It had been a few days since I last saw Victoria Ravencroft. Me and Aiden never really talked about the subject at hand, probably because we didn't want any awkwardness between us. One night we decided to just hang out at our favorite bar, The White Horse..watering hole for everybody in LA. We went over to the bartender who nodded to us.
Raymond: Hey what'll it be boys?
Griffin Hawkins: Just two beers.
He pours us some beers. I drink mine as we both just converse about the things that have been going on in the news lately...Trump, celebs, you name it. But the one thing we didn't talk about is family..for obvious reasons. Then out of nowhere he brings it up.
Aiden Ravencroft: So...we're not gonna talk about it?
Griffin Hawkins: You mean the thing with your Mom?
Aiden Ravencroft: No I mean Kim and Kanye, of course that. Are we just gonna ignore it?
Griffin Hawkins: I was hoping she brought it up with you.
Aiden Ravencroft: We don't usually talk that much these days..
Griffin Hawkins: I see..
Aiden Ravencroft: ...So, what happened?
Griffin Hawkins: Well..she came around...sticking her nose up at my line of work. And said that it would be just a matter of time before you come back to working for the family.
Aiden Ravencroft: Yeah..she likes to act like she knows everything.
Griffin Hawkins: Look..if you want to back out of this thing with me, I understand.
Aiden Ravencroft: Wait what?...
Griffin Hawkins: I don't want to come between you and your family. I got enough going on in my life and I don't want your family drama to be part of it...so It'd be a good idea if you quit.
He looked at me with a serious look on his face.
Aiden Ravencroft: You're not gonna get rid of me that easily Griff...
Griffin Hawkins: What?
Aiden Ravencroft: You hired me..and I'm staying by your side.
Griffin Hawkins: But what about your family?
Aiden Ravencroft: I love my family..but it's time I do what's right for myself.
Griffin Hawkins: She said that you were just going through a dry spell and it won't be long until you come to your senses.
Aiden Ravencroft: Well, I have a history of trying new things and falling on my ass. This time I want to see it through.
Griffin Hawkins: I guess I understand that..
Aiden Ravencroft: Besides, how will I know if I'm good at something if I'm stuck under my family's umbrella. I'm sick and tired of people kissing my ass just because of my family name. Maybe my Dad is used to being surrounded by sycophants, but that's not me. Besides, I think us together will make a great team.
Griffin Hawkins: You really think so?
Aiden Ravencroft: I know so...I'm with you for the long haul.
I smile and raise my glass.
Griffin Hawkins: Then here's to us...The Hawkins and Ravencroft Detective Agency.
We both cling our mugs together.
Aiden Ravencroft: Damn right..but why does your name have to be first?
I laugh as I sit back down.
Griffin Hawkins: Because I thought of it first. When you put your own detective agency together you can call it whatever you want.
Aiden Ravencroft: You better watch yourself then..
From here on out, we're our own men. Nobody to tell us what to do or how to do things. We were going to work together and help people. Something told me to trust Aiden. It's us against the world, and it's time for us to go out there and prove that we belong.
~Flashback~
The past can definitely hurt. I know that better than anyone. Marquis asked me to give wrestling a try...and I figured, why not? For the next three years I'd continue to wrestle, getting trained and honing my craft in the ring. But I didn't know how else to get through the day. During one event, I had a big match against an opponent I didn't know if I could beat or not. To relax, I needed a little pick me up....in the form of a needle. As I sat alone in the bathroom stall, I took a deep breath as I tied a band to my arm, injecting the heroin into me.
Griffin Hawkins: Oww!...fuck...
I then heard a familiar voice come into the bathroom.
Marquis Laveaux: Griff? You okay?
I quickly put the tools away in my leather jacket, rolling my sleeve back up and flushing the toilet as I leave the stall, hopefully fooling him. He looks at me with an odd look on his face as I come up to him.
Griffin Hawkins: ..Hey..
Marquis Laveaux: ...You okay? You sounded like you were in pain in there.
Griffin Hawkins: Oh uh..it was the food in catering, jeez...you do not wanna try any of it dude..
Marquis Laveaux: Oh..right. So you ready to fight The Executioner tonight?
Griffin Hawkins: Ready as I'll ever be...
It went on like that for the next few years. The more evolved in the ring, the more my look started to evolve. I started to grow my hair out longer and I even started getting tattoos. I had a rock star look to me that I decided to go with. Taking a name from an Ace Frehley song, I decided to give myself the name The Rock Soldier. I was 21 years old by the time I started to make it into a major wrestling promotion...Gods of Wrestling. I had spent so much time overseas, wrestling in Japan, Europe and everywhere in between. This was my first American federation.
I was ready.
I had a meeting with the owner of GOW, Jus Huntley and he had signed me to a five year contract. I was so excited I had to tell Marquis.
I rushed home to the apartment, wanting to tell him the good news. After years of struggling, taking beatings from people bigger than me, I had finally made it. More than anything, I wanted to be a tag team. He got me off the streets and gave me a home. The least I can do is succeed with him. As I opened the door to the apartment, I was expecting to see Marquis...but instead I saw Tristian crying on the couch.
Griffin Hawkins: ...Tristian?
Without saying a word, she rushes over and hugs me close. Something was obviously wrong.
Griffin Hawkins: What's going on?
Tristian Michaels: ...He's gone.
I felt my heart drop to the floor...there had to be some kind of mistake.
Griffin Hawkins: ...Marquis is gone? What do you mean?
Tristian Michaels: He left, all his stuff in his room is gone.
I didn't want to believe her. I left her side and rushed to his room..and sure enough, he was gone. Not one trace of him. I went back to her as she was heartbroken.
Griffin Hawkins: ...I don't understand this, did he at least leave a note?
Tristian Michaels: No...I just came home and found that he took his things and left..
I could feel my heart shattering just as bad as hers.
Griffin Hawkins: There has to be some kind of explanation for this...
Tristian Michaels: ...Griffin, Marquis is gone, I don't think he's coming back...
Overcome with sadness, me and Tristian hug one another. Marquis had left me to my darkest lesson, if I'm going to be a success...I was gonna have to do it alone. To this day...I don't know why he left, why he decided to abandon the woman he loves. All I knew is I'd have to go on...with or without him. I haven't seen Marquis since then, he never contacted me. I knew from there, wherever my life goes, wherever my career goes, I got to make it on my own. My legacy had officially begun.
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Cameras open to what looks to be the bad side of town. Burned out buildings and desolation as far as the eye can see. But however the camera man manages to find me in these surroundings sitting against the wall on this night, clad in a leather jacket and black ripped jeans. I have my hands in my pocket as the hood on my Misfits hoodie adorns my head. I slowly begin to speak.
"The old saying goes...those who fail to learn from the past are condemned to repeat it. My past has always found a way to come back to haunt me, being surrounded by nothing but my demons in a place like this. But over they years I learned to put the past behind me and look to the future. Sin City Wrestling will always be part of my past....but I will not live in it forever. I look to the future in 2018....in that year I make it my quest to become World Heavyweight Champion for the fourth time in my career. I can put my past behind me...but one man who's a prisoner of his own past is none other than Christian Underwood. His last promo just seemed to be a shrine to himself and his glory days to when he was in his prime. I myself have accomplished a lot in the old days, but the one thing I refuse to do is rest on my laurels. I refuse to let my past definite me. This match is not about the past, it's about the future. When this is over, I'll move on to a new company...while Christian Underwood will be left to reminisce about the old times, about the man he once was."
Christian in his prime was a hell of a wrestler...but I wondered if he still has it.
"See, as I predicted Christian...you are wrong about me. See, I don't see you as some easy target, somebody that I can easily mop the floor with. I know that you are just busting through to get in that ring again, that's why I challenged you again and again to put this petty bullshit aside and fight me like a man. But some weeks ago when I did challenge you to a fight...you backed down. For the first time in those beady little eyes of yours, I saw doubt. That tells me deep down inside that you're not sure that you can take me. You're doubting yourself, questioning if you can lace up those boots one last time and beat me. That little trip down memory lane, that wasn't just a nostalgia trip....that was your attempt to intimidate me, your attempt to make me doubt myself like I'm sure you are now. But I goaded you...I questioned your manhood..called you a washed up has been...and that really struck a nerve. When I said you were an afterthought...I'm sure you went home and asked yourself...is he right? Have I gone soft? Am I still the man? All those questions will be answered this Sunday."
I rest my head against the wall of the building, just thinking on the time from now until Sunday.
"Whether you want to admit it or not Christian, you and me are not so different. We're a lot alike. We both come from broken homes, everything we have in life...we had to scratch and claw and fight our way to the top to get it. Nobody ever gave us a god damned thing..we earned it. That's all we have in common. But what makes us different is somewhere along the line...you've grown soft. If somebody like me came up to you a long time ago, you would have no problem knocking me out. But instead you decide to take your power and abuse it in the hopes that I don't become a success in SCW. I'll admit..at first I figured you were some pretty boy who was too much of a pussy to fight me. But when I found out you were a wrestler and you were a great Champion in your day, I wondered when were you gonna finally be a man and take me on face to face. The last time we had a scuffle, you gave me a black eye...but did I back down? No. I looked at you and asked is that the best you can do to me. Though I do commend you for finally deciding to be a man and fight me. But this match is gonna be the biggest mistake you ever made."
It was put up or shut up time for both of us..no turning back.
"Judging by your little speech Chris...you don't like my attitude. You think I'm cocky, that I'm full of myself, that I have an ego. Well you're right...I do have an ego. But I have earned the right to have one. I competed all over the world...not just Sin City Wrestling. I've been in so many organizations and won countless titles by doing what I say I would do and beat my opponents right dead in the center of the ring. You may not like me..but you can't deny that I am capable of putting on the match of the night. Also...I never said that I was "great". If I said something like that, I'd be a narcissistic douchebag like you. I don't need to say that I'm great..if you listen to the people out there in the arena, and all the guys in the back, they'll tell you what Griffin Hawkins is not all hype, he is the real deal. Hell, in the first three months I was here, I already won the Future Star of the Year award, and on the same night won the Internet Title despite your bogus ass officiating. That has to say something about me right? Problem is...you hate what you don't understand, that's why you take your eyes and look down upon me. But after Sunday...you're gonna have no choice but to respect me, even if I have to beat it out of you."
I go over and sit on the stoop, looking to the camera.
"You think you're the first person who's tried to hold me down out of some misplaced vendetta Christian? You obviously have not watched me over the years. In many companies there have been corrupt authority figures..some even worse than you who didn't want me representing their company just because I wasn't politically correct...just because I didn't suck up to them in exchange for title shots and guaranteed Main Event spots. I said from the beginning that I would make it to the top on my own..that's what I've always done. That's why I am Internet Champion..not because I kissed anyone's ass, nor was I protected since I got here, I earned the title just like I earned every title...I did it on my own. But it feels like no matter how many of you I get rid of, I will always have someone in my face trying to stop me from being a success because they can't stand to see someone they deem as undesirable to hold a title belt. It eats you alive inside that I am even a Champion in SCW and that my name will go down in history as the last ever Superstar to hold a prestigious belt held by greats such as J2H, Kris Ryans, Despayre, and the late Bruce Evans himself. I realize you won't be the last to try to stop my ascension to the top..but the one thing I can do, is show you why I am one of the best Superstars on the Sin City Wrestling roster. This is gonna be something you are gonna have to learn to live with."
I can feel the blood boil in me, I had a lot to prove.
"I'll give you one thing Christian...you have had a hell of a career. You beat a lot of top level competition. You beat giants...killers..guys who would crush anyone like a grape. But the reality is...I don't think
you have ever faced anyone like me. In the last few months I took everything from you, and not once did I back down. You did everything you could to try and derail me....and you failed. James Tuscini couldn't get the job done, especially with you in his back pocket. And sticking me with Samuel Deveraux, the man who handed me my first loss didn't work either. You think you got me all figured out...but you don't know the first thing about me Christian. So I want you to forget about Gene Banton, I want you to forget about Romeo, I want you to forget it all. I want you to remember the name Griffin Hawkins..and remember the date..January 14th 2018..for it will be the day that your name goes down infamy. It will be the day that you get defeated by The Rock Soldier"
I slowly stand up.
"I'm the first guy you considered getting back in the ring with? Good. I want you to continue to take solace into that. Because once that bell rings, you're gonna start to believe real quick that I'm the last man you ever want to get in the ring with. Because all this is all about planning...I got you figured out, but the same can't be said for you Chrissy. And from the sounds of that little speech of yours a few nights ago, you haven't done any planning, you seem to think this is gonna be a Cakewalk. You're the one who hasn't done his homework. You're gonna come face to face with me..and you know what happens then? You get beat....you get humiliated. Why? Because you didn't do your homework. You underestimated your opponent. You took me lightly. Sad truth Mr.Underwood is that you're not a legend in your own time....you're even not a legend in your own mind. You're a legend in your own fantasy. Playing clips of your glory days is not going to win you this match, wrestling will. When I came here to Sin City, I said I would not back down from anybody...and I sure as fuck am not gonna back down from a sad pathetic shell of a man who has an inferiority complex towards Superstars who do what he used to do...only better. To all Sin City Fans watching..I'll see you all really soon. To Christian Underwood...I'll see you Sunday."
I come down from the steps, putting my hands in my pocket as I walk off into the night.