Post by: Goth on April 14, 2015, 04:03:27 PM
Goth: Am i being interrigated????
A chuckle can be heard as Goth can bes een drinking a bottle of beer, his face hasnt been shaved in ages. He is clearly been up for a while as his eyes are bloodshed red. he wipes his eyes for a few moments before putting the bottle down. He looks at his cellphone as he reads some more messages that has popped up on Social media. All having the same result of why???
Goth: God, can’t a guy have some rest for crying out loud??? I only hit somene across the head, for crying out loud. It is like I put him down like a rabid dog or something. It’s not like his name is Old Yellar right???
A hand reaches up to him, resting on his shoulder. Causing Goth to grab it as he looks at the hand, before turning to the person that is attached to it. Clearly paranoid as he is about to strike the figure with the bottle, before realizing it is his blood brother Fang.
F) You wanted to talk to me?? What’s the matter, you look like a wreck man.
Goth drops the hand, relaxing a little bit. He puts the bottle to his mouth, only to have it been pulled out of his hand by his brother.
F) I told you not to go that path Goth, you remember what it did to me. It nearly….,
G) Killed you. Yeah I remember. I was there remember?? You don’t always have to shove it under my nose Jonathan. I mean seriously, you knew all your life that I’ve been a drunk. I enjoyed drinking almost as much as…..
He looks at his brother, lets out a burp and chuckles. He raises his shoulders as if to say What???
F) What’s this SCW thing??? You are the owner of the AWA. Why are you after Shipman??? I mean, I saw what you did last night. Are you out of your freaking mind??? You look out of shape, you haven’t bathed in ages. Hell you look like Cousin It the way you are going right now… And why haven’t you called Sapphy???
Goth scratches his head, looking at some waitress that was flirting with another customer as he sighs.
G) I love her man…,
F) You are not showing it man, you have walked away from your responsibilities since the fucking day that you quit this Social Crap Wrestling fed. What the f***???
He remains silent, his eyes are lowered towards a beer filter that has been soaked with beer from his past drinks. Fang pulls his head towards him as Goth is ready to strike.
F) You called me, you needed my help. I’ll be damned to let you become a joke Gerrit. But you need to quit this, be with your woman!!!
G)(Whisper)……
F) What????
G) I can’t….I’m hooked… It’s an addiction… you know….
Fang slaps him across the face with authority, he looks him in the eyes like a mad man. Goth starts to cry when his senses catches the blow in his face. A female can be heard calling his name.
S) Gerrit… please come home.
Goth looks around, he sees his woman crying in a corner being held by Brenda. He slowly tries to get to his feet, but the alcohol makes it impossible for him to walk in a normal way. He falls to his knees as his woman runs over to him.
G) I’m sorry… I.. Love you. I wish I didnt signed that contract with them…
S) We can buy the contract off, we can put our best lawyers on them. We can do whatever it is that needs to be done. Just come with me
She kisses him on the lips as the three of them drag him away from the bar and back home.
That night:
Goth is in bed, sleeping. Dreaming as his woman is next to him, fast asleep. He is tossing and turning as he is whispering “No†all the time. After a few moments he wakes up, screaming “NOâ€out loud, causing Sapphy to wake up.
S: What’s wrong love???
He has put his hands to his face, as if he is crying out loud.The door swings open as we see his brother and his wife run into the room.
G) It’s constantly the same nighmare that I am having all over and over again. Every time i close my eyes, it happens to me over and over again. It’s like a haunting ghost, whispering my name all over again. Telling me that I will die.
F) What’s the nightmare about???
G) I don’t know….
You dont’know?? But you just said…,Goth lowers his face and catches his breath for a few moments.
G) I know Brenda, I kno wit sounds like impossible for me to explain the same nightmare over and over again. Because the only thing that I know is the voice, telling me that I will die.. I see a figure, I see it covered in darkness. I can’t make up who he is….,
F) Since when do you got that dream???
G) Since the night that Shipman attacked me after i beat Cash….,
F) Shipman?? What the??? Why you never told me???
Goth spreads his arms, trying to search for something on the bed…. Clearly getting frustrated that he can’t find anything
S) What you are looking for Ger….,
G)(irritated) A BOTTLE OF WHISKEY!!!!
Fang walks over to him, grabs the bottle on the tablet hat is closest to the bed. He hands it over to Goth, who grabs it from his hands and pours some of it down his throat.
Your eyes have gotten worse Goth??G) You know that my sights are deteriated. You know that I need to use that stick everywhere I go… you know that I can only see straight forwards. And you know something Brenda?? This is something that is me, this is something I got to deal with every single freaking day of my life.
F) Gerrit, she did not mean bad.
G) I know Jonathan, neither have I. You see, I have been told many times that my life is over the way I used to enjoy it. Does it bother me?? God damn right it does, does it make me want to retire?? Does it want me to make babies and hope that they don’t get what I got?? Does it worry me for every single step that I make, that it will be the final time that I do it with a ten percent vision??? You fucking crying out loud it does. I remember how I got driven through a table of nails by Shipman, because I did not see it!!!!!!
His eyes burn with fire as he stares to where he believes his bloodbrother should be standing. Not knowing that he has gotten behind him, wrapped his arms around him as he knows how much of anger it has caused him. Causing hi mto give up his career and fight his vision deteriation
G) I have been told to never step foot in the ring, I have been told to raise a family with the love of my life. And I know we will as it is the only thing that I crave most for her to witness.
A smile appears on her face as she feels his fingers search for her face. A tear pours down her chin as she knows he can barely see in the dark. She grabs his hand and let his fingers run across her cheeks. Remembering all the soft carresses she has had in the past.
G) I have never let you down my love, I never will. This is something that has haunted me for how long??? All I want is retribution, All I ask for these nightmares to die… All I ask for the sweat of not knowing what it was like before… All I want is to stare into his eyes finally to unleash my pain for the final time. I….,
F) Gerrit, you are a man that will be a moving target. He can surprise you from any spot that your eyes won’t manage to see him. You got….,
Goth slowly stares at his brother from the dark, he runs his fingers across his eyes and his mouth. He notices his concern from the man tha the has won numerous titles with and has battled so many times.
G) I love you Jonathan, you are my brother. A man that I have never had in my youth. Do not worry upon the wishes of one that maybe one day will not witness the birth of those of the loins of your wife. But even you must know that taking away a man’s pride is taking away a man’s life. When the moment comes that I can finally step down and live that life everyone wants me to…. But deep down inside I know that Shipman will understand why I’m there… Why I did what I have done…. Only to make him understand his sins will be wqashed upon these hands soon enough….
Roleplay
Goth can be seen walking the pavewalk, his white stick in front of him as it rolls over the ground. Causing him feel what is in front of him as he looks ahead, staring at the camera as well of what is around him. The tip of the stick touches a crack in the pavewalk as Goth stops and looks at it, smiling.
G) It seems that not everything in Malaga is evenly paved. But that’s ok, nothing in life goes as a straight line wouldnt you agree??? Life has it’s moments of ups-and-downs, whether it is about love, or just the mere fact that you can’t keep your job. But everything in life has it’s turning point nouw wouldn’t you agree Mr. Matheson?? A man that I cannot remember ever having had the pleasure of facing back in my stint in SCW before my departure… so forgive me if I cannot remember the man that simplifices Hardcore for some reason. But truly I wonder what is that what simplified you in that shape or form of any nature of what kind.
G) Must it be the viciousness nature of one man that is unleashed upon the world in a fashion that we would be petrified?? Wondering whether one day our ancestor’s must have walked the earth in their ancient historical pre evolutionized form. Forgive me if this sounds like I am not taking you seriously my friend, but in the past I would have tried to bore you with loud talks of past accomplishments…. Something that stands upon itself wouldn’t you agree???
Goth grins as he moves forward, as he comes to the end of the pavement as he stops at a crossing. The red light slowly changes to green, giving Goth the signal to move forward to cross the road. He takes a step forwards, lifting the stick higher in the air to signal him wanting to cross the road and drops it after a few steps. He then continues feeling the road as he stares in front of him.
G) Lot of people in our industry only want to tell the world that they aren’t afraid of their opponent. Use Kain like words of how much of what kind of type of curse words he could come up with. No offence Kain, you have come a long way since they days that you were unleashed upon the world. But is that it?? is that the way to show the world that you have a immense case of testosteron?? Flexing your arms and say the fuck word twenty times in a fifteen second span?? Or is it the fact that nobody has ever witnessed fear as it never stared it in their eyes. Not like i have… but then again, in a match it is not just merely just me has it Mr. Matheson???
G) Even though in a situation it would always be nice tob e confronted with a figure that you have never faced before. Perhaps trying to find something that would ultimately help you. As if pro’s like us need an advantage over the other huh?? But what is it that makes fear something to overcome?? Fear of something that would ultimately destroy your life and leave you helpless in a state of total desperation?? Feeling helpless as something is dragged out of your existence and makes you cry out loud as nobody hears you???
A sinister smile emerges upon his face as he puts on his sunglasses that were dangling in his shirt. Realizing that the sun that was hidden behind the buildings that he walked past now have vanished. Causing the sun to blind him.
G) Excuse the fact that I put these on, I know that these make things less personal. But seeing that my eyes aren’t that great it is the only way that i can find my way around sunny Spain.
He looks at a sign, reading the Spanish words as he realizes that he is far from his hotel and shrugs.
G) I can always hail a taxi to bring me back huh?? But I can hear you think, what has a near blind man got to do in a violent environment like the wresting ring. What danger can I bring to someone like you that is Hardcore?? What viciousness is there for me to put upon you when I am unable to see?? Though what beauty isnt there in a world where we look at things, but are unable to see it… I rather see little than the lies that has been put upon us from day one since we opened up our eyes. Being told to see things that we should like and what we should hate. To see the things that are unnatural to us. And yet, what is it that is unnatural to you when you finally manage to have your own mind???
G) I have once been the man that said that he was the King of Kings. Oh no, not a gimmick that sounds so cool like others have done before and after me…. But to have a lifestyle burned upon my soul as it became me…. It makes you wander doesnt it huh Mr. Matheson?? To see how God himself crushed a whole city, flooded the entire world as he was enraged… to have a Forgiving God that would send a dagger upon your skin to rip your flesh off and send you down the sinners to skare them…. To have his only gotten son to die for our sins…. And then I wonder, should I have died for mine?? Oh sure, there have been moments where I have wished upon a gun to shoot a hole through my skull. To send a dagger through my heart and stare death in the soul less eyes.. as I have not been granted to witness the wrold as it has been lied to me a million times over and over again. And yet to this very day I cannot wonder why the world has offered me a solution to try again. To walk the walk and talk the talk… to hold this stick in front of me and tell you to hit me if you dare. Or are you morally bound not to harm those who cannot defend themselves???
Goth spreads his arms as if to say to strike him as he is un armed. He then drops his arms and moves forwards. Passing the camera as if he did not see it.
G) I give you a chance to do the unthinkable, to beat down the harmless man. Oh sure, i can hear you think about my attack of Shipman. I jumped the guardrail, did not use this stick and now??? Well isnt that something that can hit you in the face huh Mr. Matheson?? To await the surprise as I allowed the world to see what they always thought I was in the past. But am no longer?? Oh no, I have evolved to something far more better than that. You see I prefer to not see the lies, the filth of this world than to see it all once more. I am here to put an end to my demons, I am here to silence the nightmares for all… and If that means I have to go through you to do so???
G) Well if that is what I have to do to get to Shipman?? I will rather risk permanent blindness than hide from a nightmare like him. Trust me, I will dot he unthinkable once more to get to my goal in life… the question remains unanswered…. Will you???
With that Goth walks off the streets of Malaga as he hails a taxi for his hotel as the shot fades to darkness.