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Moving In
« on: October 22, 2021, 06:16:32 PM »
October 8th
4:00 PM PDT
Las Vegas, Nevada

Crystal Zdunich had finally arrived at her destination of Las Vegas, Nevada. The blue haired vixen’s makeup ran down her face as it was apparent that she has been crying for the entire trip from Los Angeles to Las Vegas. Crystal tried her best to regain her composure as she stepped out of her vehicle. She popped her trunk open grabbing her huge suitcase as she headed towards one bedroom apartment. She finally reached a door. There was some hesitation but after a few moments she decides to knock on the door. A few minutes go by and that is when the door swings open. Standing in the doorway is Zoey Madigan, one of Crystal’s best friends and former stable mates. The two just look at one anotherbefore Crystal breaks out into hysterical sobbing. Zoey quickly grabs Crystal embracing her into a tight hug as she begins to rub her back passionately.

“Everything is going to be okay Christina. Don’t worry about anything. I am here for you and know I will always give you an ear. If you need to let it out you don’t have to be shy. Just let it go and don’t hold it all in…”

Crystal keeps her eyes locked on Zoey as she lets more tears escape her eyes.

“I feel like this is the hardest thing I ever had to do Zoey. I can’t believe I walked out on Seleana like that. She is everything to me and I walked out on her, Alexandra, Aurora, and especially my granddaughter Isabella. I hope I didn’t make the wrong decision. We have only been separated for ten hours and I feellike my world is falling apart…”

Zoey nods her head as she looks deeply into the eyes of Crystal.

“I know it hurts but if you felt that giving yourself some space was the right thing to do then you shouldn’t even question it. I know for a fact that you love her. I was able to be in your wedding as a Bridesmaid so I know how much she means to you. Whatever is going on this is your choice and it’s YOUR relationship. You shouldn’t let others dictate what happens in your household or even in your marriage…”

Crystal wipes her eyes as she nods her head in return.

“I know Zoey but it just sucks that I am not allowed to make mistakes. Whenever I do make mistakes people are so quick to shove it down my throat that Seleana needs to be freed. It’s like they feel I am this kidnapper and I won’t let her go no matter what. It’s not like we are building a toxic relationship like I am the Joker and she’s Harley Quinn. I would never do that to her. In my eyes I am Poison Ivy and she’s my Harley. It’s supposed to be a fun filled relationship. Not one that’s completely one sided…”

Crystal shakes her head as she continues to share her heart.

“But when my family constantly treats Seleana badly I just can’t sit there and let her go through with it. It’s also unfair for people to assume she suffers from Stockholm syndrome so that’s why I had to walk away. I want to realign things and make everything right. Hopefully this short time away from her will help me work on the issues that are preventing me from being the wife that I was meant to be…”

Zoey just shrugs her shoulders as she forms a serious expression on her face.

“Either way whatever you do is the best decision for you. One thing I will say is you shouldn’t let outsiders dictate on what happens within the covenant of your marriage. I have noticed the bullying that people tend to do when it comes to you. Truthfully they are in no position to judge what you do when they don’t have the best choice of character themselves. I would just write it all off as being white noise. If you feel that what you are doing is going to help your cause in the long run than that’s all that matters. Don’t go through this to appease the trolls on the internet or your naysayers because you will never win that battle. Do it for yourself and simply because you know it’s the best decision…”

Crystal looks around as she slowly nods her head.

“That is definitely a good point and it is something that I will do. To be honest I think my biggest issue is that I sometimes feel like an abuser. Not in the way that I mentioned earlier but in the way where I feel that the entire relationship should revolve around me.  I have taken advantage of her and I don’t want that to be the narrative anymore. My pride is really getting the best of me but I was thinking of maybe finding a place where I could get some counseling and working on my issues…I just hope that whatever problems I finally put to rest that Seleana is still waiting for me. Me leaving wasn’t a way of me showcasing a goodbye but it was simply a way for me to see that when I come back things will be better…”

Zoey finally smiles.

“And they will be better because you are putting your mind on it. As long as you keep your eyes locked on what you wish to do there isn’t anything in this world that can stop you from taking flight and soaring above everybody else. After all you are an Angel and it’s only right that you spread your wings and fly high…”

Crystal seems uneasy shrugging her shoulders.

“I honestly don’t feel like an angel. I feel like my wings have been clipped and I am incapable of flying anywhere…”

Zoey laughs as she looks back at her friend.

“Once you become an angel you are always an angel. Besides if Farrah can be an angel I think anybody can definitely be one. On top of that we are not only friends but we are family. When you feel like you can’t fly we will be there to help you get back on your feet and to take flight. That’s what being a boardwalk angel is about. Anyway…”

Zoey looks around at the apartment before looking back at Crystal and hands her a key.

“Consider this place your home… I know you needed a place where you could get away and this apartment definitely seems like it will suit your needs. I know it’s only a one bedroom and that might not be the best accommodations for THE Crystal Zdunich but I trust it will serve all of your needs while you are in Vegas like it did for me. It is a comfortable little spot and you will love it…”

Crystal nods her head as she smirks in return.

“Honestly none of that superficial stuff even matters at this point. This place is amazing and simply because it came from a close friend who is looking out for another friend. It came from your heart and that means more to me than anything else. I will cherish this place and I appreciate your hospitality. Being in Vegas is definitely my home nowadays. One day I will have to show you the casino that I work at down the street. Maybe I could bring you in for a special meet and greet or something else..”

Zoey hugs Crystal as she looks down into her eyes.

“You don’t have to think me for anything. Like I told you once before you are family to me and family certainly needs to look out for other family. Just make sure you promise to take good care of yourself. If you have any issues or are going through anything don’t hesitate to call me. I am sure Farrah wouldn’t mind a phone call either…”
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Crystal grins loving what her friend just said to her. She takes a long deep breath as she replies back to her.

“Yeah… I know you girls got my back. Hopefully one day Stacy Marie Jones and I could get to that level. I know that she is probably upset over the way that I constantly treat Seleana and…”

Zoey cuts her off before shaking her head in return.

“Don’t worry about any of that. You just need to take baby steps and don’t try to force anything. The most important thing that you need to work on right now is yourself. Get right for you and become the best Christina Zdunich that you could become…”

Crystal slowly nods her head in return offering a smile.

“I will Zoey. You don’t have to worry about me at all. I will get my head on straight and once I do nobody will be able to tell me anything. Thank you for being in my life and truthfully I have some of the best friends in the world.”

Zoey smiles warm heartedly. The two of them look at one another before doing a very special Angel handshake. Both women are smiling at one another as Zoey starts to back away.

“Anyway I think I will be heading out. It will give you a chance to settle in. Don’t let things get to you Crystal. I know everything is going to work out in the end. If you need anything at all please don’t hesitate to give me a call. You know I have your back…”

“Thank you Zoey. I honestly don’t know how I was blessed to have such an amazing friend as you…”

With that Zoey begins to back away before she heads towards the apartment door. She takes her leave and doing so has left Crystal all alone in the apartment. Crystal walks over to the sofa and she immediately plops down on it. Her eyes move towards Zoey’s coffee table and she spots a picture from her wedding day. It’s a picture of Crystal in a wedding dress with Zoey and Farrah beside her in Bridesmaids dresses along with Stacy Marie Jones and they all are posing for a special Angels picture. Crystal let’s tears roll down her cheek as one word came to her mind.

“Seleana…”

Her mind once again was locked thinking about her estranged wife as she sighs in return. More tears rolled down her face as she reached for her cellphone. She started dialing a familiar number and it wasn’t long before Seleana’s contact information popped up on the screen. She moved her hand going back and forth between the call and message button. She finally selected message as she began to type.

“Hey Seleana… I am so sorry for everything and…”

She immediately erased it as she decided to type something else.

“I miss you so much and…”

Once again she erased the message. It was in that moment that Crystal decided to close the phone. She knew that this situation had hurt. It hurt her in ways she couldn’t even imagine. She never envisioned walking out on her daughter, her wife, her girlfriend, or even her granddaughter. She knew that no matter how things had hurt she couldn’t go right back. She had to work on her issues. She had to make her family stronger than ever and she couldn’t return until all of her issues had been dealt with. It would be the beginning of a long separation but at the end of the day it was all for the best. Crystal would fight for her loved ones and she was hell bent on becoming a better person for her family. After what she had put Seleana through for the past three years Crystal had vowed that she would finally make things right. This wasn’t about redemption that she constantly always wanted people to accept her for. She would become the best wife she possibly could. Her only hope was that Seleana would wait for her no matter how long it took…”

With that Crystal kicks her feet up as she knows she had a lot to take in. The tears finally stopped as she closed her eyes offering a small smile as she envisioned what it would be like to finally deal with the issues that prevented her from being an amazing wife.
 

 



















Wow…

Where do I even begin?! It’s been a long hard fought journey but finally after everything it seems I am finally right back where I rightfully belong. I am smack dab in the main event of yet another Climax Control and on top of that it won’t be long until I will be walking into the biggest show of the year of High Stakes and competing in the World’s Most Famous Arena at Madison Square Garden. If I didn’t know any better I would say that it took a lot to make it here. As a matter of fact it has taken way too long and in two weeks you all will know how I really feel when it comes to Amber Ryan. Everybody will know what is going through my mind and why EXACTLY I will be walking away as the World Bombshell Champion.

However it seems that this edition of Climax Control is the final stop before we get to that point and the wrestling world will be treated to a high caliber main event when Jack Washington and myself step into the ring of Alex Jones and Amber Ryan.

Damn… It definitely has been a real long time hasn’t it?! I will be completely blunt with all of you because I have nothing to hide. For those who may not know this year has been absolutely awful for me. I had to make the hardest decision of my life. I had to walk away from my wonderful wife of Seleana. It’s definitely not her fault by any means and I know she will question if she did something wrong to warrant such an action. However I can sit here and tell everyone the cold hearted truth that it is definitely all on me. We got married on July 13th of 2018 and maybe I wasn’t in the right state of mind because I had just lost my World Bombshell Championship to Mikah a month prior to that.

I was supposed to be celebrating the day of my life and yes I might have put on a façade and said the word’s “I Do” at the altar, but the reality was my mind was still on that of my World Championship. I had fought Mikah over and over again that year. I did everything in my power to get MY title back but I never did. It was during that time period that my wife was really developing into a singles star. Hell she had defended me against Christian Underwood decking him right in the mouth and I never really appreciated that.

Simply because my mind was solely on one thing and that was being the Champion… I wanted it at all costs. One day my wife got a championship opportunity and she had won the title from Alicia Lukas. It would have been amazing had it not been for the fact that I had to get involved. I had to strike Alicia because I felt she didn’t respect me. I guess that’s what having a lack of self-confidence will do for you. Not only did I ruin the legacy of such a prestigious championship but I really dealt a hurting blow to my wife because she held something she didn’t even earn. Most people would have been happy but she didn’t even take the title out of the bag. She didn’t look at it because I tarnished that moment.

I had broken her heart before that because after standing up to Christian like she did in my honor I turned around and beat her down, and for what?! Just so I could get a title opportunity.

It really is a sad thing when I think about it. Since that day I have held the World Championship on two different occasions and just like that I have quickly lost the championship well before the reign even began. I have spent all of this time trying to find a way to redeem myself. I have done everything to FORCE it on everyone. I wanted to be accepted overnight and that’s not how the world works. Things take time. People would always talk me down and it got me worked on and so angry.

Now I know what you are thinking Amber, and you are probably questioning what all of this has to do with you?! After all it probably seems like I am just speaking a bunch of bullshit and it shouldn’t concern you at least in your opinion. However it actually all does because after glancing at everything I have come to the conclusion that all of what I have done has been absolutely ridiculous. I have been a fucking train wreck and I am not going to sit here and deny any of it.

I have been trying so hard to fix the quick issue of trying to be accepted, and trying to stop people from saying the words #FreeSeleana over and over again. However after taking a breath and really glancing at things I found out what my main issue is. The truth is I am an abuser. All I do is hurt Seleana and if it’s not me dealing the fatal blow it’s a member of my family which could include a sister or even that of my daughter.

It’s time to break that cycle once and for all. That is why I had to walk away from the thing I love the most. It’s so I can become a better person and become a better wife. If I solve that issue it will solve every other issue and that is something I know for a fact.

However this entire saga between us came to a start when you decided to take things into your own hand and you beat me down at that first Super Card of the year. I had just won the title and you struck me down but before that you decided to take advantage of my wife.

What I SHOULD have been doing what was doing everything in my power to tell you to go Fuck yourself because nobody should take advantage of my wife like you did especially considering she is one of the sweetest people in this company. You had to go too far and then you lay me out because you wanted a Championship?!

Fuck off with that bullshit… However I didn’t see it as you attacking my life like I should have… No instead I was just happy with the status of being champion. I was happy to put on a show for the crowd and make stupid decisions just to show off in only a way that Crystal Zdunich could.

It became about wearing the expensive one piece suits, the extravagant heels, and even bringing my immune compromised child to ringside and you ate all of that shit up. You took me for a ride and got under my skin. In my eyes I was supposed to be the good person but I was becoming the villain. I was attacking you backstage, destroying your motorcycle and trying to do things to take you off your game.

However you were focused on the task at hand and apparently I wasn’t because when push came to shove you beat me. I never once took responsibility for any of my actions because I was focused on just the status of being the champion. That is why when our match happened that what went around definitely came back around and I cannot fault Synn for what he did to me. I am still holding onto that because it definitely was a distraction that I should have been more than ready for.

If I wasn’t the abusive wife that I ended up becoming none of that would have happened because I wouldn’t have gone as far as I have to do all of this extra stuff. Now that she and I are separated I have time to focus on different areas of my life. One of them being on a better person, and another thing being that of having my eyes locked on you.

Let it be known the last time we fought it was about the status but now it will be about being the fucking champion and when gold is on the line you should know that I am a very dangerous woman. I will wrestle my heart out to get what I want and I will get through you.

Now that I can look at things from a different perspective I can say that I personally don’t like you attacking my wife verbally. How dare you try to call out my wife and tell her that her name doesn’t mean anything anymore?!

It still means a lot. It’s still a serious name and it wasn’t that long ago when she was a big threat to whoever stepped in the ring with her. However you want to tarnish her name like it doesn’t mean anything?! Go fuck yourself. I am not going to act like what you say doesn’t affect me because it damn sure does. She is my wife, she is an individual yes but we both are reflections of each other. The day we got married is the day that the two of us became one.   

So everything single thing you basically said about her being washed up honestly comes back at me because it’s like you are saying the same very thing to me and I am not going to take those comments likely. Maybe at one point they got to me but I know for a fact who I am, and I know who my wife is. The only reason why she hasn’t been up to par is because she had to deal with the train wreck that is her wife.

If the roles were reversed and I was in her shoes who had to be responsible for our household, who had to do all of the motherly duties, and had to basically tell my family to calm down when she does something stupid like I do on an everyday basis yes I would be in a slump as well.

It’s emotionally draining and that’s the only reason why she isn’t where she needs to be. That’s not her fault but it’s all on me. Of course she is good who do you think trained her how to do this wrestling thing?! Who do you think spent all of that time in the gym and taught her how to wrestle? Yes that was me and it’s a slap in the face when everybody tries to shove it in my face that I am a terrible wrestler and she’s better.

I taught HER how to do this don’t you understand how asinine any of that sounds?!

Anyway you can’t stand there on a high horse and try to bury my life asking questions if she is truly great or if she is like the Jessie Salco’s and Bea Barnharts of the company. Just even saying that sounds stupid when those are the type of women that have been placed in front of you for title defenses or title eliminators. That is the type of competition you have been facing to pad your win lost record and it’s bullshit. How about facing a Ruby Steele who has only been doing this less than six months. Somehow finds her way into a title match against you and can’t even cut a promo on you?!

Yeah… That sounds like a joke…

Yes you beat Myra Rivers and that was a great match and I will even say a rivalry. Let’s be honest was it really fair that she was given back to back title matches simply because she asked for it?! Maybe it’s because she was an Internet Champion and after losing her title she deserved some type of rematch even if it came at the hand of a World title match.

It’s a bunch of crap… Although I am glad you beat Myra because after you had dropped the ball against her twice it’s about time you finally got over that hurdle.

I am going to call a spade a spade though. I lost the championship to you and didn’t get anything. I was forced to go to the back burner for far too long. I wasn’t even booked at the following Super Card after that. I have just been dwelling around trying to figure out where I belong.

I know where I belong and in this tag team match you will see that I have been waited seven long months to get noticed. I don’t care if Alex wishes to claim that we are friends or if he dislikes me because the rest of his Wolfslair buddies dislike me. I don’t care if Jack Washington doesn’t give a damn that he is teaming up with me. Hell I don’t even care if Roxi has a front row seat to the action.

What I do care about is finally getting my hands on you. Win or losing this is irrelevant. What really matters is what happens in two weeks and that’s when the verbal handcuffs officially come off. As for now let’s beat the hell out of one another and you might very well get the win this week. It may give you the win to this battle but no matter what in two weeks I will win the war and that’s when it all really counts.

Now will stop this burning rose from setting the world ablaze and being what she was meant to be. The best bombshell in the company, and trust me I can back that claim up.

Bring it on and see you very soon… Prepare to get outwrestled because I damn sure will bring it and you will respect me one way or the other…
 



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