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The first step in your own damnation.
It was months ago that I approached this world upon where others were too busy making up to their partner for ignoring them for the remaining 364 days. To open up their own hearts and souls as they remember they once were sentimental fools. Emotions are such a drag with you mortals Forgetting that love makes you blind, not realizing that it is making your existence unbearable and for what?? So that you eventually want to mate??? How ironic is it that what begins with your heartbeat, ends up with your quest to share bodily fluids… it is things like that what makes me wonder, was it all that bad centuries ago?? I think it is time that I bring back some sophistication. Sophistication? A mere word that we try to uphold somehow, where the only thing that you truly want is to plow down into the flesh that will awaken your hunger for lust. Is that how we dare to call love?? How ironic is it to think that humans pride themselves with the beauty that is what they don’t understand and replace it with the bodily activity that makes them pigs.
I sigh, should I go on with this?? Would it be accepted as a learning lesson in life?? Or will their ignorance and stupidity disallow them to look past what I truly am?? I once was a man of flesh and blood, I have made mistakes and I lowered myself to the point where I am so thankful that the dead awoken me. Allowed me to learn from their own mistakes, allowed to feed myself upon them and remove them from the world as I wish no longer to share it with them. I will share the world a pleasure by taking away the lives of those who do not deserve to live anymore. Is that what they call it these days?? A life?? All too worked up on materialistic ideals and for what?? Power?? Wealth?? Sex?? Clearly forgetting what it truly means to be alive… how sad to see them wash their hopes and dreams away for lacking interest to truly be identified with themselves. That’s what I am for isn’t it?? Is there a reason why it should be me to take away that what you believe is yours?? Like it matters, because I don’t care. I don’t see things your way.
A sadistic smile emerges upon my face, I know it is no longer possible for me to go back and hide. I have now opened up a world that is beyond that what others have had thought was possible. And to be honest?? To have open up at January, speaking the world about YOU. In the most sincere way of passion must have opened up something into my cold and demented dead heart. A heart? It must have been centuries since the last time I used that word, I am surprised I did it without breaking down with laughter. But then again, laughter is just another sign to hide your insecurity with spreading your white teeth and flashing me a smile. A smile?? Can’t this get any more sensitive being tried to be covered up with a false attempt of bravery?? Because let’s face it, when it comes down to us men. Bravery is more important than life itself isn’t it??
I wish to differ, I wish to prove to the world that there is nothing more to it than contain your own future with brutality. Nothing sophisticated about human emotions, lies and pleads to stay alive when they stare me into the eyes and know that their destiny is upon them. Their own fate that will be spilled with their blood on these fingers You could call it my sensations that takes over my brain as if it is you that reach an orgasm and go soft. The only difference is that my softness is the scent of the one that has caught my interest. My interest to something that none of you truly unders0074and, so I’m sure that you will ridicule something that is unnatural for you But isn’t that what makes you humans so adorable? To believe that you are on the top of every food chain that is known to mankind?? And how kind have you become throughout the centuries?? Blinding yourselves with ego centric rules of survival… childs play ruling for little children. Not something I need to worry about now wouldn’t I my blood sucking friend?? Oh yes the name has become so apparent even though we never ever actually spoke where others were around. (font How quaint of those to be this ignorant and yet so adorable when it comes down to assuming thoughts that were not meant to be for them to understand?? But let’s just say that the time for reckoning that what we truly are is something that is not meant for them to understand. Not just yet….,
A door opens, a dark figure walks out to the small candle light that is upon an ancient table. Three burning candles upon a candleholder that has seen it’s share of passing years. A cold and white hand reaches out towards the candle that is burning on the left and tries to absorb the warmth from it, without extracting it’s hand when it is getting too warm.
Usually light and warmth would bring so much for you humans. I’ve come to learn throughout the many centuries that it would bring you the warmth of protection against the cold feeling of the night. Burning logs of wood in a forest, to protect you from anything that would perhaps slither towards you. The visual aid to gain some sight that you have lost in the night, as your eyes has not developed compared to the true hunters of the night. It has made you understand that you need every possible assistance to remain on top I assume.
The hand slowly becomes a fist, turning the palm towards the camera view as we see black nail polish upon his fingernails. The whiteness of a blouse surrounds the hand as it looks ancient, as if it came out of a movie dating from the time of Sun King of France.
It makes me wonder, how long ago must it have been that I was just like that, trying to be a sophisticated snob. While in reality, I was nothing more than a mere fool. Trying to find answers to questions that were not even meant to be asked? For it was ages ago, where we already discussed the essence of the meaning of life. And so many moons later, we still have not been able to figure it out huh?? Let alone understand the concept of a humerous movie of several comedians that tried to lighten up our lives with a laugh and some satire. To ignore the simple idled thought of how satiric your lives have truly become. I guess the burden of understanding the true concept of that what you do not have the ability to understand must be a load of so many other things isn’t it?? Thankfully for me that there is something in this life that I have found that has made it all worth it, wouldn’t you agree my pretty???
The hand opens up again, showing partially the lines in the hand that comes to view for the camera to watch as the remainder vanishes into the shadows of the darkness.
A mere name, a mere scent a mere voice that has awoken me to the point where I felt the need once more to hunt. To maim those who dare to cross my path and all for the desires that I have not felt for a long time. I’ve heard that some humans become insane after not being able to have consummated the most sacred act of mating. Whereas it was for me how long before I found you?? Patience must have become a virtue that I have endured for quite some time.
The Russian dialect of the man that is talking does not hide the intentions that it has towards the certain person that it speaks off, but also the willingness of to do what it has to do to obtain it.
Until that moment comes, I will have to settle with the lesser things in humans lives that would make no sense to them. As the questions always pop up inside their brains and even before they decide to take a few moments to think about, they already spit out their gums and throw it all out on the table. For everyone to view as their stupidity and their ignorance has once again risen it’s ugly head. I’m sure that some part of that sentence has ever emerged upon a song decades ago. As you humans always enjoy put emotions down upon writing and what better way to express it than rather to sing it right?? Scream out the agony, the anger, the pain of a lost love. Oh yes, the examples are endless. Quite an astonishing feat that every century has their examples of musical whores. Those who aren’t too afraid to drain you from your money as your mind set is too pathetic to separate the true artists from the leaches that only care about your money.
At least I only care about your blood, like yours for instance Mr. Staggs?? Oh yes, I am quite the gentleman when it comes down to personal approaches as well as not to make the mistake of confusing your personal life with that of your work. To feel the need to get to know your adversary and feel the need to call them out upon their first name. I feel it’s so barbaric and quite honestly, I would rather wonder whether it is worth my time to begin with?? But to show you that I am a man that does not mind easing up your chances… I will allow you to use my only name that I dare to give you. Not to personalize our first few words to be spoken outside the realm of uncertainty. But to ease the ignorance that I’m certain about that would emerge eventually. I just hope you can grasp the notion and not make a fool out of yourself when to think you feel attacked by this one way or another.
The figure sits in front of the candle, we can see the outer lines emerge of his head as the back of his head comes into view for the camera.
How is it that you and your ensemble call yourselves?? Oh yes, the Nobodies. Quite astonishing to see that you bear the ability to have self knowledge as well as daring to be sarcastic?? To play a role, yes a role as being the lesser of the many out there in this world. To allow others to ridicule you for that same reason, only in the hopes of striking them with something that they would not dare to assume or believe?? Quite a remarkable ideal to possess as your true essence has got to be so much more than a mere word, bearing the meaning of nothing to others I presume??? Please tell me if I am wrong, I am always fascinated by the mere thought of what makes humans to possess the ideas that sticks with them for what?? The lifespan that you call eternity?? Educate me if I am wrong, it is a privalige for me to educate myself throughout the centuries as I can take the time that you do not possess. Then again, I am sure that Gothika can tell me the same thing in so much more emphasius that it would be quite entertaining over a glass of your life nectar. And if you do not grasp that notion, I will allow you to be forgiven as a gentleman never strikes a nerve on the first attempt. But I am sure that you already knew that.
Both hands rise up as it grabs it’s hair and ties it together before putting a hairband as it keeps the long hairs tied up in a ponytail.
Some things never go out of style I assume, just like some things in you humans never change. It’s just like seeing people constantly try and try to educate themselves and learn from their mistakes. Yet to see a human like a Casey Williams and Steve Ramone constantly try to produce nothing more than harsh words or humoristic ideas. Some may work as I assume being a champion in case of Ramone means something to others. I only see it as another example of how much you like to label yourselves into something that you quite honestly are not. But it’s something that I will have to accept in my quest to come closer to that what is more to my desire and need. A need of true sophistication and quite honestly, a sophistication that is beyond your wildest dreams.
So I wonder, is this the moment where I should open up my mouth and do what you humans call trash talking?? To limit myself to merely bashing you with words of ridicule and attempting to anger you?? For what?? To ease my chances in victory?? Another example of a graphic ideal that needs to be seen by others to believe. I wonder, what is it that makes you see valued intentions upon that?? To wake up one day after the moment that has happened and make you understand that on that given day, you were or were not the better man??? Again, another example of simplicity going hand in hand with stupidity. But for your as well as others sake, I will play along as I am always ready to please your senses.
I am sure that I may strike a cord, or perhaps make you raise an eyebrow in wonder, wondering why mother nature allowed those who signed your contract to sign you into a match with me?? It would be too easy to say that I must break you, I am no Dolfph Lundgren that imitates an inhabitant of the USSR when Rocky three came along and build upon the cold war that existed around that time?? You see, hatred is an emotion of insignificance. It’s a way of lower your standards to a point where everything is allowed to survive. While I intend to reach my goal and never look back. I just hope you would not take this too personal as I am not a man of who likes to have people hold grudges. But then again, I intend to do what I wanted to do.
I will understand if you will not believe my words, where you will look past them and see what I am. Whether you will accept and believe what I am, or just merely say that I am not what I say I am. To make fun of me, with the sole intention to cause anger in my mind. But then again, wouldn’t that be a trade that would work when I would be assumingly a human being?? It’s not the first time that I had to endure these bashings of a lifetime. Those moments in your lives as humans that only reaches a high for how many years?? Is it perhaps the reason why you all cannot do this for longer than how many years?? Before others have to replace you and keep the dream alive of those who are too fat to achieve anything?? I know that this must have been the first ever foul word that I have used that makes me giddy. Giddy over the fact that even I have been impressed with the lack of originality that it may have rubbed off against me… even if it was merely a once in an eternity experience.
We can hear a soft laughter, build upon the low and deep voice that the man possesses. He runs his fingers against his cheek for a few moments before sighing and dropping his hand to his side.
It must be a case of where I just need to evaluate everything in life as you call It, perhaps then the next time I come across something of your liking that I would understand more. Even though I have seen that people like to categorise themselves into different boxes as they see themselves differently in society of today. Only to make me wonder why?? Is it merely the lack of originality?? Or the mere fact that you are too stupid and too lazy to look past that what is too obvious. Engraving your end on a tombstone that would read the simplest of simple excuses for your life. As it is always in loving memory, telling us so much that someone never was. Hoping to have that dream being kept alive by others who believed it. While in your case, a nobody will emerge as I will feel the life essence flow through these fingers. Telling me the tale whether I should end it right now as I stare deep into your eyes. The eyes tell me that what spoken words never could. A nobody is someone that does not cherish his existence to be something so much more than what you proclaim yourself to be. I’m not someone that would dare to change your mind in the good of your existence. I only intend to maim what is left of you before I’m through with you.
Maybe a nobody is all I need to show the world that I truly am a somebody.