It had been a long night, I was tired and really just wanted to go home and lay in my bed. I planned a trip for my crew to head out to LA, spend a couple days there and then touch down in Miami, just have a little mini vacation.

We we’re all excited over Mercedes’ win at Violent Conduct, it took a true legend to come in and shut the rest of the women up, I guess they mad huh?

As far as my match goes, it sucks I couldn’t grab those Tag Titles again but being as though I’ve already held them once, not winning them wasn’t so bad. My main focus was to tear apart Gabriel and I think I handled that really well; soon enough we will meet again though.

Right after Violent Conduct, I decided to catch the next flight out of Japan. I had to get back to the states immediately.

9 Hours Later

Los Angeles, California
LAX

The scene opens up outside of LAX, Sean is shown standing on the outside waiting for the car to pull up, standing on the side of him is Brooklyn.

Brooklyn:
I cannot wait to get to you’re house; I need a long shower and a nice bed to sleep on.

Sean:
Japan was draining, so much drama.

Brooklyn:
It wasn’t a bad ending though, Mercedes ended up winning the Bombshell Championship and you kind of got revenge on NXT and The Sins.

Sean:
True, but I wish I could have done more.

I was upset about my lost, I couldn’t deny that. But I knew that Violent Conduct wouldn’t be the last time Gabriel and I crossed paths, I respect him though for being able to keep up with me in the ring, he put up a good fight and even though it pains this to leave my mouth, but he deserves them titles, both him and Desparye.

Brooklyn:
Are you going to talk to Synn?

Before Sean could answer, three men in black suits walk up to Sean, forcing him to drop his bags on the ground, Sean tries to fight back but is taken down by another dude who approached him on the other side. Brooklyn runs over to Sean, but is pulled back by two other men that came from the other direction.

Suddenly three black cars pull up to the front entrance, red, white, and blue lights shinning through the entrance way. A tall man steps out the front passenger side and walks over to Sean, displaying his badge, he folds it back up and places it in his pocket.

FBI Agent:
Sean Roman Williams? Correct?

Sean nods his head

Sean:
Who the fuck wants to know?

FBI Agent:
Sean, my name is Tyler Dobbs and I work for the FBI, and right now we are placing you and you’re party under arrest.

Sean:
For the fuck what? [Sean tries to maneuver his arms out from the guys grip, but is unable to] I didn’t fucking do anything.

Mercedes, Madison, and Anthony all make their way out from the LAX entrance way, Christian who is in Mercedes’ hands starts screaming out, Mercedes tries to calm him down but is approached by another FBI Officer, who reaches for Christian and takes him out of her hands.

Mercedes:
Excuse me?

Mercedes reaches for Christian but is stopped by one of the agents, he pulls out handcuffs and starts reading her rights, beside her Madison and Anthony is also being placed under arrest and being read their rights.

Mercedes:
What is this about?

The FBI Agent ignores Mercedes and starts walking her towards the undercover Truck, Sean who is still being questioned on the side is unaware of what is going on.

Sean:
Can someone please tell me why we are being arrested?

FBI Agent:
You have the right to remain silent, anything you say or do can and will be held against you in the court of law. You have the right to an attorney and if you cannot afford an attorney, one will be provided for you. Do you understand these rights I have just read to you?

Sean refuses to answer.

FBI Agent:
Mr. Williams? Do you understand these rights?

Sean:
I understand the fucking rights, I just wish you would tell me what the fuck you are arresting me and my friends for.

FBI Agent:
Kidnapping sir, its seems as though the mothers child has pressed kidnapping charges against you, you took this child out of the country without approval for the courts and let’s just say your friends are going down with you.

Mercedes over hears the conversation turning towards the FBI Officer.

Mercedes:
Kidnapping? Christian is Sean’s son, he was just awarded full custody last month, so how is this kidnapping?

FBI Agent:
Everything will be explained once we reach the office, and everyone will be questioned. I will have my team handle you’re belongings and we will escort Christian back to Social Services where his mother will pick him up.

Sean:
Damnit, can I at least make a phone call?

FBI Agent: We will take care of that once we get to the station.

The agents gather each of them up, placing them all in separate cars. Sean turns and stares out the window wondering what mess he was forced into now, the cars speed off while the cameras we’re flashing from paparazzi taking pictures, the scene then fades to black.

 I was aware of Brooklyn's recent announcement, but hadn't commented at all about it, it was a hard thing for me, especially since the person who was fathering here child was a complete jackass. Brooklyn and Shark may have squashed their drama between each other, but dude still disrespected me and I wasn't to thrilled about the whole idea.

But Brooke was my friend, no matter what the situation was, I still supported her. As for Jade asking me, she was only curious, I wasn't mad that she brought it up, but it was more of Brooklyn's place to speak about that, then me.

As for her praying to the moon and speaking all this language, I was confused, but I played it off.

Sean stands there for a second, not knowing how to answer the question.

Brooke will be alright, and it's nice of you to pray for her because I'm sure she needs it. I don't know how the staff will handle Brooklyn's participation in the Bombshell Title match, but I'm pretty sure they'll come up with something.

Sean let out a sigh of relief, he didn't really want to discuss the Brooklyn pregnancy with it being her business, he started to walk around the hotel room trying to think of a different topic.

Uhhh...so how is Japan treating you?  

 Standing on the outside of the door, Sean is shown standing with his phone in hand, wearing a pair of gray sweats and cut up shirt.

I don't know if I have the right room or not. [Sean pauses] I was looking for Charlie and I thought this was his room, but it's Sean.

 Tokyo, Japan
The Ritz - Carlton: Tokyo
9:59 Am - Present

Nicki: Wake the hell up Sean.

The scene opens up inside Sean’s hotel room, Sean is shown lying across the bed. Nicki grabs one of the pillows and tosses it at Sean, he doesn’t budge.

Nicki: If you didn’t have a long night then I wouldn’t be going through this right now.

Nicki grabs another pillow from the top of the bed tossing it at Sean, finally he throws his hand in the air annoyed that Nicki is trying to force him to awake. He turns and rolls on his back, staring up at Nicki.

Sean: What, fuck? I am tired.

Nicki: What time did you go to bed?

Sean: I don’t know, maybe like an hour ago. What time is it?

Nicki: It’s 10:00 in the morning Sean, I was outside banging on the fucking door for like an hour and stupid ass housekeeping couldn’t understand the word key.

Sean chuckles.

Nicki: Oh? So you find that funny?

Sean: I mean we are in Japan, not everyone is going to understand English.

Nicki: You would think they would, but whatever. My question to you was, who was that gentleman from last night?

Hold up! What gentleman?

Sean: What you mean?

Nicki: After we got off the plane, I saw you downstairs talking to some guy in the lobby and you two were talking a awful long time.

Sean: I don’t remember.

Nicki: One of them nights huh? I didn’t know you had it in you Sean.

Sean: Had what? [Sean jumps up from the bed and runs into the bathroom slamming the door] I don’t know what your talking about.

Nicki walks to the bathroom door leaning her face against the door.

Nicki: Don’t be foolish.

Sean: Huh? [Yelling through the door] I am not being foolish, I don’t know what the fuck your talking about.

Nicki: Whatever Sean, I need a latte.

Nicki heads toward the door, she opens it to find the mystery man from last night standing on the outside.

Scene fades

Tokyo, Japan
Last Night



The scene opens up inside the Ritz - Carlton Hotel, the scene spans the lobby, beautiful and delicate. Sean is shown sitting, waiting while Nicki prepared the rooms. He pulls his phone out, scrolling through his messages hoping to see one from his mom, interrupted by a tap on his shoulder, he turns and finds a man standing above him with a name tag that reads Daniel, eyebrow raised, Sean stands facing the man.

Sean: Yes?

Daniel: [Clears Throat] Sorry, [Laughs] I noticed you from across the room and I wanted to -

Sean interrupts.

Sean: Look I’m not signing any autographs right now and really don’t have the patient to take any pictures, I just got off a long flight and all I want to do is go to my room and sleep.

Daniel: Well lucky for you I was going to ask for neither.

Sean: [Surprised] Oh, so what is that you want?

Daniel: Conversation.

Huh?

Sean: I don’t understand.

Daniel: Is it really this difficult for guys to hit on you or are you just a difficult person?

Sean: Both! But why would you want to have conversation with me? Clearly you don’t know me.

Daniel: [Chuckles] I know “Who you are” but you are right, I don’t know who you are. Which is why I approached you and believe me that was very hard.

Sean: I guess it was nice gesture.

Daniel: I would introduce myself, but I’m pretty sure you noticed the name on the nametag, and I already know your name is Sean so we can skip the introduction part, I to just landed here in Tokyo and honestly before I go to sleep I think it would be nice to you know [Pauses] get a little buzz on, make sure I have a restful night.

Sean: May I ask why you are here?

Daniel: Business, I am actually representing a client here in Japan and I decided to kind of mix business with pleasure, get a little work done while I spend some vacation time.

It was kind of weird I was having this conversation, any other time I would of dismissed the dude and kept it moving.

I guess I had to during those days since I felt I was attached to someone.

I’m disgusted at the outcome of what happened between Synn and I, I personally think we could of handled the situation better, but Synn is so fucking stubborn and hard headed that he had to handle it immaturely. I tried on numerous occasions to reach out to Synn and squash whatever issues he had with me and issues I had with him.

But this is also beyond Synn, this is because he hated the fact I attacked the Sins, he hated the fact that the history between Gabriel and I was becoming so dangerous, so vengeful.

I never wanted to disrespect Synn or his son, but it got to the point where I felt the need to make that huge change, to step out and do something that would shock the hell out of people, that would have people asking why? Then that’s when DC became.


I wanted to kind of start a group, a rebellious group, a fucking group so unstoppable. I failed, and I admit that I failed. I handled it the wrong way and I should of paid more attention to what my team wanted instead my own selfish needs.

I was angry, this match had my angry and right now I didn’t even want to think about another man. I was still so confused about Synn, about the relationship I thought we could have. But Daniel was bold, he seem persistent and knew exactly what he wanted, I respected him because he had balls enough to approach me, and even make me smile in  such a short period of time.

I wasn’t use to that shit.

Daniel waves his hand in front of Sean’s face getting his attention back.

Daniel: I bore you already?

Sean: No it’s not that, I just don’t want you to expect anything from me tonight. I am here because I have an important next week and I wanted to be here to kind of experience Tokyo and spend time with some of my fans.

Daniel: Well if helps I am a fan.

Sean: Maybe.

Daniel: Just have one drink with me, and I promise I’ll leave you alone.

Sean hesitates at first, but then nods his head.

45 Minutes later.

I was tripping, I swear I was. I was on my fifth drink, and three shots later I know I was read to fuck. But I didn’t want to tell him, but damn he looked so good to me right now but all I could think about was Synn, all I wanted was Synn.

Or did I?

I didn’t want to fall for the same mistakes I had done in the past. I was drunk as fuck and at that moment all I could think about was what this dude would look like undressed, and how he would feel on top of me and my hands grazing his body.

Damnit.

Sean: Are you staying at the Ritz Carlton tonight?

Daniel: Yes.

Sean: Walk me to my room.

Sean finishes his drink off sliding it across the table, he grabs his room key and Daniel’s hand walking towards the elevator, he waves at Nicki who is also sitting at the bar and the two walk into the elevator.

Sean: I can’t believe you actually saw my match with Goth, damn I wish I would of known you then.

Daniel: I follow the shows when I can, or when my schedule allows me. It’s hot in here [Daniel unbuckles his shirt revealing his chest a little.] I can’t wait to get into my room and hit that AC, this liquor got me sweating.

Sean: That’s fine, I think my room has AC.

The elevator door opens and the two run out the elevator, running down the hall way Sean pulls his keys out of his pocket and places it in the door slot, the door flies open and the two basically fall into the room landing on the floor, Sean falls to the floor and on top of Daniel and the two come face to face.

Daniel: I was hoping I could meet you.

Sean: I’m a heartbreaker, and I’m only being honest with you right now. My heart belongs to -

Daniel rubs his finger across Sean’s lips, he grabs the back of Sean’s head pulling him down to his face, the two exchange a long passionate kiss.


Tokyo, Japan
The Ritz - Carlton Hotel
10:40 AM - Present.

Daniel: Good Morning.



Nicki: You are? [Pauses] Oh wait, the guy from last night.

Daniel: I guess you could say that, but my name is Daniel.

Nicki: Sean’s in the bathroom, what he’s doing? I don’t know, but if you can get him out then good for you. [Walks around Daniel] Do what you gay guys do, I need a latte now.

Nicki walks down the hall and towards the elevator, Daniel laughs closing the door behind him. Daniel walks through the living room area and into the bedroom where he can hear the water running from inside the bathroom, he walks over to the door turning the knob opening the bathroom door. Sean turns and notices that it’s Daniel in the door way and not Nicki, he grabs the towel off the rack and wraps it around his body.

Sean: We had sex last night, didn’t we?

Daniel: Damn, you just jumped right too it.

Sean: Because I don’t want to bullshit around, I was drunk as fuck last night and I shouldn’t of done that. I don’t even know your fucking last name.

Daniel: Carson.

Sean: What?

Daniel: Daniel Xavier Cason.

Sean: [Sighs] It doesn’t help me after the fact, look I don’t mean to sound like a ignorant asshole but I hope you don’t expect anything out of this, honestly I will probably never see you again.

I didn’t mean that, in all honesty I wanted to see him again. I hate the fact I can’t remember the sex from last night, I’m pretty sure it was decent.

Or was it?

Damnit I didn’t know, and I didn’t want to ask him because I didn’t want to seem like a whore or something, but like what the fuck? A one night stand, come on Sean.

Daniel: If it makes you feel any better, we didn’t have sex last night. The most we did was some mouth action and you ended up passing out on the couch, I helped you into bed and then I left.

Sean: [Sighs of relief] That’s good. [Pauses] But damn now I wish we kind of had sex, because it’s a drought over this bitch.

Daniel: It doesn’t have to be, I’m down for some casual fun. But at the same time, I only really like to have sex while in a relationship.

Sean: Sounds like me now.

Daniel: Random sex is for the addicts, give me monogamy any day.

Sean: Why is it you have so much interest in me?

Daniel: You attract me so many different ways, mentally, physically, and emotionally. Like I said before, I’ve followed some of your matches and when I saw you standing in the lobby, I just knew this was my opportunity get a chance to meet you.

Sean: It’s been a while since I’ve heard something like that.

Daniel: You could always hear more.

Sean walks over to Daniel, he moves closer to his body pulling Daniel’s closer to his.

Sean: Why do I feel like I will be seeing more of you?

Daniel: That’s up to you.

Sean leans in and kisses Daniel once again, Daniel responds with a kiss back, but is interrupted by a friendly grunt. Sean turns and there Mercedes was, standing in the door way. Sean releases his hold on Daniel, adjusting his towel which now has moved several inches from his body.



Mercedes: Funny. And he is?

Sean: Leaving.

Daniel: Yes.

Daniel throws Mercedes a friendly smiles as he scoots through the door, Sean reaches for his robe, throwing it over his body.

This was so embarrassing, even though Alicia has caught me plenty of times in weird situations but she knew nothing about this man, I’m pretty sure she was going to ask questions but hell I wouldn’t be able to answer them honestly, I knew nothing.

Mercedes: Details please?

Sean: Honestly whatever you’re learning, I’m learning too.

Mercedes: A bit whorish aren’t we?

Sean: He is gorgeous Mercy, I mean did you see his face?

Mercedes: Reminds me of an Abercrombie and Fitch model, maybe a Calvin Klien Underwear Model.

Sean: [Gasps] What if that is his job? I technically don’t know what he does for a living.

Mercedes: Did you have sex with him?

Sean: No, but I want to. Like yesterday.

Mercedes: Wait, wait. I for one wouldn’t turn down a sexy ass man like that, but what is the deal with Synn?

Great! The question that I wanted to avoid, but knowing Alicia I knew she would ask that question. I didn’t have an answer at the moment, I guess we were over, I barely heard from him and he wasn’t returning any of my texts, so that would make us over right?

I always felt obligated to be at Synn’s side because he was always at mine. I never wanted to betrayed Synn and I know I did once I placed my hands on Gabriel, but til this day I still stand behind that it wasn’t all my fault. Gabriel had his choice of words that I was not proud of, I addressed the situation and even though I could of held back on attacking Gabriel, I felt Gabriel needed to be taught a lesson and he was taught one well.

I was a little worried about this match at Violent Conduct, my focus wasn’t on winning the titles, but settling the score I have with Gabriel.

Too bad Casey and the other NXT reject has to be apart of this match. I promise that by the end of the match, all parties involved would of regret signing on, Gabriel and I have a serious issue with each other and it can only be resolved in a match.

Honestly I wish I had Gabriel One on One, because it would make things so much easier. The fact that The Sins needed the extra back up, their co-signers, their followers, okay maybe I will just say their names NXT, that it will make it difficult to win this match.

Hopefully Casey will leave his vagina at home and man up for this match, because I haven’t forgot his little attack on Climax Control. Why he felt the need to get involved, I don’t understand. But let’s just say I have something special planned for Mr. Williams, I hate the fact I share the same last name as this man, I carry mines with respect, and honor. While sadly Casey carries his last name with shame.

I didn’t want to discuss the Synn issue because I was having so much fun, why ruin it to bring up the man who walked out on me? I guess he’ll find a way to blame me more, I hate to see what he’ll feel after he see’s me demolish his friend and his son.

New Champs being crowd, he can believe that.

Sean: Synn’s a lost cause, I gave up.

Mercedes: Sad.

Sean: There’s no reason to be. I ruined our chances when I attacked Gabriel, he stood behind his family and friends and I can’t be mad at him, but he blamed only me for why I attacked Gabriel, he didn’t acknowledge his friend for what he did wrong to me.

Mercedes: But Sean?

Sean interrupts.

Sean: I’m just being honest, look at this way. I gave Synn many years of my life, he has helped me on many occasions and I’ve always been grateful for him. But the issues Gabriel and I could of stayed between Gabriel and I, but Synn chose to get involved and for that I have to get rid of him.

Mercedes: And does he know?
Sean: No and honestly it’s fine the way that is, no communication is great for us. The last time I spoke to Synn was regarding my Playgirl shoot which he made some negative comments about.

Mercedes: I won’t get between you two because you both are good friends, so if its done then it’s done.

Sean: I’ve already had my lawyer send him a check for fifty grand, it may not be all the money he has given to me but it’s a start. I don’t want Synn to be able to hold over my head that he has basically taken care of me these last couple of years, so with me giving him this money, I can finally free myself of him.

Mercedes: What about Violent Conduct? You know he’ll be there.

Sean: And that’s fine, I won’t loose focus with Synn being out there. Honestly, I’m happy he’ll be out there, he’ll have an up, close, and personal experience of me kicking the dog shit out of his lady friend and son.

Mercedes laughs a little, but then covers her mouth.

Mercedes: Synn won’t take this to kindly.

Sean: I’m pretty sure he some other men he can control, he made this bed so now his ass has to fucking lay in it.

Mercedes: What about this guy ?

Sean: Who? Daniel? Right now he’s a friend, but he could possibly be more.

Mercedes: Rushing already?

Sean: No, but I really do like him.

Mercedes: Just don’t move from one bad situation to another, you don’t even know this man.

Sean: I know him well enough that I would like to know him more.



Violent Conduct was serious, a serious match that put me in a situation. On one corner, I have a man who took it upon himself to slander my name, bad mouth my character, my personality and bring up past moments of my life and try and hurt me, and then his partner is the son of the man I once loved.

Then on the other side you had two fools, the rejects of NXT taking the stab at championship gold. The one thing about me is I always come with surprises, Goth swore up and down that he was going to end my career, he swore that he was going to beat me.

But he was disappointed, and I plan on giving Gabriel, Despayre, and NXT that same disappointed, they will feel the same reaction Goth felt when I pinned his ass 1..2..3... In the ring. I want to make sure I get my hands on Gabriel, if I have to take out Casey and Aleksei first then that’s fine, I won’t let them get in my away or even prevent me from getting my hands on fucking Gabriel.

As for Despayre, I feel bad for him. He won’t even know what hit him, and sadly he’ll run back crying to Synn that his so called “ Step mom “ just kicked his fucking ass all around Japan. I never had a soft spot for that child, I only played it off to make Synn happy.

I really want Gabriel to myself, I wish it was Gabriel and I inside that cage match. It would give me plenty of opportunity to wipe that ring with his face, slam it a coupe good times in the cage to make him feel the wrath of Nightmare. I promised everyone Nightmare at Into The Void and that’s exactly who they got, so again at Violent Conduct I will be victorious and Sean “Nightmare” Williams will walk in aggressively and own that match, and walk out aggressively winning the match.

I hope Gabriel his enjoying his time with Ms. Ryder, and I will say the same to NXT because I’m pretty sure they’re running through her too. I hope they enjoy the landmarks, the people, the culture, the stupid small cars, and constant blubberish these people spit out their mouths, because after Violent Conduct, neither of these fools will be able to get up out of their hospital beds because body aches and pains.


I hope they bring whoever the need to bring to this match, because even without DJ Williams, James and Carly. I still have my main crew, I still got the people that’s been riding with me since day one, and I’m sure Anthony is pumped.

With Gold on the line, the motivation and the determination is there. Violent Conduct will witness new Tag Team Champions, better then the trash that’s holding them now.

Scene fades.

 Location:
The Royal Monarch Cruiseline - The Open Sea

The scene opens up on the cruise ship, fans everywhere, having meet and greets with different SCW Superstars, the camera spans the whole entire ship, from the casino to the dining area, the whole ship was filled with no room for more. The scene fades into one of the suites, inside Sean is shown standing in a pair of swim trunks, with his phone to his ear.

Sean: I already want to leave.

Sean shakes his head as he paces back and forth in the room, he makes his way over to one of the windows where he peeks out, on the deck below him he notices Synn standing near the rail, staring out into the ocean, Sean rolls his eyes turning back towards the room.

Sean: I swear Nicki, I wish you would of came on this trip because I'm not having fun at all.

Nicki: It sounds like to me you're being ungrateful, I understand you have a lot of things going on in your life right now but you should really take this trip as a good experience, and kind of like a mini vacation.

Sean: I can't think of it as a mini vacation because I'm so focused on this match, especially after hearing what Goth had to say, I feel as though I'm even more prepared for this match then before, honestly I won't let his words affect me to much, he can call me whatever name he wants or make comments about my personal life all he wants, but what drives me crazy the most is when he mentions Synn.

Nicki: I noticed that, I thought it was funny.

Sean: Only because you don't like Synn.

Nicki: I never said I didn't like him, what angers me is that this man is all holy and mighty, he wants to tell you how you should live your life, how you should dress, how you should spend your money but in reality he has demons of his own, his past isn't so bright.

Sean: Everyone has a past.

Nicki: Which is true, but that doesn't give him a right to judge you. I honestly feel like you should leave that man alone, he's no good and he's a waste of time, Sean you are a gorgeous man and you could have any woman, or man in this world and I find it sad that you like to waste your time with that fool.

I never understood why Nicki had such a distaste for Synn, I never really talked bad about him towards her.

Sean: You don't always have to be so mean towards him.

Nicki: Fuck that, he tries to control you and then look at what's going on around you, all the people who rolls around with basically talked down on you, and he hasn't done anything to stop it.

She was right.

Nicki: I honestly think you should move away from him as quickly as you can, the more you feed into his bullshit, the closer you'll become and the harder it will be to let go.

Sean sighs.

Nicki: I'm only here to help you love, and I only mean well. Look at you, you are on a cruise, kind of like a short vacation and I bet you're inside your room, pouting your eyes out, beating yourself up, while jack ass is probably out somewhere on the boat having a good time, not worrying about you.

Knock... Knock

Sean: Wait, someone is at my door.

Sean rushes over to the door, he opens it to find Brooklyn standing on the other side, she walks in closing the door behind her, she walks over to the bathroom and walks inside, a couple minutes later, the shower water is running and steam from inside the bathroom flows under the door.

Sean walks near the bathroom door, with phone still in his hand.

Sean: I have to call you back Nick, Brooke just got here.

Sean hangs the phone up, he tosses it on the bed and makes his way inside the bathroom closing the door behind him.

Brooklyn: You ready to get toasted?

Sean: [Laughs] You are trying to get us thrown off this boat aren't you?

Brooklyn: Only for a couple minutes and plus I need it right now, I swear I think I just saw Rage walking around in a speedo and believe me it wasn't a pretty sight, I need this to calm my nerves.

Oh my god if she was right then yeah I think I would need it also, Rage in a speedo? I felt the food from two days ago already bubbling in my stomach. Ugh, what a horrible sight.

The scene fades to black.

25 Minutes Later.
Location:
The Royal Monarch Cruiseline - The Open Sea
Upper Deck.

The scene opens up on the Upper Deck of The Royal Monarch, Sean is shown dipping his feet in one of the many Jacuzzi's located on the ship.



I guess Nicki was right, I should been enjoying enjoying the cruise instead of being a brat and trying to find a reason not to, it was so much running through my mind at the moment that I felt as though I couldn’t handle the cruise.

I wanted to be here bad, I wanted to have fun, I wanted to mingle and be around everyone but I couldn’t, almost everyone in SCW hates me, for what reason I don’t know why and I know I shouldn’t care but it always made me want to sit down and wonder why though? Why me?

I know why, but I refuse to repeat myself and give that reason. I know my past really fucked up a lot of what my future holds and that’s fine by me, I made my mistakes and now I’m definitely learning from them, all the bad shit I did in the past is finally catching up with me and I have to be ready.

It noticed the promo Goth sent out, pretty cheesy, some of the words he said were true, but everything else was a bunch of crap. Before I felt as though I should prove my chances of making it in this business to everyone, but instead of proving it to everyone, I should prove it to myself.

But why go back and forth with words, Goth can say what he want about me, to me, or whatever but the point is he is getting in that ring with a totally different person, I do blame myself for the lost opportunity of getting the Tag Titles back, but that wasn’t on my agenda and it’s not in my heart.

So now Goth has a problem with me, and the problem is, or what he says it is, is he wants to settle this feud with me, he wants to prove to me that he’s the best, he wants to prove to me that I don’t have what it takes to be where I’m at today, he wants to make little jokes and references regarding my issues, my past history and that’s fine.

A lot of wrestlers today feel as though bringing up my past history, whether it was me Go-Go Dancing, high on drugs or whatever the case may be, a lot of them think bringing up my past will give them advantage towards me in the match, but those words only give me strength to strive better and to fight better, I’m not worried at all.

Sean drops both feet in the water, dangling them around, he looks up to find Brooklyn standing above him, she leans down dropping her feet in the water also.

Brooklyn: That felt so much better.

Sean: [Laughs] I can’t believe we almost got caught, we would have been thrown off the boat.

Brooklyn: I thought it was pretty funny, but hey I knew you were bored and the last time I was in you’re room, you didn’t seem yourself so I figured that would help, it would ease your mind.

Sean: It only gave other people another reason to talk about me.

Brooklyn: Who cares Sean? Like who the fuck really cares? [Angrily] I swear, you worry so much about what people say about you instead of what is important in life. You smoke weed, who cares, you like to have sex with men, who THE FUCK CARES?!?!? Personally I feel as though you’re a damn good wrestler, and you have a HUGE HEART when it comes to caring for your family, your friends, and of course your personal and professional life but when it comes to your past issues, people will always talk.

Sean: I’m so tired of hearing it though.

Brooklyn: We are in a business where people will use someone’s weakness against them, I know in you’re heart what kind of person you are, but some of the people around you don’t and it’s a shame that we live in a society where individuals will point figures or judge, you’re a former World Champion, a former Bloodshed Champion, I’ve always followed your careers and you are a Former SCW Tag Team Champion, winning titles and making a name for yourself takes time.

She was right, but I can’t help that I’m a impatient bastard.

Sean: Goth won’t know what will hit him come SXXXT.

Brooklyn: I rather hear that type of talk then the depressing shit I usually get from you, Sean you have to give yourself some sort of credit, I may not of known you back in your early days but I know you now, and from what I know, you’re a wonderful person.

Sean: Thanks.

Brooklyn: But my question to you is, how does Synn feel about all of this? And what was that shit Goth was talking about?

Sean: I don’t know and Synn hasn’t opened up to me about anything, and that’s one thing I hate about him. He has history with Goth, I don’t. So you would think Synn would be around to help guide me or at least give me that support, but he’s to busy with his other family to even make time for me.

Brooklyn: You two have issues.

Sean: Synn knows that his match with Goth is very important to me, I have a point to prove and I need to make it known that after SXXXT Goth will no longer have a career, I wasn’t kidding when I said it the first time and if I have to say it again then I will, he won’t have a career after I’m finished with him. I won’t allow some washed up chump attack me or have any issues with me and think they’re going to get away with it.

Brooklyn: Do you think Synn will get involved in the match?

Sean: Who cares? If he does then he does, if he doesn’t then he needs to figure out what he wants to do, I’m tired of waiting on Synn, you know some days I sit back and blame myself for why Synn and I haven’t made anything official, but you know now I’m starting to realize that it may be his fault more then mine.

Let’s get this straight, I wasn’t scared of Goth and no I didn’t need Synn’s help, my concern for the match is how it would affect our relationship afterwards. Synn has a lot of secrets, and even though he isn’t forced to release all those secrets, he kind of keeps me in the dark when it comes to his past life or relationships. But Synn knows everything about me, and maybe because my private life at times can be so public, but I have opened up to him in many different occasions, just to give him an idea of what he was dealing and who.

Goth made it clear of the history between Synn and himself, which only made me even more curious to find out the exact truth of what went down between the two, I don’t know if it was a friendship gone bad, maybe Goth was on the receiving end of Synn’s big tool but who know what the case may be.

All I know is I had a match against Goth at SXXXT and this match happens to be one of the most important matches of my career, even with no titles involved, this match had meaning and I was ready to walk in the PPV ready, and walk out the PPV as the winner.

I’ve had plenty of opportunities to really make a name for myself, and all those opportunities were taken away from me, some at my own reasoning and some with others, but at the end of the day I still have made it to the close mark, Goth said that I make a certain distance, but always end up failing at the end and even though those words weren’t said, I got the picture of what he was trying to say and believe me I will prove that man wrong.

But I know I’m a threat to Goth, a huge threat at that. Being under Synn’s wing and having training of myself, my skill has only got better and I know I’m prepared to take this low budget monster and put him out of his wrestling misery. When was the last time he held a championship? When was the last time he made a huge impact on the wrestling world? I haven’t seen Goth do anything impressive in months, but this man feels as though he will be able to take me out at SXXXT? It’s sad because he has another thing coming.

Sean: Nicki, told me I should just leave him alone period.

Brooklyn reaches for her water bottle, she takes a couple sips before placing it on the ground next to her, she turns looking at Sean shaking her head in disgust, she places her hand above her eyes to try and block the sun while talking with Sean.

Brooklyn: I can’t believe you still hang around that chick, I thought y’all was going to fire her.

Sean: I’ve known Nicki for so long, and if I was just to up and fire her without any reason then I know it would cause problems between us.

Brooklyn: She is misusing your funds Sean.

What? Wait What? What was she talking about?

Brooklyn: I didn’t want to tell you, but a couple days ago I swear I saw her reach in your wallet and pull out your Amex card, you were sleep and when she came back, she had personal items, not items for you or items that you may need, they were personal items for herself.

Sean: Sometimes she likes to go out and buy nice things for herself occasionally, I already knew about it from checking bank statements but I haven’t really said anything to her about it because I feel as though I owe her.

Brooklyn: Owe her what? This girl saves your life one time and you’ve already repaid her by giving her a new car, a raise on the salary that you pay her and a condo that she didn’t even put the money down for, that bitch is shady, and she is sneaky, and as you’re friend I really think you should reconsider her as an employee.

Sean: I know but – (interrupted)

One of the ships workers walks up to Sean handing him a note, Sean looks down and reads it, he turns looking around noticing a door that is half opened, he motions to Brooklyn that he would be back, he turns and walks towards the door leaving Brooklyn sitting in the Jacuzzi.

Sean walks over to the cracked door, before he opened it, he could hear a baby crying, he ignores the cries opening the door all the way, inside Susan is shown holding baby Christian in her arms, she turns and smiles as she notices Sean’s face, his eyes widen, tears begin to start, but the smile on his face made it known that he was happy. He rushed over to Christian grabbing him, kissing him on his cheeks, he turns and looks at his mom smiling.



Sean: This has to be a joke.

Susan: [Smiles] No son, Christian is here and he is here to stay.

Huh? I didn’t quite understand what she was getting at.

Sean: What do you mean?

Susan: I got a call today from your lawyer Daniel; he stated that two nights ago Erica was busted on drug charges and assault, the police ended up raiding her house and found weapons, drugs, and like $50,000 in cash but the cash was placed in different envelopes that had your name attached to it.

Sean: Shit.

Susan: The money has been placed in their custody and until the investigation is over, they won’t allow the money to be released to me, or you. The judge has given you temporary custody of Christian and for the next couple weeks, a social worker will visit you at least three times a week to see if you’re a fit father and to see if you’re able to take care of him.

Sean: Mom I can’t thank you enough.

Sean holds Christian tight, the tears from both boys stop, kissing him up and down on his cheek Sean continues to hold onto him.

Susan: You really have to turn your life around Sean because this is a major responsibility, you have been through a lot and this boy, and this boy is a miracle.

Sean: I’ve loved him since the first day I laid eyes on him; you don’t understand how much this means to me, I’m finally completed.

Susan: Make us proud, but not just us, but make you’re son proud.

Sean: I will try, but wait [Pauses] how the hell did you even get on the ship and why didn’t you come to me sooner?

Susan: You were locked away in you’re room, so I figured you were meditating or something, who knows. I know you have a big match coming up so I didn’t want to add to much pressure on you, but Alicia stated she saw you out here so I felt this was the perfect opportunity.

Sean: So Alicia is here also?

Susan: She is spending some quality time with some guy she brought on the cruise which is why she has been missing in action, but the girl needs some time, especially after what happened to her.

Sean: Who else is here?

Susan: Brandon is here, he is in the gym room and that’s it really.

Sean: I never knew any of you guys were here until today, that’s crazy.

Christian coo’s, laughing and throwing his hands in the air, you could tell Christian was happy to be reunited with his father, Sean smiles as she leans in embracing his mother.

Sean: Again I thank you Mom, this means so much to me.

And it did, my life was getting better day by day, I was making better decisions and I was more confident about what was going on around me, whether it was dealing with my personal life, my financial issues or hell even in the ring. But the fact that I had Christian finally in my life was the icing on the cake, nothing could go around now in my eyes.

Susan: Thanks to Alicia, she was able to pay all of our fares to get on this boat so it should be more of her you’re thanking.

Sean: I feel so bad because I’m the reason why she had a miscarriage and for her to turn around and buy you guys tickets and to reunite me with my son, I don’t deserve it and I just wish I could give her something back in return.

Susan: You have, you’re friendship. Alicia has faith not only in you, but our family in general and we are at that age where it’s time to start rebuilding and trying to bring the family together.

She was right, she couldn’t be more right. I had my issues with my family, including my mother and father, but I was happy to see my mother and I come together and to be able to fix the problems we did have.

As for my father, I knew it wouldn’t work. It was so much anger, so much history between us that a simple apology wouldn’t work, Yes I’ve forgiven that man, but to forget, I don’t think I could ever get pass that.

Susan: Spend some time with Christian honey, your grandmother and I are about to hit the Casino, I smell money and when I smell money, I smell some wins.

Susan smiles as she kisses both Christian and Sean on the cheek, she turns heading out the door as the scene fades to black.

3 Hours Later

The scene opens up inside Sean’s condo, Sean is shown inside his room, staring at his son Christian is lying across the bed knocked out, pacifier in his mouth and all, Sean starts to rub the top of his head.

KNOCK… KNOCK

Sean jumps up from the bed walking towards the door, he opens it to find Vincent standing in the door-way.

W…..T….F… ?? I don’t even want to know how and why Vincent is here, like how the fuck did he get on this cruise.

Sean tries to slam the door, but Vincent kicks his foot in between, pushing the door back towards Sean knocking him down, all the noise and commotion coming from Sean and Vincent awakens Christian who lets out a loud scream.

Sean: LET ME ATTEND TO MY FUCKING CHILD.

Sean tries to fight free, but the hold Vincent has on Sean keeps him pin to the ground, in his back pocket Vincent pulls out a sharp blade knife placing it against Sean’s throat.

Vincent: Did you honestly think you would get away [Panting] I mean let’s be real Sean, I have such a tight hold on you, you’re not going anywhere unless I say you can.

Sean: What the fuck [Coughing] is your problem? How did you even get on this boat?

Vincent: Do you honestly think you’re the only one with power, the only one with money, well [laughs] the money you do have, that is if you have any at all.

Sean: Fuck you.

Vincent: We’ve already done that before Sean and I might say I have missed being inside of you, I take back what I said a long time ago about you being a pity fuck.

The man I once loved, I never understood how and why he carried so much anger and hate towards me, maybe because I was able to break free, and break away from the bull shit he put me through but I knew Vincent hated seeing me happy, he hated seeing me growing and trying to improve my life, I feel as though he rather see me suffer, and be unhappy because he knew that was the only way he could control me.

Sean: What’s the point of this?

Vincent: I’m in control of you and you’re life, that baby isn’t going anywhere until I get what I want out of you.

Sean: So sad [Coughing] that you are using an innocent child as a way to commit your pathetic crimes.

Vincent turns the knife around revealing the hard handle, a smirk grows across his face as he smacks the handle of the knife across Sean’s face.

Christian screams out, as Sean yells.

Vincent: Awwww, poor baby doesn’t like the fact that I’m making his father my bitch .. [Chuckles] again.

Sean tries to force Vincent off of him one last time, but the hold continues to keep Sean pinned down to the ground, not noticing the guy standing behind Vincent, a pair of hands wrap around Vincent’s neck pulling him off of Sean, Sean jumps up to his feet noticing SYNN and his arms wrapped around Vincent’s neck in a choke hold. Sean runs over to Christian grabbing him and placing him in the roll away crib, handing him a bottle. Sean

Synn: I’ve waited and waited and dreamed that this day would finally come, and finally my dreams have come true, you will never, and I mean never lay a hand on this man again.

Vincent tries to fight back, but the hold that Synn has against his neck is preventing him. Sean walks over to Vincent getting in his face, trash talking, he balls his fist up one time and punches the hell out of Vincent in his stomach, Synn releases the hold from Vincent’s neck, but before Vincent could fall to the floor, a spear out of no where from Sean forces him to the ground, Sean balls his fist up again, and back and forth he starts pummeling Vincent in his face.

Synn: Sean [Grabs Sean’s arm] STOP, STOP!

Sean pushes Synn’s hand away, he grabs Vincent by the shirt picking him up, Sean forces him out into the hall way where the ship’s security were already on their way to the room after hearing all the commotion, the two security officers pull mace out ready to spray, but Synn was able to grab Sean’s shirt collar and force him off of Vincent, holding Sean into his arms, the two stand there watching as the security try and maintain Vincent who is now bleeding from the face.

Vincent: THIS NOT OVER BITCHES, that JAIL won’t KEEP ME DOWN.

Sean sticks his two fingers up , flicking Vincent, he turns and heads back into his room where he embraces Christian who is still crying, Synn makes his way over to the two security officers giving them all the information they needed.

15 Minutes Later.

Synn turns and opens the door heading back into Sean’s room, he notices Sean sitting on the bed with Christian who finally fell back asleep, Sean slowly rises up from the bed placing Christian back in the rollaway crib, he grabs Synn’s arm and the two head to the bathroom.

Sean: Look. [Synn interrupts]

Synn snatches his arm away from Sean leaving Sean speechless.

Synn: You’re to damn old to be putting yourself in these type of situations Sean, and I can’t save you all the time.

Sean: Why are you so angry with me?

Synn: Because instead of you opening your mouth and speaking up, you let the people around you who don’t care about you use you, example Vincent and that Nicki chick.

Sean: You don’t know her.

Synn: I know her well enough to know she is bad news, luckily I was on this side of the ship because if I wasn’t, both you and your son probably would be a homicide case right now and I wouldn’t be able to forgive myself if something ever happened to you, especially if I was around and did nothing to help.

Sean: I’m a big boy.

Synn: A big boy with major problems.

Sean: Why do you care?

Synn shakes his head as he leans against the door.

Synn: You shouldn’t have to ask such a stupid question, you know why I care.

Sean: No I don’t, I haven’t seen you in days and we’ve been on this cruise for almost three days now, but you’re to busy sniffing behind Rage and all those other pricks asses that you forgot about me.

Synn: That is not [Sean interrupts]

Sean: No, let me finish. I am so sick and tired of dealing with all this nonsense to, I feel just as bad as you do and all the shit that is happening is happening to me, I don’t always ask to be put in these certain situations, sometimes it just happens. I would appreciate you more if you come in here and embrace me, support me, make me feel better, but instead you walk in here like a father figure trying to tell me what I should do with my life.

Synn: Not true, I’m only here to help you. I’m worried.

Sean: You have no reason to be worried Synn, I’m fucking 25 years old, turning 26 in a couple months, I’ve been to hell and back, and I was able to manage staying alive this long through all my issues, so what is there to be worried about?

Synn: I have more then enough reason to be worried, you sit back and wonder why people never take you serious, especially when it comes to this business because you’re head is never in the right place, you have so much drama going on in and around you’re life that you can’t focus on you’re career. I hate to say it but I am worried that Goth will tear your ass apart, and if that’s the case then I know I would have to lace my boots up and take him out if he was to do serious harm to you.

Sean: This sounds like a soap opera, I mean fuck we’re in a wrestling business for Christ sakes. I don’t need you as my protector, it’s good that you like to be involved and be around me or, or [stutters] or support me, but the point is I am a grown man and I can handle my own weight, I’m not worried about Goth, and neither should you.

Synn: Why is it a problem for someone who cares for you to worry?

Sean: It’s not a problem, but I am just tired of living in your shadow, being your bitch boy, or you’re bitch toy, whatever people are calling me these days, I am tired of it. I want to be taken serious; I want to be known as a bad ass motherfucker, not your little play toy Synn.

Synn: You can’t blame me for what anyone says about you or to you.

Sean: I never said I was blaming you, I just said I’m tired of being in you’re shadow. You and I are a team, or at least I thought we were.

Synn: We are.

Sean: Then maybe you should take notice in to what is going on around you, Goth basically trash talked you up and down, said things about you I never knew, and you refused to even comment or say anything back. I understand wrestling isn’t something you’re concerned about, but you should be concerned about what people say about you or what people say about the people close to you.

Synn: Maybe that is your problem, maybe that’s why people don’t take you serious because you’re so concerned about what is happening around you, I see you’re Twitter outbursts and I see the anger that is controlling you’re body, if anyone makes a comment about you or even a suggestion, then it’s problem especially if you don’t agree.

I didn’t agree to much with what he was saying, but I will admit that I was kind of a hot head.

Synn: It’s funny Sean because you’re so quick to point out my flaws, or point out what I’ve done wrong but remember you have some issues as well, you play a major part in our relationship just as I do.

Sean: Relationship?

Synn: I figure that’s what you could say we have, I’m tired of being known as your special friend or just the man that always run to you’re rescue; I want to be known as more then that.

Sean: Maybe you should prove it then, you know I knew you were going to be on this ship and I came here with the intentions of [Sean reaches in his pocket and pulls out a black box] asking you  - [Synn interrupts]

Synn: Marry you?

Sean: No.

Sean opens the box and pulls out a black ring with red around the ends, he places it in Synn’s hand, and Synn grips the ring staring hard at it.



Sean: It’s a promise ring, a promise ring for us to start brand new, start fresh and to see where this life takes us, you have been in my life since I was 20 years old, and you mean a great deal to me, we clash, we fight, we have our issues but I truly do love you.

Sean walks over to Synn, closer and closer the two move together. Sean looks up at Synn and kisses him on the lips, Synn grabs a hold of Sean’s butt pulling him closer, after a couple minutes of kissing, Synn lets go and Sean backs up towards the bed.

Synn: I can only be serious about us, only if you can be serious about us.

Sean: I need your help.

Synn: I’ve always been around to help you Sean, no matter what the circumstances were, you mean a great deal to me and I just want us to be ok, that’s all.

Synn was right, in the back of my head I felt as though I was making a crazy decision but I didn’t care anymore. I knew Synn was the man I wanted to be with, but was I the man he wanted to be with.

I’ve put Synn in so many difficult situations that I’m surprised he still chooses to deal with me. I know Gabriel, Rage, and the rest of those freaks he runs around with don’t like it but who the fuck cares, I’m not going anywhere, and I’m NEVER GOING ANYWHERE.

And I could say the same to Goth, his words don’t mean shit to me, what he says doesn’t mean shit to me. When I hear Goth, I hear jealous coming out of his mouth, I hear pure hate, maybe he’s worried, maybe he’s nervous that Synn might make an appearance in my match, maybe he’s worried that he’s about to loose one of the biggest matches in his career.

Whatever the case may be, I want him to know I’m ready. I’ve made it close to the top and I’ve made some bad decisions that kept me from reaching the top, but that won’t stop me now. Why stop now? I’ve dedicated my whole life to this sport, being in the ring, capturing titles, so nothing can stand in my way of achieving my ultimate goal.

Not Synn, not Vincent, not Goth and hell not even Rage can stop me, SCW better be ready for a new and improved SEAN “NIGHTMARE” WILLIAMS, because I’m tired of playing Mr. Nice Guy, come SXXXT I promised to end Goth’s career and I will do so, he made the wrong decision fucking with me and with that I promise to give him a nice beat down to show that I’m not the one to play games with.

He may have his issues with Synn, but at SXXXT he won’t be facing Synn, instead he’ll go up against the future SCW World Champion, and once I’m done with him, I can move pass this bump in my journey to the top and do what I said I was going to do, do what I came here to do.

Synn walks pass Sean and over to the bed, he looks down at Baby Christian who is still sleeping peacefully, Synn smiles as he looks back over at Sean.

Synn: He looks just like his father.

Sean smiles.

Synn: And I’m pretty sure you’ll make a good one at that.

Sean nods his head agreeing with Synn, he walks over wrapping his arm around Synn’s as the two stand there watch Christian as he lays quietly, the scene fades to black.

 The last couple days, I kept to myself, a couple nights out here and there, having a little fun but deep down inside I was hating my life, Fuck My Life. That's exactly how I felt at the moment, so many things weren't going right, but hey that's life right, or maybe just mines.

I guess I could catch you up on some things, of course Vincent was robbing me blind day by day, I wish I could go back in time and relive some of my moments because meeting him definitely wouldn't of happened, especially if I knew then what I know now.

I hadn't seen my son in weeks, I felt empty without him, knowing that I had a child in this world that I couldn't touch or see everyday broke my heart, but what else could I do? My bad ass reputation and past prevented me from getting what belongs to me, I don't mean to make him sound materialistic but damn, my son, without me he wouldn't be care, he belongs to me.

I hadn't really left LA, I didn't even make an appearance at this recent Climax Control, my plan was to show up but I just didn't have it in me.

But something told me I had to get my head back into the game, I couldn't constantly sit around and bitch and moan, my depression affected everything that was going on in my life at the moment, the lack of ability to compete in the ring, hell the lack of passion, it was affecting everything around me and I knew I had to get myself back in order.

Dr. Richardson: Explain your weekend.

Location
Los Angeles, California
Dr. Richardson's Office.
Earlier Today....

The scene opens inside Dr. Richardson's brand new L.A. Office, Sean is shown sitting on the couch, staring out the window. Dr. Richardson raises her hand out towards Sean's direction trying to get his attention, Sean sighs turning his head looking in her direction.

Sean: Nothing happened.

Dr. Richardson: Any progress on the whole situation with your son?

Sean: I reached out and she never returned my calls, so I did what I usually do and that's go on a drinking binge and force the pain I was having and turned it into pleasure.

Dr. Richardson: Any drugs ?

Sean: I smoked.

Dr. Richardson: Our last discussion you told me you were going to quit.

Sean: I can barely remember things from our last discussion and during that time and place I wasn't thinking about quitting weed, I was thinking about how I was going to come up with 5 g's to pay Vincent at the end of the month.

Sean places his hand over his face, after a couple seconds he looks up at Dr. Richardson

Sean: Believe it or not I am a very smart individual, I may do things people don't approve of but that's life and I can only learn and move forward making better choices then before. I have real shit going on in my life right now and a occasional smoke or a drink won't hurt anything, I'm not out here robbing banks or killing people, I'm out here in the clubs doing appearances and trying to make money so I can  get my son into custody.

Dr. Richardson: Do you feel as though a judge or even the people will think your capable of doing that?

Sean: Do you think I really give a fuck, excuse my language but right now I could care less what or how people feel about me. Just over the weekend Rage, our World Champion had words for me, he feel as though I'm a waste of space and that I shouldn't even be competing.

Dr. Richardson: How did that make you feel?

Sean: Angry, but then I sat back and listened to what he was saying, and I understand now.

Dr. Richardson: Understand what?

Sean: That I do need to change some of my ways to be respected more in this business, so I will admit he had his points on some of the things he was saying but I will say this, I'm not scared of that bastard and I will make sure he gets an opportunity to face me in the ring.

Dr. Richardson: Do you want to be World Champion?

Sean: Who doesn't? I am in the business where holding a prestigious title like that makes you important, he showcases your skill and your passion for the business and I want that passion back.

Dr. Richardson: And you still have a opportunity to get that passion back.

Sean: I think if I get through all this bullshit then yeah, but right now my head isn't in the right place.

Dr. Richardson: What about your match next week?

What about my match? Lucian Frost, a man I knew nothing about, I studied some matches here and there and I can tell that his does well in the ring, but he wasn't who I wanted to face, he wasn't the man that I needed to take my anger out on, and why waste that energy on someone who I have not interest in facing.

I know in this business you have to go against whoever to get where you need to be, I wouldn't want anything to think I was above them but right now my main focus was on Goth, it was so much tension going into that tag match and the way it ended caused more tension and even anger between him and I.

I needed to prove a point and I'm tired of people thinking they can just walk all over me.

Sean: Lucian Frost, another superstar that stands in my way from doing what I need to do.

Dr. Richardson: And what is that?

Sean: Beating the hell out of Goth, and then taking out Rage.

Dr. Richardson: But you do understand that you have other challenges to take care of before you get that opportunity at World Gold. I'm not into the sport, but the fact that you are one of my patients, I've gained interest and I do follow you at times to kind of see what's going on.

Sean: Follow as in?

Dr. Richardson: Attending shows, not physically following you.

Sean: Look, I know I have to compete against Lucian Frost, and I know that I shouldn't just brush him off, believe me the man is competition and I will say that I am a little worried about how my performance will be in this match. But after this past weekend, I just feel as though I really need to put my focus onto bigger and better things, I mean I've been in this company way before it was this company and I have the right to be at the Top.

Dr. Richardson: You know you will catch a lot of heat for saying that.

Sean: And that's fine, what the else bad can happen to me? Like honestly people expect for me to put on this good boy face and expect for me to sit around and let people walk all over me, but fuck that Doc.

I was getting angry, I felt as though I should be a bigger star then what I am now but I can't blame anyone but myself, I'm the reason why a lot of people don't believe in me because I don't believe in myself.

Sean: The only thing I can honestly say I will change about myself is how I live my lifestyle, the partying and the party favors need to stop, for me to be respected in that fucking locker room is going to take time but starting next week against Lucian Frost, I will prove to those looser backstage that I am a future World Fucking Champion walking around and before this year ends, I guarantee that belt is around my waist whether I take it from Rage, or someone else.

Dr. Richardson: I think your focus should be this match against Lucian Frost, take care of him and then see what happens next.

Sean: Believe me I'm ready, next week Lucian Frost will be my next victim and then I will go to Summer XXXTreme and take out Goth, once I take out Goth then Rage better watch his back because he will have a few surprises coming his way.

Dr. Richardson: You feel confident which is a good thing, I always like when you come into my office and even though you come in with a bad attitude, you always leave either feeling better about yourself, or at least having the opportunity to talk with someone who could possibly help you.

Sean: Honestly out of my therapist, you're the only one I really enjoy and appreciate talking to. Alot of the others judged and it always made me feel a certain way.

Dr. Richardson: I'm not here to judge, but here to help.

Sean smiles as he rose up from the couch, he made his way over to Dr. Richardson giving her a hug, he turns and notices the time on the wall and he makes his way towards the door.

Sean: I have to go, I promised Alicia I would meet her in Beverly Hills for the preview of her new fragrance, but I have some running around to do before I head there.

Dr. Richardson nods her head, Sean makes his way out the door and heads toward the elevator, looking down at his phone he receives a text.

Meet me in 20 minutes, I'll be at your house. - V

Sean shakes his head, he reaches in his pocket for the envelope with Vincent's name on it, he opens up staring at the money inside, the elevator door opens and a tall woman with long blonde hair walks in, Sean not noticing who she is, continues staring at the envelope.

Susan: You shouldn't have money out like that, no matter where you are, anyone could snatch that out of your hand and run with it.

The elevator door shuts.

That voice sounded so familiar, in my head I wanted to say it was my MOTH-

Sean looks up, shocked as hell, and dropping the envelope to the floor, he hesitates, Susan smiles as she embraces her son, pulling him closer to her.

Susan: I've missed you so much sweetie.

Susan releases Sean from the hug, he leans down grabbing the envelope from the ground, the elevator doors open and the two head out into the lobby, Susan escorts Sean towards the entrance where the two sit down on a bench nearby.

Susan: How have you been?

Sean: Where have you been? I don't know what to say, I am speechless because I thought I would never see you again.

Susan: I am your mother, I could never abandon you.

My relationship with my mother was only difficult because of my father, during the time of my fathers issues she never was around, its funny because my family had all the money, threw the most lavish parties but what people didn't know the drama and the pain we had to go through inside our home, but on the outside people would only see fake smiles.

My mother decided to move to Europe a couple years ago, she needed to get away from my father and the problems she suffered while here. My father told us she was dead, but I knew that wasn't the truth, finally when I found out where she was, I reached out numerous times so her being here is a shock to me.

Sean: You left.

Susan: I left because I needed to, your father was going through a very bad time and I couldn't handle everything I was finding out. It was a little to much for me to bear and I just needed to get away and kind of find myself and figure out what I needed and wanted to do.

Sean: Its been hard here without you.

Susan: I've always kept up with you, I had my ears and eyes opened and I knew every detail of what was going on in your life, but once I saw a poor innocent child was involved in all this drama I knew I needed to fly out here and be here not only for my son but my grandson. I reached out to Mercedes who gave me her number a long time ago and she told me exactly where you were going to be and time, so I wanted to surprise you but my flight got in late so I was unable to make your session.

Sean: I love you mom.

Susan: You really need to get your life together honey, You are 25 years old, soon to be 26 and you shouldn't be going through these issues anymore. You now have a son that you have to focus on and raise to become a successful young man, and how you act can only rub off onto your son, and you wouldn't want him to follow in your footsteps especially if their negative.

She was right, and she knew she was. The one thing about my mom was she was blunt, she always knew how to deliver advice whether in a good way or a bad way, she kind of always knew what to say.

I wasn't mad at her though because she only wanted to see me succeed, be a better person then who I am now. I'll admit I still fuck up here and there, but I know my mind is in a better place and I know that going forward I can only make better decisions.

Susan: Why do you have so much money on you ?

Sean: I don't want to talk about it.

Susan: Well you're going to have to.

Sean: Vincent is basically making me pay him 5 grand every other week to prevent him from selling my photos and videos to the press.

Susan: What kind of photos and video?

Sean: Do you need to even ask? Back when I was with Vincent, just like any other relationship we exchanged pictures, well after the relationship ended, I deleted the pictures of him and I was under the impression that he got rid of the ones with me.

Susan: And he didn't?

Sean: No, so if I don't pay him then he told me he would sale the pictures to the press and then use them against me in the custody trial for Christian.

Susan: I know some of the best people, I don't want you to worry about paying him or this custody anymore, I am here and we are going to end this once and for all.

The good thing about my mother is she was a Lawyer, she had her own firm, and she was one of the tops in L.A. after her breakdown, she stepped down from her firm and took a immediate vacation, well the vacation turned into a permanent vacation and now she resides in Europe and has a Flower Boutique which seems to do pretty well for her.

But the thing about her is that she still knows people in higher places, of course I will keep Alicia's lawyers around because they've done a lot of great work in the case so far, but a little extra help wouldn't hurt.

Susan: I will take care of what I need to, I'll be in LA for a couple days so I will have a meeting with my people tomorrow and then set something up for you, but listen to me Sean, you really need to get your life together and I'm not joking.

Sean: I'm trying Mom.

Susan: I know.

Susan leans over and kisses Sean on his cheek, he embraces her back with a hug, a taxi pulls up and Susan rises up from the bench, she hugs Sean one more time and then makes her way over to the taxi.

Susan: I'll be in touch sweetie.

Susan hops in the taxi as Sean stands there watching his Mom leave, the taxi drives off as the scene fades to black.

2 Hours Later

As much as I hate to admit it, I never really was the type to enjoy the celebrity life, don't get me wrong I loved the money, the parties, the ability to get treated differently at times but in reality it was a hardship.

Paparazzi taking photos, good and bad, rumors running rapid through media on the television and through blogs and internet pages, it was the worst. But majority of the time I usually brought the press on myself.

Each and every time I'm booked for a show, it means a lot, its some sort of an importance to me and my fans because my fans miss me. I remember wrestling for GXW, they gave me my first opportunity to really showcase my talents.

I was fresh out of high school, taking college courses, wasn't really interested in competing even though I loved the sport. I remember wrestling in high school and watching WWE programming, everyone felt that would be my calling and I would just brush it off, but one night I remember wrestling with a couple friends at a indy fed we had set up in his backyard of his home, we use to have matches, even set up our own battles and heated feuds and I remember saying damn I could do this professionally, this is something I'm interested in doing.

Signing with GXW, gave me that opportunity to exactly show the world what I was capable of. I remember being nervous, not only because I was the new kid on the block, but because of my sexuality.

But then Christian Underwood sat me down backstage and said this. " Don't let them bastards put you down, they will talk and talk, but your skill will shut them up. " and I went and took that advice to every match, in GXW I was undefeated for some time, yes I lost some battles but in the beginning I was untouchable and no one could take me down.

I'm not perfect, but I am a damn good competitor. I'm excited for this match, and earlier I said I really didn't see the importance in it, but that's me being cocky, any opportunity I get is a chance for me to show these people I'm ready to be a champion.

Lucian Frost, I feel bad for you, I feel bad for the next person I wrap my hands around because Climax Control I will show no mercy. I won't cause to much pain because you haven't done anything to me that would make me want to end your career or to really hurt you, but this is a opportunity for the both of us and I hate to say it but I will be the one capitalizing off this opportunity.

I'm ready for whatever this man has to throw at me, I expect bad talk, I expect him to feel as though I'm not good enough to compete against him but believe me I've heard all that in past, and I've upset a lot of people on my journey, so take this as an opportunity Frost, once I beat you, then you know you would definitely need to step your game up and when I go on to win the World Championship, I'll make sure I give you an opportunity the first chance I get, because I am that type of person.

My goal has been set, and I will dominate each person who stands in my way at getting a chance to become World Champion, I know I have some time ahead of me, but whoever turns out to be champion when it's my time, I want them to be ready and them to know that I'm lurking around that corner.



The scene opens up outside of Saks Fifth Avenue in Beverly Hills, Sean is shown making his way out the back door, towards the parking lot, a couple paparazzi stand out on the side taking pictures, Sean throws his hands up still making his way towards his car.

Location
Saks Fifth Avenue
Beverly, Hills
(Wilshire Blvd)
8:30 PM

Sean notices Mercedes standing by her car talking on her phone, he slowly makes his way over to her smiling, she looks up noticing Sean walking her way and hangs the phone up sliding it in her pocket, she turns and opens her arms trying to hug Sean but is interrupted by a hooded figure running up towards him.

Mercedes: SEAN WATCH OUT!

Sean turns and feels the impact of a blunt object hitting him across the face, Sean falls to the ground looking up, all he can see is flashes from the cameras on the other end of the parking lot, Sean looks up and

POP ...

A loud noise blazes throughout the parking lot, screams filled the air as a women fell to the ground, Sean tries to open his eyes, but the pain in his face prevents him, he feels a nudge against his back pocket as the envelope with cash was snatched out, the man runs toward a black car with no license plate and drives off.

Sean: [Screaming] WHAT THE FUCK....SHIT ...

Sean slowly gets to his knees crawling over to where the women was lying, opening his eyes he notices Mercedes laying on the parking lot ground, blood splattered underneath, Sean reaches in his pocket dialing 911.

Sean: PLEASE...

The scene fades.

Camera Clicks...

Paparazzi: Sean, Sean, is Alicia is ok?

Camera Click...

Paparazzi: Do you know who the person was? Sean? Sean? What is the condition of Alicia?

Camera Clicks...



Location:
Los Angeles, California
Sean's Condo.

The scene opens up inside Sean's condo, Sean is shown pacing back in forth in his living room, staring at his phone he tries to call the hospital one more time, after a couple minutes of arguing with the receptionist, Sean hangs the phone up tossing it over on the couch.

Sean: I cannot believe this shit.

Sean bangs his hand against the coffee table, Brooklyn who was standing in the door way walks in and sits down on the couch, grabbing a hold of Sean's hand, she begins to rub it.

Brooklyn: I know you are upset Sean, but please calm down.

Sean: I can't, Alicia is in the hospital and I know it was because of me, she was only trying to help me and look what happened.

Brooklyn: Are you sure it was Vincent?

Sean: I know it was, I was suppose to meet him to drop off this money and then I ran into my mom and I lost track of time and I really wanted to be there to support Alicia and next thing you know, we are in the parking lot getting ready to leave and then he pops up.

Brooklyn: You need to call the police.

Sean: They're already investigating the whole issue, I was forced to leave the hospital and now they don't want me to leave my apartment, I can't do this shit right now.

Brooklyn: Is she going to be okay?

Sean: She is, the baby we don't know but I can't talk about this right now, this is to much and I need to figure out what I am going to do to fix this.

Only more drama could happen in my life, my friend was lying in a hospital bed because of something dealing with me, I had a fucking match against Lucian Frost next week but who knows if my mind will be mentally ready for this match.

I needed to be around Alicia, I needed to know that she was okay, I wanted to vent, I wanted to go out and find Vincent and kick his ass, but I was forced under watch and now I can't even leave my fucking apartment.

Brooklyn: It's not your fault Sean, you can't blame yourself. What happened really sucks but you cannot blame yourself, please don't.

If she only fucking knew, I know she was only trying to help me but deep down inside she knew this was my fault, she knew it.

Sean: I have to fix this, and I have to fix this now.

Sean reaches for his phone, he grabs his ID and his two credit cards out of his wallet and heads for the door.

Brooklyn: Where are you going?

Sean: I need some air, I need some time to think.

Brooklyn: Please don't do anything crazy because I am worried about you Sean, I don't know Alicia personally but from the times I've been around her, I've always enjoyed her company and I really hope everything turns out okay.

Sean nodded his head in agreement, he reached for the door knob but before he could turn it, a pound came from the other side.

KNOCK ... KNOCK

Sean steps back from the door until he hears the voices from the other side.

Detective Bailey: Mr. Williams, I know you are home, can you please open the door, I am Detective Robert Bailey and my partner Lisa Frankson is here, and we just need to discuss a couple things with you.

Sean opened the door, both Detective Bailey and Frankson made their way into the front room where Brooklyn was sitting, she jumps up from the couch and heads into the bedroom closing the door behind her.

Sean: How can I help you?

Detective Bailey: I know you're aware that Alicia Matthews is currently in the hospital right now, she is doing fine but as for her baby, we don't know as of yet.

Sean: [Puts his head down] This is all my fault.

Detective Bailey: Witnesses at the scene stated that you weren't involved in the beating, but you were there, if you have any knowledge on who the suspect is, then I suggest you give us all the information you can.

Sean: It was dark, I was meeting Alicia in the parking lot because we were going to have dinner after her signing, all I know is this guy in a long black shirt and a mask runs up to me and knocks me the fuck out,  I don't know with what.

Detective Frankson: Did you get a chance to see his face?

Sean: No.

Detective Bailey: I would hope you would tell us the truth.

Detective Frankson: Can you answer why this individual would snatch something out of your pocket, not harm you but harm your friend.

Sean: Because if I know Alicia, she probably try to fight which lead to what happened to her, honestly Detective Bailey and Frankson, if I did know anything then I would definitely tell you, right now I am trying to find answers myself, so am I being detained or what's the deal here?

Detective Bailey: I need you to come down to the office, but tomorrow morning and we will discuss a little more about this case.

Detective Bailey reaches in his pocket and pulls out a card, he hands it to Sean and motions for Detective Frankson to follow behind him, the two head for the door and make their way out, Sean stands there, knowing he shouldn't of lied, but he knew saying Vincent's name would only cause more drama.

Sean: Damnit.

Brooklyn makes her way out of the bedroom and walks over to Sean, placing her hand on his shoulder she pulls him closer.

Brooklyn: Why didn't you tell them Sean?

Sean: Because I need to take care of this myself,  I know exactly where Vincent is and I'm going to see his ass right now.

Brooklyn: What is that going to solve?

Sean: I don't know, but I do have an idea to kind of scare him up a little.

Brooklyn: The police Sean, you need to go to the police and tell them the truth, Alicia is going to be pissed knowing you know who did it but didn't tell the police.

Sean: I am, but let me take care of this problem first, I am going to see Vincent and then I am going to go back to the hospital, just trust me Brooklyn.

I can understand her frustration, she was upset, she felt that I held back with the police but I had to, because of the situation I'm in, I needed to see Vincent first, I needed to face him and get this shit taken care of and then I would turn his ass in.

I swear I can never have a day where something doesn't go wrong, I felt that things were going my way a little, I'm wrestling at the next card, I felt that people were finally going to start believing in me again and I could make moves to try and be the next best World Champion.

But I can't, Vincent prevents me to from living my fucking life, he has to much control on me, but that shit stops now.

Sean: Vincent has really did it this time and I refuse to live my life under his fucking control, 3 years he has ran my life from prison, his own home, and even in front of my face and I just can't do it anymore.

Brooklyn: Its wild that this man has that much control over you.

Sean: If you only knew, but that shit changes now, I mean it.

Brooklyn backs away from Sean as he head towards the door, he opens it making his way out to the hall way, only to run into the Detective's again.

Detective Bailey: The good thing about certain walls is that they never sleep, you can always hear through then and my oh my, your walls were surely talking.

Detective Frankson: Come with us Mr. Williams, and let's talk down at our office now, since it seems like you have some information that you were reluctant to share with us.

Sean pauses, he started to speak but then closed his mouth and remain silence, he followed behind the two detectives as the scene fades to black.

 I Never knew having a child would be such a blessing, I always knew growing up that I was a fuck up, so me having children definitely scared the shit out of me. I always thought I would end up adopting at an older age and just die alone, well I would have my kids but die a single lonely man.

I really hadn't had the time to spend with Ian, with all the court battles and the back and forth drama with his mother and I, I just never made it a priority. Don't think of me as a bad father because believe it or not I enjoy seeing my son, I feel like he was the only thing I did right throughout my drama filled life.

Location:
Miami, Florida
South Beach

The scene opens up in Miami, down South Beach, Sean is shown holding onto Ian while he stares out into the open water.



Sean: [Looks at Ian] You want to go into the water.

Ian stares out into the water also, but shakes his head no, he turns and clutches onto Sean's ear, pulling hard.

Sean: Alright Ian, chill out ... [Laughs] You're so crazy.

Sean smiles as he talks with his son, the two make faces back and forth before Sean is interrupted, he looks up and there stands his Grandma wearing a one piece bathing suit, but the bottom half is covered by some shorts, she turns and slowly lowers her body to the ground.

Marie: Miami is always nice during the summer, the beaches, air, the sights.. [Winks] My Oh My the sights, if only I was 40 years younger.

Sean's face frowns up.

Sean: Yuck!

Marie: I'm not that old enough, I can still look and make little comments, I'm not dead yet Sean.

Sean: You can make whatever comments you choose, but I definitely don't want to hear anything sexual coming out of your mouth about anyone.

Marie: No fun.

Marie reaches for Ian, Sean places Ian in her arms, he lays back in the seat and stretches his legs out.

Marie: Were you going to let the baby sit in his own waste for the remainder of the day, or were you going to get up and change his diaper, because boy this little child stinks.

Sean: It was on my list to do, I was waiting for you to finish flirting with that man in the water to come back so we can both head to the hotel room.

Marie: Why are we staying in a hotel again, please remind me? I thought you had a condo here in Miami.

Sean: I do and it's being renovated, I am having extra rooms added and some other small things fixed, I want it to be ready for when I get full custody of Ian.

Marie: Erica does not want to meet with you today, she called the room earlier asking if I could have a car service drop Ian off, but I'm not comfortable with leaving Ian in some random car and not being there to physically supervise the baby.

Sean: I've done it plenty of times, and she usually has her own personal driver come and pick Ian up, I have this gag order against Erica and then a restraining order against Vincent, so at this time I'm really not suppose to be anywhere near the two of them.

Marie: It should of never got to this point.

Sean: Your right, but what was I suppose to do? Sit back and let them terrorize me and get the best of me, I shouldn't even be in this situation if it wasn't for my foolishness, but you live and you learn and right now I'm learning, I'm happy that I have a beautiful baby boy to carry on my legacy, but at the same time I am upset that Erica was chosen to be the baby's mother, I would of rather  someone more respectful and classy.

I hated the fact that Erica was the mother to my child, it only made things worst on me and my life, I couldn't really be myself, I had to be on point and not make any mistakes, with my life being the way that is is, she could make life for me a living hell, especially since Ian is in my life now.

The thing that made it worst on me is the fact she waited for Vincent to be released from jail to approach me about Ian, I never knew I had a child, I lost all contact with her and everyone around her, but once Vincent was released from jail, now all of sudden the child is mine, and she wants to make all these accusations.

My life is always in the news, whether its online blog sites or random news site, so with the reputation I once had, I definitely needed to prove not only to myself, but to the judge that I was capable of taking care of this baby.

Marie: I wish you would of lived your life differently.

Sean: Meaning?

Marie: I've always accepted you and your lifestyle, but there was always this thought in the back of my head that maybe if you were different then you wouldn't of gone through some of these bad experiences.

Maybe she was right.

Sean: I tried living that straight life, it didn't work.

Marie: I'm sure you did honey, and I have nothing against you or your dick liking, the only issue I have now is the problems we face with this child, that has no idea what's going on in this world or around him, and I really feel as though he shouldn't suffer, so I was thinking - [Pauses]

Sean: What?

Marie: I should help you try and get custody, just until you finish doing what you do to do, dealing with your apartment and then rehab. I think those two things you should focus on before you try building a family, and then once your ready then we can have Ian come and stay with you.

That's exactly why I loved my Grandmother, she knew just what to say and at first I wanted to say No, but it was the only way. During the time I was having problems with my father, my Grandma was there a lot to comfort me and to steer me in the right direction.

She knew how her son was, and til this day she hasn't spoken to him, I've tried to have them rekindle their relationship but neither one was interested, I guess after a long period of not talking then its like whats the point?

It was so much going on in my life at the time, finances weren't the best, trying to fix up my home and have a decent place for myself and my son to live, rebuilding my wrestling career, it was a lot that I needed to do.

Marie: What do you say?

Sean: I have no problem with that, but you know its going to be a full blown war between us, and Erica.

Marie: I may be old, but I can handle my own self and I'm definitely not scared of no little punks, they bring whatever drama they want and I'm sure we'll take care of it.

Sean smiles as he leans over and embraces his Grandmother.

Marie: Its getting hot and I can tell Ian is getting uncomfortable, so let's grab something to eat and head back to the hotel room, I better get him ready so he can go home with Mommy and you have a plane to catch tonight.

Sean: Yes I do, which I almost forgot.

I promise Brooklyn I would be at Climax Control to support her during her match with Misty, I was proud of Brooklyn finally getting a shot at the Bombshell Championship.

It was going to be a tough battle, but in the back of my head I knew this is exactly what Brooklyn wanted and needed, and I know she is going to fight extra hard for this opportunity.

Marie hands Ian back over to Sean while she slowly climbs to her feet, Sean carries Ian in his arms while he follows behind his Grandma, the scene fades to black.

 Location:
Miami, Florida
Sean's Condo.

The scene opens up inside Sean's Miami Home, Sean is shown walking around inside with a cigarette in his hand, he takes a couple puffs before ashing it in the ash tray, he turns and makes his way over to the window, staring out towards the ocean.

It felt nice to appear at Into The Void last night, even though I didn't wrestle, being able to be in the arena, and to hear those fans was good enough for me. I'm ready to be back in the ring, I know I am.

I don't have time to sit and think about all the mistakes I've made, and deal with the bullshit that's going on in my life at this moment, all I know is I miss the action of being in the ring, being able to body slam someone, or even pin them and walk away victorious.

As for why I did what I did to Lucas Darby and Presley, it was more of Brooklyn's idea but I felt the need to help, a lot of people in this industry don't respect me enough more because of my lifestyle, a lot of people poke fun and make ignorant comments regarding my sexuality and maybe some of the stuff I experienced while growing up.

My past has always been in the spotlight, I try to hide things and keep things private, but growing up the way I did, and dealing with the people I dealt with prevented me from being so secretive when it came to my personal life.

And of course the drugs didn't help.

The front door opens and Nicki Mason makes her way inside, she drops her bag down on the sofa and turns toward Sean.

Nicki: What is up with the attack at Into The Void? You told me nothing about this.

Sean: It was more of a unplanned attack, Brooklyn came to me with the idea and honestly I wasn't going to leave Into the Void without making some sort of statement, so I did what I had to do.

Nicki: I think you should ran that by me instead, we are trying to make your image better, not ruin it.

Sean: [Sighs] In the world of wrestling I don't think you could ever have a positive image.

Nicki: It doesn't matter, I don't see anything wrong with you trying to put yourself back out in the spotlight or be noticed, but there are other ways going about it and if you think about it, why start with Lucas? I don't know to much about him, but in my mind I would think you would try and go straight after the World Title, maybe the Roulette and from my understanding, that man has nothing to do with either title.

I mean she was right if you think about it, there was no real reason for my attack on Lucas, maybe I was trying to make a name for myself, or maybe it was just me being completely selfish and not thinking correctly.

Either way, what's done is done and I can't go back to that, I'm pretty sure Lucas will address it one day, but until now it's already been done and I don't see the point of sitting here trying to talk about it or make me feel bad about it.

Nicki: Maybe you should think about the company you keep around you.

Sean: Wow [Laughs] That's funny, because everyone whispers the same thing in my ear about you.

Nicki: The only person that could actually whisper such information about me would be Alicia, and that's fine because both her and I have some unfinished business that goes all the way back to high school.

Sean: Its crazy that you two are still upset over something that happened years ago.

Nicki: I wasn't the one upset, I actually let go of issues in my past, Alicia has the problem of holding on.

Sean: I don't know what the issue is, and I really don't care what the issue is but I definitely don't want the drama between you two messing up anything that is dealing with me, I am trying to put myself on a better path in life and honestly any outside drama, I don't want to have any part of.

Nicki: Well said.

Nicki grabs her purse and heads into the bedroom.

Knock ... Knock

Sean turns and walks over to his front door, he opens it to find Dr. Richardson, his therapist from Philadelphia standing on the other side, he stands there for a second shocked, but then invites her in. She smiles as she walks past Sean, she turns and points toward the couch which no one is sitting, she signals for Sean to come sit, and she sits down in the chair opposite of the couch.

Dr. Richardson: Sorry for showing so unexpected, but I am glad that you are here, we have so many things to discuss.

I could of sworn I was done seeing this woman, why the fuck is she here?

Dr. Richardson: I know you are probably wondering why I am here, which is normal but I was asked to come here, here I am.

Sean: By who?

Dr. Richardson: It doesn't matter Sean, and you know I can't give you that information anyway, any information given to me from an outside party must stay confidential, for the sake of the individual and yourself.

Sean: [Mumbles] Alicia, probably.

Dr. Richardson: Whoever the person is did the right thing by coming to me and acknowledging me of the issues going on in your life and going on around you, so I was able to catch Into The Void yesterday and I thought I would see you wrestle, but instead you decided to attack someone? Why?

Sean: Maybe you should ask the company I work for, we do have to keep ourselves relevant and we also have a contract to follow, but my question to you is why are you here? I haven't endulged into any drugs, and I've been really good with my spending since the last I've seen you.

Dr. Richardson: [Pulls notepad out of back pack.] From my understand, this Miami Condo we are sitting in was almost foreclosed on, so how are you doing good with your spending, when in deed you almost lost your place of residence.

Sean: People make mistakes, they fall behind, what's your point ?

Dr. Richardson: My point is that you are still making some of the mistakes you were making a while ago and I'm only here to help, I've never judged you or made you feel you weren't worth anything, I'm only here to get inside your head and maybe steer you into a positive direction.



Sean: What if I didn't need your help?

Dr. Richardson: I know you do, you just don't want it and that's not a bad thing, I understand you are a very tough individual and I know that you enjoy being able to handle situations on your own, but you have to understand that if help is being thrown at you, then why not take it ? [Pauses] and plus, it's court order that you communicate with me, because if you don't then your back in jail.

FUCK

Dr. Richardson: We can make this easy, all I want to do is get inside your head a bit and learn what's been going on since the last we met, if I feel like your able to continue without professional help behind you then I will let the court and the judge know, if not then I will continue to work with you.

Sean: I guess I have no choice.

Dr. Richardson: At this time Mr. Williams, you don't.

Dr. Richardson smiles as she pulls her pin out of her purse, Sean leans back on the couch and sighs as he prepares for the questions, the scene fades to black.

To Be Continued.

 I knew he was right, everything he was saying was right. I felt like I had a split second of amnesia because now everything is rushing back to my mind like it had never left.

Despayre, a beautiful child. I felt bad for what he is going through, he grew up having to experience such terrible things, kind of what I went through. I guess you could say our stories are similar, but then it wasn't.

Sean: I panicked, I have the right to do that. But you really don't know the full extent of what is going on in my life at this moment, and my career.

Synn tries to talk, but Sean holds his hand up.

Sean: Listen to me first, I don't ever mean to disrespect you or make you feel like your not wanted or even give you the impression that I don't appreciate the things you do for me, or the advice you give me. But I am dealing with a lot of this on my own, and its not only my issues, but its issues dealing with other family also.

Sean sighs as he takes a sip of water from his water bottle.

Sean: I've made some terrible choices and right now in my life everything that I thought I had got away with is finally catching up on me, why do you think I haven't fully committed to you yet? Huh ?

Its true, Synn would be the perfect match, good man, financially stable, he has goals and has accomplished a lot but I couldn't bring the misery of my life into his, I really want to fix my problems and not create more of a headache for him.

Sean: I have things I need to take care of Synn, and you know this already. I'm not high, I'm just drunk, I'm not doing hardcore drugs, I'm just stressed and I went back to the way I knew how to deal with my problems and that's drinking, am I a full blown alcoholic? No I am not, but I have had a few shares of drinks today.

Sean turns his head and stares over at Despayre, his eyes begin to water a little, but he quickly wipes tears developing away from his eyes, he turns and looks back at Synn.

Sean: I've always been grateful to have you in my life, just know that. And I apologize for how I reacted, and to set the record straight I did not whore myself for $2,500. I am worth a lot more then that, but I did meet up with an old friend who is a multi-millionaire, he owns a home in the Hamptons and he basically helped me with some cash some time ago and the only thing he wanted in return was my time, nothing sexual Synn, I do have more respect for my body then what you think I do.

It was strange to hear Synn open up to me so much, there were some things Synn has told me about his past, and there are some things he hasn't, but I knew something huge had to happen in his life to make him so strong, so blunt, so mature and have such a hard back bone.

Synn was the type of person who would give a arm to help, but he also was the type of person that would not allow anyone to step over his boundaries or to walk all over him, and I admit he did a really good job of helping me, so I knew he cared.

Sean: You never really opened up to me about your past Synn, [Pauses] I never knew you went through some of that stuff.

Sean reaches out his hand and grabs a hold of Synn, with his thumb he rubs his finger across Synn's palm.

Sean: I know I don't tell you this to much Synn, but I really do care for you and as much as I should say it, I don't. But that will all - [Sean pulls his hand back and quickly covers his mouth]

Please don't throw up Sean, please ... please ..

Sean waits a couple seconds, but then drops his hand from his mouth, he lets out a small belch and looks back up at Synn.

Sean: I'm not feeling to well at this moment, so I apologize. I drank way to much earlier, and I just left the gym about an hour ago, right before I stopped here, thats where I was coming from .. but that's not important, what's important is Synn, I really do LO -

Before Sean could finish, his mouth widens and vomit races out his mouth and onto the floor, while throwing up, Sean reaches over and grabs napkins on the table trying to prevent more from hitting the floor, after a couple more seconds go by, he stops, he drops to the floor trying to clean up.

Sean: THIS IS F*CKING EMBARRASSING !!

Sean throws each and every napkin in the trash, he turns and looks at Synn, a frown grows across his face.

 It weighed heavy of my mind the fight that happened between Mercedes and I, she was my sister, my everything. The only person who really knew my deepest secrets and all my skeletons was Mercedes.

I never knew about her past with Nicki Mason, if I did then I would of addressed it. I would of never pursued a professional relationship with Nicki, but the only thing I can do now is try and fix this whole stupid argument.

Location:
Las Vegas, Nevada
Coffee Shop.

What a f*cking coincidence?



The scene opens up outside the Coffee shop where Mercedes, Joshua, & Synn are still having their sit down, Sean making his way down the long street, notices Mercedes inside the window, he stops and looks again before finally walking into the coffee shop.

What the hell?

Sean: You can't return any of my phone calls, but you have a lunch date with Synn?

Sean reaches for a chair which was at another table with a party, Sean ignores the guy who was getting ready to sit down in the chair, but he places it at the table where Synn and Mercedes is sitting.

Mercedes: Sean, not right now.

Sean: I have been calling you all freaking day, and you've ignored my calls because you're here trash talking me with Synn.

Synn tries to talk, but Sean cuts him off by slamming his hand on the table.

Sean: I need you right now Mercedes.

Mercedes shakes her head in disgust, staring at Sean's eyes, she reaches for her bag.

Mercedes: I won't talk to you when your like this Sean.

Sean: Like what?

Mercedes: When your [Whispers] fucking high Sean. [Turns and looks at Synn] Call me later please.

Mercedes excuses herself from the table, Sean turns and stares at her leaving the coffee shop, he slams his bag on the floor and tries to get up from the table, but Synn pulls him back down into the chair.

Sean: What?