw each other, am I right?”

Lord Raab: “Maybe.”

Henry Losak: “He was meant to say yes, everything has changed.”

Steven Qivers: “I can tell Markus is still concerned about something, what’s on your mind?”

Lord Raab: “Teaming with Evie Baang. I don’t know anything about her and I just think she’s one strange woman.”

Steven Qivers: “Can you define what you mean by Evie Baang being so strange to you?”

Lord Raab: “That’s the thing, I can’t. I just wanted to admit that you know I want to win the tournament because so I can trust women both in and out of the ring so me and Samuel can have a baby together.”

Henry Losak: “What he doesn’t understand is women being vicious and mean just like a monster he is. Obviously he thinks like that because of the past of dealing with women who raped him that left him torn up for the rest of his life. I think Markus here is having trouble coming to terms with that.”

It was true, Markus was having a lot of trouble coping to team with a women who’s wanting to be a monster like him, even more so she got Raab angry, another thing he’s never ever been used to in his life as he’s always gotten angry at women since that rape day and he still hasn’t gotten around on making things up with Fizz as he discusses that while Steven writes things down.

Lord Raab: “Fact is doc, I want to make things up with Fizz, my brother’s wife for what I’ve done to her in the past, but she runs away from me. I hurt her in more ways than once and even my brother knows I really want to apologise to her.”

Steven Qivers: “You mean to tell me you feel bad on hurting Fizz and she can’t forgive you?”

Lord Raab: “Yes and if she can’t forgive me, how will Evie forgive me if say I cost her the chance to advance through the tournament when I face against Drexel and Belinda?”

Steven Qivers: “Did you by any chance rape Fizz?”

Lord Raab: “Yes I did, but that’s before my father passed away and before my brother and I made up by sticking by each other’s side.”

It was completely new to Steven as he had no idea Markus had other family members, nevertheless he heard Markus raping a woman before and it ate him pretty hard, trying to figure out a way he could talk to Fizz, but he couldn’t as Steven has an idea.

Steven Qivers: “Maybe you need to show her you’ve changed since last year. I believe from hearing this, you have, but Fizz nor Evie know that. I know Evie might’ve frightened you a bit when she lashed out at you and I saw it in your eyes you got a little freaked out because you’ve never been told what to do by a woman for a long time in your life.”

Henry Losak: “Wow, I had no idea. Jesus, now why didn’t I realise this at the time?”

Steven Qivers: “Because Markus wouldn’t tell you about things like that. Markus I bet has never told you what happened in the past with his rape incident until he said it to me. He’s just feeling scared he’s just not gonna be able to have a baby with Samuel if he loses the tournament.”

Henry Losak: “That’s true and Markus still hasn’t forgiven me for placing his name in the tournament, but I told him the reasons why he should be in the tournament, regardless of the goals he wants to achieve.”

Steven Qivers: “Well I guess he’s afraid to admit to you he wants to have a baby badly, but I know he has a lot of work to be ready on being a father to a baby. I know for sure he can’t look after himself or know how to cook and wash clothes. All of those things you’ll have to do if you want to be a dad.”

Lord Raab: “I need help with that. I admit I lack at those things. I’m a worthless piece of shit.”

It got to Markus hard as he’s never admitted he needed help in his life about anything, not even hearing negativity in his life either as Samuel who’s sitting next to him give Markus a hug of reassurance and he knew exactly what he wants Henry to do as he begins to speak with an idea which would help Markus before he makes the step of being a dad,

Steven Qivers: “Not only I want Markus to cook, wash clothes, acting like an adult and get himself looked after which I hope you and Samuel will teach Markus, but he would benefit going to a parenting class before he can find a woman in his life and be a parent to a child. I mean he could have a female baby so it’s absolutely necessary for Markus to get used to a woman ASAP before it affects the baby too.”

Henry Losak: “Of course, Konrad said he’d love to teach Markus to change nappies and how to hold babies properly so I think he doesn’t need parenting classes as such, but obviously, there will be things Markus and Samuel actually could learn a lot from.”

It was a long hard discussion about Markus’s and Samuel’s future as they’ve done everything a married couple could do, but having a child would be a successor to the marriage doubts he has and he obviously really wants to talk to Fizz and be close to her and Henry has a solution.

Henry Losak: “I know how bad you want to get Fizz to trust you again, but in order to do that, she needs to have Konrad around him in order for you to gain that trust before going off with her on her own.”

Steven Qivers: “That’s exactly what I was going to say. It’s only right you get close to Fizz seeing how she’s a big part of your family now. I didn’t realise you had family. My condolences on the loss of your father. May I ask how he passed away?”

Lord Raab: “Lung cancer. Fact is since that time, it’s change me a lot since that day cos I thought to myself, I don’t wanna die like Jens did. I don’t wanna die from pure anger all the time as it did get to that point I nearly died from being angry, but that’s why this change is essential for me as well.”

Steven Qivers: “I’m so glad you’ve reconnected with your family. It’s a major achievement for you to reach that goal, even if your mother said you and Konrad had to get along, but although you both do now, the next step is for you and Fizz to talk.”

At this point without Markus saying a word, he nodded. Henry goes to phone up Konrad to see if there’s anyway he could get Markus and Fizz to talk with Konrad being around as he had a long talk with Markus’s brother until he eventually agreed and said this to Steven.

Henry Losak: “Konrad has agreed to be involved with Markus talking to Fizz with his assistance tomorrow at their house. Konrad even said it’s something he’s been trying to do for a long time for Fizz to talk to Markus and he really wants to help the pair of you be a lot closer as a family.”

Steven Qivers: “Then that’s one thing sorted. But as far as Markus talking to Evie is concerned, he should find out everything about her and even having them meet up to get Markus more comfortable being around Evie. I think he needs to do that on his own without you and Samuel around and to trust her as a tag partner. I think then two need to talk more and Markus being around Evie without crinching.”

Henry Losak: “I completely agree.”

Steven Qivers: “I see you sometime very soon and if I don’t hear another appointment from you both, you know I will phone up for another one myself.”

All three gladly stand up as Steven sees how much in love Markus and Samuel are as he sees them holding hands, even for Markus to cry on Samuel’s shoulder on being afraid even to do the things he’s been told because of being so insecure with women and he hopes that could change with Fizz out of the ring and Evie in the ring in terms of trust, but neither one of them will be the mother of Markus’s child. He couldn’t with Fizz cos it’s Konrad’s wife.

He and Samuel let go of the hug and leave the office along with Henry together before they head straight back to the car and Henry drives them back to the headquarters where he straight away lets out some anger on the boxing bags and even doing some boxing and MMA fights with his trainers in the gym before he meets up with Samuel to head straight off to sleep.

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Markus and Fizz meet up with Konrad’s assistance. Anaheim, California. Saturday 25th March.

It’s the first time since that day Fizz was going to interact with Konrad’s brother Markus as for now until Fizz gets used to him, their kids were at their grandparent’s house as Konrad’s been talking to Fizz since this morning that things were going to be fine and how he’s truly changed. Of course they won’t be going out anywhere as Fizz couldn’t be with someone she couldn’t trust out in public, let alone trying to connect with his family as Konrad reminded her before Markus came around.

Konrad Raab: “Just remember things will be fine and I will be here to guide him and you.”

Fizz nodded, having complete trust in her husband as he gives her a kiss on the cheek before the doorbell rang which Konrad goes to the front door and allows his brother to come in as he takes a seat, sitting next to Konrad to start of with and Konrad still sees Fizz was still afraid to talk to him which he could understand and Markus with all the shyness he has with women as well speaks to Fizz.

Markus Lord Raab: “Fizz, I was going through a hard time when I did what I did to you. Konrad here, he knows the hell we went though during the time of our rape and the difference is well, he could handle it better than I could.”

It was more or less Fizz listening to him as she just couldn’t find anything to reply him with as she’s still afraid of Markus and he hadn’t truly seen the changes with him to know what changes he’s made within himself.

Markus Lord Raab: “It took Konrad a while for him to get closer to me once again, but in the end cos of our father’s death, we had to be closer together and I will always have his back with anything, but you know he’s having trouble accepting his anger and the reason why I stopped him fighting was because I was protecting him being thrown in prison and not leaving you out in the streets.”

Konrad Raab: “It’s true Fizz. He literally told me after I fought a man he doesn’t want me to lose you and our kids. He said that and if it wasn’t for him with those words, well let's say I wouldn’t be sitting here right now if he didn’t help me run away from the cops. He wants you to forgive him what he did so we can be closer as a family. I certainly want him to trust you because he is an uncle to our children and he wants to be a dad someday.”

Still Fizz cringed at the thought of speaking to Markus in case of him being pissed off at her and doing things he did in the past as Konrad sees Fizz looking down on the floor, in fear of him still and he spoke again.

Konrad Raab: “Say something to Markus.”

Fizz Raab: “He killed our unborn child and raped me. What else can I say?”

Markus Lord Raab: “But I told you I was in a very bad situation as I’ve got heart disease and all of that combined with how I was mentally got me really frightened. I got frightened on getting close to women like yourself after realising you’re Konrad’s wife and having to torture myself with heart disease on near enough preventing me to not being allowed to wrestle ever again. Luckily, it’s nowhere near as bad as it was before, but I literally wanted to kill myself after what I done and it’s taken me a long time to admit I was in the wrong and really wanting you to be apart of my life.”

Konrad Raab: “What he’s saying is exactly what he told me. I understand you don’t trust him right now, but at least try and understand why Markus was how he was. I didn’t know about his heart disease until our mother told me. He wants to keep me protected and safe as he does with you. I have problems with accepting my anger and Henry is helping me with that, but he can’t help me with you struggling to accept Markus’s apology.”

She literally starts to cry on the story Markus told her along with Konrad nearly getting into trouble as it took Fizz a lot of time to speak to Markus, gaining his full trust on him as she lifts her head up and after a reassuring hug from Konrad, she speaks.

Fizz Raab: “I’m so sorry you’re going through all of that Markus. It’s just you scared the shit out of me and from hearing you about how you saved Konrad fighting in the streets cos of me, it just touched me a bit that although you raped and took mine and Konrad’s unborn child from us, you was protecting me from being on the streets like James did.”

Markus Lord Raab: “Exactly. Konrad told me that story too and I compared my story to mine as I couldn’t imagine having to be forced in the streets because of somebody leaving me there with nothing to live on. When me and Konrad got raped, I ran away from home to a point I didn’t want to come back. I told Konrad and my mother that and they understood it was hard for a tough dangerous guy like me to suffer the amount of hurt I had.”

Konrad got Markus a can of diet coke out of the fridge as he got himself and Fizz some orange juice to drink before all three took a sip of their drinks before Markus continued with his story.

Markus Lord Raab: “It caused me to hate women and I’m glad that didn’t affect you when Konrad was willing to help you get somewhere to live. He’s always been that type of guy and it’s why I’ve learned overtime, Konrad is one of the nicest guys I’ve ever met in my entire life. I’ve never known anybody in this world who gave lots of money to give you somewhere to live and I said to him, if anything happens to him at all, I’ll be there to raise and look after the kids with you. I follow that family code me and Konrad have.”

Fizz Raab: “It took a lot for me to say this, but thank you for saving Konrad when he needs help. He loves me and his kids the way he loves and cares about you and the family. Honestly, when he told me, I didn’t believe you could change, but after hearing from you as well, consider burying the hatchet and being apart of our family. At the same time, you missed an awful lot of time being an uncle to our kids. Luckily, they are very young, but you need to catch up with them.”

Fizz gave Konrad a hug and a kiss as Konrad places her hand on Markus’s hand as a form of starting to trust Markus and he has to admit something that relates a lot towards the upcoming tournament,

Markus Lord Raab: “That’s why Henry the guy that’s helping your husband accept his anger signed me up to a tournament called Blast From The Past where I’m teaming with a woman, being dependable to trust women not just in wrestling, but it’s out of it as well as a way to trust you being the lady Konrad wanted in his life and hopefully having a child of my own someday with Samuel.”

Konrad Raab: “Because he wants to be a dad so bad, this is another reason why I wanted you both to talk because I want him to learn how to hold our baby and take care of it. After all, your father and brother aren’t always going to be around as much as I love them to bits, we need Markus to get involved with our children’s life and get him to learn many things we’ve experienced as parents and Markus wanting to learn how to change nappies and feeding a baby when Jasmin is a bit older obviously.”

Fizz Raab: “Yes I do understand. I mean you’ve always wanted me and Markus to make up for a long time and I see why now so he can practice being a dad and I’d be more than happy to help you learn how to be a father with our kids as well as Konrad.”

Markus Lord Raab: “When I win the tournament, I know for a fact I’m able to handle the trust I have with you and even Evie Baang if she lets me. She’s my tag partner for the tournament and that’s why it’s important for me to win more than ever. I’m gonna beat the fuck out of Drexel and use brutal moves to beat him and I won’t be just thinking of mine and Samuel’s future, I’d be thinking about mine and your future together as I want to be apart of it and I want to be an uncle to your children.”

Fizz nodded as she starts to give Markus a hug which is a major jump from earlier where she wouldn’t even speak to him, but Konrad being there helped that with Fizz as she could try and get along with Markus for the sake of Konrad and how Markus saved Fizz’s and Konrad’s life and she speaks after she gives Markus a smile.

Fizz Raab: “I just don’t want you to stab Konrad in the back.”

Markus Lord Raab: “No I won’t because my mother told me she’d be disgusted with me and put me in prison so hell no, I won’t stab Konrad in the back as he’s too nice. I always be there for him and protect him as he and I will with you. If I stabbed him in the back, I would’ve got his ass locked up, but I cared enough about the family you and Konrad raised.”

Konrad Raab: “He truly does Fizz. He wants to really succeed in the tournament and although I didn’t expect him to say he wants to win for the trust he wants with you, it fires him more to win. We won’t go out together today because it’s too late and I know Markus has training to do, but this is a start and I’m glad we are able to sort things out while we can before Markus moves to the next step of being a father.”

Markus Lord Raab: “I really want kids with Samuel so bad. At the time I married him, he was the only one who never judged me with my life and everything. I think he’d be a good dad too cos although he can’t speak, he will know how to at least interact with them in so many ways with the public, something I need to do.”

Fizz once again nods as she gladly accepts Markus going to be involved in their family now after hearing he protected Konrad from being in jail and not having Fizz and her kids in the streets and Markus gets up after finishing all the coke in his drink and speaks.

Markus Lord Raab: “I gotta go, got some training to do for this tournament against Drexel and possibly meeting with Evie Baang who I still getting used to with her telling me what to do as I never had that in my life apart from mine and Konrad’s mother obviously. I need to learn that with her and possibly you too Fizz. I’ll see you both soon.”

Markus leaves the house with pure satisfaction on his face with Fizz being able to deal with all the boundaries of Fizz now being able to trust him after she heard him say Markus saved Konrad’s life from a fight he nearly had a few weeks ago and he goes on public transport to go all the way home to Las Vegas before he starts training all over again for the upcoming tournament match.

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Parenting classes. Las Vegas, Nevada. Monday 27th March.

Of course Konrad was willing to help Markus and Samuel to take care of a baby but he was away throughout the week so he decides to show up to one of the classes to know more about how to look after babies and the basics of it as there’s a full of people who are pregnant, have babies or planning to have children in their lives like Samuel and Markus were and in this class, they were showing how a baby is made in a women and he nodded his head with everything the women was saying.

They also showed how difficult it was for a woman on giving birth to a baby as well with the months going by with how much a woman's stomach grows a baby in her and the food and drink she’s allowed and not allowed to have. Samuel being a good writer he was writes every single detail down, along with Raab placing his arm around Samuel’s shoulders and says this quietly.

Lord Raab: “I must win this tournament. If I don’t, I never be able to have a baby with any woman and I’d never move on with Fizz to bury the past.”

The classes went on for an hour at a time with everything a parent should need for their baby or babies in some people’s cases as it was the first session both Markus and Samuel attended to and he sees many other couples who weren’t just straight, but gay ones as well and they do eventually kiss each other during the sessions and once the class has been dismissed, she attends all the newcomers to the class to talk to them on their dreams of having kids or how to parent a baby properly.

Everyone, but Markus and Samuel were left as she comes to them, sitting with them as she shows her nametag with her name being Sarah as she wrote on the board and she speaks to them.

Sarah: “I’m very glad you both came along today. What’s your names?”

Lord Raab: “I’m Markus Raab and this is my husband Samuel McPherson.”

Samuel waves at Sarah and before she speaks again, Markus had to alert Sarah about Samuel.

Lord Raab: “You have to excuse Samuel as he can’t speak due to his learning difficulties, but he however will write if you ask him questions or he’ll say yaarrp for yes and naarrp for no.”

Sarah: “Wow. It’s so nice to have you two fully commit to each other and loving each other the way you do. So what brings you both here?”

Lord Raab: “Well since we’ve been married, there’s one thing on the list me and Samuel would love to do. We really want to become fathers to a baby.”

Sarah: “It takes a lot of responsibility to be a father and I couldn’t think of a better experience and it’s a good thing you start learning to handle a baby and learning how to look after them. How long you’ve wanted to have one?”

Lord Raab: “Honestly, since after we’ve been married a year ago. Me and Samuel really love each other, but the problem is my lack of trust with women. The whole me looking after myself, learning to cook and wash clothes, I’m getting lessons of that right now from Henry and my mother, but this is something me and Samuel want to do.”

Sarah: “Can you do those things Samuel?”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Sarah: “What do you want to do with a baby Samuel?”

Samuel writes everything down on what he wants to do with his son or daughter with Markus as she sees how fast Samuel writes along with the notes he’s written in the parenting sessions as it was obviously going to be a long conversation with them as Sarah’s impressed, even Markus too as he didn’t have any clue what Samuel wanted with a baby and he now does as she nods.

Sarah: “Wow, that shows just how bad you want a son or daughter Samuel. Do you have those same dreams?”

Lord Raab: “Yes and I also want to be happy with my life and I am with Samuel, but I wanna have someone else apart from Samuel who loves me the way I am you know. I never truly had that when I was a child, I do now since my father died, but it made me crave on being a dad even more because he and my twin brother Konrad inspire me to be a great dad and not mess up.”

Samuel wrote down also the fact that Markus was in the tournament for that reason along with his lack of trust with women due to his past on being raped by a woman and she understands everything Samuel wrote in clear writing as Sarah responds.

Sarah: “I’m sorry to hear you’ve had a bad time with being raped by a woman Markus, but at least the tournament will hopefully encourage you to meet the right woman and have a baby with Samuel. I believe gay parents big time and I feel you two can be just as good parents if not better than most straight couples can.”

Lord Raab: “I know right? As far as we know, we are the only gay couple in wrestling. There’s a few lesbians with kids in wrestling, but not the other way around and that’s another reason why too cos anything me and Samuel can do is possible if you commit to it and I will be committed to look after mine and Samuel’s kid in anyway possible.”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Lord Raab: “Samuel too and yes, we’ll be coming again very soon as we want to get the best out of these classes before we can be fathers to our baby and make our family proud of us and the wrestling community proud too.”

Sarah: “With obviously winning the tournament with Evie Baang who is a good starting point for you to trust her. Whatever you do in wrestling and behind closed doors is none of my business, but I hope you and Samuel will make the right decisions to be great fathers in the future. I will speak to you both here next Monday.”

Samuel and Raab leave the class as it’s finished with Sarah wanting to lock up the room for them two to head on home with lots of notes they’ve gathered on what they’ve learned today in the classes and he says this to Samuel while they walk home.

Lord Raab: “I want to take care of Konrad’s and Fizz’s baby someday as a trial. I think you should too to feel what being a parent is like, do you agree?”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Lord Raab: “When he’s back next week from Russia, we can arrange to meet him and have the night with Jasmin to ourselves and see how we go from there. I really want to have a day’s trial with Jasmin and being a parent. Do you think it’s a good idea?”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Lord Raab: “I’ll contact him next week, right now, we’ll go back to the headquarters and have a lot of fun in the bedroom together.”

A smirk and a wink on Markus’s face as he got a little cheeky with Samuel as they walk half an hour back to their headquarters and go straight into their apartment and get down and dirty in the bedroom for nearly the whole night which stopped at 4 in the morning to get solid sleep until one in the afternoon to get up and train.

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Training with a female wrestler in the ring. Las Vegas, Nevada. Wednesday 29th March.

It took a lot for Markus to be convinced with wrestling with a female wrestler in the ring while Henry was unable to reach Evie Baang to come and train on this day as he found one of the local female wrestlers around the indy scene instead as Henry has always wanted Markus to do this sort of training, especially before the upcoming Blast From The Past tournament that’s very fastly catching up with everyone involved in the tournament as of course although it’s a mixed tag team tournament, he still had to fight against a guy due to the rule of the match.

They spent a long while, getting used to coming in the ring once a female/male wrestler were in the ring as they end up beating the heck out of each other until nobody was able to be left standing from the match, knowing how brutal Evie is after learning a lot more about her since being away from SCW due to them being on a break for a while.

Or rather Henry gave out some information about her as he knows Raab knows more about his opponent than his partner which was a bad thing, but he never watched a female wrestling match cos he didn’t have any reasons to watch them and he does so now when the two female wrestlers showing an amazing amount of skill to each other as the female wrestler in Raab’s team decided to do her finishing move and then pins her for the three count.

Raab is fairly satisfied with what he did during the time he’s been training with the female wrestler as it’s the first ever time he’s fought with a female wrestler in the practice training he had before she quickly left the headquarters as Raab was expecting Evie to pop by to talk about her opponent Raab even forgot about, Belinda Warwick.

Of course it took a while for Evie to come as he decides to do some boxing for a while since he’s finally got an amateur boxing match coming up as he very aggressively punches the hell out of his opponent until he knocks him out which at that point of him picking himself up to fight Raab, Evie finally came into the gym as she stands outside of the gym, not knowing if she could come in until Raab says this.

Lord Raab: “Come in.”

Evie does and Raab not knowing anything about Belinda and still crunching about meeting Evie still, even if he’s not used to the strict guidelines she may have as she speaks.

Evie Baang: “Come on monster, speak your shit to me.”

Lord Raab: “Oh OK. That’s what I have to deal with, fucking fine.”

Raab pulls back a bit at the fact Evie nearly did knock Raab down with her vicious temper and they stopped, knowing it wasn’t good if either one of them cost each other the chance to win the tournament as they sat down and discussed things over, especially Raab’s got a bit of history with Drexel.

Lord Raab: “I work with Drexel in another company I’m apart of and he’s a vicious wrestler, but I can take him down no problems. After all, he left this company like a bitch most likely because of a loss he had, but I’ll beat the shit out of him, more so he wants to overtake me as being king of hardcore wrestling.”

Evie Baang: “Yet you think you got it easy, Belinda is no match for me. She’ll get a brutal beating she’s never got in her life. Although she is a legend around SCW, she can’t handle the dangerous Evie. Fuck her pussy tactics.

Lord Raab: “Exactly how I feel with Drexel, even though I’m not too sure on how he does when he faces Brooklyn for the hardcore title soon or his points about Joshua Samson, but the point is the monster of me is going to return and me beating the shit out of him.

Evie Baang: “And me the same with Belinda as well. I want that anger back in you. None of the whole holding back anger bullshit you’ve been doing. You’ll beat the hell out of Drexel, showing me how bad you want to win the tournament.”

At this point, Raab went silent as he listens to everything she says when she says on wanting the old Lord Raab back as his dreams of being a father with Samuel is still there, it’s motivating quotes too as it’s something Raab’s been clearly missing as Raab and Evie sit there with their drinks and Raab speaks.

Lord Raab: “The tournament is just as important as for you, but we’re going to beat the living shit out of our opponents, ones who haven’t been in SCW for a long time compared to us who practically been in SCW a lot longer than they’ve been back.”

Evie Baang: “Damn right, we’ll send them back to where they came from in the first place cos unlike us, they clearly don’t belong in SCW and don’t belong in this tournament. With our nutty monstrous style, we fit for a team and I’ll become the number one contender for the Bombshells title.”

Lord Raab: “You sure will and I will give my title shot to Samuel when we go on to win this damn tournament. We’ll have no problems advancing because we knock everyone in our way and beat the living shit out of Drexel and Belinda who aren’t a real team in this tournament.”

Evie Baang: “Fucking yes the brutality of me and you will be far too much and they can’t handle us. Not now, not ever. I have to go, got a few friends to meet up before the match itself. Thanks for inviting me here and everything, I’ll see you soon.”

Evie leaves the headquarters as it was good for Raab to talk about his matches with someone he rarely ever interacts with instead with Henry and Samuel all the time with his upcoming matches and he kinda felt a little better knowing Evie was trying everything to get Raab more serious on wanting to win the tournament or at least think more about his goals to win and Raab knew he obviously got to be angry and dominate Drexel to advance forward for the tournament.

Raab heads back to his apartment to spend the rest of the day with Samuel with playing video games and then having some fun in the bedroom before going off to sleep.

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Here we go once again usteam.com shoot.

“This time last year, I was a last minute replacement for Gothika tag partner in this tournament and well we didn’t get along because I didn’t get the whole concept of the Blast From The Past tournament on men having to face guys and women having to face women, but I do now and I’m looking forward to it.

At the same time though, Evie Baang has a point, I got to be a lot more brutal once again, especially when I’m facing against a guy I work with in another company, Drexel Matheson. SCW are right, he is just as hardcore as I am with this upcoming match and I have no doubt he can be a hardcore champion in this company after the PPV.

A very dangerous guy in quite honestly I have a lot of respect for in terms of his achievements, especially being the first guy to beat a few members from Seven Sins in the five years I think they were together. Also the fact he has beaten varied former SCW champions in the past considers him being a threat in this match.

But where the fuck in terms of SCW at least have you been in the last few years? You somehow left the company and then decide to come back to take part in this tournament? It doesn’t make sense to me and I’m sure Evie would agree with me on waiting for your reasons why you left SCW without letting people know. Do you know how many times I’ve left any company because of losses?

None at all because I rather be known as a wrestler who never fucking gives up than a wrestler being known as a quitter to walk away for doing god knows what and yet the entire time you’ve been in SCW, you’ve not once gone for the Roulette title on proving yourself as a hardcore worthy wrestler and I know you want to prove that, I’ve seen you do that shit in company who shall not be named, but you really don’t have any interest or reasons why you want to be in the tournament.

Me and Evie however do and I gladly beat the holy shit out of you, teaching you a thing or two how to be a king of hardcore wrestling and how much it means for me and Evie to win this tournament cos in my case, I could care less about getting the shot for the SCW World title, I’ve already been champion in the past, but what means more is walking away from this tournament, gaining trust women have for me and vice versa so me and Samuel can have a baby together.

I don’t know anything about Belinda Warwick though other than gathering the fact she’s bigger than Evie Baang, but what’s her reasons for being in this tournament as well? Of course this is nothing to do with me as I can’t face her, but all I know is everyone wants to see the female psycho overcome the size and strength of Belinda Warwick.

I’d be careful if I was you Belinda as Evie isn’t like other women I’ve seen in the wrestling business who has this much aggression and anger in her, heck I don’t even want to be in the same room with Evie because she can be a very scary individual, especially when she recently became the tag team champion recently.

I do think it sucks men can’t face women in the ring as it would be a different experience altogether if we allowed that in the tournament as a one off deal, but it’s for the best as Drexel is someone I’ve always wanted to face one on one to show the brutality and hardcore nature of wrestling we love to show in front of the entire world and everyone will embrace the style of wrestling between us.

Because I need to win Drexel. Not such a big deal for you if you lose, but after talking to Evie a few times, she’s not a bad tag team partner and I can deal having her alongside me for this Blast From The Past tournament. I can’t wait to beat the fuck out of you, having a pool of blood dripped down on your face that pours all over the mat and let this monster in me be fucking reborn in this tournament by beating your useless ass in the ring and be done for.

Even to a point you’d be in hospital, even Evie would with Melinda Warwick as well if she can do the damage I know she could on a big and stronger woman because she has that killer instinct in her to beat Belinda to pieces, tearing her up apart just like I fucking will with Drexel for one of us to pin either one of our opponents for the three count or make Drexel tap like a bitch to tap out. Same could be said for Evie as well who knows she’d be able to overcome the odds against her.

We’ll be the last team standing for the tournament as we’ll go and succeed in the second round for the tournament. I’m just about done talking here so I’ll say this. Prepared to be Raabinated by The Masked German Monster.”

 Back in 2013, I did write up this match which is the last match I wrote, but the problem is if I can actually do it now. Maybe I'm not confident or I need practice, but I'd love for some feedback on the matches I did and if it's positive, I could help Mark and Christian and take matches since I know it is a problem in SCW sometimes, but it have to be very small matches and I would've said not my own matches, but that's already a rule so I don't need to say that. So here's a sample of what I written back in 2013. I will post another match I did as well here.

I know these could be in the OOC thread, but I can't post on that thread for various reasons so I hope these samples are good enough here as it's the only place I can go that I can post on.





» CANDICE ELLIS ¦ WEW RING ANNOUNCER «
“The following match is scheduled for one fall! Introducing first coming from Cape Town, South Africa. Here's Rebekah Northman”

She had now gotten to the ring as she pulled herself up on the apron and climbed into the ring. She wasted no time at all climbing one of the turnbuckles as she raised her arms into the air. It wasn't long after that the theme song started to die down as she got down from her turnbuckle and turned her attention to the ramp waiting for her opponent to come out.

» CANDICE ELLIS ¦ WEW RING ANNOUNCER «
“Introducing her opponent coming from Chicago, Illinois. Here's Lena Galante.”

Lena comes out to the entrance ramp and mouths off to the fans with the fans booing her as she climbs under the bottom rope and raises her left hand on the left hand side of the turnbuckle with a lot of boos coming at her as she gets down looking at Rebekah waiting for the bell to start.

Straight as the bell rings, Rebekah wastes no time to attack Lena as she takes her down and slaps Lena multiple of times with the crowd cheering behind her and then she waits for Lena to get up and then Lena takes Rebekah down and she punches her with the referee counting to four with Lena slowly gets herself up as does Rebekah and Lena uses Inside Cradle to quickly get the pin on her enemy.

» TIM GALLAGHER ¦ ANIMOSITY PLAY-BY-PLAY COMMENTATOR «
“Lena clearly wants to get this match over and done with only for Rebekah to kick out with the one count.”

» NATHAN PARKER ¦ ADRENALINE COLOR COMMENTATOR «
“These girls are truly showing just how much they hate each other as it was proved in the tag team match a couple of weeks ago.”

» TIM GALLAGHER ¦ ANIMOSITY PLAY-BY-PLAY COMMENTATOR «
“Agreed Nathan and we have to see who will win this match tonight.”

Lena was mouthing off to Rebekah for a while until Rebekah had enough of it and kicked her stomach as then Rebekah lifts Lena into a lifting side slam backbreaker hurting Lena's back pretty bad as she tries to get in the Sharpshooter but Lena uses her legs to push Rebekah off and then she gets up and sends Rebekah crashing down with a vicious DDT and then she decides to do it again which was successful with Lena taunting towards the crowd with boos being heard in the arena as she grabs Rebekah's hair and smashes her head on the canvas.

» NATHAN PARKER ¦ ADRENALINE COLOR COMMENTATOR «
“Ouch, that's an insult to injury right there. Lena is going to win this match.”

» TIM GALLAGHER ¦ ANIMOSITY PLAY-BY-PLAY COMMENTATOR «
“Thank god the referee was there to break it up as that's against the rules but we all know that Lena doesn't play by the rule book.”

» NATHAN PARKER ¦ ADRENALINE COLOR COMMENTATOR «
“Hence why I said that Lena has got the win in the bag.”

Both women got up and Rebekah gets right back into this match on slapping Lena across the face and then straight away went for the Inverted DDT and then she got Lena's legs and this time, Rebekah got the sharpshooter locked in tight and there was cheers in the audience with the arena hearing Lena scream as Rebekah smiles and even screamed at her to tap out but Lena quickly crawled towards the ropes and grabs the bottom rope as the referee counted to three as Rebekah lets go of the hold and then she stomps all over Lena's back and then ranches into a Bow and arrow stretch doing more damage on Lena's back.

» TIM GALLAGHER ¦ ANIMOSITY PLAY-BY-PLAY COMMENTATOR «
“Wow look at Rebakah fighting back. She's really taking it to Lena tonight”

» NATHAN PARKER ¦ ADRENALINE COLOR COMMENTATOR «
“As much as I hate to admit it Tim, she is taking the fight to her”

» TIM GALLAGHER ¦ ANIMOSITY PLAY-BY-PLAY COMMENTATOR «
“Unfortunately, she had to let go of the hold because she couldn't hold it long enough”

Lena smiles that Rebakah didn't have enough strength to hold the submission move long enough as she takes Rebakah down with the Head Scissors and then dives into Rebakah's stomach with the leg drop as Lena gets the pin fall again as Rebakah kicks out of a two count as she climbs up the turnbuckle to land a moonsault on Rebakah but Rebakah moves out of the way as the referee counts both women out and Lena got up to a eight count while Rebakah got up to a nine count and the girls were swinging slaps towards each other as Rebakah Irish whips Lena and hits Lena with the Gory neckbreaker as she then waits for Lena to get up and does the Inverted facelock elbow drop to her chest.

Lena was getting angry that she could barely put an offense in the match but then she comes back with raking Rebakah's eyes to distract her for a bit with Lena spring boards the ropes to successfully landing the Crossbody as she goes for the pin fall which Rebakah kicked out of as Lena tries to go for a crossbody but she lands on the mat which gives Rebakah a chance to capitalize on Lena's mistake and she does as she lifts Lena up and hits Lena with Sitout full nelson facebuster as she gets close to her face and slaps her like crazy with even the crowd counting along with the slaps.

» NATHAN PARKER ¦ ADRENALINE COLOR COMMENTATOR «
“No Lena, you can't let me down here. Don't let Rebakah win this match. Come on girl win this match for Kallista.”

» TIM GALLAGHER ¦ ANIMOSITY PLAY-BY-PLAY COMMENTATOR «
“I think Rebakah has learned her mistakes from the tag match a couple of weeks ago. She's showing Lena how bad she wants to defeat her to win this match"

» NATHAN PARKER ¦ ADRENALINE COLOR COMMENTATOR «
“I want to see those puppies popping out of Lena's top.”

» TIM GALLAGHER ¦ ANIMOSITY PLAY-BY-PLAY COMMENTATOR «
“Please behave yourself and focus on the match itself Nathan."

Lena tries to defend herself with the slaps she was getting but it had no effect on them but the referee gets Rebakah off from Lena with the crowd booing at the referee with his decision on stopping almost a catfight that almost broke out between the two as Rebakah had a lot of momentum behind her as she does elbow shots towards Lena's chest until she capitalizes with her special finishing move Gory Bomb.

» TIM GALLAGHER ¦ ANIMOSITY PLAY-BY-PLAY COMMENTATOR «
“There it is, The Cape move finally hits and the crowd go wild on how brilliant Rebakah's finishing move is"

» NATHAN PARKER ¦ ADRENALINE COLOR COMMENTATOR «
“I'm not that impressed with the move as I've seen it done a million times before. Lena has got to get back into this match.”

» TIM GALLAGHER ¦ ANIMOSITY PLAY-BY-PLAY COMMENTATOR «
“I think we are going to see Rebakah win her first ever match here in TNT and she's going for the pinfall."

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The referee gets back on his feet and sees Rebakah slowly getting up with her theme song Contagious by Saving Abel plays over the sound system and gets her hand raised by the referee with the crowd cheering behind her.

» CANDICE ELLIS ¦ WEW RING ANNOUNCER «
"Here's your winner via pin fall. Rebakah Northman."

» TIM GALLAGHER ¦ ANIMOSITY PLAY-BY-PLAY COMMENTATOR «
“This is such a great moment for Rebakah as she overcome the hurdles to win this match without Kallista at ringside."

» NATHAN PARKER ¦ ADRENALINE COLOR COMMENTATOR «
“She got lucky because Lena had an off day today. If Kallista came to help Rebakah at ringside then things would've been a different story.”

» TIM GALLAGHER ¦ ANIMOSITY PLAY-BY-PLAY COMMENTATOR «
“This win could mean that Rebakah has a chance of going for the TNT Woman's title."

Rebakah climbs up the turnbuckle with her hands in the air as she gets down from the ring and blows kisses to the fans and to Lena as well as she walks up towards the ramp and holds her hands in the air again as she goes backstage while we see Lena bang her hands on the mat in frustration and being embarrassed about her loss to Rebakah as the TNT show goes to a commercial break.

 OOC: So I did some interaction with Lord Raab's family in another fed I'm on with him and I was hoping I could post both of those pieces, but because one of the forums is down at the moment, I post just the one for now. When the forum is back up, I will post it here as well.




Arriving at Markus's (Lord Raab's) mum's house. Cologne, Germany. Tuesday 11th October.

Two days ago, Markus Lord Raab was told by his mother on the phone that his father Jens Raab passed away of Lung Cancer which of course did have a large argument because of his parents neglicting Markus as a kid, even resorted to moving out of the house to live with Audric to one day become a wrestler in the future.

Samuel and Henry were also in Germany with Markus as well mainly because he needed them and as soon as he walked into his mother's house, Ingrid tries to hug Markus, but he pushed her away and she knew he wouldn't accept her love which she instead hugs Henry and Samuel who had no problems doing so and while Markus went to sit down in the living room along with Samuel, Henry speaks to Ingrid.

Henry Losak: “I'm sorry for Markus's behav.............”

Ingrid Raab (Markus Lord Raab's mum): “You have nothing to be sorry about. I expected that from Markus actually. Maybe he's not forgiven me yet.”

Henry Losak: “Well he should've done by now, especially the time you said you loved him as a son, but I guess Markus has problems moving on from the past, but he does have something to show you.”

Henry and Ingrid went to the living room where Markus and Samuel were kind of relaxing on the sofa to chill out a bit, along with Samuel writing what he should've done to his mother, but Markus shook his head, maybe due to feeling hurt from the past incident and the death of his father as well and she speaks to Markus.

Ingrid Raab: “Henry said you got something to show me, lets see it.”

Markus nods as he decides there's no point of ignoring his mother any longer as he opens up his case and gets the EHWF tag team title out of the bag as he passes the belt to Samuel as well as she stood amazed at the boys, well mainly at Markus because she didn't know Samuel as of yet and knew there was more to their friendship than them being friends, but nobody knew about it as she speaks.

Ingrid Raab: “I'm so proud of you. I never knew where you went when you slept with Audric guy because we abandoned you, but I only found out recently you was training to become a wrestler and wow, never thought I'd be proud of both of my sons being successful wrestlers.”

Markus Lord Raab: “I wouldn't have been a tag team champion if it wasn't for Samuel. He's the one who helped me as I helped him to win the gold. So, when is my brother coming?”

Ingrid Raab: “Sadly, he has to work on Wednesday so he'll be here on Friday, but your sister Renate is though. I call her downstairs for you to meet her.”

Ingrid goes to do just that as she stands on top of the stairs to call Renate from her room since she has been with her mum ever since Jens got sick and as she does, she stands in shock to see who the masked man was as she slowly came down the stairs and they came towards Markus, Henry and Samuel and sat down and Renate looks a little shocked to see her other brother being here and she speaks.

Renate Raab (Markus Lord Raab's sister): “I haven't seen you in years, so nice to see you Markus.”

Markus Lord Raab: “Yeah, I guess.”

Henry Losak: “Markus.”

It was still hard for Markus to bond with his family because he couldn't get rid of the past and feared his family will leave him again and Ingrid gets it all out in the air of what she wants to discuss with Markus.

Ingrid Raab: “I know you don't like anyone in your family and I understand, but we want to make things right and your sister is also sorry for not keeping in contact with you. I want to move on from the past and fix our relationship because Jens wanted you to stick around with us.”

Markus Lord Raab: “I'm sorry mother, I just struggle to move on from our past. I'm still hurting inside and it's because of everyone in this family, I've became angry everyday and suffer from heart disease.”

Ingrid Raab: “I understand you completely and that's why I want to take you out for the day tomorrow just us by ourselves because you do deserve a lot of one on one time with me to prove to you I want to help, care and love you.”

Renete Raab: “We are really sorry we haven't been there for you. We are to blame for making you angry everyday and even Jens wanted to solve problems with you too, but he couldn't, but at least we can. Please allow us to help you.”

Markus starts to cry again as it was too much for him to take with his family wanting Markus in their life because of him being apart of the family and they want him to be more involved with family gatherings and other things and Samuel hugs his friend for comfort as Henry speaks with Ingrid and Renete being very hesitant about hugging Markus.

Henry Losak: “Trust me, nothing is going to happen if you show him love and affection. I think if you hug him, he will understand that he has someone who care and love him. He kind of needs proof of that.”

Ingrid and Renete actually agree with Henry, Markus did need proof his family loved him and they decided to go over and hug Markus as Samuel lets go and it took a while for Markus to feel the love for his family, but he tells Samuel to remove his mask and lets the family see his face before he places his arms around his family as Ingrid speaks.

Ingrid Raab: “I never seen your face before. Everything is going to be OK now Markus.”

Markus Lord Raab: “I just felt scared you know because when it comes to people showing me love, I'm not good at it. I'm only good for expressing my anger.”

Renete Raab: “We know and it's OK. We are taking you somewhere nice tomorrow just the three of us. Wait, where's Konrad?”

Ingrid Raab: “Sadly, he can't come until Friday because he's got wo..........”

As soon as she was going to finish, the phone rang as she lets her daughter hug Markus and she picks up the phone to see who it was. Sounded like she was talking to Konrad and she places the phone down before his sister lets go of Markus and Ingrid places her arms around Markus as Markus does so with her and she kisses him on his cheek and they embraced a hug for a very long time, something Markus needed out of his family before she speaks to both of her children about the phone call.

Ingrid Raab: “Looks like we are going to have Konrad here earlier than we thought. Konrad received a call from his work boss and said for him to take time off to deal with Jens passing away so he'll be here tomorrow night.”

Renete Raab: “That's great news. Konrad's boss must've been nice.”

Markus nodded as he went to sit down next to Samuel and his mum who places her arm around Markus which Markus allows his mother to touch him and Henry even was in tears because of the fact of his family, really got to Markus's head on being sad, but happy that Markus finally felt loved and cared about and Henry who wanted to come here speaks.

Henry Losak: “He came here not only because of his father passing away, but because the fact he could be next to die if he doesn't control his anger. As you both know, he's got heart disease and he hasn't been taking medication because he wanted to feel pa........”

Markus Lord Raab: “I want to change that. Over the time I've been here, I've been thinking about that and I don't want to be feeling pain mentally any more. I'm going to feel pain psychically of course due to my job, but I don't want to feel it mentally now.”

Markus lets the tears come down and wanted to speak the truth of why he hides his face.

Markus Lord Raab: “I hide my face with the mask because I'm scared of showing my emotions and wanted everyone to fear me because of the pain and anger I feel. My mother and sister proved me they want me in their life and Jens too.”

Markus lets the tears come down and takes himself time to finish off what he's going to say as he does.

Markus Lord Raab: “I want to change as a person and as a wrestler to continue living my life since I now know why I want to live. I married Samuel cos I wanted to feel what love is and I know I want to have a kid with him, even if he can't speak cos of his autism. Now my family wanting to show me love, it helps me get rid of the mental pain I've been feeling.”

Ingrid Raab: “That's great. I can see why bringing Samuel and Henry here helps because of your anger to keep under control.”

Henry Losak: “I also told him to come too because to help him realise he could lose his life from anger. None of the wrestlers in Extreme Hardcore Wrestling Federation and Four Corners Wrestling know anything about Markus and Samuel being married, but they focus on getting the job done so well in those companies that they wouldn't have to tell anybody about it.”

They all nodded as they understood Samuel couldn't talk now which was something the whole family had to learn and he sees how tired Markus is from travelling along with Samuel and she speaks.

Ingrid Raab: “I think Markus and Samuel need to get some sleep as they look really tired. I think they need to spend time together as well as this is a hard day for him, but all I ask to both of you is allow Markus to be alone with me and Renete tomorrow as we try to connect with him again and bonding as a family.”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Henry Losak: “Of course. I see you in the morning Samuel and when you get back from the family gathering Markus.”

Markus and Samuel decide to get their bags up to Markus's empty room and they closed the door to get themselves off to sleep, while Henry talks to Ingrid and Renete most of the night about Markus so they know more about his anger and heart disease problems and other things with him before he leaves to check himself in the hotel room and goes to his hotel room with his stuff to pack and heads off to sleep at one in the morning.

 OOC: Yes it's not like me to do very small shoots, but honestly, I'm treating this match like I need to improve on my Character Development pieces anyway for the upcoming tag team title match since I've slacked and I know I've slacked a lot with this RP due to lack of time. Anyway here it is.






After the Internet title loss. Calgary, Alberta, Canada. Sunday 21st August.

Lord Raab: “HOW DID I FUCKING LOSE DAMN IT?”

It's obvious that Raab couldn't take the loss well which seems to be a major problem for him lately when it comes to the health condition he has and he even grabbed his things and before he could leave, Henry shook his head, knowing he was really angry and pissed off without knowing the real truth about the situation that really did raise awareness of Henry's concerns of knowing it would happen in the ring at some point and speaks.

Henry Losak: “You are aware that it was your heart made you gave in there? You need to stop being so angry all the time, otherwise it would get worse. Luckily, that was only a minor sting in your heart.”

Lord Raab: “OH right, fuck my heart. I WANT MY HEART RIPPED OUT OF ME HERE AND NOW. KILL ME HENRY.”

Henry Losak: “No I won't. Stop it with suicidal thoughts in your head. Fuck sake, don't you remember what Ben and Jamie offered you and Samuel tonight when they gave you a shot for the tag team titles? Hello, time to wake up.”

Lord Raab: “FUCK YOU.”

Raab pushed Henry down on the backstage floor very violently as Samuel went to chase after him as he suddenly sees Raab holding his chest again, but this time it's for the worst as he went on one knee and suddenly goes on the floor and speaks.

Lord Raab: “My stupid heart.”

Samuel shakes his head, still seeing Raab not taking his heart condition at all seriously and still hadn't cried over it as Samuel picks Raab up and it was better for them to go into their own apartment and get Raab some sleep as Samuel slept in another room because to get away from Raab attacking Samuel which he has done in the past. Henry came in the apartment where Raab and Samuel were sleeping in as Samuel comes out and signs about Raab sleeping.

Henry Losak: “Oh good, glad to hear he's resting. I do need to tell him about his last ever amateur MMA title defence match this Saturday coming. No Samuel, he's doing one more match and then he leaves to go to an amateur company that's based in Canada, but they are a lot more global based.”

Samuel nods as it would make Raab indeed happy with the news on him moving up to the higher ranked fighters who are based all around the world which is something that's going to be completely new for Lord Raab to experience, but of course they had to be ready also for the tag team title match at the PPV which almost wasn't going to happen when Raab wanted Henry to kill him, hoping it would help him forget about the loss, but it didn't as Henry sat with Samuel on the sofa and speaks.

Henry Losak: “I'm hoping that Raab will start to open up a bit more soon and was hoping it would start tonight, but obviously cos of the title match, it didn't work so it has to be a time when he's just wrestling in a normal based match without titles on the line and not be in so much pressure to win either. I will also talk to him about spending time with you which is something you both need, especially on his times off.”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Henry Losak: “I wish there was something I could do to make him better you know Samuel. I've never seen him so suicidal in my life. I never even thought he'd break down like that. Luckily, he has counselling on Fridays and get his head straight. Even Ben and Jamie as much as they are honestly trying to help us with Raab, done them no favours.”

Henry shakes his head and goes into tears as Samuel hugs him and while he does, Samuel writes down something and then shows Henry what he wrote and he speaks again.

Henry Losak: “You're right, we do need to have faith in Raab. He just needs time to take it all in with this heart disease he's got and he feels like he can't even fight any more, showing me that he's giving up. Samuel, I want you to come with me one support session on Friday to get you to understand what he does. He just needs so much help right now that I fear we are going to lose him sooner rather than later.”

Henry decides to stand up and goes into the room to keep an eye out on Raab and seems like at first, he wasn't breathing or moving, but a few seconds later changed that as Henry gets the medication out of his pocket and puts some medication in Samuel's hands and a glass of water before Samuel goes in the room while Henry heads off back to the hotel as Samuel holds Raab up as he places medication in his mouth and Raab swallows them before Samuel slowly places Raab in bed and leaves him as Samuel decides to place his ear on his heart to see his heart beats were still very inconsistent.

As he quickly took his ear off Raab's chest in case he wakes up, he takes his shirt and trousers off before he steps into bed with Raab as he removes his mask and kisses Raab gently on his cheek before hugging him to peacefully sleep together as a couple they really needed to be.

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Raab's first public outing since the heart disease news. Las Vegas, Nevada. Wednesday 31st August.

For the first time ever since the heart disease news, Henry finally convinced Lord Raab to actually go out. He basically forced him and Samuel to spend some time together out in public. They weren't sure exactly what they were going to do whether it was going for a swim somewhere which was something that came up in the last counselling support season for Raab to do some excising or they'd go somewhere more public to help Raab overcome the view of the public of playing bowling. Raab knew he had to make a decision and he speaks to Samuel.

Lord Raab: “Well, I think we should be having a competitive aspect of our lives Samuel, lets go bowling.”

Samuel nodded as they held each others hands and they found a local bowling alley that's half an hour walk from where their headquarters is as Raab went to pay for one game since it was pretty busy tonight and both Samuel and Raab went to get their shoes changed before they go to what lane they are in and place their names in the keyboard and Raab starts off pretty well at first, getting a strike on his first go as Samuel gets a few pins down, but misses completely on the second throw as Raab sees Samuel disappointed and pats him on his shoulder and speaks.

Lord Raab: “Don't worry Samuel, this is only the first go. You got nine other chances to go.”

Samuel listened to his husband and didn't attempt to give up as they were looking very happy to play bowling, despite people looking at them because they were wrestlers, but they didn't really want to be busy signing autographs because it was just a day where Raab could get used to being in a calm and relaxing situation along with trying to overcome his fears of being out in public. He knew with Samuel around, it would be easier for him to get over his fears as they are enjoying a bowling game together with Samuel being in the lead of Raab by a large margin and Raab didn't care about losing.

It's about him having fun and maybe having an hobby to take up on when he had time off from training, especially that he was married to Samuel now as they were starting to be a lot more of a couple, more now with Raab's heart disease condition that was deteriorating day by day so it was great they are having fun. Samuel has got some strikes now and Raab was barely getting anything which at times, bowling did come down to pure luck at times.

An hour later, the game was over as Samuel won as they went to the counter and grabbed their shoes along with waiting for a print out of the bowling results as evidence to give to Raab's counsellor on Friday and went out of the bowling alley as they walked back to the headquarters as Henry wasn't really around, it was just Raab and Samuel alone and they went back to their apartment to watch a horror film. It was something Raab and Samuel had to do more often to show their love to each other as Raab speaks.

Lord Raab: “I've not gotten angry today, have I?”

Samuel McPherson: “Naarrp.”

Lord Raab: “Is there something wrong with me to actually enjoy spending time with you like this as a couple and a team we are?”

It's obvious that Raab's clearly not used to having some rest that he was forced to do because of his very weak heart that almost could've killed him in the internet title match, but he certainly was the closest wrestler to win the belt out of everyone that was in the match as Samuel got pen and paper again to write something down which after Raab reads it, he nods his head while watching a horror film and speaks.

Lord Raab: “If you think it's not strange, then it's not, but it just feels so strange to me because I've never really done something like this in my life. I just wonder why we are selected yet again for the tag team titles? It seems like every time we give other people a chance to win the belts, Ben and Jamie always want us to fight them for the titles.”

Samuel writes more and Raab reads it over and speaks.

Lord Raab: “No, nothing wrong with that at all. It's just a shame that I didn't capture the Internet belt, but my heart prevented me from finishing off the match. That's why I got so pissed off Samuel. Weren't cos of the loss, but how I lost. With the amateur MMA match I had, I lost because I needed to move on bigger and better stages which means now, I have a licence to fight anywhere around the world when it comes to my amateur MMA fights.”

Samuel nods in agreement, but he also writes on that same piece of paper and Raab smiles and in a way agrees with Samuel.

Lord Raab: “You're right, we should focus on SCW business on not only getting those tag team titles, but for me to defeat Caleb Houston who I'm sick and tired of facing this year. I faced him already, but it's about developing myself. I don't know, I guess I have to force myself to be nicer, but I'm still in counselling to get that support I need, bu...........”

Samuel continued to write something else which was in bold letters and Raab was acting quite disgusted at the idea of what Samuel suggested, but knows it was true with Raab having thought a lot about it as he speaks.

Lord Raab: “As much as I'm still afraid of women, I know what you are saying and I have thought about doing so this week on talking to a woman or at least hearing her out cos the counsellor keeps telling me to and he won't shut the fuck up about it. I just had the Internet title match on my mind so I really couldn't do that last time out, but I will this week after I've kicked Caleb's ass.”

Samuel nods as he kisses Raab as he forces Raab's hand on Samuel's crouch which plays on Raab's mind in terms of what he's really forgetting about when it comes to being married to Samuel as Raab chuckles a bit as he picks the remote up and turns the TV and the DVD player off as things were getting a little frisky.

Lord Raab: “Yeah, that's indeed something I've been missing, haven't I?”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Lord Raab: “Alright fine, lets go upstairs and do our business. Hurt me this time damn it.”

Samuel nods as they did snog on the sofa before they went upstairs to the bedroom and closed the door and locked it as all you can hear are noises, slapping and aggressive talks which lasted for nearly the whole night. It was five in the morning that things suddenly stopped as you just hear nothing, but Samuel and Raab being asleep which then Raab got up at one in the afternoon to get himself to the gym to do a bit of workout and some wrestling training.

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Counselling day before Caleb Houston match. Las Vegas, Nevada. Friday 2nd September.

Steven was pushing Raab almost far too much lately on getting him to speak to a woman about his life, but it seems like Raab continues to ignore and right at this moment, he gets agitated because of the amount of times they've gone over and over this problem Raab's got on his fears of women because of his rape past with one with his twin brother Konrad. Samuel was attending the session for the first time as Steven sees the love Samuel shows with Lord Raab as he places his arm around him.

Maybe it might help Raab to calm down at times rather than exploding and of course Henry is in the room as well. Steven's never ever met Samuel before so it's finally good for Steven to meet with Samuel and as soon as he speaks to him, Henry interrupts to say something to Steven.

Henry Losak: “Samuel's got autism that prevents him to speak so if you have a question for him, I got pen and paper for him to write as he can't speak at all, but can write really well.”

Steven Qivers : “Glad I know that now because I was going to ask Samuel a question. I was going to ask him that is it true that you want a baby with Lord Raab?”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Henry Losak: “Oh he can answer yes or no questions in his own language. You see, he was saying yes to you there. It's just the way he speaks, that's all.”

Lord Raab: “I'm getting sick and tired of you talking about me seeing a woman. Do you know why I couldn't? Because I had a title match on that night. I couldn't think and plus, I had this heart disease problem on my mind. IT AFFECTED ME TO WIN THE FUCKING MATCH TWO WEEKS AGO. DO YOU KNOW HOW WEAK AND PATHETIC I AM?”

Steven Qivers: “Calm down. I know you found it difficult to wrestle with the heart disease, but you have to find a way to get used to it. I mean all the oth.............”

Lord Raab: “Don't talk about that boring cunt J2H, that fucking joke of a champion. Sorry, but I have no respect for that piece of shit. He has no idea how hard it is for me to take medication and nor do any of you either. Fuck you.”

Henry Losak: “I know you want to cope with pain and enjoy the feel of it, but there's times you have to be aware that you shouting and swearing just makes things worse. Fuck, you even passed out after you walked out because of your heart being in such a state. Come on Raab, be aware of things like that.”

Lord Raab: “I can't fucking be myself any more. I want to unleash my anger at everyone around me, but you all telling me to be fucking calm and be nice to people. Na, gave up on that shit years ago. No point being nice if people just go and stab me in the fucking back like Goth did. Oh, I didn't talk about that, have I?”

Steven nods, understanding everything Raab is saying as he was completely unaware that Raab had made a friend in the wrestling business that turned his back on him and The Monstimals as Henry interrupts Steven as to continue on from what Raab said.

Henry Losak: “Yeah, it's true that Raab did try so hard to put trust into Goth who was apart of The Monstimals for a bit. A guy who honestly tried also to get Raab to go out in public and it failed. He was Raab's good friend. Now, he has nobody in SCW to talk to. I mean you can't blame Raab entirely for lack of trust he has in being friends with people, but Goth wasn't to blame either as he had eye sight problems that forced him into retirement.”

Steven Qivers: “I was totally unaware. Sorry to hear that things fell through, but things happen, but it doesn't mean you completely give up on making friends or at least trying to within the SCW locker room. I get it that you didn't want to talk to anyone, but what's the deal with shaking hands and drinking be.............”

Lord Raab: “That wasn't beer, that was a can of coke as I refuse to drink that pissy shit in my system. I questioned as to why I shook hands and drank with those idiots. Not sure why, but I guess I was more focused on winning the Internet title at the time.”

Steven Qivers: “No Raab, it's a sign of a change you have to live for. You must do something like this more often. After all, you did almost pass out during that Internet title match because your heart was giving you pain due to your temper. You really need to take care of that a lot more when you wrestle Caleb Houston on Sunday night.”

Lord Raab: “Whatever.”

Like Raab wasn't really bothered at all on what happened during the match like he didn't really care and still felt like to everyone, including Samuel that he'd rather give up and die because of removing the pain than taking medication to get rid of pain because it's still hard for him to overcome and it doesn't seem like there's any way around it, apart from something that came to Steven's mind as he speaks.

Steven Qivers: “I know we've gone through this before, but you want to be holding the Internet and the tag team titles someday, don't you?”

Lord Raab: “Of course.”

Steven Qivers: “I don't know why you don't think about those chances you had or going to have. For gods sake, you have no idea that Ben and Jamie wanted to save your life by doing something they personally didn't have to do, give you a title shot. They want to help you just as much as Samuel does.”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Lord Raab: “I don't fucking want Jamie's or Ben's help, fuck them. Why should I take the help when they are my opponents coming up? Makes no fucking sense to be all buddies with them when all that shit goes aside when not only they are tag team champions, but mine and Samuel's opponents at our wrestling style sake Supershow?”

Steven does see Lord Raab's point of things as he does write the information down and even Henry couldn't argue Raab on that point because he's indeed right, it would be stupid to even talk to them at this stage in time and interacting with his opponents was the last thing Raab wanted to do, nor be in the same place with them as Steven speaks.

Steven Qivers: “I do see where you are coming from because it doesn't make sense to make friends with them before the match, but maybe after the match and when they aren't tag team champions any more, there's a chance of you being friends with them there. You are in need for some and I know too many wrestlers hate you, but it's because you won't let them in your life.”

Henry Losak: “He's right you know Raab, it's something we have to work on. I mean you get along alright with one of the amateur MMA fighter, the one you recently lost the title to because you was moving onto doing amateur MMA fights around the world now. Amateur boxing is a bit too early because you only started, but why can't you get along with a wrestler in SCW?”

Lord Raab: “Cos I can't. Why bother when I get shitted on every chance I get? Given up after what happened with Goth stabbing me in the back, Jason Cashe stabbing me in the back, Yarmouth and Mike Conrad, stabbing me in the back, not to mention Black Man, TQ Smooth and Kevin Hunter done the same too, well mostly I wanted to get the hell out of the group cos of them whining and bitching about other wrestlers all the time. Tried so many times and it's better to give less of a fuck than to give a fuck about people. Plus I've lost confidence on talking to anyone new cos of it.”

Steven nods and writes as he was more than just Goth that were giving him problems on trying to be friends with wrestlers as it's his past that was causing him problems on making any friends in the business which was pretty hard for Raab to fit in with everyone else. Samuel of course doesn't have a problem, especially he can't talk to anyone and Steven speaks.

Steven Qivers: “Well that's something else to work on then is getting some friends and it can all be started with this week's Climax Control show with seeing a woman one to one. You can't make up any excuses this time because we can't advance if you still refuse to listen to what the woman wrestler says. That's all, don't judge her or attack her, just listen to her until you can be positive about life. Anyway you better go and it's nice meeting you Samuel. I can tell how much you love Lord Raab and even with Raab loving you. Notice how he's been more calm in this session than usual?”

Henry Losak: “Yes I have actually. Maybe having Samuel here helps Raab you know. Maybe we are finally getting somewhere with this and I can honestly see Raab seeing a woman this week cos there is no excuses this time around on not seeing one and it's about time you list.................”

Lord Raab: OK, FINE FOR FUCK SAKE. I WILL SEE A BOMBSHELL WRESTLER IN THE LOCKER ROOM THIS WEEK, ALRIGHT? I GOT THE FUCKING MESSAGE. I'M DONE AND LET ME OUT NOW.”

Steven grants Lord Raab's wish as he unlocks the metal doors and Raab runs straight out while Henry and Samuel take their time as Steven asks a question while Raab waits outside.

Steven Qivers: “Do you both have any questions?”

Henry Losak: “No we don't. I'll see you around next Friday with an update hopefully on Raab interacting with a bombshell wrestler.”

Henry leaves as Steven writes everything down regarding what was said and maybe change things around for Lord Raab. It seems like every time Raab comes in, Steven learns something new about Lord Raab and in a way it's good so Steven can help Raab a lot more regarding his progress in the programme which there's not been much to work with yet because Raab hadn't done anything to improve on himself, but Steven knows that Raab was about to give into it.

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Time to knack out my demons ustream.com shoot.

This time around, I give out no respect to Caleb Houston because lets face it, is he worth anybodies time? Hell is the guy even around? The answer to that is no because the guy has a lot of talent, but he can't even stick out for being in one god damn company and be there for years rather than months or even weeks. The guy leaves when things don't go his way whether that's bosses telling him what to do or wanting a title shot which he's been given plenty off and then he backs off like a little mother fucking bitch Caleb is.

Never met the biggest pussy in my entire life honestly. It's shameful that I even lost to the prick. Yes Caleb, I got mental and now psychical problems, but I can't wait to smash your fucking head to the mat like no tomorrow, hell maybe do everyone in SCW a favour and destroy your wrestling career for fucking good because you are nothing more than a waste of space. You don't belong in the wrestling business and you certainly aren't a fighting champion.

Who remembers when he and JT Midas ran away like a bunch of fucking bitches with the tag team titles without defending it? This is why Ben and Jamie are better tag champions than you and JT were because they are committed as much as I hate those pricks and as much the doctor and Henry want me to be friendly with them, na that's not going to happen until they lose the tag belts and after the match as well. Lets make up for me on beating your ass so bad that I will beat you like you beat me at Inferno Wrestling which is still dead to this day.

Also lets address the most boring son of a bitch since I pretty much covered Caleb Houston to kill him and his pathetic wrestling career. Yes I'm calling you out J2H. I mean anyone who thinks you are a great champion are obviously fucking blind as anything. Don't people see he's taking the piss out of the belt the former champions like myself held? You bore everyone to fucking death James and you are a fucking fluke and shit champion. You never defeated Drake Green for the title though did you? Because I don't believe that for a second you defeated him.

Because you and everyone else can claim Rage being the most boring wrestler in SCW, that award goes to you J2H because you are a fucking joke of the SCW Heavyweight champion. How you even lasted that long is only because you've not had any real fucking threats for the title. Remember when you was handing free title shots to people who've not done shit to work for the belt? Now you bore me to death.

Sad I keep ignoring your pathetic joke ass with your sex jokes which aren't even true cos the fact is I don't give a shit. Stop bragging about being champion on camera every fucking week and face a real legit threat for the Heavyweight title like the Roulette and Internet champion for an example because you are a champion for what you do in the ring, not outside of the ring. Hell, they are considered much better champions than your fluke reign is. Sorry everyone, but J2H is a weak useless pathetic champion.

Oh and the reason why I don't like taking medication is because unlike your pathetic weak ass, I love being in pain and these people who take medication are fucking weak  for doing so. I don't care about how ill the children are, they are still weak just like you for not tolerating pain without taking any sort of painkillers. That's being a real man and a real wrestler. You deserve no respect from me and you aren't getting it either because you are a fake champion who shouldn't be one in the first place. Yeah you won the title by luck. You weren't the best in the gauntlet match, was just by luck.

That's the whole truth to the story. Likewise with Caleb Houston who's famous for wrestling in companies for a while and then leaving and then coming back like months later only to leave again. Most people say he's lazy and I agree with them on that. Your former tag team partner Johnny has more heart and desire than you. Fuck I hate the fucking cunt who is a shit stain to the family name, even my twin brother Konrad Raab has a lot more heart, passion and desire than you.

Forget about Markus Reeves who retired like a fucking bitch because of losing. Age has nothing to do with being apart of the wrestling business. Look at me and Konrad, we are not that young, far from it and we are actually still in our prime to wrestle really well, fuck Konrad had one of his best matches with Chris Cannon the other day and I've had plenty of great matches this year myself too. Reeves on the other hand just came in, only to say it's a young person's sport. How wrong he is. In fact, I wish more older people came into the business and wrestle instead of coming in at a young age which is so unoriginal that everyone is like under forty around here. Age doesn't mean shit in this sport.

I mean fucking seriously, are all of you giving up your lives to retire, sitting on the sidelines, even with families? Konrad doesn't, he gets up and fights and I hate that motherfucking cunt. He should die just like the rest of you should. Everyone should witness the same side of Lord Raab that you saw two weeks ago, but this time throwing around a bitch who fucking deserves to be put on a stretcher because he's a quitter unlike me and Samuel who still stand up and fight back.

Seeing I have time to address The Elders comments about me and Samuel last time we wrestled as a team. Do you even know why Samuel is teaming with me? Because he will gain experience out of it you brainless fucktards. You learn by wrestling in a top company anyway. I think it's an insult you think experience is everything to this world. Um hello, Samuel was the one who pinned Drake Green in his first tag team match and even pinned Ben all by himself again with no experience.

Hell Henry has tried finding Samuel a developmental company and there's none out there so mind your fucking business and stop being so stupid on being insulted because it's insulting you call Samuel out just for something you obviously need experience with when Samuel is proving that you don't need experience for this business. I don't think you was that competitive with Ben and Jamie at all and by the way, you won because me and Samuel handed you boys the win because I wasn't going to put myself through hell to be on that stupid boat ever again. So be grateful we gave you that win and losing on purpose when I found that shit out because it won't happen again.

Anyway I'm just about done here cos I will make sure that Caleb's in the hospital for damn real this time if he's not drinking himself to death cos everyone, he's an alcoholic. Alcoholics shouldn't be apart of the wrestling business and you clearly don't belong in it cos only determination opponents who have heart and passion to be in this business belong here like Samuel. I'm done here and I promise you all you are going to enjoy making this Caleb cunt bleed to death and use weapons to smash his head with. Enjoy watching me cause Caleb so much pain that I'll give him a heart attack as well. Prepare to be Raabinated and completely destroyed by The Masked German Monster.”

 



Announcement of Raab's overall health. Las Vegas, Nevada. Saturday 11th June.

It was that time where Lord Raab seriously need to be checked by the doctor because of all the times Raab has fainted, it really was getting Henry so concerned and worried that he could be dying from the amount of anger he had to use in his life as Henry somehow got Raab to the doctor's clinic with him kicking and screaming, but had Samuel there to comfort Raab, but Samuel wasn't allowed in the room.

Henry wasn't supposed to be there either, but he knew Raab would leave and run away if he was alone so he had to be there in the doctors surgery with him. The doctor has done tests with Raab with every part of his body, even tried to remove the glass on Raab's back, but Raab refused as he almost hit the doctor from him doing so a couple of days ago.

The doctor was really concerned now with Lord Raab as he has spotted something wrong with Raab's chest lately, along with his blood that's at the highest he's ever seen from any of his patients and Henry knew it wasn't going to be looking good at all whatsoever as the doctor looks at Raab one last time to go over everything, but there's nothing new other than what he's about to tell Raab as he speaks.

Doctor: “I've gone through everything with Markus's body and I have to ask you Henry, why just why did it take you so long to bring him here?”

Henry Losak: “Because Markus refuses to see anybody about his pains. He just doesn't want people to help him get better since he's a guy who rather puts up with pain than using anything to remove it. It was bad enough getting him here today, let alone in the past.”

Doctor: “Well I understand that as it's so unfortunate that it's gotten really bad with Raab's health that it's something very serious Markus has to deal with and I'm afraid to say because it's so bad that he has to well you get the picture for the rest of his life.”

Henry Losak: “I know what you are going to say, but that's a major problem, he won't do that for the rest of his life.”

Doctor shook his head as Henry already gets what the doctor was about to say, but the question is what health exactly has Markus got problems with? Of course the doctor had to go by Lord Raab's real first name because of the law and it looked like to him, there's nothing the doctor could do to save Raab's potential life being at risk.

Doctor: “I'm afraid Markus has no choice because he's been so angry for the whole of his life that he's got very serious heart disease. It's the reason why he's been fainting so much, not to mention the extreme high blood pressure he has in his body. You have to find a way to force Markus to take his medication every single day for the rest of his life.”

Markus stands up right over to the doctor and screams in his face as he makes a fist in his left hand, ready to punch him.

Lord Raab: “FUCK YOU.”

Henry shakes his head to Raab as he runs straight to the door to lock it and even pulls Raab away from the doctor and speaks.

Henry Losak: “CALM DOWN RAAB.”

Lord Raab: “NO.”

Henry knew this would happen on Raab lashing out at the doctor mentioned this to him and he goes to punch and kick the door, even trying to knock it down because it's showing how afraid Raab is to take medication. The doctor felt bad on telling them the bad news and it was in the best interest that Raab leaves the room as Henry does unlock the door before Raab rips it off and lets Raab walk off and while he does, he gets Samuel to come over and Henry speaks to him.

Henry Losak: “Samuel, please stop Markus from hurting other people. I know he will do this. I want to chat in private to you later about what we've been told just now.”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Samuel goes to chase after Raab and Henry closes the door again as the doctor can be calm again after what Raab almost done to him and Henry knew it was something that's going to be affecting Markus for the rest of his life and Henry speaks.

Henry Losak: “I'm so sorry you had to deal with that. Obviously, Markus didn't take the news at all well because of the fact he's been avoiding to take medication for the rest of his life and now he has to and it honestly scared the fuck out of him.”

Doctor: “I had no idea. I guess he just feels he doesn't need it, but Henry you have to realise that I had to say what I said. I'm glad he's getting counselling because of his fears of woman and having to be violent with them, but he also needs it now for dealing with a heart disease he's got along with having to take medication for the rest of his life. It's cos of Markus being angry every single day is  why he's got heart disease and very high blood pressure.”

Henry Losak: “Would this affect him doing any sort of fighting sport in anyway?”

Doctor: “Sadly yes, it would and in fact, most people who have heart problems aren't recommended to do any sort of fighting sport.”

Henry Losak: “Oh fuck. I can't tell Raab this, it would almost crush him even more than it has done today.”

Henry knew it was going to be a major problem as he couldn't even tell Raab this because it would make him even worse, even being so close on winning the tag team titles last match out that now, he may has little to no chance of doing so now as he's extremely worried of Raab's overall being of how he's going to react from here on out.

Doctor: “There is ways of forcing him to take it like I know how hard he loves to train to fight, but maybe that might be something you could do. You also have to tell Raab that he needs to rest every now and again. Get him to do something indoors away from gym and fighting work.”

Henry Losak: “I've been trying to, but he always finds his way out and does gym work nearby. I have to plan of something for him to do. Well his birthday is in October and by the time he wrestles next, it just be that much closer.”

Doctor: “Get Markus a video games console that could easily help him rest and getting a Pokemon go app on his phone could help. I know he's too old for Pokemon go, but it will help him talk to people and use walking as a way to relax him too. Get him some films as well to watch.”

Henry was looking unsure, but knew these options were good for Raab and Henry had thought about buying Raab and Samuel a video games console before he was told anyway for them to bond and things like that, but Henry sits there and the doctor continues to speak.

Doctor: “Maybe send Markus home first and then get this prescribed medication that he needs as we can slowly get him to be a much calmer, happier man. He really needs it Henry and I'm glad you brought him here since Markus fainting is very serious and he did after all faint in front of me three days ago.”

Henry Losak: “Yes, he gets them every single time he gets angry now and it's gotten worse over the last few months that I had to bring him here. I see what I can do on forcing it down his throat, but I need to leave now and see if Markus has done something against the law. Thank you for your time,”

Doctor: “No problem and also Markus has to come here once a month for a check up because if anything gets worse, he could either be in hospital or worse, be dead.”

Henry nods as he leaves with the prescription notes that he had to take to the chemist to get Raab's medication and leaves the room and the doctors surgery to see Raab still being angry and losing it and Samuel even wanted to stay away from him and speaks.

Lord Raab: “LEAVE ME ALONE.”

Henry Losak: “Stop shouting. I understand you are angry, I get it, but that's the reason why you got heart disease and why you faint.”

Lord Raab: “I'M NOT LISTENING TO YOU ANYMORE, GO AND FUCK YOURSELF HENRY AND YOU TOO SAMUEL.”

Lord Raab walks back to his home as he sees Samuel getting upset after what Raab said as Henry sees how hurt Samuel was and he speaks to him to get an understanding why Raab acted the way he did.

Henry Losak: “Your husband has got heart disease and high blood pressure and now he's got to take medication for the rest of his life and it's scared him. He's scared that he won't be able to fight any more and we must not tell him that cos he would find ways to kill himself, he's scared that he's having to remove pain mentally and most of all, he's scared he can't stand up for himself any more.”

Samuel even went down on one knee and growled to let the tears come down on his face as Henry comforts Samuel after the news he heart and Henry speaks.

Henry Losak: “It's all going to be OK. You just have to be with him more often. I think right now although it doesn't sound like it, he needs us more than we need him. He pushed us away yes, but that's because he doesn't know how to deal with the situation and knowing this, he has to do counselling more often. Come on, lets go to the chemist and go home.”

Samuel nods as he gets up from the pavement and follows Henry to his car as they both get in together and go to the chemist to wait on Raab's medication to collect it and pay some money towards it before they go straight home to see Raab screaming and yelling in the gym as he's fighting to let his anger out and he sees Henry and Samuel standing in the door way and growls at them and Henry speaks.

Henry Losak: “Maybe it's best to leave him alone for now. He's obviously not in mood or even in the right state to even talk to him.”

Of course Henry knows that Raab won't be left alone for anything as there's a lot of trainers in the gym, wondering why Raab's acting the way he is as he's wrestling very aggressively and very dangerously as well as he tries to hurt people in the ring as the wrestlers do him as every time Raab's head gets landed awkwardly, he smiles as it's clear he's not in the mind of caring about his injuries or even life threatening situations.

Raab eventually does stop and goes straight off to sleep on the couch without saying one word to Samuel or Henry about what's happened today. Three hours later, they saw Raab being fast asleep and they picked Raab up to sit him in a chair and tie his arms and legs up as Samuel places medication in Raab's mouth and got him to swallow before they untie him and Samuel carries Raab up to his bedroom so he can go off to sleep.

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Suicide attempt. Las Vegas, Nevada. Thursday 11th August.

It's obvious that Raab was still finding it hard to take in the news that he has to take medication for the rest of his life which occared to him that it's affecting his ability to do anything great with his life and wrestling any more. He didn't really care about anything as he already stolen 6 small bottles of deadly poison to drink as he has them placed everywhere in his home as he still has that rope that's attached to the celling of his home that he had there ever since last week and he of course had Alexander who comes and looks after Raab while Samuel and Henry were out and he flat out didn't care as he speaks while Alexander is off having a nap.

Lord Raab: “Why am I still alive? What is the whole point of living if I have to take fucking medication for the rest of my life? I'm not giving up, I just don't need that weak shit to enter in my system. The legacy of Lord Raab is and will forever be remembered. Goodbye world and to everyone. See you when you all die straight to hell with me.”

Lord Raab placed his neck on the ropes and tightened it once again as he lays about, dangling from the celling and smiles to pretend himself that he's already dead as Alexander suddenly wakes up from the nap and rushes towards the rope cutters, not knowing how long Raab has been there as he picks them up and cuts through the ropes and Raab goes onto the floor and speaks.

Lord Raab: “WHY ARE YOU, HENRY AND SAMUEL ARE PREVENTING ME FROM DEATH?”

Alexander: “Because you don't realise you have to cope with this for the rest of your life. Everyone in life has to do or take things they don't want and like doing, but they have to because the end of the day, they aren't stubborn or cowards like you are.

Lord Raab: “I'M NOT A FUCKING COWARD. I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE, DON'T YOU GET IT? I WANT TO FUCKING DIE.”

Alexander: “What because you have to take medication? Because you have to remove pain for the rest of your life instead of coping with it and dying suddenly? Because you don't want to be nice to people, is that it Raab? Is committing suicide really worth it all to you?”

Lord Raab: “Yes it really is. I'm not fucking weak and I refuse to even be weak with the shit you, Henry and Samuel are making me do. I'm not a pussy. FUCK YOU.”

Alexander: “When will you realise that what you are trying to do is what pussies actually do? This is all cry for attention all of this and you are acting like a child about this. Is it really worth being affected by this and getting angry about it?”

Lord Raab: “YES.”

Alexander prevented Raab from killing himself again as Henry and Samuel came into the basement of where Raab was and wondered what was going on and Alexander whispered in Henry's ear and he shocked him and Henry speaks.

Henry Losak: “It's a good thing you got counselling tomorrow because we want you to stop this once and for all. We've gone over this so many times and it's not clicking to you somehow that you are still attempting to commit suicide and even beating, threatening and trying to kill people. Get it in your skull Raab. We are trying to help you here. It's affecting all of us, including Samuel here who fucking loves you.”

Lord Raab: “HOW IS IT FUCKING LOVE WHEN HE, YOU OR ALEXANDER SHOVE MEDICATION DOWN MY THROAT EVERY MORNING AND NIGHT?”

Henry Losak: “More than you fucking realise and we do this because we know you can't ever take medication on your own. Stop this suicidal attempts crap and get yourself to bed. No gym work at all tomorrow and I'm dragging your ass down to the counselling place tomorrow whether you like it or not.”

Henry leaves to go back into his office and Samuel, Alexander and Raab leave the basement as them three go up to the living room where Raab gets tied to a chair and screams.

Lord Raab: “LET ME GO RIGHT NOW.”

Alexander: “NO, YOU NEED T...........”

Lord Raab: “FUCK YOU. I DON'T NEED IT.”

Alexander: “YES YOU DO FOR YOUR HEART.”

Raab struggles to get free, but he couldn't because he's tied in very tightly with his arms on the back of the chair and his feet get tied back of the chair as well as there's no way out for Raab and Alexander uses an electric gun to Raab's stomach to get him to be a little weakened before Samuel shoves the medication down Raab's throat as they leave him for a little bit before he gets back to normal and they untie him as Raab went straight upstairs to his room as Samuel and Alexander follow him as Raab and Samuel went off to sleep with Alexander keeping an eye out on Raab to prevent him from killing himself.

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Counselling about having heart disease. Las Vegas, Nevada. Friday 12th August.

It's been a long while since Steven saw Lord Raab and this time it had Henry involved because of the news that Raab wasn't taking too kindly to at all whatsoever as he couldn't handle the fact that he had to take medication for the rest of his life and Henry already spoken all about the consistent fears Raab has and Steven got concerned as he's already launched at him today and all Raab is doing is trying to be calm which isn't really helping and Steven sees how mentally sick Raab is and he speaks to Henry as they are sitting opposite of the large table Steven had gotten recently with some water to drink for both men.

Steven Qivers: “The thing is we know he won't take medication by himself, but he's afraid to take it because he's never had to be forced into this situation before. He wants to suffer pain because of the rape incident that really hurt him mentally and he knows if he uses medication, it would make him weak.”

Henry Losak: “Yes, he's been saying that all the time now that he's weak and worthless. He says he doesn't feel like a real monster any more because he wants to feel pain, he wants to be able to cope with it without taking medicat...................”

Lord Raab: “Because it's for pussies who can't take the pain and give up coping pain to use cheap shit to remove it instead of dealing with it. I'm not fucking weak and I have and never needed medication to cure myself from this.”

Steven Qivers: “But what about the suicide attempts you've been doing? Henry knows how hard it's been for you since you was told the news about you having heart disease, but you realise it's because of you being angry every single day that's caused these consistent pains in your chest along with fainting from high blood pressure.”

They don't even get a reaction from Raab as he's too angry from hearing about the news and it's a concern that he hasn't taken the news seriously which he has fainted, but he laughed about it as he loves to be in pain and feeling pain, but he's even refusing to listen apart from the part where he wants to give up his life and speaks.

Lord Raab: “What, you are telling me that taking medication isn't a pussy and weak move to make? You're as pathetic as Henry is.”

Steven Qivers: “No it's not because it's about survival and at this point, you are fighting for your life. Look, I take medication for my mental problems, do you think I'm weak for making myself better? No it doesn't because I actually want to live my life and cure myself from it.”

Henry Losak: “See, that's exactly what I've been trying to tell you, but you keep wanting to commit suicide and explain to me how stealing poison is a good idea?”

Lord Raab: “I rather die because I felt pain than dying because of me taking medication, trying to get rid of pain I feel. Do you know how fucking hard it is for me to not feeling like my life has ended because of how weak I am. How does that reflect on me being confident to become a tag team or an Internet champion someday?”

Steven Qivers: “But taking medication is a good thing and I think you are scared of that. I know you are sick and tired of taking it, but it's also teaching you a lesson that you now have to be a lot more calmer. You have to get around on talking to someone other than me, Henry and Samuel about your life with being raped and with your life being at risk.”

Of course it's a much bigger goal to do now than ever before as it's been a few months since Raab has gotten the news about his heart disease, but it's gotten even worse as Henry explains a situation that almost got Raab into prison.

Henry Losak: “He's been saying death threats towards people as well as trying to have suicidal thoughts and attempts.”

Steven Qivers: “I think from what I'm hearing, Raab's not the brave and strong soul he has, he's more or less being a coward.”

Lord Raab: “Cowards are people who use tablets and medicine to cure themselves from pain cos they can't fucking take it. I can you see and you fuckers have no fucking logic with that.”

Henry Losak: “We do have logic Raab, Steven just told you he takes medication to save his life and wanting to have a better life. He's right you know on you being a coward, when is it going to get into your fucking head that you want to die because of this stupid reason of t..................”

Lord Raab: “IT'S NOT FUCKING STUPID. JUST FUCK OFF.”

Steven made sure the door was closed and even had to put a steel door since Raab already broke a wooden door quite recently just to get out and had it to be replaced, but this time Raab couldn't. There's not even a glass door to get out, not even the windows because they were metal as well as he's suffering really bad, going on one knee as Henry shivers in fear cos of the signs of Raab being dizzy and placing his hand on his heart area and stays with him, but he doesn't faint as he calms down when he needed to and sits down as Henry speaks.

Henry Losak: “But it is because you don't have any care in the world for Samuel's dreams of wanting to be tag team champions with you, not caring about wanting to be an internet champion and be another one of the few people in SCW to hold all the titles in the company and fuck it, I might as well get it out in the open but don't you want to have a baby with Samuel, the main purpose of why you have to get over your fears of women?”

Steven Qivers: “Oh really? If I'd knew about that, I'd push you a lot more to chat to a woman. See there's so many reasons why you shouldn't die and right now, you are acting like a coward. You are Raab because you refuse to know what goals you want to achieve and Alexander is there because to stop you from committing suicide.”

Lord Raab: “Fuck this, I'm out.”

Raab turns away from both Henry and Steven as Henry has been encouraging Raab a lot to stop killing himself and maybe all of those things will give Raab the message to stop doing what he's been trying to do over the last few days and Henry speaks.

Henry Losak: “I wish I could see him cry over this Steven because it would be much healthier than him trying to do this to himself.”

Steven Qivers: “I see that's another thing of Raab's biggest fears is tears. I've seen one drop of tear in his eyes, but he's never really let them come down. He's scared of crying as well and it's something I want to get across. A lot of men think crying is for wimps, but it's stronger than being angry.”

Henry Losak: “That's the thing about his husband, he cries every night being really scared for Raab.”

Steven Qivers: “Does Samuel cry in front of Raab?”

Henry Losak: “I don't think he has actually. I don't even think Raab knows Samuel cries every night, worried like shit about him. He doesn't have a clue and it's something I need to tell Raab about. I want Raab to see Samuel crying in front of him, but he doesn't because Samuel fears Raab will throttle him for doing so. I need to tell Samuel this too sometime in the week that he shouldn't feel so scared to cry in front of Raab.”

Even Henry himself has been crying about Raab, even been afraid of him because of beating everyone around him who he feels look healthy and strong as Steven sees the suffering of Henry, looking quite depressed and he speaks.

Steven Qivers: “It's not your fault. I wish Raab was paying attention along with seeing and hearing this. Please, don't do that to yourself because Raab needs you and Samuel more than he looks like he does. We just got to be strong for him. I'm sorry, but our session ended like ten minutes ago and I have to ask you and Raab to leave.”

Henry nods as he stands up and wipes the tears off because he certainly didn't want Raab to beat him up as Henry speaks to Raab who's still facing the wall.

Henry Losak: “Come on Raab, we are leaving.”

Raab mutters thank god to himself as it was the best news for him to know his session had ended for today as Raab stood up from his chair and they walked out of the door with Henry, hoping that Raab will change his ways as they go out of the counselling place and they drive straight back home where Raab was heading towards his apartment which stunned Henry a little bit as he heads back to his office room to do some paperwork with Raab's next amateur boxing fight which he lost the fight in the sixth round a couple of months ago.

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Anger fighting/Match announcement. Las Vegas, Nevada. Thursday 18th August.

After the counselling support Lord Raab had early in the morning, it was time for some training he craved for days after a few days rest without going out anywhere, apart from keeping Samuel company, but he still wrestled with anger as he's throwing his opponents around like a bunch of rag dolls, but still had death threats towards his opponents as one of his opponents got blasted with very hard and vicious shots towards the opponent as Lord Raab continues to punch until the guy was covered in blood, being busted wide open.

Of course Raab knew he was going to be wrestling in SCW this week, but he had no idea who his opponent is going to be as he also has Samuel wrestling with him in case it happens to be a tag team match as they done a few double team moves on other opponents and they almost destroyed them like nothing has been done before in the gym, except that Raab was calling out death threats at the opponent.

Lord Raab: “YOU ARE GOING TO FUCKING DIE FROM MY OWN HANDS. BURN INTO THE FIRE YOU GO.”

Raab gets out of the ring and places metal devices all around the ring and he lights the ring up in flames as he feels more or less comfortable with as he gets into the ring and beats the living hell out of his opponents, likewise with Samuel as well as Samuel throws the guy into the flames as Lord Raab sees the action going on and he speaks.

Lord Raab: “That's it Sam, kill the fucker and burn him into pieces.”

Samuel shook his head, refusing to do what Raab said and focus on burning him up before he gets out of the ring as it was down to Raab and the other opponent, but Raab literally wanted to make his opponent not even stand on two feet the way he was wrestling him as he done a lot of submission holds and even attempting to do dangerous moves to a point where he wanted to break the guy's neck or arm or leg, wherever he felt like doing.

Raab signs Samuel to get him a steel chair as he does so as Samuel threw the chair into Raab's hands and smacks it across the guy's back with a lot of force as he smashes time and time and time again until he got up again and smashes it on his face as well as Samuel goes over to the vending machines and got some water to drink as it seemed like Raab wanted to keep going non stop until the chair was bent in half.

It was clear as day that Raab wanted to hurt the guy bad as he spikes his neck with a piledriver move and sees the guy in pain. How Raab wanted to get that feeling back in his body instead of removing it with medication as he plants his face in the fire and he leaves him right in the fire and Raab places his own body in the fire as well as Samuel rushes over to turn the flames off with Henry shaking his head and sees Raab going out of the headquarters as he went for a walk when he saw a woman across the street looking healthy as she can be and he ran towards her and took her down as he screams while punching her and says

Lord Raab: “IF NOBODY WANTS TO DIE WITH ME, YOU FUCKING WILL.”

Raab lays in so many punches which then Samuel ran straight out and pulls him off from the woman and he holds up a piece of paper that's written sorry on it and the woman even rans away, being afraid of Raab. Raab didn't really care for what he did as he tried it with another guy, but Samuel pulls Raab hard and goes back to the headquarters as Henry walks up to Raab, shaking his head at him and speaks.

Henry Losak: “Do you have any idea if someone calls the police on you, you go to jail?”

Lord Raab: “I don't care, I rather be killed in prison than kill the fact I have to remove pain in my body.”

Henry Losak: “You don't even want to hear the huge announcement I got for you. OK I phone Mark and Chri.................”

Lord Raab: “What announcement? You better not tell me bullshit cos I'm sick to death of being told bullshit about life and things in general and I'll fucking kill you if you are lying to me.”

Henry knew it wasn't the time to play fun and games with Raab as he sighs, knowing Raab may like the news and even Samuel doesn't even know what the announcement is as Henry looks at him with a smile on his face, playing Raab's mind up as he goes to punch him, but Samuel holds him back against the wall as Henry speaks about it.

Henry Losak: “I'm honest Raab, look stop getting in a hissy fit when people smile at you, Jesus. The reason why I smiled is because if you went out and went to kill someone, how does that reflect SCW or yourself on I don't know, becoming the Internet champion for the company?”

Lord Raab: “I....um.”

Henry Losak: “Exactly so stop this bullshit and get your head into the game. Samuel, you know exactly what Raab's plans are to at least hold every single title once in SCW and he's only half way there. You have Matt Spears, Kain and the Internet Champion himself Rage.”

Henry nods as Samuel releases Raab onto the floor, looking somewhat stunned with the news with already his first match since July, been given a title shot. Not something he agrees with in a long run, but it was totally better than the hell he's been through the last few months and he speaks.

Lord Raab: “Oh please, that's funny. Matt Spears and Kain. I've beaten those punks before in a match and of course that pretend monster. You know, it makes me laugh how much Rage pisses and moans like a fucking baby. Have you seen the amount of times he's moaned and complained every single challenge he gets?”

Henry Losak: “Well he did ask for challengers after all, but at the same time Raab, he's been dominating people around him and fuck, this is your first singles match since you faced against Matt Spears sometime ago. I suggest you get your head in the game and start doing training because all this suicide and death bullshit comes to a stop right now.”

Lord Raab: “OK fine, just fine I'll do it for a few days and it seems like everyone has forgotten the fact I actually wanted a shot for the Internet belt sometime ago. It's the only singles belt I've got to achieve in SCW and once I capture it and then losing the Internet belt, I'm calling quits on singles matches and just be in tag matches.”

Henry Losak: “It doesn't mean you are staying here either Samuel because me and you have to  meet up with Ben and Jamie. They want you both to go for the tag team titles again. Of course, we'll sort that business out since it's not wise for Raab to join us for that stupid tea party since you aren't sociable and you have a title match to focus on.”

It seems like since people knew The Monstimals were coming back, there's more chances than ever for them to become champions. Raab did have a bit of a wonder on why he and Samuel are being gunned for title shots so soon as he speaks about it.

Lord Raab: “What, why are we being considered title contenders? Like we lost against The Elders which I was glad as fuck about cos there was no way I was going to torture myself on that fucking boat again. You knew I was glad that we lost that match cos if we defeated them and Bad Company, boom we'd be on the boat.”

Henry Losak: “I don't know Raab, but let me and Samuel take care of Ben and Jamie meeting because I want you to win the Internet title.”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Lord Raab: “I don't know how I feel about this. Like things are going to shit outside of wrestling world and then I get an Internet title shot? It's all too much for me to take in.”

Henry Losak: “Well, I'm glad you have something to be happy about for once in your life. Rage is really the only main target for you since you've beaten the other two already like Rage has as well, but Raab, focus on why you are alive and focus what would happen if you committed suicide the last few months.”

Lord Raab: “I'm still gonna fucking kill Rage, Matt Spears and Kain though. That thought will never go away. I'm fucking them three up so bad that they won't recognise who Lord Raab is and instead, I get to be the triple crown champion, most likely be the first one to do so without capturing the tag team titles.”

In fact the match announcement made Raab be how he was before the heart disease news, being himself and he decides to go in his apartment and let the moment sink in for a moment as all the hatred and wanting to die talks had officially come to an end as he really closes his eyes and dreams about being champion already as he wakes up and sees Samuel standing over him and had a bit of time with him and talks nicely.

Lord Raab: “I don't know Sam, I can't cope with my shit. I'm so sorry for trying to kill myself. I just can't cope with taking medication for the rest of my life to remove the paint. Tonight I will take the medication by myself. Sorry for scaring you and making you cry. Henry told me about that and I just got to learn and realise you love me which is why you cried for me, isn't it?”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Lord Raab: “Yeah. I can't wait to get in the ring and show these punks how wrestling is done, especially shutting the mouth up on Rage of his whiny bitching and complaining about lack of challengers. He's such a fucking woman that he's not even a real fucking monster like me or even an animal like you. Let me take my medication.”

Samuel nods as he gives Raab a bit of a cuddle before Raab gets up and gets the medication out of the box and gets a glass from the cupboard and fills the glass up with some water and then he places them in his mouth to drink as Samuel knew it was a major boost for Raab to do that, although the news about the internet/tag team title contention has brightened Raab's mood up, although he'd prefer to earn his title shots, it's something that for now, he takes for granted.

Lord Raab: “I just wanna you know, make a bit of time for loving one another.”

Samuel knew exactly what he meant as both Raab and Samuel went upstairs to their bedroom and Raab closed the door and the only thing you have left to hear are noises coming from the room which they lasted quite sometime until Raab and Samuel went to sleep at three in the morning to rest for the whole day which then lead to Raab getting up quite late in the afternoon to spend all the time down at the headquarters gym, working out non stop to be ready for his match against Kain, Matt Spears and Rage for the Internet title.

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Internet title, here I come ustream.com shoot.

“Before I address my opponents and the match for the Internet title, I want to address something that Henry pointed out to me that someone mentioned on a certain blog that nobody from the male division is interested in the internet title. Obviously, this blind fucking bitch Zelda Clark didn't watch the Climax Control show from twenty seventh of March two thousand and sixteen where I said I have a huge amount of interest in wanting a shot for the Internet title and I've been waiting for one for quite sometime, but I had the chance also to become a tag team champion which was offered to me first.

Of course I was interested, just my focus had been on the tag team titles because at the time of me and Samuel being challenged for the tag team belts, there was no one out there who would challenge Ben for the tag team titles so instead of being placed in some match for the Internet title, me and Samuel took the chance for the tag team titles and it's been worth it, hasn't it? I suggest before you make any more stupid comments, look at that show where I clearly said I more than interested in the internet belt because it's the only belt singles division wise I've never held. Hell, I've never even had an Internet title shot since it was introduced to the company, I just wanted to earn it.

Yes I didn't earn one this time around and I even questioned as to why I got one, but it kinda makes sense with the hell I've had to go through these two months about something that's changed my life forever. I fucking hate I have to live on taking something every single day for the rest of my life. It kills me inside that it's trying to remove something I've coped to suffer for my whole damn life. Anyway that's not the point because again before I get to my opponents, I want to say to J2H that you are still without a doubt the biggest joke of a champion SCW's ever seen.

Just what exactly has made you fucking god, what cos of the title defences you had? The only threat you've had for the belt was Despayre, nobody else has been a threat to you. Last time I checked, you haven't faced me in a match with or without the title you made a fucking joke out of. You continue to brag about being a champion and being on camera all the time, but why the fuck does any champion need to do that?

Isn't being a champion about defending the belt anyway? We fucking get it James, we know you are the SCW Heavyweight champion, but your long title reign is so shit that you keep getting easy opponents to challenge and beat so no, I'm not impressed about your fluke long title reign and I don't want to hold the title again because I've been there done that. No need to have another reign when I've already been champion to do so. Stop being on camera every fucking week man child and prove you have the balls to take on challengers that are a REAL THREAT to you because you are a shit champion so fuck you because you was lucky you didn't face Drake Green in a singles match for the belt. I hated the guy, but at least he fought against people who were a threat to him and I respect him more than you. You will never get respect from me.

I got them parts over and done with and now speak about Kain, Matt Spears and Rage. I know the three of you have already faced each other already whether that's for the Internet title or not, but I've already faced the two of you in this match and well, lets say you boys have had your chances and fucking blew it which has been the case, hasn't it Kain? I heard you already had the shot for the internet title and lost against Rage. Yes, you weren't the one pinned, but you still lost the match so what makes you think you deserve another shot of Rage's internet title?

Duh you don't and somehow you've been placed in this match yet again. I get it, you came back for some god knows reason to achieve the goal of winning belts again, but why? Why do you need to win all four belts once again? I see no fucking point and you should've not even come back cos you've done everything there is in SCW, let the other SCW stars have their shot for the Internet belt. Yes you are a tough guy and I get the passion of wanting to win the belt, but you don't need to be in this match. Fuck, your useless fucked up brain has most likely forgotten about the time I made you retire from SCW.

Of course you don't remember because your Kings character is just as lame as the god character. You aren't the king of shit, not anymore so let me ask you this, what an earth makes you deserving of that internet title once again? Because from what I've been hearing, you've not even been that impressive around here since you've return and I even almost forgot about you until Henry mentioned your name to me in being in this match so of course, you've turned to be a weak pathetic man who somehow has said some death threats to his opponents in the past.

I'M THE ONE WHO GIVES OUT DEATH THREATS YOU WORTHLESS SACK OF SHIT. GO AHEAD AND KILL ME AND SEE IF I CARE BECAUSE THE WAY I SEE THINGS, I RATHER DIE IN THE RING THAN SUFFER WHAT I'VE GOT TO DEAL WITH IN REAL LIFE, BUT I ALSO FIGHT TO KILL YOU TOO KAIN BECAUSE YOU WILL BE KILLED BEFORE ME. YOU WILL HAVE YOUR HEAD CRUSHED TO THE GROUND WITH ME KICKING THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF IT UNTIL YOU AREN'T EVEN MOVING, UNTIL YOU'LL BE BRAIN FUCKING DEAD AS I WILL MAKE SURE YOUR CAREER IN SCW WILL BE ENDED FOR GOOD AS YOUR DEATH AWAITS UPON YOU SOONER RATHER THAN LATER AND YOU'LL GO STRAIGHT TO HELL AS YOU WILL BE THE FIRST GUY I PIN AND KILL IN THE RING AND YOU ARE GOING TO FUCKING HATE ME SO MUCH THAT YOU WON'T EVER THREATEN SOMEONE DEATH THREATS EVER AGAIN.

Sorry back to me being calm which happens to be the case with Matt Spears who fought extremely hard against me awhile back and that I will never forget because it lead you towards having your first ever title match against James Tusani for the Roulette title. In fact, out of all the opponents I'm facing in this match, you are the only one I've not really had much problems with and why? Cos I respect the hell out of you for the fight you brought against me and ignore the other two stupid idiots who say you aren't a threat because you are.

I don't usually mean that to a lot of people, but you've certainly got the talent and the guts to take me on in only your third match in SCW. You've even turned a lot of heads since you've come here so don't worry about losing against Rage and me, you are only learning the ropes after all. I'm more pissed off than ever though because just like me, you've been gifted a title shot you don't deserve either.

Despite having really nothing against you dude, you are still my opponent the end of the day and I will come out with a lot more anger and aggression as you've not heard death threats towards Kain because his brain is fucked up more than anybody else's. If you want to know who the most delusional person is in this match, it's Kain with his stupid facts and his worthless threats that won't mean a damn thing once he's killed by the hands of me. Sadly, I have to say the same towards you just because you are in this match for the internet title and if I don't win, I hope you will Matt because I hate you the least as I've said.

Moving from one end of the spectrum to the other on someone who's been bitching for worthy challengers Rage. I get it, you have been on a roll with your title run on dominating everyone in your path that's ever come in front of you for the Internet belt. Hell, I think I prefer you than J2H as a champion right now because unlike him, you've proven to be a god damn threat with your size, strength and ability to do well as a champion

But the problem I have with you is you seem to bitch so much about having undeserving challengers. Look, I did want to go for the belt long before you was one, but Ben and Jamie offered me the chance to face them for the tag titles first so I went ahead and had two matches. To this day out of the current teams me and Samuel have faced, them and The Elders are the only ones who've defeated us in tag team competition.

Who cares who you face against for the Internet title, you put up with the matches and fucking face them like a true fighting champion should do. You treat the SCW locker room like crap saying how everyone is not a threat to you, but look who you got standing in front of you taking out Matt and Kain, me. I am a threat to you regardless if you deny that or not, but you are pretty much a fucking hypocrite to say that Kain bitches and whines about wanting the Internet title, you bitch and whine a lot more than him about lack of challenges.

But that's fine because you'll be bitching more when I defeat your worthless ass when I take that Internet title away. I handed you the win in that pathetic intergender tournament because I was forced in it by Henry. He didn't even tell me I was going to be in that match which I had to find out by a fellow MMA fighter who heard the announcement on the radio. It's like the same situation with The Elders as well which me and Samuel purposely lost to because there's no chance in hell I'm ever going to be on that boat ever again. You might be the guy who I feel is the biggest dog in the park when it comes to this match, but I don't like you at all whatsoever. I think I hate Kain a lot more than you, but you are the second to hate on my list.

You didn't know I was interested for your Internet belt, did you Rage? No because the Internet title is the missing piece of the puzzle I have to complete. You may say, oh Lord Raab's not all about titles, he's all about trying to kill his opponents, but I can't quit SCW until I've done two things and that's capturing the internet and the tag team titles. Once I've completed those goals, I'm done with this company and let Samuel take control of going on a singles run here.

But that's for the future because I still haven't forgotten what a fake pathetic monster you are you claimed to be since you did protect Sam Marlowe like the woman couldn't defend for herself against me. Real monsters are like me who don't give a flying fuck about any human being and destroy whoever is in front of me. Hell, I still remember you admitting you won't face Despayre in the tournament and I suggest you should because it seems like according to you, he's the only person who's a threat around SCW.

Of course if Drake was still wrestling, he'd be a threat as well for the Internet title, but he's not here any more. For the love of god Rage, stop fucking bitching about people and actually learn to respect your opponents if you are such a nice guy which you haven't been these last few weeks, have you? No cos you swear like no other, you barely destroy your opponents and barely had threats for your title. Bring every ounce of anger towards me Rage because trust me, I embrace it to all of my opponents I face.

I embrace the violence that's going to happen in this Internet fatal four way match because it's about damn time that I get myself a singles title again, only this time it's for the Internet title. I'm not an internet social media guy, far from the truth because I will never use child's twitter site where talking shit behind a computer is for pussies like Rage and Kain who most likely bitch and bicker about everything said to one another on there.

No, I'm going to be the internet champion to complete the puzzle of being the triple crown champion around SCW and really, that's all I need the Internet belt for and all of you fuckers are going to witness your own deaths I aim to put yourselves though and put you right the bottom of the ring once I've made all three of you taste your own fucking blood, exploiting violence and anger you've never seen before. Exploiting the ways of your deaths. I even hear a battle royal going on if one of us wins the match. Bring that shit on I say because I welcome all challenges, having no problems defending the internet belt against worthy challengers.

I won't even complain about it either because I rather be known as a champion who continuously defends against whoever stands in front of me than a champion who whines and bitches about nobody being a real challenge for them and than being a champion who stands in front of a camera waving their title around, bragging about their weak title defences every single week when wrestlers are real champions when they defend the belts against real threats.

I really hope you both are fucking ready to take me on because I've been ready for two days, preparing to make history on being one of the first people to hold the singles belts before going to the tag titles. Everyone has had at least one tag title reign before completing the goal of being a Grand Slam Champion, I'm going to be a triple crown champion because I fucking deserve to. I want the Internet title more than any of you three fucks do.

When I mean I'm going to literally kill you three, I'm not joking unlike Kain who can't do shit to anybody in the match, I will be the one who will either pin one of you for the three count or I'll hear one of you scream out in pain like a bunch of bitches you all are and hear that hand tapping over and over again. Trust me when I hold wrestlers in submission holds, I won't let go and nobody is going to stop me from making each one of you brain dead in the ring, especially you Kain. All of you are a threat of course, but I'm the biggest dog here and I'm more than confident on winning the Internet belt because I want it in my own hands.

I will walk away from that damn arena with the Internet belt in my hands and I will prove to you Rage that I can beat you once and for all and focusing more on you than I did the last time and I won't let you beat me this time because you aren't angry or intimidating with your rage, I'm used to being raged, but I'm a lot more deranged than you at the moment. Tomorrow night, this Monster will be the new Internet champion as Matt, Kain and Rage are going to prepare for their own pathetic endings of their time of  trying to win the belt. See you fuckers out there and prepare for the worse beatings anyone will see in your lives.”