Post by: Sean Williams on February 18, 2012, 10:49:14 AM
Or maybe those are just the demons coming from my past, to fuck my future up once again.
Location:
Las Vegas, Nevada
The Ritz-Carlton Hotel
The scene opens up inside the Ritz-Carlton Hotel, Brandon is shown making his way through the lobby towards the stair well, he opens the door and finds Sean sitting there with his head down and a cigarette hanging out of his mouth.
Brandon: Don't be an idiot.
Brandon reaches for the cigarette in Sean's mouth, he grabs it and tosses it out the fire exit door, the alarm blares, but only last for a couple seconds.
Brandon: They were getting ready to send security over here dumb ass, you can't smoke in this hall way or the lobby.
Sean shrugs.
Sean: If I was some important political douche bag then it wouldn't be an issue but wait,
Brandon: I really don't have time for one of your sob stories.
Sean: And I wasn't about to give you one.
Brandon: Listen whatever has you upset this week, you will have to get over it. You have a important match coming up and honestly I feel as though that should be your main focus.
Sean: My main focus is that I'm a father now, my main focus is that I was set the fuck up and now I have a huge responsibility that I honestly want no part of.
Brandon wasn't aware of everything that was happening in my life right now, he knew about the whole baby incident, but the outcome never was told to him.
I just got to Vegas not to long ago, I was in Los Angeles dealing with this baby drama.
Brandon: What do you mean?
Sean: The baby is mine Brandon, my Lawyer informed me yesterday before coming to Vegas that the DNA test results were in and if I had Maury here right now, I would let him tell say it loud and clear. SEAN ROMAN WILLIAMS, YOU [Pauses] ARE THE FATHER!!!
And I guess that's the part where I jump up and down, and scream on stage because it was so unexpected and so fucking depressing.
Brandon: So what happens next?
Sean: I have to step up and be a father to this baby.
Brandon: This is going to affect you, the business, and the brand that you were trying to build, does Mercedes know?
Sean: She is flying in tomorrow from Miami, there's a couple things she wanted to talk to me about.
Those are one of the reasons why I love Mercedes so much, she treats me as if I were her own family, she calls me her family. Mercedes has been really generous through this whole process, paying my court fees, helping me with other financial situations, she has really been a blessing and I thank her for that.
Sean: She told me that she had a separate bank account for me, and there's money in the bank account. She told me during my stints in rehab, she wanted to make sure I was financially secure once I got on my feet, so she was stashing money for me, money that she was putting in there and then of course the checks I were receiving while I was in rehab.
Brandon: Do you have to pay here?
Sean: I am going to meet with Erica later to discuss those details, she wants to keep it out of court as far as dealing with money.
Brandon: What do you mean?
Sean: I haven't spoke to Erica in years, and a couple days ago she called me from a blocked number and asked me to meet her so we could talk, I was skeptical, but I rather deal with this drama outside of court then inside and I really hate the fact that Mercedes has been giving me all this money to help with my court fees and such, so I feel like if Erica and I can discuss an amount that will help her and also help us have a drama free relationship together then so be it.
Brandon: How much did she ask on court papers?
Sean: She wanted like $30,000 in back child support and then like #2,500 a month for I guess alimony or something.
I didn't know how this whole meeting between Erica and I would turn out, during my days with Vincent she was more of a friend to me then anything, she helped me through a lot of my bad days with her brother. But ever since Vincent was locked up, we kind of lost touch, and even when we would run into each other in the streets, she was always hesitant or weird around me.
I helped her financially for a couple months after her first miscarriage, then I found out she was using drugs and dealing with a lot of different people. The type of people that wasn't hanging in my circle, and the type of people that you wouldn't want to associate yourself with.
When Vincent was released from prison, we had decided to I guess rekindle our relationship but that was a bad idea, it was doom from the start. I remember all the fights after he was released, he would accuse me of cheating and stealing money from him, I think I was on my third stint in rehab when Vincent was released, I was out of work and my parents had already cut me off financially. Vincent didn't like the fact that I wasn't bringing in any type of income, he wanted me to escort on the side just to kind of bring in some type of money but I really wasn't into that.
My days with Vincent were so horrific that I never ever wanted to visit that type of place again, that was a chapter in my life that I knew wasn't the right path for me and once I found out that the feds had got a hold of Vincent, I knew that chapter was closed and that I would never have to deal with him or his wretched family ever again.
Sean: I just never knew I could be a father, especially at this age. It's all so new to me and its so much drama behind all of this, so it just puts me in a bad situation.
Sean slowly rises up from the ground, standing on his feet, he reaches down and brushes the dust off his shoes and walks over to the fire exit door, he pushes the door open sounding the alarm again and he walks outside.
Brandon: FUCK!
Brandon rushes after Sean sounding the alarm off again.
Brandon: They are going to kick us out of this hotel.
Sean: I needed a cigarette really bad, I would light this blunt up in my pocket if I could but I really don't feel like spending the night in a Vegas jail tonight.
Brandon: I noticed that we came to Vegas early.
Sean: I just needed to get out of LA for a couple days, and staying at the Ritz always calms my nerves.
Brandon: I thought you hated Vegas.
Sean: I do, but at the same time I love it to if that makes any sense, look I just have bad memories here so when I come to Vegas and I see things, it kind of reminds me of my past and some of the shit I've experienced here.
Brandon: I understand.
Sean: Like when I would come and visit Vincent some times, we would stay at the MGM Grand in room 200, and we would always stay in that room. I can't tell you how many times I snorted coke in that room, or how many E pills I did in that room.
Brandon laughs.
Brandon: I don't mean to laugh, but damn bro you had like a really crazy life growing up, but you know at the end of the day I am proud of who you became man.
Sean: Thank you.
Brandon: And I'm being honest, you always beat yourself up because of what happened to you so long ago, but you have to understand that you are becoming a better person and it will take time before you get to where you want to be at.
Sean: Look at you trying to give me advice.
Brandon: Nah it's not about giving advice man, its about seeing all the good positive things about you, it's about pointing out the good and the ways you can improve your life, you sit back and reminisce about the past and all the wrong that has been done, but look at what you have to live for.
Sean: I guess your right.
Brandon: You need to brighten your spirits and stop being such a cry baby, you have a son to look forward to and your business is expanding, your wrestling career is at a normal pace and your doing fine.
Sean: I have so much to prove in this match.
I'm not the one to sit back and try and boast my career or make it seem like I'm the best damn thing that wrestling has ever witness, but I do know that when I step in that ring I turn into a monster, no matter who the fuck is in the ring with me.
I hold these titles with proud, and even though my personal relationship with Wyatt isn't a good one, I don't have anything bad or negative to say about that man. When it comes to these titles and defending them, all I ask is for Wyatt to show up with a positive attitude and ready to kick some ass.
I hear a lot of talk about how I want people to feel sorry for me, and how I want people to feel bad for what I've been through but that's never the case. I share my story because I know there are millions of other teenagers and people that go through the same shit I do.
I'm not the only one whose been sexually abused, or dealt with hardcore drugs in their life, I knew about fucking cocaine when I was eleven years old.
So growing up in the Williams household, I've always been a fighter. And come Blaze of Glory I will prove that, walking into that ring with the title and leaving that ring with the title.
I had proven myself my first couple matches here in SCW when I left each one victorious, my main focus is putting on a good show for the audience and adding victim after victim to my destroy list.
The Aristocats have another thing coming at Blaze of Glory, and I hope that come prepared for this match, I don't know about Wyatt but I'm walking in that match taking names and destroying mutha ******.
Sean takes a couple pulls from the cigarette.
Brandon: Its your first big title defense, so I know your a little nervous.
Sean: I'm not nervous, I'm ready. Last week was a mistake, I wasn't in the right mindset because of everything that was going on, but at Blaze of Glory I won't run into that same problem again.
Brandon: I'm excited about the match.
Sean: I am to, because I'm ready to continue my win streak. I was undefeated walking into this company, and I was undefeated my first couple of matches, maybe I wasn't on my A game last week, maybe Wyatt wasn't. But all I know is at Blaze Of Glory I will walk out still one half of the Tag Team Champions, blood, sweat, tears and all.
Brandon: You know what's funny though? I never really hear you talk trash about your other opponents, you really don't waste to much of your breath on any of your matches, but you seem pumped up today.
Sean: Because I need to be pumped up, at Climax Control I had to much on my mind and I wasn't fully dedicated to that match, people assume that I am comfortable because I hold Gold, but its deeper then that.
Brandon: I think people will always talk negative about you.
And he was right, a lot of people say negative things about me and they have every right to, people are allowed to voice their own opinions. It was funny to me though, I've been called every bad word in the book but I never let that beat me down, when I first started modelling, I was already on drugs so it was hard for me to get shows or be booked at events, so a lot of people wouldn't take me serious.
Sean: Let them talk, but my wrestling fans have always stood by me. They never cared about my sexuality, or the bullshit I went through in my own personal life, so of course everyone is going to have a story and that's fine.
Brandon: Have you seen or talked to Wyatt?
Sean: I never do, he said something about Twitter but you know I'm not into that whole Twitter thing even though I have the app on my iPhone.
Brandon: You probably should.
Sean: Mercedes always tells me that I should try in have some sort of relationship with him, we are partners.
Brandon: Coming from you, that sounds gay. [Laughs]
Sean: But you know what I mean, we barely talk, and when we do its right before our match. I feel like we should come up with a strategy and be around each other, especially before Blaze of Glory because this match is going to be intense!
Sean pulls his iPhone out of his pocket and notices the time, he tosses the cigarette on the ground and reaches in his pocket grabbing the keys.
Sean: Look, I have to go meet with Erica so I will text you later, maybe we will hit the Casinos later and see if we get lucky.
Sean smiles as he playfully hits his brother in the shoulder, Brandon nods as he watches Sean run off towards the entrance to the garage, the scene fades to black.
45 Minutes Later
Location:
Las Vegas, Nevada
East Grill
The scene opens up outside a private restaurant called East Grill, Sean is shown sitting in his rental texting away on his iPhone, his phone rings and the voice on the other ends says " I am here. " Sean replies with an " Ok. " ending the call, he jumps out handing his keys to the Valet and walks inside the restaurant, he looks around and finally notices Erica who is already sitting at a table, sipping on wine. He walks over to the table and she stands, as the two embrace.
Sean: I see your being cordial here.
Erica: I'm not even suppose to be meeting with you, we are outside the court room and I'm pretty sure if any of our Lawyers, or the judge found out we were together then it would be a problem.
Sean: You asked me to meet you here Erica, so what can I do for you?
Erica: I think we should come up with ideas on how you can properly take care of your son and of course, [Pauses] me.
Sean: I thought you stole enough of my money and your brothers to handle that.
Erica: You think you know everything, but I guess those drugs fucked your brain up to much so maybe you don't remember.
Sean: All I remember is a night full of alcohol and drugs, I remember how two other guys were there that night, and I remember -
Erica: You fucking me!
Sean: I wasn't sober, and I was unaware of my surroundings. I never used you or wanted to take any advantage of you, but the way you are going about things in court is very hurtful and I don't think I should or need to put up with it.
Erica: You have a bad past Sean, I'm only telling the judge what he needs to hear and I'm not the only one who feels that way.
Sean: What do you mean?
Erica: I could call this whole case off, and set something private up with you and maybe we can discuss the other details later but I think once you agree to this, then it will help us both out in the end and you won't have to deal with the embarrassment of being a dead beat father.
Sean: How much money do you want?
???: 1 Million Dollars.
That voice? that voice? I've heard that voice before!
Sean's body grew cold, it felt like he was having a heart attack, something took over his body that left him speechless and motionless, he couldn't breathe. Sean slowly turned his head looking up, standing above him was Vincent Bank as the scene fades to black.
To Be Continued....