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It has been years since i felt this way, why you may ask? Is it to any importance to express my emotional state? But then again, I could understand the reasoning behind those thoughts of the ones that do not have anything to share with me. The reason is simple, I hold something that they can only dream off… the fact that I got a soul and it’s no longer pure… purity has left me many years ago when I first did the most sinful thing ever….
Haven’t we learned that our body is a temple???
A soft snicker can be heard from a dark secluded room. We see broken furniture shattered on the floor as a soft light moves over the ground. Someone is guiding the light across the floor as the camera tries to find out who it is.
The pure emotional state of a kid, struggling with two mere thoughts. The one of that of being a child of one true God… and that of the thought of how good it feels that first ever touch. Haven’t we all had that thought of something this good, can’t be bad?? I know you have… I know I have……
The flashlight moves across the room, we see a bed. The light traces a path upwards as we see a struggling figure trying to escape the clutches of the bands that is holding it’s wrists and ankles tied up to the bed.
It’s a struggle that has been going on for centuries…, I’ve known the struggle I had. It’s like I had the serpents voice trying to reason with me. It was as if Eve was presented that apple all over again…, how simple and how innocent a torn soul could be… and how easily I was grasped by it’s clutches of sin… dragged down into the cess pool of that what you are in right now my pretty….
The figure now flashes the light upon her face, we can see tears flowing from her cheek and fear being expressed upon her eyes. Staring at the figure, who is holding the flashlight. But she can only see the light and the hand that is holding it.
Tell me, what would I have to say? Should I soothe her troubled mind? Beginning by saying that she doesn’t have to worry about my presence? That I know that deep down inside I’ve always wanted to be with her? As I am the only one that understands her troubled soul? That almost got me the first night I heard it’s voice.
But then again, my faith kept me from sinning… or so I thought.
A chuckle comes across his throat as the figure keeps the light upon the innocent girl. Her eyes are visible through the small strands of her hair that has gotten in front of her face. The bloodshed in her eyes, the mascara that has been across her face from crying. As if she has seen the Devil itself….,
I’ve been told that I was supposed to be on my guard every single moment of the day. Because you would never know when it would….
Suddenly a hand can be seen touching the face of the girl
Strike…
A sinister laugh follows the reaction of the girl, trying to pull her face away from the hand. Unable to escape it as she is tied up.
Please little girl, don’t be afraid. Did it really hurt that soft touch? I am sure that it was all but evil now was it??
The fingers plays with her hair as she is trembling with fear.
I used to be in your state little girl….granted boys react differently than girls… but in the end the flesh needs that extra attention wouldn’t you agree?
Her reaction is a shock that goes through her body as he softly runs the back of his hand against her cheek. Not hitting her, just trying to calm her down as much as possible you can do with someone tied up on a bed in the middle of the darkness.
Have I ever told you how I just wished I could kill sins? I just was a teen, I thought I had all the answers. I went to church every Sunday, I read the Bible from front to back, from left to right. And even backwards…, yet I could not stop the thoughts of doing naughty things to myself…. Oh sure. At first I prayed, I felt my strength conquering everything that I did not believe in…, I felt pride at a certain point, I felt that I had conquered something that only Jesus Christ could do.. and he did it in the hot desert… and he had issues not succumbing to the wishes of the Devil… and I thought I just beat it down without any worries…
How foolish these thoughts were… wouldn’t you agree?
Her cries are muffled as her mouth is gagged with a cloth and duck tape across her mouth
Now, now…., we can’t give your neighbours the impression that you are a bad girl now can’t we?
The hand slaps her hard across the face. Before slowly running it’s fingers through her hair as we see the girl cry again.
Oh I’m sorry, I just got a bit too carried away…. But it doesn’t mean I don’t love you my pretty….,
What is love anyways? A few simple letters that apparently tells the whole feeling you got for someone? Some kind of bullshit if you ask me… how can you express your entire feelings in one word of four letters? Perhaps we should look further into the true meaning of the word “Love” Shall we?
What does the L stand for? It sure as hell doesn’t mean anything good for people, because love always gets confused with Lust… yes.. the sexual tension between two persons… the need to explore each other sexual intentions. To have each other in different positions and to make their bodies become one? Isn’t that invading the privacy of the body that is called a temple???
The hand runs over her cheek, down to her throat as he suddenly stops there…making circles across her shoulders… before suddenly putting his hand across her throat once again and slowly starting to press on it… making it hard for her to breath….
Oh come on, don’t tell me you don’t enjoy this? Perhaps at first it won’t, but soon you’ll get used to it. It will be a routine that will only grasp your entire view of reality. Reality is that your life has been choking you out since day one… you should be thankful that someone like me is showing you the way of reality… or to escape it… even if it is for a few moments…., reality is a painful burden isn’t it??
The hand releases her throat, she gasps for air as well as spitting out fluids from her mouth.
Oh my, don’t tell me you were showing aggression towards me? This early? Oh I feel it’s going to be a thrill to turn your stomach inside out with mixed emotions. Have I ever told you about the day that I tried to turn two individuals inside out? Two figures that ran off and hid for me? Oh I know that I’ve been through this before, but then again… a tale never gets old now does it??
The girl is trying to talk to the man, but with her mouth being gagged it’s to no use….,
And what would you try to say my pretty? Please, please let me go? I won’t tell? Of course you won’t. Because I know you would have to lie through your teeth, about the fact that even though you are in fear… I feel the electricity through your body.. that I feel the excitement and that it is more shameful than the fact that you are kept inside in this old room?
Your room I may add….
Sadistic laughter can be heard from the figure as he runs his hand across her belly.
I feel your heavy breathing, you can say it’s from fear… I say it’s from excitement. Not knowing what to expect is it?? Just like the two men I talked about earlier… never going to expect what I will do next. And yet it’s so obvious what I will do next. Because I told the world that I would always follow up to my promises… whether I do it right away, or let time take it’s slow pace. Letting the taste evolve through time and making it taste like velvet… and yet, it’s so sinful isn’t it?
Have you ever touched yourself???
A muffled voice tries to scream at the man…,
I bet you have… I mean your soft fingers. It would feel like velvet across the skin that’s almost as silk… what wouldn’t you give to feel that every single day?? I would kill to do that… who knows…. I may just do that this time….
The figure closes in on her face, bending forwards as we see his face from his chin towards his nose. We see that he hasn’t shaved for a few days… a small beard is showing as he kisses her neck.
Oh yes. The sweet taste of a soft young girl…, I almost forgot how it felt. You know something? I would kill for you… a deadly sin I know. But just like pleasuring yourself, it’s a sensation that you could get used to… even crave for. Especially those who do not deserve to be here… do you know someone like that?
He gives her a soft kiss as she tries to scream, his face shows an sadistic smile and nods.
I know you would… in due time we all do… you perhaps would not know them by name… but I do… as if they are two brothers. They cannot be separated from each other… two names that have guilt written all over their stinking faces… but it would be a spoiled lecture if I would give their names away right now… now wouldn’t it?
Another muffed scream can be heard.
Do not resist it, it will only make it even more painful when I shove my hand down your throat and pull out your vocal cords…. That si if you are a bad little girl…., we do not want that to happen now don’t we?
Tears are falling from the girl’s face as the figure slowly rises himself from her… we can hear him walk away from her as the light slowly starts to move around the wall. The camera follows it until it stops in front of a mirror. The light shines in the mirror as we can see the outline of the figure standing in front of it.
Oh God, how I have yearned to sin once again. How I’ve wanted to expose my thoughts upon two names once more…, would it be the sin of breaking the moral code of not breaking down the temple of your body? Or would it be the sinful thoughts of doing that what should not have been done?
Yet again…, does it truly matter? I’ve heard the cries of attention before.. the calls of eating some fruit as it was ripped off the tree of everlasting sin…, you two are just another excuse of not trying to be yourself. Sinful obsession… it is like a Marvin Gaye song… just tempting to step across the boundaries of the moral code of life itself… and yet when they stare into the eyes of true evil… it only vanishes in fear… granted, even fear gains a moment of victory upon evil itself every now and then… doesn’t it Gabriel and Despayre??
Did I let the cat out of the bag???
Laughter is heard through the room, as the figure slowly rises the camera to his face. Showing the face of Goth, without his usual face paint… his face is a mess… clearly he has not taken care of his face.
It is like getting back together on a birthday party isn’t it? You sit down, with all good friends or relatives that you haven’t seen in a long time. You start to talk and before you know it, we all are smoking cigars and bringing back old memories… trust me, I’m bringing a lot more than old memories now am I not boys??
I could start off with Despayre with ease, why? Because him and I already tangled once. And we all know how that ended up huh? But no, I would be putting Gabriel to shame now wouldn’t I? Seeing he is the fellow that opened up his mouth first… sprouting his intended attempt of sin.. just like a little puppy dog, trying to show his newly found teeth to an old Rottweiler.. granted, even the old dog could use some fun… but one big bite and your ass is being broken down big time…,
Are you inside my mind Gabriel? Am I going to lie about this? It’s a sinful thought that would be too tempted to use now isn’t it? But then again, we both see right through that now don’t we? We see the fact that life has it’s ways of making people crumble under jealousy and agony… I would lie if I would not have had you under my skin… but then again Gabriel, would time stand still when it comes down to having people get to me? Apparently you do not know the man that makes and breaks lives before a blink of an eye… you see, you still hold on to your priced possession. That what brings reality and sanity to your fucked up mind… but again, isn’t greed your biggest weakness? You are so less complicated to get unlike your tag team partner Gabriel… you are just a greedy man, that thinks with his brain about how to explore the possibility of extending his championship closet.
Did you run away and I ran after you? Is that how you would see it Gabriel? Personally I would care less of the fact that greed is equal to stupidity… to me this is another example of that what I want…, I get Gabriel. I’ve told the world before that I would stare into the eyes of Sinful Obssession… the emo gang of stupidity in the wrestling world…. You call yourself Sinful? And yet you are here to only entertain the crowd. While I just entertain my sanity with insanity… I see it upon myself to guide you through my world of insanity my purist amongst deaf man’s ears.
Or would it be the fact that you never could show the world the words that you uttered… that you know me, that you are better than me… have you ever attempted lady luck’s lurking eye underneath the blindfold? The bitch always cheated to get to where she was… but then again, isn’t the world of politics not also an sinful obsession that you always wanted to achieve?
Goth chuckles as he scratches his bearded chin.
What is it about you that makes you look like a fake Gabriel? Is it perhaps that your appearance is too obvious? That you are trying so much that I’ve been wondering myself whether you are just a hideous coward? That hides behind the skirt of someone that is out of his mind? At least I can stare into the eyes of Despayre and see that he is a lost sinful thought. Obsessed with the fact that I crushed his little teddy bear and made him growl at me like a stuffed animal…. No pun intended Despy.
What would it mean to you to stand over a fallen body of one name called Goth.. you stare at me and see only the personification of what I am as a man that has a grudge upon you and Despayre… easy of course, you have been watching the words that I spoke for so long that you have mesmerized them by heart. You expect me to come full speed at you, run out of energy after a few minutes? Who knows I would have if I was just oozing pre insanity cum out of my mind.
His eyes are smiling insane, the eyes show an state of mind that is clearly he is ready for anything that is dished out towards him.
Oozing pre insanity cum Gabriel… ever looked into an online dictionary and wondering what that would mean? Don’t worry your little brain over it, don’t go and run over to your tablet and try to find the B that comes after A… because just like sex… the pre cum before the big explosion is just merely a warning of that what is to come next. Am I insane? A first look on my fetish with this girl would give you the assumption that I am…
But haven’t we learned not to go off on the first impression that you have on someone? You got one as you clearly give me just one side of the tale my friend. That shows me your weakness… but trust me, I understand. Being hyped up with a big fight like this does that to people… Once again I’ve been told the obvious…, I can’t do this… Go for the obvious Gabriel, whereas I will just go out and break you in your own sinful obsession..,
I’ve broken down more tag teams with a first time tag team partner then Despayre has had intercourse with the Muppets. So why don’t you go ask yourself after the show is over… who could not do what… and trust me Gabriel… Don’t believe your own hype, because until you have beaten me… your nothing…
Goth grins, he stares back at the girl, who is still trying to break free from her captivity
Just like her, you know that it’s useless to escape from me huh Despayre? Unlike your tag team partner, who is already climbing the highest of his glorious achievements of championships.. whereas you, you are just merely a follower of your own stupidity isn’t it Despayre? I know that it must be odd to hear that from a man that lost to you the last time we met, but then again Despayre…, was it a victory that an insane animal like you can hold to himself as a clenching experience to your sins has it Despayre??
Because I know that you are the one true opposing figure that I have to look out for… our previous battle only proves my theory… and no, unlike Gabriel… I’m not underestimating m other opponent like I’m not underestimating you…. I’m ready to wage war with those who dared to sin upon me into the AWA… I’m ready to take away gold. Something precious in the possession of those who are so much like Laurel and Hardy. The one that tries to maintain order, as the other acts upon the only thing that keeps him together. His animalistic nature…. Act upon nothing more than his instinct.
Just like our last match, you reacted upon instinct when you beat me… come on Despayre, admit it… you never stopped looking over your shoulder. Hoping that I would not be standing there… watching you. Not wanting to let your guard down for a split second… not wanting to worry Gabriel and you know why don’t you?
Goth shakes his head, as if he is saying yes to the camera.
You let your guard down once, you allowed me to assault Gabriel. You still feel the sinful thoughts run down your back. Knowing that your own tag team partner trusted you and you broke his trust. By allowing me to do what I did to that teddy bear. Come on Despayre…. You know that your lifestyle is a risk, not only for yourself… but those who you love and trust. I already gained my vengeance once upon your bear…. And then upon your partner. The only one that is left is to avenge you Despayre… I always know that I will get my victim down the road… oh the sins that are burning inside my brain is causing me to burn up with fever
Can’t you tell that I’m excited??
Goth closes his eyes as he is enjoying some silence around him for a few moments before speaking out once more.
What is it that I want from this match? The obvious would be the tag team titles… but I want to hurt you guys where it hurts the most. You guys ultimately caused me to lose money… and we all know that the ultimate sin that makes the world spin around is the money that you earn as champions. I’m going to take away the pride, I’m going to take away your dignity and I’m going to leave you a mess. A mental mess, a mess that you could not save your bear.. that you could not save your friend. And I know you think you have avenged those losses, but realize this Despayre.. you need to save yourself. You need to save that what your partner expects you and him to maintain… the championship betls…. What more could I ask for to take away?
Just think about it Despayre… next Monday Night on Insomnia… the show opens up… the fans are expecting a super star match and suddenly a tag title around my waist of the SCW wrestling company… and who is it that will be looked at? Who will be the one that will be judged at for not carrying the load? You Despayre… what more could I ask for? And you know something? This time I’m doing this for free. I’m going to walk into that ring, I’m going to step foot inside the ring with the undefeated tag team and I’ll show the sinning punks that Sins is my game.
One more time, one more time only I will walk out to the ring. One more time I’ll show the world the calibre of the Goth that I’m one son of a bitch to be reckoned with… one more time that I will face guys that expect nothing from me will be shaken until eternal damnation. And why? Because you dropped the ball Despayre… guess walking away from your reality was the biggest mistake that you two have ever done… and I’ll be collecting on the one thing that is important to me… the oen thing that you hold dear to yourself… the SCW tag team championships… isn’t life great to sin???
Goth hears the muffling sound of the girl on the bed, he walks over to her and bends over her and kisses her covered lips. She tries to swing a punch, but she hurts her arm when she tries to do so.
Don’t worry Sean, I won’t make my sinful obsession upon the tag team champions something that makes you have to worry about the man that you will have to tag with. I’m ready to wage war, I’m ready to take another step in my quest for greatness. It’s time that I take the imposters down a step or two and show the world that it’s my time to shine… until then Sean, why don’t you just focus on one thing… make me a tag team champion…. Once more….
With that Goth kisses the girl and walks off as the shot fades to darkness.